Living In The Spirit | Spirituality vs Religion | Q & A

Living In The Spirit | Spirituality vs Religion | Q & A
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so and I'll take advantage of the stuff
man it's technology I know it's like for
the longest time I was like against
technology like I use it I love it but
when starting to get more spiritual
getting into meditation getting into
prayer learning what this
fiz and then you look at technology you
see how technology is mimicking
spirituality I mean I'm remember seeing
Facebook and just seeing how I mean I'm
using it to my advantage but it's a
mimic of the global brain everyone
that's already connected like you can
walk into a room and someone is having a
bad day or they're feeling some type of
way they've been in an argument with
their lover or whatever you walk into
that room you can feel that presence
you're connected with that person that's
the global brain we are all one and so
Facebook shows us not like on an
external way that we're all connected
through social media and you're
connected by scrolling your timeline and
and tapping in and checking in with your
friends and stuff and so this pros and
cons we're we can't fight it if for the
longest time I wanted to fight it and
understood what kali-yuga is and the
prophecies that would say that man would
use technology to fight against God and
that's kind of happening but it's the
inevitable if you can't beat them join
them type deal we can use it for
advantage so using discord using patreon
using Facebook and YouTube using all of
this stuff ma'am we're going after the
ones we're finding our tribe we're
finding the like-minded people that we
can build with and so we have people all
over the world who support who come
together we we meet together for prayer
just hang out having conversations
sometimes being silly sometimes being
deep whatever man but it's about
friendship but it's about building
community finding your tribe and
essentially taking away that whole thing
where you feel like I don't have nobody
who understands me I'm the only one
going through this it's kind of like a
Messiah Complex sometimes that can can
occur to feel like you're the only one
who's had those encounters or
experiences and so we're in a room with
people that we can kind of have a safe
space to kind of build upon those
encounters and talk to people I can't
tell you how much I needed that when I
was going through my stuff like I'm in
the Bible Belt and I had to go
and talk to my friends about summoning
UFOs in the Bible Belt or go to church
and try to find somebody who was open or
out they're like hey man he was what's
the deal and you know and so it was
really hard so for people who were in my
position at that time people are there
now we have a safe space we have
community so that's what it's uh that's
what it's about so Stephen Cooke says
all things can be used to the good of
God yup yup what's up Christie Phillips
Chanel how are you guys
yeah we're growing man we're growing
Christian says thankfully those days are
over now I found my tribe no doubt you
man there's just so many people it's a
bunch of cool people we try to weed out
some of the craziest because they tend
to slip in there and sometimes we could
be the craziest too but it's all love
and what we're building here so
everyone's welcome so uh and it's really
weird man I'll address that it's really
weird because with the podcast there's
no like one specific thing that we
address like people okay they want me to
say you know what I believe like give a
mission statement a statement of faith
what I believe about what like about
aliens about spirituality about the holy
spirit about love about marriage like
what I believe about what so it's really
hard to kind of give a mission statement
like this is who we are this is what we
do I are kind of umbrella myself as a
Christian mystic just because I believe
the scriptures and I study the
scriptures and Jesus or the Christ is
what led me to God or my revelation of
God so I'm not gonna let go of that now
that's we can talk about it you know
what I'm saying but that's what I am a
Christian mystic and it's the best thing
I don't really think there's a specific
category but with that being said I love
to get into the other texts I love to
get into to the scriptures that were
taken out of the Bible the Bhagavad Gita
Manley P Hall mysticism and those things
that kind of help you understand your
Bible of choice your holy book of choice
if you even choose one you haven't chose
yet there's you don't not even into it
you could still read these other texts
and it helps everything else make more
sense
I'm really big right now I'm doing an EP
I'm doing 2 EPS right now I'll just go
and give a quick plug I'm doing one
called colors and it's dealing with the
chakras and each song is based off of a
chakra or influenced by that type of
emotion and what that chakra deals with
it's not gonna be explaining everything
it's not specifically about this chakra
but it's influenced by the chakra it's a
seven song EP called colors most of
those songs are done and they're
available or even if they're rough
copies they're up on patreon as soon as
I'm done with the song it's uploaded so
there's four or five songs there also
so right after that I'm working on an EP
called the ESP EP the extrasensory
perception where we're studying ESP to
clairvoyance clairaudience and those
things and taking those concepts and
bringing those to the table so that's
gonna be an EP as well but even in
studying ESP and then reading the Bible
like it used it the understanding
spiritual gifts in the Bible the word of
knowledge word of wisdom word of faith
the gift of faith all of these things
understanding that the discernment of
spirits you're only given like an
outline in the Bible you're not given
like this really deep okay here's how
you do it is I you access it here's how
you activate it but by all this stuff
you're just given these quick overviews
about the quickening of the Holy Spirit
what is that what does it feel like to
be quickened I got a message today
someone was asking me about do you feel
electricity running through your body at
times or is that at in the Bible hot
what is that we understand prana
understand the Holy Spirit on the same
Kundalini these things start making more
sense to us so that's what it's about
being able to kind of access these other
other realms in making that other stuff
make more sense and I'm convinced and
given my life to understanding the
spirit realm how it works how it
operates and how it affects us that you
can't fully understand the Bible without
going into the Book of Enoch there's
things that you will not understand
about the Bible by itself standalone 66
books by itself without reading the Book
of Enoch it kind of pieces some things
together it is a huge piece of the
puzzle then you find out what was in
there
why was taken out those things that's
something that you can say okay Enoch
Enoch kind of a you know a thing that's
kind of maybe elementary for people just
kind of stepping out of Christianity or
kind of getting into some other things
Enoch gets a safe one to kind of get
into but then we talk about ESP and we
talked about clairvoyance clairaudience
Claire's Indians and there's just so
many scriptures where Jesus is talking
about being able to feel the Holy Spirit
walking into a room not not just feeling
the spirit but actually knowing people's
thoughts what does that sound like what
does that look like man can it drive you
crazy can it drive you mad that you're
able to hear you're having a
conversation about someone but you know
what they're thinking you know their
dreams last night what does that feel
like so that's tough it's not it's it's
an outline in the Bible so I believe if
we get into some of the other things and
just be open up enough to at least have
that conversation and not be scared to
have the conversation right not saying
that every guest that comes on this show
bringing their knowledge bringing their
wisdom or whatever is telling the truth
for one or has the truth or knows the
truth we're not saying that at all but
not just to not be afraid to have that
conversation and being able to learn
from everyone a broken clock is Right
twice a day
something there's something you can take
from each conversation there's something
you could take from each person even if
it's what not to do right even if you
look at somebody's story you look at
what they bring to the table and see
where it's led them that's a huge one
look at the fruit that it's produced
this type of information this type of
knowledge these type of things Thank You
Christine just got a donation from
Christy through super chat thank you so
much yeah you can you can look at
somebody's life so I know God the Most
High speaks through all creation
everything he could speak through a
donkey
he could speak through us if God can use
us he can use anything right so the in
it so deep though they even
understanding that the Bible says that
God has chosen the foolish things of the
world he uses the foolish things the
things you think that he would never use
to confound the wise to show you the
simplicity of a relationship with the
father or a simplicity that is in Christ
even though how we want to get so deep
at times which I love it but returning
back to the simplicity which it says
that to the it's it's an offense to the
Jews and to the Greeks it's a stumbling
block like it's too easy you know what
I'm saying the gift of faith and and
walking in the spirit is too easy for
some people but that's what it's about
so trying to manage all of this stuff
with the community we're growing we have
growing pains right anytime you're
growing you're gonna have growing pains
so we it's it's an umbrella for me at
Christian mystic whatever that means to
you whatever that means to me I don't
even know honestly but that's just what
I chose and so there's all these people
who come and they have different beliefs
and they have different convictions and
different things that they focus on even
from the Bible even from mysticism like
which parts which parts of the Bible so
everybody's coming together and we're
trying to grow together in community and
it's working but there's growing pains
and so we have to you know we have to
there's not there's not a specific we're
open to whatever I don't care what it is
if it's working for you I want to look
into it if it's helping you if it's
helped you if you've been through it
official truth I'd like to do at least
discuss it and talk about it
not saying that we have to apply it to
our lives not to say that it is the
truth or it is right but let's look into
it and so that's that's what we're
really finding out what building
community and not about kicking someone
out because they think differently or
they are sensitive to something else you
know
long suffering is one of the the gifts
and fruits of the holy spirit and that's
one thing that I learned because I wish
that a lot of times in when I was coming
up through the church that people would
have exercised that gift of long
suffering not just to kind of cut your
head off and say look you know this is
that bah bah bah don't deal with him you
know long suffering is the fruit of the
Holy Spirit being able to suffer along
with someone even if you don't agree
with them even if you have different
doctrines or difference of opinions and
so well as we learn that we can we can
grow together and it's so weird though
it's like with the whole thing of being
vigilant the vigilant Christian you know
I'm saying the Watchmen we have to call
out error we have to call out truth and
kind of being on this this place and as
it's our as if we know it right and I
think there's so much grace that I've
kind of been able to walk in over the
years because of that because I used to
do that like I used to confront people I
used to point the finger I used to do
all that stuff so now I've kind of sat
back and say look let's just find what
we can agree on and because it sucks to
really be out there pointing the finger
condemning people to hell judging people
all of this stuff it sucks to do that
and then find out months maybe years
later that you were wrong and you were a
jerk you were not a friendly person you
were
you know this whatever the case is that
really feels bad once you find that out
and you got you have remorse for it but
you learn from it you grow from it no
matter what it is so you learn to show
grace to people at least the same grace
that you need shown unto you whether it
is we are torn in someone's spine by you
know just being who we are and and being
able to approach these topics and things
openly someone um hit me up and was just
asking me these different questions
through patreon the other day and what
they should do and if it's gonna go over
well with people if they made this
career decision and letting their light
shine and stuff like that and I just
simply told them that what I've been
saying on here is
we kind of changed the narrative now we
don't have to ask for permission we
don't have to make sure that the
majority agrees before we do something
if we're following the voice in the wind
of the Holy Spirit the leading of God
for in our lives Kristi's talking about
synchronicity right now for following
that synchronicity and it's led us to
things we have to we have to obey that
conviction and we have to make sure that
it's right we have to make sure that
it's a healthy conviction we have to
make sure that we're not proposing
personal convictions on others right
that's a big thing in the churches they
have a personal conviction and they'll
try to make that a rule or make that a
law I mean that was the whole thing with
the you know I'm saying the Jewish
people in the Talmud and having all
these other things outside of you know
the law of Moses that they've kind of
added on top of that because the law in
and of itself is something beautiful but
you adding all of this stuff and
twisting it making it something that it
wasn't created to be much like
Christianity today as beautiful as
Christ is as beautiful as God is and the
love of God and worship and all the new
beautiful stuff that goes on in church
or in Christianity there's all of this
mess and all of this stuff that's mixed
up with it you got to you have to kind
of Wade through it all and so
Christianity I believe really should be
a personal relationship with Christ
versus having all of these rules and
regulations and even the scripture says
that the kingdom of heaven is not in
meat or drink it's not touch not taste
not being known for what you don't do
being known for what you're against and
all of these things but to be known for
what you're for what you're for and and
and and not only in word but in deed as
well right now just going around talking
a good game but your actions being able
to show show for it and that's that's
what we're about fruit out of all this
stuff so don't let anybody look down
upon you for your beliefs or what how
different you are or how
estatic you are whatever the case is but
at the end of the day if your
spirituality if your beliefs whatever
those beliefs are aren't helping you as
a person aren't improving I always go
back to say this Manley P Hall if your
spirituality and your belief system
systems aren't improving the life of
your household pet your dog if dad still
kicks the dog on the way out the door
but is a leader or a pastor something's
up if it's not practical for everybody
if it's not something that that people
cannot apply to their life then it's
just it's just religious fluff and so we
have to wade through that stuff so yeah
that's my little rant right now I have
some other things I want to speak on but
if anybody has any questions and if
y'all have already posted them and if I
haven't seen them go ahead and repost
those and I'll try to get to them so
speaking of synchronicity and I have
Steven cook here the voice we're working
on a song called synchronicity and it's
going to be on the ESP EP coming out
next year let's see try to read through
these comments if I can without having
too much dead air that Christie says the
opposition is more intense when you're
on the right path it is it's that way
for me right now yeah that definitely
amber says I view my ascension symptoms
as growing pains it is a line you you to
say that things yep it's crazy man you
have to you have to balance the energy
you have to do the work it'll drive you
mad that's not good you know and that's
with everything it's not with just the
Kundalini and I'm gonna go to a lot of
detail on that you know the Kundalini
spirituality Christianity is for all of
it none of none of its to play with it
all is to be taken seriously I mean your
mental health is is very serious so
garner says questions what are some ways
you navigate talking about esoteric
ideas with those who are a little more
close-minded that's awesome you say that
because I did have another question on
through Facebook someone who's new to
the channel was asking me about that I
don't I don't try to put at this point I
mean everybody's in different boats and
stuff but at this point I don't like you
want to to tell them it's good news it's
gospel it's not good news just great
news right change your life some of this
esoteric information and hopefully it's
changed your life hopefully it's not
you're not sharing it just for the sake
of it being deep or whatever the case is
hopefully it's something that's impacted
you in a way I mean a lot of these ideas
I think impact us in a way just because
it helps us to think outside the box and
it shows us that there's more to life or
this wasn't the way this like this
wasn't the end like this esoteric
information usually opens you up to
think outside of the box or outside of
Christianity or outside of just the
Bible or whatever the case says I'll
give you some deep information on the
Bible make the Bible become more real to
you things like that so this kind of
stuff opens us up but when I was working
on the job I can't I mean when you first
start out you want to tell everybody you
know it's the same the same way you know
becoming a Christian or whatever the
case is and having this relationship
with Jesus and it's a static encounter
you want to tell everybody you want to
go tell it on the mountain I mean that's
the song you know you want to tell
everybody I remember just doing stupid
things when I was young and the Bible's
caused it having a zeal without
knowledge so I believe what we need to
maintain this have that zeal with
knowledge we don't hear that a lot but I
think that that's the thing to keep that
zeal but have knowledge and wisdom on
how to share it and not be watered down
but I mean some of the things we would
do I remember getting on the loudspeaker
at Walmart and knowing the code to push
or whatever back in the day and in 2001
really and start preaching on the
loudspeaker over Walmart talking about
Christ so just walking through Walmart
speaking in tongues real loud you know
what I'm saying just we
you're obnoxious stuff or whatever the
case is that you thought you were being
a good witness or making sure that you
told people because it was your
Christian duty to get out there and do
it so having a zeal without knowledge um
so beaten wanting to tell everybody
running up to two people say hey jesus
loves you man everybody just want to you
know and not being very effective with
it but you feel like you're doing your
duty and that could happen on the job
you can get in trouble by talking about
that but eventually I wouldn't I don't
like to bring this stuff up even as much
as I like to talk about it and I really
didn't have a lot of people to talk
about it like I would go to work and
stuff and uh I would just adapt to their
conversation man there were people that
we can talk about deep stuff if we got
one on like one on one and they opened
up the conversation but then most of the
time I would still blow their mind and
lose them somewhere but um if it's a you
know a bunch of people uh you know just
get into water cooler talk I talked
about the weather and football even
though I didn't watch football you know
like they did I knew enough to talk
about it and you know talk about the
weather hey is this supposed to rain
today you know things I can give it care
less about I would I wouldn't try to
force it on them you know I'm saying I
wouldn't go to church and start like
telling people or like trying to force
my opinions on people so but what's
really cool now is will right with the
internet and with our tribe and just
building it we can do things like start
our own podcasts or our own YouTube
channel or your own blog and you just
start writing about this stuff putting
it out there getting it out there in the
search engines for one and the people
who are looking for the stuff that
you're into they're gonna find it
so you don't have to try to like win
somebody to hey you know that this is
the truth or whatever you just share
your truth and if people resonate with
it they're gonna find it the end in you
and then you share it just take
advantage of social media whatever just
make sure that it's out there I don't I
don't like I try not to spam and stuff
like people like rappers will like tag
you like tag 70 people in a post on
something that's not you I'm saying
relevant to you and so there's all these
weird ways to do it but it seems cringy
it seems like you're begging you know
this kind of stuff so I just now I just
share the information and believe that
whoever it's for I believe that the
scripture says the word will not return
void and I think that the conversation
the season was salt and that if there's
something in it for that person that
they're gonna find it and I just I
believe in faithful for that and I've
just seen it work in my life and uh you
don't have to be that annoying obnoxious
friend either who's always talking about
aliens are always trying to blow
people's minds and stuff and uh but if
someone you know gives an inkling here
or they start talking about the
Illuminati or the third eye or whatever
it'll open up conversation for me to you
know start talking about some stuff and
sharing it with them but again sometimes
I take it too far and they don't always
feel like if they're open for some deep
stuff I'll get them some stuff and then
I'll just say something that they did it
just goes way over their head
you know just even little stuff though
that's not even deep or whatever they
just act like they want some knowledge
of something deep and you share it and
they're like hey we got to watch out for
this guy you know on something just some
little stuff so you know choose your
battles wisely I'd say that Robert
Douglas starts on energy healing have
you made any videos about that yet I
don't know if I've actually made videos
just specifically concerning that and I
was thinking about this too because
there's some old videos from back in
2015 I used to do one on one healing
sessions with people and then we would
also do open healing sessions we would
get on through like Google Chat or
whatever on YouTube and I would usually
have someone else to join me and we do
energy heal and we get people to send us
the link and it come on one on one and
it would have either pain in their body
emotional stress whatever the cases that
they were dealing with and and it would
join us here man and we would just you
know my energy healing is just speaking
it out seeing it done in form of a
prayer of a form of speaking it speaking
to the things that are not as though
they were
and and seeing it done so we would do
open sessions like that man and it would
be awesome to see those people come in
in contact with God with the Holy Spirit
with the prana for the first time ever
and feel that beauty wash over them and
their being on camera and they'd be
crying in itself some of that footage is
still available it's on other channels
though as I've done a lot with Kelly
coffee there was a really good one with
this one of my clients said I did this
lady named sana
tan strum and um she was a singer and I
taught her how to sing prophetically
over people she was an energy healer but
she sang as well and I taught her how to
sing prophetically sing healing and
release over people and we did an
episode of her first time stepping out I
let her we went together and it was
beautiful so I would say prayers and I
would send forth the energy and then she
would get those words to sing over them
and release it and it's just beautiful
man so I definitely believe in energy
healing enough I do pray a lot on here
too at the end of the show's usually and
uh not every time sometimes I forget
sometimes it's hard to kind of bring it
back to that but um some of the ones who
I have man I really believe in that and
something one of the key things of me
doing this show and like reaching out to
people and I brought our audiences is
the fact that I always go back to the
Jordan Maxwell interview you know it's
like 80 almost 85,000 views on that
episode most of those people have no
idea who I am they do after that episode
so I'll trying to tap into Jordan
Maxwell's fan base or his you know
listenership or whatever and it works
I'm doing that and I have to win the
person over or try to give them
something that makes them want to check
out my other interviews because you may
hear an interview where we're talking
about aliens and in the next interview
we're talking about the Holy Spirit and
and coming into a relationship with
Christ and things like that so that's
that's what I that's the plan but to do
that Jordan Maxwell interview with
85,000 people listening and then pray at
the end and I will pray that God would
encounter people that God would meet
people in any way he seems fit and
sinful if the Holy Spirit
and then you have I mean 85,000 people
you got some of everybody some people
who are running from God some people who
are hurt by the church people who have
never even experienced the Holy Spirit
in that type of manner and so I'll speak
that blessing and pray over them and the
Holy Spirit will encounter them I'm
believing that it's going to happen I
pray and I get messages I get messages
from people who are saying look that
that prayer at the I'm listening to an
interview about aliens
this guy troops he could prays at the
end and I start crying this I saw
shaking my whole body starts trembling
and I feel the Holy Spirit this energy
moved through my body and cleanse me and
clean me and it changed my life and I
had the message you and find out what
that was what do I do and so that's why
I do this you know what I'm saying and
this is my lane that I've carved out and
it works simply because of that and if
everything else is falling upon death
tears and that was the only one I'd be
satisfied but that's not the case at all
it's working so let's see let me try to
go back some of these comments um Alex
is one named Kenny ride out which is her
husband thankfully true seeker is
talking about things hard religious
theologians take time amber I wanted to
shake everyone awake but I had to learn
through time and experience just to live
in the truths and others will follow
when they see how happy truth makes me
yep
100 percent like I said you want to wake
them up at first you want to shake them
but at the same time it takes different
things to wake different people up they
got I have people who make fun of me
they make fun of the way I talk
they make fun make fun of all kind of
stuff that the information they make fun
of Jesus and they you know I'm saying
especially like in the spiritual
movement and like new-age circles or
Hinduism circles and stuff they look at
Jesus and Christianity because just like
the broad religion they look at it as
something elementary or something that's
you know fake or whatever the case is
and so people will take jabs at me and
make fun but when they go through a hard
time when they lose a loved one when
they're strung out on dope those same
people
message me and asked for prayer and want
to call me so that's why we know that
it's working I even though you get
persecuted and people laugh at what
you're doing all that stuff stay
persistent stay consistent consistency
is key and at the end of the day man
truth speaks for itself I don't have
nothing to prove
most of the stuff me and Chris Garner
was talking in discord earlier most of
us we can't prove how I'm gonna prove it
to you like how like most of us like an
inward knowing that you just come to
that revelation and that knowledge and
then you start applying principles and
for you it works and for you it helps
and that's that's all the thing I need
to prove I can't prove even for Jesus
like I can't prove that Jesus existed I
can't prove that he walked I can't prove
Moses was here some of the stuff I only
believe exist that existed or even
really happened but what I do have proof
of was Jesus with God was Christ or
whatever that is Christ manifested
through Jesus what I do have is a life
transformed and I can show you many and
and my testimony in me what happened to
me that's the proof I do have and for me
that's all the proof I need is a life
laid down and a life transformed that's
that's all I need
that's why your your theology your your
belief system when it crosses over
that's when it matters that's when I
want to talk to you if it's just theory
if it's just knowledge if it's just book
it had knowledge I think you've totally
missed it but it's when the two come
together especially you know going into
the astral realms dreams psychedelics
meditation yoga breathing all of these
things that you can do when you're able
to go into those higher states of
consciousness into trance State like the
disciples then you're able to pull
information out you were to pull
knowledge out you ever to have
encounters that sometimes you can't even
formulate it into words like the Apostle
Paul is like I learned stuff that
there's no way I can even vocalize with
you I have no idea how to explain it to
you but I know it and I've seen it in
and exist and it's real but being a true
shaman is one
able to go in and take that information
I'll take that experience out and bring
it and share the revelation with the
people I encourage people to do those
things to have that spiritual walk to
tap in for yourself if if psychedelics
call you to go down that path if
breathing calls you you know I'm saying
pranayama breath work if that stuff
calls you holotropic breathing go down
the path there's things that we've done
and things that we've learned over the
years that I believe we can just share
the information that you don't have to
go down at debt those paths we've we've
done it we've got the information we've
brought it back and we share it openly
and you don't have to go down those
paths and this is this is whether it's
what spirituality which I do encourage
but for trials and tribulations and
mistakes and decisions and things like
that you don't have to make those same
mistakes you don't have to you can it's
gonna cost you years it's gonna cost you
time it's gonna cost you a relationship
it's gonna cost you money it's gonna
cost you all this stuff and you could
save all that you could save all the
money you could save the time you could
save the arguments and relationships
we're trying to be right and trying to
win and all this stuff because we've
done it we know what it produces don't
do it it's not worth it walk in love
jesus said if it's or Paul said if it's
possible seek peace with all men
that's coexist right there if possible
seek peace with all men you don't have
to be right this whole thing of like
warring for your religion or worrying
for your truth or whatever the case is
and and having to have the last word as
pride that's ego it's the flesh is what
the Bible calls it wanting to have the
last last word burning bridges and at
the end of the day it shows insecurity
in your beliefs that you don't really
know you might have a hope that it's
real that it's truth and you have the
the truth not a truth not a piece of
truth but you have the truth that
everyone needs when you have to argue
that with people it shows that you're
really insecure because
you don't know you hope I have a hope
but I don't know so that when you argue
with people you're able to win them over
and when you win them over to your
belief it's like a little knotch it's a
notch on your shoulder okay I got this
one he believes what I believe
who else and going around trying to
proselytize to people and win people
over because you're insecure about your
beliefs say most Christians are hopeless
with these people don't know they don't
have proof they just received their
religion they received a doctrine with
no proof with no life transformed you
know no way to explain it they just
believe it and so yeah when it comes to
arguing with people don't do that zeal
without knowledge gonna okay II we see
says is the Kundalini the Holy Spirit if
so why did Jesus have to leave for it to
come we see evidence of the Kundalini
hundreds of years before Christ well we
see this though Jesus we're dealing with
with the Kundalini the pranayama the
Holy Spirit is the life force it is it's
everything Jesus breathed upon his
disciples and they received the Holy
Spirit that this is when he was here he
breathed upon him and there's so many
instances I've got I've got all the
notes and the studies done on this too
because like to see like when does it
come when does the Holy Spirit come
during baptism after baptism upon
confession of Christ these type of
things at the end of the day it always
comes back down for me hopefully for you
too this is the principle that works but
it comes down to the fruit what is the
fruit of it let's look at the fruit of
the Holy Spirit let's look at the fruit
of the Kundalini
if someone who's really doing it right
let's look at the fruits of pranayama
breath work and if you're gonna gonna go
by your feelings how it feels I mean
this is one thing that kind of sealed
the deal for me was a feeling of being
of having that baptism of the Holy
Spirit and then
doing kundalini yoga then doing breath
work and mailer to feel it it's the same
thing it's there's not a different
spirit doesn't come in like move
throughout your body it's the light it's
the essence of life itself it is all in
all it is in everything it is moving and
flowing through everything and you can
feel it the electricity that the friend
asked me about yeah you can feel it you
can feel it when you breathe you have to
be conscious of it I got to this weird
place but every time that I would
breathe in and that that breath would
come to the the peak I would feel the
Holy Spirit moved through my body every
time that I breathed and even the word
the Greek words and the Hebrew words for
Holy Spirit is dealing with the breath
Jesus breathed upon his disciples and
they received the Holy Spirit they were
conscious of him but when I go into a
lot more detail about that and I want to
be careful with it too because I don't
want to overthink things and I'm very
analytical and one point always leads me
to another and I've it's kind of hard to
kind of present this point without and
obviously you guys are hearing me do it
today present a point without chasing
that rabbit trail so if I present
something I want to try to give you as
much info on it that you understand it
present the next thing and just see how
everything ties together so that's why
I've been kind of careful with it I did
a video years ago I had a guy on we
talked about it and I named it I was
naming my shows this is with the
awakening podcast I was naming my shows
controversial top names it would get
people but it was when I was still in
church and they they wasn't having that
right but we ended up doing an interview
and I called it the Kundalini is the
Holy Spirit what your pastor is not
telling you I still have that interview
I'm gonna take the knowledge I'm gonna
take that the information I'm gonna I'm
gonna reap it it back out but um that
was one that really you know sealed the
deal for me in the church realm like
when cuz people would look up my name
and they would find that one and I said
oh no and I mean there was times even
our local
we were because I was still doing
concerts I was still leading worship and
all this stuff but on the internet I'm
having these conversations and studying
this stuff and just open freely sharing
of something and discussing it really
I'm trying to learn you know early on
having these podcasts and stuff I was
getting all the guests that I heard on
coast to coast am and read their books
and stuff and I get them on on my show
and I'd pick their brain because I was
really curious so that's what that stuff
started out from but we did one on the
Kundalini and that really sealed the
deal with the church realm for me they
posted that everywhere and so you know
you know I'm deceived and all that kind
of stuff so that is really what sealed
the deal with it but you know and I got
I got hurt over it right you know going
through that back in 2012 but uh but
rightfully so you know I think they did
the right thing in the end if you're you
know you have to what we've always joked
around you have to guard your flock you
know if someone's coming in with some
damnable heresies and I guess if you
know you're calling the Holy Spirit
something is beautiful you're calling it
something that you've seen it as demonic
or invading outside source trying to get
into the church it's what a lot of
people believe about the Kundalini
because of some documentaries that have
gotten popular and then everybody's kind
of given a commentary on it well I'm
gonna give my commentary as well and
what I've learned so it is what it is
the scene amber says um as my mentor
says learn how to keep secrets even from
self not to spoil the surprises like a
movie I've seen before everyone else
then go to the theater and I'm shot I
sought out he lives when everyone is
crying yeah the main character died died
don't spoil the surprise yeah that's
interesting you make that a connection
there cuz like I like movies I like good
movies good Netflix series or whatever
but um when there's when you watch it
when you watch a trailer a lot of times
for these movies they put everything in
in the trailer to get you to come see it
and if I watch a trailer and I see the
whole movie in the trailer I'm
oh the climax I know the dilemma I know
who gets kidnapped I know what they
where they travel to to get them back
and they put everything in these movies
I'm not watching that there's no element
of surprise leave something for the
imagination right there's no element of
surprise to that so I don't watch it I
if I if I'm watching a trailer a trailer
comes on and it looks good the first
1015 seconds I'll turn it off why you
gonna watch it my wife only no I'm not
watching it cuz I want to see the movie
and I won't do that so but I have
friends who have come over and will be
watching an hour of a movie and there's
like 45 minutes my friend come on you
know he lives right you know they all
make it and like man look we're in the
middle of a movie you know told us what
happens so let's see moving along moving
along Chris garner says I like to hit
them with something easy like comparing
Karma to do to others and see how they
react before I go deeper with aliens
just to go see how bad I shocked them
yeah but yeah even the Karma thing you
know Jesus said you reap what you sow
but you always want to say it's the same
thing but it kind of in essence in
theory in the streets we said if you do
dirt you get dirt treat people how you
want to be treated right it's gonna come
back to you I totally believe in that
karma only thing about trying to compare
that kind of stuff to karma it's like
with the whole karma wheel is that you
are we you are reincarnated through
multiple lives to live out your karma
like the the dirt you might not get it
this life you may get it the next life
or the life to come whatever the case is
so that's the difference between like
sowing and reaping whatever you sow out
and put out is that we get it now we get
it in a season right you know you plant
a seed and in the next season you get
the harvest as long as you take care of
it and stuff like that and the whole
thing what karma to was looking at from
from my identity of Christ is that you
know Jesus took our karma too right he
took our bad karma so that we don't have
to pay for the whole story of the gospel
is where Jesus took our punishment that
we deserved that we deserve this
punishment we deserve death we deserve
pain but through him we were given life
and given life more abundantly when we
deserve death when we deserve to do
without
we just you know because of what it did
becoming that sacrifice where it were
heirs to the kingdom through that the
grace of which is purchased so with
karma and reaping what you sow I like to
say it's the same thing but it's kind of
the same principles but it has a little
bit more and into it with with that with
karma but I get what you're saying it's
a good place to start
it's a conversation conversation starter
he we said just give them some pure DMT
yeah hopefully they get it go to sleep
at night get that release of DMT your
pineal gland Christine Livia truths
embrace it in the light you create pulls
in those who seek to see what's there
live it out loud and be open it be open
to help if need be I like that I like
the term preach the gospel and if
necessary use words had I've had some
debates over even over that saying a
buddy of mine I he's a good friend he's
a street evangelist and we came up
together we did a lot of outreach and
stuff together over the years he's
gotten a lot more theological and
strictly about outreach and people are
going to hell and all this kind of stuff
so but we've kind of he talked about how
that that quote is it's not biblical
that preaching is the declaration right
I mean that's what the word preached
means it means to to shout it out to
speaker from the rooftop to tell people
go tell it on the mountain you know how
other people hear unless there is a
preacher and how will we go unless we be
sent so there's this notion and he's
like he didn't like that understanding
of with that quote preach the gospel and
if necessary use words I love it because
I've been around most of the preachers
and all of the Christian people who talk
a good game but they don't have the
lifestyle to back it up they can preach
circles around you they could do all of
this stuff well when they come off the
pulpit it's another story you know and
so it almost kind of gives a pass
that as long as you're preaching this is
what Jesus said do long as you're
preaching then I don't care what your
life style looks like and I've had
friends who may felt strongly about that
as well and they don't do ministry
anymore
I know psalmist people who are anointed
to play the guitar when they play
something happens in the spirit things
are loosed in the heavenlies when they
play guitar I got two friends and both
were on similar stories they've both
gotten hurt by the church and they won't
even pick up a guitar anymore
sad as people who would fast and pray
for the ability to play insane music
people who would love to and I got
friends who would man they'd do anything
to have that talent and then to see
people who have the talent and just say
nope I'm done all because of what they
call church hurt or dealing with stuff
and one of the guys was because his life
was going through hell and they didn't
care just cuz he can play the guitar
does he look just gonna play this guitar
man and they told him how to play it
what songs to do all this kind of stuff
and he he you know he wanted help on the
inside and they didn't care what was
going on and he was addicted to
pornography and you know living out of
his car can't keep a job you know all
these things that he thinks are
important that he needs help with and
they didn't care they just look you saw
plays guitar man will pay you you know
get you a little money and so that
brother he won't even touch a guitar
anymore so Cooke says yeah man imagine
if I told everyone I hear about my dead
relatives speaking to me which if you
think about it they're not dead because
we are eternal yep yeah
troops tribe aired a Chris Carney says
anyone know where Danny Wilton is at
these days in Gifford says I haven't
talked to Danny in a while Danny's a
good friend he's got into it with Santos
and I I remember interviewing Santos and
Danny back-to-back while they were
beefing like beef and hard that's a lot
of beefs in this esoteric and
understanding communities and stuff
right people beef and just like this
church beefs you know there's people
beefing in church and I got the right
doctrine and you're wrong and all this
stuff
and a lot of people like to point at
Santos and say you know he fell off with
the Flat Earth thing and I just got
overwhelming you know on the meat-eaters
and cursing people who eat meat and this
all this weird stuff you get into and it
kind of paints that beautiful work that
he started out with Astro theology and
you know your your your body is the Holy
Land type deal
and um they say you'd like to point out
that Santos fell off but the last thing
of you I did with Danny Wilton was kind
of out there is all about mathematics
and PI and I couldn't all I could say
was yeah I couldn't I couldn't even add
nothing to the conversation and his mind
you know when his study it was right for
him you know and I couldn't understand
it and I'm I don't follow it I follow
your early work I love it you know it's
when people leave that early work I
guess it happens in music you know and
when bands start out or rappers start
out and they put out those first that
first album where they want it to make
it it's all genuine you know they have
that drive and then they put off put out
their sophomore effort sometimes it's
good some most of the time people fall
off they got that one good thing and
then other things get in I mean look at
boxing look at MMA look at Ronda Rousey
the best knocking people out one punch
one choke one armbar ten seconds you
know all this kind of stuff doing this
stuff and then now you're doing podcast
you're doing interviews you're a
celebrity you're doing movies all of
this stuff there's somebody coming up
under you who's training who wants it
more than you want it they had they have
that zeal that you had six years ago six
months ago whatever so you can get there
but you got to be able to maintain it
and that's one thing we're talent and
with a platform and charisma and things
like that like your talent you can take
you places that your character can't
keep you like once you get somewhere we
can all do whatever we want but you you
can you come you can lose it in an
instant you can lose it in an instant
don't let your talent take you places
that your character can't keep you
inside joke this is for cook jaelyn
guidance there but - is gonna keep us
there the inside joke we talked about
earlier Alabama football but that's the
thing man
it's going around so what are your
thoughts on Joseph at well I'm not
really sure I know who Joseph at will is
I will look the name up right quick
while I'm on stream Caesars Messiah I
guess that's a book he wrote huh not
really uh have not seen this guy I will
check him out though haven't seen them I
was all messed up in the dope game at
one point into people at na gave me good
advice don't focus on the religious
aspect focus on the message in the
prayers yeah you said na are you talking
about a a Alcoholics Anonymous thinking
there might be another word for it as
well I'm not sure but no there's some
there's some interesting stuff in that
uh Alcoholics Anonymous and even where
that those those teachings came for him
of those twelve steps came from the guy
who founded it he was he was big on LSD
and going into the spirit realm so what
I haven't worked the steps haven't like
been addicted like that I have friends
who have been in they they if you work
this steps it works for you right and it
seems like it's a way those steps are a
way to change your your psyche change
changing the way that you think and if
you go through those steps and that's
what it seems to be for me as someone
and outside looking in
so it says na s Narcotics Anonymous okay
so that's na Narcotics Anonymous I knew
I knew I don't know you we got to
straighten it out with me my buddy I'm
not gonna set your name we'll do that on
the podcast when we come when we do a
show the other um
he wheezes powerful expand your mind so
you can ask for travel Chris Connor says
throughout space and time lucid dreaming
proof is in your works what are your
thoughts on demons are they real or just
dark forms made manifest can they
possess how do you react when you
encounter them an astral realm that's a
really good question and I'm going into
like I'm trying to cover every aspect in
my book that I'm writing right now I
covered a lot of it in my persona video
if you haven't seen my Prasanna video
type in truth seeker persona on YouTube
and I put a lot a lot of effort into
that and I've covered several different
aspects of it and for me I think that
both aspects of what you just are
presented at Israel I believe that you
can be possessed it all works together
man
are they real or just thought forms made
manifest the Bible talks about demons
being strongholds they get access to
your mind get access to your imagination
so if you have these thought forms or
what we would call in the church realm
we call them ungodly beliefs anything
that the Bible says exalts itself
against the knowledge of God all of this
stuff is the war for your mind
it is the battlefield of the mind so if
you and and that's that's what they want
to possess I mean when they possess you
when they take over you they take over
your mind any any thing or any person
stronghold ideas logos colors symbols
has to deal with your mind in imparting
thoughts to you that you wouldn't have
thought on unconsciously outside of
yourself you wouldn't have thought about
those things so when it comes from
demonic influence if they are from
outside or from within if you if it's
something manifested from your mind you
created it to manifest and it wants
access to to your mind to change the way
that you think so
I really do there's a lot of really deep
information about tapas and about
creating these entities and things like
that with thought forms and ababil goes
into a lot of detail about it it's
really interesting was the way that we
think and the things that we entertain
and looking at things and demons in your
dreams I mean we talked about this in
the dream episode where you know I would
have all these nightmares of these
demons and Freddy and Jason and Chuckie
and all this stuff chasing me as a kid I
watched that stuff right and I had I was
plagued by nightmares I had all the
types of nightmares and so understanding
dreams Chucky and Jason's chasing me in
my dream I'd wake up you know for
somebody that's because I was dealing
with fear I was dealing with trauma I
was dealing with insecurities as a kid
and not having stability and it wouldn't
manifest in my dream state the kid who
was still going through those things
the instability no father in their life
fear worry all that stuff as a kid but
they haven't seen Chucky
they haven't seen Jason they haven't
seen these movies fear to them may
manifest in the form of falling off of a
bicycle a dream they may have a dream
where they keep falling down scratching
their legs and getting hurt and and
they're scared to death to fall off and
they're riding that bike in the shaking
because all every time in this dream
they fall off and it can have other
representations I know that's a deep one
you know not having any balance in your
life because you keep falling you keep
doing the same thing and getting the
same results you know there could be a
lot of different interpretations but the
things that you've entertained the
things that you have beheld it says that
the eyes and ears are the windows to the
soul
and the things that we we look at Jobe
says he says I've made a covenant with
my eyes that I may not look upon the
evil thing I mean that's huge with
pornography that's huge with always you
know watching all of this stuff and
being entertained by by evil stuff you
have to have has to be a balance you
know and that's that that's the thing
with with everything there is a season
and a time for everything but the things
that we behold the things that we
taine garbage in garbage out the things
that we look at it's gonna come out you
know I mean I remember when I got born
again like for some reason I had so many
freaking lyrics from master P and
no-limit stuck in my head
UGK I just have these quotes in my head
all day is like am i saying I would
fight against it cuz I wanted I wanted
you know my mind was being renewed by
reading the scriptures and listening to
Christian music and things like that but
it'd be you know midday and just I'm you
know these lyrics about weighing dope
and cooking dope and selling crack and
robbing people these lyrics would just
play to my mind I was like yeah I got to
get that out so so funny that when I'm
trying to renew my mind that stuff would
just keep coming up and eventually
eventually it works you know eventually
the mind is renewed and I remember you
know the guy who led me to the Lord
years ago every for every situation he
had a Bible verse he knew what the
scripture said about something similar
and he always had wisdom from the
scriptures about anything and I remember
telling myself as I I want to be like
that I want to eventually know the
scripture so well that for any instance
there's a Bible verse and that's why I
spoke over myself that's what I wanted
to do and that's what I'm doing now
anything that happens there's a verse on
it even stuff that st. seams cuz I've
studied so much although far out there
stuff there's verses on it it's being
this beautiful and it helps you know
it's Bible says that you renew your mind
by the washing of the word and it talks
about the hearing of the word hearing of
the scriptures builds your faith and
just putting it on in the background
listening in to listening to it hearing
it in your music
repetition reduces resistance the more
that you hear concepts the more that you
hear phrases repeated the more that
you'll let your guard down you begin to
believe it you begin to accept things
that you wouldn't have normally accepted
you begin to repeat things that you
would have not normally repeated and so
that's happening for bad stuff let's
reverse it and do it for good stuff
let's do it for positive affirmations
let's do it for positive quotes and so
that's what we've kind of done with our
music over the years this kind of
reverse the curse in Reverse what the
world was doing to you no I'm saying
promote all types of sex sex drug use
all types of crazy stuff that comes
through the music and through the media
so we decided we don't want to be an
alternative but yet be a standard right
and we don't want to be a we don't want
to exist as a reaction to something else
because then again you're just still
existing and and you are existing
because of what you are against versus
what you're for
so you exist just as an alternative to
secular music okay whatever we don't
want to be that because then you're
gonna sound like secular music
regurgitate it right you're gonna sound
like this stuff regurgitate it you want
to be something original you want it to
be something birthed in the spirit and
we all have that ability I don't think
we should be you know I'm saying
copycats or duplicates of anything or
you're the Christian this or you're the
the clean version of that or whatever
the case is you know I think that we
should have a leg up when it comes to
creativity and artistry and things like
that word says a vibe with that walk
with that love a man gonna says I would
never seek to convert anyone but to help
them better understand their own
religion yep manly Pete Hall paraphrase
yeah manly pee ha man devotee of manly
Hall I said that for a reason I dedicate
him all my early works to him and being
inspiration big influence on my I mean
Stephen says that John the Baptist had
it in the womb had the Holy Spirit in
the womb you know Christmas is prana
lifeforce energy is living breath of
Yeshua the way the truth in the life yep
it's the light that light within John
the book of John it talks about you know
in the beginning was the word and the
Word was with God was God if you keep
reading it says that Jesus was the light
of the world and he is the light that
lighteth every man who comes into the
world
that every every person is born with
that light
there's a Hindu tradition that believes
that there's a little literal flame that
we literally have a fire within us
they're not telling us this in science
maybe you know it's debatable but you
can you can look up there's actually a
name a name of that fire when you
breathe them you're Fanning the flame
igniting the flame and even the this the
the Sacred Heart of Jesus right you see
the pictures of Jesus with the Sacred
Heart in his chest with the little fire
on it it's believed that so I believe
that uh even as Jesus breathed upon his
disciples we all have that flame but
sometimes it takes someone who is
illuminated with the spirit sometimes it
takes someone who is anointed someone
who is our prophets to be able to speak
into your life and to be able to fan
that flame for you our descriptions even
talks about like to fan the flame that
is within you through the laying on of
hands through prayer and through
activation and speaking things out over
people to fan that flame make it get
bigger bigger bigger and and be a
wildfire and obviously experienced
personal revival you know and and seeing
how it affects all those around you and
that's deep in itself I've seen the
personal revival getting so close with
the Lord that you know Smith
Wigglesworth type stuff where you know
he's riding the train and people are
coming up to him and he hasn't even
opened his mouth and they said hey why
do you convict me of my sin what must I
do to be saved around this guy who just
riding a train but he's so close in his
intimacy and walk with God that people
know it he doesn't even have to say
anything there's those people like they
still exist the guy who led me to the
Lord kind of jacked me up because he was
one of those people like every time it's
got prayed for someone they received the
Holy Spirit they fell out they cried
like he there was something that this
guy walked in that took a level of
intimacy that I had never seen before
any change in everybody's life around
him he changed people's lives and it
came out of fellowship with the Holy
Spirit locking himself in his room for
hours on end you know reading
Benny Hinn's book good morning Holy
Spirit Benny Hinn would like his room
his self in the room for 14 hours you
know praying and he'd come out and stuff
would happen you know I've met those
people literally that that stuff would
happen to them and almost like show me
your friends and I'll show you your
future and you start acting like those
people that you're hanging out with like
I remember coming back and forth from
Louisiana to Alabama as a kid and I
would have Louisiana sling there was
just little words like bruh bruh that's
big now everybody does broad but there
was a time where that was only a New
Orleans thing and you see how it catches
on like everybody in America says abroad
now bro like that was a that was a thing
in the 90s that only that people knew
you were from New Orleans because you
called your friends bro that was the
thing shaft that shaft there's a bunch
of just words and terminology that you
would pick up on and you'd incorporate
it into your speech and then so I would
move to Alabama and I would still have
that slam they are you from New Orleans
you from New Orleans or whatever and
people would know where you were from
who you hung out with the type of music
you listen to just by the way you spoke
and the way you acted and I believe it's
the same way in the spirit you spending
time with Christ you spending time in
the spirit you begin to pick up his
mannerisms you begin to love the things
that he loves you begin to love the
people that he loves you begin to hate
the things that God hates there's this
personal inward inward sanctification
process this conviction that you pick up
that you inherit and you begin to act
like Christ you begin to mimic him and
sound like him and look like you know
the more you spend time with him that's
what it's about man show me your friends
I'll show you your future even in the
spirit who are your friends in the
spirit and then you know being so full
of the Holy Spirit being so full of that
which is good that being spiritual my
spiritually minded and it rubs off on
people for something to be true the
opposite has to be true as well
so for that to be true of you being able
to be so full of the Holy Spirit that it
just lets your your fire your blazing
you just start sparking wild fires
everywhere you go and brush fires and
everybody your fire and everybody up I
seen it man
with my life and we got born again like
we've really got born again like
something really happened and we would
we we shook the stuff man we'd start
prayer meetings that would go to like
4:00 in the morning and people had to
get up for work and in school the next
day and it and they this didn't want to
leave the weighty presence of Jesus that
was in in our meetings that we would
have in people's living rooms not at the
church we went to church but we couldn't
wait to leave church because we would go
to someone's house and we'd get into
prayer and it would this was every night
stay up before they had tested and all
kind of stuff you know all kind of stuff
going on man but power of God was moving
so I've seen it happen in my life and
there's so many examples but for that to
be true then the opposite has to be true
as well for you to be so full of
wickedness or you to be outside of the
perfect will of God for your life that
you start affecting people around you
negatively not for good for bad and
things that you're doing especially if
you're running from God man and this is
something I've had to go through I'm
pretty sure most of us have but you can
look at the wake of your mistakes you
can look back and see the people that
what whether you let us stray or the
people that you impacted or the whatever
the case is and a weird thing about it
with me because I could repent like I
could go through that stuff and I'd
repent and I get everything cleaned up
with God and I get back well supposed to
go and then I would waver and I didn't
know what I'm supposed to be doing and
then I'd find myself just out there by
myself and then I repent I come back and
I could repent in like in a day and God
will restore his presence and restore me
and within a day within an instant
honestly it's a change of heart
metanoia but just as quick as I would be
able to repent and do that in an instant
and be okay in my mind and in my life
and have my good mindset the Bible says
you become enemies of God in your mind
you have this crazy mindset you're
thinking your hearts are continually
wicked when your mind is set up on those
things
I'm okay but then all these other people
are following you or have partnered with
you with like whether you're in a band I
mean starting bands that you know gods
like hey don't don't start to span
you're like you know what I want to
start a band
it's the bean in the perfect will of God
the perfect will of the Holy Spirit
whatever it is you know I want to do
this anywhere anything you have that
conviction you know that God's not in it
and you do it anyway
like those that's what I'm talking about
and I hope y'all can relate to that
without what outside I'm Way too
spiritual but once you repent once
you're good everything's fine but you
know pictures money spent all of this
stuff is still out there
you've still left people in the wake of
your mistakes and so biblically it ties
into who was it um I want to say Joe but
it was Jonah Jonah running from God God
called Jonah to do a specific thing and
he said no I'm not doing it I'm gonna do
it this way he wanted to do with his own
way and so he's kind of running from God
he's like how are you gonna run from God
like I'm I'm all in all I'm in
everything I'm through everything I
could see you you can't hide from me but
he's trying to we tried to write that's
the whole sin issue trying to hide
yourself from God when you know you're
wrong so he's trying to run from God he
gets on this boat headed to Nineveh and
there's this storm that approaches and
the ship is about to capsize the storm
is about to just tearing up the boat and
those people are innocent like those
people are fine they don't know what's
going on hey that's something's going on
so they start throwing their stuff
overboard
like all their baggage and their luggage
just like it start getting rid of stuff
and Jonah knew is like man these people
about to die because I'm not in God's
will these people are about to die
because I'm out here playing with God or
playing acting like I'm some acting like
God didn't call me acting like I didn't
open this door
but this fellowship for this calling
acting like I changed my mind no you
can't you don't just change your mind so
Jonah just steps up said look it's not
none of this stuff it's the storm will
cease but y'all have to throw me off the
boat throw me off the boat everything
will be okay God's looking for me he's
coming to get me so just get rid of me
and everything will be okay it's all I'm
off the boat
everything's okay he goes through his
process of getting restored pretty much
but in that story we got to look at
those people those people almost died
because of Jonah was inconsistent Jonah
was running from God just like we run
from it's symbolic for us we are Jonah
running from God and those people almost
died because of his lack of persistence
his him playing the whole world is
waiting on you and you don't even know
it you acting like you got more time
when you if you know what you're
supposed to do go ahead and do it man I
don't care what's holding you back
judgment or fear whatever it is man when
you feel like God has called you to
something you have to step out and do it
and the longer you wait you try to buy
your time I hope God changes his mind or
whatever the case is trust me it don't
happen God he's not gonna change his
mind and come out with something come up
with something different okay yeah that
didn't work out let's try this and go
back to the last thing God told you to
do and do it like I've and it's a
personal inward sanctification thing you
can't really even talk to people about
it I remember trying to talk to people
about it like as I was going through it
and my thing was being in bands that I
was in and God said no you're not
supposed to be in band you're supposed
to preach you're supposed to do these
meetings you're supposed to do this and
I said now I love music like I want to
be in this band so I would talk to
people because I would I would feel so
unfulfilled after the shows and I would
talk to other Christian friends and we
talked about ministry and how our band
was our ministry and this kind of stuff
and I'd be like man look I felt like the
Holy Spirit told me that and literally I
wrote about this man years ago years ago
that the Lord said he would give me the
anointing if i disobeyed him and do what
I was supposed to do and I remember
sharing that with somebody I needed
somebody to talk to
I just don't just walk up to random
people and talking about it was some I
was close with he said he's like in a
heartbeat
he's I believe this man in a heartbeat
if I felt like the Holy Spirit said I
would give you the anointing and I will
use you if you if you did these things
then they would do it in a heartbeat and
I have to have to go ahead and and I
don't want to do this but I have to
address this live on air Becca love
please stop messaging my friends and my
family and all of this weird stuff
please stop trying to contact me this is
crazy stuff that you're doing please
stop it I'm asking you and you say you
support me you believe in me whatever
the case is you've you've heard a lot of
people and you're gonna have to pay for
that and I'm just trying to save you
some karma please leave me and my family
alone thank you I'm gonna ban you I have
to do this on on air sorry sorry about
that I had to do that sorry let's see
where we're at
have some respect Grimm says Chris
Connor says bye Felicia
let's see yes crazy people there's crazy
people still exist guys they do which I
see where I left off only by passing my
stuff Chrissy says when are you gonna
come do a show in Texas San Antonio area
haha would love to see you play live
meet and meet a fellow star see where do
you live I'm in Alabama so I'm not too
far but um if you can book it man set it
up I'm willing to come if someone could
provide the venue provide the other
stuff hide user on this channel you have
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you a crazy person you need to repent
for real
Austin Kerr with me show me yeah Austin
Kerr says I've been awakening for a few
years and still haven't experienced a
baptism by fire and there are no
churches close by that can help me with
that what's the best way to go about
awakening the Holy Spirit couldn't
really need things man see that's the
thing I was talking about the study and
like it can be done a lot of different
ways and is usually done a lot of
different ways there's no there's no
formula but simply the formula is asking
if you ask for if you ask for the Holy
Spirit the father will bless you with it
and I've heard about it in church
services of and but I've heard about it
so many times
people having no idea what happens they
wake up in their room and a wind rushes
through their room and they feel this
presence come upon them while they're at
home by themselves so there you can pray
but if you add just asked for it man be
expecting it want it and I'll pray for
you one here or if you would like to get
up you know offline sometime we could do
that but I definitely say a prayer at
the end of this livestream for you to
receive the Holy Spirit and I'll do
but if you want to talk and you want to
take that deeper get up with me
off the air is I know you're a patron or
whatever hit me up in in our voice chat
on discord and that's where we kind of
fellowship and we cultivate that
experience it's not just about
experiences right it's about cultivating
I'm really wanting that and really
believing it let's see I'm trying to go
through something here blueprint says I
had one true prophet speak over me over
me during your service had to put my
guitar down and stop playing yeah yeah
man I remember the first time being
around someone who moved in the
prophetic the first time and it was a
powerful experience and just play prayed
release over me and knowing how to pray
knowing what to speak over you it's
powerful and and so like a million words
of just prayers and talking and
repetition can go overlooked versus when
it comes to having that one word from
God and so you getting so close to God
that you can hear you can feel that's
what we're talking about
ESP we're talking about all this other
stuff these are different ways to access
that stuff it's God the Holy Spirit
speaking to you even if you don't want
to look at it like that you look at it
as you you're just sensitive and you can
feel when someone's oppressed you can
feel when someone's hearing voices you
can try to help people and that's the
way that's the way and that that's that
changes everything one word from God
grim says yes is so dumb the beef the
beef BS yep yeah it's B people to be
feeling we're gonna talk about it a
little bit I told garner this too
we're gonna talk about it Thursday I've
got a Corinne Corinne coming on the show
which who goes by the occult priestess
she's been following for a while I've
been checking on her stuff for some time
and she's coming on for the first time
and she's kind of going at it with the
whole Corey Goode and Corey's kids and
stuff so we may get into a little bit of
at Thursday so that's gonna be
interesting I know I'm behind on your uh
questions is that what I'm trying to
catch up I see I like what you said here
word interesting I like what you said
about Jesus breathing the word Genesis
1:1 Jesus using breathing John 20:22 on
earth the breath has a deeper power to
resonate with the material realm
that's what animates our life man we
don't exist without it amber says what
are your thoughts on carrying the soul
of someone who died inside you being
misdiagnosed a multiple personality
disorder so they can finish their
unfinished mission like a vessel hmm hmm
but son that's a that's an interesting
one um multiple personality disorder is
is something real so this is what and I
get a lot of that because we're open to
have the conversation you know and I
think and I have music about hearing
voices and what which voice is it the
voice of the Holy Spirit jesus said my
sheep hear my voice a stranger's voice
they will not follow you know what I'm
saying so hearing voices is a thing
feeling impressions is more of a thing
than actual audible voice you will feel
the impression and learn what the
impressions feel like learn with this
for have it a lot of times it's a like
emotional rollercoaster you have to know
who you are
because if not you'll get bullied by the
spirit room you get bullied by someone
who has an overbearing personality you
get bullied by a phone call for someone
trying to get money from the for the
police station you're just like okay
yeah sure I'll give you know you just
use just like a yes person so you have
to know who you are so you that you can
walk in your truth and I think even when
you're dealing with the spirit realm
when you're dealing with spirits know
your voice know the voice of the father
because there is other other voices
jesus says that my sheep know my voice
but a stranger's voice there when I
follow to let you know that there's
gonna be strange voices out there
strange voices if you are one with the
father walking in discernment you're
able to discern the will of God the
Bible talks about Romans 12:2 having the
renewed mind having the transformed mine
it says that you can be able to tell
what is the perfect will of God
and you'll be able to tell those things
and so that's what we have to be I don't
like you you have to be careful we
always encourage exploration but you
have to be careful you always do so I
wouldn't want anyone just to just
running by a bunch of witchcraft books I
started doing a bunch of spells and
rituals and trying to contact spirits
don't do that right you have to be you
have to be smart and that's not smart I
did that I ended up in a very bad place
ally ally Graham says trust the gut
that's a good one that gut feeling
that's your intuition gut to a goop
Scandinavian for God I have a gut
feeling about this in Scandinavian it
means God I have a God feeling you've
got your instincts I mean shoot that we
can get deep on that now I'm going into
this in my book
the gut the second brain right we have
our thoughts that come from our first
brain our second brain is our stomach
the things that we're putting in our
body man all of these things the gut
feeling shout-out to Dale right break
from becoming a patron man thank you so
much I appreciate that
that's what's up make sure you join us
on a discordant so as far as you know
spirits reaching out to to you to finish
things I'm not sold on it be careful
with it but I'm not I'm not again
against it so that's between you and
that spirit and the Holy Spirit
ask God ask God for real like get that
relationship up with God where you can
ask them especially dealing with
anything like that before you dance with
the dead you better make sure you're ten
times more deadly
before you started accessing that realm
you got to be able to access the throne
of heaven first so I encouraged that be
able to access heaven before you access
disembodied spirits 100% and uh other
than that take it up with God that's all
that's all I would say so I don't
discourage you but I don't I wouldn't
encourage you to either so you know
we're studying that man we're getting in
it those are the hard questions so it is
what it is I can easily say nope stay
away from them dead spirits or demons
you know but I don't believe that so
there are people who do word says it
also creates longitudinal longitudinal
waves traveling at 707 776 67 miles per
hour using the atoms okay II we says
great stuff when is the book coming out
I'm not I'm not rushing it's gonna be a
while
it's gonna be a while even though I've
had um breakthrough in my music and I've
been writing a lot of music lately I've
kind of the time and energy and
creativity has been going to the music
instead of the book here recently so um
I like to get up early and write but
we've been staying up late so it kind of
cuts in so anyway it's not I'm working
on it I'm just gonna keep you guys
updated and maybe build anticipation or
whatever the case is talk about some of
the topics that are in there but I'm
just writing it so it's gonna be still
gonna be a while that's probably gonna
be a year even if not longer so it's in
the works I wanted to I want it to be my
Maya my um Magnus open I want it to be
like my great work I want it to be my
secret teachings of all ages pretty much
so I'll put it that way Evy says the
fire can some can sometimes burn is that
hellfire from sin I saw someone
somewhere it says what you have you can
give life or destroy you something like
that yeah man I really do believe that I
do believe that that fire the Bible says
that there's one
after me which is John the Baptist
saying there's one coming after me who
will baptize you with the Holy Spirit
and with fire and so the fire we would
say is the fire of the Holy Spirit which
baptizes with fire some believe it's a
separate baptism I don't the Holy Spirit
and Fire they for some reason they try
to say that's two different baptisms
some some churches and denominations
believe that is when you like give your
life to Christ you say the sinner's
prayer or whatever it is then you
receive the Holy Spirit I don't I don't
believe that and I've done the study in
which I can break it down
not that I need to but to show you that
it was done different different times
you know people would would say that
prayer they would be following Christ
and doing the will of God and all these
things and they asked him about the Holy
Spirit and they had no idea what the
person was talking about what Holy
Spirit what do you mean oh the baptism
y'all haven't y'all haven't haven't
taught y'all about this yet and then
they were pray for him to receive the
Holy Spirit and then they would I begin
to prophesy and speak in other tongues
and able to receive the Holy Spirit so
there was different orders as this
baptism came about biblically so some
people believe it's a separate baptism
but the fire we talked about you know
all of our works and all of the things
that we've carried and all of the things
that were holding and stuff and our
foundation I like to look at in in in
the body the Bible's really deep when it
comes to fire of God God Jehovah Yahweh
is the God who answers with fire we see
that in the story of Elijah and and and
the the the pagan a false prophets or
whatever they did a race whose God can
produce fire first and then God answered
with fire and so upon the altar the fire
would consume the sacrifice and that's
what it is it's the things that we have
to sacrifice up up up to God our works
our dead works consume them like quit
like he answers with fire to burn out
all the bad stuff all the impurities to
wash it
to cleanse it those type of things and
the answers were fire and the fire is a
euphoric feeling it feels amazing if
you're sitting there holding all of this
stuff spiritually emotionally you're
holding all of this stuff and then the
fire hits it and burns up all the wood
hay and stubble and the only things that
are left is that which is a fine gold
brass silver those things diamonds
rubies that stuff will not be consumed
by the fire only the wood hay and the
stubble and the things that we're
holding that we're not supposed to be
holding that stuff that doesn't really
have eternal value so the fire of God
consumes the sacrifice and the answers
were fire and so it's a it's a good
feeling
to present these things as a sacrifice
and the Bible says that we are a living
sacrifice holy and acceptable unto God a
living sacrifice so we're like
constantly being imparted bombarded with
that fire and I'm and I'm talking about
it man I can feel it it's beautiful it's
really good it's good and we need it the
Bible says to be being filled and it's
not a one-time thing it's a continuous
thing it's a relationship you can feel
it you hang out with your friend you
have to be in their presence you know
they're there mmm I feel it right now so
good just because I feel it right now
I'm gonna go ahead and pray for my
friend Austin Kerr who's wanting to know
about the Holy Spirit so I'm gonna go
and pray for you right now just because
I just feel it on me so strong I mean
anybody else who hasn't felt the baptism
of the Holy Spirit before or you need a
fresh touch of that fire you don't know
what we're talking about but you want it
you're curious if that's you just
believe and receive and ask for it just
say father fill me with your fire your
all-consuming fire I'm just gonna pray
I'm just gonna pray God I just ask you
right now just to move upon your people
simply contingent upon your love that
you love them God mmm
and you would send forth the holy spirit
which is to help her holy spirit helper
god I'm asking you to answer with fire
right now God baptism of fire i right
now father move upon them from the top
of their head
down the shoulders down the spine all
the way down to the soles of their feet
consume them with fire God answer with
fire I'm asking God I bless you I thank
you for everything you're doing in my
friend's life the journey the trials the
tribulation all to glorify you no matter
what it is is simply to bring glory and
honor to your name now we can make it
through the trial we can make it through
the test because of your spirit I thank
you Holy Spirit that you've come to
teach because we need a teacher there's
so many people out there trying to teach
us so many people out there trying to
lead us so many people voices trying to
talk to us we're just asking for your
voice asking for your guidance you said
you would teach us lead us into
righteousness and you were convicted of
sin and the things that are in our lives
that we need to deal with and we need to
get out the things that are killing us
you give us the ability to embrace it
and chain and move away from it those
things that may seem hard those things
that may seem like there's so much a
part of us those spirits those thought
forms those ideas we just cast them off
right now
lead us teach us and guide us in all
truths and another name for the Holy
Spirit you said you would be the
comforter comforter so comforter I'm
asking you to comfort your children
right now comfort us why because we need
it sometimes we need to be comforted the
world can be harsh carrying this the
wages of the world in ways of the world
and
and bills and ideas and trying to
maintain through this life it can be
hard we need comfort I'm asking you
right now father just to answer and
dissemble fire and Jesus mighty name I
bless you God Jesus name
activate it right now bless bless bless
anybody going through a struggle I speak
peace right now peace upon you peace be
upon you not the peace that man can give
because they can take it away but a
peace that surpasses all understanding
Holy Spirit bless you in Jesus name Amen
amen if that's you men if you need to
rewind this and go back and listen to
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like I need like I'm beckoning you guys
as well not to come and learn or come
and partake but to come and come and
give like I need that as well I need
that fellowship I need it we have it in
discord it's a perfect place to hang out
we'd like to hang out there and and
build and get in conversation and get
into prayer so uh