The Path of the Healer  Indigo Prophet / Tarek Bibi  TruthSeekah Podcast
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toric Bibby aka indigo prophet my
brother what's happening hey brother
thanks for having me none that sounds
like a great event congratulations that
happy equinox and thanks for having me
back and yeah congratulations on the new
album and awesome bro yeah thank you uh
yeah having you back and so that's one
thing I always refer back to a lot of
these old episodes there's a lot of new
people here most people don't even
haven't even heard of those episodes
right but there were some jewels in it
and there was some gems and stuff so uh
some of the old ones that I still have
but that's one that I I have it saved
but I just haven't released it the
quality is just yes in and all kinda
weird stuff going on but um yeah yeah we
we did that a long time ago but there
were some jewels in there man and so I
wanted to have you back on we've done a
lot of work together since then too
right yeah we've been featured on each
other's albums you got the laughter
track with you that was a really good
concept I don't remember the last time I
heard a rap song which was about the
power of laughs I know
yeah it was great that's cool it's cool
yeah we got the laughter track together
we have the the karma track together
such a stink track and you did a great
job with the videos so that's beautiful
man and then we have a new song that's
about to drop as well which I'm really
excited oh my god
powerful yeah powerful strong just
giving gratitude and thanks to our to
the original people of the lands that
we're in I'm here in Canada you're in
the US so just I just have a philosophy
if you're in a land that belongs to
others like do give back somehow some
way just to acknowledge the original
caretakers of the lab that you're on
whether it's through song whether it's
through financial donations and every
single person did that then it would
just shift things in a major way so
whatever you can do just to anyways it's
a beautiful try yeah so yeah man that
song is gonna be on your new album which
drops this Sunday man if you want to go
ahead and pass that let people know what
you got coming you I'm saying down the
pipeline with the music yeah so really
excited it's my fifth album and I've
been working on it for a year now and a
half I kind of did it once here then I
redid it when I was in the US and and
now redone it again with my soul brother
Nico for the third time and it's just
every time it's an elevated another
knotch so it's the best work I've ever
done and the collaborations are awesome
and it's just every songs of I don't
know if you wanna say it's a hit but
like they're catchy they're you know how
like certain albums you'll hear a song
and it's like yeah it's another song no
fillers no fillers every song you just
want to hear over and over there like
each songs an anthem each song once you
did it like makes you feel like you want
to get up and start a revolution but the
songs about like you know like the
goddess rising track is just honoring
women and just being like thank you and
it's like a deck that's kind of got a
dance thing going on like you can
actually dance it a lot of my songs you
Kara bats do and I challenged myself on
this one yeah ascension 777
this Sunday March 24th it's also my
birthday it's also like we just had the
spring equinox right now so you know and
it's got tons of healings in it so when
I listen to it I literally have these
hard gasm so I was telling my friend
yesterday like it just feels like my
heart's exploding
over and over and I was I was I had a
bath yesterday full moon so like just
cleansing and setting intentions and I
was listening to it and it just felt
like such potent energy and we need that
right now too because I feel we just
came out of hibernation and now a lot of
us are like okay we have all these ideas
of things we want to do like you were
saying before we got on the call like
just do it right yeah so a lot of us are
lacking in that divine masculine that
just does things and imagine all of us
are empowered with these energies that
are integrated into every song to get us
to actually get out there and do what
we're wanting to do that's a whole
different experience and concept in
itself as I mean I think every mom
rapper musician you want to create music
that you like right okay this is
something that doesn't exist I'm gonna
create it and first of all I have to
like it
versus hey this is what we want to hear
we want to hear you know I get messages
hey I don't want to hear that kind of
stuff I don't want to hear this it's
like well I'm not really on that tip you
want to create something that you like
right enos it's weird in in this you
know ministry type of music that we do
that has healing codes within it light
language within it prayers woven through
the background turnt down you know all
of this kind of technology spiritual
technology that we're doing and then we
can come back and re-listen to our music
months days or years later and our own
music ministers to us and we're like man
what it almost feels like I don't like
to say I channel my you know lyrics but
they definitely come from a place of the
divine and sometimes when we're feeling
down when we're feeling lonely or we
need encouragement we can put those
earbuds in and listen to our own music
and receive the healing you you
experience that as well great point man
I really feel like our music like if you
have a gift if it's Dan I remember going
to this event where there were people
who had mental health issues and every
single one of those people
got up and expressed their mental health
creatively using their own gifts or I
would call it their medicine I really
believe that when we were born we might
our mental health issues and now it's a
hot topic right our mental health issues
can be healed by our own gifts so if
you're super passionate about creative
expression whether it's poetry or rap or
words then your words will be your
medicine for your issues so if I'm going
through depression which I kind of have
these ups and downs with if I don't use
the gifts that I have which are writing
rap songs writing poetry reciting them
listening to them you know then my my
depressions gonna keep going down so
it's kind of like a gift and a curse if
you don't use your medicines you have to
have on yourself like you're saying
listen to our own music like our own
music then then we're gonna have issues
with mental health so if you have I
remember each one of those speakers like
one of them was a dancer she didn't even
say a word she just expressed from
mental health she went up there like her
little cocoon and she was afraid and she
broke out of it she started dancing and
it was like dance was her medicine and
if she stops dancing she will go into
her mental health stuff so it's a gift
and a curse don't it or it will use you
it's kind of like rest or it will burn
you out you know it's funny man because
it you know my mind always goes back to
the scriptures and stuff in like I'm
going back to the Book of Jeremiah where
he says I have a fire within my bones
and I can't keep it in if I hold it in
I'm gonna combust man I have to get this
fire out I feel the same way man I have
to I have to create I have to release if
I hold it in I'm gonna sink into
depression man to fire my bones that I
can't I can't contain I can't keep it in
even though I tried have you thought of
reciting the whole like all these books
like the Book of Jeremiah and like
different scriptures in your voice cuz
when I heard it from you I was like wow
it almost sounds like you're rapping
this Kurt well I mean that's what I mean
that's what your songs are that's pretty
much what I do with the podcast and with
the runs it's like started
my god it's Bible yeah it would be the
hood version though hey hey take this
out man Jim I came down to the stove you
feel what I wouldn't listen to that you
know and I think there is like a hood
Bible out there you know there's a Bible
everybody's kind of taking the Bible and
you have to change it to put your own
copy right but there is like a ghetto
Ebonics Bible it's kind of weird
there's one for everything legit there
is oh yeah somebody's well yeah yeah the
scriptures they've taken in him and
putting in street terms and stuff and
there's tons of yeah versions where they
just taking you know those ancient
truths and just trying to share it with
people you know because a lot of people
are scared even when it comes like the
King James Version disease hours.i signs
ow
art the LORD thy God like they don't
want to hear that they want to hear it
put in layman's terms I like it because
it's a sense of reverence of something
ancient something holy or something
poetic even but a lot of people just
want to hear it practical so that's what
we do with the music and with the words
and you know there's nothing new Under
the Sun I don't have any any anything
new to offer I'm trying to have like a
revival of what they had they had
something beautiful that we've lost and
trying to reconnect with that ancient
path right the one wisdom expressed in
many different exactly let's talk a
little bit about another album that you
put out you have an album I believe it's
seven songs and we kind of did the same
thing I was inspired as well and I did a
seven song EP that was once each song
was inspired by one of the chakras and
you you did it first you talk a little a
little bit about that yeah yeah I didn't
know the timeframe yeah but what a cool
idea right so that one is called label
me infinite so for all of us who are
being labeled you know abd ADHD or
whatever a lot of people in our
community kind of have those gifts I
would say but we are labeled in a
different way because society's trying
to say something's wrong with us but as
Kanye West said like bipolar is my
superpower
that's like my father ain't no curse
that's my superpower yeah seven tracks
and star
it's off with a song called the profit
and it's like the crown chakra and it's
a song devoted to God source God
universe whatever terminology you want
to use and then it goes through each one
and each song hat so like the sixth
track is the second chakra which usually
affects relationships so it's a song
about the hardships that have been in my
relationships and like the power chakras
like this really powerful like let's go
to spiritual battle kind of track so
yeah seven tracks each song kind of
record that has a representation of the
chakra and then also has an activation
so the song imagine is a rap remix of
John Lennon's Imagine with my with my
soul brother Michael moon here at
Toronto who actually looks like John
Lennon and when you go to his concerts
he just had one a month ago it feels
like you've been teleported to the
hippie era and you're like just watching
like that whole experience all over
again without the acid and he's on it
doing the chorus singing and singing
sounding looking like John Lennon and
that's what got a third eye activation
so whenever you listen to it your your
third eye gets more activated and your
intuitive abilities get activated as
well so it's beautiful broke because
I've heard people say things like this
warm lady was like my son's a B D dosage
is going down as he listens to your
music another brother I'm sure you get
the same thing another brother was like
Hema and your music kept me through you
know kept me going when my brother had
died music was my initial like gift
it was my savior in a way like yeah like
no one was there for me when I needed
them I felt all alone I felt confused I
thought flossed I remember praying to
God saying like why am i and how like
this is a very different vibration to
what I'm used to want to solo I'm hot on
a memory do you ever get that like do
you have a memory of a different place
yeah right then you're like what's going
on here weird yeah man really yeah yeah
it's a strength so as a Q I'm not memory
yeah it's kind of cursed to remember a
better place because if you didn't
remember anything else you're like okay
you know it but what was some of the
music that you listen to because I'm
gonna have a similar story music was my
escape but then for me it was it was an
it was an escape and it was a way to
vent in cope but the music was like
negative music like it was like it there
was no healing it maybe you think of you
if you talk about it if you get it out
you're healing but there is really no
healing even though we're talking about
it there's no place to get healed we're
just like kind of wallowing in it or
crowded I would put on I would listen to
corn right corn the first album from
corn and and this guy is crying when
he's singing he's crying and talking
about trauma and being beat and not
being loved and being molested and
things like that and I would put those
earbuds in dude turn them all the way up
and I just get in my cell I just start
weeping we've been we've been as a
teenager man and yeah so it was a place
of escape to a place that I can go but
the difference but for what we bring is
we have healing codes and things we talk
about that and deal with that stuff
intentionally but we want to heal you
from that right so did you listen to
some of that hard music that went to a
dark place or whatever till now whenever
I go into a place where it's like if I
find a sauna or a steam room or
somewhere where it's like enclosed I
would actually sing that song from the
corn album where it's like
oh my god all these tables right I just
got it when you said it man that's a
song I won't
I won't listen to right at this point
you know it's just too dark for me right
at this point you know yeah well I just
like reciting it because it's it's like
you know please forgive me and like I
love you it's a good message but I get
your point bro growing up so I'm an 80s
baby so born in 82 so soon as rap rap
and rock so there was like Guns and
Roses and get out go to sleep like
blasting Metallica like while I'm going
to sleep I don't know how that works
like it's nice music and then when rap
was there so I was like early rap was
like MC Hammer and then it got into
Beastie Boys and stuff like that or is
yeah and then then then it was pop like
I mean I'm still wearing like a two buck
sweater so I got into pop really heavy
what about the Chili Peppers because
they were like that kind of blended the
rap rock and funk and rock all of it
together
yeah yeah and then yeah metal I'll
actually love metal but I am also aware
of the negative a con like holy [Â __Â ]
yeah whatever what are the chances I
listen to my first Marilyn Manson CD
I've become obsessed with this dude and
then I burned my first holy quran like I
was born Muslim even though like that's
kind of atheist my mom's Christian yeah
and like Elizabeth the [Â __Â ] Marilyn
Manson I'm drinking alcohol on the
balcony I'm getting all my friends into
alcohol like drinking alcohol and
they've never done that before like yes
it had this rebellious spirit you know
like safety wouldn't there for nuts like
captures that rebellious spirit but I
also was aware looking back like there
was some weird like the morning [Â __Â ]
happening because it just kind of opened
up this portal for me to like lose
myself and I remember my friends telling
me how last night was [Â __Â ] amazing
like we had a great time and I have no
recollection of what was happening
because I was just you know possessed by
stuff and it was like one of the it was
like it was a high because a lot of
great things were happening but it's out
of control and it was I wouldn't
remember what happened so interesting
how that happened but it does have that
salt might I would love and this is what
I try to create a songs that have that
like disturbed corn medicine by a hot
vibes but without the dark energies and
dark messages you know it I love that
we're creating this because I love dmx
like I love you know that intense kind
of energy but when I listen to it now
because I'm more conscious I'm like [Â __Â ]
everything they're saying is negative
yeah yeah there's um
so there's this this group out there not
in there they're big and they call
themselves the Indigo I'm saying with
the Indigo movement and that's a I think
that's a growing movement and these guys
you got to look at the good that they're
doing because they're they're getting
those terms and they're resonating with
a lot of people but they blend the two
it's a group called the underachievers
and there's an some other ones that kind
of go with them another group called the
Flatbush zombies and they're really big
millions of plays and they go from
talking about the third eye higher
consciousness Christ consciousness Chris
chick Krishna consciousness yeah they go
from talking to that to talking about
having sex with groupies after the show
and like and then in doing all kind of
drugs and and LSD in it and it's like a
party atmosphere but you know we're
third eye in the goes with this with it
it's like if I were you gonna listen to
the dirty trap music if I'm gonna s in a
sex music I'm probably gonna listen to
Kevin gates but if I want to listen to
my spiritual music I want my spiritual
music like I don't I don't want to mix
him and I are you aware of those people
who are doing both in cuz I cuz I think
we share a lot of the same fan base cuz
they guys got millions of plays bro yeah
bro I love that question and I think
about it a lot and I actually was
thinking about it yesterday and I think
a part of me ever since I had my
wakening the ego like we have to
function as a personality in this earth
like you without an identity without a
personality it's hard for you to express
who you are so I feel like when I had my
awakening I'm like okay I'm not this
wild crazy you know excess alcohol drugs
party getting into fights like the dude
which I
went through that face now I'm like this
and kind of grounded
yes soft-spoken hard centered dude but
you know I remember going to festival
and the festival was done and except for
this one place where they were playing
like old-school metal songs and I lost
my [Â __Â ] and I have the best [Â __Â ] time
there so I don't want to pretend I'm the
only one thing we're may have many
different aspects of ourselves like your
inner teenager might get bored of if
you're meditating for like 10 days
straight you're in a teenager's gonna
rubella be like it's like let's go do
something else
yeah so I for me I'm actually a very
highly sensual sexual like while person
and for me to only like I almost feel
like I found myself in the last 10 years
putting out all these healing videos and
conscious rap music that I'm also in a
way not showing the fullness of me right
so I feel like and I like I'm human and
I have human size out my animal side up
is good yeah you don't have to just like
pretend it's not there or there's you
just yeah a man or something right it's
it's it's it's it's both is to duality
is where you gonna find the peace you
know versus yeah that doesn't exist I'm
not gonna feed any of that exactly
I feel there's a way to do it and I want
to challenge myself on the next album to
do like like for example I was thinking
of doing a song about sex where it
actually talks about like the the
chakras and the cooking Fellini's like
kind of how you do but like it would be
like someone would listen to it on one
level and go wow the songs all about sex
like a weekend song and the weekend song
but really when they listen to it it's
like you know the rising up the chakras
or whatever it's something like oh yeah
but if I'd also love to challenge myself
and do a song that's like sex as sexy as
like one of like princess songs or
something you know but the rap version
of that like something so what like my
the people I love like Tupac has songs
for everything you have like tracks he
had conscious tracks he had you know
sexual tracks so I feel as a human being
I would love to experience all sorts of
different emotions in an album and I
would love to diversify myself even more
next album in half like okay now this is
the one you're gonna party and dance to
this is the one that you're gonna make
me sob and cried to nearly some potions
this is one you're gonna scream your
guts out and get some release going you
know this one you're going to want to
make love to this one you're gonna I'd
like to do that but I found myself maybe
putting myself in a little more
contained yeah well you did that um you
did that uh that a contest that that you
held that I submitted a track for yeah
that was that was me stepping out of the
box and telling a story and it was you
know it was it was different and it was
beautiful and it was different for me
because it's hard for me to stay on
topic right because I want to approach
this spirituality from every aspect and
just really go into detail about it but
that one was was focused or whatever so
when you did that that contest that I
submitted that song for it definitely
brought me out the box to like put to
you know to to really you know make it
more practical yeah and I had some
people telling me they like my music is
too spiritual and we're just hiding
behind spirituality and make something a
little bit more practical and so when
you did that contest it was just like
right up my alley to do it man and that
was really cool just you know to you
know tend to focus on this stuff to act
you know not to act like it doesn't
exist or whatever but you have to be
mindful yeah you know what I'm saying
you have to be mindful you have to know
thyself yeah and I talked about a story
I talked about a story a couple years
ago I went to a concert and I bought the
tickets but I know I wasn't supposed to
go be insane clown posse came I watch
all their interviews - yeah but I knew I
was I was I was really in a state where
we were doing like miracles and doing a
lot of preaching and stuff like that and
I was really you know manifestation was
happening like that people would call
for prayer they were getting healed
across the world like really and you
have to cultivate that you have to
protect that you know that's a
vibrational frequency that you walk in
or your
expecting miracles and stuff and for
some reason - there was a disconnect for
me it's not with every group it's not
for every secular group or whatever but
for some reason those tickets came
available and I was like you know what I
want to try to get up a bunch of old
high school buddies and let's hang out I
haven't seen him in 10 years 15 years
let's go see ICP because we loved him
high school and so I said that all these
invitation I thought it would be fun I
have two guys get up with me and we went
but right when I purchased the tickets I
knew like and I supposed to do this
don't do it I say no it'll be fun I
haven't seen them and you know I can
listen to it and know that it's just a
show and they're good songwriters but as
soon as I purchased those tickets man I
felt like the Bible talks about grieving
the Holy Spirit that's within you you're
grieving it like I told you not to do it
and you did it anyway like okay you're
asking for miracles you're wanting to be
used in great things and but you can't
even you know listen to me and this
small thing and I ended up going to that
concert
yeah painting my face you know we had
fun had a blast I put a dude in the
choke lock some guy I think he was on
ecstasy or song he was pushing everybody
and yeah pushing girls I just come here
and I grabbed him and choked him out you
know and we were in another state and
then I got paranoid because I looked up
and there was this lady screaming at me
okay she's like leave him alone Oh Lord
I'm in another state I don't know how
many people this guy has with them yeah
this guy might have 15 friends with them
at the ICP show I got two friends yeah
you know I had four friends but to roll
with me so it was just weird paranoia
they hate me I just kind of slid to the
back disappeared but you know in it but
it I don't want to say that because I
obviously closed like Homer Simpson when
he's fading into the bush but I say that
to say that it took me I was off for
several months after that even though I
okay I put that behind me I knew I
wasn't supposed to go let me just get
back and do it I'm supposed to be doing
- really recalibrate it took me months
man yeah for that one little nudge off
course it took me once to really get
into a comfortable place where I was
confident and just felt the energy and
the prana flowing and yeah you know it
took a while man all that work yeah it's
tricky because you're again
that can be your inner teenager just
being like what's the harm and not right
yeah let's go and have fun and do
something different that's more
stimulating in a different way and like
sometimes we get that with sexual
temptation right if you're single and
you're like whoa this person or if
you're not signaling aside to let's not
go there but like and then you decide
okay this is what I'm really feeling
right now and then you can go and and
act on that in the I've heard stories
where people experienced it out on first
doors with people like are on this hi
and they feel like they need something
else and then they go for it and then it
just like completely all the work you've
been doing for like months just you may
need to restart so all it's 11:33 here a
good number but yeah a good point like
how can you for example like I'm
watching Gaia TV so guys TVs like the
spiritual Matt plays learning all these
amazing things loving it but then it
reaches a point where it's like okay now
I need something else and then it's like
I need to Netflix right so same thing
with our music I believe in our
experiences it's like how can we have
the Netflix experience without it
completely dropping our energy right
yeah definitely man as a message here in
the chat Chris Garner brings up
something he says is is ICP
where the trolls came from lol so funny
cuz I started a podcast called we are
the trolls and it was we were drinking
beer we were just being guys being silly
telling jokes and I started that and he
says is that where it came from and it
probably was in that same era where I
was like when I kind of fell off just it
was only for a few months and I know
weird thing is I knew it wouldn't last
man and you go do it anyway
knowing that you're not supposed to be
doing it right I mean that was kind of
what that podcast was it was super fun
yeah super fun but it wasn't what I was
supposed to be doing I believe there's a
in the church they say you have the you
have the permissible will of God of what
God just allows you to do then you have
the perfect will and many people are in
the permissible will just kind of doing
their own thing but they're not in the
perfect will when you're in the perfect
will that's when synchronicities line up
that's when the universe just kind of
formulates around you and pushes you
where you're supposed to be but I think
that everywhere that we go
supposed to learn those couple months
that I fell off there's so much that I
learned so next time Insane Clown Posse
comes to town and I want to go I'm gonna
say no you know what I'm not gonna go
you know one of those songs I watch a
video I watch it on YouTube you know
yeah to be uh you know to be sensitive
man about you know here a little there a
little and you're not supposed to just
indulge in anything there's reasons so
that that intuition that the Holy Spirit
that inner voice guidance system it's
let it's looking out for you like it
knows what you need more than you do and
I think this is I think I'll be okay so
we're talking about um sexual music and
so in the chat sexual energy the chats
mentioning some different things they're
talking about having astral sex and
things like that let me throw this out
there have you heard of or have you had
experience with entities oh yeah wanting
to have sex with you while you're asleep
that's in the old text it's called the
Incubus in the succubus right they they
actually actually get on you know men
and women when you sleep and they give
you dirty dreams and make you have a wet
dream essentially and they pull off feed
off of that sexual energy have you had
that and then the piggyback I guess the
second part there's people who try to
initiate people who try to initiate that
with spirits or avatars or entities in
the astros like you know on one hand
it's the entity approaching you when you
and you're like a victim and then on the
other hand there's people who are
seeking out entities to to marry and to
have sex with and things like that what
is your experience with with the first
of being approached in the middle of the
night pinned to your bed maybe and in
you know having that those encounters
have you ever had that yes I have 300
entities that I'm
[Laughter]
but yeah I remember ever since a kid
ever since I was a kid just kind of like
that sleep paralysis and like a wet like
yeah like a sexual dream not able to
move I'm not wanting to resist it
because in my subconscious mind in my
dream state it feels like a good thing
but when I've tuned in like for example
some I remember catching it sometimes
where it would appear to be an
ex-girlfriend or even a girlfriend at
the time but then when I tuned into
there when I look into their eyes that's
the the secret is to look into their
eyes of the person that you think is the
person you know and when you look into
their eyes in your dream state if you're
aware enough you can actually see that
it's an imposter it's an entity because
they're Masters of Deception they can
actually take the form of whatever is
attractive to you so if you look into
their eyes and you're like whoa no soul
this person you'll know it's an entity
pretending and I remember once looking
into their eyes I'm like no you're not
that person nice try and I backed off
from the dream and then there's the
paralysis where I'm literally frozen I'm
not able to move and it's like trying to
keep me stuck in the dream state when
I'm trying to force myself out of a
dream and then there was those times
where I was like wow this felt so good I
have you know especially when I'm
practicing celibacy and have this wet
dream that comes out of nowhere just to
like bring my energy down and then yeah
I just wake up and I'm like cool you
know I have an orgasm you know and
there's brought you know there's an
entity but I had a release and let me
make the best of it do some more
protection at night yeah I mean I like
to think of it this way I don't want to
be too nice about it but I also like
what if like iron incarnated into a
human being in this lifetime but what if
I incarnated for some reason maybe this
isn't an option but what if I was an
entity like what if you know what I mean
what if I was like we don't judge snakes
and go hey that's an evil snake it just
ate the rat but what if I was incarnated
as an NC and unfortunately I'm I'm not
in my home source energy I'm not in my
home planet I think I'm more
from my planet some portal opened up and
I'm stuck here on planet earth this is
hell for me and my I'm terrified I'm
constantly in fear these beings are in
fear they're not they're not in their
power they're not not afraid that's why
they only commonly sleep so think how
terrified they are and I actually
experienced an entity as a child and I
felt its fear out I thought it was my
fear I was like holy [Â __Â ] I'm terrified
and then I realized I'm so empathic I
actually felt what it feels like to be
an entity and it was terrifying fear mmm
terrifying dear yeah and it's only food
source is its energy there are sexual
energies like the gun of your eyes how
can we help them like get all the energy
that they need but not from us how can
we get them reconnected to an infinite
supply of source that doesn't know very
strange because the rules are different
for them right it's a little bit
different and we don't I don't think we
I don't think we fully understand you
know what they do and you know you know
if they're supposed to you know be here
and uh Tim mankind and things like that
right this is a scripture I want to read
this just this little part this is uh in
the testament of Solomon at the
beginning of verse nine so I guess
chapter 1 verse 9 but it says and when
Solomon heard this he rose up from his
throne and went outside into the
vestibule of the court of his palace and
he saw a demon
shuddering and trembling and he said to
him who art thou and the demon answered
I am called
Aeneas so are in IAS on is or stuff like
that
and Solomon said to him tell me o demon
- what zodiacal sign art thou subject
and he answered - the water poorer so
the water poorer is Aquarius right to
the water poorer and those who are
consumed with desire for noble virgins
upon earth these this is what he says he
does he does so he's so Solomon would
get these demons and he would he would
make them tell him what zodiac sign that
they're under what constellation and
and what angels bound them up so to call
upon the help of this angel to bound
these particular demons up so this is
what he's doing to this demon or nice or
whatever um he said it but it says these
I strangle but in case there was no
disposition to sleep I mean I am changed
into three forms whenever men come to be
enamored of women I metamorphosize
myself into a comely female and I take
hold of the men in their sleep and I
play with them we know what that means
and I play with them and after a while
again I take to my wings and hide me in
the heavenly regions I also appear as a
lion I am commanded and I am commanded
by all the demons I am the offspring of
Archangel Uriel the power of God and
then it goes on - and there's the other
one
so that's the succubus it goes into more
I'm sorry that's the that's the yes
succubus and the female version is the
Incubus and so it kind of goes into
detail it's pretty deep man is not one
of the good guys yeah yeah no that's the
good one yeah so it's like like a a
rogue angel or fallen angel or what the
Bible even calls an evil angel or sent
out evil angels yeah okay yeah that's
very interesting because I've been
researching a lot of what was termed
angels and now seems to be there
entities like angels
all right the word angel means messenger
you know that's what it that's what it
translates to and even in scripturally
like you can say you can call yourself
an angel i'm terribiy be an angel of the
lord you know I'm a messenger of the
Most High
odds I am here to deliver a message and
show these spirits entities will carry
messages to mankind or vibrations over
regions or over us we're just depressed
and we just we don't know why we're just
not feeling it it brings a vibration and
you might have an entity on you and
there's ways to cleanse yourself and get
them off and different things that we've
allowed them entrance into our auric
field even you know these lesser spirits
as well it gets deep because I love that
yeah bright question a lot of that like
angels so right now based on that angels
you
Julie workman program just means like
good beings from God but now it's like
angels are messengers are spirit beings
some are good intentional something on
yeah and then this whole yeah like this
whole again like if I was one of these
beings and like I probably repelled
who's good who's bad and and it's like
what was you know there's God's with the
capitis God with a capital young and all
the lesser gods with this mulch and it's
like really important for us to make
distinctions between what is yeah right
the true source yeah yeah cuz that's
that's the whole thing we're being a
healer is like connecting with the true
source like going you like we have
direct access to that and now you can I
know there's different you know I'm
saying mediators and stuff like that and
there's lesser beings and stuff and it
gets really tricky but to really bypass
it you could just go straight to source
yeah I mean people you know people want
to have encounters and I believe that
the Angels even so even if we pray or we
connect with source and we're asking for
the spirit of peace to be upon us I
believe that angels in spirits in the
Holy Spirit is at least is loosed upon
us to travel and to bring that to us I
mean biblically that's what what happens
so these angels kind of shift and move
the energies in there over the different
seasons in the zodiac and the rising of
the Sun and the plant kingdom and all of
this can they govern everything and it
all works in this beautiful ecosystem
and we entertain angels unaware we don't
even know it they're everywhere right so
I think that they are subject to
obviously the higher power even the evil
ones so there's a good reason sometimes
like sometimes those succubus and
Incubus sometimes they they are there
because you've opened the door for them
you've been you've been watching a lot
of pornography
you've been entertaining good thoughts
that you probably shouldn't and that
changes your vibration you'll be go out
and every woman you look at you're
thinking of making love to every single
woman every woman like that's that's not
healthy right especially as
you've become one prostitute yeah and
it's a spirit looks like that it it puts
a vibration upon you and you you just
want to get your jollies off or whatever
and then you're in that for days or
hours even maybe I don't know but you
have to you know you have to have to
shake it off you have to get out of
there so a lot of times we watch that
kind of stuff and then a lot of times in
the dream realm we're just interpreting
the stuff that we've been watching
throughout the day a lot of people even
believe that the dreams like the garbage
and in excess from the day so then we go
to the dream realm and then we're
surprised that we're having sexual
fantasies that come to life in our dream
we've been entertaining those thoughts
throughout the week yeah yeah it's a
great question like what is healthy you
know sexuality in yeah I feel like
sexuality something we should all like I
would love to continuously learn and
understand you know sexual energy and
tantric practices to master my own
sexuality master my own sexual energies
and use that in a way to keep me in in a
certain vibration and you know without
any judgments towards like I remember
going to these workshops and they're
like oh it's it all has to be like pure
love I'm like eh sometimes up my animal
side comes out whatever like I'm not
like fully pure right like like I'm not
just what is depicted as pure I'm a
playful person to it yeah that's a
facade that I think we're trying to try
to undo a lot of that stuff and show
people you don't saying what true pieces
in the middle man it is a place of
duality yeah you know it's not a place
of just brokenness and hiding in the
dark and grieving over your your your
sins and things like that and it's not a
place of just peace love and light you
know yeah I find that balance there
because it is a song and dance there
yeah like I'd love to see more like
warrior energy in the spiritual
community like more like action taking
more warrior kind of energies you know
it's it's tricky I mean it's unfortunate
that like political people like I was
watching a documentary yesterday about
political rap music worldwide and how
it's becoming like like here politicians
and here's one rapper in that country
somewhere like somewhere in a different
country any locale use a good one
immortal technique those like exactly
Loki's a great immortal and Loki are
great examples and there's so many that
we don't even know of diesel automatic
shout out what's that sound automatic
yeah he's good friend of mine a lot of
Matic oh my god [Â __Â ] yeah love that love
that artist and have you heard of Steve
Steve Steve grant he's doing a lot of
yeah he's doing a lot of work yeah yeah
so like the power of political rapper
let's say or a rapper who becomes
political but you don't have to be into
politics to challenge the wrong in your
country and how it takes one rapper to
like affect the politics of the country
and how a lot of countries are trying to
ban these rappers and silenced them
because that's how powerful our words
are so I'd love to see the balance
between you know songs that are
political songs that are spiritual songs
that are educational songs that are
playful and fun funny sexual like you
know I think we eat all of that and then
back to the entity stuff like I heard as
an entity
you kind of want different flavors of
energy because it is their food so it's
like we don't just want one kind of food
all the time sometimes when it's spicy
sometimes when it's sweet and for them
it's like these different people they
they kind of affect their thoughts and
they're like okay I need you to go like
kill people and then they feed off of
that you're the hot air kind of energy
that's a different taste for them or you
know people who are yeah like just
lusting over women or people get into
fights like whatever negative things
you're doing out there those are
different flavors and it's gorging
yourself on food and just overeating and
things that's happening as well and like
just what I feel for people who do all
these bad things end up in prison
entity just goes in like possesses
another human being and we think we've
got to the bottom of it like we've done
the guy who's in prison you know man
yeah and then the person is like I don't
know like what happened and I did these
things and I'm a bad person and a part
of me like reaches just like tries to
connect and say like it's not
like we need to know what are our
thoughts and what are the thoughts that
we're hearing outside of us like and you
know the whispers of the jinn was
something I remember as a kid hearing
like you know these jinns whisper into
your ears to make sure you're aware of
the the words that come from your your
soul and from God as opposed to words
that come from these beings we um we did
a song about pornography addiction and
I'm I don't and I use this clip here and
let me see if I can play a clip of it
and especially it's kind of fitting
because you know that that I Ted Bundy
documentary just came out right and it
was it was really good it's worth
yeah it's worth watching I don't this is
a four-minute clip I just need to find
just one clip though I want to play it
if I can let's see can you hear this no
they're children so they are loose in
the society I don't know whatever end of
stages and what scares and appalls me
dr. Dobson is when I see what's on cable
TV some of the movies I mean some of the
violence in the movies are they come
into homes today with stuff that they
that they wouldn't show in an x-rated
adult theaters thirty years ago there in
your home Assad hotel something about it
the FBI was deeply he's got a lot of men
here we go and I've met a lot of men who
were motivated to commit violence just
like me and without exception every one
of them was deeply involved in
pornography without question without
exception deeply influenced and consumed
by an addiction to pornography there's
no question about it the FBI's own study
on serial homicide shows that the most
common interest among serial killers
Wow and I think I think I think it has
some yeah I think it has something to do
with the thirst for more like the more
and more you do something yeah I mean in
and I think I think this disable killers
are extreme cases right but they are
cases that work because they got caught
right and we know that we have their
testimony and things like that but um
it's it's anything in any sin where it's
like never enough it's fun for a season
then you got to have more yeah and so
that's the whole thing with pornography
in the danger of it is the fact that
like it's a drug it's a drug it's a drug
right in there so you know with the
first time you do drugs or smoke crack
or shoot or smoke meth or whatever you
you didn't plan on becoming an addict
yeah adding you just wanted to do it at
a party and then the next day and then
when nobody's home and then by yourself
and then you're robbing people
you're stealing stuff to feed that
hunger that that monster that monkey on
your back as they call it that you can't
stop feeding it's controlling you in a
city that's a great analogy for a type
of unclean spirit or demon is a they
ride you like a monkey on your back
that's controlling you and uh you know
it's out but you want more yeah you know
regular sex just doesn't cut it anymore
I want sex with you know three guys I
want in so you keep adding to it and the
things that you won't even get turned on
anymore by your regular sexual things
you need all these crazy fantasies and
all you have to dress up like a
character and edgy stuff you know in it
yeah you know it'sit's something to look
into
you gotta look into it I mean I love
that you're doing this and I'm gonna be
the first time I'm gonna like verbally
out loud say so yeah I've struggled with
porn addiction like a lot yeah and I can
definitely say for my own personal
experience that when I do when I do when
I when I did go through that it would
definitely kind of lower my vibration
and I also would notice because I'm very
like I sense energies and I start seeing
he's like kind of like like what
energy swerving around my room and a
part of me is like [Â __Â ] I just want to
do something I'm not hurting anyone like
in my mind I'm justifying I'm like no
yeah I'm still clean energy and it's
like I couldn't help it it was like hey
you're gonna do this it's lowering your
vibration yeah
and it's making you more susceptible to
entities and a part of me was like [Â __Â ]
can I just like my lizard have to does
it have to involve these other beings
like I just wanted to do so there's
definitely cleaner ways of you know like
bath essential oils like nice sacred
music like you can have a beautiful
experience on your own sexually without
it kind of going into there yeah I mean
porn to me is is a weapon and it's being
used on us and it's it's actually a
great topic and I think we don't talk
about it enough because it is a weapon
that is being used all over the world
and it's dropping all our vibrations and
it's allowing us to open ourselves up to
these energies that like if you're just
in an innocent place where like I just
want to watch some porn but then you
have this entity or several entities
feeding off of you now you're starting
to think like the entities now the
entities are like now go do that outside
now go and do these things and you're
like whoa and it's really important for
you in those moments to go is this my
thought or the entity spot yeah and then
just a distinction I really think it's
healthy for you to explore playful like
whatever you want to explore sexually
like new there's there's a healthy place
to explore stuff yeah but and like you
said there's a place there's a
distinction where then it gets out of
control and you're you're not doing it
in a healthy way so there's like you're
everywhere you know I can get it can get
dark man but even even the scripture
says that the marriage bed is undefiled
so between you know you and your spouse
get creative human I'm saying like but
the whole thing with the pornography is
something that I really came to grips
with reading a book by Manley P Hall a
little short book it was uh it was it
was the book about magic and he showed
you the difference white gray and you
know black magic and but at the end of
it it was something totally different at
the end of the
he talked about the universe in God and
we always feel like you deserve a happy
life you know we say these things God
wants you to be happy
God wants you to be successful and to
fulfill your dreams God and then but the
way he put it and I've always said that
I still say that at times but the fact
of the matter is God doesn't want
anything the universe just responds to
what you put out and it's not up it's
not God's responsibility for you to be
happy it's not God's responsibility for
you to have a healthy marriage or a
healthy relationship or a great album
release album release it's not up to God
for you to have a great album release
guess who's it up to
it's you so the thing about if we want
to be successful if we want if we want a
good marriage guess what you have to do
you have to work at it yeah it's a
relationship you have to build it you
have to spend time yeah and so what the
book talked about manly be how he's
talked about the instant gratification
and there's always a repercussion I have
friends who came out of the drug scene
and they would go do raves and they
would go to big parties they would be
even involved in orgies and they would
take ecstasy and one of my friends he
was 400 pounds he's been big his whole
life and he would go to a rave eat
ecstasy and all these beautiful women
are hugging on him and kissing him I
love you and they're just rolling he
feels like he's in heaven the next day
he's depleted
he's his serotonin
his melatonin is off because he's you
know saying he
depleted it you have to work to feel
good like you have to work to be happy
so any instant gratification of sex of a
good intimate relationship with the
lover with a spouse like you have to
work for that it's not like instant
quickie whatever but it's a it involves
man the song and dance of the day of
life drug use we get which you do
whatever drugs you're doing you get that
instant high instant gratification so
pornography is an instant gratification
that you don't have to work for and
anything that is instant those quick
fixes always seem to set us back in a
you know we have to work for all that
stuff man you know we want to be
successful we want to be happy we got to
put into work it's not given for
everybody everybody doesn't deserve
deserve it you deserve what you work for
yeah well I believe we all are deserving
but we won't just get it yeah easily
it's available for us all if they'll
want it yeah definitely and Morgan we
can experience if we put in the work you
know maintain our energy stay in the
positive but how hard is that though I
mean I'm sure you've been through hell
and I've even seen recently you know
several times I've seen you where you're
just like you're just going to go and
going you're creating so much and then
you're depleted you're like hey I need
some help
it scattered right yes hell it's it's
again it's I feel like it's caught like
the other day I was like [Â __Â ] the
self-love thing it's not like okay I did
something now I'm good I love myself
like every morning I gotta wake up and
like face my demons face addictions like
face the president and like do a million
things just to make dinner I'm like on a
good vibe I got to wake up early I got
to go to the gym I gotta you know do
some yoga set some prayers setting
attention yeah it worked for it
and like one day where I'm like yeah I
don't need it I'm feeling pretty good
just go back for that it's that whole
and then same thing with work you're
saying we got to work for it but then
there are people that are overworking
like I'm fake - mommy - yeah that's who
right over work where it's like you're
pushing yourself too hard you're not
listening to your body you're not
balancing work with you know other
activities relationships there's so many
successful people and this is what I
meditate on a lot it's like there's a
lot of successful people I listen to and
they've they've gotten to where they've
gotten to but they've sacrificed
relationships you know family kids you
know like really God isn't there like a
way where I can succeed with without
having to sacrifice things that are
important like relationships and kids
yeah man I was just I was just
meditating on that earlier man it's like
you know I'm a product
duh you know I'm saying a home where the
dad walked out the dad left and kind of
went and did his own thing haven't heard
from him you know 30 years you know what
I'm saying and and it was a scripture I
was even looking up a scripture this
morning and you have a lot of people who
are ministers who are healers and
they've walked out on their kids man I
don't think I think that I really you're
you're you're dealing with some bad juju
some bad karma yeah a lot of people who
do that and there's ministers as
preachers as pastors who have done it
you know you you have a responsibility
that you have to do and so a lot of
people without what I've noticed man and
I'm I'm pretty sure you've seen this too
maybe maybe it's you there's two
different I think it's piggybacks into
two different scenarios one will go with
the people who are all loving light and
we we try to stay on vibration on a high
vibration why because we know we've been
through the darkness we would not wish
that upon anyone obviously you can learn
from the darkness and things like that
but to be in that hell there's lessons
that that we've learned that the only
place we will get them is in that valley
in that that place of darkness that you
can't there's no money that would that
can pay for that and there's nothing you
can no book that will impart that to you
we learned there we don't want to go
back but we're kind of we're at this
place where we kind of made peace with
those demons we say thank you man I
appreciate the lesson you know and
there's people there so that's why we're
loving like don't hang out in a darkness
there's people who die in the darkness
they don't make it out so that's why our
work is important but then you have
those healers in people and maybe this
is us - maybe this is across the board I
don't some people are just better at it
than others but some people that they're
there love and light living light and
they're all good all positive and then
they blow up I have so many people I
know you deal with depression we most of
us do that's why we try to fight against
it so much but there's there it's all
loving light for weeks and then they're
like f it I'm just want to kill myself
and they're like ready to kill
themselves and and just to undo
everything and like there is it's a the
balances there is no balance
it's like all or nothing all or nothing
I'm good I'm good I'm good I'm good
effort tear it all up have you noticed
that as well
yeah I mean I think that's maybe part of
being buy like a bipolar kind of thing
where super high and loving and then
super low and depressed and I feel like
I do I do go through that but I don't
feel I never felt suicidal I might have
been like I don't want to be here
sometimes but I don't think I would have
actually acted on that but later don't
you yeah just really hot like I feel
there are certain things in my life if I
don't have them I get really the problem
like I have dog energy I'm year of the
dog 82 in Chinese astrology and dogs
when you look at a dog they're not
they're just playful they're full of
energy they love being around others
they like interacting with people always
like interact with random people and
like kind of sporadic and
unconditionally loving but leave them
alone in the house what happens they get
super depressed and like anxious and
like heart eight right you've seen the
videos where like a person the owner
like walk the caretaker leaves and the
dog just like sits where you know the
door is or whatever I'm doing yeah yeah
there's always indoor all day like I
feel like I have some of that and and
I've sometimes robbed myself from the
opportunity of doing simple things like
hey Tariq your needs are interaction
with people like connect him if a whole
day goes by and I didn't connect with
one person
I will easily go into too deep dark
depression so just knowing that a simple
thing like knowing what your needs are
like okay sorry these are your needs you
need to have some exercise and movement
so you don't get the energy stuff you
need to have your spiritual practice you
need to interact with people even if
it's a phone conversation for like 15
minutes that's all it takes to keep that
heart open for me as soon as I close off
my heart and I go okay no one's here for
me and I really need them here for me I
start to create the shell in this like
protection I go into my man cave and I'm
like pushing everyone out and trying to
like survive from within I'm like I'm
just gonna take care of myself as like
this old survival programming of you
know maybe not feeling loved and
supported or like trust issues or you
know going through the trauma so that
I've been through
kind of like it's that ego saying I got
you I'll take care you don't need anyone
else and then it takes a lot of strength
and vulnerability and courage to like
reach out and go like what I did on
Facebook last week I was like hey guys
I've been in bed for a whole week
yeah tell me some love and light I'm
like why I didn't take me a week to ask
for that like I give you so much to
myself and I have a whole army of
beautiful people who with and drop of a
hat would support me and I'm getting
better at asking for work I'm getting
some coaching right now and and it's
been amazing yes my heart to receiving
all that's available that's big man I
remember being in church and stuff right
and I would uh I would be one of the
ones who would pray for people after the
service and things like that and I could
be you know going through it as well and
then we're just too scared to show that
we're broken people like you know people
look up to you they look to you for
answers but you feel like you have to
like play the facade or not ask for help
because you've made it you have the
answers you're doing good and the funny
thing is I even worked Christianity with
the church and stuff most of Christian
music
it's about being broken it's about hey
I'm broken you fixed me I need help I
rely on you daily help me there's never
this place where you're supposed to be
like hey I'm good I don't need it
anymore
I'm good you know I'm saying it so it's
a daily place where you have to drink
and commune with God and and if you
don't do that even if you are doing that
like you can kind of you kind of get
into a funk or whatever but I would just
remember like how hard it was for me to
ask for prayer oh wait what are you
doing you're doing things just not
supposed to be doing are you are you
looking at porn like what's the deal
what are you doing and so uh you don't
want you to feel like you're gonna let
people down you know that people look up
to you and your role model and things
like that so there's all these reasons
why you should hold it in but it's the
one thing you got to do is break and
release and I fat man we talking about
vibrations and and things changing
there's things that I've held in for
weeks or months or doctrines I was
learning that were hateful and at their
core and things that I knew it was
changing me and I thought that I would
never be able to shake it I got into the
Hebrew Israelite theology and I'm
listening to so much hate
being spewed out but there were good
things that I would hold on - I'm hold
on to that because that's really good
I'm just gonna spit out the rest but
eventually man that stuff it still
sticks you know and I needed to get with
some brothers in prayer and say hey I
just need to confess this to you the
Bible talks a lot about confession we
just have to get it out we have to
confess it to somebody let them know
don't hold it in
confess it and that's why you see the
Catholic Church going to to a
confessional to the to the UH you know
the priest or whatever but the scripture
says to confess your sins or your faults
want to turn another so that you may
find healing yeah it's so fun feeling
yeah like so for me you remember back to
what we're talking about like our
medicine is our gifts so when I got him
to that funk I wrote that poem and it
became like there it was very raw and
like deep and some might say dark but it
was how I was feeling and I expressed it
and in it was that was my confession
right like my confession comes through
my poetry comes through mine I don't
refuse it's just this is what I'm going
through and by saying it it's being
released going yeah I feel like that's
really healthy and relationships just to
be like or even with friendships just to
be like hey this is where I'm at don't
try to save the person who's confessing
give them like unconditional gear hear
them out and in them shared like that's
what men circles and like sharing
circles are really powerful in your
community if you don't have one start
one we could be all men could be all
women can be mixed but it's like
everyone takes a turn with a stake and
they're basically just sharing what
they're going through this is what I'm
going through and no one's trying to
save them no one's trying to help no
one's trying to make it better just in
the power of hearing someone and safe
safe space great safe space for those in
your community just to share what
they're going through and that's more
than the knowledge is here in the mouth
but I was thinking about what we're
talking about earlier and I feel like
there's a different there's a dimension
that we haven't spoken about where was
like okay quick fixes I feel like a lot
of people in our community are really
sensitive very empathic and it's very
easy for an empath to want to go to a
quick fix to
self-medicate so if your if you picked
up an energy from a conversation with
someone who came out of the subway or he
came out of the mall or wherever you
picked up some kind of energy and you're
like oh this feels not good and you're
trying to medicate yourself and numb
yourself because of whatever came up
usually it's something outside of
ourselves but we can also get triggered
from our previous traumas so whether
it's an internal trigger or it's
something we picked up from outside the
act of wanting to not feel that is
completely legitimate and it's good that
you want to not feel that and I feel in
those moments you have your options it's
really important for you to have here
like this is what I need to do in case
of these in case of emergency this is my
go-to list you know scream it out if
it's like a buildup of energy have a
Epsom salt bath smudge prayer you know
go to church go to read scripture like
listen to certain kind of music whatever
it is that brings you back into your
regular self like something shifted you
off of your axis so it's easier to go to
things to numb ourselves
drugs alcohol pornography like a news
thing and it's really important that we
just become more self aware like oh my
god there's something happening and this
is why I'm wanting to do those things so
question why are you doing them so when
you find yourself going towards
addictions know that you're trying to
solve the problem and try to find like
more long-term solution like get that
energy out of your field instead of
trying to numb yourself so not to feel
it right I think a lot of addiction is I
don't want to feel this and then we'll
just do something and it numbs us for a
little bit and then we need more of it
and more of it and it never ends but
we're not even consciously aware of the
fact that oh okay I could just like
smudge myself or I could just go to
church or I could just do these things
so it's really important for us to know
what these things are so that when those
moments happen we're not like in our
most you know you know we're in our
survival instincts and that at those
points so it's really important for us
that to meditate on what those things
aren't and get very clear like this is
my go-to in those times yeah
oh definitely man it just but but that's
good that's really good but sometimes we
get into that funk more we know it we
just like whatever you know just getting
this weird funk where you know what
you're supposed to do and you just don't
do it
you know and that's the you know that's
the place you don't want to be you know
but you gotta figure out what what
triggers you what sent you there and you
know and it's different things and to
learn so next time that situation comes
up how to protect yourself how to cover
yourself and you know to prepare whether
it's you know you you I'm saying the
planets yeah I'm saying the energies
that are out there you're being pushed
around by every wind and every you know
you every there's people who every
youtuber every doctrine every video they
listen to me then they'll listen to you
then they'll listen to their pastor then
they'll listen to a Satanist priest and
they're just everybody they're listening
to they're like they don't know they
don't have a foundation or whatever and
they're just pushed around by every and
they don't know what's right so they
don't know what to believe they're
seeking truths you know but they're just
all over the place and you have to find
that that that stability that a solid
ground that you can build upon yeah um
you know cuz it can get get crazy people
don't know what to believe I remember a
big thing for my wife and probably me
too
that we were going through this thing
and Christianity called the sacred name
movement right and everybody wants to
have the correct name and so there's
like all of these sects out there who
have the right name of God and then the
right name of Jesus whether it was Jesus
Yeshua Yeshua your how was shy and then
even for God there's a whole bunch more
a higher I am Jehovah Jehovah and so
these all of these sects are like broken
up about who has the right name and you
have to have the right name to call upon
God and say well you know if you're
calling upon Jesus you're really calling
upon Zeus so you can't say Jesus cuz
that's just you know that uh you know
English translate is lasing for Zeus or
something whatever and there's you know
books written about it and this it's a
big deal in in some of the Christian
movements and uh so we went through that
you know just looking for truce okay
well what is the real name
you just want to get to the bottom of it
and I remember you know my wife even
being confused years ago and prayer she
likes it would hinder her from even
praying because she didn't even know
what the name was to call upon that's
what they tell you they say if you play
in Jesus name you're probably to Zeus I
believe dark forces swapped what was
really of light and and rhythm then
swapped it for something that's on the
other end and so when we think we're
praying to one thing it's actually going
to a different it's feeding a different
it's to speak a God with a small G so
what was the solution to that well the
solution was just to really go back to
UM send the simplicity and and and and
not get lost but when we are calling we
got to understand what the Bible says
whoever shall call upon the name of the
Lord shall be saved and that was kind of
like okay you got to get the name right
you guys are calling upon the wrong name
and in all these movements but to come
to the fact what in the scripture your
name is not your name as we know your
name is your character the name is the
vibration or character the name of the
Lord so it's a character that you're
calling upon the God of the universe I
don't care what name I say it and I
really I really feel like this is what a
lot of religions are doing I think that
most most of us from a place of
innocence are calling out for God to
show up when we need him or it to show
up and then it may show up in a
different form some of us have you know
Muslim friends in our lives some of them
Hindu some of them Christian and they
have that that same innocence there and
it we're connecting with that God and I
don't think because we got the name
wrong because especially in Christianity
his name was not Jesus but we can call
upon and use that name and people will
attest all over the world that darkness
trembles by the mention of that name and
I've heard I've heard some Hebrew
Israelites try to say well yeah they
tremble because it's just a higher demon
than the other ones you call theologies
but this is crazy and they people
believe it and Chris Gardner in chat
says it's the intention right it's the
intention by
the prayer Zach resonates with me but
yes it's the intention that you're
praying now if you're trying to pray to
Zeus and you use the name Jesus or you
want to contact a lower entity but if
you man God knows the intentions of the
of your heart in response to face and so
don't get scared that your prayers are
gonna get intercepted or whatever what
if what if you were born not able to
talk right does God just ignore you
sorry like you can't talk I'm not gonna
respond to you so you know and what
about other beings you know like we
forget about the infinite beings around
us including reason thought like I
remember I remember cutting veggies and
having a dog on like right underneath me
staring at the veggie plate and just
like staring at the cutting board and
like he was praying that one of those
pieces would fall down he was like my
dog yeah he's addicted to food man yeah
bro no words and that taught me the
lesson that we're not the only ones who
can manifest and law of attraction and
and prey dog was praying without any
words just focused intention you know
one of those things are gonna fall one
of those things are gonna fall on dude
and then literally it rolls down and
falls right in front of him it's like
thank you God my dog he like he'll like
get up under us when we're eating at the
at the when we sit at the coffee table
and in the in the living room and we eat
he gets up onto the table he lays on his
back and looks up like he's wanting it
to actually to fall in his mouth you
know it's just so cute but he gets up
he's like under table you have to look
down there at him but he's like looking
up at you trying to get a piece of food
and like I know this is funny truth but
like it's so funny like my you know the
way my mom works is I always go back to
the scripture I got a scripture for
everything right and there's a scripture
that says even the dogs eat the scraps
that fall from the masters plate and
every time my dog I'll drop something
here eat it and I'm like I'm reminded
you know of that scripture even the dogs
they eat the scraps are far from the
master's table or whatever and that's
like well you know yeah yes so like
nonverbal prayer like intention exactly
like your intention can
send these demons running or help you at
those times yep remember once being
outside of Mount Shasta and there's all
sorts of paranormal activities happening
there and I remember sleeping on top
like it was a car which had like a roof
that opened up and a mattress in there
and I was sleeping there and I felt the
strong [Â __Â ] presence of an entity and
what I realized then is it's not all
peace and love you know it's not like
I'm gonna send this entity love it was
like get the [Â __Â ] out of here like I
have to get into that kind of energy of
what working did hate back you I I said
I hate that when they're happy I yeah
well you got to bring up and to me that
was like whoa I felt like the force of
God with it like I was saying something
that can be appear as oh you spoke to it
you didn't just get out of there you
smelled on the night bro no I'm not
going out especially after hearing the
stories that I heard on my comm station
area and but I was like get the [Â __Â ] out
and when I said it I just felt like like
the Spirit of God bro so weird I felt
like such strong force mod of me and in
that moment of feeling this threat it
just activated like this divinity or it
helped bring it in or out and it had to
come out with a strong force and I feel
like a lot of times we don't think of
that aggressive assertive energy as a
divine energy but it is needed now more
than ever right when there's injustice
is happening you don't just say I'm
gonna pray for the pedophile in my
community sometimes you gotta like bring
out that assertive no this stops now
like this is you know you we got to step
up there's no one you know sometimes
it's like we're just all hoping that God
takes care of everything and it's like
we got to step up sometimes and and and
do you think yeah we ourselves
I said warrior spirit man we need to do
that and connecting with the what the
ancient spirit was a definitely a
warrior spirit so I think that that's
what some reason why we're talking about
going back to the music that we
want that tribal music we want that
warrior music I listen to everything
from the soft acoustic angelic type
music into really aggressive metal I
like to be amped up I like to you know
I'm saying to move into you know to be
that warrior but it reminds me of the
scene from the the Lord of the Rings
when that got where they go see this
King any they knew this King and I and
they go to meet him and he's just like
all decrepit he's aged a whole bunch his
hairs in his face he's hunched over and
they're like oh something's up with this
guy and he's essentially demonically
possessed like this duel is the spirit
in him as I come out of him in it the
spirit just leaves them and the life
comes back to his body but sometimes you
know the Bible says that the kingdom of
heavens suffer violent but the violent
take it by force and I know you don't
have to use wisdom in that you know what
I'm saying and make sure that you're
still operating out of peace and love
and you're not stepping out of going
against someone else's free will like
we've done that we've tried to make
decisions for people and that doesn't
you can't do it like that you try to
trick people or whatever the case is and
people have to people have to come to
you know their own terms and they have
to come upon their own volition I mean
even like Freemasonry that whole thing
and in the oaths you have to say that I
come on my own will no one coached me no
one trick but I'm here because I want to
know yeah that's really you have to
that's your free world you make those
decisions for yourself one thing I
wanted to talk about because this is
something we mentioned of in the last
one that we did like seven years ago
however long ago it was but we talked
about people being impacts in healers
really even from birth with all my
Indigo's and stuff like that and just a
different people were sensitive we're a
little bit different had encounters when
you was a kid what we talked about the
class clown and how that that's
something that we had in common that
the song laughter laughter is a medicine
and even from you know being in you know
weird situations or just getting in
trouble whatever that laughter was like
an immediate release yeah and how we
would what would it did for us to tell a
joke with them or to play the fool make
ourselves look silly so that people
around us would would laugh and light it
I see the smile upon their face it's in
the words there we go just lighten up
why are you taking life so seriously and
lighten up it's like bringing light yeah
or like lighten up raise your vibration
yeah yeah so um so with that with the
class clown you don't want to heal
people and stuff like that
have you seen in and I know I'm probably
just looking too deep into it but I mean
obviously it's kind of a given but you
have a lot of people who maybe like us
have done a lot of dirt in our past
we've done a lot of bad stuff to people
we've messed over people a lot of people
come come out of drugs and being in it
that stuff you did a lot of women wrong
you know a lot of bad things and so a
lot of people when they're on this side
of that now they're in the light they've
even years removed I mean I was a
teenager doing bats dive in you know on
this side since I was 16 now but um even
before that I've just done a lot of bad
stuff and it almost feels like we're
trying to make the wrong right yeah
we're just trying to settle the score
even you know to kind of make up for
some of the things that we've done in
the past do you see that a lot for it
for people and is that ajust yes it's a
just cause though I mean even though
it's a given it's still a just cause
though right it's a great point truth
and I feel like when I'm studying when
I'm reflecting on myself and like
reading audiobooks a lot people who most
most of the wealthiest people were broke
as [Â __Â ] growing up and then based on
that trauma you know they're now making
sure that never happens again so I
always wonder if they're still stuck in
a form of trap still stuck in a form of
a trap which is the flip side of the
coin so it's like instead of being I
really believe that our traumas can be
our greatest superpower activations like
could be a blessing in trivia yeah the
activate you initiates you and but I
also feel like that's half of it so now
you have the power to make sure that you
are never going to be broke again or
you're never going to go into like
addictions again or you know whatever
you experienced you're not going to use
or like you have power use it for that
now you're going to use it for good you
hear a lot about these stories and I I I
feel there's a part that's not let's
like right in the middle and it's like
you still need to freak like the
forgiveness work the shadow work you
know pray or forgiveness so that you're
doing it from a place of for like
imagine a billionaire who was broke
growing up and is like constantly
accumulating more and more billions of
dollars they they might yeah you don't
want to do it from a place of oh my god
like I don't want to have that trauma of
not having food and like for days
right which could have been their trauma
so we really need to make sure yeah we
take advantage of these activations and
use the pain maybe to motivate us to be
the best version of ourselves or user-
and optimize them it's a positive or the
power that we had in the past you're
using for bad now we're using for good
but I really feel like it's important
for us to make sure we're not doing it
from a place of guilt
we don't guilt to be our driving force
yeah we don't want
I don't know pain is a tricky one
because I feel like pain is a great
motivator but I feel like we can evolve
to a place where our inspirations
motivate us our aspirations are you know
the bigger picture like being you know
praying to be used you know God use me
as an instrument of your woes I can do
good in the world like letting that beer
inspiration and not fuels you as opposed
to some more primitive fight-or-flight
survival kind of like wanting to avoid
fear I don't know like I listen to Tony
Robbins sometimes and he says it's both
you know the carrot and the stick so
either you know you'd only get hit by
the stick so you move forward in life
and then or the motivation like all the
carrots in front of me like I know some
part of me is like there's that more
animalist like we're very complex beings
we have our spiritual you know say it's
just one thing you're just operating out
of guilt yeah I mean you may start out
of
right and then he was lush but then it
needs to evolve yeah yeah that's that's
something I've seen just interviewing
all these people man I have over 200
episodes now and then yes bro you start
finding like a lot of healers at some
point you know we're douchebags you know
they were bad people at some point and
so they're naturally trying to right
those wrongs you know they have a debt
to society or they have what they want
they don't want to be that person that
they used to be so that's why it's all
loving like that's why I'm not gonna you
know scare you with evil silly
conspiracy theories because I know what
that brings and now even though they may
be true and you may be able to prove it
at the end of the day it's you know it's
not helping you at all so I want to do
something that's gonna help you and you
know I'm saying take it to the next
level or whatever so yeah yeah
definitely a commonality that I've been
seeing with a lot of people yeah like
that movie touch have you seen that
movie touch I don't know I don't think
so it's a great movie bro it's like a
great work of how like a good cop bad
cop black person white person Hispanic
person Muslim person and how like we're
all interconnected and how everything
affects every crash right crash crash
much as a TV show about a I feel like
people are judging us man says you know
send two black guys walking through the
mall or something why are people judging
us man looking at us like they think
we're fixing the problem yeah I don't
like people looking at us I think
perfectness
snatch a purse because we are that is a
good movie for real yeah yeah man we've
uh at the top of the the not the top of
the hour but I told you we do an hour
and a half but I want to go ahead and
tell you your your new stuff man people
can go out and actually join the
IndieGoGo campaign and help you fund
this next project I'm on it guys make
sure you support it I'm telling you
right there and support it man let's
just say you know it's a great song like
I can't wait to promote this we got a we
got to do some promo behind it or
something man because
issues and so I'm aiming for 10,000 on
my IndieGoGo campaign we're close to a
thousand right now and then all that
money I'm gonna use it to feature videos
so I definitely feel I just have to like
confirm something with the original
singer of that song seven generations
that we did together and just make sure
like she's okay with me like doing the
video and because it's her song yeah
it's her it's her lyrics in the course
and in one of the verses but yeah I'd
love to do a video with you and just
like yeah but turned it into yeah turn
into video and and maybe one day perform
it live bro I was yeah I feel like I
want to bring you here to Toronto like
introduce you to the people here I'll be
going to the States next like in a few
months
hitting up festivals and stuff like that
yeah I feel like we don't need to get
this out to the people yeah so yeah
indigo proffer calm when you go there
you can follow my Instagram to follow my
youtube you can follow my Facebook great
content I've shared a whole bunch of the
verses and put out YouTube videos every
single week on my for my rap channel and
just share my intention with my music is
to help everyone break free from the
matrix I really believe we're living in
a matrix reality and I really believe
through the power of music our feeling
that we can break free from that so that
we're creating our lives intentionally
and break it like so my intention is to
spread awareness and truth and raise the
consciousness of the planet through the
power of music so imagine all of us all
over the world just consistently raising
of operations Kingston's consistently
getting that higher vibration energy
through music through podcasts like this
through certain channels and maintaining
that right like we said as soon as we
slip out of that it's so easy for us to
go into different things so part of that
is just to maintain that energy keep
rising and doing what we're here to do
and being what we're here to be so that
we can shift the reality of that you
know like from within this virtual
reality like birth this new earth or
bring it back into the Divine
plan like I don't think this is the
divine plan my god I know a lot of
people say everything is in divine order
but no it's not this is far from it this
is a complete opposite of divine order
and all I see is the take over like dark
force is taking over every area my lives
so let's be real and let's be honest
that starts with us just calling it what
it is this is you know the demonic plan
coming into fruition and so when that
rises we need to match that or surpass
that so I really believe in the power of
music and I like a lot of my role models
truth when you're saying earlier like
your dad wasn't present growing up all
my role models same story like Tupac the
knife that growing up Bob Marley cannot
without going off John Lennon tuned out
with that growing up and look at the
characters they became right so let's
use our traumas to our advantage and
help them move us forward and you have
question everything be discerning and
you don't connect straight to the
straight to the one true God straight
source and get your gifts out there
that's one of my messages is just you
have for every problem out there in the
world you have the remedy right your
passion that is in your heart like you
don't have that as a fantasy you have
that as a real like God wants you to
fulfill that that mission and if you
don't need to know all the details you
just need to know there's this inner
heart intention that wants to do
something whether it's to create a
community live off-grid build church
whatever it is like create music create
a movement whatever you have in your
heart is there for a reason it's not
going to be easy like we said earlier
it's gonna be hard and but don't try to
do it on your own there's a whole bunch
of people in the world who are on
similar wavelengths who want to do the
same thing let's all get together and
join forces and collaborate and use
technology and get better at business
thing you know figuring out you know
what are your skills like we need to
learn business we need to learn about
money we need to learn about technology
like you think you can't just say hey I
just like spirituality and just stay
there like what I love about churches
truth is that they're very business
oriented they're great with money they
know how to you know build and
crowd fund and promote and market and
sell like they've mastered all and speak
when they speak the you know they've
taken lots of courses on how to speak
properly same thing with us man we got
to offer our game and learn all the
things we're not good I would you have
to say ok we don't get the stuff called
business money marketing like learn
those things because when you can sell
yourself you can sell your spiritual
gifts you can get yourself out there and
thrive on all levels yep yep yeah and
actually moving past that to know that
it's worth money or time as energy and
so it's there's some resources that are
trade out that you could trade out and
so a lot of people they can't even get
past that like that's the first trauma
but that you can there's ways to get
past it and you don't deserve to get
paid for your time and your energy and
your efforts and the years that it took
you to figure out how to use programs in
the years it took you and you get paid
for that
definitely so yeah just just going back
right here at the end the gothic myths
mystic which is Joshua lumen when we
were talking about having that fire
within our bones or having that you know
if we don't produce what it's in our
calling you know to make music to dance
to create or whatever that it can easily
turn into you know a fear can turn into
depression because we're not doing what
we were called to do what we were put
here to do and so a lot of people for me
it was with the job like I was working
you know 50 hours a week I'm exhausted I
can't create I want to but I'm stuck in
this box
I used it and found out ways to create
while I was driving you know pull out my
phone and write lyrics I was speaking it
so that's what Joshua said it's like
having that fire within you but you're
stuck at this nine-to-five and so a lot
of people are wanting to know how they
can transition into that because they
feel stuck and yet nine-to-five is
holding them back and you actually coach
people as well on how to do that how to
actually start making a living off of
your giftings abilities and talents you
know yeah bro thank you for sharing that
that's the I remember last time we
interviewed last time we were on and to
be together you're saying how you had
that job and I was like bro you should
be thriving completely from your music
yeah and I love that you know you've
done so come so far and yeah it's my
mission bras I was that kid I got fired
from all the shitty jobs like
dishwashers security guard like all the
jobs no one really wanted and I was
still getting fired from those and I was
like God show me what I'm here to do
like give me purpose and then I
discovered healing and started offering
healing to folks and I'm like wow I'm
good at this I finally found something
I'm good at like I was a high school I
dropped out never graduated from high
school dropped out of college after
taking a philosophy course because I'm
like oh my god I'm living in the matrix
just drop out and yeah now my mission
like I'm a six-figure healer so I'm
making consistent six figures from my
gifts as a coach as a mentor as a
spiritual healer and my mission is to
help other people who are spiritually
inclined make six figures or just take
their finances the next level thrive
from their gifts talents and abilities
and usually a lot of us are afraid of
being seen so there's a whole process we
go through one like face the fear of
being seen get yourself out there
otherwise no one's going to know about
you and then it's like the money stuff
clear
there's tons of brainwashing that went
into every single one of us about money
like go go revisit all the TV shows you
watch growing up and you'll always see
that the wealthy people were the
conniving evil you know they always were
plying on yeah me and then the poor
people were super know we had to unlearn
that like we started like weeds we send
our daughter to private school and yeah
and I come from a poverty mentality like
have you seen the house that I grew up
in in the swamp it says like a shed
almost Wow I went back and revisited man
and it just I hadn't been there since I
was like you know a child but I've seen
I took a picture of it I need to have it
printed out but um I remember um you
know we're now I have five friends who
were homeless like I have friends who
live in abandoned buildings because they
don't have an income you know and
they're alcoholics and but they're
friends I'll go drink with them I'll
hang out I've invited them to my
birthday party and you know we're
friends and then I also have friends who
were millionaires who own fortune 500
businesses and they have private jets
and they fly my dollar my dog
with them around the country to go to
the zoo or go to different homes around
the world like gossiped with the highly
he sit with the lowly but I remember
when we first met these people these
rich snobby people rich folks and Here I
am you know can consider myself poor at
the time and you'll have this
preconceived notion they're not gonna be
cool they're not gonna be down to earth
they're not gonna know how to have fun
you find out like I was wrong
these people are our millionaires day
and not it and they got their well off
and these people they take care of
people man yeah they do things that you
with a little tiny budget can't do you
know what I'm saying and these people do
that so that shook my paradigm huge
dollar you know hang out with these rich
snobby people you could run rich people
have a couple drink they're just like
you they put their pants on one leg at a
time
yeah you know what I'm saying they're
regular people and so it was a really
you know it's you know I opening for me
because I thought yeah I had a poverty
mentality as well grew up in Dubai
actually in Dubai it's like this huge
paradigm of like super wealthy and super
poor and I'm always kind of like side
with underdog side with the poor people
my dad was like average and I just hated
it I hate what I hate wealth of people I
hate what money was doing I hated the
division you know the capitalism
capitalism and like the classes of my
hated classes when I hated like one
person was better just to have more
money yeah and then when I started
breaking out on my programming I noticed
the wealthiest people that I knew were
like ah [Â __Â ] you need help okay I'm
gonna stop everything and help you out
what do you need help with here's my
phone number
here's here's a referral like they they
would use their precious time and
they're super busy and they're like how
can I get you to where you want to be
and I realized the wealthiest people are
the most the ones I was attracting were
the most giving people the most generous
people they might have also known what
it was like to be where they were
unfortunately what it's like to help you
to get to where you want to be and I and
and I started noticing I started seeing
myself in other people with poverty
mentality where they'd be
like bringing me down and I was like
[Â __Â ] I was that person who's like bring
me yeah yeah it's weird man
Maya I don't want to say who did it but
some rich people there I say rich
they're really well-off and they have
companies and things like that and they
were supposed to go on vacation but they
had a conflict come up where they had to
go out of town for you know one of their
kids baseball games or something that
play for college or whatever and they
couldn't they couldn't do vacation or
they wasn't gonna do vacation and they
said hey we put this money aside for
vacation we want to send you and your
family to Disney are y'all cool with it
so here's this rich snobby family so
called these rich people who don't care
about whatever they pay all expenses
paid trip to Disney World me and my
family and it's like man you know and
then so now you want to pay it forward
right you want to do the same thing for
others and so if you don't have have
money it's harder to do it it's not that
you can't it you can't do it especially
you know you can't preach the gospel
without money no you can go stand on
your corner and preach without nobody
without any money but if you want to fun
if you want to shoot what we're doing
this stuff takes money man yeah he's
lights this microphone the internet all
of the stuff that we're doing it takes
money man yeah and that's a certain art
stuff out there but then on another
level it's like so what I teach my
students when they're making the six
figures and sometimes they'll make it
within a few months like the first two
clients like coach last year one made
65,000 in less than two months one mate
so I want to make 50,000 one made 75,000
within two months and I'm like wow this
is amazing and the the most important
thing that we well one of the things we
focus on is like all right what is your
legacy and what are you gonna give how
are you gonna give back like are you
gonna tie it back to the causes you care
about so one important thing is finding
like one cause you really care about and
think outside of yourself and find
something you really give back where you
feel you got the most so if you're a
spiritual person and spirituality the
most important thing for you like give
back where you felt you receive the most
nourishment whether it's music whether
it's spirituality so like someone like
yourself with your you know patreon like
the people are supporting you because
they've received so much from you like
imagine all the artists that changed our
lives
and like just it doesn't have me giving
back to it urge you I like getting back
to I feel like I owe it man especially
to the patrons dude especially to those
who support me like you want to you want
that's my tribe like those are my people
they believe in me they put their money
where their mouth is huh if it's a
dollar a month I don't care whatever it
is like they see something in me that
they believe in so guess what I'm gonna
look I'm gonna make it a point just to
see and call out the greatness within
them
yeah I'm and I'm we're coaching we're
equipping we're disciple and we're
sending back out to go out and do the
same thing and helping those people it
is beautiful to do so much you want to
give even more they give when I see them
take when I see them take strides yeah
it does so much for my spirit when I see
them stepping out into new territory and
starting to walk in that calling and do
the things that God has put them here to
do and I help to facilitate that
there's no greater joy man to be used to
do that so that's what it's about
brother thank you for coming on man I
really enjoyed it and always bless you I
love what you do keep up the great work
man I'm supporter of you like all the
way and yeah I'm for believing in me too
bro you're a patron and and you know you
you actually you know hire me to do your
website and I edit your videos and we're
connected man so thank you for believing
in me as well man and like I said he is
a patron as well thank you yeah you're
welcome so indigo profit indigo and
profit sometimes people type it in like
money profit because I talk about money
but it's probably never put that
together and yeah I've got like all my
musics on Spotify all my music on
YouTube SoundCloud VanCamp all of that
so check it out listen to free cells and
then stay tuned for ascension 777 with
brother truth seeker on the seventh
track called seven generations yeah it's
really good thank you brother we'll do
it again soon
I know I shall hope Shalom peace all
right talk Bibby ladies and gentlemen
indigo prophet good brother
again I'm featured on that and that's a
good song you know what
dang it I was gonna get him to uh I was
gonna get him to spit that verse let me
see
see if he'll look at us I'm gonna ask
him if he'll jump back on I don't know
if he'll even see this but if he does
I'm gonna give him a spit his verse
because uh garner was asking about that
but that would have been cool to spit
diverse from the song that we're doing
I'll spit mine and I can't spit it I'll
have to read it because a lot of this
stuff I write on the fly and I I don't
know know it all by heart but I'm gonna
read my verse to you guys that I wrote
the curse ends with me
poverty ends with me bondage ends with
me a generation set free uh take a ride
supernatural high as I envisioned
cryptic visions Fibonacci and I I'm on
the natural high what nature I am a line
I keep my feet on the ground I keep my
eye on the sky Kundalini will rise I
chant the mantra of life when knowledge
is forbidden keep my knowledge inside we
are one with the Sun we are one with the
moon we are one with the stars and
they're gonna learn real soon ETS winged
beings as they fly by psilocybin
connected with the night sky stargates
we connected with the star gods and we
did Gnostics who will fight against the
archons and battle Jam we will win as we
break the soul ties how you learning
conversating with the spirit gods we
ascend to higher levels when the body
dies we know corruption is something not
often fantasize I speak life to my
family tree we are blessed to be a
blessing stand together with me oh so
that's the my verse from the new song we
have seven generations it's not even out
yet but uh make sure y'all go to his his
uh oh wow
let me see hold on guys
give me one second y'all we're gonna I
think y'all can still hear me we had a
Saatchi I tried to get him
to get him to come back on but it says
he can't because I removed him so he's
gonna come back come on Tarek answer
your message I want to hear his verse
and in the course as a woman singing and
it's real beautiful - it started out as
an acoustic song there he is
okay I think I'm you okay there you are
so yeah I had one last thing I wanted to
ask you to do before you left here man I
Spit my verse for the song can you hear
me yeah yeah
is this live or it's just me no we're
live we're still laughing oh yeah yeah
yeah man oh yeah I wanted it I wanted to
ask you to spit your verse for the song
that we did together I just spit mine so
oh you just did okay cool cool yeah I'd
love to here we go I heard it yesterday
by the way it's sounding super dope and
a beautiful group from Australia called
indigenous if you guys know day at dov'è
it's her daughter she's from Australia
indigenous blood as well and she hurt
her saw her daughter is in a group
called indigenous and he produced the
beat so it's very is it's a different
kind of beat like truth I don't know if
you've done a lot of beats like that
before but it's not really uh it's got
like an EDM vibe to it I would say but
yeah exactly
all right here we go ascension 777 seven
generations there we go
oh by the way this song we have two full
pages like two full pages of prayers
that we literally literally spent like
me and Sonny was from who has a verse on
the songs for original song just sent
two full pages of like connecting to
mother earth honoring our future
generations honoring our ancestors
honoring the indigenous people of the
lands that were on like receiving all
this wisdom from everything from where
it's that's like tons of positive
intentions having
strong connection with Mother Earth and
receiving all that we can back and forth
from her it's beautiful and so seven
generations that the point is like
imagine everything you did in life you
were thinking seven generations ahead
and making sure everything you do has a
positive impact on the next type of
generation so that's the story behind
song so here we don't yo we're not just
thinking of the future but the future of
our future every move we make is useful
singing hard songs and it's beautiful
tremendous or medicine dancing with her
brethren better than would ever been
best chance to ever win power to the
people
love is our beacon call me truth seekers
and all wisdom keepers living with no
regrets good against evil existing all
the people the Condor and the eagle
burning sage and cedar spirit is their
leader
warriors shamans believers dream weavers
bless all my relations were all created
equal channeling medicine song singing
to the ether ancients say that
everything is sacred patience as we
break free from cages celebrate with
soul tribe lesson in the hatred
uncovering the secret mystery of the
ages you won't get rid of us our souls
indigenous return to innocence every the
prisoners of mine is limitless
we are omnipotent bring dark into light
while remaining vigilant man yeah
powerful dude that's why everybody in
the chat just saying it's fire so yeah I
thought that was good
check out the song for real make sure
you have over there and support him
that's well that's all I wanted brother
thank you again I appreciate it
ice alone he's fun great again talk
Bibby
ladies ladies and gentlemen indigo
profit um good stuff I want to UM so I
got a request here from from Jan a good
friend of ours and she's the patron
she's a friend she's part of the
community but she's asking for prayer so
let's join together as a community no
matter where are you watching this
listening to this at a later date if
you're driving in your car just send
some beautiful positive energy to Jan
this is what she says she says I would
like to request a prayer for my son who
is a single dad of a seven year old girl
and has been clean for nine months
please pray
that God blesses him all right so let's
just all join together and pray for for
Jan's son there's a single dad of a
seven year old girl just been cleaned
father I thank you for a testimony to
Jan I think you that you've heard her
prayer and you've heard her cries God
that he's been able to be clean to be
sober I just pray that you were set his
feet upon solid ground
let him find a firm foundation of who he
is and who you've called him to be as
you pulled him out of darkness and you
pulled him out of drug use or alcoholism
or whatever it is and you brought him to
a place of sobriety that you were
blessed his mind God give him a new mind
that she would renew his mind do the
washing of the word by faith guy just
ask you to bless him God in Jesus mighty
name amen let it be a testimony amen
amen
all right also I wanted to I wanted to
speak this out prophetically as well we
did a our prayer session last night and
it was really good we did live prayer on
YouTube and allow people to call in or
took questions from the chat and prayer
requests and stuff like that so uh just
kind of been bobbing in the spirit off
of that but I felt like the Lord spoke
to me and I want to share this message
there's somebody listening who has been
talking to or entertaining messages in
your facebook inbox you've been having
conversations with someone of the
opposite sex and maybe getting a little
bit too comfortable maybe even thinking
about cheating cheating on your spouse
so I just want to let you know don't do
it you need to cut off all connection
cut off all ties and quit this is a
warning don't do it you're gonna mess
everything up and it's not worth it
don't do it stay out of that person's
inbox if you have to block that person
delete the messages whatever it is
quit entertaining those thoughts of
moving outside of the marriage and
you've been thinking about it you want
something different the grass is not
greener on the other side the grass is
greener where you water
work for that marriage work for you know
whatever it is you you believe in and
you feel like you have all these excuses
why you should don't do it you have
there's so much at stake don't do it for
like a one-night stand there's just
something different
sad of that person's inbox man I don't
know who that's for
I just uh I felt really strong just to
release that so and I'm just gonna pray
for marriages right now father I thank
you for godly marriages I thank you for
for strengthening marriages and so even
as our world it seems like they've given
up on marriages and the church at times
seems like the divorce rate is even
higher in the church god I thank you
Lord that you believe in marriage God
you've constituted marriage and that
what you have joined together when
you've brought two people together let
no man let no one separate whatever it
is that you've brought together that
person flirting with other people being
in other people's inbox and just
fantasizing about things god I just pray
that you renew their mind let them
repent let them repent just to confess
it to you release that spirit off of
them they've opened up doors to all of
these weird urges in their body all
these different spirits and thoughts and
things that they can't even control the
sight they're playing with the fire god
I just pray that you pour out to pour
out your spirit pour out the water on
that fire the Bible says to flee
youthful lust flee youthful lust when a
man sins sexually he sins against his
own body flee youthful lusts now there's
spirits there spiritual warfare and
there's things that we do combat in the
spirit through prayer and things like
that
but when it comes to sexual immorality
Paul said flee youthful lust and so
that's a picture of Joseph trying to be
overtaken by Potiphar's wife this was
the wife of the Pharaoh at the time who
wanted to be with Joseph but she was
married to the Pharaoh and she tried to
come upon him and wanted to make love to
him and and he ran he knew he would be
in trouble he probably
died if he did that he would die he
would lose the anointing he would mess
up his legacy and he would die he
wouldn't he would die so she grabs him
she wants to to be with him and he
freaks out he runs she grabs his coat he
runs away he didn't try to talk to her
no listen we can't do this right now
maybe another time you can't entertain
it flee youthful lust don't entertain it
get away from it turn it off
nip it in the bud you're playing with
energies that will consume you
so talk heard you back okay
I think he is anyway I wanted to uh I
wanted to make sure that I shared that
with you guys and so whoever that is
they gotta just stay out of the inboxes
for somebody yeah I really enjoyed this
podcast man we talked about some some
pretty deep stuff today and we talked
about a lot of you know sexual energy in
dealing with that and not to play with
it it is it is powerful it is important
the marriage bed is undefiled and just
make sure you fight for what you believe
in man purity sanctity fight for it
ain't free you got a fight if you guys
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I'm keep messin up I bet you it is maybe
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Christian says he's enjoyed the
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Chris Garner is actually a fan he's a
mutual fan of indigo prophet too and he
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