The Emotion Code Spiritual and Physical Healing Nick Kidawski
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Nick.
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Welcome to the show, man.
Hey, thanks for having me on dirt.
Definitely, man.
So talking about healing,
talking about releasing emotional baggage,
energy, negative energy.
You know, I think that maybe something good to get into.
After we talk about releasing the negative stuff,
if we're releasing something,
I think we should be receiving something as well, right?
So that may be good to get into here at the end.
But let's start off, man, a little bit about who you are,
what you do, what you bring to the table, man.
Go ahead and introduce yourself to the audience.
Yeah, thanks.
So basically to give you my background
and why I got into healing, when I was little,
I always knew that I was sensitive to energy.
And I had an experience when I was little
I walked into that bedroom and I could immediately feel a presence there and I didn't know
how I felt that I just did. So I started to look around my room and it ended up that one of my
brothers was hiding in my closet just to kind of like play a trick on me, you know. So I kind of
felt like, wow, how did I sense that presence? How did I sense that energy? So fast forward a
couple of years and I ended up a number of years ago studying Reiki, which is an energy healing
modality. A couple of years after that, I ended up getting into massage therapy. So I was a
massage therapist for nine years. And during that time, I worked with a lot of people that,
you know, obviously we're in a lot of physical pain. You know, work accidents, car accidents,
things like that and when I did massage I knew that when I was working with them I was working
the correct muscles that were in pain and when they would leave sometimes people would get better
and sometimes they would come back to me in the same pain so you know I thought okay if it isn't
something physical going on like type muscle, then maybe it's something emotional.
So that kind of got me to explore that path.
And then, you know, the second piece of this was that my mother, unfortunately,
a number of years ago and 2010 was diagnosed with uterine cancer.
So, you know, I was her caregiver during all of that,
and she was in a lot of pain because she ended up going through chemotherapy and radiation.
And it was during that period that I wished I could just take away her pain because I knew
for her part of it was emotional. So these experiences ended up leading me to study an energy
the healing model they call the Emotion Code.
And the Emotion Code is basically all idea behind it
is that when we go through an overwhelming experience,
we can trap or store emotions in our body.
And then these emotions end up causing different
imbalances in their body and they can lead
to a Cuban chronic pain and also just other imbalances
to how we kind of show up in the world. So the emotion code is a way to identify specifically
what those emotions are. You know, oftentimes when they got trapped in the body and then release
them, release that emotional baggage so that we're no longer carrying it with us. And as a result,
acute and chronic pain can decrease or just completely go away. It can completely change someone's
I'll look or add a tune online and then a second piece to what I do to that is I'm also a
certified holistic educator. So basically what that means is after I release these trapped
emotions for someone, I find that their specific body systems need some support on a physical
level. So what I do is I put them on a specific herbal program to start to bring their body
systems back into balance and so that not only works on a physical level but it works on an
emotional level as well because you know the different organs in our body they have different
emotional connections as well so that's that's basically what I do in a nutshell.
It's interesting man I've studied philosophy and religion and spirituality and different
from spiritual paths and stuff.
And so I'm starting to find,
I guess I study syncretism,
is to study what makes us all the same
and what ties it together versus religion teaches you
to study what makes you different, right?
Okay, we're different because this is us,
but if you step back and look at it,
a lot of stuff is similar.
You're talking about Reiki healing,
I look in the Bible and look at hands-on healing,
speaking to the ailment,
speaking to the,
what the Bible would call a spirit of infirmity,
which would be some type of blockage of negative energy,
strongholds in the mind that we're holding onto
these belief systems that I'll never get better.
If someone has cancer, I think that God's given up on them.
I'm gonna die this way, those type of deals.
And seeing how everything works together,
even in a religious setting, people who have come down
with cancer, if they are religious,
So they attend a place of worship, the percentage rate of them getting better by just simply
believing that they're going to the statistics increase of them getting healthier.
There's been so many studies done on that, even on cancer.org.
They've got big studies on that about how religion and spirituality plays a big part in
healing.
Reiki, we'll talk about laying on of hands, releasing the emotional baggage. I went through
something years ago called, they called it in Christianity Christian prophetic prayer counseling.
It's also known as deliverance where you go throughout your like a life review and they give you
these arms and okay, did you ever feel like this? Like they go into like weird thought patterns and
stuff. Have you ever felt like you had cancer? That's weird. Like have you ever had the thought
that you had cancer but there's no symptoms though but has that thought ever crossed your mind
and it goes into some of the deep compartments of the mind and things that you've been through
your whole life and I thought it was exclusive because I was introduced to it through
Christianity but come to find out man all of these spiritual healers, raky practitioners it's
something very similar it's universal that is dealing with the human condition the human mind
in the way that we store memories and emotional baggage through trauma usually. If we're looking
at that, like if you're taking someone down through there, that's what they did. They made us
fill out this form. They prayed over it, took a couple days, really took it serious, and then went
into the healing. We did it through prayer, visualization, see yourself. They seen Jesus as a higher
power speaking healing to that part of your body or those thoughts or those soul wounds and
things like that. That's what it looked like what I went through. What would it kind of look like
if you was to take somebody through there who maybe had trauma, childhood abuse, they were
molested or something like that? What would that practice look like on a one on one setting to
to release that energy.
Yeah, yeah, certainly.
So with V Emotion, there we go.
I do my sessions over the phone with clients.
So basically what happens is I set my intent
to energetically connect to them,
and then we're connected.
So to find you specifically with the trapped emotions
are. I use something called muscle testing or kinesiology. And kinesiology just basically means
science movement. So some chiropractors will use it, doctors, physical therapists, for example.
And it's a very easy way to get a yes or no answer from the body. But more importantly,
from the subconscious mind. So when I'm connected with that person, I can ask, you know,
are there trapped emotions that we can believe for you right now that are contributing to your
childhood trauma, for example. And, you know, I'll get a yes. So from there, I have a chart of 60
emotions. Let me see if I could show this in the camera to you. Can you see that? Yes. Okay.
So these are, this is a chart of 60 emotions that we can possibly trap in our body.
So from there, it's basically doing like a process of elimination. So saying, okay, is this
trapped emotion in column A, is it in column B? And, you know, let's say it's in column A,
for example. Okay, is it in row one, row two, row three, so on and so forth? And eventually,
the person's subconscious will lead me to a specific emotion. So let's say that that emotion is
fear. So from there, sometimes there's a conscious mind wants to know a little bit more about
that trapped emotion. So maybe specifically where it's trapped in the body. So it could be trapped
in one of the muscles in one of the bones. It could be trapped in one of the chakras and one of
the meridians. You know, in one of the glands, for example, the subconscious sometimes also wants to
know exactly what age this emotion became trapped in the body. So I can go back and say,
okay, this emotion of fear, it became trapped for you between the age of 25 and 30 and then we
can narrow it down further. So once we find a specific age, sometimes I'll ask the client,
you know, is there anything around that age that you can think of where you felt that emotion
very strongly? And sometimes they can think of a particular event and sometimes they can't,
which it's okay. When they do think of a particular event, they'll often say to me,
oh geez that happened like years ago and I thought that I let it go you know but it's like
well no you're still holding those trapped emotions in your body you know and they're vibrating
in your body 24 hours seven days a week you know until it's finally released so then to release
the trapped emotion what I do since we're energetically connected is there's a a meridian in the
body, a line of energy called the governing meridian. And this meridian goes over basically
over the top of our head and down the back of our body. And that meridian is connected to all
the other energy channels and meridians in our body. So to release the trapped emotion for the
client, I just passed my hand a couple of times over that governing meridian on myself. And
And since we're energetically connected, that emotion is then released for them.
So it actually takes just a couple of seconds, but wouldn't really cool about it is when
that emotion is released, they will sometimes let them mean that they feel lighter, almost
like they have kind of been unburdened of that emotion.
And sometimes if they're in pain, they will often notice that that pain will start to
decrease because in the sense of pain, the body sees that trapped emotion as some sort of
blockage or some sort of interference. So once that trapped emotion is released, then the body
can start to heal itself. So once all trapped emotions are released for that client that we can
release in a session, then their energy is balanced. So I'm not only releasing trapped emotions
from the muscles and tissues and organs, but also from the different chakras or energy centers
that I find out of balance because when chakras goes out of balance, it's primarily do do
just some sort of emotional experience that gets stuck in that energy center.
So once their energy is balanced, then from there, I will muscle test their different body systems.
And with the herbal consulting, the reason that I work with body systems is because body systems, when they go out of balance, that is where symptoms start to begin.
So I'll test their different body systems
to see which body systems are under active.
And then there's usually one body system
that's causing all the others to be under active.
So I will choose a number of herbs and herbal formulas
that have been historically shown
to start to bring the body system back into balance.
And then I'll support other body systems as needed.
So from there, the herbs can definitely help with supporting something like a trauma or a childhood abuse,
because in that case, for example, what I'll do is I might give them herbs that can help to calm
their nervous system. I might give them herbs that will support their adrenal glands, because
Because when someone is in a trauma, their nervous system is always going to be at a heightened
state, right?
It's always going to be in a sympathetic response.
So when that happens, their adrenal glands are constantly going to be pumping out cortisol
to decrease any sort of inflammation in their body.
So by supporting their adrenal glands, it gives them a little bit of energy to help
to heal, but also to start to heal from that trauma or from that, you know, from that
childhood abuse. So that's, you know, kind of basically basically how I work with clients.
Yeah. And then, you know, there are a number of variations on that kind of based on, you
know, what's, what, what they come to me with.
Awesome. Man, I'm going to pick that apart a little bit because I got a bunch of questions
and it's, and I think a lot of my questions are based off of just what I've seen in the
the way that I've done things and then wanting to see how it relates almost just like
the syncretism as well, but so the emotions and the energy and stuff like that once you
locate where it's stored, how is it released? Is it released through massage? Is it voice
activated? Do you command it? Do you speak to it? Or do you let that person give it up?
You know, essentially not like you're going to take that away from them, but they have
to give it up of their own free will.
How does that look once you locate,
let's just say if it was in the arm or something,
there was something that happened there,
whether it was a wreck or an accident,
something that the dad grabbed him by their arm
and shook him when there was a kid.
So now there's this weird energy stuck there.
Would you massage it out?
Do you speak to it to leave?
How does that work?
Yeah, so because the client and our energy energetically connected,
connected. Like I was saying, there's a main meridian or editor channel in the
body called the governing meridian. And so that goes from kind of the
forehead over the top of the head and all the way down. And so that that
meridian is connected to all the other energy channels in the body. So since
we are energetically connected, what I do is I just run my hand over the top of
my head and down the back of my body a couple of times with the intent to release that
trapped emotion for them. And then once that's done, that trapped emotion is then released
for them. See, what's happening is when I'm going through and I'm finding whatever trapped
emotion that might be, when we land on a specific emotion, what's happening is it's bringing
that trapped emotion from their subconscious mind up into their cons mind to say, oh, yeah,
there is something there that I can release. And so in that moment, the release of that
trapped emotion actually starts to happen a little bit. And then like I said, I just run my hand
a couple of times over the governing meridian. And then that trapped emotion is released for them.
And like I said, what that looks like on their end is sometimes they feel lighter, sometimes
if they are feeling pain in their arm, they'll notice that the pain starts to decrease,
you know, as those, as those trapped emotions are released.
There's a lot of, I would say, maybe levels, I don't know what you would call it, but
there's different, um, some things maybe cause from, cause the symptom could be a headache,
It's the appetizer and relationships like these are all like symptoms of things that that have happened to us because we have this negative energy
When it's released I seen on the chart there some said crying and things like that
I know some people would just say oh, I just feel lighter. I feel good
But some of this stuff like if you're
40-50 years old even
20 years old and there's some things that's been with you since you was a kid
from what I've seen, and what I've seen is delved into the supernatural and the religious
as well, there'd be crying, screaming at times, something really deep that you're almost,
some people like to bring the patient back to the point of pain and make them like relive it.
It gets weird how some people do it, and I've seen crazy manifestations.
we've seen like split personalities come out,
and you're now dealing with the split personality,
what we would call demons manifesting these type of things.
Have you ever had any of that,
or has it all been just with ease and grace and easier?
Has it ever got intense where people want it to leave
or they started shouting or getting anger
and gridding to use and stuff like that?
That happened as well?
Um, you know, I would say, mostly it's done with ease and grace, thank God.
But, you know, anytime you do any sort of healing, whether it's emotion code, reiki, massage,
acupuncture, chiropractic, whatever, the body is going to need to integrate that for a period
of time. So what it looks like with doing motion code work is after the emotion code session,
sometimes people have noticed that they will have memories of their past kind of pop into
their mind a couple of days after. Stuff that they haven't thought of in a super long time.
And that's just a way of their subconscious mind integrating everything.
A couple of times after emotion could work, I've noticed some clients,
they can have some pretty strong emotions come up.
And in that case, what I find is sometimes there are one or two trapped emotions
that kind of get in the way for some reason of the healing process competing.
So we'll do for them as I'll find out what those one or two trapped emotions are,
and then I'll release them for them.
And then once that happens, that helps to complete that healing process,
and then it's a lot easier for them.
So, you know, as far as the integration process being very intense for a lot of clients,
I don't really notice that very much.
I do notice, though, when I put them on an herbal program afterwards, because each one
of the organs are connected to emotions, so to give you an example, I always put someone
on liver support. And the reason for that is because on a physical level, our liver has so many
different jobs. It helps with kind of clearing toxins from our body. If we're on any supportive
medication, all of that has to go through the liver. Our liver makes the majority of cholesterol
on our body. On an emotional level, if the liver is in a stressed state, someone emotionally
is going to feel angry, irritable, aggressive, and that might come out outwardly, but they
also might just hold all that inside. When the liver becomes underactive, then someone is going
to feel depressed or withdrawn or, you know, sad. They just might not feel like being around
a whole lot of people. So for a lot of people, their liver, it's in an under-acting state.
So when I recommend herbs that have been historically shown, just start to bring the liver back into
balance. And the liver starts to come into balance. It will oftentimes go from being
under active to stress. And so that shows up in the emotional body as them starting to feel like
really angry or irritable or it might start to touch into some anger or irritability that they
stuffed down years and years ago. But now it's coming up for with these because body is starting
to heal and it's starting to get better. So all the stuff that they kind of stuff down for years
and years can come up now and finally be released. So that's, you know, that sometimes happens.
Like I said, as they start, you know, taking herbs that resonate with their body, you know,
to help it to start to heal. So I just find it so fascinating how we're so complex and, you know,
how healing can just take so many different forms.
Yeah, it's beautiful.
I'm just sitting here reading the chat as we're live and a lot of people are talking
about sound healing, music, some people just use God.
They go straight to God and just like release it because I guess you have to understand
the healing.
I would think that is people who need help and even if you understand it, there's stuff
you need help dealing with.
So once you understand healing, you can release it.
You know when you're getting angry, you know when bitterness is coming and you don't let
it sit in.
You don't let it just move down somewhere in your body.
You release it.
As soon as you get angry, angry, as soon as someone wrongs you, you don't hold it in
as a fence.
So that's very smart as far as going to your creator and doing that.
Let me ask you this.
So I want to talk to you about the breath and see if there's anything with the breath
that goes on with allotropic breathing,
people not breathing right.
The word spirit in the scriptures is translated as numa,
which is breath, the Holy Spirit, the Holy breath
that animates all life.
It's the Pranayama.
And so there's this movie, The Green Mile.
And there's a scene on there with this,
I'm sure you're familiar with it, but yeah,
so there's one of the prison guards
suffering with, I think he had kidney stones or something like that.
He had stuff going on with him.
And it was alien him.
And the prisoner, the big giant guy, eventually he's out of the blue, had compassion for
this guy and knew what he was going through in the nights and got one able to sleep and
he had was in so much pain and sweating and he grabbed him and sucked it in through his
breath.
big gasp in and then exhaled it out and in the movie it showed all these like flies
or something and the mining spirit just seen as flies in the Bible, you know that's Hollywood
that's a movie but I've been in situations where we will be laying hands on people and
I will feel that energy and I've done just intuitively sucked in, sucked the energy in
and then released it.
And when I did that person broke,
Liberty, freedom came.
I felt the release and I felt the thing leave.
Had any encounters or experiences with the breath?
Do you know anything about that when it comes to the spirit realm
and releasing pamo?
Or even just a confession is the breath
with just confessing it and releasing the breath.
Does that ring a bell for you at all?
Yeah, so I mean, generally when people are in pain or when they're dealing with some sort
of trauma, they're going to, you know, breathe a very shallow because when there's some
sort of trauma, sometimes it's like the breath, it's like they take a gas in, right?
But then that breath never leaves, you know, it gets stuck in the body.
So again, usually people that have some sort of trauma or some sort of overwhelming experience
to them that happens to them rather, you know, they can have very shallow breathing.
So you know, just the act of deep breathing can help with healing and it can help with
releasing pain.
I love your example, Derek, of laying on of hands and how you could feel that that person
had some sort of emotional balance going on, and then you felt it and then you were able
to release it, right?
So that's like a perfect example about what I was talking about earlier is when I work
with people, I energetically connect to them, right?
Like, when you were laying your hands on that person, you were energetically connected
to them, but you are in the same room, whereas when I'm doing me and this other person,
you might be on opposite sides of the U.S., same sort of idea.
So when I work with people, I can usually feel like where they have imbalances in their
body, sometimes I can feel their emotions, and so I notice for myself when I release
an emotion for a person, I will oftentimes take a very deep breath because I'm actually
connected to that person. So I think in that deep, that helps energy to move, you know,
it helps that energy to release. Excuse me. So, you know, that's been my experience with using
the breath and, you know, with healing, but I exactly like you said, you know, there are things
like 20 yama, which can be very, very powerful. You know, I know that I've done yoga in the past,
you know, so yoga uses a lot of the breath to kind of read and just stuck tight areas,
you know, to release emotion, to release kindness, and so forth. So, yes, I agree. It's something
that can be very, very powerful, you know, for for healing. Okay, so you mentioned being able to
feel the emotions and things like that.
This is a good part of the conversation
because the spirit of the sermon comes in
to be able to discern.
Like I said, if you're doing Reiki
or you're moving your hands over someone or lay hands
or even just over the phone,
you're there with them spiritually.
You're able to feel blockages
and I'll do massage and stuff like that on my wife.
And I know intuitively where to go
where she's holding up tension at, you know?
Intuitively, that's being able to tap into the intuitive side of the
Sermon of Spirits, essentially, the Sermon of Energy will say that.
Being able to feel the emotion, so there's a lot of people, especially, this is one of the
biggest reasons why I'm doing this show and I do what I do, is because there's a lot of young
people who I think are sensitive to the spirit realm, who are able to sense when energies
are around them, if their parents are involved with something that they shouldn't, like
the kids are able to feel this kind of stuff.
They know when their friends are depressed, because they feel it within their aura field,
they feel within their body.
So it's drive, it can drive a lot of people mad if you feel the energy, especially at
the young age. If you can feel the energy, but you don't know what it is, you've never
heard a conversation like this. All you know is when you go to Walmart, you feel one way
on this aisle, you feel one way on this aisle, people are really empathetic. And they're
just being kind of pushed around by the energies because they don't even know that this
is a thing. So this is one reason why I love talking about this stuff.
It happens because I know it's something that we're called to and it's just the early awakening
symptoms.
I think we're all born with being able to feel this types of energies.
Have you had any encounters or talked to anybody because they'll feel that stuff and they'll
think it's for them.
I mean, it happened to me.
I would be in large groups of people.
I would go death in one ear and I'm freaking out.
I think something's wrong with my ear.
a pain in my back, I can't move my neck, something weird, and luckily I would be in services
or small groups of people while I was able to speak it out and say, hey, anybody have
a neck issues? Is anybody, yeah, I think you're left here, and I've been in church services
and in small groups of people, I've been able to speak it out. And that person, yes,
it's me, I'm my ear, I haven't been able to hear it for years. And then we pray over them,
we lay hands on, we command the ear to open up and release the energy.
that then the person's able to hear.
So, but if we don't know what that energy is,
especially like me and so many other people,
you're going through Walmart,
you're going death in your ear,
you walk down the aisle, you get fear upon you,
like, well, I'm freaking out in Walmart.
And if you don't know how to balance those energies,
there's pills and there's things that the doctors will give you
to quiet the energies and the voices.
So I think it's really important.
So you're talking about being able to feel the emotions,
feel the energy, feel stuff in your body.
What would you say to people who are going through that?
First thing that tells them that they're not alone,
and it's okay, right?
Yeah, yeah, definitely.
Yeah, they're not alone.
You know, it is okay.
A couple of things come to mind with that.
So in the emotion code, we can absorb
or we can take on other people's emotions.
So those are basically called absorbed trapped emotions.
So when I work with people, I'm able to find
what those emotions are that they took on
for other people and then release them.
And when that happens, the person says,
oh, thank God, I am back to feeling like myself again
because when we have that trapped emotion,
sometimes we think that that emotion is ours,
but it's not.
So I've noticed for myself when I take on
other people's emotions, I can feel it in my body
and I've had days where I've said,
you know what, I just don't feel like myself,
but I don't know why, you know?
So that usually occludes to me that, okay,
I'm kind of connected with someone
I've taken on their emotion
and their emotion is in my body
and I'm feeling that as something like foreign,
you know, kind of like a virus or a bacteria,
you know, something that's not really supposed to be there.
There are a couple of other things, too, with the Emotion Code.
So there is something called inherited trapped emotions.
So what's really interesting about that is we can take on emotions from that our parents
felt or that our grandparents felt, and sometimes you can go back generationally.
So to give you an example, you know, if my grandfather's great grandfather had a strong
emotion that he was unable to release, then that gets passed on to my grandfather and
a mech gets passed down the line until it's passed to me.
So then I'm holding that generational trapped emotion in my body, right?
And so again, that can balance the physical body and the sense of, you know, that can
balance the emotions.
So again, I can find specifically what those trapped emotions are and then release them.
And then I have two other examples for you really quickly.
So the third one is something called the preconception emotion.
And this is an emotion that we can take on from our mother while we're still in the
well, because one more inner mother's womb is she can have a, you know, a
million different emotions. So she's unable to release those, then that
that gets passed on to the baby. And then again, the baby grows up and has
those trapped emotions stuck in their body. And then the fourth example is
something called a preconception emotion. And what that is, is when before we're born, you know,
when we're with God or wherever we are, sometimes we can have emotions about being born into a physical
body. So whether that's fear, whether that's maybe an emotion of we don't really want to leave
where we are, you know, we want to kind of hang up there forever. So sometimes we can carry those
emotions in with us. And again, that caused our body to go out of balance or you can, you know,
it can change the way that we feel emotional. And I have a really quick story about that if that's
okay. Yeah, definitely. Yeah. So I worked with a woman a while ago and she was explaining to me
that and she was in her 50s and she was explained to me that every day, birthday, she would wake
up and she would just be sad, you know, despite the well wishes from her family, despite getting
together with friends, you know, getting presents, having birthday cake, all that stuff,
she just kind of had this underlying feeling of sadness and she could never figure it out.
So when I connected with her and we started to work together, I found that she had this preconception
emotion. I think it was either sadness or sorrow is what came up on the chart. And so I released
that emotion for her. And once that emotion was released, she could feel it. And ever since then,
every time on her birth. Now she's been happy and she's enjoyed it and and she's had a great time
and you know so it's interesting how we can be can carry those emotions and with us you know
and then there's also something I don't know if you've heard about a Derek but it's both a
highly sensitive person. So this is, and it's a certain, a small percentage of the population,
where psychologists have shown them that these people, they have, their nervous system is
wired a little differently in a sense. They are going to be just more sensitive to other people,
and they're going to be more sensitive to the environment and noises around you know.
There's actually, there are a number of books out there about highly sensitive people.
So if you're one of these people where you feel like you just take on everyone's emotions,
you know, it's something that I would recommend that you look into.
and you know, if you want to work with me we can work with releasing those
trapped emotions at our orgs. A lot of good points there, especially about the
generational thing, you know, it's a biblical thing too, they call it generational
curses and it's essentially like being on default and it's not nothing that you
do to inherit it, it's just passed down through the lineage and so you're able
to stop that, you know, and I've seen in cases within my own family of
of things that people haven't dealt with
and what they say, like father like son is the expression.
And it really is, is that you're taking on the qualities,
you're a little version of your parents
and of your grandparents and you take on the things
by default.
So we have to like, that's by default.
So we have to actively do something to stop the curse
to what we say reverse the curse and turn it around for,
You don't understand for your generation,
for your children's children as well.
And just as they're able to receive curses,
they're able to receive blessings as well.
And that's something good for us to talk about as well.
As far as dealing with energy,
once negative energy is gone,
you talked about the diet,
which is something huge.
There's, you know,
I think a lot of us are feeling certain types of ways
and not able to experience emotions
because of the diet that we're on,
stuff that we're putting within our body. Garbage and garbage out. There's large studies out there
right now about gut bacteria and basically your gut or your stomach being a ecosystem for the way
that you feel or you're going to feel for the next six months or so, three to six months is that
you're always being reborn. You're always being rebuilt the way that you feel, the way that your brain
works by what you put in your mouth. And so that plays a huge part upon the way that we feel
If we're going to, you know, if we're always tired and sluggish and all these kind of things,
it's about the things that we're putting in our body or the things that we're not putting
in our body at that.
So that's big when it comes to that.
But what are some, if we was to reverse it real quick, like what are some of the blessings
or some of the good things that we can impart, whether it's speaking kind words to other
people and that brings them into a higher vibrational state, they feel better, they feel
more encouraged that they can embrace the day, fulfill their dreams.
There's this notion in the Bible, man, it's really deep, but it's about casting out demons.
When we talk about casting out demons, it's just simply talking about thought patterns and ideas
that we've accepted as our own, that are foreign, that are not supposed to be their stronghold,
just with the Bible causes.
the manifestations get real weird and scary and demonic if they can be, but at the very
base level it's ungodly beliefs that we've accepted about our life.
But casting all for these vain imaginations that are not supposed to be there, there's
a story that goes back to the Old Testament of Solomon in Queen Shiba where she had all
of these ideas and things that she was going to prove him wrong and make fun of him and
his beliefs and his God and shed all these questions. And so he answered all of her questions
and she thought she was going to stump him and all of this. So anyway, he answered all of her
questions with wisdom and grace and peace. And by doing that, those spirits, she had evil spirits
on her and those spirits left simply by answering her questions and essentially through
conversation, he was, I like to say, he's casting out off demons by conversations with this person.
And that's when you're walking at a higher level
that you could just have a conversation with someone
and they feel lighter after speaking to you.
Your ministry mind it, you're going in here
with the reason you're sensitive to the spirit realm.
You know about energy and how it operates
and how if your parents have talked down to your whole life
and then somebody comes along to,
hey, I believe in you, man, you have great things ahead of you.
Like that's revolutionary, just in a conversation.
But imparting lessons and speaking lessons,
what does that come in with with energy work for you?
Yeah, you know, a couple of things.
So I would say that when I'm working with clients,
I never give up on them.
You know, even though they might be going through
some pretty difficult stuff,
you know, I know that they have it within themselves
to really heal.
So even though they might feel discouraged
And though they might be having a bad day, you know, like I said, I never give up on them.
I'm always, always encouraging them, you know, if they, you know, if they're in a physical
pain, for example, I often remind them that they have a choice to either focus on the pain
or to, you know, to really live a life of gratitude. So to give you an example, you know,
if I have neck pain, I can either focus all of my energy and my thoughts on my neck pain and
how bad it is and how maybe I want it, I move, it hurts my neck, you know, or I can focus on the
fact that, you know, there are like a thousand things in my body that are working just perfectly
just as they're supposed to right now, you know? And so when you make that shift,
it's an extra... Okay, yes, man, it's there. But there are other areas where, you know, I'm
working just fine. So it's shifting people's mindset in that way. So, you know, I would say
It's never giving up on clients, just reminding them that they have within them what they
need to heal.
Two more questions for you before we get off of here.
I want to address, there's a big difference between getting healing and repressing this
energy and emotions.
And without giving too much information, I'll just say that, I come from a family that
has a lot of baggage, hard childhood, rough upbringing.
Me and two other siblings, and my mom,
pretty much grew up together.
From house to house, you're a man to man, things like that.
I went through a lot of stuff.
I took the path, I was in dark witchcraft,
dealing with spirits on a negative side.
Got healing, got in the church, got away from that stuff.
And went on this road of self-discovery,
healing, confessing, confessing my wrongs, forgiving people who have wronged me.
You're like going through just years and then going through the deliverance
sessions like I spoke about where we're just like naming these things off and
addressing it, speaking freedom, casting out of demons is what they call doing
Christianity, all that stuff going in my life and then I come to a place where
like I'm healed from it. That stuff doesn't bother me. I'm over it.
I understand that I have a sympathy and I have empathy
towards those people who have wronged me those things.
You get healing, man.
You approach you, you view life differently,
you view differently, you have more compassion.
Those maybe some siblings or whatever, my mom,
we've all went through similar trauma.
And I've said, you know, they've repressed it, they hit it.
They act like it didn't happen.
I don't think we can get healing by acting like it didn't happen.
We have to address the fact that it did, and we have to turn it into alchemy.
We have to use the things that are against us for our good, part of our story, and learn
from it, grow from it.
I've talked about similar things, and I'm okay with it now with family to them, and
like I said, they try to repress things, and there's a lot of people repressing it acting
like it didn't happen or telling themselves like, whether it's playing the victim or whatever,
but I've brought stuff up, man. And I've seen people have panic attacks. I'm mentioning stuff
that I'm okay with now. Like I understand, but they're not. Like they haven't gotten healing.
They haven't spent years in fencing and offering forgiveness. Like they're still offended.
I'm talking about stuff that's happened 30 years ago, you know what I'm saying, on many different
levels and it's sad to see some people hold on to this stuff. It's my desire that everyone
will walk in healing and walk in surrender and forgiveness. There's a big difference there,
as far as getting healing and then repress and acting like it didn't happen,
because when you confront it with the stuff, it just comes up and it's like a flood,
whether it's memories or feelings or emotions or whatever, we spoke healing to that.
And I guess I can kind of, that statement can move on to this last question I got,
starting new endeavors, right? So we encourage people who pursue their dreams,
find out that vision that they want for themselves in different ways to achieve that
through spiritual practice and through mindfulness, through meditation.
And how important is it to get healing, to find healing before we open a new area of our
lives where we may have a platform, you know, or we start a business or we go into business
endeavor with others and then other people are going to be affected by it.
ministers, just Christian ministers who are still bitter at other ministers or other
churches or denominations of parents of pastors, like they're operating, they're
successful, but they're doing it out of bitterness and every now and then you hear
something slip or they're end up doing more damage than good from this place of
position, whether it be a podcast, whether it be a church service or something like
that. How important is it? Do you think to get healing before pursuing your vision?
Yeah, I think it is extremely important. I'm sure you've heard the expression wherever you go,
there you are. It's like to give you an example, if I'm in a job that I absolutely hate,
You know, there are going to be trapped emotions and other things inside of me that are contributing to that.
So, yeah, that I quit that job and then I go to another job.
And then eventually it's like, oh, I hate this job too.
You know, it's, it's, it's, it's no good job if the person that hasn't changed.
Right.
So, it's like when you start to clear out all that stuff,
You know, it changes you, and it can change how you show up in the world that can help
you to, you know, pursue some of your visions and some of your goals, because you're different,
you know, you no longer kind of have that energetic charge around maybe a little bit of fear
of like, you know, can I really do this? You know, as you were talking about your family and the
experiences that you've had with that, that reminded me that, you know, when they when they have
that panic attack, there's something inside of them that needs healing. You know, there's something
inside of them that that needs to be resolved and that that panic attack. It's kind of like the
the alert button going on in their system, letting them know, okay, there's something here that needs to be resolved, because if it was resolved already, similar to like you said, you can think back to the incident, but you no longer have the energetic charge behind it, you know, you can think about it, you can talk about it in your calm, and you can intelligently discuss it, and you're fine.
with that. But there's no longer those emotions that come up around it, you know. So, yeah,
I think it's critical, you know, that we, that we work on ourselves so that we can pursue
our goals and our dreams. Awesome, brother. Well, I really enjoyed this episode, man. I enjoyed
this conversation with you. Go ahead and share your links out. People want to check out your work.
you have more interviews, you got a bunch of articles and stuff like that and you are available for
private sessions as well. Go ahead and share your website and where people can check out your work,
man. Yeah, sure. Thank you. So my website is double the first one that you have coming up
is on July 19th and it's called Secrets to Pain Relief Without Medication. So if people go on to
that's my website, they can go ahead and sign up for that.
Awesome, brother, thanks for coming on.
I really enjoyed this one, man,
and I hope you did too.
I enjoyed the conversation.
Thank you so much, Derek.
I enjoyed myself too.
All right, we'll have to do it again soon, brother.
Thank you.
Yeah, definitely, thanks.
All right, bless, bless.
Yeah.
Nick Kiddowski, ladies and gentlemen.
I really enjoyed this episode, really good stuff.
I love talking about healing in general
and the different ways that we are to receive it
and we are to walk in it.
Man, a lot of good topics discussed.
I really enjoyed it.
I hope you guys did too.
I hope that I was able to ask some questions
that many of you guys who are on the fence.
Many of you guys who want healing,
many of you guys who are called to be healers, right?
The message I got from God some years ago now
was to heal the healers.
I understand my vision, I understand my call,
that there's many of you, the majority of you guys are lightworkers.
Many of you guys are called to help people do what I'm doing,
do what Nick is doing.
Many people in the chat, Christy Lee,
do what you guys are doing.
Ali Graham, we had a huge discussion about this the other day.
I know that's my role to encourage you
to equip you to be a healer.
So it's essentially healing the healers.
Everybody when I was doing proper sessions who came to me
was usually people who wanted to do what I was doing.
And they understood that they understood
that they had things that they had to get over.
They needed help dealing with trauma.
They needed guidance on what it would look like to even do that.
So you go to someone who's already doing it.
So there was a lot of that early on
when I was doing private sessions with people.
And I've seen that many people want to be free.
I don't think that there's not a lot of people
who want to be bitter or want to stay in this place
of discouragement and anxiety and like all this nasty
stuff that comes up.
Yes, it does become familiar to us.
It does that a lot of times our identity
is hidden within that stuff,
whether it's what we would call biblically,
a familiar spirit.
Like we, there's this other entity who feels like it's a part of us, like this entity
has been with you for so long that you feel like it's a part of you, but it's not there.
It's something for foreign.
It's not supposed to be there.
He starts about yourself, he starts about God, he starts about Christians, he starts
about whoever, man, it's affecting the way that we view people from generational curses,
learn behavior, all of this type of energy work.
Mr. Folks says, Topas, yeah.
You watch the little documentary that I put together.
It's called persona.
And it's talking about told boys, it's talking about
demons, it's talking about familiar spirits
and all of this stuff.
But you create these entities, you create,
you sign contracts unknowingly with these entities
to come in and change the way you think.
changed the way that you perceive.
And it gets pretty deep, man.
Make sure you guys check that out.
That's really deep, man.
The persona thing, and when it comes to demonic possession,
it was just insane.
Went over to Ali Graham's house.
She's over here in Charlie and Kenny's house.
And I was talking about someone who
was into creating a persona using mask.
And I don't know if it's safe to say,
But I think this person got possessed.
This person had to go to the doctor
by the persona that they created, taking over their psyche.
Sort of acting like the character,
even with the mask off.
That's crazy, man.
We're in a spiritual warfare, ladies and gentlemen.
I really believe that.
I believe that there's internet going on.
There's Wi-Fi, there's cell phone frequencies
that are going on right now that we can't see
It's energy that's traveling, electricity,
it's going on around us right now.
Where everybody's scared about the 5G
and the 5G is gonna hurt us in our auric field
and in a way we act and it's gonna be able to control us.
Like that stuff's already happening spiritually
and you have to be on top of it.
You're either gonna be victim or victor.
And if you don't know that there's a war,
then you're just pushed around by every energy,
by every wind of doctrine,
a leaf system that's going on out there.
But those of you who understand what's going on,
you can be offensive.
You can play on the offense.
You don't just have to respond to any trick of the enemy
or you don't have to respond to your haters
or whatever the case is.
You can offensively pursue the kingdom of darkness
and say the kingdom of heaven suffers violent
and the violent take it by forth.
that we force, we have to understand
that there's a spiritual battle.
We have to understand that
there's positive and negative energy
behind anything that we do.
Anything that we do and you can be a victim,
they can suck your energy, psychic vampires,
all of these things exist and are going on.
And so if we understand then we can be on the offense.
We could be victors. We don't have to be pushed around. We could be victors and not victims
I'm gonna read some of these comments here. If anybody has a comment leave it in the chat and I'll try to address it
Ali says truth in Aaron our treasures absolutely cool cool this couple. I've known and
They just got passed up
Thank you guys, let's see
Yep, we have to lift each other up and prayer. We have to
uh, join in with one another just to simply say you're not alone. That's been one of the
biggest things. So easy. Is that somebody know that? And I just try to say it on here. You're
not alone. You know what I'm saying? I know we've all felt that. We've all felt that way. Nobody
knows what I'm going through. Nobody's ever experienced this and all of this kind of stuff.
But we got to know that we're not alone. There's other people going through very similar things.
and sometimes we need somebody to talk to. Sometimes we need some understanding.
Obviously, we can always go to our creator. We can go directly to God, but it's good to have
brothers and sisters who believe in you, who have been in similar situations because they have
some wisdom. And I hope that that's what you're getting here. You know, some wisdom. I like to,
I don't really like to address or talk about conspiracies, but I do like to talk about the things
that we can apply to our lives. And I think that even in this energy healing, like many of you,
eyes of God, you know, I know that's playing. I'm speaking from experience. People go into Walmart
and walking down one aisle. You feel sad. You go down the next aisle. You're anxious. You go down
the next aisle. You're this, you're that. And you're being pushed around by all the spirits. You're
being pushed around by what everybody else has been entertaining. The spirits that are on them.
Look, this stuff can be intimidating. When you're talking to someone and they have spirits on them
that are trying to intimidate you in conversation, and this stuff is deep, man. We have to
have to band together. This is why we have community here. The Discord is open for those
of you guys who want to get into community and get into conversation with us. We do the
Thursday night school of the mystics. Discord is open. There's always somebody in Discord.
I try to jump in there and chat as much as I can, whether it's chatting, audio chatting,
or text chatting every morning.
I'll jump in and people are on the job texting
and telling everybody good morning
and praying for one another.
Make sure you, if you're looking for community man,
the link is in the description.
Go to that discord link, you can download it on your phone,
you can download it on your computer
and I try to jump in there and talk and chat as much as I can
while I'm doing idle stuff that allows me to do so.
So if you're looking for community man,
it's here we've created this thing.
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This is going out.
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Not only by the podcast, but by my music.
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Like, I appreciate you guys, man.
Like, literally, I want to let you know,
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Many of you guys are called,
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Pete, you know, and I say this,
and I don't know why I keep reiterating this,
I've had people tell me not to say it. They tell me don't don't say the fact that I'll
couldn't do this without your help, but quite literally to be honest, I couldn't. They said,
don't say that. That sounds so, they didn't don't like the fact that I say I couldn't do it without
without your help, but it's true. I would be driving a truck right now, working 17 plus hours
a day, which was what I was doing to provide for my family, but you guys help support the music,
you help support the podcast, keeping the lights on, paying for this kind of stuff, man.
And we're about to take this thing to the next level, stepping it up.
Can't get comfortable. Got to step it up with new music, new videos, still coming.
I'm still writing. As long as it's coming, I'm going to be obedient to, to describe it down
and there's some good stuff. Chris Barr says, people are scared to be authentic
and it's understandable. When you've been fake your whole life, man, or you've been a
chameleon, you know, and we've all been that, we've all been, I mean, we've all know, we all know
people and we've all been in a situation where when we go around a certain person, we act like
that person. When we go around these friends, we act like that. Chris, you know, people that they
couldn't go around you because you smoked too much. They go around you, they got a smoke. It's not
It's not that you made them is that you presented the opportunity and they're just not
like authentic in themselves. They don't have the power to say no. You have to know yourself, right?
So it's about being authentic in who you are and not being a chameleon gets some identity for yourself.
Know who you are. All identity is found in Christ, man. Don't knowing who you are. Know thyself.
to die and own self be true. Don't be a chameleon man. Be a trendsetter. Go out here and change the
vibration. You need to be that person when you show up. They conform to your image, right?
Because that's what's happening. But you walking in the image of Christ, you're doing the world
of good. You know, you're positive. They're like, man, I just want to be as positive as you.
It occurs them. It occurs them for whatever they want to do, whatever they want to build. And don't
be a victim, but be a victor, set the vibration. Be who you are. Find out why you're here,
the two greatest days in a person's life is the day they were born and the day they found,
find out why they were born. You got to know that, stop being a chameleon, walking your true identity,
changed the world, man. Bring forth peace, healing in a guidance to people. Do it, man. You guys can.
I'm proud of all you guys.
Man, you guys are awesome.
I really love my community, man.
I need you guys just as much as you so-called need me.
You don't need me, but I need you guys just as much.
So it's a team effort, really is.
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With that, I'm gonna say peace and shalom.
We'll do this again very soon.
Thank you guys.
Peace, peace.
You're welcome.
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So much time you didn't mind.
You are the source.
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