In this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast TruthSeekah is joined by Keith Blanchard as they discuss 2020 and his upcoming book Crossing The Bridge To The Soul.
Keith Blanchard is the how of Center of Light Radio. The show is dedicated to empowering people so that we can live our best lives. The light that radiates from blissful people creates an amazing burst of brilliance in the world. And so, it is Keith’s mission to put a permanent smile on everyone’s face.
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2020 Crossing The Bridge To The Soul | Keith Blanchard YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_edF8IFv2A Transcript source: YouTube captions truth-seeker and/or its affiliates are not responsible for any strange phenomena that may occur during or after listening to this podcast which may include the following heightened senses of awareness psychic abilities UFO sightings alien contact time loss out-of-body experiences ringing in the ears ESP lucid dreaming increasing chronicity astral projection telepathy stronger intuition levitation miraculous healings and/or remote viewing please be advised to listen for indecision won't you speed to stand but I don't be to the paranormal esoteric and all being spiritual heard the man it helps true seeker true seeker podcast was going on ladies and gentlemen excited and delighted to be with you guys again today with another beautiful show of the true seeker podcast a show where we cover all things spiritual we look into the esoteric something mysterious the hidden realms the vehicle all of this stuff in do you find out that that stuff's not so occultic anymore because it's not hidden we talked about it in the lights bring it into the light if it can stand in the light that they apply to our lives everybody has a piece of the puzzle bring us up to the table you got an awesome guest lined up for you guys today was on his show a couple weeks ago was awesome had a great conversation but first I want to say a huge thank you to everybody who makes this show possible this show this podcast whatever this is or whatever this has become or is becoming is not possible without your support so thank you guys for supporting my work via patreon you don't know what you have created here it's not possible without you so especially man starting a new year moving forward I just did a 20-19 recap video a lot of the things that I was able to create to produce some of the episodes and things like that just an overview and none of that was 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that in your inbox so check that out haven't done any songs in a couple months so and this one is a little bit different it's a motivational song I think the timing and the release of this motivation about desire manifestation bringing things into reality working with God and some of those things so it's a different type of track it's more aggressive a lot of people are saying they don't like my whispering laid-back style they don't like that kind of style rap anymore they like my my [Â __Â ] yelling rap so I'm gonna try to do some of that just just mess around having fun but that track will be available at midnight so make sure you check that out on patreon also quick thank you to everybody who's made this book a success spirit realm it is over two months old now and man still making its rounds and you guys are still purchasing it thank you guys for all the support if you haven't picked up a copy go to Amazon spirit realm angels demons spirits and the sovereignty of God forward by Jordan Maxwell check it out get you a copy there so yeah that's the news and we're gonna go ahead and jump into today's podcast bring my guest on Keith's ancien Anthony Black Blanchard Blanchard how you doing brother welcome to the show thank you my dear friend for having me I love the room you've got behind you man that's just love the vibe dude ambience man that's what it's about yeah it's all about the ambience right purples and blues and beautiful colors you know yeah how would you have me I'm good man you had a good Christmas Oh yeah yeah I totally did man the family was blessed got to hang out together and see the smiles and things on my family's face when they open their presents that they didn't know that they were getting watched a bunch of episodes of the Mandalorian in baby Yoda I don't know if you check that out yet you know I only said you know there's only one thing better than being a kid at Christmas us being the parent of a kid at Christmas but yeah it's better to give than to receive yeah especially to your seed yeah you're off sheet for sure man talk a little bit about what you do bro you have your own podcast radio show go live on Facebook a lot of people tuning in doing a lot of stuff with music and things like that so for people and my audience who don't know who you are and what you bring to the table just kind of give them a quick overview right quick introduce yourself I'm a full time musician here in Memphis Tennessee I've been doing a few years I play with world-class players people we've heard music from perfecting fears so somehow I moved from south Louisiana into the Memphis scene and was sort of grandfathered into click I mean you got it gotta earn me dues and I paid my dues but I got in and I saw I'm able to do that and I my spiritual music lavender soul is a band comprised of members of the Memphis Symphony Orchestra Barnard 2sec a singer and myself we write this music it's like a cross between Anya Zeppelin an enigma and we have a it's very symbolic it's very ambient I love that but spiritually as far as my speaking my my word I've been doing Center of Light ready for about nine and almost 10 years I've achieved a very large listening audience and then the radio company Ellsworth they went dark so I started this on my own but as far as my books in my teaching it's about empowering the individual it's kind of like there are none but if we can use the idea of creating a shortcut to experience whatever that thing is that we're all wanting because it gives someone something palpable oh my god is that what that is I want some of that so I have a way about me I've been blessed with this gift of putting a person in a situation to be able to look at it honestly and get what they think it is out of the way in and so doing they're able to see something very tangible and they want more of it and it's truly that easy because when we approach such situations in life expecting it to be difficult simply right in fact your faith it just becomes this mountain is our jurist task so my gig is empowering people so they can become a walking sobbing blissful mess of infinite possibility oh yeah which they already are they might not know it but as you show them the possibilities I mean that's the whole thing when you're speaking I'm thinking of you know the the scripture says to let your light shine before men into like embody your testimony tell people where you are what because it lets them know God is not a respecter of persons like what's what's available for you and what you've accomplished they can do it too that's what a testimony does let's know hey I did it here's how I did it it's up to you 24 hours in a day let's make it happen and so all of this stuff is is attainable that's the beautiful thing that other people can can do that and then you I'm sure you've seen I've totally seen which it kind of motivates me and people in your community people have been hanging out friends and family starting to listen to what you're doing starting to embody the the podcasts and the teachings and things like that and then they start stepping out applying some of these principles and things to their life right and they start changing their life and stepping out spiritually and becoming more you know a well rounded and things like that have you seen that as well I live for it I live for looking for it and it validates itself something I've got something you've done did when you came on my show and I said during the break bro and dawned I said don't you have a piece of me can you send me that piece of music and I see the ripple effect I see the wave of liquid light as it changes people in the years something new with my music within my books your books I was just simply wild by your creation of the cover of your book that you and I talked about it truly broke that is one of the best-looking book covers not only in art form to fit the messy yes it is so imbued with darkness that the light is coming from within and the darkness you know dissipates though it consumes the dark and so and it's very well conveyed in that way man I'll tell you what and and not to you know toot my own horn but if it feels like I'm holding like a relic what somebody in chat like a relic there's somebody in chat my brother John Santiago he's in chat and he's in Memphis too he has his own podcast and stuff as well well Santiago he actually ordered a copy and he got it out the mail and he's like I can feel it vibrating in my hands like it's crazy man like it's really like a lot of people want to get the audio version and get the the PDF but there's something different about tangibly holding it in your hands and having it like I've got books from like the 1800s from spiritual and religious leaders and stuff that you can feel like man this is this is old this has been there's some wisdom here and you get you're holding it in your hand it's there's a different experience when it comes to that right completely bro I know exactly what you say because when I work on a book the first one took me eight years the first year was in meditation speaking with higher self God Jesus blue whatever whatever personal life whatever that thing is that that is be it what I want at least and after a year it said no more go live what you learned make it concrete within yourself that way you stand ons truly solid ground versus parroting something and so after all of you in my second book took 14 so the point is we you put all this this does something that is so valuable it means something to you that if it takes a thousand years I'm already starting my step right and when it finally comes into a space of expansion and fruition validation as a child as a lot of spring and viewers the birth of that when you open that box did you feel that energy oh yeah right yeah it's a creature it's alive yeah it's a scene she hid being yeah I feel it all the time you know let me ask you about that real quick because I've got some comments and you know I I welcome it you know but there's a lot of religious community who listen to this or you know and they have a lot to say but it was one who we were talking about energy and it was a comment that said any mention of energy is a demonic spirit and you just mentioned feeling the energy off of the books and feeling the energy then you said it's alive what is that energy to you to me it's the life force it's the pranayama is the Holy Spirit it's the Chi it's the Tachyon it's the breath that animates all life and you can feel it what is it to you and is is there anything to be scared of when people mention energy when it comes to what you just mentioned about permeating off of that case of books I'm going inside simply because my heart which is the essence of who we all are and our core at our Center God lives within the center of our being seek the kingdom of God within God is on the present if God is omnipresent it is everywhere and everything we use the dictionary to understand thought conveyed from one person to another omnipresent means present in all places at all times and the only place it is not isn't fear because God is the light god is love God is eternal it cannot even fact that fear does not exist for it so everywhere around us when we are at a level of spiritual maturity to understand that if God is love and all these beautiful divine qualities we have to do the work that takes us to an exalted realm so we're able to identify recognize understand and appreciate and bless this entire world with the level that is required and necessary to bring about the prophecy of heaven on earth there is no other way so when I see something through the eyes of love feel something through the eyes of love here's something with the ears of love my experience is totally divine and beautiful so when I look at these books and these people or whatever the word energy so the very Sun scientists will tell you its energy is it radiating demons I mean they're using words - it's really really just ignorance honestly it's what it is it's just flat-out ignorance it's not a it's not a demeaning it's not a slander the word ignorance in the dictionary has a definition so what we do is educate ourselves by looking at things honestly understanding even calling on your deity come be with me in this time so I can understand clearly what other people are saying yeah there's things change man when you become a little bit more open-minded and more inclusive and you listen instead of talking all the time and trying to convert people or be right or whatever the case is and you just listen to people where they are and just I mean and I respect where they are you know what I'm saying and it's not my even my goal to like convince that person out of their ignorance and hey this is what it is and if you don't get it then I lost or whatever the case says the goal is just to simply sign that light and you know I'm saying be that light and and call that light forward which is in every person like everybody has that ability to already eight light and to shine bright and so people find that that light in different places and it's embodied at different times in their life and you know we always talk about having to go through the darkness or go through religion even you know what I'm saying to have some type of framework for that and what that means but there's a ton that comes a time where you kind of transcend that and it becomes this inward relationship it's connectivity to God to the angels to the demons to all people and seeing everyone as a reflection of yourself and a reflection of God as well and it's there's a peace that comes with that man and I found it and a fight to maintain it yeah you know everything is light nothing could exist without light everything is like people will say well you in fact people are like you whoever you are and it's taken in this message you are like you are radiating light that's why people can see your physical body if you didn't have it if you were not that you would be invisible you would just be visible so for me no matter what the faith the dogma the teaching the walk the talk in this sect the Creed the code I want to be in such a space of spiritual ecstasy whatever that is that everyone is seeking that there the dark and evil doesn't even exist from me I've exalted to use the word raised myself to a level of wanting to be so with my Creator I am becoming unified with it in the form of a consciousness the Christ consciousness that Jesus experienced and said I'm your brother follow me I am the way so if we truly want to embody any part of a deity in any religion that professors I am the way meaning I am the way to the ultimate life to bring you back home to you divine parent we have to truly walk and talk firemen don't just wake up and become farm and they go to school they do the work and they graduate to his face to where there now of the acclimate of teacher master fireman chef musician so forth and so on that's awesome man you mention uh spiritual ecstasy like how do you I know it's a state of being like always on you there was shift your focus right I know in there's tools and things that we can do we can burn incense we can meditate we can listen to music what are some of the the beautiful ways that you do that when when you're by yourself like or with a group maybe you know do you do you meditate do you do you chant and do you put on music tones incense plant medicines like what did you do to really tap into that spiritual ecstasy and and embody it into your life daily like once you encounter it you and I are a lot in that way because I sit in this chair and I don't want to be anywhere else I mean I want to be in my chair I want to create I want to create a website I want to create a video I'll create a book I want I want to get that god creative energy moving in me so I can contribute to the world yeah and you have a little bit of fun in it the process as well as far as meditation I don't meditate I meditate I do need to do more of it but I do it now I'm in the moment of just wanting to be in a space of spirit I wanted to Drake me I wanted to consume me I want to drink it I want to breathe it I wanted I wanted to lose everything that I think I am in it that's my intention as often as I possibly get I'm with you being in the moment the whole creator thing you are little gods you are made in the image and likeness of God you know and so therefore there's an there's just a natural essence within you to create to be like your father who is a Creator who created all of this kind of stuff and he gives us tools and he gives us the imagination and we create the week you create beautiful things we can create bad things we can create destruction you know we can bring people together we can host event we can create books and music and philosophy but there's the other side too where we create destruction and disharmony and gossip and slander and tearing things apart you know to create the Creator destroyer both of those energies are within us but I feel like there's this like an ultimate form of worship again man when you create something and you can show people in the book the song the website you know the meditations the podcast it's kind of beautiful conversation it didn't exist before you created it and you have to sit down and meditate it's okay this is what we're doing with the planning all of this stuff that kind of comes into it and then we get to share it with the world you know and in that feeling that we feel especially like the vibration and the essence that is captured within that book and the hard work and blood sweat and tears that went into it like the day I released it I was just vibing hi I did a couple different podcasts and I how you feel I was like I feel really good but I know tomorrow I have to maintain this because I know I feel good because I released this book and it's finally here and hard work pays off and I'm still trying to keep that feeling and walk with it God is excited to show off what he created staring at the stars state is gazing at the Sun looking at people and like just being in awe and wonder of everything that he's created and so just same feel and we're like hey what do you think what do you think man I love it the book is awesome it changed my life I feel energy when I hold it like I'm trying I'm trying to do that back to God the gazing at the Stars man just the odd wonder what the hell is out there like I feel connected out there I know I'm going back there when I when my body goes into the earth and I sin back to the stars like you know and just present and being present and just being thankful and the beauty and all on creation of the book talks about it the sovereignty of God of how all of these things work together in unison man of like the the construct and the framework of this reality man and being a non wonder of that and I think that that's a good way to approach life and spirituality art creativity is in all and wonder of all things and to never lose that wonder that good feeling you and I have at least for me when anyone does something that you're creating or connecting and that you think being a musician drawing or for me mine in New Year's is if we're connecting if we're creating something in our life that can only come from the trades are so in that moment we are truly having relationship with create our as we become the vessel when you write when you sing I mean in fact whether you're doing a nine-to-five job in a cubicle don't you realize and you hate your job your vessel and energy that is so not this body you walk out into a 98 degree Sun you'll say wow that's a hot tip of your day where you down the road an expressway in the distance you see it some trees look above the tree line about that far and just relax your gaze and you'll see an invisible duplicate of the entire tree line look up at a blue sky when it's a nice clear day you'll see individual units of thought of photons and effort we're just floating around so light is everywhere and this is one very variable thing that people can understand about spirituality or the laws of physics in a nutshell sound is what holds everything together light is the information and the forms in which things take so light and sound are the two basic components that creates at least this part of our experience so light is inherent information is inherent in light and it defines it gives shape it gives detail information a formation of something taking form and sound is what holds this reality together so sound be sort of like the empty space kind of thing and light would give us form something to look at yeah one another secrets of the universe and just understands gonna come together for me when I when I read it when I was younger it's talking about like if if we cease to praise the Father then the rocks would cry out and I always like pictured it like if humanity just kind of turned their back on God and quit praising or singing worship songs or whatever that the rocks would literally like formulate mouths the mouths and start singing I don't know why just exoteric but like when I study vibration I understand that all of creation is vibrating and that vibrational resonance is them singing their worship song back to the Creator the rocks are already singing their song the trees the earth the birds the mountains the Seas everything has a resonance of vibrational frequency that they're lifting up to the Creator and so we get to consciously join all of creation in a moment to lift up that same gratitude thanks given that hey I'm here I'm created I have the ability and power to sing praise and sit in gratitude and being all in wonder for this creator and then you find out how you just embody that gratitude man and that in and of itself for me knowing it lifting up a praise or sitting or chanting that was beautifully said dude what a beautiful idea when we resonate at our natural tone which is humanity unity love peace fellowship it's just being good people to everyone all the time we return to unnatural tone and then therefore we're singing our natural praise to nature God the supernatural which is God if God is not supernatural I don't know what it is so the idea of adding these negative connotations to words and ideas that's all part of the illusion of the monkey mind it's in the head this thing in the head does never shuts up it's what we were taking in since the beginning you know what I was taught what I could inflict it upon my own of my lack of understanding brought me down deeper darker rabbit holes that made me go you see I told you that's the way things really are and we get lost and all this nonsense and so if a person takes themself to a space of nothing no thing God is nothing God is no thing it's an infinite source of infinite potential to be whatever it wants and when I fall into nothing it doesn't require any effort it's just right there it's right there and if you need a match it's right there space and you start to stretch it a deafening profound silence will silently emerge within you and suddenly the new world will appear that's it you congratu you you graduate if there's nothing that lesson it's just being quiet on every possible level of your existence so you can hear your soul speak to you say that you are loved beyond measure well talk about light a person up when they come to that realization Wow mmm so good and there's levels to that too which is so awesome yeah right it's like oh I can't go any deeper than you find out that manage these levels and pockets in the infinite man it's bliss miss mary bliss misil and it's just infinite levels of ecstasy and understanding in intuition and feeling protected and just feeling invincible with your parent in that what we want but no we want unity with divine parent so when we want that beyond anything else it becomes a default it becomes your breath unconsciously because you want so much then this lotus flower this phoenix dis christ being born your moon rises in your life in fact you no longer see anything dark because everything around you becomes a paradise it's here now new earth 2020 I think was being shown it's time to make your choice children there was a wise philosopher who once said God is a number that you cannot count too it's like trying to search out the depths of what this thing is it is everything and it is nothing you know in experiencing God through everything not you know in through the duality man there's a lot of like I found peace in it I really I feel it really for like the mystic finds peace in duality like in all of it the light the darkness cuz it's all one here o Israel the Lord is one it is all all God and God is always good no matter what you're experiencing is it's only it's only momentarily you know what I'm saying in relationship to Eternity you know yeah I love that you said mysticism is found or whatever the Masters found in duality because duality is how you find it because you got this one I think you got this one no one realized that there's a third component it's not this one nor is it that one it's the one you're not thinking about it's because when one a teacher is not a teacher but a student begins to juggle these two energies to realize these are just ideas the central point is that which is the creator of everything so it's not of this sort so that it's in everything it's just an everything and so how do we begin to understand that level of eternity and infinity don't try to just be quiet yeah and you feel yourself just like a ripple just go and people say well there what if there's an edge to the universe well that's a conundrum because when you get to the edge what lies beyond the outermost edge you know it's a wall it's a flat earth man it's uh oh wow what is it okay some guys called me during the podcast that's awesome um man it's uh it's beautiful man just to be in that and talking about that the duality is I like I like the fact that you said that there's three parts to it there's the you know the right the left or is it good and the evil the light and the dark the positive the negative you don't have one without the other they don't exist right and they're both good god is good and but there's a middle passage too and I think that that's where the light worker dwells again the mystic dwells is in this path of I'm not choosing sides like I am I am open to both sides like the you know because like in religion we're like only all this or if we're against it and we're like rebellious were like only all that you know the years of adolescents and tearing up property and fighting and drunken revelry and you know other the lowered nature things that most of us have to kind of pass through and some of us still fight with today but there's a there's a piece right there in the middle and I really do think that the middle there is what the Bible and Jesus talks about as being the narrow road it's right in the middle where politics worse where's the beautiful spot where politics right or left it's in the middle like there's there's pros and cons on both sides and for you to like choose a side because of religious affiliation or because of whatever who told us we have to choose made me have to choose anything yeah and I love that the the seat from a religious standpoint people would say this kind of path maybe dabbling in the dark well somebody has to dabble on the dark because these people who are choosing to use that word if that's what one needs to understand dabble the dark it's not like we're dabblers of the dark somebody has to go play in that territory one to help educate other people to understand what the hell that thing is and it's what do you want and what are you going to do with it how kit basically used to be like some sort of security this is basically what it is it protectors of the gate teachers you know we're not dabbling in the dark we have no interest in the nonsense that people bring out and whatever situations can happen in the world somebody has to be reconnaissance to be the salvation I want me to go in there and say you know I'm a worker of the life and I see from a different perspective that's always hard for employment and so my task is to come in here and look around and assess the situation saying I'm not better than you you know I don't want to be this person or that person having this particular job that's your job so when I need something from you uncle asked you I don't assume anything I don't use my opinion and go ask someone who dabbles in an art and understands stands the balance of their craft yeah this is what this is and so that's what light workers or there are guides there to say this is what's happening in my field of expertise you can listen or not yeah and it's not to say that there is no darkness or there is no bad stuff everything serves its purpose and and it's there to teach you you know what I'm saying so I've been on both sides right I've been on the dark side and experience the the psychopathy of that darkness in that you know crazy void of understanding of light of and it's scary and there's people there right there listening to this there's there they're there but there's hope you know what I'm saying but to be one who's been on both sides to have dabbled in it again like you say and have made it out some people don't make it out that's why we have to talk about it I think that's why we talk about the light because we've been through the darkness and there's so much attention and it almost seems like for many people maybe we're just conditioned that that way but like the default is the darkness the default is failure the default is worry the default is this ease right all of these things and so we have to kind of bring that balance back to the force because it's counterbalanced like the default because of society the leaders whoever these people who have tapped into our life force has made it that way and that's why we we champion the light that's why we talk about the beauty and mystery and awe and Wonder of God right because we know what we're doing just even through I like to talk about being practical and being like mission minded in a conversation being intentional in a conversation because we know we're talking about the light but just in a conversation we're combating the darkness in the minds and the subconscious of people letting them know that there is hope you've been told that there is no hope like there's a way out you know what I'm saying I love that you're talking about hope hope is a future experience in fact hope is such a beauty I love the quote from the Shawshank Redemption hope is a beautiful thing probably the best of things and nothing beautiful ever dies so hope it's not an expect even in your hoping of a beautiful expectation of a future event is the creating of it in and of itself just in the very hoping I hope this happens you're bringing forth and understanding an idea of something to feed jurist ik it's almost hard or challenging could be challenging to hope or paint an image in your mind and what you're actually hoping for because it's if it was seeable you would have created it it's almost almost thought about reach hope I'm hoping that my fingers would get just a little longer so I can grab something and bring it into my experience so that's what we're hope is but I think hope is probably starting to flood the world people living in old people ice person to see darica I'm sure you do as well the world changing I see it already changed now I see a possible not possible I'm not gonna sugarcoat words I see this the great split the masses are dividing in so much so I don't only see the left and the right and animate political just the left and right of things but also the little bits everyone's gonna start grouping up I don't mean segregation that's not what I mean birds of a feather flock together is really gonna seriously start to become coming in play people caught up in this nonsense they're gonna get in that loop and they're gonna go at each other and they won't be able to get out no matter what anybody says in the same group same group same group same thing five years this next five years is gonna be right for all of us yeah I'm definitely seeing that I'm seeing when people go against that flock mentality when people are embracing diversity and choosing love in the midst of diversity and and knowing our differences acknowledging them and not making a big deal over it because like you know I'm saying not majoring in the minors the minor things that makes us different because it's always gonna be there there's no way but I found a piece in a beauty of God of Christ to be present in the midst of diversity because in the past especially with religion or politics right it's like okay you can't even state what you believe or what side you or a truth that that's beautiful to you because there's that thinking there that you're gonna be ashamed for what you believe you're gonna people are gonna choose the opposite right but I'm seeing a beauty and diversity man religious it's like oh you don't agree with this okay we can't talk with you you can't play you're not invited to our parties you know what I'm saying but now there's a beauty and just seeing man people come together with different beliefs different backgrounds and let's just come together let us reason as the scripture says and I want it I want to point out two scriptures where we get too far away from this that the hope thing that there's two scriptures that come to mind Proverbs 13 12 hope makes the heart sick oh I'm sorry Hope deferred makes the heart sick but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life and then Jeremiah 29:11 which is a popular one which says so far I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and a future Jeremiah 29:11 those are promises I for me those are universal laws they're not maybes they're not maybe there's like there's a creative whether people on a down and bass religion or say it's elementary or I've transcended like there's some beautiful things there for me that the way my mind works and they've become my universal laws that there's a creative force out there that wants to bless me that want that is making sure that all things work together for my good right the making sure that I choose love I'm rewarded as I learned from my lessons I'm able to graduate and move to the higher levels in the spirit like to understand this creating this creative power through faith and you know faithless are the substance of things hoped for there's that hope again and faith in to believe it but that there's a difference there because religion sells you hope they want you to keep hope and keep coming back next week and want you to sort of keep giving you something that you never attain you keep hoping every week there's a difference when we get into the universal law in the laws of manifestation how do i embody this hope how does it become ecstasy the spiritual joy how does it become peace that surpasses all understanding so there's these things that we can do the Bible talks about walking in the spirit so that you do not fulfill the lust of the flesh that we can walk daily in the spirit and walk in that spiritual acts and see peace that nobody can take away because they didn't give it comes directly from God the Father source whatever you want to call it this is what we're teaching people and this is the beauty of the work that we're doing I love it you can walk in the spirit or you can lust in the body flesh but it's okay if you lust in the body flesh it's okay you're just not gonna attain what everybody else has been shopping about that exists when you let go and you connect to the river of life you know that's the addiction that's the difference there's no punishment you're just gonna just take on self-induced situations that's ultimately regards in fact you have you have no control you read your only free will is to choose to get into the current consciously or not you have no other choice because when you get into the river consciously you just put the oars down in the river just merrily merrily ready to take you to the cosmic shore of ever ending never-ending list yeah but when you stand firm in something that is you just have no cut in the rivers moving against you like a stone you become the rapids you should create Rapids in trouble nothing he want is upstream I think you want the substrate everything you want is downstream and that's being in the flow some people use Christian some people love their children events some people love to listen to beautiful sonnets some people write poetry some people like Derrick writes these amazing books and has this amazing Rumi sitting in an amazing covers on this on a shirt as books and eject this new shirt dude that's that's a passion to me if God is fire God is illumine you know Moses the burning bush we all receive five of the consuming fire the Lord is a sign and a shield yeah there you go as you in exactly this fire and you want you turn your passion and your sincerity and your humility and your vulnerability if you put those four things you will not be the same person passion is the roll up your sleeves right get your fingers dirty get in there and make a sandwich sincerity is I really mean it I'm serious humility is softening yourself up to the world and to allow it to be and your vulnerability is opening up your core and exposing your life when you put those four in the practice yeah I'm with you bro I mean you know I'm gonna go further you know I keep going back to the scriptures on you but yeah but there's some principles there for me you know and but it just it explains what you said to me but the Bible talks about when we step into his courts when we want to get into the presence of God it talks about peace be still and know that I am God so there's a stillness and a knowing the Bible talks about waiting what those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as of eagles they shall walk and not grow weary they saw running not faint and there's a promise there and then it says when we go into the courts of God that we enter in with Thanksgiving and with praise and understanding going into that I start everything with that I mean that's the gratitude of every day it needs to be now there's the days that we miss it we got it we got to find it it's 2020 it's time to find it find that gratitude that praise enter into the presence of God well I don't have nothing to be thankful for I'm not where I want to be I don't feel connected anymore I don't do that look start there sit sit in silence be thankful thankful for what my breath taking a deep breath your heartbeat your life creativity hope and embody it speak it manifested speak it into existence those the beauty of the now moment which is fleeting but it's but it's always there like the world is trying to pull us away from it but that's where the power of creativity and everything is from the now moment we're 47 minutes into this podcast the time is or our measurement of time is always moving we've created we can't go back right but it's there we're mindful of every moment which becomes something that we can look back on you know and wanting to create beautiful things to create a category you know I'm saying like a library of books of podcast of music and stuff it all starts with birthing it out of the now moment and in this sacred place man and it's so beautiful and everybody can get back there and that's what I'm encouraging people to do for 2020 like I'm doing it myself there's some things well we all get off and some things we need to kind of get back on track and I think 2020 this you know I'm saying this new year is a perfect time to do it it's a perfect time where everyone's shifting starting resolutions and sin and they have hope for a future and how do we bring it into the now moment how do we manifest it and I think 2020 is a great place to start man I love it and you know this new book is gonna be released July 31st 2020 worldwide distribution Thank You Gavin Lee Davies of six books publishing and it's exactly what said crossing the bridge to the soul how do you cross the bridge to the soul if you thinking that there's a how to do it you've already missed it that's kind of the point because we have to undo or stop doing what we've always done to try to get somewhere we can't get it so we have to stop reassess or don't do anything just sit in the stillness there's nothing else to do you want to be an eternity you want to experience your divine parent for eternity you have to learn to be able to hear it you have to be able to see it you have to have a relationship with it on every possible level level to fully amalgam me so much so that you lose every fiber of what you think you are or ever could be or what you think is real blasphemous holy that all gets shattered in in the presence of God all of it yeah nothing exists and presence of God except this explosion implosion of light and infinite possibility and knowledge as it turns what's within itself it was never created never going to end you begin just dive into these kinds of ideas and understandings and yearnings for yourself and spirit will begin to shovel spoons full of love and light into your mouth and you will have your spiritual manner and next thing you know you don't care about anything except just be bliss just joyful whatever that is Rumi I just want it yeah I'm not interested in anything else I'm with you I'm with you and I and a lot of people are getting ready for that there's a lot of memes for 2020 about leaving all the foolishness behind cutting off those people those ideas those things that don't serve you you know the leeches in your life you know things like that and I think that's healthy man and I think that moving forward that's uh it's it's gonna be good I'm excited I got so much stuff even already planned for the beginning of 2020 you know and some things that that I'm gonna create and I'm already stepping into new territory and I encourage everyone to do that start that business start that podcast write that book start that coaching business start that healing business you know what I'm saying do what you love man I feel like you know it's debatable whether reincarnation I get to come back and try it again seven times man look seize the day do it today created today choose this day who you will serve you have the power of life and death within your tongue to speak life to anything that your heart can imagine and choose that that's a that's a uh that's a privilege that's part of your godhood the little guy created in the likeness and image of your father who spoke everything into existence with the breath the same breath that we breathe and we all share that animates all life it's within us all that's powerful know that take that into prayer don't enter into prayer like a beggar please God please give me a morsel of bread no it's coming as a son who has a son and a daughter and a child of the King man command things bind on heaven bind in heaven loose on earth whatsoever you do with sever you say that you have it if you believe it in prayer you have not because you ask not try it you ain't tried it and you gave up because it wasn't instant sometimes as always long as the earth is here you're always gonna have seed time and harvest there's always gonna be a process that you have to first you have to till the ground you got to till up the ground and you got to get the ground ready to put the seat in then when you put the seat in you got to cover it then you got to water it and you got to make sure it gets proper sunlight then you got to pull the weeds out the leeches that come in the people who got their hands out who ain't contributed nothing you know what I'm saying you have to do that and all of that comes into the manifestation process it's as spiritual as you want to get but it comes back down to being practical at the same time and you can have investing magic you said it is as spiritual as you want to get that is a slogan it is this yeah well I already have a shirt that says transcend the physical spiritual individual so it's kind of similar oh the whole song is that on that on that cable check it out it's called mystic yeah I'm all for sure yeah but I want to I want to make sure we touched this cuz I don't know if you know you might know but I think we're connected a little bit closer I was born in Houma Houma Louisiana and I actually grew up my childhood in Bayou gosh right down the road from you in the swamp with alligators there's a tunnel you got a little tunnel that goes through under the water and in homeless I went right through the tunnel I'll tell you something else now that you told me that now that you tell me that every time I go to MoMA and I pass on the tunnel I swear you're gonna come tonight oh yeah I tell you something weird because like I was a child though I was I was little right where I was going to daycare huh polly was anywhere from 2 to like 4 years old and and but then we moved after that - like Hammond Springfield but like I remember vaguely pieces of Houma and Bayou gosh right because I was just a kid and their fleeting memories but they're still there and I recently went back because I was a while I was driving for a living working and I had to make some deliveries over there and I ain't been there and like over you know 25 years you know what I'm saying 30 years probably I haven't been in 30 years but driving through Houma like it was just weird experience because I like I knew it but I didn't know it like I remember some of the streets and some of the buildings and some of the the ditches and the stop signs and the daycares and like I remembered it and it was just a weird experience like weird deja vu because I was 5 years old now I'm 35 going back and it was just this weird experience of knowing it and but not knowing it at the same time and then we went and visited where I invite you gosh where I was you know a child at and see where I came from and took a picture man it's a it was a shack on the bayou like to see where I came from to where I am now until where I'm going like I took a picture I'm gonna get it printed out but it's if you look at it at the pictures on Instagram if you just want to scroll but it's uh it's a little beat up like termite-infested shack that we used to live in man and it was so weird going back there visiting and like remembering where I came from him that's very cool I didn't know that Bufferin you like the food oh heck yeah yeah my when I got married my mom she wanted to uh cook sure that whatever you wanted Eric I'll cook I'll cook you whatever you want for you for your wedding I said uh bacon-wrapped shrimp bacon-wrapped shrimp yeah that's with you may love me some seafood man I love seafood love it yeah Louisiana's different man it's not yeah it's not a part of the normal world the scenery's gorgeous if the spirit there's it's strange it's it's swamp beats I know it's different man it is it just is whatever that is it is you know what that's like you know my study of principalities and territorial spirits if you will like going back and forth from Louisiana to Florida like as a kid a lot and our vacation to see family crossing those state lines man there's a different feeling like everything's different whether it's the way the trees look the way the air smells the people the way they talk like there's a whole each state there's something different ruling and controlling and the people are manifesting in those states you can feel it man as a little kid I've always like man this is I can always feel it everything looks different people talk different it was weird but understanding like principalities and powers / dominions like over cities and countries and things it was it states it was very interesting getting into that study we looked into any of that at all no but I understand it I understand the perspectives and the different viewpoints and the angles and how things if you I feel like if you would still like zoom out like some cities over some cities you would see nothing but smog you know you would see dead trees you know what I'm saying if he was absolutely but we're like zoomed in we're like down here with the people but when you zoom out it looks totally different see where I live here in Memphis the next right down street it's state line of North Mississippi there's an imaginary line that's probably this thing that you can't see that you bash a car soon as you pass go and they talk completely different the next one you cross the Mississippi River Bridge which I live right on beer Street is West Memphis Arkansas they talk a bit different so the same thing is believing that the same thing is going to happen Damara Gemara starting tomorrow things are gonna change don't be surprised if you wake up tomorrow and something feels different just explore it don't try to judge it just assists Wow this something feels different and in that open this is a possibility waiting for a response from your parent because you said what is this just feel them right and so it can be very off-putting I feel it all dated I've been feeling it since the day after Christmas many people are feeling it if I'm not saying doom and gloom for your base that's not what I'm saying I'm saying factual base I feel something people feel something if you feel something it's likely going to be not what you have been used to and it's gonna take some getting used to to feel comfortable like you used to so this is the energies that are being ushered in on 2021 because you have a collective group of people hyper focus and millions of people hundreds of means people knowing and thinking about well tomorrow is the second beginning of the second decade and this new millennium so all this mass power you have five people to build your house it takes six months yeah ten people to build your house it takes three months so when you have this group of people hyper fixed and focus on this idea that by midnight tonight daang something's going to shift something is going to shift and in this energy of being supported by spirit reinforcing everyone to wake up or not 2022 doors to everyone's gonna have the opportunity to either get on board the train or get left at the station yeah the universe responds to whatever you put out so that's why I read scriptures like I do the beautiful ones the the beautiful quotes that you know what I'm saying that I create music that is gonna bless people right I want to be blessed myself I want peace myself so I know if I create that for others God the universe is gonna in turn give me peace you know what I'm saying how would you be if you always creating you know I'm saying diversity and discord among the Brethren but you that you're trying to walk in peace come on like it doesn't work like that the universe responds with yes and amen to whatever you put out the spirit of expectancy or the placebo works the same way maybe we're feeling it maybe it's a supernatural shift the universe is waiting our star brothers the Angels they're waiting for us to catch up you know there's some things that we need to shed the shadow self to do the inner work to a sin to the next levels and walk in it and to stay in it and to go beyond that and so 2020 that the energies are right you know the the you have permission again to do that stuff to start the business to to step out spiritual practices taste and see that the Lord is good that all of these things that we've been talking about are at your disposal you're not you don't have to God is not a respecter of persons again that anybody can tap into that no matter where you are no matter what situation that you're in and it's beautiful and I'm gonna I'm gonna step in I feel the energies I feel the urgency I feel the expectancy my 20/20 my January and February are like slam booked you know and there's new levels in new territory so even in that there's so much newness that of things I'm stepping into you know we talked about I have some spiritual retreats that we're booking that's new my first time like publicly doing that and have dates and first ones booked up already booking for the next one like I'm doing some two weddings the first two weekends of January I'm scared to death man you know I'm going on the plane plane to like my first plane ride the first second weekend in January like all of this newness and there's so much more create creating courses and things that I still been grinding on and and and that nobody knows about you know what I'm saying and I'm excited because they're all new I'm gonna keep doing the old stuff if it's working consistency is key you want to keep doing what's working you don't want to quit you know and abandon and jump ship so music meditations you know all that kind of stuff is Siskin dependent to continue to come but stepping into the newness with the expectancy of even more like I mean I'm ready for that you know I'm saying the new downloads and the new inspirations those are things that I already know but God has some things in store that I don't know that he's gonna show me and we're gonna embody and manifest and not just for me I hope that encourages you because it's there for you guys to it's there I feel it I feel I feel the same thing the door is open the door is open if we look at this on a new numerical scale and with vibrations of numbers mean so those out there who may follow a different path just hear me out just support the very scripture you said is when you have January 1st January 1st 2020 so those numbers when you deduce them down they become a six a six represents the ability to overcome difficult so whatever thanks for a nugget of support I truly see this as we have come to decision time individually collectively but and if any everyone takes care of themselves first all in cement Matt yeah there's nothing else to do it and I encourage people to to do it like right now those of you who are listening right now live take inventory you know again it's gonna the scripture says to examine yourself to see whether you're in the faith see if you still have hope examine yourself and see where you went wrong get it right like right now because I feel like there's gonna be like a sling shot for people who bring in the new year that way go ahead and do it don't wait you know do it now but if you're listening to this after the fact do it ASAP examine yourself man recalibrate you know sometimes like when you're playing video games the stuff in the controller gets out of whack you have to recalibrate the controller sometimes if the game messes up you got to go push the reset button you got a reset man you got to refocus and and bring it into fruition like all of the things that God has promised you all the new visions that you have for yourself 2020 I really feel like bringing in in the new year is going to have a significance into what we do moving forward if you don't have a vision board if you don't have goals that are written down if you don't have dreams write them down write them down I usually don't talk about my plans say that's between me my family and god I usually don't talk about this stuff I like to execute I don't like to kind of set people up who want to kind of stop what I'm doing or or send out negative energy and stuff I usually just move in silence and just create it and here it is but um you know I've talked about some of the things that I have going on I'm excited and you know I just encourage you guys man write them down pull you out a notebook a sheet of paper this is what I want and then as you write it down you'll see God whispering in your ear you said I want this he'll say okay this is how you get it what the hell okay I want that okay this is how you get that give up your hatred what I'm not hatred yeah you are you are you Harbor bitterness towards your father what like do do that do the work man do the inner the inner journey write that stuff down the Bible says my people perish for lack of knowledge it says take the vision write it down make it plain so that the hero may run with it that you can run with it because I can show you better than I can tell you so I want to encourage everybody out there man no matter where you are 20 20 20 21 wherever you are listening to this because you know the principles the universal law it's there God is not a respecter of persons man is so beautiful amen I love I love being in your space bro I just you lose it cuz you're not trying to recite your you it well Springs inside of you and you just pour it out just simply like a fountain you know you don't push it out you're singing out I see that that's really really unique bro I mean I see that in some people but it's good to see someone else in that Fisher Fisher man well bro I I really appreciate this this conversation I think it was a good one going into 2012 talking about the energy you know the shifting the timing the positioning you know where we are how we got here in and how to move forward not just gonna sell you a hope but it's gonna hate this how you embody it these are principles that work for anybody the system works if you work it any of them you got to work them you got to work it let people know where they can follow you work out man you go live you have your radio show which is awesome you have some beautiful guests on really cool presentation and you bring to the table on your Facebook and stuff the new book is coming out let people know where they can check out your work man thank you guys I had a great time I would love to do it again you welcome my show and hey anytime you can find more about me at youtube.com slash Center of light radio to youtube.com so the center of light radio thing's the wheels are there beginning to move you can find me at center of light radio calm or Keith Anthony Blanchard on Facebook I do presentations I'm doing a presentation tonight called deep into the rabbit hole my one on my one off just me myself doing a presentation with the audience I often go into what I call Dessel mode or spirit mode and I move what I know is a little bit of Keith out the way kind of idea it's they always off-the-cuff they bring me a lot of joy and hope in return like Derek they massage other people's spirit as well um I do center of light radio Tuesdays and Thursdays 7 p.m. I have wonderful guests people who walk the talk I'm here to empower people I'm always here I love people people are in my life it's the way it should be in fact there's no way I can stop this train that's thank you bro god bless you yeah man thanks for hanging out again y'all go check it out and look for the episode that we did together because I was able to open up and talk about the book and religion and spirituality and all that kind of stuff so make sure you go find the episode that we did on his channel as well Keith ah man awesome brother and I'm sure we're gonna connect more moving forward 2020 brother big things ahead signing out Shalom brother Peters in the light love you peace love light Keith Blanchard ladies and gentlemen sinner of light radio good stuff man 2020 I hope that maybe even listening to this that there was some expectancy that was imparted to you that there's some loose ends that need to be tied up but just moving forward with awe and wonder of God of reality and the way things are for you and start that business let's start that career start that ministry start that coaching business you went through a lot of stuff man there are people who like how much is that worth how much is it worth for your destiny to test step out man put it in a book people would support you first of all if you're in my community I'm gonna support you because you supported me that would be silly for me not to support you if you put a book out I'm going to buy it if you put out a teaching I'm gonna listen like come on now it's this is what it is and long as you've been supporting supporting people the universe is gonna make sure that you have support I talk about it all the time like you never supported nobody but then you're asking or begging for support it don't work like that you got to put in on this but it's there for you um I'm gonna say Thank You Man we got a gift yesterday from a random person who sent it to my house got a Amazon guy come over and dropped off a big old package that got a big juicer somebody ordered me a juicer from Amazon sent it to my house and I found out who it was by asking a couple people around and it was my friend Brett Stacy so thank you Brett for thinking of us and blessing us with this holiday gift or new New Year's gifts cuz trying to get back health in order and start juicing and things like that so thank you so much for thinking of me and the family will will probably do a video posted some of the rest of recipes that we come up with and so I already have a ninja and I like to drink green smoothies and stuff but I think it'll come in handy for me because I like ginger smoothies as well like I don't like the taste but I like the feeling I like what it does to the body the body my body thinks me and my body likes it and thinks me with energy I can feel it like I feel hi after I drink something like that that's really good my body's just longing for it so the ginger smoothies the pulp you can't get it out like I can blend all kind of stuff like an you know bananas and any types of fruit and vegetables I can blend that and drink it in it it's fine but it's something about the ginger texture that's almost like stringy it's almost like string stringy John Santiago roses that ginger drink you made me that one time lol exactly man I'm a I remember that we made one that met morning and but you can't yeah they're like the gingers the the the pulp is gonna be in there but I think the juicer gets all the pulp out so I think it would be a lot easier to drink some of those hard to drink drinks and my wife doesn't like the texture of the the smoothies that I make so it's gonna bless her too so thank you so much Brett and everybody else who came and spent the holidays with us we had our annual Christmas party we do dirty sin and hang out and we had a bunch of people come in Joshua flume and drove in Christy came in and just a bunch of friends hanging out with Chris and Nicole bars enjoyed hanging out with everybody for Christmas and we just had a we just had a blessed time as a family and really enjoyed it so and I hope you guys had a blessed mr. blessed holiday moving forward in a new year as well I'm gonna read some of these comments here if anybody has any questions or comments I'll try to read them Padawan talks about in the first plane trip that I'm gonna do he says when you fly bring a camera phone with you and do a prayer for a UFO sighting and if you see one out of your window record and we ask the men right the Watchers be able to see them up that close we were stargazing last night man because I know the we just had a new moon here on the 26 but there's been overcast every every night with with clouds cloud coverage and we haven't been able to go stargazing I was looking forward to it but uh went out last night a couple days later and got to see a lot of stars and did some stargazing and praying and seen a beautiful shooting star you know wandering star that's cool Padawan says if you're gonna juice every day make sure to take fiber supplement as well yeah I don't think I don't I don't think I'll overdo it with that because like I said I do I do like using the ninja and getting some of the pulp and things like that as well since Sena since inna says uh owns a level seven playlist on Spotify God lucifer account being on there man heck yeah and also says your music is teaching thousand-plus members of other communities Wow thank you I have to go follow it he says are you gonna collab with Kanye or the rapper seven who knows Never Say Never Justin Bieber taught me that I've tried that do some we were supposed to do it we were supposed to do a track with seven before he quit rapping so sevens kind of retired from music right now he's kind of raised on some other people up under his ministry and pushing his brother and some other people like that he's doing more the administrative side to ministry and outreach and writing and stuff like that so sevens not really doing anything at the moment but I was supposed to have a song with them I built sevens website and he charges a pretty penny for four features I think it's like 700 bucks but I did this website and so it was either pay me in cash or trade out a feature and I almost did a feature but I was like now I need the cash man so I ended up just getting the cash for the website but if you go to 7ch website hog mob com I'm actually built this website and him pyrex a bunch of other big-name christian rappers I built their website so if anybody needs a website hit me up for the low-low but yes sevens a good brother called me called me other than that other day and he called me out the other day I guess I'll talk about it so seven since we're kind of linked together on the website tip or whatever sometimes people find my work because of typing in seven because I interviewed them and it's kind of up there on the search history in Google so people will find my work and we seven hit me up he's like hey bro do you got a podcast on your on your page teaching people how to find a psychic I was like well I did a UH I did an interview with the lady and we talked about how to find a psychic he was like I'm trying to I'm trying to really get to the bottom of it cuz some people said that they seen it on my website I was like no they it's not on your website I was like I think they might have googled your name or seeing it on YouTube and found it but he was asking me about the the it is so funny because like that's the only I didn't know what to name the episode and we're talking about different um psychics and some of the shells and some of the weird stuff that you have to put up and deal with when it comes to looking for psychics or spiritual healers or leaders or whatever and we just did a whole episode just kind of running through some of the funny stuff that people deal with and I just I didn't know what the name in the episode so I named it how to find a psychic and it was going through just all the weird silly stuff and and and that was the first thing that someone seen looking up seven and going to my website and seeing that episode how to find a psychic and then seeing thinking that he was related but he actually said that some people were gonna book him in his group out for a church a ministry and and they seen my website and how to find a psychic and thought he was connected and they said there wasn't gonna book him because we were connected see that's our church folks are now why don't fool with church folks I fooled with people or with church folks they that's how they are they like to call compartmentalize they put people in things in a box okay you're the new-age Christian guy okay you're the black Christian that goes to the white church okay you go to a black church oh you're a Muslim okay and they already have these weird compartmentalize and they try to figure you out and they've already got you labeled and and and got preconceived notions and all of these things before they even meet you so you know seven myths of ministry opportunities because he was linked to me so I went ahead and made sure that like I cleaned up some things that wouldn't like put my name on stuff because people be googling things like that and all of that kind of stuff so I made sure that I just kind of uh tried to fix that up for him cuz I don't want him losing money or ministry opportunities because of me but seven on everything is a really a really good brother man that guy he is he's genuine he's legit good dude most people in the past would have just kind of written me off or whatever for something like that from the church realm but seven you know he made sure he called me hey man what's going on with this bye-bye and I got to explain to him and and and what I believe and in that specific episode and if the person listen to the episode they might were to find out what it was talking about but they they don't do that so anyway I shout out to seven in hogg mob because uh you know they run with some really cool people so shout out to everybody hanging out with us in chat got Deborah Fleck here Jessica how are you my friend let's see all that's on Facebook everybody's listening on YouTube periscope I quit streaming on Twitch I can just get too many trolls man there's some dude trying to call in last week when I open up the phone line from twitch and he was just trolling man I can't stand the trolls I don't have a call screener you know so I just take calls and yeah oh well since Sena Jonathan Santiago Alley Graham TL empress Chris garner Padawan Kristi folks sir Kristi Johnson Brandon Higgins Wendy Williams wild things just going through some of these names James Bond it looks like you got banned by the moderators for being bad so shot a hussy you know it's out there everybody hanging out got to be good to like the mods will get you man they gonna let you get away with anything so let's see since then I feel that truth with what you said about people knowing you before you go somewhere man that's crazy bro that's been crazy on so many levels like when I was a little kitten I said little kid wants a teenager man like that was like the biggest thing for me like that kind of like when I was experiencing schizophrenia as a teenager like that that played a huge part because literally people knew me that I didn't know like once you have a name or a persona that kind of goes beyond you people talk about you know people know you that you don't know when I was a teenager it first started there because I was big into Marilyn Manson and the Gothic I mean I shaved my eyebrows wore makeup painted my nails or girl clothing like we were really big into the Gothic freak stuff or whatever and I got a lot of attention you know a lot of saying things and you know for a for attention and getting it in satanic stuff and being in Alabama and Louisiana offended a lot of people and remember going to a one of the churches we used to go through we were hanging out the window playing Manson really loud just doing circles around the church and the pastor he's preaching on a Wednesday night he comes running out screaming you ever come back here it's like you know saying and I had a reputation that preceded me even as a teenager and it was weird because I would go to well there was one kid at school and he was like a man I want to let you know that the whole football team like they're talking about jumping you at the end of the semester so they won't you know get suspended or whatever they're talking about jumping you and I'm like the whole football team that's crazy and then I would have random people whether it was at school or out in the community at the park in Walmart different places people would come up to me and follow me like I was a freshman or seniors coming up to me trying to fight me and like I don't even know who these people are but they know me and I was like oh wow so I started to mess with me a little bit that like being in public and having people follow me down every aisle I'm like you know trying to figure out who these people are and then they're like you know you know cursing me out or whatever trying to fight me and so that was when I was a teenager and then you know now it's not as bad but it was especially coming out when I was a big name in the Christian community being a Christian rapper and a minister and things like that I would meet people and especially when I started to transition from Christian music and Christian ministry into whatever I'm doing now being more spiritual being more grounded being into philosophy and things like that people would demonize me from the community and the churches and pastors would do sermons targeting me and just weird stuff man so I would meet people and they say oh you're true seeker and I'm like I don't know who they are and I have to figure out like how they know me that were they a fan of my early music did their pastor tell them to watch out for me did whoever told him about me and so how do you know about me oh I know so-and-so like okay you think I'm a witch okay and I would just say oh I know you because seeing you at this concert okay now you you like my music you know what I'm saying trying to figure out how these people were how they knew me because it was so polarizing in the church like you know we praying for you man or whatever the case is they see you as a threat it was really weird man it'll kind of mess with your head like going to different cities and meeting people even recently man I went to I was because I probably because I was at a church gathering I went to a church conference in Pensacola and I talked about this before but this guy was staring at me like it was a huge conference thousands of people and this guy was looking at me I was like he looked familiar and I didn't want to like look at him and like not say hello if I knew who it was but like I wasn't gonna it's gonna be awkward so dude look he looks like this guy on Facebook but it wasn't him so I go and go and sit down and the guy walks up to me and says hey man are you true seeker yeah man so I got to figure out there again like how do you know me dude I love your podcasts oh my god I listen to you I listen to Kingdom talks and everything what you're doing bro it's just surreal and he was like just blown away to meet me and uh but at first I was like okay you're gonna rebuke me you're gonna pray for me like you know I'm at this turts gathering but it was it was it was awesome to meet somebody who was touched by the work you know and trying to get out of that mindset of like expecting people to not like you you know I'm saying or expecting people to you know what I'm saying talk about you were expecting people to gossip about you it's fear false evidence appearing real that it doesn't exist and you create it as you believe in I mean living in this weird paranoia thinking that people are out to get me and things like that and people can give a damn lesson like years of passed by that was you know 2011 20 2012 when all that stuff was really big for me and going through and making that transition and really embody and Who I am and the person that God has called me to be that's for me but it's also Universalist for you like expecting these things and expecting that nobody's gonna like me or I'm not gonna make friends or I'm not going to do this on 20/20 is gonna be the same as 2019 or I can't get nobody to co-sign I can't get nobody to open the door for me I can't get this I can't get that you got to do it yourself man you got to make your own lane and drive it in roll nobody's gonna don't expect any handouts not from people you know but from from God and in getting with God and seeing how God wants to open those doors he can open up open up in closed doors that no man can open so when it comes to that don't don't seek the approval of men don't seek the adoration and the applause of men it's fleeting it's intoxicating seek the approval of God in all things that you do examine yourself every day to make sure that you're in the faith make sure that you are are doing good in the earth and you're not contributing to hatred violence bigotry you know what I'm saying it's you know the mind is a powerful thing all of this stuff comes out of that of the mind of the imagination it's how God created all of this was through his imagination and we have the mind of Christ we have the same mind so renew your thoughts daily man and make sure that you're contributing to the betterment of this place leave it a little bit better than the way that you found it Padawans says that's just because people want something someone docile to take out their anger on because they didn't overcome the devil yeah they got overtook you were probably an overcomer they saw it subconsciously jealousy dude you're a hundred percent right like you represent I represent different things to different people we we all do but uh you represent freedom oh you you you can freely do things without judgment that other people could never do there's a freedom that you found and you intimidate that other person because whether they're convicted or whether they don't have a freedom in their life whether it's financially is a big one religiously philosophically but you have a freedom and it's a threat to them it makes them feel inferior because how free you are you know what I'm saying but but yeah I don't don't let them take that out on you and again they want a whipping boy they need a scapegoat we all do you know for the Christian is Christ his the scapegoat you know just just thinking about how I mean Marilyn Manson had an awesome song about it called tourniquet take your hatred out on me you know what I'm saying like let me carry your hatred you know let me carry the let me be your excuse and we're thinking is he did music about that and he became that he created that he did songs about being the tourniquet being that the whipping boy and being though you can blame me for all the bad is that come on can we blame Marilyn Manson one man for other come on dude an entertainer you know protagonists like but it happened Columbine happened who they blame George Bush no they blame Marilyn Manson a freaking rock star it's crazy he became that he had the the lyrics he became it they blamed him follow the bad in the world take your hatred out on me make your victim my head you never ever believed in me I'm your tourniquet and so many more songs about just being the whipping boy and being the blame and the victim and he he created it you know what I'm saying subconsciously we all do it creating subconsciously you already a master manifester you're already good at manifests and stuff whatever you want the only thing is you've been doing it subconsciously passively by default and your default is usually not renewed it's not renewed you got to renew your mind you have to you have to become conscious you have to become co-creators with God and just try it try it and see I did it I'm doing it everyone ahead of you who like successful they've done it they've been focused and your focus like goes away I'm focused on the podcast tomorrow I'm focused on being in a band no hold on started this podcast have to be faithful I have to show up even when I don't want to that's all of you whatever it is like renew your passion for it whatever it takes because you started it don't dip out on it see it through to the end finish something for once in your life damn it whatever it is Padawan says God is in the TV Manson yeah I hope you know that that quote that I said earlier I don't know if you know it God is a number you cannot count to so I don't know if you know who said that I said it was a great philosopher Adam says the blame game is sad a game of lies yeah we all blame others but you find out that you bring the power back when you take responsibility blame my mom blame I didn't have a dad you know how long like how long and how I mean I could probably even set into that now and it still would scare me and and what kind of truth is there I didn't have a dad so that's why I don't have this so that's why I don't do that or I don't have a work ethic I don't you know you have these way to blame everybody for what you don't have and you can look in and zoom in any of it and create the links there connect the dots blaming people blaming others but take responsibility of it you know be what you didn't have to the younger version of yourself this podcast is not for you guys this podcast is for the younger version of myself that's who I'm talking to and in the midst of that I'm talking to you all just be that person that I needed and that's all you need to do be the person that you needed for your kids for your neighbors for your family for your community for your spouse the person that you need it be it doesn't need their fill the need when you needed it they wasn't there fill the need and you'll be successful people will come from all over all over to support and to listen what's up Martin Smith how are you my brother we need to do another show as well man I know I recently had you on but I wanna do another show with you man I hope your event was good with a Gil man I watched some of the livestream and your son I know you've been talking about how how much wisdom you know the younger generation has man but your son was dropping some good good knowledge - man it's good stuff yes so I guess I'm gonna go ahead and jump off here I want to bless everybody's 20/20 man we talked about so much so much so much so much like it's up to you to embody it to bring it into your reality to manifest it I'm not gonna do it for you I have some tools I have some things that have helped me that I'm articulating and embodying it's on the podcast it's in my music there's so much it's in the book all of this stuff how to overcome the darkness how to live in peace with duality and find that that uh middle ground there you know all of that stuff's there how to find victory in your spiritual life and your financial life all of it man and I just want to help I want to I want to get to the end of here well done my good and faithful servant like you did it I didn't hide it from you I didn't keep it for myself you got to do the word I can't do it for you though it's for each and every one but universal law man it's for everybody it doesn't care it's no respecter of persons so I understand that but uh 2020s coming up in a couple hours for me and appreciate if you're listening to this on the podcasting apps it's 2020 is already here you're already off to a great start and if not let's change that I want to say a prayer for your guys I want to pray us out haven't prayed on here in a while I feel the anointing flowing and now we're gonna release some stuff father I just thank you for your peace lord I think it for your love and for your grace you know where we got some music on here - some tones and vibrations boom father I thank you for your love and for your grace god I just ask you to just encounter people where they are you know their dreams and their visions their goals their hang-ups their shortcomings you know at all fearfully and wonderfully made father the the courses is scripted use the author and finisher of their faith I just pray that they as they draw closer to you as they draw nigh unto your father that you just draw closer unto them speaking to the things in their life that are not as though they are show them the power of their words show them the power of their faith show them the power of their belief the power of their focus God and the power of your love that just transforms every situation a universal peace that surpasses all understanding tangible not a theory but tangible in that now moment peace of God hmm call the ghost I just ask you Father just ignite hearts Lord stir up hearts again with awe and wonder the ability to dream again new visions for 2020 new dreams new goals hope and in how to execute it how to execute give them visions teach them to write it down and as they write it down father I just pray you whispered in the ear how to execute show them what it takes and let them count the cost count the cost 20 20 it's worth it bless them father I pray in Jesus name you got anybody sick and body we just asked for healing right now anybody sick in their mind father we ask for healing peace of God sick in their body right now mind spirit right now spiritual life father God let them do the inner work to find that peace in every situation to acknowledge you and you will direct their path no matter what it is no matter what the obstacle is just to say father where are you in this examining father where are you in this God where are you in this whether it's in the piece of the stillness of the silence by the world you in the silence father why are you in this storm and you find yourself like the disciples on the boat in the midst of the storm where's Jesus he's Pease in peace he's sleeping on the boat peace father I pray that your peace will be extended to us in the midst of all of this stuff the chaos the confusion the politics peace of God right now whoever's listening that needs it just needs a fresh touch top of their head to the soles of their feet take a deep breath in through the nostrils peace of God exhale to the mouth do it again into the nostrils peace release to the mouth Holy Spirit now this next breath we're gonna do one more and you just continue it as you want take it with you but as you breathe in I want you to acknowledge the Peace in presence of God literally the Holy Spirit which is the breath during the pneuma the Ruach as you breathe in you can feel at the top of the breath you're gonna feel a tingle it's the Holy Spirit just let you know hey I'm here I'm your peace ready set breathe in through the nostrils release holiday spirit this actually activate more and more and more creative power creative expression the flow the flow the flow fire fire fire right now help them live from the heart help them create from the heart peace be upon them I pray in Jesus mighty name amen and amen man I'm excited for this new year I hope you guys are too get with me our discord is available if you want to hang out after the podcast we'll jump into the discord section for a little bit a bunch of stuff that we're creating for 2020 peace be upon you my friends I enjoyed it I'll be there too god bless have a book product or service you like to promote further commercials are now available for you to get the word out about what you do on the truth seeker but can't give you what you need engage the spiritual community and get yourself instantly in front of thousands of listeners who explore the spiritual paranormal supernatural religious and metaphysical realms have your commercial insert into our entire one with Jordan Maxwell james gilliland dr. 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