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Joshua, Davis, my brother, what's going on?
Hey, how's it going?
I just unmuted here.
I started to make a bunch of noise while you were talking,
but can you hear me okay?
Yes, hear you loud and clear.
Awesome.
Yeah, thanks for the introduction.
Yeah, but that was a pretty awesome experience
that we had that night at the School of Mystics.
And I just became a Patreon supporter that day,
specifically, because I was like, you know what,
now is the time I need to connect with these guys
and to connect with Derek specifically,
because I think there's something amazing happening
on this podcast that really represents
the awakening that is happening around the world.
and I think if you disregard specific,
what we consider parts of the awakening,
then you're throwing kind of the baby out with the bathwater
and I think that's what's beautiful
about being able to explore all truth
because it says that the Holy Spirit will lead you
or lead us into all truth.
So that's why I kind of started to tune in
and there's a lot of things that were ringing bells
and I was like, you know what?
I think it's time to reach out
and see if we can just start to connect and develop ship
and that's what happened at night.
That's good, man.
That's a lot of wisdom.
And that's, that's with this podcast.
It's found an honest, awesome that you can see that, man.
You know, and I am, I'm a Christian, I'm a believer.
I will call myself a Christian mystic.
There's so much stuff that I don't agree with
with the American church that I'm on the outskirts
of fringes of that barely anyway.
I don't think I believe that's communicated
to your next album, man.
That, you know, you know, in this funny,
cause I sent you a message and we talked about the,
talking about the fellowship and the Holy Spirit
and I put spirits, right?
Yeah, that's right.
It's funny, you mentioned excommunicate,
because I do have a song, I have a song called
When Guardian Leviosa means to levitate.
But I said, in the song I said, excommunicated,
now my only friends are spirits who speak to me
and lonely, who speak to me when I'm lonely
and understand the way that I'm feeling.
When I meant there was, like I said, the spirit of joy,
spirit of peace, spirit of unity, seven spirits of God.
Yeah, well, that was my response to you
and the private message me was like,
It was like a typo, you know, you said spirits with two to somebody who who's maybe Christian.
I know I had that. I was like, right, that may be a slip up. Hang on a second. What
spirits is he talking about? We talked about kunalini spirit. I hadn't seen that in the Bible.
I sort of think, but you know what instantly, you know, because we're brothers, I said seven
spirits of God. And you know what? The entire earth is a spirit. The moon is a spirit. The
celestial bodies are spirits. I mean, when he when he speaks to the when God speaks to the ocean
and says, don't transgress this line, the ocean listens and it doesn't transgress this line.
So everything, I mean, it talks about in Job where he, you know, he says to Job,
I have you seen the treasuries of snow and hell, you know, have you walked the ocean trenches,
the deep ocean trenches? I mean, there's so much beyond what we can even imagine that's
available to us. And he's inviting us into actually experiencing that. But we, if we throw away,
our spirituality for the sake of religion,
then we're never going to be able to see any of that stuff.
And I think that's actually some of the stuff
that I think we should talk about today on the podcast
is that in listening to a lot of things,
whether it be astrotheology or things that having to do
with beings from other realms or psilocybin mushrooms,
all this different kind of stuff,
is that these, there's experiences
that people are having, no doubt.
Christians, they Christians are having absolutely.
And that's why this podcast is taking office
because it's actually a place where people can be free
to talk, free to explore truth, truth, right?
Be a truth seeker.
Those couple just and you only list,
you listed like three things.
They're kind of big things.
But if you go to your church,
you go to your pastor, the youth pastor.
I say youth pastor because a lot of these people
who have these encounters are teenagers,
young people or children, right?
But if you go to your pastor, youth pastor,
whatever, they're going to shoot you down.
It happened to me and it happens to countless people.
I think the majority of people in Christian them who listen
to this, this, this podcast, like they've had it happen to them.
Well, I mean, it makes them feel outcast.
It makes them feel like they don't have nobody to talk to.
They're going to get shot down.
Then you keep it all to yourself.
Well, I can't tell anybody because they're going to think I'm crazy.
They're going to say I'm talking to demons that I'm hearing the voices of demons.
Sometimes we are.
And that seems to be the focus of most Christianity today.
Actually, especially when you get into more of the,
I mean, obviously, I don't want to completely say
the charismatic streams are all based on demonology,
but a lot of it is, and there's a lot of focus
on demons and devils and Satan and fallen angels
and battling the one third of the heavenly host
and all this kind of stuff.
And the reality is is that we are 2,000 years
after the cross.
And I know that we could talk about that too in terms of whether or not people, you know,
people would say, well, was Jesus really real, you know, was he really a man?
And the fact is, is that, you know what?
It takes experiential knowledge for you to settle that in your heart.
And the fact is, is that those who do have experiential knowledge of it settle it and say,
he was real, because the blood of Jesus had to be real.
The lamb was slain and there's a, we can go really deep with the blood of Jesus because
that's actually what this whole thing is about.
But the blood of Jesus actually did something 2,000 years ago that was really just openly
made manifest for the world to see.
But before the foundation of the world was even set, it says in the scriptures, the Lamb
was slain.
So we're talking about the counsel of the Godhead searching out to procure a way to redeem
mankind back because of what was going to take place with the one-third of the Heavenly
host of fell and the deception, the great deception that came and the genetics that changed
also in the garden.
You know, that's, you know, we can go a lot of different places with that.
But I think that's what the genetic thing has always been about.
And, you know, even if you go into, you know, us being, you're more intelligent
as it relates to the different names, but like, star children, you know,
is that what it's called, right?
You know, you have to go, yeah, yeah, yeah, the fact is we are extremely,
extremely valuable, extremely, extremely significant.
And not just, I mean, yes, it is to God,
but him showing us the significance
that we have to him is experiential
and in those experiential tangible encounters,
we start to experience who we really are.
And we start to see your reality changes.
Your reality changes.
There you go.
Maybe you're getting the person next to you,
but your reality changes from these experiences.
Amen.
And the consciousness, right?
To we're talking about conscious reality,
we're talking about your cognitive function,
we're talking about everything.
That's what we're talking about, is that we can explore
astrotheology, we can explore all these different concepts,
but at the end of the day, what works?
What works?
And I can tell you, without a shadow of the doubt,
that the truth that is found, yes, in the Bible,
does work if it's by the Holy Spirit that you're led to this.
Otherwise, that book is a dead letter and it kills,
and you can see what it's done for the last 2,000 years.
And even prior to that, with the Pharisees, right?
And so I'm someone, I just give a little bit of background to the listeners right now.
You know, the reason why no one's heard of Joshua Davis is because I literally have not
done anything through social media, through anything like this, because the Lord hasn't
led me to do that.
Now that said, I have been a royal ambassador of the Kingdom of Heaven for a very long time.
And the people that I've encountered on the streets throughout the United States have actually
had encounters and they've said, who are you or where are you from?
Like what are you, like there's things that have happened with people being killed, right?
There's words of knowledge that come.
There's the tangible presence that is released from me or from a believer that can be
transferred to someone else that can bring about awakening and alightening in a very
in a single moment.
But that only comes about through one thing and that was what I was talking about that
night.
I believe we touched a little bit on it and the school of mystics.
That comes about through the testimony, so we have a lot of people getting on talking about,
I mean, even some of the friends that you have with that are rappers and those, you said,
well, you probably have some experience about this. Tell us about your supernatural encounters or
phenomenon. I've heard people say, literally, well, I don't do me off, man. That threw me off,
big time. You know, yeah, me too, man, because look, this whole thing is supernatural.
this whole life is supernatural. And to be able to experience that is actually living, that is
actually living. I remember when the vibration of the Holy Spirit, and people talk about getting
chill bumps and different things like that, imagine getting that nonstop for years in it not stopping.
And I don't mean you walk around with a bunch of goosebumps in there, everybody's like,
what's going on with your skin, right? But I'm talking about your hair feels like it's standing
up, right? And then there's testimony throughout the day of the leading of the Holy Spirit,
where you're being guided and directed and there's signs and wonders that are happening through
like the numbers that you, you know, three, three, three, right, two, two, two, one, one, one,
eleven, eleven, all these things that people are seeing and people are like, wow,
that's interesting. Well, what I started to do is I started to, they started to be a value attached
to those numbers. They started to be a meaning attached to those numbers to where when you're having
the conversation with the Holy Spirit as you walk. And then those numbers come up at specific
times strategically. That number has a meaning to you that has been given to you that then becomes
literally the confirmation and the voice of God directly in that moment invading earth.
That is powerful. And there's plenty of us that have been experiencing that.
Yeah, that's beautiful, man. But I hate that I hate to like,
like, man, sometimes it's like, they're everywhere.
And it's freaky when it first starts happening.
It is really freaky, you know, in Christianity,
they call it confirmations.
It's just, oh, the little gave me confirmation.
What do you do?
Well, I asked them to send a turtle across the road
and hit a turtle.
Like I've heard those stories before,
but even last night, man, we're just,
to me, it's a sign that I'm on the right path.
I don't want it to be the only sign
that I'm on the right path.
because it becomes very limiting to you.
You can see three, three, three to your blue in the face.
But at the end of the day, it's like, okay,
well, what did all those three, three, three,
it's really neat.
Yeah, for me, it's that we're on the right path.
And even last night, and it's a funny thing
with me and my wife, because it's,
it happens so much when we need it.
It's like that nudge from God.
It's almost like a, it's like the universe,
God, dropping a breadcrumb.
Hey, follow me.
You're doing the right path?
It's the right point.
You're right on.
And even last night, we were watching TV,
And I said, she gave me something and I said, thank you.
And as soon as I said it, like the TV somebody on television said it right on.
And we're in a room of people.
I didn't want to say, hey guys, that's the guy, I'll look at the market.
Hey, you heard that?
Yeah, I heard it.
That was, that was, that was like a kiss, you know, from having, you know what I mean?
I look at that stuff, man, it stands out to me and sometimes, sometimes the information
that comes through this phenomenal life-changing, sometimes just a little nudge, hey, keep
doing it. Keep going, bro. You want to right path? Sometimes it's like mind-blowing. Like I've
talked about something that and I know we've all had those encounters to wear like they're just
insane. Insane. It has, it lets you know that something's watching you, someone, you're being
led. You're not here by accident that you're in the right place at the right moment and I've
got you. It's the Holy Spirit is God letting you know that. Whether you're Christian or not, man,
this, I think the description about the rain falls upon the just and the unjustness. And everybody,
man. God loves everyone man. His grace is for everyone. He deals with people differently at
different times and stuff. So to just to say that it, it only happens to Christians or if it's
a demonic encounter that it doesn't happen to Christians. It happens to truth seekers. I think so.
It does. And there is no God is not a respecter of persons. And so that's the issue obviously
with Christianity, you know, is it judges according to the
trip knowledge of good and evil. It really does. And that is
actually the duality, which is the great deception. The duality
of right and wrong, left and right, ups and downs, you know,
the totem pole measurement system, which the Bible talks
about is called private righteousness. I mean, in the new
testament, it says, the righteousness by faith does not say
who will ascend for that is to bring Christ down from heaven,
Or to say who will decent that is to bring him up from the dead rather it looks at a person and it looks at everyone
And without regard for who they are it says the word of God is in your heart
It's in your mouth on your tongue if you'll confess with your heart
We can mouth and believe in your heart you can be saved now of course
We were led to believe that that that is some kind of sinners prayer right yeah, I know right
I mean that's mind balling enough itself because that that's really the thing that is that is crippled the the Christian church is this
this misappropriation, not even appropriating what Jesus actually came to do that he did
and that he accomplished and that he gave to us freely. And what he did is he restored us
back to in our consciousness, right? In our consciousness, he restored us back into right standing
and intimate relationship with Father God. That's why he said, if you've seen me, you've seen the
father. But he had to send someone 2,000 years ago after he left, right? And they had to be without
contention one one accord in the upper room. And it was the promise of the Holy Spirit. Well,
I've often thought about the Holy Spirit coming. And I was like, well, what is the difference
between a second coming of Christ? Well, the first coming and the second coming. It's like,
well, people are thinking about Jesus coming back and carnate again, you know, to basically execute
judgment to redeem everything, and he actually did execute judgment, and he did redeem everything.
It's just that people didn't recognize what he did in the mystical supernatural spiritual realms,
because he did come back, and he did defeat death, and he was raised up, and he did
reveal himself through the amount of transfiguration about what he was really possible
for them, and for what he actually did, he overcame death, and he has the keys to the realm of the
unseen, right? He has it all. So we now have this ability through the Holy Spirit coming,
which is only I can think of as the second coming of Christ, because the Christ, the
anointing came on Jesus. Yeah, I believe that 100% when he come, he'll come to take his throne,
his rightful place is not in Israel, a temple mount. That's right. That's right. His rightful throne
that the enemy is for many people, the enemy is sitting on this throne,
But his life will throw in his heart.
That's right.
Because you are the temple, right?
He told us that.
He says, I don't live in a temple built by human hands, right?
He said, you see this temple, I'm going to destroy it.
But in three days, I'm going to bring it back.
Watch.
And they're like, what are you doing?
How are you going to do that?
And then it gives you the revelation he was actually talking about
his body.
And then he goes on to say that our body is not like, there is no
the house of God.
That's one thing with the church too.
they say, once you come up in the house of God, come to the house of the Lord. No, no, no, no,
that's so backward. We are the house of the Lord. Like you are, he lives within you, the Spirit
of God, well, it's not in temple maids, temples made with hand, but you are the spirit, a temple
of the Holy Spirit. And once we understand that man, that we are living, breathing, walking, arcs of
the covenant, we carry the presence of God. We live and move and have our being in him. I mean,
That's what the pictures say yeah, we are living epistles and that's really the abomination of the the horror Babylon
Which it has built up this thing which has come as wolf and sheep's clothing and
The name of Christ when it's and then he forewarned. He says it will come in my name. Well, I mean
The Buddhists don't come in his name
You know, I mean only people I know come in in his name or Christians. Yeah, and I and I love Christians
I mean, I love every single person on this planet, but at some point, we have to rise up
and we have to recognize in for ourselves, right, who we really are, who we really are.
And from the very beginning of my life, and I don't know what it is for everybody else,
but I really believe it's the same and I believe that once people are, when we talk about being
born again, right, there are strategic moments, you know, you talked about these incredible moments
where, you know, we can, we can give some testimony of some that even happened to me, you know,
because I'm not someone who says, no, actually,
having had any supernatural.
I've had a lifetime of supernatural.
I know, right.
And it's made me different.
And it's made me rebellious.
It's made me looked at as, like, I'm on control of you,
and that's not welcome in God's house, right?
Yeah.
Because it has to be controlled.
No, that's not the case.
I grew up in a family, thankfully,
that raised me to understand the truth
about based on what they knew, right?
And based on what they knew,
they were giving me the best that they had.
But you know what the best that they had at that time was?
Was really looking back the worst
that Christianity had to offer.
It was their best.
I actually, well, you know,
as again, it wasn't their fault.
They were looking at holiness.
They were looking at the fundamental
Baptist movement, right?
Where, you know, you're set apart,
you throw away, my mom threw away her,
James Taylor's, you know, records and, you know, the Beatles has got to go and, you know,
you got to wear your hair a certain way and all that, like, I got that period of that.
And that's a period you got to go through that cleansing and stuff.
Cause that, that represents evil to you.
That, it's not that it's evil or call, call nothing good or like nothing is totally
good or evil or good or bad or whatever the case is.
But it represents that to you.
We represent that to a lot of people too.
So they have to get us out of their lives like this is deep man. You know, I'm going through this right now
But I've been through there. I've taken
Everything that that wasn't in the Bible out of my house and burnt it and things like that
But it's not that it's evil. Well, there's a period of time where you have to lay the things on the altar
You know, you do have to lay this you know
If you're a guitar player, you know and and you're amazing at it at some point
You got to lay that guitar on the altar and say you know what God as good as I am at this guitar
or I don't want to do my own works.
I don't want to do my own thing.
If you desire something to come through this guitar,
then you manifest it.
Then you show me the way.
And that's where we talk about those sons
and what is happening, where it becomes so clear
and so obvious to you, because of one thing.
He says, unless the Lord builds the house, right?
We're talking about God building the house, our own life,
unless He's building your life,
then you who have the life He's given you
and you are building your own house
you're laboring in vain. So it says that, you know, today is the day of
rest. If you don't harden your heart as they did in the days of the rebellion,
right? Yeah. And you can enter my rest, right? You can sit down at the right
hand of the father in Christ Jesus in perpetuity. And you can experience
what I have planned for your life. Yeah. And I want you to, I want you to go
back. I don't want to get too far removed from this because, um, it's not
something that may happen. It's not something that could happen. It's something
already happened, the gospel is the good news or something that's for everybody. If they would
receive it, if they, they can't receive it unless they're told about it from our testimony and
the testimony of those who have come before us and told us about it. And it stands in, in line
with the mental, um, acknowledgement. Just how are we talking about being made right with God through
believing it? It's not nothing that had like, you don't, it's nothing new. This is like,
You said 2000 years old.
You're aligning with the truth.
It just as you're made right with God,
it says they've become enemies of God by their mind,
by just being haudy and proud.
Thinking of evil thoughts, plotting evil,
taking the time to plan it out.
I don't think that, and when we talk about like,
if we talk about lust issues or something like that,
I don't think it's a sin to look at a woman
and say, man, she's a really beautiful woman
And then, that's kind of like first ends,
that's like human instinct.
But I think the sin is when we take that second look,
whether that's talking about looking at women
or pornography or whatever,
it's like this calculated, let me see what I can do
so that I can hide from God and hide from people
and still do evil.
And then, and the bottom one is,
is that that second thing you just said right there,
someone's doing that, then they've neither seen him
nor do they know him.
That's what the Bible actually says,
because those who are born of God,
those who are born of the incorruptible seed of God,
it says in 1st John 3.9, says this impossible
for them to go on sinning.
Now that's a big scripture,
and people Christians will fight that one,
tooth and nail.
You're telling me that you are not a sinner?
Well, absolutely I'm not a sinner,
except because sinner's own inherit the kingdom of God.
That's number one, that's in the scripture.
Two, it says that the DNA or the divine sperm of God,
right, the genetics of Father God are in you and it's impossible for you to go
on doing that. Now, I will add this to that. There was people obviously that
were enlightened in the New Testament time period that were rebuked. And
because they there was kind of a falling away, they left their first love or
whatever. But Paul said to them and expanded Greek translation that I have, it
says, stop assuming an outward expression of something that's not reflective of
your inner man. And your inner man is Christ Jesus. He is the second
Adam. He is life-giving spirit. So what's happening is that when you come
under the law, which is what Christianity is, the devil, it's not about
people. When we say Christianity, we're not talking about specific people.
We're talking about a system of confusion and chaos as it relates to, you know,
God, because it comes in his name that has been raised up to make even
potentially the elect be low straight, right? And that is the danger here that we're dealing with.
And so, you know, we have this mind of God, we have this mind of Christ that is freely given to us,
we have this genetic change that takes place in us, which really is a baptism, if you want to get
right down to it, into remembering who you were before you were even in your mother's womb.
Because it says that in eternity, he had marked you out and predestined you to be conformed to
the very derived image of the sun. And we know that the Son of God is the expressed image of the
Father. So we're talking about literally being made perfect without spot or ankle, without blemish.
And Christianity doesn't allow for that to take place because it always gives what?
In occasion to sin. It always gives. Well, if you do sin, you have the ability to ask the great
high priest, you know, priest after him because to forgive you. And that is true. But are we to go
to go on sinning away with the thought Paul said, how have we who have died to sin, how can we
live in any longer? Right? There has been a, we have been transferred out of the tyrannical rule
of darkness, which everybody was held captive to. And we've been freed and been brought into the
kingdom of the glory of the Son of God. Now, the only thing that's separating anybody who's
listening to this podcast right now, from experiencing that or not experiencing it is simply believing.
Yeah.
That's amazing.
Yeah.
So there's some people in the chat room now that didn't, and they're, they're new.
This is their first episode that, they're, this is their first episode of truth.
Yeah.
So, um, so they're saying, okay, is this a religious debate?
Is this a religious conversation?
Is it, this is a Christian show?
You know what I'm saying?
God is for everyone.
So, and that's what you're saying.
It doesn't mean if you're a Christian, you're going to get what we're talking about.
That's the thing.
Why are we resonating with people who have, they do not, why are we resonating with people
who don't resonate with the term Christian, you don't, but it's for them.
It's biblical, it's spiritual, it's true spirituality, it's true liberation and spiritual
freedom.
And it's for everybody.
It's not, like I said, God's not a respecter of persons that you have to believe what
we say.
this doctrine, you have to conform to what we believe or whatever, but God would deal.
I like how it's put in Acts, man, and it says that God would deal right to sleep with everyone
as long as they will repent. That word, repent, just simply means to have a change of mind,
a change of heart, and to turn from the things that are killing you. The bad stuff, the addictions,
the things that are not good for you. What kind of friend would we be not to tell you to turn away
from this stuff that we know is killing you. I got friends hooked on opioids, you know what I'm
saying? I have friends hooked on all types of hard drugs, man. And like for me to think that
to like not tell them that that's killing them and hurting them or just say, I don't want to be
around you when you're on that stuff. You're not my friend. Like you're a different person. Like
literally there's other spirits that work there. For me not to tell them the truth. Like
like, oh, isn't that love? I mean, isn't that love? Yeah, but it says in the
scriptures. It also says that have I become your enemy because I tell you the
truth. And we find that we want a bunch of Yesman in our corners. We want a
bunch of people telling us what we want to hear or whatever the case is. Or I
don't know if we want it, but sometimes we end up with that, you know what I'm
saying? We have a bunch of followers or a bunch of people who believe the same
things we've been in case for really all of humanity, if you think about it.
It's natural, though, right?
It's like calculated.
It's something that just kind of happens, right?
Well, that's because you can't please both God and man.
And so the natural tendency, not because,
see, let me just back up for a second,
I think it's important to recognize right now
and in the, it is a space-time continuum,
but at the fullness of time,
which was even according to the Zodiac,
which was the time of Jesus, you know,
there's a fullness of time that took place
now we're 2,000 years after what took place that is, you know, people it's debated.
But I mean, the fact is, is that it's still here today and people are still talking about
it.
So obviously, it did something.
People were talking about this man, Jesus in 12, it is disciples in him defeating death
and raising from the dead for the forgiveness of sin.
And that's about as far as it goes.
Usually, I mean, the forgiveness of sins and then you can go on with your Christian life
and you can do good things.
Well, that's an abomination because that's actually, he came to put to death the old man.
He came to put to death the misdeeds.
And the things that were causing us to serve man and serve man, right?
So what happens with every man or woman of God and throughout history is that they have
been persecuted.
And there's plenty of parables that Jesus gave while he was here about the vineyard
owner and sending his servants and surely, you know, they'll receive my servant and ultimately
they kill the servant.
and they'll receive my son.
And he was talking about himself, right?
And so God comes into the universe
through the person of Jesus of Nazareth, right?
Which is really just the incarnation that he chose.
Jesus of Nazareth was the incarnation
that God chose in the womb of the Virgin Mary.
And he did that specifically because he was reintroducing
the genetics that were introduced on the face of the earth
in the beginning.
And in the beginning, God did create man and woman
according to his likeness, he created them in his image.
And there was a, there was a corruption
and there was a, there was a, people could say fall, right?
But God didn't stop loving them at that point.
He didn't stop loving that.
He continued to work with him and he continued to send people
throughout history and to bring about an awakening
of understanding of just how important they are to him, right?
But here we are, 2,000 years later,
and people are still welcoming their children
into this world with the understanding,
though they're understanding that they have a sin nature.
This is what I wanted to bring it back to.
And that is not right, because we literally
are of the new man.
If there is neither a male female circumcision
or uncircumcision in Christ, but one new man.
So the great deception,
and this is how we talk about getting to be one,
the reason that we are one is because of the new man,
which is the second atom,
which was Jesus Christ, the life-giving spirit.
So if we don't love one another according to that standard,
according to the measurement of what he did
for every single person prior to his arrival
and after his arrival, then we go, right.
Then we actually go into a drunken stupor of the wrath of God
is what it talks about, because when you start drinking
from the cup of the wrath that has been served
to the horror of Babylon, which is book of revelation,
it talks about this.
then you're drunk with the idolatry,
you're drunk with the passion of desires
and flesh your drunk with all these things.
And that is not because God doesn't love you.
It's that system, he destroyed that system 2,000 years ago
and it's been dressed back up in his name
in the form of Christianity.
And it comes as a wolf, a ravenous wolf,
but it comes as a sheep, but it's a ravenous wolf inside.
And we know this because the Christian movement today
has no power, it has the forms of God, and it's as it was said it would be in the latter
days, the form of God, but it'll lack the power, right? So, you know, when we talk about
people, you know, whenever they hear Jesus, they hear Christianity, it's like big, great flag,
big red flag. Well, yeah, I get it. Think about it. Why is there such a red flag with this? Because
it's absolutely the truth is contained within this tradition, but there is no power in the current
tradition. Now, I'm not saying people aren't getting touch when they go to church. I'm not saying
that God can't meet you there. Look, if you're a true seeker, he can meet you in the fundamental
Baptist church and he can use the pastor to speak to you that day. Yeah, but be careful.
But I was he will. No, because he will. I went, we went and visited some churches recently,
and I went to the Baptist church, and it's a really nice, like, where the perfect clothes,
everybody's suit and tie, but the pastors are knowing it. Like, the pastor here is from God.
I'm sitting there like trying to hold my tears back because the word is for me two weeks in a
raw wind and every word was for me and in a charismatic church I would be ready to cry and weep
and just let it go but I was like these people are too poised like I'm gonna create a scene if I
do that here because I'm used to going to the churches and being a part of home meetings and groups
and stuff where that's okay if God's moving on you you feel led to cry it's okay but I'm like in this
really big Baptist church and like, oh my God, God is speaking to my heart and like, so yeah,
I say that jokingly, but it's a good thing when God, he meets you where you are. He will meet
you wherever you are. He will meet you in the darkest, darkest places. In fact, that's actually
where he tends to do a lot of those amazing works where he brings people out of that, that
that darkness once and for all because what we're talking about here is that system of darkness
that you know it talks about in the scriptures how if you have a brother who it kind of
has a fallen falls away you know he he says he he's he's uh you know he says he's a
believer he's up the way but then he starts to go out and maybe commit adultery right
or something like this we just say that well you know as a brother that's truly a brother
you go to that that brother and you say hey man um this is not in condemnation of you at all
But do you do not know the truth? You know, not the truth about I mean, it's obvious you shouldn't be cheating on your wife
But do you not know the truth that has can set you free from what it is that you're engaged in right and you give them the gospel
You give them the actual truth which is not declared openly and you in in churches
I mean, it's always kind of a comeback next Sunday kind of thing not just a this is it, right?
But what happens is that that guy
doesn't listen to you, it says in the scriptures that you go back with was a
couple more brothers right from your fellowship, and if they didn't hear you,
you turn them over into darkness, outer darkness it says, for the destruction of
his flesh. Now the destruction of the flesh, this is where Christians get hung up
too with the flesh, the flesh, the flesh, the flesh, my flesh, my flesh, my flesh,
my flesh, my flesh, I never say that and you'll never hear me say that because
Jesus dealt to the decisive blow to the sin nature. The sin nature is
translated as the flesh. And so what we're talking about is that that person, the law, the
sons of God uphold the law. We're not under the law, the sin and death. We're not under
that law. But the testimony of our life and God living in it through us upholds a standard,
because ultimately, if you've never come into experiential knowledge where all things have passed away
and all things have become new and you become a new creation altogether, you're not even human
anymore and you know it. You actually know that you're not human. It's not just a scripture.
Then there's something that has to be dealt with, there's something that has to be dealt with,
and there is a co-crucifixion that has to take place, and it says that we know Jesus was crucified,
that's what everybody, you know, when they wear the necklaces and stuff, but have they ever
been co-crucified with Christ? Because it says that we have to be co-crucified with him,
because everybody knows about the baptism, you know, you're buried with him with baptism.
Not everybody. A lot of people, you know, Christianian, and we got a lot of people who
This is new. This talk is new. Like, because we, you know, I'm saying we've been dealing with
people for years who they know Christian Christian, uh, Christian ease, you know, they know how to
spit Christian lingo. You mentioned going deeper than just the say in the prayer of repentance and
you're saved. Um, Hebrew six, I got a verse in my song, I say Hebrew six, I'm leaving the basics,
staring at clouds and counting the spaces, right? But it goes numb. It's a great sensation. I'm
I'm wrapped shit up to the heavenly places.
Oh.
That's what it's about though.
It's like leaving the places of the elementary foundations
of the faith.
That's good.
We can get into danger there because a lot of people,
they love that and it's like, you know what?
I'm getting deep.
I'm going in deep.
I'm leaving the elementary, small-minded stuff.
But I'll say this is kind of beautiful to kind of touch in,
but touch on both because there's even people here today
listening to this show who have never
heard of the elementary things of the faith. And so for me,
of trying to get so deep and like, I love the deep stuff,
I'm lost within the mystery, but found within simplicity to get
caught up, but like to bring it in because even, and you know
this, but even the, uh, the really elementary stuff for us to
someone who's never heard it, it's the true, and it is deep. It
really is. Yeah, I mean, silly Asian with God back, well, yeah,
And then that's the deep.
That is the forgiveness of sins, right?
That is the raising of the dead.
I mean, that's actually what the scripture talks about, right?
And yeah, Paul did want to go into deeper things
with a lot of the early, like the first believers of the way.
And he says, you know, you've said this before in the podcast,
I know a man that has called up into the third heavens, right?
You know, whether it was in the body or outside of body,
do not know, right? And he's, and he's experienced things that actually were beyond his understanding
and he could not even translate that back into this realm. He couldn't put that towards it.
It had been unlawful for him to even try, right? But ultimately, what did Paul say? He says,
he, everything that he achieved as the, what people would say, the great apostle, right?
He counted everything as, can I, I can't use, can I use a profanity on this?
Yeah, sure. I mean, he counted everything a shit. Yeah, done. Yeah, dunk. Yeah, I mean, just a better word, right? I mean,
feel the rags. I mean, filthy rags, right? He counted rags. What is that? Yes.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. All that. So we've got a man who, number one,
Paul was literally like the man in Israel, right? He was a Pharisee of Pharisees. He literally was
as close to God and their consciousness that you could possibly be, but he was actually the one
persecuting Christ. And in God's love for him, despite what Paul was doing,
he reconciled Paul in a royal fashion with an experience, a white-light experience where,
you know, he literally is called up. Was that, did you have an encounter? Was that your
entering impact? I've had encounters my whole life. Was that your, what was your entering encounter?
because it was mine, like the fire, the crying, the tears, the burning, like the wake up.
I've had, I've had a lot of those types of experiences when I was an initial, initial come.
Yeah, I think that, like, my initial come to Jesus would have been my first memories of being
three and four years old in in my bedroom. And I remember going into my bedroom and
shutting the door. And I would, I would, as long as I can remember, I've had a constant
communication, not just a self-talk. You know, I mean, everybody has self-talk, right? You know,
where you're working things out in your mind. But I've had this constant dialogue that's been
going on in my mind, and a lot of it was like what I kind of felt like I, sometimes I
would question whether I was projecting what God was saying, right? Whether it was really God.
But at the end of the day, I mean, at the end of many days is a little boy,
and it happened at the end of the day. Typically, when I laid down, when I now lay me down to
sleep, you know, we're taught that prayer, which was a fearful thing, right? You know, like,
what if he doesn't keep that back? There was a fear aspect to to dying back then, you know,
for sure, like you didn't want to die, but it wasn't, I didn't want to die because I,
it wasn't because I didn't want to go to hell. I was just that I knew that I was here for
more and that I didn't want it to be cut short. I wanted to know what it is I was here for.
And so in my bedroom, and this isn't the most profound of the stories, I will give a couple
testimonies while we're on the on the line that are are of recent that are really powerful and
but I will just say something this might jocks a memory of some of the people who are listening.
You know is laying in my room and getting a sense that there was someone or things something
in my room many times over and over again and even seeing what I would consider demonic things
as well, where, you know, there's shadows, and there's movement.
What would you say, the earliest age of three?
You think?
Yes.
Yeah.
I was having it early on, and I couldn't really say a whole lot to my parents.
I couldn't really communicate a whole lot because, you know, I mean, yeah, I'm a kid, you
know, you think maybe this is normal, right?
And so what would happen is that there would be a war happening, because usually it was
of a war between this feeling of fear, right?
You know, when you were a little child, you know,
you ever have your arm off the side of the bed
and it's kind of cold and you feel like something
might come up and grab it, right?
I mean, I think a lot of people can relate to, you know,
just kind of wanting to say tucked in tight in their bed
because they're just, you're in a room that's safe,
but what, it feels like something might grab you,
something might get you, right?
Well, what does that come from if it's just natural,
you think?
No, I think, I think it is absolutely a loser.
Well, yeah, absolutely.
I think the lot of age of three, though,
like what would you, what would have happened?
No, I don't contribute all to the pattern of the world.
So it's not like somebody was telling you this,
so you've seen it in a movie,
now you're going to bed scared.
And I didn't have a natural answer.
And I wasn't having any traumatic experiences as a little boy.
I wasn't like a muse as a little boy in the sense of,
you know what I mean?
I was spanked majorly.
I mean, and it was not, it is sometimes it was a little bit much.
Yeah. But I think it's really too as well.
Like, oh, I was saying to you, I mean, all the way.
Yeah. I mean, there's, there's, I was, I want to say this too,
because like, I feel that like, it's almost a marking.
I feel like those, the, my early demonic counters,
yeah, I'm trying to make sense of it is the inner head.
You know, that, uh, you call out, you have a call on your life and he's
trying to scare you from it, run you from it, kill you at an early age, really wants to suffocate
you because he knows the work that you're going to do to bust up the kingdom of darkness. I don't
know. I'm trying to make sense. I don't know what you just said was literally what I was about to
get to. What it became for me, because that battle against light and dark, if you will, it was
happening in the context of me being in my bed at night with my eyes open, having this conversation
with God. And then something over in the corner presents itself and it's a fear. And it's a
big question mark. What is that? And what had to happen for me as a little boy is I had to learn,
in Scripture's talk about this, but I didn't know the Scripture like this back then.
Yeah. He talks about submitting to God and resisting the devil and the devil flees, right?
Huge. Well, what was happening to me as a little boy is I'd have to make a decision. You know
but I'm going to leave my arm hanging off the side of the bed.
Even though it's cold and even though I feel like I'd be more protected
if I had it underneath my belly, you know?
I'd say, you know what, God, I trust you.
And that's where it began.
And you know what, it takes those still,
it still takes those experiences
and those types of things in every one of our lives
to actually have our mind renewed
to where we don't serve fear anymore
because perfect love, right?
I'm submitting the perfect love,
perfect love cast out all fear.
I love it. Yeah, all of it. All worry all doubt on belief, all fear. So fast forward, you know,
I'll call these things and I've called them for years. I'll call them reference points
because a lot of times people, you know, they're sporadic, you know, you remember one time when you
were five years old, maybe another time when you were seven and there was a lot of normalcy,
even though you weren't normal, you were questioning things. There was a lot of normalcy
throughout that period. But those reference points say, what, what happened? What was it about that?
I saw something. I experienced something. How do I have that? And I asked that question, my entire
upbringing. And, you know, I mean, I went down, did, said the center of prayers as a five year
old. And I had the radical glory of God just shimmering all over my body and church at church,
where I'm saying, I give my life to you, right? Well, when you're five years old, you can do that.
But I can tell you right now, you're still going to be tested in this. You're still going to be
testing this. And ultimately, because we are brought every single person, every
man, woman, child on this planet, right now to this day, unless your, your
parents are literally walking as angelic beings, literally they, they understand
who they are. Their mind has been renewed. They're walking according to the
mind of Christ. They're doing only the works of the one who sent them here. Then
you are being conditioned and you're being fashioned after a pattern of the
world. And that pattern of the world is the exact opposite of being like a
child. You know, it's always wanting to get you to grow up, right?
Take your innocence. Yeah.
Well, it's to take your innocence. And that's the first thing it starts to do.
And you know, you can see all the programming that does that. And you get
especially with school. And I hated school. I mean, I really hated school.
And I was held back in kindergarten. I mean, I was spanked in kindergarten at
this Christmas. But I got kicked out in the first, in the first grade, because I
was rebellious, you know, because I was doing medicine.
Well, yeah, well, thank God they've been putting on any medicine. You know, I'm
really thankful for that, but I went into public school and I had much better experience
as a believer in public school.
I actually had more better relationships with people who didn't have any background with
Christianity at all.
You know, I grew up in a black neighborhood, you know, I didn't get the rapper gene like
you got, man, but you know, I definitely relate to my brothers and sisters, right?
I have a darker skin tone and I still have lots of brothers and sisters, you know, and
And I believe that there was that was formidable and that was a part of what my experience
was supposed to be.
But I still had these questions, you know, when you're, you know, you listen to Tupac,
you know, and you're having these experiences and then when he gets shot, I'm at a school,
I went, my parents could be back in the crisis.
And they said prayers in the morning and well, I remember that morning where he was shot.
I actually stood up and prayed in front of the class where they, you know, they pledged
allegiance, which I kind of always had a problem with that too.
And I said, you know, I want to pray for, you know, Tupac Shakur and, you know, it's the
children, some of the children laugh because they knew, but the teachers didn't know because
they were shelter.
And then when they found out, you know what happened?
I got in trouble for praying for what did you and you didn't do it as a joke, right?
No, it wasn't a joke.
I literally was praying because at that point he hadn't been killed like he was, I believe
he was in hospital.
Yeah, he was in the hospital.
So it was like fresh.
I had heard the news.
You know, that's moving, moving, moving, moving.
So I have all this, all I can tell you is that
throughout school, I knew I was special.
Not special because I was making good grades
or people like me or I was really fast at track
or played football, whatever it was.
It wasn't that, it was that literally.
I knew that I had been created by the creator
and that specifically I had great value to the creator.
And although I only have reference points
right this second in this moment
and I'm not experiencing the conscious reality
of what I know is out there, what is available.
I have reference points that show me that there's more.
And so I started to continue to ask him for more.
Ask him for more.
And so fast forward, you know, around 17 years old.
Yeah.
Are we good here?
Yeah, we're definitely good.
I'm just like, that's where you get into trouble.
We see.
Oh man, 17, everything happened to 17.
I mean, I experienced a whole lot.
We're asking for more as well.
Give me more, Lord.
I want more.
What do you have for me?
What's really going on out there?
OK, you want to know?
Exactly.
Fast and pray for a week.
I mean, I'll show you what.
There you go.
And so at 17 for me, I was questioning whether or not
I wanted to continue in school.
I was in the AG, IB classes, and I wasn't doing that
great at it, because I was also trying to manage sports
and marijuana smoking.
So I started smoking cannabis, like a lot of people do it
in young age.
And my experiences with cannabis
were not simply an experience to try to escape.
Well, in a way, it was trying to escape reality,
but not to an artificial reality.
It was looking for a confirmation on the mindset
and the program that was running in my head
that was so dramatically different than most,
it seemed to be everybody else that I knew.
And so I was seeking, when I did cannabis,
I was actually seeking where everybody else
was out partying or wanting to get laid or whatever it was.
I was asking questions.
And you know what, a lot of the times,
I was actually getting answers to a lot of my questions,
confirmations at that time.
But yet that wasn't freedom, it wasn't salvation.
Cannabis was not a medicine that was going to heal me
permanently, right?
And so, of course, I got into other things too.
I got into, I did ecstasy.
And ecstasy was this radical,
and I went before I took it the first time.
I remember saying, I don't really know
what I feel like I was being led to take this.
I mean, I really felt like I was being loved
to take this stuff, but there's a fear, you know?
And I'm saying, I whatever this peel represents,
I want it to be used by you God, and I would take it.
And you know what?
You'd feel the most incredible, tangible manifestation
of love throughout your body, right?
But at the same time, that wore off.
It wasn't perpetual.
And so I knew that ecstasy was not the way,
it was not the truth, it was not the life.
And so I didn't go in after that.
You know, I didn't give myself to it.
Now, still assignment,
there's still assignment and something you guys have talked
about on this call.
I wanted to go into that with you.
The still assignment was something that I really felt
from the very beginning that of everything
that I had ever done, including cannabis,
that still assignment was a gift.
And still assignment had a message.
Even at 17, I knew this.
And I mean, I'm 35 right now.
So at 17, I knew that after having experience
with the mushroom, which now people will call the medicine
or the plant teachers or whatever, you know,
we party in the sense that we can see things happening
and you're describing what you're seeing
and people would call that hallucination.
From the very beginning, I didn't call it a hallucination.
I saw it as a perspective that was available at any time
time, that literally it opened your eyes to be like a child in a lot of ways, to be completely
hyper connected to the present moment.
And in the present moment, if you're hyper connected, you know what you can actually see,
you can see God, if you look, you can actually see God.
And so what would happen is I would see God, I would see God in the Milky Way, I would
see God.
And one of the UFO encounters that I do have and one of the only UFO encounters I have
was actually on psilocybin and it was confirmed by another brother, not a brother,
it was a friend, he saw the exact same thing and we told it to a mutual party without
communicating it and we saw the exact same thing. And it was, you know, and it wasn't like
we got taken up and not like that, but it was, there was all these things happen in that
time at 17, they're like boom, blowing the lid off saying, there's more. There's so much more
available in your conscious reality to be able to perceive what's going on or at least
measures of what's going on.
And so I would call even that,
so Simon became a reference point.
It didn't, it wasn't salvation, it wasn't healing.
And to amazing.
Yeah, yeah, and it wasn't demonized.
It's true.
It was not the answer and it is not the answer,
just like ayahuasca is not the answer.
The question that you have matters
because we talk about the intention,
when you go into an experience with so Simon
or ayahuasca or any of these things,
it's the intention, it's the intent of the heart,
It's the question that you have.
It's who you serve every day.
I'm lucky that every time I've done it,
that's been the intention.
You want to be those.
I say on the details.
I can't, like I've done several podcasts
with just a micro-dose or nothing crazy.
But when you go in deep,
you go in with that question, man.
You do.
And a lot of times, you know that question
in the way that you thought it might be answered
isn't answered.
It's actually just blows your mind even more
to where it's just like, you know what?
I gotta get outside of my thinker, right?
Yeah.
As another brother, you know, Brandon,
we say you got to get into your drinker, you know,
drinking drink, right?
You got to drink the line of God.
This, this, this.
This, this, this sort of life is the word coming to me.
The elixir of life and he is the elixir of life.
And that's why if you're thirsty,
if anybody in this podcast is thirsty right now,
Jesus said, come to the well, right?
You know, yeah.
And to have a drink that will cause you to never thirst again,
right?
So when we, when we have these encounters
with suicide and or outside of that,
you don't have to be.
honestly, you can have experiences.
Let me frame this for you too.
Okay, so for the listeners, because you're,
well, let's just say you're a Christian.
I don't even know if you identify with that.
You're a believer.
I can't relate to what that means,
but I would call myself a son, for the lay person,
someone who believes in the death burial resurrection
of Christ and justify by faith through belief in that.
You're essentially a Christian, a mystic, a son.
you have faith in Jesus, you are successful,
you have your own business,
your successful, your father,
your responsible citizen,
and you partake in
suicide and mushrooms that have helped you on your journey.
Oh yeah, they have assisted you,
is that safe to say?
Definitely safe to say.
In fact, every time I ever,
and I didn't do it a whole lot back at 17 years old,
but every time that I did do it,
I had, it wasn't that anything that I believed
was disproved, it was that everything that I believed
about Jesus was proven during the experience.
That was what happened to me.
Other people, you know, they go into a trance state
and they go into like a wormhole
and get taken somewhere and you don't talk to him.
Here it is, I'm like declaring the glory of God,
looking at, you know, the flower take a breath,
you know what I mean?
Like you just completely connected to everything
that he's animating and giving life to.
And so you would hit it on the head if you said
that that was absolutely a part of the journey.
Well, let me just go and dive into this
because this is where things get really interesting.
So at 17 years old, I lost my virginity.
And that was something as a Christian
that you're not supposed to do.
Yeah.
But the only thing you get growing up was,
You know, you're not supposed to have sex before you're married, you know, it's it's sinful to have sex before you're married
But that's about the extent of what I know was a child that needed more information
And so you know what I was praying as a little boy is God don't take me before I have sex
I mean, I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm joking. I really I mean, I'm a sprayer
As far as I got you know, because because the law showed me what I couldn't have and so therefore because I have been raised on the law
all, the wall, is it working, the things you, you know, you're not supposed to do, you do.
And ultimately I ended up getting myself like, everybody I've ever met on this planet,
they don't have conscious a lot of them to what's going on spiritually.
I ended up yoking myself with some demonic spirits through this encounter that I had with
this woman.
And I didn't know it at the time, but things definitely changed in my life.
my cognitive function, my perception of reality,
something was different after I had sex.
And it wasn't a good difference.
And I started to have health issues.
And so I'm someone who was sick for 11 years.
You look at me now.
You're like, oh, you would never imagine
that I actually was sick.
But at 17 years old, I went after I stopped doing all,
the end of the 17 years about the 2018,
I went back into, I stopped doing all the things
that I did in terms of exploratory stuff.
when it came to any type of substances, right?
And it was time for me to get serious.
This was not bringing me to the ultimate truth
and I was time to get serious.
Well, I ended up, like I said,
you had yoked myself to some spirits
that I didn't know what I had done.
I started to have some stomach issues initially
that every time I ate started having issues
with my stomach pain and my stomach.
Of course you go to the doctor, they say,
they do some tests, they say,
you've got gastricitis and I'm like,
what is gastricitis, you know?
It's just a label and I never believed it.
And they put me on some sort of medicine
and it made it worse.
The stomach issues got worse and it got worse.
And then one day I went and I used to exercise
a lot back then cause I played sports
and I went back to the gym for the first time
in about a year and when I worked out the next day,
my muscles and my upper body
cause I did upper body workout
swelled up three times the size of normal
and I'm not even joking.
And it first, it didn't hurt.
At first, it was kind of like something
that happened, like the Spider-Man bug had bitten you, right?
And then you got some kind of like supernatural,
but it wasn't that because-
It wasn't good.
In the next day, I had blood in my urine.
I never seen that before I had my urine
was the color of Coca-Cola.
And I went to the specialist right away.
They tested my blood.
They found out that I had extreme muscle trauma,
extreme muscle trauma, like they had never seen before.
In fact, they sent the results to Duke and Duke wanted to study it because it was so
unusual and they didn't know why.
They just knew that the doctor told me at the time, he said, if I took you out back and
I beat you with a bat to the almost the point of death, the elevated CPK, creating
kinase levels in your blood would still not be as high as they are and all you did
was work out.
So all of a sudden, my life went from, and I was always exceptional, not just in my own
mind, but I was different.
I didn't have a I was running on 12 cylinders in a way, you know, but I got knocked down the two cylinders
So all of a sudden I cannot do the things that I used to do when I tried to go work out again
I had the same problem and
This was a big question for a while and it it changed the course of my life where I started to seek truth about what was going on in my health
And with seeking truth about what was going on with my help
I found out that this was in 2001 and one I ended up moving down to Florida was brought in the real estate
really the Lord rescued me from a life that I was living in
Charlotte, North Carolina. He rescued me, plop me down. After
saying a prayer out of the book of the Bible, you remember the
prayer of Jabes? I think I've been praying that for 20
years, I think it finally is coming through fruition.
There you go. He is expanding. Yeah, he is expanding.
But I was given that book and I remember that was all I had.
And so he met me where I was at it and it and the crazy astrotheology understanding of
how I think interconnects.
He was basically me looking at my life saying, I am destroying my life, I can't run this
show, I can't do this, I was looking at things deteriorating in my life and I knew that
I needed him.
And so I prayed that prayer and literally I got into a car accident a few days later and
total of my car and I woke up and I was unscathed. I had, you know, some some
burns from the airbag. The car was totaled. Um, and, and that point at that
point, I was moved down by my dad who was in Florida doing high-end luxury resort
real estate sales and marketing, which was always the intention once I got out of
school was to bring me into that business. And I got bought in at 17. So I
said, 17 like everything happened at 17. I ended up, you know, getting a
kind of like Escalade because I got into the business and I wasn't going to be a sales executive
and you had to have a full-wheel drive. And so, I mean, I was blessed. I mean, in the natural,
you know, you had, I had an oceanfront condo that I was staying in when I got down there,
but still, I was sick. And so, what happened is from 2001 to 2004, I'm trying to get well,
I'm seeing mainstream doctors, the traditional doctors, and I'm having all kinds of tests run,
and nothing. They can't, they're not able to label it. They're able to see things that are
happening, but they don't know what it is. And meanwhile, I made $80,000 the first year I got
down there. And then hundreds of thousands of dollars each year after that, that's how the progression
happened. So we had real estate sales at that time in the early 2000s, 2001, 2002, 3, 4, where we
were selling hundreds as a company, the GIN resort company, GIN development company, was selling
hundreds of millions of dollars in a single day in real estate, renting, they had, we had a
helicopter at our, at our, at our place of work that I would do aerial tours when people flew
in to look at the property, the beach club, all this kind of stuff. And then when we would have
these cells, like these weekend cells, people would come in from all over the world and buy property
and then they celebrated by renting a huge yacht and going out on that yacht and had prongs,
the size of your hand, pop and bottles of crystal, pre embargo Cubans. The stuff that you
think people would love, you know, if you get to this place where you're able to file on a private
jet, you know, you're someone. Well, at a very young age, I lived this charmed life in that way,
yet it had zero value, had no significance to me because I was sick and I was conscious of being sick.
So in 2004, the Lord moved me to Tampa, Florida,
and I became a sales executive at a property north of Tampa
and did really well over the course of like six months
working towards an opening.
That said, my health was getting progressively worse
and worse and worse that time.
I thought I was dying.
My family thought I was dying.
Meanwhile, I found out that I had a gluten allergy,
which everybody on the podcast at this point
has heard of gluten, right?
And there's probably not anybody that hasn't heard of gluten,
Back in 2004, it wasn't really on the radar.
I was told, you know, not the mainstream medical
was through just a holistic doctor
where I held this electrode in this hand,
electrode in this hand, and it shot something for me
and sent this back this information to a computer screen
and still have no idea what it was
and said, you have these food allergies.
So my life changed at that point.
I stopped eating gluten and I stopped eating eggs
and my stomach did get better.
Like it stopped hurting the way that it was,
but my cognitive functionality,
Like my perception of reality was suffering.
I felt like I couldn't put two and two together literally,
sometimes.
People would look at me.
I would look completely normal,
but from a standpoint of brain power,
I felt like I was exerting a lot of brain power
just to sit down and read.
It was really challenging.
So at the end of this brand opening,
six months I worked for this opening,
I quit my job the day I had the opening,
left a couple hundred thousand dollars of money.
The day, well, I made $300,000 that day,
but left a couple hundred thousand dollars on the floor
because I said I quit and I wasn't gonna be there
for the seat closed.
That you have to be there, work there
to see the second face open and closed.
Well, I went to Mayo Clinic.
My parents flew me up to the Mayo Clinic
in Rochester, Minnesota, where I spent a month
being treated like a case study.
I mean, they had needles being poked down into me
while I'm awake, with electrodes where they are listening in
to static frequencies, trying to find out what's going on
with my muscles, I had good veins to take blood from.
My veins were collapsing after the 30 days.
They took so much blood from me.
All these crazy experiments they were doing.
And nothing at the end of it, it was a big bill
and nothing came from it.
And after that, I said to the Lord,
I was an entrepreneur doing things
outside of real estate at that time too.
I said, Lord, I said, if I can do these other things
that I can understand, wrap my head around,
like I was developing a hovercraft technology,
another story, but basically,
I can wrap my head around these things.
Why can't I understand what's going on in my health?
And what I'm getting ready to tell you is,
and I'm gonna keep fast forwarding through this,
we could get to the point of healing.
I'm just wanting to lay this out
so people understand the significance
of what was happening in my life,
is that when I only had a problem
when I initially went and worked out,
and then I'd have the severe muscle trauma,
swelling issues of my kidneys, blood in the year,
But that progressively got to the point where like if you called me and said, hey, Joshua,
I need you to come help me move a couple pieces of furniture.
While I was moving the furniture with you, I could feel things being released like toxins
into my bloodstream and I could feel it in my head and my cognitive perception was being
affected.
And the doctors actually could see that the waste from my muscles was going into my bloodstream.
So that's, I was actually picking up.
I was always very sensitive.
Well, when I went back after about six months
after doing the Momeo Clinic thing,
I started getting to holistic healing,
rate gay, all this kind of stuff, right?
I went the entire opposite direction
and I didn't do pharmaceuticals during that whole time.
I just knew I wasn't supposed to.
That said, I started finding people along the journey
that genuinely seemed to care about my health,
genuinely seemed to care about my well-being,
although none of these people were able to heal me,
not a single one of them.
I walked around dizzy for years.
I had a lot of nausea from this problem.
And six months after doing the grand opening in Tampa,
I go back and I felt somewhat decent.
I could kind of remember that day
and it was, I felt somewhat decent.
And I, but not well, like I hadn't felt well in years.
That's how, you know, successively day after day,
I could see, I haven't felt well in like years.
But I felt decent.
And the day, that day went up to the property
to check in on the progress of the golf course
that was being developed there.
Person I worked with at the time, back then,
they actually jumped in my car
and as soon as they jumped in my car,
boom, something triggered and I felt the worst.
Like when I felt the worst
with my rain function,
it was certain trigger points
and I didn't know what it was.
As I was driving home to Tampa,
from that property that day,
I asked the Holy Spirit,
I said, Holy Spirit, I said, what is it about that moment
that calls that?
And the only thing I correlated was that she had perfume on.
That's the only correlation I had,
and that made no sense to me at all.
So I go to Google back in 2004, and I said, Google,
of course you couldn't talk to Google then, right?
You just had the type it in.
I said, Google, perfume allergy.
And this whole world came up to me
that I had been experiencing that nobody had ever told me
about. And at that time, it was called MCS, multiple chemical
sensitivity. And it's a bad condition. Gulf War syndrome is very
similar to it where people came back. They were supposed to
extreme neurotoxins and toxic levels of chemicals and more. And
then now when they come back to the real world, they they're
allergic to or hypersensitive to synthetic chemicals that are in
everyday common household chemicals, right? Or diesel
exhaust or you know, the polyurethane on their table, I mean,
the list goes on and on and it becomes a situation that's very dire because you either have to change
your environment or you suffer and you're going to suffer either way because at that time there's
no cure for it right and everybody who if you had no money then you're in trouble because you
can't go out and buy an organic mattress that doesn't have any flame retardants on it. Good luck
you gotta have 5,000 bucks to do that. Thankfully I did have resources and I exhausted those
resources over years. I mean, literally exhausted those resources did not work the way that
most people actually never. I didn't have a normal job during that time. I literally used
the money in my bank account to run me for years and years and years to try to get well.
You know, I changed everything. I got into green building. I started to understand a whole
different industry of sustainability. And that's where it took me. And I had several
ventures that I was involved without in California because of that. And I learned things
during that time, that were critical for this conversation today.
Once I realized that I had this chemical sensitivity, I then realized that after watching
a movie called The Aviator, I don't know if any of you have seen The Aviator, but it
was about Howard Hughes and Leonardo DiCaprio played that guy and Howard Hughes was an
eccentric billionaire and he has a lot to do with the satellites in space and the spruce
goose, the plane he built, anyways, he went mad at the end of his life.
he went mad and he basically was tormented by devils
and they called him OCD.
That was he had the worst case of OCD
and at the end of this DVD in 2004,
there was a special credits,
like there was like a features thing
and it was about this OCD.
And when I watched it, I related to it
but not in a way of putting on a title or identity
saying I have OCD.
What I recognize is that yes, I am aware
and everybody listening to this podcast
intimately aware of what's going on in their life and especially things they don't like, right?
And a lot of times if you have a problem in your life, maybe it's a financial issue, maybe it's anything, right?
Then you meditate on these things and you meditate on these things at times that it's not actually producing anything good in you, right?
It's a worry. It's a fear. It's an anxiousness. It's a it's a mind that's running rampant that makes sense
And so if people want to know what the mind of Christ looks like, it looks like the exact opposite of that, because what God showed me after listening to that DVD was, yes, you have a sensitivity and you have an awareness and you have a, he didn't really, I kind of equated as I have a problem, right?
But if I go out in the future and I project in fear, project the outcome of things that
have not occurred yet, then I'm living in a world that is tormenting me.
And so I knew at that very moment I said the power and we've all heard that the warfare
is in the mind.
The battle is in the mind.
And I looked around me and I saw billionaires, literally, billionaires who were flying
in their private, Augusta jets and all this kind of excuse me, helicopters across the town.
people were tormented, man. They were completely tormented. They had no peace. They had no
attributes of actually having God live inside of them. And I could see it. And I said,
I want my mind renewed. I want to be able to hold thoughts captive. And I remember for about
a two month period, I submitted to God day after day after day for the first time of my life,
holding every thought that came into my mind captive. Praise God. And you know what? It was hell.
It was hell and I know I've helped with other brothers go through these processes and you know
What at all hell breaks loose against you when you start coming into the true?
That's just what happens. Oh, yeah, you're going with some resistance. It's because there's some truth here, right?
So here we go. I'm actually doing this process. I'm realizing that wow
There's actually a lot of warfare against me
I can't stop this thought and so ultimately some of these thoughts do get sown as seed in the soil of your life and
And what would happen, and I had experiential knowledge of this, is that God would show me,
like I would have a good day, one day before, still dealing with the sickness, right?
But I'd have a good day in the sense that I actually was spiritually advancing,
and practically experiencing this peace that can come in and guard my mind.
And then the next day, all of a sudden at the end of the day, you're kind of like,
you're spiraling out of control, and you don't know how you got there.
Well, God gave me the ability to start to see that thought life, right?
If we meditate on these things, it becomes something that actually gets planted in the soil of our life.
And if it gets planted, you will undoubtedly have to deal with the fruit.
You have to. You reap what you sow.
Now, this was an accelerated process that started happening for me because he would show me the seed that went into the ground
and how it grew up into a tree and then even if I let it fester for like maybe a month,
all of a sudden now you got a forest that's grown because that tree matured and then it's drop
in other seeds and then at that point that's when it's really difficult to trace back the initial
point of entry. God started showing me initial point of entry in thoughts that were not my own,
thoughts that were being given to me that I had identified with as my own, I started to see that
that they weren't my own.
And so I started to see for years incredible,
incredible advancement in my spirituality
as it related to the power of intention.
I got into the power of intention,
Dr. Wayne Dyer, all that kind of stuff.
And I started seeing that I could manifest things
according to the seven faces of God and allowing me-
Would you, is that a good thing for you though?
Would you like that it was good?
It was good for the time.
Okay.
It's not, I don't do it.
I don't do that anymore.
You wouldn't recommend Wayne Dyer or Eckhart Tolle
or nothing like that.
No, I would not.
I would not.
I would not.
Yeah, I mean, I think that I would put it this way.
You know, if you want to, if you want it,
if you're going to seek the truth,
you can go there and you'll find some truth.
No doubt.
Is there's truth in that?
Ultimately, if you want the shortcut,
then you're going to have to come to the way.
And there's only one way.
Yeah.
You're going to have to come to the way.
And this is experientially,
everything I'm talking about is experiential.
without getting far off, I would say,
I think that when you come to the way,
I still feel like he could still like use.
He still uses.
He still uses.
He uses that with me.
I can't demonize those guys, or in the notation.
I'm just saying if you would demonize,
I'm gonna say stay away from them,
or like you did learn for where you were at.
It helped you.
Absolutely.
Absolutely.
Yeah, I'm not gonna, God can work through all things.
I mean, literally, again, it goes back to the intention
of your heart, you know, and he knows that.
And getting that settle between you and God,
knowing that God knows that your heart is good
because he's giving you this heart.
You don't have the heart of flesh anymore,
this, excuse me, excuse me, not that we've been given
on that.
The heart of stone is what I meant to say.
You actually have the ability to be in covenant relationship
and experience relationship with God through this new mind,
the mind of Christ, through this new nature, right?
This new heart he's given us.
We are in a mode of existence right now.
this body is a mode of temporal existence.
They say, vehicle.
And what happens is when people get sick,
they start identifying with the body.
So the thought life gets glorified.
And then people start to think more and more
about the things that are not good and lovely.
The Bible talks about focusing on the things that are good
and lovely, the things that are above, right?
But when you've got a health issue,
you've got a gluten allergy and you've got to go out to eat.
And you're concerned because you get really sick from gluten
and you want to make sure that chefs doing the right job
and no one cross contaminates,
you put yourself into bondage.
Even though you don't want to be there,
even though you do not want to be there,
you are in bondage.
And so I walked in bondage for a year after a year,
yet I progressively was moving forward
in my relationship with God.
And in 2007, so this is where the story gets interesting, okay?
In 2007, I remember being into the power of intention,
I was seeing miracles happen around my life.
I could visualize parking spaces
and the busiest club district of Washington, D.C.
going out with friends and saying,
we're gonna pull up the second,
I'd never even been in the place, I could see it.
The second place, it was just my heart.
I see in my heart, the second parking place
to the right of the door is gonna open up
and work everyone.
And you know what would happen?
That would happen.
And my friends would be like,
how in the world did you,
and I'd say, we all can do it.
And what's interesting is I practice that for years
and it never brought healing,
it never brought true freedom.
It was not the way, but the principles were though, right?
Like, because I would watch, I would listen to those guys in their saying,
let's, let's believe for the, uh, the parking space like this secret and all
those guys, let's believe for the paycheck.
I like to take that and apply it to let's believe that when I call this person
on the phone, the Holy Ghost is going to invade their life.
He's going to heal them, touch them, they'll be forever changed.
Let's believe that.
Let's speak it.
Let's confess it.
Let's see it in our minds.
I and guess what, we get on the phone.
Hey, I'm gonna pray for you right quick.
They start crying, say, being a counter-god,
like, do you think for the right reasons, right?
That's right.
And I think the key here is that you can take it that far,
but when it has to be a prescribed methodology
of what it has to unfold a certain way,
the key is that you don't know how he's gonna heal
that person, exactly.
That's the thing, is that people,
when you start projecting how we think it all to unfold,
that's when we get into a place where it actually
becomes a limitation, right?
And we're trying to remove all the confines
and the limitations off of our perception of God.
That's the whole idea.
And yeah, absolutely.
What you're saying is absolutely true
because then you start to see having a beta earth
through having believed that.
And that is a part of this process.
So in 2007, I met this point I was doing,
I got back into the real estate for the first time.
I needed to make a little bit of money.
And so I got a job up in West Virginia
near this place called the Green Bar, which is a club.
And I, a friend of mine helped get a condo with him
in Washington, D.C.
And I'm heading back from Washington, D.C.
And I remember listening to this book
called Mirror Christianity by C.S. Lewis on my car stereo.
And I used to listen to a lot of audio books,
but I hadn't listened to anything Christian.
I actually kind of went away from,
I've actually went away from Christianity,
but everywhere I went and everything that I studied,
I found Jesus, I found him and everything.
So it's like, oh, wow, this is amazing.
But at the same time, I couldn't disregard my roots
because my roots were experiential understanding
and knowledge that I had with this Jesus of Nazareth, right?
With his Holy Spirit that I can't just throw out
because of what man's done in his name,
which everybody has a problem with the religion, that's why.
So I'm listening to Merry Christianity
and I remember that day feeling horrible.
I mean, I just, when I tell people I felt horrible,
I mean, I literally, I woke up many days on it
I want to wake up for you.
My blood sugar was out of control, up and down.
It was like hypoglycemic, diabetic,
that affected how I felt.
I had to control that through food.
I was very, I had a regimen.
I ate all organic.
I mean, I had to be 100% exactly the source of where I needed
to get it from the right brand, everything.
It was so much bondage.
It was the layer upon layer upon layer upon layer of bondage
and restrictions, although they were good.
They were good, I was eating organic foods,
I wasn't eating GMO's and all that kind of stuff,
even back then.
So here we go, 2007, I'd pull into a parking lot
and in this parking lot, I actually was sitting
at the trailhead to a, basically it was a trailhead
to go up this ring bra river trail.
And I remember getting out
and I started walking up the trail
and I walked a couple miles.
And it was beautiful outside
and I was communing with God through the experience,
even though I still didn't feel well,
I still was communing with God.
And I remember getting to this point on the trail
where I took off my shoes
and then I felt like I was supposed to take off my clothes.
I had never felt that before.
And when I took off my clothes,
it was a little bit like, is anybody around here, you know?
And I just decided I was gonna do it.
And I took off my clothes and I got into the river
and it was cold.
And what was amazing,
and this was an incredible experience
that I'm about to tell you about.
And it was just the beginning of many more.
But I got into the river and I submerged myself.
And when I came back up,
I was not there anymore.
I mean, when I say I was not there anymore,
I could not have even projected this would have ever happened.
All I can tell you is that the colors in the sky
were completely different.
I mean, I'm talking about like,
when you're on a siliceye venture up
and you're seeing all these different spectrums of light
that you're not used to seeing
and you're hearing all this, right?
you're feeling this weighty, in this case I'm feeling this weighty, weighty joy, this intoxication,
this thing that has completely eclipsed and overshadowed every single element. Every single thing
that I had experienced in my life to that very moment was eclipsed by what was happened to me in
this moment of shimmering light that was just coming into me and that was what it was. I felt the
heavens open up and what I heard because I had been asking the question as I walked up the trail
is who am I? Who am I as what is asking? Because I've been listening to the
mere Christianity and I know that it was talking about being the disciple of Jesus.
And he says, you must, this is what I heard in that encounter. You must be willing to die
to yourself to find out who it is that you are. You must pick up your cross and you must follow me.
I mean, and we've heard people say that over and over again. But here it is, I'm having an
counter and in that encounter, God is calling me a be a disciple. And that experience did not go away
for a couple hours. I started to get back up and move around and I enjoyed the experience and I had
this fear in the back of my mind, though, that I was not healed, that this was going to come back.
And ultimately later that night, it did. When some friends called me to tell me to say, hey,
you want to come out to this bar, you know, they were going to dance and I didn't really want to,
But I decided to go meet them anyways as soon as I walked in it left me and I didn't feel that again
Didn't till 2011
But between 2007 and 2011 I became a disciple of the Lord Jesus
I systematically you know how we talked about holding thoughts captive, right?
I systematically started to engage in the process of having my mind renewed now for for a many men
Again, if you say all men, a lot of that has to do with your perception of women, right?
I mean, like that healing of how I view women, not looking at women lustfully, right?
Not thinking about doing anything with them, all that, like all that stuff has to go.
Because the creator of the universe lives inside of me and he's not looking to have sex
with his daughter.
You see what I'm saying?
Like if Father God, if you, if I'm supposed to be the
expressed image of God, God is not looking at my brother or
my sister the same way that the carnal mind looks at
them. So it's learning to align and hold thoughts.
It's got to have been a lot of that had to do with ultimately
being tested in it where a beautiful woman comes into your
life. Maybe the most beautiful woman is ever coming to your
life after you said that you're going to do this. And then
you find yourself in a very precarious situation where you've
kind of given yourself a little bit too far. And then you
have to make a decision, I'm sorry, I can't do this. And she's like, why? And you're saying,
I don't know. I just know God's told me, and I know that sounds crazy, but God has told me
that there's something spiritual that's happening between man and woman or anybody, right? When
you come together sexually. And I said, I would be doing you a disservice and you would be
doing me a disservice. If we come together without understanding what that is. And you know what,
But there was women along the way,
that didn't have, it only happened one time,
but there was many women,
I became a minister to women through the fact
that I actually could be trusted with women.
Where a lot of Christians are like,
oh, you can't be trusted in a room by yourself
with a woman, it's like you don't have Jesus living
inside of you apparently,
because I had became so intimately aware
that the person inside of me,
we talk about all the theologies out there,
that's why I don't like theology, period.
Theology is a theory of God,
I don't wanna have a theory of God,
I want to know God, I want to experience God.
I want God, if God is supposed to be living,
he says he always wanted to live his life in and through us.
It's so funny, because people like,
when they try to come back to you, they say,
may your theology is off.
Your theology is wrong.
Right, but you haven't seen what I've seen.
They heard what I heard.
This is what I, this is my theology.
That's very influential knowledge.
So here we go.
I'm going to fast forward to 2011.
I come into a place at that point.
I'd spoke to me around 2010 that I was baptized in water.
I wanted to be re-baptized in water because I knew
that there was a significance to that I didn't understand.
Just like eating the bread, right?
Eating the drink in the wine, eating the bread.
I was like, I know there's something more significant about it
and I'm going to believe it this time, right?
So I was dumped.
I was baptized by a brother who in a lake
and ultimately that experience changed me
And I went from Josh, that was Josh up into that point.
I went from Josh to Joshua.
And Joshua is the name of Yeshua, right?
In English, that is the name of God incarnate
in this realm.
And so it has great significance in general,
but it also had great significance to me
because I buried the old man.
The old man, I said it has passed away.
I was a bearing witness to the fact that this is a curtain me.
And now I am coming back up, never to participate
in any of the things that have plagued humanity,
my family, generation after generation, generation,
of course, I'm not gonna engage in this anymore.
And I started to see after that moment,
I started seeing lots of people come into my life.
I started being used mightily to bring not people to a church,
but to just experience fellowship together in the spirit,
people who didn't even believe in God,
where there were signs and wonders happening
around our conversations to prove what it is
that we were talking about.
So in 2011, I had started to see people be healed
because God said, I'm gonna start using you
and people were gonna start being healed.
And I'm like, I'm thinking,
but hang on a second, I'm still on two cylinders.
You know, I still need to be healed.
And but yet nevertheless, I was willing to go my whole life
if it took that feeling sick.
I said, you know what, I'd rather do your will, God.
And feel this way, then to, you know, the alternative.
And so ultimately, I did.
I started seeing him lead me through signs.
And the numbers have been happening for so many years.
Numbers started leading me.
And I would follow them.
If I asked, do I go right or do I go left?
He'd send and I would even put it in my mind.
I say, if I see a 55 right now at this right, I know to go right.
Right. And he would give me that.
And that was an amazing thing that he did.
Ultimately, in 2011, I had a divine appointment
with a Buddhist man down in Charlotte, North Carolina,
which is where I'm at right now.
And this Buddhist man had never heard the true gospel.
He had only heard the religious gospel.
He was hearing the gospel of the testimony
of the blood of Jesus in my own life,
which is the gospel living epistles, right?
He came into an understanding that day
that there was something incredibly powerful
about what I was telling him that he had never heard
in anything in all of his exploration, all of his study.
and it wasn't a dealing with ego,
it wasn't a dealing with self, it was a death to that.
That's one of these things where you see a lot of these
people talking about ego, ego, ego, ego.
Well, ego is the old man.
Ego is the sin nature.
Ego is the curse of the fall, the first atom, right?
Once Jesus came, he destroyed ego.
He buried Ego.
Yeah, that's what we call the flesh as well, yeah.
It's called the flesh.
2011, this Buddhist man says to me, he says,
Joshua, he says, listen, he says, I have some money that you need to meet, and he works
for me.
He's named Anthony.
So he introduces me to Anthony.
And Anthony says, oh, he goes, what church do you go to, man?
I said, I don't go to the church.
I said, I am the church.
And he says, well, he goes, brother, he says, I'm an acoustolic minister, man, he says,
I know exactly what he said.
Have you been to truth?
He said, have you been to the palace?
And I was like, what do you mean the palace?
He says, it's just up the road at late Norman.
And I said, you talking about the old movie theater?
He said, yeah.
Well, I knew where that was at.
I was like a quarter mile from my house.
He said, there's a group of people meeting there.
The signs and wonders were happening.
People were being healed.
Demons are being cast out of people.
And it's not a church.
And I said, well, I want to go.
That's like, is that stuff's happening
in and around my own life?
And I said, I need to meet other brothers and sisters
that are operating in this.
So the day rolls around.
It was a Sunday afternoon, that I go.
And I show up at this building.
And when I show up at this building,
this man named Joshua meets me.
And when I saw Joshua look at me, I saw Jesus look.
I mean, it was a crazy thing.
I was like, yeah, it was something special
about our connection.
And that night was from 2007 to 2011,
a full, and even my whole life,
a full culmination of my whole life happened that night.
I heard this man speak to about 15 people
and this rundown theater with no microphone.
And he's testifying about this,
about this divine identity called sonship.
And the spirit of the Lord or the spirit of adoption
or the Holy Spirit is called the spirit of adoption,
comes, came on Jesus and you cry,
Abba Father, right?
It comes on us, we cry, Abba Father,
that is our direct main line to God,
is the Holy Spirit, holy, the Holy Ghost, right?
So here we are, he's talking about the identity
of being a son, a literal son of God,
as Jesus is, and this is not new for me,
but I've never, the way he laid it out,
I had never heard it so powerfully laid out.
It was like God speaking directly to me.
You know what I'm talking about.
Yeah.
And I wasn't convicted in any way, shape, or form
about my life.
I actually was, really, I had never been
in any better place in my life, and with God,
had zero to do with finances.
We haven't even been talking about finances.
That's a big part of this too,
because my finances went completely away.
I lost everything and gave everything away.
So that's a whole nother part of this too,
to start to see God moving despite finances, right?
That's a big one.
But here we are, he says to the crowd,
if anyone in this place needs healing in your body,
any type of healing at all, I want you to come down.
And I said, I'm ready to pray for somebody.
That's how I felt.
I mean, I was like really ready to pray.
I wasn't thinking about myself at all.
It was just like, who needs healing?
And I sort of seen some people go down
and I felt really like a tangible push in my back to go.
You need to go.
And I saw I go.
And some group of guys come around me
that were part of the fellowship
and they said to me, it's a Joshua, they said,
what's going on with you, man?
I said, you look at me, you see I'm normal,
but I'm not normal.
I said the long story short is that I've been battling
sickness for 11 years now.
And I said, I know that God can use me in a greater way
if I wasn't operating in this.
And I know that this is not, this is him, you know,
and I feel like it's time.
And I have been prayed for before.
Plenty of cares about how people have prayed for me
and not, I've not been healed.
I just stopped thinking about being prayed for.
I mean, I think there's a lot of people
that can relate to that.
They go to church over and over again,
they look to get healed and they don't get healed.
So all of a sudden, it seems like the power
gospel doesn't work. Well, I still believe that work is just, it was working through
me to other people and not really transforming my, my, my hell. Yeah.
That night, those guys prayed for me. And I felt the love of God. You know, I felt
like they're care for me, but I did not get healed. And then Joshua, who was
praying for a woman who got slain in the spirit and she was laying out and I
looked over at him and he's looked up at me and he says, Joshua, he says,
He says, hey, where you hilt?
And I said, well, I don't feel horrible.
And I kind of laughed a little bit, you know?
And he says, well, the Lord gave him a word of knowledge
at that moment.
He pulled me off to the side by the exit door,
right next to the big screen.
And he says, Joshua, he says, and I had glasses at the time,
he says, I'm going to look at you.
He says, but I'm not looking at you.
He says, and I'm going to talk to you,
but I'm not talking to you.
And I was like, this is, I was thinking, this is really weird,
You know, but the message that had come out of him was so powerful, brother, that I submitted
to allowing him to do this.
And then he starts to say this, he says, in the name of Jesus, I command you, the spirit
of infirmity, I command you in the name of Jesus, you come out of this man.
And then at that point, I thought, I was like, he thinks I have a devil, he thinks I have
a demon.
You know, here it is.
I'm like, closer to God than I've ever been, you know, and he's there, but then I look
down and I look back up and I thought to myself,
oh, what the hell, I was like, maybe I do.
I have never been willing to think that before,
but I knew that for 11 years I had been operating in this stuff
that I didn't want to be in and I wanted healing.
And so when I look back up at him,
he says, I command you to release this man in the name of Jesus.
And then I look back down and I'm curious as to why he sang this.
And I remember looking back down at my hands
and I look back down in my hands and I won't be able to replicate it but my hands were frozen.
I couldn't even go like this. I mean it was frozen stiff and then when I look back up at him
you remember the experience back in 2007 where the heavens opened up and I felt the weighty glory of
God that happened again I look back up at him everything changed it felt like I was in the space
felt like the cosmos in scale it felt massive yet it felt very intimate at the same time and when
And when I looked into his eyes, I didn't see him anymore.
I literally, I mean, literally, it's the first time.
And honestly, like that, it is the last time, I don't say we'll be the last time, but
it is one of the last times I've seen it, where I've seen Jesus Christ, the Hopa glory
staring right at me.
And he looked down into the depths of me, and there was a stirring in my belly, I felt
the stirring in my belly, and then I look back up and look back down and my arms were
locked now.
I have 100% perfect perception of reality.
There's no demonic entities talking to me
or through me or any of that.
I'm literally feeling what I would,
I still call it the same thing today.
I felt the ancient of days.
That was an encounter I was having
because I was experiencing this ancient warfare
that had been happening for who knows how long?
We're talking a long time.
It's longer than 5,000 years,
longer than 6,000 years, eons, eons, the war has been raging. And here it is, the one that's greater,
the one that is greater. The one that is greater, the one that is greater, the one that is greater
is penetrating the depths of me. And this thing presents itself to me now when I started connecting
the dots, I was like, Jesus went around ejecting demons, sicknesses from people. And you know what
Bell like infirmity. It what it felt like was that and I heard a girl
I don't know which one what her name was but she talked about having like the genie in her right?
Yeah, that was a good one, right? I didn't know it was gonna go there. Yeah, so so I felt like a suction the reason why this was
hanging on to me
It was literally spirits or spiritual of some spirit, right?
And it was I had unauthorized entry into me
I had made covenant somehow with it at some point in my life
And here it is, it was the input on the spot,
and the one grader was saying, you go, this is my son.
Right?
And what happened is these guys,
although they walked in some power,
they didn't have the power to cast this out.
Wow.
It went on for probably 30 minutes or so.
Yeah.
And yeah, I mean, heaven's invading earth.
I'm getting the gospel.
The pastor.
Joshua couldn't do it, really.
No, he kept looking at me saying,
Joshua, he's like, just hang on. He's like, he's like, he's going to have to obey. Right.
And what happened is I actually received a download. So when I felt like this portal,
that was what I like to tell you is I felt like this portal and this download that started
to wash over me. It was like the Word of God washing over me. And in that, in that experience,
I felt authority and I felt dominion. I felt authority and I felt dominion come to me.
And then I started to speak because no one was more intimate with these spirits than I was,
because I had been being, my life had been being wrecked because of them for many years.
So I started to speak in the name of Jesus. I started to speak and command them.
And the name of Jesus, I command you to come out of me. You come out of me right now in
Jesus' name, Spirit of Informed me. I've never called a spirit, my name before, and I was calling.
You know what happened? My dark-skinned brother, that was actually when I was introduced to Anthony,
he comes over, he says, Joshua. He got a word. He says, he says, it's coming.
As soon as he put his hand on my belly, I felt the stirring.
It felt like a supernatural force, like this just radical energy, but it didn't hurt.
And then I felt like this almost like it's pulling up.
And as I just continued to submit to the Lord, pop, and it was literally like a pop.
And my body went limp.
I didn't fall out of the ground, but I went limp.
And when I came back up, I was unequivocally, I could tell you, I could tell you 100%
and I did right then, I was healed.
I was healed, there was no question, there was no doubt,
there was no worry, there was no fear,
there was nothing, it was literally,
my hearing was different, my vision was different,
my perception of reality, my sense of smell was different,
because my sense of smell was heightened,
because of all the chemicals and stuff for so many years.
Like I could smell everything in a room.
That's weird to say that.
I could smell everything, like pregnant women,
they get pregnant and they can start smelling things.
It's because it's a warning, like you stay away,
stay away. There are things that are warfare in our environment that are real. Like the
chemical sensitivity is real, but it's not as real as the blood of Jesus. So if you will
elevate your sickness or your disease or your disorder, your dysfunction above the truth,
then you're going to experience all that that has to offer. But when you say, you know what,
I'm submitting to you God and when you said by your stripes, I am healed. That means that no matter
what I feel, no matter what comes against me, no matter what symptom that I feel,
I'm going to submit to you in it. I'm going to submit to the truth that you've said to me and that's
difficult. But when you do that and you remain in it and it may take years, I don't think it
has to, but it may take years. People don't want to tell people that in Christianity. You do
have to solidify this thing. You have to solidify now. Now, I'm going to have to go, I drank a ton of
water. I'm going to have to go the rest real quick. Can I do that? Well, keep going. Okay. But yeah,
Go ahead.
Go ahead.
Oh man.
Awesome story hanging out with Joshua Davis.
Keeping up with the chat.
A lot of people are enjoying this.
Christy folks.
Christy asked me, okay, for those of you guys watching on the video right now, what is
on my cup.
I'll talk about my cup.
So I'm drinking coffee here.
She's asking what's on the cup.
This is a cup that my wife made me for my birthday from a video game that I was playing
for a while with some friends, a game called Miss Creators, like a zombie survival game.
I was really into it for a while and this is one of the towns on there, so she made
this cup for my birthday and it also had on here it said welcome to Pinecrest because
that's the name of the town and so yeah, she made this and made me some other like a
cruising and stuff with some miscreated stuff on it. But she told me not to watch this in the
dishwasher. And I put it in there anyway. And so the the title on here was really skinny. So I
took it off. So yeah, I messed it up. But that's what's on my cup. Yep. On this particular one. So
So yeah, well, shout out to everybody holding down in chat for real.
Chloe, meditation man, little T, what's up, little T?
Christy, Danny, Liliana, Ruot, co-desk.
You guys are awesome.
So yeah, it's a good time to read your comments.
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Welcome back, Joshua.
Hey, people.
I love the story, man.
That's, you know, there's so many, um, so many interjections and questions and stuff.
For one, it's hard a lot of times when you're used as a minister to go down for prayer.
Like you said, you didn't even kind of fathom the fact that you had it, could have a demon
or a captain.
I did.
But it wasn't mine.
Right?
That's the problem is we come into agreement with these things and then we put on the
identity of them.
That's why it's so important for everyone that's listening.
Don't agree with anything about yourself that's left and what God has said about you.
Come on now, that is the truth.
This whole thing is about identity.
It's still about sonship.
That's why the script shows the Bible.
It's so important, right?
Because we're like bombarded with, man, it trust me.
If I was to respond to the scoffers and the naysayers
and the persecution, I wouldn't be doing this right now.
I totally wouldn't.
Like some of the YouTube comments
or some of the backlash and stuff like that.
Like I'll quit, you know, I'm not qualified for this,
whatever, but I understand the calling
God's called me to what he's placed within me to release. I see the positive messages, the changes
in people's lives, the affirmation, people who did not know Christ, did not know Jesus or now
in relationship to what you've been talking about for almost two hours, like they're in relationship
with that now because of listening to this weird. And I'll be the first to tell you that there's
many, many, many millions of people that are in relationship with God and with the Holy Spirit
and we're Jesus right now and they don't even know it.
That is the truth.
And I know a lot of people think that,
especially Christians think that it's gotta be,
you gotta have said the prayer and all this kind of stuff
in order to be able to have God moving and you're like,
no, that's a lie.
That's a straight up lie.
God loves each and every one of us beyond what we can even imagine.
Imagine.
So this stuff we're talking about essentially is universal.
You don't have to have made the acknowledgement of Jesus.
I think there's people serving Jesus.
Like you said, I don't even know it.
I think there's people who are keeping the love of God perfectly and don't even know it
because they've never even heard of it.
They don't even know what it is.
And their conscious bears witness of that.
And it was big for me, man.
That was a big, big thing for me to see what you mentioned.
It's a true secret thing.
It's for people to see the truth.
And it was weird for me to meet people who weren't Christians, who may have been in Hinduism
or studying that or studying Islam.
I have brothers who are in Islam, but no Jesus.
They'll tell you that.
Some of them don't know them by that name.
But to see this very similar experience happening
in their life, taking place, that's mirrored with mine
and then fighting people with their own religion, Christianity,
who were some of the most evil, cold, hearted, racist people
you would ever meet.
You know what I'm saying?
And so that was a huge part of our dream.
That's true.
And that's what we're called to do.
That was a huge part of my awakening,
and then I watched that clip of Billy Graham,
and I put it at the end of one of my songs,
syncretism where Billy Graham's talking about
that I believe that we're not gonna see this great
end time revival where everyone's gonna come to church
and come back to God and they're all gonna fall
on their face and worship Jesus.
He said, I don't think we're gonna see that.
He said, but I do think that God is calling
and remnant out for his namesake.
And they're in every people group
all over the face of the earth.
some of them are in Islam, some of them are in and Hinduism and some of them have never even heard
the name of Jesus in their life, but God has called them and marked them and He's using them.
That's for people and I'm like, it's beautiful to see someone as seasoned as Billy Graham
come to the same conclusion. I think that we eventually have come to, you know what I'm saying?
Yeah, I could speak. I could speak that's the truth of that. I also could speak that
that Billy Graham passing away is the passing away of a Christian error, too, that needed
to pass away.
And that's not against him specifically, but Billy Graham really didn't preach the true gospel
that set you free once and for all.
And Christians, Christians are not once and for all saved, meaning, I mean, he'll set
free to make all right, where you literally are as he is, so are you, right, in this world.
And I think I want to give a couple of testimonies
as it relates to these people and other faiths
is that the truth question is,
are you seeking truth?
Because I know Jesus is truth, right?
And so if you're seeking truth, that's fine,
but here's the signature is that there is a unique signature
a vibrational energy, there's something about
the presence of the Holy Spirit in someone's life
that is discernible by other people who have that,
right? And those people when they come together, you have all things in common, even though
you come from different backgrounds. So when the spirit in someone bears witness to the spirit
in you, that's how you know, right? People are taught not to trust that, not that they can't trust
their judgment and they can't trust their heart. Your heart will lead you astray and the
hearts will deceive on the wicked. Who can know it? And the thing is, is that most people can't,
and here's the reason why, and it's not because it's not the truth, it's that they never cease
from their own works to enter the rest of God. And I think if we hit anything in this last
bit of the podcast, by the way it's 111, it just happened to look at the first time.
One more perfect unity of the brethren. Is that, you know, at some point and during this,
I talked a lot about the sickness and talked a lot about the healing and ultimately, you know,
I will give, let me give this real quick, follow up to the healing. So I walked and continuous
signs and wonders for months, like I didn't have anything robbed me for many months,
except everything after that experience.
I mean, my whole life changed on the dime, literally.
I became like, I mean, I literally was like Jesus.
I mean, I was traveling around.
I was seeing things, hips, heels, legs growing out,
like everything.
I can no one knew about it.
And I wanted to kind of post this stuff on social media,
but the Lord was like, no,
you're leaving 99 to go out for the one.
The one is the one I'm bringing you to.
No one else is from them, right?
It was just, that was what it's been for year after year for year.
But during that, I was tested as every one of us
will be tested in what I say, I believe. It says that, you know, so the devil comes to
tempt, right? He's a liar. The father comes and he tests and his test is as in the scriptures
for the purpose of approving our fate. His test is not to take you through the valley of the
shadow of the death to where you're going to fear evil. It's that you will fear no evil,
like his test is to solidify and to perfect your fate. And then, okay, so then what did he give
the revelation of Peter about fearing evil. He said, called no man evil either. There you go.
It ties in. That it does tie in. And how you judge is everything. So we're talking about
here is that you reap what you sow. So if you judge according to the tree of knowledge,
you get good and evil, then you're selling into that duality of the curse of good and evil, right?
And then everything that you see, the lens that you see from is going to be determined by that.
So you're going to ultimately judge every person, even if you're on the astrotheologist,
but I'll ask for theology side. Eventually, your knowledge becomes so much that it puffs up,
and all of a sudden you have no love in you, and you're not, and you're judging people
who are actually created. I think you're talking about somebody, in particular.
Actually, I actually like Santos. I never had heard of him.
But by Jordan. Oh, in Jordan. Oh, yeah, him too. I mean, these guys, I mean, what they
speak about. It sounds very compelling. It sounds very, um, they have a
genius of the truth that we're not getting from church. They do. But where is
your love that? Because it says that in the scripture that they'll know him by
your love, meaning our love from one another. So the true testimony is gonna be
by the love that we have. So if you get together on like on a podcast like this,
the one thing that is sure is that if you and me who are on this podcast right now
are a light man and one of court. We have all things in common, which we do. And we've found
that out. Then ultimately, and we love one another, then people who are listening this are able
to come into the tangible manifestation of the glory of God that's happening between us.
Yeah, I'm reading it in the comment section. They're loving it.
Amen. I don't see in the comments. That's cool. Let me just say this real quick, because
you know, when you have a mindset, even though I was healed and it was not going to be taken from me,
I became a militant for the Lord.
I'm talking about willing to die for what I believe actually.
And I'll give you a testimony.
So week before I was healed,
I was ministering to a lady down and she worked
at Bank of America and I was ministering
to her about the Lord on the streets of Charlotte.
And ultimately we were gonna get something to eat.
We were gonna talk some more about it.
Anyways, I couldn't get anything to eat
because there was no gluten-free menu.
I could not get gluten-free.
And so we just kind of walked around.
We walked in this one restaurant.
It was called the Crapeseller, a week before I was healed.
And at the Crapeseller, they were having a busy night.
It was a Friday night.
And he says, Joshua, he says, I would love to have you guys
come in the night when he says, we are booked.
Saul, he says, but we do have a gluten-free menu.
And come back next Friday, and we will take great care of you.
We even have gluten-free beer.
That was like, awesome.
Sounds good.
So between the time, that Friday, and that Friday,
Sunday I was healed, I had no idea.
11 years was gonna culminate.
My whole life was gonna,
the culmination was gonna happen that Sunday.
That next Friday, I went to that restaurant
with that woman to have gluten,
not to have a gluten-free meal to have gluten.
And I knew it.
And all the way down, I was hearing so loudly in my head,
I was hearing the voice of the stranger.
This time it was different.
It wasn't me just believing I was gonna have a problem
if I was hearing, if you do that,
you are gonna be so sick.
You are, I mean, I even like die, like I mean,
because I felt like it sometimes if I had it,
I would be out for like a week.
Dude, similar case with me with alcohol,
like drinking alcohol as a believer
or having a glass of wine for communion, scared.
Oh, you're gonna get addicted.
Oh, don't do it, bro.
What didn't to do with your dreams, but you don't.
Yeah, cause we have to test and approve his will.
That's what the scriptures talk about.
You come out of the pattern of the world
to have your mind transformed
to be able to see his will.
And that's where we're heading in this conversation.
But what happens is, I know his will because he touched me.
He transformed me.
I was literally healed, but I had to execute wrath myself
on the thing that was coming to destroy my life
and all of our lives.
And that is the warfare,
even when you talked about being marked at three years old.
It was already there in the room.
It was already studying what was going on.
It was paying attention to this one, right?
And that's how I believe these truth seekers
that are on the podcast, no matter what background
you're from, I'm telling you,
you've been drawn here for a reason,
very important reason, and you have,
you can bear witness in different ways,
even if you didn't come up in Christianity,
you can bear witness to the significance
that you know that you have.
The Monica Tax Strong.
And the attacks that have come to try to rob you,
we all can relate to that.
So I go into that restaurant,
and then the owner of it, he's a Joshua,
I was like, well, just a welcoming committee for me.
He's like, and I was high though,
because I submitted the Gus,
I was cussing at these devil's mouths.
I was like, I was like, F you,
I was like, you know, go to the lake of fire,
you know what I mean?
Literally, I was using whatever I could use.
I'm not listening to you.
So I go into the restaurant, I'm flying high,
just infectious like my enthusiasm was.
And it was just like, wow, everybody could feel it.
And he says, I got your gluten-free menu for you.
I said, well, I don't need it.
He said, what do you mean?
I said, I said, I was here last Sunday of a gluten-hour.
He says, you don't just get healed of a gluten-hour.
And I said, I did.
And he said, hell, I said, I had a face-to-face encounter
with the Lord Jesus.
Yeah.
It felt so good to say that, because that's exactly what I had.
And you know what?
He said, wow, he says, okay.
And I said, I want the most glutinous meal you have here.
I didn't really even want gluten.
I still kind of didn't like gluten, you know what I mean?
I can eat gluten, by the way, I eat gluten now.
But the point is is that I didn't really want it there.
I just spiked.
Yeah, I just like, I want the most gluten thing.
And then I also hadn't had a real beer
since I was in high school.
So I like the best Belgian beer you have.
So I get the Belgian beer first, obviously.
And I'm sitting across the table
and I'm telling this girl, Whitney is her name.
I said, Whitney, this is what happened to me last Sunday.
You, I mean, I, and she's just like,
she knew how much trouble we had that week before
I couldn't get, she all, she knew it was blue now.
She didn't know about all the medical conditions
with the muscle and my blood sugar and all that kind of stuff.
And I took a first sip of the beer,
and I'm telling you, I heard the sound of a freight train
come, and it wasn't good.
It was not a good sound.
And all of a sudden I started to kind of get like,
whoa, I don't messed up.
Yeah, like, you know, and so I looked at her and I kind of kind of struggled for a second
to kind of gather myself and I looked at her and I said, excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom.
So I go in the bathroom, you know what I did? I looked into the mirror and the same
Jesus that I saw through my brother Joshua that penetrated me. I looked down into my eyes
through the mirror and I said, I'm willing to die for what I believe and I said, I submit
it myself to you and I was looking at Christ in me. I said, I submit myself to you. I went out there
and I drank that beer and I'm telling you, I had some more temptation come during that beer of
feelings, but I just immediately held a captain, held a captain, got the gluten meal, started eating it,
ordered another beer, right? And literally, it just vanished. The feeling vanished completely.
I got a word of knowledge about this girl's ankle in the restaurant. She came outside was healed.
I never had a problem ever again with gluten.
Ever, never once.
Now, let me give one more testimony about the muscle issue
because that was the biggest issue.
I will start in the media interject this.
This is a picture of the Lord's sending you,
and this is the Lord's sending you back
to where He called you from, what He healed you from.
I know people who have struggled with homosexuality,
He sends them back to minister to the homosexuals.
He pulled me out of witchcraft and occultism.
Yep. Hello. Look where I go. I go straight to those people. Hey, I'm
true. Think of what's up. Hey, man. You know what I'm saying. It's a
beautiful picture, man. It really is beautiful. Absolutely. And
there's a lot of people that can be and have been blessed by
the testimony of this. And I hope that are being blessed today or
whenever they listen to this, because listen, sickness is a lie.
Cancer is a lie. Any of these dysfunctions is order diseases. I
know the real in the sense that your perception of them is real. And
they are, they are actually causing wreaking havoc biochemically in
in your brain and in your body, yes, that's real.
But what's more real is him.
And when we submit to him, and I'll give this example,
and this was the culmination of everything
that's still the deal of my healing at this moment.
I couldn't go without food.
Like I had this regimen where I had to have
the right ratios of carbs and fats and proteins and all that, right?
And I had the cleanest diet.
I was eating superfoods, imported superfoods,
some Ecuador and all this kind of stuff.
And I mean, just always eating well.
but I was still in bond as to food.
And so I gave a lot of money when I had it at that time
to missions.
But I knew that I couldn't go on those missions.
I could just help fund those missions
because I was fearful as is prior to getting healed.
Fearful to go over there to that African country
because what am I going to eat?
That is the devil.
That is a lie of the devil.
We can eat deadly poison in it will not harm us, right?
Doesn't mean that we go out and make a habit of eating.
We do it every day.
We go over and drink our tap water.
Exactly.
We have to be willing to sacrifice this stuff.
So here we go.
Here's the sacrifice.
I made a decision to invest in backpacking equipment.
And this backpacking equipment, I was hoping to get some brothers
to go with me and go into the wilderness.
We have some amazing places in North Carolina mountains.
You can go deep into the wilderness.
And some guys said they would, but then they didn't come.
I decided to go, and I decided to go with no food,
a forest fast in March of 2011.
So I've been healed.
I'm doing a forest fast, just like I did,
a forest gluten feast, right?
The forest fast was just gonna be with water
and I was gonna go up on the mountain
and I was gonna be with the Lord.
And that's what I did.
I was taken into the limbo gorge.
I was literally led with sons and wonders to where
I was supposed to go.
I had a map from Aria that I could not read.
I was like, it made no sense for me.
I'm just kept looking at it.
I have no idea where I'm at.
What the map, but I don't know where he's at on the map.
Exactly.
I just couldn't, it was like the Lord had,
it was like I was confused on purpose, right?
And so I'm walking on this ridge top called Jonas Ridge
and I've been walking this ridge for a while
and the limbo gorge, which is the wilderness.
It's like a little kind of grand canyon
on the east coast called the limbo gorge in North Carolina.
Anyways, several people passed me on the way down.
The sun's starting to set.
And I knew I wanted to camp next to the river
down to the base of the gorge.
So I had a long ways to get down.
And they're like, hey, man, are you going down?
Like, are you staying tonight?
It's kind of like this caution thing, you know?
Like, be careful.
And so that's, you know, these little temptations, right,
to have like a little red flag for fear.
And I finally got to a point
where the sun was starting to set,
and I hadn't made my way down the hill yet.
And so I got to this trailhead,
and you know what the trailhead was called?
It's called the devil's hole.
And I was like, I am going down to the devil's hole tonight.
I mean, it was like, it was a fear at first,
like what's gonna happen, right?
But I said I'm going.
So I go down, and the trail's not even blazed in there.
You can lose the trail,
but I ended up making it down the trail
about 30 minutes later.
It turns out this is where they train navy seals there.
That trail, specifically,
the hardest trail in the gorge to get down and up.
I go down to the bottom, I set up my tent,
go down the river, and there's no one around.
I mean, there's no, I'm not gonna see wildlife,
it's beautiful, but it's just me.
Just me, and I'm talking to the Lord,
and I'm just giving thanks for the fact
that I'm still walking in this love of that he has for me.
Like, I'm walking in the tangible love that you have for me,
and I'm here, do what you will.
And that night, I remember,
God has a sense of humor too,
because I really wanted my eyes to be healed,
like to clear up, you know,
because I had to wear contacts and glasses.
And so I pray, I was like,
the only thing that has not been healed on my body
was my vision.
And I was like, I'm really asking that you heal us.
So I just prayed, I took my contacts out
and opened it up and I saw clearly out of my right eye.
And I was like, praise in the Lord man.
I was like, what about the left?
And ultimately, what I realized is
I didn't take the contact out of my right eye.
And I laughed and he's like, God had a laugh with me.
But I got out of the tent and I heard him speak to me.
It was so clear.
He said, Joshua, I want you to call me father.
I had never heard that before.
I mean, of course we know when you're when you're
Christian, you know where the children of God, he's a father.
But we're talking about the father of heavenly luminaries,
talking to you saying, I want you to call me father.
I said, okay, from this point forward, I'll call you father.
And then I looked up into the sky
and I saw a star moving.
It was a star moving, and it took me a second.
I'd seen stuff like this before phenomenon,
but my bearings and I looked at another tree
and there was a limb, so I had a reference point
and I could see literally,
my mind was not playing tricks,
my eyes were not taking,
there was a star moving around in the sky.
And this doesn't take so much time
and this just takes literally being a relationship
with God, right?
So I lay down and I went to sleep.
I kinda just wanted to go to sleep, I just needed it.
I had this, it wasn't the best I sleep,
but I woke up the next morning, it happened to be Easter,
and I'm down on the gorge.
I haven't eaten, it's the first time I've not eaten
in a whole day, done strenuous activity,
and I wake up day two, and I felt,
when I say worse than I ever had,
it was worse than I ever had during those 11 years.
It was the worst, and I went over it and peed,
okay, I want to go urinate, and when I did,
It was black and instantly, I'm talking about instantly
when I saw black urine coming out of me.
Of course, your mind's jogged back
to the first time that ever happened to you
and then all the issues that you had and all the pain.
And the pain takes off forever to get home
and you don't know how to do that, right?
Well, you know what happened?
The authority in the dominion that was given to me
by the father that night that I was healed
rose up instantaneously in my belly.
And I said, I am pissing you out of me.
I was pissing the darkness out, man.
I was pissing the darkness out.
You know what?
That day, traversing that mountain top,
that the vertical sentence ridiculous,
it took me hours to get out of that hole.
It was the devil's hole.
That's why they call it the devil's hole.
I've been at 15,000 feet back country snowboarding
in Colorado and it felt like that lack of oxygen.
I take two steps.
I felt the weight of that 30 pound pack.
It felt like the weight of the world on me.
And I could hear chaos and confusion,
which I wasn't used to ever.
like even in the years past, chaos and confusion.
And I'm submitting to him every step of the way,
submitting to every step of the way.
And then I get to the top, finally,
I get to the top of that mountain.
I was just thankful to be able to set my foot
onto Jonas Ridge.
And you know what, it's soon.
I'm telling you, this is what's so amazing.
People will always want the sort of thing to happen to him,
but you can never make it happen.
I set my foot on that flat ground
and instantly, instantly, everything that I had felt
that morning vanished, everything.
in the filling of the radiation glory of God came back.
Boom.
And you know what he said to me?
He said, Joshua, he said,
I endured the cross so that you could live on top
of the mountain.
And you know what?
I haven't had any health problem since.
I had crucified every lie that has ever come.
And yeah, you have to go through that period of time.
You might ask me renewed,
but that is a necessary thing.
You hold up this thing that's saying it's the truth
to what is the truth and you will find out who is Lord.
You will find out who was supreme, and I'm telling you,
I use the name of Yeshua a lot now,
just because, you know, people, the name of Jesus
has discussed so, but you know what,
regardless of that, I have had encounter with Jesus.
He has manifested himself through that name,
and I still don't like using that name a lot,
just because of the negative connotation, you know?
But what I will say to anybody is if you will call on his name,
he will manifest himself.
If you knock, he will come in,
and he will die with you, you know,
the door will be open.
He is faithful to his word.
What he's looking to do is for someone
to show himself strong to.
He says that he's searching to and fro
all over the world.
For someone to show himself strong to,
but you've gotta be willing to die for what you believe.
Not like the way the Christian pastors have made it about.
If someone was to bust up in here today, you know,
with guns, would you deny Jesus, right?
No, no, no.
You know what it always came back to my mind when they would say that I'm willing and I and it would be kids in a youth group and other church people I died for the gospel and I'm like
You won't even live for the gospel and you won't even live for it
So I doubt you're gonna die for it. You say that you've read I'd give my life
But you won't even live for it and that's that's that's because in it's the same thing the living is dying to yourself daily
That's the problem that people have with Christianity is the people who've come in the name of the Lord and it's always been that bad fruit and
That's what's refreshing to a lot of people when they met met people like me or you
Outside of the church where you know, literally I've traveled all over the country lived on daily bread
I think it's important before we wrap this thing up. You know, you talked about, you know, I'm successful on this
You know, I've got a family. I'm gonna tell you right now that literally
I'm not successful.
What I mean by that is that I live on daily bread.
The measure of what people in the world consider success is the stockpile of resources that
you have.
Okay?
Yeah.
Because it's a false security that people are looking for.
The problem is that the false security isolates you from your true need.
And your true need, when you're sick, you've got a true need, you know?
You actually need to be healed.
It was the sick that he came for, right?
Those who actually needed a physician.
That's what it talks about.
Yeah, he's a great physician.
He is the great physician.
So here we are.
I know you're walking this truth journey out
where you're, you know, thankfully you've got brothers
and sisters outside of Christianity
and inside Christianity are supporting you a Patreon.
Amen.
I'm telling you, for the last seven years,
for the last seven years,
I have been walking on Daily Bread.
I can look at the continuous signs and wonders
that had led me and my wife to where we have not had,
I've not had a normal job in seven years.
I have not gone to work in Babylon in seven years.
I didn't have a family member to support me.
I didn't have any of those things.
It literally was me being led to quit a job back in 2011,
which I actually entered into because the Lord led me there
for the salvation of multiple people's souls
and to position me out in California
where I needed to be through plane flights
that were gonna happen with me being in that business
and being Jesus for those people.
I mean, there's people that will listen to this podcast
that know what I'm talking about because they're,
I used to work with them.
I'm gonna send it to them.
One of the guys wrote a book and I'm in the book
and I'm literally the character Jesus in the book.
It was about the things that happened
supernatural radical because I was healed
during that time of being there.
Why you're bittin' in that?
But so we don't go too far.
A lot of people in the comment section are saying,
there's someone said,
if you do not write a book,
you're gonna be like selling yourself short
and a lot of people agreed with that.
Oh man, that's going to have to be the Lord, and I will, if the Lord leads me to do that,
because here's the deal. I got to a point where I wanted to know what my father and
heavens doing, because you know, the scripture talks about Jesus only did what he saw the father
do, and he did it in like man. Correct? Well, how do you know, if you've never ceased from your own
works, if you've never ceased 100% from your own understanding, I'm talking about completely.
like a child. How do you know that what you've got and what's going on is the will of God?
You don't. You do not. You cannot test and approve God's will. What I'm getting at. This is not a
condemnation to anybody who's got a job because I actually have a woodworking business that
you like you said is successful, but it was not worth through a vision of success. It wasn't
birth through having finances and knowing that there's a market for this or that, you know,
it had to do with being faithful with only the things that the Lord led me into each day,
which always has to do with people, always.
So he uses rap, he uses woodworking,
he uses somebody's mathematical skills, right?
Their understanding of banking, whatever it is.
He uses it, and a lot of times people find themselves
leaning on that skill set saying,
God's using me where I'm at, and that's true.
But ultimately, do you desire to see what God is building in your own life?
And I say, oh, your own, it's actually the comprehensive
life of the body of Christ.
How does that work together with everyone?
Yeah.
When I quit my job, me and my wife, we lived on the road.
I took about $7,000 is what I had to my name at the time.
And we built it.
We built a custom camper.
We traveled.
And we, God told me, do not call anybody you know.
Do not make any plans.
Live in the moment.
And you know what?
Within four weeks, I had given away all of our money.
Not because God says, go and sell everything,
because it's got you like your original rule or no,
wasn't that it was strategically signs and wonders that showed me that $5500 that I have sitting in my
account right now is not for me it's actually for this family that the Lord just brought me
into relationship with and I can clearly see that it's for them and so I'm going to be obedient
well you know when you come back to your wife and you tell her I just gave away all of our money
and you're out in the middle of California with no roof over your head you got a little small
camper that didn't even have a bathroom and she's pregnant I mean it's a big question like
what's going to happen I said you know what we're going to do Gabriel this is the truth
We're going to lean not on our own understanding and all of a ways we're going to knowledge
him.
You know what he's doing?
He's in a director path.
And I'm going to tell you, it was not easy and some days felt like a thousand years and
some years just felt like a day.
But what he did is he renewed our mind to see what he wanted.
If I didn't have gas money, and by the way, we never asked a single soul for any money
at all.
Didn't even beg.
Never gave any indication at all that we needed that we, in fact, we look like we were
just some rich young Silicon Valley kids, you know, that just we're doing
van life for the summer, which was back, you know, 2011, 12. But when they
encountered us in the national park and we had 40 bucks in our pocket, and we
had no idea what was was coming the next day and how we were going to get
where we needed to go. When they got healed of a tangible sickness in that
that divine appointment, and they actually understood who they were in
Christ. After that, you know what they would say, I want to buy you guys groceries. I mean,
I know you've never not even talking to them about it. So the only thing I can do is bless you.
Yeah, a lot of them were in Babylon. So they had money, right? But we didn't have anything. And so
God would say, you need to know your need. If you know your true need, then you know when I fulfill
that true need based on my sovereignty and my hand. So when we talk about supernatural
signs and waters and years like I had to have any experience with these entities. I have
experience with angelic entities daily. I have experiences with God's hand,
sovereignly manifesting His will, experientially for me to see it daily. And now I have greater
responsibility than I ever had in terms of out and go a month, but I was led into these,
because we don't do credit. We have no credit. I don't have a credit score. That's another thing.
I told me not to do credit and not the same people can't do credit. Fine, God can use credit.
The point is, is that I needed to know that I wasn't, say, oh, this is a good idea if you've
got swiped the card, and here we go, right? It literally has to be tomorrow's blessings today.
There we go. It had to be the sovereignty of God. And that's where you find the pieces or past
understand. That's where you find the breadcrumbs. So you might find yourself in a situation that
you don't really particularly care for and it's uncomfortable and it's like really challenging.
but you look back at the last 271 days and experientially you know that you are right where God
has you. So you don't question like Job ultimately did when he found himself afflicted after a while,
he questioned the reality he was experiencing. He got bad counsel from people and you know what
that's judging God incorrectly because God is a perfecter of our faith. Right?
right?
Yeah.
We should be expecting.
That's good, man.
It wasn't with $5,000, you know what I'm saying?
Maybe got to open that door, but it's like an investment, man.
When you, no matter what you have, some people, he uses like whatever you have, man.
Like for me, it was $100.
It literally wasn't $100 years ago, God says, hey, your buddy just lost his job,
give him this $100, don't tell him, and I went to my wife first and say, hey, I feel
like the Lord's telling me to give.
This was the last hundred dollars we had.
Actually, it was, we were gonna go to the mall
and go buy clothes with this hundred dollars.
Just hang out at them.
So you needed, right?
I needed, or I wanted it, and I had plans for that money,
put it, I had plans, put it away.
And the Lord said, bless them, I asked my wife,
she said, if you feel like it's God telling you,
who's in the spirit?
We were actually worshiping together
and praying for one another with a bunch of people.
And so we were praying for him, he turned his back,
tell me I was folded up the little hundred dollars
know, wedged it in is in his pocket. And then, you know, I knew that I did, did right.
That's what God wanted me to do a couple of weeks later. You know, I was coming upon Christmas
time and we were staying at our little camper. We lived in a little 30 foot camper as well
at a campground and with a couple little dogs, you know, when we first got together. And
we didn't have enough money to pay for rent. And we needed a hundred bucks to pay rent.
And a couple of months had passed by and I come home, actually I went mud riding with
some friends after work.
They were like, hey, we're going to go mud ride, never did it before, it was just something
out the blue.
When did it came home, I opened the door, my wife's on her knees in this little camper,
crying, listening to worship music.
And I was like, oh man, like, for some of me, I thought she was, because I was late,
a little bit later than usual, coming home, but I said, what's wrong?
What's happening?
right in my we need a hundred dollars right yeah she gave me the envelope that
said Merry Christmas Derek and Aaron it looked like a little kid wrote it
yeah and uh she was crying and uh it was a hundred dollars it was a hundred
dollar bill and we needed a hundred dollars to pay our rent for the month at
at the campground and she was just in tears man and we both just kind of you
know I got all my knees with her and we prayed and we thank God and we
just seen like his hand of provision even with the hundred bucks you know
I'm saying it's about the honor. It's about the principle, right? I feel like if maybe if I wouldn't
have gave that 100 to my friend, it was like an investment. He never told me I asked him, I said,
hey, he didn't know that it was when we needed. We didn't go around, hey, when you're $100,
it just, God did it, right? And I've asked him. I've asked him. He's never admitted to it,
but you know, and I'm not, you know,
but I think I'm pretty sure he'd sit there, you know?
That's good, that could be, you know,
it could've came from somewhere else,
but I'm pretty sure when the time was right,
the Lord told him, hey, give it back to him,
they need it at this point,
once he's on his feet.
And regardless of that, you can correlate
the two together, right?
I mean, the fact is that-
Oh, I told him to do 100%.
That obedience, you reap what you sow, you know,
and we get into a place where we only sow good seed,
then we get this confidence that we're only gonna get good fruit.
You know, if you read, I think it's Isaiah chapter 35,
it talks about the highway of holiness.
Oh yeah, I pray that all the time.
Well, the reality is,
is those who are from on high,
those who are from the kingdom, right?
We are literally sojourners in this world.
We are on that highway.
We can choose to remain on it.
We can choose to abide in that relationship
and experience all the fruit that comes from that.
And it's blissful and it's,
And it is have an invading Earth.
Or we, without my people perished for a lack of knowledge, right?
For a lack of knowledge, we can forfeit a lot of what's going on.
And that's what we're talking about here,
is that do you want to experience having on Earth right now?
Or do you want to experience the attempt for alternative, right?
Because you can have the hell, too.
And people are, we all are familiar with the hell part of it.
And no one wants that.
Yeah, just like you're talking about a highway to hold
in this listen to the world.
There's a highway to hell.
You know, yeah, there is to choose this day, man.
And everything you do builds upon that highway
and to keep in that highway the holiness to me
is the narrow path that the Lord talks about, you know.
I am gonna have to go, I've got an appointment.
Yeah, I'll tell you, just so you guys know,
I want that we could talk, I'm sure for a long time
and I think we should, but we actually have,
you see, one, three have one shot on the way right now
and we have two children and one's four
and one's almost two.
And then we have a dog daughter when we were on our trip
to California in Oregon, 2011, 2012.
We have a daughter that was with us for five months.
And then 10 minutes after learning her down for a nap,
she was gone and there's no life in her body
when we came back.
And so if we want to have the conversation again about
testing and approving God's will, we've been through
the work a little bit about that on the school of the mystics.
I was going to ask you about that.
We've already.
I know we got stuff going on.
We definitely would definitely do another showman.
I would be good to talk from now on.
But this guy just knocked on my door, actually.
All right.
You want to just give your links real quick for people to talk to you?
Well, OK.
I guess I don't really have any links from the spiritual side
of things other than just what I'm doing now
is called Wood Tender, which is amazing.
Thank you.
And I am going to be working on that too.
Actually, I've got my, you're probably
just going in my shop this week, bro.
So, yeah, it's gonna be cool.
But would tender, if you look us up on Instagram,
social media, is T-E-N-D-E-R,
is something that was just birthed out of the heart
that God gave me to use my hands.
And literally every single opportunity
that's come to me has been connected to the will of God.
I mean, I'm not even kidding me for the last three years.
So the point where I had zero money
when we came back from our journey,
the natural loss to daughter, but we really didn't. We don't see it that way. And then we
literally are in this place where God's giving me a desire to do woodworking. And through
a couple circumstances, I ended up getting an opportunity to do that for my sister. I actually
built her a table for free, just to love her, just to she asked me to help her. So I did.
That table was a free table. And then I went from a free table to a $1,200 table to a $2,500
table to a $50,000 table to a $15,000 reception desk. And every single project that I did,
I do it onto the Lord. Every single one of them. I don't do a lot of work. Like I literally
do my whole life, if you guys were to see the shop, is set up for family. Like literally,
we spend all of our days together, because God honors when you put what matters to God first,
he honors that. And he always meets, so don't lower your standard when you find yourself getting
into different situations. If God gives you a high standard, use your last $40 to go spend that
money on the best thing that you could buy to put into the temple of the Holy Spirit, right?
Don't live in lack. Me and Gabriel decided years ago that we were going to live as though
today was our last. Yeah. And, you know, people all, we've all talked about that, you know, live
like, you know, live like you're dying, but no, not dying, live like you're living,
live like you're living, but dying to live. You're not taking, you're not taking anything into the
the future day, right? Because we know that tomorrow has enough
cares of its own. So that's the big mind renewal is going
through all these life experiences, getting steadfast where
you're not tossed to and fro at all. Can you imagine not being
caused to and fro at all? Because everything is
sovereignly being laid out to you. Everybody wants that.
Everybody would love that. Well, I'm here to tell you that that
is something that you were created to have. But the one who is
the great architect and the one who's written the blue
draw on the blueprints for your life, allow him to manifest his goodwill and his good pleasure to you.
Thank you. Joshua, I appreciate you coming on, brother. I love you. We have love with this man.
I would love to, man. I hope everybody enjoys this and I enjoy speaking from the comment section there
and join it, brother. Thank you. We'll do it again soon. Love you guys. God bless.
Joshua Davis, ladies and gentlemen, you can find him on Facebook as well. He's on,
I'm friend mutual friends with them on Facebook. Really good brother. I love what he's doing.
Love what he's bringing to the table and he gets it. He gets it, man. It's really cool too.
Like I like to talk to the Christians who have had similar encounters, whether it be UFOs,
whether it be entities, angels, demons, psilocybin. That's a subject that's near and did in my heart.
And you just have these different things, man, these different situations that people draw the line on,
that they won't talk about, or that they label you a heretic, you know. Some people, a lot of Christians,
like I have some friends who would talk about, so the side, when they talk about their mushroom
encounters in a beautiful way, life changing encounters with God, and then they renege and they
take it all back, you know. So there's not, and I'll say that to say there's not a lot of Christians
I hear talking about their encounters with God on psilocybin mushrooms.
So when I'm able to have people on here, Christians who do, I'd rather have a Christian
on here tell you about their encounter with psilocybin than have a Satanist or an atheist,
right?
I mean, I probably wouldn't ever even have those people on my show.
I'm still tactical about the guest.
most you can't do that what I believe in in God essentially for for me. Um, so it's cool.
I would rather have a Christian on here talk about it, but a lot of people they don't want to
talk about it because it's a there's a stigma that comes with it and there is like the church
you ant like the religious people they're not going to they're not going to feel it. You know,
they're going to say hey stay away from this person. All we talk about, uh, the Kundalini and
things like that. So everybody has their trigger. Everybody has their trigger. Some places
they can't go. I've got my triggers. I have to work past them. Sometimes I feel triggered
and I want to lash out. Sometimes I want to cut people off mid-sentence. You know, and
I'm trying to work on etiquette and just, you know, building with people through grace
and showing them the grace that the Lord Jesus has showed me. And I think that's what
this episode was about man just talking about the grace that's for everyone. We're all in this
journey together. Someone says, I think it was Greg Braden that talks about that we're all initiated
into the spiritual invisible college or mystery schools in the spirit realm. We're all put
through these tests. We all have to take them together. We're all taking the same test. Somebody,
somebody said in the channel a little while ago they said church is like
kindergarten and I'm not gonna agree or disagree but I'll say if church is
kindergarten don't feel like you have the upper hand just because you're in
the fifth grade or you're in the third grade and as people still stuck in
kindergarten. That's a natural process. Like, they're going to come out of it. If the
times, right, if you show them grace, if you don't, you know what I'm saying, if you build
with them where they are and you respect them, but it's, you know, with age, people mature
at different levels, um, in the spirit realm. I will say the Holy Spirit is doing work
a lot faster. These days, as more mature disciples are able to pour into the younger people,
there's pitfalls that you guys can save yourself from by listening to wisdom come from Joshua
or any other guests that I have or myself. I'll tell you this, learn from your own experiences,
but also learn from the experiences of others who are going through stuff. If you see somebody
doing something and it's producing death, it's producing bitterness, rage,
envy, and backbiting. Don't get caught up in that stuff. Don't do that. But if somebody's
doing something and they're walking in peace, they're holding their peace,
peace is an inheritance. That's a reward, man. Walking that stuff. Learn from that stuff.
Learn from what's working. I look at somebody like Joshua, man, and I just love,
I love his enthusiasm and it's also I love having people on the show that many of you guys have
never even heard of but to someone that's this is the best episode I've ever done because they've
heard this guy's story man and they can relate to it so much and he's like those encounters
you've been there you've been told to look up the at the night sky and see a UFO or an angel
whatever you want to call it. You've been led into the wilderness to fast and pray in the
seat guide and come out with a burden on your heart for humanity. Like we're talking about your
stories, man. You know what I'm saying? And it just resonates and hits home with so many people.
That's what I enjoy. Big Bro says in the chat room, he says, Derek, yo Derek, you should interview
me, bro. Send me some of your stuff. Send me a video. Let me know what you want to talk about, man.
And I love interviewing you guys.
You guys are here for a reason.
You resonate with the guest, my music,
like so many different reasons.
So I'm sure it would be a great conversation.
Send me an email with what you wanna talk about.
Maybe if you could show me some of your work
or a little bit of your story.
Maybe we could build upon that
and I'll have you on as a guest.
Ruach Kodesh.
He says, you ever tried solo podcast, Trusika.
See what the Holy Spirit has to say through you.
I've done a couple, I've done a couple solo podcasts.
I'm more of a, when it comes to that,
I love the glory with other people.
And in the past, it's been,
it's come, it's, it can bite you on the butt
because I love, and the scripture talks about like,
having, gloring with others that you can celebrate with.
We can celebrate victories, we can roll ideas off of each other.
So I love to have other people with me,
versus just me, you know, going by myself.
I also love just communicating with you guys,
and I feel like I'm having a conversation as well,
even trying to keep up with the chat sometimes,
and just answering questions,
and seeing whatever the Lord would give me on that.
But I've done a lot of episodes by myself,
a handful of episodes.
I just did the episodes in review,
the 100 episodes in the review,
where I talked about the past 100 episodes,
and the first 50 was a really good one.
So I went two and a half hours talking about myself.
So that was one.
And then I've done somewhere I go
about my lyrics with just me.
You know, I talk about the lyrics of my songs
and give you the breakdowns.
And that'd be just me.
And I've got some other teachings and stuff
that I'll probably approach by myself
versus rolling it off of each other.
I just had a keyblades who's in the chat right now,
which is Michael Bastion.
Just had him on the other day,
we talked about, um, Jezebel, the spirit of Jezebel, and it was so funny.
He said, uh, get ready to do battle with Jezebel, because we talked about her.
And, uh, I did.
That's so awesome.
As we, as we exposed Jezebel, she came out and she, she wanted to fight.
But, um, yep, keep your peace, man.
Um, I, I just tell people, you know, hold your peace, don't let nobody take
piece from you with with gross with gross man comes wisdom with and I we talked about it on
on here on this episode with with Michael Bastion like with gross man people come out the woodwork
you know and there's different there's different levels you get to that people can't go with you
have man there's levels of growth that that people are going to fall off it's natural whether you
You have a podcast, whether you're a rapper, if money's involved, you know, all kinds
of stuff.
Man, people have their own triggers and they're not able to go there.
We can't take the kindergartener and say, look, I've been in the fifth grade for a while.
I want to show you some fifth grade stuff.
You can't do that.
You can't do that.
He's got to go to the first second.
He may fail the second grade and make a hell back.
It's an, it's, this is a natural development in the spirit and you can't get better.
You can't get mad. You can't lash out. You have to walk in grace. You have to walk in peace and
Let the Lord fight your battles for you, and that could be hard for any of us
But as you grow, man, no matter what what what it is, you're always gonna have naysayers
You're always gonna be a YouTube comment section in real life, you know, and some of those those
responses there are just hateful, you know what I'm saying? But you know what? You have to know your
column and we talked about the importance of reading the Scriptures. We talked about the
importance of knowing your calling. I'm telling you, if you don't get into Word, man, if you
don't get into Scriptures and know who God says you are, you can start to believe what the people
say you are. So that's why it's so important, man, to get into the Scriptures, man. I got
in there this morning, man, I read Matthew chapter five, the Beatitudes, man, it says you're blessed
when people come against you. You're blessed when you're persecuted for righteousness, say,
this is a promise. It's not a maybe, it's not a, the Beatitudes aren't a maybe, it's a code of
ethics is what we live by. It's a promise of God. Just understand, man, that it's it's part
of it. It's part of the girl the girl in pain. No matter. I love you, Michael Bassum. I gotta
have you back on the wall, brother. We got to do some more stuff here soon. I love Michael
Bassum. Yeah, he's so cool. But you know, it comes with the territory in any any realm. It's not
just if you're a podcast or it's not, but if you're a public figure and you do stuff,
you're going to find, you know, that that people can't grow with you where you are. Don't take
it personal, man. There's a lot of stuff out there that helps you. The scripture is definitely a
big one that, you know, I'm saying the four agreements. Don't take anything personal. It's not about
you, you know, they, you know, and there's what I kind of mentioned earlier, but I always talk about
this and this is an I understand this that you represent you are somebody's trigger
eventually you become somebody's trigger you don't represent you're not who you really are you're
not who your name is you are the personification of an idea you represent that you know and I
represent that to many different people to some of you guys man you guys really look up to me
me, you learn from my experiences, you learn from my music, you believe in me, you know,
I am something that some of you guys are loved.
I've reached some type of level that you guys want to get to.
For some of you guys, Chris Bars just says you trigger me to pursue truth.
For other people, I represent leaving church.
For some people, I represent speaking your truth.
For some people, I represent following your dreams.
For some people, I represent false teacher.
Some people think I'm a false teacher.
I represent that to them.
And that's just what they, you know, it's a personification.
And in this, it goes back to like Jesus, man, because he looks at all his followers,
He looks at his people and he says,
Who do you say I am?
I know what they say, they say I'm this, they say I'm that,
and that's how they answer.
They say, well, some say you're John the Baptist,
some say you're Elijah who's come back to teach it.
So wait, I don't care who they think I am.
Who do you say I am?
Who am I to you?
Who do you say that I am?
To me?
You're the son of God,
you're the expressed image of the living God.
blessed are you for no man revealed it to you, but my father in heaven.
It's what the father is speaking to us.
And we need each other.
And I've always said this, so I'll say this.
Not to go into too much detail, but I've never reached,
I've never, I'm not above approach.
I'm still learning.
I've learned so much.
I've been to so many places, but I've never,
I've never been to a place where I call myself
that I have arrived, that I've made it there.
follow me. I don't want y'all to follow me. It takes all the responsibility. Y'all follow
Christ, man. All of y'all don't follow my guest. Don't follow me. Follow the voice
of the Holy Spirit. That's leading you, each and every one of you. Don't follow me. Don't
put me on a pedestal. I'm not the goal. I'm not the end all. Don't look to me. I'll
let you down. I'm telling you, man. But I'll say follow me as I follow Christ. And that's
That's all I've ever asked for, that's all I'm going to ask for.
I think, I'm thankful that you guys believe in me, in the vision, in the platform, I believe
in you.
We're in this together.
No, no, no pedestal.
Any of you guys can come on the show, regular people.
And I'm just, I'm lucky that I have really cool people who I keep company with.
It's been amazing.
all of you, even in the chat now, I'm looking at y'all's names, man. There's so many people
over there. Man, I look back at these hundred episodes. It's been amazing, man. I've
talked to some really cool people. I've talked to some interesting people, even people
that you don't agree with or you don't see eye to eye with, there's still gems and
each and every episode. There's gems in there, man. It's awesome. So with that being said,
I want to encourage you guys, man, to continue seeking the truth, whatever that is for
you righteousness, hope, peace, anything that is good. I believe if it's good is God, right?
I believe that all perfect gifts and everything good comes from, from, from above, from
our Father of light. So whatever good that is, man. So continue to, to seek that. If it's
helping people, if it's, if it's speaking, speaking blessings over people, showing grace and
peace to people, keep doing that because you're doing a good job. Do not grow weary and
well-doing. Whoever you are, this is for somebody out there. Don't go weary in
well-doing. Keep on keeping on. Look, it's going to pay off. That's universal law. It has to pay off.
It has to pay off. You can't just keep watering. You can't keep tilling the ground. You can't keep
cultivating and nothing happens. The law of seed time and harvest, the law of sowing and
Reaping is universal law. Keep keep keep it on keep up man because people are watching you
I'm telling you people are waiting to see if you're gonna slip
People are waiting for you to get out of your character
You know, and we all can do it. We all can do it, but I'm telling you man keep on keeping on I'm gonna say a prayer over you guys man
I think you I think y'all offer for supporting me and in any shape perform that you do I
need the prayers I
need to feedback
I need those of you who guys who can't support financially.
You love to share my stuff and, you know, get this, get this information out there.
Thank you guys.
Also a huge, thank you to everybody who supports my work on Patreon.
Honestly, without that, I couldn't do what I'm doing right now.
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it's been really good. So yeah, it's going down. My album release party's
coming up on 420. All of you are invited. I love to meet you and hang out with
all of you guys and I'm gonna get to do that with many of you driving out from
all over the country to come up to be a part of that event with me. That's so
awesome. Growth is beautiful, man. With growth comes growing pains. I want to
pray over you guys and myself. Father, I gotta thank you for your grace and for
your peace guide. I thank you for leading us to this place where we're at right now.
This divine moment, but it's a defining moment, is the place that God has called us to,
a defining moment. Let your next move be your best move. The finding moment, let your next move
be your best move. God, I ask you, Lord, just to impart grace and peace to the listener right now.
God tangible presence, God, where they feel like giving up. They got questions, they seeking
truths. God, I just ask that you just part your spirit right now. Let them know God, I think
your presence is our inheritance. God, and that's enough. God, you satisfy our every need, Lord.
When we're empty, God, you fill us back up. So I'm asking you to fill, fill them up, Lord.
If that thirsty guy fill him up. If they're hungry, fill him up. God. You said,
Lord, you said those who's hunger and thirst after righteousness shall be filled.
We're asking for an impartation and a filling of the Holy Spirit. Even now,
bless them in Jesus mighty name. A man, praise God. Awesome man. I love each
and every one of you guys can't wait to see y'all. A little T says what book do
you use for true for the school of the mystics. Right now, we're doing the course by Chris
Volotten. It's called basic training for the prophetic ministry. So we're doing a course
by him. And it's it's been really good. So we're on we're going to be on week six, but all of the
past, um, past sessions are archived at over their own Patreon. So you can go there and listen
to some of the back, the backlogs. But essentially what we do, we go through that short course,
And we have a time of discussion, because there's a Q&A segment, we do that.
And then we get into activation, we get into praying for one another.
We pair off in the groups and we pray and we sit until God gives us a word for our partner.
The person that we paired up with and it's been really beautiful.
People coming out of the box for the first time who have never experienced this at all.
They've never been a part of speaking prophetically over one of one another being led by intuition,
being empathic in there, able to pick up on what God would say to the person.
So that's been so beautiful, been beautiful for me because I've been a part of that in years past
in private home meetings and in church services and small circles and stuff.
So it's really cool to kind of bring that to an online level to where the communities are able
to experience that even for the first time. So it's been so awesome. Join us Thursday night at 7pm
central school of the mystics. All the info's on my website as well. With that I must say peace
and shalom. Thank you guys for supporting my work and everything that I do. You guys
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