Small Town Psychic Medium Britney Buckwalter | TruthSeekah Podcast

Small Town Psychic Medium | Britney Buckwalter
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we're just gonna let our hair down you
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tonight in the live stream so uh 7:00
p.m. central tonight we'll be going live
doing that just had jordan maxwell on
the other day and i was an impromptu
interview which went pretty good i guess
for the most part to the internet
started bugging out on us at the end and
when i got a good chance to ruffle some
of your feathers as always i'm used to
it now you know so it happens but uh
pretty good stuff there's some truth in
there you just got to decipher i always
have to give them jordan maxwell
disclaimers but i was good stuff so i'll
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shout out to you I love it each and
every one of you guys so without further
ado I'm gonna go ahead and bring on my
guest today this is psychic medium
Brittany Buckwalter did I say the last
name right Buckwalter yes yes welcome to
the show Brittany how are you hi I'm
wonderful how are you doing good it's my
birthday I know if you couldn't tell
from the beginning I'm learning all this
this new podcast lingo and how to do it
and being quiet isn't always my strong
suit so I asked you away if you had
plans in the beginning yeah you were
talking over the intro but the thing
about it that's it's kind of it's kind
of cool though there's something that
there's some people there like whisper
to one another one another or I have one
guy he's like we went live and he's like
naming off everything he sees them in
the background
like over the intro he's like there's a
there's a pokeyman your start it's like
it just kind of adds to the show cuz
they can't hear the intro and I say just
I guess I think I thought guess you
think I'm mute them or what everybody
know they can hear you as people burping
and yawning and all kind of stuff so
that's great well now I know yeah you
know everybody does it differently but
it's no big deal it just adds character
to each episode so yeah my plans for my
birthday like I said I just went over
them a while ago what we're doing
tonight got some birthday gifts from my
my family and I just got this I'll show
this off for everybody watching it on
the screen but in listening this is a
tales from the darkside complete series
peace show and so this is the TV show
from the 80s I believe it was and they
made a movie called tales from the
darkside movie and I was a big fan of
the horror genre when I was a child so
they got me that and I got me this
ukulele
I watched you play the first time you
got it so yep so I'm that's what they
got me for gifts also so tonight we're
gonna be doing the live stream hanging
out with my friends who join us here on
the podcast and we'll be doing that
tonight having a couple drinks letting
our hair down and then we're going to
Mexican margaritas and karaoke Saturday
Saturday night so if anybody wants to
come want to drive to Mobile Alabama and
celebrate my birthday doing karaoke I'm
probably gonna do all the old 90s rap
hits so I get them in I put on a show
and blow everybody away always fun so
it's the place where our rappers go to
die is the karaoke bar so you know yeah
that's what I have planned so yep but
this isn't as much about me this is a
podcast about you Chantel Renae referred
you me and her did a really good show
together she's a beautiful soul and told
me hey if you liked our conversation
you'll love my friend so she sent me
your info and now here we are so tell us
a little bit about
and what you bring to the table Brittany
so I am an evidential medium and I am an
intuitive psychic evidential medium
means I prefer to give evidence that I
have your loved one on the line with me
as opposed to just messages and being an
intuitive psychic I prefer to just
actually use the word intuitive I feel
like Hollywood has totally shamed the
name psychic and I feel like when people
hear that they're like oh okay they
picture somebody wearing a turban or
like this crazy person
so I usually prefer to use the term
intuitive because that's all you're
doing is using your intuition as a as a
psychic so that's what I am that's what
I do I'm also a certified life coach I
decided to get certified in like pushing
because you know I noticed throughout
all of my readings that I was giving
that was giving so much advice I felt
like I think I need to be certified to
do this so I'm bad I'm also an advanced
tarot card reader so I took an angel
card class it was it was rather in-depth
but it's allowed me to be able to teach
you know to read tarot and so I do a lot
of different things
bringing it yeah I know like a you know
you have all of these different tools in
your your arsenal and that's the thing
like people ask you what you do and what
it entails is like well if you ask for
what I do for a living it's like I'm a
podcaster I'm a rapper I'm an energy
healer
you know affiliate marketing you don't
say like all of these different things
that you do bring to the table but you
know yeah the beautiful thing is is that
those those giftings and talents that
are within people and the drive and the
hunger it's a lot easier to manifest
that stuff now and actually do it for a
living you know what I'm saying like
it's a it's a thing and we're still
having to deal with family members and
stuff because it's kind of weird I'm I'm
just over a year doing this full-time
from you know being a full-time trucker
for four ten plus years and doing this
full-time
that just the way the internet set up
that you can actually manifest that
stuff and do what you want yeah you
don't have to go to the coal mine you
don't have to go work at the plant or
bad groceries like you have giftings and
abilities that you can if you own it you
can put it out there to the world and
say hey this is what I do and you'll
find those people who resonate with you
so it's really beautiful that we're able
to kind of step out into that territory
now yours you're preaching to the choir
that's um that's one of the things that
I am so I'm such an ambassador for is is
you know teaching people about using
their gifts and their abilities and
taking it to the next level but that's
not even the that's not even something
that you have to do if you're not
wanting to maybe leave your job you know
just being able to step away from this
cookie cutter lifestyle where you know
oh gosh you know if you embrace
spirituality in any way shape or form
you're going to hell that type of thing
has been has been huge over the last few
years that I found and so being able to
enlighten people that has been like my
major platform since since I've gotten
this we are actually getting ready to do
a something called the energy
enlightenment tour where we will be
going to two cities Columbia Missouri
and Quincy Illinois and it's four or
five four of us women total that will be
basically just you know teaching people
about using their abilities or or maybe
finding their abilities finding their
tribe becoming comfortable with
spirituality that's what that's what
this tour is all about but yeah you are
totally right this day and age with
podcasts and Facebook and YouTube and we
can we can be and do so much more and
I'm all about embracing it yeah now the
road to get there can be a journey it's
part of your journey you have to kind of
prove that you want it and not that this
is a whim this is an idea let me try it
you gotta actually believe in it and
want it you know what I'm saying so
there could be those there's things that
you have to kind of work through your
own belief systems or you know there's a
big one it's you know should I be able
to get paid to do what I
love like that's a weird thing to
whether there's guilt there as far as
that like I'm this is what I cuz you
feel guilty like well I would do this
for free and I do do this for free but
now people are like you I'm saying
wanting to pay me or give that that
exchange of energy that's a weird one to
get over and it's taken me a while to
kind of get there but I was always like
that I'm saying with my music cuz I'm
I'm gonna do my music regardless if you
buy it or not you know what I'm saying
and so to be in a place where like I'm
doing it for a living because people
love it so much that they want to pay
for it or energy healing session or
counseling session you know like I'm
gonna give you advice like when we hang
out I'm gonna give you advice I'm gonna
do this stuff that we do but to be able
to make a living off of it it's just
crazy right yeah I have an interesting
story about that so I was reading two
row starting at age eight or aged at age
twenty so for eight years and you know
never charged a dime never nothing you
know there was no exchange of money it
was just I was just doing this because I
loved it and one day I was in Kansas
City and I was coming home and I had
done a mediumship demonstration there
and I looked back on the amount of money
that I made for going to Kansas City and
doing this and there was something
within me that was like god is it okay
to be making money doing this you know
I've done it for free for so long and it
just there was something within me that
felt a little uneasy and while I was at
that event I had bought a numerology
book it was 0 to 999 what each and every
number met and so I'm in the drive-thru
at McDonald's and I'm getting a water
and a large fry and I look over and I
see that book in my in my car seat and I
think to myself you know I I'm gonna
whatever the cost of this is I'm gonna
look up that number because I you know
see what it means and it was 284 so I
looked up the number 284 in that book
and it said something to the effect of
your angels understand that you are Hugh
and that you have materialistic needs we
are here to support you it's okay and
just it was like boom oh my god those
moments so many things came together and
from that point on I realized you know
this isn't just for fun anymore I'm
really trying to make my way in this
industry and um and you know it's okay
it's okay to be supported and if you
think about you know if we're gonna
compare things you know if you think
about the church and how they constantly
get you know they get money and
offerings to keep those things going so
that makes me feel a little bit better
when I think about it like that - mmhmm
yeah it could be a big thing and you're
you you were referring to back glass and
demonization where are you from where
you actually at are you in the Bible
Belt of Allah Missouri so is it is it is
it really old-fashioned there is it a
small town how is it well I'm actually
from Palmyra which is about 12 miles
north of here and so it's even more
old-fashioned but you know I kept coming
out of the clairvoyant closet to myself
for years and years mainly because of
backlash I was so scared I was raised to
Lutheran and I was really really nervous
about how my my parents how my in-laws
the community at large in general would
would view me and there just came this
point where it was like I cannot deny
this anymore and this is just this is
ridiculous
and so it was kind of like this whole
Phoenix moment where I just you know
rose up from from what I was taught to
believe in and decided one day you know
what I'm still gonna believe in that but
then there's this whole other thing
that's happening and it's kind of
amazing and I have not looked back since
and I am so thankful that that I went
now I will tell you in the beginning
when I was starting my career I went to
bigger cities and would like do readings
for people at metaphysical shops and so
that's how I built up my confidence and
I had a page called blessings beyond
belief so I didn't go under my actual
name
that's how scared I was to come out in
the beginning so people would go to the
blessings beyond belief page that I had
read in Kansas City in st. Louis in
Columbia and they would leave you know
oh my gosh our reading was so great or
this or that and so it slowly built up
my confidence and that was when I was
able to you know to make the leap to
okay my name is Brittany Buckwalter
that's who I am
there's a lot of people there and I'm
reading in the chat right now there's a
lot of people hanging out with us right
now and a lot of people in my circle
they you know you kind of attract like
attracts like and so there's people who
are on a similar journey who are like
you know they're healers at heart they
have a family you know they have wife
and kids or husband and kids or whatever
and it doesn't look like it's possible
even though it's a dream in there it's
still in there somewhere but like how do
I manifest how do I bring it into
fruition because it look even if it
looks so far away I mean even doing what
I'm doing this it's every day is a
blessing and it still feels like a dream
and I'm looking I'm like man I'm a year
and a half into this and I'm supported
even though it is scary you know you
have to trust and rely on God or a
source or whatever that's gonna meet
your needs especially like you know if
God led you here if this is your your
path didn't leave you here to abandon
you you know actually led you here to
keep moving and I have plans to bless
you and prosper you in a future and a
hope and these God has given us these
desires in these abilities to tap into
and you know I'm saying be able to do it
full-time and so there's a lot of people
who actually want to do it and they're
scared they don't know how to juggle
bills you know and stuff like that so
there's a process you have to fight for
it I mean sometimes you maybe have to
even start out just like you know saying
downsizing on bills or some things
you're you're a splurging on or whatever
the case is and we haven't had to make
too many changes but we've had to make
changes and we were ready to make those
changes right so um it's a process and
there's a lot of people out there who
are ready to do it and the season is
right the water is moving the water is
right to step in you know I I implore
you if you are listening and you're
interested in in
taking your spirituality or your
intuitive gifts or whatever you may have
to the next level and you know the whole
don't feel bad for charging thing that's
the only way you're gonna get out that's
the only way you're gonna make you know
break out of of the nine defied that you
have right now that you're tired of so
you know and start small I went from you
know charging I think twenty five
dollars for a reading 250 275 and then
you know I took thousands of dollars
worth of classes to make me even better
and and then began to charge even more
but and but now I do less you know I do
less reading so I'm more focused on the
person that I'm reading yeah tons of
energy to give to them so there's a lot
there's a lot of facets that go into you
know this type of career it's like you
know said whatever you're interested in
to like so you're talking about how you
come from the church so I come from the
religious background as well and we we
did a lot of energy healing or prayer
laying on of hands prophetic words being
able to get quiet and listen to the Holy
Spirit what message he had to say for
that person so the channeling stuff and
the energy work and moving energy and
feeling stuff and getting rid of rid of
negative energies or demons off of
people like that kind of that was just
what I was doing so it was an easy
transition to say look it's the same
thing that we're doing in the spiritual
realm we just have different names and
terms and things like that every
religion practice it every faith
practice is something similar to that
ridding someone of the negativity in
their life and overcoming traumas and
hurts and kind of cutting those chords
and attachments and stuff like that so
it's really something that's universal
but it could you can you could tailor it
however you want you can if you want to
use this if you want to use a little bit
of that so even to say like okay I do
this and this is what I can do but it's
a little bit of this a little bit of
that little bit of this Reiki energy
healing faith healing like it's all like
the same thing prayer you know all kinds
of stuff you know and so it all just
kinds of tends to run together and you
don't have to abandon your beliefs or
whatever you can keep them and it's not
like and that's what I've done I've
spent I've used this platform of my
music to show people in the church that
hey like those experiences you're having
with angels or demons or the spirit
realm or leaving your body like they're
in the Bible and in in their good
experiences like those are good so the
Bible doesn't speak against that stuff
so breaking the Bible down and showing
them hey these experiences are in there
your pastor hasn't told you there's
cognitive dissonance that comes in when
you read it you automatically have a
preconceived notion about what it means
that's probably not right and then on
the other hand I've kind of showed
people who maybe into spirituality or
the New Age who may feel a certain type
of weight towards the old church that
they came out of or towards Jesus or
whatever they saw him look you know God
is you know in love with you and
passionately pursuing you as a son or a
daughter and kind of merging the two
together man and it's been an awesome
journey it has you know it's it's been I
would say one of my biggest battles
aside from worrying about what other
people thought about me in the beginning
which now is kind of out of the way has
been my battle with Christianity and
spirituality if you know being one of
the same and something that and if this
isn't for everybody
you know please don't hold it against me
but it's just an idea something that I
had to do in order to move forward was
drop the Bible and just keep my faith in
God in Jesus Christ because you know we
you and I could sit down here and break
down the Bible and talk about Joan of
Arc and how she heard voices and you
know I hear the same voice as I even
hear him from my right side just like
she did and you know we could break down
the Bible to where it would work for us
but if that's the case and we're able to
manipulate the Bible into any situation
that works for anybody which is kind of
what I'm seeing now what's the point
what's the point in having the Bible but
that's what I had to do to be able to
keep my faith in Jesus Christ and keep
my faith in God himself and you continue
to use him as my source you know I had
to
to walk away from that yep some people
do you know what I'm saying
but that's what I was saying like it's
it you can tailor it how you want if you
want to do that you can you know if but
if you want to embrace it it's for you
you know what I'm saying or whatever
whatever it is everybody's different and
there's an innocence there to like to
actually know like the you know I'm
saying the prophets and apostles and
disciples were very spiritual dudes like
leaving their body
you know healing people hearing the
voices of angels that's still happening
but you can tap into that so if you want
it to even embrace your face you can't
know if you wanted to abandon it it
represents different things to different
people you know what I'm saying
I couldn't ever I don't think I could
ever abandon my faith and I think my
Christian faith and I think that's it's
because it's so deep-rooted in me I
don't know if it's necessarily you know
I don't know I just know that I couldn't
ever abandon it um you know when I pray
I still pray to to God in Jesus Christ
and you know every now and then I'll
call it an archangel unless I'm print
you know getting ready to pray right to
my you know right before I do a reading
I almost always call in the Archangels
but yeah I could never abandon it um and
you know I once had a really wise woman
tell me she said Britney I like to think
of spirituality as a buffet where you
can just kind of go and pick and choose
what things you want to believe it and I
don't think that's too far-fetched I
don't think there's anything wrong with
that I think it's beautiful you know if
you want to believe in Archangels great
if you prefer the Saints okay if you you
know yep it's just whatever you're
feeling yeah the more study and I've
done it's just like they're all
personifications of the one like all of
it every single bit of it no matter and
there's something about that story the
hero's journey
the story of Jesus the story of the you
know of Anakin Skywalker you know what
I'm saying it's the hero's journey
that's our journey and we're going
through that process as well and it
plays out much like Jesus and that's
where the whole thing with the zeitgeist
and the plagiarism in the store
something about that story
that resonates with the hearts of men
and women and I've said it many times I
believe if we had to push a reset button
and what something's happened on the
earth I think that story would still
come out with different characters and
different archetypes or whatever you
know what I'm saying in some way shape
or form I agreed so I wanted to ask you
too so getting back to your story I
always like to ask people especially
psychics and mediums and people into the
paranormal and stuff did you I like to
start here did you ever have any
encounters or thinking of weird things
happen to you as a child that got you
into mediumship or the psychic abilities
or anything like that what did you see
ghosts UFOs or yeah no UFOs I'm ready
for somebody to teach me about UFOs
because I come to the right place yeah I
know
so absolutely as a child and you know I
feel like most most children in general
experience this to some points to some
degree but yeah as a child I had several
experiences several experiences with
spirit to this day my mother and I and
my brother still talk about a time when
we were laying together on a couch and a
man appeared in front of I was Christmas
Eve and a man our New Year's Eve a man
appeared in front of us and you know I
tapped my mom's leg we were all three
cuddled up on this tiny couch and I
tapped my mom's leg it was like probably
3:00 or 4:00 in the morning and I said
mom who's that man and I was probably
five or six and she said what man and I
said that man don't you see him and she
said just lay still you know to this day
that's that's one of the ones that
always sticks in my mind but there's
been so there's so many so many run-ins
that I had to spirit as a young child I
couldn't even begin to count but I don't
feel like to be able to do what I do you
have to have had those those experiences
I don't feel you know I feel like at any
age at any time you can begin to kind of
have a spiritual awakening mm-hmm but
yes many yeah I don't I don't think that
you have to either it helps
helps for your belief in it helps with
your belief and then it helps with like
it kind of like shakes the course of
your life to just to like ask those
bigger questions who the hell was that
man what was that
outside looking through my window like
what is it and so it kind of gets you
into for me paranormal and horror movies
and things like that you know I'm saying
having those encounters when I was a kid
like asking bigger questions and still
kind of scared though like because you
know this is weird and you know you
can't talk to everybody about it and so
when you can talk to somebody you're
like wow you had this encounter - what
is it yes and I said well I don't know
but I heard it's this and I listened to
a program that said it was this as a kid
asking those questions and stuff with
family members and friends
it was wild and I remember talking about
sleep paralysis and stuff I had that
happen to me when I was like 4 years old
and it that changed my life right waking
up being pinned to my bed by these felt
like two entities one on each side and I
was like I could see them and they were
black shadow dark figures and I was
scared to death I don't know if I
couldn't speak I know I was too scared
to even coffee I had a scratchy throat I
didn't want a coffin act like I was
still sleeping right that's crazy but I
remember my sleep paralysis but I did
have several times where I saw shadow
figures as a kid and I was too scared to
move yeah and then where do I do this
work you know the more that I hear from
the shadow I saw the shadows and it's
like a thing it's like other people
whatever form that they took if people
see it and so at this point it's like
nothing surprises me anymore you know
here hearing all these stories for
people nothing surprises me anymore I'm
always like yeah that makes sense okay
that's crazy but yeah just scratching
the surface and but it's just kind of
intriguing to find out what it really is
- you know and why a lot of people have
had those encounters go on to be people
who are in who get into spirituality who
get into the healing arts and I feel
part of me feels like that it's a it's a
fear mechanism that tries to keep you
away from it but in the end it works to
like make you ass
bigger questions I almost feel like
these people are marked or starseeds or
whatever you want to call it's like okay
you're gonna you come here with a with a
message and you're gonna change humanity
and help people so it's like something
that tries to scare you and keep you
away from the hey I'm not doing it so my
sister was dating this guy and they were
just having those weird god moments and
talking about ghosts and stuff and she
told him about you know when my brother
was little you know he there was a
beings that was in his room and she told
him that he started crying
and this is like a 30 year old dude he
started crying it's just like why are
you crying he said well I had the same
thing happen to me
but I've never told anybody about it
because I didn't want nobody to think
that I was crazy losing my mom making
this stuff up
and so a lot of people have had those
encounters or something similar you know
it's really weird ya know you're totally
right and I feel like that's kind of how
we end up developing our tribe you know
or our you know pack of people as these
common interests that that we we've all
experienced and and feel like there's
not a safe place for us to talk about
them and then you end up getting really
close to the people that you are safe to
talk to about them so yeah and that's a
really interesting concept the idea that
these dark shadows are kind of sent here
to to scare us but instead they intrigue
us that's really cool I've never thought
about like that yeah just trying to
figure it out like I said most of the
people who I know you know they they've
gone on to do great things or are
supposed to do great things they have an
affinity for the healing arts even if
they're not pursuing it they have what
you would say a call upon their life to
do that you know sure it really really
cool so what's the difference there was
somebody who was talking about this yes
day before yesterday on the podcast that
they said it was a difference between
being a psychic and a medium is there a
difference there for you do you have a
difference there's a huge difference so
here here it is um as a psychic you are
an intuitive person who can
you know come up with what may happen in
the future maybe read what had happened
in the past just you know using your
intuition in general think about it you
know sometime you you got a phone call
you heard the phone ring and you're like
oh my gosh that's my mom you go and look
at it it's your mom
you know telepathy that's kind of the
start of finding out that you're you're
a psychic you may say so-and-so is
pregnant I just know they are and then
two weeks later they post that they're
pregnant that's being psychic that's
intuition you know of course the level
that I use my intuition on it's it's
like a muscle so it grows it's much much
heavier much bigger but that's the start
of it now mediumship is a completely
different concept that is being able to
speak or hear from spirit from energy
you know when you walk into a room and
you see two two individuals in that room
and one of them seems just so mad and
angry you can feel that you can feel
their energy you can tell that they are
they're upset or they're angry that's
all I'm doing only instead of the
physical body not being there I'm
reading the energy that's left after the
physical body is gone and and so you
know it takes time and it takes practice
to be able to do it and I feel like I'm
getting better and better every day I
don't feel like there's a day that that
I'm not learning something new but
essentially what the difference is is
mediumship is speaking and connecting
with the dead psychic science is is
using your intuition and being able to
come up with things that may happen now
it's important to note that you cannot
be a medium without first being psychic
okay you have to have the ability to to
look into the future you have to have
the ability that's strong intuition you
have to have that to be able to
communicate with the other side but you
do not have to be a medium to be a
psychic in fact there are some brilliant
psychics out there that do not have the
ability to communicate with energy yeah
that's a lot of people tapping in and
waking up to it now it's it's not as
taboo anymore no 10 years ago yeah
what we're doing now yeah but yeah it's
so funny I've always talked about like
I've always been into fringe right even
when I was a Christian evangelist in the
church and stuff I got into the
Illuminati looking up the New World
Order and 9/11 was an inside job and
finding all of this stuff or whatever in
studying it and freaking out over it and
I began to put it in my music I began to
even sprinkle it in my messages at
church when I'm speaking and I became
known for this guy talking about the
Illuminati and it was so taboo it was
you know I was you know I'm saying
laughed at and ridiculed about it
and this was this was over 10 years ago
though this was probably like in 2008
starting 2008 now it's a common thing
there's you know the Illuminati is a
joke like there be like you know kids in
school and their pencil will fall roll
and fall off the desk and that's what
happened loominatee did it Illuminati
good so it's like a joke it's like a it
has infiltrated pop culture even even
back then there was only a couple
channels that had Illuminati exposed and
was breaking down the science and
symbolism but now there's like millions
of channels almost you know everybody's
an expert and depending on how good you
are with Photoshop or you know video
editing you can you know if you present
it just right with the right music and
the right imagery you can create a
belief system in someone if you do it
just right and so it's really weird how
it's infiltrated pop culture but I
remember we we would catch flack in
church and stuff for talking about it
now the pastor's have sermons about the
Illuminati the pastor's have sermons
about the NWO and I remember we even
talked about the Kundalini years ago and
bringing that how that was likened to
the Holy Spirit or whether you know
whatever you believe about the Kundalini
now there's pastors having doing sermons
on watch out for the Kundalini that's
invading the churches and it's all we've
always been like a forerunner to this
stuff and the forerunners never get
props you never you know people will say
if what are you talking about that not
but it might be ten years later five
years later and now you're onto
something else but it kind of comes with
territory though just being that you
know I'm saying forerunner to what
you're so right I always say the bigger
the target you know the more the more
flak you're gonna catch but you know
it's not our responsibility it's not our
job to change the mind of heavy skeptics
I'm okay with with with skepticism in
fact I I welcome it it's when someone
becomes cynical when I can't when I
cannot break through I have no desire I
lose all interest and and frankly it's
not my job it's your job and nothing
that I say is gonna change your mind so
I'm not gonna waste my time doing it um
you know there are just some people
there that you could hold up a blue
piece of paper and tell him it's blue
and they'll say no it's yellow yes so
well I seen the meme the other day and
it was so good it was like I found I
said something like it was a person it
was like a guru guy or somebody talking
to a random dude and he said I found the
true meaning of spirituality or
something like I was meaning of bliss
and it's not to argue with fools and
there you'll find peace is basically
what the meme said and the guy said no I
said I completely disagree is like
you're right my favorite meme that you
shared not long ago was the guy that was
like dressed in the front and then had
like spirituality that I talk with my
family's spirit was great that was funny
my dad he has the hardest time with what
I do I wouldn't say he necessarily has a
hard time I don't really think he gives
it a whole lot of thought but we don't
discuss it you don't really talk about
what I do he said um it kind of freaks
them out and so we just don't discuss it
and that that's a little hard for me
because I'm very proud of my career you
know if we're discussing birth order I'm
the oldest child and so I I want to make
my my parents proud but I accept it I
accept his feelings on it I know they
loves and he supports me and I move on
and really I think that's what
spirituality and being spiritual is all
about it is for me definitely especially
from where I come from with the
religious
back on or whatever but we had I went to
the I had to go to the police station a
couple weeks ago I had to report a
stalker you know what I'm saying there's
some weird people out there just you
know people when you start making a name
for yourself and getting out there
you attract a long story yeah so we I
didn't like my wife wanted to go to the
police you know what I'm saying just
because she was like threatening her and
just a lot of weird stuff and then
contacting every one of my friends and
saying she's my real wife and weird
stuff and somehow she's gonna kill my
wife and just crazy stuff and she's
tried to come on the live stream I had I
had the blocker and all that kind of
stuff but um my wife wanted to report it
so we went to the UH I didn't want to go
I don't like dealing with the law
enforcement I don't want to be in that
type of system at all but um just in
case anything happened you know we'd do
a lot of appearances and stuff like that
and put out addresses where we're gonna
be in case anything happens it's on
record that we reported it you know um
my wife is are strapped that so we went
we went to the police or whatever and he
was like okay I never I never met you
and you know what do you do for a living
who are you I was like um and this is a
small country town that I live in I'm
like I'm a gospel rapper I share the
gospel okay I'm a pastor at a local
church at Bubba books that's okay I just
wanted I didn't want to say yeah I'm a
psychic medium and I I do this podcast
while I talk about aliens and you know I
think you know what I just do gospel
music God leave it at that
easier to say you know there are times
that I'll just say I'm a life coach but
it's not because I'm not proud of what I
do or because you know I I am scared or
embarrassed anymore it's because I don't
want to sit here and talked for three
hours about mediumship and say something
sad ways about it you know yeah what is
it this description of a Buddha even
tells you not to cast your pearls before
swine's something that's so beautiful
and delicate to you that you believe in
and you're just gonna just like share it
with people who don't give a damn and
you're gonna like laugh about it talk
about it send negativity you know say
negative thoughts towards it and gossip
yeah there's no conference I know no
talk for you sir I'm a gospel rapper
which I was at one point a lot of people
you know are you do you listen to I saw
that you listened to a little bit of
rock though to write any set of rakia
pearls before swine it made me think of
it's one of my favorite songs right now
Co I can't think of who it's by anyways
we could get off we could get off topic
we were talking about rock when we first
started messaging on on Facebook and I
think I sent you what I tell you that I
interviewed J Gordon from orgy or
something big yeah oh my god I'm I was
still I I'll pay somebody if they can
find out a way to find that interview
man there's one of my freakin all-time
favorite bands as a kid and I got the
chance to interview him and I lost it
putting that out there to the universe
if you can find the true seeker J Gordon
interview it would be under the mythos
this podcast find it I will pay you 100
bucks if you can find that interview and
give me the video or the audio 100 bucks
right now so that's not bad I want it up
I pay more than that but a hundred bucks
Jim man get to talk to your like
childhood idols and stuff like this is
this is where we're at now like when
you're a kid there was no internet like
that and there's just people on an album
cover or on MTV and now we're hanging
out on the podcast so yeah I need to
find everything it is you got to talk to
a bunch of them man it's just it's
awesome but um let me ask you about this
too because um you said the type of
mediumship that you do is you like to
get proof that right this is who it is
it's not just I'm really good at like
not to name drop but the John Edwards
I'm a good fisherman is it the person
have a je no it's RK in her name last
name was Karen last name Karen okay
first name you know it people are see
that fishing right so I think that how
we receive because I'm huge into saying
that and I know that people think you
know oh that's fishing but if you can
follow it
but the evidence and and and I'm gonna
I'm gonna stick up for John Edward here
because he's one of my favorites but I
think he's pretty good at evidence I've
seen him live several times that's how
it starts though so you're like okay
who's the K that this person wants to
talk about so they say okay it's Karen
or so-and-so then you better follow it
up with something good like did she
collect frogs and did she die of COPD
because I can't breathe so then you've
got to have that evidence in my opinion
and being an evidential medium is
probably the most common medium that
there is out there but there are people
who who will just give you messages like
did you lose a brother yes he says he
loves you and he's proud and then that's
it no I need more than that I want to
know you know what was their death date
what was their birth date um you know so
I'll give those um it would be a lot
like going to the doctor and sitting
down in front of him with an illness and
not saying a single word and expecting
him to diagnose you properly it's
impossible there needs to be some
dialogue between the person that you're
reading and the in yourself and spirit
and it's going to sound like like we're
fishing it's I mean we're asking
questions that's how we do it it doesn't
when you hear what you hear it doesn't
just come you know like full-fledged
sentence paragraph that add it up and if
that was the case
death probably wouldn't be such a big
deal you know if it was so easy to read
other people well there's a lot of
people who kind of act like it does
though whether it's Sylvia Browns or
whatever the case is and they have all
of this info and they drop it and said
no I don't you're not right that's not
how they died and say yes they did and
they tried to argue with you yes they
did that's how they died that way that
comes from a couple of things being
overly confident which do you gain the
longer that you do this but then also
and I can tell you from experience I
will come up with things and I will say
things to somebody and they will tell me
no in almost every single time
after an event I will get an email this
long explaining to me how I was right
and at that point in time they just
weren't thinking back and so you know
you've kind of got to protect and stand
in your ground so if it makes you look
like an idiot on stage to these other
people that's something that you're
willing to sacrifice and do cuz you got
to think if she walks out and looks like
an idiot yeah because they set her and
said no no no no um you know she just
put her pride on the line or something
I'm embarrassed of you know they did not
go see that first man no no none of that
happened or that's not real you just sit
back and you quietly wait for that email
that says you know what I wasn't
thinking at the time or I got I was kind
of shell-shocked
the funny thing you're talking about
that getting that email and somebody
denying at the time that uh that
actually happened to me a bunch when I
was kind of transitioning I was still in
the church but I would talk about other
things or do this kind of music that I'm
doing or talk about UFOs or aliens
openly or whatever I got a lot of
backlash early on and people were like
oh you're going to hell and about all
this kind of stuff and then almost every
time whether it was a week a month a
year they would come and apologize like
look man I'm sorry that I judged you I
don't believe in what everything you
believe in but I see the work that
you're doing or whatever I was here
because you're a threat to a lot of
people right if you're saying that
especially with religion because this is
super cognitive dissonance this is
something that they've based not only
their life on they're not given their
life to it they've given their eternity
that this pastor or this doctrine is
right and if you challenge it and hold
on I'm hanging on I'm hanging on like a
bulldog pit bull just hang on oh this is
what I believe is right with no with no
evidence or no proof it's right and if
you challenge that like I said you're
not challenging their life's goals and
dreams that's one thing but their
everlasting soul their eternity that
they've given it over to belief system
so I you know it's fight or flight you
know people
it's scary you can't breathe the shallow
breathing it's like people making fun of
you or whatever the case is or they're
confrontational with you over that stuff
but like I said I've gotten a lot of
those emails and a lot of those messages
or phone calls to saying look man I'm
sorry I did that or said that to you
bah bah bah bah bah have you gotten any
of that I get it all the time mainly
it's mainly just um you know here's your
validation for what you said at the
event and it's so hard you know to set
your pride aside but that's the first
thing that I think that you have to
learn to do when you begin to do this
work as a light worker is put your ego
to the backburner that's like my best
piece of advice because you're gonna
you're gonna start pissing a lot of
people off if you if you just you know
shine your light and say no I know what
I'm hearing I know what I'm seeing and
and even if you say no I still believe
it because I've made a career out of
this I know what I'm doing and you just
gotta you take the good with the bad
but yeah I've dealt with it quite a bit
yeah
it's always refreshing what if you
actually do a little town in Missouri
called Kirksville or La Plata well
played in Missouri and I was gonna do a
mediumship event there and I found out
that I think it was a reboot whose green
top I can't remember but at this place
this this this pastor found out that I
was coming there and he went
door-to-door with flyers yeah telling
people this woman is an imposter and
she's coming to our town and she's you
know gonna try to get you to stray away
and don't go to her event and I'm like
really Wow okay yeah I had to deal with
that too and that's why and I kind of
look at it like God kind of ran me out
of the church in a good way like it's
fun to preach to the choir like I can we
can show up for events and I've got you
know 300 kids there showing up and I'm
gonna rap for him and share my story and
it was a safe place that I was in right
in the church or whatever didn't have to
promote for concerts I just show up or
whatever and so eventually when I
started talking about this stuff people
would still like begged me to come do
show
was close friends and I'm like man I
came bro like yeah you can they think I
had some personal said let's not
personal I would love to come but it got
to the point where Vince Lee I can't
come like they're gonna they're gonna
call whoever's over the event they're
gonna do this when they see my name on
it bro
like I go I do live podcasts why talk
about hanging out with Jesus on magic
mushrooms and stuff and they like they
don't like that you know in it and it
really happened so for me just looking
at the bigger picture like it was a way
of God like sending me to the nation's
versus being uncomfortable in my little
church concerts or whatever the case is
you know and so but everything ends up
working out but like there was those
phone calls and Ali Graham is in the
chat and she knows about this they come
back and told me at the end what they
got they wanted me to do a concert
there's this outreach and I didn't want
to do it cuz I'm like you know what I
don't do church gigs anymore let's book
a show at the club let's run a venue
whatever it is I said I don't do Church
shows anymore but it they were like come
on man do this outreach and finally I
said ok I'll do it
they put my name on the flyer and they
started promoting it and I made sure I
didn't put my image on there real big
like let's take another person and put
there because I made the flyer too and I
did that for him and um and then last
minute I got cold feet I said you know I
can't go to this man I don't I said I
called him and that's like or message
them I said look I'm sick I can't make
it y'all even though I wasn't sick but I
told him that they know what's up and
then come to find out the lady who they
rented they booked it at the park and a
lady who's over the parks and rec park
and recreation knew me from the internet
and knew me from whoever and it was
telling everybody if true seeker shows
up we're shutting the event down yeah
we're shutting it down he goes around
giving people mushrooms and telling them
about Jesus we're not having it
we're not have so I'm like I told y'all
man I can't do this no more you know and
it's not like they don't win it's a god
thing really like there's a bigger
broader audience who need what what I
have and they're not in the church they
already got the truth in the church you
know and they are
you know so it's this house out you know
it kind of hurts a little bit but it
comes with the territory you got to be
ready you got to be ready as going to
happen
your friend jesus said it your friends
and your family forsaken you you know
thinking that they're doing good but
they're doing harm and they don't even
know what they're doing like it's you
know it's part of it comes with
territory for sure the stalker thing you
know I had to tell my wife I said look
get used to it I don't want to tell her
that but it's like it's we're gonna get
bigger like you know I'm saying it's
going to happen Chantal has experienced
that on several levels and not long ago
I'm going through divorce and I got a
letter write a random letter from some
person and it didn't have any return
label like it was just totally random
and it came to my office it was a letter
telling me that they knew something
about me and about my situation and they
could offer me information and they hope
I find them and I mean it's totally had
me on edge for quite some time but
because we have no idea who sent it we
don't know where it came from and that's
not my first brush with with weirdos
yeah you know it's gonna come and it's
something so you know in in the psychic
realm the medium realm the spiritual
realm it has its fair share of weirdos I
get messages hey let's astral travel and
hang out in the third heaven tonight I'm
gonna meet you there and I'm like the
hell are you even talking about you know
a people message me telling me that
they're the Angel Michael do I believe
them if you're the Angel Michael you can
show up and give me a apparition and
then I believe you like show me you know
and I'll get these weird messages in
there in the spiritual realm but they're
in religion they're in every religion
it's just people there's just crazy
people in the bad thing about it is
trust me there's tons of them in the
church tons of on delusional people who
believe crazy stuff and think that God's
talking to them but they have it's
suddenly totally did it trust me it's
scary really and they're in Islam
they're in Hinduism it's just people and
the bad thing about is a lot of times
the religious or spiritual communities
are like cesspools are like breeding
ground where they
find a place where they're accepted you
know and we have like whether it's
they're good at manipulation or
weaseling their way into a place of
authority man they're out there man and
then you have to it comes with the
territory
yeah I understand
get used to it don't get like I don't
want even with that I don't want to like
speak it into existence but let's just
be real like you know what happens yeah
dealing with those people this was a
question that my friend in the chat
asked the guest the other day who was a
medium as well dealing with Ouija boards
do you mess with Ouija boards is there a
way to do it the guest the other day was
this hands down no I actually bought a
Ouija board a few years back in Salem
Massachusetts of all places and you know
I'm really strong in in my faith and
knowing that I'm protected I'm a big fan
of Archangel Michael and so I pray to
Him a lot you know I said my prayers and
and a friend of mine and I decided to
try it out nothing happened
um I have a cousin have a cat named
Salem who every single time we would get
that Ouija board out and try he would
hop on top of the Ouija board and we
couldn't do it after about the fourth or
fifth time I took that as a sign I don't
think I'm supposed to do this so um do I
mess with Ouija boards no I've heard
some really really frightful stories
about them and I guess you know that
that's always a possibility I I would
believe in the stories that I would hear
but um I've never experienced anything
negative in general um I've experienced
negative people like I I've I've talked
to a serial killer before that's on the
other side but I've never experienced
you know demons or anything demonic or
evil and I would like to keep it that
way
um I do have I have I have that Ouija
board and
at Halloween I'll put it up but I'm
definitely I go around telling people to
use them by any means because I feel
like you can through an altered state
reach spirit and get an effective enough
message on your own you don't need a
Ouija board so you know I don't need one
and and if you really are that
interested in speaking with spirit come
to me I mean for free you know I mean
like you don't need to you don't need to
use a board okay you said okay you said
spirit that's different than spirits
right because the next question here is
from Brenda Bradshaw and says are you
getting messages from the Holy Spirit
when you say spirit is that kind of like
hand in hand that's the same thing be
writ there's a difference the Holy
Spirit I would I would think the Holy
Spirit you know would be Jesus Christ
the Trinity you know God Himself spirit
to me is almost like the people version
of humans you know what I mean like we
call people who have passed spirit so so
you just refer to any any I guess
disembodied soul or a person as spirit
okay cool I never even heard it heard it
like that but I wanted to kind of go
back on the whole negative thing you say
you've there's been people come through
on the other side who were serial
killers and stuff like that right um a
lot of time people thinks it's like real
sexy to be able to touch the other side
and I got in trouble as a teenager
because I wanted to get in contact with
anything that was out there it show up
give me a manifestation I did all these
different chants and meditations and
combining all this stuff and whatever
got me a result we did Wicker satanic
stuff all types of angel readings and
hexes and all types of stuff that I did
as a as a teenager and I ended up
getting possessed like it opened up a
portal and that stuff came through and
I'm seeing stuff in in the middle of
frickin winn-dixie you know what I'm
saying and all everybody in the whole
place staring at me at one time
I was going through paranoia and
schizophrenia opening up those portals
and couldn't control it it was like a
knob that was turned on and it's it it
messed me up I had to go back to the
church like it was a scary stuff man
and so with all that stuff coming
through stuff wants to come through we
go great I'm going back to the last
podcast as we had another psychic medium
but she talked about like it aren't with
spirit realm almost being like the mall
like you go to the mall and you want to
go to this store whether that store
there's a person who works there maybe
that's the deceased loved one or
whatever but if you're going through
that mall there's these little kiosk
that are there and people are reaching
out to you hey come try this lotion let
me give you a massage and there's all
these different people reaching out to
you and almost the spirit realms like
that too you're talking about this this
this serial killer and people think it's
sexy just to make contact maybe even
early they don't know like they just
want to know that it's real not
everybody's good there's what if the
spirit that comes through was a
pedophile child molester rapist and you
making contact and now you have in these
crazy dreams you feel like someone's
messing with you in the middle of the
night you know these weird things like
that how would you protect yourself from
any demonic entity or negative person
who still just could because they're
dead don't mean they're good people I
mean we look at even alive on the earth
right now there's a lot of old people
that all he's so old that guy could have
been like a bad dude when he was young
just because he's old
you know don't mean he's a good person
like he's been through some stuff and
you just see him as a fragile old man or
old woman you don't know how bitter or
whatever they bring to what they bring
to the table same thing but it's around
what would you say to that
so I'm I'm a huge believer follower
caller of Archangel Michael and I just
feel like as long as I have his
protection I I'm not going to to be
submitted to anything evil I think you
also have to really believe in
negativity and and evil and for me I'm
kind of a no-nonsense person
I won't even give I won't even give evil
or negativity as a place within myself
like I won't even let I'm completely
blocked off I surround myself in white
light so it's more of a vision a
meditation
that I do before I do any reading the
times that you have to watch are when
you get in an altered state and you
haven't said your prayers you didn't go
through and do your boom-boom-boom
okay I've said my prayers I've called in
these Archangels I surrounded myself a
white light I'd smudged you know I'm you
saged I'm good to go I'm nice and clear
it's when you're driving you know down
the road and you get in that altered
state which is where you have to be in
to connect with with loved ones on the
other side or spirit in general that you
have to kind of worry about about you
know getting in touch with a negative
entity but I think that if you take
proper precautions and you pray and you
do the things that you need to do before
you enter the spirit realm you don't
have to worry about that so when you
were younger and you were doing these
you know whatever you could do to get
some sort of reaction and you became
possessed did you say a prayer to
Archangel Michael or to God did you you
know did you hold protective crystals
did you I mean there's there's a number
of things that you can do it was
reckless I was real reckless even as I
was a lost teenager right I was I mean I
was robbing people and like all types of
in gang involvement and then I would do
occult stuff and then I feel like
whatever level you're vibrating at those
are the entities you're gonna deal with
on the other side and so if you're just
doing good arms and you're helping
people you know you give somebody shirt
off your back you're doing good deeds
and you tap in I think that some
beautiful beings ready to greet you in
those right you know that's a message
for somebody I'm getting chills when I
when I said that so that's this that's
it yeah so I and I was a negative person
I crossed over and I got to see the
stuff I was entertaining and it had as
well be the first to tell you I'm human
and so I have in a woman so I have
moments of anger and and stress and
anxiety and frustration you know I think
a lot of people look at spiritualists or
you know psychic mediums or whatever
this this beautiful graceful um type
thing you know that that's how we are
and that's not the case
like we experience life just like
everybody else we get down we get
depressed we get stressed we get angry I
mean all of those things we throw temper
tantrums we we're like that and you know
if I'm in that state I will cancel my
appointments yep you know I will I will
usually not do them unless I think that
I can pull myself out of out of this
this state that I'm in and and go on but
yeah that's you have to be very aware of
your energy and your surroundings when
you're doing this and I think awareness
is key to making sure that you're not I
shut down all the way I shut down all
the way when I when I am going through
it and I and I'm not gonna be able to
receive I already know it it's just me
that's just my integrity or whatever
when I that's how I approach it I feel
like if I'm doing good I'm gonna it's
gonna be easy it's gonna be easy to tap
in but I don't know I was sucking I can
do if I and that's if I'm not doing
spiritual practice if I'm doing
spiritual practice I'm gonna be there
but if I'm doing other things that I
know I shouldn't be doing which it
hasn't happened in a year if I'm
depressed or been freaking out about a
job or having crazy thoughts or whatever
then it's just like throws you out of
whack and you need to do the spiritual
practice to get back right almost you
know to kind of find your Center if you
become unbalanced with all that stuff um
Allie Graham is asking another question
she wants to know since you came from
the church you said you come from a
Lutheran background right and so how
like I was into the prophetic realm and
so the church kind of catered to we
could say psychic abilities they
wouldn't call it that but they did and
there was an option you call yourself
you can be a prophet or a prophetess or
whatever she said since you came from
the church realm did you contemplate
being a prophet or whatever before you
thought about becoming psychic or medium
did was that even an option or did you
know that there was even a thing yeah I
actually it wasn't until later that I
even discovered that you could go to the
church and say I'm a prophet and I do
this and I do that that's actually not
something that I'm still against I mean
I would totally consider it you almost
think though at this point is alike is
it too late to do that since I already
have this following but you know if
something ever came to me prophecy wise
that I truly felt like I needed to take
to the church you know to my church I
would do it in a heartbeat but um you
know I never considered it because I
wasn't aware that it was a possibility
at that point yeah um that's a big
that's a big thing but so like just and
it's not as easy as going to your pastor
and say hey I'm a prophet let's build on
like you become a if you're a prophet
you're saying you're hearing from God
and so if the pastor's not hearing from
God then you you become a threat like
people want to come they want and that's
what messed me up in the church because
like I thought that the closer to God
that you got fasting praying angelic
visitations being able to heal heal
people you know all of this stuff would
I think it should be like the average
life of a believer like you supposed to
the Bible says that like these signs
shall follow them that believe and
you're gonna do all of this stuff and so
if you're doing that in the church the
attention comes off of the man that's on
the stage on the pulpit and the
attention becomes a haleyss I like this
guy now this guy walks in power this guy
can prophesy this guy can do this and do
that or whatever the case is so while
you have a target on your back if you in
the church doing it and I think there's
a lot of people listening to this
podcast who they've been through that
you know I remember having a dream I had
dreams plural about the church I was in
and how there was gonna be attacks
against it and what an even detailed
prophetic thing dreams about it and I
went to an elder friend of mine and
first one went to the youth pastor with
one Heep they prayed against it thinking
it was demonic and satanic that the
devil speaking to me right and then the
other time I went to one of my elders
and he's like yeah you might not want to
share that with the pastor because he
may think that because in the dream like
I had the answer about what to do to
make sure that this doesn't happen and
it's not nothing about
sigh hey let me share this with the
pastor there's this is coming and we can
avoid it that's why prophetic dreams
happen and people be able to feel what's
coming before it happens in the spirit
and not to just say I told you so but to
be able to prevent it to be able to you
know there's there's an intercessory
prayer there's things that you can do
repentance if the path you have this of
hay in the pastures like man this guy
knows what I'm doing in the secret this
my member knows that I'm in a adulterous
relationship and he's having dreams
about it you're not gonna be accepted
they're gonna get you out of there
really quick right like I said before I
never even knew that that was an option
and what little I did know at the time
that I came out as a clairvoyant was
that this was not accepted in any way
shape or form so the last thing that I
was gonna do is go to my church and say
hey this is what I do you know how could
I help but yeah you know looking back
and after reading and and and watching
and hearing about different things you
know like the book of Joan of Arc
knowing that she you know tried to use
what she was hearing to help the church
to help to help you know win a winter
war and said that the voices were coming
from God I don't know exactly what
source I'm hearing my voice is from
unless I'm in the middle of doing a
reading and I know that I'm connecting
with somebody on the other side so to
say that you know God Himself gives me
these these visions or whatever I don't
think that would be completely accurate
it's not I don't feel like I'm doing his
work because I do it's just I don't know
that I could say you know I'm hearing
directly from God okay yeah and I think
you may be right um but it's even that
is with the dogma in the cognitive
dissidence of people so Holloway I only
hear God I don't listen to anything
outside only listen to the Holy Spirit
in a weird thing is we've addressed this
it's like sometimes
you can't even tell like for me a lot of
this stuff sounds the same even for the
people you hear God even for the people
who hear their guardian angel or hear
the spirit of old man Jones who lived
down the road whatever it is like for me
the way we interpret those messages it
usually sounds like us it sounds like us
so for someone there's no that doesn't
sound different I think you have to test
the fruit of the message and what
they're saying really to figure out who
or what it is so the Holy Spirit doesn't
sound different than God God doesn't
sound different than Jesus Jesus doesn't
sound different than the Angels Jesus
doesn't sound different than the the
demons or the disembodied spirits they
the way we received that message
internally is all the same but it's
beautiful though because the scripture
said that jesus said my sheep hear my
voice and a strangers voice there when I
follow so there's other voices trying to
lead us and pull us when we tap into the
spirit realm when we walk into that mall
we have our eyes on this is what I'm
doing you have to be intentional and you
believe you can explore the spirit realm
and things like that but even still say
your prayers do your ritual to know that
no harm shall come nigh thy dwelling
whatever it is that I'm protected as I
go in whatever you have to do is that
that's different from everybody to some
it's sitting in the middle of a
pentagram which is a symbol of
protection wearing your special
pentagram ring burning sage praying
using anointing oil fasting I do a
little bit of all of it I think it's all
beautiful yep I agree my go-to is the
prayer to Archangel Michael
Raziel Uriel and Gabriel I surround
myself in white white I do a quick
meditation and I always smudge before
and after you know to get rid of any
negativity before I go into it and
whatever I might bring home from it but
that's that's that's how I keep the
negativity away I think I mean I haven't
had to worry about it yet so I think I'm
doing something right mm-hmm
I wanted to ask you this too just to
kind of get a picture of what it would
look like when you would go in or do a
session or what
right it looks different for different
people and like I said there's a lot of
people who want to know how do i tap in
I know I'm called to this I'm really
intrigued I don't know where to start
what does it look like when you go in so
you're talking about channeling do you
do you zone out and then speak out the
message like they give it to you and
then it comes through you speak it out
is that kind of how it works
yeah so there are five psychic senses
medium senses clairaudience
is the ability to hear spirit
clairvoyance is the ability to see
spirit and to see signs like if they
drop you signs and things like that
those are the two main things that I use
hearing and seeing and mainly hearing
but how it starts for me is you know the
people will come in they'll sit down
I'll give them a rundown of kind of how
this works what to expect and then I'll
say a quick prayer in my mind to my head
through my head and then I'll start to
channel spirit so it takes me you know
maybe five minutes to get into an
altered state and I'm usually doing that
and my clients don't even know they
don't even realize that I'm that I'm
trying to get to an altered state but in
the beginning you know you would really
for me there was way more time between
you know talking to the client and
getting into that altered state that I
would spend now it's it's kind of like a
muscle like I just use it it's that
quick and I start but in the beginning
no it was there's a lot of effort that's
when you say that because I'm kind of
there now and it's still kind of in the
beginning of like but everybody helps
for me though because I get to learn
like I think that for me that talking or
the consultation helps me get a game
plan okay we're gonna do this I'm gonna
try this I'm gonna be looking for this
then as I go into trance state and the
messages come forth it's like it helps
me kind of like fine-tune what I'm
looking for yeah but uh but yeah I mean
you I'm saying the more you do something
the better you get at it whether it's
going into meditation doing breath work
sometimes it may take people 15-20
minutes you can get as good as one
breath breathe close your eyes I'm there
okay this is what's coming right you
know and you can get good at all of it
the breath work the fasting the prayer
the knowingly seen him saying the more
you do it it's like a muscle using the
third I even get better and better and
better at it the more you use it so was
there anything that uh we didn't we
didn't talk about that you wanted to
cover any any cool anything music
something big that I wanted to talk
about and you can find information on
that on my myface Intel gonna be on that
with you oh yeah yes um yeah Chantal
will be on that with me and I have a
blog called my mom the medium comm on
that vlog you can read some really
interesting stories that I that I've
cured over the the last few years um you
know earlier we were talking about when
you say something to someone about
spirit that you're hearing and they say
no we don't know we don't you know that
doesn't make any sense about maybe a
year ago I might even be less than that
I was in I was in a little bitty town
and I was doing a big audience reading
there was probably 30 40 people in there
and I began to speak to a woman whose
boyfriend was now on the other side they
shared a child she had just had that
child recently and so he was a little
bitty guy and the young man that was on
the other side who was the father of the
child wanted to reference that child and
he began to describe you know different
things about the child and then all of a
sudden he showed me the number 28 and I
brought up that number several times to
this to this young mother about her
child and she said that makes no sense
there's you know 20 xxviii nothing
happened on the 28th and I said I'm
gonna ask you to keep that and you let
me know if you figure out where the 28th
fits or the number 28 and later that
evening they went home to pick up their
son or she went home to pick up her son
and he had a baseball shirt on this said
28 and so that was that was just this
beautiful
where she realized oh my god you know my
son's father really truly is around
still and and that's where they found
out we're 28 and so that's always one of
my favorite stories to give because
people don't realize that while you're
sitting in front of an a psychic medium
and they're calling these things out at
you you get what I like to call psychic
amnesia and it's where you like just
completely blank out and that's okay my
biggest piece of advice if you're gonna
get a reading from a psychic or a medium
is to bring a pen and a paper and write
down everything that they say that way
you're able to go back through it and
figure out what you know what they said
and where it fits got another question
coming through let's see what is her
go-to tarot deck favorite card what did
you go through what is your go-to
Teradek and your favorite card this is
from brother Andrew Walter whiskey what
a whiskey
this is my favorite deck it's called the
angel tarot deck and I you know as far
as my favorite card I don't necessarily
have a favorite card
but my favorite deck is this this angel
tarot deck and I use it constantly and I
just pulled out a card for everybody
here and it's the lovers so what it says
is intimate relationships carefully
weigh your desires good health so I
would say if there's anybody out there
that's thinking you know how could this
affect me or what does it what does it
have to do with me it's either gonna be
one of two things
you know the lovers is is a sign of
things going well you know things are
gonna blossom for you
carefully weigh your decisions so if
you're trying to decide something right
now and you're thinking about picking
right away give it a day or two if
you're on this podcast and you're
listening to it you're trying to make a
decision give it another day also keep
in mind that it's got the number six on
it right here any time I see that that's
a that's a big indicator
that you may have something coming up
with that decision around the sixth or
within six days or six weeks so you know
if anybody listening has something going
on and they can relate to that card um
there you go awesome so you do group
readings too for like groups and stuff
right yeah that's my absolute favorite
thing to do I call them mediumship
demonstrations and it's usually 30 40 50
60 people sometimes more and I just go
in and I randomly bring up whoever
whoever comes up and that's that's how
it works
Google on facebook doing readings and
stuff trying to attract client and send
things like that do you do that as a lot
of people doing that right now what do
you go live on Facebook and uh and do
laughs yeah yeah I don't do I don't
typically do live readings on Facebook I
think I've done maybe two ever but um
you know and I usually do that as kind
of a treat to my to my fans and clients
and friends it's not something that I do
all the time to attract clientele I am
very blessed to to be very steady in
work so I don't really have to do a
whole lot to attract them but I I love
to interact with with them huh exactly
yeah well good stuff if somebody wants
to check out more of your work or they
want to book a private session from you
or anything like that where can they go
WWE Missouri medium.com
the Missouri medium.com make sure you
guys go check out her work check out
some of the stuff that she has on her
web site some really cool stuff there
Britney Buckwalter so you can you can
send me a message there too sounds good
thank you Britney for coming on hanging
out with me for my birthday I really
enjoyed it thank you so much you have a
good one oh you too thank you so much
thank you bye Britney Buckwalter ladies
and gentlemen beautiful song good stuff
good stuff good stuff shout out to the
chat we're talking about like you know
whether you're going
live on Facebook and spending time with
your audience and giving them a treat I
like to you too I like going live on
YouTube or guess anywhere but I do this
on YouTube for you know for the most
part and then I see everybody joining
everybody in the chat shouts out and
you've seen that number climbing
climbing climbing and everybody hanging
out with us here I love that I love
joining I love I love going live and and
seeing that number jump up and hanging
out with my people the regulars the new
people you know it's just that's my
tribe of my crew man so just to see that
we built something consistent here
something beautiful it's awesome and
even with that there's gonna be a lot of
new people some come some go some have a
change of heart
and I get those messages I was a New
Ager now I'm a Christian and now I can't
listen to you so won't you listen to
some of the Christian episodes I've done
I've had my old pastor on here I have
worship leaders and you know prophets
and stuff like that you know straight I
do straight Christian episodes I don't
even mention anything like that and
they're good they're good a good
episodes reeling I try to find common
ground with the people but dogma and
Dogma is something buddy had to get you
every time right sometimes that comes
into play but there's you know so many
new people joining and then I just had a
Jordan Maxwell on you know and those
interviews skyrocket like he's you know
he's got a huge following and I like I
like even like and I'm honest like I
like doing those Jordan Maxwell
interviews too you know cross-pollinate
to you know tap into his audience or
whatever and I do that then I have a
chance to have new people join the fold
and hang out with us and people who are
looking and I don't want to convince
anyone I don't want to have to like
trick anyone like I used to have to do
in Christianity I'd have to like beg you
to stay or whatever the case is if you
find community amongst me and my people
here like then you're gonna stay it's
organic I don't have to trick you or
convince you if it's time for you to go
god bless you it's time to move on
you know not nothing lasts forever man
so
while we are here we have you know with
like-minded people we have questions
nobody's perfect you know those type of
things so it's a beautiful space that
we've created and just as I've created
something like this you can create the
same or you can cross pollinate and do
the same thing so it's really beautiful
where we are spiritually and even using
technology for our advantages but even
with that you know you get trolls in
here you get people who you know and
that I just had to ban I don't know how
many where my moderators are today
there's a half a couple people reach and
I wanted to be moderators but I can make
gozman I'm gonna go ahead and make
mother a moderator right here I'm gonna
make Chris garner a moderator if I
haven't yet boom just like that we got
garner and then we got Santiago these
are my people these aren't random
these are normies these are random
people so uh you guys are moderators
anybody acting up tell them where to go
to the next video whatever it is but
you're gonna get people like that I've
had a couple people in the chat today
just kind of and it's not about having a
difference of opinion you can have your
opinion or whatever whether you know you
can stick around and have your own
beliefs or whatever but it's when you
try to belittle someone or throw stones
throw stones at people you know whatever
it look magic right here let's see magic
Danny's uh Danny's a moderator Bing what
look out for the trolls Chris garnet
look I got a lot more grace than some of
the chat a chat they'll cut your head
off me I'm gonna try to work with you
you you offend the chat it's Oh W Oh w88
and if you know what that means drop
that in the chat chat don't play chat
don't play I play chat don't play but
yeah those new people come you know the
jordan maxwell interview brought a lot
of new people and we got a lot of people
watching right now and a lot of weird
stuff in the chat going on to so anyway
it comes with the territory all of it
the growth so it's just not about
numbers but it's about finding the
people who are supposed to be there that
people have something that they can
tribute Josh flew Minh moderator
moderator like that regulators good
stuff these people have a John them
they've been here for a while they're
here every podcast man and my people I'm
sue Dion it's a bunch of Allah see y'all
I'll make y'all moderators - uh-huh
eric says over with a heavy hand owhh
over with the heavy hand off with his
head off with his head the chat will get
you every time don't make the chat mad
speaking about going into the spirit
realm right and protecting yourself
Chris garner brought up a pretty pretty
interesting concept he said that your
attitude is your protection
and then he even says now with this
comment everyone deserves a say just
stay positive he said your attitude is
everything when you're going in to the
other side when you're tapping in your
attitude yeah
attitude of gratitude right and your
attitude determines your altitude how
far you're gonna go how high you're
gonna go all about your attitude I mean
many people are in the same situation as
you and that but they're being elevated
they have a better attitude you stay
humble you don't complain you know what
I'm saying and you just roll with the
punches you're at your attitude
determines your altitude how long are
you willing to stay where you are at
that level you might be at a good level
you might be comfortable but there may
be some other things that you want out
of life there may be something you want
out of this experience and you're at
your attitude comes into play
it really does learning everything that
you need to learn at this level so you
ain't got a journey back because you've
learned what you needed to learn there
then you can ascend and go to the next
level
and you may be like man I've been here
I've learnt everything with us I got to
learn I learnt everything I can't even
think of nothing patience is a virtue
you know and but just looking for the
opportunity learn I mean that's number
one
the scripture says talks about how you
know man can build things and in toil
and stuff like that but it's God
you can plant you can water but God
gives the increase the creator gives the
increase to whatever it is you're
building again make sure you're working
with the Creator not working against
them you know whether you have to
abandon your faith or abandon this or
they're doing things that you know you
shouldn't be doing abandon that start
and it changes everything start working
with God versus working against God and
you see that God is not this uptight you
know ruling heavy hand like to chat God
has graced out of bounds men and it's
the grace and ability to change your
life - its unmerited favor from the
Creator to his creation simply because
not because you deserve it but because
he loves you stocks are continually for
you plans to bless you plans to prosper
you those are universal laws for me now
there's no wavering that that's my
mindset so working with God now you have
to search your own heart you have to
wash your own hands and you make sure
that your desires are pure your desires
are pure and your pursuit is pure now
when we come to God the Bible says that
God if you delight yourself in the Lord
God will give you the desires of your
heart well as your delighting in the
Lord your desires change you use I used
to desire wickedness I used to desire
all types of foolishness I don't desire
that no more I used to desire you know
I thought that there was different
levels of success and what like you know
prove that you were successful or proved
that you were godly or whatever so as
your mind is renewed by the washing of
the word your desires change I don't
desire what I used to I don't desire
that stuff anymore God has done such a
work in my heart and on my mind so that
my desires change so then you see that
when you get with God when you get in
the spirit you delight yourself in the
Lord he gives you the desires of your
heart it's because you're this changed
you know not desiring to harm people
you're not desiring to pay repay evil
with evil you're not desiring to harm to
come upon somebody you start loving your
enemies you start blessing them that
curse you you line up with God God sees
your arms before him and say okay this
is one I can trust he don't he ain't
gossiping behind people's back he's got
love for everybody doing what he knows
to do is right doing what she knows to
do is right God sees that your parents
might not see it your spouse might not
see it your boss might not even see it
your boss might not even see it where
you are I do such a good job
why is everybody else getting raises but
me like what's the deal I'm doing it the
best I can
I'm outperforming everyone I'm excellent
in my work God sees him God sees that
only Chris gonna seem like he was in the
same spot all are sort of blessing I
don't know where I fell in your lap what
fell in my lap I start desiring
blessings I started looking for
blessings for me and for other people as
well
so God delights in blessing his children
he can how is he gonna bless somebody
else he blesses us so that we can help
people and you have to be a good steward
with that whether it's financial whether
it's children you know what I'm saying
whatever you have it's given you be a
good steward with that
be a good steward that's what it's about
jump to this chat flying penguin says as
a new creations as new creations in
Christ we are transformed and already
have the mind of Christ we must focus on
who we already are yeah
we've been we've been sold a false
identity we're in an identity crisis
some of us are like a chameleon
everything we look at we start turning
we received that identity every person
we get around we start talking like them
acting like them this is identity crisis
but you have to know who you are created
in Christ Jesus to do good works you
already have the mind of Christ you have
to you have to renew your mind daily and
even that it becomes with practice and
you know what is walking in the spirit
there takes some there's instant success
there's instant change but some of it
you have to walk out some of it you have
to walk out most of it you have to walk
out right so you know you're playing
with magic it's the Holy Spirit white
magic change of heart and it's a it's a
daily practice it's a daily walk I wish
that it was just a one-time deal I had
to come to that notion even like
coaching people and doing private
sessions and stuff and I think I talked
about this even the other day but I've
been in this place while I just do one
session with somebody and I'm like we're
gonna knock it all out in this one
session and then cuz I come from the
Christian faith healer circles well just
let me put my hands on you I'm gonna
cast that demon out you
I still do that right we're still there
but some of that stuff it don't work
like that
you don't work like that you cast a
demon out but you don't train that
person on discipleship how to walk how
to move forward with it and then you you
actually doing that person that
disservice I've questioned my evangelist
friends on this how can you go and cast
out demons and win people to the Lord
and then just leave them without any
type of accountability or discipleship
or a program or something like that
because you cast that demon of addiction
out of somebody the Bible says that
those spirits go out
to draw places and they find seven other
spirits stronger than they are and they
come back to the homes that look they
kicked me out we're gonna go back I need
y'all's help he gets these other spirits
and he goes back to the house or the
body the temple they go back and if they
find the house swept clean and it's a
whole nother house and they've cleaned
things up they don't have they can't go
back to their abode they had legal right
to be there and then you the Prophet the
preacher the healer kicked them out they
come back trying to find that legal
ground because they do have a right to
be there
they had a lease they had an agreement
why they can be there and if that
agreement is not broken if that house is
not swept clean and changed then it says
that that he comes back with seven
spirits stronger than himself and that
the latter state of that person is worse
than before you got to walk this stuff
out you gotta walk this stuff out that's
what it's about dealing with real life
people issues just cuz we're healers and
light workers and where we've retrained
our mind to see the beauty and and the
blueprint and all that kind of so
there's still wicked stuff out there man
there's still wicked people out there
you have to do even though you can't
even see it no more you've trained
yourself just to see the good and
everything and I think I've been there
at times and I think it's good versus
versus the other extreme seeing their
evil and everything everybody's hidden
agendas hidden motives all this kind of
stuff but it really takes a balance be
careful and everybody appreciates you
not everybody is in your corner not
everybody who's riding in your boat or
paddling you're carrying dead weight
you're carrying people who secretly
drilling holes in your boat trying to
flip it they rocking it trying to flip
it because you won't kick them out yeah
get rid of some of them people man 20 19
you better do it shout out to everybody
hanging out I see y'all in chat Christie
folks allogram Chris Gardner
Joshua lumen the flying penguin Jose
Adam allogram I think I said your name
already all these people I'll love you I
love y'all Oh tonight again this is my
birthday and we're gonna do a special
livestream and yeah if you guys want to
hang out with me tonight it's gonna be
fun
gonna be silly I don't know what's gonna
happen but I'm excited so with that
being said I'll say peace and Shalom I
love you guys and we'll do it again soon
okay love y'all I got to do a podcast
right after here after this I got to go
directly into another somebody wants to
interview me so I'll share that out when
I'm done with it
so with that Adams a piece of Shalom
love y'all
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