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Angie Duncan founded Hosea’s Heart in October of 2013 after attending a training with Strip Church/XXX Church and years of envisioning a survivor-led outreach to women in sex work in Knoxville. She is a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, sex trafficking and work in the adult entertainment industry. She currently lives in Knoxville with her husband and three beautiful children and is completing her Bachelors Degree with a double major in Non-Profit Business Management and Bible and Theology at Johnson University. She is zealously committed to God, her family, her work, church, and her community. She is passionate about making known the issues surrounding sex trafficking, sexual exploitation, and sexual abuse as well as sharing the hope she found in Jesus to overcome. http://www.HoseasHeartKnox.org

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To The Table And To Encourage The Body Of Christ So Awesome Well I Love To Talk So Well Yeah You’re In Good Company At A Good Place So I Think Everything Would Work Out Good Tonight We Cover A Lot Of Different Topics And Stuff And You’ve Seen Some Of The Topics We’ve Covered On The Show And And We Can Talk About All Types Of Crazy Spiritual Things And Stuff Like That And Whenever You Sit Whenever You’ve Seen Some Of The Stuff You Were Talking About Wanting To Go Into Some Of That Stuff But You’re Talking About Your Testimony And How You Had An Amazing Encounter With Jesus That Changed Your Life So I Want To Kind Of Build Up To That So If You Want I Want You Just To Kind Of You Know Talk About Your Testimony And You Know Who You Are Why You Do What You Do Basically And Kind Of Build Up To This Encounter That You Have With Jesus Awesome Okay And You Know I Have A Tendency To Talk A Lot I Don’t Answer Questions With This Sentence Yeah Bri So You Just Jump In Wherever And Interrupt Me But I’m The Founder And Director Of Hosea’s Heart And What We Do Is We Exist We’re Nonprofit And We Exist Doing The Sexual Exploitation And Sex Trafficking Of Women I Myself Am A Survivor Of Sex Trafficking Plus Work About Five Years In The Adult Entertainment Insects Industry So I Really Was Allowed To See The Underbelly Of This Exploitive Industry Before You Know Trafficking Is Kind Of This Hype Thing Now And This Is Back Before This Terminology Was Known There Was All This Awareness And Help And You Know We’re Talking Ten Almost Ten Years Ago Now When I Got Out Back When I Was In That Life There Was No One Coming Looking For You There Was No Awareness You Were Society’s Trash And So Of Course Once I Left That Industry I Knew I Had To Go Back And I Had To Make A Difference And I Found Hope In A Way Of Escape In Christ And I Had To Share That So We Have This Nonprofit We Do A Lot Of Things But The Well The Key Scripture Is From Hosea 2:15 And It Says In The Valley Of Trouble I Will Give Her A Door Of Hope So That’s Our Mission We Go Out Into The Valley Of Trouble And Bring This Door Of Hope Which Is The Message Of The Gospel Jesus Christ And So We Go To Strip Clubs And Saj Parlors On The Streets Call Back Page And We’re Thinking About Going To Truckstops Hotel You Know We Do A Lot But We Just Go Anywhere Where I Know We Can Find These Women And Let Them Know Bottom Line Somebody Cares That You’re Out Here Yeah So What Would You Come To Jesus Moment Like Whenever You Were Running And You Knew That There Had To Be Something Better Than The Life That You Were Living Oh Lord Is A Long Story You Ready Go So For Me Um You Know I When I Listened To Your Interview With Bizzy Bone I Think The First Question You Asked Him Is What Is Spirituality To You And I Thought On That A Lot Because For Me Spirituality As A Christian Is Fellowship With Christ It Is Real It Is A Real Communion It Is A Real Relationship I Didn’t Grow Up In Church We Attended Here There On Occasion Whatever My Spirituality My Relationship With Christ Is Real I Didn’t Grow Up In Charge It’s Not Something That Was Drilled In My Head It Wasn’t A Social Club It Wasn’t You Know By Stories I Was It Was It Wasn’t Any Of That Growing Up For Me You Know My Mom We Would Try Church Here There We Would Go But No One Had Ever Explained The Gospel To Me Especially Not In A Way I Could Understand You Know Yeah I Heard That Oh Well If You’re Not Saved You’re Going To Hell Well What The Heck Does That What Is Saved Anyway We’re Talking About And My Life Is Hell What Are You Telling Me Like I’m Already In Hell So You Know I’m Never Really Know You Know I Never Really Understood These Things And My Mom Was Also Into Wicca From Time To Time And Talked To The Dead And A Lot Of Different Things So There Was A Spiritual Paranormal Type Of Things Going On In My Life But Never This Connection In A Relationship With A Higher Power And There’s A Lot Of Demonic Activity And Stuff And I Was Growing Up So I Always Have These Experiences But Nothing Like I Had With Jesus Christ Which Came Later And I Lead Up To That So My Story Like Almost 95% Of The Women They End Up In The Sex Industry Is That Growing Up I Was Sexually Molested And Abused Throughout My Childhood And Adolescence And I’m Not Just Talking About One Time Or Five Times It Just Seemed To Be A Common Occurrence And What That Taught Me From A Very Young Age Was That I Had Neither The Power Nor The Right To Say No Which Really Was The Enemy Grooming Me My Whole Life By The Time I Got Trafficked Into The Industry It Was Just Like Yeah I Know How To Do This I Know How To Lay There Quietly And Let You Do What You Need To Do And Give Me Some Money I’ve Been Doing This My Whole Life And I Think That’s What A Lot Of People Need To Understand About Women In This Industry Is We Don’t Just You Know Wake Up One Day And Decide We Want To Be An Escort Or A Stripper Or A Prostitute Or Whatever And You Know They’re Like Well Why Don’t Why Don’t You Just Leave Why Didn’t You Run Well No One Did Anything The Past 20 Years Of My Life Were You Going To Do Now You’re Going To Tell Me Somebody Cares Now So That Was You Know A Lot Of My Experience And Growing Up Dealt With A Lot Of Depression And Different Things And I Also Was Exposed To Pornography At A Young Age Which Led Me To Believe That Women Naturally Belonged In The Roles That I Observed I Believe That That’s What We Were Created For That That Was Our Purpose And You Know It That Was The Only Value And Work That I Had Was In My Sexuality And What Others Could Gain From My Body And I Saw From Others Prostitution As A Means Of Survival And So All Of These Things Are Going On In My Childhood And Then I Get Out On My Own And At 20 Years Old Well Before I Got Trafficked Into The Industry Of Twinning Let’s Talk About When I Was 19 Living Alone Very Depressed I Was Always Very Depressed And A Lot Of Lot Of Problems And Very Lonely Didn’t Really Have Friends Or Connected Healthy Family Things Like That Very Lonely Very Depressed And Growing Up I I Did Not Think That God Existed And If He Did I Sure Didn’t Like Him And Why Would God Allow The Things To Happen To Me That Did Happen So I Never Really Thought God For Those Reasons And Also Because The Little Bit Of Experience I Had With Churches Was More Religion You Know Your Skirts Not Long Enough Don’t Listen To This Music Don’t Dance Don’t Drink This Don’t Mean Fat Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla You Know That Different Denominations A Bunch Of Crap Never A Relationship With Jesus Christ And Why He Died For Me So One Night And Some 19 Very Depressed I’m Flipping Through The You Know Tv Channel And I Caught This Girl On Tv And Listen I Know A Lot Of People Want To Say A Lot Of Stuff About Joel Osteen But If God Can Use A Donkey Yeah I Don’t Care Whatever God’s Plan To Save My Life So I Could Just Got Joel Osteen On Tv And For Some Reason I Was Just Drawn To Him And I Was Listening To What He Was Saying And It Was Kind Of Crazy Because I Was Like Man This Dude Is Talking About Exactly What I’m Going Through Right Now Like It Just Blew My Mind And So It Was Like The Next Week The Same Thing Happened I’m Just Flipping Through A Catch Him Again And The Same Thing Again And Then It Happened A Third Time Same Thing Again He Was Taught Speaking Exactly To What I Was Going Through And I Don’t Know How To You Know If You’ve Been There You Know When It’s The Holy Spirit Pulling On You But It Just It Just Touched Me So Deep Something Was Going On Inside Of Me I Didn’t Feel Alone Something Was Trying To Talk To Me And I’m At The End Of His Message You Know He Always Does The Whole Praying About Jesus Into Your Life Thing But It Wasn’t Just That It Was That He He Was The First Person To Explain To Me Listen People This Beaten People Over The Heads With Your Bible And Telling Them They’re Going To Hell It’s Not Gonna It Doesn’t Work Like That Some People Are So Hurting And So Broken They Need A Message Of Hope This Was The First Person I Heard Tell Me Why Jesus Died For Me And He He Told Me Jesus Died For Me To Give You Hope Peace Joy Freedom All These Things And I’m Sitting Here I’m Broken I’m Lonely I’m Depressed I Need Hope I Need You I Want That I Want What You’re Talking About And So When You Said That Prayer I Got Down On My Knees And I Genuinely Meant It And I Said That Prayer And I Said God If You Are Real I Invite You Into My Life I Want To Know You I Need Your Help I Need These Things He’s Talking About I Need You To Help Me And At That Moment I Felt A Tangible Encounter And I You Know I Didn’t Hear A Voice Audibly I Didn’t See A Man You Know Nothing Like That But I Felt It Felt Like It’s Kind Of Silly But It Felt Like A Warm Fuzzy Blanket Just Kind Of Got Wrapped Around Me And Like Someone’s Hugging You From The Inside I Felt The Most Peaceful Loving Safe Presence That I’ve Ever Felt In My Entire Life And I Laid There On My Couch And I Cried And I Cried Because I’ve Never Felt Anything So Safe In My Entire Life And It Was Kind Of Crazy Cause You Know I Didn’t Own A Bible Never Read One I Didn’t Know The Any Of These Things But I Can Tell You In This Terminology Now Because Now I Know But What I Began To Do Was After This Insane Encounter With Love With Jesus I Began To Confess My Sins I Was Convicted I’ve Never Been Convicted I Was You Know Doing All Kinds Of Craziness Okay And My Main Thing Was Promiscuity Especially I Never Felt Convicted About That That’s Just How I Was Raised It’s Natural It’s What You Do Just Use Protection Bla Bla Bla You Know Like Suddenly I Was Convicted Of So Many Things I Began To Confess My Sins To God And Repent And Give My Life To Him And Say I Don’t Want These Things I Want You God And So I Wish I Could Say Sorry I Always Cry When I Tell My Story I Wish I Could Say That That’s The Happy Ending And That’s The End Of My Story But I Always Tell People That Coming To Christ Is Never The End Of Your Battles That Is It Is The Beginning Of Your Victories When You Come To Christ When You Come To Christ When You Invite Him Into Your Life And You Mean That He Deposits His Holy Spirit Inside Of You And You Are Sealed Unto The Day Of Redemption And You Were Sealed By God But At The Same Time It’s Almost Like The Enemy Puts A Bull’s-eye On Your Head And You Become A Target He Already Hates You Anyway He Was Already Trying To Destroy My Life Before That That Moment In Time But From That Point On I’m Telling You It’s Like He Launched A Full-fledge Assault On My Life And That’s When Things Really Really Got Crazy And I Can’t Just Keep Going Do You Do You Want A Buddy In Here Yes So Um I Want To Touch On A Little Bit All I Want You To Speak About It Is It Staying In That You Know You Talk My Wicker And Like The New Age Of Things Like That We You Know Kind Of Reach Out To Those People As Well And There’s This Notion That There’s No Such Thing As The Devil There’s No Such Thing As This Evil Force That Christians Made It Up Hell’s Not Real The Devil Is Not Real What Would You Say To That Like You Know Say Coming From Your Testimony If Someone Tells You What The Devil Is Not Real Let Me Tell You I Wish I Could Sit Down With People That Say That And Have A Real Long Conversation Like I Said My Whole Life Since I Was A Very Young Child I’ve Been Able To See And Hear And Feel Demonic Presences At That Time I Wasn’t Completely Sure That They Were Demons But What Some People Might Call Ghosts Or Paranormal Activity Whatever And Like I Said Once I Gave My Life To Christ It’s Like This Bullseye Was Just Placed On My Forehead And The Demonic Torment Became So Intense I Can’t Explain To You How Terrifying I Had Friends That Would Try To Come Stay The Night With Me Because I Was So Terrified That Night Because Of The Things That Were Going On I’m Talking About Seeing Hearing Filling The Demons And They Would Be Attack Physically And Terrified Would Never Come They Bad Friends That Would Not Even Step Foot In My Apartment They Would Not Let Me Tell You Something I Remember And It Were Kind Of Skipping Over Some Years Here But Let Me Get To This One Point Too To Answer This A Few Years Later Down The Road Because I Had Kind Of Fallen Away From Christ Because Of Some Things After After Meeting Him I Turned My Back He Never Left Me Though But I Turned My Back And It Got To A Point To Where I Came Back To Him And I Could Never Deny Him Again Because Even Though I Had These Encounters With Him I Still Struggled With Are You Real And I’m Imagining This And I Crazy Am I Making You Up Just To Survive I Cook But It Came To A Point To Where Honestly In The Ways That I Experienced Demons In My Life And How Real They Were They Were So Real That I Could Never Again Denied That God Was Real In Christ Was Real If Those Demons Were That Real In My Life Thank God You Were Real And Get Me The Help To Him Yes It Was Absolutely Terrifying Absolutely Terrifying And If I Experience That Much Terror And Torment On Earth God Don’t Let Me Go To Hell Yeah It’s Very Real In This These Are Things That I Could Talk About Forever I Think I’d Love To Have Conversations With People About My Experiences You Know I Don’t Want To Freak Anybody Out And Have Them Call Me Crazy But When You Got Other People In Your House Seeing It Hearing It All This Stuff You’re Not You’re Not Schizo Honey Thrill It Is Going On And The Only Thing That Made That Stop In My Life Was The Power Of Christ The Power Of His Word And Knowing Who I Am Surrendering My Life To Him So That He Can Come In And Stop It Yeah That’s Kind Of My Story As Well Man And For Me To Know Like I’ve Had Those Encounters And Stuff As A Kid Myself And Had Stuff Going On But When It Was With Me And My Cousin Had Something Like That Happened And Both Of Us Seen It And It Manifested In His Physical Reality Some Demonic Presence And We Both Seen It He Interacted With Both Of Us Then I Knew It’s Like Look I Can Always Go Back To Him In His Encounter Too Because It Wasn’t Just Me It Wasn’t Just Something You Know In My Head Or You Have A Crazy You Know Active Imagination Or Something Like That And So Yeah When You See Those Things Man You Know That Something Exists And It’s Crazy To Like You Say That Like You Said You Felt Like You Had Like A Target On Your Back Or Whatever When It Whenever Someone Who Has A Like A Calling On Their Life In Their In The World A World Of Sin And You’re Doing All Of These Things Whenever You Come To Christ Or You Try To Get Out Of It The Devil Really Gets Upset Yeah He Is He Is Upset That That You Know You’ve Turned Your Back On Him He’s Upset That Christ Is Doing A Work In You And You’re Trying To Leave He’ll Do Everything He Can To Keep You And You Got To Go Through Those Layers People Don’t Want To Talk About It They Want To Say Just Come To Jesus And It’s All Good That’s The Beginning But He Has To Help You Like Get Years In Years Of Emotional Trauma And In Hurt And Baggage And Different Demonic Forces That Were Sent Over Your Life For Those Areas Like You Got A Deal With Those Guys Because They’ll Stay There You Know And And It’s A Process It Like You Said Like Going Through Some Crazy Stuff That Is Even Hard To Explain Night Terrors And Bad Dreams And The Del He Gets Mad Man When When Someone’s Living That Lifestyle And They Repent And Jesus Doesn’t Work In Them He Gets Really Upset Hey He Does Not Know You Know He Don’t I’ve Had Those Those Same Encounters And Stuff And Because I Was You Know I Was Really Big Into Witchcraft And Stuff When I Came Out Of That I Would Man I Would Be Attacked In My Sleep I’d Wake Up Screaming Speaking In Tongues Just Screaming Top Of My Lungs Just Being Attacked By These Entities Man It’s It’s A It’s A It’s A It’s A Process Man You Have To Go Through Deliverance And Things Like That And But You Know Jesus Is Well Worth It I Want To I Want To Ask You About This Too This Is Something That I’ve Experienced When I Came To Christ Like Whenever I Was A Teenager I Was A Kid I Felt Alone A Lot I Felt I Felt Like I Was Abandoned I Was Abandoned By My Father You Know I Felt Like I Was A You Know By Myself A Lot Fantasize With Suicide And Things Like That But When I Came To Jesus When He Came Into My Life And I Had That Encounter Much Like You You Feel That Presence And That Warmth I Never Felt Alone Again I Got Always Felt Even If I’m Sitting At Home By Myself Like I Always Feel Like God Is With Me Jesus Is With Me Wanting To Hang Out Wanting To Just Talk Wanting Me To Get In The Word You Know In Seek Him So I Never Felt Alone After That Can You Talk About That A Little Bit Yeah I Love To Man Cuz I Love Talking About This You Know And Then Some People Think I Mean I’ve Already Talked A Little Bit About How The Presence Of God It’s Not A Religion Okay And It’s Not About That And I Think Some People Think That Aren’t Christians Might Think Oh Y’all Just Make This Up And This Little Fairy Terror It Ain’t A Fairytale World Because When She Experience And You Might Feel The Same Way Whether It Was The Demonic Or The Divine When You Experience That Stuff It’s Realer Than Reality It’s Really The Reality But Before My Encounter With Christ I Never Had A Voice Leading Me A Presence Comforting Me Not Teaching Me You Know Is God When When You Know Stuff You Shouldn’t Even Know Like God Will Tell Me Stuff This I Don’t Even Know And I Have To Like Look It Up Like It’s Crazy Um They Tell Me Stuff About People I’m Not Kidding The Messing With Somebody All Week Talking To Him On The Phone And Be Like The Lord Just Showed Me How’d You Know I’m Telling You I Know Jesus Jesus Knows You So You Know P Gonna Tell You Stuff There Ain’t No Way You Can Know And I’m Not Talking About Psychic Crap And None Of That I’m Talking About The Holy Spirit But Once I Encounter God There Was Not Just That Process It’s Always There Comforting You But He’s Guiding You He’s On The Bible Says That When Once You Have The Holy Spirit That He Will Lead You Into All Truth So He Began To Lead And God And Direct Me I Went Out And I Bought A Bible And I’d Heard Some Stuff Before Whatever But All Of A Sudden When I Was Filled With The Holy Ghost Holy Holy Spirit Some People Don’t Like Calling It The Holy Ghost Anyway And When I Was Filled With The Holy Spirit And I Bought That Bible It Flipped Me Out Because I You Gotta Have Gotta Have The Holy Spirit Because He Helps You To See It And Understand It He Awakens You Spiritually And Suddenly I’m Reading This Book And I Was Tripping I’m Not Playing In A Good Way I Was Tripping Oh I Was Like Oh My I Went Around I Would Get All These Little Kids In The Neighborhood And My Family They’re Atheists All These People I Would Tell Them About This Stuff But Look At This Man Jesus Do You See What He Said Look What He Say Oh My God Like I Was Blown Away Because God Was Giving Me A Revelation And Understanding And He Was Talking To Me And Guy To Me And Showing Me Things And Telling Me Things And I’ve Never Had That Before And That’s What It’s About That’s What It Is About Before I Ever Even Got Into Church I Spent Probably Me Think About How Long Hmm Six Or About Six Years Or Something Just Alone With God In My Bible It Ain’t About Church Listen Rent You Know Do Not Forsake The Gathering Of The Brethren The Bible Say We Need To Go To Church But It’s Not About That You Know I’m Saying Like The Bottom Line Is It’s About A Relationship With Him Yeah And I’m Glad That God Taught Me His Word Before I Stepped Foot In A Church Because I Don’t Play The Fuck Business I’m Going To Church Now To Be Like This Ain’t Nothing Like The Word Of God Says Way No I’m Something To Play Pattycake With Y’all But I Want Jesus You Know But Um So Yeah That’s That’s What It’s All About And I Mean You Talk About Feeling The Tangible Presence And That’s What That’s What Got Me Man I Think A Lot Of People Think That We’re Talking About In Theory You Know Like It’s Like You Said You Felt Safe And You Felt Secure Like It Was Like Just A Mental Knowing Like Okay Now The Devil’s Gone I Feel Okay Or Whatever But This Is A Tangible Presence Man This Is Something That You Can Feel You Can Literally Feel The Presence In Love Of God Like You Can Feel The Love Of Jesus Tangibly You Feel All The You Know Burdens And Stuff That We’ve Been Carrying Our Whole Lives All You Know The Sins You Know The Lies Of The Stealing Deception Whatever We’ve Done To To Wrong People You Feel That Leave Your Body It’s Not Just A Mental Okay He Says I’m Forgiven I Believe It No You Can Feel The Weight Of Those Burdens That Leave You When The Holy Spirit Comes Upon You And Jesus Comes Into Your Life And That’s Something Because We Talk About These Different You Know Encounters And Euphoric Feelings And Things Like That And Spiritual Encounters And I’m Convinced Man It’s My Message That The Christian Experience Is The True Mystical Experience Like It’s What Everybody’s Looking For People Who Are Into The New Age People Who Are Into Drug Use Alcoholism Whatever The Case Is Um Jesus Is What You’re Looking And He Can Take Your Burden He Says He Says Come To Me He Says Take My Yoke Upon You Take My Burden For It’s Easy Its Light And So He Wants Us To Take His Burden Because When We Take His It’s Light And He Takes Hours He Takes All The Stuff That We’ve Been Carrying All The Baggage All The Doubt The Fear The Worry The Questions And Things Like That And Whenever He Comes Into Our Life So It’s This Relationship You Got Understand It’s A Relationship With The Creator Of The Universe And It Made Everything Let Me Take Them Really Jump In Here And Say Something – Because After Encountering Christ Like I Said A Lot Of Stuff Happened I Ran I Ran From It My Turn I Became An Apostate Straight Up Nothing To Do With You Get On My Life And That’s Another Part Of The Story There Why I Did That I Just Didn’t Trust Him I Didn’t Know Him And I Blamed Him For A Lot Of Really Hurtful Things In My Life So Ran From Him And I Ended Up Getting Into Satanism And Then Also Like It Shows That Uh What Year Yeah Lord Okay So Ten Thirteen Years Ago And So I Never Got Any Into Any Like Ritual Top Step But I Had To Say To Me Bob When I Was Getting Pretty Deep Into That And But Unlike Some Satanists I Did Believe That Satan Is Real And I Actually Worship Him Straight Up So At Any Rate And Like Even Told Him You Could Use My Body And It Is Just A Lot Of Crazy Stuff I Mean You Know Got Into The Sex Industry I Could Feel The Demons Not You Know Imma Flip Anybody Out That’s Listening To This But I Could Feel Demonic Presences That Had Control Of Me At Times But I Was I Was Still Searching For Truth I Had The Satanic Bible I Was Reading About Buddhism I Was Reading About And You Know What’s His Name I Can’t Remember Now It’s Been So Long But I Had A Lot Of Different Books On A Lot Of Different Spiritual Things Yeah Just Mixing It All Together Exactly I Can Remain Einstein Was The Dude That Did All The Prophecies Instead Maastradamus Thank You Yes That Guy I Mean I Was Looking At Everything I Was Look Everything I Had Books On Everything I’m Looking For Truth Yeah And I Remember And This Was Again Another Not That I Had A Real Powerful And Kami He Was Always There God Was But There Are Just Moments That Were Just Pivotal Where I Had These Insanely Powerful Encounters And It Was A Night I Got On My Knees And I Put A Gun In My Mouth And I Was Going To Shoot Myself And I Don’t Know What Stopped Me But Something Stopped Me And I Put It Down And Once I Did The Same Thing Again I Said God If You Are Real Show Me Who You Are And This Time I Said I Don’t Care If You’re Lucifer Buddha Mother Nature I Don’t Kick The Universe I Don’t Care Show Me Who You Are You Better Help Me And Then I Got It I Don’t Know Why I Just Don’t Let It Get Up And Turn On The Tv And I Turn It On Like Tv In Or Something But Like I Know They Do This Often But But When I Turned It On It Just So Happened To Be Unlike You Know The Post Like A Scripture Up For Men It Was Some Music Or Something Yeah I Stopped God Is My Witness I’m Not Lying And I Didn’t Really Know This Scripture I Didn’t Know The Scripture At All At That Time That It Was Jeremiah 29:11 And It Said Um Because I Got Before I Turned On The Tv That I Got It You Know Because I Felt His Presence And I Was Kind Of Just Talking To God And I Said God You Know I Thought This Is You Again But I Was Just Basically Having This Conversation With Him Like I Don’t Know If I Want To Be A Christian I Don’t Because Everything I’ve Seen And Known Of It I Didn’t Want To Do That I Don’t Address Like Y’all I Don’t Want To Act Like Y’all Don’t Listen To That Crappy Music I Don’t Want To Do This I Don’t Want To Be Like You All God I’m Feeling You But I Don’t Want To Be Like Them You Know I’m Saying Like Everything I’ve Seen And Experienced To Christianity I Didn’t Want And I Was Like I Don’t Think I Can Do This Christian Anything And I Don’t Think I Want To It’s Not Felt Led To Turn On The Tv And Right On That Screen Was Jeremiah 29:11 And It Said I Know That The Plans That I Have For You Says The Lord And They’re To Give You A Hope In A Future Not To Lead You Into Destruction And That Just Gave Me Such A Peace And Hope Like Like He Was Just Telling Me Look I Got This I’ve Got A Future For You It’s Gonna Be Okay It’s Gonna Be Good You’re Gonna Like It Just Trust Me And I Was Like All Right I’m Gonna Do This Thing And That Was Another Pivotal Moment Where You Know I Turned In My Dance Clothes At The Strip Club And Quit Screwing Around With My Boyfriend And Broke Up With My Girlfriend And Fuckin Was Crazy Stuff Quit Doing Drugs And Threw All My Books Out My All That Crap I Had And On My Death Metal And All That Crap I Listened To And Got Rid Of It All But And You Know I I Did Look At Other Things I Didn’t Just Blindly Choose Christ As A Matter Of Fact He Chose Me And But I Did I Looked At Other Stuff I Looked Into It And What It Came Down To Thank You God And I Always Pray This For People Always Pray God I Know What They Need They Just Need A Touch From You They Need A Tangible Encounter Because If You Experience Him You Cannot Deny Him I Mean I Don’t Have All The Answers I Don’t Know Everything About The Bible I Don’t Know Everything About Creation I Don’t Know Everything About How Science And God The Bible Should Line Up And That Did It I Don’t Know But I Cannot Deny His Presence In My Life I Don’t Understand Everything But I Can’t Deny He’s Real He’s Real And So There Was No Choosing Figuring It Out What Do I Believe Bla Bla Bla He Came To Me And He Showed Himself Real And He O He Showed Me His Word And He Showed Me That It Was Truth And I Learned That It Was Truth Because When I Applied It To My Life I Got Results So You Can’t Tell Me That Word Doesn’t Work And It’s Not Truth And It’s Not Life Because It Will Set You Free So That’s That’s Why I Believe So Strongly In The Word Of God – I’m One Of Those And You Know God Says My Word Is Above My Name You Know You Got These People Here – Okay They Might Be Getting Into Christianity Son But They’re Like Well Okay Yeah The Bible Blah Blah I Feel Like God And I Believe That God I Don’t Care What You Feel What You Believe Man The Word Of God Is Truth Yeah So In God’s Didn’t Showed Me That It Was My Lifeline Anyway I’m Rambling No Use This Good Stuff It’s Good Stuff Cuz I’ve Watched Some Of The Videos Where You Actually Expound On That A Little Bit It’s Real Good I Was Talking To Somebody Today About That About He’s Really Into He’s Really Into Like The The Messianic Stuff And Really Expounding On The Scriptures I Really Deep Deep Deep Stuff And And So We’re Talking About What’s More Important That Digging The Scriptures Apart Or Spending Time In Intimacy With Jesus And So I’m At The Part Now I’m Like We Need Intimacy With Jesus And With The Whole Same Fellowship With The Holy Spirit And He’ll Teach Us The Word Versus Trying To Become A You Know Theologian To Have It All Figured Out But He Was Really Promoting That There’s A Balance Of The Two You Know It’s Um You Know To Study To Show Ourselves Approved And Allow You Know Time You Know To Go Into That Wedding Chamber With Jesus You Know He’s Our You Know We’re His Bride He’s Our Husband And Um And You Know That That’s That’s Where You Know Things Happen It’s A Tangible Experience And I Can’t I Can’t Stress That Enough That It’s Not Just Some Kind Of Faith That We Agreed To That Our Forefathers Had Or Or In A Roof It’s A It’s A It’s A Living Breathing You Know The Bible Is Alive It’s When We Read The Read The Scripture It’s Not Only Not Only Reading A Story Of These Disciples And Apostles Who Actually Reading Our Story Yes And When You Think About The Bible Is – Like I Said God God Taught Me The Word Four Years Before I Ever Even Got Into A Church And Then People Used To Call Me The Theologian Back Before I Even Went To Bible Bible College So It Wasn’t That God Taught Me The Word In Bible College It Was Cool But Really It Kind Of Disconfirmed Everything The Lord Already Taught Me Yeah Um The Lord The Thing About When You Have The Holy Spirit In That Relationship With Christ And You Read The Bible God Help Me Articulate It It Is Insane And How We Don’t Just Read The Bible You Can Do That You Can Get Concepts Principles You Can Do That And That’s Not Bad But When You Have The Holy Spirit Jesus You Can Open You Can Open It Up And Read It A Portion Of Scripture Or Just One And Yeah I Could Read It Today And Get Something Different You Can Get Something Different – Not That The Meaning Is Different But God Gives You Revelation Through It In Different Ways To Apply It To Your Life And It’s Just It Blows My Mind It Blows My Mind Because God’s Word Is Not You Know It’s It’s To Teach Us This To Guide Us Is To Come For Us As To Heal Us It’s So Many Things But But When We Jump In There He’s Just I Can’t Even Find The Words For What I’m Trying To Say But It’s It’s Just Another Way For Him To Speak To Us It’s Not Just This Cold Like We Keep Saying It’s Living It’s Alive It’s Active It’s Powerful It’s Truth It’s It’s Not Just This Cold Hard Book Effects And Do’s And Dont’s It Is It’s Food It’s Yeah How Else Can We Explain This Well It’s Like The Manna It’s Like You Know Like You Say Food It Is Just Like In The Old Testament The Picture Of Manna Where The Israelites Would Wake Up And God Would Have Them Food Every Morning Just For That Day Like You’re Not Supposed To Get More Than You Can Take In For That Day That’s All He Said He Said I’ll Sustain You Wake Up And You Know Here’s The Here’s The Manna Here’s Your Food Here’s Your Bread It’s The Same Way For Us And So We You Know We Are To Get Into The Scriptures And He’ll Give Us What We Need For Today He’ll Sustain Us Through His Word Through What Was Called The Bread Of Life You Know That’s The Scriptures And It’s It’s Real It’s A Lie Whenever We’re Reading The Scriptures It’s It’s It’s Telling 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People Say That You Go Through That Stuff So You Get A Burden For You Know So Whenever You Come Out On The Other Side That You Have A Burden For Those People And You Want To See Them Free And You Know What It Takes Cuz You Know What It Took For You My Show Yeah Like When Moses Came Out Of Egypt And He Went Through The Wilderness First Shepherding Another Man Sheep So He Already Knew The Wilderness And The Way Out And Then He Had To Go Back Mm-hmm Brought The Israelites Out Exactly I Had I Actually Had A Friend Of Mine Posted A Comment On On Facebook I Don’t Really Know What You Meant By It But He Said Can The Holy Spirit Fall In A Strip Club Uh-huh I’m Gonna Ask You That Can The Holy Spirit Fall In A Strip Club Yes My God Yes Yes It Can Well Tell Us Some Stories Man Listen With Some Stuff You’ve Seen Going Back That That You’ve Seen People Give Their Life To Christ And Come Out Of That Industry Because I Know That I Mean I Know That’s What You’re Dedicated To That’s What Hosea’s Hearts About So That The Solicitor Some Stories So And Gosh Like Where To Start You Know I Was Going To Touch On This Real Quick Then Goes In And Talking About You Kind Of Just Our Purpose Basically And The Thing Is We’re Caught Hosea’s Heart Because Of The Story Of Hosea And Gomer In The Bible And God Gave Me All This I Didn’t Even Know The Story At The Time So I Brought Out I Come To Find Out I’ve Had The Name Yeah Well Not After Had The Name But Like The Years After This Lost Off And I Heard The Story About Jose And Gomer Off With What In The World And Then The Lord Gave Me The Name Jose’s Heart Notice Crowd I Was Like I Love It So Much But Um Glamour Was A Prostitute In The Old Testament And Hosea Was A Prophet Of God In God Too Told Hosea To Go And Marry A Prostitute And It’s A Reflection Of His Love For Us Because We Often Wonder Off Again And Again And Straight But He Never Leaves This One For Sexist So Hosea Marries Gomer She’s A Prostitute Repeatedly She Runs Off From Him And Sells Herself Back Into Sexual Slavery But Repeatedly God Tells Him To Go Get Her Again And Even Buy Her Back At A Bondage Which Is What Christ Did For Us Who’s The Her Debt Was Paid Our Debt Is Paid So That’s No Record Jose’s Heart Because That’s The Kind Of Heart You Have To Go After These Women Because They Are So Broken They Have Been Through So Much I Didn’t Get Out Overnight I Try To Get Out Several Times And God Sent People To Sow Seeds In My Life And It Still Took Time And Is Still A Fight But For Me That’s How I Experienced God In My Life He Never Left Me Never Forsake Me As Long As It Took Whatever It Took He Brought Me Out So When We Go Now And We’re Not Taking By Listen We Don’t Pick It We Don’t Condemn We Don’t Shame We’re Not We Don’t Even Go In There And Tell Him To Quit What I’m Not Going In There And Telling Them To Repent Go Into Hell I Don’t Even Take My Bible I Know Some Of Y’all Gonna Flip Out All My You Know Write Scriptures On Nothing We Don’t Pray With Them Unless They Want To We Don’t Do None Of That Because We’re Walking Up In Their Territory But Let Me Tell You Something Before We Go And We Pray It Down And When We Go In The Holy Spirit Moves On The Entire Place Not Just These Girls But Even The Staff And The Managers You Would Not Believe You Know Anybody That Has The Holy Spirit Knows Once You Get The Holy Spirit Because He’s The Counselor You Become People’s Counselors You Just Go Places And People Just Start Opening Up To You And Pouring Out Their Life Story You Know I’m Talking About And Looking To You For Wisdom And Guidance And Direction And Comfort And That’s Just Kind Of What Happens But God How Can I Just Make This Short You Know We Go In There And There It Takes Time For Some Girls To Even Trust Us Or Open Up But We’ve Seen Girls Turn Around And Give Their Life To The Lord Hang Up The Shoes And Leave And Even Girls Like Out On The Streets And Stuff The Same Thing Happening It Is A Battle Though It Is A Battle When You’re In Satan’s Bedroom Equalize Your Batter There Easy I Know It It Is A Fight It Is A For-real Fight But Um You Know We’re Going In There And We’re Seeing Lives Touched And Transformed In These And People Like How Do You Get In There And What’s It Like And What Do You And I’m Like Listen They Love Us You Know Why They Love Us There They They Know We’re Christian And They Call Us The Church Girls But You Know Why They Let It Simmer On Jerks Why Is It So Hard For Christians To Be Charts When We Go We Can We Take Them We Bake Up Things Or Make Them Homemade You Know Bodycare Jory Whatever We Take Them Things We Feed Them We Love It You Know Jesus Hung Out With All Kinds Of People And Fed Him And Just Left On Him And Sure He Taught Him But It Wasn’t In A Way You Know I Was Just Read A Post Right Before You Called Me Of One Of Our Girlfriends That’s Working In The Club And She Was Talking About How Somebody’s Basically Condemning And Shaming Her For Being In The Club She’s A Single Mom And She’s Got To Do What She’s Got To Do To Take Care Of Her Kids And That’s What We See A Lot Most Of What’s Going On There’s Trafficking Going On But A Lot Of It Is Survival It’s Survival I’ve Been There I Know It And I See It Now It’s Survival And She’s Talking About These People Judging Her Condemning Her And It Pisses Me Off And I Think Of Jesus With A Woman Who Was Caught In Adultery And They Brought Her Before Him And What Did He Say He Said That He Who Is It Without Sin Cast The First Stone These Women You Don’t Think When We’re In That We Don’t Know We’re Going To Hell You Don’t Think We Know You Think We’re Happy There You Think We You Think We Like Middle Aged Stinky Slobbery Smelly Man Coming In There And Sexually Verbally And Physically Assaulting Us For Money You Think We Like That We Don’t Need That Crap What They Need Is Somebody To Come In There And To Care Until Love On Him And It’s A Baby Girl You Are Loved You Are Beautiful You Are Strong We Are Here For You Anything That You Need If You Don’t Want To Be Here You Don’t Have To Be And We’re Going To Find A Way For You To Get Out Whatever You Need We Don’t Tell Them They Need To Repent Bowl Ball We Just Go In And Let Them Know Somebody Cares And When They’re Ready It’s Between Them And God We Hope We Do What We Can To Get Them Out On Our Job To Save Them We Can’t Save Them No Way It’s God’s Job To Save Them It’s His Job To Change Them It’s Our Job To Love Them And To Serve Them Into Kind Of Light Darkness And So That’s What We Did When We Go In We Just Love On Them And Serve Them And Just Be A Friend That’s What It’s All About That’s What Jesus Does For Us What You Know Love Changes Us Yep That’s What Changes Us And Draws Us To In I’ve Been I’ve Been All Over The Place In The Scriptures And My Approach And I’ve Been On The On The Street Corners Preaching Repentance And All That Kind Of Stuff And I Think I Think I Think That Does You Know Work For Some People But I’ve Seen This I’m Really Attracted To This Love Approach Now You Know And Just And Just Seeing How When The Scripture Talks About That God’s Goodness Would Lead Men To Repentance Like You Said They Already Know They’re Their Sinning Yeah You Know I Think I Think That Conscience Tells Them That The Holy Spirit Speaks To Our Concerts Our Details On That And So I Think I Think Sometimes Like You Know Instead Of Saying Yeah You Know I Know We’re Doing Something Wrong I’m You Know I Know I’ve Wronged God I Know I’ve Done Things That I Shouldn’t Have But I Don’t Get Out Of It Like Like All Right You Know What Do You Have To Offer You Know That’s What My Hair Up In A Bun And Wear A Long Skirt Or Something To Come To You Join Your Church Or Something Like You Know What’s In It For Me If I Do Come You Know When There’s Those Conversations Open Up You Think I’m Not Going To Tell Somebody That How Because The Hell And How My Life Changed Yeah That Moment When I Surrendered Not Just A Little Bit All Of It Everything My Entire Life That’s When And So When Those Opportunities Come We Share That But Not In A Harsh Way But In An Empowering Way In A Way That’s Truth In A Graceful Way But You Know I Did A Video One Time What You’re Talking About Different Approaches And With Different People What Works And And Even You Know When Jesus And Even Apostle Paul And When They Encounter Different Types Of People If You Look At The Different Approaches That They Have But With The People That Don’t May Not Even Know Nothing About The Bible The Gospel Never Come To Christ In The First Place You Can’t Just Start Out The Gate With Repent You’re Going To Hell What The Hell Are You Talking About I’m In Hell Yeah What Do You Mean What You Know Sometimes You Got To Go In And Um You Know Your Approach Has To Be Different But Always Be Led By The Spirit I’m Not Saying Don’t Ever Preach Repentance But Just Always Be Led By The Spirit For The People Group You Know Who You’re Talking To And I’ve Had To Have Conversations With People Before That Were People I Knew And I’m Not Talking About Girls On The In The Industry And Talk About Other People That The Holy Spirit Led Me To Be Blunt With Them About Needing To Repent And The Dangers That They Were Getting Themselves Into If They Didn’t But Of Course I Did That With Love And With Grace But Um Because I’ve Been There Where These Girls Are I Know I Know I Mean I Know What You’re Going Through And Over He Been I Know He Got There I Know You Went Out I Know That Me Coming In Here And Condemning You Isn’t Going To Help I But I Know That Me Coming In Here And Showing You What God Can Do Because He’s Done It For Me And Empowering You And Equipping You And Encouraging You You Be Some Encouragement Goes A Long Way Let Me Tell You It Works It Works You Know I Got A Question For You I Want To I Want To Touch On Something Okay And I Want To Get Your Your Opinion On It Or Your Insight Um I’ve Actually Never Been To A Strip Club And I’ve Actually Had Some Friends Who Went Right And I’ve Had Two Three Different People Come Back On These Occasions And And Tell Me Like They Saw Bragging Like That You Know That They Were Talking To This Girl At A Club And In The Girl You Know Seemed Like You Know She Wanted Today Seemed Like She Liked Them And Things Like That Actually Got Her Phone Number And All This Stuff And And I Asked Him I Said Well You Know How Much Money Did You Spend Oh Man I Spent I Spent Like Five Hundred Bucks Or Something Did You Fuck Number You’re My Regular Now Yeah I’ll Call You I’m A Slow Night Yeah Money Yes Club Mostly But You Can Even Bring Me Dinner And Roses And I’ll Pretend To Be Your Girlfriend You Spent A Whole Lot Of Money I’m Not Let You Take Me Out On A Date If You Spend Even More I Might Sleep With You Mm-hmm And I’m Not Saying That Sometimes Girls Don’t Meet Somebody In The Club Then Really Like Because I Did Yeah But Don’t Take That For Nothing That’s What That’s That’s How It Works How Do You Think We Make Money It Listen When We’re If It’s A Hustle We’re Selling A Product But It’s Intangible We’re Selling You A Fantasy Okay So When We’re Working In That Life We’re Selling You A Fantasy Or Maybe Sometimes The Actual Physical Thing That It’s Gonna Cost Everybody’s Price Is Different But Um We’re Selling You A Fantasy It’s A Hustle So Um Sorry Guys Sorry To Burst Your Bubble What Do You Say About You Know Somebody’s Identity You Know I Feel Like There’s An Identity Crisis And I Think That Um You Know People Don’t Know Who They Are You Know Oh Guardian You Know Like I Said Earlier I Said That Because Of The Things I Was Exposed To Us All Growing Up I Believe That My Identity My Worth My Purpose Was In Being Sexual Being Sexually Desirable I Believe That The Only Things I Was Good At Were Sexual Things I Believe That Um The Only Time People Wanted Or Loved Me Was When I Was Having Sex With Him Because That Was At That Time The Only People Tom Anyone Would Pay Me Any Attention And I Had No Idea Who I Was In Christ And Even If You’re Not A Christian And You’re Listening To This And You Don’t Want To Hear All This Christian Stuff You Were So Much More Than Your Sexuality I Had It’s So Wild Like When People Meet Me Now And I Tell Them About My Past They’re Like What Because I’m Very Smart And People Are Sometimes Surprised To Find Out I’m As Smart As I Am I’m Smart I’m Creative I Write Dance Sing And Try To Play Guitar You Know An Entrepreneur I Finishing My Degree I Mean I Do A Lot Of Things I’m Funny You Know I Can Do A Lot Of Things I Speak I Write Books You Know But I Don’t Know Why I Just Never Believed In Myself And I Never Had The Confidence I’ve Never Had A Complete Identity Crisis I Didn’t Know Who I Was Apart From That I Don’t Want To Say A Person’s I Didn’t Feel Like A Person I Felt Like A Thing That Was Created For Other People’s Sexual Pleasure That’s You Know So Learning Who I Am Oh It’s Been Amazing I Love I Love I Love You I Am Which Is Wild Keys To Hate Myself So Bad But I’m Learning Who I Am And Even Who I Am In Christ Is Like Wow It’s Amazing Did You Have Your Father In Your Life Growing Up And He Was In Prison I Was Five And Then When He Got Out He Wasn’t Around A Lot For A While But He Was A Little Bit And Here’s The Thing I Always Say About My Daddy My Daddy Never Abused Me My Daddy Was Um The One Person That Never Hurt Me And I Love My Daddy I Was A Daddy’s Girl And It Was Good To Me He Wasn’t Around A Lot When I Was Real Little My Mom And Dad Divorced I Was Young Is Really Bad Stuff And He Was You Know Through My Teen Years He Was Around You Know I Got To See Him Often And But It Wasn’t My Daddy Was The Best Man That He You Know My Parents Had A One Hell Of A Life Let Me Tell You And Their Stories Are Crazy So They Were Both The Best That They Knew How To Be You Know Without God They Didn’t Have God So He Was Around But I Think Some Of The Things I Regret Not Having Before He Passed Away Were I Wish I Could Have Had Conversations With Him And I Just Don’t Think My Dad Knew He Didn’t Have To Raise Daughters He Didn’t Know What To Did You Know So Even As A Teenager When I Was Being Sexually Assaulted And All These Different Things That Went On And Well The Older Guy That Is Sexually Assaulted Me My Daddy Actually Beat Him Up A Couple Times The Yeah I Just My Daddy Was Around But There Wasn’t That Close You Know Watch My Kids And I Have Two Little Girls Innocent But That Relationship With Your Father Man So Important And I Can See How The Way That My Husband Is If My Daughter’s Is So Vital To Their Self-esteem And What They’re Going To Expect In A Marriage What They’re Going To Look For In A Man What They’re Going To Think Is Okay And It’s Not You Know All Of Those Things What Is Love What Is Not And So Having A Father Is Extremely Important To Our Identity Even As A Woman So I Think You Hear It A Lot Too It’s Like You Know People Are Looking For That That Male Role In Their Life Like A Lot Of People Who Grew Up Without A Father And So They Find It In Other Men Sexually They Want To Be Desired By A Man So Bad That They’re Willing To Do Anything Because They Didn’t Have That Fatherly Love Growing Up Yes That’s Not Come On Now Because That’s How Then Pimps Get The I Was Groomed By Several Pimps And I’ve Had Friends I Had Pimps A Lot Of Bad Stuff And Let Me Tell You What They Look That’s What They Look For They Never That There’s This Hole Then There’s All Kinds Of Traffickers And Pimps But Majority Of What I Saw Was Two Of Them You Got Your Romeo Pimps And Then You Got That Pimp That’s Going To Play That Father Figure Whichever One He Can Do Whatever You Need It’s Either The Boyfriend Role Or The Father Figure Role Or You Can Kind Of Mesh Together But They See These Vulnerable Desperate Lonely Girls And They Know If You Were Saying For That Feeling Of Love Attention Affection Security Whatever That We Would Do Anything Just Don’t Leave Us Mm-hmm Just Don’t Leave Us It’s Awful But That’s Not Works It’s A Game What Would You Say To Somebody Who’s Thinking About You Know Going Into That Industry I Would Say Hit Me Up Let’s Talk I Don’t Judge Anybody But When I Do A Lot Of Events For Teens And Stuff We’re Educated They’re Not Just About Sex Trafficking But My Experience In The Adult Entertainment Sex Industry And The Reality Of That Work Because I’m Not There To Tell Them Not To Do It But I Want You If That’s Something You’re Thinking About Doing I Want You To Make An Informed Decision I Want You To Know That For Example Statistics Show That Women Surveyed And Strip Clubs 100 Percent Of Them That’s All All Of Them Reported Being Sexually Verbally And Physically Assaulted That’s Some Of The Job You Want My Very First Quote Unquote Lap Dance I Was Sexually Assaulted For $40 I Mean Come On Do You Want This Do You Is This What You Want Do You Think You’re You’re Going To Go In These Clubs You’re Going To Escort And It’s Going To Be Hot Young Guys Throwing Money At You Because It’s Not Most The Time It’s Guys Old Enough To Be Your Daddy Or Your Granddaddy And They’re Not Nice And They’re Nasty And You’ll Feel So Filthy And You’ll Get In The Shower And It’s A Feel That You Can’t Even Wash Off So Think About It Get With Somebody That’s Been There And Talked To Him I’ve I Worked In Multiple Cities Across The U.s. I Worked For Penthouses I Met A Lot Of Girls In This Industry And Let Me Tell You Something Out Of Hundreds And Hundreds Of Girls That I’ve Known In This Work Many Of Them Are Trafficked Most Of Them Are In It For Survival I Can Think Of Three In My Mind That I Knew That Said Oh Hey I Want To Be Here I Don’t Mind This I Have A College Degree I’m Not Here For Survival I Just Enjoy It So And I You Know And Some People Don’t Like Me Telling That Truth That There Are Very Small I Don’t Know What Percentage But Let’s Just Say 1% Of Women In That Industry That Don’t Mind It And Are In It For Survival But It’s Very Very Small Most Of The Women Went Out I Think This The Number I Could Be Wrong But It’s Either 85 Or 95 Percent Of Women Surveyed In The Sex Industry Went Out But They Say They Have No Other Means Of Survival And A Lot Of Us Make A Choice To Go In I Was Initially Trafficked In But Then Later Went Back On My Own Gomer You Go In And You Don’t Even Realize Fully What You’re Getting Yourself Into You Don’t Even Realize The Dangers Of That I’ve Always Been Killed And Raped So Many Freaking Times It’s Ridiculous You Don’t Even Know Until You’ve Been There How It Eats Away At Your Soul And Your Very Being I Couldn’t Even Look Myself In The Mirror Anymore I Didn’t Know Who I Was Anymore My Eyes Literally The Whites Of My Eyes Were Black I Remember The First Time I Went To A Church And Coming Out Of That And A Woman Prayed Over Me A Powerful Woman Of God And I Turned Around My Friends Flipped Out Because They Were Like Whoa You’re The Whites Of Your Eyes Are White Like I’ve Never Seen It’s Just Insane I Mean That Stuff You Know I Became A Before I Went Into The Industry I Was Depressed And I Had Problems But By The Time I Was Coming Out I Become A Cutter I Had Panic Attacks Anxiety Attacks Post-traumatic Stress Disorder I Had Suicide Attempts I Was Using Drugs I Was Drinking And Did I Say I Was Cut Her Already I’m Dissociated I Was Tormented To A Degree I Don’t Even Know How To Explain To You I Would Get In My Car And Get On The Interstate Because It Was The Only Place That I Could Scream At The Level I Needed To Scream Without Somebody Calling The Cops Yeah I Don’t Think Rihanna And All These Girls Know What They’re Talking About In Their Music I Don’t Think They’ve Been On A Stripper Yeah Oh They Think About It So I Want To Get You To Pray Before We Before We End The Episode Instead Of Just Targeting It Towards Girls Who Are In The Industry I Know We Touched On A Lot Of Things That People Can Go Through That Will Want To Lead Them Not Only To That Industry But Other Types Of Destructive Lifestyles Whether It’s Not Having That Father Figure Whether It’s Having You Know Low Self-esteem You Know Not Knowing Who They Are As A Son And Daughter Of The Most High God Of You Know The Love Of Jesus In Their Life Can You Kind Of Address That Little Bit You Want To You Want To Pray And See If We Can You Know Lose Some Bondages Off For Some People I Mean Yes It’s Pray Father God Thank You For This Broadcast Lord And We Thank You That You Are Anointing It To Touch The Lives Of People God We Pray For Every Listener God Especially Those That Have Not Had An Encounter With You That They Would Have An Intent A Tangible Encounter With The Lord Jesus Christ That You Would Show Your Self Real God I Pray For Anyone Who Has Been Seeking Answers Seeking Truth In The Name Of Jesus Show Yourself Real In Their Life God Show Up And Respond To Them God Father We Just Pray For Anyone That Is Struggling With Their Identity And Does Not Know Who They Are Lord That You Would Show Them The Truth Of Who They Are That You Would Show Them Your Love Lord And That You Would Lead Them To Their Word And Help Them Find Themselves In The Pages Of Your Word God Father I Just Pray For Anyone That May Be Listening That Is In The Sex Industry And I Don’t Entertain It God And I Know They Weren’t Free God That She Would Help Them Get Free And She Would Make A Way Of Escape That You Would Make A Way Out Of No Way That You Would Bring That Door Of Hope In The Valley Of Trouble Because You Never Leave Us Nor Forsake Us Christ Came Not Into The World To Condemn Us But To Through Him To Save Us God To Give Us Hope In A Future More So Show Them The Way Of Escape Gun Not Pray For Anywhere On This Line That That May Be Considering Going Into The Industry God That You Could Just Show Them Truth God And Handle That Decision God Place Ministers In Their Pathway To Minister The Gospel And The Truth If It’s Someone That’s Struggling To Survive But Leave Them To Your Church God I Pray The Churches We Begin To Help These Women Get Out And Stay Out It’s Going To Take Your Church Gone Rising Up And Saying That They Won’t Stand For It Any Longer And Being Willing To Put Down The Finances And The Time To Help These Women Get Out God Father God Let Us Thank You That You’ve Been With Us Tonight God As You’re Going To Show Yourself Real To Anyone That Is Listening We Just Ask For That As We Leave This Podcast Lord That You Would Be With Each And Every One Of Us Speaking To Us Leading Us Guiding Us Directing Us I’m So Glad That You’re Not Mad At Us But You’re Madly In Love With Us I Thank You For Your Mercy I Thank You For Your Grace Which Empowers Us And I’m Not Going To Be A Bible Beater And Quote A Lot Of Scripture But I Just I Kept Hearing Before I Prayed That The Scripture That Says If My People Who Are Called By My Name Will Humble The Humble Themselves And Seek My Face And Turn From Their Wicked Ways I Will Hear Them And I Will Come To Them And Heal Their Land God When We Turn From Our Ways And We Seek You And We Surrender To You There’s Nothing You Won’t Do For Us There’s Nothing You Won’t Do God Not Only Did You Set Us Free But You Bless This You Give Us The Desires Of Our Hearts As Long As We Keep You And Put You First God There’s Nothing You Won’t Do So I Thank You God Show Yourself Real As A Father As A Father Who Loves Us Who Cares For Us God We Thank You For Who You Are For Everything You Are I’m So Glad That You’re A Part Of My Life And That You’re Real And I Never Have To Doubt It In Jesus Name We Pray Amen So This Is Angie Duncan With Hosea’s Heart You Can Check Out Her Website At Hosea’s Heart Knocks Kn O X S For Knoxville Hosea’s Heart Knox Dot O-r-g And So I Know This Is Something That Not Many People Are Called To Or Not Many People Maybe Even Be Strong Enough To Go Into These You Know Clubs And Different You Know Bars And Things Like That To Reach Out To These Women To Go Back In There So You Can Actually Donate And You Can Fund What These Ladies Are Doing Going Back Into These Industries And Reaching Out To These Ladies If You Go To The Website They Have All The Information There You Can Check Her Out On Facebook As Well All The Links Are At Hosea’s Heart Knox Dot O-r-g And It’s Been An Amazing Episode And I Want To Definitely Have You Back On To Talk About Some Of Those Spiritual Encounters A Little Bit More As Well 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