Sadhu Dah joins TruthSeekah in this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast as they discuss their own personal experiences with emonic Exorcisms, Spirit Possession, Opening Portals and More!
Sadhu Dah is a student of the Theravada lineage under Master Pong Sak and Master Thanaphol Pakdee, he has years of experience and training with inner door secrets of Thai Buddhist Magick. After the Sadhu Dah became a Mophi in Theravada tradition he then had the privilege of studying under Rinpoches and Lamas from the Bonpo Tibetan lineage where he became a Lama through initiation. In continued learning he is now a formal student in the Mao Shan sect of Taoism under High Priest Yong in Malaysia.
With careful practice and plenty of devotion, Sadhu Dah became a High Priest in a Wiccan Coven, he studied under Jeffery Deuel in Norse Magic, became a Master Hypnotist under the guidance of the Shambala Institute. A passionate practitioner in Fook Yuen Chaun and a Sechem Level Reiki Master among many other titles. Through a love of learning and a studious approach, Sadhu Dah has undergone the ritual rites and testings of many traditions and customs.
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Demonic Exorcisms, Spirit Possession, Opening Portals and More! | Sadhu Dah | TruthSeekah Podcast YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQVS0tnd-lE Transcript source: YouTube captions truth seeker and or its affiliates are not responsible for any strange phenomena that may occur during or after listening to this podcast which may include the following heightened senses of awareness psychic abilities ufo sightings alien contact time loss out of body experiences ringing in the ears esp lucid dreaming increasing chronicities astral projection telepathy stronger intuition levitation miraculous healings and or remote viewing please be advised to listen at your own discussion won't you come come and take me won't you come come and take to a place me walk on troubles streaming live at truthfika.com she's not a christian give it up your portal to the paranormal esoteric and all things spiritual and now your host truthfika yo what's up ladies and gentlemen i'm your host true seeker this is 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every thursday night 7 p.m central and for any level of giving you get access to that as well so uh just to let you guys know just to throw it out there i've been talking to illuminati congo about uh joining our next retreat here in mobile alabama so for those of you who have been asking and and know that i've been talking about it that is going to be coming up very soon we'll have the tickets and stuff available for you it's going to be sometime mid-october uh mid late october mid-november um so that's going to be amazing and slots are going to be limited so as soon as you see that for those of you who said that you wanted to come make sure you get a ticket so that'll be up pretty soon so that's gonna be fun so uh without further ado we're gonna go ahead and jump into today's conversation my guest today is sadhu da brother welcome to the podcast man how are you i'm doing great thanks for having me on good did i pronounce the name right so i do die yes you got it dope dope uh what's it mean so so for people who don't know what a sadhu is or or what da means can you go ahead and break down your name before we get started yeah uh that's actually a really good question so a sadhu is a an aesthetic or a sage um if you will from eastern traditions the most relatable western understanding for most people would be thinking of a native american shaman they're very similar in the way that they give spiritual assistance to their community and how they kind of walk between the realms so to speak and da is actually like a homage to my african lineage on my mother's side of the family and da is kind of similar to the description that jamaicans give of like you know the earth the fire the water so you know da just kind of has that descriptive of you know v and v can be description for anything so what is da naught is really the question nice nice and uh i guess that makes sense because you wear a lot of hats like what am i uh and and maybe a better question is what am i not you know uh talk a little bit about what you bring to the table because you do wear mini hats you do hip hop uh exorcisms house clearings and i want to talk about details on all that stuff but kind of give an overview who you are what you bring to the table man we'll start there yeah so um in a nutshell you know i have i've had a interesting background of teachings that i was blessed with getting to study from various different masters coming from the bonpo tibetan lineage of buddhism under lamas and rinpoches under the theravada tradition of thai buddhism under some very venerable uh lung poor which means like father you know it's a like a saint-like title as well as um different bikus or you know esteemed monks within that tradition i've also learned under a wicca coven that was just a really different experience from many of the other teachings i've had but i've had so many different teachers who have helped shape me and culminate me into the teacher and student than i have become and i've learned various different aspects of magic and performing you know ritual work for people as well as meditative practices inner healing spiritual development doing exorcisms and paranormal work cleansings energy healing all manner of things really when you get down to just the nitty-gritty of it i help people heal and i help people who are afflicted by the paranormal and that's probably the simplest explanation i can give now what got you into all that i love to hear the genesis stories like it's usually something in the childhood you know whether it's you know being into paranormal movies or having a supernatural encounter as a kid what was it for you that kind of lit that spark within you to to go down this route well when i was really little um maybe like eight to ten years old it's kind of a blur these days but i i had my first paranormal experience where i had no understanding of what was happening um to me it wasn't like oh this is paranormal this is a spirit it was there's an unexplained darkness that comes and visits me at night in my room and sometimes it's so scary that you know it would um it would levitate my bed and i would be you know this scared child laying in a bed pulling the covers over and just praying and wishing it would go away and and it wouldn't and when i i called out to my mom one time my mom comes in the room she sees my bed levitating her cognitive dissonance was so strong that her natural reaction was to stare in shock for a second then shut the door and walk away and then ended up having me committed to a mental hospital because she felt like there was something wrong with me and that was the the justification for her of being able to make sense of what she saw was clearly there's something happening with him there's no way that my grandmother my abuela on my father's side of the family we have a very deep connection with gordon uh theriismo and my uh grandmother on that side of the family is the corindera and she showed me lumpia and various different magical practices like cleansing with the eggs and like little spell working and stuff when i was a kid and my mom wasn't really so keen on that but it opened my eyes to magic in combination with my paranormal experience and i'd say that was kind of what started me on the road but i didn't really get into it until i met one of my first masters years later wow how old was you when you uh when you when you got committed like how was you i was yeah i was maybe like eight to ten years old when when i got committed to the to the mental hospital and i i really had no idea what was happening um you know they thought maybe i might have been schizophrenic but i was too young for schizophrenia to really be showing symptomology wise and ended up getting let go and you know they thought well maybe you know he might be bipolar with uh you know schizoaffective disorder and and you know years later find out there's nothing wrong with me i'm just kind of a beacon and i have lots of energy yeah that's a big part of the conversation man spiritual work and spiritual awakening and mental illness you know and how it gets passed off as mental illness and even people using spirituality to to cope with any kind of mental illness as well mindfulness um so that's a big part of the conversation you know being able to see in in two realms and being visited uh by things in another realm and you got to try to make sense of it as a kid and nobody knows what the hell you're talking about you know especially if you don't really have a support system that understands yeah um when you so when when you were when you were visiting you was having those those demonic or dark encounters you have you ever made sense of what it was do you was it like night terrors is it like the shadow beings what is it the ancestors is something trying to scare you out of that realm have you kind of revisited that what that was um with more understanding and an educational background years later i was able to kind of configure that i was being um visited by an oppressive what you would consider be a demonic type of entity and it was preying on the fact that i was not yet aware of the potential of my energy and i was just an open easy food source it seems like when that happens because that happens a lot happened to me in trying to make sense of what's going on and hearing other people's stories and it seems like that stuff happens they target people who are what you call light workers or people who are destined to to make a difference on the earth and do energy work one who is able to see in the spirit whether you're marked from your family lineage or whatever it is it seems like those people who are marked as children and get attacked and get visited by dark entities are people who have a huge calling on their life to do something in the realm of spirituality well if you think about it from a predator's perspective because that's what these things are and by nature um wouldn't it make sense if you knew that your prey was going to be powerful enough one day to be able to not only combat you but deal with you in possibly a dangerous way to your own health and this prey was not yet aware of its capabilities or what it could do and was not fully developed i mean if i was a predator it would make sense to me that that is all day long what i'm going to go after yeah yeah you kind of you seems like they they because i don't know how much they can really hurt you you know you hear a lot of that they can't really hurt you they just scare you kind of thing so i don't know how much harm they can do to you scratches you hear about that kind of stuff mentally is the biggest harm that they i think they do but it's almost like they try to scare you away from anything spiritual away from anything that has to do with that type of calling that you're getting ready to be called into for your life's purpose it's like they try to scare you away from it some people have even talked about them being like these guardians like you got to kind of pass through that veil to to almost like initiation and they try to you know keep you away and but you have to come up on your own volition knowing that there's some dark stuff over there and i'm gonna say yes and i'm gonna take that step forward well every great healer that has ever walked the face of this planet went through a spiritual initiation of some sort and yeah for every single one and i'm i'm sure you can attest this as well it's kind of brutal it's not comfortable and it can be scary and it can be a daunting task um and then you know it also depends on you know is this just your spiritual test or is this a spiritual test not necessarily determined to be that but you're being thrust into it and once you meet it and you surpass it then you know that initiation has been passed yeah yeah who knows like you know if it's destiny or just by chance but it feels like destiny man because this is like this shaped your whole life you know what i'm saying and me too and and many others who have who've had those those experiences happen but again it's what do you do with it a lot of people have had it but they haven't they have nothing to do with spirituality they have nothing to do with uh you know exorcisms and and wanting to help people some people have that encounter and never speak of it again other people like us like hey what the hell was that i gotta figure it out i'm on a life's mission to find out what happened to me when i was four years old kind of thing and it thrusts you into this this life that that we're in now you know well i've had a a multitude of students um over the years who have you know i would say passed up the call more than once when it was first presented and it'll keep presenting itself it's like a nagging voice in the background and it'll grow a lot it'll grow louder and louder until you eventually answer it and it's like the hero's journey right so if you don't take that call eventually your life's just going to get harder and harder and it's almost like it's pushing you in that direction yeah for sure for sure yeah and it it will it would be it produces depression you know if you don't like if you if you're called to do something and it won't say called it's in your gut man it's why you were created it brings you to life when you do it for many people it's music or any type of spiritual work helping people i mean it can be so many things um and something that stands in your way and you're being told that you can't do it like it can totally bring about depression you know and i think a lot of people are suffering from that because they're stuck in these nine to fives and things like that or stuck in a cubicle when they know they're they're they want to travel the world you know they don't have a paycheck that allows them to do that they're barely keeping up with the rent and they want to travel the world and they want to you know visit shamans or they want to heal or whatever it is that they want to do and when you can't do that that's like it's super depressing man i was there for sure i s this calling man like on the brink of it it was just so it's like a movie dude life's just like a movie but just i started with tears man i sat my my work truck crying like man do i give up on it is this my calling to be here like building these other people's dreams and working on you know what somebody else's dream or whatever versus like saying yes to it and now getting to wake up and do your life's calling for a living like get to wake up and work on music and do sessions with people to interview amazing people and be able to make an income off of it and you know it's depressing you know thinking that you have to let let that pass you by did you ever was you ever on that on that brink of like you had to submit to the nine to five and this thing was just a pipe dream or it's only for some people kind of thing yes actually and i can think of no worse fate in this world than to not be yourself and who you're meant to be um one of my first teachers as a test to prove um my worthiness of his lessons and i am eternally grateful for all that he has taught me um i had to be homeless for a while and i had to decide how important this was to me was was i going to commit mind body and soul to this knowing that it wasn't bringing me any fruit in the beginning yeah knowing that there was a real chance that i could starve to death um that i could succumb to the elements how bad did i really want this how hungry and thirsty for the knowledge and the skill and the development of this was i truly and only once i had proven myself and you know in this regard i would say i'm more fortunate than some others who might have gone down a similar path as me but at that point when i had proven to my first master like hey i am worthy of this and i'm not going to give up no matter what life throws me like this is what i am meant to do and i'm going to do it even if it kills me um he he clothed me he sheltered me he fed me he took care of me so that i could strictly focus on learning and studying yeah and becoming the mage and the healer that i was meant to become yeah see that was something that was common um in the old world our ancestors like i even talked about i'm a big bible guy right and uh you know the prophets in the scriptures they had a school where they would teach you like you know how to move in the realm of the spirit how to see in the spirit how to astral travel how to stargaze how to read the stars and seasons and there were schools to this and people like you said would house you when they would see a gift or a talent in you and they say yeah i need to cultivate this because you know this person is going to heal many people this person is going to do a great work and we don't see much of that anymore that's few and far between so that's a blessing that that someone noticed that within you and and wanted to do the work and wanted to take you on as a people it's amazing it's really incredible and what still kind of floors me to this day is you know for the longest time i never really knew what you know this this master who had developed so much over you know the period of his life and his experiences why he would spend thousands of dollars why he would pour so much investment so much of his life energy into me what could he possibly be getting out of this and you know once i had kind of started to adopt new perspectives and i had gained more experience i finally got it i finally saw it was it was his gift to the world and i thought that was just the most beautiful thing ever is he wasn't doing this for what he could gain from it yeah but for what he could give to the world through me and my actions and my learning and development and i think that is just so pure and righteous is he still with us today yes he is it's awesome yeah again like biblically you would see the prophets who were trained in all types of wild far out stuff that the common person didn't understand but but it allowed them to tap into powers unseen and they were able to see in the spirit move in the spirit command it to rain stop reigning command increase uh touch baron wombs that weren't able to have children and just miracle workers and you would see someone like elijah in the old testament like take a young pupil elisha and he passed this mantle down to him like everything that i know i'm gonna pour into you so that you can take this because i'm not gonna be with you forever i'm gonna teach you and i'm gonna send you out and kind of go in and do the same thing you teach somebody and then we see someone like christ that's like versus like doing you know one person christ is like i got 12 of you guys and there's a lot of people listening to me there's a lot of people who who are into what we're doing but i'm going to pour into you 12 and i'm gonna i'm going to make you my disciples everything that i know i'm gonna share it with you openly i'm not gonna hide anything from you now from the unthinking majority they're not gonna get most of this some of them will they'll come but even within that 12 there were like three that he kept really close to him and he just like really poured in and discipled them and i think that that model is so beautiful even the number 12 was like having students and stuff there was something special about that that like i couldn't i can't pull myself into 40 people i'm sorry i'm pretty good at what i do i can teach you but to really know you intimately and to check on you i can't check on 40 people 12 people in my circle like that was almost like the magic number back then it's very interesting you say that because the um the ancient vedics of um what we would call like modern day india right so they they spoke of the 12 reishi's um the adiyogi the first yogi who came and he had you know his 12 disciples who he instilled all the yoga all the spirituality all of these mystical and esoteric traditions that were then spread throughout the lands and it was you know and yes like the number 12 and it's just it's very interesting that this is not only just seen in one culture but in multiple cultures over you know a course of different civilizations yeah that's the beautiful thing man that's syncretism and uh it's so powerful it's so strong and uh it helps us to get rid of dogma and to pay attention to those things that repeat itself and if it's something that was true for one and uh and then you start seeing that repeated and echoed in other cultures and other religious faiths because i talk about like eventually when you're on the path of the spirit like you will eventually come to a lot of similar uh understandings and beliefs and theologies or whatever just naturally by the spirit how the spirit works how it operates how the spirit realm operates um so most of it's not privy the spirit will teach you the spirit of god the holy spirit you know there's many different names but there's a commonality and i think it's so cool and i've been able to do that do this on the podcasts talk to people who were raised even on different parts of the of the flat earth different different parts of the planet and come to a different background they don't know anything that they wasn't raised like i was raised they weren't in church they wouldn't haven't even read the bible but there's these common commonalities that we come we come to whether you're native american simon whether you're hindu whether you're a spiritual uh monk or or um or or lack thereof there's these beautiful universal laws hermeticism if you will that's just sprinkled throughout every every uh perspective and religion and faith and walking and that's that's truth man because there's you know people come to these same conclusions and it's so beautiful when you study what we would call syncretism and find what makes us the same versus what makes us different that was huge for me exactly um i kind of had reached this certain point in my early development um you know i had uh been raised in a very oppressive and not so positive face of christianity um and so that put a sour taste in my mouth for a long time and i and i actually went through a phase where where i was actually hateful towards it and then i you know had studied and and i soaked in these other cultures and these other esoteric traditions and then at some point i i kind of got to this realization that my first master had actually actually brought me to where he was like so are you ready to let go you're hate of that because if you hate christianity then by that very notion you should hate buddhism you should hate everything else you've been taught because they're one in the same they're all connected you should have the same love and understanding um and and not have to cut yourself off from one limb when it's all part of the body and you know i kind of started to gain more um wisdom the more i stopped being um you know exclusive and more inclusive yeah i know right because a lot of people who and you're not alone we are i feel like that's a veil you gotta pass through you know what i'm saying a lot of people are there now you know everything is beautiful all the other faiths but when it comes to christianity ah they've conquered the land with the sword or my father was a a pastor who looked down upon me and was abusive you know there's all of these i think it's just because it's the the religion of our of our day you know so most people have uh these bad experiences with it or or some good experiences or both most likely but like you said that that's you can't really look at the religion or the practice in general it's maybe a sect it's maybe that sect of christianity or that's that church even not even the whole sect or denomination but that church that you were a part of put a bad taste in your mouth because the same things is to be said when we go to islam or we go to the hindu culture there's people who are in it because they're spiritually taught they're connected they're in tune and there's people who are just there they're part of the the uh the tares the bible talks about the wheat and the tears growing up together like some people are really in it but some people are just there because they're paying their dues you know they they uh they don't get it and uh and you but it talks about not not to separate them because if you separate if you pull up the wheat and you gather the wheat if you try to pull up the tares you're going to pull up some of the wheat with it so in in in due time like everything's going to come to full for fruition so not even to go out and try to find the fake ones or find the ones who aren't spiritually enlightened or who have you know who are just there um but but let them come up together and that's where really what we see but it's in every every religion and every practice so to still be able to see the beauty in it it's huge especially make coming back to it we all have you know there's people there now and that's what that's where i uh i think that's where i come in you know there's people who um revisit the faith of their childhood and they come back to it because a lot of these things that we're going to be talking about like they're they're looked down upon uh in in many of the christian circles but um just because they never read it in the scriptures there's some wild stuff in that book man there's some these people were talking to angels these people were casting out of demons they were leaving their bodies they were going into trances they were they were in tune with the elements they had angels travel through the fire and speak to them so that's an elemental they were doing all of this stuff that that just because it's boxed in such a such a way um we look at it as not being a part of of early christianity which is mystics dude those guys were mystics man so that's that's where my heart is that's why i started off and it's really opened up for me to look into and explore other things because i found references in the scriptures i found different things that that they're communing with with uh lights in the sky you know what i'm saying they're communing with uh in deep meditation and sitting in silence and in this practice of of gratitude and mindfulness it's like wow that's we should double down on that crystals in the bible divination in the bible like hold on you guys said this was demonic no this is stuff that those guys practice and god smiled upon so i'm i'm in this place where i like to reclaim all of that beautiful stuff that christianity tried to kick out the door you know and just have reserved for the priest priest classed or whatever behind closed doors because they're doing that stuff behind closed doors you know what i'm saying like the higher-ups who are even practicing some some form of mystical christianity or some root of it they're doing a lot of that stuff you know behind closed doors but they try to keep it you know just to the priest class then for me that's one thing that jesus brought us he you know shows you listen i'm tearing the veil between you and god like you are your own priest everyone is a priest and you have direct access to your creator that's the most empowering thing i've ever heard in my life versus i have to come to you and talk to you kind of thing now we get people that help us we get people who are are more skilled in areas that we're not as good at or learned so we definitely have to work together but but to know that we have access to uh to our creator we don't have to go through a priest that's that's super empowering man that's what christ came to to bring man to teach people in the show spirituality and man are not separate you know um and that's the beautiful thing what you're saying there's we all have access to that within ourselves it's a very very powerful thing yeah the priest is outside of you you know but when you understand the kingdom is within you and that you literally can close your eyes and and explore the universe within you go within the get without that's how i like to put it um so i i entitled this i want to talk about it just a little bit more for a little bit but i titled this just coming up with something because it's big right now i got so many friends who were exorcists you know they uh they that's their one of their main things and and they're casting out a lot of demons right now i mean bodily manifestations people are screaming their eyes are rolling in the back of their head other voices supernatural strength is coming upon people are throwing stuff like there's some pretty wild stuff people who have never seen this even in movies and stuff like that but right now there's a lot of oppression out there uh with the pandemic and a lot of fear tactics and a lot of stuff that's rising up but i've never seen it um as as heightened and as popular and as as much people as even i've done the research people are searching this on google a lot more like it's up 170 uh people searching demons and demonology and exorcisms right now um where did you get into that now have you had demons cast out of you have you been through it so you know what it's like is there an empathy to know what it is to be oppressed so that's like natural if they've come out of you listen i know what you're going through i've been there how do you get into that realm of of exorcisms and casting out demons well it was uh one of the first teachers i had uh was very much so about opening my eyes to the spiritual dangers of the world and learning about spiritual attachments learning about predatory entities and i did quite a bit of like shadowing work and following him on cases and helping people i also had my own set of challenges where i kind of screwed around early on and got myself you know a little bit headstrong started playing around with rituals that i really had no business doing wasn't ready for yet and ones that i probably shouldn't have even done to begin with i got myself possessed how old was i i was probably i want to say about 21 22 somewhere around there um be 31 this year so yeah it was a while ago not too long but definitely a while ago yeah and um yeah i i got uh possessed by a middle eastern gin so that that was something that happened that was a very just horrible experience um what were the rituals were you just trying to make contact because you knew stuff existed i mean that's my story anyway um i had gotten involved with an occult author by the name of espen kane and had purchased one of his consecrated books that was specifically infernal jinn and how to summon them there was nothing good in the sense of the word good with this book i mean they were all malevolent entities but uh what was it was because the gen are like the genie right which where we get the idea for the genie yeah you if you you can get them to do stuff for you like if you find a magical lamp a genie comes out you get a wish so people will try to capture these gin and and get money power wealth jobs was it anything like that going into it so so in general you one we have to understand first what jin are so zhen for most people understanding in relation would be think of them as like cousins or a subspecies to fey or fairies um they kind of live within a similar dimension very close to ours um they have like kings they have tribes and clans they have children you know they they have their own culture they're very intelligent and they very much so interact with our human uh existence as well um now what's really interesting about the shin is the ones you were describing those would be what we would call blue jean and those are like the ones that king solomon worked with and like you know had kind of had built the temple and et cetera so those are blue jeans those can be like a sorcerer's kind of like right hand you know they're not necessarily malevolent but you know they have a will of their own and they will certainly flex it if they feel like it now there's also a class that we would call infernals and these would be more in line with what you would consider to be a textbook demonic entity these are not uh benevolent in any way shape or form they wish destruction upon humanity they have nothing other than the understanding of hatred that is purely the vibrations that they live in they shouldn't be worked with conjured or sought out for anything at all and anyone that works with them is in for a rude surprise at some point uh and and i've just i've seen it play out i've had to help people with experiences with that and i myself was afflicted by that and so i had done a ritual um that had called on a very specific one and because i mean it would have gone bad either way but because of the way i did it i ignored that i was supposed to kind of contact the big daddy first and like ask permission to work with one of his like subordinates and i didn't and then the big daddy was like well you didn't want to listen so um you know so i ended up what do you what do you what do you mean by big daddy like is that like like a head gin or do you mean the creator okay uh yes like like the head of like that like their king in that specific category of the infernals and so um that night i was trying i closed out the ritual and something just didn't feel right it felt very uncomfortable i also had um some pictures where you could see this shadow mass in the corner and um and there was a lot of phenomena that occurred that evening that was very um interesting um there was like a sound of like a grenade going off in the backyard and the shed that i was doing the rituals in all the glass windows were were busted out from the inside out there was shattered glass everywhere and really no plausible explanation for what happened there but i would definitely say the ritual had a lot to do with that yeah so i had this um i have the silver ring it was one of my first um ritual artifacts that i was given and it actually has the anabolic prayer on it it's a silver ring and it has aramaic and it has the end of a prayer 42 letter name of god on it so i was wearing that and i would wear that because mainly one the power and the protection of the antibiotic prayer and two silver is kind of like kryptonite to some of these entities now i had this urge to pull my silver ring off it was like a very very strong urge deep within me and once i pulled it off i felt i wouldn't call it a punch it's kind of hard to describe but it was almost like this forceful pressure on my chest and then it dissipated and then my body felt very uncomfortable and then my mind started to feel very uncomfortable and then i noticed a shift within my personality and i felt like i wasn't alone even though i was alone but when i say felt like i wasn't alone i mean like in my own head in my own body and that kind of escalated over days i went into like this manic cycle where i did not eat and i did not sleep and it should not have been possible but for seven days and seven nights i was doing ritual work that i did not understand or comprehend but i felt that it was incredibly important um i had family members that were concerned and they were coming out there trying to get me to eat they would try to get me to stop what i was doing and i would tell them no i'm working i need to do my work and um eventually uh my grandmother the one who's very spiritual the the corendera she said mijo something very dark is in you something very dark is here and i don't like it and you need to make it go away it watches me at night i see it stare through my window and it stares at me and it knows it can't come in the house and it waits for you every time you come outside the house but it's still inside you and so uh you know i ended up taking on this uh approach of actions that i never would have done and it was it was really interesting because i had this deluded sense of grandeur and this this physical power at one point there was this um there's a steel beam by the school that i would like go by sometimes and like just kind of hang out late at night and think and i remember punching it and i dented it in you know this solid steel beam i dented it in with my bare fist and i remember i sent pictures i had this like purple energy that was all around me that was picked up in photos and i sent it to one of my teachers and my teacher's first reaction was that's not your energy and i hadn't told him anything about what was going on with me and his first reaction was that's not your energy what did you do and so over the course of like maybe a week i was basically telling him to just screw off and i was like pushing him out of my life and he kind of let me for a little bit yeah but then at one point he came back and he was like look i'm gonna kind of take control here and we're gonna make this stop but i need you to follow my directions and i need you to follow them in a very particular manner and one of them was taking the ritual objects that were all involved in that original uh ritual and i had to burn them um it had to be cleansed through fire and then uh while that was happening i had this i had this place that i went to um i wouldn't even say in my mind because it was beyond what my consciousness could comprehend as like the mental plane of thought and existence um i got trapped somewhere yeah um it was not dark in the sense of darkness but it was empty and it was cold but not in the sense of like uh temperature it was just in every way shape and form it was lonely and it was empty and it was really scary and there was nothing there but there was only terror and there was only fear it's very hard to explain but it was a place i would never want to go back to ever again now how how was you there was this something that you just felt your soul was there or was you literally my soul was that was you transported there like where that i know my body is doing it in your mind like in my mind yes it was the only place i existed okay so you so how long did you stay there i would say judging from the conversations i later had recapping with my teacher i was probably there for almost almost a year a year so you were still functioning as almost like a robot i yes actually something was controlling you almost like you you could i ended up in a mental hospital yeah i ended up in a mental hospital and um had a very very close friend who came and visited me and i had asked him afterwards because first we got to back up for a second we got to take into account that um i ended up getting small bits of memory back there's a lot of that time that i still don't remember but in that period of time i kind of experienced what they would call episodic amnesia i knew how to eat i knew how to do basic things that that my body had learned how to do but i had no recollection of my self-identity no memories nothing i was just this blank slate and that was something i came to remembering was being blank so there was a period before that that i don't remember but i had asked um my friend who came and visited me while i was in the middle hospital i was like well why did you only come and visit me once and he and he broke down and he started crying and he said i only came and visited you once because i when i came and i visited you i was warned about the condition you were in and i had to see it for myself and you were smearing your own feces against the wall and you were talking in gibberish and not making sense i don't remember that but this friend wouldn't lie to me and just say something like that so it was it was very interesting because though i don't remember what my body was clearly going through my mind was suffering somewhere else yeah and you know the only thing you did was was open up a portal now was there any drug use involved with it or there was mushrooms involved um mushrooms that i didn't know were laced uh and they were laced with pcp and that shouldn't send you in a psychosis for for that long you know what i'm saying i ate two ounces unaware that i ate two ounces which is a lot a lot mixing mixing that with the ritual now what type what type of life would you live in would you like a straight lace guy or was you lying cheating stealing that kind of stuff mixing with it because that that totally in my my experience has a huge a lot to do with it too because you get to see what you're entertaining like you know what i'm saying like when you tap in i'd say i was confused um i wanted to do good uh i was helping people yeah um but at the same time my curiosity would sometimes get the best of me and i would see well if i can do this why not you know and and so it wasn't that i was quote unquote bad but i did like to test things more than i probably needed to just to see what would happen yeah um it's interesting dude i've you know i had same similar encounters didn't last for a year uh but talking about going into like this this other realm um of like someplace foreign terror was definitely there the word terror that you used um it was cold because my physical body would get cold like i couldn't i couldn't operate like when i was there i was there and it was at the will of whatever entities were pulling me in this portal um in the middle of watching a movie with my girlfriend and i'd go numb go cold it's really there's a movie and it's so weird because there's something to the television as being a portal or projector uh from the spirit world but there's a movie we watched called stir of echoes and the guy was being communicated with by a spirit that had passed away but whenever she would communicate he would turn pale get real cold he would he would breathe out frost and stuff or whatever in the air and uh um he would get pale and start talking to him and he gets scared or whatever and like that happened to me like doing these rituals trying to open up a portal to whatever entity like because i knew that the spirit world was so real i was doing all of them i was doing the wicked stuff i was doing satanism whatever we could find angel magic just to to try to get something really honestly i wanted something to appear before me and commune with me like a physical entity but i didn't know that you know they want access to your mind they want to live in your psyche a part of your brain and um it's almost like they none of them worked until they all worked and then i opened up some portal and then i'd be sucked in i'd be crying i can't breathe and my girlfriend's like shaking me and i'd come back they're speaking foreign languages there's colors there's shapes there's several several of them trying to talk at once and it's like oh and it was demonic it was scary like i uh you know the veil between you know my realm and theirs was very thin and i couldn't control it you know maybe it would be sexy or something if we can control it at will i'm going to visit and see what they would say and you know maybe there's a right way to do that i'm sure there's a right where there is but for me as a misguided teen um i was going schizophrenic they would talk to me through other people's eyes which was yeah again i know i can tell you movies that would seem the devil's advocate um stuff that's seen in movies was happening to me and i'm thinking now did those movies open up that portal into my life because i would there was a spirit of hypochondria that every every sickness that i heard on the television i thought i had it like an overview that i was about to die from that whether it was brain cancer testicular cancer whatever whatever we'd be flipping through the channels and a news program would be on if some guy goes to the hospital for tesla and oh i got it an overwhelming belief of faith that i absolutely had this that i was going to die could not get it out of my head um i was being beat up man you know and i was going to i was going to have to go to the hospital i knew i was like my breathing patterns got really bad i had to make myself breathe a lot of times and and they would pull me in and out of those trances and i'd be coughing up blood my health started deteriorating wasn't eating we were eating ramen noodles for like weeks on end and i know that's not healthy so all of that stuff mixed with stealing lying cheating robbing people mixed with spiritual work and hey what spirits are out there i want to say hello wasn't a good concoction and i found myself uh possessed vexed or demonized if you will as well and i didn't go to the doctor i ended up getting into the phone book and calling churches because i knew that you know it was demonic and and i had been a christian before so i knew that there were people who were skilled in casting out demons so i called 17 churches one of them called me back and that was in september of 2000 that i rededicated my life back to christ and ended up working through that and getting demons casted out of me and now look at me now like you know i'm doing that for other people helping other people explain and get through it and and talk them through it and let them you know know that they're not crazy you know and this is something that that happens man and it's more common than we know but maybe not to that extent right those are pretty extreme cases you know a lot of it's mild so much so that hey you don't have a demon it's just part of your personality kind of thing well what you described was um what my teacher would refer to as space neuroses and it's usually it's brought on through magical means um and and what it is is it's this it's this process that the consciousness goes to where it gets spread too far too fast and then those divided energies kind of get influenced from multitudes of entities multitudes of planes dimensions etc your your your consciousness is just too divided to spread out and it fractures you across timelines it it just it destroys you um and sometimes the sad truth is sometimes there's no coming back from that i know it's very dangerous yeah very dangerous for sure 100 i was going i couldn't look nobody in the eyes i couldn't talk to anyone i'd go in in public to with my grandmother to get groceries and i would just i couldn't look nobody in the face and like everybody everybody was looking at me and they were and i knew things about them so it was a heightened sense of of of uh you know intuitiveness and being able to see in the spirit and you're supposed to be able to kind of manage that stuff and kind of ease into it kind of thing but when everything is everything's at 100. you're in a realm there's spirits there's demons we know we got somebody who can hear us and dude it was just it was super like i barely i scarcely made it out dude for real that's why i i really stress when when i'm taking on students and i'm teaching them in the beginning because you know they they want to go straight to summoning spirits they're learning magic they're like teach me out of some spirits i'm like you know what the first thing we need to learn is grounding and i need you i need you to to be very well grounded i need you to learn how to control your energies i need i need you to learn so many different crucial foundational skills before we even talk about summoning your first spirit which was something that i was taught and i just disregarded and then my teacher had to pick up the broken pieces and that was a very very avoidable lesson and i had been warned multiple times i didn't listen and that was the the you know the the fruits that i harvested one of the things i wanted to touch on that you were saying about you know this possession that you experienced like it's really interesting you said that there was something in you like doing all of these rituals like you're almost on autopilot like summoning stuff and it's almost like uh you got possessed and the entities working through you to try to bring more spirits through yes they use you as a vehicle to try to open up more portals and get more more entities in through this realm which is very interesting that i noted when you said that yeah um one of the things my teacher told me um years afterwards you know we had just kind of like this sit-down conversation at some point where i kind of like i finally kind of reached a point in the past few years where i was able to really work through the trauma and heal from that to the point where i can actually talk about this with you today and not be triggered yeah um yeah that took a lot of work yeah and i'm sure for you as well did you have to now now did you just renounce and stay away from everything after that because you barely made it out oh no right back in very soon well in a more response i couldn't be around incense i couldn't be around people smoking weed i couldn't smell liquor like i had like that stuff i was because i barely made it out i didn't want to be around anything that resembled anything demonic or lower level i couldn't hear certain music music would trigger me walking in a tattoo shop and hearing the butt i couldn't nothing i was so sensitive right when i came out of it and scared and wanted to protect that piece that i had now found but not you you you once you got your your right mind about you you went back in uh it to an extent i would say i i both went deeper and not at the same time so my my practice became more refined more responsible uh became more educated really created that foundational base um now i can travel at will consciously to these places now i can i can work with spirits and i actually don't really do a lot of work with spirits anymore because i don't need to i can do a lot of the things with my own energy so that's kind of what i say like you know i i went deeper and also not at the same time so uh i learned a lot more that i could do on my own but because i am a teacher and i do get some students who come to me to learn very specific things and because i know that they're going to go and try to learn these things with or without my help so the best thing i could do is i could teach it to them properly yeah and um so that that's kind of one of the things that that i started doing was like okay well how can i teach them to do what it is they're trying to do that i see no point in doing anymore but responsibly and without having to learn the hard way like i did so i kind of you know got more familiar with certain different approaches um i i do avoid very specific path workings like um you know vudon things like that uh just because um mike's concepts of you know certain like sufi magics and etc there are certain path workings that i just will not visit touch or entertain in any way shape or form because i have nothing to gain from that and everything to lose um but i i do do a lot of work with like a certain um you know in theravada traditions and like uh the khmer lana forest region of thailand they have specific which uh uh which they refer to that like azsharans like uh lay people with power will practice and you know there's there's some types of spirits that i'll work with and there are things that i'll do now that um that might have triggered me back then but like i'm good now i'm in a healthy place like i can do this stuff responsibly and and i think that's kind of like one of the things that's different today is that i i know how to behave it's the best way to put it me too you know people will say you know a lot of people say i went back to the same things that i've i made it out of or whatever but that trust me there's levels i'm no way in shape or form affiliated or trying to do anything similar to that at all by any means but people don't know how to you know they say you know true sticker came out of witchcraft and now he's back in it and all this kind of stuff it's like hold on listen like for me like i said just going back to the beginning and i have like a plumb line which is the bible for me right because when i i'm a student of the scriptures and a devotee of the lord jesus christ and like i follow him you know what i'm saying everything his spirit continues to teach me and and uh and not just me many other people but um there's a there's a safety you know what i'm saying there is a protection there there's a light there that i'm not trying to get over on something like that was the like when we're talking about witchcraft witchcraft really from a biblical definition it's talking about manipulation trying to manipulate people trick people even a lot of witchcraft is like there's a lot of fake just regular magic in it like let me blow your mind so that you can give me money and there's no real nothing tangible there but i've tricked you in a sense and you and you have a lot of technology going on even in churches and things so there's a lot of churches that i found that are operating quote unquote in manipulation or witchcraft than someone trying to work with the angels or work or do spirit spiritual work casting out demons whatever it is ancestral clearings and stuff like that so um i've definitely i use that for my sanity you know what i'm saying to to protect myself to not open up any doors but not to to shut uh shut down the spiritual authority that we have as as humans and as sons and daughters of of god man and we look and we read these texts and there's a right way and a wrong way to do things 100 percent yeah i i agree with you and i think uh you know one of the really interesting things you you were kind of saying there right there uh with the witchcraft and et cetera is you know regardless of the culture the traditions etc that you're coming from um there needs to be a general under underlying factor which is understanding the terminology right so what you're saying because you know what i practice and call witchcraft is very different than what you're calling witchcraft because that's not at all what i do i'm not i'm not practicing or following that yeah um and and so it's very interesting it's like okay well that's what i'm saying yeah like what you guys are calling saying true secrets back in the witchcraft hold on and i saw my my reply cynical reply is witchcraft which you have witchcraft which one yeah semantics right yeah these days the main thing that i do um so i do a lot of like hypnosis work in helping people um work through trauma and um kind of rewrite their neurology and the subconscious programming in their body which is huge right now and it's showing amazing results yes so helping people um you know heal from psychological traumas and become healthier versions of themselves um i also do a lot of like paranormal case work removing entities from homes removing entity attachments doing energy healings on people and in their homes as well and then teaching people spiritual practices for protecting themselves and also for uh protecting their energy and cultivating their energy so really the main thing that i do these days is i teach people how to be healthier and i teach people how to protect themselves that's really kind of like all that i'm doing these days yeah yeah me too me too and uh you know we have access to some pretty beautiful stuff and and it's it's showing through um let me i'm gonna put this out there i'm gonna let if anybody has any questions post them in the chat and i will ask them for sadhu-da uh or myself just let me know posted there in the chat and if anybody who is a patron and wants to come on and join the chat video chat with us or ask a question live uh you guys have the zoom link which is on our patreon so you guys have the ability to do that as well i see some of you guys in the chat now so i want to make sure i put that out there so let me know if you guys have any questions and i'll ask them well if you want to join the conversation we'll open that up too we're about an hour in now um so spirit clearing um and let's see so what let me see what you call it uh crossing spirit crossing it's something that i'm new to don't know how much i believe it had a wild dream about my uh it was very symbolic but my my uncle who lived a very very uh bad life drug addiction cirrhosis of the liver um so much stuff going on and and uh he had he had in my dream he passed away and uh in my dream he came to me and came home quote unquote from prison he's like oh i've been in prison i just came home for 15 years and come look it up he had been passed away for 15 years i'm looking at this prison analogy like some type of purgatory that i had to stay here and be refined and learn or whatever before i can cross over and it really it really seemed like he was reaching out to cross over like i was the only one who would be skilled or open to do something like that what is your what is your opinion on on that dream and then just helping spirits to to cross over and in your experience with that well from some of the cases i've done and uh you know kind of my own experiences i would say that was a like a communication um and he had kind of gotten himself stuck um just to kind of use a general term um in what we refer to as like the lower astral and in the lower astral he ended up kind of it's a realm of imagination so he kind of like created the idealized prison for himself not necessarily intentional but you know the mind is a powerful thing um and and so is the vocalized energy without a body just in spirit and he found himself there and then you know by the grace of god or whatever you want to say made his way out and kind of reached out to you because like oh snap you know my nephew can uh can see me he could hear me i could i could communicate with him so that's kind of my spin on that yeah um and with with my process with the with crossing spirits is um i will generally kind of i'll give you a loose outline for like a technique i use so what i do is i open the lao gung points the energy points if we're using taoist terminology from the centers of my hands i get my qi flowing and then with this i can kind of sculpt and i can use the energy i can create like these long rake like fingers i can lasso spirits i can do all kinds of things with the this is also part of a cultivation of like qigong and um you know these practices that i've developed and learned over time uh and i will i will grab the spirit and then i'll kind of open a door which uh i know that it goes to a higher dimension where they are then processed and sent along their way in whichever way shape or form it's happening by a creator i don't specifically know where every spirit goes i just know once they go through there they're no longer trapped on the earth-bound plane and they go their next lesson now so what types of spirits are these so would these be uh human spirits or um lesser human spirits uh human spirits i do a lot of crossing with because they are usually the ones that will still communicate in an intelligible way and usually are attached to a loved one or are bound within a place that uh a loved one has an interaction with them like the home if they're not attached to like the loved ones specifically things like that but also you have what are called wraiths and wraiths are the corrupted um essence of a human spirit so it's become its own suffering like let's say a suicide or a murder victim or somebody that was very lower vibrational energy they were very just filled with hate and anger their whole life or they were fueled by jealousy and then they become that very feeling that that dominated them at the end of their life or had prevailed as the dominant sensation and emotional fuel that carried them through life and and they just they're not intelligibly um able to communicate with you and it's kind of just coming at you from that emotional perspective so what i do in that case is i just cross them over without even like trying to engage with them or make it a comfortable experience because they're not really comprehending what's going on they're just in a state of suffering so that would so would that be considered for some people like a haunting or a ghost or something like that where it's like almost like a loop of of something away somebody died that just like it almost seems like there's a recording that's embedded in the ether that just keeps playing over and over is it literal do you think it's literally that person's spirit or is it some kind of recording that is played because it was so so much of a uh increase in the energy in that in that area what do you think is going on there because it almost seems like if you want to go there and get rid of it then it would never it wouldn't happen again and you have ghost tours and things like that where people see a lot of wild stuff where where stuff's happened but if an exorcist or somebody was to go there and and to get rid of that would you think that that would keep going or how would that play out well so you have you have an intelligent haunting which is going to be entity based and that can be removed and dealt with but then you also have like these echoes there's these imprint hauntings where it's not necessarily something you can interact with and it is kind of playing on a loop and depending on several different factors and this is where we get into like some of the things that that i i was taught um as far as the paranormal work goes and that's you know okay well what is the geographic um location uh what's the mineral composition underneath the ground several different factors um you know where it's not let's say there's a lot of quartz uh in the earth there so that energy is imprinted in the courts and it's just amplified and then let's say this is an area geographically that gets a lot of thunderstorms and so you have like lightning that strikes the land that charges this quartz even more and so you know you start getting into and then it's being fueled by lunar cycles and etc and so like there's all these different factors that play in that can kind of enhance or limit the energy or interaction of a haunting and then whether it's an intelligible haunting or if it's an imprint or echo type of haunting and so that kind of also factors into what can we do what's the approach you know what what's really going to be the best resolution in that kind of case so you could ground out energies in an echo it doesn't mean you'll necessarily completely get rid of it but you can kind of diminish the power of it with like iron nails driven into the ground kind of disrupting some of the charge of the mineral composition things like that yeah that's interesting my wife went to um a ghost tour or whatever in new orleans and they were taking her around and and she saw she saw some stuff they were telling her that the the individual passed a certain way but my wife actually saw like the loop or whatever was going on uh in a different light seeing it happen differently and seen a girl falling off of a roof or or balcony or something like that which was something interesting um so many types of spirits right you got poltergeists you got disembodied spirits you got there's poltergeists are human made they come from living humans it's usually these psychic emanation of a pre-pubescent or pubescent um child or an individual that is very heavily uh psychically um like restrained right and so this this energy it's kind of similar to like a tulpa if you're familiar with what a tulpa is yes 100 so yeah so it becomes like sentient almost and usually if you can vent the pressure and the psychic charge from that individual or you can address the needs that uh in the way that they're being energetically restrained the poltergeist itself will resolve and diminish yeah interesting interesting guys everybody who's watching this i need y'all to click that that like button click the thumbs up button because what the algorithms will do is it will 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to start building from gratitude yes actually that's a really really good question thank you for asking that i would say one of the grounding techniques that you could kind of start to implement is anytime you feel like you're in a floaty headspace or anytime you're doing any sort of ritual work or you're engaging the energies in a way that kind of peaks you so to speak afterwards focusing on the feet getting out in nature getting those feet just really focusing on the feet getting yourself grounded in that aspect mentally as well as doing physical tasks eating food these are very basic things you can do there's also a um a few different breath work uh techniques you can do pranayams like simha kriya which is like a um breathing in uh and exhaling with the tongue hanging out all the way mouth open so 21 times almost like you're hyperventilating and then taking the tongue to the roof of the mouth doing that for 21 breaths and then you'll take in a deep breath and then you'll hold that as long as you comfortably can and you're going to pressurize and hold tension in the body and then when the body naturally allows it then you exhale and you'll notice you'll actually feel like you're doing the opposite because you'll you'll get really floaty you might almost black out and it's going to feel very intense but you'll notice after about a minute or two your body is going to adjust you're going to enter a parasympathetic response it may feel like you're having an anxiety attack you'll purge trauma out of the body and you're going to come forward in your awareness and presence so much stronger there's a lot happening there blood flow oxygenation organs etc it's a very powerful grounding technique and healing technique as well does that kind of help explain a little bit absolutely thank you for sharing this insight much appreciation you're welcome awesome yeah we let we love us some breath work man we've been having fun um i leave breath work on sunday mornings uh with what one of our um the mystic circle and we always have fun going starting off with some some deep breath work and then just going into the meditation kind of going into that that place where we commune with the great spirit there and get downloads and reset and recalibrate for the week which is needed for sure and breath breath work is amazing and a lot of the stuff it's more it's more popular now right it's catching on like a lot of this stuff a lot of people are talking about it and and it's not even just taboo anymore like you're watching like basketball coaches lead lead uh you know their whole team on like mindfulness meditations and clearing their mind and even breath work and float tank centers and all of the stuff that's catching on which is which is amazing would you say yeah wim hof yeah huge yeah yeah and and and that's what's so interesting to me is none of this is new so i'm sure you know yeah i mean this has been done for thousands of years um breath work oh my gosh it's key you want you want to talk about a way to develop you know super strong psychic abilities a way to heal yourself a way to connect a creator you know just so many things what does breath work not do um i'd say it's a cornerstone of practice it should be in every magician or spiritual healer's toolkit yeah breath work is huge huge yeah when i uh started incorporating breath work see i see i got really good at just going into meditation and going into that trance with just quieting the mind and focusing on the the clean black slate in front of you but it's like when you do breath work first and then do the meditation or incorporate your breath work as part of the meditation it's like you can go deeper faster and uh it helps the body get into the trance state that relaxed state where you're able to receive and to go in and explore so like you said it's like 101 whenever you're you're doing any type of meditation even if it's a little small stuff you know like it doesn't have to be some long drawn out crazy thing that you do just focusing on the breath and and finding some of the ones that you can have in your arsenal that you like to do and experimenting with it and playing with it is is amazing definitely agree can i talk a little bit about your music man because uh you you do hip hop as well and and that's what i do and we talked about maybe working together and i'm trying to think of what i have open right now again for my my upcoming album and uh i the title track white magic as far as right now is open and it's interesting you mentioned the kuranderu because there's a sample at the beginning of that track white magic about the kurandaru and about the the holy man and that tradition so it's almost like synchronistic i was thinking about should i get should i put you on that one and then you mentioned that your your grandmother is a part of that and i thought that was kind of like confirmation man so we definitely should synchronicity man yeah i'm all about that uh so my my music moniker uh is daw-free d-a-h and then there's a little space there f-r-e um i have seven albums out um let's see i'm not too sure how many songs i have because some of them have ten then i had like one that was like uh an lp or whatever and that was like three but um yeah my my music kind of spans across um storytelling like like for example on um the storyteller arrives album i have a song called hollow skull and uh so you couldn't tell by the scrubs so i work overnights right now at um at a medical facility and i specialize in taking care of patients with alzheimer's and dementia and it's incredibly rewarding work especially being a healer and it's also very sad at the same time watching people being uh erased in their mind and um their family members be honest with you that's that's one doubt that i have that we carry this life with this or this existence is the is is the dementia like almost just the fact that like your it's your mind your consciousness your memories everything's being erased but the notion that once you cross you pop back oh wow i remember everything now and i'm fully i'm fully cognitive it's like it's kind of hard to to put two and two together like almost like consciousness not being a part of the brain if you will or the brain not having anything to do with your memory um and going into eternity or whatever happens on the other side you know that that that is something that i i question is pretty scary you know yeah i i would say you know the the ego identity one of the rules to being here in this physical world you gotta have a physical body and you gotta have an ego uh and an ego is not a bad thing um it's just it's one of the rules you know you have to have this um this individualized identity this personality right play and exactly and one of the scary things is knowing that um you know da is a single expression this is only one time ever yeah and uh and and this is temporary and uh one day it will not be anymore uh but but the the fuel that is coming into daw's body that has me here in this world that's limitless you know it's one with creator right so one day i'll be returned but you know the the very same energies that fuel my body right now though they may disappear they're not gone forever they're just reshaped it's kind of like atoms you know like you know you think that the ego and the personality is with that though because i mean when we're talking about spirits they seem to have personalities you know they seem to have a function and a job if you will so uh you know the ego think it's hard to get away from because i don't want to be another person i don't want to reincarnate with another family like i like this life that i've created and my family my wife my kids i don't want another one like and obviously there's comes a time where you're gonna have to say goodbye right it's or or you don't get to say goodbye let's say that you know that's part of this living every day like it's a precious you know what i'm saying because the fact that you get to say goodbye it's not it's not uh promised if you will but um but yeah just the identity like do you think that we retain some that fuel does it have your your thumb print on it or your personality oh yeah anywhere you go in in the in the world the soul remembers um the vedics refer to the the the term um samskar you know i don't know if you're familiar with that term so a sam's scar is kind of like the spiritual grooves right so let's say many lives you were a healer uh and then you know you've you've done work towards that and you've kind of built on that and then you come into this life and you're just you're a natural healer well it's not the first time you were ever a healer so it's it's because there's been this building of um grooves cut in to help develop you and sure your personality is going to be different every time but little parts of who you've been where you've been are going to kind of make their way whether you're aware of it or not whether it's dominant or not there's going to be these little specks that are just kind of like hey this is still the color blue even if it's a different shade of blue you know there's that tenth there and if that makes sense yeah for sure for sure yeah um 100 it's so somebody says here in the chat chat it's never truly goodbye um have you um are you a have you heard of the band spirit box it's a band i'm really i'm really into right now write this down uh there's a spirit box and the song is constance and um the song is constant and it's about um uh losing a loved one to dementia and the video the way that they do the video is like it's gonna make you cry um your stuff just starts getting erased t-a-n-c-e yeah spirit box constant spirit box is one of my favorite bands and it was funny on the school of the mystics i think last week or the week before they were talking about working out in the gym and they're like oh they're like we work out listening to truth seeker when we work out true seeker what do you work out listening to and so i was like you know if people want to know what i let's do i listen to spirit box spirit box is amazing if you go to spotify or just their all their new music within the last six songs or so amazing phenomenal beautiful roller coaster uh metal with a female fronted metal but there's a lot of singing in it too so i definitely recommend that band and i recommend that that video and try not to cry i'll tell you that because i can't i've seen it except cry every time everyone i've ever showed hollow's skull to has cried um it's it's the the perspective of a person um who's a loved one watching uh is there a video of this or just a song it's just a song but oh my gosh i need to make a video for it but i want to do it right part of the part of the flat earth so you locate it i'm located in bellingham washington washington hey yeah that's what's up i i'm joking about the flat earth thing i just got through uh let me uh well let's play it man let me go ahead and listen to it evolve out to it for a minute i'm gonna go ahead and share the audio real quick on the zoom so we both can hear it and we'll let the listeners here and i'll hear it for the first time myself because we got the technology to do so so here is hollow skull by da free check it out vibe to it nothing but a hollow skull he'd be depressed but he forgot what that is he even forgot how to open lids grandkids are just strangers to him memory fails there's notes on the fridge but he doesn't remember writing them his granddaughter is the only one who takes care of him death doesn't dare to mess with them for what is there to take from my hollow skull in the first place how can a story be told by a man too frail and old can't remember i show no glow he's a lost soul with a hollow skull most folks call him carl though and carl was a really good man who lived a really good life gave everything he had this is what life gave back a hollow skull a hollow skull is what he has a hollow skull drained of all memory long ago didn't even know the point where he forgot whatever he knows hollow is this hollow this is the house where alzheimer's falls i don't know who you are why are you in my house papa we do this every day she says frustrated filled with pain come to claim this is why the family they stop coming he'll never notice they kept saying but a hollow skull can still feel pain more than the tears they cry while they say hollow skull why haven't you died today it's the haunting tick of the clock grinds to a halt this the day granddaughter stops he can't even wait for his time to go for him is still 40 years ago 20 today maybe 10 in a few minutes there's all versions of carl blending kyle's brain is a smoothie he used to be scintillating full of life and grooving but as he changed distance became that hollow skull became farther away his brain no way to claim call wake up that's not my name last thing granddaughter heard him say hall of school now he sits in a chair rocking forgetting to eat because his stomach's forgotten just like him and his brain became rotten they found him in the rain nobody knew his name a shallow grave please just call him carl he was a granddaddy he was a father people loved him back when he could remember what love was and as this hollow skull we laid to rest he's tired and old in his mind he's still a young lad there's a beauty being trapped in those younger memories the hollows go forever mortalized by the tone of the memories they glow looped playing forever on hold most just call him carl though you call him a cold hollows go carl please wake up dad please wake up grandpa please wake up you're not a hollow skull to me that's beautiful man thank you stories now were those personal stories that you heard or you just you could change the names and situations but they just kind of as many people's story it seems like it's many peoples and i kind of just took all those experiences together to tell one story that's deep man um yeah and it's it is it is sad but it's it's part of it man we signed up for it you know yep because you know when you come here whenever we come here we're we're in this place of forgetfulness you know maybe back in heaven or the place we go in between we we know we're cognitive right we remember our past lives and what we've experienced and accomplished or whatever uh but then we take on that hey i'm ready i'm ready to go another round i'm ready to uh to be tossed in this see your forgetfulness and come there and and and try it again and um but we forget when we're reincarnated and incarnated and then then we learn and we remember there's a sermon by t.d jakes um it's called i didn't know i was me which is really deep because he breaks down like he uses the bible to show like whenever jesus called disciples and he came to him it's like he heard they heard his voice and they remembered his voice like before they were incarnated was something in them they remembered who they were and he spoke to them and it's this familiar echo that they were called before they were formed here and uh and td jx has a beautiful way of putting that certainly bring you to tears but it it empowers you to know that listen i was i come here with a with a job you know i come here with a with a with a chance and an opportunity to do something great and i'm when i hear that call i'm going to say yes to it because i remember it really really beautiful sermon if you guys get a chance to listen to it um what do you think about elon musk and neurolink because one of the things that he said that neurolink would be able to do would be able to kind of hack the brain or fix the brain and possibly eliminate all alzheimer's and dementia what do you think people can can keep their family members or bring them back what do you what do you think about we get into weird territory are we is that a gift from the gods what do you think because they obviously other stuff's coming with it a lot of other stuff but that's something that seems tempting what do you think about neurolink in that regard i think at a at a certain point you know our our technology becomes part of us right so um you know most people can't function without a smartphone these days you know and it it becomes in intrinsically just it becomes part of us it becomes an extension of ourselves and i think inherently technology is is great you know it's it's not it's not good it's not bad um it's very much so dependent upon the user yeah and the intention behind it and i think it could be a beautiful thing um i i think it could be something very powerful but i also see how there could be ways that you know these new forms of technology and you know people talk about like the cloud you know for consciousness and stuff like that and all the stuff that could possibly be on the horizon we don't really know yet you know we'll find out when we get there but at some point you gotta kind of wonder isn't there a natural beauty and rawness to the fragility of our nature of being animals and and the more that we get away from that the more that we kind of try to separate ourselves from that aren't are we not also taking away our spirituality are we not making ourselves more disconnected from god's source from from what's within ourselves by all these distractions and these ways of making ourselves feel more machine-like and integrated yeah i mean that's kind of my little tangent yeah it could go on there yeah i mean that's that's a part of it you know um the uh you know how how uh reliant we are just like you said with smartphones how reliant we are upon upon technology um is we act like we always act like there's something coming it's like hold on it's already here and it's been here ever since you were a child and generations past as we start uh integrating with machines and technology and you know this we're in a we're in a weird place too because like i you know i really like um jacque fresco with the venus project and i pretty much using very a socialist idea of let's use technology to to help evolve mankind to let's build our houses in such a way where the same water that we wash our hands with is now the same water we use to flush our toilets and um this sustainable uh resource based economy where we work together and again just the thing that just blows my mind it makes super sense is like um i don't need a shovel and my neighbor needs a shovel shovel and his neighbor needs a shovel listen i have a shovel and you all can use it because i use it i only use it once a month if that like my shovel just is there if anybody needs it you can come get it if you need it and it was very much this idea of how the native americans worked right if someone had a canoe that's what the idea of an indian giver comes from you know if you give somebody something and take it back jack fresco talks about they gifted him with the canoe when he went and spent time amongst the natives and then he never used it and in the middle of the night all these indians came back and they got the canoe and they took it back they didn't just take it to take it they went and used it they put it in the river and they they all you know went on a ride it's like hold on i'm not using it so you can use it so we're moving in a place there's other countries that are already there it's scary but you know just looking at the idea that with uh right now nobody wants to go back to work and we're like we're in this weird in between because people are getting um unemployment and all over the world there are countries that that pay people a uh uh cost of living or what's the give people like 2 000 a month every month to uh you know so and people freak out especially from the old timers like my my father-in-law he will not use a self-checkout if he sees a person in line he goes to that person to say like hey i want to use you because they're taking your job away let's look at you know the garbage men or you got somebody driving a garbage truck and you got two guys on the back now they got it to where it just takes one so one guy who drives the truck there's an arm that comes out and grabs it i'm pretty sure soon they're gonna have it's gonna be remote or something that it knows where everything's at it can do it and people like oh we're losing our jobs we're losing our jobs but i think it takes this place to to get to where you don't need a humans there sitting there punching buttons to order the mcdonald's things and you know you can go there and a machine can make probably your burger better than any any human and it's scary and when a transition but what what comes with that um the loss of jobs but you know but it's creating this place where hey we'll pay you a thousand dollars a month so that your your light and and your and your rent is paid and you can be a painter i know you don't make a lot of money being a painter but it's where it's your heart's desire and and you're going to be happy to be able to do what you love and you're going to be taken care of and you don't have to go and and change oil for for 10 hours you can actually be painting for 10 hours or something i feel like i feel like it is the road to progress if it's done right right because if if if the bible says if the righteous lead the people rejoice but if the wicked are in power the people mourn so it's like the question we have to ask in in this this evolutionary process is we're undergoing we're in strange times right now we're not very strange it's like it's who are these people and what is their agenda what would you say to that whole democratic socialistic place where everyone's taken care of and everyone has you know a job or they get to do whatever it is their heart's desire is you know people say it if you know nobody's going to want to be a doctor if they make the same amount of money as the mechanic i feel like people become a doctor because they they want to help people like you didn't become a shaman because it pays well like you became that because you have a heart for people who are oppressed you know what would you say i would say that um you know in an idealized society everybody has their role and it's the role they want it's what they're good at it's what they're driven towards you know um and and it fulfills them and things are even across the board so it doesn't matter if you know okay joe overhears the mechanic and eric overhears the doctor um you know they're they're both being fulfilled and they're both filling that role in society and they're both giving equally as far as um what they're taking and what they're producing um the problem that we have though is we have a very business driven world it's all about profit you know and these are the lower vibrations where we're trying to shift out of we're trying to shift into the community and i mean you know capitalism and consumerism you know the like the whole reason why um you know some of these celestial races and aliens and things like that why they haven't kind of just kind of come out of the woodworks yet i mean look how backwards we are we still judge each other based on the different colors of skin we're not even a unified tribe worldwide yet yeah um you know there's so many things we need to evolve on um as a world um not even as just different cultures in society but you know as a world tribe and and i feel like once we get to that point where where we realize it doesn't need to be about profit anymore it doesn't need to be about the newest and best thing but it needs to be more about integration more of like a like a hive society kind of thing then only then can the human race truly prosper we got to work together if we look at the animal kingdom they they have roles and they work together you know people like the hive mind or whatever people look at my so on my overlay on this podcast there's uh like honeycomb or whatever the uh shapes are on there and people like oh there's illuminati hive mind people like start reading into it but we gotta work together man versus working against each other and i think i think um you know the things that i mentioned i feel like we have to we have to get there we have to learn to share we have to learn to love we have to learn to lend we have to learn to help versus like these are mine i worked my whole life to get this boat and no you can't have it you kind of think you know and versus like feel like we we own stuff that we can't take with us you know um i feel like it is a veil that humanity maybe all civilizations have have to you know pass through maybe those alien races had to pass through it but you know um we're in interesting times very very much yes for many reasons a pivotal point if you will have you uh have you played fallout 4 yeah that's my favorite fallout i know right it's like i would say for a long time my favorite game ever but at the beginning of that game you go through these tests and they like when you're a kid and they're like you gotta take the test and see if you can pay attention see what you like to do and then it's a placement test to say okay you're gonna go work in the sewers okay you're gonna be a scientist so at at childhood they put you through all of this stuff to see what you like and wouldn't it be interesting if they were like okay this guy is going to be a musician we need to cater to that we're going to we're going to train him with the best musicians again i mentioned the bible the school of the prophets this guy is intuitive he's a baby we've he's been able to guess these numbers in these boxes and he knows the colors without even looking at him we got to send him we got to send him with the prophets you're going to go and study with the prophets like egypt all of these places man they train their kids to be stargazers like versus like hey just let you know go through grade school go to college and let the chips fall where they may if you can be an artist and learn how to you know make a living off of it good luck it's you know it's uh it seems like it's left up to chance then left up to listen we're gonna cater to like a society like you know the your elder that catered to you if a whole society would cater to the people and you saw the potential in somebody and saw what they love to do to cater to it like man how fulfilling and how much of a righteous act is that to be able to man like help someone and put them on their path and and see and ask them what they want to do and i enjoy and i know you do it's very fulfilling to work with people and to see them step out i remember um working with some individuals who were wanting to do the same things that that i'm doing they wanted to do like online readings and in prayer sessions and and and advertise their one-on-one but they knew that if their family found out they're going hey how you doing one-on-one psychic readings or whatever and i remember working with people and trying to encourage some friends of mine and i remember getting an alert that so and so was live in the group for the first time i was like oh i've been coaching them i've been i've been working with them i've been encouraging them i've been showing them that it can be done first of all that's the biggest thing like i'm an example if i can do it you can do it and uh and seeing them go live and and thrive and love to do what they were doing it's like it's so fulfilling to know that i share a piece of that i'm not coming to claim it and take but i know the work that i've done behind the scenes for many people dude and to know how far that ripple reaches because i believe that every person that that my friend touches that i kind of share in that reward of that good karma of uh yeah and not just him like everybody who listens to this conversation and is inspired to step into their their their calling like i feel like we share in in all of that stuff man and that ripple goes so far that we could never comprehend it and it is a dope meditation just to sit in that especially when you feel like nobody's listening like you know i'm not getting any feedback i don't know if this is working because those times come for sure but to sit back and say you know what there's people who started podcast um because of my podcast and they're reaching hundreds of thousands there's people who have started online communities where they can disciple and equip people because they've seen my model and they're reaching way more people and i think it's amazing because i know that i i share in that man you know so beautiful the theravada traditions they talk about making merit and when you make merit it is never diminished um it is not taken from you uh when it is shared uh you gain from the merit of others and they gain from the merit of you and it's not diminished you know it's exactly what you were talking about like you you do this good thing you give this resource you put this thing out there into the world and and you've gained from that because you put it out in the world and then other people have gained from it and they're not taking from your merit and in fact the merit it grows you know and and everyone shares and part of it and and it's it's it's incredible yeah um it's you know it's it's uh you you reap what you sow and you and you're creating uh the life that you that you want a beautiful world your reality one person at a time as you're you're putting doing it with art you're doing it with music i mean something that that lingers for generations to come and it affects people and and to be so you know you could say both is true for for the good and the bad like if you're a malicious dude if you're like somebody who's doing things for the wrong reason like you know you're putting that energy out there too but when your heart when your hands are clean and your heart is pure and you're doing this with this great work it's so rewarding you don't do it to get rewards i don't do it to come back and say hey man you got to give me a shout out because hey get ready for that because not all of them do many cases where people say no i came up with this i didn't get anything from you once they make it like that happens too so you can't be like get mad or get hurt or whatever but no shout out to the people who do say man i listened to your podcast and i did it i saw your patreon i started mine now i'm doing this for i got people who see my my just the way i i i move and they copy it and they surpass me and i don't get mad or bitter i celebrate because like you're you're like you're you're encouraging people to to live their best life and to pursue their dreams man you know whatever that dream is yeah celebrate um we gotta we got a message here in the chat couple of them renee wants to know where you can get true seeker uh stickers i have two stores really my main store is um if you go to truthseeker.com click on 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enjoyed this so much you're welcome you're so welcome i enjoy doing this and we get to come together and build something that we like and again i you know i'm every little bit helps it really does you know stepping out doing this bigger bigger uh equipment and uh taking it to the next level funding this music and the albums and the recording and the time that it takes man all of this goes back into it so thank you guys for that um let's see here let me know if you're still watching let me know who's still watching this and uh give you guys shout outs richie says gratitude renee says hey brother just checking in doing good still headed in work love you bless thank you so much for the donation and uh love you guys so much as well you guys have been here for a while you know that means a lot i can't i can't lie to you the people who stick around um in your tribe and in your circle the people who stick around for a while um they mean a lot because a lot of people just come from for seasons you know they come to get stuff out of you they come because you fulfill uh something in the in their their life and you know for me i'm um i'm one who likes um i would say i like consistency and i like security and knowing like you feel like people are going to be there forever um in your life or in your circle and that's not the case you know there used to be times i would say literally just to be honest like you know a year and a half ago two years ago where as soon as we went live like we had our tribe everyone jumps in the chat and they're like what up what up and they're all communing and talking with each other and majority of those people are gone majority of those people are gone uh for different reasons um but when i see those names that were there from the beginning and are still there and the people who come in and they stick around like i said gavin renee richie and people you know work you know people's work schedules change people's theology changes people's belief system changes and all of that you know comes into play especially with spirituality and religion the first time like somebody's like yeah i don't believe that anymore you may never hear from that person again because they have a change of heart a change of philosophy or whatever it is so my heart i love our community and our tribe and the people who hang out so man you guys are awesome kurt i said still here brother your music truly changed and elevated my path that's what it's about i can hang it up today as long as i encourage you and pour it into you in that way from that music uh and i know you're taking it with you and allowing you to live your life at that higher vibrational frequency of elevation man so good so good it only takes one it only takes one but we know that we're reaching a lot of people and i couldn't do it without you guys so really i do not take this for granted and uh i'm going to do what i can to serve the community as well um sadhu man um let me let you hear this track the track i want to get to see if you can feel it and so this is the first time people on here are hearing this too because this is uh this is unreleased my parts on it um we yeah and listen to the sample at the beginning because that talks about the kuranderu white magic the ritual is called smudging it's supposed to rid the body of any negativity that may have attached itself to it during times of great stress do you believe it works what does it matter what i believe it's what they believe and if they believe in that then surely they believe you're defined your life is synchronized writing yes automatic a channel for the galactic beings i interact with service to others from over service to self godliness with contentment you crack the code onto wealth christ giving himself your spirit is you get on that oh yeah yeah i was already getting like getting a little bit of like a little flow scheme in my head and everything like that my flow is so slow go ahead go drop it drop it yeah cause like i do best when i write stuff down but i was just like i was kind of playing with something i was like i believe yeah i believe yeah i believe in magic and then like just kind of like you know i was getting a group there yeah i could definitely do something with that that'd be a lot of fun i'll send it to you too and one thing i'm open to if you want to get on this is like the course repeats itself so it becomes a little monotonous that's good so that you remember it but i don't know if you want to write a second part of that course or just repeat the same thing that i wrote like you just so it sounds different and changes it up that's something yeah um so i i guess what i would say is send me send me the the version you have right there with the open space and then send me the instrumental by itself as well and then like i'll know like the time stamp were to come in i could kind of listen to it eat on it you know the artist process i got i got a bridge on it too the bridge is the best part let me see if i can oh lord my computer's starting now i love the bridge a witch named who spoke a rainbow body illuminate the knights through breath the and then you can take that same whether you want to write something with that same type of uh you know rhyming scheme it's just like i guess eight bars so yeah no i yeah i could i have a lot of fun with that no no so methods are unorthodox in the church well the church has their ways and he has his he's why he abandoned the color years ago he used to be a priest yes but now he's a faith healer a shaman who operates on the fringes of religion and science i get chills i really like that hey i get chill i got chills man it's gonna be good i gotta revisit my verse because i like everything i said just the flow was so i'm good at rapping fast but lately i've been just like riding the beat and it's really slow so who knows i may i may uh revisit it and add some more syllables in there somewhere but i'll definitely send it to you man and everybody in the chat is like sounds really good whoa love it awesome so yeah it's almost done i literally got a couple tracks that i'm gonna be finishing up and uh it'll be out man white magic white magic for the magi so man uh anything that we didn't talk about bro that you wanna dive into that uh we still got a little audience here and people are listening ah let's see i know we did we mentioned you know the alien thing but and that's really big right now the alien ufo stuff but i feel like we should we could do a whole episode just on yeah that's you know that that's a that that's quite a topic right there is that i've been to uh james gilliland's dude i was that i was trying to go uh in uh in june but um they had some stuff going on with their booking and they they didn't open it until like last minute so we had to because we're planning a family vacation we was going to go to washington but i had to like we we had to pick somewhere else just because it was like last minute to get the plane tickets and all that kind of stuff and i hate we didn't get to go but we're gonna go but we had a beautiful vacation and we went to sedona though like if you can't go anywhere else like go to sedona and that's where we went for the first time sedona was magical and and i got to see the power-ups what are they calling the power-ups like where they go hey brother it's our brothers dude it was it i i'd never seen anything like that before in the sky uh that was definitely not a hoax or some kind of trick uh i mean it was it was incredible it was incredible and then i've done the um i don't know if you're familiar with dr stephen grier's work yes so i got to do um two live uh in-person remote training uh remote viewing uh training sessions with him in colorado and then was it a group or just one-on-one as a group it was group yeah it was a group thing and then also we got to talk to him um me and one of my teachers uh one-on-one afterwards and got to ask him a bunch of stuff and it was just it was really fascinating because i did the ce5 protocol as well that he like teaches and i've gotten um actual phenomena from that and and it does work it really does work and it's insane when you think that you can summon a ufo like you can you can through through a heart meditation you can literally call a ufo i mean that's just kind of mind-blowing if you really take take a moment to fathom that that you're putting that vibration out into the world or out onto the cosmos you know yeah that's what uh that was a big part of my awakening you know was was finding james gilliland's work and uh i've had him on the podcast twice um i sampled him in my music a lot about the ufos and stuff and for me going out by myself and making that connection you know i say you know 2011 2010 um just got called to it and i found like a certain websites and videos that were like and then it was just speaking to something that was deep within me anyway you know that connection and the angelic if you will um man that changed everything for me because i was just a regular christian minister doing christian hip-hop and uh just writing about my experiences and stuff and my my beliefs and stuff and then like as i'm starting to do that that stuff just started coming coming through my music you know i summoned et's with my laser beams like i'm out with a green laser and um it opened up so much for me um lyrically you know that i could be talking about the same stuff but but still use all of these different words and analogies and um verses like it had to be in this little box of christianity which i was a christian rapper and but now it's like i use all of the terms and i love them and i i find beauty in all of them and their their differences and what they mean and whether it's syncretism and they mean the same thing or they mean something different it just took my creativity as an artist to the next level and my creativity all and wonder of being out there and the sky opens up and lights up and dude i've been by myself fleets of ufos dude fleets i mean 70 or 80 of them come appear cloak do crazy stuff and i'm like what the hell like i'd really ask for a sighting and i wouldn't stop asking until i was persistent and i got what i was looking for and the whole sky lights up with with ships or beings if you will man it changed your life dude it and it did like i kept seeing so much stuff and it was so i don't i don't see as much because i like i don't go out there as much like i was hours and hours about being out there but man it's so so crazy and it changed my life dude and um yeah pivotal point of my walk for sure yeah that's why i'm uh i'm a pretty firm believer after seeing like the serious film from um dr stephen grier and like some of the things i've gotten to privately talk to um james about when i was at the ghillie land ranch and not to mention you know like he's not joking when he says the feds come out and skulk around his property like they really do um and they know that they can't legally go on to his land but i mean there really is something to the concept of i'm sure you've heard about it maybe kind of done a deep dive on um like planet earth being in quarantine um you know from the rest of the other intelligent uh civilizations out there and why like none of our efforts um in reaching and looking and exploring have we found them yet because you know like we created the atom bomb and we used it on ourselves like how barbaric and uncivilized are we as a uh intelligent civilization if you will i mean no wonder we're we're in a time out you know cosmically speaking we've got a lot to learn yeah grier gets a bad rap but i i love his stuff and always have um for sure um and i really do agree with what he says that there is a order in the cosmos and it's a higher frequency of love acceptance spiritual uh attainment that we haven't we haven't reached yet to take our place amongst the stars um we haven't even scratched the surface no just like so to because there's a lot of like there's bad guys that those are bad guys you know they're coming to kill us and the governments are going to tell us that for sure this you know the government's going to say those are bad guys and we got to protect ourselves and come join space force and fight against the intergalactic battle but those are the good guys man 100 and uh and and i believe that with all my heart that that there is a higher order of spirituality of enlightenment that you must uh you know it's your it's your baseline there you know hundreds of thousands of years advanced people say well they're just like us and we haven't no you you have to there's an order there's an order in the cosmos and we're out of order and that's why we're quarantined and that's why we can't go past the moon and all of this kind of stuff supposedly so um those are those are the good guys and they're on our side they've been here since we're primitive since we were trying to figure out what fire was you know they're in all the ancient uh art you know i love it especially in the christian art like i love jesus on the cross and there's dudes driving starships behind them you know what i'm saying these angels look like little starships driving around and man our telomeres did not just naturally become fused either you know so there is the whole aspect of genetic manipulation done on like a higher level that was for our benefit ultimately as um as like the evolution of species goes but well here here let me just i don't like to go deep into this stuff but it is if that happened and i got us we preface what we're saying now right with the sheaths like what if you know they they upgraded us upgraded our dna at one point what if they're trying to do it now and i think they're bad guys though just to be honest with you i don't the way they're going about it tell us what you're doing like you know what i'm saying like what if you know what if they're trying to upgrade us because they've done it once before what if they're trying to do it again the whole world to upgrade their dna to whether who knows who knows but i mean it is at that point of speculation but well that's not interesting that's best case scenario right right that's the best case scenario they're trying to help us you know and they just can't tell us just tell us don't be shady don't lie yeah man dude i i enjoyed hanging out with you we should connect more um very kindred spirits and um you know for sure let's let me know if you need anything you worked the night shift so you you come home and jumped on this interview man yeah i you know i had switched over to the night shift a few weeks ago before i ended up booking this with you and it was just funny because i'm like you know what i was really excited for this i'm not going to miss it and i got to be back at work in like 12 hours and so but like this was worth it to me and you know after this i'm just gonna i'm gonna shower and then i'm gonna go sleep till like maybe seven or eight and then get up and like an hour before work and then go to work so i appreciate you doing it and i know the the audiences and a lot of beautiful uh questions and comments here and they've enjoyed it and the key thing is i've been i've enjoyed it you know what i'm saying i enjoyed it too that's what makes a good podcast like i can interview people and ask questions but to be really intrigued and to roll ideas and experiences off of each other to try to you know formulate a picture a piece of this puzzle man and uh really enjoy it and i want to work with you man i want to do music with you uh have you back on here you're part of our job yeah we're kindred spirits and there's a lot of people out there just like you and just like me that that i roll with and love to have you a part of the community man and whatever i can do to to help and serve you let me know i'm on board man i really appreciate that so your website is the sadhu da dot com the sadhu.com and you have all your services people can book you for one on one a bunch of cool stuff testimonials cool stuff there uh is that the best place for people to go to check out your work where's it like uh yeah and that's it that's that's the best place to get a hold of me um and then like i also have my blog that i i i'm pretty good at at least updating it at the at the latest every eight days but i try to try to do it once a week and i do all kinds of different topics a lot of like healing stuff um and explaining the psychology behind trauma and stuff like that so yeah um my blog's a really good resource on there for learning stuff for free and then um i do like links for like former podcasts i've done on there as well and then the testimonials and i i even have a gallery where i've got some like pictures and stuff of some of like my teachers and math yeah i showed that at the beginning for those who are watching um but if you didn't if you're on the audio app you got to go to the website to check them but those are some really dope pictures and caught some pretty cool stuff on on film too but at the beginning when you were kind of giving your overview i was scrolling through that for the for the viewers yeah sweet man this has been a great episode and i'm definitely looking forward to talking more and uh and obviously making some music and then coming back on again and uh seems like the start to a really good friendship so thank you so much um you on social media at all ah man i i've tried and that's the funny thing is i've tried so hard and i just have like it took everything for me to do the website even um one of my students was like you can't keep being a hermit like this is the 21st century you don't live in the woods like so i finally made a website yeah for sure and uh thanks for reaching out brother we'll do it again for sure um really enjoyed it and uh man great to meet you bro yeah it's good to meet you too you have yourself a wonderful day and uh to all your viewers and listeners namaste blessings all of that good stuff all right brother enjoy your day man shalom peace all right peace so i do die ladies and gentlemen i hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did again those are the best episodes just the ones that i enjoy i don't care if you enjoy it i enjoyed it right you know and so they tell you when you create content to uh to make the stuff the people want to hear find out what people want to hear and make that content and and i get it right you want to you know if you people are making content nobody wants to hear but it's there's a there's a beauty whenever you're able to uh just to to find the vein of things that you like and hey just so happens other people like it as well i mean i've always taken that approach with music and i've gotten so much criticism early on you know of this kind of music and nobody's really on that spiritual stuff or maybe you can drop your spiritual music but just drop it to trap modern beats and stuff and i'm like no there's a different essence there it's not the same and so to make music that i like and just so happens other people like the music as well versus like hey what do you like oh you like gangsta rap trap music great i'll make that no you want to talk to you want to talk to flat earthers no like cool i want to talk to flat earthers i want to talk to everybody and so that's where that's where this audience is you guys know we're open we talk to any and everybody about any and everything and we try to tie it back into spirituality and uh because it's always fun everything is spiritual um kevin black says about to order my uh generational three night vision goggles any recommendations so one of the big name uh guys in in that field who's no longer with us is um what is his name um ed grimsley ed grimsley was one of the forerunners of the night vision goggle stuff him as well as um um gila lynn and and a couple other people but ed grimsley right his right hand man i had him on the podcast um and i can't think of his name right off but they would give recommendations on the goggles to get and i had it wrote down i just pulled it up so it's the pvs seven third generation night vision goggles pvs seven third gen night vision goggles and i think those are around three grand but if depending on your budget i know because i've got friends on on facebook who are posting their videos with with uh lesser lesser quality i would say or or or stuff that's not as expensive maybe around two grand i've got some friends who have been sharing some of their stuff and their footage that they're picking up with with uh equipment that wasn't as expensive but the one that they say to get pvs seven third generation night vision goggles and um yeah let me know how that works out i've yet to to use a pair i i've yet to use a pair we could have in sedona but it was so expensive it was like i think it was like 130 bucks for an hour and i had to you know me my wife and my daughter go in just for an hour it's like ah i didn't want to do that um but you can see so much with the naked eye and then when you even with uh just binoculars regular binoculars you can bring those out there and see so much too now they're not not night vision but you do pick up a lot more that the naked eye doesn't pick up i remember just one of my first times just going out on my my porch at night and seeing the stars and then looking straight up with with binoculars and seeing stuff moving that you couldn't see without looking through the night vision i mean through the binoculars so even with that you can see so much stuff so i'm gonna read through the comments here again we got a couple more minutes any questions any comments anybody wants to know the the zoom link is open if you're a patron uh go there and and just scroll down till you see one of the uh the school of the mystics links it's the same link for the school of the mystic so you may have to scroll a little bit but that will bring you into the zoom chat and that's one of the perks you get just to come on here and hang out ask questions uh on video if you want to do that like richie did earlier but if anybody has any comments you want to type in the chat comments or chat i'm going to read those kevin black says white magic is fire thank you so much man um i'm excited to release it it's been a while i've been sitting on some of the stuff for a while i'm ready to start shooting videos um i'm ready to get this material out there and uh and to take that next step creatively for that so i've been it's it's led me to read more it's it's led me to research more which is something i haven't done in in years i've been trying to articulate everything that i've read and stuff so um kind of hitting writer's block and looking for new ideas and new words and new terminology to weave in there um this album has kind of led me to uh to res to do some more research and reading some more work and specifically i would say some more manly p hall stuff which is you know that's just a given for me and uh but really uh madame blavatsky stuff um there's some some beautiful um things that i've been reading some concepts in her work that i've kind of infused in the music and you hear me name drop and stuff like that and several other songs so stuff i've been listening to so lisa says your music is the future we need more modern spiritual rap i'm so excited to share it with my teens awesome thank you so much excited to see you on the heretic podcast oh that was so fun yeah the heritage podcast was so fun we talked about some of the stuff we talked about today on there i really enjoyed uh connecting with jessie and uh we're gonna get her on here the host of that podcast uh she she's gonna be on here we're gonna do a talk here and uh she's she's amazing so you guys are i can't wait for y'all to meet her uh lisa says i appreciate you brother i definitely feel a purpose and a synchronistic connection for sure for sure all right um lisa says white magic is fire also they're always good gavin says mad stuff yo really brilliant vibes thank you thank you so let me know here last minute i'm uh this is gonna conclude our show we did three shows this week uh usually when i do the uh the wednesday night shows is when um the guests can't make it on a on a a tuesday or thursday during the day like early um so if those guests can't be on there i'll try to open up a wednesday night show so that's why we did three shows this week and uh enjoyed it all three of them were really good so hope you guys enjoyed it too and make sure you check it out um sam just became a patron again so thank you sam for doing that anybody who wants to join and become a patron of support patreon.com backslash truth seeker make sure you do that any level of giving and trust me it's well worth it there's so much stuff there all my meditations you get access to them all uh the music thursday night school of the mystics which is tonight if you want to be a part of that there's no telling what we'll do um we usually just see how i'm feeling and we may do prayer we may do just discussion hanging out rolling ideas off of one another and that's you know that's fun you know being able to connect with people so um kevin says what does seeing the cigar-shaped ufo signify i don't know if it signifies anything but i do know that it is a common a common anomaly that that people see um i've definitely seen seen it on one occasion for sure in destin florida which is it was a pretty synchronistic sighting because one of my close friends was just now getting into um spirituality and getting into ufology and so he was in georgia and he sent me this text message while i was on vacation in destin florida he said brother i seen this cigar-shaped ufo he's like i prayed i asked the most high to show me if they're out there if it's the angels to show me one of the one of the craft or whatever or one of the angels and and then right after i seen a cigar-shaped craft and then so he told me that and sent me that and so um that day i seen one when we were riding jet skis and uh destin florida me and my my brother-in-law both seen it and we had been looking and both being open to it and remember seeing it on the jet ski and stopping and getting off and looking at it and then it just kind of you know went zero to a thousand real quick just vanishes and flies off really interesting so i don't know what it signifies as far as being something spiritual um a lot of people see stuff i i think a lot of times too that they do work off of your consciousness and and a lot of times they want to be seen because if they don't want to be seen they can easily cloak and i've seen them where they'll like communicate almost telepathically where you see them they as long as you acknowledge them oh wow there it is and then say okay you saw me then they then they leave so um it's almost almost like when you see them they let you see them in that in that regard so i think that that's just something that that would signify something special if you get to see them and what it does for you spiritually so uh kevin says i referred sam lol he's back bragging to me that you meant to them that's what's up man good to meet you guys y'all should join the school of domestics tonight say what's up for sure man good good to have you guys with us and kevin says wow thank you very interesting i only saw once as well yeah man i've seen there's so much out there though that's the thing like um you know i think it is as above still below there's different theories a lot of flat earthers believe that that space is water and um and so a lot of you think that we're like in a dome or something and there's this water out there it's really interesting when you if you was to think about that because there's a lot of interesting looking things that you see in the sky that resemble stuff you see in the water but it's almost like they're flying or they're gliding or floating i i don't know even the craft that look a certain type of way or the there's beings there's there's shades there's a lot of different stuff out there that that look different i've seen things that look like stingrays uh that that you could see through um there's so much wild stuff so as above so below like if you go into the depths of the ocean you see some really interesting fish that have lights on their heads and they can camouflage and change colors and and cloak and all of that so it's seemingly the same stuff that you would see in space or in the sky stuff that can do the same thing that can cloak they can change colors they can morph you know you see stuff morphing um so much wild stuff so stargate says i've seen multiple ufos on the gulf coast and they cloaked as well yep that's where i'm at gulf coast and so destin and one of the biggest um sightings ever was on the gulf coast and it was and um what is it wasn't uh close to pensacola gulf breeze florida which is close to pensacola and uh one of the biggest sightings was there and stephen greer was a part of it stephen greer was out there and they did a ce5 meditation and and they had a amazing sighting and it was interesting they also talk about it like something came down like on or around them and they felt like they were in this translucent ship is one thing that they talk about but um which is interesting but also things where lights were seen that just started lighting up and you can there's video footage of it these lights that just kind of start blinking out of nowhere and then they they move around and stuff but that was caught on camera and was all in the newspapers and all of that so one of the biggest sightings that's that's ever happened was on the gulf coast so stargate says that's where i live that's what's up that's what's up so you're not so you're not too far away to uh to come to the retreat that we're gonna be doing with illuminati congo so um i'll have that information up soon i'm excited we're gonna go over details today but um should be good and and really love connecting with him working with him we just did a webinar with him on the mystic circle so that's available too for you guys who haven't had a chance to see it he's a good brother he's on two tracks on this new album we've done so much work together over the years and i like to mention his name as much as i can um when it when when i can so because he's a good dude so with that i'm gonna say peace and shalom guys uh again we'll be doing school of the mystics tonight hang out meditation breath work who knows we're just gonna tap in we're gonna go after it and uh and it'll be fun always is learning your names seeing your faces and just welcoming you guys to the community sign up on patreon and you'll get a link about an hour before we start 7 p.m central time tonight every thursday school of the mystics with that i say peace and 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