Becoming Psychic | Learning Your Abilities | Kristy Lee
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Christie and welcome to the podcast we
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check out her work um I know a lot of
your story our paths have crossed we're
learning who we are together and what
God is doing in our life what
spirituality looks like I titled this
show becoming psychic and I think that's
a good topic to tackle that's definitely
a title that you have embraced as of
recent really maybe the last year
embrace that title for yourself you know
we talked about last night on the show
that your name is not what people call
you but your names literally what you
answer to and and and that's a title
that you have embraced and so becoming
psychic what that means what that looks
like as a daughter of God a child of God
someone who believes in the fellowship
of the holy spirit so we'll get into
that but if you want your stories deep
if you want to start off with giving
some background info of who you are and
then we can kind of unpack your story a
little bit and then get into the
identity of becoming psychic if that
sounds like a good place to start okay
man it's like where do I start
so take it back to childhood I was
raised in a home that my dad pretty much
was for most of my early years didn't
really believe in anything when it came
to like God or whatever his mom had gone
through an experience where she lost a
five-year-old my my dad's old brother
age five fell out the backseat of a car
and was run over by the tire and they
were immigrants didn't have money for a
service for a funeral and when they hit
up the local churches no help showed up
so my grandma raised my father was like
that ain't kind of like a tour you know
against the church churches or what
my mom on the other hand was raised in a
pretty strict Mormon home so the two of
them met and they didn't really bring
anything like that into my home until I
was in eighth grade eighth grade when
they went through the temple I didn't go
through the temple with them I was
deemed not worthy handed a book called
the miracle of forgiveness by Spencer W
Kimball they came with this look of all
the things that I have to do to attain
fellowship with this guy that was up in
this country that seemed so far away
from me it was like I was a hyperactive
kid little sensitive even as a young
child so it was hard for me to sit still
in school it was hard for me to follow
directions and those kinds of things and
so when I was handed at that book to me
it was like I couldn't please the adults
in my life so how quickly please this
God in this guy time goes on I ended up
working in the social service built into
it in like age 19 and began doing like
work for adolescents and teenagers group
home kind of stuff and loved working
with doing groups and the community
creating programs and things like that
worked a lot with kids and then women
were pretty much my specialty so anyways
was just kind of moved me through my
life I did spend some time in my early
20s in Casper Wyoming where there's a
place that's called crimson dawn and
Stefan Casper mountain it was kind of
like my introduction into on crystals
and Tarot and things like that in the
daytime it was like happens people that
were pioneers and had crossed the trail
had settled there and it was like an old
pioneer cabin and in the daytime they
take tours it was a historical site and
then at nighttime they would do ritual
and work with us and so I was kind of
like my introduction into being able to
scry in water and like playing with
crystals or whatever but it came I I was
really enjoying it and I came to it
reaching halt when one of my friends got
caught up in a spiritual warfare it
actually took her life and so for years
I ended up just going like mmm stay away
for all of that I didn't have enough
understanding so fast-forward to 2002 I
went through an experience where
somebody here and dear to me committed
suicide needless to say it spun me into
my death of help and I read a a mock for
nine months so left this life what it
seemed like I had my [Â __Â ] together
pretty much working a professional job
being a mom living in a house whatever
and I'm at my shadow head-on so I
spiraled myself out into the depths of
Hell and in the depth of Hell I was
locked in a room actually in jail and
couldn't get out couldn't like run away
from myself and that's where in that
room I ended up I'm going through many
days of either many days of sadness many
days of feeling alone and one day I just
threw myself on the ground when I threw
myself on the ground I just screamed out
help me and that moment really deep pain
for me like the whole room lit up I lit
up I knew I was God and God was me I
knew God was bigger than me I got a life
of you where I got to like look at
myself through my life and it was like
strategically I could see all those
times I thought I was alone I was never
alone people were always placed right
there to help me even if it just meant a
blink of an eye for that moment to smile
hug whatever it might have been and
other people but like schoolteachers or
whatever that were just strategically
there for me and it was all I could an
assignment from our Creator so I found
myself like and I keep on the ground I
saw myself get repaired and I saw myself
out in future and I knew that I would
never be alone everything would be okay
and it opened me up to just kind of
having a greater understanding that but
next three and a half years I went on a
sabbatical of sort
Hospice it opened me up during the time
I was working hospice it opened me up to
kind of understanding more about rites
of passage opened me up to understanding
like even the angelic Rome to the
support that comes when people are at
that point of crossing over to the other
side and it gave me an opportunity to
listen to women and the women's stories
and it was like you would hear women
talk about dreams that actually came to
fruition dream that they never for
whatever reason brought forward was that
they lost loved the pay Hut that they
were you know embraced and and very
spiritual time of my life like a very
like mad out of any work I've ever done
I'd have to say that that was like
really a deep position but it also put
like a fire within me going like what do
I want my life if you like what I had
you know so after that three and a half
years I decided I wanted to just do
something normal just give me a job
that's normal so that's when I ended up
beginning to serve and when I was
serving I went through like his series
of my body breaking down and through my
body breaking down I had surgeries
back-to-back ended up with like CFSL a
and then right following that I broke my
back so when I had broke my back the
doctor wanted to do like an immediate
surgery on me but I had this it seemed
too big for me like to have a surgery
where they'd actually cut in my back and
cut it funny enough at that point in
time I had people that actually knew
about energy building and things like
that essential oils or whatever but I
didn't have an understanding of that yet
in my own life and so for nine months I
would actually even get mad at people
who would like recommend what I do today
so I struggled all my way through it and
but I would never really accept it as
being me or a resting spot it was just
kind of like I knew that there was
the hell's going on not sure what so I
had a blessing in the midst of that the
time I had health insurance and the
doctor was doing a lot of like facade
blocks and crazy medication or whatever
and the last one that he had done he
thought like he didn't do a
pre-authorization for my insurance and
so when I went to go get my medication I
was on heavy stuff morphine I came and
tell you what it was the tons of stuff
and so when I went to go get my
medication I had to pay the bill for the
table or they'd actually see so I threw
a fit and got into the doctor he wrote
me out 30-day prescription with that
30-day prescription he said I can't see
you it's policy here in the office
you've got 30 days to pay or I don't
know what to tell you
so for that 30 days I rolled over in my
mind you know how you get to a point
where we can all come up with money if
we do and it's going you're going to
come up with it it just is gonna happen
and I knew I could but at the same time
I wasn't able to even be released from
pain and the pain medication has
horrible effects I was terribly taking
advantage in a lot of ways my co-workers
they were having to help me lift and do
all sorts of stuff because I couldn't
pull my own at work and my depression
was kind of getting I was in a deep hell
of a depression actually during that
time and so for that 30 days I think it
was maybe like day 25 I stood in my
kitchen and I said I want my body back
and I want it back now I want to bend I
want to move I want to be able to have
be flexible I want to be able to work I
want to be able to carry on my life and
been in that moment I was killed so it
was to say at first it caught me like
off guard and then all of a sudden I'm
going back to work and people that had
watched me at work with I had a drop
foot at the time I had always was in
pain having everybody else do my work
for me over that nine-month period of
time and so all of a sudden I go back
working online bouncing around this new
person and everybody's like did they
find some medication that finally works
for you and I might know I was Hill I
was held and so customers were kind of
noticing or whatever and then it opened
me up all excited to know I'd be walking
by somebody else and I would feel their
headache like oh you have a headache and
then I would know like the root cause
and that was kind of like my opening up
to supernatural healing actually worked
and from that moment forward it's just
like why would you not tell the whole
world why would you not share it that's
how my journey out into what I'd be now
began so let me ask you about that
because that for me was a long process
and I can see for a lot of people how it
could be a long process as far as like
when you're able to start feeling the
infirmities or what someone else is
feeling or going through or knowing what
they're thinking like you know I think
there's a lot of people who have
experienced that ever since they were
little kids they but they don't know
what it is and it started happening to
you all of a sudden did you
automatically know that it wasn't yours
and it was for that person most of the
time like we feel like it's us or the
devil's attacking us or we're getting
hit with a sickness and it could become
like a headache like you start you walk
by that person and you feel their
headache like oh what's with my head you
know and and you think it's you know we
used to start rebuking the devil devil I
rebuke you I'm healed in Jesus name you
know and and it wouldn't go away
like you can't rebuke that kind of stuff
it stays or neck pain or you go death in
your ear like I've I've had those
encounters but it took a very long time
to I feel that pain it's okay this isn't
mine how did that transition for you it
was like instantly you knew it wasn't
you and or whatever haha that had that
work out for you yeah it was it's kind
of weird it was like as time on okay so
like I can remember the first few days
where it was almost like I you know
you kind of waiting for that shoe to
drop it's like all of a sudden your
body's working you feel great you're
bouncing around like this kid but part
of you is kind of puzzle like what has
happened here what's happened here and
so then I just kept getting like it was
like open up to me even getting
downloads and things that I had to
change them like my own lifestyle some
of my own thinking some of that kind of
stuff so it came with an instruction
book in a sense to where I just get
downloads of information so I think it
was pretty much instantly after where I
had the awareness to knowing that it
wasn't mine but it took me a while to
like figure it out and yeah but what if
I look back to even being a kid in
school and being a child of my own home
or whatever I can I can say that I was
always picking up on other people's
stuff but to me it was more like through
childhood where I would if somebody was
mad I would think it was my fault they
were mad like oh my god she's mad it's
my fault
or if somebody was sad or crying or
whatever I could feel that and then I
would think it was my fault
and if my parents had dissidence in
their marriage it was my fault like I
knew what was happening between it but I
wasn't able to define me from them and
so it heavily influenced my younger
years but I had I had no awareness of
that so my awareness to it not being
mine didn't come until after my own
healing yeah and then it seems like it
just took like just over time it just
open up further yeah you get better and
better at it and discerning the spirits
you know that's a spiritual gifting you
know discerning the spirits and able to
discern if it's you if it's something
that you've caused and created or it's
it's you're feeling it on someone else
around you and that could be
overwhelming man I really can if you
don't catch it and I think that they're
drugging a lot of people a lot of kids
and stuff who are having these
experiences and building impressions and
there's people you know even in the chat
right now talking about suffering from
mental illness I really do think that'll
a lot of what we would call mental
illness now as people are sensitive to
the spirit realm and the veil in between
this world and the next is so thin that
they're receiving impressions and
hearing voices and stuff whenever you
know when I was really big into like
witchcraft in the occult when I started
opening up all those doors in my life it
got into schizophrenia it got into
really weird realms that is hard to
understand and explain and I knew if I
was to try to get help they was gonna
I'd be committed somewhere right to try
to explain what I'm seeing and what I'm
feeling and I had to do my own inner
healing work through Christ and and that
that's how I found freedom through that
but other people are dealing with a lot
of this stuff and I get I get a lot of
those messages you know that's a big
thing that's on my heart is people who
are dealing with mental illness or
bipolar disorders and things like that
there
it's the energies are hard for them to
balance so there's a lot of that going
on that's why I think the work that
we're doing is important obviously we
don't give medical advice we deal more
upon um seeing the spiritual and the
holistic healing aspect of it but for
those who are going through that through
that kind of stuff that you know there
is hope and I think there's more to it
than just I'm hearing voices or my mind
is playing tricks on me or whatever the
case is you know so our heart goes out
to those people um so your background is
in you know I guess you grew up with a
little bit of Mormonism and you didn't
fit in there that was very like to hear
your story very condescending condemning
towards you and hey we're going through
the temple and we're you know and I
think you mentioned your parents calling
you that Lucifer's daughter and just
this really weird religious upbringing
to where they excommunicate you and
disown you like that is that's hard like
when you think that that is the form of
God in your life right but no no matter
what religion you're a part of and they
denounce you or turn their backs on you
that's very that's something hard to
deal with so you went
that you know you were into spirituality
and stuff you've always kind of been
into that kind of stuff but then
whenever I met you my god I don't know
what year that was maybe 2015 maybe I
don't 2015 I don't know a few years back
when it whenever I met you it was
through a mutual friend that we had in a
ministry and you were local here with us
you're right down the road from me
actually people want to know you uh you
wanted to get baptized so I was coming
out of the church but I'm still a
believer like even to this day right but
I was coming out of that I still believe
in baptism and it's a powerful cleansing
ritual and you know there's some
symbolic and importance of it and things
like that I still practice it and
believe in it at the time you me and a
couple other friends were there I didn't
want to be
they were filmed and I didn't want to be
on camera doing that stuff because of
like what I was dealing with the
condemnation from the church realm and
stuff I was there I think I filmed it
mostly but we have that on video where
you got baptized and stuff and that's
where we met what were you going through
then where was that transition in your
life to want to get baptized to start
fresh with Christ knowing who you are
and I know just for you and everyone
else a baptism is usually a pivotal
point in your life right something
happens and the water symbolic for death
or the grave and you go down into the
grave and rise with the newness of
Christ in that life and so so where were
you at when that happened because I know
after that I know your story and I know
tons of things happen to bring you to
where you are today but what happened
around that time of wanting to be
baptized
well okay so I had that experience back
where I met God the essence of God in
that room and after that when I was on
that three and a half year like
sabbatical working hospice I was also
studying all sorts of different
religions going to meetings our church
services of every religion under the
moon and I was finding like things that
resonated with me and some of it but I
wasn't meeting people that had an
encounter similar to mine and so I I
kept just kind of searching searching
searching and you know like there's
gotta be somebody else out there that
understands it because for me people
were either you'd go to all these
different things and they would tell you
like to say the Salvation prayer or to
whatever whatever yeah and I didn't do
that
I literally just threw myself on the
floor I was that I was so lost in that
moment that I literally wanted to die
myself and I couldn't escape myself
there was absolutely nothing I could do
to escape myself and when I threw myself
down on the floor all I didn't screamed
out help me and then all of a sudden
here this beautiful loving essence of
there and you know the visions of all
the things that I saw in that moment or
whatever so I knew that there had to be
somebody somebody else had to know
something that I had encountered
something similar so I actually had met
you first
prior to demo I met you at Penn Tully's
when I was serving there and needs to
come in and hang you your concert stuff
or whatever so you and I were friends on
Facebook and I started watching our
other mutual friend and so he was
talking about things that resonated with
me especially like being one with Christ
or one with God and opening up into you
know kind of the other realm like kind
of scenes and I was like yes so as soon
as it was like I started to hear some of
the truth it was like I I knew it was
true that resonated with my spirit and
I've never been baptized before but I
just knew I had to be and so that's when
I opened up and and everything in fact
synchronistically like led to that day
and some really interesting to cool ways
and also I can say about my baptism is
is when I went under the water when I
was lifted up out of the water
I had awareness instantly that I didn't
have prior to that moment so it was a
really big day in a beautiful way as
well yeah that was awesome and to be a
part of that and then you know I've I've
had the chance to the baptized a lot of
people and I actually had to baptize my
mom my uncle as well and it's a very
beautiful experience and it feels like
something that we talked about last
night that is something of lasting value
like something of you know there's a lot
of good deeds we can do and they go
overlooked and good things we try to do
but it feels like when you do something
like that or or work with energy healing
and and help somebody with deliverance
and rid them of their demons or at least
help them with their demons that way
it's something of lasting value man and
it feels like you're doing something
really good so I've been able to do that
so you were going to churches and stuff
different you said religions you meant
denominations still right you were just
going to a lot of different Christian
churches okay and trying to find
something and then there were some stuff
you mentioned Todd white going to some
Todd white concepts and not contours but
uh gatherings and things like that and
seeing the power of God manifest and in
showing you that what Todd's white his
message is Christ in you the hope of
glory you know what I'm saying into
something that's in you not something
outside of you or something that you
have to go seek or try to go to a church
to obtain but you look within to commune
with Christ and in Christ in you is the
hope of cork glory Christ out of you as
the manifestation of that glory into the
world and so you you really understand
that you were walking in that I guess
immediately the condemnation started
like it usually does like me you know I
know you were going to prayer meetings
and Bible studies with just some some
different women in the area trying to
get close to different Christian women
to kind of start learning and Bible
studies and stuff but that didn't last
long like there was contention really
quick do you want to talk about that at
all simply be not to glorify that but
simply because there's others people who
resonate with that and it's happening to
them right now they want to be accepted
they are looking for community which I
think we all should you know and you did
it and it kind of blew up in your face
you want to talk a little bit about it
at all yeah it was one of my really big
it was another one I like life's lessons
and that is actually something I could
say was even preordained in a sense
where it was like we all signed up to go
through that encounter together because
weird as that sounds
so prior to my baptism I was already on
I'd already gone through my and I was a
journey of seeking out different
modalities for energy healing things
like that so whenever I got baptized
what I found is I had an idea and I was
like tea leaves ideal what family meant
or what ideal family would look like to
me and so and not taking into
consideration what that would mean to
the people I was being introduced to
yeah whatever it was kind of like when
it was presented to me like oh this is
your family you're always invited that
it uh I was like family I was invited
and whatever else and so I jumped in
with full like full dedication to being
part of that family so to speak
and but they wanted to change me like it
was like I was good enough when the day
I got baptized and everything's good you
know the love of God and then all of a
sudden keen they wanted to shape me into
changing the language the way I
communicate and the way I express some
experience creator and spirit and what I
do and it didn't so good to me at all
because what it was saying to me with
that you're shaming me for being me
you're shaming me for being me and
you're doing it in the name of a god
that i love that loves me that has
always left me that even before I knew
this guy always strategically took care
of every aspect of my life that picked
me up in the middle of the heap floor
and evening New Hope and showed me
visions of my future and I knew I would
always be with that God and you're
telling me I have to change my language
I have to do all these other things to
shape into a crystalline that would make
you guys comfortable around and so it
didn't feel good at all to to go through
like that shaming of it and needless to
say I didn't bend I continued just to be
crystalline doing me and before you know
we were no longer spinning who say it is
because I went swinging in my way and I
can't say it didn't hurt it was a very
harsh life lesson to come up with on
somebody they can't accept you and they
want to shame you because you're merely
being you expressing yourself doing what
you're doing and at the time I was doing
a lot of ministry where - I was doing a
lot of traveling and meeting up with
people that spirit was just sending me
to on the road and a lot of baptism
things like that I was communing with
others and orchestrating a co-creation
of a baptism and having like all of
these beautiful encounters with God and
so anyways I had to just kind of like
step further into who Ida was and not
change because I was being shamed for
being me
so it was huge it was another one of
those discernment one like you know it
taught me some things about one of the
main lessons with an energy signature
so the energy signature in that dynamic
was very similar to the energy signature
within what I was introduced to and when
I was influenced or be influenced to go
even into the Mormon Church and so then
all of a sudden I was in the midst of it
and that energy signature is very
similar so it opened up like a new
awareness for me to recognize the part
that felt comforting was because it was
something I grew up around and I had
associated to family and the part that
didn't feel good is I had to change I
had I couldn't be mean in order to be a
you know in relation with my father in
heaven so yeah it was kind of a big
awakening and also broadening into my
own awareness even on that so you can be
more mindful in the future when you come
up against it and then also not be so
quick to jump in oh yeah I could see
where a lot of it was my own projected
reality - one thing that I guess we all
learned from that people who have been
through that is you learn to really
value the true friends that you have and
we have our spirit tribe and our friends
that you know they you know they're
gonna be there through the good times
and the bad not just a good or not or if
you change your belief or whatever
you're not a Christian anymore or you
don't use the Christian lingo anymore so
you can't you're making people
uncomfortable so you're not our friend
like that type of thing like we have our
tribe it's like you know those people
mean a lot more to you that small close
a circle of friends versus being
accepted by all these people it makes
you value friendship more so I think
that's a life lesson I think that a lot
of people have to go through go through
that in the church world they call it
church hurt or you've been Church hurt
you just you just church hurt you know
that's why you're not going to
anymore less time that's a little thing
but I think everybody has to go through
that I think everybody has to has to go
through you know that that similar
situation and story so the whole thing
with coming out of religion coming out
of well the whole thing we're coming out
of the drug scene or coming out of a
false religion or coming out of abuse or
whatever a lot right you have this
encounter with God this glorious
encounter that you just looked up to
heaven and and released and asked hey if
you're out there I need you and you
encountered the Living God you had a
baptism that was supernatural and it
changed you with that so you had these
supernatural encounters and in so church
should be a place or we want it to be a
place where we can cultivate that
relationship or recreate those
experiences those encounters with the
divine and not just simply living for
the experience we know there's a lot of
a lot of you know wait to that and a lot
of pitfalls that can be if you're just
chasing in an encounter or an experience
but to cultivate that relationship and
walk with God which is a really good
thing and churches are supposed to do
that you know you had this encounter
with God you go to church thinking that
you can do that but then you lose one
bondage which is the bondage to the
world the bondage to the old self and
the destructive behaviors and you're
learning and working through that
releasing those bondages only to pick up
a new bondage which is religion and
rules and regulations and touch not
taste night don't do this don't say that
you said it this way say it this way you
know all of these weird rules and the
Scriptures tell us that the kingdom of
heaven is not in meat or drink or it's
not touch not taste now but it's about
life experiencing life through Christ
and through the Holy Spirit so people
are putting down one form of bondage
alcoholism drug abuse whatever and
picking up another and that's the
problem that we have and eventually
eventually on your path of
sanctification and a path of holiness
you're gonna have to leave religion like
eventually you're going to have to know
that you're in something that it's not
of God in the end you know I'm saying
this these rules in control and
manipulation and stuff at all of that
plays into the majority of these
churches and stuff so it's kind of like
trying to be in there and thrive and be
in the world but not be of it so with
that story with with those encounters
with God with Christ and still I don't
know if you call yourself a Christian
but you have a relationship with Christ
I think that makes you a Christian by
default right I would it's kind of a
terminology thing but um so you having
these encounters you're tapping into the
spirit realm with Christ the Holy Spirit
with God
communing having supernatural abilities
discerning spirit seeing spirits helping
healing baptizing but somewhere along
the line you felt that it was okay to
use the term psychic and to because
you're doing doing these sessions with
people and I don't know if you resonate
with that term I know that it's all
dealing with the psyche but so maybe it
would be stepping back you'd say you are
a Christian psychic or a Christian or
you love Jesus and left and use Tarot or
love Jesus and love Tarot right we got
this shirt and a catchphrase and stuff
on your website with that so you know
being a psychic who loves Jesus adopting
that name and being okay with that name
why the name why the label talk about
that conversion of just being okay with
it and not being scared of it or that
opens up the new realm where you are now
and you get to that comes with its own
baggage as well to not say well you know
what I'm nothing I'm just a daughter I'm
just a son you know what I'm saying that
type of deal where now you say okay I am
a psychic but I love Jesus and I love to
that type of deal talk a little bit
about that yeah man it's almost kind of
like let's beat the demon
the name the name psychic wasn't even
created until in the eighteen hundreds
and then it got in you know infiltrated
within a lot of even some Bibles have
the word written in there now and you
know all throughout the Christian
community as being an awful thing but
either you take it back to even my early
years of careers I studied psychology I
worked with the psyche I you know
learned a lot about the mind and haven't
worked in that subconscious mind and
through training through like you know
hypnotherapy and whatever else is all
associated with the psyche and psychic
realm and mind upper kingdom lower
Kingdom so to speak or whatever so for
me it was just I mean I think we all can
be psychic I think we all are psychic I
think it's a matter of embracing it and
then learning about your gifts and so
for me I picked up I just allowed myself
to pick up that me because it is the
truth I do interpret energy I do
communicate with spirit I do receive
messages and the other part to it is as
I'm gonna beat the demon out of that
name identify it doesn't demonize me out
and so I also also feel like being a
person who does follow Christ I am I
believe I am one with Christ and coming
out and allowing myself to be me and
allowing myself to express myself as Who
I am with that kind of freedom living
underneath that grace it opens up the
door for others that also have some of
their abilities that are developed or
are warranting ours wanting to search
out more to develop them so then they
can begin to truly walk in their purpose
and it's like it's okay to be psychic so
it's kind of like opening my door for
others to have that kind of freedom as
well yeah I like the way you use that
beating the the evil out of it or
beating the devil out of it
it's a lot of these terms and stuff that
people deem demonic or negative or terms
and symbols and stuff and there's a
bunch of them I use a lot of it in my
music and I've turned people away like
but I use it because it was it was
originally used for a good thing like it
literally was a good thing I mean we
look at like even like you know the
Salem witch trials and the witch hunts
like these were good people who were
about healing and stuff and they were
like hunting these people down and in
these people who had pure agendas and
pure motives but it get demonized so
like there's there's tons of phrases
that I've used in my music and about
Lucifer like to be called a Lucifer is
like a really a good thing in it like as
far as the title and what it means
according to the Bible like it means
that you're a light bringer if you're a
Lucifer it means you bear light what
would is Christ Christ is light and in
the book of John it says that Christ is
the light that lighteth every man that
cometh into the world so we all have
that light of Christ shining with Dennis
and so to embody that you would be a
Luciferian even one who is a bringer of
light and in the Illuminati the
illuminated ones I am illuminated with a
white light of Christ we talked a good
deal about light work and how it's light
and energy and you don't let your light
you don't put your light under a basket
but you shine forth that all the world
may see the the light that shine is
within the dark places
Darkman and the darkness comprehended it
not we are that light we are the light
bearers we are as a real Illuminati even
the early believers were called the
Illuminati you know and it's so funny
you see like a lot of Christians when
you look at the symbolism the all-seeing
eye or any type of sacred geometry or
zodiac if for even our astrology like
all of that stuff is in the Bible the
ancient Hebrews followed it God told him
to he put it he created it put it here
for a reason but they're so trained to
like fear and demonize everything that
they don't understand they suffer
because of it
like they suffer because they don't
understand the moon's energy they suffer
because they don't know when to plant
when the harvest spiritually you know
what I'm saying so they're suffering so
much because they don't know anything
they just demonize it all to say well
gee do you just got me I'm good you know
what I'm saying and so you know he is he
is the light that you are to pursue all
of that stuff in and it's all biblical
and it was all good stuff the symbols
and things like that so I like that you
said I'd beaten the evil out of it and
taken you know the it's even symbols
like symbols don't hold any power like
you don't only powers that symbols
holders though is what it means to us
and what it means to you so if you're
demonizing everything and you're going
around saying everything's evil then to
you those symbols and that star and the
pentagram and all of these things which
are beautiful things are going to be
evil to you and but if you attract good
energy and good thoughts to it then when
you see those things it's gonna mean
something good I mean you look at it
like if we was to tell someone who you
know lived through the Holocaust or
something if we start hey they're just
coming up
you know Benny Hinn's coming with the
with the crusade you wanna you know the
Crusades are coming you know for us it's
a church gathering or crusade but to
them the Crusades that word means
something totally different right the
Crusades we look at Christianity and
stuff and they you know don't like the
rainbow that you know the gays are
wearing the rainbow bracelets and if you
have a rainbow tattoo and the good in it
you know I'm saying the homosexual
community have taken that symbol and
it's there someone else the rainbow is
that you got a rainbow bumper sticker on
your car
it means most likely you're with the
LGBTQ P or whatever and but originally
like that is a good symbol so they've
like kind of given it to the gays you're
not gonna see a Christian walking around
with the with that type of bracelet on
because they kind of gave that symbol to
them or whatever so
symbolism demonizing things we only have
the power to to give it life and and and
we demonize what we don't understand and
we see that going on a lot with
Christianity and it's the difference of
simply being spiritual and superstitious
it's a big difference there and you have
a lot of people within religion
we're just simply superstitious I think
there's they think if they go up under a
ladder they're gonna be cursed if the a
black cat crosses in front of them in a
car you know
something Bad's gonna happen a bad omen
and that they look for the evil and
everything and that's what people who
are superstitious - right you just
talked about that so I'm gonna just
backtrack a little bit to that portion
of my life where I was jumped in both
feet to the family or whatever like I
pretty much see God and everything I
think that for me personally my point of
perspective is is that there's one like
we've got prime creator and everything
was created for prime creator and that
that life force is within each and
everything each and every being each and
all in the whole there's a there's the
goddess Park and the or Randa that
surrounded it which is life force energy
I think from my point of perspective
people have taken that creative energy
and create things that are not not for
the greatest and highest good of all
beings you know
they forgot kind of in that sleeping
slumber who they are or whatever but I
still I seek to find God in all things I
seek to find God's like in the butterfly
or in that tree or in a blade of grass
or in that jus drop of rain or in that
picture on my wall or my coffee table or
their crystal or my car you know it's
all like creative from creative source
entity and everything if you were to
take each and everything underneath
high-powered microscope you would see it
boots and it's got life everything even
objects that we would think we're in
that contaminant they're still alive you
know they've got life in that just has
slowed down so anyways in my own walk
like I just I seek to find God and my I
walk with when I look at anybody or
anything I just seek to see God within
it and so at the time I was just being
me doing a lot of outreach kind of stuff
having all these spontaneous experiences
here they're everywhere and part of that
group decided that they were going to
start doing like a study on demonology
and they were studying it in the more
that they were studying it their life
was going to hell doorknobs break off
their truck they were having windows
shields big bras they were having
motorcycles of a brand-new breakdown
like all sorts of crap was happening to
them and I was still flourishing but
they were like pointing their finger at
me because I wasn't in the name of Jesus
in the way that I was walking my walk
but not seeing that because they were
looking for the demon and everything
that they were the ones getting cursed
that was like you know that it was like
hold up the mirror and realize he would
see God instead of darkness you would
find God instead of darkness and you
would not have all these things that
you're bringing down and upon yourself
by seeking what's wrong in the world
like around a little bit friends so
that's kind of like an interesting thing
which runs hand-in-hand and I really
like if we were to apply it to our life
right and begin to look at what is right
in a situation what is beautiful in a
situation where is God at within that
and even things that seem like there is
no glory of God that's happening there
is it can always you know all things
work for the good for those who love God
and so you can always find that silver
lining of the glory if you're willing to
seek it even in the deepest and darkest
of times there's something there for you
it's a gifting yes we talked about it
last night as well talk about the stuff
alive you know
it helps in the name of Jesus we thought
you know went on a rant let the show
last night in the name of Jesus doesn't
mean praying in the name and saying in
the name of Jesus I could puke you or
whatever but in the name of Jesus is the
likeness in character of Christ Jesus
isn't even his name he's never heard
that term in his life like that that
wasn't his name his name is Yeshua
Yeshua Yeshua was something along those
lines verses Jesus so he's never heard
that that the name and character like I
said in the biblical times just is is
what you embody it's not what they call
you it's what you answer to it's what
they are it had something to do with
their life path I mean you speak it over
like the vibration if you name that
person something negative or something
bad the more you say it like they embody
it and grow into it for me on a personal
revelation it's just become true with my
name that I chose for myself true seeker
like years ago I had no idea where this
would lead me I was just a Christian
rapper looking for a cool name and that
was the name that I got and I really
grew into that name the more that I
would write it down and tell people my
introduced that you know okay you seek
and true within you like Wow Wow I
created this you know what I'm saying
and it's the same way that's the that's
the character the embodiment the
personification of that vibration of
that name is all who call upon the name
of the Lord it's nothing there's a bunch
of groups out there say okay we got to
find out his name what is his name you
know I am James I am his names
are in Hebrew it's a higher I love that
name it's a great name a higher I am
that's powerful I am that I am a higher
shot a higher that's power in that but
that literally means I am that I am and
I will be whatsoever I will be so
essentially whatever you need me to be
if you need me to be Jehovah Jireh your
provider I'll be your provider if you
need me to be a friend of sinners I'll
be your friend if you need me to be your
father if you need me to be your strong
towel or your protector
I'll be that so all who call upon the
name of the Lord shall be saved
the name is the character in a
personification of who he is it's not
about getting the name right there's a
bunch of people they call themselves
sacred neighbors and they argue about
God's name instead of embodying the
character of it and it's essentially
like what we see going on in the
churches and in Bible studies and all of
these churches who are debating about
the Bible and what this meant and what
that meant and what year this was
written and well that was going to be
taken out and there's all of these cross
references studying it and going
exhaustive and crazy
which I've been there but you know
that's why I can speak on it there
they're doing that but in there missing
is to go out and simply do the things
that Jesus said do love those who have
never experienced love who don't deserve
it the show grace unmerited favor from
God to those who have never experienced
grace I had to change somebody's life
you debating and arguing and trying to
be right about a point right about a
theology or a doctrine that's not gonna
change anybody you're gonna get cool
points and kudos from your little
following and stuff like that and you're
in your denomination about we have the
truth that we are right but at the end
of the day it comes down to simply going
out and doing the things that Jesus said
do going out and be in life to a dead
world go out and bring healing to a
broken world that's Jesus that's in the
name of Jesus and I don't care what that
looks like I don't even care if that's
embodies Hinduism or another religion or
whatever if they're going out and
they're healing a broken world and
they're bringing peace love and light
and anything that is good anything that
is noble peaceful I believe that it
comes from above I believe that it's
from our Father anything good versus
what name in what stamp we want to put
on it we think that work there's many
people who are going around and they do
it really good the in the name of Jesus
stuff and they got their Bible with them
but inwardly they're ravenous wolves
inwardly they're looking to take
advantage of the weak weak minded
individuals who just come off of drugs
just come off a dope like you're kind of
when you're in a susceptible state when
you just come come out of that stuff and
these people prey upon those those weak
minded individuals let's be honest if
like you're addicted to a substance and
like you need to be built up you need to
be strong willed and strong minded so
religion or religio which means to bind
and hold back for some people it's good
early on
it really is like that Paul called
called it essentially the law he said it
was like a schoolmaster to Christ like
this is what you do touch not taste not
like don't do this don't do that some
people need that but in the midst of
that we have to know who Christ is in us
as the hope of glory and we don't need
nothing outside of us but we follow his
voice he said my sheep know my voice
that's the spirit and personification of
Christ that's in the name of Jesus it
really is we all you do is this give it
time
look at these pastors look at these big
preachers look what happens they're
doing in the name of Jesus really good
but at the end of the day is it really
compassion to those who who need it and
there's some who do it there's some
Reacher's who are doing it good no doubt
but it's nothing to do with the
terminology it is about the spirit the
action and the intentions right and I
agree with that the other part to which
you were for me my point of perspective
is everything I do is in the name of
Jesus so I'm either taking that power
and authority that has been invested in
me and I am creating life-giving
substance with that by what I put out in
thought word action indeed or I'm taking
that and I'm creating hell on earth for
others so I'm either destroying and
speaking death over myself my life my
experiences to people that are in my
life and using it to destroy or I can
make that choice to actually be that
light better and come forward so I'm
either using it you could do greater
things than I you know and so where we
have been given that power and authority
to use our life force energy that comes
through us
you know be a person that is bringing
love and healing and hope and healing
you know good compassion and seeing like
the God spark and others isn't working
to make a difference in the world or
we're creating a lot of havoc yep and
it's all it's blasphemy to do you know
it's even blasphemy against ourselves
using that that I'll never leave you or
forsake you that means I'm one with God
that means that I'm always here so when
I'm in that state of beating my own self
up or whatever I'm blast amaizing God
I'm created in likeness and image of my
Creator
so I'm blast amaizing it you're not yeah
grab a false image of God of something
that he isn't and that's what that's
what blasphemy is man that's what
blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is - and so
which says it's the unpardonable sin is
to attribute to the enemy what God is
doing like saying oh that's demonic they
don't do that in this like healing you
look at the fruit of you judge all
things by the fruit you know I say that
over and over my lyrics angelic and
kinda I judge by the fruit need a change
in my walk and my life's living proof
all the angelic encounters your religion
I judge it by the fruit you know in you
can't hide that a good tree is going to
bear but fruit you're gonna if you go up
to an apple tree it's not gonna just
magically start giving you oranges or
pears you go to a pear tree it's not
gonna give you an orange big trees
things like this um the fruits gonna
show and that's people jesus said you
know we talk about people as trees
eventually you hang around a personal
long enough you're gonna protect that
fruit whatever that is you know I'm
saying others you can't hide it it's
gonna come out through conversation and
they get angry you know I'm saying this
type of stuff so that those are the
things that are really the qualities of
of Christ and Christ consciousness is
the fruit of it the fruit of the Spirit
yes that's what I want and that's what I
want to be around people who embody the
fruit of the Spirit
not about they're just endless questions
and genealogies the Bible tells us to
stay away from that stuff quite frankly
right it's a spiritual walk spiritual
encounter my wife Erin she posted in the
comments right here she's listening she
said that um that all of the theology in
the things that we studied in the past
and being a part of different sects and
different groups and stuff and uh she
said a lot of it she could even pray
because when it was like we had all of
these different teachings and studies
and friends and ministers and people who
were saying like you have to pray this
way or don't pray in the name of Jesus
well that's not don't pray in the name
of Jesus are you supposed to pray to
Jesus and then about his name but you
can't say Jesus is Jesus's has really
changed it so that you would call upon
Zeus you know it when you call it upon
Jesus you're really calling upon the god
Zeus so don't use that word you caught
you're invoking demons when you say
Jesus like all of these weird theologies
that they've thrown in and then when
it's time for you to be like at a place
where you were a broken place and just
community hey God I need help like we
can't even do that because there's all
this weird what's name is Yeshua Noah's
name is you Shia no it's yahushua this
name is jesus like all of these things
will come in and it really became
bondage really at the end of the day in
the inner scriptures are clear when it
starts talking about like anybody who
causes these little ones to stumble
anybody who has that childlike face like
that and you're putting upon them rules
and regulations and keep the law and
don't eat this and don't eat that hey
that's cool if that's what you do if
you're a jew and you're abide by the
jewish law but this is something
different this if they don't go together
they really don't like the laws and the
regulations versus life in the spirit
those who are the true sons of in
daughters of god are those who are led
by the Spirit of God and that the law of
God is written upon the hearts of men
and he said that's the new covenant I
will write my laws my Commandments on
your heart so then you can therefore go
and do what you said it goes back to
what you said as far as going to nature
I'm able to see God in a in a draw
of rain I'm able to see God when I gaze
into my lover's eyes you know what I'm
saying I'm able to see God in nature in
the water in the wilderness in my trials
in my tribulation I see God in
everything and it come that's what it is
like you come to this Christ
consciousness where you understand that
God is in all and throughout and you
really understand when it says hear o
Israel the Lord is one there is one God
one faith one baptism and it's all just
this essence of our Creator and having
an intimate relationship with them yes
sometimes like you know Great Spirit you
were who are known by a house it means
and you who are the well I can say when
you come you know they you know we
always hear the Christians making fun as
a Hindu saying they worship thousands of
gods and in the book of Acts they had
the Greeks they had a an altar to the
unknown God like they just had the all
these altars and stuff but when in the
personification of Christianity of
knowing that the I am goes back to what
I said about he has all these names all
these titles he's coming back with the
new name it says in the scriptures that
nobody knows like you know I'm saying
the first and the last and as far as the
names in a personification there's a
thousand names some people just get into
simplicity they call him Abba Father
daddy
Papa you know what I'm saying he answers
answers to all of it you know any time
you're in that place of surrender either
surrendering for the good meal or in
your life when you're right in the midst
of the happiest day ever
surrendering even back missing the
creator how it was a gift from Korea
that got to come through you and the
experience or when you're in the pit and
all phases in between just to constantly
be in that state of just surrendering to
your higher power yep we look at the
Bible look at the stories and see
like every situation that the Israelites
was in the Israelites mean the word
Israelite means child of God or children
of God and that's a where Israelites we
see in this Roman says that those are
true Jew a true Israelite is one who was
one inwardly is has nothing to do with
your birthright or where you were born
or whatever but who is one inwardly
grafted in to the family of God because
you're one inwardly so we look at those
stories we look at King David fighting
Goliath we look at you know Samson
and-and-and the walls of Jericho we look
at all these stories and and see that
God was with them wherever they were and
there was no way that they could go to
know where they could go to escape God
or try to run even when they tried look
at Jonah going into the belly of the
whale that's what it's about right it's
about going in and wherever you are God
will be there even if you're trying to
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the end of the the program here is there
anything that we didn't discuss or you
think that you can share with the
community that we didn't talk about that
you want to get off your chest God loves
you no matter what it is that you're
experiencing I like to call it people
say sometimes aspects I look at it as
expression so we all have like that
expression of us that we would rather
not have that might rise up even I agree
you even that depressed you even that
impulsive you even that destructive you
that messy you that honor you that you
that can be the most loving and joyful
you no matter what it is comfort that
God loves you he'll never
we left you'll never be forsaken you're
always enough always enough and help as
I was right there soon you're gonna be
you don't even know how to seek that
help I promise you with my own
experience at all it is just simply help
me you might not get that help that
you're what deem as being what you would
be asking for but you'll always have
help and forevermore and you're just
loved you're so loved you can ever do
anything to lose that love except for to
think that you've lost that love and
it's always right there waiting for you
just surrender back into it I mean that
was the first big interview I did I did
an interview with um
Vinny Eastwood back in like 2011 2012
and I kind of shared my story when it
was just coming out of the church and
really putting out my first album with
esoteric stuff in it and at the very end
of the show he set me up the same way
he's like is there anything that we
didn't talk about what would be the most
controversial thing that you can share
what's the most controversial thing you
know you're loved by God God loves you
so much with the everlasting love and I
just went in his face was like but I
just went in and told a man look the
most scandalous the most controversial
thing is that you love by God with an
everlasting love and really just shared
the gospel at the end of his thing and
the Gospels the good news that you are
loved verses that you've been told that
you hated and you'll never amount to
nothing and you're stupid and you're a
has-been and all of these things but and
then to hear that no no no your loved
you know with an everlasting love Romans
chapter 8 man's just so beautiful about
there's nothing that ever existed that
will ever exist that can separate you
from that love that's empowering that's
not kind of that that's not condemning
it's it's a love that wants to empower
you and better you you know what I'm
saying so to you know the love of God
will meet you where you are but it won't
leave you there it will change you it'll
work on those character flaws it'll it
condition you into being the person that
you were created to be as we've been
sold a false identity and it's really
that we're all out here having an
identity crisis to find out who we are
they were that were made in the image
and likeness of God that were children
of God that we carry the light of Christ
and that we're one with Christ and so
when we understand that that's when
things get interesting and it doesn't
matter what religion where you play
that's universal I don't care that's for
everybody it's not for people who have
you know said the sinner's prayer or
whatever the case is that's not even in
the Bible at all there's a lot of
churches who know who were like against
that now because it's not biblical you
know what I'm saying so all of those
things what Christy Lee I thank you for
coming on the show if you want to go
ahead and share out your links and let
people know where they can check you out
your website your show that you do and
some of the services and things that you
offer as I helped put a lot of that
stuff together and there's a bunch of
really cool stuff on her website so go
ahead let people know where they can go
to check out your work yeah you can find
me Facebook I'm Kristy Lee or you can
find my website which is tapped in to
nin.com
and also Wednesday night 7:00 to 9:00
p.m. Central Standard Time come and be a
part of our community over there on tap
and tune in with psychic Kristy Lee on
black talk radio
so truth is there was me each week and
we have a really cool community so this
isn't a sudra unit earlier I don't want
to come and check it out see if it
resonates with you sounds good
make sure y'all do that go check out a
side there's some really cool stuff over
there there's some star fire emojis and
some mantras I guess you would call them
their mantras that can be spoken over
you some really cool t-shirt designs and
stuff that we created as well so I head
on over there and check that stuff out
so mr. Lee thanks for coming on in we'll
do it again soon next Wednesday actually
I'm a friend have a good one all right
be Kristy Lee ladies and gentlemen huge
huge support and I had like I said has
been there
from day one supporting my work and what
I'm bringing to the table and we've kind
of been working together and
collaborating on a lot of stuff here
recently and her website's really cool
check that out her show is it's cool too
if you want more of what we're doing
here at the true seeker podcast and you
want to tune in and call in and healing
and prayer we really focus on that on
her show so Wednesday nights tap into
noon calm the links are there make sure
y'all check that out then a good show I
really like to give you guys some of the
background on some of the people and
some of the friends who were in our
lives and who mean a lot so Kristy Lee
go check her out
with that being said any updates like I
talked about it the other day but we
have we're shooting a video and we want
the fans to be involved so we're gonna
be doing a video for our song I am if
you could go to the website I'm gonna
put the graphic up there but it'll just
let you know to shoot a cell phone video
or however you want to do it shoot a
video of you singing our lyrics to that
song I am and we're gonna put everyone
in the video so I've already got a
couple submissions so far and go
detrusor get calm and it's find out your
way to get it to me and it'll be a
couple things on there that tell you how
to get it over I am working on my
presentation that I've been talking
about for months now but I'm almost done
with it the Rossano fication and
channeling and all that kind of stuff
I'm kind of playing the devil's advocate
on some of that stuff so I'm working on
this little documentary type thing
little teachings about 20 minutes or so
quit with music and videos and pictures
and all that kind of stuff so I'm almost
done with that that's gonna be out very
soon so it's gonna be good so with that
being said I say peace and Shalom if you
want to support my work it'd be like the
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you guys peace and Shalom
we'll do it again very soon I'm so
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