Lori Ivey | Spiritual Awakening And The Path To Ascension
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hey what's up guys you tuned in to
another episode of the true seeker
podcast and this episode was awesome we
interviewed Laurie Ivey who's a
spiritual seeker someone who has had a
conscious awakening and created her own
tribe on Facebook by reaching out to
people who have had similar encounters
that she has had and has this huge
collective audience of just thousands of
people and she's over groups and she's
admitting and seeing this huge awakening
online and so I wanted to have her on
she's been promoting a lot of my music
in these groups as well and so she's
been promoting my work so really awesome
episode her connection kind of goes in
and out but we end up having some of the
patrons and people who are helping
support call in and I got to meet those
guys for the first time so we have some
awesome phone calls there towards the
end so yeah check out this episode and
thanks for listening to the true seeker
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I'm so excited about the future and I
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about that being excited for the future
and what we like to do creating your own
future like we always talk about alchemy
we always talk about creating the life
that you want for yourself and so we got
two awesome guests for you guys today
we're speaking with Lauri ivy what's
going on Lauri how are you oh yeah it's
awesome man we got a bunch of people
already hanging out in the chat room man
so if you guys have questions and
comments for Lori I know Lori it's got a
pretty pretty big I don't know if I'd
call it a fan base more you know then a
family you know I'm saying that you've
built on line over the years and so yeah
you guys can call in and ask questions
or join the conversation as well that
would be available so we were supposed
to do the interview two days ago but you
went on a retreat a spiritual retreat
with some friends on Facebook and you
you don't have reception you don't have
internet reception and all that good
stuff and I said okay we could just you
know we could just reschedule when you
get back home where everything's normal
and you got your reception and stuff but
then you say well I'm not going back
home you know what you're doing where
you are now it all kind of started last
year in May I decided to open up my
Facebook page there were just 325
friends on there and I just decided to
start speaking my truth more and more
and I went public and just in the last
year it's grown into this and um last
July I quit my job and I got rid of all
my possessions and I traveled around the
country for five months and I went
around meeting other brothers and
sisters the family on Facebook that
we've been growing and I backpacked
across the country and ended up in
Florida and lived there for a while and
then some of some individuals that I've
met on Facebook that I still live up
here in the Iowa area flew me up here
and it kind of
we started doing sort of an energy
retreat and I just decided to stay for a
while I feel like this is the place to
be there's a lot of people up here that
I see is sort of gathering in this area
and it just feels really good right now
so this is sort of where we are and and
we're creating bigger pages but you know
we're creating other pages and sharing
or bringing more people on because it's
about bringing the community together
because you know it is about self energy
but it's about the collective as well
and so that's why we're here right now
is to bring everybody together and just
show that we're all getting in the same
mindset on the same frequency where we
want to evolve in and I just appreciate
the opportunity and being here and being
able to do this thanks dude thank you so
much for resonating with my work and
supporting my music and pushing it out
there to the to the masses and letting
me you know introducing me to your
community it's awesome so there's a
story and everything that you just said
and I want to kind of pick some of those
pieces apart so what was the the first
thing that kind of led you or pushed you
towards okay let me go ahead and quit my
job and pursue my calling and what I
feel led to do because my wife's got me
reading a book right now
I think it's called you are a badass and
I'm not really sure that you know the
person who wrote it right now but that
book is all about like finding your
calling and pursuing it and it's it's
definitely very similar to the
alchemists we talk about that a lot but
was it any books or whatever or was
there a guru or medium or somebody you
met and they said look you know your
best life is ahead of you and what
you're settling for you need to you need
to follow your dream whether something
like that was just something you knew
you had to do it's just something I felt
you know I didn't really have I didn't
have guides growing up as a child I
didn't have guides in my face guiding me
with a book and showing me the way to
the lie ever and so I just I just
realized that I've always felt energy
very strongly and my intuition has
always sort of been there
I wasn't shown the way to understand the
frequency of energy and I just always
had a natural pull to it I always felt
like there was something bigger than me
and I just I could feel the shifts
within the universe change the energetic
flow that we're receiving the frequency
that's changing and it just pushed me to
want to get rid of any any any
connection to anything that I used to be
any attachment I want I just felt the
need to break away from all attachment
so my path was pretty extreme I mean
most people don't leave all everything
they know and go live in a tent for a
few months while they're walking across
the country so but because I had to
learn how to balance this energetic
frequency that's coming in and it's just
it's about shedding the outside social
programming to way that we think that
things are supposed to be and just
listen because all of the answers lie
within the energy that we have
generating within ourselves I mean
that's that's the soul guy that's the
intuition and it's not about breaking
away from everyone and everything it's
really just learning how to quiet the
mind to be able to maintain that
meditative state of mind and I just felt
the pool to do that I didn't realize
that now but now looking back I decided
to follow my pull my passion because
that's where our individual DNA
energetics you know pulls our and so I
just decided to just shut the outside
world out sort of but get out there in
it to see it for myself a full fledge
and that's when I started to become one
when I started to get quiet listen to
myself and listen to nature and so
that's just that I trust my intuition I
trust it like like like you know as a
child cuz like if you're very discerning
of spirits and of energies and vibration
if you can feel that as a kid like we
don't have nobody teaching this data or
you know I'm saying telling us that like
that's totally removed from our culture
right so we go to this
people are sensitive to vibrations on
other people they influence them you can
get into psychosis if you don't balance
the energies within yourself right did
you ever get to a place where you kind
of fell upon rock bottom or anything
like that like you got to a place where
you needed help because the energies
were there because I know there's a lot
of people in this field who they don't
really ascend until they kind of take
upon the story of the Phoenix and go
down into the ashes and hit rock bottom
and then reimburse with this reawakening
was there was there a place like that
for you oh for sure like I mean you know
I don't like a lot of my childhood was a
fog you know childhood and I carried on
that conditioned behavior through most
of my life I just recently got sober
from using drugs a year and a half ago I
quit drinking alcohol about eight months
ago I quit smoking cigarettes four
months ago so you know I have gone
through the stages of evolution within
myself because no one understands energy
until we get our mind to listen because
no one no one's teaching anybody this
stuff and that's what's so amazing now
is that we can see that the revolution
that evolution of humanity is taking
place because we're here having this
interview or you're having this talk
right now and and it's people you know
it takes us having to break outside of
the mold and not to fear anything
because speaking truth it's just a fear
of self of the outside conditioned ways
of thinking if we realize that those
ways aren't the way that we think
because we need to think for ourselves
then that's how we get quiet and we
start to hear our truth and our passions
to follow our dreams to see what our
energy is here to do not the energy of
someone else when I started doing light
work when I started doing energy work
like I've got a lot of messages in my
inbox of people saying man you've helped
me so much I've experienced God through
your music and just all of these
different
messages of gratitude and every when I
got those messages I saw the saving each
one I was like man I'm saving this so
when I fall upon times of depression or
not feeling adequate enough I can go
back and read these messages of how I
help people and it will motivate me but
the messages started coming in so much
so there's no way I could save all of
these messages from people did you ever
get to a place like that to where like
when you first started getting these
these messages of gratitude from people
where you've helped them out and like
like um saying what does that do for you
spiritually when you know that your
words are not falling upon deaf ears you
know it's very humbling to me I it like
takes my breath away now just just
talking about it it's amazing it's very
humbling that people trust that people
trust you with their hearts and that's
destined and that's really amazing
because it's not it's not something that
I've always recognized within myself
even though I and other people I mean
that it's it's very humbling it's very
touching and that's what it's all about
I mean that's that's the calling that's
that's what I feel like I'm here to do
is love myself and by that I'm able to
help other people see how to love
themselves too everything's just kind of
a duality you know what we have going on
with innocence what we see and create
outside mm-hmm
so what would you say to somebody who
was in a situation similar to you who
they feel disconnected you know they you
know they don't feel at home in this
place you know every you know their
interests are different the things that
they're involved with are different but
they feel alone like what would you say
that person who's at the cusp of this
spiritual awakening and don't really
have anyone to talk to you know I still
go through stages even now because you
know myself every day we evolve every
day there's new situations every day
there's new people there is no pentacle
just I mean we always have to be able to
shift within the energetic frequency
that's around us and we all die very
differently of the same source so I mean
it's really just understanding that our
people we're all gathering we're all
coming together and in times where it
feels lonely it's okay to feel lonely
like it's about not pushing those
feelings away and I mean that's why we
end up using alcohol and we end up using
drugs and things like that because we
escape the reality that we can create so
when we realize that part of the process
of shedding the old ways of thinking it
is it is a destructive process of you
know shedding who we thought we were
it's emotionally we have to purge all of
the emotions of the way that we thought
and everything so it's okay I always
show me what's okay to feel alone like
don't brush it away embrace it and just
know that this is part of ascension like
we are taking away parts of who we
thought we were and then I went through
I mean isolated myself I lived off-grid
I felt very alone at times but I knew
slowly because I could see that that as
I raised my vibration the same sort of
vibrations where I was then extracting
so that's why we're all gathering on
Facebook that's why we're all gathering
in person we're doing this shows and TV
and books and things are coming out
because this is the new frequency that
we're all setting right
and so it's okay to feel alone if you
feel the push to be reclusive and be at
home and be quiet do it because that's
what soul's telling you to do but if you
feel like getting out and going to the
park do it you just never know who you
might run into because the frequency is
so beautiful like that that's that's the
natural law of attraction of natural
manifestation of energy so I just say go
with it hello if it feels good the
energy goes there even if it hurts it's
okay like that's part of the purging
process we have to be easy family okay
so what like how powerful is it or how
important is
to kind of find your tribe and kind of
find those people with like interests
because I mean that's kind of like kind
of the big thing that you guys are doing
you guys just don't set up pages but you
guys are setting up like Facebook groups
and community and stuff like that online
to where you guys are actually meeting
in purpose oh and purpose and changing
your life like changing your living
situation and all kind of stuff you know
that happens so it like how important is
it for somebody going through a
spiritual awakening to find like-minded
people you know when we invariably
but even even the ones that aren't we
don't feel like or part of our tribe or
just as important because the reflection
of cells we see through another person
which is a mirror image and so we can we
then start to be able to see which is
really feeling the frequency of someone
so if you feel someone who makes you
feel kind of like like you just got that
feeling well that's just a different
frequency but then you know you meet
someone where it just feels welcoming
and warm and comfortable that's the same
vibrational frequency so that's how we
can sort of pick up on these sort of
part of our tribe and we can actually
start to just see we get like this tug
pulls and so it's really important you
know I've spent so much time in solitude
over the last few years of getting sober
and then adjusting to these energetic
changes that now being here and being
around all these different individuals
that I see are sort of of the same
frequency in this area and I mean not
everyone but you can see yeah it's
really good because it does help to see
that we are not alone in this and that
we can learn and grow from each other
and we're just channeling anik's
inspiring each other so just know that
the Gathering is coming and we're slowly
coming together it's it's really
important because we're here to inspire
one another we're here to get ideas from
each other and grow not to piss away and
retreat and be reclusive so it's just
about getting outside of our you know
the old conditioned clouded ways of
thinking to state clearly and then that
we start to see the same vibrational
energy and other people and then we find
our tribe who was some of the people
that kind of inspire
you are early on whether it's someone
online who was doing the same type of
things that you're you know you're not
doing or if there's any gurus that you
just resonated towards like books or
audio lectures or anything was anything
like that that came into your life
during this process that you're very
thankful for at this point well you know
I mean I'm just so thankful for
everything I I have to say like social
media Facebook really has really evolved
so much and it's really just been that
the draw of people that have come into
my life by me speaking my truth on
Facebook it was an automatic pull so
we're all our own gurus so every little
meme every little article I've read
every little video any little thing
anyone has ever said that made my
antennae go up was a frequency pulling
us together so I'm thankful for my cell
and I'm thankful for the collective
because we would not be here within this
spiral within this swirl if it wasn't us
together so I'm thankful to all of you
yes the collective man that really helps
kind of you know kind of push the
message forward and you know what's so
weird though I will say it's weird and
it's good but when you get into those
Facebook groups where there's a lot of
people and they have an agenda or
whatever the case is
sometimes I've noticed that people have
their agenda and it's not open for
everyone else like they're not about the
collective they're like okay my group is
to promote my work and I've I've kind of
evolved it like it was supposed to be
the conscious collective but in the end
this is what I say goes type deal and
you run into a lot of those people if
you share an article that they don't
like they'll eat it or you know ban you
from the group and there's a lot of that
stuff that goes on that it is a very
weird place to be but have you had any
experiences like that - it's like people
who have the platform and they promote
unity and they promote free thought but
when it comes down to it they're like
nope this doesn't belong this doesn't
belong it's not what we're resonating
with or something you know yeah I mean
we have a lot to say and we're putting
it out there you know we have to look at
it from an outside perspective because
we all see things based on where we are
within ourselves you know and I know
that I have transitioned so much and the
information that I put out the way that
I put it out the flow of it and yeah you
know I get kicked out of groups you know
I get removed and things like that
it's just because it's the natural flow
like because we're changing and evolving
within our knowledge everyone else too
so I mean you know I feel that healing
work is free work and it should be have
a lot of freedom to it for people to
express themselves better grow so you
know but everybody has their own flow of
where they are within their frequency at
this moment so you know it's just we're
all sort of on the same grid we're just
in different locations of frequency
literally that's what it is well it's
the same thing within our consciousness
and our evolution within I mean the way
that we all see things right now I mean
we're all letting go of control letting
go of attachment so I mean I tried to
put things in boxes along the way and I
struggled so much in my life because I
am NOT inside of that box so finally I
just said we're all just gonna have
freedom but we're all gonna respect each
other and let's talk about it first like
that is the one thing like respect is
something that is can be a word that
gets in the way a lot just like a lot of
words but it's just being open to
communicate like if people want to be
open to communicate they're gonna be
open to communicate or they'll shift
within it and then if they don't then
they will put they will weed themselves
out so you know like finding the tribe
happens but the ebb and flow of the
frequency that comes in and out of it is
going to change so being pushed out of a
group or being kicked out of a page
because someone's perception is
different than the other is not it has
nothing to do with the two people
involved it's just that there's a
different flow of frequency at that
moment and it'll all come back around
because generally it does cuz you know
we're all seeing
different different wavelengths so to
speak that's what I've noticed and
that's why it's important for me to have
like you I'm saying the collective that
kind of resonates with your work because
I found out because I know you do videos
and stuff too and it gets weird when you
share that in other groups because if
you share your own work or if I share my
music and up in a group or whatever or
the podcast for instance they're like oh
he's promoting his own work so he's
spamming it he should just see Sharon in
several groups it's spam I'm kicking him
out of the group for spamming but if
someone else promotes your work it's all
fine if somebody else promotes your
video or shares it then there's there's
no there's no worry that's the weird
thing you know so that's why it's
important to have like a like a fan base
or community that that support your work
and can you know recognize the power and
energy behind it so you can put
something out there and then they share
it for you and then it kind of motivates
you to in turn return the favor and do
the same thing with people that you
resonate with and letting them post on
your wall or in your groups and things
like that as well so there's almost like
an etiquette to it as well you know yes
yeah and I know exactly what you're
talking about and I kind of have those
feelings too and that's part of this
human conditioning that we think that
you know we want to judge someone based
on the movement of where they're going
even when we support that person yeah
things can change and because the energy
changes and and it does become and and
it's like it's like when it comes to
promoting self it changes even though
we're still promoting the same thing
that's what I mean that someone else
creates oh I feel you 100% on that
because my human conditioning has gone
Oh Laurie you know like you're gonna see
people even though I'm not the
egotistical person and the view of what
we think an ego is like it's all about
the vibration we set because it's just
energy ego is just
energy you know we're doing things from
an all sensing right you know then it's
a higher vibration and a side of the
goodness like I'm not doing these things
for any gratification whatsoever other
than sharing what I feel like I'm
supposed to share like it's okay if
people don't like me or whatever that's
okay because I'm not doing it for likes
I'm doing it because it's what I feel is
passionate for myself and it just
happens to be helping the collective
which you and and a lot of people feel
the pull to do and and that's why we're
the truth seekers because we feel the
truths within ourselves because we feel
the vibration yeah speaking of that we I
know I know we have a question here in
the in the chat someone we're talking
about the force and you know feel the
flow in the energy my phone is gonna cut
off again it's cuz my temperature is
getting hot on my phone so if we cut up
I have to reboot and start over because
we're making it hot that's optimal do
what we got to do and like anything we
need to do you know in post editing yeah
I can edit as well so any time that
you're not on so we do have a caller
coming through and I know he was posted
in the asking you about Star Wars well
I'll just I'll just bring him on it and
let him ask his questions ha are you
there man last time man what's going on
brother question yes ask her she's a
Star Wars fan I completely missed the
part about the force cuz I had took it
because I was losing guys on YouTube and
YouTube its back like a little bit
compared listening guys on the phone so
the reason I was asked about Star Wars
because um one of the things that
because I used to like read the was what
I call them they look like the extra
books they had like that goes outside
the movie universe yeah and and also
used to play games and one of the things
that I remembered from the game
one-handed to play them there was me v
code and this is code goes this is how
it goes this piece is a lie
there's only passion through passion I
gained strength through strength
I gained power through power I gained
victory the victory might change our
broken the force shall set me free yeah
so I'm thinking like how do you think
that applies to our daily lives and
spirituality and kind of that regards
well yeah because what they're speaking
of in those lines is just the
understanding of energy and so when we
can take the human concept away which is
the human outside conditioning right
when we take that away and just focus
and get quiet within that's where the
force is that's when we're able to see
the energetic flow of frequency that's
that's you know that's the empathic
ability that we have because we're
energetic flows I mean we're conduits
like we have water we have electricity
the nervous system there are
transmitters that fires communications
within the brain it's really getting
outside of the universe which is what we
think as humans are to see the force and
so that's what really Star Wars is about
mm-hmm yeah the force awakens is the
Kundalini the Kundalini awakening within
yourself and those movies were big you
know for me when I had my awakening when
I was going through my experiences and
having these deep experiences in
meditation I was watching I was watch
the Star Wars really for the first time
we watched it from the beginning to the
end the first time I seen it it was
blowing my mind
like I do I took a bunch of those
samples and put it I put it up you know
all of my music and stuff they're
talking about you know there's a scene
on there where Yoda talks about I'm
gonna teach you to commune with your
master who has gone on before you
through meditation and say wow like this
is really like there's a lot of truth to
that you know the even even in the Bible
like people like you know they get mad
when I talk about the stuff from the
Bible in but the Bible talks about the
great cloud of witnesses that are
watching over you and
people have in encounters where saints
who have gone before them are appearing
to them in an innocent in a state of
euphoria in a trance-like state of
meditation or getting caught up in
aesthetic realms of worship man so this
stuff is really deep man and I think
they hide a lot of those truths within
those movies man there's a lot of
nuggets and a lot of things that
Hollywood knows that they put in it or
try to get out to the masses and people
think that they're making it up but
these stories and insides and symbols
are really old man and even you know the
term Jedi those are talking about the
jetty priest from Egypt like there was a
real priesthood of magicians called the
Jedi it's about I think it's about
deejay EDI it's got a D in front of it
and and these were priests out of Egypt
who did all these miracles and believed
in this energy and stuff and used it in
and so like every religion and every
faith and belief system they talk about
the Kundalini they call it different
things we call it the Holy Spirit and
Christianity back in Egypt it's called
tachyon energy the force Kundalini like
this is all these different names for
the same terms that we're talking about
speaking in tongues Glaus Allah like
that's practiced in every religion like
so there's this universal language of
love and of spirituality that people are
kind of taken and try to brand it but it
when we talk about star wars saw Wars is
powerful man with with hiding those
nuggets in there about angels and angels
being out there on other planets and
traveling the the universe all that
stuff man it's awesome and see and if we
want to get down to it scientifically
from the human anatomy the physical part
is the endocrine system you know
attached to the brain like I think about
a jellyfish like the head is the main
brain right and then two tentacles is
like the the electric system like the
flow of energy and that's like our
nervous system within our body I mean we
really can see in all the signs in
nature and in front of us
the same thing within the vessel in
which we are in this lifetime and yeah I
mean the Bible everything it's all
stories laid out of the reality of
actually what's taking place yeah it's
it's all just it's the tools for us to
see but if we take our own human emotion
our own outside condition ways of
thinking away from the way that we see
things to really really let energy pull
us into the messaging and that's that's
where the Yoda comes out I like to think
of our brains just like I was just
talking about this yesterday with
someone like like we got like c-3po the
the AI side and then we which is the
non-physical the Native American spirit
side you know that's really what's
that's what's just been awoken and
that's the way that it's been shown to
me more so over the last few days we've
had a big energetic shift and yes so
there's a there's all kinds of different
truths and so many different things is
just pointing to the one which is source
which is source energy yeah everything
that access and everything that flows
it's truly like the power of the stories
right even like the power of your story
so we talked about the Bible or talk
about the bhagavad-gita and all these
other books like people try to take them
literally like they'll read the Old
Testament and they'll you know they kind
of go out and try to prove that Noah
existed or try to find the ark or the
burial place of Goliath and you know all
this stuff and they want to find it to
kind of prove that it existed to say aha
told you it's true but the power is not
in if those people existed if King David
and all these people exist it the power
is not in that
the power is in the allegory the
messages that are hidden in woven within
the stories of faith overcoming
obstacles overcome in idolatry smashing
your your idols fighting you know with
with giants who occupy your promised
land which is your destiny and life's
purpose and dealing with them and
getting them out of the way like that is
this the stories that are woven
through there and if we can't really
understand that then we're not really
understanding how the Bible is and we
try to take it literally and trying to
debate people and Men the stories of the
Bible are telling your story it's your
story and your spiritual walk and you
have to ascension as well and if we got
to understand that yeah I look at it I
never saw some Bibble sample and that's
really interesting to learn I always
thought about more about unity option
one cup when it comes out those golden
here's why I'll do a quick breakdown
real quick um when first wine peace is a
lie
it starts off really dark but you have
to realize while we do strive for
eternal peace the only time you'll
really achieve that eternal peace is
pretty much when we die we will have
peace for short periods of time on this
earth but we will always be fighting we
will always be struggling we will always
be attacked by our diamond then whatever
we comes after up so we have to realize
that when it says peace of lie it's
really saying we will not always be at
peace and that goes into there's only
passion for me that comes from my music
because it's just something that always
took me as a kid so my music became a
passion a form of expression for me then
through the passion I gain strength
I feel impact well I don't want to say
empower that I'm we have that one next
but it's like my music it feels like
gives me strength cause it's like it
puts me almost like I puts me on a
platform it's like I have this yet given
from Jaws and Kundalini that he wants me
to use for hit for strengthening me in
the strength of my walk that says
through power through strength I gain
power and this is what I think the
biggest part because there is power in
words
we've always we've all known this for
everything with little kids just you can
you can either build them you can either
build a bridge or tear down a wall with
what comes off your tongue yeah that's
how powerful an impact these words on
that's how powerful words are especially
in the hip-hop because we talked about
this with Alonso that rapped is such a
big influence these days to a lot of
people because of the words of people
saying how artists relate to others what
they're worth
and so that's a suit power I gained
victory if those words are the right
words that you are supposed to be
sharing then there is a victory there is
a battle one there and it and then
pretty much through Victory my chains
are broken when we achieve victory when
we have to feed it whatever we are
struggling against with or whatever is
it holding us back the power to give
this victory public love will unleash
the shackles from our chains and that's
where the force shall free me yeah it's
powerful man there's all types of
allegory within that and it's funny cuz
people try to like I know there's books
out there that say like okay we're gonna
give you the Buddhist breakdown and like
you know Star Wars is modeled after the
Buddhist philosophy and things like that
but when I'm watching it as a Christian
as someone who has faith in Christ I'm
seeing biblical theology spoken you know
I'm saying throughout that that a whole
whole movie as well in the Holy Spirit
and things like that and so what was
crazy about it is that if you look up
who influenced George Lucas to actually
write that movie it's a guy named Joseph
Campbell and we actually sampled Joseph
Campbell in the inner reaches of outer
space and so his he's got this map that
he mapped out it's called the hero's
journey and it shows you the path that
all heroes must must walk like the path
of Jesus is a path where you're born you
struggle as a kid and then you kind of
reach this level of enlightenment and
then you fall back down and then you
build back up and he's they have it like
mapped out in a diagram and so all major
movies Marvel all of this stuff and
actually George Lucas came out and said
that he modeled Star Wars and got the
inspiration to write it from the hero's
journey from Joseph Campbell's so I
encourage everybody to go out and check
that you know I'm saying check that out
because that's throughout the scriptures
that's throughout the bottom agita all
of these old ancient stories and it's
even your story you know I'm saying
that's that's the power behind all of
this stuff it's not
telling a story of Anakin Skywalker it's
telling your story everything is a
beautiful man it's all I ever eating is
an extension of who you are this is what
the the flower of life is everything is
an extension of you we are all connected
so we don't look at anyone else as
separate to who we are everyone is a
part of us and it says somebody that you
don't agree with or someone who you
don't like usually it's because they
represent something that you don't like
about yourself and it's the same way
when people you know feel a certain way
towards you I know honey you talk about
dealing with people on your job and
people being mean people poke in front
of you and stuff and a lot of times they
do that because maybe they were bullied
so they want to in turn do that so a lot
of times we represent something about
people that they don't like about
themselves or they see in themselves
welcome back Lori thank you just going
in on the Star Wars stuff a little bit
more huh yeah you know and that's the
thing I mean when if when we feel an
energetic vibration coming from someone
that doesn't flow with the frequency
that we're at that's when we can start
to fill a pool and it's it's really just
the sign but then we put the human
emotion behind it where we start to get
frustrated and things like that because
we're not really recognizing the signal
before we put the frustration behind it
so as more and more for me I notice as I
evolve and I'm able to see this
frequencies clearer I'm able to sort of
I'm able to adjust my because it's
really about my frequency and how I
adjust my frequency with someone else's
so either I can choose to stay and be
around and work to maintain the
meditative state of mind or I can leave
the situation like there's always a
solution to interacting with other
people and it's just like our how we see
others is a reflection upon ourselves
you know meaning and how our reactions
are someone can come up and say
something but it's really all about our
energy and our reaction and what we
decide to do with it so it's just about
understanding that we're all at
different levels we're all it I don't
even like to call it levels really I
just like to call it you have a
different
frequency of the same energy mm-hmm and
it's in is how you interpret everything
is how you translate it and once you
know that it's not personal like even
the Bible says that we that our battle
is not a flesh and blood but a spiritual
battle of powers and principalities in
heavenly places
that's our battle so it's not this I
can't stand Lori I know it's because
like a lot of times people they're like
like jealous of you or jealous of your
platform so they're like I feel like I
should had that platform she hasn't you
know I I know way more than her so why
don't I have that platform like people
who feel that type of way man I've dealt
with it personally and it's a spirit
it's spirits that influence people in
spirits of envy and things like that and
so you have to be able to discern and
recognize what's going on and you can
like there are places you can get to
where a situation happens a hunter was
talking about a while ago that we're
always gonna fight to the day that we
die we won't find a rest until eternity
but these fights become a lot easier
like it so instead instead of saying a
fight I like to say taking tests because
we have these tests that come and we
always have that did this one test that
always stumps us with there's one
question that we can't pass but once we
study and we respond correctly we answer
with love and understanding we pass that
test and it's so the next time that test
comes
we've aced it next what's next you go to
a higher level a higher level of
understanding a new level of light so to
where you can go out and possess the
land there's things in your destiny that
God has put within your spirit even as
you were a child and you know that
that's my destiny that's where I'm
headed but you can't see it because it's
already people occupying it but so
through the help of source energy of God
the Holy Spirit whatever you want to
call it will help you determine how to
go in there take the land and walk in
your calling and everybody deserves to
do that everybody is privileged to
recapture that dream that's the whole
thing about the alchemist we all talk
about that book all the time and it's
about having a dream when you were a kid
and you or you know things happen in in
your life circumstances and situations
that take that dream from you all you
can't have it
you know you're not gonna have that
you're you know you can have an offshoot
of it you can dream about it you can
think about it whatever but you can't
really have it because of it's not for
you other people deserve it you know
you've done too much bad or whatever the
case is or conditioning that's even
through religion you know I'm saying
that we're not supposed to be rich when
I supposed to have money or possessions
and money is evil like these weird like
thoughts that are not of God
and so we have these thoughts and stuff
and they take our dream from us we'll
just settle for second best hey I'm just
thankful for what I have so to really
find your path and to say okay I'm happy
and I'm thankful for where I am in the
journey and everything that I have I
don't take it for granted but there's
we're still supposed to want more like
we're not supposed to settle for second
best to keep pursuing those callings and
dreams that God has put within you and
the alchemist is about going for that
dream and telling the universe telling
God telling your situation that you know
what I'm gonna pursue it and I'm not
giving up on it and the universe gets
with you in response to that and begins
to go around and make this stuff happen
for you and bring people
that's what synchronicity is when we're
on that path we start saying phrases and
seeing numbers and 11:11 333 which are
seeing things and that is universe
letting you know look you're on the
right path keep it up don't give up
don't give up and it starts blowing your
mind you'll say something and then
somebody walks by with a t-shirt with
the phrase on that you just said you say
it and the TP says it exactly when you
say and it's like what hold on it's like
a glitch in the matrix this is God
Source Energy letting you know that
you're on the right path man and this is
this is what the spiritual path is about
man just enjoy in life and join the
journey don't get discouraged you know
because we all we all have setbacks um
things like that
but it's like how bad do you want it how
bad do you want it you know and so we're
all walking out the hero's journey
go ahead
I just thought was funny it was a
mention the alchemist was because okay
you are you both familiar with the enemy
calls the full metal alchemist I know
what it is I don't know I never watched
it though
okay so if you if you ever do so I'll
look it up for yourself watch the
original don't watch them once this bold
miraculous brother and the original one
when it goes when you watch it they go
big into this idea called equivalent
exchange
yeah I wonder for a while do the idea is
that you can't exchange that you have to
have something the bezel value or
greater to get something else is that
you can't always ask for more which in
your position I like I understand what
you're going through about the asking
for more but that but because that
exchange thing makes sense when I think
about how because that can also apply to
our everyday lives as well and then what
happens when we try to ask for board
when we only give so little because I
know I've been in that position before
I've tried to do that I've tried to ask
for more and I've not done my part
spiritually and it backfire is a big
time cuz they try to do that in the
anime and it backfires badly you there
Lori cathing Lori's connection when I
get no dude that's true and all of dude
all of those cartoons and video games
man like world of warcraft like there's
there's so much spirituality and stuff
woven within these storylines and so
yeah especially using the name Alchemist
in that in that cartoon I'm sure there's
a lot of spirituality you know I'm
saying linked in it the showed Avatar
The Last Airbender
that was huge they're telling you about
chakras and energy systems in your body
and and how they work they've given you
like the best breakdown you can get we
used I used to watch that show and just
get blown away and and that's what
they're talking to about you're going
into meditation and accessing the spirit
realm access and you know I'm saying the
spirit world all within a cartoon and
some of that stuff is straight out of
somebody's bit you know I'm saying big
deep books or whatever and you talk
I've seen you asked earlier about manly
P hauling you was looking up one of his
books are the secret teachings of all
ages a lot of that stuff is is is
actually in that book man so you asked
me should you get that one totally get
that one you said which one you get
anyway when you want I would get the
readers addition just to have to read
but and if you like it then you know the
kind of the other ones are like
collector's editions as well some of
them are like I'm saying really big like
two foot tall and got pop-out images and
unfolding pictures and stuff so it's
really good so I'm definitely a devotee
of the works of Manley P hall and I've
dedicated my albums to him and like you
know you can find a lot of his lectures
online too so I would I would suggest
getting that as well
definitely yeah that was because there
were like there was like five get
friends book things I don't say often
but each cover was different so I was
like I was reading through it each one
had different page lengths and all that
I'm like yeah I didn't want to read I
didn't want to just buy like they're all
the same price they're selling for like
99 99 cents on Kindle but it's like I
didn't wanna just grab like the wrong
time I didn't want to grab the wrong
Edition yeah yeah yeah get the yeah get
the readers edition and you know that I
think that that that book the physical
book is cheap too was under 20 bucks and
it's a really thick book man it's a it's
a large collection of work and obviously
you know you take everything and you
kind of you kind of judge it and kind of
you know put it up against the wall and
see what sticks and so I you know what
we're not quote people like Manley P
Hall people say up you know your your
your this your that I don't agree with
everything Manley P Hall says I don't
agree with everything anybody says you
know there's times I go back and listen
to myself and I'm like man why did I say
that you know so we're all learning and
coming to the knowledge of the truth
ever learning man but there's a lot of
good stuff in there and if you listen to
that song because I know you just became
a patron if you listened to the song
that I have that's not released yet but
it's on patreon there are invisible
creatures of the five elements like that
that understanding in like the breakdown
of the elemental creatures and the
different levels
existence and what they do in the earth
and and their over the seasons and stuff
like all of that stuff is mentioned of
in the secret teachings as well it goes
into a lot of detail about these
different entities and and beings that
kind of operate with with the five
elements and and you know I'm saying
they're out there and so somebody asked
me to a friend of mine Craig Craig
challenged me a while ago on on Facebook
and he was asking me cuz I had a run-in
with an element's a spirit that kind of
knocked me down to the ground me and my
my cousin and I wrote about it in my
book and he was wanting to know if I
made it up like if I was you know making
these stories up to sell albums or
something but that's stuffs totally real
man you know like I had that experience
and so he wants to know how do I know
that I had it you know you know was it
just my imagination that appeared and
I've seen seen these entities or
whatever the case is could totally be
your Matt your imagination and you
always have to rule that like like with
with any any spiritual encounter like
you always kind of rationalize it and
say like you know was this my
imagination did I make it up did I want
this to happen so bad that I created the
scenario and in my head but I'll say for
that situation for me that I know that
they exist and they can be summoned
right it's because I wasn't the only one
who's seen it like I wasn't the only one
who had the encounter it was me and my
cousin this entity formed out of out of
you know the darkest of night it was it
was like the darkest shadow a being
appeared ran past me and my cousin
screamed and knocked us both down and it
looked like a eight foot tall camel do
you know I'm saying so that's I mean
that's how I know that that something
happened man you know I'm saying cuz it
wasn't just me if it was just me in the
woods like you know yeah you know
something happen or whatever the case is
but when it happens to somebody else see
that's the whole thing if people who
listening like Joe Rogan or talk about
DMT experiences and your brain produces
DMT that people claim to it you know
wake up and be seeing beings in their
room and stuff like that and he tries to
explain even UFO encounters as just DMT
released in your brain and you
thank you see these but there's
something else when two people
experienced the same thing at the same
time and that's that's kind of that's
kind of how you know that that's
something's up you know I'm saying
there's like somebody else experienced
it as well
yeah well I'm gonna hop off but I always
appreciate calling in it's always been
fun but I want to say before I go that I
really appreciate what you do and I
don't see your podcast while I work
I'll assume your music all the time in
between those two and just talking to
you and everything oh you know and I'm
definitely gonna try to um I definitely
want to try taking more time to ring
because I have a bunch of books on
myself I haven't read folks like
Christian and Christian books I bought
for my church and I just bought a bunch
of other kind of books today like I
bought I finally got around to I bought
the one to state two that you had with
Kendal shoulders where you bought it
I didn't yeah I just got it today yeah
you listen to that interview right oh
yeah I know right I was scared to do
that interview because like he actually
approached me and and wanted to actually
buy some ad space on on the podcast and
so I said okay well do it you know has
the firt the first person who ever do
ever did that and so we did it and I
posted the upcoming episode that we were
to do with him in the title
Jesus this is a worm a snake and much
more by Kindle shoulders and some of my
friends were reaching out to me as I hey
man like what's what's that about is
this guy gonna come on and say that
Christ was a worm and a snake or he
didn't exist or what you know what is
this guy about I was like honestly I
don't know but I know he he paid to come
on the show pretty much right I was like
sure we'll do it man so I was a little
nervous going into it because I don't
want to entertain foolishness really you
know I'm saying but he came along and
did the interview and it was literally
one of the best interviews I've ever
done
like you know saying the knowledge that
he brought throughout the entire
interview and then all the way at the
end about what that meant about the
whole Jesus being a worm and a snake is
allegories throughout the
that people skip over like people read
these things about it says it in the
Bible that Jesus is a worm and a worm
shall come forth forth and do all this
stuff and he breaks that worms life down
and how it all that worms life is a
symbol of the life of Jesus man and how
he gives up his life for his people and
things like that so it was real deep and
mind-blowing and then at the end ties
everything back into intimacy with Jesus
which is really deep about going into
the secret wedding chambers with with
God and becoming impregnated you know
and in that in that place and coming
with them with a message man and uh all
that stuff is just really really deep
and I was one of the best interviews
that I've or guests that I've had on
that uh I was scared going into you know
mm-hmm but yeah
with all that you've been doing I can
honestly say you've been the cycling me
and I couldn't ask for a better person
to be the disciple by I'm I've learned
more from you than anyone else I've ever
been tried to disciple by because I have
a couple guys had tried and it just
insticts like you sketch and so it's not
going to be discipled by someone with as
much knowledge as you had you have well
you know what I don't you know there's
stuff you you that um saying you're
teaching me to man so it's it kind of
you know I'm saying our hierarchy goes
sideways in the body of Christ when I
it's not a pyramid structure I'm not
over anybody or claim to be you know the
end-all when it comes to knowledge or
understanding but I appreciate that
though man thank you so much dude that
means a lot man oh yeah I'm sure she'll
go back and listen man yeah blessings
and Shalom to Laurie if we don't hear
from her again honey Hughes everybody
good brother there we got another call
coming in it says uh caller from
Southwest Pennsylvania
Karla who we speaking with hello
caller from Southwest Pennsylvania good
who we speaking way back when dawn hey
how are you good I'm good just tuning
into the lorry but I I've never done
this before and I don't know if I did it
right oh you're on your own
yeah you your honor yeah I guess like a
radio show that you listen to yeah yes
it's a it's it's a podcast and we you
know we stream live on Facebook and
YouTube and then we're all carved on
iTunes and all the podcast apps and
stuff so I guess you've gone already
yeah her I think her reception when I
who says she said her phone kept
overheating but uh yeah maybe she'll be
back maybe not and I don't know did you
have any question you have any questions
about anything maybe I can help now I
wish I had like questions what's the
topic just spirituality and ascension
and you know waking that's all good just
let me know if you come up with anything
and uh I'll try my best to answer it so
I mean have you had in it you know I'm
saying like an awakening encounter as
well I'm sure if you're connected with
Laura you've had something going all
right like yeah I mean I pretty much
woke myself up like I pretty much just
read and read and read and yeah just a
lot of reading and I haven't had like a
lot of experiences like Laurie said but
yeah I'm still trying to pop my third
eye I heard that some of the books or
materials that kind of kind of helped
you wake up I listen to a lot of Corey
Goode and David Wilcock okay Corey good
actually okay like I just rewrite the
transcript for people like I sum it up
so that it cuts so long that's all so I
feel like yeah like I feel like that
information should be getting out to the
public
yeah David Wilcock play - oh yeah a huge
part of my awakening and watching 2012
enigma that that was like the dot that
was my entrance into the spiritual
realms of deeper understanding where
they're keep talking about this solar
flare is gonna matter when you go with
that there's a lot there's a lot of
people there you know when it whenever
those energies do come in and how to
balance it and and I think that's where
a lot of people who are into like
astrology like they can see the signs
and I've got friends who they don't like
that like they're supposed to go see a
psychiatrist right they have
different energies coming in and their
body and they're really receptive and
that they're all over the place really
but they've learnt to study astrology
and know what type of week or day to
prepare for like when it's good to focus
on your work when it's good to kind of
be around a crowd of people because
they're so sensitive to the shift do you
know I'm saying so that's that's what's
so powerful about that yeah pretty much
everybody's kind of reacting differently
but it all depends if you've done the
inner work so if you have a bunch of
skeletons in your closet and ain't gonna
be pretty for you you know yeah like I'm
finding that out now like with all the
knowledge I took a nice i realize i
sorely forgot about myself and like
therapy's either I wouldn't eat and I
wouldn't even like shower work out I
would just keep reading and reading and
like constantly and then I realized that
all the knowledge in the world can save
me only I can and I have to love myself
I totally forgot about myself through
this whole awakening I literally just
found out like not very long ago this
you know healing the healers and doing
the work within yourself you finding
healing you come into this place of of
like self-acceptance and everything and
so once you're healed the universe or
God is sending you back out there to go
forth and heal other people like I was
doing energy worked for a while right
and everybody who contacted me for like
a personal session like there were all
people who want it to be healers there
was people who wanted to do what I was
doing and so that kind of showed me
something and yeah and the Spirit of God
just says heal the healers there's so
many people out there who have this
calling in this
urge to do good in humanity but there
they you know they have the skeletons in
the closet and they don't know how to
keep them in there should they let them
out how do they you know I'm saying
destroyed the ego and do the shadow work
and things like that
and people you know they all think it's
okay focus and that's fine but I mean
science science is proving it now like
they got thermal imaging going so for
all the skeptics out there it works in
minutes yeah yeah you know oh my gosh
like how could you be that well you know
news flash like we are all connected so
what Jesus said we can do to and greater
what's that new song sign of the time
walking on water and flying and some
people think oh you know it's nothing
but this is happening like you know like
Star Wars and stuff like that's all very
real and they like to put it in their
face make it look funny because they
program us at the giggle factor so we
laugh at anything that looks you know
too high above us or whatever so yeah
like I yeah it's sort of journey I've
been trying to you know regain my
ability you know back and I'm getting a
lot of tonight like I might let you see
it it's really good I'm starting
starting to pull people like before they
speak I say what they're thinking
they're like oh my god you read my mind
like I don't know how I did that but
it's weird cuz it yeah it like comes in
waves to man cuz you're talking about
like having to do the work on yourself
because there's times what you get into
this this energy and we're talking about
synchronicities and stuff it's like all
of these things start happening where
you're able to tell the future you know
who's about to call before they call you
seeing signs everywhere like the number
333 you're creating as you
there's manifestation happening I'm
saying in your life whatever you want is
coming and then you may get into a rut
where it's like you feel like you're in
a desert and none of that stuff even
existed man that's the West a weird
thing is to kind of keep it up and kind
of maintain the work you know you can't
do it in your little like every time I
talk about anything a projection or
whatever too much for that people are
looking at like more and more people are
waking to know I'm even going to write a
book actually how to access the prison
planet you know what's wrong with
society and then like how to fix it so
like they will tell you like the
fluoride in the water but it will tell
you like like how it kills your pineal
gland but then I will tell you yeah that
was like the big thing for me cuz I like
I come out of like really deep
Christianity and like in the church
circles and stuff and so I would see all
these problems with these ministers and
these preachers and these doctrines and
when I first started coming out of that
stuff I just started pointing out the
doctrines in exposing it and showing
that it's wrong and these people just
want your money and all of this stuff
but eventually God had to sit me down
and say look the only way to combat that
stuff is not to expose it not to call
names and point fingers but to simply
teach it the right way and so if you
hear just pointing fingers without any
type of solution you
you you your work is kind of in vain so
yeah you gotta have the solution as well
and I don't think God shows you a
problem without he's showing you the UM
send a solution as well you know you got
to get to the bottom of it kind of kind
of do the work so there's a lot of
people waking up like I know and like I
wasn't born with like religion my dad
didn't ever let me movie coming out like
the crap yeah this stuff kind of um kind
of did it for me too but it's so weird
cuz it kind of sent me and honor on like
a downward spiral because it was just
letting me know that that stuff was real
and it kind of but I was getting into I
was doing it wrong man I ended up like
opening up my mind to all types of
entities that wanted to come through and
and it was it was honestly because I'm
seeing you know that that our movie the
craft or whatever I was like man this I
want this man this is what I want and so
I would go I wouldn't and this is funny
cuz I wouldn't go out and buy books we
would go to books and million in steel
books steel witchcraft books you know
and try to start doing all different
chants and meditations and I want it to
just see something and I started open up
my mind and and doing this stuff and
saying okay whatever wants to come
through whatever I want just want to see
something how did I become a possessed
man you know I'm saying you gotta be
careful doing that stuff and and so you
know sound like a movie or something
that's that you know essentially it's
beautiful it opened up me to some pretty
dark entities not having a scene a
meditation to open up your mind and
spirits I'm not okay this is what you do
just open that's okay you think that
wants to come down and I'm getting
possessed there's obviously like they're
running the world yeah so I mean right
now it's like so high that's literally
all being exposed through what they are
you know you're almost so needed and
that and they're dropping like flies
like you know like Rockefeller died and
like Bill Clinton is way out and I'm
sure his wife will be right yeah and
then like you know they can't they can't
exist in this frequency anymore because
the frequencies way too high what was
lost human residents like 120 years
something like really high usually like
nine Hertz or something like wow oh yeah
it's a new era like 2017 is near one
right yeah the end of three cycles
26,000 year karmic cycles and 3d is like
you know 100 times more pain and
suffering than any other around the buzz
so you know we should all just high-five
each other because we made it you know
yeah that's why I like David Wilcock
work so much because here yeah cuz he
actually talks about you I'm saying like
the dark side a lot of people like in
the new-age circles or the spiritual
circles are like oh we don't focus on
anything bad anything bad it's just here
to help us which essentially it is it's
definitely there I went through that
stuff for a reason but be careful some
people get in over there
we have to have compassion for them
they're part of the puzzles new part of
the bigger picture the grand experiment
right especially especially if if like
the celebrities wake up and come out of
it and start showing shedding light on
what they've been people think he's
crazy now he's talking by channeling
people you're seeing like yeah I bet
he's channeling when does that I notice
I think I'm starting this channel to
just it just comes through you it's hard
explain I've got a comment here and
somebody somebody says it says my
brother you on fire god bless and and
there's times where like I'll start
talking and I can feel it I feel I feel
like what I'm saying is supposed to be
said like in it in like it's not me it's
not me articulating like I'm trying to
get the message across it's totally not
me whether it's the heart of God or the
Holy Spirit or whatever you want to call
it it's something that has to be said
not like the divine push behind it you
know saying the same thing compassion
and if you're not then yeah you say if
they're not then you need I mean I used
to have someone told me a soul cord
attached to might be a daddy
down the line and feed on youth so I
went through showering got that yeah Wow
yeah I feel so light I was I could give
the shamon how do you see a light like I
think I think our scientists even
showing now that it's not just who you
have a baby where you go to bed with
sexually traumatic memories and some
type of way out they're not human beings
multi-dimensional like we can be
invisible that's fine yeah it's already
been happening there's people around us
we just can't see because we haven't
popped that third eye you know I'm still
trying to I'm gonna reverse actually on
Tuesday I'm going to really good friend
Angela me away it's gonna reverse so
like yeah I'm just weak because I just
want because I still have a little bit
of fear and stuff and traumatic memories
and stuff so I just think the rebirth
really helped me yeah just I guess you
know just do what you said as far as
walking and forgiving
like you know I'm saying forgiveness and
and just yeah and so that they won't
have anything on you like that you know
um saying cut those ties mixing for all
so that you can walk in victory and say
walking your best life now I kind of
embrace your destiny of what what like
everything that God has for you man you
know I'm saying yeah and I like when I
heard that everybody you know wants to
do their sole purpose or their sole
destiny or whatever and I heard somebody
saying your sole purpose is right now in
this moment is always there really is
only here now right now in this moment
yeah so time is fading away as people
keep time speeding up right now actually
it feels like it's kind of like the
quickening I like the college yeah I
mean even even you know Jesus said be
anxious for nothing don't worry about
like don't put your your your mind of
your thoughts
outside of today or what you could do
right now because you start thinking
about okay one day I'm gonna be this or
one day I'm gonna be that when I was
when we're not when I had like an
intense you know psychedelic experience
it like time melts away there is no time
and you could see that it thins that
veil and so and I just had the important
like I want it to be a healer I went and
seeing a friend of mine who was a healer
and I had the overwhelming sensation to
be a healer and I just spelled you know
I'm saying Felton and angels and
energies let me know that you already
are don't want to be a healer don't
don't project the thoughts you know one
day maybe two years I'll get good at it
maybe I'll get some clients or whatever
the case is and do my passion for Thomas
I know you already are healer now if you
have to bring that out that's different
but those giftings and and talents are
already within you for a reason it's
nothing outside of yourself that's the
kingdom of heaven being within
as you don't need nothing outside of
yourself everything is already within
man and that's where the power is
look I've been more attune to the energy
but I always had the energy like this
simple as kissing your son's boo-boo
right you're getting and then they stop
crying but that's because you channeled
the universal race your universal life
force energy on your own like I've been
more tuned from a Reiki Master now so
like I have a higher vibes now but I
mean I could have healed before too you
have to believe in yourself so if
someone told me that after I spent
[Laughter]
learning all day you know and so now I'm
sitting here you know with all the
knowledge seeking him in the past few
years it's quite a thing to find out
that all of it means nothing if I don't
love myself yeah I'm just like oh
yeah I concentrate on me I'm like what
do I like to do like what do I you know
and then I'm like sitting here some
found in China's like okay where do we
go from here but like slowly all
realized like what I like and you know
like I like to write and I like to eat
your second I love working out I love
weightlifting so I'll be getting back to
what it likes you and you know to be
happy that's what you need to do you
don't need to be in the book reading and
reading and overwhelming yourself
because now I'm getting like even other
people are so worried but given me
saying 144,000 starting you know are
stepping into their own divinity these
are like overwhelmed by that and I'm
like don't worry about the number it's
okay we're just the first ones to hold
the tour it's just fine
we're all gonna waken together like you
know but it's overwhelming people that
hear that and hear all the information
coming in you know and I know it
overwhelmed me too so but now I'm
realizing that it all really means
something is you don't love yourself
that's the whole point of life that's
not why you're here to heal thyself
because if you heal thyself you can heal
the world
because you are the example and it would
you lead by example
like you know so I'm learning that
and so it's it's yeah it's quite crazy
Love Hurts one oh yeah that definitely
comes a point in time where you have to
like put the books down and start
applying the knowledge that was one
thing that was big like in in the
Christian arena is like I stopped
studying the Bible and just and and like
having debates about what Jesus said
would he meant or he didn't mean that or
this doesn't there was a rapture coming
and these people are gonna be taken you
know what does that mean when is it
coming like stop studying stop doing all
that simply go out and do what Jesus did
like it's not that hard go out any of
those who are unlovable show compassion
to those who don't deserve it we don't
even do the work that he did so let it
go you know I mean world meditation and
you know I think we we hit like
forty one time and it was like epic this
is happening like so yeah that's why I
think the human residents like shot up
there because everybody's finally tuning
in to the real you know the real
internet yeah yeah all connecting and it
it's quite beautiful to see really I'm
sure of even moment in time here coming
up for people finally come together
people are still in their boxes so
they're still secluded on their phone so
it's only a matter of time before people
get together jelly lorries to retreat
and she's never going back home where
she's at let me try to take this other
phone call as well I'm going to leave
you on Londo so we got a we got a caller
from East Virginia who we speaking with
Oh what up man thanks for calling - but
how are you I'm doing well I bet you're
doing really good man blessed and highly
favored huh that's also man support a
man that means a line no problem
I appreciate everything you do the music
is very inspirational that's what's up
so you've been checking out some of the
new stuff on there that I've got yeah
I'm excited to put it put it together on
an album and just have it
therefore the public man for awakening
watchman's albums almost done dude and
that's that that that song when they're
angels among us and precious mind like
those are both gonna be on his album and
like within the next couple weeks we're
gonna start rolling out like like a
sampler to listen to the whole thing and
it's it's beautiful man if you if you're
a fan of my stuff I'm singing on a lot
of stuff in the background and stuff too
so we got it we got several collabs on
there it's gonna be it's going to be
awesome man oh yeah so you had you have
any questions well I'm a student of many
religions for many years now I think I
told you I collect religious and
spiritual tech yeah and you pointed me
towards the recognitions of Clemente oh
yeah I've got you right I couldn't find
it in paper yeah I know
did you did you did you read the part
the parts about the demons and them you
know taking over your body and stuff do
like gorging yourselves on meat and food
and stuff did you read that part only a
few pages into it so far but I've
bookmarked is the PDF I'm continuing to
read it at my leisure okay make sure
that that's the copy you're reading
because I think there's a few different
ones make sure that's the one that has
it I think it may be on in there um some
chapters but definitely make sure that
that's the one cuz that's that cells
powerful man yeah I'll try to see if I
can do some more research on it and post
it but I know there's a couple different
versions of it or whatever but that's
definitely one that needs to be kind of
brought to the forefront with the Joseph
Campbell stuff that's kind of my hobby
is I've been a student at his work for a
long time and kind of putting together
my own stuff to try and build on his
work and Terrell Pearson's work which
built on his work and I'm applying it to
a lot of the modern
like stuff no TV shows and the movies
that are coming out and they're still
using the path of the hero the journey
of the hero perfect all of the script I
was kind of upset about that because I'm
a member just saying to my wife a couple
years ago like why does every movie that
come out it's the same story it's a bad
guy who takes something he takes the
girl and then the guys trying to win her
back or something like innocence his
journey to do that and then to get to
the end to defeat the enemy or to defeat
the obstacle like it's almost the same
script in every movie man and it all
points back to Joseph Campbell oh yeah I
think she nailed the formula it's
probably the only one that will hit them
types of people because it's as close to
the energy that exists thank God they
can't get yeah it's the journey
it totally is I mean when we applied to
the Bible it's totally totally the um
send a work of Jesus I mean that's
that's his journey the hero's journey is
essentially the story of Christ and the
story of all the risen saviors who came
suffer taught rose again and ascended
you know that's what we're doing
spiritually as well so coming back to
help your people or help someone out of
a situation yeah it's also yeah yeah
awesome graft man there's some cool
grafts and to kind of tie it back to
David Wilcock because we talked about
him it's actually learned about Joseph
Campbell through watching some stuff on
David Wilcock so he's the one that kind
of showed me that work you know on
YouTube but I did read this paper Nissa
Tiki when it came out and it was on a
best-seller list quite interesting work
I didn't quite agree with all of it but
he had some great point yeah yeah that's
what everybody man you know oh yeah
that's what everybody sorry there's
people who are like out
prove them to be a fraud you like David
Wilcock well he's a fraud he he
predicted this and like man listen the
stuff that he spoke about changed my
life it resonated with me when I was at
a you know I'm saying a time of
exploration and you know time out there
by myself and so that stuff helped me
and I still vouch for it man it is what
it is you know I'm saying and and they
do the same thing about man leader I
quote him they said well he was a
freemason and a devil worshiper and
you're promoting him or or even Marilyn
Manson I even talked about you know I'm
saying like in some of his music and
some of this you know I'm saying the
artistic side does that mean I agree
with everything to do says no and for
you to try to lump me in that that realm
is ridiculous put me in these boxes you
know YouTube he introduced me to a whole
new world I had never really made the
association of the answer form or
position of the heavens into these
stories until I heard him be able to
show the associations between everything
between fairy tales and and movies - you
know - these are cons the archetypes
that we associate with these particular
numbers the 1 3 4 7 12 that circulates
through every story as above soul of all
ages he's actually telling you things
yeah yeah people try to say like he's a
devil worshiper or he teaches all the
stuff he don't even teach anything he
goes back and shows you what ancient
cultures and secret society believes
he's not telling you to do something or
if he's talking about elementals like
he's not teaching you how to hide I like
worship them or promoting worship of
angels or nothing he's just he's a
historic
and essentially you know the truth he
just read the knowledge forward he's not
advocating witchcraft there to be many
just talking about ancient knowledge you
know because they're not taught in the
public education system it's these
people yeah anyone that's the one that
never read their work for ya well
brother you know my story when I said
when I was in in Christianity talking
about all this stuff man man that was a
that was a roller coaster man like and
when I was when I was telling her about
you know coming out of witchcraft and
getting like really into these spirits
and getting possessed by demons like
that was a very dark place for me right
but when I was demonized by my Christian
you know I'm saying brothers and
constituents and stuff and I was known
as a evangelist in the area and when
everybody who was promoting my work and
having me out at events to share my
story then they started calling me a
devil worshiper and I didn't have nobody
to talk to and that was a dark place man
you know I'm saying of like just being
out there I'm saying feeling like you're
by yourself and that's why podcasts like
this are so awesome because I was
calling in all kind of podcast dude I
was calling the Egyptians up there
talking about tachyon energy and the
force and all that and I'm like I'm
picking that brain and you know checking
out daily you know I'm saying genius
yeah all that stuff man so that's why
it's so important to actually be talking
about this stuff for me and just have an
open mind even if you don't agree with
any of it just to talk about it you know
there's not much other Association the
word alchemy you know stems from needs
the God of Egypt now you know Alice L
which is an ancient deity generic name
and canet was the name of Egypt we call
it Egypt they didn't they called it
kanay yeah commit yep alchemy yeah
people I mean it's a beautiful thing man
you know I'm enjoying the ride and it
definitely comes through in waves but
it's it's
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speaking to Levi O'Brien and I want to
talk to Levi because he was in the
documentary Jesus camp and if you
haven't watched that documentary trust
me go watch it this weekend or as soon
as you hear this and then listen to that
interview because I'm gonna try to fill
in some holes and fill in some gaps so
it's a interview or it's a documentary
that they did on a church that was
really big into spiritual warfare and
stuff and there was this lady there and
the lady was all you know talking to the
kids about spiritual warfare and
training
these kids and they invited the camera
crews to come in and kind of document
everything but when they released it
they spun it in like a negative light in
how they're trying being so militant and
some of the stuff they were doing was
kind of wacky kind of zany kind of out
there but you know what most of those
churches do little weird stuff like that
that's kind of out there anyway but they
put that all in a documentary called
Jesus camp really cool and it's been out
for some years and some of the kids that
were on there they were telling their
story and how they came to faith and
stuff like that and then there was
interviews after that came out like that
church and all that stuff shut down
after that came out and I've seen
reaching interviews with some of the
people and Levi O'Brien was one of the
kids on there and he talked about how he
fell away from the faith and how he
doesn't believe in any of that and he
kind you know people just wanted to
distance themselves from that and so
then I've seen I've checked him out on
Facebook and now I guess he's he's back
in Christianity or working at a church
or something like that so I want to talk
to him about his story man I'm really
intrigued about that and that that whole
documentary kind of blew my mind and it
kind of I kind of hit close to home too
because I've been in the circles and
stuff for years so it's gonna be awesome
that's Monday and then Wednesday we're
gonna be speaking to Tim freak about
consciousness about reality and how to
stay in that that realm because that's
like the thing we need to do we've all
been there essentially maybe not all of
us but most of us have been there and
like once you get there like the key is
on how to stay there and how to stay in
the now stay in the moment
do not let your mind or your
consciousness wander out and get caught
up and for me I call it autopilot we get
on autopilot all the time we got this
routine that we do daily daily daily and
then next thing we know weeks and months
are passed by and we haven't taken the
steps that we need to take to do the
work spiritually or to get where we need
to be in life that we know we're
supposed to be doing so Tim free it's
gonna show us different techniques that
he does and he has conferences where
they teach people how to stay in that
now moment because that's the only
moment that we have right it's gonna be
awesome I'm looking forward to talking
to him I listen to him on Friedman's
podcast and I'm saying kind of blew me
away
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