Spirituality and the Power of Fasting | Sonny J. Horath
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percent you where you're doing is what's
needed today I spent over 30 years in
churches some of the top watchman
ministries uh in Time Square Church New
York City the found that he'd found Teen
Challenge with Nicky Cruz and that gang
you know back in the day back in the 50s
and 60s the church gave up on a heroin
addicts and he was the only guy named
Dave Wilkerson was my pastor for eight
years and I just love the guy and it was
more a help fire and brimstone back in
the day but that you know they only work
with what God was given him at the time
but now with the new wineskin coming in
where God is expanding our vision
because the harvest is ready you know
I'm saying in in in Jersey I had a you
might remember this guy's name Jonathan
caught it calling my Jersey rabbi i sat
down with that guy thirty years ago and
had a bagel you know these these guys he
was a bestseller he still is he he wrote
the shmita year the Harbinger and he's
coming out with a new book so I said
basically hell did the apple doesn't
fall far from the tree so I consider
myself a baby really baby watch but I
couldn't I take the dish alesis you know
what I mean but the Lord has blessed me
my testimony is I was born and raised in
Brooklyn 1948 first day of winter
December 21st 1948 which means I'm Lord
willing I'll be pushing 71 this coming
December now in a group that we travel
it being Clayton Justin and and nobody's
really over 70 the only one that I
really know that's over 70 it's only
because she
was Nancy Koehn and she might be 75 but
she's been in the mystical wrongful at
least 40 years and she said that I want
her teachings so the people that we
travel with and I don't think there's
too many over 70 and what I see going on
is is I am under Mike Parsons he's in
the UK he runs a school he there's a
sailor school but it's a school for me
called engaging God our program you join
it for $15 a month once a month he has a
platform on the zoom platform you could
ask him any questions you want all these
people are doing day trips to heaven
and he comes on he just did it would we
kill the concept about Hell is it real
or is it not or did we miss on this that
that is a mind-blowing one once you get
that now has done about maybe two or
three weeks ago both of them I mean both
of these guys are my mentors so I I'm we
kill his lovely wife Anita you know on
the left coast here in California now
I'm in both groups
yeah yeah I seventy know the world tayi
you can't teach an old dog new tricks
many of us punch man fill me you know
you know growing up seeing Jesus on a
cross I was born and raised a Catholic
and he just looks so wimpy you know he's
just like there was no manhood to him
and my thinking was you know until I got
born again
what they did that to Jesus what are
they gonna do to me you know I mean it
was but then the Lord show me when they
you know he wasn't a doorman he was a
sponge and when they squeeze them love
came out and from the day I was born
again back in Jersey in 82 when I was a
third generation falling down drunk my
dad served in Europe I he come out he
never recovered I was the oldest of four
boys one girl was my sister Marie but he
picked on me all the time I wasn't
really physical it was more mental he'd
wake me up two o'clock in the morning
he'd be on the floor
those Krauts you know and he was a
boilermaker shot and beer man and his
dad got run over by a taxi in Brooklyn
his hat fell off in the middle of winter
and he ran out without looking and he
got run over so you know we're on the
generational curses that have to be
broken and as net that's not saying
we're not responsible but we are
responsible for breaking these curses
and but you do it or your meditations
you know outstanding outstanding you
know this this is it I've learned more
in the last two to three years and I
went in 30 years being in church but it
wasn't it just you can't be mad about it
I don't know I don't blame anybody just
you know wasn't God's timing but today
it's God's timing and my my testimony is
is that uh I joined the Navy drinking
and I come down I come out of it for you
four years later as a falling down drunk
but you know I was away from home for
four years never really made it back I
was stationed and wrote us paint back in
68 69 so well your grandparents were
running naked at Woodstock we would have
an out Woodstock over over and in Africa
from Spain they they put me down into
Africa Tangiers Morocco to be exact and
I was out in at 15 months so from there
I went on an aircraft carrier at a
Norfolk Virginia and was named USS
America so that got me into the whole
Mediterranean so I you know I got a
world vision some people never get out
of the United States and you know I was
blessed and when I came back four years
later and landing at JFK Airport now
look to the left I look to the right I
said I'm out of here
why didn't want your eyes open it's like
a bird when do once you the bird's cage
is open that birds he coming back you
know he's gonna he set free now he's
he's gone so my conversion came in 82
instantly in my 18-wheeler I was at the
end of my rope
you know I had a good job trucking
teamster making a lot of
working a lot of overtime they have a
day with us was like 1214 hours my team
says at a Linden New Jersey and we will
make up money so we were we were slaves
to the systems so we you know growing up
we try to give our children the things
that we never had you know it would try
to improve their life but sometimes I
could turn around and bite you on the
backside just like you were talking
about Benny Hinn with the prosperity if
God if you're gonna say God has a
problem I say that tongue-in-cheek it's
that he's his blessings have overtaken
us and we're quenching the spirit yeah
yeah that's it's something we have to be
reminded of man I meet me too right
you know I we we start seeking his hand
versus seeking his face and if we seek
first the kingdom of heaven in his
righteousness all of these things will
be added unto you like when we see like
we're like really good problem solvers
and we see a problem and we're like we
want to fix it like let me do this
let me see what I could do and we can
make things happen we're just like God
in that sense right he's he sees a
problem he already knows how to fix it
and we're like that on a lot of things
but some things that are bigger than us
that like we just can't get over we're
trying to figure it out how are we gonna
pay this bill how are we gonna move how
you know what when's my healing gonna
come whatever it is and we start seeking
God's hand of provision and we stop
seeking his face and if we start
focusing on the storms and things like
that that are around us but just like
Jesus on the boat with the disciples
when they were freaking out that they
were in the midst of a storm they're
trying to man the sails and all of this
they're trying to make it they're trying
to get through the storm and Jesus is in
the bottom of the boat asleep and he's
like created this place of rest for us
and we're not even supposed to be
focused on the storm we're just supposed
to go through it and not focus on it so
you know that's something that we all
fall victim to and of like trying to fix
the situation's and stuff like that and
when that's what he does right he's the
one who quiets the storm and and brings
forth peace in the midst of the storm
but we started seeking his hand
not even on it's not even as a bad thing
not even in excess just like to break
basic provisions God where are you
they're gonna shut my light you're gonna
shut my lights off you know what I'm
saying and I just basic things that we
need and we just start panicking over
when in the scripture says you never see
the godly forsaken and the righteous
forsaken you'll never see the godly
begging for bread you'll never see a
child of God begging for bread you know
what I'm sayin he takes care of us and
if we focus on him in his kingdom he's
gonna make sure that we have everything
that we need and sometimes things that
we want you know well the problem is
sitting in church I mean I was a trucker
working 60 hours a week I'd love to go
to church I love the hand of ministers
but herring herring these sermons really
don't change it this this this whole
conversation that we're having right now
is about being fruitful not about
salvation so whatever I say don't take
it to the Lord that's what my conscience
is all the time don't believe me just
because I say it bring it to the Lord
because you take the information and
I'll become revelation when it's real
for you then you'll know that you know
Jesus said my sheep hear my voice and
they know me okay so a lot of people
just go to church the old time is right
now what I see happening is mic positive
teachers God is working with three
groups right now he's working with the
Moses group who for 40 years they were
delivered from Egypt went around the
mountain top there the mountain have 40
years and then Joshua and Caleb which is
what we're in right now went into the
Promised Land on earth as it is in
heaven
so you guys had a front door you guys
had a good generals right now in a
circle that we travel in and then we're
gonna have one more group which is a
younger group and they're gonna meet at
the harvesters Bob Jones said it's gonna
be a made a billion men harvest men and
women of course but uh so God is working
with three I think most most of the
people that are sitting in church now I
don't think they're gonna accept what
guys like you say because I tell you
right away didn't
call you new age and it's not going to
receive it guys trying to show us that
you know it's the next stage more than a
new age okay
I had a problem as a baby watchman I had
a problem with that but when I got into
fasting nobody the Christian faith was
fasting so basically you're hanging with
the new ages and these guys ain't so bad
you know sometimes you get more love
from from outside the church I mean I'm
a biker I ran with the American Legion
you know 300 pound ex-marines give me a
bear hug you don't get that especially
when we're loaded with ink you know hey
Tanya you know nobody wants that's not
every church and things are changing
with that that had my experience with
the ink yeah you maybe you should check
out a biker Church yeah well have you
ever checked out a biker Church I used
to be involved with one the cave
ministries here in Saraland Alabama when
they were here but in actually in Mobile
Alabama biker Church called the cave
ministry and you get bear hugged by big
burly biker men all every Sunday I pick
you up squeeze here hey brother you know
yeah I ran with a biker church
Christians for Jesus yeah yeah but it's
it's just a witness it's not really a
church but anyway what the Lord has me
doing right here in Mesa Arizona
there's preparing for the move that he's
going to do you know the Bible says can
two walk together let's say be agreed in
a most 3 3 and then Amos 3:7 surely the
Lord God will do nothing but he revealed
his secret until his servants the
prophets man know what God is doing when
I see God doing now he gave me a vision
almost two and a half years ago that he
was going to do a great move here then a
Bacchae probably wrong 2 3 says and the
Lord answered then the Lord answered me
write down the vision and clearly
inscribe it upon tap
so that there may be a Harrow hark the
herald angels sing' proclaim and may run
with it spread it around for the vision
awaits an appointment in time it
testifies up the end and will not lie
throw it lingers this is you know wait
for it since it will surely come and not
delay and look for the proud one his
soul will not be upright but the
righteous will live my faith without
faith it's impossible to please God
now when you did the we keep walking
with the angels he had that vision for
thirty years and he sat on it so
sometimes God will give you a vision and
you know it's like okay did I really
hear from God or didn't I so you know
that you know sometimes that gets it a
little confusing but if you know the
Lord and you're close to him you know
you know that you know that you know
even if nobody else believes it you know
you know when when Gabriel came down and
announced things to the Blessed Virgin
Mary these things she hid it in her
heart they weren't for everybody so I
believe the Lord gave me a vision we
have a local park it's called Red
Mountain Park right here in Mesa Arizona
and I in a spiritual realm I declared it
salvation Park I believe we're gonna see
the dead raised every day I go to I
release angels when you guys told us
what Mike taught us I released the
angels I try to administer to people
it's very hard to minister to people
just just to walk up on a blind sight so
what I do is when I did that magic show
here in Tempe Arizona what I do is I
hand out these magic shows and here's
the hook on the back of it is my my web
pages so if they're interested nobody
can come to Christ unless the spirit
drew but this gives me an opportunity to
walk up specialist children around
they say you children like magic you
know the parents are there and all that
and I give them this for a dollar I'm
getting people either you come to my
site or you know what I'm doing what I I
think I should be doing so my mind my
ministries is a street ministry yeah you
also talk about going up to the what if
the clubs and the bars and stuff at like
2:00 in the morning right I ran into a
homeless guy Gary last night
unbelievable I mean we because of my
girls are double-coated we go to sleep
when the Sun comes up then we laid down
so basically rule would night people and
in the valley hit they could get up to
100 1520 we're surrounded by mountains
but in the valley they call it the
Valley of the Sun s UN I call it belly
of the som but I was up there last night
I ran into our homeless guy last night
who was on his bicycle and we got the
talk of 15 20 he could have been an
angel because he he clicked right on
into the spirit room you know but this
guy was homeless but he had a lot of
wisdom you know and these are the guys
that I hit I hit women you know but
within a three minute walk right here on
Main Street and 74th there's what the
hell bar it's kind of like a biker bar
sports bar family but it's not all
bikers and right across the street from
there is a cowboy dance hall where they
do line dance and that deck that comes
out breaks out at 2:00 in the morning so
I take the dogs up there and the dogs
they seem that all the girls like the
dogs they want to pet the dog and you
know she's a good girl baby nurse about
eight years old she's a American IKEA
and Cheeseman you know he can't just
walk up to people and pass out tracts so
the Lord has set me up with the dogs
where it's an opening you know it just
it's a blessing and then I go to
Salvation park and walk around the
pocket and plant seeds Wow yeah and it's
if the conversation started when they
see the dogs they're beautiful dogs too
yeah yeah did a lot of videos with him
we lost Mamma Mia but she was 12 years
old a I adopted these two girls about
five years ago from Albuquerque New
Mexico so they've been with me five
years and baby Nora she stopped eating
for three weeks because Mamma Mia her
mom was the only dog she knew for eight
years and then she wakes up one day 'no
dog is gone so now that was a
heartbreaker but you know
it is what it is we're starting to get
some some comments about the fasting
portion here with I guess what I titled
the episode talking about the power of
fasting you you briefly mentioned it but
that's something that's very near and
dear to your heart it's fasting right
absolutely
I really don't push it on anybody
because I I know it's a struggle
the government's are putting stuffing
out food edging out DNA Mike Parsons has
Holy Communion and that that's the
reverse of how you can change your DNA
right getting back the last job I had
right here in Mesa was about three years
ago and what I was doing was delivering
handicapped people in wheelchairs don't
do a service it was called now like a
you know phone doll right and it would
hold like 11 12 people was a van small
van and I would bring these people into
churches and you know where's whiz you
know I questioned I like this the hard
questions of Jesus because he's got all
the aunts said good
you said the works that you do we shall
do and greater works and nice I said
what what is this gonna happen you know
so you know I got into fasting first
thing is a discipline jesus said when
you fast he never said if you fist now
I'm going to tell you the blessings of
fasting oh all right so the main
blessing was to lose weight that is
that's like icing on the cake so to
speak yeah I did pun intended I had a
bucket list for everybody remembers the
bucket list movie with a three minute
and Nicolson but anyway my bucket list
was to lose one pound for every year
that I was upon the earth and I fasted I
turned that plate over it was a struggle
but I turned it over I lost 70 pounds in
four months and that brought my blood
pressure down they just I I dunno
medications I go to the VA once a year
they do the blood work the last time I
was there in August doctors now you
seventy years old and you know you know
you your blood is great well you know I
what to tell them in the presence of God
there's an absence of sin when you're in
no reason when we do these day trips up
to heaven and stuff like that you're in
the presence of God dead ages decayed
your body correct I mean that's that's
why we get old and worn out right mm-hmm
so fasting reverses that it's almost
like a fountain of youth so I I just
come off 11 day fast I don't stop eating
my golden life would be I gotta say this
carefully this didn't become a breath
terian which they they don't eat no food
at all and drink for every little water
they just live off the Cana that that's
you know that's basically it India you
know the Sri Lanka and all that not too
many people doing that and the ones that
are doing it the one guy you know rate
manner he's a Jewish man in Tel Aviv he
did five years in the military in Israel
I mean when you turned 18 you go into
the military it's not a volunteer like
you go but anyway he's a good guy he's
got the love of Jesus he's not even a
Christian it's this guy's a Jew but you
could see in his eyes you can see his
vibrations he loves people and you know
that provokes me to jealousy I want to
be like that you know that was another
thing with uh well God you got any
questions about fasting well I have a
scripture I'd like to share on fasting
and this is per one you probably know
but because there's some people saying
it that they would like to get into
fasting I had a lot of breakthroughs
come after fasting like on the fast and
the last day there's usually an
opportunity that comes or some some type
of spiritual breakthrough just kind of
like putting your foot down just saying
look god I'm you know I'm desperate I'm
trying I need help and and just doing
without food but Isaiah
it's not only food I like to fast things
as well
fasting music fasting internet fasting
Facebook whatever whatever is near and
dear to your heart that's like attached
to you or you're addicted to it
you can't fast it and you can't do time
without it you know that you're addicted
whether that's cigarettes or you know
smoking weed or drinking or whatever I
can quit any time we'll take a break and
then you find out how much of a grip
that has onto you and then with food in
my we find out that our God is our belly
especially like as we're eating to feel
good we're eating because we're
depressed we're eating because we have
idle time what if we switch that and
begin to read the Word of God when we
had idle time when we're bored when this
wind that we will go to the scriptures
when we're depressed we get into the
word right we get depressed we grab a
bag of chips or ice cream or go out to
eat a nice meal and then we're still
depressed we just got a full stomach you
know what I'm saying but it's Isaiah 58
which is a great chapter on on fasting
but starting in there speaking about the
fasting but then going down to verse 6
it says is this not a fast that I have
chosen and this was a specific fast now
there's fasting for different reasons
there's you mourn when you fast and you
just naturally if you're going through
mourning you don't have a have appetite
right so that's a form of a fast and but
it says is this not the fast that I have
chosen to loose the bonds of wickedness
to undo the heavy burdens and to let the
oppressed go free and that to break
every yoke so it said this particular
fast that he's speaking about was a fast
that it would a loose the bonds of
wickedness in their life and undo heavy
burdens and to let the oppressed go free
and that you break every yoke so these
strongholds and these things that we
can't get over try fasting try fasting
and so a lot of times these demons when
they get access to our body it's because
we've given them legal ground to be
there and we're feeding them physically
now I'm writing about this in my book
but physically we're feeding them
because there's different parasites and
unhealthy things that are within our
body and as long as you have got
right and all this food always in your
stomach you're gonna it's gonna
continually be there a lot of times if
we go without a couple hours of eating
or or a day we get real hungry and feel
we hurt in our stomach it's not that
we're hungry it's that we're like sodium
deficient or we need salt or whatever
the case is right because we've become
addicted to these chemicals that are in
these products and it's not even that
we're hungry we eat because it's we
supposed to eat morning lunch and dinner
it's always in those times where we eat
just because it's time it's because moms
cook dinner or whatever but going to the
book of Matthew speaking about fasting
to it there's a scripture that's omitted
from many of the versions of the Bible
except the KJV I believe it's I want to
say this Matthew 21 21 I may be off on
that I can look it up but it's talking
what it's talking about demons leaving
the body leaving the auric field one of
the ways it says some types of demons
only come out through prayer and fasting
and so it ties into this that these
yokes of wickedness and and in bondages
that some of these demons will only
leave if you fast well it's like if you
have to starve them out your pornography
addiction God take it away
you gotta starve it out you gotta some
of these stuff you got to starve it out
it's it's the equivalent of if you have
and this is interesting too because the
scripture talks about a lot of times
demons and spirits as birds these exotic
birds and beasts and things like that
and it's talking about spiritual
strongholds
but if you are feeding stray animals
stray dogs in your area or fowls of the
air that's what it says you keep feeding
them every day they're gonna keep coming
back to eat but once you cut off the
food and you stop feeding the stray
animals they're gonna leave sometimes
with the spiritual wittman wickedness
and and things that we're going through
you got to starve it out
you got to solve it out spiritually and
physically on the physical ground
because there's a connection there when
you're sick and tired of being sick and
tired and really just put your foot down
and start starve it out
on on the parasites I liked it in the
natural realm they could cause you to
eat yeah it's almost an entity you know
it taken over now
there's different ways to get rid of
them but let me tell you Candide or not
is a lot of parasites on the flip side
on the spiritual side I consider them
equivalent to familiar spirits
okay people that connection that that's
a good connection but I take I've done
where I thought I was clean rule
parasites and then two days later that
they're coming out again there's two
ways to do you can take the liquid and
and do it that way or it's called the
zapper and what that does it uses
electricity to kill these guys but yeah
but he's you know he put it on at night
but the thing of it is you still have to
get that out of your gut and and death
comes by enemas you've got it you know
eat a salt water flush or enemas I do
enemas you don't want our fasting once a
day because once these guys get in there
you know everything that eats has to
poop so these parasites are eating and
they're pooping and you know and it's
not going to come out it in a regular
way
you have to wash your mouth you know and
that's just the way it is you know it's
a dirty truth so what happens when your
body is full of unhealthy parasites you
get sick absolutely and and what and I
think Jesus had a familiarity with these
beings and he knew that he's these
unclean spirits were caused by these
these parasites and things and because
they gave way to the spirit of infirmity
a sickness that somebody came down with
and so there's there was different
different spells and banishment even in
ancient lore and that they would pray
against with the worms and the great
dragons that wouldn't come into the body
and there was like these enchantments I
got it in my books but it's talking
about coming out of
the the bones and coming out of the skin
is like making its way through and
banishing it to leave your body and
that's what happens when you fast and
again like you said if you go on a
prolonged fast sometimes people in their
in their stool
they'll have worms come out because
they're you because you've changed the
ecosystem of your body now with that
being said there's there's healthy ones
as well like there are healthy parasites
and healthy things that are living
within us and on us that are good right
essentially it's a spiritual warfare
that's happening that you can't see so
the fact that you liking it you liking
it to these familiar spirits and stuff
really it's there's a good chance that
it's the same thing it's a good at least
a lot of it right it definitely I mean
in order for you to see these parasites
we can't see them with the naked eye but
with the well-trained eye you can see
them now that well trained eye is a
microscope you can see these little
parasites that are all over our bodies
they're in the meets and all of that
kind of things and you can see them with
that well-trained eye
well spiritually a well-trained mind's
eye or what we would call the third eye
if you are one who was able to see in
the spirit and discern spirits you can
see spiritual parasites on people as
well and and you can remove them as well
through prayer and and through the
laying on of hands and things like like
that being able to remove these what
they call serpents and things in the
spirit so when Jesus said when you fish
I mean it was taken Paul said he fasted
more than you all you wonder what part
of South he was born in but Paul so Paul
says follow me as I follow Christ so if
it's good enough for Paul to be fasting
and writing 13 books of the New
Testament you know two thirds of it that
should give you a hint without needing
somebody punch you in the head and say
wake up so these are the little bread
crumbs that father drops from the table
do you pick them up and you eat them if
you have to be told you know you're 40
pounds overweight they just come out
with a new study that most of cancer is
due to obesity
no I mean you know you're gonna wait
until you eighty pounds overweight and
then and go you're like you said read
food like an idle or whether we usually
in front of the TV we're offering food -
yeah hey you know that's not with words
well you know the greatest deception is
going to be the Bible in the last days
and the reason is words words have
changed them in meaning when the when
the Bible talks about repentance Mike
Parsons broke it down - and in Greek
it's Metanoia m80 aan O I it means a
total train there's nothing
yes repentance is being sorry for your
sense but you know it also means turning
around and heading in the right
direction so you know when we preach
you know repenting your sins you know go
to confession a few Hail Marys in a few
I'll flood light a few cans that dead
that doesn't mean no yes there's a
difference of repenting of your sins and
feeling sorry for your sins right you
have a conscience and you're convicted
and you know you shouldn't have did that
but repentance is when you finally say
you know what i'ma stop I'm done I'm not
doing it anymore we feel sorry because
you keep doing the same thing over and
over say man I repent daily over it no
you haven't repented yet you're
continuing to sin you're continuing to
do those same things that are killing
you turn from the things that are
killing you well I mean you know the
second third generation bothers like I
said I was a falling-down drunk and at
33 I raised my hands in my 18-wheeler
company trucking in Jersey on a hilltop
I said Lord you to take me off this
planet or change me pull the drugs the
loose women the alcohol and instantly
instantly
well we say on East Coast you took you
from the gutter most to the other you
know and that not everything when when
you're in Tennessee at the end of the
day at the end of discernment they said
well I bow your head and you know invite
Jesus into your life you know say the
sinner's prayer that that that works
sometimes
sometimes it don't because it's almost
the debts at work what I would recommend
I would tell people how to do it get
along with Jesus at night and let him
deal with you you know one on one and
that that's a better way to do it
because you see the sinner's prayer a
thousand times they're not meeting
because you could be you know
emotionally let into it nobody who's you
know church's they do for sure huh 3:3
fast songs and then to slow ones yeah
could they see down so chill in the air
the Holy Spirit do that crabman for real
when I was I did magic shows I say
off-broadway because I went to church on
board with Broadway and 51st right they
would who had a ball comes down easy
if you walk 300 feet to your left here
on Broadway in 51st if you walk to the
right you're on 8th day of your Hell's
Kitchen so I mean right there on the
same block you got to zig and zag you
get two different things but the word
then you mentioned this I think one of
your testimonies it the word breakfast
is really you learn this people may or
may not know is actually two words put
into one break fast
are you learning that in fasting always
we go on like a forty hour fast what did
they count your sleep time is fasting so
that breakfast becomes that now in being
in the magic company Hollywood it could
be broken into two words the magicians
the druze they took the wood of a holly
tree and they used it in their in their
spells and that's what the word
Hollywood means he's putting a spell
over you
it's a program we were born to succeed a
program to fail if you don't believe
that google mkl to what the CIA did back
in the fifties and sixties with LSD
when the World War two ended we took a
lot of a lot of the German people that
were causing
you know people - they were working on
people's minds so a lot of them were
taken over here in Operation Paperclip a
lot of them went to Canada a lot went to
England because they want to know
Howdy's what they were doing to make
these people under control so all that
is is has been done 5060 years ago and
you know my control it's real you know
what I was doing my magic how you ask a
question is gonna determine your answer
now how you how you worded I mean I
wasn't doing witchcraft but when you do
what magic shows you know you want a
certain answer you want a certain
response so you direct the questions in
a certain way you know and that's you
know same thing with going to church
they it's a program when I was in church
when now that Toronto blessing broke out
all the churches I was in they said
don't go in there it's new-age bah bah
bah bah
you know and I was ready to go up there
cuz I I was hungry I was hungry for the
Lord man you know going to church
doesn't doesn't fulfill you oh yeah you
do because you're a good Christian you
you pay you 2 bucks you know I believe
it either I gave I tied it to the devil
when I serve in the Dell
I had no no problem tithing you know to
the churches that I was going to is this
a natural my wife might have had a
little problem but uh and so Hollywood
is really God is using Hollywood to wake
up the people - yeah you know there are
spiritual movies the greatest probably
latest movie that I would put my money
on is the matrix you know it's so
spiritual in there you know and before
that it was a during Christmastime
growing up in Brooklyn everybody watches
a Wonderful Life you know back in the
day was even black and white the guy at
the end of his life he jumps into the
river and they show you know there's an
angel and he shows by you not being
alive how everything changed you know by
you ending your life so that that was a
spiritual movie but then even
back in the 30s the pulper in the prints
I like to believe that as a born-again
experience you know you're you're here
on the street and then what they did was
they were twins and they change clothes
and then the pulpit became the prince so
there's a lot of spiritual movies that
are out there if your antennas are up
you know God God wants to get his
message out there the fastest-growing
church today this is Iran and what God
is doing is they have no church
buildings per se but his that is the
beauty of it it's the women that are
leading the parade now when you when you
step up for Jesus over and Iran you
could lose your head you could be raped
I mean it's not like over here you know
you tell people you're born ain't
Christians like so what you know no big
deal the problem is this but prosperity
has blessed this country so much that we
neglected this spiritual like you said
it would been in many ain't coming out I
I agree a thousand percent we're so
blessed it's just human nature you know
when you when y'all see when you're
hungry when you're hungry you don't eat
do you hungry for the spiritual room
that that's another thing with fasting
it could be fasting of anything but with
food you know John the Baptist says I
must decrease a must increase so by not
eating you're putting down the body to
flesh and your the Spirit is coming up
and I'll tell you the blessings that
come besides losing the weight that's a
good thing to did there's so many
blessings that come and God lets you
know you're on the right track yeah you
doing the right thing he draws you you
call downloads I call it bread crumbs
from the father's table now I'll tell
you just me being on his program isn't
bread come from father's table god I
love this stuff and you know I don't
have a big platform I don't want a big
flat platform on I'm on Facebook I got
to to ministries out of Facebook and
what I do here locally with your the
street were walking so that's what's up
um yeah and and I guess some advice for
people fasting to set some time aside
for God don't just call the fast and
just go about life like you
because it's easy to get talked out of
it it's easy to now everything sounds
good even when you announce that you're
fasting bread looks good like you're
just what things that you wouldn't
normally like and it doesn't even need
to be any time like there's some
psychological thing that happens or
spiritual warfare thing that happens say
you know what I'm fasting today and it's
like everything you just you're starting
to see commercials and billboards and so
when you do make an announcement between
you and God too fast the spirits and
they know what you're doing to make sure
you consecrate yourself spend some time
in worship get in the word you know
don't just say you know what I'm a fast
for three days and then not do anything
spiritual not walk in the spirit not
cultivator you're gonna get beat up and
you're gonna get talked out of the fast
and I'm telling you you probably feel
really guilty
I know sometimes very early on we would
call a fast and we would eat before the
end of the day and then it would feel
like we got beat up and we just was you
know it was really hard so you know
that's grace there so don't feel bad if
you're trying too fast and you feel bad
that you didn't make it but do the
spiritual things that you can't go to
hang out at the mall and be playing
video games all day and regular stuff
you need to consecrate yourself a big
time for the spiritual things if you're
gonna do it and it makes it a lot more
powerful to so well you know it's tough
if you're in a family nobody else is
fasting and your mommy you got it yeah
yep yep yep now you're cooking the
smells of the airline but you know what
when when Moses fare seafarers forty
days up on top of Mount Sinai he came
down they were having an orgy you know
what Woodstock number one he broke the
Ten Commandments and went back up so
Moses had an 80 day fast so a lot of it
is the grace of God too and that that's
what you get don't don't try to do
willpower rule power will take you so
far but it's really the grace of God
that'll see you throw up if your heart
is in it and he knows why you're doing
it the drawer closer I do a one-liner
where politically it's not PC but a fat
man came
can't get close to God you know say that
you know in in a double meaning you know
so when you lose when you lose weight it
when you set your mind to it you know
desire you know we get these desires but
you know we don't do nothing with them
then you're not putting rubber on the
road you just going in one ear and out
the other
yeah what God is doing right now that
Mike bosses think for $15 a month
he's got drawings and videos and is kind
of like a scoop for the Mystics and then
we got Gil on this side what is with the
beautiful wife the idea and you know
that so I I'm in both groups I I just
can't get enough up you know you to me
here you're a front-runner I'm riding
the caboose of this Love Train you know
here I up 70 years old following you you
know but you know what it wasn't my time
and now it's my time but like I said God
is dealing with the most generation
which I don't think many in the church
so you're gonna really make it in this
is not about salvation now this is about
the miracles Mirra at times maturing
mature ya the phrase mature oh yeah
absolutely so we're in this together
right I'm following you to say I'm
learning from you and we're in this
thing together you know what I'm saying
I may have a platform or whatever but I
don't you know we're following it's
follow me as I follow Christ and that's
the goal in mind so if you got something
that's working better than what I'm
doing I want to hear about it you know
what I'm saying and I want to apply it
and implement it in my life so we're
always teachable and we're growing
together so as far as I'm following men
and stuff like that I just want to make
that no because there's a lot of cults
and a lot of you know people who want
they're trying to you know build a
platform to get people to follow them
and we got to make sure that we reject
that and make sure that Jesus is the one
that we're following right because some
of these people we don't even talk about
Jesus anymore you know I'm saying some
of these platforms and some of these
so-called ministers they don't even
mention them they're that they've kind
of they've graduated from Jesus they're
on to the deeper things of God
you know but we don't even have the
basic understandings of the of baptisms
and a face and things like that and
they've already left their first love so
we want to make sure that we we plugged
them we keep the main thing the main
thing
right and and we talk about it all you
know we talked about angelic encounters
and all the demonic encounters and
fasting and all this stuff but none of
it's anything without Jesus like he's
the best encounter that you can have and
that's the best encounter for me whether
we're doing ascensions or whatever I
just like to spend time with Jesus and
say hey take my hand show me where you
will show me what you got for me what is
it and then leave it up to him because
he knows best you know I find that I
find that it's awesome then then that I
have a preconceived notion like going to
heaven today and taking that mind trip
and don't know where you're going but
it's just like getting to these static
places in the spirit where we're
following him and you know tying it back
in the fasting again it's all it all
comes down to self-control right and
what's one of the fruits of the spirit
one of them I'll tell you what we're not
that that fruit of the Spirit changed my
life self-control and long-suffering and
if we're spiritual people if we walk in
the spirit as he is in the spirit we're
gonna produce these fruits and one of
them two of them are self-control and
long-suffering
and you'll be able to control yourself
the compulsion evening eating you're
gonna be able to control it pornography
addiction you're gonna be able to
control it gossip you're gonna be able
to control it and it's the people who
can't control themselves you're not
walking with the spirit spend time with
the Lord in the secret place and you'll
naturally start producing these fruits
and be able to control yourself
and fasting is about self-control having
self-control over one's body well that's
why I said in presence of the Lord
there's an absence of sin you know being
a glutton yeah you know I grew up in
Brooklyn big Italian family so we did a
lot of pasta and meatballs you know in a
Jersey side you know the Jersey Shore
you had cheese fries a lot so you know
what program which is programmed to eat
like that you don't have to eat three
meals a day but I want to get into one
more really serious thing which the Lord
showed me and you know just put it on
the side if you can you don't receive it
the Bible is clear about judge not lest
you be judged
all right this is what the Lord showed
me I got a small video I did about 10
minutes it's called if you could read it
no double-dipping okay it's on my
youtube website and what that means is
painting twice for the same thing no
double-dipping when Jesus hung on the
cross this is a breakthrough when Jesus
hung on a cross he died for the sins of
the world that includes Hitler right
down to the head hunters so when you
judge another person not dessert dessert
he is supposed to do well when you judge
another person you're paying the devil
twice for the same sin that's why Jesus
says do not judge lest you be judged
because he paid the price for the sins
of the world when he was on a cross so
whether they're new ages all the ages
you know gang bangers or whatever Jesus
died for every sin so when you judge
people especially in the church is so
much judgmental in the church you break
and Father's heart because the father
says I I already paid for that and now
you're coming down and you're making
yourself the judge to God the little G
and he's dead against judgmental
you know discern is one thing but
judging people it's not not that kosher
at all
yeah there's a there's a right way in a
wrong way in a righteous way there's a
righteous judgment there's a righteous
indignation holy anger right but um yeah
it's definitely changing that's it's
changing now and it's because it was
done without grace there's a judgment
that we've seen because misery loves
company and and so as long as you can
point at people who are worse off than
you and you can look at them and mark
their flaws then inwardly it kind of
makes you feel a little bit better about
yourself or at least I'm not him at
least I don't do this you know what I'm
saying so those in the church who would
look around just to find someone
slipping find someone different when
we're born different the scripture says
we will peculiar people you know instead
I try to they try to use that against us
and say that
because we like different things because
we're into different things and God has
called us to different areas in arenas
and we've been judged for it but it
comes with the territory and you know
I'm saying and so it's gonna happen but
the scripture does say a spiritual man
judges all things but that's what the
righteous judgment you know what I'm
saying and so it's about walking in in
discernment and discernment of spirits
and and then even then taking that
further okay you can discern spirits
what are you gonna do with it because
because I'm telling here's something to
because people are walking in the gift
of discernment but they don't know what
to do with it and their discernment it's
a gifting from God but it becomes a
curse because they don't know how to use
it
they're now they've got into gossip oh
the Lord showed me a vision of you know
Sonny and he was doing it and they go
tell everybody like if God gives you the
spirit of discernment he's gonna give
you the spirit of intercession empathy
on how he can get you out of that
situation you know whether it's you
physically if everybody knows that
you're doing something then I can give
you empathy to to the again going back
to those two fruits long-suffering that
I can suffer and walk with you a long
ways even though that you may be off
even though you may have erred in some
things or you believe in things that I
don't agree with that we could still
walk together because we have
long-suffering right so there's these
different dynamics that comes into what
these people are doing is called judging
and I'm telling these gives in to gossip
they they just start telling everybody
I've had people who've had so-called
dreams and visions about me and the
church and stuff and they told everybody
but me
Blair you well I want to know like you
tell it why you telling everybody else
but me and it was a ploy to tell people
to stay away from me off of a dream that
they supposedly had right so if God
gives you the vision he's gonna he's
gonna you got to see it through you may
have a piece of the puzzle you may see a
part in knowing part but we have to see
we have to search a matter out and and
it gets it gets into gossip and that's
what we've seen man anyone in the
spiritual community right walking into
sermon so one more thing about the
judging it
the father showed me I was hanging with
Jesus one day he showed me about the
woman at the well she had six husbands
and once she was living was number seven
you know Lord said to me you know the
heart mine to mine he says how do you
know that girl wasn't raped as a little
girl you know him nested you know I
don't know
Manoah don't know how many little boys
were altar boys in certain churches I
don't want to name him but and the
priest took them behind the altar and
did certain things to these kids that
were kids now these kids you know my
time they're 1415 eight they've been
raped and double raped you know they
gotta be possessed at that point so now
by the time they're 21 you know they're
gay and carefree you know they said was
born this way you know that goes back on
to the church to the priest that did
those filthy things to these kids so you
know when a man says he's gay I don't
judge I'm that's double dipping I don't
know what why he's gay I mean they say
they're born that way I have a little
problem with that but that's even that
it's just okay I'm not gonna judge you
for being gay it has nothing to do with
me I'm trying to have to compare I'm not
okay in it you know won't you keep it in
your pants around me no I say just but
you know we gotta have compassion for
these people we don't know what got him
into that life stop yeah yeah knows no
doubt it I mean that's that's that
long-suffering you know that's that God
working it within you having compassion
really care for people and I can tell
the difference when you start living
like that versus looking for everybody's
flaws because you're gonna find them
we've all got them if you look whatever
you're looking for you're gonna find so
you know and that gives you compassion
for people who are in other faves and
stuff and people who believe weird
far-out doctrine or whether they're a
Mormon or whether they're you know got
involved is some weird cult or whoever
they are Jehovah's Witnesses or
evangelicals or whatever like everybody
like I want to know and there's an
intricacy of it and say okay what what
happened okay you you would
caught up in this and then what then
what happened your parents taught you
this I got a buddy of mine like his
story is so interesting he was born at
home because his parents hid their
doctrine they believed that the Social
Security card was the mark of the beast
so they made they had they had their
kids at home their kids were never
registered never been to the doctor and
all of this stuff and now I'm seeing
what he has become now he's kind of I
wouldn't say he's rebelling to that but
he's like figuring out now that is a
young man they hold on you guys were
lying to me like that wasn't the mark of
the beast you guys were fooled and you
need to you need to admit admit it then
you guys you thought this was it you
were wrong you know and all and so just
the intricacy of his life and his faith
and just everybody and why they believe
what they believe in how it takes shape
in in society or them pulling away from
society and become an Amish tour they
study the Bible so much that they're
scared to have a TV or two man it'd be
friends with the sinner you know what
I'm saying whatever this is so much
intricacy it's very interesting you know
figuring out what people believe in why
they believe it you know what one want
to succeed but program to fill it with
the first thing I don't there's any more
questions out there but you know what
it's gonna be a hit and miss you gonna
have victories you're gonna have defeats
but that's going to show you how
addicted the fleshes to these food to
these parasites so that's not a bit they
know your feeties
up up I just do it yeah you know maybe
go on a fruit diet yeah there's a lot of
stuff that yeah yeah you know this
fruitarians
all they do is eat fruit there's vegans
and you know I don't know I mean this
stuff from the ground really isn't that
good because you're pulling it up you're
taking the life out of it fruit is more
you plucking it down because it's
hanging you and to get from God where
the other thing is more of the earth so
am i adding all the pains you know the
night raids eating the nights 40 40
thousand denominations out there
themselves Christian summer you gotta
wear special underwear the Andals you
know and you gotta love them all because
yeah you know look at you have no choice
where you born
you only have a choice will you spend
eternity one thing I pushed on my
websites is it's not about religion it's
all about relationship eating Clayton
says I do nothing unless it comes from a
relationship point of view you lay hands
on the sick and raise the dead but if
you're not doing it through a loving
relationship of our Father in Heaven
then you know what you could be doing
these miracles you don't think you'd be
throwing in help because you know what
Mike causes it and Gil Hodges it that
they pretty well explained basically
they don't think there is a hell in the
way that we know it today yeah I don't
either
yeah sense like I said words have
changed over the years you know when I
was growing up in the 50s and 60s I
believe in hell but not our eternal
place of torment yes yes I said of
consciousness that we've been in and God
has freed our souls from from shio land
from the pit and he's brought us out of
hell and in that life and some people
are still there right now and burning in
hell yeah it's not eternal
like I said words have changed so much
from the Bible when I was growing up in
the 50s and 60s the gay 90's meant women
walking down the the boardwalk where
umbrellas and you know closed out today
you know down to the ankles and they
were happy and free my time we got the
1990s they gained 90 said there's a
horse of a different color so I mean
words change we'll have a scary old time
what does that want to have yeah you
know words changing and your culture
changes but I think the greatest weapon
for these end times is going to be food
number one because it started out with
the apple fruit really
and the Bible itself because when you
think about it this is only something
III think about in the in the Old
Testament you have 39 books the New
Testament you have 27 so that's 60
the number of man this is six now I
believe that the greatest weapon is
going to be reading this book the Bible
I don't like to call it the holy
scriptures because not everything in
here is written by God I'm saying I mean
these are things you learn but people
are gonna scram by you know you must be
born again otherwise you're gonna burn
in hell forever enough you know the
Bible you know yet 3927 in the number of
men 666 am i saying no you read the
Bible through the power of the Holy
Spirit
let him interpret it that the Bible
interpret itself through the Holy Spirit
but I don't trust too many people out
there as far as Oh Christianity because
you don't know how that what that
private life yeah I mean a lot of them
are doing it out of anger and they're
doing it out of I mean obviously we up
you know the word doesn't return void
right if it's preached in truth but
people have different ambitions and
they're doing it to to get money and
they're doing it for selfish gain or
they're doing it because they hate
Christians or you know it makes them
feel better that to one-up you and say
well you're going to hell for eternity
let me feel like I'm you feel like
you're helping the needy even like okay
you're going to hell let me coach you on
how to get like there's are so many
intentions behind it and it gets a key
especially when you can discern that and
people know that it's hard that's hard
you know what I'm saying it's hard to
minister to him being able to discern
the spirits because you're trying to
have a conversation with somebody but
you can discern why they're doing it or
whatever I mean it's it's it's very hard
you know you're tapping into the
spiritual giftings and being able to
read somebody's mind and know their past
and you know things about them from
their childhood but they're trying to
talk to you about a football game or
something you know it's like okay you
know I'm saying that it's different you
can pick up on that stuff and we need to
learn how to tap into our giftings and
abilities and use them because if not
though you know we're being pushed
around by these spirits and stuff as
well yeah I made an appointment with
Dawn you just
was it I love was something huh you know
I'm gonna see her at the end of the
month with a zoom and I I started when I
got born again I was under a Ministry of
a woman she was called Madame Celeste
she was a top hooker madam in New York
City she had all the politicians and all
that but she got she got say Braddock
Lee and that's the only woman I said
under because she was a madman in New
York she did a little prison time but
she came out she was on fire for the
Lord and the Lord says woman were thou
accuses you know and you know let him
who was out who what else said pick up
the first stone
so I said unto her she kind of moved
away Dawn moves you know she could look
at you and prophesied over you she's
seen into spare room but she was the
only woman like that everything else was
church who was sermons you know you hear
good sermon you clap about bye-bye you
give you $2 whatever but she doing I'm
excited too that you connected with her
I really am you brought that to the
table and that's a much needed we have a
five fold ministry and usually most
churches we go to the pastor teaches on
Sunday and then Wednesday he does a
Bible study so you know instead of
having fivefold ministry we got one guy
doing two jobs you know it doesn't work
we need to hold we need everybody
mm-hmm everybody's got to come to the
table you me and you know should sort
things out then bless each other you
know the gifts the gifts of the Spirit
have to be operated and this so much
control in churches today the least in
the churches I was in you know you don't
get a chance to you know they know
you're anointed but they they just they
want to control it so they can control
the money they keep you in bondage
whether they know it or not because they
want you to be on America around where
you just keep going and going around you
never you never get the brass ring you
know what I'm saying and that keeps you
coming back
but once Jesus sets you free and what
you're doing is I support you a hundred
percent you know I do because of what
you're doing you know you're on the
other limits and that's what we need
so I I bless you I bless you too man and
I've support what you're doing and man
you're just a good friend and somebody
who's who's linking a lot of people
together as well as what you're doing so
keep that up it's awesome so just maybe
just here for this last part again going
back to fasting some more questions
people want to know like which we've
mentioned a couple we've mentioned just
fasting from things right fasting from
the radio or Facebook or whatever the
case is but there's in you mentioned the
Daniel Fast now there's fasting to just
not to abstain from meat don't eat any
meat don't drink any strong drinks right
there's those kinds of fasting so what
about like a period of fasting and I
would say you could do it you can start
with a day fast where you don't do
anything but drink water which is a good
one just start out with a day if it's
just your first time I'll say this and I
know this probably isn't popular but
maybe if you if you drink coffee
everyday maybe have that glass of coffee
in the morning because if you don't
you're gonna pay you're gonna it's gonna
it's gonna kill you like your head is
gonna explode if you just tried a cold
turkey cuz you're a dick your body is
addicted to to your glass of caught your
caffeine and your sugar and if you start
that morning that you can get through it
but it's bad it's it's so hard right so
a day without you know you could go cold
turkey with nothing no food or water you
could try that you could go three days
and kind of go back and forth with that
weather it's just no no food or no water
which honestly that's the most I've ever
done was three days with no no food or
water not even water and it has always
been breakthrough after that or you
could do seven-day fasts a lot of people
do a seven-day fast and really those
seem to have the most benefits of
getting rid of the parasites would be
the seven day fast I believe when you
can go forty I mean I I have friends who
have done forty day fast with very
little in between I
I try not to put a number on it I take a
day by day I mean what the last fist I
did was 11 days great blessings come
with this spiritual blessings they just
losing a waste like icing on a cake
you know pun intended but you know I'm
saying the spiritual blessings that just
God just gives you you know it's not
like you're working for you you've been
a disciple you know like I said
disciples and that's what they do they
you know they decrease the the flesh
yeah when they're free the flesh
decreases the spirit increases that's
what John about this he says I must
decrease so he can increase that's what
you know my fastening and look don't
ever beat yourself up I mean you can go
two days and say well we're gonna go for
seven days then maybe by a third day you
you know you pepperoni pizza don't beat
yourself up i bananas fasting for ten
years and it's just something that
builds up but you know what if you have
the desire God's gonna give your help
too
he's gonna give your help too because if
otherwise you're doing it by willpower
hey you could do what you could not do
it whatever but if you have the desire
person you know pressing in
you'll be pressed into God he'll give
you extra grace grace upon grace grace
grace so you know you have a partner in
this that you're not alone and God wants
you to fast so you can grow spiritually
and be used by him that has nothing to
do with where do you lost the same you
know bing bada boom it's all about being
fruitful in the kingdom of God you have
on the earth and that's all he what he
wants the best for you so if there's any
more questions I don't know else to say
but I would not beat myself up and I
would at least attempt to do some type
of fast yeah it could be coffee it could
be the TV when I walk in the park
everybody's got their cell phones and
you know it's almost hard to witness to
people anymore
they're so electronically a I you know
everything that you say is this goal
because this is real time this is
happening these people are being a
program you know to be on Facebook thing
I watch it people going to sleep with a
blue light because they want their on
Facebook they want to write before they
go there they want it
potential Gaga you know I tell you what
I'm on a force I'm gonna forced fast
from that obviously I'm on I'm on the
computer the majority of the day working
and writing and stuff like that but as
far as like being away from the computer
like I'm on a fast from that because I
broke my phone my phone screen broke and
I've been I've been without it for about
a week now and it's pretty liberating
you know and it's not just like could
you do it you grab your phone when time
is idle you know you know I'm saying you
ain't got nothing to do you just
grabbing you just are scrolling and then
I'll catch myself and I listed what the
hell am I looking for I'm just well I
just am I looking for a funny article a
funny meme revelation I just put it down
you know and but I'll kind of force cuz
I don't have one but it is kind of
liberating it's weird too because I'm
traveling it sees we're so you were it's
a part of us it is I'm traveling I'm
going to like pick my daughter up from
school and then you got fear what if I
break down and then what if I run out of
gas and then I don't have a phone to
call someone you know what I'm saying
and so you you have these different
fears and stuff because they're so
ingrained people have a panic attack if
they leave their phone at home and they
were supposed to go somewhere they
they'll turn around to go get it you
know which you know there's reasons to
have it you know especially to be
connected and communicating and things
like that and so anyone who's trying to
get in touch with me and I'm not
answering my phone is because I don't
have one right now message me on
Facebook please as long as you control
it and it's not controlling you it's a
tool as long as you can fast it fast it
[Â __Â ] just looking for things what am i
addicted to its cell phone I'm gonna
give the cell phone to you lord take it
for three days for real like that's how
you do it that's how you get big news
dig down deep you know you can
and once you find once you're able to
really see that you're able to see in
other areas on my vanity I'm always in
the mirror okay
I'm what I mean this is anything you
know well it's the proverbial frog you
put him in warm water he'll sit there
and well you put him in hot water good
jump a lot of this stuff were being a
program little by little we don't
realize it till we wake up one day me I
spend in 27 hours a day on Facebook
before I get that many friends you know
I never drive Facebook the game friends
I I did it as a ministry so you know I
lot of things that make a lot of videos
out of nobody comments on them and I
don't really care I'm doing what the
Lord told me to do and it helped bring
in to help bring the people into the
into the ministry that he wants
I believe his last ministry the Lord
when he gave me a vision two and a half
years ago that I was going to lead a
less endtime movement and I named it you
can see the front you can see the front
and I think this is the property of
Jesus on the back this is gonna be on
the back that's the 12 sisters of Jesus
Society I don't know if you can read
that yeah I read that mm-hmm
and I bought 50 t-shirts almost three
two and a half years ago anything
happened know it without faith it's
impossible to please God
so when he gives you a vision you you
got to pursue it like you know with the
book they're angels
you got it may take a long time they for
it to come around but you really truly
believe that God has spoken to you you
have to plant some seeds yeah you know
me planting seeds into your ministry I'm
sitting back getting the blessings that
works for me whether you you know I'm
blessing you with the money financially
so it's all good it's good good when
when you can't look katelyn god you
can't lose yeah giving the good ground
man if God gives you a vision he'll also
give you the provision to see it through
and it you know it costs money to do
this kind of stuff this isn't free
it's a challenge it is a faith game
going back to I guess I have two more
points here on fasting just to get out
Josh lumen aka the gothic mystic said
that maybe even start out fasting a meal
there's a lot of churches who say okay
we're just gonna fast breakfast you know
we're gonna take that but it's not it's
even more than a time of just not eating
it's being intentional it's having that
reason Chris garner says to have the
region reason why you're fasting I'm
doing this I'm gonna spin this while I
would usually be eating breakfast I'm
gonna get in the Word of God where I
would usually be eating I'm gonna
contend that God would send forth
healing for for my family members or
whatever all my nation or whatever the
case is right you begin to contend when
you're fasting and another another
interesting point
David Hogan in his ministry he used to
always say that they fast that half of
the year they spent half of the year
fasting and so what he said the
practical way they do that is they fast
every other day they eat one day and
then this fast the next day and don't
eat anything and so with that being said
they fast half of the year you you know
his ministry in Mexico I mean he comes
back to the state since Holly it looks
like a skinny rail but you know he's
raising the debt just just like this
move that in Iran right now they did
doing the things that we should be doing
so they're putting us to shame and he's
DS up former Muslim so I guess they
still up with the like Christian Muslims
out there God is you know like I say
God's problem tongue-in-cheek is they
we're the most blessed country in the
world I travelled 40 years from Romania
was my less missionary trip in Oh 8
Israel been to there twice I've been to
Paraguay in 97 and 96 to Israel so I you
know I've been around the world and
hands down we are the most blessed
country in the world that's why people
come and they want to come here
they want to come in you know the
freedoms I mean you know all veterans
have paid the price for the flag is
dripping blood you know that's not a
blood sacrifice I don't even want to get
into but I'm just saying we are we are
the most blessed country that's why
everybody wants to come here and where
God is about to do a 20/20 now we're
gonna have we're gonna have 20/20
spiritual vision and that's going to be
cool so that's what's coming up in three
months Mike Parsons like I said he's got
the school you could join in the first
year he's up opening up registration you
could join anytime and it's called
engaging God program take it or leave it
you do what you wanted it and I said
about being fruitful you do whatever you
want yeah that's it well Sonny I
appreciate you coming on hanging out
with me man really uh awesome to get
your story out there to some more people
and I love what you're doing love your
spirit everything about you man and you
have some wisdom to share when it comes
to a lot of things fastens definitely
one of them your love for people right
and and what God is uh you know have
been preparing you for as well in the
spirit and so definitely see that coming
to fruition brother stay faithful where
he has you man and uh which the
scriptures say you know be thankful you
know despise not the day of small
beginnings and it's not even about the
numbers men you know it's about it's
about the one it's about the Jesus left
in ninety one ninety nine and went after
the one and it's for that one person who
otherwise wouldn't see your post who
wouldn't hear the message or whatever
but that one person who who you can win
over for Christ he just bought went over
just for his goodness and like you said
you I think you understand that because
it's not about having them make a
decision to follow Christ it's like look
this is you're gonna you're getting
godly counsel you're you're you're
hearing the Word of God and don't even
know it just because it wasn't quoted
chapter and verse you're hearing it in
our speech it's coming out of our hearts
because we hide it in there and out of
the heart the mouth confess so we is
that word is hidden in our hearts and it
just comes out so man keep doing what
you're doing brother and I really salute
you and preciate you man and
love doing warfare with you in the
spirit - so thank you man I guess one
last time go ahead and share your links
out people want to follow you on
facebook and add you and all that cool
stuff the public one is sunny Sol and Y
J like in Jesus horrid h o are a th 7e j
hora h o are a th then my ministry page
this sunshine but i spell it this way
capital s lowercase o n capital sh IND
ministry so it's Sun Shine minister
whole one word Sun capitalized is s
lowercase o N and then uppercase shine
because I want to shine like the Sun I'm
a wannabe
let me tell you I tell you real quick
now we're I know closing up the reason I
started sunshine ministry was I felt
like instead of giving the church the
money I could be doing things and I
walked in an office when I was truckin
in Edison New Jersey not you put the
light bulb on they said all people bring
joy into this office some by coming and
some by going and that was the / that
was the seed because I Spiritualized it
that was the seed they started sunshine
ministry years ago years ago it's been
you know I I tied to myself and you know
that that got me to Romania for a summer
in o8 got me up my trips to Israel
Paraguay when you tied to yourself but
you know what you gotta be honest with
yourself you kid you know yeah I mean
there's a lot of scriptures on that of
like every every third year just eating
and you think it the tithe to you know
about whatever your heart desires what
you've been wanting and there's a lot of
different stipulations we are on tithing
in the scriptures that we don't even
hear in the church and it's a lot of us
about spending it on yourself or
whatever your heart desires right you
never have that yeah yeah they always
give you Malachi 3:10 yeah you rob
and the teaching on that he was talking
to a particular type of people yeah the
priests you know or the one they use in
Luke given us shall be given
that's about love and anything you can
use that for anything having a show but
they use them when it comes to you know
yeah yeah yeah and that's what Benny Han
kind of has repeat repented of you know
I'm proponent a lot of friends yeah yeah
yeah and it's so weird because like a
lot of people a lot of the prosperity
people even if they're not big
prosperity people they're just in it
like they jumped him was like kind of
like trying to distance from that we
believe in prosperity we believe that
the blessings of Lord is like hold on he
didn't tell you not to believe that he
said that he's not running with people
who were you know saying that if you
give 58 which it would say his name Mike
Murdock if you give fifty eight dollars
for fifty eight months you'll receive
the blessing of Isaiah 58 like come on
and people I got from I new friends who
did that like they literally did that
they partnered with him to send that to
send fifty eight dollars a month so not
because they believed in his ministry
and what they were doing they did it to
unlock the blessing of Isaiah 58 and
that's that's witchcraft
it's deception and it's absolutely and
God to us send those people I struck the
Bible one uses the word in the king of
James one time at a New Testament about
a strong delusion because they would not
believe the truth and I always thought
that was for the people that didn't
accept Jesus Christ I think that
scripture now with my eyes being open
I believe that Scripture is meant for
church people because they're not
believing the truth Jesus said you know
Mike Mike says say he's got a trophy
room in heaven he's got a room where
we'll all the limbs or in heaven what's
going to happen when we stop praying for
these veterans that were in the sandbox
and their legs start growing out what
devil is going to let a Christian do
something that's gonna Laura fly God
that's what I don't get
so they can call a new aging call a
witchcraft you you know what I don't
care I have to
to my father in heaven but what's coming
in wood we're gonna see people with
limbs that are grown back in you know
kinds of thing my bucket list is to go
to de Tilton's Phoenix Hospital where
they have cancer and care snow globes
those Devils out know man that's my take
on it
Jesus said the works that I do you shall
do and greater works were not even seen
the water turned into wine you know it's
common 20/20 out that's a word I just
got a half hour before I spoke to you
from call Paris and a Dutch of sheets
then we came in an email said I call it
an email from Jesus and the 20/20 popped
out and we're gonna have a super clarity
with that 20/20 so this is dis this
change covered I was out of Jersey
Turnpike where 9/11 went down let's push
the 18-wheeler a lot of these kids that
are in your chat room they weren't even
maybe not even alive when 9/11 went down
you know so change could come overnight
I don't know I I don't know but you know
something's gotta happen
yeah Bible talks in the last days there
will be perilous time to coming upon us
well we get nuked when we get it EMP I
don't know yeah like like a good boy
scout be prepared God's given us time to
be prepared that's why the message is
going out what you're doing what I'm
doing on the street whether everybody's
doing bringing it all to the table now
I'm sorry I got it man well I mean I'm
excited about what the Lord is going to
do but um I think I'm more excited about
what he's doing now you know what I'm
saying and that's one thing that you
hear a lot of prophets and preachers say
the Lord is going to they're always
ahead they always saying what the Lord
is going to do and am Telling You watch
their verbage the Lord is well I really
feel like the Lord is gonna open up the
doors and the Lord's gonna do this and
this sitting next seat know what he's
doing now like what is he doing now cuz
the Lord's moving and like he's he's
pretty much done a lot of stuff that
he's gonna do it's like we
access to that like the veil is real
like we have direct access to the Father
and like looking at I don't I don't even
want nothing new I don't want the Lord
to do a new thing I want him to let me
have a grasp and a foundation of the old
things that he's been trying to teach us
for thousands of years let me understand
that you know what I'm saying so he's
doing it now and one thing you watched
those people say the Lord is going to do
and the Lord is going going going he's
doing it now there's a now word there's
a Rhema word for us that what God is
doing in our hearts now and we can
embrace it now we don't have to wait six
months we're not the wait to the new
year we can tap in to the presence of
God behold his majesty and be changed
and he lights a fire instantly within
our hearts and in bursts of ministry or
whatever like he could do it now man you
know and it's about what are you gonna
do he's already done it but what are you
gonna do the ball is in your court are
you gonna respond are you gonna you know
you're gonna wash are you gonna receive
the 20/20 vision like he's already given
us that right and we can see that as a
body of people and what he's doing in a
vision of where we're going right and
God does things and in seasons as well
right but I mean the fullness thereof is
already given to us through Christ and
we have direct access to that you know
so if anybody's missing out or don't
have it it's your fault you know it's
not the case God hasn't done it yet of
God's getting ready to really release me
into ministry we're in the season we're
in a place like wherever we are we're in
the perfect will of God and the beat to
be still and know that He is God no
matter what's going on what storm or
what you're going through what you're
coming out of or what you're believing
for man that in that moment to
experience Christ and then therefore
it's not a wilderness anymore it's not a
place of betrayal and being alone it's a
place of glory because you're draw he's
doing things to draw you closer to him
to get you to draw close to him you've
been drawn close to everything else
that's what fasting is about I I faced
off the the bread crumbs that falls to
the ground wolf the master's table I
called Neal W cruel wisdom and that's
what he feeds me so I mean what once you
get a taste of his
witness taste tasted see if that looks
good you don't want to go back to dog
food you know eating human not you got
he ain't nobody denies that but you just
break it down a little bit and like you
said it's not all about fasting is
fasting your whole lifestyle yeah that's
what makes you a disciple you're
disciplined sir Sonny I appreciate it
man we'll have to do it again brother
god bless look many blessings bro peace
peace peace peace Sonny J Horace ladies
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they're full of they're entertaining
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long way so yeah Sonny J [Â __Â ] ass man
we're waiting for God to do him a move
and I even stand up standing with you
know Billy Graham who said that I don't
see God doing this huge move of this big
revival where he's drawing all men unto
himself and God has the people for his
namesake in the earth right now
and and really the ball is in our court
it's up to us if we want to press in to
it we're always waiting again there are
things in seasons and we're bad we were
supposed to be able to look and discern
the seasons but be weary of these people
who always tell you there's a vision
coming or what's coming what's coming
what's coming you need to discern where
you are today
there's this things that we have access
to now that people aren't tapping into
there's the print of presence the fire
the glory it's all good today it's not
coming it's here it started a long time
ago
right so know just knowing that man I
want to encourage you in that because
we're following what does he say what
does the Lord's gonna do what is the
Lord going to do I'm worried about what
he's doing that what he's going to do
right I've been in those realms where is
this just because you can make it up
well you know the Lord's gonna pour out
us you pour out a spirit and the Lord's
doing a new thing in the earth and he's
going and it's always about something
that's coming and as long as you keep
focusing on something coming you're not
gonna focus all
what you have and where you are I mean
that's the whole thing with Bible
prophecy and the end of the world and
Jesus is coming back he's coming back
soon he's already come back and he lives
in us where two or three are gathered
there I am in the midst of them he comes
every time we gather when we come
together we formulate the body of Christ
on earth he's here your your your
attention is outside of yourself your he
says be anxious for nothing but you're
anxious for a move of God that that you
have no control over you have control
over what you sow into the ground today
what you do what will you do today
choose this day who you will serve what
will you do those same people who were
sowing 15:58 dollars there they're still
waiting they're waiting for the blessing
of Isaiah 58
I tell you Jesus is the blessing of
Isaiah 58 Jesus is all of that fulfilled
and we have direct access to spend time
and intimacy with the Holy Spirit spend
time through Jesus which is the gate
unto the father who ripped the veil for
us and so don't project I'm telling you
become anxious for these date you set
dates we all do it we set dates and we
just start looking forward to these
dates or these events and these big
monuments in our lives and we lose track
of the now moment because that's all we
ever have you may not live to see the
next move of God
you're not promised tomorrow the only
thing you have is this moment right now
and you get to choose you get to take
your freewill and choose what you're
gonna do with it what you're gonna exalt
what you're gonna spend your time on
what you're gonna focus on that's where
the power lies that's your worship
focusing in on whatever you want to give
that to and there's a beauty when you
join with all creation which is all
moving it's all singing it songs
vibrating enjoying with all creation
singing prayers praises them to the
Father right now it is a now word a
Rhema word that Bible
was it's a very spiritual ebook
spiritual book a lot of mysteries and
things in it that was written over 2,000
years ago many parts of it but it's
still applicable today and it can it
discerns what you're going through the
Spirit of the Lord uses it and he's he's
it's a it's your inner woven it's a
mirror as you read that book it reveals
the deep things in your heart not
tomorrow but now as you draw away and
spend time with the father so yeah I
hope that encourages you I know it takes
away some of the mystique because God
does things in season so let's get that
straight as a season of and time and
season for everything but for most of
the stuff that we're waiting for God is
just sitting about it look I've given it
to you I've given you these these trees
make a table I've given you your hands
I've given you your talents give them
back like create something use what I've
already given you gotta give us a cause
like even with the the prosperity and
stuff like that people they're like you
know what and I know people who they're
praying to win the lottery and they're
waiting to lint to win the lottery and
then when they do they're gonna help the
homeless and feed the hungry but it's a
hold on the Lord I hold on I've already
given you you have at you have some
extra now I know it's not a lie but you
have access if you're not feeding the
hungry now and taking care of the widows
and orphans you dang sure ain't gonna do
it with all this money if you bless me
Lord I'll bless them
you're already blessed you like sunny
said you lived in one of the most
blessed and nations on the earth and you
still want more you're not using what
he's already given you the scripture
says that if God can find you faithful
with the few he'll make you ruler over
more be faithful what what he's given
you be faithful with the followers or
the audience you got three followers you
got seven followers be faithful man be
faithful here's God forbid you
you know you get a platform with a much
bigger audience and you dropped the ball
and he wasn't found faithful so it's
good stuff all right man well I'm gonna
go ahead and jump off of here I hope you
guys have a blessed day
hope the Spirit of the Lord just
encounters you and engages you and you
won't wait for it to happen you'll go
after him we all have the same 24 hours
in a day I hope you use it wisely just
give them a few minutes man give God a
few minutes of the 24 hours 5 minutes 3
minutes 2 minutes won't give them a
minute and you know what in fact we're
gonna do it right now
and I want you to join me we're just
gonna take a minute and we're just gonna
think I'm just thinking for whatever's
in your life whatever he's doing
whatever you have you said well I don't
have much I don't have nothing I'm still
believing you need to see my debt
you ain't seen my family you ain't seen
my situation you ain't I ain't got a job
what do you mean praise them know you
gotta praise them because you're not
thankful or any promotion that comes out
of a space of gratitude too much to him
who much is given much is required so if
you can't praise him with $3 in your
pocket you're not gonna be the praising
with 3,000 in your pocket I'm sorry
because you only praise them when things
are going good you missed the point
you're not reading the scriptures you're
reading but you have no understanding
you praise them when things are going
good praise them when you ain't got
nothing
praise them when you don't mean he seems
like you don't deserve it no God you
don't deserve it you left me hang it no
he ain't left you hang him he's here
he's trying the hearts of men in this
situation you're in is part of the
process learning man show gratitude stop
looking at the dang storm start looking
at Jesus
you worried about the storm he got up
and rebuked the disciples is like look
why y'all couldn't handle this storm oh
yeah I had to wake me up out of a place
to rest God has given us a place of rest
in the midst of the storm it's so
powerful but we rather focus on the
storm then go hang out with Jesus in the
bottom of the boat he's sleeping
good sleep too with the rain and the
rock and he's just sleeping like a baby
they ride on there freaking out he said
look imma get you to the storm man quit
focusing on it just part of the process
so let's just take a minute guys no
matter where you are you have to pause
it because you get a bunch of people
around you just pause it right now or
just come back to it later whatever just
remember me remember us doing this I
don't care where there's people
listening it's all over the place right
now but I'm gonna tell you it's so much
power in it just beginning to tell god
how good he is father I thank you for
your love I thank you for your grace I
thank you for your mercy I thank you for
for finding me pulling me out of
darkness delivering my soul from hell I
thank you for blessed with me with life
and abundance and giving me every
perfect gift that I need giving me all
things according to godliness father I
thank you that your good Lord we seek
your face and not your hand help us to
turn to you before turning to the other
things whether it's in our idle times we
turned it these little things that are
fleeting or when it's when we're going
through something we're trying to make a
way out of no way help us to turn you
first turn to you first father God we
give you our desires we ask you to renew
them renew our minds renew our hearts
daily as we hide within your word God
put your word within our heart that we
might not sin against you we love you so
much we thank you for the opportunity
just to stand in this moment and just
tell you how good you are because you
are a good good father you know
everything that we need before we even
speak of it in prayer but something
happens when we confess it to you
because we come depending upon you god
whoever's listening who just needs that
special touch whatever they're going
through it just seems like too much they
set their affection upon you father and
I'm asking you just to set your
affection upon them I'm asking for a
fresh touch of the Holy Spirit of God to
let them know that they're not alone
peace of God rest of God right now in
Jesus name and they're just fine time
look four times look for excuses to draw
away look for scoop excuses to open up
the word and just to see what you would
say Jesus mighty name Spirit of God
we'll all we love you we thank you help
us to repent turn from the things that
aren't serving us the things that are
killing us the addictions the attitudes
the things that we just can't kick give
us the ability to turn away from it in
the name of Jesus I pray
amen and amen amen guys set your
affection upon him man cast your cares
upon him for he cares for you quit
trying to carry the baggage quit trying
to figure it out
and this is a word to everyone this is
word to me as well
I love figuring things out I'm pretty
good at it but it sometimes backfires
because guys like no let me figure it
out work with me on it
so that's where we are man what that is
a peace and Shalom man thank you guys
again for believing in my work and and
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with that peace and Shalom
amen amen we'll do it again got two
shows coming up Thursday some really
cool interviews stay tuned guys
peace peace
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