Rocco Nugent (Roccomoon) joins TruthSeekah in this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast as they speak about his spiritual path, comparative religion and Christian upbringing.
Rocco is a name given to a human birthed through Ted Nugent and Shemane, Rocco is a multi medium artist, art therapist, trauma therapist, raja and kriya yogi, siddha, and metaphysics instructor. through film and music, light and sound, rocco enjoys harmonizing spirit and matter, telling stories that bring about remembrance of the Great Symphony. http://roccomoon.co/
In the second half of the show, TruthSeekah is joined by Nathan Polk. Nathan inboxed TruthSeekah with amazing pictures and video’s of UFO and ET craft flying around his house almost daily. Nathan say things began to get a little strange when the craft seemed to speak with him telepathically. Since then, Nathan has become a vegan and these experiences have led to become more spiritually mindful in hope to take this communication to the next level. Nathan Polk’s UFO pictures and videos are in the show notes over at https://www.TruthSeekah.com/Rocco-Nugent-Roccomoon
Nathan Polk’s UFO pictures and videos.
TruthSeekah spoke about a renaissance painting that showed UFO telepathic communication along with a dove representing the Holy Spirit. Here is that painting.

And finally, as mentioned in the episode, here is the video of Pen Jillette speaking about someone at a show who gave him (a hardcore atheist) the gift of a Bible. Pen also shares a few powerful words on proselytization.
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Rocco Nugent - Ted Nugent's Son Is A Spiritual Power House (Roccomoon) YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bFUaR5Km4Q Transcript source: YouTube captions truth seeker and or its affiliates are not responsible for any strange phenomena that may occur during or after listening to this podcast which may include the following heightened senses of awareness psychic abilities ufo sightings alien contact time loss out of body experiences ringing in the ears esp lucid dreaming increase synchronicities astral projection telepathy stronger intuition levitation miraculous healings and or remote viewing please be advised to listen at your own discussion won't you come come and take me and take me to a place to walk on troubles you are now locked into the tooth sinker podcast psychics everything is ungodly streaming live at truthseeker.com she's not a christian give it up your portal to the paranormal esoteric and all things spiritual and now your host truth seeker hey what is up ladies and gentlemen i'm your host true seeker this is the truth seeker podcast i'm excited and delighted to be with you guys as always for another episode man where we cover all things spiritual we leave no stone unturned we're gonna have a good conversation tonight uh it's gonna be really good my guest today is rocco moon aka rocco nugent it's gonna be a good talk and we're gonna uh cover his story talk about spirituality all those cool things in between i want to say a huge thank you to everybody supporting my work via patreon this is a listener supported listener funded show doesn't exist without your help so just want to say a huge thank you uh from the bottom uh from the bottom of my heart to all the new uh patrons within the last week or so shout out to uh christine moore with thriving in recovery daryl johnson becky taylor true bros gaming david bodrus and lydia and thank you guys for coming on and uh believing in the work if you'd like to support head on over to patreon.com backslash 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that uh we do kundalini yoga breath work cacao ceremony ce5 stargazing making contact with the fifth kind you know what i'm saying like we just have a beautiful a beautiful time to remember and uh and connecting with like-minded individuals i mean i get so many updates you really just got to go to the website uh i'm launching the path of the healer course again for those of you who want to uh do an eight-week program with me to launch out and be able to do one-on-one sessions online coaching and counseling and uh reiki whatever modality you want to add to it all that info is at the website as well new album is about to drop called white magic so i've been working on that for a while and i just finished up the last track today i got the last sample in place and got the last mix down and it sounds great so everybody who has pre-ordered it over at truesega.com you're going to get a email with all of the tracks for you to listen to uh before it's available to the general public so make sure you check that out and for those of you who don't know those songs have already been available for months over there on patreon so make sure you guys check that out and truesega.com patreon all that good stuff without further ado we're going to go ahead and jump into today's discussion my guest today is again rocco moon aka rocco nugent ted nugent son bro what's going on man how are you blessings bro glad to be here blessed yeah good to have you thanks for in thanks for admitting the signals that you emit and i'm glad that we made it similar to a line here today yeah for sure um so we we met through uh dr charnell who is like connecting a lot of people uh which is really cool so we did a we did a round table uh discussion with her which was fun and uh you know we had just got over covert me and my wife we went through it we had all the breathing like it was the scary stuff we ended up losing losing uh a lot of people within a week that we knew uh about eight eight eight people uh some of them really close some of them friends fathers and somebody else's friend's father and like just people in our circles and stuff and it hurt man you know being empathic and carrying that weight and and um and then we started having like crews crying a lot hyperventilating a lot just processing all that pain and it hurt and we sat down on that on that uh that round table me you and a couple other people and uh as soon as i sat down man i started having like heart palpitations like really bad like my heart started racing going like 111 beats per minute and started getting kind of dizzy just sitting here just out of nowhere and uh and it happened before in the middle of the night and like that fear tries to overtake you because like that's a symptom of long-term covet or whatever the case is and you could have long-term damage and all this stuff racing in your head and there's anxiety and you're processing helping people cross and grieving mothers and friends who aren't here anymore a lot of energy man and that hit me as soon as i sat down my heart was racing and we're all giving our little bios hey i'm truly good hey i'm rocco and it was my turn i'm just like i'm like doing my best just to like pace myself and breath work and sage and you know what i'm saying uh paulo santo and it was my turn i was like um can we can we shift some energy i'm needing some some energy right now guys i'm not feeling it i'm going through some stuff in my body and and the world is going through stuff as well can we can you guys shift some energy and can we say a prayer or something and when i did i felt that when i said that i know it really connected with you and i just seen that you just begin to kind of like do warfare for me man and just send me energy and bliss and i just connected with you as soon as i said that i was like okay i've got one who's on my side who's fighting with me i was like yeah we gotta we gotta do we gotta do something man so that that was how we met you know and uh wow and here we are wow thank you for sharing and articulating those kind of subtle you know components of what was happening for you behind the screen i saw and felt as much as i did and yeah i'm glad glad it was felt received and thanks also for dropping into that level of vulnerability to share and not keep up podcast attitude character and just like this is what is currently for real and uh yeah that's what it is authenticity you know when you're struggling you're struggling like it was hard for me to do that episode but i did more you know that's what i do it's like i'd be crying on it on on people's podcasts crying on my podcast and stuff and it's like like should you take a break like you're going through a lot of stuff man should you take a break and but it's like no this is authentic like that's what i'm dealing with this is real people that's not real it's not even real you know all this crazy stuff going on i'm like listen this is this is real what i'm going through this is real life like it's eight people dead in my next you know what i'm saying all of these fears and stuff where are you geogra where are you geographically i'm in the south i'm in um mobile alabama so gotcha it hit us pretty hard like really quick because all of like we're like bible belt it's not real most people think it's not real you know that kind of stuff and it became it's not real until it hit you though right anything and we could just we could just even move on to another subject but like your spirituality the bliss that you encounter with it like life isn't real until until you encounter it on your own on life's terms right factual and then i mean let me know if you want to steer away but i feel my heart kind of magnetized to like put a put a lantern on it um interested to like know and again yeah like let me know if you don't want to do it now but interested to know like what is your perception of what like what is molecularly happening that shows up as covid and how is that different from the molecular again like nervous system just straight up like how the biology receives it as as a flu it's like a really intense flu and then how would you notice like the psychological difference as well because of the times that we're in and because of you know all the other kind of psychic energy that's with that yeah i mean you got everything on top of it like you know so it's it ain't just one thing it's like it's like okay if you have the flu and you're not operating at you know um you know i'm saying top performance and you're fighting the flu you're already under the weather if that's what it is or people believe but then you got all this other stuff on top of it yeah my my which is which is a lot which is a lot of psychic yeah yeah sorry it's like no just it's it's it's you know and i talked to charnell she's in chat shout out to shawnelle she was like derek like most professionals say like to lose one person it's hard or to lose one friend but to lose seven to lose eight like that quick like yeah you know and us being i think being very empathic like we carry the weight of the world on our shoulders we help people process trauma and if we don't release it then we carry it on ourselves and so dealing with grievous grieving mothers man children who lost their fathers like and it's hard so that's on top of it that's on top of any sickness like let's just get that sickness out the way that never visited me you know what i'm saying let's just say we're just dealing with that grief like that's got the power to to take you out and make you susceptible and vulnerable as well you know giant brother man um i i just i just want to watch i just want you know i don't want to say too much on the you know we're on youtube yeah i'm saying yeah yeah yeah um yeah steer us away if called but yeah i just think it's one of the more fascinating things happening in the world because you know experience is experience and then interpretation and then how i think i'm very interested in how geographical subcultures augment the interpretation of these kind of cultural events i'm i'm very fascinated in the yeah i still very much yeah well i don't want to cut you off i uh i wrote a piece for a friend of mine's book he wrote a book called peace in the pandemic you know what i'm saying and it's like listen like he looks up to me as a musician as a teacher and all this stuff is like listen i'll write it but i don't know if you're gonna like it you know and uh most of it was stan was steering away from conspiracies and and that's how i found peace that's how i was led to navigate to maintain what little peace that i that i have in it and to fight for it and protect it i would say protect your peace to be vigilant over of of people and memes and bots and and people who are lashing out like you know one thing we i did talk about on that on that on that round table was the fans lashing out at me who have a different narrative of what's going on and then it's against my experiences against their narrative so they're just juicy you giving up on you man you're one of them you know i'm like hey man i got a new album coming out i was like damn i don't even need to talk about it i'm trying to sell cds and i'm losing fans trying to be authentic then i was like you know what damn that you know what i'm saying damn trying to sell a cd or with it listen this is authentic this is what i'm going through this is my experience and it's it may be different than yours but you know it's my story and i i honor that man whether whoever's narrative i like to i like to trace the psychology behind it like you like let me know why you believe that why do you think that this is going on why do you think that you got i don't want to even throw theories out there because they're gonna they're gonna put us man but uh you know what i'm saying yeah yeah yeah hear you we'll follow up with that i'm sure more as it comes yeah we'll do something we might do a lot of those fans they just want me to speak to it again i think it's against their narrative so maybe they don't want me to speak to it that's why i just like i stay in my lane i'm i'm seeking peace in the pandemic i'm still seeking peace you know that's well that that that's a nice uh that's a nice segue there's like i think those of us right now who have been initiated to even minor degrees on the path of seeking call it alignment call it metaphysical insight call it spiritual awakening call it truth realization whatever and there's many that are like i see polarized towards wanting wellness even more than before like this whole pandemic has shifted them into like all right i might have taken it serious to some extent and it's kind of kicked others up into the gear and not even to get into the gradients because in this polarity there's definitely gradients in the scale but then there's also others that i'm sure you've seen the the kind of uh the matrix minions we'll call them which i call them chaos shamans and i'm i feel like you have a wild level of context that i don't normally get to dive in with folks on that stuff but uh following your skipper with this boat here um but seeing seeing yeah many many of us kind of like you know more more polarity towards wellness and awareness of these things that are not serving our wellness because this hyper inflammation of awareness to you know the kind of don't take don't take your wealth your health for granted kind of thing and then there's also this large amount of the community you know yeah call them agents or whatever you want to call them but it's like more now than ever they're attracted to dissonance they're attracted to this friction that comes from interpersonal arguing that comes from you know i call it time-based identity hierarchy meaning it's it's the ego but it's like minds that need to interact with other people firsthand and get a sense of if they're right or wrong they need that polarization like i'm staying away from i don't want it's very man i hear you because you know i i i hear you i hear your story i watch a lot of your videos and stuff and like i hear you talk about like a religious background as well like a just regular christian kind of upbringing and i was hardcore christian street preacher like i went through i studied under many different sects of christianity black hebrew israelites uh reformed baptists charismatic miracles signs and wonders like i've been through it all and uh and i used to debate and what do you believe about the cross of christ what do you believe about salvation and like if you were off or whatever we would we beat you up with the bible kind of thing so i've like right i've stayed away from that on this side of awakening like because of i didn't like the person that i was and the way that i i did things and so um i had a lot of christians who did that to me as well like they would keep picking my brain until they found something like that that that we disagreed on okay so what just happened to me the other day so so what do you believe about this and we'll agree on everything everything boom boom i said wow i got a new friend and we can break the scriptures down together do you think jesus was god or was he the son of god oh i think he was the son of god you know i think he was you know god's son manifested on earth i don't think god left his throne and became a man and uh oh yeah well we can't we can't be friends i'm like oh god that's what you were waiting for like you were asked i had to answer all these questions until it was all it was all funneled it's like a funnel of like yeah the test it's all testing what else do you not agree what do you not know and i'm catching that from the spiritual new age or open community that embraces everybody and it's like okay what do you think about the lgbtq movement i don't i try not to think too much about it like i'm not in that movement like i'm a straight male it's like it's like i was like oh god it's like a passive uh pulling on our our uh like social identity template it's like they wanna see it they wanna see the mind they wanna be able to measure it and catalog who are you who are you who are you though what about this what about that man i i love to get your lens on a phenomenon though we're like that's not we're we're a little bit of this a little bit of that a little bit of eastern mysticism a little bit of old-school southern baptist like a little bit of pentecostal crazy charismatic i'm we're all of it and it's okay that's what it is so what i see that is as as like uh how could we not for needing to put labels on but how could we identify what's happening there in someone like let's just use these two for example we seem to be magnetized to harmony and in interpersonal inner cross-cultural kind of relating we see that it's there's the seed of the one infinite truth in many different kind of interpretations but all of a sudden you get hyper rigid in that identity and you kind of close off to the seed that the following is built on anyway um and what you're talking about is like a little bit of this little bit of that little bit of that i see that as as a reflection of our the nature of consciousness in a higher kind of crystallinity which is mirror consciousness i see it as it wants to be reflective with us because to do that means i think that's what you're pointing at with empathy as a nervous system when someone's emotional intelligence kind of determines their level of ability to mirror another one's emotional state in in the respect of like wanting to aid them and holding that space um sidebar on on mirror consciousness there's a online course that i'm releasing soon that it's basically the last online course i did it was called moon alchemy program and it's basically moon is missing out on nothing which is the remedy for fomo and fomo is the feeling of missing out which is separation consciousness moon alchemy is pretty much christ consciousness 101 then mirror alchemy course is like mirror consciousness 101 which i found to be very pragmatic and utilitarian those are the two words pragmatic utilitarian awakening um and so that quick sidebar on on mirror consciousness that you just pointed at shameless plug uh but swerve back over to this other thing that you started looking at the archetype of it and i'm interested to know what you noticed because obviously we have some differences in our journey but also some interesting mirrors as well um uh hip-hop christianity uh pigments uh handful of things it seems like so far uh so there's like several humans in my life right now that i'll say a couple checkpoints since jesus came got released since this pandemic situation and um sure there's another one but those kind of two in particular they have come into so several humans that i know of personally have have started like doing this thing that all i can see all i can see it as is tribal uh sorry spiritual tribalism and it's like there's more now than it seems like i don't know it just seems like it keeps getting intense or intenser is it those in third density um are like wanting do you have context on the law of one and the raw material and the densities very little yeah basically first density is uh the elements earth fire water wind you know akash either uh second density animals and plants third density is humans fourth density love the density wisdom so kind of yeshua buddha archetypes and then sixth and seventh are integrations of those and then eight you start again whatever but it's like seeing this kind of tribalism around spirituality and these several humans i have such a really close relationship to yeshua i feel like i know him more than when see someone starts someone sometimes reciting bible verses i see them going second hand or or you know two two stones throw away from the one who actually threw the stone and my relationship has been with with him directly and yeah all the scriptures that zoom in on that but there's recently been this thing that's happening where it's like people are using jesus as this sword to like guilt-trip other people that don't think jesus is the one and only way i saw this meme that says you know yoga not god crystals not god astrology not god and i heard a couple of audio snippets on your intro here so i'm curious to hear how you interface with that or what you perceive that is on a quantum level on an anthropological level on an akashic level what what how do you interface with that because it's been i mean if they feel like a glitch in the matrix that's weird because uh it's it's always been there for me you know what i'm saying like because as far as like being a christian and being being um one who uh you have to convert people like that's the great commission to go out into proselytizing you have to proselytize and what's been something beautiful as of lately there's there's two ways to look at it is is that the uh something i've been pondering and i heard it on another podcast to hootie from the killer priest podcast shared it but he's he talked about the idea of proselytizing and um let's just say jehovah's witnesses it's still a you know derivative of christianity or whatever and we have to share the gospel people are dying and going to hell and you're going to burn forever so like you got to understand like their motive is trying to do a good deed like i don't want rocco i love rocco i don't want him to burn forever like they're convinced right so that sword play that me trying to cut you down that battle is if i can if i can win you know what i'm saying if i can beat you then my truth is superior um and so there's some battle intellect and philosophy going on there but it's also the other people who are really think that you're gonna die and go to hell and me too and so they're there they're they're proselytizing um but when it comes to maybe how it should be done um we look at where christianity comes from and this is where i come in what i bring to the table understanding where christianity comes from it's an eastern tradition christianity comes from the east and we look at it like it's a something a new religion in the west we have to look back to the east and so we see people meditating we see uh holy men and people like jesus going up on top of mountains to pray for hours to go inside of caves they do that in the himalayas like to separate themselves to fast and pray to get them to to have an encounter with god have an encounter with their ancestors the angels whoever and they come back enlightenment like the death of the ego this inner journey that they pull away jesus is known for doing those fasts all the time going away for hours and in on end to pray and these kind of things and when you come back down from the mountain let's just say that 40 days later and you've reached enlightenment you fought the devil and won right jesus did that and so the idea would be people would seek you out let's go see the holy man listen i'm trying to get to the end of my ego i have things that are addictions in my life and personality traits that i that's killing me and i need help like you would seek out the holy man versus the holy man coming down from the mountain everyone enlightenment i'm gonna share let me tell you like trying to go knock on people's door hey i just come off the mountain and i've encountered god no you hear the story about the holy man who comes down and you seek him out so that idea of not having to proselytize but that that you would go and seek out that man is pretty interesting when it comes to eastern thought or even i'm going to throw this in there and this isn't it doesn't help with symbolism on my shirt tonight but masonic lodges but the way that they operate the masons aren't coming knock on your door this saturday morning hello rocco you home i want to tell you about the grand master lodge we're looking for new members you'd be a good a good candidate they're not doing that you have to do your own research find a book know a co-worker who's like man this guy's pretty devout he's like just a genuine good guy hey what what is it well we have live sessions and you know and you have to come upon your own vote listen on your own free will you have to ask them it's in their rule they can't hey man come come to our lodge come come to our youth group bro come see our church bro we got smoke machines and and frogs and skillets gonna be there and toby mac no you have to find you have to seek them i said hey man i notice the way you live and the way you treat your wife and the way you treat not just your wife i notice the way that you treat your friend's wife and and you don't try to hit on her and you don't try to sleep with other people's like i just noticed the way you do life and i want to know more and it's like hold on like when it comes to to proselytizing i think that i think that we should lead by example you know so that um when the scriptures talk about that that that uh the world may see your your good deeds and your good works and your philosophy and your yoga and the way you take care of your body and the way you take care of your family and the way you get to wake up and do what you love for a living and then like hey man listen hey how do you how do you run a good podcast like they'll come to me i don't have to sell you hey here's how to listen to a good no hey how you doing okay let me teach you right and so you seek out that person you seek out that coach you seek out that master so and i know that's we it's it's kind of trailed off on on on that but for me it's nothing new it's always been there um it and the beauty of what i do is is connecting um western christianity or just what we know it to be now because this most all anybody knows to the esoteric to the occult to the eastern mysticism to kundalini yoga to the kundalini to the pranayama to the chi and tachyon energy and and and commuting and feeling that bliss that that enters your body and and and burns within you and cleans out all the wrong that you've ever done like is this happening in the church well it's it's happening in temples and you know is it the same thing so syncretism is very near and dear to my heart when it comes to all of the different modalities if you will we're saying the same thing just using different terms you know yeah that part that's it so i'm with it so i don't know if you know much about what i do but yeah um i mean ma'am i'm still learning but i see i see you showing up in a variety of capes and i like them um i'm in full agreement of that uh kind of wisdom passing needing to be in that orientation we can't um it's it's a teacher showed it to me it's like it actually pulls on the akashic field differently when a student is seeking when a student is seeking upstream uh it's like it creates this pressure of this dam and it really it makes them kind of more intense in their identity this aware that they're seeking and it acknowledges that and so this humbleness kind of immediately kicks in because you're you're seeking it from somewhere versus if the teacher was trying to recruit you it's like the water is already flowing downhill that's a kind of secondary redundant energy and um yeah it sounds like we're saying the same thing and obviously it works both ways it's not to say it's only this way you know what i'm saying um it's different yeah but also if you haven't watched this there's a good um short clip that i talk about a lot but it's from um penn gillette you know who that is the magician he's uh he's a stunt atheist like disproves the bible the bible is bs like he's the in-your-face atheist and he's from penn and teller they do the magic shows and and vegas stuff so he's like in your face the bible is a myth it's for uneducated people that kind of stuff well he he did a just a little video on camera he just took his cell phone in a hotel after uh one night of on on the road or whatever and uh he shared this experience with this guy after his performance in vegas i guess comes up to him and says shakes his hand hey my name is so-and-so just wanted to say i appreciate your work love what you do and if the guy knows him at all he knows how big and bad of an atheist he is but he said i just want to give you this and he hands him a little gideon's bible is i just wanted to give you this man and if there if you have any questions just give me a call my number's in the back there and uh and it touched pin he went back to the hotel and and and kind of vlogged it and was like you know what it touched me because this guy was taking a chance if he knows anything about me he knows i'll eat his lunch like i'll you know i'll make this guy this christian look like a fool and he most likely would have but he said that guy was willing to take a chance because he really cared about me like the the fact that those christians think that you're going to hell like he could have took his bible with him and gave it to somebody else but he said you know what i'm gonna give it to to penn and so with tears in his eyes in in that video pen says that listen i don't respect any christian or any religion that doesn't prostitute ties because if you think i'm going to hell for all of eternity and i don't know it and there's a way that you can save me and you won't tell me because of fear of uh getting into a confrontation with me or fear of losing me as a friend and now we're being awkward every time we see each other and he's like i don't respect you you have to be one of the most cold-hearted individuals who walk the face of a planet who know that everyone around you is going to go to hell forever and be tormented and you're because you don't like uh to get into it about i don't talk religion you know but you think they're going to hell like now when you think of those dudes in the streets with the signs all and some of them do a different way queers go to hell all gays go to hell it's not the best approach but a lot of times it's the best we know we can cover the most ground by by doing this because they so-called really believe that everybody's going to hell you know so you got to respect it it's like it balances things out too i think like i'm thankful for for for those guys doing that and like i can reach it and even even if they i would receive it differently like to be straight up with you i miss it i miss it that most of my christian friends will say you know [Â __Â ] you true seeker like we're gonna give you over to the devil you know what i'm saying i was a christian minister like yeah there's no saving him he's too far gone guys like i get that all the time he's too far gone he knows the bible better than me and they won't reach out to you because of fear of confrontation and it's like damn like i wish you cared about me enough to say hey man you into some weird stuff dude i don't understand it and i think you're headed down the wrong path you don't get that you just get a block or unfollow and those and they'll never talk to you again and just write you off as one of those guys and so here's the full circle of do you proselytize do you do you share how pushy should you be with it you know and that's just i come from i've been in it all you know what i'm saying so wow what a beautiful kind of alternative angle on that on that same note thank you for like yeah illuminating that the first place it takes me is is looking at honestly i think it's my my pain body or at least how i interface with the understanding of what trauma is yeah it's in my auric field as a remnant of a wrong use of energy at some point or a non-aligned moment that happened and then it is part of my geometry um the geometry of my prism that i see through and then i witness this world uh so i you know i grew up watching my dad basically do his own proselytizing but also there's something interesting about it where you know the promo and marketing is a thing and then uh also being planted in uh it's kind of like the metaphor of like a trampoline and you put a bowling ball in the center of it and anything that has lesser gravitational weight or whatever it's like it'll go towards that like you know somebody really heavy sits next to you on a trampoline also you start rolling into them and i i didn't know that's what i was doing but i was kind of observing how that happened in my father's life because he was so intense that it just happened it would pull things but other people that were just as intense they didn't come near they just they held their own space they had their own life and then i didn't just didn't make sense to my heart i departed being a christian in 2012 and um then i think i found about the council of nicaea and like i was like romans this this phrase just kept hitting me like romans raped yeshua's story and i started to just notice when someone was giving me true yeshua signal which is the christ or the crystalline the christos the sophia the merger of the the souls awareness into the body as the sun or solar essence of the infinite and um i could feel when that was there and then i could feel when it was rome or i felt like i was like wow that's wrong that's rome's christian stuff that's the council of nicea's edited biblical version of what yeshua did so yesterday was signal is still in there but i was like man it seems so uh glitchy it's like what trying to watch a bootleg of harry potter you're like ah i mean i get the story but it's like i'm missing so i know i'm missing so much there's so many cool effects that i want to see that's blurry here it's not coming in full clarity and interestingly those people for me never felt like i've interfaced with a handful of christians that are just like i know god's love and i'm like i love that you're lit let's do it and i'm with that and there's other ones that it felt like they didn't know and they were clinging to this doctrine or this idea of this dude out of fear really and it felt like thirsty it felt like uh needy it felt like clingy it felt like it wasn't strong it didn't is it working um i saw this stat this one times like uh what religions are most popular in the places where there's highest suicide attempts and highest depression and christianity interfaces with the western world very interestingly christianity interfaces with people who are very polarized into emphasizing goodness and then denouncing badness within themselves um and then i found honestly steve jobs mentioned yogananda autobiography yogi read that find his yoga teacher start asking him questions and he would push me away almost sometimes it was almost like this story i read about the zen master whatever like the guy wants to come and learn and he like sits outside at the door and he waits and like he says you know this master you're a famous master can you please teach me he's like it's silent treatment whatever and like keeps keeps walking and going leaving his house and then six months later he gives him a broom so you can start sweeping if you really want to learn something and then um six months later it's like all right you're still here i'll i'll teach you and just long story short as an anecdote it's like a very different relationship with knowingness and needing to push knowingness or conviction one's own conviction on someone else uh quote unquote you know just how you kind of phrased it is like very interesting to me but it's also it's such a different polarity with solar and lunar i i interface with that kind of looking um looking at people's energy fields or the culture like that's very solar like wow that's very lunar that's a you know someone could be hyper receptive but not very assertive someone could be hyper assertive but not really receptive my pops pretty darn assertive the receptivity thing i was like i think maybe i'm supposed to learn about the things that he didn't necessarily master he did this other [Â __Â ] like really well yeah maybe there's a couple things for me over here um and uh man one okay one more anecdote it was kind of like i think i actually shared it on on the other talk we had but it was for me this this click moment in my i see it as my auric field or my merkovic structure my crystallinity had a a very tactile anchored landed moment of genuine realization and understanding it couldn't have came from nobody telling me nothing had to be an experience within myself and uh yeah i was at one of my pop shows go outside there's animal rights protesters you're like he's an animal murderer probably like 10 or so of them with some with pictures of my father with like blood and animals and you know i grew up hunting i i understand it's pretty traumatic and it's very normal for a lot of people and if you're going to eat meat i think that's actually a much more reasonable way to know where it's coming from i digress but i walk up to these folks and i was like hey i'm ted's kid i'm a yogi i'm a vegan i'm wondering if you're interested in having a dialogue about political uh identity and um anything else you want to talk about and we dove in this and this one lady was like uh you have to convince your dad to stop eating meat and i was like man what about my bro who's like an mma fighter and his well-being i know and potentially his blood his blood type is o type and you know science says that he's actually nourished by these ingredients um way way better than anything that i could ever tell him that he needs to do because of my moral conviction i would be hurting him in some way even if i thought that i'd be helping him by not respecting his free will in some way i'm like i'm i'm nudging very aggressively up against this boundary of someone's you know choice and honoring of what feels good for them um so obviously quite a skewed a skewed kind of reference but even as a i have a young a young family member um a cousin actually that every time i hear about him i i'm not that super close with them but um my family says i just got out of rehab and i just got out of jail and like oh i just got arrested again or no it doesn't seem like it's a good momentum i've i've leaned in to the amount that i can but there's a certain amount of uh kind of like honesty that someone i suppose has within themselves of like is it worth me pouring myself into this person if they're if they're not ready to hear it um am i are these words falling upon deaf ears kind of thing um and i suppose it's just a very different kind of uh way of interfacing with someone's spiritual philosophical orientation which their life is now showing up as a byproduct of i think that's where you know interventions come in handy which that's that's a real thing i think it helps people probably a lot um and there's also something that this doesn't seem to be uh obviously it's very different but i see it as a solar teaching an emphasis of like we need to give you this that you don't you know you need to get it's like those people need something from that uh i don't know that um you're converting someone you're converting them as a soul to being on your team and it's like that whole idea of uh you know denying someone the heavens or the heavenly state or god or the kingdom of god or however you want to see it just based on that lensing versus i think a lens that has some kind of understanding of well this is their this is this lifetime for that person to figure it out and if they really want it they they have to come to it on their own push them a certain amount you can kind of push them away also and respecting free will reflecting someone's interest of learning from the thing yeah um yeah anyways those are a couple other angles on it um you know i'm i'm well studied in the scriptures in my mind like you can say anything and i i've trained myself to like oh yeah that's what that's what's helped me with eastern mysticism and thought because they'll i'll hear yogananda say something or i hear manley p hall say something or whoever in my mind goes immediately to some obscure verse like wow okay it's or or i'm researching the seven hermetic principles and oh that's why the scripture says that that did that oh so the seven hermetic principles are in the bible cool awesome we can study to this so yes my mind goes to the scriptures just to say that you know paul says uh become all things to all men so that you can win some and so here you are at the concert as you always are and then there's vegans here wow those are my people let me dad they're not gonna listen to you they might they might throw a bucket of paint on you and say it's blood like there's there's no telling what's gonna happen but let me go and speak to them let me go talk to them i'm gonna be the ambassador if you will to these people and find common ground and talk with them and so like becoming all things to all men is like just sitting with people where they are like meet them where they're at like for those who are vegans listen we're going to talk vegan for those of you who are hunters you can talk to a hunter and a meat eater and sympathize with them yeah type o negative yeah you're going to be anemic if you stop eating be careful maybe eat meat once a month you know what i'm saying twice a month uh but be careful so there's wisdom and a way that you can connect with that person where it's not proselytizing like there's an exchange and there's like an offering and just and really you don't even have to give anybody anything you're like you just being there is going to you're going to exchange but but not trying to it's the training that once christians let that go and whatever it takes for for each person because every everybody's different for some it's a revelation of hell it's a study of the bible and they find out damn hell doesn't exist i've come to another revelation and jesus was talking about the trash heaping gehenna and and there is no such like there is no mention of hell in the old testament and so whatever it is like if this if they're studying most christians if you could show it to them in the bible they'll change the way they think because the word is truth to them and like if you can show me so when it becomes down to all things to all men i i have to talk christianese to you like i can't come with you about hey come do yoga meditate with us and open your chakras no let's say listen you just need balance in your life you need to get your sex drive taken under control i may tell somebody else they need to get their root chakra right and not be living from the root there's different ways i love it especially as a hip-hop artist like it's opened up so much so much word play for me because i was a christian artist and you know i only had seven words i can say for jesus jesus and yeshua maybe mashiach that's a cool word but now i'm like sananda i'm talking about the cosmic christ like i'm using i'm just angels aliens there's so much more wordplay but meeting meeting people where they are so when it comes to like your dad or whatever and those people like hey tell your dad stop eating me you're the one to do it you tell them my response at this point when people try to project like that hey you need to tell your audience that this is wrong getting that you know this is i'm getting those messages i'm like no you need to tell them you need to tell my dad that eating meat's wrong no you do and they want you to carry their message or whatever like if it's your conviction and you've given your life and you've showed up at this concert like you're here for a reason you need to do it not that i need to do it whether is that becoming all things to all men and these are just this this is one or the other your dad might be set on not being able to learn from you because you're his son like yeah i can't have my son correct me and teach me how to eat and keep that there could be that going on but the other side you may be the only one to be able to show him these ways right so we don't know but when somebody has a burning passion that they try to project on you to like take their torch and run with it and say you need to say this or you need to do this it's like i'm always like no you need to and they get mad but hold on sit with that a moment like you have a passion i don't have a passion for this message like it's gonna seem i speak on it or whatever but that's gonna seem disingenuous if i try to come off as a lgbtq expert and preach your gospel it's not this your it burns within you live it you're living this is your reality i'm with you i love you and i honor you but um you know i have mine too that i'm having a hard time getting you know this truth out in these messages you know but um speaking of that you know what with your dad it was weird but it was synchronistic how it happened i'm scrolling on on tick tock as as i do and uh i'm scrolling tick tock and i saw a video of your dad from the 90s i saw i am i don't have to really go into it but it was the kurt cobain video of him like doing a rant on on kurt cobain after he after he uh committed suicide and uh and so and it was some some tick tocker was like look at ted nugent look how he responded he would be canceled today and it played the clip and i hadn't seen anything on your dad in years and i see that clip and it stuck with me most of the time i just keep scrolling wow i've never seen that that's pretty harsh that he said that and then charnel is like hey i gotta i got a friend who i want you to meet he's a rapper too it's actually ted nugent's son dang i just see the damn tick-tock and now we're gonna do a round table with them and uh and like i understand that but i also understand your dad in that interview and how he's just raw you know it's what he does like nobody's going to hear him if he was you know what i'm saying he has to be out there in like that and and be assertive um but in in your conversations with your dad because you you filmed some of the sit-downs with rolling ideas off of off of your dad and stuff and those have been some really cool videos to watch and uh and i hear him talk about drug abuse and i hear him talk about drug addicts and being next to them and people trying to get him to shoot up or to drink and he's in that lifestyle and how much like adamantly against it he was so that he wouldn't get caught up in that world when you know and we can that's your dad obviously i know you see these things but the same with the preacher like a lot of people who are preaching against homosexuality when they really just going at it like going against it you find out that they're closet homosexuals and they can't be who they are who they were created to be i'll say that you know and so they they they start attacking that very thing that they hate about themselves and those christians christians will do it too because you got a freedom in you truth seeker rocco whoever listening you have a freedom that i still beat myself up with it anytime that i do it and uh and and so you know that freedom they attack it they don't know what else to do they can't honor it and let and just let you live your life i gotta attack it and so we see a lot of that going on navigating through these um narratives and so many more right now and all those narratives come from trauma i'm dropping a couple things out here i mentioned that that thing with um penn gillette to go back and watch that if you can but also there's a documentary on netflix called misha in the wolves we sat down and watched it me and my wife and uh i've been interviewing some really interesting people lately but when it comes to narratives then when it comes to to trauma and stories that people make up it is insane man these you know people live these realities that are real even if it's only real to them man and uh and that documentary really brought that to life and i'm i mean i'm a seeker dude like i want to hear your story we're gonna i've seen some stuff i'm a skeptic i'm a skeptic when it comes to all of this stuff because i want proof but when you hold out you get the real deal you know and so you know there's a lot of people responding to trauma and triggers because if trauma comes from a wound you were wounded when you were seven your your dad was a pastor and they excommunicated you because you're a child of satan whatever like those stories exist for sure and anytime somebody touches that open wound it triggers you you're you know you have a response to that trauma but those are good for us who people who identify and work as healers because we know what areas to to you know send some energy to to to to send some nourishment some treatment to in others but also heal yourself first heal the healers and so when we find ourselves getting triggered and somebody said that and it made me revert back to lashing back out at people and stuff like hold on why can't i hold my peace when somebody brings every subject up but that one and i have to be assertive and i'm losing friends and so you know trauma and narratives and us hanging out with people who aren't here right now they're on a different wavelength in a realm of existence and it was it was there it is their way to cope with trauma to cope with hurt you know a lot even when it comes to abductions i'm i'm interviewing a lot of alien abductee people and people who are contacting one of the most interesting things and richie if you're listening to this this is what the the alien gray theory that i left off the other night when we were talking but one of the alien gray theories where people say i've been abducted and they were looking over me and there was lights and they were putting things in me a lot of people talk about the connection with those alien abduction experiences and running experiences on experiments on them is come from birth trauma when you were snatched out of your mother's womb by this doctor with a mask on and big goggles and they're all looking at you and giving you shots and all this kind of stuff like coming out of the womb to this new world taking your first breath of air and all these people are pulling on you and stuff and like you're getting memories at like seven years old of these beings looking at you and you're seeing it like there's some interesting connections with alien abductions even being linked to birth trauma the way you came out of the womb man i i would love for you to talk to my brother hermes he's the thing that just popped up while we were talking his instagram is awakened consciousness collective he's other than i'd say you and i he he's one of the more um esoterically informed occult informed magically informed beings in the crystallinity that i've ever witnessed and uh in terms of like the different yeah ways that these kind of dream traumas show up like with the grays relating it to the bird trauma and that has an actual memory um yeah i think there's a lot to it man that's quite the that's quite the portal there yeah uh and uh charnel's asking for the name you said awakened conscious collective yeah awakened conscious collective i think or awakened consciousness collected but yeah it's a it's like a pretty big page it's it posts a lot of memes and stuff but he actually has awesome other online uh like uh a bunch of bunch of offerings yeah nice nice nice traumas deep dog like when you i got to stop talking i love this stuff but i'm just like religion is i think is a response to trauma you know the trauma of of death of what happens to us when we die like bro spirituality all of these jesus saving you and giving you eternal life like you got to pick something or just being okay with death like some people get to the point where they're okay with hey when i die it's just nothing we don't exist anymore it's scary to talk to those people because that that's very scary to me and uh but i understand that religion and finding a narrative that takes away that fear of death is is something that all humans deal with every single one of us and and for some people listen i talk to a lot of past life regression people i'm not i can't say that i fully believe that that narrative but i got people who were sold on it but it's just like as long as you're sold on past life regression and you get to keep coming back then you never die or well i'm just gonna be energy in the cosmos hence i'll never die there's just we have to come to this understanding of why we will never die okay well i get to be live eternal life with with jesus i never die he offers eternal life he has defeated death he has defeated the grave he's given us a second chance at life we're already dead now and we were born again in the spirit and our spirits will live in eternity and you have all of these every religion gives you something different about what happens and and uh people want to be okay i recognize that in religion i recognize that in interviews and it's like because i recognize it in myself you know and maybe that's a projection but i do feel like it is the we'll make up myth we make up story we make up something and that is even a response to trauma to say okay this is what happens when we die guys i've never died bro i don't know like for me to tell you exactly yeah the bible i'll tell you what the bible says i believe it i i know that that belief comforts me i don't know for fact there's also some other cool stuff about reincarnation in the bible right i don't know i'm not an expert i never died yes you have let's do a regression and you know that you were a king in egypt okay let's do it man i'm a skeptic bro i want to know like i know there's too many fakers bro there's too many people making this this stuff up as they go and they get an audience and they get a crowd and they keep doing it of course with all things there will be those who are in the shadow trying to get the shine of the brightness it's a response to trauma it's a response to nobody ever listening to them i didn't have now i got all these christians listening to me now i gotta now i got a platform with new agers listening to me or whatever it is like it's because nobody listens to you and your family or growing up so now you deviate and go start something where you got people listening that's even a response to drama what you know about the akashic field and how it informs karma and how trauma is a reflection of karma um not not the science of it you know what i'm saying i know i'm not an expert on them by any means so um if i may expound a bit um because just you just pointed out a bunch of really gushy good stuff um man so i had uh two i would call them near-death experiences um with archangel michael and all he did was kind of like he poked me into an awareness of what it feels like to waste energy and why it's disrespectful basically those were at uh 20 21 and then again at 24. um yeshua spoke to my left ear at 3 30 a.m december 2012 2016 and said one word paul and made me go looking what what did this do paul was saul paul what happened what is he really pointing at what are these letters about and then i go into this initiation through uh there's one yoga teacher that just i loved it was just funny but it was like making good sense and i like that and it seemed practical and not and then i realized the real thing i wanted is called raja yoga raja yoga is like the yoga of my mind i want my mind's fluctuations to go away i want my mind to be calm and steady and and basically an instrument of my expression and not a hindrance of my expression a tool that i'm able to use instead of a tool that i don't know how to use and i hurt myself you know a hammer that i'm able to hit nails in with not a hammer that i break my thumb with kind of thing um then raja yoga and siddha kind of paired together for me and started working with dmt and i saw that because i was anchored in certain yoga practices that it actually informed my framework during these experiences started seeing that framework mental framework is basically karma karma is this kind of like estheric template psychological template and etheric elemental template that each soul comes into each body with each body gets basically imprinted with plasma ionic solar sunlight of the i am presence when the first breath is taken by that child prana she clicks into that carbon and that boom is the star moment all those astrological those are all just elemental reflections of that i am presence in in that moment and that soul i am is coming into that body because that body has kind of momentum because of the parents and the parents parents parents and then the social moment and then that geometrical kind of influence of all those planets everything is this pressure point onto that soul's first breath and their life has all these kind of uh most likely things and less likely things free wills this uh bowling ball in the middle of gutters and sometimes there's bumpers depending on if someone has good karma but i got really really interested in what karma was how how yeshua's teachings basically aligned with karma or even gotham's teachings um and i really was interested in that and this dude named krishnamurti stood out you know you know him and um looking at how yeah like all these religions are somebody found something but then a bunch of people wanted to follow the one who found it some of the ones who follow find it themselves and stop being a follower and start being the realizer or the finder so to speak um and then most though it seems like the majority don't use that guidance system in the same way that that first person or the the origin point of the teaching or as iran would say that the fountainhead of that teaching it's not exactly replicated it's like the phonetic uh like well the game of telephone where it's like whispering into one person's ear 30 people here you know 30 years later that person whispers back to you with the original whisper was was very different um and yemen started seeing so i said akashic feel karma and trauma so i learned about trauma in 2017 18 19 i got certified um from this amazing situation out here in l.a psychoneural energetics judith and catalina lived with these two master teachers back in the day and like learned a lot from them they're bringing this there so i'm learning about that okay how does that line up with christ all right christ really is just the crystal the crystal is the soul self the soul self is the jiva atma jiva atma really is krishna own conscious awareness presence that is a babies make uh oz and oohs and consonants shape around vowels the body life these moments vowels are the things that fill up the opening and so christ is really the soul so then what's the body and how can we all get different bodies and it's really just the elements assembled in astrology gene keys human design all really cool reflections of that but i see karma as situational momentum that we're all inside of or rather we're interfacing with as our life um but when someone chooses their eternal life they're basically choosing their soul self's i am compass versus their physical world identity trauma-based compass and those are the kind of the two pulling things for every soul on a very realistic pragmatic every day during their life why somebody chooses spirituality in the first place or alchemy or anything like that dharma whatever it is um but yeah then i got a couple different moments where i interface with somebody that said they read the akashic field and i was like what does that really mean what is the akashic field heard sad guru talk about it was in person with him twice blown away like all right that's very real ask different teachers about it and honestly dmt has been one of my main teachers um and didn't really start having integrated integrated integrated experiences until i could hold padmasana which is full lotus you know where you can put the legs kind of in this very particular lock and i started having different experiences out the top of my crown and saw very vivid real electromagnetic blueprinting witnessing experiences of what my energy body is and how it's composed of these sediments that uh you can measure them in density so the bones we all have bones but some people don't have bones in certain areas certain people have traumas that take away bones from certain areas and astrologically there's this incredible mirror there it's like yeah you were gonna your venus and taurus were like gonna hit this moment and uh this vedic astrologer one time showed me this this map this diagram and i see it as the elements are pulled together by ether ethers like the glue of time space um so why jesus in yeshua is one of the most powerful teachings in the world is because it just says choose the soul choose your soul your soul saves you the i am that i am is what you are in awareness consciousness that which experiences all experience choose that you'll go to the father be with the father you experience all the stuff through the body still but you're just going to choose everything in life differently because you're really at home upstairs um paul selig amazing author you know that name paul selig yeah the name's familiar with what did he write uh alchemy paul selig uh profound profound teaching um there's another book paul selig uh forgot the name of it but he uses this term the upper room and he he's like abraham he's like bashar and for me that's christ consciousness they just give it this new name and i see their dharma kind of encouraging them to give it a new name because it's really the light fractalizing into other people um you know you know sound complexes that they can receive and you know everybody's gonna find what they're gonna define for them well it's like yeah that it's the messenger like because you got people who aren't gonna receive from jesus because of their dad because their dad was a pastor but they'll receive it from seth you know you know receive it from bashar uh or channeling a space alien you know what i'm saying like that like i'll receive like even saying the same things like i got i know christians who will crucify you when you when you share the beautiful teachings of jesus but you don't quote the verses or you change it up a little bit and you live it because they want it in this container they want it in this box you can be saying and doing the same thing but because it's not in that container that they're used to we talked about the beginning just the boxes we want to put okay that's the christian box there's the there's the yoga he's talking yoga now he's a yoga box you know and so okay he's a yogi he talks about christ we want to put we got boxes for people because we've met people we've met other christians well we met other hindus or new agers or whatever it is that when you i when you meet somebody you're like okay he's this he's that he's that and when you when you blow those paradigms out the water i i i love doing that you know it's a an um enigma or whatever and just blowing those boxes away and messing with people's head and then being able to kind of share truth in that kind of because you got to like destroy that paradigm in a sense like all christians are this or all what we thought all muslims were that all muslims are terrorists or all muslims are extreme radical extremists it's like no that's not the case that was like that's like saying every christian is a member of the ku klux klan i know a lot of christians in the ku klux klan in the south in mississippi and i used to work with them on the job i got to meet them firsthand and so people they think that all you know christians are that we we got these boxes that we put people in because of our life's experience but and you and you can't receive from them we got it we all have the thing we just shut down like yeah i have it but but i know it's i have it because i identify it though like obviously we know it's there so that allows us to kind of take the back door okay i know that there's some resistance here but i'ma listen anyway because there was the scriptures where god spoke through balaam's donkey like god spoke through a donkey like he was kicking the damn donkey or whatever because he wouldn't go a certain way but the donkey could see something that he couldn't see and he wouldn't listen he wouldn't take a hint so the donkey started talking to him if god can use and speak through a donkey then he can speak through the people who i think he can't and when you step into that again all is god i see god christ in everything then you open up to a new realm of possibility that your your devotion to christ he'll speak to you through church and through christians i also speak to you through muslims you also speak through you through watching an episode of whatever movies on the television or an ads on a billboard or somebody's bumper sticker or Numbers 11-11 333 oh my god he's trying to do whatever he can to get my attention i am conscious i'm lucid in the dream so therefore it's like i can listen to bashar okay it's cool i can listen to jesus i can listen to buddha muhammad it doesn't matter it's like once you once you know the truth the bible says you know the truth and the truth will set you free most christians are like okay if we know jesus he sets us free yeah he's in that you can identify the good and the bad in it there's christ and there's some bad this one listen hey man seth they got some weird stuff dude there's some demonics there's some dark energy in it all in christianity there's some super dark stuff be careful there's the yin and the yang but that's the beauty that we get to look at it and like okay i know they threw you away that's why i get emotional talking about this it is the story of christ it is the cross it's like listen i know they all gave up on you i know your family gave up on you i know your friends i know you said you want nothing and we see the people christ reached out to the prostitutes the tax collectors the ones that society everybody gave up but he saw he saw something valuable in those people he saw that he could look and everybody saw the bad but if you look a little bit closer and look through this veil of the box and open the box and look in it and you can see that person's soul you can see their spirit you can breathe life upon them you can prophesy to them you can speak to them and change their day change their moment change their situation change their entire entire life with the word of encouragement and jesus did that with everybody that he met even his enemies he left them dumbfounded and had him thinking and man and he did that to me you know what i'm saying so i owe it to humanity and to myself and to him you know what i'm saying to pay it forward you know what i'm saying in every way i can even if it's just sprinkling a little salt it might not be doing no miracles in the street we would want to but it may be just through a conversation of being vulnerable and speaking your truth that in in the midst of that people know the truth in the midst of a conversation and it sets them free that's it man that's the gospel i like both of it dude you know what i'm saying i there's a part of me that remains to the gospel of being broken like i i got a lot of friends even in the christian movement there's mystical christian movements that are thriving right now they're growing it's really cool embracing yoga the embracing breath work it's really cool i love it christian mystics but a lot of those people are starting to get away from what they call um original sin which is like we were born sinners or whatever and i know that's what we've been told in the church that's a sticky one you're a sinner in need of a savior but they're like no no listen you're you're redeemed you're you're made whole you're not a dirty rotten sinner you never were the only thing that happened was when you believed you were and that's what made you that because you believed it and and i got a lot of friends in that movement and and and i'm i'm in that movement to a degree but it's like i can get so lofty to think i'm so ascended and my head is in the cloud but my feet aren't connected to the earth and i need the grace that i needed 21 years ago now when christ found me and my sin like i still need him and it was pretty bad it was pretty far out i was going schizophrenic i was possessed by evil spirits and going i was sickly like it was bad and i but it's so easy i'm so far removed from that person to forget about that i said well now i've got everything together and now that's the old me it's like listen i'm one wrong move away from killing somebody i'm one wrong move away from slapping the taste out of one of my fans mouth when they talk down to me in in public you know what i'm saying like it's a daily thing the grace and the peace in that moment that's how whatever how spiritual i am or how much i love spirituality it is to balance out that negative energy the light in the dark still exists it's still there there may come a time where i need to slap somebody in the mouth and they stepped in my family if they you know what i'm saying they're breaking my home like you got to go to war well you know what i'm saying so everything exists and we get to see the yin and the yang and we choose this day who will serve the light or the dark and uh to think that you've transcended or it's not in there is the moment they find out that your pastor has a kid tied up in his basement and he's been teaching on on this new doctrine of how he's untouchable and there's no guile in him and come on now like you know pride cometh before a fall and so i understand that and it keeps it keeps me humble but i am lofty i know who i am in the spirit you know what i'm saying i know who i'm connected to i know that we are luminous beings within this body this body is temporary but we get to experience duality and that's beautiful we want to transcend it we want to leave it we want to leave our bodies and guess what if you're dying when you die and you're in the akashic guess what you're going to want to do i want another body i wish i was still in my body it was like listen be here be present be in the moment and you said wasting energy come on man that's plant teachers like that's jesus be anxious for nothing be in the moment stay in the moment any moment that you're not present is a waste of that moment and that's what they all sing with the resounding gong every single one of every plant teacher hey man be present be mindful listen a little bit more like you only got a little bit time there like create some beautiful stuff it's in you nothing's going to stop you we're going to show you how to do it when you reach these blissful states of meditation you said dmt psilocybin it's these same messages that are from their whispers from eternity which are synchronicities reminding you hey troop seeker you lose it in the dream bro you get to do some really cool stuff man take take advantage of it so ah i know i'm ranting man um i love the energy bro um and i know you gotta go man um and uh go ahead and plug your stuff dude uh you're a hip-hop artist you got some really cool music that you're working on some really cool music out you're active on instagram you do one-on-one sessions you got some courses and stuff like that coming out let people know where they can uh tap into your work man and listen to some of your tunes and book sessions and all that cool stuff bro man appreciate your prism and your reflectivity and your anchoredness and your articulation and your full spectrum kind of like historical analytic awareness it's a it's a blessing to be in coherence with you bro appreciate you the space you hold thank you thank you um yeah on instagram it's at rocco moon r-o-c-c-o m-o-o-n moon stands for miss out on nothing you heal and resolve fomo the feeling of missing out which is separateness from what you want to have by missing out on nothing and choosing what you're unwilling to miss out on and living that daily i got an online course coming out mirror alchemy which is basically kind of buddhic awareness simplified pragmatized i'd say it's the next level of christ consciousness which is mirror consciousness which is just highly emotionally intelligent pragmatic uh alchemical beingness on a daily level uh got another online course moon alchemy program pretty much like spiritual embodiment i don't like the term enlightenment as much as embodiment makes it really again that word pragmatic um all of the highest level enlightenment stuff but simplified pragmatized for a waking state kind of yeah is it is it helpful yes or no um everything's pretty much on instagram been putting out music as rocco moon but just went through this identity shift and the moon just stopped feeling feeling like it was part of the music so the teachings are going to be more kind of with this last name of moon as a as a branding because you know what what you and i are both doing is reflecting the light of the infinite sun into this space so i see a moon as a metaphor of that and uh the music will keep coming out but as rocco with a comma at the end but again just go to rocco moon on the instagram and the link tree there's uh services offered it gives you kind of clarity as to what um my specialties are as a servant to each soul mirror sessions are what i call them when we do like a full kind of quantum alchemy scan of what is the most relevant thing that anybody needs assistant with i don't believe in confusion i feel confusion is just psychological pressure and friction waiting for clarity to have an aha moment i'm an aha moment gardener and uh i just work as an extension of the crystal body that we all are as one infinite intelligence and um yeah the online courses fun eight week program and then a 12-week program one-on-ones love doing those see anything you need on instagram that's about it that's what's up that's what's up uh rocco enjoyed it man and uh anytime you want to do it again we we need to do it i'm sure there's so much that we can talk on and we didn't even like crack your story we just went in on some deep stuff off the yeah going into your story and stuff there's still more that i'd like to explore with you and and get your take on a lot of stuff too so let me know when you want to do it again man we'll make it happen man we'd love to and yeah let's like plant a seed here with whoever's listening whoever watches this like maybe comment what you'd like to see us kind of go in on and what topics um i'd love to talk to you more about how you've alcoholized your masculine heritage into what you are now i think both of us have something to come in there um amongst i'm sure some other fun topics too but yeah i appreciate you it's been a blessing thanks everybody for tuning in thank you rocco moon ladies and gentlemen rocco thanks for coming on and uh yeah like i said we'll have to do it again and with that i'm gonna say peace shalom rocco we'll do it again bro peace i say peace bless you ladies and gentlemen rocco moon yeah the new just son ted nugent's son killing it man killing it uh spiritual powerhouse i think i uh i i labeled this episode pretty cool name spiritual powerhouse um brother's really in touch really in tune got a lot in common a lot more to explore and um hopefully yeah it'll be a friendship there'll be some camaraderie to be some music come out you know something like that we'll make it happen um we're not done with this episode yet guys for those of you who are on patreon and want to join this episode if you have any uh questions or comments and you want to be on camera or not just turn your camera off you can do that by going to the patreon and just going down to the last episode and click the zoom link to join in i do have um a guest that we're going to bring in here in a moment and i'll introduce him on the other side of this short break we're going to take a short break and on the other side listen we're going to talk about you ufos we're going to talk about orbs we're going to talk about ufology and somebody who's having a lot of amazing encounters here in a minute so make sure you guys stick with us on the other side of this break and we'll be right back wow so the throne room meditation man this was just like a new level for me of creating encounter really the process behind it is going in for myself having an encounter with the lord tapping into the spirit and getting in his presence and really just petitioning the father's heart and saying god what would you say to them if i'm bringing these people with me here if they're doing this guided meditation and we're going through this journey we're having fun we're seeing things we're experiencing new feelings and emotions and sensations what would you say to him so it's channeling the father's heart and relating it back to the people so man it's just a beautiful encounter and i remember when i wrote the first one i was so excited about it and it was just god speaking to my heart i was able to channel the father's heart and i would read the script to people because i was just so excited while i was working on it and every time that i would just read the script the presence of god would just invade me and i just burst into tears and i couldn't even read it i'm just like let me copy and paste it and send it to you but every time i listen to it i'm immediately translated back into the throne room of god and uh everything's good there that's the place where everything is okay where in the scriptures it says that we are to hide under the shadow of the almighty this is the throne room of god this is the place that we can encounter for ourselves but this is also a place in which we dwell so a part of us is always there and we have access to that now there's people who have never encountered this before in their life and it's a totally new experience for them and almost every time i get a testimony back from someone they just say how god wrecked their lives that they didn't know what they were getting into the next thing they know they're in the presence of god wrapped up in his glory he's communicating his love to them and it just totally wrecks their lives so make sure you check out the throne room guided meditation visualization that i brought to the table there are things that go bump in the night pull up a chair don't be scared for you have many friends unaware on the truth seeker podcast he seems like a nice guy you're listening to the truth seeker podcast now back to the show this is it don't get scared now all right ladies and gentlemen we're back with the true secret podcast my guest is uh joining me right now but he's having some audio issues uh see if you can leave and come back nate which i think you just did and uh we'll see if we can hear you get your mic working again we're gonna be talking about ufos ufology with something that's near and dear to my heart um i need to pull these pictures up just so that i can uh show you guys who are on stream but my facebook has been tripping but i had somebody reach out to me and sent me uh some pictures and videos of ufos and um sent them to my um facebook and i think i think he's back with us now nathan are you there bro hey bro can you hear me um he sent me these uh uh pictures i'm trying to see if i can share them on this on the stream right quick just because they're really really cool but my facebook isn't loading but he sent them to me and was telling me all of these different experiences that he was having with ufos and with orbs and um interesting thing telepathic communication and that's something that we cover here a lot i've been talking about ufology a lot we've been talking about um interviewing people who have had continued contact with lights in the sky and and ufos and and things of that nature but they talk about having continued contact they talked about having telepathic communication downloads and epiphanies and who or what they are remains a mystery for a lot of people you know they can talk about their their experience they can talk about what they think it is you know uh but it's really you we get into weird territory when when people come forth and and tell you exactly what it is and tell you that i know for a fact that these are the beings from zeta reticuli or the beings from orion like you know there's there's some there's some muddy water there for a skeptic maybe for you you believe it you know maybe it's resonated with something deep down in you when they said it and then that is truth i don't know but a lot of people are having a lot of different experiences and even though you know we talk about uh ufo and alien abduction and and how that's being phased out and we don't even hear those terms being used anymore we talk about that but some people still say it's happening other people say that you hear more of people calling themselves contactees inexperiencers or awakeners in those terms that sound like more fun terms and people are willing it to happen people are actually going out into the fields and doing ce5 initiatives and if you don't know what that is you go out into an open field you go out under the night sky and you ask for a sighting you ask for um a ship to appear or a being to appear we don't we don't even have to say um a ship you could say a being because i think a lot of the stuff that we're seeing are actually entities that these these aren't plasma ships or um or not plasma ships because that plasma ship could be a being as well they're not nuts and bolt ships they're not um what what people would call back engineered craft or even or even physical craft as far as with occupants in it but you look into the night sky and you see these lights you see these orbs you see all of this stuff and you could be looking at an entity itself is which i believe most of the things that i've seen have been along that lines has definitely been um entities nathan i think we're here you know buddy okay i figured out man i think there is some sort of bluetooth uh miscommunication going on there nice so i'm trying to i'm trying to uh do the you know lead into the segment and work audio controls and try to help you get your mic worked out at the same time but we're here man so i don't know if you heard much of what i'm what i'm talking about but i get a lot of pictures man i get a lot of pictures in my inbox and uh hey what is this and most of the time it's like uh i don't even see anything um honestly most of the time it's like a shadow maybe a it looks like it could be a face in the shadow or something but uh some of the the pictures and videos that you see me were were really interesting bro and uh i want to i want to talk to you i want to break it down hear what you're going through and your relationship and what you're experiencing what's going on in your head i know how it is how long has this been happening but yeah what so why did you inbox me and send me these pictures you've been listening the podcasts and things like that yeah so i guess i'll take it from like the most recent and then bring it all the way back to the past or start from the beginning and go back to the end from what i first know um so about two years ago um i'm just outside i'm whittling my own chess set i'm listening to reggae music i'm sort of day drinking i'm looking down at an ant thinking to myself man this aunt and i are so much alike man i'm just doing my thing not even know what's going on and i'm thinking in the back of my mind i'm also like god just looking down on me just ready to take over if you know like i've always been a type of you know step over hands help help spiders out what not and then all of a sudden i got this feeling come over me which these feelings happened to me before and you know this just like energy like uh like a buzzing feeling like this like energy like electricity almost and then i look up i see these you know two balls of light just spinning around dancing around each other and i'm thinking oh man i'm glad i had my phone this time so take my phone out and i'm recording and um you know and in the recording i get you know pretty excited because it is exciting because i i know what they are because this is the second time that it's happened to me so after i record it and then i go back and i look at this these videos you know i call my girlfriend out she's looking at him too um you know it's not just me who see these seizing scenes so then when you break the video down slow it down you can see at least 20 of these smaller just soft by softball size brown objects with what looks like wings chasing around black rectangles um that's what i can describe them as um and then some sometimes you'll see discs of light and then as i'm sitting there this uh you know the sensation comes through this uh like lightning rod of like just energy coming surging through the top of my head out through my body down the left out of my leg and um you know ever since then um just been searched around trying to find out what these things are i've turned to religions i um you know different religions um the quran the quran talks about the jinn and kareem um the korean is supposed to be something that spiritually tied to a human when it's born trying to get the human to do bad deeds i you know it gets you know really uh kind of messy when when you look in all that um so yeah i've just been looking around and then i found your podcast and every time that i hear you and your experiences and how you said that you've seen a fleet of them during the daytime and it basically describes what i've been seeing and take that back six years ago the same incident happened to me where i seen three fine objects and like before it happened you know i was looking down to my son he's just in a baby harness and in front of me i'm just you know hey we're gonna look out this window we're gonna see something amazing then i see these three balls of light just flying by like real super high really super fast right behind each other and i just you know i thought out and i felt it for my heart i called out and i said hey where are you going why don't you come back and then in that moment the very last one stopped in its tracks and it started drifting towards me and that's when i jumped on uh you know the good old youtube trying to find out whoa this is crazy because you know i've seen a ufo before but it's never been like this so then that's where you and i were talking about um where i jumped on and i'd seen that video of the prophet yahweh where he summons ufos in front of the news crew and whoa this is really cool um so before all this happened you know i i also had a ufo experience where i seen a big solid black trapezoid craft um with my friend he was with me at the time we've both seen it um kind of just stopped on the four-wheeler that we're on got off started walking up to the house looking at this thing just floating at the back of my pond we lived up north uh in atlanta michigan at the time so 20 acres and this you know this thing was at the back of the property but it was it was huge um so we look down we look back and it's gone um well during that time is when my mom and my dad started telling me they're like yeah you know i've i've seen ufos too and uh the story with my mom was she was sitting at you know in her house with all of her brothers were gone um out bowling with her dad and you know she was sitting out in the living room grandma was downstairs doing laundry get this feeling come to the window come look out the window same basic feeling that i got my you know that this my second experience so she finally looked you know finally had the curiosity to get up and go look and like i said it's just like it's not like a voice or it's just like a feeling when i feel like they like communicate it's just like i wouldn't say someone's voice just just like a feeling you know that you get that like just like ah like i know like i don't know how i know it's just like there um and then the the closest thing to these orbs these light orbs that i can describe them as um the best of my knowledge is that my father who was adopted um on his communion day when he first got home um his adopted mother and their neighbor and him were in the basement not sure what they were doing but his story was a a ball of light about uh bigger bigger than a grapefruit came in through the wall it hit his chest it hit my mother you know my grandma's chest and then the neighbor's chest and then it flew out through the glass block window so now here i am years later i'm still trying to find out what these things are you know i've researched all lightning you know i go on the internet you can find old historic reports of like these flying objects in the sky in like germany um you know and then the more recent ones that are on there you know i'm just i'm just glad that i'm connecting with more people who i had no idea also existed out there who is also experiencing these same things and i'm just glad to share with other people and um i'm just you know here to learn and find out what's going on and connect with you and you know get you know connect with other like-minded people and just so that we can you know all get together and say hey you know you're not the only one yeah for sure and that you know we hear that all the time of you're not the only one man like but that is so powerful when people find out that they're not crazy especially going through this like i i i went i was kind of going through my awakening at the same time like that stuff facilitated awakening going out under the night sky hey are you guys out there can i see you oh wow like yeah that yeah something's exists that knows my thoughts and is communicating and then it opens up so many questions but then friends would disappear like oh am i crazy am i really experiencing this or did i make it all up in my head and what i believe showed itself to me there's a there's a another rabbit trail that could be possible but for you um when you started out like did you uh this happened out of nowhere for me i seen prophet yahweh first but it was around the same time of doing some ufo studying and stuff and then i saw prophet yahweh when i seen that it was like yeah i'm gonna do that like so it's like prophet yahweh came first and then some some biblical study too to make sure that it was safe and just studies on the angels and how they travel and could this be angelic because the christian realm says no it's demons man be careful you guys are waving at demons asking demons to come back and say hey to me and my son so you can't even talk to them they're closed down to the entire conversation so it's like well who else do i talk to i got to go on some podcast and and have a conversation with people which is what i did i called in the mini podcast and interviewed and started my own podcast where i got to interview those people for in long form um was this like a first time experience when you've seen it or did you watch a movie did you hear about someone who summoned ufos or angels that are watching you in the sky or anything like that at first that planted the thought that could sprout you know i i grew up without tv um the coolest show i ever watched was the closest colors of the third kind which i seen young um you know i you know i didn't think too much of it you know et scared me when i first seen that i turned that off yeah so you know i grew up with like christian um based family and you know i i've always often thought you know that you know i'm just and god's god and i i don't you know i know that there's there's god and angels and so when when all this started happening like i've you know i've just been informed and you know read my bible and you know just i stopped going to church all because of you know i guess you know kona on sundays and not the sabbath and you know just certain you know things that people would you know just it was more of oh i'm doing this like you said just to be doing it to follow other people and then i realized you know from reading on my own learning on my own and then from the moment that you know they got their closest to me because you know in this video is the closest that they've ever been and from when they they touched me that that's when i've kind of like went kind of like you did it's like i got to go to the preacher and like oh i'm going to go there and then he's going to look at me like like what are you like where do i go to and then i actually i found a pagan temple that i went you know asked questions because i i felt that they'd be like more adverse and um you know the this first meeting i went there um one of the leaders there uh he said that you know i wanted there's um archangel michaels here and he says that you are one of theirs and we need to watch out for you and so that got me thinking and and you know i just i really think that these have to be some sort of angelic beings these light orbs like i'm sure that there's man-made stuff out there um but these things that i'm seeing and encountering and other they're they're fluid they move and they they work together they communicate together and it's a back and forth like open exchange of ideas when like you're around them and um i've just i don't know i kind of lost track of yeah um so the ones you're seeing because you you know they look like little lights i guess from far away but there was other ones maybe there's something something different but something was translucent something that you can you could see through and remember i said it looks kind of like a bubble because it was like you can just see a reflection now we got to understand too that beings spirits and whether ufos are actually ships or they are beings themselves like i think a lot of times what i've seen they're actual entities right they seem alive they don't like their inner a vehicle driving by it feels like what you're seeing a lot of times is something that's alive right and it's communicating with you and um but you was able to see through it but those beings and ghosts and they have the ability to cloak to kind of like into cloak it would give the appearance of of being translucent of being see-through or whatever so that you see what's behind it and we we even have technology now that that does something similar to that you know um the the thing that you saw that that was see-through during the day and everybody he's got videos and pictures of all of this and and if we can i'll like to link it on on my website and but then you know link it back to you just so people can go there and look at this footage and actually look at the pictures but i seen something at night that was like that like i'm looking like with stargazing and looking at ufos most of the time they're they were like out of the atmosphere they're just little pieces of rice like little lights that you gotta focus oh there's one but then like there's one a little bit lower or one comes down you know and uh they go in and out of stars and i'm like watching like highways in the stars and stuff and uh and as i'm focusing way out there this orb that is see-through this big ball um similar to what you showed in the video like at night i seen the sil i seen the outline of it but you could see through it and it was flying right above the tree line so as as i'm looking way out there just right here in the peripherals this big thing what the heck and you could see through it so i've seen something similar and i've asked james gillin and he talks about seeing things that look like balloons that you can see through but they're actual entities and stuff yeah yeah so um there's this uh there's this goddess called her kate uh she goes around with like torches so you know i i even thought that this thing the i'm gonna send you the video and when the video first starts off you'll notice two large orbs just stationary right above my rooftop um you know and then i pan the camera up to where these things are then you watch me watching these things and you know in them like with my eyes i can just see the two moving around i don't notice all these other ones going zipping out and then when you see the video you can see it and you you'll see these orbs go from one side of the screen all the way to the other and you don't see them the travel you'll just see them in this spot and then they're in this spot and then when you slow it down there's actually there's a smoke like ring like a smoke circle where this thing has gone through a cloud and it's quite amazing and you can hear it i think when my voice starts saying oh my god no no way like that's when i first noticed it and then um yeah they they definitely can change shapes change size to me i think that they can group up together as in you know groups and i don't know if these if these two things they were looking around were the eyes of a bigger creature um you know looking around surveying the area and then these other orbs were like the children you know flying around you know it's you've got so you've got a couple theories and some stuff in in in a lot of uh ancient uh renaissance art which i love i love the ancient renaissance art that show ufos and there's some that show and a lot of people talk about maybe there's a mother ship and that those little the little ones a lot of people say they're like drones that they just kind of go out in and and survey and either bring back information or they can see through them from this craft and things like that or god can see through them like there's some really interesting um renaissance art that even shows that and people who who believe that now um also you mentioning like this this rod that kind of hit you like a beam of of light that was like a knowledge that came through like a download communicating with you there's renaissance art of that one coming from like a cloud and it has a dove on it as well so it's like going through a dove i guess representation uh you know representing the holy spirit but it's hitting this lady in the head so it's like she's being enlightened and she's receiving a transmission from the stars from the clouds and uh and we talk about telepathic communication it's like wow they were drawing this stuff in early renaissance art and it's all throughout christendom as well so one of the things you said that looked like this interesting that you said they look like they were fighting or like erasing like black the little black rods that's interesting too like they're like spiritual warfare or something or negative entities that are trying to invade an atmosphere that they came to clean it up or something and you just got to see it you know yeah definitely you know i i've been wanting to get my video onto like a professional grade like editing system so that we can blow it up zoom in slow it down like super duper slow like i would love it to be professionally analyzed and like taken even further and see because like you know i can just like piece together what's going on and you know that you know the way that my camera works and that you know what when the things are spinning around like you can literally see things coming out and then when you slow it down like frame by frame and then you stream it together you can just you can see these white balls with what looks like wings chasing these you know like smaller rectangle things around you know i don't know if they're chasing now or what what they're doing but and um what you talked about when you said you know the holy spirit you know i've even said you know this these are either aliens angels spirits or i've just seen the holy ghost itself and that's really cool that you mentioned that yeah so um and one of the things you were sharing with me in in the messages as well which is cool and i'm sure you can appreciate that i said it earlier in the interviews i'm a skeptic you know what i'm saying and and i know you are too you told me in the message you said you want you don't you don't want to just see a light in the sky oh it's a ufo everybody because you can be fooled it could be a plane like there's some interesting planes out there there's some interesting lights in the sky that are satellites and if you've seen the stuff uh you know spacex put out there like if you've seen that like that would you would swear that it was a fleet of ufos as well like you want to make sure that it's not something that that uh that you want to see and so the first light in the sky you think it's i think it's that and that can happen too but it's like the more that you're trying to like you want the real thing so you're not going to fall for something like you know birds chasing each other well let's we got to rule it out we need to study and make sure that this isn't my camera not using autofocus and it's really birds or or bugs there's a lot of that that goes on the internet bugs and and night vision goggles that that light up and people are thinking their fairies and things like that so when when you approach it you have to be a skeptic because that's what that's how you get your answers you know because you don't want to you you don't want just somebody to say like not being a skeptic would just be going to the pastor and the pastor said oh yeah those are demons just don't worry about them don't focus on them it's like hold on i'm not that doesn't seem right but just taking his answer okay they're demons everybody like hold on i don't think it's right i'm gonna keep digging because i wanna i don't you know and so i i honor that in another seeker you know what i'm saying especially when it comes to this because you've been in groups that you said they post rant like crappy videos and ce5 stuff that's like i'm not sure that's what that is right yeah i'm not sure maybe you've heard of this gentleman he's really cool i think he's been on the history and discovery channel his name's jeff woolwine um not right off he did yeah um and he does stuff like with the petroglyphs that you know the stone carvings that are written in the stones by the the indian the native americans um and you know i've reached out to him and you know he's he's taking a look at the video and and i like i said i i i really would like to get my video to the experts and you know have them even break it down a little bit further for me so that i could better you know understand who i am why i am and the the download thing i don't like to share you know the whole everything of the download but i mean because i don't want people to think oh you're just saying that because of this that you know it's you know the feelings that i got were a um you know yahweh is upset that his people are being deceived into thinking that sundays are the sabbath okay and the second thing is that there's no you know reason for me to personally you know consume me anymore and that it'd be you know best for my diet to uh you know switch to a more plant-based um thing for for some reason and um you know from there that's all i've been you know searching for is more answers more clues and connecting with more friends who are also interested and i didn't i didn't know anything about ce5 and you know i got into c5 and then i found junior podcasts and i've just i really liked your stuff man very grateful that you invited me out it's good to meet you it's good i'm glad you're on here sharing your story and um let people know that they're not alone but i mean at this point you know there's a lot of information out there with ce5 initiative and the documentaries and uh the close encounters of the fifth kind uh project that that stephen greer put out which is really cool they caught a lot of cool stuff on on camera um so the the thing that you you mentioned also about you know going going vegetarian that was one of the downloads i got as well while stargazing was if you wanted to continue this then you need to work on your diet and meditate more your diet was you got to eliminate meat now again for me i don't i'm not hard on that for a lot of people but like when you when you want to dig in and you want to have those encounters and experiences and see some really cool stuff then it's going to take some kind of an action to do it and getting a lot of that stuff out of your body i think is part of it so that you can receive so that you can hear and and they can approach you even i wrote a book i don't know if you checked my book out yet but i actually you know i actually detailed that part of ufology and angelic contact with the diet and kind of give examples and in the bible where daniel would go on a fast and i had some really interesting synchronicities uh behind it as well but that was one of the main messages as if this is some profound what did they tell you well they told me to stop eating me you know that kind of thing they told me to quit going to sunday sabbath you know i was like oh most of the times some of it could even be personal so we got to make sure that we're not projecting on people like our own our own uh uh sanctification if you will that we need to better ourselves and we need to do this or we need to stop that and then it becomes a message that we force on people or say that god says it or whatever the case is so you also you always have to watch out for that um but i had a lot of synchronicities and there's a lot of biblical examples and a lot of eastern examples about cleaning your diet and it was one thing that they said if you wanted to to to go deeper and to keep it up and and honestly ever since i heard that it's been a struggle to uh to do it you know but it was like listen when you when you're ready to get serious like we know it's a struggle you know so this will this will show us that you're serious because we know how addicted you are to food we know how you know how much you love it and it was something that you have to address in any spiritual walk is eventually you have to address your diet and whether it's cutting out meat or eating kosher or whatever the case is yeah yeah definitely like uh i don't know for a long time i just feel guilty you know any time that i was eating meat and it got to the point where the only thing i was eating was chicken and even for thanksgiving day you know i upset my whole family just like man why are we doing this yeah it's so cruel guys why are you doing that i'm like i know i don't want to do this i'm just doing it because that's what you guys made me think that i had had to do and like i just like woke up and i was like oh you know i don't need to actually do this anymore and uh just you know i don't just oh people say like waking up or awaken but it's just like like a light bulb went off like your eyes are just a little bit more open you know it's not like being awake it's just like understanding more i guess it's like if these things can go around being pure energy based on you know based on electricity what are they made out of electrolytes like if they can fly and they're made out of they don't need to eat me i want to fly too like my number one thing was like oh maybe i'll make friends fridge with these guys maybe they'll maybe if i focus real hard they'll make me levitate like i do my dreams all the time well the possibilities are endless man and you can't let somebody say oh that's silly like no it's silly to you to me it's it's a possibility and the bible says that whatsoever a man thinketh in his heart so shall it be like if you have the faith to believe it then why not try and not let anybody rain on that parade because here you are flying around town or flying in your home it's not so far out of the books the there's stories of of the the priest that used to do it the you know the early early christian mystics their stories of them hovering and flying and the flying nun and so no like that's that stuff is somewhere it got lost you know and i think a lot of this information of who they are and our involvement with them whether they're angels or guardians or whatever uh that knowledge got lost so for me it it it when it started happening it just fueled my awakening was like we're not alone that was one thing and that heaven is real like you know that because for me i would see these things traveling back and forth from heaven to earth like i would see them come out of a star or come out of orion and my and for me there's a lot of information about orion being a portal to what we would call heaven like that's how you get to heaven is through orion and things and uh stars are created and birthed out of orion almost it looks like everything is actually coming out of the orion horsehead nebula a lot of research a lot a lot of amazing art even in ancient art about orion horsehead nebula is hidden in a lot of ancient iconography which is awesome but it made it real you know the angels weren't just some idea or heaven is not an idea but like there's when the bible says that michael travels back and forth from heaven to earth like it wasn't lying like they are watching over humanity and the cosmos and all types of beings that are out there um and it just awakens something within you a possibility it got in my music it got in my art it got in my studies you know and it it made me better it made me more loving it made me more tolerable it made me less of a know-it-all and more of a child that just approaches awe and wonder with life in in the cosmos and astrology and astronomy and stargazing and grounding and it wasn't just that it leads to so taking care of your body your body is the temple of the holy spirit the bible says why would you defile your temple with things that you're putting in it whether it's processed foods or or meats or whatever it is for each individual like at least eat kosher you know what i'm saying like you can eat maybe try that start somewhere um but it opened up a lot of stuff for me you know and i know it does for a lot of people yeah yeah definitely yeah definitely yeah would you simply see the prophet yahweh video did you have you already seen that before or no i had not seen that before i i got onto that and then it led to flat earth and then it led to concave earth i'm like i'll jump on the i'll i'll jump on the concave earth there's a website that i helped restore that that um helped me when i was going through a lot of this stuff with the with the bible and stuff too it's actually it's called bibleufo.net and so there's a ton of bible verses and stuff about anomalies that things that could be ufos in the bible the chariots of fire the cloud by day the fire by night voices coming out of clouds and we know that ufos come like go in and out of clouds to hide their presence they hang out in clouds and and it was even we talk about downloads in in telepathic like it was like i was told that chemtrails or how they blocked them out when there's going to be a lot of traffic with ufos that the the government or whoever will spray chemtrails and cloud seed to where there's a perfect perfectly clear day and then within an hour there's cloud coverage as far as you can see because of the uh the uh contrails or chemtrails whatever you want to call them that just make a blanket where you can't see above a certain height um i've also got gotten the downloads where uh i've seen the orbs or it wasn't really there were lights in in the day uh something was like reflecting off of them it seemed like though during the day like maybe the sun was reflecting on it just so it made it bright so i can see it and uh and a jet was flying towards it i saw the jet first and it told me that jet is flying over here to scare us away so i looked exactly where that jet was coming i looked while i was driving my truck and looked way on the other side and there it was a jet was headed right towards that shiny orb in the middle of the sky during the day and as soon as i seen it it caught that bright glimmer it hey i just want you to see it and then poop it was gone yeah oh my god that's insane how did i know that it's like an inner knowing it's very strange and your whole body will start tingling too yeah um yeah and i know what you mean about i've got like so many videos where i'm zooming in on something like a zoom in and oh yeah it's it's a balloon oh i'm glad i got this this camera in here to figure it out but you'll know when they are them because of how they're responding to your thoughts and and or getting your attention it's not gonna you know if you're sitting there paying attention oh look you know what's that but when when you get that feeling when when i'm in the back of the house vacuuming with my son just on my chest looking down to him saying ben you want to go look at the window we're going to see something amazing and then you go out and do it or sit in there whittling and you get this funny feeling and like five minutes later you see them it's like you know when you know when you know when you see them because i got to just have that feeling who uh went through a lot of this stuff with me he on the christopher macklin episode he jumped in on the end of it i know you said you heard that one but the one we just did with christopher macklin my buddy uh the voice who uh stephen cook i do a lot of music with him he's talk we you know we put the stuff in our music you know we talk about telepathic communication and seeing light ships and on wonder and child we talk about it changed our lives man and um he talks about he gets that knowing i don't really get that no more as far as like step outside and look up like i don't it doesn't it's not that clear for me anymore like it was at first there was a lot of it but he gets it now and he walks outside and they look straight up and they see him and it's like an inner knowing hey go outside and look up or when you go to your car look up and every time he does like he always sees them you know definitely definitely um you know really cool that's same experiences here and then i'll also tie in to the fact that once i've started realizing that they're there i started realizing more of the world that was going around me like i said with the synchronicities um things tying in together like you know i'll say something about you know you know the you know ice cream shop parking lot needs to be fixed the very next uh or within that week that you know they had somebody out there surveying it and getting it repaired yeah you know and like you said like you know ted nugent you know came across your feed and the next thing you're talking to his son yeah it's like really really cool and when he was talking he noticed those things now when when when rocco was talking a while ago like he was saying there was a moment towards the end why just started smiling and he wasn't like it wasn't he wasn't saying nothing profound per se but to me it was because i've had this same conversation with three four different people uh in the last two weeks in the analogies that we're using and he said stuff that another you know everything he was saying is stuff that you don't really hear all the time or maybe since you were little or whatever and then now somebody's echoing that back to you enough to where it gets your attention and that's that what they want to do what synchronicity is to get your attention i think even with the ships there i i don't see many ships anymore you know but it's like hold on they still have my attention like i needed to show you the ships i needed to show you the fleets to get your attention now going through meditation and let's connect you know because the more revelation and the more the deeper you go into it there's some really interesting stuff that comes um so much so that that like you couldn't even explain it if you wanted to you couldn't explain it so we just get pieces of it and we have fun remembering and waking each other up but if we tried to really explain it like these beings pop it i've been there they're time travelers they they hold the fabric of reality together in this existence like they are the gods right they are watching over humanity they have the ability to to do whatever like they are the gods of the bible not they're not bad they're good like they're they're angelic they're benevolent like they're you know watching over this that this experiment or earth whatever this this existence is you know goes through its awakening process just like a lot of people are awakening within themselves and having spiritual awakenings when enough people begin to have a similar awakening well the collective is waking up it's not just you anymore it was just you until you found out that you're not alone and there's people all across the globe having the same encounter wrecking their lives and now they're more loving and now they're more caring and they they're you know and and they're facilitating and they're doing it by many different means it's not even just stargazing like it is meditation it is some somebody maybe ayahuasca or dmt or whatever or just you know it's different means but the message is usually the same be mindful enjoy life don't take things too seriously hug your son you know these kind of things just to be mindful in the moment and and everything spiritual should reflect that not to take you out of this ex existence but remind you to be lucid in the dream hey man you know 10 years from now you're going to wish you had that moment that you you missed you know time flies man and you only you only i don't know about reincarnation i don't know if we come back as something else as a bug or as a lamp or i don't know if i was a king in a past life i do know who i am right here today in this existence and and my voice and my breath and my heartbeat and and i'm here and i don't need to waste it and i need to be present and mindful and not even be even lofty because spirituality could be an escapism ufos are escapism i'm telling you there's people who make up stories in these fields and tell you that they tell you all kinds of stuff so trying to decipher the truth in the midst of a lot of this stuff is it's very hard when there's a lot of narratives and a lot of trauma going on so i appreciate you you know bringing what you what you did and what you do to the table and and where it leads you and you know people need what you got i don't have any videos i don't have any any pictures i want to but i don't you know so when i was able to see yours i was like hey that's awesome because i've seen a lot of similar stuff definitely yeah uh i don't know if you can edit out my voice in it my voice sounds ridiculous at the video but oh i'll like i'll tag your name in the original video and i don't know if it i don't know if like sometimes when i upload stuff on facebook it's not like the actual height definition so maybe like i'll send it to you okay but yeah and then use uh use something like we transfer or something and you can just upload the raw files even if they're still on your phone or your computer or whatever so you can use wii transfer to send large files send them to me um or if you want to upload them to something else but i'll take a look at them i mean i do i do video editing as well but i'm not an expert of like obviously i can slow stuff down i can put like a you know uh make it just black and white you know you can do there's so much that you can do i guess what the so-called experts are going to do like i can do it i guess so yeah send them to me i'd love to take a look at it yeah i think my iphone just got this update where i can record the screen so i i didn't know that before but yeah before i was sitting there like going like trying to scrub through it click a screenshot go a little bit further click the screenshot but now i can just record the whole thing and just move my thumb really slowly yeah i mean doing that and even just uploading it to youtube you can send the raw footage and just name it ufo sighting and boom you're like people are looking and when they find the footage like oh wow i seen something similar and that's how we evolve like it's how like i've seen so many things i've seen like triangle big triangle ships and stuff that looks like stingrays like i've seen all kind of dude like i told you i've seen fleets you know the bars they light and then the bar then they disappear and so much stuff that yeah we need everybody's input you know we need all the footage you know because the government's not going to tell you what it is you got to make an assessment you got to be able to figure it out yourself so definitely all right brother well i'ma go ahead and jump off here man thanks for hanging out and uh you're welcome to join anytime we we do a podcast and go live man but uh thanks so much for coming on and sharing with me and we got to get get connected get you on my discord too i know you said you didn't know what discord was right yeah yeah i sent i'll send you a link it's a chat app with uh you can send pictures and videos and stuff on there it's just a chat app like its own little kind of social media thing or whatever but i'll send you a link to check it out uh if people if if people want to contact you if they if they have stories and they resonate with what you're sharing are you open for people to message you and things like that where can they find you yeah um you know just finding out with the ce5 initiative i i made my own ce5 detroit group um so if you know if you want to touch base with me there that they can i just change the group name it's facebook.com groups slash ce5 detroit and you're the admin of that group yes all right nathan that's what you're looking out for all right man uh enjoyed it brother and uh we'll we'll connect again thanks so much for hanging out man yeah by the way this is like you know really cool i got to actually talk to you in real life yeah yeah don't talk to be on your show it's really cool though really really nice meeting you you're a real cool guy thank you man i'm glad you that you resonate with with the the podcast and and the music and the book and all that listen i'm i'm like you i'm no different you know i'm saying i'm trying to figure this stuff out myself and we need each other so enjoyed it brother yeah we'll talk to you soon bye-bye peace all right that's it ladies and gentlemen a real seeker real deal see jordan maxwell says one of my teachers never trust the person who claims to have all the truth but you can always trust the person who's seeking truth and you talk about something resonating down to your core that resonates you know again we're talking about proselytizing people sharing their not sharing their message but like trying to force their message upon you force jesus on you force religion on it don't work man stop it stop it you ever heard the song about green day called when i come around i've heard it all before don't knock down my door like listen when i come around you're gonna know like you can't force anything on any anybody but let people live their life tom has a way of helping people come around when they come around uh people who are seeking versus people who are sharing people who are trying to force you their truths it has this weird thing we we kind of got in just a little bit of psychology behind it why people do that why do christians do this because you know the idea that they think they're helping because you're going to hell so we got to tell you you're not um or vegans are like listen you don't know how you don't know what off how awful it is and when it comes to proselytizing in a movement vegan there's a joke about vegans it's like how do you know somebody's a vegan because they tell you oh my god i just found christ oh my god oh my god i just became a vegan oh my god oh my god you know what they're gonna tell you and that's your zap you're zealous you become a zealot the bible has you said you have a zeal without knowledge you're excited you're ambitious but it's just it ain't harnessed it ain't it isn't it isn't well rounded or polished and you're like a pig in a parlor there's a book on that you're knocking stuff over you know it comes this this moment of where you can just you can just be you don't have to win the conversation you don't have to win the narrative a lot of people come on here and i'll share a point or whatever and they know like cut me off or whatever in mid sentence and no no that's not what it is this is what the truth is okay cool i understand that's what your truth is sure but uh you don't know me you don't know me people listening and you just share and you be okay and be okay with it hey listen i understand why that you think that's the only way because it's what's work it's because it's what's worked for you or you just put out a book on it you're trying to sell books that say this is the only way right so like what if christians what happens when christians say that there's there's many ways well they don't have the corner of the market anymore on eternity because now you can have jesus and you can have buddha now you can have jesus and whatever it is nothing you know so for them it takes it takes away their proselytized what what gospel do they share you know a lot of a lot of christian universalists eventually get there i think i think in the end most christians will become universalist and understand that the power of god of the gospel in christ was so strong that there's no way that any soul any light any person could resist it even if they wanted to like and so every so love wins and everybody gets into heaven everybody is christ died for everybody before the foundations of the earth the lamb was slain before before you even knew you were centered like you've already been justified and made whole once you understand that you become like a christian universalist oh yeah where everybody gets in so from for a lot of people that idea scares them because okay if i'm not saving them from hell what am i saving them from the revelation is is that you're not saving them from an eternal hell any eternal damnation i'm not worried about those people dying and going to hell for eternity anymore to me they don't exist i am worried about the people who are in hell right now just like jesus was the prostitute the tax collector the demon-possessed man he wasn't studying about that man dying and going to hell he said this man is in hell right now and i have the ability to set him free and get him out of that hell and let him not just get into heaven when he dies but i have the ability to let heaven get inside of him once you understand that that's the gospel that's what he did jesus was the gospel this one like he died death burial resurrection his gospel yeah that but his life what he did do what he did just do what he did and that's good news people don't get that people don't get it um it's that simple and that's the news that you have to offer whether it's proselytizing or just simply sharing simply sharing it's good news people it's good news uh raquel says i used to know this vegan girl who says that you can't be a yogi and eat meat but she got an abortion at playing parenthood i deleted her contact it's these it's these schisms it's like again you know we went back to saying like when people project onto you and they say yeah you you can't be a yogi and eat meat you didn't know that right you say you're a yogi and you're spiritually enlightened but you're not because you can't do both at the same time no that's the mind blown in your head why what we said earlier you can you can't be a yogi and eat me not me because i'm showing you i'm showing you that i'm a yogi and i'm showing you that i eat meat and i can show you better than i can tell you you can't be a yogi and eat meat christians can't be into astrology it's against the bible you want a bet i'm a christian and i dig i dig astrology like the bible is full of astrology the bible is pure astrology astro theology the bible talks about orion it talks about the pleiades it talks about the four fixed signs of the zodiac it talks about the zodiac it's actually called the mazeroth like it doesn't use that word again you gotta break the language down and see what what what is a maseratis i've never heard that term break it down oh it's the zodiac it's ezekiel's wheel it's a wheel inside of a wheel that passes through all the houses like come on you can't be a christian and do that want to bet i just did it you can't be a christian that cussed me out want to bet i just did it it's like you can't because you got this duality in your head that that separates you no it's a oneness and it's beautiful there's beauty in the blueprint there's magic in the mayhem everything comes together a conglomerate and it's a beautiful picture you gotta have gradients you gotta have blacks you gotta have whites you have some color in there life is about contrast it isn't about hard right or hard left we talk about this all the time with religion it's not about your religion or your denomination that is right because you got a lot of flaws that you need to work on you got a lot of things that you you you avoid you fail to look at you fail to see and that's one of your flaws it's not about your religion it's not about that religion it's somewhere in the middle politics it's not about right or left people it's somewhere in the middle the truth is in the middle that's when the bible talks about the narrow path of the believer that there's a narrow path that you must follow it's the highway of holiness spoke about in the old testament it is narrow what's that mean it's not too far left it's not too far right it's there's balance it's somewhere in the middle so i'm not touching your disgusting judgments i rise above it illuminati congo awaken says that's my approach too i don't care if people take or leave what i say people can be way too touchy sometimes though when i might explain something not common like i believe in hell i've been i've been there right it's not a negative thing i'm glad it exists right it's the polarity like what if what if you if you were born in a in a a a room or a box or a place where there is no darkness there's always light you begin to take that light for granted because it's always there and that's people in your life too you take people in your life for granted because they they're they're always there you've never imagined never fathomed them not existing until they're gone so you don't appreciate that light until somebody turns the light off or to you sat in darkness and those who sat in darkness beheld a great light someone or something turns that light on for you and now you're appreciative of something that you took for granted the light or maybe even giving your eyes or your pupils a rest and be sitting in darkness so you can meditate so you can collect your thoughts there's so much stimuli like i gotta sleep with the lights on you know like if you sleep with the lights on that's not really sleeping your body's not all the way going through all the processes of of shutting down when you still have light and tvs on in your room and stuff like that like there's science behind that so you need both you need darkness you need light you need sunlight you need it all you're connected as above so below as within so without everything exists for a reason everything can claim itself everything has the yin and yang it has the beautiful part and has the nasty part but don't judge either or don't judge the holy man and give him the thumb up because that holy man is a holy man usually for a reason because he used to do some treacherous stuff he used to he used to be ruthless all these movies like you see the the hero who was like a reformed villain negan you guys know who negan is walking dead you don't want to make negan mad he's a good guy now if he ain't caught up negan's a good guy he's reformed but when somebody pisses negan off and they hurt women and children oh my god you're dead he's going to kill you like negan is an og he was a villain he got reform he learned the error of his ways but that beast is still within him there's sometimes he needs to let the beast come out sometimes it's the yin and the yang to say that you're reformed and you're not that person anymore listen it's one thing he's back negan's back you got a negan inside of you you have an angel and a demon you have the higher in the lower nature both exist you have to choose love you have to choose to walk in the spirit you have to be mindful the power exists because you have free will to choose what you want to do with life and how you want to respond it's awesome everything works together for your good the light in the dark the good the bad the ugly the in-between listen it's good stuff there's a light at the end of the tunnel whether you're satin and sitting in darkness everything works together for your good remember that listen if you're not subscribed on youtube facebook or the podcasting apps where you're listening to this make sure you click that subscribe button also click the like and the share i see it when you share i it touches me when you share oh look they they believe in the work when you become a patron at any level of giving it uh looks my words are not falling upon death ears people are getting it i'm getting messages instagram facebook youtube people reaching out listen it's the good work we're doing it i can't do it 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because i know we got somebody tomorrow michael goddard listen tomorrow we're going to be talking about a guy who has mastered the now moment the beauty of the now moment kind of like eckhart tolle right but what is that is everything we talked about tonight remembering be alive in the now not tomorrow not yesterday you living in the past sir you got you got some beautiful ideas for the future but you're not making any impact now bring both of those to the moment where fusion happens so this guy michael goddard is going to talk about the beauty of the now moment also a lot of this stuff came to him through past life regressions figuring out who he was in past lives i think he says he had 18 past lives interesting you guys know i'm a skeptic i'm gonna treat him with love honor and respect and hopefully there's some proofs hopefully he makes me out of believer because that would be really cool to know that you have the ability to choose to come back if you like not that i want to or if i ever would but just to know that these other people aren't lying to me on my podcast i love you guys we'll do it again very soon peace and shalom later well that does it for this episode folks to hear more episodes of the truthseeker podcast head over to truthseeker.com and if you're wanting to support the show and get rewards go to our patreon page at patreon.com forward slash truth seeker













