How To Be Taught By The Animals (Our Spiritual Role Models) - TeZa Lord - TruthSeekah Podcast
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uh welcome to the podcast you uh reached
out to me uh checked your website out
your books everything that you bring to
the table and right so you usually just
gotta pick a cool name for the episode i
picked animals there was some kind of
like um
dust bunny fox thing it's a really cute
animal so we're gonna be talking about
animal archetypes and spiritual
connection with animals but you cover so
much more and i want to talk about it
all but um
for those who don't know
who you are what you bring to the table
it's the first time hearing hearing
about you just kind of give a quick
overview we'll start there then we'll
just jump in
all right overview wow well you know
the fact that you're talking so much
about
ufology i guess you call it
i mean that's part of my story i don't
even talk about that much but you know
that's really we could talk the whole
time about my experience and my
parents experience it's like a family
thing
but basically um you know who am i well
i'm just like an ordinary person but
i've always been uh consumed by
creativity so
art and uh and making things and books
and sharing and experiencing and
podcasting and filmmaking with my
husband and sculpture you name it i've
done it and um i'm also a traveler i
lived in the west indies for many years
you know whenever anybody gets pissed
off about government i just say hey
go somewhere and live somewhere else
where you really really have an
oppressed government
and see what it's like to live under a
dictatorship so i
i spent a lot of time in uh very small
third world
places in the west indies i had a a
desire to just live with people simple
people of the bush
i call it
and um
so my story as an artist began when i
got involved with plants i was a
botanical illustrator
for
heavy-duty ethnobotanists which are the
plant shamans
so now everybody's talking about plant
medicine these days
and i was in the early days of you know
discovering this at harvard i was the
botanical illustrator for
people who are studying coca ayahuasca
all the mushrooms all the different
plants that alter consciousness and most
of these studies were funded by the
government because the government in the
70s said whoa what's going on you know
harvard had leary and albert who became
bob arandas
and they were the guys who said you know
take lsd drop out and tune in
and then um richard alfred went to india
and he came back as proper around us and
he said no man you don't need drugs you
just need to go within
and that's my story too my i totally
do not do any substances and i am a
meditator
for decades and totally sober just get
high off of chanting and meditating and
being with good people and spreading
good vibes so that's who i am
awesome
that's who we are
yeah minus the uh the substances if you
will i wouldn't want to call them that
but uh i'm drinking coffee right now did
some rat pay rape yesterday
yeah grounding
and i had a beautiful encounter i got a
good friend of mine who's uh
going through some stuff and
relationship issues and and he's just
got a lot of heaviness on him and the
last several times i've seen him it's
been heaviness and we hung out we went
to the gym yesterday he comes over and
um
he's telling me a story and telling me
what's going on and i know i know how
bad it hurts and and he just carries it
on them and i'm like hey can you help me
take some pictures from my album cover
sure
i was like you know what you're doing me
a favor i got a favor for you man um
you want to get rid of that stuff sure
so we kind of go outside and do some
grounding and i just kind of share my
practice with him of of of uh working
with rape
and uh shamanic snuff and and and
grounding and draining and getting all
of the
negative energies and ions off and out
of you
and i had a beautiful
encounter with him and connecting with
the earth putting your feet on the earth
but there's something else i've recently
been doing we know grounding and walking
barefoot and that kind of thing and just
release that negativity whatever you're
carrying yeah it's powerful but i
started putting my hands on the earth
too and just getting a big handful of
grass and connecting and getting it out
of you and and i tell you what he uh
he felt a lot better he got some clarity
on some things once he removed all that
negativity and just the stuff that was
clouding up his mind and uh he was like
a different person after that little
session yesterday and it was kind of
spur of the moment to do so the reason i
bring that up is that one thing that
that you talk about is something called
earth magic
and i just wanted to to pick your brain
a little bit about you know what that
term means
to you
earth magic working with
the earth and gaia and things like that
oh yeah
well
gaia gaia is the goddess
gaia is the mother
and that's the ancient name and the gaia
magic and anybody in a city i feel so
sorry for them i've spent my time i've
lived in cities
i know how hard it is to to have nothing
but cement and
and skyscrapers around and you know you
kind of try to find the sky
but even city people can connect with
the earth by hugging trees or growing
plants or just like you say keeping
grounded even if you're in a 25th story
apartment you can
visualize that your roots are coming out
of your spine and that you're connected
to the earth and your feet are grounded
on the earth but yet you're being
extended ever upwards by the cosmic
magnificence of this universe so for me
the earth magic is really to always be
grounded because this is how i feel as
an earthling it's a it's a privilege to
be a human being it really is because we
have this consciousness and we have this
ability to communicate
and create it's just awesome i mean you
know the animals in the forest they
they're like winging it with what they
got and the beavers who make their dams
and you know the the animals that can
just barely catch a few little ants to
eat i mean they're they're considered
kings of the animal kingdom but we we
can build rockets you know we're going
to other planets
so the earth magic is just unlimited
when you really connect with it and i
like you do rituals
and i do
a change and when i am in a low
vibration i say okay let's change this
however we can and people have to find
what's comfortable with them what works
for one person won't work with another
yeah it's just like marijuana everybody
gets different effects with with pot you
know like i used to be a pothead now i
just can't
even smell it because it just
makes my energy different we evolve we
become different
so
the you were talking about grounding in
the earth right now i'm doing a lot of
floating i live by the ocean
and i'm i'm into this floating thing and
i i get in a trough where i look for a
sandbar and here's the beach and i'm
just in this middle and i'm just like
floating and i'm absorbing all the power
from the ocean because lucky me i live
by the ocean and if i live by a mountain
i would be getting that from the
mountain or the desert if i live by the
desert or the jungle wherever we are we
have nature
and the magic of nature is to really
remember that we are animals
you know so many of us just forget we're
so into our cerebral stuff we have to
have explanations and we like all those
people who just have a million different
ways of communicating with words but yet
when you get still
and you have this ability to just be
a wild creature of the earth and feel
the molecular connection that's the
magic
that's really where the magic begins
but to get to that place of course like
you said when you're in a negative place
you have to
learn how to transform
low energy into high energy you have to
just
feel it and want it want it so much that
you say you know what this sucks i am
not going to accept a low energy i'm not
going to accept
low energy friends
i'm going to
go for the maximum that i have each day
each moment and and you can choose that
it's a it's an awesome choice to make
when you say hey i'm not going to settle
for anything less than the highest that
there's available
um
and that's powerful and trying to tap
into mindfulness and that's what i was
sharing with my friend yesterday because
there's so many ideas there's so many
what ifs and things that don't even
exist they're not real but to you they
are all all of these scenarios are real
but but none of them are and so when you
allow those scenarios and things to take
you out of the now moment to where you
can't be still and and know god because
you're living in a fantasy world that
that's not here yet it's not present and
so that's why i think that our moment is
so powerful when we mention plant
teachers and mention
deep realms of meditation there's this
there's this uh message that comes forth
just to be present enjoy being a human
going back to what you said a while ago
there's so many people who want to
escape and when they we mention
substance it's to escape it is to to you
know unplug and and and not be human for
a little bit you know to to live in your
imagination to to get uh stimulated by
something else so that you feel alive or
it's just that you feel something
different and so this
notion that that we are
humans and and we get to experience this
for now like for now like
it's powerful because i believe you know
in the afterlife or whatever happens
after this i don't think it looks or
feels like this i don't think there's
dogs or chocolate or skating rinks or
rain or uh
you know dirt to grab and to rub on your
face you know i don't i don't i don't
think that there's heartache i don't
think that there's a breakup you know i
think it's totally different i think
it's special it's unique and of itself
but this place is
too so
that magic of sitting in that thank you
that i get to be here now it's it's
magic the magic moment of the now that's
what i thought yeah man it's magic when
you really
right here
right now
and there's no past and there's no
future and you're not worried and you're
not anxious because all those
weird uncomfortable feelings come
because you're either in the past yeah
worried about what's up happened you
know yesterday or yesterday or whatever
or you're anxious about what's going to
happen in the future but if you are
totally present and anchored in this
moment whether you're floating in the
ocean or grounded in the earth or up in
a skyscraper and feeling connected to
the earth but yet feeling connected to
the
infinite possibilities of this universe
then that's where the magic really
happens that that truly is god
that moment right there now with you
being a creative and i say this because
i've dealt with it i deal with it uh
there's a place that you go for
inspiration there's a there's a
possibility of
starting something that doesn't exist
and you kind of got to go in the ether
you kind of got to go in the mine or the
future what if i became a great
podcaster what would that be like and
say okay i want to do it so there is
this like these trips we take i would
say
to the uh the future to say okay that's
a that's what i want to bring that into
my life and and now let me come back to
the now because there's a way to do that
there's steps i got to take there's
phone calls i got to make there's
websites i gotta
build you know and so we travel to the
future in this land of make believe in
our mind a vision and then i feel like
we also kind of
ask shaman to travel dimensions and go
to the past as well to bring forth
healing to the younger version of
yourself who was
uh wronged and who was cursed out and
who was neglected and so even in the
past not that we lived there but i feel
like there's times where we traveled as
healers to speak peace to our past even
people we work with like my friend
yesterday um yeah but not getting stuck
in either
dimension or realm and always making it
back after that journey that can take
that can take place in in a span of two
seconds
right you make plans and you live like
you can live forever but
you let go of all that to live in the
moment so the goal thing is important
and i'm a real big goal maker i always
make the winter solstice is my special
goal making day for the year
and my husband and i have been
masterminding we we've been married for
30 years and from the beginning of our
marriage
we brought masterminding in which is
spiritual goal setting and you let go of
the past and you just focus on what you
want to achieve
and you know it's it's really
interesting when you make it a spiritual
practice to have a goal setting
but um you know what you what you said
about going into the past to heal the
injured child because i came from a
pretty big severe
dose of abuse
and i had to do my work we all have to
do our work none of us get out of jail
on a free pass in life you know we're
here to evolve
i mean we are spirits and we have to do
the work that's blocking us from being
one
with the divine so however we do the
work has to be done but i truly believe
that once you do it
you bust through
you just don't have to keep repeating it
so you have to do the work and do it
really
challengingly and
bravely
and just dive right into it don't be
afraid of fear
when it arises yeah
that's good and with mindfulness with
meditation and you know the power of it
because it's something that's helped you
it's something that's benefited you in
your life you ended up uh going into a
place in a time of your life where you
were teaching mindfulness yoga and
meditation
at juvenile facilities like little
detention centers and prisons and things
like that how was how was that
experience
man it is awesome to like help others
who really need it i mean out in the
regular world it's very cool to be a
yoga teacher but
ho-hum
everybody's a yoga teacher but when you
go into a juvenile detention center
where these girls are gangs
gang members and they've you know tried
to kill their grannies and steal cars
since they were 12 years old that's
something else
and mine too man
i said hey
you guys are just like me except you got
caught earlier yeah you got caught
later
i got i got away with more of it but
i've i've been in jail i've been thrown
into a third world jail and i've i've
done my time and and when you relate to
people who have been uh you know
labeled incorrigibles that's what these
girls were i mean their eyes pop open
they said wow you mean you're not just
this really cool lady who's coming to
help us you know i said no man i'm just
like you but yoga and meditation
and stilling the mind
and getting high off of life from this
magic moment of the now that's what i'm
here for and they just loved it from the
very first moment you talk about breath
work when you teach someone how to take
a breath using the diaphragm for the
first time and they've never ever
explored what it's like to really uh get
oxygenated they get high they said whoa
what are these like things sparkling in
my brain i said that's called oxygen
and we are now using our lungs
and it's just an amazing thing to see
how
these young girls they were from 12 to
18
just transformed themselves they were
lined up to go to the class where they
had to have guards so there was a
limited number you had to have a guard
for every 12
girls and so we kept the classes small
we had no mats i used to bring
washcloths so that when we did a pose on
the floor they could put a little
washcloth on their face so they wouldn't
be on this grimy linoleum
and i i did it because
i really was that girl when i was a
teenager and i
really had a lot of anger
and i
drug and i drank and i stole and i did
all this stuff and you know i just
basically had no guidance
and not until
many many many years later
and so i i related to them and so that's
what people should do they should really
connect with people who need the help
and and the people who are
disenfranchised who just don't have yoga
teachers coming to
you know the place where they live the
hood
yep
yeah there's not many of them in the
hood i think there's more now maybe than
ever because it's it's
it's definitely
getting more publicity and people are
seeing how powerful it is and uh and
they're able to incorporate it with
their religion in many cases you know so
yeah it's definitely definitely more
inclusive with that and we see it a lot
more and i'm big on what what you just
said like you went to those girls
because you saw younger versions of
yourself you had a natural empathy for
those girls and you really cared versus
somebody else coming and acting like
they cared and kind of going through a
curriculum whether it be
you know religious curriculum or if it
be yoga but you just don't care with
those people you don't connect there's a
difference when like
this is my people this is the song of my
people and i know exactly what it is
what what it feels like to be this way
how bad it hurts how scared you are how
confused you are and all you needed was
somebody who would walk this road who
cared about you to come and say hey
don't go down that path and here's why
i'm gonna get into it you know and i'm
not the only example there's many more
so when you have been through something
you have that natural empathy it it it
changes it changes things for people and
it allows you to go places to be a
revolutionary to go places where other
people won't go like how many people
actually go into
the detention centers to do yoga i mean
a lot of them are going there preaching
and sharing the scriptures and stuff
like that but like to think outside the
box of something that really impacted me
so i'm gonna step out and do this
my podcast and my music you know all of
it you know for the people that speak
speaks to
you're not gonna be just a bypasser you
it really moves you it you really get it
you know it's different it's eclectic
and so
you know just like us
you know we can use that creativity and
bring it back to help people get out of
whatever situation they're in or have
comfort as they go through it and have
hope in those things so i'm a big
proponent of that natural empathy and
people want to find out what their
callings is what their what are they
called to do it's like
whatever dream you had when you was a
kid that's a big thing but what are you
passionate about what have you been
through because like the universe god
has a way of cleaning you up
and sending you back to the same people
that you were
you know doing that those things with
that you probably shouldn't have been
doing because you got a message for them
like
i'm a bible guy and it's all throughout
the scriptures of let me let me get
myself straight but i'm coming back for
you guys you see it in movies let me let
me go on this journey but i'm going to
come back i promise i'll come back for
you please help us you know and that's
the hero's journey
to go away to die be reborn and boom i'm
back and i'm taking you guys with me
exactly yeah christ
showed us all how to how to get there
how to do it and how to spread the word
and just live the love yeah you know no
matter what wherever the love is
wherever the love takes us that's where
we have to go yeah and now it's
different for everybody
interestingly enough though but while i
was teaching the girls for a couple
years
um a major hurricane because i live in
florida a major major part of florida
uh i live in st augustine
they say it's the oldest city in america
but they forget the pueblos the native
american pueblos that are 4 000 5 000
years old but saint augustine is a very
cool place but when i was teaching i
drove to central florida which is no
man's land so it was a big drive it was
a big effort it was a big sacrifice it
wasn't just like getting in my car and
going you know down to the store to
teach these girls it was a long drive
and so as a hurricane this major
hurricane was coming the name of the
book is in the eye which means there's
an analogy of the i
meaning we're seeing
where the love is we're seeing where our
power is our self-empowerment and the
eye of the hurricane which is the most
forceful the most dangerous of the of a
storm so as i was coming closer
i used it in the book called in the eye
as an analogy of how we all have to go
through our storms
whether we leave our you know original
belief system and go out an adventure
and then come back to it or
expand
and find out that this all-inclusiveness
of god god is so big
god just takes us to places that we
can't imagine
and then we come back to our heart and
realize oh god is right here right in my
heart
so by the end of the book the the
hurricane hit the facility it hit smack
dab in the middle of nowhere
this like a hurricane force war and the
girls were absolutely terrified but
because they had been practicing the
yogic technique of meditation of going
within learning how to just still their
busy mind that chattering mind grounding
themselves
with being in prison they they had a
really wonderful experience the girls
who went to my class
awesome i've seen a documentary i'm in
alabama bible belt
and there's a documentary called the
dharma brothers
uh finding peace in prison i don't know
if you've seen that but
they had uh somebody came in and was
teaching yoga mindfulness and and uh
meditation in alabama the prisons here i
think it was in birmingham i believe but
it was somewhere in in alabama and these
guys they did a documentary like film
cruise and everything and they're
following these people in prison
and uh
and they're being like radically changed
yeah being like they're doing like
vipassana they're doing like
seven days of silence like these dudes
who like really gave themselves over to
the to the experience and
they're healing the past they're crying
these inmates hardened criminals and it
was it was it was something that was
catching on and it was so beautiful to
see but then like you find out
at the end of the documentary that
the warden who was a christian
came and said nope we can't have this
we're not teaching eastern mysticism to
the inmates and bringing this in we're
going to stick to our christian
curriculum and all of this kind of stuff
and um and and they shut the program
down and after all these guys were
having like this these amazing results
from mindfulness and meditation so it's
called the obama brothers if you guys
get a chance yeah i would definitely
check it out
we had the exact same situation the
director of the facility thank goodness
she manifested me she prayed me up
because i volunteered when i first went
she's a very enlightened person but the
the parents of the children and the
local evangelicals who really did not
they didn't know
that yoga is not a religion yoga is a
philosophy it's a way of life you can be
a christian you can be a muslim you can
be anything you can be whatever you want
to be and still be a yogi but actually
buddha was a yogi and so buddhism came
out of the yogic philosophy but so we
had damaged control she called it damage
control because all the girls they
thought oh my god mom says i'm going to
go to hell if i do yoga i said no
it's just because your mom just doesn't
know she doesn't understand that when
you do for instance a pose it's your
body that's showing you wow i can do
this
i ca i don't have to be in a class i
don't have to even have a teacher once i
know how to get into the pose it's my
body
and the ability to focus in the now
that's showing me and and oh that's what
yoga is okay i'll tell mom
we had the same problems yeah a
documentary and our program was shut
down because it was it lost its funding
from the government but you know more
and more people are taking
uh mindfulness and yoga and all these
other techniques of opening our
higher thoughts
into public places and uh some of it's
secular and some of it's sponsored by
organizations
yep that's so so good so powerful for us
to to champion that and stick with it
and be able to experience that too
uh tesla we got to go to a quick
commercial break but on the other side i
want to i want to talk to you
about
communing with the animals learning from
the animals and these archetypes when i
read that part in the book that you put
out i was like yeah we got to do that i
want to have you on so guys we'll be
back with tesla lord right after this
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elementals
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i've had incidents where i have been
in the company of elementals
they're spirit creatures like fairies
and
the irish ratio very big on talking
about the
the different fairies and the different
magical little creatures leprechauns i
have seen gnomes and leprechauns
and
fairies
these are what we call the elementals
they they are legitimately life forms
but they don't live in the world you do
they live in a different kind of world
an elemental world
but we call them the elementals
it's uh it's quite a subject
life outside of being a human what is
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great conversation so far and uh we got
to keep going we got to switch it up i'm
reading comments here uh sean pratter
says i just tuned in expecting to hear a
discussion of animals and instead ran
headlong into a dialogue about yoga this
must be god's will
and uh yeah that's what it is like it's
hard to stick to one subject even if i
pick a name or something creative or
something cool
like
we talk about it for a little bit or
sometimes we don't even talk about it
but i want to talk about the animals
it's something near and dear to my heart
and archetypes is something personas
very near and dear to my heart so you
wrote you wrote a book on this subject
can you just kind of set the framework
up about where you was going with with
the idea about these archetypes and
learning from the animals and communing
in that place
hybrid vigor
is a biological term
and it's used by anybody in the
biological world and it basically means
that you take two different individuals
of one species and and you know
make them or cross breed them and
you have a superior
subspecies so hybrid vigor is
uh my latest book and it's in an audio
version now too about how we
humans
have the opportunity
to rebirth ourselves and become
higher in our
species orientation higher mind higher
individual more empowered
by emulating
the characteristics of these archetype
animals that i present and and tying it
in with yoga
many many many yoga poses are named
after animals there's the eagle pose
there's the cobra
there's uh just so many
dog is the popular one
the camel
right and you name it the cow
the calf
so um
they're all interconnected i mean
anything that has to do with higher mind
as we evolve our consciousness whether
we're dealing with animals or yoga or
ufos or the possibilities of of just
changing
our consciousness it's all connected
so the archetypes that i choose are the
ones that have affected my life like dog
for instance i mean my life was once
saved by a dog literally
i was
having a bad experience and all of a
sudden there's this dog that i never met
before
and this dog saved me but
bringing me
to the present moment grounding me
with its presence and its eyes
connecting to me because i was like
tripping out in my head and having a
really bad experience with fear and
terrible stuff i used to have a lot of
trouble with dem demonic thoughts
and this animal saved my life and when i
came out of
the place of comfort that this animal
took me to
it was gone nobody in the house that i
was at i had ever seen this dog he just
wandered in he felt my vibration so
that's dog and then there's other
animals like bear
bear is the great protector
bear roars and kills for to protection
and if we could take these different
qualities that all the animals that i
present like a dolphin is playfulness
how nice to just be more playful and not
be so serious
even about something as serious as the
environment you know we're not going to
get anywhere if we go around like
shaking our fingers and telling people
don't do this but if we are joyous and
playful and and ignited with the fire
the passion that consciousness
is how
our environment is going to be saved not
by drumming
a different way of thinking into
politicians it ain't going to happen
that way it's going to happen by each
one of us uplifting our consciousness
so that
is one way we can
emulate
the different animals and
turtle turtles the all-time
most important spiritual animal of all
one would not think so but a turtle is
always
moving
steadfastly forward it's always got its
eyes
locked
in the present moment right in front of
it it can't see behind it it literally
can't do that
so it's it's trudging forward and if
you've ever looked at a turtle a land
turtle especially it would just go
through everything it will go underneath
fences it will go somehow around a rock
and it will make its way always
steadfastly forward
so animals have a lot to teach us and
having a totem
having a spirit guide
as an animal is really a holy thing and
when
each one of us decides which animal is
going to guide us
well then we have a connection to the
natural world that perhaps we had not
had before
like the great blue heron
is my animal totem for the air and
dolphin is for the sea
and bear is for the land
i have an animal totem for each one of
the elements i don't have leprechauns
and fairies i have animals
and i and they're with me all the time
and my very first chapter in hybrid
vigor i relate how i called a pod of
dolphins to me just by
wanting them to go yes i invited them to
come yes and that's the the
the silent communication going on
between our species the so-called higher
animal and the other animals in the
kingdom is is a lot of it
without words or sounds
there's a lot of lore there's a lot of
legend when it comes to dolphins in
particular and
we've we've done it we've been on the
beach and
been meditating and asking for them to
come up and they do like you don't see
anything and then you meditate and you
try to make connection with the dolphins
to come up and they come up we've done
it the interesting thing about that
again you're looking at the lore and
they're saying like
i mean there's so much uh that they're
the uh you know reincarnation of of of
sailors who died at sea there's a lot of
different slaves even i've heard a lot
of different stuff but
uh there's laws
on the books
forbidding you
to make try to make contact and
communicate with dolphins there's laws
books against that so when you're saying
that there may be something to this that
these animals may be
even smarter than humans they just don't
have thumbs you know so they can't build
something or they can't build a
contraption to
you know walk start walking on land or
something you know
but they're smart they're compassionate
they're caring empathetic angelic even
it's very interesting when we're talking
about connecting with with animals and
specifically dolphins
yeah anybody who's spent any time
especially in the ocean because that's
where they mainly live there are a few
freshwater uh dolphins in lake nicaragua
there's a freshwater dolphin and there's
some i think in china who go up the
yancey river but mostly they're
saltwater and i i've done a lot of
sailing inter island in the west indies
and oh my god just when it's so
delightful when the dolphins are playing
with you they just like gallop along and
they're doing all sorts of uh tricks
they want to be show-offs they want to
be clowns
and they teach us about the joy
of being alive because even jane goodall
who's a great primatologist you know
she's one of my heroes she's the one who
went to africa and studied the
chimpanzees
and she said the real magic of life is
being alive
just to really appreciate the fact that
we have breath
we have energy we have power we with our
free will we can do anything we want
that's the magic of life
it truly is yeah um
when it comes to animals for me um
i think about the scriptures you know
and uh
there's so much
of like analogy and symbolism when it
comes to animals of what it could mean
and a lot of times it could be like good
or bad like there's yin and yang in
everything so
like
for a lion for exist
example you see like um
you know your enemy satan comes around
like a roaring lion or the devil seeking
whom he may devour like
on the prowl on the prey but then like
in a beautiful context it will say that
the righteous are as bold as a lion it
says the wicked flee when no man
pursueth but the righteous are as bold
as lions and so there's that boldness
that comes from the king of the jungle
it comes from the lion that it's an
analogy about us it's not really talking
about lions it's talking about you
connecting with that aspect of the lion
and then uh there's
three chapters that i always say i go to
i talked about it yesterday i continue
to talk about it but in the book of
matthew chapter five six and seven we
got the beatitudes we got mindfulness in
how to pray like when you pray go in by
yourself and essentially meditate and
those kind of things
and uh and even when it comes to like
the cares of the world finances bills
um all of the things the weight that
comes with that that's part of this
earth experience right now right that we
have to deal with or talk about and it
can be overwhelming and when i get
overwhelmed i go to those three three uh
chapters and instantly everything's okay
for me and and it's these analogies that
are spoken of and one of the analogies
there Matthew 6 25
jesus is like comforting his disciples
who were worrying and freaking out and
worrying about things they have no
business even talking about like that's
not even a part of it it's not that's
never going to affect you why are you
worried about that and you're creating
stress and all this but he says in
Matthew 6 25 therefore i tell you do not
worry about your life what you will eat
or drink or about your body what you
will wear
is life not more than food and the body
more than clothes look at the birds of
the air
they do not sow or reap or stow away in
barns and yet your heavenly father feeds
them
are you not much more valuable than they
can any one of you by worrying at a
single
hour to your life then he goes on to
talk about the the flowers and the and
how beautiful they are and you can make
clothes for months and they're never
going to be as beautiful as this natural
beauty of this flower here
and it's it imparts so much to me like
why are you worrying about this stupid
stuff life is short and it's trying to
pull you out of the moment the bible
says be anxious for nothing don't worry
and freak out for good reason
for good reason and so we're using the
animals as an analogy of like listen
they don't
they don't cook nothing they don't go
out and find food it's just there when
they're hungry they got a seed they got
a worm whatever it is for them their
food is provided it's all wealth and
abundance is all around you
get rid of the the worry the doubt and
the fear that's
killing people sending them to an early
grave heart issues
you know stress and and uh it takes a
toll on your body like what how your
mind works
takes a toll on your body that's crazy
when we think about think about the
power of the mind and mind you don't see
any schizophrenic animals you don't see
any animals with bipolarism and you know
freaking out and doing weird things you
really don't yeah and we don't
suicide is that of things animals
committing suicide like i'm under too
much stress i can't handle it and they
just take themselves out i don't even
know if that's a thing they're not even
wired that way well the the
uh
dolphins that beach themselves are have
been messed up with their sonic radar
they've determined that there have been
a lot of beachings that's awesome
it was a phenomenon right it's because
of us and people couldn't figure out why
are these dolphins and whales killing
themselves well it's because mankind
forgot about sonic waves
and they forgot about how animals need
to have their environment not messed
around with sonic waves and booms and
all that but one thing that you
mentioned about the animals i love the
fact that christ is the lamb
the lamb of god
the the fact that he is gentle but yet
in literature anybody who's read narnia
he's the lion
well i when i first read we have two
kids when i first read narnia to our
kids i said that's jesus
long before i knew it intellectually you
know just by the way the lion is
portrayed
and so each one of us can have
all these qualities that we see
that
maybe are harder to see in a person
because we all have this competition
going on especially in this day and age
where we have the celebrity thing going
on the whole culture of who can be the
most popular and all that stuff but if
we see an animal
we just see that they live truly for the
moment they're just there emulating
life the magic of being alive
and just doing their thing whatever
their dharma is i mean if they're a
turtle they're just like
trudging along
and if they're a dolphin they're playing
with the waves
and if they're a bird they're having a
really good time flying all around
yeah
and i i would say that you know you
don't see them trying to
be each other like you know the bird is
is
he's not trying to
you know hold his breath and become a
dolphin and swim underwater and they're
not trying to be something that they
weren't created to be so they know their
purpose they know their identity it's in
their dna and they know that um unless
they've been raised by another animal
though you know and that kind of
switches it up like if uh
you know um a cat was raised by uh
raccoons or something right you're gonna
see them take on these motions in this
cat do something that they usually
wouldn't do so they're just in these
environments where they they adapt and
so that's an interesting yeah you know
analogy and they also
they also teach us about boundaries and
boundaries are so important people have
a hard time
really understanding how spiritually
it's important to have boundaries
and not intrude upon other people's
boundaries and know that our boundaries
are sacred like for instance a hawk
tried to make its nest in our property
well hawks are very much predators and
they like to go after baby birds so what
happened was all the mockingbirds in our
neighborhood uh went to war against the
hawks and the hawks would be just
sitting on a branch and the mockingbirds
would come and they would like tease
them and try to get them off of balance
and they drove them out of the
neighborhood
and it's great because
even a little mockingbird doesn't want
to lose its baby to a hawk
so there's plenty of other places where
a hawk can go and make its nest it
doesn't have to be in someone else's
territory
and that's just one of the many many
lessons that wild animals can teach us
they're just a moth a moth is always
going to the light and i like to think
of the light as
the love
of of spirit you know it's the opposite
of fear fear is contracted and it's dark
and consciousness is open and it's
filled with light and there is no fear
when you are in a state of love and a
moth is always going to the light and
sometimes a moth does commit suicide
because it has to go to the light
sometimes it flies right into
a campfire yeah it does it's compelled
nobody really knows why hey
you know in in the uh afterlife they say
don't go into the light don't go into
the light
oh really that's just the opposite of i
know
i know some near experienced people and
they all tell me
they all go into the light and then they
hear a voice saying it's not your time
and they come out of the life
but they the the people who've actually
died their hearts have stopped
they they go into the light and they
hear that it's not their time
and they choose i mean some of them
choose maybe it's not their choice
because they just all of a sudden find
themselves back
yeah um
you know that
analogy again you know what what happens
and
you know what what can we
relate to and the analogies are
everywhere the the allegories and
again like we have a i think we have a
pretty big christian audience here and
and i
it scares people when we talk about the
beauty of the allegory in the bible
because for them it takes away like
that it's a literal story and i don't
know if any of it's literal i wasn't
there i i i know it helps us to to for
it to be more real if we look at it like
everything was real like that jonah was
swallowed by the whale and lived in a
whale stomach and
all of the different far out stuff it
helps us to like yeah that stuff's real
it's more powerful and it's for me but
it's the allegory it's not that if that
stuff was real it's that listen it's it
becomes real
when you
read that story and it finally aha
just like narnia
you're watching narnia and you see that
lion and then you get chills wow that's
christ
that's jesus who's taken up for the
little ones who can't defend themselves
that's jesus who literally at the end
gave his life for the people he loved
like
wow a lot of people watched it and they
didn't put two and two together like c.s
lewis and those guys they were really
big into mysticism they were really big
into their faith and they hid all of
that stuff in there but it's interesting
how one person can look at it
and
and uh and see something else that's the
beauty of it too though
of life in general and circumstances
i think i think it's stronger i've never
seen the movie but i've read
narnia i've never seen the movie and in
the books because i'm more of a reader i
like to read books and then see the
movie yeah and sometimes i don't even
see the movie because it breaks my
bubble but in the books
you know the ocelon was like invisible
and he was everywhere and all of a
sudden there he was and yet he's a lion
how can a lion be invisible because
christ is with us christ's consciousness
is our consciousness we can tap into
our power just like that ask them can
appear anytime we just say okay
come and be with us
yeah so um the animal thing is is very
strong and and um it's just one of the
many things that i touch upon though as
a as a spiritual seeker a truth seeker i
mean that's i love your name i wish i'm
going to change my name to tessa truth
seeker
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two secret junior
my husband and i are podcasters as z
lord
is the name of the podcast and our
latest episode is
truth
is unchanging
period
we change and our perceptions change but
the truth god
the divine is always unchanging
always
our realities and our narrative are
always shifting i did a status update
two three days ago
and i said uh
i'm not married to any spiritual belief
i'm not married to any biblical doctrine
or religious doctrine i'm married to
christ right that is my who has espoused
themselves to me and i'm married to my
wife too but
just to see like
people like you know
you know i'm saying the narratives that
you read into it when you use analogies
like
i got to keep using the jesus stuff
because that's what i know but like the
the when he did the i think it was the
sermon on the mount uh we spoke to 5 000
and he's like dropping wisdom and
knowledge to him and they're like this
guy's amazing he's got to be the messiah
then he's like you're not worthy to be
my disciple unless
you're willing to
eat my flesh
and drink my blood
and most people the literalists were
like oh yeah this is the cannibal cult
we gotta go we gotta go he's crazy this
is the crazy person and they all left
like the majority of the 5 000 left
there's a couple hundred left over and
he's like
they'll hold on it's a trick question
there's something deeper into it for us
to ponder and to roll an idea what do
you mean by that kind of thing and those
who would ask the deeper questions and
move past the mundane
were worthy to be his disciples and to
know the secrets of
of of heaven and to have a deeper
relationship with the messiah and it's
like there's those things that that the
analogies that scare people or at face
value you know but it's kind of done
to
make people ask the questions within
themselves because the answer is already
there
well we
give ourselves communion because since
the pandemic began my husband and i we
do communion every sunday
and um we tune in to our local church
via youtube but when communion time
comes there's something so holy about
taking a little piece of triscuit and
saying this is the symbol of taking
christ the love of being the lamb of god
into my body and it becomes part of my
body
and whatever pomegranate juice instead
of wine because we don't usually have
wine or cranberry juice and that's the
blood but if people think that it's
literal they really don't understand
jesus because jesus said i think it was
the pharisees who were saying you've got
to do it this way it's by the book you
got to just do it that way he said god
you guys are just too many rules this is
about feeling the love of the father
and not just by following the rules
rules schmools
that's what jesus was all about he just
said love
love is the only rule there is
love god love your neighbor
and love god within love me
there's there's narratives there there's
triggers there
you know
even the life things like i've i had a
lot of my religious my really religious
friends which i was one of those
religious friends you know and maybe to
some people i still am but i had those
people when we talked about the beauty
of love and god's love and
and it holds no records of wrong and
it's
you know it's beautiful and it's
all-encompassing and it's in and
everything even in our darkness and even
in our adversity this love is there and
and some people will be like yeah that's
not the same thing this is a different
because it's a trigger and you're like
it's the filter you have for something
so simplistic and so beautiful
has been has been um trampled under the
the feet of the pigs because you don't
that's exactly why people should listen
to the animals more animals don't
complicate things
they don't say hey this bug has some
dirt on it i'm not going to eat it they
just say wow i got a bug i'm so happy to
have a bug
you know and so why
do people who love spirit love god love
christ why do they have to complicate it
it is so
simple
god is love
god comes in many forms god is huge
huge and the animals show us that the
animals do not complicate things and
they respond to love and they flee
from from aggression they flee from
violence or or they'll go at you they'll
get you
so
yeah and you learn that type if you
learn
that persona and those people you know i
think a lot of people
yeah i hate that we put people in boxes
right and it's not to put them in a box
but it's to identify
oh this guy's a lion and if i
offend him he's going to eat my lunch if
i
you know challenge them
i i can't talk to them on that level i
have to approach them like jesus says
come here's another one i can't believe
we haven't said it
be wise as serpents but harmless as
doves
i need you to be i need you to have
wisdom and be cunning and know how to
sprinkle a little salt in there do an
episode where you're talking about some
wild stuff but then encourage the people
that there's hope at the end you know
it's like beasts be wise like the
serpent and cunning yeah it's harmless
as a dove
thank you yeah i will okay like this
look at the serpent the serpent sheds
its skin
because we always have to grow we're
always evolving and the serpent is the
best example of that when lobsters also
shed their skin and other crustaceans
and everything but but you can see it i
mean i go for a walk along the road and
there's a whole snake a ghost snake that
shed its skin
because it got uncomfortable in its skin
it had to burst out
and
god is so large so
encompassing so universal that we can't
put god in a box
we can't say
that there are you know certain ways
that it has to be because jesus said to
people like that you just have to stop
having the rules
and even
he was persecuted by his fellow jews
because he didn't follow the rules
you know it blows people's minds to
realize that jesus was crucified by
fellow jews they're the ones who who put
the number on him because he wasn't
following the rules man there are no
rules when it comes to the divine
the sacred most revolutionaries are
though it's not they were captured and
died in prison by somebody else i mean
there was some that did i think john the
baptist died that way but like if you
look at martin luther king if we look at
um
you know chi uh
guerrero if we look at what's his name
like
their own people killed them and like
i'm in a weird place too i've been
talking about it i'm trying not to be a
victim of it but i like my own i'm at a
place that for the first time my
followers my my audience my podcast
listeners my people who buy my albums
and love my music they're starting to
lash out and attack and it's because of
stuff that they're dealing with in their
narrative and the pressure is being
turned up and they just need a whipping
boy they need somebody to take the
hatred out on i covered a song by
marilyn manson called tourniquet he says
take your hatred out on me i'm you know
i'll be your victim i'll i'll carry your
burdens and that's
that's what christ was as the scapegoat
that's who these people of power like
who
led a movement martin luther king
malcolm x they freed their people moses
in like but then the people in the end
turn around the same people that you
came to save end up turning around and
wanting your blood whether you become
too much of a celebrity because you're
now you get when you got
four messages a day now you get
40 and 400. and you didn't you're not
messaging them back anymore so they lash
out you're too big come back down to our
level
man
because you know jesus was the lamb but
guess what he was sacrificed
and before jesus they were sacrificing
lambs
so that's his whole he ended all that
he ended being the human sacrifice
because he said you think i care that
you're having a problem with love
kill me
yeah
it's something
i'm willing to die over this is
something i'm willing to
what the bible says take up your cross
and follow me because you're gonna have
to die on that cross you know it's just
all of us truth seekers are absolutely i
remember after 9 11 i you know which we
just celebrated 20 years what an
incredible
emotional day for me because i lived in
lower manhattan and that was where i
first got sober um you know in 1984 i
went to meetings at the world trade
center so for those those towers to get
destroyed like that was part of my life
my spiritual story
but um
you know like uh just the fact that
it happened yeah when when that day
happened i said i'm willing to die to
talk my truth
and my truth is that god is big
god is much bigger than anybody can can
put into a box and and say that there
are rules and
that's my truth and my truth is it feels
so comfortable it feels so good to be
able to say your truth and yeah we have
trolls people who are public like you
and i i'm a podcaster too i'm an author
i i i put out social media positive
positive and people
you can't be positive here the world
sucks yes i can i believe that we are on
god's path and that we are evolving
because we have life like like we were
saying earlier life is magic yeah life
the fact that we have life we are not
dead
we have this magical existence
and it's each moment that we have we get
to choose what we want to do with that
magic
that's it
that is it we are conduits for that
magic for that love for that energy and
we fight for it nothing by any means
shall take that away from us i mean the
scripture says that jesus said my peace
i leave with you
not as the world gives because if drugs
or alcohol gave it to you then drugs and
alcohol would take it away if another
person gave it to you but no it's god
the creator who gives you
you're connected to an umbilical cord of
that love and a peace and a bliss all
you got to do is take a breath we've
been talking about it take a really deep
breath and what is that weird sensation
why do i not care about
who's talking about me on social media
anymore listen i carry that on i i'm i'm
an empath i carry it it's what i do i
carry it then i release i carry it i
scream into the earth
you know what i'm saying i carry the
people's burdens many of us do it's not
just me empathic people do it and if
you're not clear and if you're not
dumping that stuff out you may want to
get with us and get some kind of
practice that allows you to do that but
um it's what we do and so we reset it we
dump we get it out we breathe through it
and everything's okay
take a spiritual enema
get rid of the dark
the dark does not serve us except for us
to see
how blessed we are to be in the light
that's the only purpose of the dark i
mean the dark is not taking over
the the dark is a reflection of our own
ability to perceive what's happening in
this world and the dark it's like it's
like a measuring stick how filled with
light are we yeah
shadow shadow work in your shadow and
and the snake like you said the serpent
i'm a big fan of the band tool and they
got a song about i think it's 46 and two
but they talk about the shadow they talk
about
shedding skin and they talk about scars
and things it's like listen we are meant
to go through this stuff and heal
through the process not to be broken or
to have open wounds you know and that
darkness and the shadow is what you know
illuminates the light i love contrast
because i've been to the bottom of what
i believe my darkest moments and and
i've been in some pretty blissful
amazing moments that is as simple to get
in to as in prayer meditation and breath
work and and devotion and those things
and and there's a i get to pick every
day i get to pick what i want to do and
what i want to carry i can carry this i
can carry that or i can release it and
ask more bliss to come into my life and
breathe it breathe it in and have that
encounter that's the contrast that we
all live in
it's totally your choice totally my
choice totally everybody's choice what
they choose to
have is their experience yes it's a
choice thing it's our free will
and we all have free will but okay the
animals the animals have
like animal instinct and uh you know
nobody can talk to a snake or a moth or
a dolphin and say hey man do you have
free will we just have to observe them
and you know if they could communicate
they would say yeah we have free will i
bet they do
yeah um
tesla i enjoyed this talk so much thank
you for hanging out with me um oh yeah i
need time man
i enjoyed it i'm glad we did it for sure
and i love what you're doing
is next time next time oh yeah that's
that's the juicy stuff that's the
popular stuff not everybody wants to
take care of their body and take care of
their health they want to ride a ufo
someone i have an awesome ufo story
that'll blow people's minds and we'll do
it
i'm just starting to write about it
because i kept it secret for many years
listen when i when i wrote my book i
wanted to touch on ufology and and i
started writing and i got a lot of
experiences in a lot of stories and i
just like let me just throw a couple in
there and it's like
i gotta stop talking about ufos because
this whole book is going to be about
ufology and it's like hold on i gotta
let me give you two or three and then
move on you know i wanted to cover
everything but for sure i love that i
love to pick your brain and hear about
your experiences too yeah any time
let everybody know who's listening who
want to tap into your podcast to your
books your blog all the beautiful stuff
that you you brought and are bringing to
the table let them know where they can
find your work and tap in
okay well my main website my mothership
my mothership is tesla lord
t-e-z-a-l-o-r-d
dot-com
and i have a really cool private
facebook group called we are one love so
it's we and then the capital r the
letter the number one love we are one
love you have to really be in tune with
what we're doing to come in there and
then on the podcast z lord
and
everywhere else on twitter and instagram
you'll find me in medium i like medium
oh you're medium medium it's cool yeah
medium is awesome i got a couple blogs
up there myself
uh-huh
yeah but it's great uh you know
connecting with you a truth seeker and
i'm totally a fan i'm going to be tessa
truseka from now on i'm a little mini
you
we are each other thank you so much like
i said we'll have to do it again thank
you tessa for coming on yeah anytime my
friend
thanks so much many blessings to you all
right shalom peace
test the lord ladies and gentlemen
listen
good stuff
we talked about it all we talked about a
bunch of cool stuff
meditation mindfulness little alien
stuff
learning from the animals man
reading their books
reading their story watching their life
you know
life emulates life and
you know they say that
it's smart to learn from your own
mistakes right you keep making the same
mistake over and over so you learn from
it and you make those
course corrections if you will but a
wise person
learns from the mistakes of others
hold on why does he keep doing that
and he's in the same place he's always
been
why does he keep you know dating those
type of people
or she or
why do they never get in head get ahead
why don't why they always talk about
their dream but they never pull the
trigger hold on i'mma try to pull the
trigger i'm gonna try to stay away from
those things that that person is doing
so be able to learn from other people
is what a wise
individual does but learning from the
animals listen we're taking it a step
further
we're taking it a step further
um ladies and gentlemen we're going to
go a little bit longer i'm gonna open it
up for q a for those of you who are
um patrons who are supporters on patreon
you'll be able to join the zoom chat so
that link is on the zoom just go to
patreon.com backslash truthseeker you
can join this zoom discussion join the
podcast ask me questions share your
thoughts and opinions all that good
stuff so you have the ability to do that
so anybody who wants to at any level of
giving that's open for you
and also
we're going to uh i'll be reading the
chat so if you just want to share your
questions and comments there and i want
my opinion on something i want to share
your story whatever it is let me know
because i'm seeing some beautiful
conversation go on
in the chat
ladies and gentlemen we're not done
we're just getting started we'll be
right back after this on the trueseeker
podcast
wow so the throne room meditation man uh
this was just like a new level for me of
creating encounter uh really the process
behind it is going in for myself having
an encounter with the lord tapping into
the spirit and getting in his presence
and really just petitioning the father's
heart and saying god
what would you say to them if i'm
bringing these people with me here if
they're doing this guided meditation and
we're going through this journey we're
having fun we're seeing things we're
experiencing new feelings and emotions
and sensations
what would you say to them so it's
channeling the father's heart
and relating it back to the people so
man it's just a beautiful encounter and
i remember when i wrote the first one
i was so excited about it and it was
just
god speaking to my heart i was able to
channel the father's heart and i would
read the script to people because i was
just so excited while i was working on
it and every time that i would just read
the script the presence of god would
just invade me and i just burst into
tears and i couldn't even read it i'm
just like let me copy and paste it and
send it to you but every time i listen
to it i'm immediately translated back
into the throne room of god and uh
everything's good there
that's the place where everything is
okay where in the scriptures it says
that we are to hide under the shadow of
the almighty this is the throne room of
god this is the place that we can
encounter for ourselves but this is also
a place in which we dwell so a part of
us is always there and we have access to
that now there's people who have never
encountered this before in their life
and it's a totally new experience for
them and almost every time i get a
testimony back from someone they just
say how god wrecked their lives that
they didn't know what they were getting
into the next thing they know they're in
the presence of god
wrapped up in his glory he's
communicating his love to them and it
just totally wrecks their lives so
make sure you check out the throne room
guided meditation visualization that i
brought to the table
there are things that go bump in the
night
pull up a chair
don't be scared
for you have many friends unaware
on the truth seeker podcast
he seems like a nice guy
you're listening to the truth seeker
podcast now back to the show
this is it don't get scared now
all right we're back opening up for
questions and comments here in the chat
and here on zoom for those of you who
want to join as well i got to make
myself available man i get i get a lot
of messages man when people would just
want to you know pick my brain and hang
out and talk and stuff like that
i'm super busy and so one thing that i
try to do uh on the podcast and even on
the school of the mystics right it's not
being filmed on the school of domestics
maybe people have things they want to
want to share that uh it's more private
so we have small group
discussions on that i'm available for
one-on-one sessions um via my website
people want to book that but i try to
make myself available whether it's just
people want to know my thought or pick
my brain or share a story with me
whatever the case is so now's the time
to do that if you want to tune in via
patreon or tune in here on the
chat i'm gonna try to answer some
questions for you guys and comments so
thank you all for hanging out with me it
means the world that that you guys
believe in what i do
um
just a quick quick update on the white
magic album and uh keep everybody in the
loop especially people who bought the
pre-orders because uh the official drop
date i believe is october the 6th
and um it's on the new moon sixth or
eighth or whatever but as soon as
the uh album is complete you'll get an
mp3 download of the entire album uh
weeks before it gets sent out and it's
on
um
you know the streaming apps and things
like that so
the album is complete uh the audio is
mixed and mastered and it's in its right
format it's ready to submit it's ready
to send out but the the caveat there's a
quick update i wasn't
100
um sold on the album cover
most of my album covers that i've
brought to the table they've been
beautiful they've kind of fit the
aesthetic of the album um
man and when you see that album it
it invokes
what i brought and what was released and
brought to the table and channeled
through that album so just by seeing the
artwork boom you remember um and so for
me i wanna i wanna be in on that
experience as well like you know there's
a
there should be a picture that
represents this project this these 13
tracks you know and i think i've been
able to do that with each one and got
some really cool artwork so i made
the uh album artwork for white magic but
it just didn't really sit you know it's
like ah that's okay
but this album is not just okay like i
really i love this album there's so much
uh beautiful uh so many beautiful songs
and and messages on this album and maybe
the artwork i felt looked too too
esoteric too
to um
maybe a cultic or something like that
which is i mean i'm going for that but
not two right it's just gotta have a
good unique balance and blend not to
scare people off or there's there's
there's magic and creativity and awe and
wonder in there as well so we got to be
able to invoke it all so i had an idea
before i uh made that album cover of
something that i wanted to create and so
i never i never
uh
did it i never created it myself but i
ended up buying a template that looked
exactly like what i had in mind that
another artist created i bought it from
them because it looked a lot similar to
mine i was like if i put me there and
change that and put white magic it'll be
exactly what i saw in my vision so
that's what we're doing i'm uh working
on that now waiting on some pictures to
come back shot some pictures yesterday
and are really happy with what we got so
as soon as that
cover
is complete
which could be today
could be tonight you'll have if those of
you who have pre-ordered white magic
uh you could have that that entire album
in your inbox tonight if you've not
pre-ordered
it's pretty cheap you get a sticker pack
autographed copy and you get it early
you get the digital
um only doing a short run of autographed
copies that i'll do and um but if you
want to get in on that you can go to
truthseeker.com
and uh get you
a copy of the autographed version
so the artwork's not complete another
cool thing again about doing the music
and doing the album one thing i do for
my patrons uh is i include your name in
the album
no as of today
september the 14th the artwork is not
completed it could be completed tonight
i don't know or in the morning but as of
today if you want your name in the thank
yous in the credits of the of the album
make sure you become a patron at any
level as of 9 14. i'm saying this who
knows it may it may still be a week out
it may be a day out but i'm almost done
and it's going to be really easy to wrap
up because the cover that i made with
the hand on it the original white magic
cover that's going to be the cd that's
going to be the cd artwork so we're
still going to be able to incorporate
that as well so those of you who think
that's cool and you want to get your
name
printed on there boom
join at patreon for any level so that's
one one thing you'll get and a lot of
people really like that they buy the
physical
physical copy just to have their name in
it and patron and all that so that's
really cool so
jump to here in this chat what are you
guys talking about triplet says big up
truth you're glowing bro
a lot of people have been saying that
lately they've been been glowing i feel
good man i feel good i'm thankful
i am uh wide-eyed and hopeful
i'm healthy um been working out been my
diet has been
uh impeccable you know what i'm saying
i've been eating really good food and uh
drinking a lot of coffee today though
but but usually uh we're eating good and
the weights falling off of me and
um i just feel better and a lot of
people have been saying that like every
episode they're like truthy you just
look good i've been working out i've
been in the gym man i've been having fun
i get to i'm done with a beautiful album
like we we're booking retreats like a
lot of cool things are happening a lot
of crazy messed up things are happening
too
but uh
you know
i'm wide-eyed and hopeful you know in in
this process and and where we're headed
and and what's going on i have to be
you know i'm not giving up hope and uh
i'm gonna i'm gonna be a an instrument
of change and an instrument of of
creativity and a channel for that art
and hope that it would inspire you to do
that as well and it is
you know whether it's the music whether
it's the podcast and these these
discussions that really explain a lot of
the stuff that's in the music
i'm inspiring people to make podcasts i
was interviewed by
somebody this week who has been
listening to the podcast for a couple
years and it inspired them to make a
podcast and
and they wanted they asked me to come on
and i came on it's like listen i started
my podcast because i listened to yours
and and how
you know uh intriguing it was and how
much it helped me and i just want to pay
it forward so i know that the work that
i'm doing is not falling upon
deaf ears there's so many different ways
that that this information is going out
and we're trying to learn the algorithms
we're trying to learn creative ways to
uh to get this information out and it's
working so um
what know that whatever platform and
whatever medium you're listening to this
show on like there's probably 17 other
ways and 17 other audio uploads and and
places where where people consume
content and we're trying to get it there
and each each one of them i believe has
its own following and so you got to be
on all of it and uh so i'm with that
being said i'm launching my my eight
week program again teaching people how
to do all of this stuff and how to get
their message out there and how to to
make a living doing what they they love
how to monetize their their their brand
how to do one-on-one sessions and and be
coaches and counselors and how to turn
their their mess into their message and
present it to the people that's gonna
the truth that sets people free
you shall know the truth and it shall
set people free and and when you burn
with a passion and a desire for the
things that you love people who will
come from all over the world and they
have no problem with supporting you just
may have to get over your your your fear
um
or your
um
your feeling of of worthlessness or
being unworthy or you don't deserve or
you shouldn't charge for things that are
easy you know again i said i do
one-on-one sessions that people i'll
hang out with you for two hours and
teach you how to do what i do or uh do
prayer meditation and breath work with
you and really get precise on on your
story and and work with you and i do
that i do that that's part of what i
bring to the table and one of the
reviews on my my book i went to to i
read my my reviews on the book every now
and then and there was like a one star
rating and and the rating wasn't on any
of the content it wasn't that this isn't
christian it wasn't that this was new
age mixing it together it wasn't none of
that the rating was this person charged
us for one-on-one sessions and we're not
supposed to do that i was like wow why
are you writing that on the book review
you should write that on like
uh a session review or something you
know what i'm saying so people
have a narrative
and a belief
in a way that that that things are
supposed to be and when something
challenges that or something is outside
of that
they look at it as a threat
you know and i think there there's
there's situations where it can be a
threat
like people's narratives become a threat
and they begin to impose their truth or
their belief systems over on you and
that can happen for sure but um
live and let live man you know uh
don't don't get offended don't don't
take it personal when somebody has a
different belief or a different truth or
different experience
than you
like we think that
our our experience is the only one
and our truth is the only truth and
everything that you believe
good or bad
or you most of it's come through an
experience not all of it some of you
read it was good or your mom told you it
was bad and you stayed away from it just
like
tesla was talking about being at the
correctional facility teaching yoga and
these kids would visit with their
parents and brag about what was going on
in their life and their parents were
like no this is demonic you're getting
possessed by doing yoga poses and like
hold on is that really happening
did you get possessed by doing a yoga
pose
or not and and and that sounds ludicrous
to many of us so what you got you got
possessed by a demon by doing a yoga
pose
it just depends on what you believe
because what you believe shows itself to
you
and if you believe that demons can enter
your body through yoga poses
and you do it anyway i'm gonna roll the
dice here like you should probably get
clear you should probably talk to
somebody whose life is better than yours
their their their their way of living
their their mental clarity their
spirituality their body is better than
yours something you want to you want to
partake of and add to your life and ask
them hey man you got
i heard that you can get demons from
doing this is this true
i haven't
experienced that again because what you
believe shows itself to you if you think
that that's going to happen
beyond the shadow of a doubt it happens
demons will enter your body you begin to
have nightmares you begin to go
schizophrenic you begin to go on a
downward spiral because you held your
hands up like this
and for my christians i don't know how
many christians are listening to this
this far in or people are just like
hardcore but if you are i love you this
is for you if you didn't know for those
of you who think that there's demons
with those poses just know that when
you're in church on sunday morning and
you're doing
you're in worship
you're chanting mantras there's mantras
in your music there's drum patterns and
rhythms in your music that bring you
into the trance state
when you hold your hands up in a y
there is this is this is the yoga pose
when you hold your hands out like this
to receive and you're singing to the
lord
this is a mudra
that you're holding your hands in it is
a yoga pose
so the only thing that makes that a
worship
experience
to lavish your love upon your creator
or
a way that you encounter demons is your
imagination
your imagination that kicks into play
what you believe what you've been told
what somebody told you and then it
becomes real to you
so
do your research
study both sides because everything that
you believe and everything that you've
experienced good or bad again you're
gonna find people with testimonies even
on youtube
youtube's the best place to get lost in
the rabbit hole you're going to find
somebody who talks about how
they were deceived in church and their
pastor was a
bad person and
um
they found krishna and they started
doing yoga and they
became bhakti and
you know all of this stuff and it really
changed their life and they're being 100
honest with you
but the other people that you can't
believe that because that's not your
story your story is that
you were into bhakti yoga you were
you know it didn't work out
you know you were running from what you
thought was right in your life uh
christianity church where your parents
would go to church your grandmother who
loves you with all of her heart who's
praying for you to get back in church
and you know that
you know in your head you should
probably be in church and it's this that
thing that's been implanted to you no
matter what you do outside of going to
church you're not going to be in god's
will because you've accepted it in your
head because of the projection of others
so your story with bhakti yoga and how
even though it was cool it was fun i was
i was exploring listen i did what you
guys did i contacted ascended masters
and they were just demons in disguise
right that truth that you've encountered
because now you've gone back to
christianity
there's people with the opposite story
and the enigma in the whole thing
is how both narratives can be true at
the same time
is it true universally
or is it true just for that individual
is christianity really the way
oh well which version gotta get specific
all you guys are doing witchcraft the
bible speaks against witchcraft
my reply is
witchcraft which one like which is
is it chanting you're doing that on
sunday morning is it is it kundalini
yoga poses is it is it uh mudras is it
vain repetition you're doing that on
sunday mornings
i just did it i'm just in church i go to
church and like we did that
and uh and there's a deeper connection
with the study
and with what it means to you and what
it means to your body to receive and
actually
that holding your hands up as to receive
like you do in church or you see them do
on videos in
christian worship services they're
practicing a form of of mudras and and
yoga and they don't even know it
and they're going in they're tapping
into the trance state through the drums
into the rhythm the rhythm of the drum
puts me under hypnosis anointed by the
fire of tongues that's clothing hebrews
mystics prophets chosen share it with
the world not truth is spoken you're
holding up these mudras and you're
tapping in
and just to let you know i thought this
was a beautiful when i learned it it was
revelation but to hold your hands up
like that it's it's called the push
paputa
and it's a uh it's a mudra
you can look it up and it is to
two different things this to download
like when you want to download
revelation when you want to communicate
with your higher self with god with the
ufos with jesus it doesn't matter like
whatever your
terminology you use i use all of them um
it's a way to download to receive if
you're in church and you need christ to
speak to your heart you just hold your
hands out and you receive because you're
doing that mudra your body is fearfully
wonderfully and wired
in such a way where you're able to
receive and so when you do that that's a
way to download and this is this was
something that was believed and agreed
upon well before christianity became
popular in the west
you know maybe even in the east
um to receive that
so
also
it is also to offer to the creator
to offer
flowers essentially it's like you're
holding a bouquet in your hand
and it's a christians will tell you it's
a form of surrender i surrender all
listen i'ma take my flowers everything
that is beautiful
everything i have and i'm going to
surrender it to you guys so i'll hold my
hands and release it so it's a phone we
do it for surrender brother yeah
the push paput is offering a bouquet of
flowers back to the creator all that i
have all that i am
in this moment i give it to you
in this moment it helped me to live in
that help me to walk in that
so it's like
you know what we're not saying
different things we're not too different
after all
so many similarities
and i enjoy it
and if you get scared when you hear that
a lot of people do nope that's not we
don't do that we're not doing that in
the bible it says lift up holy hands
everywhere in praise yeah
why are you doing that to receive
to offer as a conduit for god's love
that's what you're doing
there's a reason there's positions of
prayer
it's not just talking
there's that there's inner dialogue and
contemplation like all day with the
creator but there's also
ways where king david would look to the
east to pray and why would he do that
the sun may rise in the east at least
sun gazing
to pray towards the sun the lord is a
sun
and a shield the bible says
so there's this idea and notion that the
sun is giving you vitamins it's giving
you
like
ideas for the day what you need to start
off your morning and watch the sun as it
rises a reason
why not only king david but but all of
jerusalem
how do you pray to the east to the holy
city of jerusalem when you're in
jerusalem that don't make sense it's the
rising of the sun
it is a it is a a meditation of
mindfulness and even thanking the
creator thank you that
we get to see another day
thank you that as the sun rises
that i'm still here
many people i know we lost yesterday but
i'm still here and i'm going to be
thankful i'm going to be in the moment
and i'm going to
carry this gratitude into everything i
do when i go to work in the vineyard i'm
carrying gratitude that i got by just
simply watching the sun rise
i'm carrying the gratitude when i enter
into prayer when i enter into
meditation when i open that unexpected
bill
i'm gonna enter i'm gonna open it with
gratitude okay
i'm not gonna let it pull me out of what
i know to be true
and so
if that's not practiced by all religions
i don't know what is
if that's not inspirational if that's
not
affirmational i don't know what is it's
to know that all things
contain
the beauty of the creator in it
i mean especially creation
because everything that's been created
has a signature
this podcast has a signature at the
beginning and at the end
all of my music
a famous painter is going to sign the
bottom of it
you have a unique
fingerprint
thumbnail you have a
you have an id
that goes back to the creator something
that is intelligent an intelligent
design
so when we look at crea
the created thing
it echoes and sings the song by just
simply the fact that it exists
back to the creator and back to the one
and the bible says that in Romans 1 2
that those who are without the law
by nature do the very things that are
written of in the law
and it is given unto them as
righteousness
because the jewish person
again we're dealing with
the jewish people who that was written
to but that's universal
it's whoever you are like you had to be
told not to kill somebody
but this guy
by nature knows yeah i'm not gonna
i don't want to kill anyone because
it will create heartache
i don't want to take life and so much so
that many spiritual people on this path
won't even
kill animals
for for sustenance
because they've reached this level of
mindfulness where they don't want to
to kill any anything and and then they
they move past that they become more
spiritual and they they say you know
what plants
feel pain too they you can there's
recordings of plants screaming and and
uh when you when you pull up root them
when you cut them in half and they feel
pain in their their life force is cut
off from them and and they get so
mindful they don't even want to hurt a
plant
and they just become
um
breatharians
i don't need any food brother
i eat very little
if i have to eat a plant i eat one plant
a week i eat an orange i need an apple
apple a day you know they become
breatharians and so this level of
consciousness or whatever
goes deeper and deeper but it's just
something that reflects to them of this
inner knowing that hey do no harm
do no harm because whatever you put out
is coming back
you know
but by nature you begin to do the things
that you
wouldn't want someone doing to you like
jesus like listen do unto others as you
would have them do unto you
and you would think that
you know people would would love one
another but a lot of people don't know
their self-worth they
they don't care about
being used and abused and you want to
repay evil with evil and that scripture
is not talking about you
it's about those people that know that
hey
you ain't got to tell me twice you got
to tell me not to
to be unfaithful you don't have to tell
me
not to uh
cheat on my taxes you don't have to tell
me these things i know that that
everything i do has a a ripple effect in
the spirit realm but i'm gonna have to
deal with it in the physical even the
stuff that nobody knows about what it's
done in darkness
will be seen
in the light it'll be exposed in the
light the things that you're doing that
you don't think anyone sees
it will be it will come to light
at some point
and so you have those people
where they don't have to read the law
and study the mosaic law or even study
um
morality they just know like hey yeah
don't kill nobody don't steal don't lie
don't cheat and other people have to be
told
you know in the book of romans it goes
deep into
that and that becomes a law unto
themselves because even creation
testifies
of the goodness of god
it has his fingerprints it says surely
the heavens declare the glory of god the
heavens by if you can't look at the star
star gazing and get lost in on wonder
if you can't watch the sun rise and get
lost in awe and wonder
and you have to have somebody tell you
you know
there's different strokes for different
folks i get it
but
what it is is everything becomes more
encompassing
you begin to see that god you begin to
see that love and you begin to see that
beauty
in everything
and so that's what that scripture is
talking about
maybe by nature do the things that are
written down
because you can look at the sun and see
that it testifies of a creator
may not know its name
if it even has one
we give it names for our our self you
know to identify with and certain
buzzwords that we don't identify with we
we give
villains names
that spark emotion from lore
we give heroes names we give practices
names
and we're married to those names again
going back to the
the thing i posted
about i'm not married to any but
spiritual belief i'm not married to any
doctrine i'm married to christ
because those names
and practices are subject to change
there were things that at one point i
would die for they began they were a
cross that i would be crucified on and i
was okay with that i was happy this
point at this point i'm like wow what
were you thinking dude
what were you thinking i don't want to
there's old videos of me on the internet
i'm like man this is i feel ashamed of a
lot of it even though i respect the
process it's part of the process but
it's like man i really was that hardcore
i was really that conceived that i was
the only one right and blah blah blah
you know there's there's hills that
we're going to die upon across us that
we carry that are changing
so i'm not married to that i'm not
married to the doctor their doctrine
adoption's hurting people man
a doctrine's running people off that
doctrine is judging people that doctrine
is the only one that's right
17 churches
on your street but you're the only one
that's right
no
take your doctrine and get out of here
with that
may it perish with you
you gotta understand it you know
i'm not married to that
married to christ that stuff is subject
to change there's more revelation being
revealed even if you're in love with the
bible like i am uh it means there's
scriptures i read over that listen 20
years ago meant something totally
different than they do today
and 20 years from now they're going to
mean something totally different again
when we go through life and
we experience things
this stuff is changing this that word is
alive
you don't go to school to figure out how
to study the bible
read the bible
not no physical you don't go to seminary
yeah you go to school but you go to
earth school
you go through life
you find out what it feels like
to have someone steal something from you
you find out what it feels like to have
a friend that was murdered
and you feel it through empathy like we
like we talk about the empathy
why are you empathetic because you've
been through it
i try not to gossip i try not to i know
what it feels like to have pastors in in
congregations
gossip about me the weight that i feel
even not even being there or something
some heaviness or something yeah man
they pastor mentioned you in the service
and what the hell why i don't even go to
that church anymore well he's talked
about witchcraft and and said some
christians rap people used to be
christian rappers and now they're wit
what the hell
tell him to call me let's talk about it
if he loves me why would you do that so
we learn okay i don't i'm not gonna i
know how that what that did to me almost
killed me
and i see why jesus says don't
don't use your words loosely
and that those who
gossip and backbite and slander are
worthy of hellfire they're in danger of
hellfire
like he only he didn't throw that term
around a lot but he did for gossip why
because life and death is in the power
of your words
and i found out that when i complain
i wallow in in this this
this thing that i hate
like job the thing that i feared showed
itself to me because i created it as i
spoke it
i birthed it into existence
i spoke against certain things i wasn't
i wasn't mindful i wasn't
faithful with the things that i was
given so you going through that gives
you a natural empathy yeah man i'm not
going to gossip man listen hey won't you
call that person man
no because that's what i wanted i was
going through that and everybody was
talking about me
nobody called me
true seeker man you posted something
about lucifer is not the devil
and that lucifer is a good thing
what do you mean by that that never i
never got that call
but those conversations went on without
me for sure and many many many many many
more
as a christian minister at the time and
that hurts so i learn from it and say
you know i'm not going to do that
if somebody especially somebody i love
or care about if they post something or
i see them getting into some weird stuff
hey man what's happening like i'm not
gonna i'm not even gonna lash out on
them i'm just gonna understand it
like why do you
why did you believe that well this
scripture here and that scripture there
and try not to be combative because it
turns into that really quick
and you never get anywhere you run that
person off and you never hear from him
again
because you were married to that damn
doctrine
you weren't married to christ who was
married to that person
you're married to the doctrine
you're running people off
that's the bride of christ
it's the people that jesus died for
even though even your enemies the people
you don't understand
like if the gospel means anything to you
it's not of of anything you did to
deserve it
it's the beauty of it that's why y'all
can't kick me out
they're trying to kick me out i'm still
a christian i still go to church
you know what i'm saying like that's
been a long journey of me even trying to
step back in there and and be
i don't know accepted or or just
allowed
you know the guy's a witch man he's a
witch he did
his buddy was his buddy was going
through a
hard time yesterday and they were doing
rape and he was on his knees with his
hands in the dirt
to release it man that's demonic
i guarantee you we can find some stuff
in the scripture that's very close to
that
tearing their clothes and screaming out
loud as you can when you're going
through anguish listen there's a way to
deal with
with it with trauma with pain and it's
not by holding it in
when you pray and you give it to god
it's not just a talk it's about a
release
find a way to release i list i don't
been to church services where they're
just
lavishing their love but they're
lamenting as well they're getting
everything out of them
they're screaming
you know they're doing all of these
things
to release that pain to release that
that
trauma
and it's very similar to
we just happen to be outside and i have
to know my connection with my mother
mother earth
and i know how to i know she wants to
heal me i know she wants to talk to me
she wants to spend some time with me
that's hard to get to when you you know
live the life with the mother who didn't
give a damn about you and then you find
the mother earth that cares about you
like hold on so there's things that you
go through and there's there's
reasons
that you believe certain things
but just don't project share sharing is
caring
but don't project
don't get into
religious arguments you know that
scripture about um
i'll always go back to it but
it's in timothy that talks about
if there be anything true if there'd be
anything good if there'd be anything
virtuous anything noble anything of good
rapport think about these things
speak on these things
it says that
and i take that to heart but right
before it it kind of talks about you
know what some people call conspiracies
uh it talks about endless genealogies
and myths
and fables and things that can't be
proven that you've lost a loved one over
or a a comrade or a friend over your
belief about the rapture
on something you can't prove
i can prove it brother it's in the word
of god
no that word's not used for sure you may
be talking about something else
you know what i'm saying
pick your battles wisely you were
married to the doctrine
that's what i meant let me clarify let
me clear myself about not being married
to a doctrine what doctrine am i married
to the ones that repeat themselves over
and over as a universal law and as a
meme from genesis to revelation and not
only them those are just what i've
studied but also the ones that that
spill out of the bible and they go into
the bhagavad-gita they go into the book
of inky they go into
the work of madame blavatsky i dare you
they're not say her name
um they go into her work they go into
the theosophical society these are
universal principles if it's true for
one it's true for everybody it's not
just for christians it's not just for
muslims listen if it's good for you it's
good for me and i can show you better
than i can tell you that's how i make my
doctrine
my belief
there's repeatability
it gains validity to me not just to be
in the bible but list the bible is
beautiful i'm down i love the scripture
i got it sitting right here i'm gonna
read it it it it it's alive
i do hold it in a different regard as
other books um
but
when these
principles are echoed by other teachers
and by other masters and by other
religions and other new agers or whoever
the person is that that you don't see
yourself at one with when it's echoed by
them to me it just gives
what i believe in the scriptures
more validity
and it also
not just the validity but it also gives
another perspective or a way of
explaining
such phenomena
when it comes to spirituality but when
it comes to pus paputa
the hell is that push what i don't do no
push but yeah you do you just don't know
it
and for that for me i'm lost in the awe
and wonder
of that
i'm lost in it
you know and everything declares the
glory of god surely the heavens declare
not just the heavens but the rocks cry
out the mountains
everything's vibrating listen your
vibration
is a song it is your worship your auric
field is vibrating and you say i'm
glowing
it has nothing to do with this light in
front of me
you're able to see my auric field
that's what's glowing
and it's through my diet it's through my
belief it is through my
overcoming of my adversities
or keeping peace in the midst of my
adversities that's why you glow
that's why you glow so much so that
moses faced shone with the glory of god
they told him the same thing his face
was glowing
wow something about your countenance has
changed you look like a different person
i tell you what the guy who came over
yesterday who helped me a good friend
um he looked like a different person
after we grounded and did our meditation
and and prayers and and
he looked tired he literally was tired
he didn't get any sleep he had been up
going through a breakup and a lot of
just crazy stuff in his head he got two
hours of sleep and
uh you could see it he wore it on his
face
i took some pictures of him and i had to
get the right angle
i say bro uh
yeah you can see you can see the um
you're tired man but a certain angle
that like you know kind of looked a
little bit more
younger or whatever awake
and uh so we went and we did the breath
work and we did uh the japanese ceremony
and smudging and palo santo and all
those beautiful tools that we got we
listened to some trevor hall and
connected with the earth and released
and got
releasing all the negativity and
negative ions and any blockages out of
our bodies in our auric field but then
we also replenished it with the beauty
of the holy spirit and with the breath
and not just being empty and walking
around empty but getting refilled and so
i tell you what i say all that to say
that his countenance changed
he looked like a different person
he talked differently there was a little
bit more clarity
about man
what was my role in all of this
you get to step back from your situation
and look at things objectively
wow
okay maybe next time i'll do this maybe
i'll do that
and that's what about his countenance
changed peter
his auric field his shadow fell on
people and it healed them
just by being around peter in the bible
somebody got healed
just by being around him his shadow fell
upon him
because his auric field was was
full of such beautiful
frequencies and you can be the same way
that's not far off that is for you
and it's as simple as noticing hey you
look different man you're shining you're
glowing
i'm not wearing makeup
yeah you know i think everything
you know is a
part of that alchemy
the working out the staying positive the
the beautiful music that we're listening
to the breath work the food that we're
eating listen everything
you are what you eat
whether that's
physically
within six months you you're about you
you we change we die and we
we we're we die in
our reborn daily with each breath really
to breathe in his life breath is life to
exhale is is that death now it's not
physical death but we die daily as the
scripture says but every six months
your gut
biome and what you've been putting in
you literally become a different person
so to get rid of those bad habits
it don't even take six months takes like
30 days if that
your taste buds begin to change ice
cream
starts looking
repulsive like a cheat meal the idea of
uh i can have a cheat meal because i've
been eating good wheat good all week a
damn cheap meal is going to put me back
three days
been doing sit-ups and crunches and
pull-ups and if i do a cheat meal it's
going straight to my stomach i'm getting
love handles come back i ran three miles
to get them off or whatever
so you just hold on
i'm gonna i don't want to do that
anymore and so your taste buds change
your desires change
the bible says that if you delight
yourself in the lord
that which is good that which is
beautiful that is a spiritual connection
that is mindfulness that is
contemplation if you delight yourself in
that
he says that he will give you the
desires of your heart and then i'm tell
you again 20 years 20 years for me 20
years ago those desires were different
those desires were different the more
that i found myself delighting in god
and delighting in the lord and and and
being a part of this earth school and
learning empathy and learning my desires
begin to change
the things i used to desire i don't
desire anymore i mean that's the whole
thing that separates
saved from sinner
that idea of being a sinner is one who
contemplates sin
like you wake up looking for ways to do
evil looking for ways to harm people
like i'm so far removed from that now
it's easy to forget that yeah i was once
that person that misery loved company
and i wanted to project i wanted you to
hurt like i heard
i wanted you to feel what i feel
in a negative way i do the same thing
but
in positive light and beautiful
you've never experienced the bliss of
god you never took a breath and at the
peak of the breath feel the holy spirit
run down your spine all the way to your
arms and
and like that that high and that
beautiful that you get just by knowing
it's a faith but it's connected to your
breath you never felt i want you to
experience that
experience it right now
knowing
that your faith is connected to it your
belief is connected but it's there
regardless is it it's a realm in a
universe that exists without you knowing
it
because you're not conscious of it but
now that you're conscious of it that i
said something you're also conscious
that the word for
pneuma
in the bible is the same word for breath
or spirit so when it talks about the
holy spirit
it is the holy breath
it is the greek
it is the ruach
the holy spirit the holy breath of god
and then it starts making sense where
the bible says let everything that has
breath
praise the lord
if you have breath
that we get to
praise god
those of you don't who don't like that
term listen pick one that you do
there's a lot more terms you can use
don't get offended over terms that's
if you haven't learned anything on this
podcast you gotta learn that
terms of doctrines they change we say to
say different things but we mean the
same
so the breath is the holy spirit it is
the pranayama
you take a deep breath and you say thank
you but at the peace of that breath
where the the part where like your your
lungs swell up your diaphragm expands
but then right there at that peak
there's this little release of
of prana through your body
that knows exactly what you need that is
the the job of the holy spirit
is to comfort you
and he's the comforter
and so to be as mindful in the breath
to experience that like
i want you to
i do it helps me
faith is connected no matter where you
are if you need to decompress if you
need to
um
relieve
some things off of you or get some
things in you breathe through it you can
breathe through whatever you go through
you got to be able to master your
breathing
there's an attack on the breath
there's one there's a which is an attack
on your relationship with the creator
and your connectedness
but nothing can sever sever that from
you the bible in the book of romans says
nothing can separate you
from the love of god
no nor height nor depth
there's a lot of people that say the jab
can separate you from god it changes
your dna and you become an animal and
you're separated for forever for all of
eternity no
Romans 8 says something different that
there's nothing that can set
separate you well yeah the only thing
that can separate you is this get out of
here nothing shall by any means harm you
nothing can separate you from that love
and you got to be mindful that's in the
mindfulness of each breath
that your sin
your sin
you know i got friends who were big on
this original um
um enlightenment or this this original
ascension that that sin was something
that we learned but and so even our sin
that didn't even
uh
like separate us from god
it was only the acknowledgement and the
belief that you were a sinner that you
took that nature upon yourself and you
begin to respond to it you begin to
build upon it you begin to act out on it
and it was just the the notion
you were never a sinner you just
received that identity
you received it
so not even your sin that separates you
from god but it's the the belief of your
sin that you are a
sinner because that's changed
in an ion in a in the smallest of a
moment to know that
that you are a saint and that you are
forgiven
that your sins were are remembered no
more
they're thrown into the sea of
forgetfulness
as far as the east is to the west i'ma
tell you when we talk about sun sun
rising and the power of the sun and sun
gazing and praying to the east listen
there was times where i had did things
in my life that i knew that the bible
says that god's mercies are new every
morning and even though i knew i was
forgiven i still carried that weight i
still felt dirty or whatever but i knew
that tomorrow was a new day
that if i wake up and i get another
chance at it that with the sunrise
that his he had a new mercy for me
the next morning
and i got to experience that so i just
needed to make it through the day
and look at that sunrise and wake up
because i felt totally different
and there was power in that moment
there's power in that day because again
we die and we are reborn
and in a matter of a moment you you turn
from saint
center to saint or the other way around
really in a matter of a moment with your
belief and connecting with it
your sins aren't held against you father
forgive them for they know not what they
do because if you knew what you were
doing
you wouldn't do it i wouldn't even have
to tell you that's the scripture in
romans that say that the gentiles
those without the law the pagans
by nature do the very things that are
written of in the law but nobody told
them to
they helped their neighbor
they plant they they're just
good people
because they didn't receive the sin
nature
in their heads it wasn't a part of their
story
so i have a lot of friends who who
championed that movement
and i do as well
and we get to choose each day
what we want to be who we want to become
make yourself
incubus has a beautiful song called make
yourself
and just taking the power of your story
taking the power of your narrative
because if you don't
you allow them to make you listen when i
was going through all of that wild stuff
and the church people were talking about
me and so hard and i took it to heart
i was allowing their opinions to
stick to me
i was
i caught wind of things they were saying
even though they never told me they
would post about it there was blogs
other people would tell me what somebody
else said
you know and and even though i would
fight it and combat it i knew who i was
deep down i would it would still affect
me
you know it was until i broke out of
that in a song like that song from
incubus make yourself becomes real that
if you let them make you they're gonna
make you
all of these things that you're not
that's not your true identity
and so that's why the you know the
scriptures were so beautiful to me
because the more i read the scriptures
the more i
found my identity that was hidden in
christ
and who i really was and i wasn't a
sinner and i wasn't my shortcomings and
i wasn't those i wasn't my confused and
i wasn't my chaos
but that all of that all of those things
were working together for my benefit
to make me a better person person to
show me compassion to teach me empathy
that i'll have a compassion for the
broken
for the ones who have been forgotten for
the ones who are overlooked
just like jesus did
the drunkards the sinners
the prostitutes
jesus friend of sinners that's who he
was
but it wasn't to condemn them
it was to show them grace and that grace
allowed them
to transform their situation
out of it
and if you're a believer if you're
connected to that which is good
then you have that same power in you
your life reflects that as a testimony
and you and it goes even beyond or
without words
that your life speaks for itself
because you can do one you can say one
thing and do another
and you become a false witness a false
convert
but people just by watching your life
and they begin to
be intrigued and say hey
what's going on with your spirituality
what's up well i meditate well i pray
while i do rappe you ever did rape it's
like grounding
really i'll try it that was his first
time doing it
so he did it right and i'm trying to
coach him and explain to him what it is
because for some people they think i
guess it's a psychedelic or something
it's totally not
but
you know when we were getting ready to
do it i had the the uh
um
or the tempeh or whatever it's the uh
the one that you do
put it up their nose and you blow they
don't suck they don't breathe because if
you breathe you're not supposed to
you're just supposed to wait so
stuck it up his nose and i said listen
don't breathe
just sit there
until
and let me blow put it up get it right
don't breathe don't don't do nothing let
me blow so he puts it up his nose the
applicator
and a little bit
got in his nose just a little and i had
him a big portion too and a little bit
got in his nose and it burned he's like
oh oh man
what is that oh man is it supposed to
burn i said yeah he's like i think i got
it man and it just like touched his nose
and i don't know if he may just
inhale just a little bit that kind of
felt like pepper or something i don't
know okay i think i'm good go ahead and
do the other one i said no no no you're
not
we didn't do it no you didn't you didn't
get it no i think i did i said no he
said i know you're supposed to blow but
let's do it so
anyway
he was able to do that for the first
time
and it was a breakthrough he found
breakthrough
by doing that and that's beautiful it
means
a lot to me
that work for me has lasting value
lasting implications these podcasts
these talks tapping into the flow state
and going knowing that there's people
who are hungry knowing that there's
people who are struggling who are
listening
like it has lasting value my music
lasting value longevity music got
longevity
i'm comfortable with still promoting
awaken the fire from 2012
comfortable
there's gyms you got to dig it it's
going to take you deeper it's going to
take you it's going to open a portal
a realm of creativity a realm of belief
of what i was studying at the time
of what i was inspired by and probably
the earlier the better when you get into
my work because when all of this was new
my god look out
like
it's different
so to recapture that in my music you
know and to share it with you
that's what it's about
and i pray that you do the same i pray
that you speak to
the struggling version of yourself
from five years ago ten years ago two
years ago last week
so whatever it is
to speak to it in the power
of a moment in the power of the breath
going from saint to center in the power
of a moment
it's an agreement
the bible says you become enemies of god
in your own mind i remember when i read
that and i began to meditate upon it
that we don't even have to do anything
we don't have to go out and rob a bank
we have to go out and kill somebody it
is the very notion
of that you plotted it out
that there there are sins that you do
and stupid things that you do sin is to
miss the mark but there's things that
you do in the moment that
it doesn't affect you the same
and the consequences of of that
that sin i believe karmically
are not even the same
because you didn't know
there's a blessing in it father forgive
them they know not what they do i'm
going to take all of this on myself
and i'm going to forgive the things that
they had no idea pray that they learn
pray that they learn by my example
pray that that you teach them
and i'll teach them from beyond the
grave right
and that they learn from this
but the sins that you meditate on
even when you go to court if you do
something
there's a different judgment
by the
human judicial system
he premeditated it
he lured that person down that alley
and robbed him he did what he he we
found
diagrams we oh wow this changes
everything he's been planning this for
six months
versus something happening in the moment
it's something that's called a
crime of of passion
that the outcome is still the same a
person died you committed a crime a sin
but the only thing that changes it was
the pre-meditation
you premeditated that a crime of passion
is you come in and your lover's cheating
and somebody dies or something you're in
the moment you wake up out of a deep
sleep and
you're still in the dream state you kill
somebody listen there's there's a little
bit hold on there's some
there's some defense here
it was a crime of passion he couldn't
help himself he'd seen that any it was a
temporary insanity
so there's a different grace there
just like you become an enemy of god in
your own mind the scripture says how do
you become an enemy of god god is not it
didn't say god is the enemy of you let's
get that straight
it says you become an enemy of god in
your mind because you premeditated
something
you made you made up within yours in
your heart that you're going to do
something evil
that you know is not for your greater
goods not for the greater good but you
say i'm gonna do it anyway
i'm gonna i'm gonna do it anyway
and the moment you say that in yourself
karmically things change in your mind
outside now i'm an enemy of god in my
own mind
because god only the only people know is
you and god
your wife don't know your kids don't
know the police don't know
you and god
that you're planning on doing this
and the conscious person the cognitive
person
can rationalize and reason wait maybe i
shouldn't maybe i shouldn't there's this
war that goes on the sinner the person
who was just giving over to that those
other desires there is no rationale
know that
they do what they feel they have
surrendered to the lower level root
chakra animalistic nature
and they just act on that
every day and everywhere
that's grace for them too
but there's a difference when you're
like hold on man do i really need take
breathe about it think about it for a
moment no i ain't doing that it's too
much on the line bro
i'm gonna get them back and i'm gonna
feel good for a moment but
i'm gonna be paying for that for 10
years i'm gonna be you know in the
moment
there's so many thoughts that cross your
mind that
that if you continue to any of them it's
gonna make a bad situation for yourself
and others
and so astral king here in the comment
section says
mentioning repent
the word repent is literally to have a
change of mind
a change of heart that i've created in
my heart listen i'm finna
i got the gun
i'm going to his house
i know what time he goes to work i'm
going to run up on him i just am that's
what i do you should have never crossed
me that way
and for you to repent of this
preconceived notion that you've already
become an enemy of god in your mind
because you're you're doing that
the repentance is you know what i'm not
going to do it i want to do it and i
think that's even an act of worship like
all of this is happening in between the
span of two thoughts you
guys i became an enemy of god i repented
and it was even worship
that i can choose good or evil i can
choose the flesh of the spirit
i can live in the spirit i can live in
the in the flesh
and i get to choose
if you was a robot
you wouldn't get to choose your program
it's like you know what
i'm gonna choose the i mean listen we're
talking about being unfaithful with your
spouse like
you choose in a moment you do something
in a moment a moment of pleasure
that you pay for forever
you can't undo it
you can be forgiven
but i'm telling you that that spouse
don't forget you you're doing something
that has
a lasting
implication on somebody's life
when you move beyond that threshold
and you think about it you know what i'm
gonna
these girls are inboxing me and they
live close
they look up to me like a celebrity
and they're sending me pictures
hey
that's up to you
everybody gets that that's you you know
i use that analogy that's your first
test
we all get tested with that
and i see people that's the first one
they fail to
leave their wife and their kids for a
moment of pleasure
lasting implications
i would say just in a life
but follow that out
that's generational curses
you cheated
you left your wife you left your kids
you got a new family you got new a new
wife and kid that ain't really yours you
just
you're there now because that that lady
had other kids i know these people
and if you're there listen there's grace
for you to make things right and to work
it out too trust me
but you got to be cognitive you got to
be wanting to do it you got to be
looking for a way
but for the person who ain't
you have created a generational curse
you've created
an offspring a kid
who now grows up without a daddy
cause now you're the disney daddy
you're not the homework daddy
you're not the change of tire daddy
you're the daddy once a month once every
six months or for a week every six
months and
you know you look forward to it it's not
the daily daddy so listen there's a
there's a hole there
there's emptiness
that gets passed down from generation to
generation and what i mean about that is
that thing that you pre-meditated
wasn't just for you
because if it was just for you you would
have been okay you could have dealt with
it
but now your wife your kids
your past your future everything deals
with it
and adam starseed says here in the
comments he says in just 30 seconds of
pleasure it would mess it up
was that a
adam come on man
i see what you did there
it ain't worth it three minutes an hour
ain't worth it
two hours six hours it's not worth it
it's not worth it
it is not worth it that's the
premeditation is that you thought about
it
for every temptation
god provides a way out
especially with sexual temptation
there's a way out you know what the way
out is
run
run that's the that's the way out it's
not to think about it it's not to
sit there hey listen
i'm trying to i'm hanging out with you
so i can win you to the lord
discipleship dating we used to call it
and then the young dude runs through all
the girls in the youth group and has sex
with all of them discipleship dating
what
there's a way out
there are sins that you fight there's
contemplation there's command i command
you in jesus name like this is different
ways you deal with different things
but in that situation in that scenario
paul says to flee youthful lust
whether it's an unhealthy pornography
addiction
don't entertain it
because it starts in your mind you
follow a premeditation out like there's
things that you got to follow to make
sure nobody catches you doing that
flee youthful lust
and we see that reiterated in the story
of joseph
in the old testament
where he's in the
in the temple of the pharaoh and in
pharaoh's palace
and pharaoh's wife
she's got eyes for this young buck
and she's like she's trying to seduce
him
to buy something that happened over a
long period of time but she tried to
seduce him and then she tried to force
herself on him
and this is the the pharaoh the king the
head honcho's wife
like which thing would go through
leaving joseph's head as a man it's like
wow i got the one that nobody else can
have like this is like
like this is a trophy
like this is a notch on my belt he's
like no
leave me alone it's pharaoh i serve
pharaoh he took me and he was gracious
to me to to clothe me and put me under
his his house and i would never i would
never disrespect that
so joseph
tries to back away he run he ends up
running she grabs his coat pulls it off
of him and he runs without his coat
and so in fear that joseph is going to
go to pharaoh and say hey man your wife
tried to get me man
like i'm you know be honest with you do
what we got to do to get to the bottom
of what she's trying so in fear of her
of joseph doing that she goes to pharaoh
first oh
joseph tried to rape me here's his coat
what and then so he becomes an enemy of
pharaoh because she lied but again the
analogy in that is to flee to run
flee youthful lust
don't premeditate it don't dwell upon it
because why you become an enemy of god
in your mind
in your mind you didn't even do anything
yet man
you just started planning you just
started moving things around you started
making sure nobody was gonna be home you
started saying
i'm not gonna go with you guys
today i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna hang
out here
and the whole time you knew
the whole time listen i know women that
uh
good spiritual christian friends of mine
um
we not the women but the guy we go on a
retreat
we
uh we're gonna do a concert out of state
and uh
wife was seeing them off love you kids
are with it see you guys y'all have fun
take pictures
but she knew the moment she knew that
her husband was leaving
that she was going to be unfaithful
she premeditated it it was a phone call
there was a facebook there was an
instagram hey he's leaving
finally the one from high school the one
that got away
finally my husband he's not going to be
here come over the kids are with her
grandparents and you do something that
you can't undo
it's a premeditation
again the grace is different if it was
an accident damn
he did what y'all did what you were at
so
it's still
the outcome is the same but it's still
there's maybe some grace but when you
premeditate it you move things around
you call grandmother and when you're on
the phone with grandmother you're like
hey can you come get the kids this
weekend i just need i got to study for
schooling
i need some time to study
what
sure i'll get the kids give you some
time to yourself
little did anyone know you wasn't by
yourself
and you did something that you can't
undo
i like the religious lingo i like the
these analogies in these words
but it's for some simple the simplicity
of that it's for that ma it's for that
woman who thinks about what she's doing
before she does it
he says you know what i want to listen
acknowledge the fact that you want to
i do want to
it's eating me up so bad that i want to
confess it tell a friend
repent whatever
acknowledge it
but get rid of it i'm not going to do it
why because i love my husband i love my
children
and i love myself
so much that i'm not going to do that
and that's universal that's in every
every situation every every scenario and
we go back to even go deeper deeper
deeper into this we go back to the
garden
the garden of eden the story the analogy
the if it was literal like who knows but
we understand
that this is the same
analogy there because
they ate of the fruit
but there was a contemplation because
you were told not to
you were told not to do something and
you
you had to talk with the serpent you had
to talk with somebody else who tricked
you who lied to you
well you know that if you eat the fruit
god is just scared that you're going to
become like him and you're going to know
good knee with everything he knows
and i don't think that that's really
what the apple did or what the fruit or
the analogy did i think they already was
like him they already was created in the
likeness
in the image of god
but what it did is it gave them that
false reality that it gave them the
opportunity
to be defiant and to break that covenant
so it was the premeditation
that we're gonna eat it wow eve ate it
gave it to adam adam eat this fruit man
god was tricking us man it was a test to
see if we really wanted to be like him
or whatever
adam eats the fruit
and then he looks down and he sees his
naked
yo lord what's going on why are we naked
and so with that
where's the sin
it's the premeditation because now that
you're naked what do you have to do
now we gotta cover up we gotta hide
ourselves from god we gotta hide our
nakedness
from god
so let's cut these
leaves down let's fashion them into
clothing
so that maybe god doesn't see
how naked
and how broken we really are and how
ashamed we are
shame came into the picture
you were ashamed to be seen naked most
of you still carry that
some of you even with your spouses but
we won't go there
you're ashamed
and so what the gospel does what christ
does is he takes away your
shame
of your sin
of your nakedness
so that you can stand before god
without anything in between
you don't have to hide anything you're
broken but beautiful
i know you want to do those things and
you're honest with them but you didn't
and because of that i can trust you
everybody else who i offered the same
position to y'all never seen charlie in
the chocolate factory man y'all ever
seen willy wonka
you're talking about analogies
listen all of the little kids
they
settled for
instant gratification
of a 30-second pleasure but you held out
because i asked you to listen that's god
because of that
i'm going to give you the keys to the
kingdom
because of that there's a job promotion
because of that there's here's your
dream
you missed one piece to have everything
fall into place with your dream
here's that piece
it's about being faithful it's about
being a good steward the bible says that
if i can trust you with the little
things i'll make you ruler over more
if i can't trust you with a chocolate
bar
because you love sweets
if i can't trust you with that i can't
trust you with a warehouse of chocolate
i can't trust you with my oompa loompas
my angels
who create and go forth and they work
for me
i didn't know there was that much of
knowledge this is analogy in that movie
this is all coming to me on the spot
but if there's a teaching and
faithfulness there
and if you are faithful you will be
promoted
on any job
on any team
there's a reason you know who the
standout all-stars are
because they assert themselves they show
you better than they can tell you
while you were sleeping they were
practicing
the early bird got the worm
they woke up and read the scriptures
they woke up and prayed they woke up and
did yoga and meditation they woke up and
went to the gym
you wanted to sleep in
there's a reason
the reason charlie was promoted
in the end all the kids are mad or dead
or some in some weird realm or something
the kids were mad hold on
y'all took your reward now
you you settled for momentary pleasure
instead of delayed gratification i had
it i was gonna give it all to you
and you know those relationships i'm
telling you about when you got a good
man or a good woman and somebody goes
outside the relationship it's like man
i was going to give you the world man i
was going to move heaven and earth for
you
but you weren't faithful with the little
things
we're done
and i hate to say it but it is in the
analogy it's in every aspect of your
life
to be faithful
and your relationship with god to be
faithful
relationship with your friends and your
family and your time and your energy and
your effort and your creativity
to be faithful
and in your faithfulness there is a
reward it's universal law it's bible
if you take that seed and you plant it
and you cultivate it listen something's
gonna sprout it just has to
it's law
talked about the analogy and the
archetypes
the charlie
and the chocolate factory archetype like
it new book guys new book new sermon
sermon illustration
that'll preach
if your spirituality don't come
become real to you and your
synchronicities aren't showing you god
and and connectivity in everything
you're doing it wrong
if it's here here is god and there's not
you're doing it wrong
with that i will say peace and shalom
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it's harder and um
it's cool even seeing the wear and tear
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one of the treats of the retreat that
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you know those people who have made
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those people who were
you know
it means something to me so
with that i'm gonna say peace and shalom
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says thanks for the fire stream man hey
you're welcome thank you for rocking
with me and i've read all your comments
here and everybody going back and forth
and i hope there was something for you
to chew on something to contemplate
something to take deeper
and that when in that moment that you
become an enemy of god you become an
enemy of yourself is really what it
comes down to
but in the same moment or the next
moment the next breath you become
the delight of the of the lord one that
the lord smiles upon one that has been
faithful with with the things that
almost killed him you know what i'm
saying like
you're that person you're that guy your
mess what was set up to kill you with
the enemy meant for your harm god in
turn uses for your good and those things
it's not over for you even if all those
things happen with the cheating and
unfaithfulness listen there's there is
new beginnings
you know god will make a mess of your
message and he'll find he'll find a way
to make things right for you
i do believe that too
but if you can help it
always do the right thing
always do the right that's where
mindfulness comes in that's where
meditation comes in that's where duality
comes in that's where the yin yang comes
in because there's contrast there's it's
all within you to do both
and the fact that you chose evil
over good says a lot
well the fact that you chose to do good
over evil
is the act of worship
choose this day
whom you will serve the bible says that
if you walk
if you live according
to the flesh
you will surely die
the fleshly nature
the lower nature
what what i can get
scarcity nature
not enough to go around
consumer nature
that gives birth to death
but if you live according to the spirit
you'll live
you'll have life and you'll have peace
that's that's spirituality
that's breath work that's push paputa
that's speaking with the animals that's
contemplation that's all of it
add that to your study add that to your
walk
knowing that walking in the spirit is
having a spiritual union and daily
walk
with the creator
by spiritual means
contemplation that i think about the
lord
i think about goodness i think about
where i was 10 years ago
i think about this i think about that
and those thoughts move me closer
move me closer
choose this day whom you serve
because you get to choose the god of
this world
which is what we call
satan or people will call the devil
or your god becomes yourself or your god
is your belly
listen we live in a plethora of gods
there are angels there are elohim that
are not to be worshipped
um
but the creator
and the elohim that wants you to worship
them
is what people will call a fallen angel
the elohim don't desire you to worship
them they know their role just like the
animals know their role because it's in
their dna
so the elohim won't ask you to worship
them and that's even why jesus never
commanded anybody to worship him
but we chose we saw that he was worthy
we saw that
that that uh he was a model
and it is something we should follow
and because of what he did
he opens up the door
for so much more for us
but he's always pointed back to the
father even when we said jesus you're so
good you know the idea that
everyone and everything is born good or
they learn wickedness they even said
that to jesus man they were like jesus
you're so good
i sing it in songs like christian
culture like he's been very good like at
least good to me
for sure
but he would say i'm not good
i'm not good there is one that is good
call no man good
because you got both how are you saying
that you're all good
when you still have the ability
and time to do wickedness and to do bad
you're tempting god
listen his grace is sufficient for the
day
there is none good but god
jesus showed us that he pointed us
to the creator
who he was in tune with
that was his father
so with that
i will say
peace and shalom
unless i keep talking
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