How To Follow Your Intuition And Live Your Truth - Sheila Vijeyarasa - TruthSeekah Podcast
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for this amazing episode listen we cover
all things spiritual we leave no stone
unturned we're gonna get it in my guest
tonight uh has a amazing story we're
gonna get into that she's a powerful
healer
coach intuitive medium and we're gonna
talk about her story and um i just love
hearing people's genesis i listened to a
couple of her episodes on other podcasts
and i was like i'm just taking notes
like you know just rem just reminding me
of like why i got started podcasting
which was listening to other
podcasters interviews some of my
favorite authors
and i had more questions they they asked
a question or said something that kind
of gave birth to something deeper and i
would be listening to certain podcasts
and coast-to-coast am and all of this
and they they wouldn't go deeper i was
like no you got to ask them what did the
what did the spirit look like like
what was the prayer that that you said
that activated this in your life like
the little juicy details so i started a
podcast
and i get to have people on here and i
listen to their shows and i take notes
and we just get to go deeper so my guest
today is sheila v and i'm excited to
dive into her story what she brings to
the table
uh intuitive medium psychic all of the
fun woo-woo stuff but also
very successful in the business realm as
well
i just launched a coaching uh um
course last night as the the third
installment of the path of the healer
and there's this passion and burden that
we have to train and equip other people
and it's not just me
everybody who's in this great work has
the same passion to pour out into others
and to train them up and send them out
and so i know that i'm going to get to
go deep into sheila's story we're going
to talk about that her passion to see
people set free and equipped and sent
back out there to uh to live their truth
man uh become intuitive
learn how to work with spirit and
intuition my guest today ladies and
gentlemen
sheila v
sheila welcome to the trueseeker podcast
my friend how are you
thank you truth what an amazing
introduction i just love what everything
you said then i'm so excited to be here
i'm really great i'm in sydney we're in
lockdown we're doing good
yeah yeah yeah i've got some friends
over there and uh and they're not doing
so good
so it's good that you're doing good yeah
for sure it's awesome to be here and and
i love
everything you said then is my passion i
love speaking about the metaphysical i
love speaking about spirits and
connecting to the other side
you know years ago all of this was taboo
and hidden and now with each i think
each month that we go go through post
covert there's been this mass awakening
and people are ready and resilient and
they're open to hear this kind of stuff
and have open dialogue about it
it's important it's necessary yeah it's
it's in it's in their face now and
you know
we've been
you know most of us this is old stuff
we've been doing this for a while right
um haven't experienced this since you
was a child and then
how you embraced your your truth and got
into it and got comfortable with it
because at first it's weird first it's
scary and i want to hear your story on
that but we're we're in a realm where
like a lot of people are being forced
because there's a spiritual awakening
happening and it and just what we went
through
and other people
and now it's a collective and if if
enough people are having this awakening
on the planet then the entire planet is
going through a spiritual awakening the
one of the most beautiful things about
that is the fact that you're not alone
you're not the only crazy person out
there that's having these encounters you
turn on a podcast like this and we're
about to dive really deep on these
experiences and try to make some sense
out of it you know no you're definitely
definitely not alone it will feel like
you are a lot of the time because even
spiritual experiences like you do the
plant medicines and you have a kundalini
awakening whatever it is it's so unique
to who you are that on some level
to honor it you have to go into that
space alone however you'll have a soul
tribe strong mental spiritual teachers
around you that will help you go within
and hold you as you dissect the
information you make sense of it and you
navigate like the big changes and
transitions in your life you'll be cool
to make like i love what you said before
trees you said it's a call and a burden
yeah because it does sometimes the day
sometimes will heavy you do feel like oh
i can't believe i signed up for this
there's a sole contract like you know
i'm contracted to help assist with the
awakening of the planet i'm called to
quit my my corporate job or this thing i
thought i was doing the trade i was
trained in to go in this whole new
direction
and that can feel like a burden at times
it can feel really like overwhelming
you know that's interesting you say that
i'm just
just
thinking about my story you know i i
quit my nine to five and and i felt like
i was missing something i felt like i
was called to do something greater music
healing
podcasting writing books right so i knew
there was a call there but i was at a
job that sucked like it didn't really
pay well and i i just i didn't like it i
did it i was by myself a lot so that was
cool but there's people who have these
awakenings in the corporate world who
are like stepping away from like a lot
of money and stuff that people
would kill for right let's talk about
that because like yeah i i hope a lot of
people transition from crappy jobs that
they hate you know those are the people
who come to me but there's people jobs
that they love but they're like you know
what it's not fulfilling you know
absolutely i you know i got a
scholarship to uni i worked at the big
banks in london
i got into publishing in my late 20s and
i rose through the ranks to become a cfr
finance director and simon schuster it's
a really big well-known publishing house
right and i always wanted to make it to
the top right and the top is is probably
a part of the old paradigm of success i
did an mba and i really loved so many
aspects of that job um it fulfilled many
of my values you know and and and after
my awakening i realized my values were
no longer in alignment with what the job
provided right so i started to relate to
myself differently and it was like this
three-year inner battle that i had where
i was this cfo finance director earning
great money by day and by night and
weekends i was doing psychic readings
the psychic fairs i was on psychic tv
you know and i did own it i didn't hide
that part of myself but i did think to
myself how long can i do both worlds
and i think everyone that has an
awakening you have to be prepared to do
two things at the same time
and manage the transition manage it
financially we're in a 3d world you've
got to pay your bills and you've got to
figure out what amount of money do i
need to to create a space to start my
healing business you also have to adjust
your lifestyle
right and there is a purification and
detoxification process you know i still
drive a really nice car but sometimes i
think oh how do i pay the insurance on
it and i can't afford it now my business
is flourishing but i had three or four
years there even when i wrote my book
where i really was living monk style you
know and it was very humbling it's very
good for the ego to detach from all of
these things you think are so important
i think that's part of the awakening
process to let go of everything your ego
and your identity is attached to and
then kind of rebuild from scratch it
wasn't easy and i think like you say
truth so many people are having
awakenings in the corporate world i i
take my hat off to corporates they are
being bridge makers people in hr are
actually trying to bring in courses
meditation
anger management
you know
awakening like what does it mean to have
some space in your day for yourself and
covert has really assisted that yeah
that's the interesting and like you got
to bridge the gap you know because some
people have the awakening and they get
out of that they leave it this doesn't
fulfill me whether they're at they're
changing oil and like you know what i
don't want to do this or they're
making you know hundreds of thousands
you know a month you know the tens of
thousands a month whatever like it's
different but
there's people in the corporate world
who
move in a realm of of faith and
intuition and knowing
and they're playing with big money so
most of us i would say
we're in a place
where
we don't
we don't know those people as much as we
know the people on a smaller level
because you know like when awakening
happens it's just like
like it's people in your local church
you know there's people there people's
everywhere you know and and and they're
hearing from god and they're being led
by spirit their lives are changed
they'll give you the last money in their
pocket and they're operating on such a
level of
um
intuition and um they're just really
good people and they hear from spirit
but there's a disconnect to think that
there's not people who are in corporate
world
playing with hundreds of thousands if
not millions who are still
as intuitive and as hearing the voice of
spirit speak to them in the night hey
give this person that give this person
that
and they it's the same faith it's the
same action it's the same operation and
function but they're operating at a
different level especially when it comes
to finances they can do different things
i know people
who can
you know god will wake them up and
they'll say hey give that man a building
and they say yes lord
and hey
i was told in a dream last night i'm
supposed to give you a building start
your church you don't owe me anything i
can't do that and most people i know
can't do that but there's people
operating in the corporate world who can
right
absolutely we can't assume you know the
corporate world is a place where a lot
of bad things happen yeah you know we
need economy um
we need a functioning economy and
commerce to be done in a conscious way
more and more so there isn't a big
divide between the spiritually awakened
and those in incorporate there's
actually emerging now that happens where
conscious leadership is called for it's
imperative and i think a lot of
executives now are getting that and
they're actually leaning into intuitive
spiritual tools they take meditation
they take their miracle hour in the
morning really seriously they turn up
anxious and depressed and in a trigger
state they know they're downloading that
whole nervous system onto all their
employees and i think right now we don't
the spiritually awakened don't have a
tolerance for that and those kinds of
leaders are going to lose some of their
best employees so i think there's so
many more executives that are now
conscious and i think spirituality is a
given it used to be this thing that you
did and and when i had my awakening like
in my early 30s such a long time ago i
um i did you i did i had to walk the
buddhist way to meditate there wasn't
apps there wasn't websites it wasn't
groups i had to i had to form follow a
religion to find a way to pray or
meditate
and these days there's so many more
opportunities to access
higher levels of consciousness there's
so many tools you just got to get out
there and find it you've got to find
your tribe yeah
i know we jumped right in we haven't
even i mean this is an introduction
they're getting to know you through this
conversation for sure but let's just
let's just stop right here for people
who don't know who you are what you
bring to the table what you do let's
just go ahead and let everybody know who
you are what you do and
i say we start there we've already
started but it's a good way to go ahead
and plug it now we sure have yeah okay
so
you know i started my spiritual path
working as a psychic medium and i still
have to see one-on-one clients i love
that kind of work
um i'm a mentor and a coach and i've
written a book called brave courageously
live your truth and you know how it is
truth when you do a podcast you live
into the dharma of the the creative
thing you're doing so in writing a book
called brave i had to learn to be brave
so it's i take the readers through a
path called the courageous path and it's
the path of living your life bravely
but i haven't always done that so like i
said i was a corporate executive for 20
years i was in the corporate world in
finance i was a finance director i did
an mba completely logical and had this
spiritual awakening
in my in my late 30s however i know i
was talking to spirit when i was about
12 years old and i'm sure you find this
a bit consistently with some of the
guests you have on your podcast but i
had trauma when i was that young and
when we have trauma in our childhood i
feel the way i describe it to a lot of
my students that have the same
experience there's this feeling of
leaving your body
not wanting to be here in the human
realm there's a feeling of your
consciousness lifting out of your head
your body and lifting beyond and it's
really lucky kind of if this happens
before puberty because you're quite
innocent and on some ways i naturally
spoke to spirit and didn't think it was
weird
the minute you hit your 20s there's a
whole lot of judgment limiting beliefs
but when you're that young i naturally
would just sit there look out the window
and put myself into sort of trance state
just start speaking and when i studied
at the arthur finlay college in london
which is a pure leadership college one
of the the mediums there who assesses
students he said you're a natural medium
you've never questioned spirit and i
never questioned talking to the other
side i never thought it was weird i just
thought it's something you do and so
knowing these spirits around us is just
something it's been in my value set and
i had just a lot of
experiences and to be honest as i went
through my teenage years into my 20s i
felt really comforted
knowing there was spirit on the other
side guiding me because i had more faith
in that side than this side
truthfully i thought i was being held
more on that side than this side yeah so
i don't know if that resonates with the
truth that kind of trauma story
i'm like a psychologist man because i've
talked to so many people and you start
to
you know see these like everybody who's
a powerful healer they've had some
they've been through some intense stuff
you know and so you like now is it just
a response to trauma is it an initiation
you know are you just trying to there's
a lot of people who are just trying to
make up for the bad stuff that they did
as a teen and as the adolescents and
they hurt a lot of people so now on this
side they're trying to help and and
right their wrongs and but that's one of
the things that that comes with it is
people who have been hurt and people
have been abused and they know how bad
it feels and they don't want anybody to
go through that and they know that it
messes with people's psyche it messes
with with how it messes with the every
relationship that you have and uh and we
want to we want to help because we know
that that person is is is wounded and
and if you if you don't heal
what cut you you'll bleed on the people
who who didn't do anything to you and uh
and we see that a lot so we do that we
champion that inner work in ourselves
and then we have the ability we have the
power and authority to to pay it forward
because we have the map now because
simply what worked for us will work for
them it's not like it only works for
some people no if you do this and you
are committed there are so many
modalities that you can pick from but
again championing that healing that
everybody can can partake in
it's amazing absolutely i agree with
everything you say i mean i love
teaching students to flourish i feel
like you probably you and i teach it to
the teachers that are emerging the
younger generation coming through what i
what i feel is challenging about this
path is we have this trauma that really
smashes our self-belief and self-worth
yet the irony is is right we want to
find meaning in the wound yet to step up
and and be a spiritual entrepreneur and
really be visible with our voice we've
got to overcome those limiting beliefs
about being seen so so many people get
stuck in that part of the path where
they're like i'm a healer but i don't
know if i can do it i don't know if i
can speak i don't know if my story is
worthy so everyone sits on this knife
edge this cusp of like
really understanding how amazing their
gifts are as healers but there's this
tipping point where you've got to get to
a momentum where you've got to start
doing the you've got to start working
and charging and speaking more and and
knowing you count as a healer and that
is i feel like a really big space that a
lot of spiritual entrepreneurs sit in
and get really stuck
listen we're learning
when a lot of us are making it up as we
go because we're
remembering but we don't have anyone
to show us at least we did we didn't
have anyone to show us so it's like
let me try this there's things that that
i mean i'm a poster child of of
no you can't do it like that don't don't
do it this way you can't do that and uh
and it's like let me show you better
than i can tell you you know and
nobody's gonna you know and so this
story of almost being the laughing stock
of owning your truth to like hey
this guy is pretty successful now this
stuff came came full circle you know and
um
even in that book continuing to move
forward like
creativity and downloads and inspiration
of ideas that that don't exist right now
and you have these far out ideas and and
of who you are because nobody like you
exists
you know well i'm a little bit of this
and a little bit of that yeah but you're
authentically you yeah you are
influenced by teal swan and greg braden
and some of these amazing people yeah
but nobody's you and uh and once you
figure out who you are and that's a path
that's a journey and you're helping
people do that nobody can take that away
from you
and and you declare it you set the
standards you learn what i say is you
learn universal law
and then you start to make your own
rules within that you make it up okay
this is my rule this is my
this is my price you know moving forward
i'm not gonna i'm not gonna create
anything
less than this standard i'm not going to
accept friendships that don't honor and
respect me so we're like making the
rules as we move forward and we're not
dropping down we're calling people up
higher and that is part of this magic
that we have here and once people fully
understand that
i'm still learning i've been doing this
for a long time but i'm still learning
like
because i have a lot of big corporate
people yeah you can't do that can't do
it uh you're going to mess your business
up you got a great thing going don't do
that
i kind of feel led to do it and um i've
been led this far why give up now and
follow you you know i've followed my
intuition here and it's got me this far
you know
absolutely teaching people to do that
it's just
teaching people to do that we often
think of brave in the larger sense brave
acts right of courage of saving people
from fires and disasters and things like
that we don't think of bravery in the
smaller sense of honoring ourself where
you know
and the truth is truth you know you
incarnated to look a certain way with a
certain you as a male i incarnate as a
woman to look a certain way and that's
another thing we're incarnated to be
magnetic to the tribe that needs our
medicine and so when people have this
fear about awakening and can i do what i
need to do it's like you you're placed
in that particular
particular geographic location looking a
certain way speaking with a certain
accent with a certain level of education
to become magnetic to people that need
your medicine around you
so yeah we can have till swan and a
whole lot of amazing people out there
that also have influence but there's
nothing potent like being locally
locally teaching locally healing you
know we're a big world and and
i think coverts made zoom and made us
reach a lot of people but it's also made
us go quite local into community and it
starts with community like where you're
at helping people local
it seems like you've listened to some of
my last podcast where i began to talk
about um you know not liking some of my
flaws and thinking that they were
some of the things that i wanted to do i
felt like
my look and my voice
was my you know against me and i
couldn't do it did you you hear that at
all i didn't hear that no
for sure for sure but it needs to be
said you know and it's something that
was big for me and a lot of people out
there you know
um knowing that that exactly who they
are you know be yourself for so for me
i'm i'm a spiritual hip-hop artist and
and um i started out doing gospel
hip-hop and
you know i have a voice for it you know
it comes across on on record you know
but when it was like i felt called to do
guided meditations and intuitive
healings and listen to my voice and
relax and those kind of things like i
just
i stuttered a lot you know there was so
many things that it was so far away
like it was like
you know whatever
lower energy is like yeah you'll never
do that you'll never you'll be the
ghetto
guy who does guided meditation and you
know all these things in your head and
then people in the comments section will
make fun of my voice and you know this
kind of stuff and even close friends not
not knowingly would say stuff and he's
using his he's using his uh his guru
voice now guys listen you know and now
he's using his rap voice and it was so
many reasons why yeah you won't be able
to do that and
to
you know knowing that it was something
that i was
being called to do and i wanted to do
and i just stepped out
awake in your demographic that love your
hip-hop music
and they wouldn't listen to me or
someone else or you know they're gonna
listen to you because you're they're
already listening to you right yeah and
there's a there's a group there they're
on the cusp of awakening or they've
listened to you and then forget you and
then in five years time go i remember
this guy called truth i wanted to check
it out the planting seeds like there is
this unique reason why you're there
given this first part of your life as a
hip-hop artist and the second you're
like merging it it's the new it's the
new way forward yeah you know and and
men the consciousness of the planet we
need men to lift because a lot of women
have had the awakening already right so
men we now women need the men to follow
so that we can have conscious
relationships yeah we've been i've been
hearing that a lot lately too
you say that yeah there's a lot of work
for men there's a lot of service yeah
you know you've got a big audience
there and you've got a lot of women
supporting you
to awake the men we need that to happen
for sure
and it's you carve your own lane
you know and there's nothing like it
that exists so if that's the case then
there are no rules you're creating the
rules
yeah absolutely
and you know writing the book writing my
book brave courageously live your truth
what i didn't realize was how brave i to
be to write that because when you go
public you have to be really comfortable
with being disliked
and i wasn't ready for that and that was
another initiation on my spiritual path
was like i you know you just want to be
liked yeah and accepted and i was like
i've got to be really okay that people
may not like my message they may not get
my writing and for every person it's
like universal law that for everyone
that doesn't there is a lot to do
yeah so i had to get comfortable if i
wanted a lot of people to read my book
i'm going to have to be okay with people
that don't like me
and and that is that is coming home to
yourself because it's not my business if
they don't exactly i've got a um
i don't have a lot of negative cop
reviews on my book but some of them
there's like a couple one stars i read
one the other day on amazon and it was
like a one star review and the
review was nothing about the book it
says this person charges for healing
sessions and we the bible says we
shouldn't do that and that was their
review and gave me a one star on my book
on a
like a one-on-one healing session that
you know you block off that hour of time
to spend with you that i that i have a
value on it was like wow
you know people
there's so many um nuances to this of
people that that they have setbacks
there's a thing that you can't they've
been told that you can
and and
and and it's true
you can't
until
you do
you can't charge you can't charge for a
healing session
until you do
and then once you do you're like okay i
now charge for
sessions i'm going to help you it's
going to be the greatest hour of your
life i'm going to make sure i'm going to
tell you everything that i know i'm
going to intuitively pick up on what
you're going through listen there's no
price on that there really isn't
it's going to save you months
if not years of heartache and like
putting worth and value that's a big one
for a lot of people to get over and i've
seen them
make their way up that mountain and come
back down i did it what was your what
was your experience with doing sessions
and like charging for your time and
there's a stigma where
it should be free you know that that
kind of stuff
yeah look i struggled to charge a lot at
the beginning so i charged 50 australian
dollars which is like 50 us for like a
whole hour and then i'd go over the hour
because i wanted to make sure that they
healed right and now as someone a
practitioner many years into this work i
don't presume i can heal anyone i do see
myself as a channel for the divine
exactly for a high consciousness to work
through me i'm unattached to what
happens to clients
however i know that the divine's working
through me so there will be magic and
miracles and transformation
and i've been able to successfully
increase my prices because i know that
what i give to people changes their life
forever and like you said truth there is
no value in in fact what i charge isn't
enough because to bring your the
greatest love in for you to find your
soul mate to to find your calling
to to to to lose that feeling of lost
and to find yourself if i can be that
for you i've paid a lot of money over
the years to so many healers and
practitioners and i've never questioned
it they've got me here and i'm so so
grateful so filled with gratitude yeah
um i tell people too you know we do
courses and we talk about a lot of stuff
and and people who really listen to a
lot of my content when they do a session
or they do
a program with me a lot of the stuff
that i share you hear in this podcast
like
there's a lot of gyms that that we're
both sharing right now and and
like i don't think that i hide anything
behind a paywall because it just comes
out of me and i'm not oh don't hold it
back that's only for the paying people
you know no
no but if you want a personal session if
you want to learn
really close for this yeah there's a
gateway um but if you want to learn it's
out there you got to listen to every
podcast you got to listen to every
interview you got to go get my books
it's it's out there you know but if you
want to find a coach and somebody to
pour into you
bypass a lot of time and literally you
know hold your hand through uh you know
this process of of making sense of it
it's worth it um i i remember you know
booking my first um
session that was a high dollar session
you know for me the guy was it was uh
it was 400 for a session and a minimum
of four sessions
but
a lot of stuff was transferred i learned
so much because this person was
operating at such a high level and i
just want to pick your brain for can i
pick your brain for four hours you know
and we went over the time and what what
i received was was beyond any
money you know anything you know i'm
saying monetary value and to know that
we can pay that forward and find a coach
for anything that you're doing you talk
about university and there's
universities that you pay and they train
you and equip you and send you out like
you're gonna go do this thing and get a
degree for it right
and you did that you did you went to
heart i did that i did it multiple times
i did an mba as well that's why i wrote
my program it's called awakening
intuition and i wrote it because when i
had my awakening i thought there was no
foundational course
so i run it over 10 weeks it's actually
starting this thursday
it's a foundation of how what you do
when you have an awakening first lesson
spirit guides what are spirit guides how
do you meet them how do you contact
protection because the two main
questions i get asked by most people how
do i have spirit guide how do i make
mine do i have spirit guides um how do i
know if it's safe and then the whole
protection i'm feeling darkness around
me i don't know what to do so it's a
very basic level class one that's what i
cover and then we go into all the
psychic senses and then we talk about
the path of ascension like what is it
like till send and i think just this
structured teaching
style and what people get from you and i
is they get like out 15 years and our
lifetime and soul's lifetime of
knowledge in an hour so we fast track
like we quantum leap them into new
paradigms in the same way our teachers
did for us yeah it quantum leaped our
souls so we can grow the time is now in
this day and age to grow our souls
because
the vibration of the earth can really
allow us to like accelerate yeah
awesome we're going to talk a little bit
more we got to go to a quick break
sheila on the other side we'll be right
back after this guys hang with us
wow so the throne room meditation man
this was just like a new level for me of
creating encounter uh really the process
behind it is going in for myself having
an encounter with the lord tapping into
the spirit and getting in his presence
and really just petitioning the father's
heart and saying god
what would you say to them if i'm
bringing these people with me here if
they're doing this guided meditation and
we're going through this journey we're
having fun we're seeing things we're
experiencing new feelings and emotions
and sensations
what would you say to him
so it's channeling the father's heart
and relating it back to the people so
man it's just a beautiful encounter and
i remember when i wrote the first one
i was so excited about it and it was
just
god speaking to my heart i was able to
channel the father's heart and i would
read the script to people because i was
just so excited while i was working on
it and every time that i would just read
the script the presence of god would
just invade me and i just burst into
tears and i couldn't even read it i'm
just like let me copy and paste it and
send it to you but every time i listen
to it i'm immediately translated
back into the throne room of god and uh
everything's good there
that's the place where everything is
okay where in the scriptures it says
that we are to hide under the shadow of
the almighty this is the throne room of
god this is the place that we can
encounter for ourselves but this is also
a place in which we dwell so a part of
us is always there and we have access to
that now there's people who have never
encountered this before in their life
and it's a totally new experience for
them and almost every time i get a
testimony back from someone they just
say how god wrecked their lives that
they didn't know what they were getting
into the next thing they know they're in
the presence of god
wrapped up in his glory he's
communicating his love to them and it
just totally wrecks their lives so
make sure you check out the throne room
guided meditation visualization that i
brought to the table
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all right ladies and gentlemen we're
back with sheila v uh sheila we we've
been kind of getting into your story a
little bit and we just been connecting
on some of the the healer talk right i
just launched this program and you got
some stuff going on it's a passion it
just comes out of us but
i want to hear your story i love the
genesis stuff again like what happened
how the first things that happened like
did you have any experiences when you
were a kid
you know and you talked a little bit
about that but
things get weird you know it's things
things are normal as a kid there's
nothing to reference it off of a weird
experience you know and then you grow up
and then other things begin to happen
you begin to be a teenager and a book
comes across your your path you know in
this huge
spiritual awakening that you've kind of
been like being i would say dare i say
groomed into your entire life
talk a little bit about how this stuff
started for you because we'll get into
the i like the the part on how you got
into university but i want you to kind
of start off small and then like segue
and how that you ran in there i would
say
yeah like i think we're absolutely
groomed from the day we're born and we
just only connect the dots much later in
life so i had my i had my first vivid
memory of seeing spirit when i was
probably three years old and i know
that that happened because i don't
remember my dad really holding my hand
and i remember waking up and sobbing and
i was uncontrollable sobbing and my
mother and my father were walking me
around the house
and uh it's it's probably the first time
i shut down my psychic abilities right
so
you've also got to know that you
probably inherited your psychic
abilities from one ancestral line so my
parents had an arranged marriage my
dad's a intelligent intellectual doctor
and my mother comes from a line of
mediums so i had these mediumistic
psychic abilities from my mum's side of
the family but my dad i looked and
sounded like my dad and i was
intelligence i always thought i did i
don't have the abilities so i feel like
we have two awakenings there is one
trauma that happens in your childhood so
for me at 12
things were really tough at home
i didn't want to be around the arguing
and all the challenges i was going
through and my dad was really tough on
me and so i did disassociate from my
body i did i did leave i didn't want to
be there and that began me a training
from spirit to learn how to
energetically connect to the other side
and just start to naturally talk that
clear sentience started to kick in
declared cognizant the clean knowings
around me and then i shut myself down
i got a scholarship to uni to become an
accountant a chartered accountant
which is really the most boring job i
could have chosen because i've got
different personality i'm too oh my god
i'm too creative but anyway it was safe
and it made sense i got a scholarship to
uni so i pursued it right and i found
love in when i got to the publishing
industry
and and so i did that and climbed all
the ranks and and yet i had so many
intuitive psychic inexperiences all the
way through even my job i'd have
knowings about things um i would i would
you know little things from just knowing
who was calling you on the phone to just
premonitions of events that had to
happen were about to happen and then i
so i feel like there's two a week
awakenings wondering your child and then
my awakening when i was in my late 30s
was a really significant loving
relationship ended suddenly
i lost my job my apartment flooded and
it was this in my book i call it the
dark knight of courage it's this
horrible series of events that kind of
rocks your foundation and i don't know
if you have this truth but there's this
really big thing that happens in your
adulthood that kind of makes you change
your life
and you kind of get things removed so
you can replace it with things that are
more in line with your vibration and
then after i had this big breakup i was
so lonely
i started to do intuition and psychic
workshops i didn't even know why i just
started to do them i'd been doing the
religious thing for ages and meditation
but i just feeling no i want to actually
just see what intuition even is and then
in this workshop i could see the
client's dead uncle around her i started
to describe him i could see her daughter
the daughter actually had disabilities
and i got a really strong download
she'll be able to ride a bike one day
and i didn't even know while saying it
to her because i didn't know
the level of disability and the mother
started to cry to me and it was this
thing truth where i realized oh my god
i've got these abilities and it can
really heal people and help them through
difficulty
and once i had that knowing it i began
my formal apprenticeship to train as a
psychic and a medium and i don't know
about you but like i began to devour
spiritual textbooks every last dollar
and every last hour i had spent i read
there wasn't podcast back then so i
literally sat in workshops with teachers
i flew to london and studied at the art
of finland college and i read red red
and i and i highlighted it and put
post-it notes and come back to them and
i'd sit alone introverted in my
apartment and i didn't want to be
disturbed and if anyone invited me out i
was like i'd go no no i've got plans
tonight like what are you called
material
exactly the game is like really
introverted spiritual hermit and again i
think that's part of the path too it's
part of training right yeah get your
knowledge up to speed yep for sure
and uh
talk about when you find when you ended
up going to uh university you talk about
like
just trying to find the place and kind
of going in there like almost frantic
and when you go inside
i was just the art of finland college
yeah or
so i arrived in london and it was the
middle of winter right so it's cold in
in england right we don't it doesn't get
that cold in sydney
and i just left the sydney heat wave
and
i was i was still questioning my
abilities like i still you know i don't
know if you ever had this moment truth
where you're like am i really psychic
can i really speak to the dead like is
my chat is that what i'm doing channel
so still not quite even though i had so
many done so many readings i still
didn't quite believe it and i think we
need validation there is a definitely a
part on the spiritual path you need
validation right i think honor it and at
some point you won't need validation but
i got to this college and i ran up the
the gravel pathway with my
30 kilo kilogram suitcase and i burst
through the doors and i was like i'm
here i'm here i'm so excited i'm here
and these two conservative ladies behind
the desk were like yes
you know they were trying to quiet me
down because obviously you know it was a
quiet place and they're like fill in the
forms and there was this process because
there's like 80 students in this castle
in england that's you stay there and you
eat meals together and you study and i
just couldn't i just wanted to scream
you know because it was like it was a
secret place where i could be seen and
didn't have to pretend on any level
and i just couldn't believe i'd found
that and it didn't all these people of
different shapes and sizes old women
young women it didn't matter what we did
we didn't even really talk about it all
we knew was we were all mediums
yeah and that bonded us in the most soul
family way
that that's all that mattered it didn't
matter if you had a job or what your job
was or how important you thought you
were or weren't it was like
you know i'm here to speak to the dead
like you are like let's and then then it
became honoring the craft so from 8am to
8pm every day we did drills and
exercises with some of the best teachers
in the world and we really got to hone
the craft and i went three times in in a
year
and it was some of the best study i did
they say a year they say a week at the
arthur finlay college it's like a year
training outside you really accelerate
and uh
yeah it was the best thing i did and i
came back and i knew i was a medium and
i knew that was the work i had to do it
was a defining moment definitely that
sounds magical like hogwarts in this the
fact that it actually looked like a
castle like it you said too you know
it was like hogwarts it was it was
sorting hats and everything like you
have to put your glasses and
and we all sat in the exact same places
you know every meal time and and
um
you just felt like it was a magical
mystical place
you know
you know what you what you're describing
you know being a part of that and and uh
you know we get to create that now which
is the awesome thing you know and so i
do that with online space and with my
podcast and people meet people start
dating like people fly out and go meet
people in the community like so many
cool things that like you create the
space
that's safe and for people to be
themselves and meet the others you know
find the others and and also when we do
retreats so we do retreats and stuff and
people have been listening to my podcast
for years and they've been in the in the
youtube chat comment section for years
and then finally hey truistic is doing a
retreat i'm flying out there i'm driving
out there be a part of it and then you
get to see him for the first time in the
flesh and you get to hug him and and be
in the same space for them and we do so
much woo-woo spiritual fun stuff because
i love it all but nothing nothing is
even more important
than just being in the same room with
them like you said like hey
this person
understands me because i mean where i
live i most people tell you they don't
know anybody like in the physical
reality they can just go hang out with
the person and talk about
you go summon ufos in an open field you
know let's practice our intuition and
and i'm thinking of a number what do you
get they don't know people like that so
we create a safe online space or
retreats speaking of that you've got a
retreat coming up as well can you talk a
little bit about your retreats and
creating those
spaces where people can facilitate and
stuff and yeah
so it's
quite far for your listeners we got we
got listeners over there we've got
leaders yeah amazing retreat in sydney
uh and it's in greater sydney and it's
being held at the end of the year in in
summer and i can't wait it's gonna be
oracle readings channeling i'm super
charging your intuition an amazing group
of women there's already 14
women that are booked in i've got spots
for about four or five more i've got a
course starting in two days time called
awakening intuition so let's run on zoom
and it's actually run in your american
time zone and sydney time zone in the
morning so
uh it'll be wednesday your time 7 pm um
and it's 10 weeks and we have so much
fun for 90 minutes every week we do
psychic exercises it's totally safe
every question is valid nothing's too
weird or too silly it's a it's a
beginner fundamental course to support
you in your awakening and i just ran it
with 10 students and we finished last
week and they just love each other i
mean the kind of channeled messages they
gave to each other and the ancestors
they brought through for each other it
was just such a loving space
listen like what's the how does it make
you feel the first time
because you're like a mother you
facilitate this you have the the gift of
of of of administration
that that experience does not happen
unless you facilitate and you create it
and you find yourselves in these really
magical situations like yeah i i helped
facilitate this i was being used for the
greater good but i had to be obedient
like when you see one of your students
when you see somebody come into a circle
in a coaching session and they step out
for the first time
talk to me how that makes you feel when
you when you when somebody gets a
message for the first time and they
share it and they're scared
maybe this is what they're saying and
then the person they're sharing it with
just breaks and
in the two click like that's just so
amazing when you're able to can't even
put a price on it it's it's pure joy
from my soul and all the other students
even watching that student and you see
all the students physically change over
the course because they're holding more
light by the end their confidence is
phenomenal and they're excited that they
can start serving and living their
purpose me as a teacher it's the
greatest thing like you couldn't take me
back to the corporate world to do my own
corporate job even it doesn't matter
what the salary is when i do this i'm
like i am i'm not going back i'm not
going back not going back you can't you
realize money is money right and the
universe has given me abundance in so
many other ways since doing this work
and you might have found that truth i've
had abundance come in in really amazing
ways so you're not forgotten you're
really taken care of especially when you
doubt it when you start like oh damn i
this ain't working out and then
a random person here's a large donation
wow okay god i'm listening i'm sorry for
doubting i'm sticking with it you know
whatever it is it just shows up how you
like provision and finances if god gives
you the vision he'll also give you the
provision to make it happen
yeah i love that that is so true you've
delivered experience i do too i nearly
had to go back to corporate and my dad
randomly rang me out of the blue one day
and just said hey i'm gonna i'm just
gonna give you some money and i was like
you didn't even have a reason i was like
oh my gosh that saved me and given me
another four or five months for me to
finish writing my book um even the way
the book deal came about
um you know people that have helped me
with marketing it's just
the thing with this path when you really
show up you you make so many soul mate
friends
and all of the past lives come together
and there's a remembering and and the
energy exchange is so natural you just
want to give because there's a
remembering i took in a past life i'm
here to give and and and it comes maybe
not from the same person but you really
get given given exchange
you've really learned that lesson to
flow
yeah and uh just to be in it
the weird thing about being in it is you
know when you're out of it too
yeah it's uncomfortable when you're out
you feel icky
there's no there's no synchronicity no
synchronicities happening you're like
hey where's the three three threes
where's the tv saying the same thing
that i'm saying right when i think it
you know that kind of stuff
yeah yeah when it dries up you're like
yeah i gotta get back into alignment
yeah yeah yeah you don't and the further
on the path you know you're out
alignment faster you stay out i think
shorter
and you've got people to help you back
yeah you know
yeah the detoxing the body the mind
the
the the the pull to the old ways or old
friends of old belief sets with family
you sit there and you're like that
doesn't feel good like this new healing
i have i'm not more of that
hey i just got on you know taking care
of my body and working out and eating
healthy and you know with the idea of a
cheat date or a cheat weekend you know
and so we ended up like
working hard you know i lost 30 pounds
and i i feel really feel really good and
um been getting a lot of compliments and
all that but it's like we're talking
about a cheat day it's like hold on a
cheat day is going to set me back three
days of hard work like i can cheat
and and loathe and slam up whatever
burger or whatever like really overdo it
or
i can just keep eating this healthy
stuff which makes me feel amazing and i
and i'm not gonna feel heavy and bloated
and and beat myself up the same is to be
said for the things of the spirit
like i can do this and i know i'm going
against my greater judgment to do it but
i'm gonna do it anyway because i want it
so bad i've always wanted it here's the
perfect opportunity no i'm not doing it
because you know how it makes you feel
when you get out of alignment so all of
the times you do get out and off
they're all learning experiences
oh 100 i think
i think you have to get off to learn
what that feels like yeah there is
definitely a cycle of going back to the
old world a new world and then before
you know it you're more in the new world
and we're here to grow and evolve so the
lessons are never going to end
for sure sheila you got an amazing
website you got a lot of stuff to that
you offer you got your book you have
your program that's about to launch um
you do sessions so much stuff go ahead
and let everybody know where they can
find out more about your work and some
of the stuff that they can look forward
to on your website
yes you can find me at sheila v dot co
s-h-e-i-l-a-v
dot co or instagram sheila underscore v
or on facebook i've got a close facebook
group where sometimes i do live readings
that's called be brave tribes so private
message me i respond individually to
every message i get and i love to hear
from people so share story with me
good stuff sheila we got we got to do
this again let me know when we can make
it happen and i'll i'll want to have you
back on and we can just i know we can
just keep going
rolling ideas off of one another and
stories and it's so like we call it
testimonies right like what like
you know we show people what's possible
you know and uh if it worked for me it
can work for you same with through
sheila you know sometimes we hold
people's hands and help them but let me
be an example like i can show you better
and i can tell you i can tell you all
day but i want to be the example and i'm
not gloating or bragging
how i did it and what it costs i'm when
i say it and when we share we talk about
it it's so that you pick it up that
we're broadcasting we're planting seeds
and and if that seed falls upon the soil
of fertile good ground of your heart
that you'll take a piece of that and
you'll cultivate it and you plant that
tree and you'll water it and it will
flourish into something beautiful that
you can eat from for you and your family
and your children's children for years
to come
sheila thanks for coming on the podcast
my friend enjoyed it so much
literally let me know i want to do this
again when we can hang out for longer
i want to come back too it's been
amazing truth thank you so much sheila
thanks for coming on we'll do it again
pretty soon my friend thank you
have a good night shalom
sheila v ladies and gentlemen on the
trueseeker podcast listen i hope that
you guys got something out of that uh
that conversation um
if anything
getting to hear people two people
connect
like connect i don't have a lot of
people i get to talk to guys like that
that that are kind of like doing the
same thing that i do
that i get to like
you're hearing a genuine conversation
like genuine questions those are the
best podcasts anyway when i can connect
and there's so much common ground that
we can go anywhere and and just double
down on the conversation versus having
people on here and you guys know where
it's like
uh ran out of questions thanks for
hanging out like listen it's like
whatever you want to talk about let's
let's throw it out there i just want to
get your wisdom i want to pick your
brain and so
really enjoyed that that talk with
sheila so make sure you guys go check
out her work i know i got a lot of
people listening in australia i know
them personally uh we interview people
in australia all the time we have a lot
of listeners over there so make sure
that you guys who are looking to get
involved with some stuff some retreats
and getting away in nature we need it
more than ever right now especially over
there they're still dealing with a lot
of stuff so make sure you guys look her
up check her out and check out her book
as well and the website again i'm going
to go ahead and share it one more time
it is sheila v
dot co a bunch of really cool stuff
programs coaching memberships make sure
y'all check it out
um
if anybody has any questions for me i
got a little bit longer i don't have
anywhere to be right now and people hit
me up all the time and say hey true
secret can i talk to you can i ask you a
question and a lot of times when people
ask me these really deep questions like
in an inbox i honestly don't have
i'm not the best typer you know and so
to
answer that person back it's like i'd
rather send you a voice chat or
join me on the podcast because that
question that you have most likely
somebody else either has that same
question or will have that question
and so say hey i want to get your idea
on this what do you believe about that
so
because what i do
i can send you a link hey i went
for an hour and a half talking about my
thoughts on
ufos or my thoughts on
this particular scripture or whatever
the case is so if anybody has any
questions i've seen a lot of comments
here i've been watching let me know here
in the chat and i'll try to get to some
of those
here in a moment i'm gonna go ahead now
and see what we got going on uh
christopher teresa says peace true
seeker
stephen cook's with us in the chat chris
moore nathaniel mark mason michael
ramirez
um
let's see
steven says you're not doing it on
youtube anymore live anymore i just
tried to find it yeah this is on youtube
for sure yeah we're on youtube we got
some we got some people over there
um
let's see reading through somebody's
comments uh
eliza t uh says i heard your story on
jim harold's campfire and your voice is
what made me look you up wow
didn't know it was one of your
insecurities never would have known see
if i wouldn't have said nothing nobody
would know
but you know
it's part of encouraging people to let
them know listen everybody doubts
everybody has
insecurities and fear of failure and
fear of
being ridiculed or whatever uh so many
people have those insecurities so much
so that they they never step out
they never move because of fear of
ridicule
fear of judgment
and so many other fears that that come
along with that so
um but look when you step out you got
something that somebody needs
again there's a bunch it's till swans
already out there greg braden's already
out there
you know
now trueseek is already out there don't
even be me like you can learn from me
you can you know but but be yourself
because everybody else is already taken
and once you do that you have something
unique you have a staple nobody does it
quite like you
and hopefully you'll be able to channel
that beautiful energy and that
creativity that you have
and uh and it just it's something unique
that the world
needs
right the world needs it we don't need
another this we don't need another that
we need you to be authentically you
because you don't exist
and so i've definitely carved out my own
lane it's a it's in the middle of a lot
of lanes but it's its own thing and it
never nothing like this has ever existed
and it's empowering people to speak
their truth to find community and not be
afraid
and to take chances and show you that
you can do it and if that's if that's
all i bring to the table which i know
it's a lot more but it's worth it just
to let people know listen there is no
fear of ridicule or rejection whatever
your truth is get clear on it honor it
and
step out going to the comments here
crypto mojito he joined from
over there on the ufo hub the interview
i did over there so make sure you guys
listen to that one i really
i love being interviewed i love to
interview people but i love being
interviewed as well because people
i get asked questions that um
when i share my story and share my
experiences people bring out like other
parts of it and they double down on just
like when i listen to somebody
and i've got different questions that
the guests you know the host didn't ask
and hey let me talk to you so when i go
on other people's shows people ask me
stuff about my story
and we get to approach it from different
perspectives and the ufo hub interview
was a really good one that we did just
the other day and we got pretty deep so
make sure you guys go check out that one
ufo hub and type in true seeker and
it'll come up on youtube
it should
um nathaniel mark mason says derek know
this you are the oracle of the most high
thank you brother and so are you
so are you
big homie mickey says cryptocurrency is
the future
dylan mason says powerful
he says hi i'm mason two two masons yeah
i was reading his name i was like is
that you dylan is it dylan but then
dylan pops in let's see right when i
seen mason
and i thought of dylan and then dylan
pops up in the chat that's how that
works man good to have you with us
tonight dylan
um see
uh big homie mickey says can you talk
about the angel number nine nine
nine nine i don't know much about it
i would i don't know much about about
that number
now the next comment which is from dylan
mason he says 333 i can talk a little
bit about 333 yeah 333 is a uh i would
say it's an angel number and it
represents synchronicity right
all of the numbers represent
synchronicity it's about a divine
knowing but it but it really
from my studies in my experience
represents angelic contact
that the angels
that god that the higher beings are
trying to get your attention
is something good it's something
beautiful that you're on awakening
because those numbers have been there
the whole time you've just become
cognitive
of those numbers and then when you begin
to see them over and over repetitive
numbers cycles it is vital where the
mind goes look visitation spark revival
the rest is left within denial when you
see those numbers they mean something
something is
knocking at your door trying to get your
attention
there's no way that this is a
coincidence no way now we can debate
and argue and and
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i love that
uh
little sound effect
could you could you guys hear what was
going on i know for the people who
listen are listening in the uh
podcasting apps but those are some
some animations for those of you who are
going back and listening to this and you
and you couldn't hear you hear like this
little scenario going on but those are
some animations that i was working with
in animator he did a cartoon and i kind
of like scripted it for him and drew
pictures of what i wanted and he got to
bring it to life
and um so that was really cool to work
with him and i've got a couple that i've
done for those
but at the end the little uh
the demon the little night terror guy
walks through the door
and he just kind of
tiptoes up to the bed like he's about to
attack me or something you know i had a
sleep terror experience
and uh he just goes over to my ear he's
about to say something he says hey let
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let me know like if you if you're
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me
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let me know if you could understand what
they were saying because there was a
couple people
who said that they they don't they
couldn't understand what they were
saying like it's it's a viral tick-tock
meme
um
from the planet of the apes or whatever
it's hilarious
but if you haven't seen that meme you
might not be able to understand what
this
this guy is saying on the on the
commercial i might need to change it let
me know because i need to roll this i
don't have many people to roll this
stuff off of i go to my audience let me
know in the emails or comments
um speaking of viral
i talked about it last week you know we
went and seen pod and we had that
beautiful encounter with the band pod i
brought a friend of mine steven
um
and steven scott and he's he's in a
wheelchair and um
he had a beautiful encounter in the mosh
pit you know i ran him through the mosh
pit at the pod concert and we're
spinning him around and everybody's
celebrating him and slapping him on the
chest and he's one of the guys and
a beautiful experience so much so that
the lead singer pod says hey
give it up for my man like from the
stage and then he like motions for us to
come up front and we push
up to the
to the stage and and it just created a
magical encounter sonny comes down off
the stage and hugs him and kisses him
and uh just begins like lay hands over
him and pray for him and then he sings
over him and then we get to go up on
stage all that was caught on camera my
daughter filmed it she i did i had no
idea was being filmed i'm glad it was
she followed me in the in the mosh pit
with with the camera and got it all on
on camera and um i think when i spoke
about this it had
a couple hundred thousand views
like uh last week when i spoke on i
don't know what the hundred thousand or
twenty thousand or thirty thousand i
don't know i forgot the number but
at this
point
uh
like a week later right out a week later
it's been out a week
checked it a couple hours ago 1.4
million views
on facebook
it went viral
sunny re-uploaded it from pod he
re-uploaded it to instagram he
re-uploaded it to
um
uh his facebook and and other people are
sharing it out it's on tiktok it's on my
youtube and most of them they just got a
couple views you know sonny's got a
couple you know thirty thousand i think
it was thirty something thousand on
instagram maybe on facebook but my
original video 1.4 million views
like going viral if you guys haven't
seen that video make sure you go
and check it out that was a magical
moment you know and i spoke about it on
one of the last episodes of uh
of just you know how much it meant to me
on so many levels just a magical moment
because again life is a roller coaster
and on a roller coaster it's filled with
some amazing highs the lead singer of
pod comes down and embraces your friend
and kisses them and sings to them and
invites you up on stage with them and
and then even what you know my friend
who got to experience that and i helped
to facilitate it like if i didn't do it
it wouldn't happen we talked about that
earlier if you don't do it it won't
happen
if you don't book it if you don't tell
people what's going on it doesn't happen
i did it it happened boom act of faith
act of kindness
and amazing experience happen for so
many people not just me and him but all
the onlookers read the comment section
everyone's crying everyone just watching
it on tick tock
and face people are crying watching this
video my goodness
is such a such an honor to be a part of
that
and uh
i just uh
you know it was
just amazing
and if you haven't seen the video make
sure you go watch it
um
life's a roller coaster beautiful highs
like that such a beautiful high
and then there's some pretty
gut-wrenching lows as well
there's things that happen when we lose
people when we lose friends
friends who are really close to you and
never speak to you again
friends who were really close to begin
to you know
become your enemies and and ridicule you
and and uh try to turn people against
you you know losing friends losing loved
ones man it happens we all deal with it
it's part of this experience though just
know that
it is part of the earth realm it's why
we're here we're here to experience
heartbreak hurt failure loss and the
beautiful stuff
the beautiful stuff yeah
i think it makes the the
it caters to the contrast
the beautiful things are more beautiful
because i've had some pretty crappy
friends so when you get a good friend in
your life hug them keep them close
let them know hey man i appreciate you
like a lot i really do
value your friendship i value the fact
that you don't judge me
you know because i've had friends who do
and so
this beauty in the contrast in
everything in our spiritually in
encounter spiritual awakening everything
that we go through in life and so
the highs
the
mundane normalcy
and the lows
it's all part of it
be mindful be in the moment no matter
which one you're in
if you're in between if you're getting
up going up like i talk about that old
golden teacher experience
going up
the
rails
on the roller coaster
click click click click click click
click click click whoosh
we're off
be present be mindful for all the
feelings the air the sun on your skin
the bugs the breeze
the
huge spider that weaves the web on your
front porch
he's not harming anybody let him chill
let him be mindful man just be in the
moment just noticing things
and that's what makes all of this
magical
just bring all your spirituality all you
your awareness down to the moment
um i got a new book
i spent the most i've ever spent on the
book
up to this point
um
i'm a collector of
antique books
any book by manley p hall i'll tell you
that in my collection anything by manly
p hall just because of what his work
means to me
um and just
how there were so many versions back
then you know
and in the they're different there's
autographed versions there's
um
you know special editions there's
editions that are in color there's
additions that that are
you know the prints way larger and and
um
there's the editions with gold trim new
new covers on different editions like
and so i'm a huge fan of his work
and i collect his books
the older the better my address is up on
uh the social media stuff so if you want
to
surprise me go to a website
ebay
buy me an antique book
send it to me
i think it's b if it's before 1970 it's
gonna be it's gonna be good but like if
you can find something in the 1800s my
birthday's coming up christmas is coming
up just throwing that out there but i
bought my
most expensive book and it was a manly p
hall book
i spent
150 bucks for it um
it's worth a lot more
uh what happened was i had a friend of
mine who went to a
uh estate sale and he sells stuff on
ebay he sells
you know collectible items old antique
boxes i mean anything you could think of
that he thinks he can get a few dollars
for he'll he'll buy it and and listen
and sell it so he came
across a library that had a bunch of
occult books
well
he actually sent uh sent me a picture of
a bunch of the books
that
that he found he said look i found some
books and he sent me and i just seen
manley p hosting secret teachers of all
ages i've seen is so many of them a
bunch of uh blavatsky books and stuff
and uh he's like hey man like
you know i'm if you want it you got
first dibs if you want him i figured you
would you would like the stuff and he
already has some of it listed on ebay
but i seen the manly p hall it was the
secret teachings of all ages it was a
large copy bit the big blueprint it was
hardcover
and
it was still in the wrapper
like it was still in the the plastic
protective wrap
and this this book by itself without
being in its pack original packaging is
worth a lot of money
like it like
to a collector whatever you're willing
to pay right because they're hard to
come by
and
he messaged me he had it listed for 300
i was like bro i will give you
i literally i was gonna i would have
gave him 300 then for that book you know
because they're hard to find but it's
it's in its original
rapper like
this is not even open
for sure you know but he's like well i'm
i didn't tell him i would now i was like
hey i want it i want it how much how
much and he told me he said i'll give
you half off of whatever i have any of
these books listed for so how he had it
listed for 300 and i bought it for 150
and he was local
so i went and and got it
and um
and i haven't opened it
and people are asking me shelby's
comment and she's like i'm so jealous of
that book people are asking me are you
going to open it no i just got to get
another one that's that is already open
like let me get one of the ones that's
that's already open so i can read it
um
so i collect i collect old books and
that was awesome fine it was the most
i've ever paid 150 for collectors i
don't know somebody's work that really
means a lot to me
um
but
that was a beautiful a beautiful find
because they're really rare and for him
to find it and stealing the rapper oh my
god so cool
um
that was something that that uh happened
last week what else another update i
guess i can give you guys um for any of
you
people are commenting in the in the
youtube and stuff and they're saying
love your music your music is awesome
love your music um i got a new album
coming out the album officially drops
october the 6th it is called white magic
and uh we're doing a pre-order special
and the pre-order you get a you go
you're going to get some dope stickers
um and you're going to get
um
i'll tell you the stickers that you get
first we got a huge bumper sticker
like six uh uh i think it's like two by
six it's not huge but it's a
normal sized bumper stickers two by six
i think it is
and uh it says seek truth really big on
it and i and i had some similar ones of
those years ago that they're still i
still see cars locally driving around
with that that bumper sticker seek true
so i was like man i need some of those
so
that's one of the stickers and you're
going to get one of the big vehicle
decals of the
uh true seeker um
what is it uh the icon for the podcast
my little cup but it's cut out it's a
decal it's uh
four by five inches and it's it's cut
out so those are the stickers that are
coming you're gonna get a digital
download um before the album drops so
that'll be here in the next couple days
but i'm going to be autographing all the
copies so if you want to autograph copy
that's the only way to get it is to get
it from the pre-order
or find the cd or something and me and
see me somewhere at a concert or at a
retreat or something like that that's
one thing that a lot of people who come
to the retreats they bring my books and
they let me sign them at the retreats
and that's a cool little thing it makes
it more special to me than signing them
and shipping them as far as the books
are concerned but that is something i'm
doing with the cds for the pre-order
because you got something that's limited
and uh
that
is going to be up what's today september
the 27th is the the day that we're
recording this it's going to be up a
couple days later but we'll probably
september the 29th is probably going to
be the last day to get a pre-order if
you want the sticker pack and if you
want the autographed copy in the digital
copy earlier september the 29th because
i'm going to order put in the order of
the cds and i don't just order a bunch
of cds on deck whatever i sell i'm going
to get with the manufacturer order those
sign them
and put them in the bundles and send
them out for the pre-order so
if you're listening to this later after
the date you may have missed it
you may miss september 29th
you can still get physical copies though
they just won't be signed it is what it
is order you one and then come see me on
the road and i'll gladly sign it
um
adam what up boy he says ebay isn't is
awesome and a curse what is the curse
that you spend too much money on it
buying antique toys i know you're a toy
collector and i used to be a toy
collector right i love toys i love video
games and um my old studio which
everybody loved um on my backdrop was
full of toys like i had a like toys of
the video games that i played and video
game posters and and all that stuff and
it was awesome and um i love those toys
but they're put up in a box somewhere
and my friends come over like man
where's your toys you need to put your
toys on display i'll say nope
no more toys man only esoteric
memorabilia so
um
it's less cluttered in here
i wanted it that way because listen you
get when it's time to dust and clean and
you got to move all those toys and it's
one of those things that would be like a
like a domino effect too so if one of
those little pop vinyl toys fell over
most everything's falling over
and they fall over kids come over it's
so funny because kids would come over to
our old house
and they would come and go in my studio
and and i'm like
no no no you got to get out of here this
isn't the kid's room this isn't for kids
because i got like you know you knock
one toy over everything falls over i got
my recording equipment cameras and all
that stuff in there
and uh it's my office but it was like
you're telling a little kid that this
isn't for kids you find this room you go
in and there's toys and there's posters
there is no wall the walls are covered
in posters of cartoon characters of
pokemon of league of legends and you
name it video game and there's all these
toys and the kid just opens it up and
like it's like heaven what do you mean
this isn't for kids who's this for
so kids would come over and see the room
like no no kids in the loud in this room
so you know just don't i let some kids
come in we ain't gonna have a whole
bunch of kids in my room playing no you
can come in and play a little bit touch
this one get that one whatever
but uh yeah i had to um
put put away all of the uh the toys and
so
it's easier on the mine like i it real
like my walls are black my
um
wall
um
insulation here for like studio
installation it's black my desk is black
my computer everything's black it just
helps
i think it helps to focus too with less
uh stimuli like i'm not like taking in
colors and taking in shapes and toys and
all this kind of stuff so when it's time
to focus on
my work in front of me it really helps
um
even like watching tv
i don't like watching tv with the lights
on like i turn the light off so that the
tv is illuminated when we're watching a
movie i don't need to see pictures on
the wall i want to see the movie you
know and so why are you turning the
lights off this i want to focus on the
tv
so this is kind of something that i
created for my my home studio here it's
all black and i mean there's some some
trinkets on the wall very little may put
up some more eventually but uh
yeah it's aesthetic i need to bring my
books in here my books are in the other
room i just got to get a a bookshelf
um
to bring them all in here so i can show
them off and kind of showcase them i
seen one guy years ago i forgot who he
was but he sent me some pictures of his
his collection
um
and um
the uh
he had like this golden frame that had a
key on it and you open it and it was
like this really big like nice manly
pete hall book and he had a bunch of
books framed and stuff and i was like
whoa that's a
that's a cool collection and you know
some of those books they get pricey
really quick like anything that's
that's first edition or old or signed
like the prices go up you can snag them
and as i'm talking about it i may go
browse ebay and some other sites that i
look at not just ebay but uh to uh to
look for books because uh i just got one
in the other day like i plan on reading
them i'm a slow reader just to be honest
with you i enjoy reading so much but i
just
i i take my time with it
and i got to read stuff over and over to
really get it but man there's so much
beauty in
in those old books because especially
one thing i like about the old books is
that
most of
what you're getting now
um
from
people who are maybe big names in any
movement
whether it's a christian movement or the
new age movement the occult movement the
new thought movement whatever
like
they've borrowed a lot of this work
and shame on the ones who haven't given
credit
shame on the ones who haven't given
credit but uh but i like to go and see
where it came from so i'll go back to
the older guys we'll go back to
you know the 1800s we'll go back before
that you know there's renaissance stuff
that you can find there's older ancient
texts i just got
the other day um
which
please don't be mad at me brother but if
you're listening the guy that i bought
the books the books from he had a
version of the divine
piemander which is the book uh
supposedly that to hootie or or uh uh
soth has written
um
he had a it was a new version though i
think it was like a
1990 something or 2000 or something and
i don't just collect books for the sake
of it even though it's a good book i'd
like it i want the old one
so he was trying to sell it to me for
the same price that i could find
a 1973 version for they just older it
feels like you're holding something of
antiquity the older you can get in the
old book smell and you know so i didn't
buy it from him and i bought i got that
the other day i'm gonna read it
it seems like a pretty short read
but i'm knee-deep in some some good
manly p hall right now and
and some good um i think it's i don't
know if i think it's an annie bessen
annie bessette um
who has a book
called esoteric christianity let me see
i want to own it not lie to you
um
esoteric yep esoteric christianity by
annie besson and obasan it's bison i
don't know
um i'm pretty sure this is the book
looks like it
it came out in 1901 esoteric
christianity or the lesser mysteries
um
came out in 1901
and so i'm reading that right now too
and it's been pretty good
i'm reading that and i'm reading the the
mystical christ by manly p hall
it's so funny dude because people just
start talking crap
they start talking crap about the masons
and manly p halls of mason he said
lucifer once you
once the mason learns the secrets of
lucifer
that hurt
once a minute
once a mason learns the secrets of
lucifer then he's able to be endued with
power see he's a devil worse you have no
idea of what you speak young man you're
just grabbing quotes
read the mystical christ by manley p
hall read how to understand your bible
by manly p hall read all of his
christian books read his book on the
holy spirit
and then make an assessment
then make an assessment
you re you've read quotes of like people
who are trying to debunk them oh yeah
lucifer man
he's a luciferian worship's the deity
lucifer
no
you have no idea what you're talking
about
no idea at all
so make sure you
inform yourself
before you make an educated guess
before you project a quote listen i've
seen the quotes
we've all seen the quotes but have you
read the damn book
same has been said by uh
about blavatsky she's one of the most
polarizing
people of antiquity you know and uh and
rightfully so which she brought a lot of
stuff to the table and of the occult and
she said some strange things that she
wrote so much material it's like so much
all they did was write
i talked like just imagine all of these
podcasts 430 podcasts that are like one
two three hours long
like what if those were transcribed and
put in the books
that is madame blavatsky that is manly p
hall
but they're but they're not just talking
off the top of the head
at least manley p hall isn't i'll say
that
there he's a researcher he's researched
he's read those antiquity books he's
read the divine piemander he's read all
of this stuff he's been there he knows
and he's given you a history lesson of
forgotten religions of antiquity what
they believed what they ate like he's
literally given you fact about these
cults and about how they operated in
their code of ethics and if you did this
you were out it like he's given you all
of these this intricate uh initiations
of the pyramids
and now there's people like going live
on podcasts just making up
intuitively telling you the initiations
of the pyramids and how a
uh starship is fueled how a galactic
starts and beating thousands of people
tens of thousands of people are
listening and eating it up and they're
making it up so i say that to say that
manley b hauser
was a historian
who shared a lot of this work of his
research and he researched so much and
he knew so much that he could talk for
hours and he did talk
for hours
and you can find the the audios
of manly p hall
and i sample him usually in every album
i dedicate my work to him
and uh
there's a difference there
you know of somebody making it up as
they go versus someone being the
historian now i didn't throw blavatsky
in that in that
in that ring um almost did but
there's a lot of channeled stuff there's
a lot of
um
a lot of
other stuff but she was a historian too
she brought a lot of eastern mysticism
to the west
she was responsible for it
for sure christians hate to admit that
they don't even know they don't know
their history
they don't know that that you know
christian mysticism
as it is today is able to thrive in an
open and open because of a lot of stuff
that she brought to the table they don't
know that they would never give her her
accolades they would never give her her
roses because she's so polarizing and so
scary
um because of even some of her quotes
talking about satan is the god of this
world and once people realize that satan
is a the god of the this world and he's
the god of this matrix then they'll be
set free it's like they'll take that
quote and like
see she's telling you that satan is the
goddess
listen the bible tells you
that satan is the god of this world it
says the god of this world has blinded
the eyes of them who are in disobedience
that they cannot should not believe
about the marvelous gospel they did not
believe the truth because their eyes
were blinded
like
she she
i don't think she made it up she got she
took it from the bible
but because it's in a different package
it's the packaging
we found that out early on it's the
packaging
it's the packaging i can tell you guys
one thing until i'm blue in the face
face nobody gets it nobody gets it it's
a call it's scary you let joel osteen
share it boom oh yeah we always knew
this yeah it's good
like you let that you let their favorite
pastor package it and put it in the book
it is the packaging
but we know that truth seekers don't
really care about packaging
you know because we know that god speaks
through any and all things and if he has
a message for you and if you don't get
it he chooses
the foolish things of the world to
confound the wise he used balaam's
donkey to speak to him
balaam's donkey
to speak to him
he could the donkey could see things
that he couldn't see
you know god speaks through everything
and if you can't hear him
in awe
then you can't hear him hear it at all
in and through
to and through
all things
all things all things
adam starseed bay says
mainly uh manly p hall and jordan
maxwell is the two main voices i listen
to because they brought this info first
that i'm aware of anybody else who just
steals their hard work and acknowledges
the bible
yeah
i lost my video there i am
yeah you're right um and hats off and
kudos to
my friend jordan maxwell as well jordan
us
maximus if that is his real name you
know they say he got his name from um
um madame blavatsky's book which she
talks about the jordanis maximus river i
think it is
jordan is maximus river which is
mentioned of in in her book
um
which
probably so i remember i asked him a
long time ago i was like hey are you a
fan of madame blavatsky
and he jumped my he jumped my ass i just
he jumped my ass i'm not a fan of her
work
she's a great woman and she did a great
thing but i'm no fan like he thought it
was like i guess it was a dig to call
him a fan hey i'm a fan of of her work
i'm a fan of those people i like i use
that words okay i guess fan is he's a
word guy though i'm a word guy
fan is a fanatic are you a fanatic of
blavatsky are you one of her fanatics
i'm not a fanatic you know
but uh yeah you got to give credit where
credit's due
thank the bank for the money
thank god for you
listen ladies and gentlemen i'm gonna
jump off here
um that's the end of this this show here
um somebody's asking about the books
they're gonna buy the books what book is
it chris moore i will say if you can
find a cheaper version dig for it but
this one really good it's a pamphlet
it's a beautiful book the older the
better right but it's a pamphlet called
the holy spirit
or the mystery of the holy spirit by
manly p hall it's a pamphlet it should
be cheap you should better find it for
pretty
cheap
um so look that one up that's a good
short pamphlet that that is a beautiful
book on the holy spirit but the deeper
one the bigger one is the mystical
christ for sure by manly p hall uh
that's a good one
um somebody else said ask asked about a
book recommendation too
uh i can't let's see okay dragon says
what book do you recommend to start
reading it depends on what you're into
and and what you're wanting to study
um
with all of those books it goes without
saying that i am a student of of the
scriptures you know i'm a student of i'm
a disciple of jesus christ
and um and i i read the bible it's the
it's the most magical book i would say
in my opinion it is magical it unfolds
it tells you about yourself it tells you
about
um so much you're as you're reading the
scriptures you're just like you're um
beholding in a mirror that's it's
sharper than any two-edged sword and
it's speaking to your heart about the
deepest desires the things that you're
hiding the things that you've been
scared to address
those kind of things you know um it's
it's uh
that book so that goes without saying so
i'm
for me but i have to say it because
there's new listeners so i'm a student
of the word the scriptures but when it
comes to anything you know and it's full
of all of that listen that that's that
has witches and witches and wizards and
necromancy and summoning angels and the
dead angelic contact and fasting and
casting out demons and demonic
possession and ghosts and so much stuff
that's in that book you just were told
that it wasn't or that it was evil
or you know what was in there you didn't
know but then you're told it's evil
listen going in and out of trances and
speaking with the dead your ancestors
communing with you reincarnation it's
all in the bible and uh so i wrote a
companion to go with it somebody here uh
shout out to scionfire my friend he says
uh i recommend spirit realm by true
seeker for those of you who don't know
it's in the link of this podcast my book
spirit realm
um i'll cover a lot of that stuff that's
in the bible the spirits and the angels
and and crystals and and numbers and
signs and symbols and i trace it all
back to to biblical uh truth that um
that wasn't painted in a bad light
before religion
got a hold of it and tried to demonize
things and give you permission about
what you could and couldn't do when it
comes to the spirituality but all that
stuff is in the bible so
my book spirit realm for sure um i read
the bible
but i was going to say you know one of
the one of the go-to books too is is by
manly p hall again it's the secret
teachings of all ages i mentioned it but
it doesn't have to be the big um
you know 300 copy the collector's
editions and stuff
um it's the
um
reader's edition
so if you look that up you can find that
for fairly cheap usually under 30 bucks
get the spirit uh
secret teachings of all ages
readers edition and so what that is it's
a really huge book
uh but
i feel like it's more of a coffee table
book
you know if you're a good reader and you
want to knock it out from genesis to
revelation like from start to finish
like do it but for me it's one of those
things where i just kind of can browse
through it or go to the table of con
contents and just pick a subject okay
elementals well i'm diving in on
elementals pythagoras wow mathematics
wow the book of revelation jesus the
christ wow you know kind of pick where
you want because literally the book is
like
probably four inches thick or so maybe
bigger and um small print so uh
kudos if you've read it all the way
through i haven't and so i'm a spot
reader when it comes to that because
everything it's really a whole bunch of
books in one i don't you know it's not a
it's a collection
just like the bible
just like the bible you know the bible
isn't one book either right
biblios
it means
little book or little books they're all
compiled together the books of the bible
66 different books many books were taken
out it had more in it at one point the
different books and letters that that
were written that were compiled and
brought together to put in one
compilation
similar to the way manly p hall has
written uh the secret teachings of all
ages
now in my mind does do i put them on the
same pedestal not at all i don't they're
both beautiful books and they both
represent different things i would say
so with that
pick a book buy a book
buy me one while you're at it usually if
you add extra car extra book to your
cart they give you like free shipping on
amazon but i don't want nothing that's
on amazon i told you i want old books
buy me an old book go into the
description of this podcast and and send
me a cool
old book
if you do that i'll send you some cool
stuff too i've got a bunch of merch i've
got a bunch of old posters that are out
of print from from my music i got a
bunch of old cds that are out of print
listen i'll pay you back surprise me
i'll surprise you
and uh let's do it man so
love you guys
get you a book
buy me one too get one from your mom and
whoever else needs a good book in their
life with that i'mma say peace and
shalom chris moore says stop telling
everyone i know they're gonna sell out
they're gonna sell out that's the things
like you got your little honey hole you
can't tell nobody well go to ebay who's
browsing your bang everybody knows about
ebay
you don't know about the other ones
peace guys love y'all we'll do it again
very soon shalom shalom
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