Psychic Abilities & Open Healings | Brenda Bradshaw

Psychic Abilities & Open Healings | Brenda Bradshaw
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my heart it means the world had some
interesting stuff go on the other day I
was led to submit a song for this
contest a friend of mine put out a
friend of mine did a contest of where he
was going to be given away a thousand
dollars to the winner
and so I woke up with the lyrics in my
head and was prompted by the Holy Spirit
to to go write this song and it's a
topical song it's about people
experiencing our rejection people who
were going through hurting and trial and
then trying to find healing so it was a
topical song and I woke up with those
lyrics on my heart I submitted that song
and I actually won first place and I won
$1,000 man so it's really cool that uh
you know I'm in this in-between place
where I'm trying to balance and do this
full-time and financially it's kind of a
weird place to not have like a dedicated
income where you just had this paycheck
that comes every week and so it's a big
trust issue there and it's awesome that
I woke up let of the Holy Spirit to
write this song and ended up winning so
that that's just uh just an amazing
testimony about trusting God in any time
that we begin to you know kind of doubt
or kind of get in this place where we
don't know what's gonna happen
understand that God one of his name's is
Jehovah Jireh which is the provider and
I trust him for that I trust him to be
the provider and he uses everything man
he uses you guys to kind of help me do
what I'm doing the the leading of
writing songs and being creative and
using creativity to be able to earn an
income doing what you love for a living
not only for me but I believe for you
guys as well
so that's a huge blessing that happened
to me this past week but I want to say
and I'm gonna get into it at the end of
the show because there were some
interesting things that happen with that
contest some weird stuff that I'm gonna
get into that uh when money's involved
things get kind of weird and kind of
tricky and I'm gonna go into a little
bit of detail at the end of the show so
hang around after the guests and it'll
be awesome so phone lines are open if
you guys want to call in I'm speaking
with my guest today
Brenda Bradshaw Brenda welcome to the
program how are you well welcome to you
too Jarek and what you just said was so
interesting and I was listening and I
think everyone who is spiritual meets
the challenge of walking in the world
but walking in spirit that's the big
challenge knowing that we are of the
world in the world or where we are
spirits are anywhere period so we can
say I've been in the world but we really
weren't in the world we were there in
the world walking in spirit so I took
that scripture many times very seriously
because people would say well I have to
be in the world yeah yeah I mean it's
kind of like I have to deal with the
world yeah I got it somebody has to pay
these bills right it's called survival
and once we recognize the fact that we
can use our spirit to work in the world
that's the big jump right there Kirk and
it's a hard jump isn't it make sure that
you feel like well I don't want to be
like the world mm-hmm
I don't want to jump into competition
greed all of those things which could
cost my spirit to go wacko or as Christy
would say wobble I love her waddle
you know I'm wobbling I'm wavering you
see kind of like the weevils and the
wobbles we can push but we don't fall
down we've homie fall down we jump back
up yeah that's spiritual that's
spiritual so whatever you have in your
life
that is a talent and a gift Derek you're
very talented and very gifted everyone
knows that I've listened to your music
and yes the Holy Spirit provides the
gift superior that's it bottom line now
being paid for our gifts is the new guy
on the street God
accepting the blessing is important it's
a blessing
you don't look at money as the same as
the world don't look at it that way I
heard this a long time ago money's
energy yeah just like everything and
we're energy because we're spirit okay
so we are in a world now where we're
sharing our gifts now we have been
sharing them ever since we're children
but nobody said hey here's five bucks
for what you just told me it went like
that it was random
maybe occasionally somebody would do
something for you or you would go to a
psychic fair because I've been to many
of those and the psychic fair was run by
Edgar Cayce so some of the money went to
the readers and some of the money went
to charity I've done so many like that
have you ever done a psychic fair have
not alright well we should get you in
the ball game you're in the music game
though so whatever the gift is that you
were given several several gifts the
Holy Spirit provides the gift when the
person is ready for the gift you have to
say I'm ready for this which you did you
said oh okay I got this song in my head
I've got to do something with it
that acceptance that acceptance is the
energy that expresses the gift that went
through you I've been in this game a
long time now physically I don't think I
look 69 so
Frankie's got yeah that's physical earth
I'm not really on the physical earth
people if you talk to anybody who ever
comes on Derrick show we are dimensional
multi-dimensional and we move in
dimensions now for us to say steady we
become static Eric knows about this
static is not good for us if we find
ourselves what y'all call in the world
bored we get busy we say wait wait wait
go to creativity go to imagination go to
spiritual things and we move right in
that because we cannot stop and be
static and when you see us our image
flashes like that hero the flesh an
interesting way of putting it
Derrick may settle down one of these
days I don't think so when people tells
people a spirit to settle down and get
some roots what about what do we do we
turn into gypsies where do you live now
what are you doing now well I'm doing
anything that comes natural to me cos
I'm supernatural it says you're
supernatural I said yeah
because the image that you see says in
the Bible is deceiving honey so don't
look at the image look beyond inside
what is this human image that you see
what is going on inside of it where's
the Spirit coming from I'm speaking
communication is the only way the spirit
you know speaking from your heart that's
right we all speak from my heart don't
we oh no not everybody some people speak
from their brain a program somewhere way
in the back of your brain you've got
programs and I hear them
as Derek when somebody comes up to him
he can flip a switch and go right where
you are he didn't meet anybody because
he knows the program that you're coming
from his music talks about what's going
on in reality in your reality and you
hear certain words he puts them in there
because that's the way spirit does and
then the world does it true the world is
on a con it's always scamming and con
and marketing and all that kind of stuff
but spirit is blessing the words are
blessing your heart your vibrations and
your frequencies I don't know what do
you say I love it I love it I love it
there's this um you know I've been in
the church circles for a while and like
the prophetic movement in the churches
that was real big for me coming up in
the early 2000s and being around the
prophets and the school of the prophets
and things like that and in there was
just weird realm when someone would
prophesy over you in the Holy Spirit's
there the Holy Spirit comes upon you and
this person is speaking over you and
honestly into you and you receive it in
it's a form of you know getting a word
of knowledge for somebody and blessing
them and so it's been a beautiful
experience of learning how to tap into
that energy the Holy Spirit and and and
have a message from God God is always
speaking always moving it's just being
able to get in tune with what God is
saying for a generation or for a person
and being able to deliver that message
so that that experience is a beautiful
we used to just like seek it we used to
chase after prophets after go to every
time there was a prophet in town we
would go there and we want a word from
God just because of that euphoric
encountering that God knows us and he
loves us and he knows every detail about
us like to be in those streams that's
awesome and I've been kind of away from
that for a long time now and then when I
spoke to you on the phone Oh
during Christie's a podcast radio show
we did and you call it in and you gave
me a reading just out of the blue out
no I was gonna get and it was just that
same feeling like as you spoke over me
come out of the closet it was it was
beautiful
it even even as you're sharing now I'm
still feeling you okay your your other
show when he Damon was going through a
story I'll give you a quick view of my
story my grandma was my spiritual
teacher she was a Quaker and he was
mentioning you know that he had gone
through some particular church service
we all have some type of traditions in
our name yeah it's a mixed bag babies
wherever you come through you kind of
work through it it's called experiences
okay so my grandma was a Quaker my
family my family we're atheists my
grandma was the only one that understood
my spiritual nature and told me don't go
to church no my grandma don't go to
church you'll get wrapped up in this
world man church tradition and I said
okay but you're gonna teach me so I
would go house to house that's why we
did it in the quake person everybody
nobody stood in front of us everybody
sits in the chairs and we all give to
the service and my sister's girlfriend
this is how it started
she asked my sister do you want to go to
Mount Eagle re which is Mount Eagle are
in North Carolina and go with us on a
retreat my sister said no and I said
well I was only a weapon and said well
Brenda do you want to go I said well
sure I'll go it's not really joining
anything it's a Baptist camp and
teenagers went I was only 11 and the
thing was that I didn't know what I was
going to experience I had no clue so we
get there and we're all like you know
everybody's really happy and nice it was
amazing just everybody was so nice to me
and I lived in an abusive alcoholic
family of atheists that
the story all children of God tell it's
the same story the names changed I was
pointed out the Naked City which is a
rule of a names have changed with the
you know protect the innocent mm-hmm I'm
not naming anybody it's the same story
and I believe I was a seed that was
thrown into unfertile Graham and most
children of God for adversity purposes
and to bring our spiritual nature we are
the diamond in the rough we have to be
shaved and shines and that's the maker
and God is the maker in spirit so he
will put that seed and unfertile ground
and that's where we all began the seed
and the sower so I'm here and we're
playing baseball and going on hikes and
at dinnertime the first night the pastor
stood up and said okay I'm gonna give
you everybody a little piece of paper
and a pencil and I want you to write
down what God is telling you Oh God
God's telling me something like why
would God talk to me and I'm like you
know 11 years old I'm hitting a girl
next to me who's like about 13 and I'm
we're laughing we're like I'm not
writing on this piece of paper no way
Jose I got nothing God is not talking to
me and so she didn't write anything so
we just passed it up so that was the
first night we went to bed the next day
early in the morning at breakfast the
pastor said okay you you you pointing to
people going up the mountain with me
hiking
I don't hike I don't go up no mountains
and I'm not going stubborn and
hard-headed as usual with everything new
in my life is it well come on
so I try going up there and he puts us
all in a circle we get up to talk to the
mountain Mount Eagle re which is really
a probably it's called Eagle so we get
up there and he looks at me says okay
your name is Brenda I said yeah how'd
you know he said well I got the names of
all the ones I picked that's a pic for
what he said well okay just sit back and
relax and listen to me
I said okay he said your prophet and I
went oh what what is such he said well
it means that you're gonna prophesize I
said well I got nothing and I don't have
a connection to God except for what
grandma told me I've never really
entertained this I mean I'm like 11
years old he says that's okay that's
okay you know it can't take it back
that's stuck with me you know like you
can't take it back
if somebody plant some seed in you a
message in you negative or positive you
cannot throw it back wow that's a fixed
job they know people mm-hmm you're gonna
message today you can't take it back
okay so that night at dinner he passed
out the piece of paper again I wasn't
playing around because I had that on my
brain all day I'm a prophet what's a
prophet I mean I knew about the Bible I
knew there were prophets in the Bible
but I certainly wasn't in the Bible
so um I was sitting there and then all
of a sudden I'm I started seeing images
in my head and I saw cars being turned
over and I saw fire coming out of the
cars
I saw people pushing on the cars and
policemen and the cars were being pushed
all around I saw a race war is what I
saw an uprising of the black community
that's what I saw it didn't understand
any of it because the thing was when I
was very young we lived in separate
schools segregation was alive in
Richmond Virginia just like it was in
Atlanta Georgia so when I was young at
nine years old I had to go two blocks to
play with a little black girl and every
time I got playing with her my mama beat
me with a stick stay away from them my
mom was very racist everybody my family
still is racist
so it was like what's going on with this
picture and I
seeing this up fries and all these
things come one on and I'm not
understanding any of it but I write it
down and so I didn't sign it
cuz I didn't really want anybody to know
that I saw this cuz that's what you do
you deny the Holy Spirit you deny your
spirit we've all done it we've denied
our intuitions we denied communications
because we don't know what they are they
may be young you may be oh and it takes
us to accept it
mm-hmm and so he said okay let me have
the papers back so I give him the paper
back and he says okay I know this is
yours Brenda I love to him said what if
I was ya belt like I feel like what what
do you mean he said oh yeah
I know you were given this and you're
going in front of the church when we get
back to Richmond you know you're gonna
say this and I'm gonna record it because
it's prophecy this was in the 1950s it
was prophecy of the racial oppressed
happening all over the world the images
were very clear which could have been
nothing from what was happening you know
it was it was the beginning of something
I didn't understand it still at the
church in the library at the church so
the next the Sunday that we got back I
had to get in front of the church at 11
years old of course I was afraid I was
scared scared for most of my life when I
was young because of the
responsibilities you've all been there
okay standing in front of a class my
nose would bleed first time on
television I threw up growing up now but
I did whatever it was I was in front of
that congregation he took me in the
library before we put me out there when
I stood up there you could hear the pin
drop
it was a little girl saying I see an
image it's not a good one
it's an image of war and pain there's a
lot of black people all around and
they're pushing on cars and they're
screaming and fire is everywhere I don't
know I've never seen anything like this
before not on TV or anything because
everything seems so quiet and then I got
went back to the library and he said
Thank You Brenda I never went back to
that church it was just because of that
and my mom was like upset even after
that you know you can't do this anymore
I'll let you do it this time she was
like always fighting anything you know
like your birth parents are not your
birth parents it's not your family
people you know that that wasn't my
family Derrick that wasn't your family
your family is your spiritual family you
could talk Derrick oh I'm listening I'm
just sitting right now I'm just it's a
beautiful story and so many so many
questions come up and it's like one
thing I wanted to address and this is
something I always go back to in the
scriptures where it says the spirit of
the Prophet is subject unto the prophets
and so when I don't know for some reason
definitely like in the church realm they
think that if you get a prophetic word
from God that it's gonna be cookie
cutter and beautiful and everyone's
gonna accept it but you're talking about
being a little kid having dreams of like
famine and people dying in and fire and
screaming and flash burning or whatever
the case is like we've had those
experiences in in the church realm like
I've had them too and they said what
that's demonic we're gonna pray against
it
no no this is I feel like it's God no
that's not God because it's scary it's
scary it's not beautiful it's not like
something that would
you know be shown on Sunday morning
television you know but that's the part
of it the spirit of profit is subject to
the profit so in the churches most
people have nobody to talk to about this
stuff you go to the pastor he has no
idea what the hell you're talking about
never experienced anything like I've had
visions that were prophetic they were
scary they were nasty there were demonic
in nature as far as the information that
was going to come through in the end the
pictures and stuff like that but it's
the spirit of intercession like to draw
you a piece of you to it you know what
I'm saying and I wanting you to do
something about it not just to have the
vision to tell God speaking to me but if
you don't do what you're supposed to
with it he'll quit speaking you grieve
the Holy Spirit like you were talking
about and I'm sure you went through that
too talking about running running from
your calling and things like that so
it's really when those visions man we
have to talk about it because nobody's
you know people they try to talk to it
about it I have a huge listenership of
the people listening or people who were
in church some of them still are many of
them are Christians they have this faith
in Christ or whatever but they bring
their experiences to their congregation
even their small circles they're
demonized whether we're talking about
UFOs we're talking about prophetic
whatever it is that God's calling them
to it seems a cultic which it is the
word occult means hidden right that
which is hidden when we understand that
the Holy Spirit reveals hidden knowledge
to us anyway so by definition the Holy
Spirit will reveal our cold knowledge to
us by definition we're saying also that
I didn't feel at that time I think you
have to look at my age okay
at 11 years old I was not prepared as
many people like one of your one of your
people yet on the show like two years
old way back I know yeah everything two
years back I know my birth I saw my
mother I mean the memory is amazing
and when I when I talk to people people
seem to kind of reject memory as I've
always said this I remember everything
yeah you know I have a good memory great
memory and you probably say that
yourself to memory is is got to be there
it's got to be there you've got to
remember who you are if you don't
remember who you are then you can't be
who you are there's no other
authenticity they'll be able to tell you
who you are
exactly if you don't know your identity
well the thing is like you said I did
attempt it I did go to visit churches
when I got into my teens I did go up to
the pastors and preachers and ask the
right questions which a told me delete
exactly which we've all experienced we
want to ask them what they think what is
the Holy Spirit telling them but they
don't understand that concept the Holy
Spirit is not in a building people you
cannot put God in a box nor can you put
the Holy Spirit where you want him it's
a person it's a person of the Trinity it
has a personality being connected with
the Baptist 4-time Presbyterian Catholic
pity you're the Pentecostals wasn't day
yes person attic man yep
I searched these people out yeah I
walked in there huh I was high as a kite
the Holy Spirit was a movement mm-hmm
and it wasn't because of anybody playing
any music or anybody was touching
anybody you walked in and you felt that
energy of that Holy Spirit in each
person in each person yeah and the man
up front says hey who wants the baptism
of the Holy Spirit
I saw what I heard a baptism water
grandma said don't you ever do that
don't you ever let nobody on you in
water Brenda you don't need that just
take a bath that's a joke
she said you get the baptism is in the
Bible the Great Commission go into all
the world and baptize in the name of the
Father the Son and the Holy Spirit if
you're not under that you're not in it
to win it people yep that water
hey you washed it off well you took a
shower next time you didn't stay dirty
did you Oh gotcha
I got you we have a Baptist preacher
here in Richmond Virginia now First
Baptist Church just announced two weeks
ago to the Baptist people he said wait a
second here people I know you've heard
this I love that because he started like
Jesus I know you have all heard the John
baptizes everybody in water but I'm with
the Baptist people and y'all all been
baptized with Laurel but have you heard
he said you need to be baptized with the
Holy Spirit I could see the Baptist
people heading out the back door one
here on a camera because they think that
they've been saved by the water baptism
we need to look at that story don't we
we need to look at the story of John and
what he was and when Jesus came walking
along What did he say you don't need to
be baptized what you you're the son of
God Dove came down flew on his head and
said I know who you are you doing you
will need to be baptized and people been
using that for a long time he says well
I'm not the son of God I guess I need to
get dunked oh you got the son of God
inside you you got the Trinity you got
out of the temple Aaron knows that yep
you are the Temple of the Holy Spirit
that's good God dwelleth not in temples
made with hands but you are the temple
of the holy spirit and that's why when
we talk about God's house coming to
God's house so what
God's house you know we are the The
Walking Ark of the Covenant
um we got some some people lined up on
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Oh guys hear me is that Li o le o le o
short for Leonardo yeah well of course
it so you got you gave up yeah gave us
some yellow you doing Brenda hey love
you guys yeah well we love you too
already
leo unfortunately static at the moment
and my desire is dwindling he wants to
give me gonna hang in there can I can I
tell you what I'm getting darling
sounded pretty
okay well the L is called the physical
it's a person who has to suffer with
pain yeah it's a suffering situation and
you either choose to continue to suffer
or you accept that you're already healed
so if you're in static right now that's
what we're getting okay leo yeah I I'm
listening I I agree with the other press
okay well what you got to do is choose
suffering has become a normal routine of
my life from the start to finish
yes so what you need to do is choose
different you have free will do you know
that one
have free will I uh sometimes I feel
like I don't have free will sometimes I
feel like I'm just following the notion
let me ask you something do you have a
sister I do well what was her position
older or younger than you
transdimensional II intertwined in
eternity mm-hmm it's an interesting
thing that you just said sir you're a
multi Universal person for some reason
you're pullin everybody's chain so you
have a fake false identity that you
can't take you won't take your authentic
because there are people in your
surroundings that are stopping you do
you feel like you have energy pulling on
you and pushing you I'm sure I'm sure
there's a lot of ethereal cords
connected to me right now that I need a
break
well let's do it well then what do we do
should we pray
could we just be livin freedom what do
we do amen your heart center you're
holding on
that's a grief entanglement with sin
dimensional with your sister God every
man a secret that was your secret
involvement with a secret of your sister
but a secret uh-huh Oh the secret is
that we've suffered much in our
lifetimes and past lifetimes yeah the
secret that's right when you tell the
secrets you release it thank you I have
a secret everybody sees it okay I
thank you for that blessing and
preparing my ethereal chords and for
joining some light on some things I'm
going through you're very you're very
blessed and you're very talented and I
agree you are often of God thank you
sweetie I love you yeah I'll let someone
else call in and receive the the
beautiful insight that you have all
right you guys have a nice day love my
home I'll be - Derek time - later buddy
all right good stuff well we do as we do
we got a caller from Arizona on the line
caller who we speaking with
hi my name is Bertha BER T ard a br tha
tha is that right yeah that is correct
did you go bypass Bert no I'm fine yeah
yeah I hear it okay yeah you're very
involved family person what was the
thing about what was the thing about
your father
they've got tangled up with you huh my
dad left the home when I was about 15 so
you didn't recover did you I'm trying
well we don't try we don't try do it we
have to say I can let's change it in and
that feel better I can I can't change it
I can't I can't okay so you chose you
had free will you chose people that
abandoned you because you were working
through it how many did you choose that
a man how many I don't think I'm
understanding the question ah man father
figure abandoned
ship that means trust issues one one
just one I get one okay so father of a
daughter right so you work through that
right yeah great-grandmother a
connection to a great-grandmother what
is that yeah I would assume that it
would have to be my mom okay yeah but
but somehow another that was a spiritual
thing the great the mom's mom right yeah
yeah see it yeah yeah see it now your
question is about relationships right I
was battling between asking about that
or asking about my daughter but yeah
let's go with that one I'm okay going
with that one
uh I do see I see a battle because it's
with inside you you want to make a
choice but you want friendship but then
you want commitment so you're balancing
right hmm I'm in a way yes I'm actually
I guess my question would be should I
start looking for someone new someone
new besides my daughter's father
we were told I was told many many years
ago that he was supposed to be not
necessarily my soul mate but our souls
were men that comes to this plane and
and tried to work something out since
we've done this multiple time but yeah
together I see a dilemma it's called a
dilemma and it's a spiritual dilemma and
also a physical dilemma now he's in
placement as what he was in many
lifetimes let's look at that in this
lifetime you rejected him from trust
issues correct correct now in order to
be healed you have to heal within the
trust issues to allow him in placement
again but you haven't healed them
because of the abandonment that keeps
going around and ran
with the father-figure corrector
now you can do the healing work you can
do the healing work yourself no one else
can come in and heal you you have to
observe the faith your connection to God
is wavering right now you don't do as
you know to do hook up girl yeah hook up
yeah okay you have some traditions from
mainline religion and it eats at your
soul
I'm strong yeah it's a good soul
I will not God is saying the message is
I will not permit her soul to be eaten
oh she felt that didn't she ah it eat
sent me brand art it eats me just like
pac-man you're a consumer you're
consuming the hate from everything the
programs they put in you you hate your
father for doing what he did you hate
the husband for leaving you and the
trust issues go on and on
I feel ya I'm crying I'm sorry I'm
crying tears toxics the tears of joy and
pain you've been rolled you've been
released in the name of Jesus Christ the
word feel it thank you you're welcome
I thank you thank you very much for
taking my phone calls thank you very
much for talking to me I it's going to
help me it is gonna help me you're
healing
I haven't Brenda I have it say it thank
you
I have
thank you have it I have it you have
thank you hey thanks for calling me yeah
you said he was a UH you said you was a
new listener you said I am I've been
listening to you non-stop for the last
few weeks every morning on my way to
work I put your previous podcast I'm
going backwards so thank you I'm
learning so much and it's helping my
life out a lot that's awesome thank you
so much for connecting with this and you
be blessed if you need anything just let
us know I found out I'm over here in
tears too I'm reading the chat people
are like I'm in tears I'm crying it's so
funny man huh talk a little bit about
this before we jump to the next caller
because okay as a healer right when
you're walking in you're calling and
you're flowing in the Holy Spirit giving
prophetic utterances removing energies
casting out demons casting down
imaginations and thoughts that exalt
himself against the knowledge of God you
get healed in the process too even
people listening if the if the work is
it even for them if they're going
through something similar they may not
even get through or they may listen to
this a year from now and that energy is
still on them I'm steady I got chills
all over me do any work on me you know
what I'm saying so you see it's a
collective consciousness God is the
collective consciousness and whatever
consciousness is out there is gonna be
drawn to God God is omnipresent we know
that he is in the past he is in the
present he is in the future his energy
is with us totality it's not cut up it's
not separate we notice so when we go to
that word of knowledge and hold it like
Chrissy says hold the space mm-hmm I
loved when I met Christie when she told
me about holding his face I'm holding
that space for everyone out there right
now and everyone out there in that space
which is calling up
faith trust will get the energy cuz
that's the Holy Spirit hmm yeah so it
doesn't matter time time is an illusion
it's all divine and I'm bringing in the
divinity inside you the Holy Spirit is
your divinity praise him remember means
awesome got another call here let's jump
to the caller from North Indiana caller
who is speaking with welcome to the show
I think we lost Brenda for a second
maybe her video cut off let's just give
her a second to join but what's your
name Kathy oh hey how's it going okay I
think I'm waiting for Brenda to
reconnect I think we just lost her oh
yeah yeah that's why I wanted to have
her on I'm really I'm real leery about
you know everybody honestly you wanna
you want to test the spirits and make
sure that they're of God and she did a
reading for me on Christy show a couple
weeks ago and when she did I just I felt
the same way so I was like you know what
I want to go into more conversation with
her especially she sticks out to me
because she even approached
from from a Christian perspective you
know she has a she has a faith in Christ
and stuff and so for somebody engaging
her psychic abilities and and that that
side of her to bring Jesus in the mix is
a very interesting point that's what I
like to deal with she has been working
with lightworkers mediums seers and
astrologers people who in their cult for
over 40 years and and she has had
visitations and and encounters with
Jesus so it's awesome how they bring
Jesus into the mix when we're talking
about these type of things I get
messages all the time where people they
don't want me to talk about Jesus
because they're Christian so they don't
want me to kind of mix the occult or
whatever they think I do mix it with
Jesus like they want that for themselves
and they you know would rather me just
stick to aliens or stick to Manley P
Hall or whatever the case says that that
is outside of their realm of belief
system and thinking so it's really cool
to have someone to be able to build with
people who uh who are Christians you
know I'm saying who believe in Jesus and
uh have a relationship with them because
they all come from him and once we
understand under their it becomes more
easier we people feel like they're
fighting against against the Father let
me see Brenda says she's on the phone is
this you bring them on the phone hey I'm
on the phone yeah I don't know what
happened it just cut off and said I
didn't have Senate lost it so I'd have
to go through the whole process
again could be mom it could be my my
microphone thing okay that's on the
phone mm-hmm have you been listening
okay
oh yes I can hear you okay I love what
you were saying Derek and and I think
you read some of my things in my profile
yes I have had a meeting with Jesus yes
I have Eric how did you know I had a
meeting with Jesus I read I read some of
your profile and then I know that you're
a believer one particular one particular
time it was very interesting because I
was I hit the dark night of the soul
which we haven't talked much about on
this show but I know everybody knows
what it is I was going through a divorce
22 years and of course hitting that dark
night of the soul and ended up on a
cement floor at psych unit was not my
choice let me tell you okay and before
that time period it was kind of like and
they're trying to struggle and
everything and we it was like 35 people
we were in I was waiting for my husband
to come down you know from AT&T come
downstairs and we were in the parking
lot waiting and I was just so mixed up
and so crazy and everything that I
looked up in the sky and there was this
huge rainbow and my son was there it was
like 35 people and everybody looked up
and we saw this man who appeared like
Jesus walking down this rainbow and a
white robe and everybody was just going
oh oh like that you know and and we just
stood there and watched and that's all
it was and then the rainbow disappeared
and people went in and no one ever said
anything about it but remember it my son
does - he's 40 but he was nine years old
when he thought he said my remember that
day we saw Jesus walking down the
rainbow yeah sure dude okay who do we
have on the phone Derek this is Cindy
right
I'm sorry okay change your name Wow hey
Cathy you're special you got a name
change real fast is it with the CA th Y
or okay okay so you're the communicator
so CA the talker we're gonna know you
down on the other you got the talking
going on Cathy okay you have a key and a
H together so you've got a spiritual
thing going on yeah you just have to
just get out in public you know and do
it and I think you have and I think that
you've been very physical so you've done
some healing Reiki was that the one you
picked you're rocking the world here
girls you're rocking it okay took your
assignment and you Wow yes I'm just
overcome well we're just nursing thing
Oh what somebody wanted dragged into
nursing or something what's that you do
you really didn't want to work in a
hospital did you yeah but you know next
five years
Cathy listen close you're gonna take
that into the hospital yeah I mean
they're working that in that area right
now you did hear something about that
didn't you it's it's in there I hear it
yeah well you keep listening that's the
Holy Spirit okay he is providing a
really good path for you something here
I don't know if I should bring this up
Wow did you'd lose a child
what is
you do something for me right now real
quick you don't blame your mother you
know that I know that God told me that
it happened I'm in I'm in there Kathy
I'm getting the message you say but
you've got to release anything
circumstantial it was all supernatural
and as you release that then you could
understand you see that child is coming
back in you do know this right no he
hasn't
okay who gave you that information who
gave you that information left the earth
I know that dear but he's not in your
life that's right so he you have a
feeling of loss like he's dead and
you've got to remove that one too I
think talking to the spirit here once
you release all the negative blaming
consequences lost and all that kind of
stuff missing once you do that go to
your heart right now he is mine he is
with me God bring him to me now got it
Gabby okay yeah I got that
I'll do there because I got a very
horrible dream
morning I know about the dream too okay
you can't hide from God gave me the
dream God puts you on this phone God
told me to mention it bingo
Cathy right right Yeah right
you got it going now I see I see I hear
I feel my girl she is on top of it she
knows exactly what's going on this is
her day this is her day this is a Lord's
Day let me rejoice and be glad in it
come on bring it out bring me a
scripture make me our roll make the
power all that's my love you know God
loves you he's always with you he will
never forsake you nor leave you that
child is so with you yes thank you
well receive thank you for receiving
okay yeah yeah I'll bless you all the
way down alive baby
thank you so much awesome okay Derrick
I'll try to reconnect this thing again
if you give me some time here oh you're
good I think we have two more callers in
queue somebody's asking in the chat
Chris Barse my brother he's asking how
many calls he I guess he wants to know
if he should call in if you can get in
okay so somebody saying so so what I'm
getting is Brenda is a high-level shaman
warrior it's with somebody in the chat
with you
yeah exactly yeah I say that's what I am
that's what I am it's part of it that
you if I'm doing this I would you just
click the link that I just sent you and
in the chat if you click it it's I don't
have to reinstall it I'm clicking it
okay I'm launching it's a zoom meeting
choose open link open link it's doing it
check my Auto device I don't know why it
says that if there's failing on my auto
there's technology people this is not
spiritual mm-hm
Mike I don't know what it's doing I
don't I don't know what to do something
is wrong in the in this connection sorry
I can't
I'm not saying I can't I just want water
the light's not on the camera I don't
know why so evidently the camera is not
operating okay we keep you on the phone
then if it's not able to work that's
fine you should but if it's not working
that's fine well the only things that
organ is the audio auto and the pictures
not coming upbeat because the light's
not on I'll just I'll hit it that's what
women do sorry women we bang on things
I'm most banging on it it's not working
it's a connected thing it's just not I
don't have it and okay go ahead and take
a call okay so we have someone calling
from northern Missouri on the line
welcome to the show who was speaking
with Leon oh yeah callin from Missouri
who was speaking with yeah I'm actually
in phoenixes Missouri number okay I'm
Trisha Ricky what her name its Trisha
spelled PRI CIA PRI CIA and it was the
trainer or did you start with Trisha its
Trisha I was named for Patricia Patricia
okay well on the birth certificate is it
on the birth certificate - okay sister
yeah so you're Artie
so you have imagination creativity and
sometimes you get kind of upset with
yourself because you can't use all your
creativity you're just kind of blocking
some of the gifts that's all of this
what do you think yes yeah well you have
them and you want to do some research
you can go in the Bible and look at them
as like new coudl I mean you go in
Corinthians you can see all the
different gifts you were held back yeah
you had your education go here I mean
with somebody interrupting your
education at early age oh yeah they
tortured me yeah you got interruptions
in the flow of your energy and you can
do energy work but I would suggest that
you get somebody is a partner a prayer
partner to work through it I mean you
can go get a healing but if you don't
have anybody who believes in the Holy
Spirit that's what you need and you need
to take the new baptism and that's kind
of where you're heading you heard me
talking about that right being baptized
I've been crying the whole step well you
could be praying cuz I hear you I hear
you and God hears you if I've got here's
your I hear you
Derek here's you see when we're can all
connection together we're one you know
that okay so you got a lot of
communication skills but you haven't
spoke up you've been suppressing when
you feel something intuitive you just
don't give it out so it's a release
inside you are you with me yeah how many
birthday parties do you remember do you
remember any of them at all
a couple and they were horrible yeah so
your birthday it's not a pleasant day
for you is it you don't want to get old
you don't have a birthday you don't want
to celebrate you're not celebrating your
life I've never never I'll tell you what
you do you go get yourself a little
cupcake you put a candle in it every day
man you sit down you blow it I can't
help you make your wishes that you
didn't get to make and when you make
your wishes God will hear them because
you have your desires of your heart
coming out when you blow that candle you
can do this one can't you
I don't know yeah you did you like
cupcakes huh
you like you like nutmeg I like cake
yeah well I like cakes
come on get a cupcake good to put a
candle in huh okay let's look at it
right now
a little cupcake there cop from Boston
yeah you see that pink frosting on a
cake you see it that P monster this is
like oh well let's play candle in it
i'ma light it watch I'll did it look at
it look at it okay blow it I want you to
blow the candle out and make a wish
right now mom okay you see your wish you
see your desire you wish yeah you know
what you wished you know God knows you
wished yeah
god I hurt you you just want you just
want somebody to love you that's all
right
just somebody don't matter right is that
what you wish that you wished they make
a this right now gently wish some
amendment your memories your memories of
good things or bad things Trisha oh you
you're not take the good with the bad
huh Wow yeah that's that's the facts of
life man
well you're on our journey and you met
me so you know what you need somebody
like Derek and me to just kind of say
hey it's okay it's okay
and then you need to say yeah I'm okay
right now yeah say it I'm okay okay yeah
yeah how's that feel I'm still crying
but isn't that pretty good no I don't
care if you cry you want to cry you go
right here cuz I don't stop anybody from
doing anything they need to do we all
need to release crying is release right
but you also
need to start celebrating every breath
that you take because you're not
breathing right now I can't even hear
you breathe I want to hear you in and
out breathe now let it go girl breathe
in and out come on on in and out I want
to hear you breathe you're alive come on
breathe wow that's good that's it going
I want you to think about that all day
long today I want you to hear yourself
breathe you can do that right so yes
ma'am I can do that right yes ma'am I
can do that okay you're feeling better
because you're breathing you're alive
and every breath you take every breath
you take is a new a new allowing to let
the Holy Spirit breathe through you yeah
feel it yeah oh that's a good thing
thank you very much treasure thank you
you're welcome
after you Derek thanks for calling
sister all right we got a couple more
calls here we have a caller from
Northwest Arkansas on the line caller
who is speaking with okay did you say
Deborah de bebé RA say it again is there
a child in the background
yes well I'm picking up on the child
Deborah so let's get a little bit over
top again say the spelling again de bebé
ra okay now you have been surrounded in
your life by jealousy people that are
jealous of you
yeah I could say that yeah that's a good
thing that you're admitting it because
sometimes you get all tangled up in it
if people make you jealous cuz it's an
energy it's an energy girl okay yes
now you're a D and you're like told
Derek when I met him he's kind hearted
and loving and charming I mean you can't
help yourself you're just a good lady
you know he's a good guy but sometimes
people take it the wrong way
don't they yes I do hey wait a second
here I'm just being miss nice guy I
don't mean I want you in bed
you know me never right so sometimes you
have a hard time receiving things I'm
hoping that you got your ears open right
now
oh yeah well sometimes you when somebody
tries to bless you you say no no I want
to do for you ooh
Deborah you've been stopped sometime
right yeah no appreciation because when
they try to appreciate you unless you
say no that's okay but it's not okay is
it Deborah no it's not tell the truth
tell dr. Mearns that truth set you free
girl you are a communicator but you like
that last word I should always give you
the last word because you will just come
and get me if I don't you know I got
something to say bro
you listen to me okay so there's a child
in the background but I don't think is
it a grandkid it's not yes yes I wasn't
connected to your little belly so I was
trying to figure it out without you know
I do remote viewing chess
I mean I got all of it because God's
omnipresent he's everywhere kind of
interesting to think that he's with us
isn't it emanuelle right here and let's
see oh wow what are we cooking all this
cooking stuff Wow
what are you thinking about a catering
service or what what's going on with
that devil oh no I just love gumbo gumbo
on the brain what
do all the cooking what are you cooking
for oh I just cook for my family yeah
but you were asking God what can I do
like part-time didn't you say that oh
not cooking not cooking I feel like I'm
here for I'm here on a mission and I
feel like you're supposed to tell me
something well he already mentioned the
mission and you are the same mission I
am and Derrick and everybody else we're
on the same mission but he says that
you're a really gifted person in cooking
things that was the message I got if you
went a little bit further with that you
got a look at your life and things that
you've done if you don't work by
yourself you fall right in the hole of
other people who are jealous of your
gifts he want you out of there are you
seeing that yes yeah well how would we
do that
well she likes people she likes party
planning
why does she just do her little favors
and cook and God you gotta see God's got
you now he's moved you out of that space
of not knowing what your mission is it's
okay to say we have a mission but we
should know what it is
are you with me on that Deborah yeah
aren't you liking parties and planning
and catering to is a am i hitting it
wrong or just tell me I don't really I
don't really see that no you don't see
it with your toes well the spirit that
look at your spirit that's an inside
thing okay what is your activity I'll go
to Edgar Cayce Edgar Cayce says what is
our activity because our activity is why
we're here it's our incarnation so in
previous incarnations she was always
fixing for people fixing dinners and
caretaking so I wanted you to kind of
understand that that was your mission
are you getting it now do you feel
anything about that now I feel I did
essential oils mix up medicines so you
as you were cooking up medicine huh well
that's kind of like cooking
Edna yeah yeah so you see sometimes it's
words yeah sometimes it's words but you
could do those essential oil parties
could you yeah yes she could she could
she could I hit a little nerve there in
the meantime she could plan a whole
party in the meantime she could make
that little bit of cash she needs to get
herself all duded up and looking like a
beautiful lady once again heading for
the beauty parlor
all right Deborah now I'd be lovely well
let's do it
all we have to do is do it we listen to
what God says and then we say alright I
take that thank you that's all you do
you got it because you're having that
hard time being blessed but you're not
having it now because you know that
you've been blessed by cooking off thank
you I do know I'm blessed and I have
been blessed good girl yes go forth and
conquer I will thank you go forth and
conquer amen
all right we have another call here from
another call in Virginia caller from
Northern Virginia who we speaking with
hello hello hi yes this is Rachel hey
Rachel how are you I'm doing good he
said you would like to really know them
we got a leader yes definitely Rachel
from the Bible I was wondering the Bible
people don't get in here it is the truth
totally rachel is the leader the leader
of the pack but she doesn't want to be a
leader so she kind of jumped in and out
of the position
hard to catch a hold of you Rachel
right on the head well the letters came
when I did a meditation and God says let
me tell you what the letters mean so he
went through the whole alphabet and he
gave me images in my mind and I wrote a
book called God's alphabet it's out of
print and I used to teach classes and I
used it when I was doing the work you
know with the police and lost children
and all that kind of stuff but I know
the letters in fact Christie learned the
letters too so I don't know Derek did
she do anything on you when she learned
those letters Derek no but she did for
my wife and some other people other
friends so yeah you know those letters
are good letters they are really good so
AC is the communication letters of the
alphabet the H is your spiritual nature
the easier involvement with
sensitivities the last thing that you
think of a self sensitive you are but
when you start thinking about it you
have sensitivities so you may have
allergies you may have food out any type
of thing sensitive to environment Rachel
have you had anything like that come up
on your timeline not so much on
sensitivity towards like I'm gluten
allergic to gluten the only sensitive
towards energies though I can steal well
that would be too else that would be the
else yeah well you see you could take
the L off but you're still going to have
some but still going on because you have
a spiritual nature and you've been
hooked in with the New Age movement
where's your Christianity have you
worked any of that lately every day new
movement took a lot from Christianity
but not all of it it's almost like a you
hear interpretations they don't talk
about the Holy Spirit right now and they
don't talk about the Trinity and they
don't blend everything together and this
is the point on your timeline now that
you've entered into our little energy
force right now into our dimension okay
into darkness and this is something that
you've been kind of talking to spirit
about
whether you call the spirit gun odd or
you called the spirit Gaia or whatever
sources you chose
cuz it doesn't matter what you name it
yes that you named it right yes that's
it that's it mine he was talking about
your over djaro is that you know God I
don't how about your names I don't know
any means I mean I withdrew them in my
book and Abraham you got all these
people's names were changed he stars is
Abram then he tacked on a ham on the end
of it not know what that means
take a God knows who we are regardless
of what your name is because he sees you
totally different Rachel but when he
said to me honey you know what you gotta
tell Rachel then she is sent over
sisters that she claims it all the time
and so she thinks she's an impact all
energy takes her over and she absorbs it
and then she falls down to her knees
says oh god I don't want this negative
energy I gotta cut it out no we don't do
that anymore at all and share with me
old paradigm that's the old paradigm you
moved into our dimension never are you
ready to move then ready
self-control rivals and rivals struggle
I'm not struggling Derek's not
struggling we don't even use that word
the word struggle makes the body and the
mind and the spirit struggle hmm yeah
whatever word because God is the word
right yes okay so wouldn't it be better
to say we're not doing something instead
of claiming that we are doing it I am
energy in the Holy Spirit I am using the
IMG know them right yes yes and you say
them so if you do it I am struggling
wait you can't you got it anything that
you put the IME you put behind it you
got it
do you want to say I'm struggling now no
ma'am you get it you get it
oh my god I'm going home man Darry DUI
in four come on bring them out there man
I am gifted I am talented I'm more than
a conqueror I am healed I am saved I'm
set free I'm delivered I'm the
righteousness of God created in Christ
Jesus to do good works amen how's that
feel Rachel I feel I am lifted up I am
remember what do you use that I am you
make sure you put a positive with the
honey because you're gonna get what you
get we were playing we sorbets sure we
know there's energy we know we're living
on a chaotic birth well honey we're not
part of it
unless we say we are hmm
how old is that one about two months
three months well God gives me all the
messages girl I guess I better listen
you better choose you have many
blessings well so do you sweetie pie
so do you what a miracle that one is
yeah well I six six something six pound
three or something like what was it yeah
seven pound I mean he was in the NICU
for the first month of life Yeah right
doesn't sound thing yeah well he got it
he got it going on what's his name sugar
Julian whoo Wow hey that's it that's the
spiritual lot of them but with the
Arnage eh well you got those two going
to hell's two L's yes right double
sensitivity what kind of milk just kid
getting breast gonna nah gonna be hard
when you get it you make sure you check
with that doctor on that okay hmm yeah
because that that you know he's not
getting enough crying cranky sometime
when you don't get enough to eat right
mm-hmm
you need a supplement he needs a
supplement make sure you ask your doctor
okay okay I will in yeah Maine it's
double-l you didn't know you did that
did you
okay he's going to be a lawyer he's
already started debater if he's
uncomfortable he will cry because he's
not comfortable you notice that I mean
yeah changes diapers or whatever that's
not it man he wanted to be in the group
don't go off by himself he is a lawyer
he has been a lawyer and a debater in
every generation that he's ever served
on this planet he is the last generation
the last generation will be the first
generation he is going to stand in front
of the courts in this world and the
world that he was in he will be gifted
he will be talented and you will have to
prepare now for homeschooling right now
I claim that I go job this is this is a
genius he's coming in very strong is
there something about something about
o'clock in May I don't know I see this
timing thing on a on a movement or
you're moving out of where you're going
it's a clock it's not enough time what
are you doing with this there's a lot of
trouble I'm living with his in-laws I am
right there trying to sabotage a
relationship and there's a life where
I'm negative so yes I'm planning to move
out okay the plan is there the clock is
there but you can't look at the clock
and say now you're holding the clock
here you can't do that yeah you got to
go with the flow honey your intentions
are correct but you can't go negative
no one is sabotaging you no one can
sabotage you you're powerful so don't
give them the power Rachel I thank you
don't give people your power I love you
the baby loves you the baby's counting
on you yes the uncomfortable is there
yes you have absorbed what you call
sabotage no look at it and say I don't
think so the clock is mine God has me in
his hand he is with me no one can come
against me hold on I will
this plan Brenda and the Holy Spirit
says yes you will take this plan and you
will do the plan you don't need a man
say it I don't need someone to rescue me
I write in your rescuing you keep
thinking maybe you do but God has
already said no I gave you that baby for
a reason and the reason was love oh oh
I'm gonna cry
beautiful okay I'm saying I haven't had
so yes he blessed me love yeah he's good
at that blessing her with love thank you
so much bye bye bye thanks for the call
Rachel awesome am i touching you a
little bit on that one Derek I felt
something come up look little click in
the spirit I was good yep real good good
stuff it's always good when we're right
on right sometimes it's hit or miss I
mean that the people don't you know a
lot of people think of all if you're a
sidekick you should know this and you
should know but we work off of energy
you know what I'm saying and it's how
good you get or how used to reading the
energy you are and sometimes it's it's
hitting miss but there's grace there you
know what I'm saying so it's beautiful
whenever you're right on and you hit it
we got a couple more calls here I guess
we can jump to some more if you cool
with that yeah you know here miss when I
first started in radio which was back in
1980 okay I was on wor be a 50,000 watch
station and I recorded all my shows and
I would go home and listen to the shows
and count my hips and my missus and that
drew me and when you're doing anything
like this you probably listen to your
music and your shows too when you listen
back you hear things and you make the
collections yeah you say so that's the
common learning
go ahead yeah it's a learning process
yeah yeah man that's why it's that's why
it's good to be able to do this stuff so
we can teach you know we have a
something that we're gonna be starting
this Thursday supposed to do a last
Thursday but I got under the weather my
sinuses started attacking me man it's
pollen but we're doing the school of the
Mystics and so we're gonna be doing a
prophetic course of teaching people how
they can engage the prophetic and learn
to hear the voice of the Holy Spirit
speaking in their lives so that'll be
Thursday for all you guys who are
interested in that that'll be good and
but it's all about trial and error and
being in a safe safe environment where
you can try it wouldn't it be weird to
be in it we're in an environment where
if you've messed up you were condemned
you know but even in the Old Testament
in the Old Testament the school of the
prophets that's a biblical term yes they
did they hung out together they ate and
sup together and they taught one another
how to move prophetically there was a
school for it and they all played music
they all had instruments and it was
something very beautiful and so it's
cool for us to have a safe spot of what
we're able to do that here too and and
teach people to kind of move in
confidence and which the Holy Spirit is
the master teacher right and the Holy
Spirit's gonna be the one to lead you
and guide you but he uses us he uses
people man so well if we're available
remember now the availability and the
receiving is primary the primary thing
that we need to keep bringing into the
light when you talk about you say I am
the light and that means that you are
the light that means that you have to
bring others into that light in Vince
I'd them I've often told me but you
can't change people if it's called a
resistance when you talk nobody you
don't want somebody changing you but the
Holy Spirit has a way Derek like you
said the Holy Spirit has a calming
effect
there's no pushing or pulling here once
you give the message so it stops I mean
it is the word
I mean I've often said to myself well
give me the word you know give me what
to say to this person before I even
start yeah
and the Holy Spirit says in the Holy
Spirit the Holy Spirit speaks through
you and that's that's the you know
that's what you call the truth and it's
always the truth and you may be thinking
like you said maybe I hit or miss I mean
because I'm human
well we got to put that in there right
so the human may be in resistance to the
full message so when I'm telling
somebody something I'm listening as
close as I can to what the Holy Spirit
you know giving me mm-hmm and I know
it's gonna work because I have the
confidence like you said once you're in
the safe place I like that
yep as we see in part we know in part
and we prophesy in part
and so we usually get a piece of it it's
usually not the whole thing we have to
kind of interpret it in the signs and
the symbols and divisions and things
like that to kind of make sense of what
God is saying to this particular person
so with that being said we got a couple
more calls here let's go ahead and jump
to a caller and caller from Western
Kentucky caller who was speaking with
hey can you guys hear me yeah what's
going on Andrew what's going on you know
Derek don't you Andrew I've been
following them for a couple of months
now I'm a I'm a big fan I'm definitely
I'm almost a little nervous to be on the
phone with you dare to be honest but
it's cool I'm glad to be here yeah we're
happy you're here Andrew you're the a
you're the beginning of the alphabet
you're Alpha and Omega your life has
been topsy-turvy you're always following
something and when you get there you
always say oh I don't need to follow
that anymore so you're an explorer
that's what God's telling me yeah number
one I can't tell you how many times I
see you doing things that I never did
before what the hell let's go do it
yeah
that's actually a really good call I
mean that's that's kind of been my life
a wonderful life it's a wonderful life
because you risked it you risked your
physical body and when you risk and
talking to people who are risk takers
risk takers are faith takers you're a
faithful person that's okay that other
guy failed at it I'll show him I don't
know faith I can do an ollie off of this
wall you know I'm playing skateboarder
you deceive me Andrew Brenda that's
actually really amazing you just brought
up to the skateboarding reference that
was that was a big part of my childhood
actually used to travel for
skateboarding
I went to skateboarding cats and it's
really ironic holy spirit let her claim
it right now baby those boards cost a
lot you split a many of them you're
absolutely correct about that oh you had
pressure
you had this whole e squared you said
flashover no fracture I still have a
skateboard a little risk-taker my little
fast face man you try going on channel
that ain't got the Holy Spirit you a go
get none of that good stuff you ain't
gonna have anybody know you like God no
[Â __Â ] you got me God looks at our heart
his heart and his passion was to be
anything that he chose to be at that
time right now he's on a timeline oh yes
he's working it again he said now what
can I do with all this that I do Brenda
well I could teach others and I have
done some of that too I did teaching but
my determination was really just to show
them and walk away because
no you can't teach everybody everything
all the tricks Andrew said that many
times you know I'm gonna let them go on
their own merry way even though they do
things that I don't approve of because
he stays out of judgment
Derek andrew has a problem he doesn't
want anybody judging him so he's not
gonna charge anybody you're perfect for
this situation today are you in Turin
yes ma'am
we all want what we want we all need
what we need but some of us step back in
eco this has been your last month
stepping back from eco Andrew are you
with me yes I am very much so God is so
good to me but I never thought that God
would give me the things that I see
right now around me now I want to give
them away
the purpose of it Brenda I wanted and I
needed and now I got too much and now I
got to give it away Andrew in the Bible
just like him aren't you
you know Andrew in the Bible yes I do
yes although the same circumstances and
you're working those circumstances who
instantly named with em coming in Oh her
name is Melissa
yeah she's uh she's been a big part of
my life for the last eight years or so
yes I love Michelle I love her with you
encouraging and guiding and leading and
you never asked for anything
wasn't that beautiful yes it was that
still is very beautiful and it's getting
very very beautiful God gives me a
message that the two shall walk together
hand in hand all the way all the way
now you didn't mention Arizona did you
did you that I know mention that but
yeah I've got ties to the West
yeah I've spent a lot of time these last
couple of summers working in the West
yeah
I'll leave my home and I go there yeah
I've been through Arizona you and her
Sedona very shortly he is oh my goodness
he said oh my god when you know the
goodness of God you will say oh my god
and don't be afraid oh my god was
actually created by God uh-huh yes we
know that we're not good so we can't say
oh my goodness well we say oh my god
making sense Andrew yes ma'am it does
absolutely loving kisses to you and to
us
thank you so much no little blast okay
okay you've been amazing thank you thank
you Derek I appreciate you man hey man
how'd you find my work pocket spotify
podcast this is andrew jackson yeah man
thank you for the support bro yeah yeah
absolutely man it's great to be able to
actually speak with yeah it was pretty
nice so I look forward to talking to you
some more soon personally yeah hit me up
if you want to come on Thursday nights
man you have access to that and
hopefully this Thursday we should be
good to kind of move forward with the
school of the mystic since all that
stuff I'll post all the info man so yeah
wonderful wonderful yeah thank you guys
so much Brendan thank you so much honey
I really appreciate you and Eric I
appreciate you too buddy I mean you have
a good one yeah
Shalom peace Andrew Jackson oh my love
that
Andrew Jackson without the president
right we have a president okay
North Carolina Carlo was speaking with
okay this is Western North Carolina
hello yep where are they with Caroline
hello North Carolina what's your name hi
I'm Leslie le f li e so what why why oh
it's a y on the end Leslie le s no I in
Hawaiian yeah okay Leslie are you late
twenty's Leslie are you in the 25 to 30
range oh yeah yes kind of
yeah kind of sorta oh I gotta go there I
got to go there push here I gotta go
there Leslie
well Leslie what do you make of all this
stuff we've been talking about I'm just
well I listened to the podcast yeah did
you got you ever heard anything like
that before
um yes
oh you did you heard someone giving
messages from the Holy Spirit just
bowing on their ways
oh well that's pretty good then well you
have a L so that means that you're kind
of like physically going through
something right now how do you feel this
morning I feel good okay what did you
have dear mm what do you mean a physical
ailment did you have something recently
no so you've been well mm-hmm good good
so are you right now doing something
physically like losing weight
or I would like to lose now I would like
to do well you got the physical stamina
you're supposed to be doing things
physical because your L that your
purpose anybody will tell your purpose
was to kind of get in shape no mmm okay
if you thought it though right yeah yeah
I would think about exercising well
let's get it on let's get it all right
yes it would be it would be good for you
and it make you feel better and then
then you could say to yourself wow I'm
looking good because sometimes you don't
really think you're so good lady and
sometimes you think maybe everybody else
is better so you're doing a lot of
comparison now with people kind of on
the outside right looking around you
right yeah yeah you look inside your
spirits in the great shape okay so you
get a little bit of intuitive feeling
sometimes you dream yeah yeah not really
with my terrain so much but just like
other stuff other stuff that's happening
that's like intuitive and I don't really
know like what direction to go in
yeah and and actually did you kind of
like stop education something about
maybe you want to go further with that
um well I wasn't I was in school but I
kind of I mean I was like I was going to
go pick up something I really really
wanted to do but I kind of stopped going
cuz that I had some problems with the
teacher or whatever but yeah well you
you know what but the thing about it is
that actually I'm saying something like
a trade school kind of situation maybe
like it maybe beautician or something
I'm still here beautician talk
it wasn't beautician it was it was to be
an esthetician which is kind of
which is kind of like a beautician but
for like the skincare but I think need
to finish so I wasn't for it but I
didn't get the tray - for because I had
some issues ative well I just want to
show you that God said that that's not
over okay that is a gift
that's your gift right there really
there you go that's it so get over the
stubborn hard-headed nestling with a
teacher because you will learn so much
and then you'll get your certificate and
then you can get on with your life how's
that so am i ok so am I supposed to go
back there because go to a different
school I don't wanna go to that same
school I was like supposed to like a
different one
well you talkin this around do you want
me to make the decision are you gonna
make it I mean cuz I'm not there I can't
hold your hand I'm gonna give you free
will right now ok you ready yes free
will you make the choice you have the
gift you go for it you will you want
permission
I don't do it I'm not your mom yes I'm
not you don't need permission you know
you're an adult right right
yeah if I if I go back this time will it
work out like what I actually finish go
go go your yo yo yo yo yo you ready I'm
gonna stop this right now we're gonna
stop the yo yo
see cuz you say I'm gonna go your diet
is that you is that true
I don't really diet no no well your
yo-yo in here you're going up and down
up and down your energy is moving up and
down come on Leslie balanced come on
hold it in hold it in a second got it
mm-hmm
you got a dog no you need a dog you got
a cat I want a dog that don't have one
you need a dog you need to calm yourself
down because right now you're jumping
you're jumping all over the timeline I
want to bring you to center I want to
bring you in balance
okay you make your own
life you create which you want to create
you ever hear that before
mm-hmm then create this okay let's do it
go back to the school go back and get
your certificate
don't be creating negatives we don't do
that do we
Leslie no okay is that your answer is it
inside you yeah yeah yeah because if I
told you what the Holy Spirit said go
back and you said yeah yeah yeah they're
thinking about it without the truth um
yes so the truth set you free you're
free now
go got another question but you do what
is what is that what is the energy in my
hand in my hand you have energy in your
hands yes yeah I started like it just
started like last year so I'm just
reading this I'm trying to figure out
like how to work with it because I don't
really know like what it is okay it's
called carpal tunnel know that I can not
that kind I don't think it's that kind
of you determine energy is did you go to
a doctor and have them I'm not a doctor
did you go and have your hands examine
because it sounds like you're having
nerves that are jumping around in your
hands on my like spiritual guide yes
your energy yeah I don't think it's like
carpal tunnel a something yeah like yeah
like we have some of that too
she may Derek I'll agree with that but
she's got a lot of nervous energy too
yeah I just got a nervous energy but
that's not I don't think it's related to
that this was like energy that kind of
happens that night kind of like your
head around you talk about restless leg
no I got that no no no I'm just know
like I like make you type energy like
like my hands do movements and stuff oh
you're right you're a I can say that
most of my elves that I've gone through
have learned some type of healing and
Reiki it's a physical letter so if you
want to do any of that maybe you're
getting signs of it before it actually
of course yeah definitely I mean Leslie
you you can do anything you want with
the energy right yeah well I would use
it for positive I'm not giving you any
permission here I gotta be careful how I
talk to you because you look for
approval from outside again a lot will
you kind of go with me on that you have
asked people to answer your questions
and that's kind of like funky wood
around me okay because I know you have
the answers for your own life okay yeah
this is a little bit ahead of you but
you're coming up strong girl okay thank
you thank you awesome thanks for calling
Leslie is what it was okay see Leslie
Leslie yeah what the hell in her age
range and in really I have to say
something about this it's not only the
age physical there is a spiritual age
that we don't actually know and so your
mindset you know the old one used to say
you're only as old as you think you are
because I think I'm 15 or 11 or 12 I
really you know and my physical
represents that because I believe
whatever you do spiritually overcomes
the physical I think you're on that too
right Derek mm-hmm yes I am well let's
see that's that's the majority of the
calls we got through a bunch of them let
me see what question I had for you I
guess and there was one that kind of
popped up in the chat as well talking
about like bridging the gap between like
talking about the energy work or occult
stuff or psychic abilities and stuff and
how it bridges with Christianity and
like you know there's a lot of people
who were listening who child
about the stuff in the church and and
they get blacklisted and blackballed and
ghosted and outcasted and stuff like
that
did you ever have any of those
experiences or did you kind of kind of
set that up early where you didn't
really try to find acceptance in the
church realm or anything like that well
yeah
dereck sure I think all of us try to
find acceptance everywhere we all want
to belong and and I have to tell you
that when I lived in Florida I worked
with the Florida coast team I've done
the electronics with that voice
phenomena I know most everything about
paranormal I did research you mentioned
as the first seeking we are seekers and
you're the truth seeker so I appreciate
your name that you chose that because we
are seeking and what are we seeking
taking the kingdom where is the kingdom
so we once we seek and we find that the
kingdom is within then we have to
increase that energy inside of us
knowing that we are the children of God
all of this has works in the identity
and I defined my identity like you did
like everybody did and I accepted this
in my life my grandma said you need to
check this out you need to seek you need
to go here you need to go there get a
big picture of everything Christy
mentioned the bridging to me one of the
last shows that we did I thought that
was just wonderful yeah there's a bridge
it is it feels like a gap but know that
if you build a bridge to anything to
cross a river or infrastructure you're
working with your spirit and you're
building bridges you know because I
remember many jobs that I had I started
as a telephone operator a long-distance
operator and totally not accepted in
being able to do what I was doing I had
a switchboard with lights on it and I
knew what who was behind the lights
which was very unusual for many people
who was telephone operators and I had to
know because I had to
have a certain amount of calls per hour
you say and I would only take the
certain calls that I knew exactly what
they were and everybody was saying how
do you know I said because I can see the
person remote viewing I didn't know what
I was doing exactly but I would get 35
calls from our other people only getting
10 or 12 because they got hung up in a
call and my calls would just zoom you
know a little bit and they would say how
you doing this teach outside no no I
can't teach you how I'm doing I see
these things and of course every job I
had I used my gift now many people are
in the world and they never use a
spiritualist so I did hit I had a brick
wall Derek I was 35 and couldn't keep a
job because mr. jobs I did were
telephone work or secretaries or things
like that and I knew who was on the
phone and it wasn't comfortable for
people I talked to somebody about being
comfortable everybody wants to be
comfortable nobody wants anybody to know
anything about them and I remember that
making people comfortable when I first
came out I scared people
Derek you ever scared people by your
gift yes and yes okay my first time out
of the closet you know was at Stanley
stick Meyers restaurant which was a
restaurant that had a fortune-telling
room and I said well I think I'll call
him up and I'll be his fortune teller
I'll dress like Jesse rose and he said
well you want to be a waitress I said no
I just want to be a fortune teller I
want to go around in the restaurant and
read people's palms because I can read
palms I can do all of them because when
you when you actually open up that gift
box Pandora's box you got all of those
gifts you just have to accept them so I
would go around the restaurant actually
see what flipped me money to tell people
at the table what they wanted me to tell
them and I'd always end up telling what
I knew was to be true and the person who
gave me the money fell off the tape fell
to the floor so it was like okay this is
fun but I was scared people left and
right yeah and then and then and then I
then I've been just heroes for long
enough I made $150 in tips you want
hours work one hour's work of course I
donated to charity so bad you know
because of the money thing like you said
I've had to overcome it so I would give
it to people who needed it you know cuz
I love doing it it was fun like Christie
says it's fun Brenda have fun have fun
have fun
money's there but have fun anyway so I
started there and I'm glad I started at
the restaurant because Matt Lauer from
the Today Show walk get oh my god he
wasn't with the Today Show he was with
PM magazine a small local thing here in
Richmond and he said we're doing a
segment on handwriting we need somebody
locally just show some because I was
also handwriting experts for the court
so you say well you do a little segment
I said yes if you let me read your palm
Matt Lauer and your handwriting and I
did I told him exactly what run and at
all times
then he would make it 20 years and he
did and then he would be married and
have three kids I went through that
whole thing with him
Matt Lauer was one of my first famous
clients I'm like oh yes do you tell
anybody that no because he's in like
that water right now but Matt will
concur matt has always been a fighter
and he will conquer all this other stuff
so there's the time like you Derek you
meet people like y'all we're talking
about on that other podcast you made
people and they come into your life and
they leave like The Celestine Prophecy
you read that right yeah you meet people
with messages you don't know if they're
gonna stay you don't know if you should
talk to them but you just do the best
you can with whoever you meet I don't
know where I went with this line of
thought you were talking about if I
bridged it yeah I was always falling
down the hole but when I was 35 and went
to the divorce I couldn't keep a job
other than being a psychic because you
know what the heck so I was just curious
that look at all these people own army
you say why won't they hire you I said
I'm a psychic
they said sign right here
we're gonna get you a psychiatrist I
said oh great and then we're going to
give you money not to work that's what
they did
mental because I claimed I was a psychic
what do you think of that God works in
mysterious ways man you mean I don't
have to get a job I can just kind of
like collect Social Security which I did
under mental because no one is a psychic
in the world a real one and when I would
meet all my psychiatrist you know what
we'd spent the session with I did
readings for them so it was kind of like
always fun fun fun but you see how God
does work in mysterious ways
he brought us together yeah he brought
me and Christy together he brings her
people together for his purpose right
daddy does that he does well Brenda I
appreciate you coming on hanging out
with me it's been a blast we're done
like right at two hours now we have to
do it again soon you're amazing I
appreciate you well let me tell ya we'll
be checking out your music and your
podcast and I've listened to some of it
and God has put the gift in you darling
and you're right we hung out and we did
it like God be the glory
thank you so much truce taker let's do
it again
I'll be back confessions let's do it
again and again and again until God says
no do it again if you guys would like to
see Brenda Bradshaw come on the show
again and do some more readings and hang
out and talk about some of her
experiences y'all make sure you let me
know in the comment section or if you
listening to this on the podcast in let
me know in the email all that good stuff
man wow that was an amazing show that
she's the real deal man she's the real
deal and God uses peculiar people man
like you just people with personalities
you know what I'm saying you could be
yourself and and you don't have to be
somebody else you'd be who he created
you to be it's okay to have a
of humor to laugh to cry obviously we've
been through all these emotions during
this show I've been sitting here going
through them with you guys so man it's
just been beautiful before I brought the
guests one I talked about a contest that
I did and released a song I wrote a song
for this contest that my friend Tariq
put together and I won $1,000 on won
first place and it's a pretty cool song
it's on my facebook it's on YouTube as
well
it's called scars and it's essentially
about someone who's going through a
battle two people going through a battle
of being rejected and and trauma and
stuff like that and then find healing at
the end so it's kind of set up that way
in a way I won the contest the contest
was $4,000 and it was just right on time
it was a god thing because I'm doing
this full-time now and we're praying
we're believing that God led me to this
for a reason that I won't have to go
back to work and drive a truck for a
living or something like that I can
support myself through my my music my
podcast my endeavors and definitely my
patrons man thank you guys that's why
that is so important so I won the
contest a thousand dollars that's a big
deal it's a big deal for someone like me
right
able to pay some bills able to keep keep
going a little bit a little bit longer
so but it was some weird stuff that kind
of happened with that I'm gonna tell you
two instances man I'm not gonna name
these peoples names but uh but I'm gonna
tell you what happened so I had a friend
and this is somebody who was kind of out
there going through a really hard time
right now honestly doing weird stuff on
social media I'm talking about posting
posing nude a guy posing nude on social
media taking pictures of himself like
crazy weird off-the-wall stuff getting
into a lot of trouble and I've tried to
be there for that person especially when
someone's going through the one of the
seems to be the toughest time in their
life right you want to try to be there
for these people instead of like you
know giving him the boot
whenever everybody else is like that's
when cuz I've been through that I've
been at a time of my life where people's
like hey watch out for true seekers stay
away from him he's off the deep end he's
crazy bla bla bla and I know how that
rejection feels I know how it feels to
be ghosted and for have everybody to
turn their back on you
we went through similar experiences like
that with her with another friend of
mine who people found out I was in a
band with a guy and we come to find out
people find out he was doing gay porn
and and for us coming from a small town
that was that was insane like nobody
knew it it was in secret and they've
sent pictures and people found out and
then everybody knew people who haven't
talked in years were reconnecting over
hey have you heard about so-and-so in a
lot of Christians that I talked to for
this guy they were like yeah I don't
want to talk to him anymore
if I see him in public I'm just gonna
turn my back to him and I heard that
from somebody then I started hearing
that from multiple people I don't even
want to look him in the face I don't
want to pop a bomb like ma'am and this
guy knows it's starting to get out so
this like this could be like traumatic
for this dude for like you know it's
coming out that everybody knows they
he's his secret stuff is coming out to
the limelight and everybody knows about
and their gossip and they're talking
about it in the Christians the church
folks are turning their back on this guy
when they probably he probably needs
them the most right you're going through
some weird stuff like that and so I made
sure when I found out man I heard these
Christians say I'm not gonna talk to a
man dude bah bah bah bah so you know
what this is I need to reach out to the
guy so I was like you know I know what
it feels like to be rejected because of
what you do or what you believe or
whatever so I made sure I reached out to
him and so a very similar fashion man
with this other guy who's kind of going
through a hard time I made sure I
reached out to him and just made sure I
was there for him but some it's kind of
got weird man
drugs are crazy drugs will make you do a
lot of crazy stuff pain pills too much
alcohol
methamphetamine crack cocaine stay away
from a lot of that stuff man it's not
good
so anyway this guy was post posting nude
on Facebook and stuff he I thought won
the contest he congratulated me and said
thanks you know he said uh
congratulating me for winning and blah
blah blah body and said you know what
I'm not even gonna ask you for the money
that you owe me I was like what he said
yeah I wrote that song and and gave you
the lyrics and gave you the inspiration
and I'm not gonna ask you for the money
and then I was like okay I'm not gonna
really entertain that thought because I
know you're going through some weird
stuff right now but then he started
accusing me of stealing that song from
him which was kind of crazy like he just
started saying that I did Oh him I owed
him half of the money that I won and get
I don't he started like blowing me up on
social media then he started calling me
and I finally answered and he was just
going off some weird stuff and finally I
was like man look I'm praying for you
man I love you but you need to get clean
and that's just crazy man it was like
insane if somebody this somebody real
close to you end up having like these
type of episodes and uh you have to be
careful the things that you say cuz you
can't take them back you know you can't
I was playing I was going through a
rough time out of the uh out of the
mouth the heart heart speaketh you can't
take back words man say sticks and
stones may break my bones but words will
never hurt me know words are powerful
words are weapons words can be used to
speak life and bless people or can be
used to harm people to kill to destroy
to tear down so we have to be careful
with the words that we use we can't take
them back
I've had a lot of friends that I'm so
forgiving and it's kind of a kind of a
downfall at times that I forgive so
people so many times and they just keep
coming back and back and only to kind of
set me up to play me for a fool
I guess just happens to me my wife if if
you offend me or my wife she'll cut you
off and it's over but I'm more graceful
on the other way but it can be bad you
can let people use you you're right you
keep coming back to people who are
abusing you and
using you for what they can get from you
and stuff like that so you have to be
careful because you can't take stuff
back man you have to be careful what you
say whether you're on drugs or not you
can't undo that even if you you can
forgive but you can't forget you can't
act like this didn't happen so this
person spoke all kind of crazy stuff to
me man
I had to block them had to cut them off
you know peace be upon you get clean you
know what I'm saying
God has a call call on your life but you
know you're running from it you're
running to this other stuff so that was
something happen out of that two out of
the contest thing you know and there was
money involved it gets really weird
really squirrely man but the stuff that
goes on in people's heads especially on
drugs is it can get really weird
another thing something with this
contest that happened it's so weird all
this contention behind it like this
other guy applied for the contest and he
wrote in a song recorded a song and I
sent it in he didn't win and then he
started messaging me and the guy who
hosted the contest saying that we rigged
it and I only won because I was a friend
because the guy knew me and and he
talked about like taking the dude to
court and all kind of weird stuff of a
contest that he hosted himself and I won
because of I got more views or whatever
the case we it was that I was selected
to win but it was really weird this guy
sort of messaging me and stuff wanted me
to show him proof where I won and blah
blah blah then he's like all your
friends with him and so we're under an
investigation I was like this is insane
this was crazy it's crazy people out
there
crazy people really do exist stuff that
man and this guy he just kept on and on
and on and so the guy who hosted the
contest he had to block them
I didn't block him I deleted his comment
he commented on my thread saying yeah
it's a good song but it's so weird
because I wanted to lash out at him
because the song two dudes submit it he
should let somebody else sing it you
know I wrote I wrote the course for my
song but I didn't sing it I couldn't hit
those notes
but uh it's insane man this guy's
submitted a song that was not good at
all to the contest
and and he lost and then he had like
this contention with me because I won is
so weird man all these just it was just
really weird I had to go through that
with that but uh I guess there was a lot
of money on the line maybe I would did
the same thing too you know if that guy
would've beat me or something but uh
it's insane man stuff we go through an
owner day-to-day battle and then if you
guys know to the last the last trying to
read these chats he'll there's a comment
so I'm chatting but the last podcast
that I did I talked about having a gummy
THC marijuana gummy experience that was
not good had a panic attack my heart
started racing couldn't breathe crazy
stuff happened right
I went into detail about that on the
last podcast I ended up cutting that out
making a segment out of it and posted it
and somebody asked me to take it down
because I mentioned their name so I had
to be careful about mentioning people's
names and stuff man because like you
know did it cuz I cuz they gave it to me
right this person gave me the gummy and
I mentioned their name I tried not to I
kept saying my friend my friend my
friend my friend and then I mentioned
something good they did and I said their
name and I didn't want it to kind of get
tied back to this person's wife and they
have a career and all this kind of stuff
right so it had to be careful with that
he asked me to take it down so I took it
down but I edited and took the person's
name out and reuploaded it because a lot
of people were interested in it why I
don't smoke weed or why I quit and I
just kind of went into detail and it was
a pretty emotional experience and so
that was that was on the last episode if
you guys want to check that out or you
can just look it up if there's a segment
if you type in true Sica weed or
something like that you should better
find it in youtube but um very very
crazy man and it's been been really
weird trying to balance you know talking
about this stuff openly I think that's
one thing that that that's one reason
that my show is doing so good right now
is because I'm talking about this stuff
openly when those other people want to
they would love to come on here and talk
about this kind of stuff but there's
that fear there because they have a
professional life or they have a
professional job and they may get fired
like and I talk about this all the time
I was told not to talk about this stuff
openly like when I was working my job I
did it though like I felt like I was
doing a disservice to people if I kept
it to myself
and whether that be mushroom experiences
was it that just be talking about aliens
or or you know seeing UFOs or whatever
the case is like people won't even talk
about that because they they're afraid
of the judgments of others and so it's
about embracing your identity finding
out who you are and not hope don't hold
it back man don't be afraid I know it's
like you have to count the cost
essentially you know what's it worth to
you to do this kind of stuff um I do it
I do it openly and it's paid off I don't
do it and here's the thing I don't do it
openly be all you in a good spot now now
you have supporters you have money
coming in you don't have a job you can
talk about it open know I've been
talking about this from day one when
everyone told me not to when everybody
said hey man be careful because if your
boss finds out you're promoting
mushrooms or if your pastor finds out
that you've had mushrooms trust me your
church friends your father-in-law
your mother-in-law all these people
they're gonna reject you above robots
gonna be bad but you know what that's
the piece of meat like if for me to act
like that doesn't exist or keep that
that's just your personal no we got to
talk about this stuff and the reason
that my show is doing so good thank God
praise God but it's because I'm being
open about this stuff from my belief
system as a believer as a Christian
right it's okay
just to be who you are and it's it's
it's working and and everybody needs to
do that that should be contagious when
you see somebody being authentic and not
being scared
to have whatever encounters they are
ought to be okay I mean it could be done
in the smallest ways with music I know
there's Christian circles that like if
you say you listen to a certain type of
music they'll reject you in those
circles and that was even funny to just
like back in the day my Christian
friends would be scared too like my
comments or like my post on Facebook and
stuff because it'll send an alert that
so-and-so like true seekers video or
something so like true seekers comment
it'll send out on an alert and their
church friends would message them hey
watch out for that guy that got some
false prophet watch out for that guy
that guy has psychics on his talk show
watch out for that guy this time about
guard your flock cuz we had an inside
joke about it that we couldn't even do
that on people couldn't like myself on
social media because they would get
scrutiny like the people who were in
churches or stuff alright it's so funny
what we'll do or act like we like or
don't like because of rejection or
acceptance of others if you live for
other people's acceptance you'll die for
their rejection I had to experience it
firsthand I went through it I went back
and forth with uh
I don't like manly P Hall I don't like
lost children to Babylon I don't I don't
like UFOs you know whatever the case is
I don't look I don't research that stuff
anymore I used to but now I'm all about
Jesus you know and just so that these
people would accept me you know hoping
that they would and they and they but
then again when I would do that I would
feel like I wasn't being authentic I
would feel that I wasn't being true with
the person that God created me to be
with these things on my heart to have
these conversations that other people
don't have doesn't mean I endorse it
because I get somebody on here who like
summons
angels or demons or whatever it doesn't
mean I endorse it because I'm I just
want to have the conversation like I'm
open to having the conversation so when
we get down to the nitty-gritty
when we get down to the what's really
happening I believe that I have what
they are looking for I believe that I
have it I believe we talked about it the
baptism of the Holy Spirit relationship
with God
people are trying to find that through
other things and through other means and
stuff so with everything that I do I
don't agree with all these guests I have
one here but I do appreciate the
conversation I'm learning I'm learning
through the conversations I'm learning
through synchronicities and syncretism
as we study everybody's experience
whether it's with their religion like I
get messages all the time saying that
hey you know you you think that all
religions are true do you believe that
all religions are right no I don't I
don't believe that I've never said that
you know I don't have to lie I try to
respond to these people to show them
grace and sometimes I win people over
right but I don't believe that all
religions are the way I don't believe
that all religions are true I haven't
practiced all religions all religions
point to God I don't know I haven't
never studied your I haven't practiced
your religion it's like you ever
practice mine you don't know what I
would I believe you don't know the
thoughts of my heart my desires the
things I think about the things I study
you don't know it so for you to speak on
something you ain't never experienced it
shows you know the dogma you know what
I'm saying - just what did Einstein say
he says uh condemnation without
investigation is the height of what he
said it's not I can't think of the last
word kinda condemnation I want to say
right uh condemnation somebody's gonna
tell me in the chat let's see let me
spend condemnation I thought it was it's
the height of all ignorance I think Lisi
condemnation
condemnation with that investigation is
the height of ignorance Einstein that's
good to condemn something before you've
even studied it out I don't know what do
you mean you can get to God through
Islam I don't I don't know I've not I've
never practice the Islam you know what
I'm saying so I can't vouch for that I'm
not gonna put myself in there and go
ahead and sign off on what these people
believe but I
believe that God deals with people
regardless of your religion just like
the late great Billy Graham man there's
a quote that I sampled Billy Graham in
at the end of one of my songs the song
was called syncretism by the way but at
the very end Billy Graham's on air and
he's talking about how God has a remnant
for himself and they're scattered
throughout the earth some he says some
of them are in Islam some of them in are
in Hinduism some of them are
Christianity but they're scattered he's
got a people for his name sake that he
that he has in his people who love Jesus
or what they know to be Jesus and they
may have not even have heard that name
and this is Billy Graham one of the
greatest evangelists of our time saying
they're saying is essentially inclusion
ISM essentially a universal Universalist
at the at the end of his life so that's
what I believe I believe that God deals
with uh with people he's able to use all
people and all things and if we have to
be able to see God in everything and
through everything and if God can use a
donkey God can use us you know what I'm
saying and he'll he'll use all people
all everywhere as long as they'll repent
turn from your darkness time from your
wickedness man and live righteously
whatever that means to you man you know
it's he's got it he's got to judge your
heart he has to weigh the thoughts and
desires of your hearts and so I believe
in that I believe God is love I believe
God loves everybody and and we're just
expressions of that love and I've seen a
lot more grace in my life and the lives
of others when we just start to treat
everybody the way that we want to be
treated you know keep it simple because
just with all the deep esoteric
information that we'd like to get into
and everything is deep you know what I'm
saying but we like to keep it simple too
and just simply do the things that are
that Jesus said do verses debating over
what he meant or who he was talking to
or whatever the case is we just simply
do the simple stuff show show the same
grace towards others that God showed
toward towards us when we were in our
lowest and you know what it's changing
lives man
being touched people are being saved and
set free from the darkness from their
sin from their bondage by just us
walking in the light as he is in the
light and it just perfect love casts out
all fear men and it's working it's the
real deal so that's why like I used to I
used to get like really I don't know if
maybe discouraged from those comments
and those negative comments from people
is like you need to repent true seeker
you're leading people astray above ah no
I'm just embracing Who I am I'm not
leading you to nothing I'm leading you
to pursue God for yourself whatever that
may be I can all I can speak on is my
experience that's all I know I can't
like if you say that you're in Islam
then you experience God and you had this
or you're in the Hinduism and and I just
I had somebody on the other day and what
this podcast is gonna be released very
soon
Danya and she's into I think it's a kill
kill you yoga I think it is called and
uh and to hear her speak from her
positions who's into like essentially
Hinduism her experience sounds exactly
like mine just from but from a different
belief system or something and it's
weird because like the conclusions you
get to at the end of the day it sounds
very similar it's the same spirit with
Tempe but that's seeking God is seeking
the higher power and and you can't fault
somebody because they've grown up
Baptist so you can't fault somebody
because they were born in the Middle
East where all they knew was a certain
type of principle but you can judge the
fruit of that person and so that's why
Jesus says to judge the fruit you can't
go wrong with that
you can't hide fruit you can't make fake
fruit you know I'm saying if you have an
apple tree it's not gonna give you an
orange that tree apple tree is gonna
produce apples fig tree is gonna produce
figs so forth and so on
and it only takes a little bit of time
for you just to be around somebody
regardless of faith regardless of race
or creed and just partake of that fruit
and see the fruit of their belief system
to see the fruit of their of their
religious
practice because whoever's hanging out
with the holy spirit whoever is hanging
out with the holy spirit they're gonna
produce fruit just like Jesus man you
know like show me your friends I'll show
you your future you begin to hang out
with people you begin to adapt
characteristics of them you begin to
have the same lingo and save the same
type of words and stuff and it's so
funny to like you've been in the area I
know people by the way they talk a lot
of people know that I'm from New Orleans
by the way that I talk you know I can
meet somebody and they're different
words and so even words I haven't heard
in like 20 years like it's different
word like shop or buku I don't know if
you guys have even heard that those
words but those are like everyday words
like man that's sharp that means cool
means awesome or the word buku many
people never heard that but those are
not those like normal terms buku means a
lot
man there's buku people out there you
know so it's just this way of talking
and you adapt that and so somebody who's
hanging out with the Holy Spirit or
spending time with Jesus they're going
to begin to talk like Jesus they're
gonna begin to act like Jesus this is
the fruit of the Holy Spirit
that's mentioned of in the scriptures
and it also talks about the opposite the
fruit of the flesh those who are just
given into the fleshly nature those who
would just not focus on the things of
the Spirit not living a spiritual
lifestyle walking in the spirit it says
if you walk in the spirit you should not
fulfill the lust of the flesh IDs are
facts so that that's what it's about
hanging out with the Holy Spirit and in
the funny thing that that blew my mind
of coming out of religion was the fact
that I would see these fruits I would
see these characteristics in people of
other faiths or people of no faith
they're just spiritual and they just
they don't have a Creed that you know
I'm saying they're just spiritual people
but they had those same characteristics
I'm able to
I'm a fruit inspector I can I'm able to
hang around so my cell K this is good
fruit this guy you know keeps their
peace they hold their peace
they are I like being around them to
make me feel good they good people they
got encouraging words to say you know
even adversity comes their way they
don't blow up they don't freak out when
an unexpected bill shows up like little
stuff man it's the stuff that we can
apply to our life that's just the little
stuff that happens and so when I seen
that when I seen the fruit of the Holy
Spirit in other people's lives who
didn't call themselves Christians that
blew my mind so it made me yeah
like you can go off the dogma and
scriptures and stuff you know and and
industry well that that's fake fruit
it's not real you know ba ba ba bites
and it's only real if it's this it's
like how about what if that is Jesus
what if that fruit is Jesus like I want
to hang with those people and you racist
Christians you racist bigoted evil
mean-spirited Christians I don't want to
hang out with you guys that's because
you've gone astray true seeker because
we have the truth and you don't want it
no I don't want I don't want to be in
your group I don't want it like you guys
are dirty you guys are nasty you guys
are mean-spirited you guys are better
than everybody else that's not of God
man you got the stuff that you guys have
they have a form of godliness but then
now the power thereof and it's not all
Christians I'm just saying this came for
me from the church realm and I've seen
God working in the lives of people who
were so so unbelievers which I don't
think they are I think that if they had
that fruit if they have a relationship
with God or with the universal spirit
man I believe that uh that God's dealing
with them righteously man and I know
this is resonated with people because I
get this all the time and it's a it's a
mind it's a mind boggler when it first
starts happening it just blows your mind
and uh people can't see it because they
got to go back to the dogma they gotta
go but what is this guy do you confess
Jesus as Lord like that's not even his
name why do you want me to use that like
it's not even his name you know it's a
spirit the Bible says that the true
worshipers shall worship God in spirit
and in truth what is the truth some of
your fruit that's truth
what type of glue type of fruit do you
produce and uh and that's universal man
it's not just for church folks so I quit
judging people about they come with a
Bible it's cuz they show up holding a
Bible I've met some dirty people in
these churches I've met some some pimps
in the pulpits like this all like you
have things that open up your eyes to to
God into to revelations of what's really
happening and it's I've seen a lot of
crazy stuff and it's not just Christians
I don't wanna just bash on church people
or whatever the case is yes people this
is people in general man they'll find a
good thing and and and I mess it up in a
heartbeat and these people are in all
religions these people are a theistic
spirit this is just people in general so
it's about judging the fruit man hang
out with a person before you judge them
and let their fruit do the talking and
so right that's what I mean you guys are
listening to this for a reason to move
over two hours in two hours and 24
minutes already it's been a long show
just to be normal
it's probably longest ones I did in a
long time let me jump off of here I
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