Spiritual Ascension With Bryan Henry | TruthSeekah Podcast
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my friend brian henry he had me on his
uh podcast
last week we had a great talk man really
enjoyed hanging out with you on there
and
picking my brain and you know asking
really good questions bro really enjoyed
it so
now it's uh it's my turn welcome to the
podcast bro how are you
i'm doing well man it's always a
pleasure to to connect with you and i'm
glad to be doing it again
yeah um we did one show sometime last
year and my my internet connection was
just
all over the place and it's on youtube i
didn't put it on the the audio
uh end just because the audio was just
in and out the whole time so i didn't
ever release it but uh it's on youtube
for those of you who have seen it so uh
man
uh enjoy linking in with you for sure as
always and we got so much in common and
picking each other's brains and
you know that's we talk about ascension
like somebody asked at the beginning
before we went live talking about do you
really think
humanity is ascending and i think that
that's proof and i think that that's how
we
ascend we we you know move beyond our
uh the things that hold us back you know
the things that separate us or make us
different what would you say
100 man i mean it's up to the individual
to decide what that word even means to
them
right ascension i'm sure we can all
bring our own
perspective to it but i think in the
simplest sense it's becoming more
expressing a greater potential
and that's something i think we can all
agree is
something we're capable of um being
a higher expression of our purpose our
potential
and again whatever that means to you so
i know for me
there's there's more that goes into it
in terms of what's taking place for
humanity
in our collective consciousness but we
can really bring it back and simplify to
that
ascension is is something that happens
within
an individual as well again for me in
the collective
i mean um what like what was something
that kind of uh
you know sparked your interest in
spirituality and doing the inner work
and all that kind of stuff like what
were some of the things that really
opened it up for you
i was kind of thrusted into it i
um he might even say i didn't have a
choice
because i had to well we had to
my partner and i
we had a uh a pass to history with
dealing with some
antagonistic behavior um coming from
coming from spiritual entities
unmanifested and that's
what really sparked things to be honest
um
that was actually my first experiences
of anything
outside of you know your your typical
world
understanding and in order for us to
to kind of get through some of the stuff
that we had to deal with
we had to with the awakened to to
what we really were and how powerful we
really were
so that's where the inner work i think
really began i mean
even going back before that there was
definitely an interest
in in growth but
in terms of
approaching it as spiritual growth i
would say that's where
where things really start to be i i
brought that sort of awareness to that
i think that's cool man um as far as
understanding that there's a spiritual
warfare going on
if you want to call it like there's so
many people who don't want to
acknowledge
the darkness or like if you don't
believe in it then it doesn't exist or
it can't harm you or something like that
so
even to have your you know your door
into
spirituality ascension and all of this
stuff was through dealing with
benevolent entities to understand that
there is you know the polarity exists in
everything
versus like everything is good
everything is awesome love and light or
whatever
um so that that's interesting that that
was your your way in and so
do you find that you're still helping
individuals kind of deal with that
like you know i'm saying deal with their
own darkness or entities and stuff like
that
not really mom um i've had a few
individuals
kind of come to me with these sort of
things but um
it's not too relevant or it hasn't been
too relevant
to my experience um i guess the big
message that
i i really want to put out there um up
front here is
we're still choosing we're still
choosing we're still creating the
reality that we're living in and that's
what i had to wake up to right
so there's nothing to fair
um and that's something to to be learned
i know that as my higher self i chose
that experience and
i can look towards it and clearly see
why it
was the catalyst for growth so i don't
want
this to be heard and and it invoke any
sort of fear in anyone because
truly there's nothing that can can harm
you uh because you are the creator of
your reality and
you get to choose so just know that
that's a choice that that i was making
from some plane of being
a higher plane um going through it was
was not fun in the midst of it but um
at the end of the day it was and it is
an experience
that i'm deeply grateful for for what it
was able to
to support me and invoke in me yeah
i mean we i think we talked about it a
little bit on your show for me my past
and
i'm super thankful my relationship with
darkness or even what you would call
your demons and stuff have changed over
the years you know
when you're going through it you just
want to get out of it you know
help me you know what i'm saying i and
but now that you can look back on it
it's like you're being prepared for
something greater you know
always man every opportunity is an
opportunity
extract some sort of insight or growth
from it we're
always being served by the experience
that's before us
yeah that's the big thing in everything
but i'm with you like even yesterday i
kind of had a moment of like
you know being in an unpleasant
situation or something that's not fun
or whatever but it's like man i signed
up for this and i'm gonna
i'm i'm going i'm going to enjoy it
while it's here
i'm gonna enjoy this moment i'm gonna
feel it
i'm thankful for it even though it sucks
like you know what i'm saying as far as
like weighing options but it's like
it's almost like it's a lucid dream
like i know that this is
i'm not gonna get i'm not gonna have
this moment again you know even though
it's unpleasant even though it's
you know chaos or trying to figure it
out or whatever
um i'm like you know i i got that
that wink at the creator and say hey i'm
lucid in this moment that i know it's
it's fleeting
so thank you for it you know what i'm
saying every moment the blissful the
beauty
and the uh the scary the creepy the the
fear the depression
all of it you know what i'm saying i've
been yeah i talk about death a lot man
um and just to you know to be present
now like i talk about that the fear of
death or
or or don't want to die like it helps me
to be
here now you know while we still have
our bodies while we still
are conscious and we can create we can
bring change and create memories and
things and
that that just seemed to echo but it's
about
just being in that moment and i i did
some some inner
spiritual work this morning and i turned
up some music really loud
it was uh tool um lataralis and i
always go back to these lyrics but it's
talk just talking about
embracing our divinity and
still be a human like to still be
because you know with spirituality and
out of body experiences and talking the
angels there's like so
so much escapism but to really be
present and put your feet on the ground
and enjoy whatever it is that you're
going through to be
present man don't escape it like that's
there's a lot to be said for that
100 brother and i i'm glad you brought
that up because that's the uh that's the
message that's been coming in
for me like time and time again and
really
more strongly recently is you know
bringing those two things together
if we can't it's if we get
so lost in the direction of
where these spiritual beings which we
are okay
um and where we're more than these
bodies more than these minds
again which we are and it's so important
to come into awareness of that that's
that's how i describe ascension
rising to a greater awareness of who and
what we are and what we're capable of
as a spiritual being but now if
that notion and thinking and pondering
that
causes for a disconnection with
the human identity the human self
because
we are still human we're
multi-dimensional beings and
on this plane of thought and being we're
playing these human roles and
there is significance to that so
i personally and this is how i've come
to this is i've personally had the
experience of
being disconnected from feeling
disconnected from the world
feeling disconnected from the the human
self
um in this
notion and desire of transcendence
of the ego transcendence of this this
identity
but i know from experience that
that doesn't feel good that's not our
highest state of being
being in a space where we're we're
feeling disconnected
to to our humanity so there's this
this sweet spot where we realize
ourselves as these infinite
spiritual beings and are still
immersed in perhaps not immersed in but
still enjoying of
and active in our human experience and
engaged
with the life that we're living and i
think it's in bringing those two things
together
that we feel our best and we express our
greatest
yeah being present in both of them like
the spiritual reality and then
paying the bills you know what i'm
saying then jogging
taking care of your body your temple
health you know
um which is to be said a lot because
again the escapism stuff
i feel like this weird dichotomy
sometimes of like
um people wanting to
lose touch with reality and we talk
about spirituality let's talk about
drugs and alcohol as well we can throw
that's definitely escapism there's pills
there's
drugs there's uh smoking you know
marijuana whatever to
bring in a a blissful escape if you will
a momentary escape
um but when it comes to like
out-of-body experiences or ascensions
and stuff like that like i'm talking
about like going within and and
traveling you know the multiverse
whatever you want to call it
the astral plane um i feel like
we are humans this is the this is the
just a weird dichotomy
that you're human and sent here to
experience
life on earth this one
incarnation that you that you have now
um but you're like
trying to go back home we want to go to
heaven we want to
um leave our bodies we want to ascend we
want to do all these things
there's going to come a time where
you're not here anymore
and then it's gonna be like the grass is
greener on the other side
so where you are in heaven or you are a
spirit in the astral
realm and you get to look down at earth
and see your
grandchildren or who or just people and
like miss your body
man i used to be a human like i used to
i used to be able to put my feet on the
grass i used to be able to eat chocolate
like i and that was so fun i remember
eating chocolate i remember
braiding someone's hair i remember like
the small things that you're not going
to be able to do anymore
um you know as a a
a light being a spirit entity without
the flesh you know what i'm saying so
i feel like while you're here people are
wanting to go to heaven people are
wanting to
escape and and go there but when you get
there you're going to wish
that you were still here the end of your
life the
even with age like looking at eight like
age like being like a good
steward with what you've been given kind
of thing have you ever thought about
that with escapism and
grass is greener and stuff like that 100
man i think the
the idea that can
can can be a one that doesn't serve us
is that assuming that where we're going
is going to be better than here yeah now
there's there's
because you want to reach for a higher
you
it feels good to reach for higher and
to consider this greater reality and
that desire to to evolve into more and
to experience something more
joyous blissful fulfilling is what
drives us
towards allowing ourselves that type of
experience
so that's why i say it's a paradox
because on one plane of
one side of the equation or one side of
the coin
that desire to ascend
serves us in that in that growth and
that pursuit um
but at the same time
we it's important we don't get lost in
thinking that
where we're going is better than here
because then we miss out on how
great hair can be so i think that's the
power in
you know people talk about bringing
heaven on earth
right opposed to completely losing
yourself and ascending to heaven and
leaving earth
why don't we bring that down into this
experience why
why wait to experience heaven and
there's a beautiful magical world
right before us if we see it as that and
we have to choose to see it as that
there's a uh a christian minister i
listen to sometimes and he says
talking about like jesus and like
his story and and what he uh brought to
earth and he says like
jesus didn't die or go to the cross or
whatever fulfill his mission
so that you can get into heaven like
come on now because i've done this you
can get
into heaven he said no jesus did what he
did so that heaven
can get inside of you so the idea is not
to die and go to heaven
ideas for heaven for you to experience
the heavens within for you to experience
bliss on earth
life more abundantly right like now
not when you die so i i really uh like
what you said about
you know understanding that even those
things that's not some somewhere that
you go
you know it's somewhere that you are
even now you know that that part of you
that exists uh
i heard someone talk about even while
ago like uh your ancient
self that is connected you know um your
higher self
that is in heaven that it is a perfected
version of you
i mean we talked about this on your show
the engaging the perfect
itself and so that like there's a
version i feel like there's a man
many different versions of you that
exist and you can
bring that into your timeline even if
even if it's just in your mind
um but seeing that vision of what you
want
to create your future to engage with
and uh so it should be blissful it
should be
connected to the heavens and to be able
to bring it in
um you know i think it's
i think it's even just tapping into our
divinity because we're both like you say
you know like
we are we are ape and we are god
at the same time you know what i'm
saying and and i don't think one is
better than the other
you know it's it's unique um looking at
the stories you know we want to
get get back to heaven i mean like if i
go to the bible like we look at the
tower of babel where they're like trying
to erect this uh
uh temple you know this big ladder this
huge uh uh
tower of babel to to reach the heavens
and get go back home
you know what i'm saying like if we can
just build a a castle a ladder high
enough that we can go back to heaven and
uh
you know this this need to to want to
touch god or
or escape escape this you know situation
that we've been given
or like looking at the fallen angels you
know that whole idea of these angels who
looked down you know at women
you know and they wanted to you know
make love but that's not what we do we
we
we're we're different we're not allowed
to do that but they like
looked down in that you know wishing
that they had a body wishing that they
were humans and
and and they fell and they lost their
divinity you know what i'm saying
because they came down to
um you know mate with women or whatever
but you can still see that
grass is greener both sides you know as
the humans want to become gods and the
gods want to become humans
you know i think there's just something
really important and powerful to be said
about
being grateful and and
acknowledging what you you already have
again there's the two sides of it
and i i encourage anyone that's hearing
this and
may be in the space where they're always
thinking about that next step
thinking about getting somewhere else
becoming something else yeah
just take a moment and and really
see what you're seeing experience with
your experience
and welcome in a sense of gratitude for
it
and it's the shift
this this catalyzing shift when we just
i'm gonna enjoy this right now i'm gonna
choose to enjoy this as much as i can
right now because
here's where i'm at and why wouldn't i
allow myself that joy yep
yeah immediately immediately
you're there you know gratitude shifts
your focus and and lets you know
like you know we talked about this even
on the podcast tuesday with the lady um
of like you know just doing the inner
work and the devotion and worry
and fear and doubt and judgment um
you know of trying to perform of trying
to you know
be a dad be a husband be a father be a
leader
there's all this weight on me you know
what i'm saying and it because it gets
overwhelming for sure
if i try to carry my own load but the
moment that i kind of like surrender to
god
and and uh change my focus get in
devotion
do breath work get on my face whatever
it is that i do there's so many
different things that we do
but it shifts it shifts my focus right
um
the interesting thing again is that
nothing literally changes in the
physical
like whether it's a a bill that you have
to pay that you don't know how you're
going to pay it and you're freaking out
you're stressing out
you're worrying about it and it's
literally messing with your health it's
messing with your mind
your emotions your you know you're not
in your right mind
um but when you kind of like step into
this place of surrender
change your focus to gratitude and quit
thinking about the
the things that you really can't change
um
you get another perspective you get
heaven's perspective
on this is like a fleeting moment like
you know um nothing changes
but you feel you have another
perspective on it on on yourself i mean
i guess like even you know if we talk
about like plant ceremonies or
you know deep meditations and
activations and ascensions and stuff
like
nothing literally is changing in the
physical realm your
your situation is still the same but
there's a grace to get through it
there's a new set of eyes to see with
then
and maybe in some cases there's even you
know as long as you
step back from it and approach it from
god's perspective literally like
i mean for me like on um
plant ceremonies it's like you get to
see how see yourself how god sees you
which is through the eyes of love and
eternity and all those kind of things
and
and those trivial things don't really
matter as much but the fact that
again it's not like you know magic
happens and and things
automatically line up for you because
that bill is still there
your loved one is still gone whatever
whatever that thing is that
that monster that giant in front of you
that you've been trying to fight
or that heavy load that you've been
trying to carry like those things still
exist
what is it about our perception or
stepping into
gratitude where everything immediately
becomes okay
it works dude like you know it
it's well it's two things first thing
that comes to mind is
our sense of struggle and suffering
is a product of our resistance to an
experience
so it's less about what's actually
happening on the surface as much as it
is about
the meaning that we're giving to it and
whether we are being accepting or
resistant to that experience in our
thinking
if we're trying to if we're fighting
against the situation if we're fighting
with ourselves
that's where that's what invokes the
suffering
so two people can be in the exact same
circumstances and
feel completely different about it just
based on
the way that they're thinking about
interpreting the situation one person
can look at that and be like
going back to what we said earlier this
is an opportunity for me to grow
i i welcome this i embrace this i love
this
and the other person can say i don't
want this right now
i i want something else i why is this
happening to me
and that victimhood mentality you know
that resistance
is what's causing that that experience
of suffering
now the other thing i will say to this
and it's kind of
i think this is what it kind of leads
into is
while yes your your shift in perception
and
thinking may not immediately invoke
a a change in reality i think
there's also something powerful to be
said about
our power as creators and
one of the things i often come back to
is that
our reality is a projection of us and
what we're holding in our energetic
fields
the world is a mirror i don't know if
you're you're
familiar or you you subscribe to this
sort of perspective but
the way that i approach my life and it's
certainly served me
and the the inside that both has come
from within as well as
from guidance that
that i resonate with and and
certainly um i'm open to
is that bro
our reality acts as a mirror our
physical realities
reflects onto us a representation
of our beliefs our thoughts
our feelings that
is of our inner world and so
a shift an internal shift of
being state of being and what's
occurring
in our internal world
is exactly what's going to
project into create
and manifest into
the physical reality that you experience
and the reason why i bring this up is
because
gratitude is a mode and state
of feeling like you have feeling
appreciative of what you have
and the way that your reality will
reflect that to you
is by showing you more and more to be
appreciative for more and more
that aligns with feeling abundant first
and we you know one thing you want to
talk about you're big into it i am too
we have different modes there's so many
spirituality is an activation but how do
we activate that
or how how are some some ways that you
do it i mean you just mentioned
stepping into gratitude being a huge way
right
gratitude like immediately changes your
your focus
your point of view um but what what are
some different techniques that you teach
individuals in your school
and even for yourself though like what
are some of the the things that bring
that that brings that shift
100 so first thing i'll say is that you
know these
tools these techniques they they can
support us and if you feel
inspired to use them yes yes
use them there's there's so many at your
disposal that you can you can play
around with and see what works for you
again a gratitude practice affirmations
these things if they feel good and feel
relevant and right to use use them
if you feel that sense of elevation in
in in that
i encourage that but also and i'll come
back to some of the uh
the tools and things that i find myself
using but
it's ultimately an act of presence
that's what it is it's a practice of
presence
and it arrives to a state and of being
where
it's no longer about using these tools
as a stepping stone
because you embody and
reside in the state of presence
that just naturally allows for
your highest state of being your highest
experience
to flow so
what i find that all these tools are
supporting us in is
coming into such a state and if we feel
ourselves get knocked down if we feel
our
vibrations start to drop or we just
again feel inspired to
to do something that feels right and
good
we do that so some of the ones that i
find myself using
is of course meditation again for me
it's it's a practice of presence and
it just ultimately comes down to what
feels
like the most alive thing for me to
be doing in this moment and
what is going to support me and feeling
as present in his
life as possible and
what happens to sort of experiences that
i engage with
presence i've gone into breath work
recently i'm huge
into fitness i feel like coming into the
body like
all kinds of training actually i'm into
cardio i'm into strength training i'm
into yoga
um just being in the body feeling good
in the body that's
that for me brings me into this moment
because we can get woo-woo with it but
it's practical
too right like people who aren't gonna
you know do the breath work i say people
who aren't gonna do the breath work or
who aren't gonna meditate like you are
like you are breathing
you are thinking you are imagining so in
a sense like you are already
toying with these ideas that that are
practical but it's when we kind of go
deeper into them hold that magnifying
glass up to
the breathing improper breathing shallow
breathing
um you know uh you know focus
meditations focus your imagination
all of these things when we hold that um
magnifying glass up to them things
change man you know it become
we we become co-creators with god
with the universe to create whatever it
is that
um we want for our lives with that
folk the shift of focus so that's why i
think these these practices
are are good you know um
and even how you know there's uh
you know meditation take a deep breath
you know
these are taught this is taught you know
universally in in
secular institutions and schooling and
you know if you feel overwhelmed with
traffic just take a deep breath
all of these things they work for a
reason you know
it's just coming back to center it's
coming back to now and
being being the observer being the
witness
being detached non-judgmental so
i mean an idea that i've considered is
meditation is just taking a moment to
be mindful and i think we can agree that
being mindful
throughout our days serves us so
should not the aim should not be should
the aim not be
to make life awakening meditation
i i've come across this idea and it
certainly makes sense to me that
in such a state meditation
almost becomes unnecessary now there's
different types of meditation there's
there's certainly meditation that
you you engage with for for a reason for
a purpose of
perhaps gaining insight into something
and that's that's
something else um but in terms of just
the meditation of being in the moment
without any
judgment of it without any
attempt to change it effort towards
changing it residing in that state of
acceptance and just
that the sense of peace that comes from
that um
that's something that i i think we all
seek to do throughout our lives and
practicing that in a setting of here i'm
going to take some time to
just meditate ultimately the
the benefit that comes from that or i
see
the the greatest benefit that comes from
that is you'll more naturally
reside in such a state of mindfulness
through your days
so when we arrive to that
state where we're mindful throughout
life is a meditation and same thing with
the breath work right it's practicing
conscious um the
healthy breathing that's going to
support you and just feeling
it's that that even that is is just a
form of meditation
of bringing yourself to be
more present and we'll wrap this up with
here is that
presence is the means by which you
expand your awareness of what's here for
you
and you welcome in a greater experience
of reality a more expansive experience
of reality
i think that mindfulness is uh like i
said
you know a lucid dream that you are
like awake in this reality
you know and you're not just sleeping
you're woke
like to the fullest extent of i know
that terms kind of
silly these days but being woken but um
being awake in the dream you know versus
just being on
autopilot or what i call default you
know
turning that toggle to be present is to
be mindful
in it every every situation not to
overthink it you know what i'm saying
you don't want to like you think that
like being mindful is looking for the
clues or the numbers or the
synchronicities and everything
like that's that that's there too but to
be able to see that
and still be in the experience and still
enjoy the uh the journey you know the
unknown even
versus trying to figure everything out
um
you know because you know i think
there's only so much power that we have
but just to be to know that
you know you're loved by the universe by
a creator
for me is huge you know and to i have to
remind myself that you know
i have to remind myself these things and
so breath work or meditation or music or
art and creativity expression like all
of these things kind of helped me
um deep conversations um
you know so many things um but being
mindful
of the good things and the bad but
reminding yourself it's huge you know
and just so you're present because if
not i mean
life life will pass you by you know
opportunities will pass you by
friendships will pass you by everything
will pass you by if you're not like
you know a lot of you know you talking
about being you know having that
gratitude
like you have a gratitude for everything
not just the good stuff
you know like the bad stuff that you're
dealing with like even have gratitude
for that that's ship stuff too right
we have anybody can have gratitude for
the good stuff you know
the money the the health the wealth the
the beautiful
wife the great family the whatever it is
nice cars shiny things
that's fleeting but when you can really
sit in that gratitude of everything like
i don't want to be here
but like i'm i'm aware that uh i signed
up for this and i'm thankful for it
and it's it's a whole nother level i
think you know
i'm learning um but but again i don't
i want to be president and i don't want
to be like aha
it's almost like the truman show it's
almost like
you know you know that things are set up
and
you know you're conscious that you're
being watched
whether it's by angels or god or
whatever you're not alone anymore
it gets deep you know but um just to be
thankful
of it i know i'm getting yeah i know i'm
getting kind of out there but i'm seeing
true man
like you know you don't want it's like
it's almost like walking into a surprise
party
and but you get you still have to you
but you knew that the party was coming
like you knew it was a surprise party
but you still have to act surprised
or you opened you open a present that
you knew you were getting but you got to
be like
or a president that you didn't even want
you know what i'm saying
like somebody bought you a pres a
present for your birthday and it's like
i'm not i'm never gonna wear that shirt
thank you oh my god thank you it means
the world awesome
yeah you know you know not to like trick
everybody but to
you're in on the secret man you know
nothing on the secret
the uh the magic there happens when
you just feel happy that you got a gift
you feel
you feel the sense of
appreciation for the fact that this
person gave you a gift and you feel love
for
them and that's more important to you
than the actual shirt
yes and that's that's what we want to
tap into yeah the love that's here for
us not
not the things not the things the things
are fun things can be played with and
enjoyed and you know but really the joy
that
that we're looking to feel comes from
feeling the love that's there for us
yeah and and doing that in the bad stuff
the bad gifts or
you know being cut being you know pain
going through pain
like it's this spiritual experience this
mindfulness
and everything you know going through a
meditation like that like
one of the things that like that i'm
taking my students on is like
of like achieving their dreams and their
goals and stepping out as healers and
those things and
and creating yourself and these big
ideas that we all have we all have
dreams that we want to manifest and
there's techniques
to get it i believe in i'm helping teach
those things but one of the
the big things that we do is like
i let them sit in the fact that like to
let it go
like what if you never get this what if
you signed up even for my course it was
deep for me but like to lead them but
it's like what if you signed up for this
you spend all this money this time
and and i and you you've been tricked
like it's not going to work out like
your current situation is as good as it
gets
what if this is it what if you don't get
that job what if you have to stay
working for this company for the rest of
your life
like sit in that and become okay with it
like find peace find peace and like
it's so powerful it's at the exact same
time
yeah and once you can feel it their
fears
like even though we act like they're not
there you know there are fears that we
we all have and to help vocalize it and
to
to feel it wow that's scary i hope it
doesn't like
but to feel it and to be okay with it
and then allow it to pass
and then step into those things that are
in front of you
you know it's pretty powerful
yeah it's it's both
the way that's coming in right now is
it's both
living the life you love and and playing
the game of creating a life you love
but it's also love the life that you
have
and what my experience has shown me
and all the evidence is pointed to for
me
is loving the life you have
is what leads into the manifestation of
the life that you love
um do you do um do you do your own
like artwork for um the podcast
like we just did a talking that you know
doesn't yeah you did it
you've done all of them yeah
like uh consistency you know
um creating that like and the reason i
asked that is because like
eventually even now how many episodes
are you in to your show
about 40 40 was yesterday yeah 40. okay
that's good
like you can start and you can go to
your site and just start scrolling
through all of those talks and and
actually see even the artwork it's
something about you know being a creator
because you created that artwork
that you got an image of me you cut it
out you've got another image of me
talking from another episode
you blend in it you blended it it looks
really good you can scroll
and see this and see that you you kept
showing up
and you continue to show up and it all
starts with like that consistency is
saying yes
you can you know it starts with one like
you don't
you know you don't start out at 40
episodes you start off at one
and then the next one now you got a
catalog of episodes and you've done
the artwork you've taken the time you
know you know like i know it could take
you anywhere from 10 minutes to an
hour to do you know an image
for your podcast art or whatever but it
means
it means more to you i i'm at i'm at
like almost 400
like 370 something like that and i did i
do
i did all of the art and i'm going i go
to my i go to my
my my page and i just start scrolling
and i
you know just emotions and and i have
catalogs of podcasts a catalog of music
a catalog
you know the catalog of that that music
didn't start off at it at an album
it didn't even start off with one song
it started off at
the first lyric the first bar the first
line that you wrote
you know what i'm saying and so
everybody wants
you know the platform the podcast
whatever like there's some sucky
episodes in there like even for me like
i've gotten better there's some sucky
music in my catalog i don't like
but um you got through it you own it
it's part of it
it's it's real it's vulnerable but i
think that creating that life or
brand or whatever it is that you want
for the future
is to keep making keep saying yes
right keep showing up saying yes or
showing up and
even when you don't want to like show up
when you don't want to that's big
because most of us if we don't want to
we'll make an excuse to get out of it
even to ourselves not even to obligation
obligation to somebody else but to
ourselves uh
i'm not feeling it today my energy's off
so it'll be it'll be suck if i create
anything but like
you know i got a whole bunch of guided
meditations whole bunch of song and
it's like there's gratitude there
you know they keep showing up and don't
stop because it's gonna grow
you know but keep keep keep making the
right decision
every day like and that's how you get
into alignment
to continue saying yes to continue
showing up for yourself
for your future your future self
um for me that's a big gratitude thing
to look and to look at my
you know my numbers and you know just
that catalog
man you know of songs
time memories
they all feel like yesterday like even
you know because like as you
as you look at your catalog you're
pulled they're they're like uh
they have their memories they're like
pictures that you can
go back in and you know reminisce and
remember
the conversations um
i love it dude like and i try to
encourage others you know what i'm
saying to do that it's about
you know continuing to show up
three almost 400 episodes just crazy and
i did all the
people are like you know it may be there
that comes where people are like you
know you don't need to be working
that hard on your thumbnails you know
outsource let somebody else do it so you
can do other things but
there's a connection man you know that
you created it and you edited it
and um that's why i just wanted to ask
you that like what could you add to that
just showing up having a catalog
i mean you know um students
friends like everything but it starts
with the first one
what comes through is this
acknowledge how far you've come
i think of mode that many of us get
caught up in is
not feeling like we're being enough not
feeling like we're doing enough
and you know well
if you ever question that
what you're doing is having an effect or
not
you look back and see how far you come
we i don't think the average person is
doing enough acknowledging of of how far
they've how much they've grown um
the other thing that kind of comes up to
this is
i do a lot of work with people to
support them in
activating their purpose coming into to
harmony with their purpose carrying out
their purpose
and a big block that i
come across is again this not enoughness
especially when someone's looking to
step into something new
maybe start a business right
specifically working with light workers
so
often there's this idea that
you know i want to be in a certain place
before i start sharing
before i start giving what i have to
give because
i don't yet feel like i'm i'm there yet
so i
it's that impostor syndrome right where
but an exercise that i always
love to see people light up and doing is
i tell them
think back to who you were five years
ago in our case we can look back and see
the videos we made the podcast we made
so even better we can actually see the
the changes but most these people i just
say you know
where were you who are you a few years
ago think three four years ago
were you different i've never had one
person in my life say
no every single person that i've asked
this question to
they think about like oh yeah i was a
lot different
and then i asked them now think about
how far you've come
think about and maybe not even just in
your physical reality but
think about how you've grown as a person
how you've changed in terms of the way
that you're thinking the way that you're
feeling
all that you've learned all the growth
that took place
have you have you changed has things
improved in that regard
again not a single person i've ever
asked this question
says no i haven't grown in these last
three years every single person says
yeah wow yeah definitely and you can see
them start to
tune into what i'm getting them to
realize um
so they start feeling that they started
realizing that oh yeah okay i've come a
long way
and i say to them
you are the evidence
that your experience is valuable
you are the direct evidence that what
you have
to share which is your experience
has the potential to invoke in someone
a transformation because it's invoked in
you
that transformation that's all you need
to know
that what you have to offer is valuable
because you can look back at your
journey and see
how what you've experienced all that
you've learned
all that you've gone through has
supported you in your growth
don't forget to give yourself credit for
this and don't for a moment
realized how powerful you are
yeah that's that's all of us man
we talked a little bit about it i think
we talked about it often maybe we were
on air i don't know but just
like even for what we're doing like
number looking at numbers
and algorithms being against you and
having you know um
good months or whatever versus bad
months and new people finding out
and our minds get wrapped around those
numbers and
um i have to remind myself that
for for many different reasons you know
that uh
like if it still has that impact on that
one person
you know what i'm saying that is worth
it uh my numbers
aren't what they used to be years ago
when i first started
um i was killing it even the content
wasn't as good but it was i mean it was
decent i guess the quality wasn't as
good but
the early earlier days of youtube you
know i'd do an
episode on on youtube and i would get 50
000 views on an episode that wasn't good
at all you know
sixty thousand forty thousand you know
and and i don't even i don't
touch those numbers on almost any video
uh anymore you know what i'm saying um
but i feel like now
um the people who do listen the people
who are the couple hundred that are
linked in like
you know probably just shy under like a
thousand people who listen
per month or whatever um consistently
um i feel like they're more engaged
i feel like there's more fruit there's
more of a community and a camaraderie
you know in that you know because you
have to look at the good of it all can
you know what i'm saying because you can
easily be in that place of like
you know my stuff sucks now and
everybody can do what i can do
now everybody's copying what i've done
and like there's so many different ways
to
to step into that and and but changing
your perspective but
um even for us of like you know
people reaching out to to you telling
you how much
of an impact you've had it's easy when
they do that right
and uh but not everybody does not
everybody lets you know
um and then you have the people who
reach out and and kind of troll you
and you know tell you how stupid you are
or how wrong you are
or how how how bad your voice sucks or
your stuttering or your
whatever it is um do you you get that
stuff too
you get trolls or people like some of
the weird
it doesn't hurt as much because you know
like maybe early on it did
you know um but now i kind of like
i know what it is kind of thing versus
like early on you're like seeking
seeking validation from people you know
versus knowing
the impact that you have even if it it
and being okay
that even if it's just for for one
person you know what i'm saying
that impact you know
i i guess i could say fortunate enough
that
um i haven't really been on the end of
too much of that to be honest i
it hasn't really been too much of a it
hasn't really popped up too much
but um definitely to to a point that
that you're making here that i want to
touch on is
we gotta stop looking outside of
ourselves for
for validation or for
any source of even gratification i mean
yeah it's on on one plane of thought
it's it's nice to see the numbers
go up even right i sure it's it's
it's cool to see the growth and the
numbers and to see
that that take off and we can play that
game and enjoy that sure
but if that's where we're drawing our
our sense of fulfillment when something
like this happens where
you know maybe things aren't going as
well or they're not moving as quickly
where is the motivation going to come
from that that shouldn't
i don't think should be your motivation
right i i don't think that
if we're entirely entirely focused on
the outcome
um we're
in fact i feel like that will hold us
back in terms of
our progress because time and time again
my experience has told me and i hear
this from
some of the greats the people that are
doing great work
the people that have gone the distance
is what matters more than anything
anything really hear this
is love in the process loving the
process loving the moment here and
you're a creator so i know you're an
artist i know you know what i'm talking
about here
when it's more about being in that
mode of creating when it's more about
making that song opposed to having it
heard
when it's more about i'm right here with
my boy
having a great conversation and i'm just
enjoying that
opposed to what do i have to say in
order to make sure that i get more
followers out of this yeah
i love what can i not say to offend
people
that's a big one too too much in our
heads man too much in our heads about
the things that don't matter when we're
loving what we're doing
and we're doing what we love one we've
come back to what matters which is
there's only now and the truest thing
you got
is this moment and how much joy you're
allowing yourself in this moment
and then the other thing i'll even say
to this too is in that
that pursuit of results tangible results
in your
in your numbers or whatever that means
to you
you'll actually see so much more success
and this again has been my experience as
well as
so many that i've heard speak to
this it's you'll see so much more
success when you're bringing the energy
of
loving the process
have you seen that is that at all relate
to your experience
yeah now now you know um i guess the
grind and the hustle early on was
different
you know what i'm saying like because
you wanted to succeed you wanted to make
an impact you wanted to
i wanted to leave my job you know what
i'm saying like
and there's a lot of people there you
know so now i look back
you know and i miss things you know what
i'm saying that i had back then
even though i hated my job there was
other things of like
how i created and i didn't have to
create it just
naturally came out of me you know
there's a lot of different things that
we forfeit
and change uh as our situations change
and so
you know now i could you know definitely
um you know even having a kid man that's
growing up and
and that's like a timeline of your life
of like when your kid was
you know a toddler and your kid's not a
teenager and
now my kid's driving and got her own car
and
you know what i'm saying and driving me
around you know what i'm taking me to
the store and all kinds of stuff like
you know um i force myself to be present
i force myself to enjoy it
you know because it ain't this life is a
vapor
you know this uh so i want to be present
and enjoy all
of it even the sucky part even the you
know
everything that's that going back to
that mindfulness of being in the moment
and be even like i said being in those
situations that even you don't like but
it's like
i think even me graduating from like
even like that job thing
um of wanting to of wanting to leave
that job
so bad i was like willing to do anything
or what i needed to do to enter
work or whatever it wasn't until i got
so antsy at the end
like i kind of felt like a it felt like
a death sentence and it felt like so
much stuff but
it wasn't until i was able to say
quit thinking about it you know what i'm
saying and just show up and do
my job that i was that i'm paid to do
and show up
and and stop projecting my consciousness
in my mind outside of myself
it was good to get a game plan but um
but to be present at that job that you
hate and to be okay with it and to think
be thankful move move into gratitude
even with that job that i have been at
for 10 years that became
like i i prayed for that job you know
what i'm saying like that job was a
blessing and opportunity for me and that
but it has
you know become so stagnant and i
started to complain about the things
that that
that i prayed for and i'm starting to
complain so it wasn't until i was able
to shift
um you know my my awareness and move
into gratitude
and stay in it right because there's
days you know good days bad days you're
all over the place
but to make that that mindful decision
that i'm gonna
enjoy it then there's even stuff that i
miss you know when i got let go from
that job and i was able to step into
this like
i had customers and and friendships that
i had made over the years that i don't
get to see them people no more that i
literally like enjoyed and the process
man
and being in your skin
doing the stuff that you don't like
you're lucid in this dream man
you know and so no matter where you are
no matter where you're going
bring that gratitude with you and that
that will help you stay
awake in the dream so that you can
um be a co-creator with god for your
future
your destiny not just you but for other
people you know
um it goes so far but yeah enjoying the
journey
yeah you know and i i love that you
brought it to
being uh being a co-creator because um
kind of brings me back to a point that i
was trying to make earlier
and it's from that space of gratitude
and
and love in life and regardless of
what's
panning out more energy comes through
you
more energy comes through you more power
starts to come through you
and we can get this is where we can get
a little bit if you want but
i truly believe that our creative power
our ability
to manifest our realities
flows more freely when we are in that
higher vibration of gratitude so
if there's attachment to outcome and
you're judging what you have as not
being enough and thinking about what you
want
then that inherently is going to block
you from
manifesting what you want but if you
come back to what it seems like you're
describing which is
we started to be a little bit more
grateful a little bit more
i'm gonna i'm gonna show up regardless
of the situation i'm in
sometimes that's what brings through the
power that's going to allow you to
manifest
yeah something greater yeah and it and
it wasn't
long after that i did that
you know so it becomes one may wonder
perhaps that's what's waiting perhaps
that's
what's waiting to happen not until we
make peace with what we have when we get
what we want
yep feeling it you know feeling it
knowing that it's uh it's available
versus that i can never or i'm going to
be here forever i'm stuck you know
moving
quit thinking about it you know i mean
because it doesn't change it goes back
to the beginning of what we were saying
like
you know it literally you didn't change
anything physically no matter how you
approached it you're still
showing up at that job you still got to
pay the bills you still got to do this
um but your relationship with that
changes
the way that you respond how productive
you are your energy your peace
you know that you carry um the job
doesn't get to steal it because the job
doesn't
you know if maybe if the job gave you
the piece then the job could take it
away
but you know i guess as spiritual
individuals you know that
you know your piece doesn't come from
anything material because this stuff is
replaceable
and it breaks and it has wear and tear
and it disappears so if your piece is in
this stuff
you're you're constantly trying to find
and there's a lot of people though who
do
find their peace in in their situations
and stuff we have to transcend that
and move into that gratitude you know
even like looking over your life again
seeing what you're thankful for and
shifting into gratitude but then
for me it goes back to the breath and
and the heartbeat you know
because um things come situations change
people come and go
people who you never thought you know
friendships and companions and
marriages and you know everything
yeah but while it's here
thankful for the journey in the process
that's that's where we find our
deep sense of unwavering bliss and peace
that
is core to it all
it's in finding that within oneself
finding that within the true self rather
than looking for it
in something material because the moment
you start to attribute
your happiness to something outside of
you whether that's something that you
currently have
or something that you want in your life
you're giving away your power
the power within you to
find that within yourself so that's why
we start with that
we start with reconnecting with that
and then we approach the game of life
from the space of unwavering joy
unwavering peace and now that's not to
say that
will never slip up and i'm not saying
that i don't ever
find myself dropping into a lower
vibration i'm not i'm not there yet
um at the same time i am here and i'm
right here is the only place that i need
to be
but um we can we can find it in
ourselves to
to to be in that that sense regardless
and approach the game of life as as
just that a game that we're detached
from in terms of
it's not something we're emotionally
invested in but we're playing it
joyously
we're playing it joyously and then
our creative power starts to flow and we
start to create
whatever it is we want to create
what is it that you want to create
i love that you asked that
i want to create a more harmonious
unified loving and playful world
when i envision when i dream
i've trained myself to dream for the
collective
for humanity for the planetary
consciousness it's not just about
me it's about the experience the entire
experience
and i can feel into this world of
of unity where strangers look across
each other on the street and their
family
two kids at a playground now have you
experienced that like
with people a connection and what and
what connected you
because i've experienced it too but have
you because
you got you have to ask yourself like
whether it's trust
with a stranger you know um
and when there's other people you meet
this is like they're not even there
there's no connection but those like
strangers you know that they
get it their brother you know there's
energy
yeah if you experience that with people
with strangers
i have i have you know you're describing
kind of just like first meeting someone
and they're just like
that heartfelt connection yeah yeah
i have i think at this point it's it's
just
it's just a resonance like this this
resonance that you feel with someone
that
points to
a connection that you have you're just
you're you're you're in
in energetic alignment with one another
um and there's a reason for that but
there's standards too that uh like
integrity that you can just pick up on
like you just you're doing a quick
reading of the individual almost you
know like you know that this person
holds themselves to similar unspoken
standards
that you know them you know them though
it's weird
like you know this person ain't going to
try to you know do you harm like you can
judge you can tell their intentions
feel that you can feel that and more and
more i'm
i'm so certain that's going to become
more common i mean it's becoming more
common already
i'm having more of these you asked me a
few years ago i haven't
had any of these types of relationships
they're very rare right
and now you know they're starting to
show up more and more and that just
speaks to
oh ascension that speaks to our
collective
humanity um ascending to higher
vibration and
i i truly do believe we're going to
arrive in a place where
strangers or family there's um
let's see i want to find this scripture
but it's a beautiful scripture
because for me it's like and i don't
want to make it a religious
thing like a religion thing but for me
you know it's a for those who are really
in tune with christ
like the spirit of love and unity and i
think there's people outside of
like christianity but for me like that
like
because there's christians who are dirty
people like they're evil people right it
doesn't so it's not about the religion
but it's about somebody who like really
gets it and i know you probably wouldn't
call yourself a christian but you get it
you are tapped into the spirit of love
the infinite breath and life of god but
for me like
it's definitely been through that
because that's that's the world that i
was in
you know what i'm saying to be able to
meet somebody and to be able to know
them by their love
that's one of the things that jesus says
he says that the world will know
that you are my disciples by your love
one for another
like other people will know that you
follow me not because you told them not
because you wear
a t-shirt or whatever it is you have to
introduce yourself or whatever
but they will know that you love me
because of your love one for another
but there's a scripture i think it's um
let's see let me uh i think
let's see there's a scripture that says
second Corinthians 5 16 says
wherefore henceforth know we know man
after the flesh though we have known
christ after the flesh yet now
henceforth we know him no more
but it says know not any man
after the flesh and what that's
talking about is to know them by their
spirit to be able to
and that's what we're talking about
being able to judge being able to pick
up i remember going to um
uh when i was having this awakening and
i went to the indian
powwow for thanksgiving for on the
reservation and there was this man who
was selling book he had a little stand
selling books and
i don't know i was just all of this was
like really new to me to go in deeper
and i was really big on the on the ufo
alien stuff and the star people you know
they're just different
names and stuff and i remember asking
this man like
have you ever heard of the star people
or whatever but i remember shaking his
hand and i can feel that energy
like i shook his hand and like i didn't
want to let go
like there was a mutual we both felt it
an old
indian man and um he could feel me and i
felt him
and um and it was beautiful and
you know and it wasn't after the flesh
it's something that's unspoken
knowing them after the spirit
being able to read their spirit because
there's other people you don't
you know you don't jail with or but you
know them
you know just you know rubbing
shoulders with them or passing by
you know that no they they don't get it
but you meet random strangers
that get it
see i think that says something about
where they're vibrating how they're
vibrating certainly
but i also believe that more truly it's
about
what we're seeing in another so
it's going to be easier at the stage of
our development
to feel that from someone but what i
think we need to bring it back to
is we
have this capacity to see
someone for who they really are see them
for the love that they really are
and in us
perceiving of that and looking towards
another individual and realizing that
they're made of the same thing that we
are that this is oneness that this is
love that
everything what they might be expressing
on the surface is
may not always be a reflection of their
their highest essence and
seeing them for who they really are is
the means by which
one we have that experience of
connection and love with
those around us and then two
what i'll also say is it brings that out
in them
invites that out in them people
gravitate towards becoming and being the
version of themselves
that we see in them so when i look
towards my family and
and i
see them for who they really are opposed
to
what they might be expressing in that
time i always see that it has this
effect of
bringing them to be more expressive of
their their highest potential their
highest level
yeah i'm huge on that too and uh
and going back to jesus my teacher
um he was able to do that
you know even as you read the stories
and stuff and then we look at i mean we
read the stories but obviously we look
at ourselves in reflection to that but
you know a lot of people judged
individuals off of
and they were known by their ailments or
known by their title and what they did
um people who had like handicaps or
um you know diseases or whatever they're
known as the leper
jesus didn't see that he was go he would
hung around those people he healed them
and the reason he could heal them is
because he he can see
he saw the greatness inside of them he
saw
you know things about them that they
didn't even see about themselves
being able to judge and when i say judge
or discern
not by outer appearance but the motives
of the heart
and to look through that
individual i've talked about this a lot
we got to be reminded i have to be
reminded
and not to judge by the outward
appearance but judged by the heart
the heart and be able to call that
greatness out of individuals
jesus did it man and uh and it allowed
for him to have some really
powerful experiences with with strangers
and with friends and people who are
close to him and
even his enemies you know what i'm
saying is enemies who
became his biggest allies right your
enemy
the person that's persecuting you who
wants to kill you who has
made it their obligation and plan to
take you
out like an encounter with him because
he's
he he didn't respond with hatred he
responded with love
he saw the the greatness inside of them
and now
that person that was trying to kill you
who had made it their plan is now one of
your biggest fans
allies and is on your team now
because he saw the greatness inside of
them the thing that was ailing them the
thing that made them that way
you know um he's able to speak to it
and that's just that's not just jesus
like that's he's an example
for us to be able to look at those
people and if
our enemies for sure be thankful for
your enemies be
thankful i mean he tells us that in the
scriptures be thankful when men
persecute you be thankful when people
gossip and slander about you like step
into thankfulness
gratitude experience it at least they're
talking about you
you know at least at least they're
mentioning you at least you're not
forgotten
even though you're a target like be
thankful man and in
all things give thanks be present
because situations change you know
it's it's being that for the entirety of
the experience
opposed to judging and labeling things
as
good bad this that um i like this i
don't like that
yeah um you come into a mode where
i'm just grateful for it all right
and of course there's going to be
certain things that becomes more
difficult
to to feel that way around but
it's it's really let's be grateful for
love for one for god for source for
spirit for this from now
yeah it's fleeting
time i'm not trying to be the bearer of
bad news but it's real that's why you
need i
i go after the moment man you know time
is
weird and your relationship with it and
how you view it and it's speeding up
like as you get older and like so much
stuff you know so it's like
you know and you know make impressions
make friendships
um most of it make the most of it be
present and no matter what you're doing
sitting in a waiting room like just be
present in that damn waiting room like
it doesn't matter where you are you know
on that job that you hate man be present
like you know with your lover in your
arms be present
you know with whatever it is be present
that's that's it that's everything that
we're
everything that we're looking for is
found in that
because then like you know being lucid
in those dreams
you can change stuff you know like like
literally when you have a lucid dream
like when you're like hey this is a
dream
you
you know whatever you want to do like
yeah whatever and so but to be lucid in
this stream
to be what now you know what if
we can change our realities in the very
same way
in the belief that we could
the reason why we are able to do that in
lucid dreams is because we believe we
can
yeah so why not be open to the
possibility
that this is just a dream in the same
very way
believe you can see what happens
everything comes out of the imagination
the imaginatives
if you will i like that
you know everything so get a game plan
through mindfulness through meditation
through prayer
you know get clear-headed and see what
you want for your life and
bring it into your reality it can be
done
and it can continue to be done not just
one time
you know continue making those goals and
continue moving forward
many masters have spoken these words my
friends
many masters share with us the exact
same thing that you're saying
and many have
shown many seem to be living examples of
what is possible
so this is not about i always like to
say that this is not about blindly
believing this
it's about being open to the possibility
of more
being open to the possibility that you
are
an infinite being that you are limitless
in what you can create
and reach for that and see what you
discover
it's good man
being in it being mindful gratitude i
love creating that for people
you know obviously i mean when i talk
about those catalogs
like of podcasts of meditations of music
it's all about that
you know so it's i'm super
blessed um to be mindful to create those
things
and then for them to like do what what i
created them to do
to bring forth healing to inspire to
take you on a journey
you know it it's all the same thing you
know being the healer
it comes through my music it comes
through my podcast it comes through my
meditations
my course my one-on-one session like
anything that my book like anything i do
it's it's it's it's a calculated step i
would say
and um to encode it with healing to with
love with laughter
even people who know me like in the
flesh like in person
i'm a jokester i make people i keep
people laughing i will degrade myself or
humiliate myself to
to bring a smile to your face and make
you laugh because it's healing because
it's
you know laughter is a as a medicine and
um
it's such an honor to be a part of that
and facilitate that and i want to do
more it's not over
creativity using it to to
continue doing it's not just me like i'm
using myself as an example
but other people too like whatever you
want to create
that that brings change and brings hope
like
manifest it man create it make it write
a poem
write a a book a devotional a meditation
like they're so easy it's easy
easier done than said probably just to
create it bring it to this reality talk
to me about
what it feels like to be in that that
mode of just
creative flow
describe me that state yeah it's
it's good i mean there's different ways
to tap
into it that i'm learning you know um
but it is through spiritual practice man
to be
in the alignment and to create an
encounter or experience and then be able
to take people with you
you know it's ki it's what does it feel
like for you
it's amazing like but it's becoming
harder
in some areas with music for me music's
becoming a lot harder
to do because i've exhausted my
vocabulary
and and maybe that's because you're just
you don't want to be doing that at this
time
it just depends like because when i
when i do i mean my music's always been
hard
it's never been easy but there are flow
states but now in the flow states
i can't i don't want to say as a creator
as a
you know being hard on yourself you know
uh of of making like next level stuff
there's a lot that goes into it
you know what i'm saying um from music
anyway
you know writing lyrics and some of it's
easy it is modes man
but having the finished product is so
awesome i mean i encourage people to get
my book and
and even get the audio book but holding
this thing
and maybe it's just me you know because
it's like a different
but when i hold this book man it just
it's so different dude like it just
feels like a relic even
like i don't know um
that's probably so fulfilling for you to
to
you created that you created that you
you and there's always going to be some
sort of bond connection with a creation
of yours
um because you remember what that
experience of
you know you you had that moment with
with it's
it's a living entity man it's like it
has a life of its own our creations
there's an energy to it there's
consciousness
imbued in those creations and your
your your time in that creative process
is is a bonding with that so when it
comes out and you're
holding that it's like i've been with
you for so long
yeah um i'll relate that back to god
because
when i say co-creators i believe we're
made in his image the image of a creator
god
that creates it's what he does or it
does whatever you want to
you know call it um and we're we have
that in us we create
we create podcasts we create hope we
create joy we can create destruction we
can create negativity we can create
whatever we want
but the fact that we're going to use
that and hone it in for good
and and and create something that's
going to make somebody's
experience a little bit better uh their
burdens a little bit lighter to bring a
smile to bring joy
um and then we we create something as a
book or a music or a podcast
and then we get to show it to people or
a painting let's just say a painting
i say painting i even love this artwork
like it invokes things when you see it
like um you know being able to show it
to people and even though i i didn't
create this but anything i do create
the music the meditations um out of that
place of beauty
and then we get to show it to people hey
check it out and people are like oh my
god i love this this is amazing people
cry
people it changes their lives and i i
can't help but put myself in
in like in not in god's shoes but just
to
to think of our heavenly father
feeling the same way when we
look at a sunset when the sky is painted
purples and blues and these gradients of
like hey
you know this is this is beautiful to be
able to you know
whatever it is that you're enamored with
that's natural you know of of
breath work you know i can breathe a
certain type of way and instantly feel
bliss i mean you you name it just
i mean we can exhaust it um that god's
like hey
what do you think about it i painted
this guy i created this these mountains
what do you think i want you to see this
let's go into other realms too let's
talk about different dimensions and
realms and and things that we you know
astral projection and
like i want you to see these i have
secrets that i want to show you would
you think about it man
would you think about it when you felt
that freedom when that joy that
that non-attachment what did that feel
like like it's because of me
that you're able to experience that so i
put myself like
i have to think of you know not myself
in in that but this is similar you know
to be able to show off your creation
yeah the thing that you created and
especially when it's bringing joy
you know there's people you know we got
to be mindful there's people
you know creating stuff that's just man
you know bringing destruction or like
moving people to you know want to take
their own lives or
you know bullying and you're creating
all of this nonsense
and may and i think a lot of us there's
a contrast there because we know it i
used to do it you know
um whether it's being a bully or
stealing or
you know being in a gang and whatever
you know self-destruct self-destructive
behaviors that i was in
i know that it exists and it's dark and
i still as a creator i have the power to
even
go there i don't want to like i don't
it's not my goal
um i have to be careful i have to watch
my words again we're talking about like
what we want to say think of good things
or deep things to say versus like
there's things that i can say right now
that will you know
the life and death is in the power of
the tongue and i want to be mindful and
i don't want to use
um anything for for ill gain
or reasons or to hurt somebody i've done
it in the past we all have
and and we still do it but um
you got to be mindful of that we still
have that power to create or
with the creator comes the destroyer
you can't have a creator without a
destroyer you know
and and god is both and we are both
um so and there's there's times to
destroy there's times to tear down but
hopefully
hopefully it is destroying the blocks
and the walls
that hold you back you know the
limitations destroy
the bondage the yolks and the heavy
burdens that we carry
you know and we create that so that we
can learn from it and then destroy it
you know i also think there's something
important that
is coming from what you're sharing and
it's that
our greatest joy is found in creating
joy for others
yeah sooner or later we're all going to
realize that that
our greatest state our greatest
joy flows through our intention and
process of creating that for others yeah
i mean that's what healing is about
that's what god in meditation is that's
what energy work is about
hey i felt this bliss and i want you to
feel it it's always
i mean you know even going back to my
younger self whether it was drugs or
alcohol like hey i want you to feel this
i want you to experience this
and then so now it's through blissful
meditation
and energy healing and tapping into the
spirit and
angelic and people can others can
experience it that's the beautiful thing
about it
like it is transferable we can bring
people with us
even and that's shoot that's
i give them my life to it you know the
spirit realm and
um communicating that mess that message
that's where we derive purpose from
that's why everyone's
looking for hopefully being in
residing in any sense of purpose it's
the purpose of
giving on to others and we we come alive
in that we come alive and
feeling ourselves become
greater versions of ourselves in what we
are giving
in purposeful giving
and that's why you do everything that
you're doing and that's why it's
happened the effect that it's happened
because
you're in a purpose of supporting
serving others
what is it um the quote i um i think
it's zig ziglar i'm not sure but
if you help others get what
they want you will always be able to get
what you want
if you help others get with what they
want and we can look at that
in business right it's a business quote
but
people want to be happy people want to
be free people want to be
people want to experience joy you know
even if they don't know that they want
it
like help them get what they want and
then it'll be given
back unto you so
we talking about doing energy work and
energy healing and leading that stuff
i get healed in the midst of that i get
to feel that beautiful bliss
and a wave of energy that is coming to
me and through me to the individual
um it feels so good you know what i'm
saying and i need it
it'll bring tears to my eyes and you
know
heal me you know you're just there in
the proximity and you get healed just
because you're around
you know you be that you be that energy
for them
um another way that i like to look at
this is
if you want something give that
yeah yep you want
joy you give joy you want abundance you
give abundance
and that's why we have to come into this
motive
of selflessness and giving because
if we don't feel abundant then
you won't feel like you have anything to
give and
coming from that place you stay in that
space of scarcity
but the moment you shift the focus on
giving to people
more abundance flows to you because it
flows
into you to flow through you yeah
be what you need needed you know that's
my thing be what i needed when i was
younger
brought that up in our conversation but
even now
like be what you like when you see
you experience things uh loneliness
and suffering and those things to uh
it gives you a natural empathy and you
can be
you can i believe god the spirit allows
you to
experience that so you'll speak to it
you know
like you allows you to see something
and to minister to it a need um
you know going through i mean for me
like you know
gossip was something big like uh when i
st
i had like i have preachers that do
sermons about me and
sneak this and all kind of i've heard i
had like gossip of like
lots of people because i come from that
background of
you know the christian ministry thing
but then when i stepped out of that
and kind of embraced this other um
stream
being more open or talking about
whatever it is that i was into
um spirituality ufos aliens whatever um
i got to i got to feel that like gossip
like a bunch of people talking about you
or even reading blogs about you
um and i know what it feels like so i
feel like god allowed me to experience
that
so that i wouldn't do it you know and i
wouldn't
i know how powerful words are to
uh you know to be mindful when you speak
at least try to anyway
i've um even with gossip like i've heard
people gossip but you're not supposed to
be able to hear that
and when people people gossip and talk
about about you behind your back for a
reason you're not supposed to hear it
but when it gets back to you or
something happens where you do hear
it it really bothers you you know um
so i know what that feels like
i got to experience it um so i don't do
it
and then other things too just like in
your day-to-day
speak to that because you're not the
only one going through it
you're like whether you feel lonely or
or nobody cares about you or whatever
the case is like
there's other people who feel that way
so
that should be something you speak to
and i guess what the
most people would step into the imposter
syndrome and they wouldn't
speak to it because they feel like
they're dealing with it
but if you want help what's the best way
to help people get
through that or for yourself to get
through it is to help someone else
yeah like whether it's poverty whether
it's like
you know depression whatever like we all
deal with all kinds of things
but um become selfless and help
somebody speak to it for others and
you'll find yourself
getting healed from it as well it's
going through it yeah
that's where it's no longer this
dichotomy between selflessness and
selfish even because
you realize that the greatest thing that
you can do for
anyone is the same one and the same
as the greatest thing that you can do
for yourself
one of the same things
your highest purpose and your truest
desires are
the same path yeah and i
i'm talking about being empathic too you
know
like feeling for others yeah and
you know you receive it as your as your
own you know
in your body or you think that you just
you know having a bad day or an off day
or whatever but
speak to that thing speak to that
depression speak to that
hopelessness you know speak sadness that
you're feeling
because you're not alone the biggest lie
is that you are alone
and you're the only one going through
that that gives birth to like a
messiah complex too you know thinking
that you're the only one that's chosen
or the only one with a message or the
last
one like that's weird i don't know if
you ever met any of those people they
come in the spiritual circles and in the
religious circles too and that's very
strange
uh to meet those people but it works
with both you know
uh polarities you know
yeah i've seen that i don't like those
people
yesterday um someone on the podcast
actually said it
like the real masters are the ones that
and this is something i have to come
back to is the real masters
are the ones that are trying to get you
to realize you don't need to
listen to them that you're the master
that
yeah so i i the way that i used to put
that is
a leader someone that's trying to get
you to find a leader within yourself
not the one that's trying to amass
followers
yeah but is
trying to get you to a place where you
don't even want to or need to follow
them
yeah i know right that's a big
difference jordan maxwell
you know he always would quote he'd say
never trust the person who's
claimed that they found the truth but
always trust the person who's seeking it
like that seeker like you can and even
like identifying that i've spoken to
this many times
too but like being able to discern with
it with a
teacher someone who's sharing this
esoteric
any information really but like to see
their heart
i'll give a damn what you can teach me
teach me how to
communicate with aliens by blinking my
eyes teaching me how to see spirits in
the room
teaching me what i don't care what it is
like i want to i want to know the spirit
of what you're teaching in
that you are you know i can feel it i
can my discernment
totally works in that in that dir that
way um
and i can't receive from people who
are teaching from a place of arrogance
um
know-it-alls can't you know
can't be told can't be corrected you
know all of that stuff comes into play
for me
um where they're coming from
yeah and yeah because there's a lot of
people that's
teaching from that place of trying to
put on
a a persona put on a a show it's
less about the giving and more about
what they end up looking like right
don't don't be coming from that place
don't
don't give to look like a certain thing
give because
you want to well one again you want
others to be supported and received but
also knowing that you're going to
endure and experience that that same
very thing
and seeing people in their bliss too
sharing
in their bliss because they're happy and
they're where they're supposed to be
is different and i understand
than seeing people like people could
tell like when i was on that job like
people could tell like uh you don't want
to be here
like it comes through you know but when
people are sharing from a place of
and you know where they're just
they have the gratitude or sharing from
a place of love or
that's what they were created to do you
can tell they
shine they shine so if you're hearing
about it
somebody's teaching you or telling you
about an encounter or an experience that
is real or changed their life it comes
across
you know versus like trying to trick you
or
i don't know i just love to see people
in their element and helping people find
that
you know i know that's what you do too
like the awakening and the activation
and ascension
is really about finding your purpose for
sure
figuring out what that is you know
bring this together family we're in this
together now
yep that's how i live my life we'll make
it through somehow
yeah that's a big part of it
well uh man i've enjoyed this talk bro
and uh i know you could just keep going
on just kind of uh
i'll tell you what why don't we just put
it in the through that
we'll have another one yeah for sure for
sure
i always enjoy talking with you um let
people know where they can
go to find out more about your work and
uh all that good stuff
everything you have to the table um
i guess the the two main things that
comes up is
i have a podcast of my own um perhaps
the best episode to start with is the
one i did with
truth seeker episode 39. you can find
that togethervsun.com
forward slash awaken 39 so you put that
number at the end it'll go to that
episode specifically so together we
ascend.com
forward slash awaken and that's on all
the major podcast streams but that
website will get you
links to you know spotify itunes all the
different platforms
however you want to catch it um youtube
been really uh trying to to put more
into my youtube channel so
same idea the the podcast is on youtube
so if you go to the podcast and you can
find the youtube there too
and the last thing that i uh i love to
always just kind of put out an
invitation for is we're uniting and
activating light workers
those that have heard the call to serve
others
know that they're here for something
greater ready to serve a higher purpose
these are the types of individuals that
we're bringing together and we're
supporting
in the ascendant academy that's the
program the initiative that i founded
it's getting to the point where it's no
longer mine it's a it's a co-creation
of all these amazing beings that are
coming together
we do group sessions we um we have our
activation process that
supports one in activating their purpose
so a lot going on in the academy right
now and
again i'm just humbled by and absolutely
blessed
to to have the sort of individuals that
are joining us there
um it's an online platform it's it's
weekly gatherings and it's
it's a space of unity and it's been
feeling really really good these days so
any of you that are hearing this
invitation that feel a sense of
resonance with this
or has an interest in connecting with
others
on this path um you can go over to
academy that together send
to to learn more about what we got going
on
good stuff man love it bro uh again
thanks for hanging out
and i'm sure we'll do it again bro many
blessings to you and thanks for hanging
out with me in the audience
likewise brother it's always my pleasure
all right bro talk with you soon man
take care shalom shalom
brian henry ladies and gentlemen love
that brother good dude um make sure you
go check out his podcast check out
the episode that we did together it was
really good really good talk
um and um yeah talking about engaging
your
perfected self and just you know there's
a version of you
um there's many versions of you out
there right
i think the internet gets allows us to
create to create ourselves and to show
people
different aspects of ourselves with the
internet you can be whatever you want
you just you know create that avatar if
you will
um but there's a version of you that's
depressed
there's a version of you that's blessed
there's a per version of you
whatever you can think of see it
engage with it and bring it into your
now whatever it is
that you want to create that you want to
move forward with whatever you want to
start
and there's ways to do it it starts in
the imagination people
but showing up and then being consistent
with that game plan with that vision
whatever it is with the community
like this whole everything is about
continuing to say yes
and if you do it over a period of time
you find out that you have willed those
things into your life
you have brought people
situations jobs relationships
creativity into your life and you have a
catalog
you know of all of these things that you
kept saying yes to
continue to say yes it's huge
versus contin i mean just look at an
individual who
continued to make bad choices
same thing you know and it could have
been you at some point
you know could have been someone you
know
look at you know there's in there's
pictures
of progressions of people who got on
drugs
like hard drugs whether it's heroin
crack cocaine
crystal meth and things like that people
who have got on those drugs through
addiction
and it wasn't like a one-time thing it
starts with a one-time thing
starts with trying it but you can see a
progression how they continue to go down
as they continue
using those substances that destroy them
they're they continue to sell themselves
out
they can continue to uh harm themselves
continuously not just one week or one
day
but for months some people years but you
can tell there's a progress
there's a digression of their their
photos
where a lot of them are like you know
keep getting arrested every week or
every month
and they look like a regular beautiful
vibrant person
and then slowly but surely that's taken
away from them and
and some people look unrecognizable i'll
say that
then there's other people who have went
that path
and they look sickly because they are
sick
they start saying yes they start making
healthier choices
they start eating better their diet a
lot of different things and then they
make this progression to a person
they don't even know who they used to be
brian was talking about how
you know you changed you continue to
change we all are
we nobody stays the same that we're
changing many different ways because of
the things that we eat
because of the the things that we're um
consuming
even through our eye and ear gates what
we're listening to about ourselves about
others we're continuing to change but
it's showing up
to continue to make those healthy
beautiful choices
that you eventually step into
that version of yourself that exists
that's healthy that is loved
that is successful that is blessed
that is beautiful knowing that you
already are
it's already within you but
the progression is to bring it out of
you
to do the inner work and it's about
continuing to say yes it's not showing
up
one day not showing up the next that's a
gamble
you're gambling with your future you're
gambling with your health
you're gambling with your life but when
you continue to say yes
continue to show up even when you don't
want to go into the gym
continue to go it pays off hard work
pays off at the end of the day
saying yes pays off
my good friend drew gower you know he
was like what was he close to 400 i
think it was
something crazy number almost 400 pounds
he said forget this i need a change in
my life and there's ways to go about
getting that change
going to the gym eating healthy
saying yes saying no to comfort food
saying no to momentary pleasures
that uh that would take a piece of you
with it
self-loathing but he continued to say
yes and he lost 200 pounds
it wasn't he didn't say yes for a week
continue to say yes
every day until literally he shed that
old person
weight um
just that lifestyle you know change he's
not the same person
continue to say yes whatever it is that
you want to create you can do anything
you can do anything
i love you guys there's greatness inside
of you
say yes figure out what it is and say
yes
love you guys shalom shalom we'll do it
again peace peace