Awakening With Scarlet Moon and TruthSeekah | TruthSeekah Podcast

Awakening With Scarlet Moon and TruthSeekah | TruthSeekah Podcast
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my friend nico scarlet moon nico what's
happening man welcome to the podcast
I'm well how are you I'm doing okay I'm
just still kind of you know integrating
into the new place we just moved well we
moved a month ago you know so you see
here a little bit of an echo I apologize
for that hardwood floors throughout and
I don't really have a lot of cushy
furniture so we're gonna be assessing
that situation here pretty soon at least
get a dang rugs how are you doing I'm
doing good doing good man and staying
busy as always and just got to we had
several people from our tribe come down
and they just kind of plan to hang I
hang out down here and a lot of people
travel so we went to the beach and got
beat up by the Sun man the Sun
yeah beaming down here and on the Gulf
Coast so but we had a blast man for sure
for those who don't know who you are man
just really quick just kind of give an
overview who you are what you bring to
the table real quick well I am oh gosh
an overview
I don't really constantly like you know
not liking what I put up when I talk
about who I you know who I am what I'm
all about
I'd the best way I could describe it and
this is actually something that I've
been kind of going through I mean I've
been you know on YouTube for what seven
years working you know as a tarot reader
you know psychic energy killers but also
a you know a spiritual teacher but my
mission you know if I could clarify it
is not necessarily coming in as somebody
who would be seen as you know a minister
or even a healer I was actually having
these kinds of talks with myself over
and over again these last few weeks how
do I clarify this because like you I'm
kind of born in that tribe right in that
generation between 1979 and 1988 I think
you're only you're only like what six
months older than me that was born with
one eye open you know like we were
always kind of in it we were always kind
of already on and so for me I'm kind of
part of that group where it's like look
my job it is to make it real for people
you know revelation in terms of
revealing what's going on you know
dismantle and dissolve the veil get
people in touch with their own
multi-dimensional I on presidents their
own multi-dimensional experience get
people involved and activated and you
know help in this awakening process and
help in this this global shift by
helping people almost more like you know
a martial arts teacher not a guru I
always tell people I'm not the lifestyle
guru in the penthouse
you know I'm like timing and kill really
you know up on the mountain and it's
it's a different it's a different
approach to what you might call like a
light
actually the term path watcher was one
that I was kind of given during a lot of
deep spiritual work last year and a path
watcher essentially is kind of like a
forest ranger they're sort of a hybrid
you know they've got a lot of different
things that they do you know they work
on spiritual grids yes they help people
yes they have some healing and their
toolkits yes they do readings but really
what they're doing is they're keeping
the paths clear you know helping people
find out okay what's going on you know
what are you trying to manifest what
abilities are you working on it's a very
serious very deep it's not something
that is mainstream right now but I do
think that now that the again this
acceleration this shift in consciousness
is going faster then the lowest common
denominator of say like even this year
or last year right it's really going
fast you know a lot of people are
getting pulled into it it's no longer
just kind of something that a person can
kind of package and make as idle
consumer friendly as possible you know
the path watcher energy is really coming
in and so you know I'm a medium yes I
read tarot yes I do astrology for
individuals at this point well we'll
probably get to that here in a second
because you were present for some talks
there but yeah I'm a medium tarot reader
personal astrologer as well as energy
worker grid worker path watcher and I've
actually just recently you know gotten
back into doing house clearings and
house cleansing and so I know you're
real into a paranormal activity and
things like that and that is definitely
a big part of yeah that um a lot of
people are skeptical but then again I'd
saying I'm a lot of people moving to
those type of things we just had someone
in the family over at the house
yesterday and said they hadn't had had a
good night's sleep in weeks
and this came in it my wife and they
came over my wife is like hey do you
have this put up for anything or is this
it's just pretty free to take and sew
and adorn a bundle of sage and just kind
of said hey she didn't know what to do
with it so hey just take it on your
house like to say it's kind of pray send
a you know good vibes and and and pray
and you know command those entities to
leave and and she had a great night's
sleep like they were having like weird
stuff go on in the house at night like a
lot of feared like manifesting itself in
the shadows in the night you know a lot
of stuff going on in the day today you
know I did a video I want to talk about
this to like some of the stuff that
comes out of the dream state that like
when we go to sleep the things in our
day-to-day manifest in the dreams as
people and as monsters and as fears but
even you know some of the things in the
psyche that we're dealing with when
you're trying to go to bed and there's a
shadow in the room that some of these
things were manifesting because we have
that trauma and those fears throughout
the day but needless to say Steve first
time burning sage and and activating in
prayer and those things as well and it
worked had a great night's sleep last
night so praise God
oh yeah no absolutely absolutely and
that's kind of the interesting thing
it's kind of weird to watch you know
from and again because you and I've been
active forever we're not really you know
a part of this group that kind of got
shook awake you know I've been at my
spiritual practice since 97
and I'm actually recalling I think that
was about the same time you really
started kind of getting to work - you've
had experiences like I've had
experiences like when I was four I knew
exactly where we were gonna move you
know I knew about you know my parents
divorce and all of that kind of stuff
like all that Clare cognisant Clare when
stuff was coming through but really kind
of getting down and dirty into the
practice didn't happen till about middle
school but the it's interesting to watch
a lot of people being woken up at base
level by these phenomena versus going
out and finding it themselves or going
through the trials by
like we did or you know or having like a
life-changing event to kind of make them
question everything now it's kind of
like look this is what's going on this
is what Derek's been doing what I've
been doing this is what all of these
people have been doing for ever and now
it's kind of there's no such thing as a
civilian anymore which is interesting
and I want to touch on that what you're
talking about because you're
that-that-that-that friends experience
is not abnormal right now I've noticed
when you talk about that constant and
unyielding sense of dread that is it's
it's a different kind of fear its
undiluted fear because it's not fear as
in being afraid of something it is a
completely different energy and I've
observed that in people that I've worked
with I've observed that also just kind
of going around I feel like something is
kind of bubbling up right as the planet
goes through this raising in its
frequency like any detox stuff's gonna
get belched up entities and energies
that would have been you know dormant
and inactive need to be cleared they
need to come out and out and so yeah
it's gonna be a very very crazy second
half of 2020 I think and I've said it a
numerous time so if any of my followers
are watching sorry for sounding so
repetitive but you know 2020 is the 2012
everyone thought 2012 was gonna be and I
think that we all are on the same page
with that now and it's it's I do feel
like a lot of these things are also
scrambling for things people energies to
attach to their climates going away
we're raising in frequency as a
collective and when that happens you
know it's it's almost like watching an
extinction happen when it comes to lower
realms lower entities gyms you know
demonic forces you know even even
thought-forms and poltergeists that are
created by unstable people just by being
you know there's a huge turn and so they
are gonna become a lot more aggressive
it's almost like they're getting flushed
out of their hidey holes and yeah it's
it's it's a scavenging time not to put
fear out there I don't want people to be
you know reacting in fear because that's
not gonna help hold on a sec you can
hear the ice cream truck I think I want
to just turn this shut this window oh
you can see my cat
so hey Persephone so the thing is you
know you've got all of this going on
yeah it's it's it's not a sign for
people to run to you know run to the
holy man it I mean yes they'll help
right if they're any good they'll be
able to help or they'll be inclined to
help but if they're better they'll be
inclined to teach you how to you know of
course be prepared right you don't want
to call the fire department every time
you have a grease fire you need to know
how to use a fire extinguisher you need
to know how to hold your home and hold
your space and it's it's just it's just
interesting yes yeah that was one thing
that we were talking went live is the
fact of uh you know having to have that
holy man with you or wanting you one of
the things that you mentioned was uh
being able to ride they're almost ride
their coattail you know riding in the
same boat as them and and kick and get
to where you need to go without really
doing the inner worker or getting there
this it's an interesting concept like
because we know like working with
someone who is already there or who is
operating at a higher level or higher
frequency higher realm of understanding
in any level right in business and
spirituality it doesn't matter like it's
good to seek out a teacher to find
somebody who's already doing it just so
you don't get you don't have to
you shouldn't have to reinvent the wheel
figure it out so learning from those
people but not it happens in the
churches a lot where the pastor is the
scapegoat the path
there is the one who's praying for me
that my pastor is doing this my pastor
says this or whatever versus what you
know doing your own work and having your
own journey and those kind of things
there's a big difference as far as like
writing that person's coattail or just
getting in with them then doing your own
inner work and and I'm big on that you
know and I have people who come to me
and they're in my community but like I
feel like if they don't do it like
themselves then I'm I kind of failed you
know what I'm saying like with you know
that's just how I feel you've got to be
able to let go of you know of the
attachment to whether or not you're
succeeding to sink and you know and I've
been having this myself the last you
know actually a good couple of years and
again because you know me you know
they're there for a while and I think
that I'm paying the price for a while I
did sort of compartmentalize my my super
deep crazy side and what was more
mainstream friendly right and so I even
had two channels at one point where one
was where I was teaching about the
really really deep stuff when I talk
about the dimensions and manifestation
terror curates all of that kind of stuff
yeah and and then we had the and then
there's like you know kind of more of
that okay and then here's the the reader
channel um and I have since blended them
together and there's there been some
interesting experiences over that but at
the same time I think that you've got to
be okay with going on your journey
because you're gonna stagnate and people
might give you [Â __Â ] you know because
they might feel abandoned they might
feel like you're talking over them they
might feel like maybe you're revealing
something that is is deeply challenging
to them but it's also a growing pain on
a bigger scale you know a lot of these
teachings
a lot of these spiritual works have been
diluted and sort of repackaged right to
kind of be mainstream and we've seen a
lot of that in the new-age community the
personal development community the
recovery community the conspiracy
community the you know just all of you
know this this sort of how do we make
this church 2.0 and it doesn't work you
can't defer and give all of this
deference away the holding man's got me
I'm just gonna go back and do my thing
I you know the the I went to church this
week I'm good to do eff all you know on
Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday yeah I
don't need to work on myself I don't
need to raise my vibration because the
reader told me you know my future and I
always prefaced like look when I'm doing
readings for people it's like look this
is giving you directions on how to have
this timeline show up the way it is but
there are lessons you have to listen to
as well like you can't manifest
something or have something in your life
that you're not a match for yeah if
you're not a match for it it you won't
keep it at best you'll have it for a
week a month a day and it's gone a
reader a prophet a priest whatever they
can get you to the job interview they
can get you on the date they can get you
a chance but how you conduct yourself
the energy you hold the emotions and the
way you express your intentions and
communicates your thoughts actions and
deeds is going to impact whether or not
that interview that date or meeting goes
a certain way and so we have to own our
divine gift our divine freewill but I
think a lot of people have honestly
don't know love for their different for
their own freewill I don't think they
trust themselves to make good decisions
and so I think that that's why you see
even now people scrambling for tribe
they're scrambling to find a shepherd
they can be a sheep for I don't care
what political side of the spectrum
you're on I don't care what religion you
are I don't care what you identify as or
what community has brought you to that
sense if you are forsaking your free
will you know no matter what
you are you are basically taking a piss
on your own divine birthright that was
gifted to you and that might not
necessarily be in the highest interest
of all concerned yeah you have to take
responsibility and that's the beautiful
thing with I think a lot of this
spirituality is like I'm I'm a
co-creator with spirit with God like I'm
I'm a little God made in His image
whatever narrative you believe but I
work with them
I got work with God and you can too
versus just being a victim or whatever
way the wind blows again like with the
astrology stuff like this is what the
energies are doing and it's best for you
to plant today it's best for you to go
looking for that job today to look for
that relationship whatever it is but
it's like the stars aren't gonna do it
for you like the energy in the weather
its timing is right fire that shot and
so you see a lot of people like they
just want other people to do the work
for him and it's not that's not what
it's about
I was doing a show with a friend amount
of while back and she was doing psychic
readings over blog talking just taking
calls and a lot of people would call in
and she would give a reading whatever
then she would throw it to me and most
time I would just pray over people and
speak a blessing over them and stuff but
they would ask me questions and what do
I feel and it's like as I hold up what
do you want like what do you want and I
would literally it a lot of them were so
baffled because they called the saint
they call psychic shows every week like
that I they call it like call psychics
every night and they want to get a
reading or they called a party or in the
Christian realm they listen to preachers
every night
they tell them what's gonna happen and
what's it's like there's I hey I'm going
for this job or I'm going for this like
what do you want be be bring it to the
forefront like be vocal about what it is
that you want and if you want it then
yeah you can have it there's ways to go
about to getting it and manifesting it
there's periods there's things there's
trials that you have to learn and maybe
some things that you have to let go of
to get it but to just call and say yes
there is this in your future open
the door to the right you know it's like
listen if you want it we can like help
send some energy your way like you said
bless you make you feel really motivated
and let you know that the universe has
got your back to go out and start and
conquer whatever it is that your heart's
desire is that's how manifestation work
that's how magic works as long as you're
doing no harm and it's for the you your
greatest good and it's what your you
really desire then there's n't there
should be nothing that can stop you you
know what I'm saying I think that may be
the biggest challenge is is that a lot
of people are afraid of admitting what
they're trying to do when I mean cuz
they might think it's dumb when it's not
yeah they might think it's selfish when
it's okay to be you know what it's
somebody commented yesterday and they
seen it on a video with a bunch of ads
on it it's like are you doing this to
get the word out are you doing this to
make money yeah and I trust that both
like I need I need to make money on
YouTube so I can kind of keep doing this
like there's ads on my video for a
reason to help keep doing it so it's
like would you want me to say I'm doing
it just to get the word out yeah but you
know woods you know and and and trying
to do this on an iPhone hotspot or
uploading it in the Starbucks part
hurting a lot at 270 PETA that's not in
highest interest of all concerned a lot
and and even if people were more
forgiving and I think that they will be
you know the collective is still working
with in a lot of very very deeply
ingrained scripts and programs of what
is supposed to look good what's not to
be perfectly honest you know a lot of
people will still hear things from
people who speak to those scripts and
speak to those conditionings and so and
you need to be able to speak to those
people too just to help them delete the
damn script oh yeah that's what I'm here
for for sure yeah it's it's important
you know cuz you know you can't go and
spout you know god is love and I want to
talk to all of the races of the unit
and yet at the same time be fountain
crap about how much you don't want to
hear things in another spiritual
language or you don't want to learn or
you've got problems with gay people or
whatever is going on because you because
there are certain levels that we go
through you know it's like our aliens
really you know our our ETS or the
Syrians of Pleiadians are they really
going to talk to people that can't even
talk to people who are different colors
like how the hell are you gonna handle
something from another galaxy that is
already like way up here and it doesn't
even the idea of that it's so not even
occurring to them right now how are you
going to do that how are you gonna
communicate with beings that are maybe
entirely you know polarized to one
gender and so those beings do have you
know more of a homosexual connection or
a bisexual thing or whatever's going on
how are you gonna do that you know
because there's no such thing as like a
5d and above prejudice or a a5 Dean
above limitation or compartmentalization
there's no such thing as a 5d
reactionary or or whatever how do you
get there I mean people need to get
those scripts purged yeah and we're all
working to undo it I think it you know
what also the stuff we see and that's
going on in the streets and the media
and stuff with black lives matters I
mean those are that's kind of a
manifestation of a lot of stuff getting
deleted and purge it as well you know
and so that's just the birth pangs but I
mean it all it always happens this has
happened before it's gonna happen again
but um but it's identifying with the
shitty part of your culture the shitty
part of your nature you know of your
belief structure yeah there's a certain
people that you don't like because this
because you know what I'm saying and
like we're all you know and doing the
inner work the shadow work you're the
tough stuff is revealed to you you don't
know you have those prejudices until
you're faced with them until that person
standing in front of you
and it's I mean you just made us so many
and
I enjoy working through them I enjoy
them being identified in me I'm not
perfect you know what I'm saying but I
am willing to do the inner work and I
have been and it's been amazing and I
don't care who or what I piss off along
the way because it's for the greater
good not of only my good but of humanity
and and if I can pay that forward in
some way which I am it's it's beautiful
and that's how we change the world we
change ourselves we do the inner work
and then we pay it forward and we find
each other you know we find allies that
are on our level and we find you know
when we start serving because we have
the way I look at it you know when
people go out of their way to try and be
I'm not gonna you know say his name like
I did beforehand but you know they want
to be the next big you know self-help
guru martyr and that you know Robert on
the hashtag live in my best life okay
fair enough
but at some point if you're just
teaching people scripts to copy hoping
that that's gonna work you're just
creating what's called a
representational self and a
representational self does not manifest
anything it can't it's a manifestation
in and of itself it's an extension of
you
you're building a sculpture you're
sculpture doesn't manifest things for
you so when you're using these scripts
and you're using these habits it's a
lesson in manifestation it's a lesson in
reality creation and it's it's something
to pay attention to you know where are
the representational selves doing too
much of the word what you put into your
creations is what you're gonna get out
of your creations so the
representational self if that's
basically copy copy copy copy copy you
know I'm gonna I can read this verse
word-for-word perfectly okay but if the
spirits not moving through you it's just
words if you are you know claiming your
bells do you Fung Shui your house or you
you know you're wearing your essential
oils or you're you I've got my lapis
lazuli crystal on and my gold necklace
and my garden
you know if I'm not actually working
with these things at best they're just
kind of kind of maybe enhance the energy
around me a little bit but it's still up
to me to do something with it sometimes
you can see reality show up you can see
what's in a creation and how a creation
got started by how that manifestation of
that creation is playing out you
mentioned black lives matter okay and
all these protests that are going on of
course the beginning of the dismantling
is going to be something shocking and
horrifying and it's gonna be violent I'm
not in and this is coming from a place
of just objective multi-dimensional
understanding of how manifestations work
because it started with rape and
violence and pillage and kidnapping so
of course what you put into a
manifestation and what you keep into a
manifestation I don't care what it is if
it's a big collective thing or it's the
house you're trying to manifest the job
you want the wife you try to attract
into your life all of the energy that
you send into something and hold in
there is gonna act yeah it's gonna do
things and so yeah as the dismantling
happens that timelines gotta go through
it is what it is you know complete
neutrality complete neutrality it's just
another mechanic that's going on in the
highest interest of purging old scripts
to bring about a space that is going to
be free and clear of all of that toxic
destructive programming it is what it is
and people who might be afraid of that
going away some people still yeah of
whether it's because of envy or greed or
desire or ambition or maybe a lack of
understanding of themselves maybe they
don't know themselves they only know
themselves by the reflections of people
they surround themselves with they don't
want to see that world go away they're
not woken up yet they're gonna they're
really like no I wanted to prosper in
the matrix the way it was I wanted to
prosper in the artificial reality the
way it was what do you mean it's going
away it is yeah what are some more
powerful than that raise your standards
for yourself dude you know aim higher
than trying to be
the king of the matrix aim higher yeah
you are of God you are you're not just
born of God you are an extension of God
you have got an infinitely pure spark
going all the way back up to the heart
of God God doesn't give a damn about all
of those things doesn't even care about
damning it God wants you to be the god
he made you to be shining in His image
for sure yeah what are some of the
things that you've had to kind of
personally work through that were big
obstacles for you what was it was it
owning who you are was emerging the
channels and showing both sides of
yourself like maybe it's some that
you're still working through but like
what was what was some of the ones that
you identify that there were huge
obstacles for you there because when I
say the obstacles that's to say fear
fear comes when you think of it fear
comes to you whether it's face judgment
fear of the opinions of others what was
something you had to work through I
wasn't afraid of the opinions of others
but I was in the beginning afraid that I
was not gonna find the people I was
gonna be working with I was worried that
you know I wasn't afraid of losing the
people and I'm not afraid of losing
people that are you know gonna be
unstable abusive and you know
dysregulated I'm not worried about that
I spent a lot of my life you know
dealing with oh well not just
narcissists you know I grew up in a
situation where you guessed it was a
narcissistic parent and then there was
also a very dysregulated you know a
couple of parents because that
narcissists remarried several times and
and it was it was a situation where you
know I know all the tricks you know you
I already know all the tricks that
people do when they're trying to make an
appeal yeah they freak out they have
their abandonment issue moment they want
to tear something up they want to scream
and yell throw something across the room
they're gonna attack you one minute
split you into black and white oh I hate
you you're an [Â __Â ] how dare you you
betrayed me you have no sympathy you
need to love people next day but I love
your stuff so much don't leave me don't
leave me and you know exactly the type
of person I'm talking about I am not
afraid to lose people like that in my
life but what I was thinking was because
I grew up with so much of that being
abused and manipulated by both extremes
even you know I actually was serving
people doing readings for that irregular
up-and-down crazy mode person I was like
oh my god I got to face my trauma you're
the abusive mother you're the abusive
stepmother who's you know tortured by
the narcissistic husband but you're also
so out of control and I have to heal you
and you want it and that was powerful
that was a tough and I had to deal with
that over and over and over again and
I've sins forgiven her and I've since
made peace with her but this is a woman
used to beat the [Â __Â ] out of me because
I got sent home from school you know
with a hundred and four degree fever
when I was seven and I should have gone
to the hospital you know this is you
know but but she couldn't if she was
having a bad mental health day she was
so worried about you know the family
breaking apart all of this nonsense
undiagnosed until I was already 24 and
out of the house I already knew what was
going on I've had to deal with that and
so when people try and pull those games
on me to make me love them again after
they attack me I have to parent my the
the lower self that wants to be like die
so that's pretty tough so I think I
think that's a challenge I was always
worried I'd never find my people and I
say my people I don't mean my tribe who
thinks walks talks and acts like me and
we all quote the same stuff that's not
it I I would leave that in a heartbeat
just reach out right into the ocean but
find the people that find that find find
the people that are you know in that
same Oversoul groups that are in my
Oversoul group or my
partner over Seoul group you know in
that space where it's like we are all on
the same mission and we are all going at
this you know serving and helping in
that capacity because I grew up with
none you know with with only belief that
it could be better somewhere else it
wasn't until I was all you know well
into you know my 30s that I started to
actually really start to feel confident
that yeah okay the world is not just a
bunch of composites of either yeah
covert narcissists or you know malignant
borderline attachment styles and as soon
as I got done with that you know as soon
as I broke free of that it was fine
god I hope that answered your question
yeah if it's a really interesting story
especially I'm like I'm always I'm
scared to share that story because
that's a huge part of a lot of some of
these communities not just a spiritual
community but it's like mm-hmm
what's gonna happen now I don't have to
be said so go on sorry Tameka yeah no
that's a huge one the mother thing you
know and getting a beat and abuse and
then you have to come to love and there
was there's levels to that that I've
been through and still going through I
guess to this day as that relationship
evolves over the years you know good and
bad back-and-forth crazy all over the
place but it's it's huge and you talking
I like I was very similar you know
getting getting sent home and I mean you
know my beatings were so bad that like
when I would get suspended or get a bad
report card I would hide it from my mom
I wouldn't even tell her that I was
suspended from school because I knew
that I was I was gonna get beat down and
that and they were so it was so bad and
I was so scared afraid of it that I like
just kept it to myself and I so bad that
I went to school on Monday morning like
if I got suspended on Friday evening and
you you're off for three days so you
don't come back till Wednesday or
Thursday next week I would get up get
dressed and get on the bus and
everything and I'd be riding a behind no
I'm suspended and I'm going to school
anyway just cuz I didn't want to tell my
I just had to prolong it as long as I
could and and then it made it worse
though having to do
because then she would be at work and
they would call hey you need to come get
your son he's suspended so now she has
to leave work or get out of the bed or
whatever she was doing and come pick me
back up from school and take me home and
beat me you know so it was weird cuz it
made it worse then I thought thought I
was biding my time but I made it worse
for myself too kind of crazy I mean that
way it shouldn't be any type of you
shouldn't have had to fear your parents
like that man that's crazy
well here's the thing and that's where
it's kind of difficult for me as well
it's like a lot of you know it wasn't
fair I genuinely hated this woman and I
genuinely grew to hate every person I
ever met that exhibited those kinds of
you know unstable reactive programs I
genuinely did and for me you know it was
interesting because you know I was kind
of like this nerd you know I didn't
really like yeah I played magic cards
you know I got straight A's I never got
to trouble I got punished for being
proud I got punished for actually you
know getting into situations where it
was like look Nico you're in the the
Advanced Placement
you know English class in seventh grade
or or whatever it's and and I the
process of forgiving her meant okay I
gotta understand why is she broken what
are you you know and and it was kind of
like all right clearly this person has
like five modes that they go into you
know there's you know the one second
she's she can put on a show you know and
she can be the the loving wife and hip
mom and you know that until her eggs
energies are exhausted or something
triggers her and then she's gonna either
become you know yeah the crazy rage case
yeah the recluse she's gonna go into
baby mode or child mode which is really
scary to see you know a 40 year old
woman do oh when you're a kid you know
or
but you have to understand ok the others
definitely is a mental health stuff
going on here but also this person is
operating with scripts they're just
Boulting to stuff like ok I don't know
what to do
I've not cultivated the ability to
discern to be inspired to be creative to
come up with something new to be
vulnerable to be intimate to love my you
know my my Sugino might whatever I'm so
focused on keeping my husband in my life
even though you know he's a covert
narcissist you you know III did a whole
video on this one it's been too much you
know from this book um you know it's
like I had to be I had to go like oh my
gosh this person is just like you know
she's got like five modes and when I was
a little kid I wasn't afraid of her I
just turned it into a video game you
know like okay here's the boss battle
and you know every time you know you go
through a certain phase and it's like
okay oh she's going to crazy child
mother call out through this
oh she you know it's like all it just
might equipment but it's that wasn't the
best way to handle it but that's all I
knew how to do literally I had to
forgive her forget everything I knew
about how to defend myself and let go of
any desire to make this person say that
they get it cuz sometimes they'll never
get it so that was hard for me working
bringing it back around that's hard for
me you know especially in the beginnings
when a lot of this came up because you
know what I actually had a lot of
archetypal people who actually were that
level of unstable come to me for
readings and they had no idea that they
were dealing with the son of somebody
who grew up with that energy bombarding
them all the time they had no idea that
I was who they were dealing with and
that was a hard thing to do you know to
to be able to not go to war with
somebody with bottles and chains if that
makes sense over that kind of behavior
and it's not even about beliefs it's not
a
who they are it's not about gender age
anything it's about conduct and it's so
different online because you know even
the last couple of years people
celebrate madness they treat madness
it's kind of like a language when I say
madness I'm not talking about mental
health issues you know everyone's got
something going on one in four people
got something going on not about mental
health it's about celebrating the
vitriol celebrating the instability
celebrating the dysregulation
celebrating the spiral and it's
fascinating I had to get fascinated with
it or else I was never gonna forget it
is that make sense yeah but you know and
I think you really just explained you
know how deep that goes but how simple
it is to do the to heal your ancestral
line to clean your DNA to stop the
generational curse which was with love
and forgiveness you could have stayed
bitter until you went to your grave and
then on down your you know lineage and
your siblings and although it would keep
going but it was a generational curse
until it ran into you and then it stops
with you because you were able to
identify that that monster minister love
and forgiveness to it and it stopped
with you and that's that's powerful and
that's the you know doing doing the
inner work stopping generational curses
that's it you got to be able to identify
it did you did you pick up on any of
those traits whether it was from your
mom or your dad did you see any of that
taking place in you that kind of you
knew that you had to identify I mean
maybe even still to this day I mean that
that you just own guard for because you
knew that it was something that they did
or do not so much them but some traits
of my father's sister and she actually
had the more I got to know her and I
didn't actually really get to know this
about 18 she had a lot of the same
experiences you know she had a very
similar experience with her family my
grandmother you know she had very
similar experiences with my father and
so it was interesting to note that I
always felt like just completely lost in
terms of like okay how am I related to
these people and then I met my dad's
sister and it was like wow okay you
moved out early too oh crap she's also
an energy healer and she's also all of
this but she's also got yeah some of
that reservation you know that she needs
to work on healing to where it's like
hold on hold on hang on you you you
you're you're you're showing up with
your sword and shield drawn you don't
even know the how this is gonna go do
you want to say that this is gonna go
bad because you want to walk in with
your sword and your shield up and kind
of be like I'm here to talk why are you
intimidated I just want to have a civil
conversation you can't do it like that
you know you can't do it like that even
though you know that was kind of popular
in 2018 2019 you know so I kind of saw
that I saw but it doing some studying on
that I also so you know working with my
friends and working with some members of
my soul group soul tribe but calling in
our over soul groups we're talking about
huge populations of people right all
connected and soul you know our my
family was actually come from it's very
interesting but I can also see the poor
but that was going on there as well so
it's quite fascinating but yeah I know
I've identified it I've identified it
and I do have to work on you know
parenting my lower levels so I don't cuz
I can be cold I don't I don't pop off
and get all crazy I can be cold I'll see
it every once in a while yeah I'll
destroy it a thought process yeah you
know I can't get them you know those
those sides come out when they need to
you know long as you learn to tame them
and and let them come out when they need
to there's a sign there's a time where
you need to be
abrasive there's a time where you need
to be discreet there's a time where you
need to show grace there's a time where
you need to go to war like for every
seat for every season Under the Sun
there's a time for it so to being able
to to switch and identify that when what
one needs to come out you know to get
the job done your personalities and
compartmentalizing those kind of things
about understanding that it's all a part
of you it's a big one too yeah because a
lot of us identify with that and it's
worked out for me because the scripture
says becomes become all things to all
men so that you can win some and so I
was like you know for the you know for
the Jew became a Jew for the Greek I
became a Greek you know for the drunkard
I became a drunkard just being able to
sit with them where they are being able
to identify and really like being able
to identify with with empathy because
you've been in something and there's a
there's actually a virtue to that sort
of ami lingual ism isn't there where
you're actually able to understand the
language another person is using but
also speak their language and possibly
help them to also understand the
language of the universe the language of
God if they're so attached to a script
sometimes they don't get the message and
so yeah not only do you have to be able
to convey the message if you can but it
also is a two-way street
sometimes the script isn't going to
create what they're looking for and I
think that yeah if you're able to come
to somebody where they are so you can
maybe leave them out of a looping
behavior or leave them out of a trap or
out of the mire you know more power to
you yes be all things to all men as in
beyond me lingual you know be in a space
where it's like you know it's not about
cried it's not about the Tower of Babel
or anything but you do need to be able
to to walk in every such as that's where
they are you know they're just not our
people you know and I'm not saying that
in a hierarchical way it might just also
be what they need right now somebody
needs a healer I'm not a healer some
needs housecleaning somebody needs some
training somebody wants to go through
revelatory process or some assistants
working on a manifestation a spiritual
skill they're developing you know when
opening up their channels communicating
with the higher self reconnecting back
with you know the whole
multi-dimensional that's great I will
totally things does that make me
deficient no does that make me better
than people who do also no it's just you
know helping people understand where
they are in the process yeah but that
that's probably one of the biggest modes
of healing though getting them to know
them you know who they are and standing
in who they are and take that take those
risk and take those steps especially
when they have never been able to do
those things and you empower them to do
it a part of them is everything is you
know link back to healing they moving
forward you know really freaking warm on
this side of the house and yeah so I
mean I think again like empowering
people to step into their truths I mean
there's so much healing because they
thought that they had no truth they
thought that they would be judged you
know and so I I'm able to kind of look
at all of that from my own personal
healing story you know and so paying
that forward and so when I talk about
healing yeah I do healing sessions I do
energy reading and to ative sessions all
that kind of stuff it's fun I love it
but every I think this conversation is
about healing you know I think that my
music I think that everything that I do
and I'm pretty sure that a pizza that's
with you too man wanting to empower
people and in heal him there's different
levels and different modes that let's
say that it's also a different thing
maybe that's a good way to put it maybe
actually I think your your way is
definitely a better way of articulating
it it's it's what are we you know what
are we healing and by what means you
know if for me it's unlocking it's
unlocking and coordinating you know cuz
you go unlock things you know yeah so
you um thank you for me it's it's
unlocking for for you yeah it might be
clearing it may be restorative and
rejuvenating also very important and
depending on what you're going to
healing for right it may
sense if you need help because you need
to be able to walk and you might need a
physical therapist to help you walk or
maybe a chiropractor to pop something
back into place so this you know this
nerve will function better yeah that's
that's more my style
whereas for you would be like look we're
gonna heal up this wound right we're
gonna stitch this up real good maybe
we're gonna do surgery pull this you
know this [Â __Â ] out that's been stuck in
you know in you know in your arm for too
long all of it you're right you're right
you're right you're right all of it is
healing I think that but there's
different levels in different modes for
sure yeah I just see it all is like for
your good you know what I'm saying
and it takes all of it and you know it's
funny to like when you're talking about
the video game thing and the RPGs when
you go to the healer you could by month
sometimes you could buy weapons from the
healers you know say they had these
beautiful like weapons sight but the
only the healer can use you know so
there's just so much to it like that
you know caters to that healing you know
again restoring somebody's voice you
know yeah letting them know that that
they have a voice I mean part of healing
that I guess or restoring it it's
unlocking it for him because it was
there the whole time yeah it was there
it just was hidden or locked away you
know no I think that I think that
there's also when it comes to the
feeling of a lack of the voice or maybe
a feeling of like a lot of people are
afraid that the second they actually
step into their power they're going to
lose a lot of stuff that they were you
know waiting on essentially right when
they were being overly submissive when
they were being overly complicit or or
capitulating right to certain you know
it's like oh well I don't want to use my
voice I've been such a good cog in the
machine so far my day is coming what do
you mean now you're gonna pull me off
this path it's probably good to get off
the path dude you know it's it's
probably good to do something I think
that sometimes a lot of people are
waiting to see a lot of false teachings
a lot of against scripts
and conditionings they want to see them
pay off they've been at it for so long
you know it can be hard to quit for some
folks you know and and while I have
empathy for that I also urge people to
just you know stop
you know the scripts give you a context
for a reality your pin it doesn't give
you a context for who you are and it
doesn't even give you the context for
the entirety of reality so you know it's
it's really it's a really tough thing I
think for people to kind of wrap their
heads around some people I think a lot
of people are waking up I think a lot of
people are getting to it but um
you know if they if they're afraid to
step into their power if they're afraid
to be powerful because maybe they think
well if I'm if I if I do this I'm gonna
lose friends if I do this I'm gonna get
kicked out of my group if I step out
I'm never gonna attract a man or a woman
or I'm never gonna you know it was sure
maybe you won't because you decided to
stop playing by the rules that were set
in the in the lower realm now if you
want to go be in the lower realm while
it's crumbling away good luck to me I
say hey fine maybe you won't attract
what you were told to want but maybe
you'll attract exactly what's you know
already been created for you and I'm not
a good person when I'm not very good at
instilling you know blind faith because
for me my journey has always been look
it's this or go back and so it's hard
for me it's not I don't do it with with
faith I do it with intention and and
fervor if that makes sense and so I try
to instill that in people I do have
faith by the way I do have faith I've
you know of course I've got I got my
angelic brethren my angel and guys I
work with Archangel because I'll have
faith in an outcome that you can't like
see right now but you have faith that
it's that these steps are gonna lead you
there kind of thing you know yeah you're
gonna be met on the other side with what
you
planted right when you've already
pledged my service work in my life to -
you know - to God infinite creator
source intelligence like I've already
pledged to that TV you know the worst
thing I could probably do is just stop
that you know I mean it's
I've already pledged my service to to
that and so if there's a faith do I have
faith it's more like certainty now yeah
now yeah it's more of a song like if I
put the seed in the ground and if I
water the seed I don't have to pray that
I'm gonna get a harvest I know that if I
tend to this seed and watch it grow and
and and we did take the weeds out from
around it it's gonna grow I'm just gonna
give me a harvest so the faith the faith
thing kind of moves out the way a little
bit I think it comes I think that that's
because faith is what you need when
you're not familiar because it helps you
get familiar it helps you get closer it
helps you get tighter you know for me I
always tell people and I I mean you get
it co-creating with you know with God
I'm like you know to me it's like I'm
working with all these higher levels
like a little kid in the workshop
helping to you know to build that
reality build that birdhouse I'm working
these tools too and if there's something
going on you know where I'm kind of like
I got this other thing happening here or
yeah I I've done all of this work I've
got the energy crystals the gum or
whatever and it's like and I still you
know I'm kind of in a space was like all
right and then I surrender this to be
corrected and perfected by my Higher
Self my multi-dimensional self to the
end to source and Dodd Archangel Michael
Archangel trophy Oh whatever's going on
there you know I will of course then
I'll be like hey higher aspects you know
let's all work together on this like
I've done the you know the ground and
work I have done all of this you know I
I but I'm gonna ask you you know could
you prove could you prove this so it's
not like you know gonna get jacked up
you know that that's that's that's a big
part of it sure got time for a couple
questions here I sure got questions form
the tag here if any by
has any questions let me know we'll try
to get those answered but uh we got a
couple here Christie wants to know does
your guess believe in reincarnation I do
um it's funny that you're talking about
that now I just I'm just like getting
the process of uploading a few videos on
my channel talking about reincarnation
transmigration and the soul from a
multi-dimensional perspective in
relation to death and transition I do
believe in reincarnation but you know
kind of weird moment here I don't think
it is occurring as much now as it maybe
did even 10 20 years ago it all depends
on the circumstances and what's going on
with that Souls you know higher levels
that souls / soul that God had God
what's going on there is that a part of
the journey or is it not I believe some
beings will of course transcend and
maybe be in service of a higher realm
right and we talk about Paradise realms
heaven realms you know some of them will
continue to live in service and other
ways or or even transmigrate into
another state of their own
multi-dimensional beingness but yes I do
believe reincarnation I do believe in it
I do believe it's always available but I
do think there is something changing
right now it's part of to go through the
shift in consciousness
I don't theory Derek do you feel I do I
mean I have different opinions I can't
prove any of them have opinions and
beliefs and even if they are real like
my desires like even if I don't want to
come back you know saying it's that kind
of thing to like it's it's it's not
necessarily required I don't think that
that is something that people are forced
us so that to do I think you chose to
come here even if you don't want to be
here anymore I think I chose to come
here yeah my earliest memory was
actually being in like this group they
were like these three guys with me you
know and it was like a diamond around
this big yellow disc yeah and this is
when I was a real little kid real really
like two or three
and I was as tall as these guys and they
were all in these like gossamer you know
bright garments and I just remember
stepping into um stepping onto the the
plate and then you know the the dream
was over in Here I am when I was a kid I
had some of those weird dreams to wear
like four first and I really feel like
they came to me when I was sick a lot
like when I would come down with the flu
or something like that were sweating in
bed these weird memories and these weird
people that would we play over and over
like I mean it maybe once every three
years but I would go and see the it was
so weird I can't even explain it but it
was these people that I would see like
in these weird memories when I was a
little kid and then you know 2 3 years
old 6 7 10 11 it doesn't really happen
anymore but um I'll feel like it
happened several years ago just like a
reminder like hey that [Â __Â ] was real
kind of thing you know what I'm saying
like this is weird these weird flashes
that would come when I would get really
my temperature would go up I have a
question did you get really really
really really sick like I'm talking like
serious like pneumonia mono something in
1988-1989
somewhere around there no chicken pox
chicken pox
yeah I got real sick I was just curious
because a lot of people that I've talked
to you all kind of went through chicken
pox weird as a little kid yeah yeah they
all kind of went through this kind of
weird shift like a lot of people started
getting sick around that time and it is
that generation but it was always
something very very serious and then
yeah beans would show up and so I'm kind
of like I think it might just be a you
know kind of again a generational thing
right so what do I don't know what it
was but I just know that it wasn't I
don't think it was something I used to
uh I remember being a little kid at the
daycare like some of these early early
early memories of being at the daycare
like man I probably was wearing diapers
like I don't know but I remember they
would have like Sesame Street on the TV
and they would turn the TV off
and so everybody would go to bed and it
was one of the big the big TVs from the
80s like big clunky oh yeah and five
feet deep yeah so as they turn this TV
off then the screen it turns off but
then it gets smaller and smaller until
it's a little bitty light there in the
tube right and then I would I was gaze
into the tube and I would see things as
a baby and I don't haven't really like
talked I talked about this much or
whatever but then like recently I've
done study on the cathode ray tube the
tube that's in there it was a spirit
tube which they the magicians would use
to communicate with spirits through the
cathode ray tube that is in the TV they
would project light through it and then
that the communicate with entities and
that the beings were able to manipulate
the particles on the wall and create
pictures and communicate with them and I
just remember just these like I feel
like I could still even see a movie as I
would look up this little bitty light
and I would go to it as a little kid and
just look in there and I can see
different like movies and stuff playing
out I don't know why I just felt the
need to bring that up with how mother's
childhood stuff is kind of interesting
well I think that there's there's
something going on it's I think there is
I think that there is a big how do i
phrase it reconnect that is occurring
for a lot of people in like I said
especially those born in the late
seventies mid to early eighties and they
kind of got born on and they got shut
off and so again born with one eye open
so to speak and so there is kind of an
interesting turn going on I think that
it's tough to navigate because a lot of
people like you know I mean I'm sure
you've encountered this with even groups
that you've ran you know doesn't even
have to be your followers because you
know groups you rolled with you know you
can't have a serious discussion about
this because people want to talk about
how horrible and scary and crazy and
conspiracy that's like no I want to have
a scientific discussion I want to have a
dialectic I want to explore this this
might be a part of me when I was you
know 2 years old my my older
there can batch for this I apparently it
was like round Thanksgiving and crawled
out my bed
walked at the top of stairs and started
talking like a full-grown adult and he
was horrified and he was only nine at
the time and he was like I think that I
think that there's there's there's a lot
of I wouldn't call it awakening I would
say like a reawakening I think that
maybe you're getting called back to that
to explore it right you don't want to
split things into black and white either
it's you know oh I know what it is so
it's cooler I don't know what it is so
it must be the devil right we can't do
that I mean that's what I love about
your work we're always like dude
elementals chill you know they are good
beings they are here they are every bit
of part of God in the planet as you know
it's you and I you know so we gotta be
kind of you and I got to talk about this
more yeah yeah we talked to we talked a
little bit about it I remember our first
chat that we did we talked about that
the elementals a little bit too and it
was a it was an interesting talk so
definitely make sure everybody listen
and go back and check out the first
session that me and Nico scarlet moon
did together was really good
another question here have you ever had
any angelic encounters and maybe that
goes back to the elemental suit because
they're messengers you know yeah ever
had any of those encounters and let me
whether it crosses over to this reality
not in your dream and they come to you I
can see in with my eyes closed that's
cool to love it but when when they cross
over you ever had it like actually
seeing them with the naked eye
yeah I'm or demonic demonic I have seen
with the naked eye angelic I want to say
yes but I'll be honest with you because
there was no definitive form just a
repulsion for the demonic so I'm
assuming this was an angel or just a
really bright diamond light elemental
whichever thank you you know that's fine
thank you for that that happened when I
was honestly 1415 and what the
interesting thing was is it was sort of
like I was also getting this message
dump stop don't quit you know yeah
that's scary
but you are bred to go and deal with
this flush these things out you are you
know you you're part of your work you
know again they didn't say path watcher
but this is something I've kind of
integrated right because I've stayed on
the whole time it's you know it's your
your job this is your job you're you're
kind of here to help deal right that's
why I'm also getting back into clearing
houses here you know in Washington State
like I used to it's the it's this is
your job and so you know the the message
that came through this bright you know
golden diamond light was just basically
like you know don't be afraid
don't be scared don't shut it off keep
training keep working stay magical state
all of it and power it up because you
are going on the front lines that's
powerful now what about with your eyes
closed I know I'm negated that at first
but what about that because a lot of
people can see better with their eyes
closed eyes when it comes to angelic
beings I have had I would almost call
them like forgive me it almost felt like
kind of like a no-name kind of thing I
don't want to say no name because I'm
pretty dang sure like if I asked their
names I would be able to see it but in a
lot of cases when I do my work and then
meditating or I'm working around the
grid or as you see behind me or I'm you
know meditating out and like meet you
sensing I will have like this crowd
effect around me and yeah I've had
Archangel Michael step forward I've had
angels that don't tell me their names
show up I've had again Archangel Jophiel
show up that's all right now not certain
about Jo feel but we're working on that
part of my my group was like who is that
you know it's an angel who is that I've
had angelic beings that are apparently a
part of my crew my squad show up one
name was named Logan and they are
actually a they actually were a human
being who passed away and a crown
we have a past life in like Lahore one
so that's you know yeah that's that's
usually when they show up when I'm deep
in the work you know they don't they
don't kind of I mean they don't just
follow you around and chill with you
right they're not gonna like go with you
to Safeway
unless unless something's going about to
go down to the Safeway they kind of you
know they wanna they're there but you
know there's not stuff going on it's
funny you say that because like when I
got into like the type of occultism and
stuff that I got into as a teenager and
trying to summon demons and all types of
weird angels and things like that a lot
of demons a lot of stuff out with the
rituals out of the Satanic Bible and
then when those didn't work they were
rituals out of the Necronomicon and then
rituals out of you know let's Turkey
Solomon or so so many did I try to do as
a teenager and I look at it like you
talk about they're not gonna hang out
with you I wanted them to hang out with
me like I was lonely and I want I was
trying to summon angels just because I
was lonely
not just Angeles but demons like any of
them that would show up you know and I
and I could say I like they'd none of
them I've been saying none of them
worked until they all worked at the same
time and then they all wanted to hang
out it at once and that was that was
schizophrenia and demonic good yeah no I
for me you know to be honest a lot of my
practice didn't involve working with
other beings until about 2008 it's not
that I was afraid I was just kind of in
my own like again we already talked
about my childhood I was like in this
like I'm gonna be super strong
independent you know like maybe I'll
show us some elementals have elementals
every once in a while like the gnomes
and I are always really cool nones
running all over the house um you know
or you know it's just me and the energy
and and what's here like I'm gonna be
you know completely completely
self-contained you know and that I think
that for me like opening up to beings
who were basically coming in as family
was a part of my healing you know in
2008-2009 where
like okay and you've got these higher
goddess level energies desire God level
energies angelic forces higher elemental
forces all of them kind of coming in and
being like look we're not trying to like
push you around but we're related
like you're related to us you've got us
in your etheric template so we're not
gonna hurt you just like you wouldn't
cut off your own toe you know we're not
gonna mess with you and you got to earn
that trust because the interesting thing
is I got so good at discern and I got so
actually I was like the opposite of good
discernment you know cuz some people
have no discernment and they just say
like yes right I was talking to somebody
today about Ouija boards and they were
like I got tricked and somebody said
they were the Archangel Raphael and I
said let me guess
no judgment by the way if anyone had a
problem with this by the way I'm not
judging nobody did you make the mistake
of asking them if they were asked
specifically because remember
everything's explicit did you ask are
you Archangel Raphael because if you've
given the being permission to say yes
and lie to you when you do that I mean I
don't believe in Ouija boards anyway
don't do it don't do it but if you let
something light ooh you because
technically that being can trace itself
all the way back to God and yes be you
know in a way Archangel Raphael if you
ask and just go identify yourself
who are you and then assess Hitler who
are you in this now moment huh and then
it says Hitler what do you do when it
says Hitler I don't do with I don't I
don't I don't mess around like if even
if they don't say anything
all right you know and I mean for me
it's not a Ouija board I'm talking right
I'm talking with my you know with my
spiritual you know my crew and
everything like that like who identify
yourself who is this I've had people you
know I've had being show up you know
sometimes trying to cry out other beings
like I said my roommates grandmom she
was in one side and then I had this
other entity over here that was like
some weird imaginary friend turned like
creepy Hobgoblin mutant thing of another
guy that lived next door and I was like
alright Who am I talkin
and I was like okay I want to talk to
her but I'm like okay she's gonna have
to get out so I asked a good one to
leave first I asked the one I was trying
to talk to leave first so I would get
the other one to identify itself but you
tell me your name you tell me what you
are you tell me and I didn't get
anything and I was like sorry you [Â __Â ]
then oh oh I don't care because you know
what if it's really that important you
know or if it's really that good if
they're really healthy or if they're
really a positive influence you know
they'll work with you and if they're
gonna not tell you anything
I'm sorry higher-level beings no play
games they don't be like I'm just being
cute mysterious but somebody mentioned
poltergeist in a chat - yeah people
dealing with those type of trickster
spirits would yeah they're definitely
out there and I guess one more question
here and it kind of ties in with what
you just said but Christopher says does
the guest do anything specific maybe on
a daily basis to protect himself from
spiritual attacks yes I mean and I'm
about to do a video on like how I kind
of set up things to kind of get going
and I have to be pretty thorough you
know I don't think people who are not
working as readers or mediums have to go
like this far but I've actually gotten
koreas all over the house
and that's part of one of the things
that refresh we'll just show you like
I've actually got stones of all kinds
kind of created all of the walls all the
ceilings all over the place and actually
just stuck them up with sticky tack by
the way which is really awesome and I
will you know work my singing bowl of
course to kind of clear reset recharge
everything I've got I've got a Rees
entering meditation that I do where I
kind of come back into that divine spark
heart center reconnect everything and I
actually the one of the first things I
do you know is I just kind of surrender
like I surrender all attachments
entities even human attachments you know
to be cleared I've got a super 7 or near
super 7 crystal I don't know if you all
know what that is I'll go get it for you
super crystal it's a little bit it's a
step higher up than the super 6 a little
bit a little bit more
so Faria says Jesus is the best
protector I agree highest vibrational
form of light of love you know you know
you can see everything to the smoky
quartz the amethyst the rudl all of it
so this I will actually use okay whoo
I'll play Skyrim I'll place morrowind
yeah okay yeah pistol jam petty soul Jam
this I actually do use to draw in petty
entities poltergeists lower thought
forms attachments thought forms and
things like that and I just clear it
every day I've got a really big selenite
disk plate that I leave it in the Sun
constantly I will actually draw this out
I've actually gone through almost like a
freaking dust buster
you know into like closets and stuff and
just be like you got something here you
got something here and people be like
holy crap how did you just like you know
do this you know so Hoover it up of
course I got sage everybody I've got
sage I got some white candles burning
over here but I'm not going to move on
it's for me it's not just about clearing
because I don't want to clear I don't
wanna be that you know I don't want to
just like okay well I got a shower like
four times a day you know I want to hold
and enhance the space and so I do have
tools I I will put up some stuff to show
you that's that's what some people were
saying about like sage like would have
stayed with doing the clearing what if
it literally clears all energy even the
positive energy out to you know it all
depends on what you're working with with
that intention I had I had a gal in a
chat and a patreon live chat I was doing
with this with and she was really
worried she was like okay I don't want
to burn sage and I'm worried I'm gonna
like banish grandma out of the house no
that's not how it's gonna work that only
that these all work on a different
frequency and they all work on certain
frequencies so sage clears denser
lattice works denser energy frequencies
and things like that if your grandma is
you know she's crossed over she's chill
she's like all on the light sage is just
gonna move right through her not gonna
bother her at all okay so you're not
gonna be doing that
it is possible yes to kind of wipe
things out you know and I do I wipe
things out all the time in this house
you know when I save all of these
crystals out yeah all of the programming
just kind of like writes off so I
actually program with sound you don't
have to sit there you know depending on
your skill and where you are if you
trust yourself to project energy you
don't have to like hold every crystal in
your hand and pray you know if you can
master your energy and expand your
energy and all of that and direct your
energy or I direct it through the bowl
you know I can charge reset just by
closing all the doors this is where the
echoing comes in handy and reset all the
crystals just with this place um
Solfeggio tones on you know really get
things reset you know I might walk
behind I might touch it and restart it
I'm not worried about clearing it it's
not like if you clear something that no
it's all gonna go to hell it's like oh
oh I cleared my prosperity grid and we
lose my job in an hour
know that that wasn't what was holding
it up in the first place it's okay
hey you know you're the one holding it
up it's all you it's just helping you
it's enhancing Nikko scarlet moon thanks
for coming on let people know where they
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calm is my website awesome
I always a pleasure to speak with you
and and build with your love what you're
doing man and we'll have to do it again
absolutely now let's let's let's chat
here you're pretty soon because I want
to hear more about the UH when you were
kid looking into the TV yeah no I do
know there was so much like you know
tracing back that the childhood stuff
was crazy dude my parents were party
animals and letting strangers in the
house and we had to deal with those
spirits you know as a kid you know
anything so oh yeah are we starting
drugs yeah we're still on yeah okay yeah
I was gonna ask you know like is it you
know because I mean addicts and entities
you know drugs and entities that's their
did they go to hand in hand but it's not
just drugs you know it's just about the
frequency that you give off when you get
in your fix that yeah and we know that
there's a lot of dark there stuff that
that most people will never comprehend
that goes down in in that stuff and
people plotting like like people waking
up figuring out how they're gonna rob
you all day or like crazy like just out
of this world stuff it's it's a lot of
demonic stuff that goes along with it
that you don't have to worry about it
you're 9 to 5 or whatever if you don't
come from that culture or that
background you'll never understand
the the weird people and the stuff that
those people are entertaining and how
many people are in that body how many
people are in that body stuff that
they've done and picked up and it's just
so it's I'm so far removed from it it's
hard to you know always remember I try
to keep remembering it just to uh stay
connected you know because like it's so
hard to forget about those people you
know my heart demons crazy stuff and
those people all in your house you know
and they're trying to talk to the kids I
mean they're trying to have sex with
your kids like that kind of stuff
parents our parents are outside party in
the dudes trying to have sex with one of
the kids in the back room like that kind
of stuff that's what we're talking about
like so much crazy you did a wickedness
you know man but most people don't don't
have to worry about that and so drugs
they put you in some really weird
situations for sure I've never had to go
that far yeah so much weird stuff yeah
yeah so I think that's you know trying
to work you think my work is to undo
that stuff and help people navigate
through it and notice you know cuz some
people that's the reality there is not
there is no light there is no nobody
cares about them or whatever they're
they they don't know that a better life
is possible
you know they're just selling weather
selling drugs or robbing or stealing I
come from that man for sure
I barely made it out I did but I'm here
today so doing my part I'm grateful for
that enjoyed it my friend we'll do it
again and I'll speak with you soon let
me go ahead and do it I'm gonna do an
outro but I'll talk with you soon we'll
go into some more detail awesome all
right many blessings much love to you
brother loved everyone else thank you
for watching peace peace neko scarlet
moon
good brother good brother yeah we our
first talk was really good too and it
kind of goes into why we started talking
was off of some pretty interesting
subjects that we're going on on Facebook
and some of my friends were arguing with
him and calling him queer and gay on my
Facebook page and I had to check them
and stuff and uh reach out to Tenneco
and we got to connect and talked for a
good hour or two on the phone and then
was a hey let's do a podcast man and I
really like what he does and what he's
bringing to the table so that's what
it's about my relationships people
building relationships with people and
um you know I love what he's doing and
finding that common ground with people
if you dig far enough if you look deep
enough you can find it for sure
shallot everybody who was hanging out
with us here Christopher says that was
awesome
so three six nine says this reminds me
when I was about five or six years old
and when we had an old CRT computer
monitor I used to turn it on and just
stare at it
pondering the energy coming coming out
of it nice
he had a cathode ray tube man they would
use the the tubes that are in the
televisions whether they got those tubes
from they would use it to channel
spirits and and get apparitions to
appear out of the other end when it
would shine light on it really
interesting stuff and so that's the same
tubes that are in the computer computers
the old computers anyway and then
television so deep deep but Dad I'm
gonna say peace and Shalom Deborah says
Nico has a sweet spirit gothic mystic
said good show interesting stuffs for
sure Wendy says Nico has a lovely soul
as well what Dom said pshaw thanks for
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