TruthSeekahs Wife Arien Spirit Wolf One Year In Our Journey
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I'm married to true Sica and today is
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like she said today is like the one year
anniversary of being let go from my job
I was a truck driver for ten plus years
and got let go a year ago and
essentially is one of the best things
that ever happened to me we all have a
dream or vision that we want to pursue
but complacency no one like having a
secure place where you're going to get
your income from and stuff like that
that holds people back a lot so
sometimes we kind of have that fear to
just jump out there pursue our dreams
and what we want to create in life but
sometimes we got to be pushed out there
so that's kind of what happened and I
want to talk a little bit about that
today and we're gonna hear it from
Erin's perspective like she said she's
my beautiful wife and she's been here
with me the whole process and couldn't
have done it without her definitely so
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so I guess there's a lot to talk about
I've been talking about this stuff for a
while but where was I mentally in your
opinion one year ago like before before
the bomb got dropped on us yeah lay
right before this job we're in a bad
place a dark place you are not the same
person that I had known years before
you've just you got so worn down from
that job from working such long hours
from getting to three hours of sleep a
night
you are almost like a zombie and I could
tell that you were just not enjoying
your life anymore but you were doing
what you felt you had to do to support
us and even a few months before you were
let go from your job I remember I felt
God was telling me something in my
spirit that something big is going to
change and you guys have to get ready
for it so I am grateful we didn't know
what the change would be but I am
grateful that that's what the change was
that you were able to get out
that bondage of that job and still be
able to support your family but by doing
something you were meant meant to do
yeah I mean how I was in a bad place
like I tried to I tried to do my best
you know what I'm saying to to work hard
and still put in doing the podcast I was
getting more consistent I was creating
more music and just getting it out there
more and and you know working daily to
try to make this thing of some type of
full-time income and be able to get paid
off of it but it you know it's kind of
it didn't look possible at all you know
had we had a number that I was making
every week or every other week or
whatever at my job and I was trying to
make the podcast and the music and the
graphic art websites on the side take
over that number and then you feel like
it would be a smooth transition if I got
that number to meet that one it would
just replace it but really that was
wasn't anywhere close to that whenever I
got let go from the job so as a father
as a husband like coming home I had a
piece about it at the same time when I
got let go I got home and told her you
know I figured she would panic freak out
I mean we've all done it you know what
I'm saying
but she had a piece and she took it as a
sign and said maybe this is God kind of
pushing us out there to go ahead and try
it one time at least you know you don't
want to be 60 years old 70 years old and
say man I wish I would have went for it
wish I would have gave it my all right
yeah because you never ever would have
left your job I don't feel like if those
numbers didn't match I don't feel like
you ever would have done that on your
own that you kind of had to be pushed
out of the nest so to speak yeah and
that's the thing with anything like in
life people they want that smooth
transition right I mean that's what we
want I mean even with like having a kid
bringing a kid into this world people
like when we try to get financially
stable first so I could bring a kid in
there will be is like you
like usually never ready for that
transition because then I mean where
would the faith come in where would the
the testing and in the hardships have
come in if you were just approaching it
all with ease and grace and just knowing
where everything was going to come from
there would be no faith in that there
would be no testing and trial so when it
comes to having a kid like you're never
financially ready or it comes to
pursuing your goals or like all of the
big people who have huge success stories
about starting their own business or
pursuing their dreams full time like
they all talk about you know the
sleeping in the car and going without
eating and stuff and I think I was I was
prepared to do without a lot you know
and and stuff making that transition not
being homeless or anything but we really
haven't done without you know of looking
at the money and just trying to replace
stuff of money I was spending gas money
to get to work you know paying for a car
note to pay for the gas to get to work
and all that stuff starts you know
getting in and then lunch every day and
eating out on the road like that was a
lot of money just to sustain me at work
and so like I was able to take that
money off the top and just all of these
little ways where we could like save
money and cut corners and stuff and it's
it's working one year into it and I'm
excited about it and so yeah yeah I'm so
thankful we haven't even been we're not
past due on any bills we're not doing
without we're living a blessed very
fulfilled life and I know that this I
know it wasn't meant to be I felt like
it was meant to be right when it
happened I didn't panic at all I was
looking for her to panic because wait
like you did Tom's past you know years
past
she's panicked she's the one like I I go
out and and do the work she's works to
but I'll go out bring the paycheck home
give it to her she balances the bills I
don't have to see the numbers I don't
have to crunch numbers and know where
this bills getting paid so it's like
easier for me just to kind of kind of go
with the flow and then she's the one
that looks at the numbers so
would be the first one to kind of panic
and say hey I don't we got these bills
we can't pay and then being released
from jobs in the past or or and stuff
like that like the first thing you do is
panic but then I guess after it happened
in a couple times in the past and being
the people to face like you understand
that God got you no matter what you know
all that panicking was for nothing you
know all that stress and stuff was for
naught we didn't have to panic because
always man at like that 11:45 our man
right before the clock strikes 12:00 God
always came through whether it was an
unexpected check in the mail or somebody
said hey God told me to give you this
money I don't know why or whatever get
another job I remember like getting in
trouble on a job for letting inmate use
my cell phone and they they gave me a
two-week suspension and that was two
weeks at worth the pay
that I was gonna lose I ended up working
and I was freaking out how we gonna you
know make this money come in and this
was early in our marriage too and I
remember of going to work with a friend
for one day after all that freaking out
and panicking working with a friend for
one day and made more money that I would
have made two weeks I made him one day
with a friend so I meanwhile will be
panicking and then on top of that like
something else happened and ended up
going to a talent show that we didn't
want to be in and you had to pay to get
in and like I didn't want to do go to a
talent show because you can like win
money and stuff and I was like this is
kind of like a ministry it's not really
I'm not trying to win money doing it but
something happened and you're supposed
to pay money to get in it but someone
say somebody dropped out and we just
want you to come perform and you don't
even have to pay us the money upfront
just show up showed up we ended up
winning like 500 bucks
just coming there performer doing what
we love to do and it's little things
like that once you you reach a mode
where you panic you feel that panic set
in what am I gonna do what am I gonna do
you never see the godly forsaken you'll
never see the godly begging for bread
like God always meet you when it may not
be how you want it to happen but
he always comes through and in and going
through those testings and trials and
learning that we've been able to kind of
give that wisdom to other people I mean
I that's that's my song and dance on
here being able to share that with
people don't panic whatever you do and
we've had friends go through similar
situations people just buying a house
and then the week later they get let go
from their job and they're just oh I
don't know what we're gonna do we're
gonna do is like stay calm don't panic I
don't know what's gonna happen but God
got you you don't you're a person of
faith and every time that bill shows up
they know that that check shows up
unexpected chance oh I mean we got
stories upon stories I remember pulling
out my cell phone just a couple weeks
ago riding down cuz we could just go in
on memory and pull them out all these
things we've seen God do over the years
miracles and healings and supernatural
encounters and so I wanted to just write
them all down so I pulled out my cell
phone and just started writing all these
miracles down and it adds up and if you
you got to learn from it right you learn
not to panic or you learn who your God
is and he's got you tight deal right and
a big difference this time why I didn't
panic was because like I said a few
months before it happened I I had gotten
in the practice of listening it's really
important when you talk to God and talk
to a creator that you listen and that
you try to perceive the message that
he's trying to give you and just trying
to be more intuitive and more in tune to
the Spirit a few months before it
happened I felt for sure that God was
telling me something was going to happen
to us financially that both of us should
amp up our side businesses which I'm a
distributor of essential oils and he had
his music podcasts web website building
all of that and we even sat down and
talked about it and I said look I don't
know what's going to happen but I know
something big is going to happen and
it's going to be hard but we both need
to put in as much of our free time into
our extra business ventures as we can to
try to prepare for what's coming and so
when it happened it was
it wasn't a shock or a surprise to me
because I felt like a few months before
God had told me something was going to
happen and kind of allowed us to prepare
for it in a way that it wouldn't be so
scary when it did happen you got to tap
into the spirit for sure you just uh you
know we talked about you know being
children of God the Bible says that
those who are led by the Spirit of God
are the sons and daughters of God you
have to be led by the Spirit it's a it's
a faith thing but it's a it's an inward
relationship it's a knowing thing to be
able to know the hope of your calling
and your salvation as well and and
essentially be secure with it and be
faithful with the few he'll make you
ruler over more and that's universal
principle with everything hard work pays
off dedication pays off sticking with it
even when you don't want to do it I mean
there's been interviews and stuff that I
didn't want to do or she's you know
talking about we you know putting off
you know recreational stuff to write a
the SEO for a show or create the images
and stuff that takes sometimes a lot of
times sometimes I'll spend hours
creating those thumbnails or whatever
you know and uh because I think it's
worth it like I believe in my vision I
believe in the things God has entrusted
to me and you should too the things that
God has given to you you have to invest
in it but you know no matter what it is
you know where your treasure is there
your heart will be also
so whatever you're spending your money
on with it whatever you're spending your
time on those are the things that you
really believe in and instead of you
know Netflix singing it up or gaming it
up or doing all the leisure stuff which
is fun but you got a you got to grind to
you got to make something happen and get
creative and and be consistent and I
guarantee you if you pick that one niche
or that one MLM whatever it is and you
stick with it it's gonna pay off in the
end
I was talking about she's doing the
essential oils and how much she loves
that and studying that and studying that
there's other avenues and other people
try to get her to join other MLMs they
have you know things that they're
selling and facial
products and health products and stuff
that could work
you could easily jump in that boat and
and take off and start selling it but
you would kind of undo everything you've
done with your essential oils and your
clients and your collection and stuff
like that you kind of undo everything so
she's been consistent with that and I
guess that's a good transition and how
to talk a little bit about your passion
with the essential oils where that
started maybe what you get into that so
I've I've seen my friends talk about it
on Facebook and everything for a long
time several years and I just never
could spring for the cost of to get
started to get started you get eleven
oils and a diffuser and the whole kit
and you get like the ability to make an
income doing it and it's a hundred and
sixty dollars and that to me it was a
lot for these little bottles of oils
when I didn't know much about it I was
like uh not a Glade plugin is a lot
cheaper you know so it really what
caused me to take the leap was learning
more about natural health and doing
things that are good for your body and
putting on pure pure ingredients on and
in your body the second leading cause of
death in the country right now is cancer
and only about 10% of those I believe is
from genetics that means you have 90% of
cancer cancer cases that are caused from
environmental factors and I know a lot
of people I mean it's so hard to know
what's in your food and in your products
these days that when my friends started
telling me more about young living and
their products they really take pride in
being as as organic and natural as
possible they don't even treat their
plants with pesticides they use
essential oils to keep the bugs off
their plants in the fields so that's how
I got started as just learning about how
pure they are and all the different
amazing things you can do with them
so that's how I got into it and it is
transitioned from
just like aromatic oils to kind of
influence your emotions and support you
emotionally to putting it on topically
you know you can put them on for cuts
and scrapes for bruises take them
internally you can make little capsules
and take them internally to help support
your digestive system to support
appetite control just anything you can
think of there is an essential oil that
will work for that and if you use the
really really pure ones it's amazing the
difference you can see good stuff I love
it too and uh just just studying
aromatherapy and just different smells
and different colors and lighting and
things like that all of that stuff plays
a part on your psyche and the way that
you feel so being able to smell those
beautiful aromas from you know those
natural products it's awesome it makes
you feel good when you smell them and
there's so there's so many different
health benefits in a way that it affects
you is really weird right now like about
what you can actually say because of the
the FDA like because they own those
medical terms like if we talk about the
flu or we talk about the virus they own
those terms you can't say that it helps
with the flu publicly because you're
giving medical advice on words in terms
that they've created so they've kind of
like tried to corner the market when it
comes to your health and stuff really
insane they'll try to sue you and send
you cease and desist and stuff like that
so you got to be really careful talking
about this stuff but you know it's just
if you really believe in it you gotta
find creative ways in outlets to get it
out you know I think it's you know you
know they're trying to control the
narrative on everything I mean we look
at the ad pocalypse we look at Alex
Jones being pulled I mean my stuff was
pulled a long time ago and I'm trying to
rebuild after that like they want to
control what you say and who you offend
and all kinds of stuff and want you to
walk on eggshells that most people won't
won't talk about this stuff that it's
good for you that you believe in because
you're scared of what what's gonna
happen to your monetization or to your
platform you get pulled off of Facebook
off of YouTube and not even that give a
reason why they say that you broke the
Community Guidelines and I'll send you a
ten page website with just writing and
you broke something within this
guideline that's all they'll tell you
it's insane so it makes people not even
want to talk about it or I could see why
a lot of people may even want to jump
ship and find a new MLM because they
can't you know something that they love
but if they use the wrong terminology or
say the wrong thing they're gonna cut
their head off essentially yeah that's
why I think that's why it took me so
long to even try central oils because
all I knew is you know you can put in
the diffuser and smells good like I
didn't know what all it would really do
for your body and a lot like you said
you can't I can't tell you what all I
use it for what it does for my body
because the FDA could come and get me
and put me in jail saying that I put
myself in the place of a doctor by
diagnosing and treating diseases and
they could cause me to delete my
facebook page my website every form of
media I put out and so I do my best to
stay compliant but my biggest mission
statement with my business was to help
people by using my essential oils to
help people to live a healthier and more
natural lifestyle so I do the very best
I can with you know the abilities they
give me I want to hear your side of the
stories I'm trying to pick like this
couple monumental things that happen to
me and if it happened to me it happened
to you we kind of we're on this journey
together we've been together since I was
14
I'm 34 you do the math a lot of stuff
we've been in and out of witchcraft like
you've seen me go almost insane as a
teenager making pacts and Covenants with
demons
we gave our lives to Christ and got born
again together went through the church
thing together came out of that got more
into the spirituality and the UFO stuff
and you've been like it's always been me
like pioneering where God is leading me
in whatever area where we're in and not
many people have heard your side of the
story and none of it had definitely
hasn't been an easy transition none of
that has been easy for me and I know it
hasn't been easy for you the UFO stuff
all of that like any of that you want to
give commentary on about some background
information or what it was like
transitioning maybe just start from the
beginning and kind of run through it or
something I really don't even know where
to start
so much so everything that true seeker
does he does to the extreme right you
guys probably know him by now so
whenever he started his journey to
awakening and studying UFOs and all
these different new topics I'm I'm
pretty stable like I kind of found a
happy medium and that's usually where I
stay and I test the spirits for myself
like he can tell me what he's learning
but until the Creator like tells me
himself
and touches my heart it's not gonna
really the magics not there for me so he
did a lot of study and a lot of
back-and-forth on things because he
would find this awesome Awakening and
this awesome truth and then he would
have the opposition of like Christians
and the church which is these are weird
terms to use but it's the best thing on
that and so he longed for that sense of
community from the people that were
there for us when we were just little
baby Christians but then at the same
time he felt God leading him into all of
these truths and these amazing deep
things so he would find this truth and
then he would run and burn everything
like he would take everything out of the
house all the
t-shirts CDs everything that had
anything to do with this
this truth and burn it and or throw in
the trash and so but then of course it
was God calling him it wasn't it wasn't
him and it wasn't evil in any way so he
would once he came back down and started
going into the truth again he liked by
all the same stuff the same books same
books he burnt last week he's bought him
again this week because that's really
the path God had him on but he in a way
he was fighting it for the approval of
man honestly it's hard when you don't
have a community and it's hard when
people you feel like people don't
believe in you because you're crazy or
whatever so the back and forth happened
a lot I kind of got into practice where
if I would see things missing on the
shelves or in the bedroom I would go
look in the trash and get them out and
hide them somewhere and then when he
came back down and be like okay baby
here's all your stuff I saved it from
the trash thank you but even like you
know somewhat like learning you learn
some things repetition learning how God
acts in your struggle and stuff you
learn whenever you feel that need to get
rid of everything you learned and I
learned to like sometimes you still feel
those feelings sometimes you still want
to do those things at times and you got
to understand you have to learn you
understand okay why am I feeling this
way is it because this is demonic if it
is let's get rid of everything demonic
and if that but or is it something else
that's getting in the way of your
relationship with God or whatever the
case is and you need to examine that
because you're gonna keep repeating the
cycles over and over and you'll be like
a dog chasing their tail it wasn't just
me all of my friends have done it the
most of the messages I get from people
who enjoy this podcast and what I bring
to the table here they have done it and
so you know it it's a struggle and
sometimes God will have you go and get
things out of your house and burn them
and throw them away I'm not saying
that's bad at all I'm just saying in
this one instance it was a struggle
between wanting the approval of your
peers and actually following the path
that
had for you so this is a little
different I'm not saying that's evil
itself and then you know once he finally
found his stability he found his place
knowing that he was living his purpose
however many years that took yeah what
just a month or two ordeal like that was
a journey that took I would say that's
that's the hardest time for me because I
couldn't stand to see you struggle and
and almost like self hate because these
other people were putting his stuff on
you and that that was really hard for me
but I'm very thankful that you've found
your place now and you know that you're
doing the right thing and that this is
the path God has you on because you've
seen so much fruit from it and that's
kind of how I measure everything is by
its fruit like don't tell me show me
show me what a difference it's made in
your life or someone else's life and
that's how I judge if it's good or not
so um but anyway now that you're on your
path and you've learned so much about
UFOs and psilocybin some of these topics
still like I'm not there yet I don't
feel like I don't feel like I'm missing
something that needs to be plugged in in
that area of knowledge so for me if I
think about something and it causes me
fear or panic or worry I just try to put
it aside because I feel like whenever
God tells me about it or leads me into
studying that then I won't have those
negative feelings about it anymore
whoa what about the further you know
when I went off on the trip and did the
first psilocybin encounter for me it was
phenomenal life-changing really meant a
lot it got a lot of healing from it even
on the first one a lot of vision about
about this and about what I'm supposed
to be doing in the future and this was
man no had to be four years ago if not
more when I came home I didn't want to
tell you because I didn't want to make
you mad that I was out having a mushroom
encounter but I told you anyway and you
kind of lit into me but if you want to
talk about that just because of our past
and drugs and
we've LSD and stuff like that like I
mean that's kind of what you thought
just tripping or something like I didn't
know anything about psilocybin how it
can treat depression and if there's a
lot of good things about it but the
thing that hurt me was I felt like you
had been dishonest with me and went off
with your buddies and did this trip
thing and and you were different when
you came home and it wasn't a bad kind
of different so yeah I was really upset
at first because I felt like you hadn't
been fully honest with me but you know
after I just tried to see how you acted
and making sure you're not like this
drug addict now and wanting to go every
weekend and party and forget your family
none of that happens so it was all good
things you came home with like a purpose
in mind and a vision for it and I really
only saw good things from it so while
it's still not for me like I'm not there
yet but I could see good things
happening in your life from it so that's
kind of what caused me to stop being so
upset about it the fruit of it mm-hmm so
now that you know we were into
spirituality and understanding aliens or
whatever I'm into or whatever you're
into or just really more in touch with
nature as well seeing God in nature
seeing God in everything you know we're
for you personally spirituality where
does Christ come in what does Jesus fit
in have you have we outgrown Jesus is
he's still there does there still do you
pray to him what is your relationship
with Jesus now that we kind of started
out in the Christian Church and now
we're running we're best friends with
psychics and healers and things like
that and people in nature and stuff like
where does Jesus fit into that for you
I'm almost hesitant to even say anything
because I was so bound up for so long
over some of this who do you pray to and
all that I'll tell you what I do I pray
to my Creator God
I feel like he created me I love him so
much he's blessed me with my family he
helps me through hard times and so I
prayed of it my Creator and I believe
that Jesus was divine I pray in Jesus
name sometimes I love to read about
stories of Jesus healing people and what
he did in the Bible and the message that
he showed us through his life how to
live how to love people you know it it
doesn't seem like there was any any hate
or negativity in him until he saw other
people being exploited and abused and so
for me Jesus is an awesome example of
how we should be in this life to just
love people to love nature to pray to
God to thank God for everything he's
blessed us with to ask him to help us
when we feel like we're down and we need
another leg up
I still love Jesus and I'm very grateful
that he came and lived as an example and
even died to show his love for other
people and I fully accept that still but
I mean I I fully believe in psychics if
you want to call it that and intuitive
knowledge and crystal healing and
natural herbal healing and I really
believe that that's how we're supposed
to live and yeah I think that's how
Jesus lived too when he was here yeah
it goes beyond just like from I guess
coming from evangelical Christianity
where I was a Eve Angeles in for 10
years we're told all you have to do is
just say you love Jesus or ask him into
your heart and then it's kind of done or
whatever no it is finished like Jesus
said that's what they preach you know
but it goes beyond that now now I think
the Christ consciousness or whatever is
more real to walk in the same
consciousness that Jesus walked in and
and trying to be like him
example versus just like I'm saved or
I'm a Christian I can do whatever I want
it's it's a little bit more in depth now
that you're able to study spirituality
in house Jesus was a spiritual person
and while he disappeared for hours on
end in prayer and meditation and things
like that and his community and things
like that you just learn from it all and
followed his example versus just saying
yes I'm a Christian I believe or
whatever the case is it's kind of
transformed into something a little bit
more right yeah I think to say all you
have to do is ask Jesus into your heart
I think that's a cop-out like it
shouldn't be just this one phrase in the
English language that you say and then
poof everything's okay like you really
should practice Christ consciousness and
try to live how you lived and treat
people how you treated people so if
anybody has any questions for Aaron's
spirit wolf leave them in the comment
section on either on Facebook or YouTube
and I'll try to ask her those questions
if anybody wants to know anything but
yeah we've been you know we've been
doing this for a year now like full-time
or whatever people only usually see what
we show them you know I'm saying they
only see us when we go live some people
saw they know they don't know
I got been podcasting since 2011 or you
know we've been researching or you know
this goes back to freaking 1997 1998
getting into ocultism or Satanism and
Wicca and studying all that stuff and so
now we're in kind of realms where some
people look into that and they they
don't know that you know they don't know
that you've studied they don't know that
you've been there they don't know that
you used to do this or do that people
don't don't notice that you know I'm
saying sleepless nights and they you
know they make judgements and
assumptions based upon what you shows
them what they're able to see so
it's kind of kind of crazy and see what
this question says Jonathan Santiago
says true seeker how did you guys manage
in the start when you first got laid off
money-wise trust wise etc if you guys
don't mind I started doing the math like
I said a while ago it was uh just seeing
how much money I was spending at work
like I needed coffees to keep me awake I
would snack I would eat out like I got I
got started eating out like crazy I'd
eat out for breakfast lunch and dinner
or at least breakfast and lunch and
adding that up throughout the week like
that's a decent chunk and then the gas
money that I was driving you know 45
minutes to took to and from work every
day adding all that stuff up and that's
a big chunk that I could take off of
what I need to survive on what I need to
live or whatever the case is so I
started to trying to like just do the
math on ways we can make it work I was
making money off my meat off my music
but I may buy the frivolous stuff I
would maybe buy a basketball jersey or
new shoes or go out to eat like spend
that money that I was making off my
music because it never was a big chunk
per month it's just it trickles in you
get a little payment here a little
payment here a little payment here and
I'd say okay let's go out to eat okay
I'm eating out on this by myself without
them even knowing while I'm working
spending this money was like you know
what now that we're gonna have to kind
of penny pinch let's see if I if I that
money that comes through I could pay my
cell phone bill you pay the light bill I
could pay this instead of just spending
it away and like making good use of the
money you know and being more caught the
instance of it so in an less waste so
that came early on and it wasn't we're
doing great men like we're doing great
we've we've never like God is good man
you know I'm saying he and there it is a
step of faith though it is you have to
trust it's all about trust right trust
in the Creator trust in the father and
not panicking if you panic and freak out
you're trying to
how we're gonna make this work just go
with the man and so if it's like if it's
a cut if it's calling you like if God
called you to it he'll brought you to it
he'll bring you through it he gives you
the vision he'll give you the provision
the whole thing about is the timing when
do you do it everybody wants to do
ministry full time everybody wants to be
a full time rapper full-time
photographer full time podcaster but its
life when do you do it so you have to
use wisdom with it but you have to walk
in faith I got friends who are rappers
who make zero income per month and
they're getting ready to go full-time
well in their head that's it they're
just like they're not promoting they're
not buying ad revenue they're not
selling albums but they see me go
full-time so they say you know what imma
do it but you got it you got at least
try to make the transition easier if
that's your vision you have to do
something today and you know I talk
about this all the time on the podcast
what you're trying to bring it to
fruition for tomorrow you got to do
something today you got to take that
seed first you got to go to the hard
ground til it up get the ground ready
put the seed in cover it up water it let
the Sun make sure sun's hitting it and
when it starts growing cultivate it pull
the weeds out that's a that's a daily
thing and so I believe you have to do
something today
that you want to manifest tomorrow and
like I talked about that that seed maybe
commissioning somebody to make you a
logo that seed maybe a website that seed
maybe sending an email but you can't
just sit back and just have this awesome
dream you know and not have goals and
not have really practical ways to try to
make it happen and money's a part of it
and frivolous money and if you're
splurging maybe cut back like what's
worth more than you that really nice
house or the job would you give up your
job and move into a smaller house maybe
a mobile home with lower payments so
that you can be a full-time photographer
so that you can be a full-time rapper
whatever the case is and so you can't
some definitely starting out you can
have your cake and eat it too I mean
we've seen this that was something we
learned from our own stuff but then
watching other people if you know the
example I'm talking about like when you
start it when we had Nevaeh and other
people were having babies at the same
time you know you want to give that
example you don't know well Aaron was
staying home oh yeah yeah okay yeah so I
made a really hard choice I'll say it I
say that I made the choice but again
even so long ago when Nevaeh was born I
would pray and ask God to open doors for
me and just show me guidance and give me
peace and we had paid a deposit for
daycare like I fully intended on going
back to work as soon as Nevaeh was born
and I was able to but I felt like God
would not allow me to do that that I was
supposed to stay home with her so we
just forfeited our daycare deposit I
turned in my notice and quit my job and
and it was hard to do but I just I had
to follow where God was leading me and
so I did apply for some assistance and
we got very little assistance because I
refused to lie on the forums and
honestly the government does not help
you that much if you're honest so but
anyways we were able to make ends meet
we like he said we cut corners anywhere
we could we don't we've never had cable
ever that's not a necessity I'm sorry
it's not Internet's not really a
necessity unless you do something like
this for a living where you have to have
it I mean most people have it on their
phones there are things in ways that you
can cut corners so so we did we cut
corners every way that we could I stayed
home with her I was very blessed and I
caught so much backlash from people for
staying home with my baby because I
asked for government assistance and I
mean I don't like people to not like me
or to think of me in a negative way but
I didn't care I was I was doing what God
wanted me to do and those years I had at
home with my child
I'll never I would not trade any amount
of money or fame or anything for it like
those moments were so precious
and I'm thankful that God allowed that
to happen in my life
but other people were so bitter like
they they maybe had a huge house with a
huge note brand-new car lease they kept
the nails and hair dine like everywhere
done you know I wear makeup I'm very low
maintenance person and they were saying
they wish they could stay home with
their kid like then but you're getting
your hair done and your nails done and
you got a really nice card huge note and
all of this stuff so you can't like it's
it's prohibiting you we have kept it
simple since from from the jump humble
beginnings and and we have you able to
do it you know and people would you know
get mad or people would be envious or
whatever but you could do it too I think
anyone can do it if they if they just
tried hard enough well there's a lot of
things you had like you said it's where
you invest your time that's where that's
where your heart is so I didn't I didn't
care you know about all these
superficial stuff or driving a big fancy
car or having cable I wanted to be with
my baby
so um I got a run I want to let Aaron
finish up some of these questions and
just finish up the podcast however long
she wants to go the time is here how
long we've gone I'm gonna go ahead and
run I got somewhere I got to be some
really good questions coming to through
for you about your favorite books this
is a good one the brother Wayne thing I
know you can talk about how it's hard
for me to do brother Wayne now and stuff
so I got to run I got a couple things
like I do I'm gonna Aaron finish it up
once you're done click that and you'll
be done I love you bye guys so I guess I
really am taking over now okay let's see
if I can read these questions they look
really small okay I may have missed some
questions I don't know so if I if I miss
you
maybe retype it because I don't know how
to do all this this is not my jam so it
says true Sica can you ask spirit wolf
what is her favorite book and favorite
essential oil my favorite book is
probably going to make you
laughs I am a huge Harry Potter nerd
like I love love Harry Potter and that's
not like awakened or enlightenment at
all but it is definitely an escape and I
love it so much that is probably my
favorite book series is Harry Potter but
if you want it like a legit awakened
answer a book that made a big difference
in my life
what was the alchemist that book is an
awesome it's written kind of like a
parable and it's about going out and
achieving your dreams and taking risks
and it's really good and in case you
didn't know you can do your free audible
trial
I think it's audible.com backslash true
seeker and if you do a free trial we get
a kickback even though it's free and you
can I think get the alchemist on there
and check it out it's a great book
there's a bug in here and my favorite
essential oil is a blend it's a Young
Living blend and it's called peace and
calming and it's got lavender it's got I
think it has I know I'm saying it wrong
but I say e ylang ylang but I know
that's wrong and it's just for it's for
calming and it helps me sleep at night
when I can't sleep very well I put it in
the diffuser and it just it smells
wonderful and honestly I think I have
more awakened dreams when I diffuse it
so that would be my favorite and and
it's its main components lavender
lavender is a close second I put
lavender on everything and I put it in
my bath it just it's very calming and
relaxing
Lilliana said behind an awesome guy
there's a powerful woman thank you
we we have been a team for a very long
time he is my best friend it makes me
really sad whenever I meet couples who
fight a lot because we don't what you
mean we have disagreements but we we're
best buds like we get along really well
so it's it's really been a great journey
together yeah Derek had an appointment
he had to get to so sorry he had to go
and I'm
as good at this I see a question on
Facebook and it says what began y'all's
awakening was it a trauma premonition or
what I guess it was just honestly the
general calling of the holy spirit for
true Sica whenever we came to Christ I
had gone to church before but I never
really had experienced anything real or
the Holy Spirit but I had prayed and I
go to church but it kind of just felt
like you were just talking to yourself
instead of praying to a Living God you
know and things had gotten really dark
for us where he was hearing like demonic
speech and there would be no one talking
but he's hearing voices kind of thing
and he would get really sick and pale
like at you know at the snap of a finger
he would be white and cold and clammy it
was almost like he was dying and you
know I I didn't know what to do for him
or or we were so stoned I couldn't drive
him to the hospital things got really
really bad and he felt like he had to
come back to Christ or he was going to
die and I really think that we both
would have and so that's what started us
into our upward upward spiral I would
say it was pretty traumatic for him and
for me I really I really rebelled
against the idea really hard but he told
me he says okay just pretend and try it
my way
and if in two weeks our lives aren't
100% better then I'll I'll go back to
doing all these rituals and stuff with
you that's how much faith he had and our
lives were better they got infinitely
better and there was never any question
of turning back and it's been just an
awesome step-by-step Awakening and truth
learning since then someone said it's
awesome to see him have the backing of
his wife that's such a powerful need
yeah like I said he's my best friend and
it made me sad for so many years to see
him in a job that yeah he made good
money and it supported our family but he
he wasn't even himself anymore his
countenance his face everything had
changed and I guess when you go for
years only getting two or three hours of
sleep every night like you probably do
get into kind of a zombie-like state but
I knew he wasn't enjoying his time that
he he was even with us because he was so
tired so yeah he's my best friend of
course I want to see him prosper and I
love to see all the stories of people
who've been touched by his work and it
makes it all worth it Danny says do you
have a favorite verse from the Bible
yeah mine is probably I think it's its
Proverbs 3:5 to trust in the Lord with
all your heart and lean not upon your
own understanding because I I like to
understand things and I like to know
exactly you know why this is this way
and why that's that way and sometimes
God doesn't work that way like I said
before about him telling me whenever
this big change was going to happen in
our life he didn't tell me what was
going to happen or exactly when it was
just kind of like a nudge like hey this
something big is gonna happen you need
to be prepared for it so yeah I do love
that scripture and then even comes into
play almost daily for me but yeah you
can't lean on your earthly knowledge or
what your flesh or your mind understands
because the Spirit is different and yeah
someone says I think it says Chris where
does spirit wolf come from do you have a
Native American background yes I do I we
are not on a roll or anything but I do
have a strong Cherokee lineage and I am
approximately one-eighth Cherokee from
both sides my family my grandfather was
adopted he was born on a reservation
adopted by a white family and because of
all the shame that they put on you know
the Native American race at that time
the adoptive family of course changes
everything to say that he's white so but
we can we can trace it back really far
and
yeahit's I do feel kind of like a
pulling toward that lifestyle so that's
why I picked spirit wolf for myself
because I feel like a wolf is my spirit
animal they are very protective they're
very loyal and I feel like I have a very
small pack like a very small tribe I
don't have millions of friends like some
people but the few that I do have like I
would defend them with my life so and
then spirit I just I try my best to walk
in the spirit and listen to spirit and
live my life that way so that's I did
choose that name for myself and that's
why Black Panther says your husband
changed my life when I discovered his
music which helped me through some dark
times he called me once after a Facebook
post and we prayed together yeah he his
music is awesome he's he's helped a lot
of people find awakening and even learn
about new subjects and I know that his
music is is definitely ordained for a
higher purpose and even some people who
love it they may even learn about
something new and listen to it again and
hear things in his lyrics that they'd
never even noticed before so that's kind
of cool true Sica says you are so
beautiful thank you babe what is some of
your favorite music
take a guess see if you can guess I bet
you can't I'll tell you but I want a
couple of guesses first Danny says
Derrick helped me a lot in my awakening
last year I was so depressed drinking
everyday yeah he we have been through so
much and I feel like a lot of our
experience and testimony happened to us
so that we could help other people so
I'm really thankful that he's so giving
of his time to help people I see you
don't text and drive Derrick that is
great advice babe get off the phone put
the phone down rock music and metal
that's great guesses so my favorite band
of all time is Metallica I've loved
Metallica since I was in high school
Derrick took me to see
for my birthday last year it was my
first time to ever see them live in
concert and I just think they keep
getting better and better as the years
go on I love Metallica and another
favorite of mine would be the Beatles I
love all of the Beatles music from the
very first days to the very last days
they are awesome and a lot of their
music has some really great lyrics too
so hey Ally so we're almost at one hour
so I think I should probably shut this
down does anybody have anything else
before we go so I'm just going to talk
for a minute I just want to tell you
guys that you should follow your heart
and by that I mean you should follow
whatever you feel like God has given you
a passion for in life ever since I was
ever since I could remember since I was
a very small child I've been obsessed
with horses and I've told this story
before on christie Lee christie Lee show
on Wednesday night but I've always had a
passion for horses we lived in an you
know a small space there was not enough
room for a horse no one in my family had
horses but I was so obsessed with them
my whole life
and it got to the point where in my
adult life I had Nevaeh's she was small
like maybe two years old and I still had
such a passion for horses and I would
just have these amazing dreams and wake
up crying at night because I wanted to
spend time with horses
so that prompted me to start making some
phone calls because I told I told Derek
like there's no way this is an accident
like I feel ridiculous to wake up crying
because I want to be around a horse
there's got to be a higher purpose so I
started making some phone calls and he
actually on one of his little side jobs
whenever he left a job and went to work
at this other job he found this place
that was called buckaroo barn and they
had horses and
did physical therapy for special-needs
kids which both of those are a huge
passion of mine I have a cousin who is
special-needs and I've always kind of
had a soft spot for that so I started
making phone calls no experience
whatsoever and I just asked people hey
do you allow volunteers I would love to
come like I'll clean the stables
whatever you want I just I want to learn
about horses and that's how I came to my
job at buckaroo barn because they said
yeah we do take volunteers and I went
out there and it was just a really good
fit from day one and I know that I know
that's why God had those dreams in my
mind at night because it drove me to
find buckaroo barn and I feel like that
is one of my higher purposes in this
life is to help special needs kids and
families and I get to be around horses
at the same time so it's really awesome
I love it I love my job I would do it
for free and now I get paid to do it so
it's an extra blessing and I've been
able to help with a non-profit to give
back to to help the families pay their
medical bills because I'm sure all of
you guys know what a burden that can be
and with a special-needs child those
burdens never go away they always have
medical visits so Ally said you need to
do this more I don't feel like I have
that much to say like I'll talk whenever
I can
Adam says what is your website my
website is spirit wolf living calm and
it's not actually like a site I created
it's a link to purchase essential oils
through me and so I'll just plug that
again if anyone is interested in
essential oils if you want to learn more
you can message me on Facebook
facebook.com backslash a RI en G and I'd
be happy to talk to you about it but if
you just want to purchase or even sign
up for a kit you can get on there and go
to spirit wolf living comm oh yeah truth
says I was supposed to talk
brother Wayne yeah brother Wayne's gone
I'm sorry he's just gone he's not here
anymore it was funny because when truth
seeker was working that job driving
sometimes 19 hours a day he would come
home so tired and you know you stay up
for two days and your voice is like all
froggy and scratchy and so he would he
would come home and just be in a silly
mood because he's loopy from a lack of
sleep and do these brother Wayne videos
and the voice sounded like just somebody
else
it was so convincing well I feel like
ever since he started doing this
full-time he loves it so much and it's
he's really living in his purpose the
voice is gone he's too happy he's too
happy to get into that spirit of that
bitter old you know church hurt but
still a pastor weird personality that he
had for brother Wayne he's different
he's just not he's not the scruffy old
bitter brother Wayne anymore brother
Alan says brother Wayne help me learn
who I really am so happy to hear that
Alan brother Wayne does take no
donations at his his church down in
Shreveport you ought to send him one I
know you love it share your oily
testimonies and tell us about scripture
and essential oils so I did have a
scripture pulled up that I wanted to
read so I will read it
it's Ezekiel 47 12 fruit trees of all
kinds will grow on both banks of the
river their leaves will not wither nor
will their fruit fail every month they
will bear fruit because of the water
from the sanctuary flows to them their
fruit will serve for food and their
leaves for healing so I like that
scripture because it's pretty blatant
that you are supposed to use plants for
healing purposes I probably shouldn't
say that because I don't think the FDA
likes it but if you're going to use
essential oils on or in you
body you need to make sure they are very
very pure the purest distillation
possible because if you it takes it
takes a lot of square footage of plants
to make one little bottle of essential
oils so if those plants have pesticides
on them all of those plants with those
pesticides are in this little bottle so
using a concentrated essential oil can
be just as bad for you as it can be good
for you if you're not using the right
stuff so make sure whatever company you
buy from that it is very pure that's why
I like Young Living because they have a
seed to seal guarantee and they monitor
everything so carefully they invite
their people to come out and see the
farm to plant plants to see the
processes like they're very open about
what goes on at their farms and another
thing I love is that if a plant is being
harvested too much that the plant is in
danger of not reproducing at a high
enough rate they'll stop like they don't
they don't care about profits more than
they do the environment so they monitor
everything very carefully and they do
care about the world in the environment
and their impact on it so my oily
testimonies I have anxiety issues
sometimes and that oil of peace and
calming that's my favorite I keep it in
the car and I like to put it on right
here behind my ears and on my wrist
whenever I'm going to large crowds or
events I'm finding that I don't need it
so much anymore and that's a good thing
but I have I have lots and lots of oily
testimonies it's just really hard to
share in a way that I can legally but if
you have any questions you can message
me on my Facebook page I'd be happy to
talk about it like thieves I can say
about thieves that is one of my
favorites too that's our our
back-to-school oil we use it on our feet
at night and we put it in the diffuser
because you know when all the kids go
back to school they start sharing
supplies sharing books they share other
things that are not so great and they
bring it home to your house so we use
thieves to support our immune system and
it works someone said the FDA is only
concerned with keeping Big Pharma fat
that is true it's it's funny how many
companies and how many different places
only care about money like even
insurance companies they really only
care about money they don't care about
helping people because I work in the
medical field I can see it I can see it
a lot now vetiver oil is very calming as
well yes I know a lot of people who use
vetiver to help them get to sleep at
night someone said are there Sasquatch
sightings in your area I haven't seen
any I haven't heard of anyone seeing any
but I know when my daughter was little
she used to go out and make little
circles out of bricks and rocks and try
to build Bigfoot traps so she may have
seen some because she really legit tried
hard to catch Bigfoot when she was
little so Ally I'm really excited to try
all the products you gave me yesterday
because I am trying to go to a more
natural way everything you put on your
body gets absorbed into your body so if
you use shampoo that has chemicals in it
sulfates parabens all that garbage it's
going to get absorbed into your scalp
and your skin same for lotion same for
makeup same for moisturizer sunscreen
everything you put on your body it's
gonna absorb into your body into some
way shape or form so anything that's
natural without chemicals in it organic
is better you should go that route I've
actually had a few friends to friends
that were diagnosed with breast cancer
in the last
it's probably been it's probably been
almost two years now since their
diagnosis but they both found their
breast cancer right in their armpit like
right where you would put your deodorant
and they both used deodorant with
aluminum and parabens in it so you just
have to be really careful what you put
on your body because it gets absorbed
into your body especially deodorant
because it stops you from sweating and
sweating is one way your body gets
impurities out so I'm like you don't
want to block all of those sweat glands
and keep all of that impurity impure
things inside of your body you want them
to come out let me go back to the
facebook chat someone said where are
y'all from true Sica is originally from
the New Orleans area I'm from here
Mobile Alabama area and we both live in
lower Alabama now Jordan Vieira says I
love The Alchemist
yeah The Alchemist is a great book
someone says she is right you should
speak your truth more I kind of I
started last year just doing videos and
speaking my truth a little bit and then
I did a little short video on it
recently but I felt like I was under
attack from another person they said
some things that hurt me and so I didn't
really want to be seen on video or on
Facebook or even in person like I really
just retreated from who I I wanted to be
but uh I think I'm back on track now it
was a hard blow it took me a long time
to get over it but I'm over it now
so you guys will probably be seeing more
of me hey drew is watching on Facebook
hey drew we love you guys too hope to
see y'all soon what shampoo and
conditioner do you use I don't wash my
hair very much but when I do I try to
find the most natural shampoo that I can
afford so right now I'm using not your
others brand which is probably not the
best friend but I know they don't have
sulfates and parabens in it and you can
get it at you know like Walmart or
Walgreens so that's what I use right now
brother Allen says down with the haters
that's right
everybody has haters but haters are just
haters so gotta let them go
someone says Aaron have you experienced
any of the stuff he talks about in the
podcast ie
aliens or angels etc yes I have
experienced angels aliens not not so
much I mean I've seen lots of things in
in skies I I don't really think that
UFOs are little green men driving ships
I don't know some people think they are
but that I don't I don't dwell on that
but I do know that I've experienced
angels intervening for me and I feel
like did you know that you can pray and
invoke God's angels to come around and
protect you I do that a lot and so like
if there's a car accident on my my path
to work and I've prayed for God's angels
to protect me and the car won't start or
you know any number of things can happen
I'm late leaving the house by 15 minutes
which causes me to miss this area at
this time that's happened to me a lot
and I believe that's that's angels
intervening in my life to keep me out of
harm's way when my sister and I were
growing up we went on a trip to the
Grand Canyon with my family and she
almost fell in the Grand Canyon and she
says that these little birds came and
grew a root like instantly grew a root
out of the side of the rock and her foot
hit the root and that's how she was able
to not keep slipping and falling down
into the Grand Canyon and I believe that
was angels intervening on her behalf
so yes I've had encounters with angels
not in the form of like a person
standing in front of me but I do believe
that they are there and they protect me
and they have my best interests at heart
so I I guess I'm going to end it now but
one more question
did you ever join true seeker Owen if
his sacred mushroom ceremonies no I have
not I am NOT saying never but not until
not until my Creator tells me to go for
it I don't I feel very connected to
nature I feel very connected to my
family I don't have negative feelings
all the time I don't really feel like
there's a whole lot of things missing
from my perspective I work with special
needs children who have the greatest
attitude in the world and it's hard to
have a negative point of view on
anything after working with them so I I
don't know if I felt like something was
missing and my creator was pushing me
towards that I would try it but never
just on my own what I say hey let me
just see how this is cuz I really feel
like if it's not broke don't fix it kind
of thing alright guys well we're an hour
and 15 minutes in so I guess I'm gonna
go thank you guys for putting up with me
I'm not as good at this as true Sica is
but I hope you enjoyed it I hope that
some of the things you heard will help
you to stay in tune with the spirit
because the spirit is always talking you
just have to quiet yourself quiet your
mind quiet your body and listen and I'm
so thankful that I was in a place where
I was listening when he was warning me
about what was to come with true seekers
job because I am totally the type that
would just panic and go off the rails
but it wasn't a surprise that was
there's nothing to panic about like I
knew it was coming so yeah I fully
supported him to go for it when he
whilst his secure stable job or whatever
but um thanks for putting up with me if
you have any questions or if you want to
know more about essential oils you can
message me on Facebook so yeah I enjoyed
it I'll see you guys on the other side