War of the Machines | Independent VS Mainstream Media | Phillip J Watt
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podcast today Philip J why watch what's
going on my brother how are you I'm good
itself well brother you all the way in
Australia correct let's draw a meeting
it's 1 a.m. right he SSA Lee's all feel
that for a long time he said he had to
set his alarm to catch this from guys he
really wanted to be here so we're gonna
we're gonna get into some good
information he sent me an email a couple
weeks ago we've been trying to make
something happen I've had a lot going on
with my release of my album and and and
trying to spend a lot of time and energy
on that so we finally found an open date
to make it happen he sent me a list of
stuff that he wants to talk about in his
stuff that we talked about almost every
episode so it's gonna be really good I'm
always open to talking to people about
their experiences supernatural
encounters psychedelic encounters and
how they've changed your life and
talking about the spirit around the
spirit world so yeah thank you for
having me on Derek I thought I just sort
of told the audience a little bit about
my background first before we kick off a
little bit about me and why I wanted to
come a new podcast mate because you know
I'm really impressed with so many
independent researchers and thinkers and
even just our alternative ideas these
days the alternative media
really is taking over the mainstream
media the mainstream media is dying huge
portions of populous do not trust them
do not have folks understand their
propaganda outlets unfortunately a lot
of the time they still follow what they
sort of say and I believe what the
mainstream media says but and there's an
incoherence there and I really want to
talk a lot about incoherent state ie
getting into coherence into alignment
through all the different layers of the
self attuning internal and get some
essentially and then attuning externally
so it had coming into coherence with the
external world regardless of whether or
not it's matrix emulation or to what so
degree it is but yeah so the mainstream
a hero's been exposed as as I said
propaganda outlets so I so the basically
dot design to create psychological
operations on mass and there have been
really effective are no a great bloody
job unfortunately alternative media has
been somewhat infiltrated after various
degrees but they're not it's by actual
people who are working on you know paid
sort of shields as somebody might call
it or whether it's just ideas have been
implanted throughout that process and
it's been caught up you know so people
have latched on to it in various
platforms and and propagated a an idea
or a concept or a series of concepts
that aren't necessarily true and
distracting us from sort of further
uncovering the truth especially around
the nature of reality which again that's
connects with the simulation but also
what's happening or systemically on a
material level so I'm part of the
independent media for the last five
years I've written so you know over 100
articles I've got a podcast that are
called redesigning society gonna be some
amazing people and that I'm definitely
gonna have view on it when I get off of
that up and running truth I really look
forward to
break a little break over the last sort
of few months to focus on my own affairs
but so I've had the pleasure to
interview some amazing amazing thinkers
and hearts such as Rupert Sheldrake and
Ben Raider and Gordon Y Maxie yeah yeah
met some really smart intelligent people
who genuinely what I hope as well a lot
of my work hasn't just focused on the
issues I've also focused on the
solutions so I know I know it's good we
can identify the solution the issue is
all we want if you're not really looking
at what sort of opportunities we have to
evolve and transcend issues and move
forward in authentic honorable ways not
just for our souls as a collective in
our future generations but also for you
know the environment the nature we've
been had such a massive massively full
impact on our natural systems and life
biodiversity and all that sort of stuff
so we really need to consider how we
move forward one guest I had on was Jeff
Wharton who's you know pretty much the
O'Connor permaculture and permaculture
is a fantastic model for interacting
with the environment in ethical ways
that actually provide your resources
efficiently and effectively but also
care for the environment as roles but
yeah there's all these different
grassroots movements really getting a
lot of momentum because a lot of people
in general starting to feel they're in
our incoherence that in a conflict you
know just like I really don't feel right
for some reason and you know the
material is consumerist sort of
paradigms can be a trigger for a lot of
people because they're like you know I'm
chasing all this money these things and
it's really not making me happy a lot of
time I achieve these things really that
doesn't make me happy that's a lot of
people starting to really understand
what really embody really you know let
the let the concept throath flow through
them that real success is not having an
achievement with a certain amount of
money a certain amount of
no appreciation for whatever work
they're providing or whatever field as
much as that's great it's great to be
able to make you know a lot of money to
be able to look up here soften your
family that's a system wherein I'm not
saying that that's a silly thing to do
and certainly not a silly thing to do to
to be a leader in particular whatever
field or discipline you're in whether or
not it's you know riding in the
alternative media whether it's been a
scientist in quantum physics or if it's
just being a you know great manager at a
company that wants to care for its
employees it doesn't really matter
that's all fantastic and we should
celebrate that when we have been
actually sort of sort of different
levels of influence or low levels of of
love that we've been out of projecting
out into reality but it's not real
success real success is coming into
coherence within the all the layers of
the health that I want to talk about
later because with what was part of my
journey was breaking down the different
aspects of myself into subcategories and
really simplify it for myself to
understand well what's wrong Phil and
how do I identify and then how do I fix
it so to do that I had to sort of really
go through deep analysis of the self and
and sort of it out that way but we'll
talk about I want to get a little bit
later for sure but anyway so my
background is in um of a background
working for the government and at a
federal level policy development project
management policy programs sort of
evolution I guess as well as Social Work
I did I helped a lot of people in highly
sort of socio-economic disadvantage
scenarios lots of trauma lots of
financial economic issues lots of poor
conditioning and you know not just for
adults but for kids as well entire
family units essentially I've had to
help to try and get them through this
you know nightmarish situation that the
room a lot of the time it's
self-inflicted a lot of its arms it's a
reflection of systemic
function so to speak but he said I did
that for quite some time and I wasn't
you know had to end up standing up
epically on many occasions and really
cause a bit of you know lot of problems
in my life because I did the right thing
and the right thing was status quo so to
speak yeah tell me why I started to
start writing I started blogging and
next minute I'm writing for the mind
Unleashed on life if you're even oh yes
definitely yeah yeah it's a when I
started writing from the head of Buckeye
over seven million Facebook Likes so a
huge audience an x-men of my work was
been read by thousands of thousands of
people into the millions of people some
articles are shared you know over
100,000 times alone and I was like how
the hell did that happen to the pin and
and so those the way I sort of talked a
little bit about my background it's
because I had I basically took on three
major areas with my work
the first one was spirituality or
esoteric exploration or metaphysical
sort of mayhem whatever woody whatever
you want to call that process of
connecting with connection so to speak
and then I was focusing on personal
development obviously I had serious
depression when I was growing up to the
teenager and you know it was not that I
was diagnosed with that I was never on
the meds
I was self-medicating no idea but yeah
it was it was a traumatic treacherous
sort of challenged to deal with that to
really come to face my shadow face all
that stuff and go right okay I really
need to do a B and C and repeat
essentially until I've got a new default
mechanism in place my new nature my new
neurology takes over the old or
programming so to speak so I write a lot
about personal development about how to
heal thyself and what myself actually is
you know connecting with the self and
then obviously the other major carrier
was systemic or social growth so what's
actually going on the system identifying
the issues and a lot of it is
conspiratorial there are a lot of syusai
and people being led down silly rabbit
holes and being distracted from sort of
unifying you know within the alternative
space not that I think that we should
all agree with each other and yeah you
know hold hands and dance around a buddy
circle it's not all rainbows that's one
two though that's right the end of the
day we do have a lot of differences some
which are sleep at eight that we're all
something right to have our own beliefs
and you know we don't all have to think
the same but what we should be seriously
considering in the alternative media in
general so like that though the actual
players in alternative media is how we
can come to some sort of agreement or
set our set of agreements around water
one of the important principles that we
all sort of want to express to the math
message because the masses are really
confused to be a bit they're like you
know I'm hearing all this conspiratorial
starfire I sort of understand the
corruption of governments and politics
and stuff like that
I still around trust the mainstream
media are sort of understands propaganda
but then there's all this conspiratorial
stuff that just sounds crazy in and a
lot of it is a lot of the true theory I
know well is so off-planet once you sort
of go on the journey of waking up
because I'll be part of the writing and
my writing and the expression in this
space is look don't believe that you
come to a plateau and then suddenly
that's it you're woken up that's not how
it works it's a journey it's a
never-ending ongoing your hair splitting
journey of waking up and refining your
experience of the truth and that means
that it's okay to have some convictions
here and there but you need to be
detached enough from those beliefs to be
open to new information when it flows
through so that you know we can evolve
according to what the actual
informational package is instead of you
know applying cognitive dissonance and
no that's not correct and I want to
fight and get into internal conflicts
and look that incoherence and and
because because I think as we were
speaking
is going live a lot of people's
identities their connection to self
rests on beliefs and rests on paradigms
or even dogmas not that that would
probably call it that and therefore to
change those beliefs those dogmas means
changing the self and that scary this
fears insecurities as traumas as all
these memories and all this stuff that
will sort of help sort of facilitate the
reluctance and the resistance to really
undertake that journey of gnosis that
journey of waking up in a genuine
authentic way so yeah I've been really
impressed on on one level with so much
great information coming from so many
sources hopefully we can work out a
little bit of intelligence around how to
connect better sort of put forward an
informational package and agreement to
the to the you know the masses the the
mainstream world and say look you know
it's okay you know where were with you
we're all on the same team here all you
do is create better future for Humanity
and our environment and these are some
things we believe in yeah and I we've
got a lot of crazies over here but so do
you guys and just make it look at it
through a comedic lens look it through
an intelligent lens you know we've all
we we all should know by now that were
being wrong a neural and neuronal times
and so based on that pattern which I
love to talk about symbolism and
synchronicity in dollars for stuff later
but based on that pattern it's pretty
clear that we're probably going to be
wrong about something right now so if it
really what are you that I'm just Annie
and go alright look it's right there
probably so I've come to this level of
consciousness I don't believe we expand
consciousness I believe that we expand
experience of consciousness and so more
consciousness is just my awareness that
citizen is where it is on that foreign
art snapshot of infinite consciousness
as well I'm just having experience of
consciousness and so the way I look at
it is I'm trying to
all of my experience of it and hopefully
evolved in a beneficial productive you
know way that's actually actually
growing and having a greater experience
so to speak but yeah and that's what we
should sort of recognizing ourselves
that it's it's okay we've been wrong
we're probably gonna be wrong now but
this is exciting the mystery is amazing
and even if we do get to some sort of
great clarity in this construct of
reality that doesn't mean that it's
actually aligned with a greater truth a
greater constructor a frequency of
conscious that we can't even begin to
imagine so I think we should be a little
bit humble about this sort of process
because that's spray it's great to to
find new areas and explore ourselves and
become more aware or expand you know you
know experience all of concerts but you
know maintaining humbleness look at some
of the real basic there are simple ways
that we can sort of work together to
sort of do it collectively as well
heartless individually and have a good
time as well and really work with each
other with no good spirit and so this
guy you see online all the time on shore
truth where you know people are fighting
over ridiculous stuff and one person
what we definitely write right now big
time it's insane with like I said really
close people about splitting hairs and
that kind of stuff so yeah it happens
you know and I've always seen it and you
mentioned that your wife was kind of
referring to your book as The Celestine
prophecies what they mentioned about
like when you do have that inner
conflict with someone or you want to
expose them or make them look look bad
or speak negatively about them it's to
make yourself look good I know that's
mentioned within in that book and I
can't help but see that when someone
would publicly shame you or put you down
its to make themselves look good to get
more followers to get more likes to get
more financial support or whatever the
cases that I'm dealing with that right
now some really close friends doing that
to me it's it's insane but I've
been dealing with it since day one I
think we're always gonna deal with it so
that I don't think I don't even know
that we can have this core group of
people like you're talking about that we
build with and we we have this code of
ethics it's even an unspoken code of
ethics that there's lines you don't
cross I'm cool with that
I kind of approach every situation with
that like I have a code of ethics that
I'm cut from this cloth a different type
of fabric than most people it honor
respect and things like that and not
everybody holds to those keys men
there's a lot of us out here doing it
and whether I'm talking about coming
from the Christian fringe movement and a
religious right those guys even into the
conspiracy guys and some of the other
big pages who want to rival a page like
you mentioned the mind Unleashed I know
right I know right one drew four hundred
thousand five hundred thousand followers
those people are evil like there they
are in it for like the wrong reasons and
they they're ready to step on anybody's
back or neck to succeed and we're like
rubbing shoulders with these people
thinking that we're friends and stuff
that stuff's going on it is it's really
unfortunate it's just another reflection
of the the inner authenticity that some
people aren't really focusing on like
that it's so important it's great to
expand our awareness around particular
issues and wake up around this game
called the system that the theft of the
money supply the suppression of natural
therapies and medicines that the central
banking system in general the
corporatocracy that we have today the
corruption the way that people are in
the upper echelons of society are
behaving even in what might be called
evil ways the way they treat people and
kids and the whole process and yeah then
you doesn't matter for a long time yeah
it's great it's important that we do
focus on that but one of the other areas
that is so so necessary is that we do
the inner work each each single one
every single one of us needs to do that
in
work not just around health in terms of
you know being a more functional human
which is fantastic and absolutely
necessary but also around some sort of
spirituality and I don't care how people
look at their connection I just define
spirituality as exploring the connection
that we have to ourselves to our family
our friends our environment and reality
at large and so that can be done in a
myriad ways it through myriad doctrines
and and ideologies like religion or
certain spiritual disciplines or old
masters or you know sort of the so many
brilliant cultures all expressions of
cultures have explained pretty much the
same thing throughout the you know known
history so far anyway there's so many
amazing ways of describing the
connection we have to reality that I
really do connect on some fundamental
levels but it's expressed differently
with different language and according to
their own terminology and staying at the
time but yeah it says so a lot of the
people in the circle waking up community
that what I call the truth and freedom
network is there working out what's
going on materially at least but they
haven't rural of them a lot of people
still aren't prepared to move past the
materialist paradigm and they've been
sucked into the dogma it's always on T
of scientific materialism was just
essentially a philosophy a philosophical
Dogma on life and as long as I do it
ecologically so we know we're
interconnected and interdependent with
at least at the life on earth it's still
a materialist paradigm and through a
material end yeah
and once you sort of really embrace that
you can move on to quantum physics and
you can move on to a less spiritual
disciplines and you know that
metaphysical exploration has that has
that always been a part of what you're
doing or was there like a precipice a
place that you crossed you like you know
what I have to deal with that I have to
deal with
my bills and speaking my truth and
trying to earn an income doing what I
love
was there ever a bridge for you to cross
or did it just come naturally I my
journey started when I was about when I
was younger I've got a certain energetic
blueprint or soul that sort of you know
the fundamental force that created a
series of circumstances for me where it
was inevitable that I was going to
become conscious around my connection my
spirituality but I did have a free will
component of that and I began to ask
questions quite early one of one of
which was account the universe is
expanding but what's the expanding to
where is it where is the actual universe
located and that spatial question sent
my metaphysical mind spinning now that
was brought that twelve and then I went
on a journey of understanding
synchronicities especially late teens
and early 20s it was really compounded
my connection to reality as in as much
as including experiencing the trickster
energy and its shadow and how we can be
so taken for a ride in this process as
well so we're going to be aware of or at
least conscious of the duality aspect of
these synchronicities but I really
became conscious on that level first and
that was my first sort of area of
beginning to wake up and then I began to
realize that I was mentally screwed in
my psychology my emotional
infrastructure the subconscious traumas
the the the wiring neurological war in
the the program in the conditioning
whatever you want to call it it was a
mess and scramblers dysfunctional it was
causing me I was I was perpetuating the
the bat-cycle I which resulted in self
appears I was harming myself essentially
and that's what I had to realize that
ultimately because I I needed to take
full responsibility and that's part I
did a presentation just last week the
abundance festival one of the primary
principles that I inquire into it was
of mastery is the solution to the
existential crisis that we're going
through individually and collectively
and self-mastery is coming to coherence
through all these health players and
it's not about being the master of the
bloody universe it's about being the
master of your own truth and the master
of your own sovereignty and and really
taking that journey seriously so I did
that I spent a lot of time it takes a
long time to heal Derek it really does
it's it's you know the analogy I like to
use think about bring warring ourselves
in this way we're walking through a
forest through a track that's pre-warn
that's the old path by the odd Neurology
what we want to do is create a new
pathway so we're gonna get the machete
and the chainsaw and start chopping down
bloody trees and forging a new path
through the forest and sometimes we
would inevitably actually will end up
back on that old path and we'll catch
our souls and we'll go are there's that
new paths are there they'll began
trading but it's really hard as I'll
still gonna chop it up and do it but I'm
gonna make a decision to actually do it
or not now hopefully and then you can
maybe cut a new path to the to the new
path from the old path and this is the
analogy I'm really trying to get people
to really feel this in this analogy and
so but the more you do it the more you
walk that old path the new paths will
say the more the old path over grows and
the new path becomes the new reality so
it does take time to create new pathways
neurological pathways and conceptual a
paralysis and infrastructure within the
line and the bitter ultimately if you do
it enough and repeat repeat repeat next
night you'll we you know there'll be a
new default pathway yeah for all you
responding not the subconscious level
but on a subconscious level as well
where I was a major yeah so I did all
that which is again a liberating journey
um constantly needing to heal and grow
and around certain things but I did sort
of come into an equilibrium I was I able
to get to a space where it's like okay
well now I'm not really dealing with
past [Â __Â ] now I'm just gonna do a
present stuff so to speak
and and and that's you know but we're
being for a while but then I then that's
when I moved into the space of what was
going out next o'er world so I was
fortunate or you have a you know a
massive philosophical force field to
protect me from all the that energy like
the energy the the harmful whatever you
are calling frequencies that come from
dealing with what's actually happening
in the shadow in the material external
world that's pretty phenomenal it's
quite scary for some for a lot of all of
us but it's definitely scary for those
who aren't equipped philosophically
equipped spiritually and equipped
psychologically and emotionally to
really process the information in a
positive productive way and so yeah now
look at this there's always a challenge
Derek Locke
I certainly have found it difficult to
to move into that space and create a
financial base for and in fact I didn't
I spend all this time spent there hasn't
thousands and thousands of hours giving
away for free because that's just the
service kind of the capital S service
the spiritual service which is part of
the presentation I did last week is that
service to self uppercase self is so so
important we have to take care of our
ego the way that we've designed their
ego we have to take care all the layers
of a health will to really love and
respect the external world we really
need to love and respect our souls no no
vanity way you know you know I'm
comparing myself to other people trying
to be better than them so make me feel
better about myself wait that's
ridiculous that's the the senseless
competition that people have within each
other is only self harming at the end
Lubeck and so a long time ago not to
trying to paint with people I'm gonna
cooperate with people I really want to
help people and really want to hurt and
hopefully they can help me to you know I
don't work there's power in in doing
that that's
and so I gave away thousands of
thousands of hours of my time for free
but in the end you know didn't work out
so I had to take some I never try to
create a patreon page anything like that
look like a lot too I don't think I'm
gonna consider doing that because I've
had to focus too much on my career side
of things at the moment in terms of how
I'm bringing money into my home and
surviving on that level but I would like
to really try and do that you know sort
of be able to generate money and income
through my writing and engagement look I
have made some but it certainly wasn't
enough to you know to live and survive
and even thrive and I think these people
who are going to do this work to the
extent that we do we said it's
absolutely fair that we should be able
to sort of build audience and build a
economic foundations doing that work
that's just that's the system if people
like what you do they support you that
we have that's great you know there's
nothing wrong with that
I might considered that in the future at
the moment I'm just observing the same
thing just giving the information out
for free and I'm happy to do that that's
on Bane but yeah as it evolves I can't
continue that on forever so I will
eventually sort of shift my place around
that man taught you touched on a lot
already and I still have questions from
the first couple words you said man that
I wanted to kind of deal down so I'm
trying to keep everything in context of
the different questions I have for you
and I know you saw on my answer sort of
so on something that we've all you've
touched on at the beginning and this is
something we've been seeing a lot lately
we're talking about the media right and
the mainstream media and what we're
doing independent fringe media
essentially um who runs the mainstream
media we're seeing these videos that are
put together now of like man every major
network on down to your local news this
is a face on your local news that you
can agree with you see them every day
they tell you about your weather to tell
you about traffic I tell you a joke
whatever your your these people are in
your home
every day through the local news they're
being fed a script from somebody all of
the competing networks are saying the
same script word for word like I don't
know if you've seen those new videos
they're putting out what they're all
singing the same thing who's writing
that stuff well we're talking about the
mainstream media is it okay are we just
paranoid to say it's the Cabal or the
Illuminati is there a global evil brain
out there that wants us all to believe
and think the same things that they're
shifting the agenda with with the
propaganda and stuff like that who who's
writing that stuff who do you believe is
well look that question basically should
applaud of who's controlling governments
who's controlling military
pharmaceutical companies education
universities all that sort of stuff it's
all kinda Sara yeah it's all tied in so
they answer that question would be to
answer the rest of it more or less one
example of Heather just recently is when
the Iraq war we were spewing out
propaganda to get popular support for
the Iraq war yeah the Australian Prime
Minister and I think it's Canadian Prime
Minister I think they got prime
ministers not presidents there
the dates are the same script there they
actual you know the heads of the
government of those two countries have
the exact same thing unbelievable
wondering like if they have really got
that really understand what that means
that's that's a seriously seriously
undermines their actual spirit of
democracy and all itself but look
there's many many different accusations
on in the way I look at life in general
I've a lot of mediation relationship
mediation I've done a lot of mediation
with myself so I understand that the
truth normalize somewhere in the middle
right based on my own experience
professionally and personally you know
we have our own version the truth
sometimes there can be a lot of
contradictions but a lot of time aligned
somewhere in the middle so one person
might be a little more right around one
thing and not so much around the other
it's a mind mind and feel to get through
but I don't believe the Cabal so to
speak although the power center have as
much power as bad like us to bleat I
think that the authority of many I have
propagated it and made a little bit more
more than what it actually it's now in
saying that there is still you know
serious concern around pedophilic and
sort of activity and human trafficking
and sex trafficking and organ
trafficking and all this really scary
stuff that is very well known to happen
and must be coordinated up the top
somewhere so that's a serious concern I
don't believe that people who are all
these people at the top of these power
pyramids that there might be corrupt
they might be self-serving they might
think of us as cattle to herd sure but I
don't believe all of them you know
essentially hurt kids right so there's
gonna be a split somewhere in the deep
stayed or the Cobell the power payment
pyramid or what do you want to caught
there has to be a philosophical a
practical split on some level which we
may be seeing play out in certain ways
through what's going on in u.s. politics
I don't know that absolute truth around
Ernie that I'm more than open to
receiving your information to really
understand what's happening there but
the the the core group or secret society
at the that is alleged to be the core of
this well there's a few there's as
honest as the Jesuits
there's the neo-nazis the Kansas re and
mafia or Mustapha pronounce that
correctly there's a few different
ideological packages or audit
ideological groups that are accused of
this many people focus on the Zionists
element but I think it goes much much
deeper than that I think there's all
these different factions of power who
are sort of maybe cooperating on some
level and competing on another level I
really don't think we've gotten to the
bottom of any of this a lot of people
they want to believe it they want it
they want to know who's in control
one group one person exactly it's
developing its really I mean you have a
look at the Jesuit influence through
universities and the Zionist influence
through money creation and it's it's a
it's a very confusing spice but
someone's someone's creating their media
someone is watching over things right I
think the majority of us truth seekers
or whatever we don't feel like these are
good people
well based on their results just have a
look what's going on around us
if these people at the top of these
power pyramids have so much influence
over Society so let's just look at what
they've created they've created a debt
based monetary system where people are
struggling to survive the loan thrive
the way they've enriched themselves at
the expense of the environment and
everyone else where we're basically
enslaved to debts and not just the
people but the government's as well the
government's used to have sovereign
money supplies in fact the Commonwealth
Bank of Australia used to be between
1910 and 1920 for one of the one of the
perfect models were if not the other
perfect model of an independent central
bank that was utilizing the power of
money creation for the benefit of the
people but Dennis Miller the guy who ran
that who was next sort of banker from UK
he mysteriously died at a young age
after tolling when what he was doing a
you know draw your own conclusions there
but it seemed a little bit suspicious to
me and then they put a board of
directors on the back and then basically
reabsorbed to Commonwealth Bank back
into the Bank of England central bank
over there so we had a great at one
stage so did the u.s. us so I think
three times the factor they've had
privately owned central banks the
Federal Reserve obviously been the
latest version instituted in 1913 around
Coast time where Iran was busy and not
paying attention and so the theft of our
money supply and her banking a paralysis
is a serious concern
and we could literally be creating a lot
of the wealth and the resources that
society needs through having community
owned banking systems and central
banking systems where because for those
who don't know if you go to a bank get a
mortgage or when you use your credit
card or and he knows circumstances
you're creating money out of nothing you
by you signing that or put swiping your
card that's new money come out of
nowhere and when you pay that back to
the credit companies or the banks they
will wipe that system that money away
from the system again and then they'll
keep the interest so essentially for for
the role of doing nothing of just
creating money based on some sort of
system which is why blockchain and
cryptocurrency technologies great
potentials for I'm doing all of that and
taking bit control back the control back
to to the people although there is
concerned about been digitized we've
talked about that later but we literally
could be managing this money ourselves
and all that money that's created from
creating money and nothing and then
wiping it off that the interest that's
generated from her that could be all
reinvested in our communities through
community infrastructure social programs
whatever whatever we need so that's
something that's got stolen from us the
suppression of cannabis trip domains
these psychedelics but not just
consciousness changing substances
generally for the better they're also
very therapeutic they've got the healing
capacity in the developmental capacity
of the senses is phenomenal so that was
taking away from us where our families
and communities are breaking down and
you know we could've literally designed
a social system because we've got a
scarcity based social system right now
where we have to fight to survive but we
could have an abundance based social
system if we so choose but we have we
done and so the fight to survive is very
real and so there's like have a look at
the sickness have a look at the sadness
have a look at the stress you have a
look at there
the disconnection the hatred the
jealousy look at all the the the
suffering that's a song is in so if
they're all if our good people I'm
pretty sure they'll be working to
resolve those issues but they're not
Derek so what do you do you just we have
to do it ourselves though yeah we do it
ourselves and that that kind of
piggybacks on to the next question we
covered mainstream media a little bit
with that question talking about the
independent media okay so if we look at
the NB c--'s and and Fox News and all
this kind of stuff and all the people
that are watching this independent media
with the internet podcasts we look at
Infowars we look at the Joe Rogan
podcast some of these big shows out
there are getting more viewers than the
mainstream networks are getting and this
is something that's been independent of
the people organically happening it's
going to continue to grow new companies
in but essentially whatever there's a
need something's gonna blossom there to
fulfill it he's got people who will
bring food to your house for a small fee
uber all of these beautiful things that
are happening were able to create
platforms and thriving them I think now
we're getting lashed back finally I
think that they see what what kind of
was happening there that they were
losing numbers that they were that we
were changing the narrative we were
pulling the rug from under them even if
it goes against them we're seeing now
the whole thing with fake news of them
just calling it fake news banning what
they call to be fake news to even
platforms like Facebook and YouTube
throttling certain media whether it's
conservative media or some of the
alternative belief systems and stuff
like that so networks we're starting to
see a kick back from it there's like
even with like YouTube if you use
certain buzzwords they you can't
monetize your video and they'll block it
in in some cases they'll pull it they'll
put a strike on your channel ad
pocalypse they're taking ads off of it
we see what happened with the lady who
went to YouTube
felt like this was happening to her this
is her livelihood she freaked out went
up there with a gun all of that crazy
stuff there I think they were starting
to respond to the independent media
they're trying to throttle us we see it
all the time what do you think is gonna
happen with that and and have you seen
it with any of your media or your
interviews or anything like that
absolutely my just on Facebook alone I
witnessed three algorithm changes yeah
my facebook page isn't an actual this
sort of it's a part of profiles a friend
profile it's not actually a page design
you know the pages for organizations or
whatever so all of the information that
I disseminate should be reaching pretty
much everybody who logged in because
it's just a friend profile but not a
witness at three times just drop
dramatically I'm certain in the the
independent media sites of work with
still work with it's been phenomenal
it's literally happening they're
literally
suppressing the truth and they're
keeping it contained as much they can
and they essentially what they do is
keep people in there echo chambers so
the divide and conquer strategy is
really strong it's working amazingly
they're quite clever these people and
they're they keep people in their own
fighting for their own whatever issue it
may be whether it's racial sexual or
gender gender issues whatever the
passion that that people really have
about their own personal experience they
feel help facilitate that with people
when they get people fighting but and
there's nothing wrong with focusing on a
personal issue that you know is
important to you but what is also
important is to see the bigger picture
understanding that we're all being
screwed were all being suppressed were
all being treated poorly by this social
system and it's up to us to emancipate
ourselves and heal and grow in ways that
we can to sort of expect the matrix the
best of our ability but the reality is
that the the system in and of itself
designed to harm and
suppress the expansion of all of us and
so we all we all need to be looking at
that so if you've got a issue around you
know where the race you may be all that
the injustice in your country or
whatever it may be that's absolutely
fine but we we also to become here and
need to look at it on a larger scale and
how we all connect and and we're all
part of the process of needing to look
after ourselves so it's the the they've
done an amazing job they have the really
as I said divided people keep people on
the echo chambers but they're really
scrambling right now because you're
absolutely spot-on the narrative is
changing and I'll give you one just
quick example looking at what happened
in Syria just recently oh my god that
the differences in the narratives from
the independent media competitive
mainstream media it's so wildly off out
of sync you think that they're talking
about different events but and it's
crazily stupid the difference it's
almost like it's a PSYOP and in and of
itself to see who's actually you know
let's let's let's track who's and who's
not and sort of maybe they're mapping
out consciousness with this particular
event because it's so ridiculous to have
the same event over and over again like
the Syrian gas attack which has been
proven to be falsified and lied about in
the past and now you've got Russia who's
literally saying and I don't know if
Russia and China and this this whole
so-called world war is really happening
I don't know if the upper echelons are
actually working together and this is a
fee propaganda campaign I'm open to the
fact that this could all just be one big
theatrical of the situation I think so
and they're working at the higher levels
but maybe they're not maybe Russia are
literally go and Tarragona and we're not
falling for this situation anymore maybe
they are trying to move power and go on
their own design when it comes to
trading oil and all the rest of it
there is a serious situation happening
regardless of that truth let's just look
at what it's now reduced was and the
narrative coming out of Russia was now
it's a staged demand we've got proof and
not only was that a staged event but now
we've got proof that the poisoning on
the case in the UK we've had a Swiss lab
- an independent analysis and I wasn't
this substance that you're saying it is
it's his B's in substance and so
therefore what we're trying to tell the
world is that the white helmet staged to
a chemical attacker was never actually
haven't nobody actually died there's no
chemicals use whatsoever we're being set
up you know we don't want to go to war
oh you know you like seriously wake up
people
and it's so crazy at the moment truth
that Russia could be doing their own
false flags so they could be sort of
cattle
capitalizing on the fact that we're so
split both in the independent narrative
versus their mainstream narrative in the
West it's just so phenomenally off at a
sink as I said incoherent that they
could capitalize on that and go well we
know that you know the people don't
trust the government a huge portion on
so let's let's utilize that for own
benefit maybe maybe they did to this gas
attack you just don't know anymore yeah
you know that's the thing I think
they've been doing this since the
beginning with propaganda last night was
the season finale of The Walking Dead I
love The Walking Dead this there's a
couple shows out there that that I like
Walking Dead Breaking Bad some of these
great writers and there's this thing
that they there's this thing that they
introduced on these shows now Breaking
Bad The Walking Dead all of these these
elongated series now um we're and I
think Game of Thrones is one of them
they'll introduce a villain this villain
will come in and do the most vile
unspeakable things they'll kill people
the torture people there's still the Rob
do stuff that make you they make you
hate that person wins on screen then
they change the narrative over a couple
episodes and they'll make this person
like have this come-to-jesus mo
be like like come to senses or they have
everything taken from them and then
they're humble and broken and they
change and they'll make you love them
and incur and even draw you to tears
when something happens to the evil dude
that's been raping and killing and all
other stuff they'll make you want them
to live and want you to pull for them
and almost to tears and we look at that
and they have the power to do it it's
really cool how they do it in in
television but if they can do that with
a TV show they can do it with propaganda
and the stuff that we're seeing on TV
and the pictures in the images I
remember the first time like when I was
like when I had compassion for other
people is when I seen what was really
going on when I watched Fahrenheit 9/11
was like the first thing that did it for
me to really see what we were doing not
from our lens and from our television
and all these stuff but to actually see
it from their side from seeing these
homes and people being bombed and being
having a doors kicked in and raided and
fathers kidnapped and women snatched up
taking from their husband just random
citizens this is these aren't people who
are like high level rankings with al
Qaeda and all that crazy stuff going on
but to see if the shoe is on the other
foot man it lets you view it from a lens
of compassion and to put put yourself in
their situation was that documentary
even that something like that that can
change the way you feel all of it can be
used for propaganda and it's powerful
just like you said some of us may have a
piece of the truth but to have it all
figured out was being we've been fed a
narrative since we were children since
we were kids this to hate a people group
to hate a religion to hate somebody
because of their skin color or whatever
the case is is it can be done through
programming and propaganda in it it's
real it's powerful all of us are subject
to it of the programming through the
media and through television absolutely
the Neue 11 event is honestly one of the
greatest catalysts that we could utilize
to
really help people to understand that
the the way they've been program isn't
necessarily true and isn't necessarily
healthy for themselves we could use the
911 event like I mean I know it's so old
but such like you know we're talking
seven million years now yeah and but
it's still so relevant because when you
have a look at the historic disclosure
of false flags proven false flags
undertaken by not just you know
governments and the distant past but
also recent government's in recent US
history and all the rest of it yeah once
we realize that false flags have been a
very much a integral approach in in war
strategy to forever then we have to sort
of come to the conclusion that well of
course is being used right now and so
yeah look it's the the capacity for them
to program us as a collective in
particular ways is very strong the
response that we need to have to step in
our sovereignty and come into coherence
internally and with the outside world is
a huge undertaking a huge challenge but
it can be done I'm a living example of
it I was as brainwashed as any other
mainstream perspective today I did not
get I was on my little fairy path and
dancing through the reverence and wonder
of life and what we's is also a mother
the synchronicity is through the
symbolisms and content I decided to look
at the shadow and went oh my god
this just keeps getting more badass and
more badass than more you look you know
it's but the hey that's that's the
balance that's the harmony in us in a
sense we're living in and drew a lot of
naturalistic construct is that to have
the level of light and Wonder and beauty
and magic that I was experiencing and
still do experience obviously you know
to a much more awesome car conceptualize
I
the mother used to be much more refined
including incorporating that shadow
aspect you have more encounters that
like the more studying and like the more
you know of how reality in the spirit
realm and all of these things kind of
coexist it helps you to tap in and still
it doesn't kill the magic for you you
still are having beautiful encounters
and things like that
absolutely yeah okay if we don't it's
great to identify that shadow aspect of
reality on material external stuff and
what's going on inside on that level as
well it's all connected
once you sort of work out the the way
that it all harmonizes the the saying I
like to love to express is we an we are
an instrument in the orchestra of
reality and we're all the instrument is
either in tune or it's not if you hear
an orchestra playing obviously with so
many instruments instruments it might be
drowned out that the notion of reality
still sounds beautiful even though a lot
of us are out of tune but I feel focus
on our individual instrument for
attitude and then what we actually give
and project back out into this reality
energetic exchange with it if we're out
of tune then we're literally causing
misalignment and dysfunction for those
around us so a great example I've used
for that is stress a lot of people live
in the reptilian brain their stress
response system is always or more or
less always activated they are all this
adrenaline cortisol running in their
body and all these other hormones and
neurotransmitters that's a great in the
short term when you were going to go
into a fight-or-flight mode and whatever
where however we need to somehow even
take care of ourselves but on a
long-term basis that causes so much ill
health our mune system is suppressed and
that's what the so much disease or
disease in our society because they
haven't got their inner they have
they're not responding to this life in a
way that's conducive for health there
they're not deactivating their stress
response system
and so yeah what's gonna happen from
that so much illness and so I'm not sure
where I was actually gone with that but
yes like the Bears we have the power we
have the opportunity every moment our
lives to undertake a journey of self
mastery as much as it's so difficult to
navigate through the mine field of crap
that is throwing us through the external
forces we need to we really should be
tapping into our inner guy and set in a
lot more than what we do in general now
in saying that that's also problematic
Derek because you've got a lot of people
who believe that their ambition is
correct about whatever particular thing
it is but there are people who have
their intuition is saying the complete
contradiction the complete opposite
sometimes our intuition and our inner
guidance isn't right of my partner she's
just amazingly gifted and amazingly
magical woman and her intuition is
amazing but she gets it wrong too
sometimes and I don't be cheeky
sometimes like to call it at this time
yeah you say that because I like I've
got this talk about I'm gonna do it the
in-depth teaching on here shortly
well you know I would tell my secret ISM
and how finding what makes us the same
and we're all saying the same thing in
religion and stuff like that a big thing
for me to discuss is the Holy Spirit in
the Christian faith and then the Chi
energy and then the the Kundalini and I
believe that they're all the same I've
experienced it once you've experienced
all of it it's the same feeling there is
a euphoric energy it's a life force it's
the pranayama as well some people get
upset when we when we mention that and
it's funny that when we're talking about
the Holy Spirit in in Christendom where
I come from of the like fringe
Christians they say well you know we're
having this conversation you said the
word my intuition told me this and
someone says my intuition told me that
well in in with the religious sense it's
the Holy Spirit and so there's all these
Christians who
Ronna said well the Holy Spirit told me
this and it's their intuition it's the
same voice it communicates it tells us
things and we get feelings from it and
stuff like that and and one person will
say well the Holy Spirit told me this
and when we shape it into that we used
it with that tongue it sounds like it's
a that that's right if the Holy Spirit
from God or God or they say God told me
this God told me that and then somebody
in their same congregation good friends
will say well the God told me this and
it's contradicting contradicting beliefs
so there's this thing where it said well
God told me this was okay well God told
me is it's okay well the Holy Spirit
told me this okay and they they go
against each other and there's no co uh
cohesion there it's the same way with
the intuition the inner guidance system
that's that is a very we have to learn
that we're not always right and just
because we feel like we are or we feel
like we have it aha
Great Scott I got it you may have a
piece of it and I like this though too
we're talking about the shadow work
whether you want to call it the Holy
Spirit or God or my intuition or I've
got this about myself a lot of times
that's what it is it's for you I believe
in an inner sanctification work is what
the Bible calls it it's like an inner
the inner healing and you're always
being refined and the the God who
started this beautiful working you is
gonna be faithful and just to finish
that work and to into refining you into
fine gold right and so this this process
that we go through and we have those
convictions a lot of times they're just
for us a lot of times their personal
convictions for us that we force on
everybody else man so that's that's
awesome that I wanted to throw that in
there because we've been talking about
that a lot lately and it just made sense
when you're talking about the inner
intuition and because if we're saying
the same thing it's just the terminology
is different I don't really I used the
word intuition but not in a way that
monitor you know these into these inner
intuitions fight each other that people
are right and got this I got a inkling
about something you know yeah look we
should be listening to a instinct that
got instinct we got a tummy Brian
hundred
you're onto the cerebral brain and the
the gut brain used to be connected in
the fetus and a certain stage
disconnects still connected by the
nervous system and whatnot so there's
two major brains in our body got
instinct is is where the knew a lot
about neurotransmitters are created and
that's where basically a lot of the
neurological arrangements in tapping
into memory is crowded so that's where
our guts might respond first to a
certain situation could be basic it
could be a response based on fear as
well that's where we have to have wise
judgment around what's going on Colonel
II and understand I sort of feels like
this but it actually could be this as
well so that's that's when I have an
experience of intuition or instinct I
sort of tend to go okay well that's sort
of what is the the primary sort of
frequency of truth that's coming through
me but hey it could be this this and
this and so I'll just I'll out to dance
naturally and then I'll follow the you
know the path that I need to as more
information comes in all Kyle comes
through me yeah got the heart brain
which is all these three brains
independently operate and then sort of
combined with a whole body brain the
whole body computer apparatus which is a
machine one so level that's also an
interconnected energy system with the
external environment on the
electromagnet but electromagnetic but
also some low energy levels as well so
we've got all this information and
energy and you know so frequencies of
consciousness flowing through us all the
time some of which could be internally
so generated through a neurology in our
body bravery could be all stuff that
we're so empathetically are sort of
tapping in to move people around us too
sometimes we might be actually feeling
somebody else's sort of primary focus at
that point and we might take it on as
our own you know if we've become aware
enough of it and that sort of stuff
works we might be able to that sort of
be certain whether or not it's you know
it's something more or somebody else
than where it is ourselves and so it is
difficult it really is to sort of
navigate through all that and go well
that definitely must be right and that
definitely must be wrong
coming
feeling that it's right so it's gotta be
right hey yeah look quickly sort of
right because I used to certain certain
terminologies and language it like uh
words phrases when it comes to my
conception of reality people do it
differently we do it through different
cultural prisms and you know particular
individual you know ideological prisms
that we want to have and that's fine
there's nothing wrong will be explaining
it from our perspective when I think of
the word God for example I don't think
of a man in the sky or some sort of
self-aware creator as a lot of religious
people do I just think it offers the
interconnecting totality resistance the
the fabric that sort of weaves or
through all of us and you know conscious
there's many ways you could call energy
or consciousness or spirits or whatever
I it's absolutely fun to be overcome
their own determination there they wanna
explain it and there is a connected stat
so and we all my belief is that we all
are connected to that and so in a in a
sense we're all gone that's not meant to
be a you know an ego type thing or just
a a pride thing or anything like that
it's just about us understanding our
divine nature and I call that's great
Rahul also it were also separate so I
call this the many truths theory where
you've got the truth that we're
connected with the truth that we're also
separate now how can we have divided
economy like that where separateness and
connectedness can coexist it's on one
level that's they can't but if they're
on different levels they can go yes
that's like you know we look at the
fundamental nature of reality through
quantum physics and through the the
sacred mass the sacred space we can
understand that we're connected but then
on a more classical level we're a little
bit more separate we're having an
individual sort of experience of
conscious even though we're always sort
of tapped into this you know this
collective sort of consciousness and so
I look at truth like that as well like a
great analogy I like to use actually or
example is just imagine you could say in
the infrared spectrum yeah I know I
couldn't I mean you can say on our
little little
talkative light frequency that we see I
would look up in the sky and say look
there's a rainbow look how beautiful it
is and he'd say no there's no rainbow
there and because you can understand
them Fred and I'm like well there is
yeah if we were wise enough we'd
understand that we're seeing through a
different lens and we're both wrong you
know even though it seems contradictory
it's actually that you know there is a
rainbow there for me and there isn't for
you
so we need to consider those sorts of
paradoxes when we interact with people
and Aaron Barr and general really smart
to realize that rather own sort of stage
of learning and healing and development
and what might be a sometimes I'm with
that and it's all good
if it's beautiful until it turns into
like destructive stuff you know what I'm
saying that people are like God told me
to that I'm supposed to kill you or
something like that's like sending death
threats or or creating something that's
negative or whatever the case is right
you know what I'm saying so we have the
alright sorry I'm just gonna let this
one go because you're absolutely right a
big part of what I tried and I hope
people understand is that we need to
respect our sovereignty and by
understanding and respecting our
someone's you're coming into alignment
with what it means to actually being a
true sovereign being that also means
that you've trained your ego to
understand that it's not just separate
it's also connected so once you realize
that respecting your sovereignty means
that understanding how we should be
respecting the sovereignty of everything
else then we need we need to make sure
that we have coherence with that process
so instead of just going I'm going I'm
going to control others if people are
trying to control others without
focusing their control and themselves
because we do have the power to have
some level of control I would love to
talk about conscious subconscious and
unconscious in a little bit if I can but
if we have we can have the control
hopefully in a product big healthy way
within our souls but we can't control
others and we can't control these
general environments or a massive
massive extent and we shouldn't want to
as well because
we need to respect the sovereign nature
of every single being and so look at
okay it's a little bit hard when it
comes to children there needs to be a
level of control you know what he keeps
running out the road or anything like
that but a stage a stage of their
development you need to sort of start
balancing out so less control more
freedom sort of thing and try and create
a respectful friendship in that process
so it goes a little bit difficult there
yeah I'm sorry similar ones to do with
that will as long as it like it's not
just to cause like a lot of people who
come against that especially cuz I guess
I come from a religious background and
they will have a problem with do with
that will but essentially that is as
long as it doesn't infringe upon anyone
else as long as you're not hurting
anyone right like what works for you
what's helping you to get through as
long as it's not infringing on someone
else and forcing a belief or forcing a
code of ethics you know what I'm saying
this as natural stuff you know that's
another one of those examples where
pretty much every culture and religion
and spiritual disciplines said the same
thing golden rule do no harm unless in
self-defense
yeah such a simple principle right yeah
do we actually do we enact it though
that's where our challenge people or
somewhere how are you trying to control
others if people are hurting you if
there's an energetic spirit for example
as I was talking about with the stress
if we've got electromagnetic field
around us that is in disharmony because
we've got where we're in disharmony so
we're hurting our souls if we have
family members and friends that are
around a lot time and sort of expressing
could check in this dysfunctional
negative energy onto them
we're actually causing harm by harming
ourselves so we actually caused it and
so it's okay for us to have boundaries
and say hey you're hurting me on this
level there's a subtle sort of impact
that you're having on me because of the
way that you treat yourself and so we
had to work out if there are boundaries
are good enough if we need to if we
don't if we can't be around people
because what I help them Souls well it's
important that we make
patience for souls and take those steps
yeah so it's important that we express
to those around us that what we feel
about how they're treating us whether or
not they meant to do it or not is what
I'm getting at and not just be dasa
accepting a be please like like in I
think in the spiritual community there's
a lot of people being pushed around and
pushed over you know because they don't
want conflict and things like that so
they just like anything fly even if it
does in infringe upon them there's a
lyric from a song that's we're talking
about this it just comes to my mind on a
few for me with a knocko and medicine
for the people but he has a lyric it
says he says well I will learn to be
peaceful but I keep my knife at my side
I will pray for compassion but if war
comes to my door you know I will be
blessed and warrior mentality my
responsibility I will I will learn to be
peaceful but I'll keep my knife on my
side my people will if you let them
they'll try to take advantage of you
they will go against to do with our
world they will try to infringe upon
your your rights as a sovereign as
someone who is standing in their troops
or standing in their peace people will
if you let them they will walk all over
you even in a belief system way like you
have to believe what I believe in
let me show you how you're wrong let me
this is the right way this is the only
way you know these type of things and we
have to stand for what we believe in we
conduct our souls remain inert rare
Souls we need to respect ourselves
enough not to want to allow people to
hurt us and we need to respect ourselves
enough to not want to hurt our salt
which is or this the whole process of
internal um internally and really
becoming you know you know refined
attune human being it's it's exciting
it's amazing once we really start to
sort of fake that crap within us and go
well I've got a whole new area of price
that I didn't even realize and it's like
a dream come true to be able to mean I
got bored real quick if I'm going to put
up with myself like this for the rest of
my life I'm not gonna be happy yeah so I
might as well keep going on this journey
of change on involving as time goes on
take any major rebirth so
Tom's gonna be mana reverse yeah but Sir
you really get into that that process
means that we have to identify what
we've got to come in to go here it's
with and so the way I look at it it's
just okay so we've got our conscious
minor ego which is don't listen to the
spiritual sort of propaganda of killing
it or transcending a ego it's nonsense
reason right there for a reason right
that's right idiom illogically it just
simply means all i--all sense of self
and so we need a sense of self to to
make wise judgements on what what to eat
look after ourselves having to heal and
grow who we want to be around and what's
going on out in the world the ego is
simply the human filter or the the
finite snapshot of this infinite
consciousness so really important so
let's not kill that I killed the self
what we need to be doing is expanding
that and and and empowering and
enlightening enlightening it to the best
of our ability and that just translates
into enlightening and powering ourselves
to the best of our ability doesn't mean
we become enlightened it doesn't mean
that we become empowered it means that
we're going through a process of more
empowerment and more enlightenment so
but that's that's a real necessary
aspect of the self to arrange in a
healthy way we need a look at the
contradictions their prophecies the
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egoic sort of arrangement through really
important about healing and going but
then we've got the subconscious stuff
and so an allergy like to use with the
subconscious the subconscious it isn't
always subconscious if I have a memory
that's the subconscious becoming
conscious if I want to use a word like
now the word now that's come through
from the subconscious and then when I'm
not using it it goes back there so we're
constantly interacting between the
subconscious and conscious Minds
the way I like to look at it and the
analogy I use and just imagine going out
into a really really dark night and
having a little torch and assuring your
torture and that's what we've got that's
how big a subconscious mind is is mostly
the dark it's most in the day no nine
percent or something
to that degree and we know you're just
moving that torture around according to
what we need to do so if we've got which
we all do subconscious traumas poor
wiring or conceptual design we need to
identify what that is meditation and
psychedelics obviously two of the
primary ways to do so I've participated
in lots of psychedelic initiation and
expansion for many many years has been
highly integral but that doesn't mean I
recommend it to others that was what was
important for me and if people want to
go and do whatever they wanna do what I
will recommend strongly is meditation
because most say which we all do all the
time we were constantly contracting wave
state in action with we're gardening or
reading a book or you know if we got a
singular focus arguing after cutting
grass ooh absolutely
they were processing all this stuff that
we know so as soon as you go for a run
you know we all have that feeling of BAM
there's that and that I'm going to deal
with them you go through and if you've
already done a lot of this work you
don't work there might be too much of
that activity because you've already
already organized so to speak but that's
that's what meditation is too important
for is to really tap back in what's
happening subconsciously and and and
identifying what issue is and then
trying to resolve it and then repeating
as I said before repeat repeat repeat
repeat the new behavior repeat the new
pattern until you've healed yourself
right that's it's it's an ongoing
process it really doesn't add but then
there's the unconscious level or the
soul level or the blueprint level I like
to call the energetic blueprint for
those who are more scientifically minded
but we're now over the call force that
manifested me in this particular body in
this particular time and space with
these particular parents and genetic
coding and then the epigenetic influence
that happened in my earlier years and
whatever the force was that created me
in this moment which is an amazing
moment I must say think about the fact
that we're on the precipice of creating
a planetary tribe for the first time in
a known history at least due to the
technological advancements in the
internet and other sort of computer
infrastructure all the rest of it we're
now sort of mixing and matching all
these ideological
works and ideas and concepts into one
sort of planetary sort of arrangement
which is amazing and that doesn't mean
we often get along we don't have to all
agree all the respite but we are
becoming human for the first time really
because we're in before that and was so
disconnected on so many different levels
so and so the instantaneous sharing
information that we have access to these
days is creating a bigger like a more
expanded collective consciousness in a
sense but just to go back so there's the
collective unconscious or where there's
the we're interacting energetically and
all these different ways that all all
these different times as beautiful it's
magic to watch one says that but you
know yourself up to it
but then whatever that core forces are
an individual scale it will show itself
through what I call destiny or through
symbolisms or through to see goodness
leave the patterns and the things that
it wants to try and create the stuff
that you it's trying to draw us on a
particular path but we've got free will
so there is this predetermined destiny
path in a sense that's more like just a
straight line of growth and we can
choose to live it or not based on our
freewill efficiently or inefficiently so
if we if we'll keep popping back up if
if our core force is saying Phillip
learn this bloody lesson already you've
had ten opportunities you know buddy
he'll might get onto it it'll keep
coming back harder and harder and harder
and so I realize that that is a serious
less than a serious concept that I need
to embody and to create as a part of my
actually a painting and then even when I
do do that
it will come back again just to make
sure that it's a cute little experience
that we have with their destiny I love
it as universal man that's right that's
for every single one of us it's funny
you say that - because like we're
talking about wer we're becoming human
we're learning how to be a human and
I've heard it said that we're not a
human being we are human becoming and
how far people offer that prayer
I'm a human becoming helped me become
and and that's part of the process it's
like I've not arrived yet you know what
I'm saying I there's much to be done
there's there's I've not transcended the
body not that that's even the case but
people feel like they have even people
younger than us or people who seem to
have everything figured out you know
what I'm saying or they have all the
answers or whatever but it's about
becoming us about learning and not to
stray too far from the whole the gut
situation but the word good I think it's
the Scandinavian word for gut is God so
it's a I have a have a gut feeling about
this then you know how it's connected to
the brain that's your God feeling the
intuition my gut feeling gute God
feeling and even I think nutrition and
health say that every six to nine months
we're changing biologically chemically
we're changing based upon the stuff that
we put in our gut gut rot always having
meats heavy meat stored in the stomach
like there's a bunch of scriptures that
were taken out of the Bible some
different books that talk about like
demonic possession based upon having
rotten rotting meat living within your
stomach just keeping it and you're not
hungry
you're just eating because it's time to
eat and it's always consumed and flesh
and it stays there and it never fully
processes out they took some of those
books out of the Bible that went into
great detail about that you know and
that stuff's beautiful to me so we're
being essentially reborn every six
months or so by the stuff we're putting
in our mouth and that's just and how you
know the connection there with our brain
it's just beautiful fearfully and
wonderfully made man yeah we've got a
hundred friend living organisms in sort
of us made of living organisms yeah and
a castle full of microbiome and all this
got lost its got bacteria all the stuff
ecosystem yeah they cast assuming that
Tommy's whole body really and
essentially we're a living thing and a
living thing and a living thing in
limits like that
camera angle of zooms rod out from the
atom to the end of the universe and it
starts in the atom again it comes after
their factor simulation theory though
man because that's very what they call
it like um like something with like mold
theory or something like that we're just
going into the mold and and then we see
it on like what movie was that um the
men in black at the end they're just
going into universe and just kept
zooming in and then you were the into a
drop of water and then aliens playing
marbles or something like you just keep
zooming in and we talk about that when
we zoom out when we zoom out if we see
us as a collective as a whole as our
evolution cities being formed
civilizations growing as in some cases
cancer upon the face of the earth and
things like that you know very
interesting yeah let me just quickly
touch back on the gut the health I just
let that go because that's really
important food isn't has been shown to
be such a massive influence in health or
illness and so for a trading ourselves
like crap and aided by eating crap
chemically rich toxin rich nutrition
almost nutrition less food and on life
force we're going to be sick so we need
to look after our tummies extremely well
but the general rule is more plants less
mate and if you have to sort of discover
there's a computer go to sleep yeah some
sort of program pop up wanting me to do
something but yeah so it's really
important that we look after our gut
health I mean that's another example of
you know if we really had changing
people that wouldn't look office at the
top I'm pretty sure they'd make a really
healthy awesome food supply for us
because they have it the nutrition would
understand that it's crisis that's scary
like that should wake anybody up
to be able to look at McDonald's and see
what they what they want you to eat like
and they mark it and they're willing for
you to eat these
this is crazy that they are putting
poison in our food and and and selling
us things that isn't even food and what
is it like wood there's like wood
filling and a lot of that stuff and
plastic rice that's coming over like a
bunch of weird stuff going on with the
food in there somebody is okay with us
eating it and then whoever's whether
it's the government or people watching
over us they won't say no they're just
like okay yeah you know they let us
consume that stuff and they feed it to
us and lie to us about it even the word
beef I think they have like a a corner
on the word beef that doesn't mean
actual when they say 100% beef it's some
other product other than beef that
they've you know got the the copyright
on that's insane
yeah it's a Easton sign relatively
saying people can't leave it in sinus
all for too long with that sort of
figuring out eventually and that's
what's happening now a lot of people in
these sort of fields scientific fields
and you know academia who believe that
genetic engineering of food and you know
that they're all in this allopathic
approach to life i chemical responses to
chemical issues that's how the the
mainstream medicine essentially works
you know you give a drug could you heal
whatever it is which is always just the
symptom of some sort of energetic
incoherence somewhere that I really
encourage people to philosophize your
way to health look at it like that as
much as we look out for our diet and not
putting this crap that people in
academia they genuinely believe it's
okay
the doctors hardly have any instruction
on nutrition in the four years or
however many years they study at
university absolutely crazy that's it's
so backwards the way that doctors are
trained they are basically minions of
pharmaceutical companies just imagine
working a whole life wanting to be an
authentic whatever doctor journalist
scientist whatever and then finally
coming to the conclusion which is why a
lot of them don't want to face it that
they're basically though what they've
been doing has been harming people for
so
that's all based on lies to propagate
the the profit Madrid and the power of
these you know monopolize multinationals
and and companies and so that's you know
pretty scary but yeah it is really
important to look at what it is actually
going into a sport how we consume I
would say as a general rule more plants
less meat make sure that if you can eat
meat try and source it ethically I know
hunt or fish or whatever it may be I'll
get it from local farms who actually
treat their animals
somebody respect but time people would
depression it can be somewhat based on
the Gulf and and whereas some other sort
of physiological issues oh yeah but it's
also true that this is another example
like to use think about people who go on
I don't know if you have the show The
Biggest Loser but it's essentially a
show where people in a very short space
of time yeah you know lose a lot of
weight while eating right and exercising
why do these people after they leave the
show put this weight on almost instantly
almost in their main put the weight back
on basically in the same period of time
then you do it it's not just because
that they might be eating quite well and
sort of still exercising but what they
haven't done is training their
physiology their neurology to have a new
default mechanism to in response to what
they put in their body so they've been
trained for so many years a stall fat
but certain way and and do whatever the
body needs to do to survive right and so
what they need to do is maintain that
level of intensity in terms of diet and
exercise for at least a year at least
maybe to be two really we will rewire
themselves so that their body doesn't go
back to its old default you know program
of storing all this fat and so it's a
prime example of how we need to
philosophize our way to health we need
to we're not going to change our diet if
it have a belief that we to change our
diet so it always comes back to you know
what's happening in mental processing so
how do we process information that's our
philosophies for
so we're not going to maintain that
intensity of you know healthful diet and
fitness unless we've got the phosphor do
so and even if we do heal ourselves by
changing our diet depression or whatnot
it's like how some people get go to Peru
and and which I've done myself I've been
in shamanic ceremonies do ayahuasca
amazing stuff that's what a lot of
people can have an entertaining is
healing what what it might be addiction
or some traumas you know generally it's
because they've expanded their
experience of Kostis in a way that goes
well connected on some deep deep levels
or wasn't aware of and I see life
through a different lens now and
therefore I'm not so much in an
existential crisis so I'm not going to
be continuing continuing these
self-abusive babies like they used to
but even people who do these sorts of
have these sort of magical
transformations they can fall back into
old patterns
why because I haven't designed their
philosophy appropriately enough to
maintain some level of discipline and
sacrifice in their behaviors and to
literally change themselves as time goes
on so yeah it's hard guys it's really
hard to change yourself but let me tell
you it's worth it consistency man
consistency was whatever you're trying
to build man it's the key the key is
consistency if you're trying to lose
weight if you're trying to do is just a
successful podcast whatever the case is
is to be consistent in this just to show
up was these experiences whether it's
magic mushrooms or the ayahuasca was
that part of you coming out of your own
depression was that did that play a role
yes
you know I dabbled a little bit in
illustrator you know the stuff when I
was around that bedtime but you know I
did philosophize my way to hell from
that okay and then I experienced well I
guess it was synergized on one level and
certainly hope but I was already
experiencing this divine connection to
life anyway so brutal odds of not
experiencing my connection that was
where I based basically everything auras
like I need to be grateful for this
magical madness that I have called life
gratitude absolutely
those attitude you know it's amazing if
we do that gratitude is both a
philosophy and of emotion so you can go
if I embed that flaw philosophical
emotion into my apparatus is one of the
core aspects of now information gets
processed that has been and then lock
that into the subconscious is there
whatever activity is happening in the
background it's gonna come it's gonna
flow through and we're gonna experience
a lot more magical you know beautifully
other instead of you know something
different if we didn't have that there
yes I look psychedelic so been huge who
maybe I've had many of my initiations
self initiated experiences in terms of
so we like it how does that work let's
let's talk about that you say because
you're talking about initiation and then
you do then you say itself initiations
so let's talk would it let's let's let's
explain that a little bit
self-immolation I was unconscious of
what was going on my blueprint my soul
whatever you want to call it force me to
have initiations
I was like because I didn't have any
community I didn't have people in my
earlier years teaching me initiating
means myself
meaning I'm initiating myself into
everything at large because you realize
self and society is call connected self
in reality is one of the same thing on
one level not a real level and that's
cool part of that New Age dogma again is
saying yeah but only one thing that's
like yeah but we're also separate
alright let's let's look at the many
different truths of these these are
situations instead of that we need we
need to take a lot of responsibility and
actually give back to the boats like
that's that old cliche I can't remember
who said it first I was clever I want to
change the world then I was wise I
wanted to change myself that's true but
I would say there's another layer of
that they aren't both clever and wise I
don't want to change myself and the
world
all those lies to it but yes this
psychedelic initiation that was
generated from wherever my call force is
I had no option but to go through it
and then as time went on I realized what
was happening I'm like okay I'm starting
to understand the the natural
manifestations of these initiations and
so now I can be a part of that there I
can be a conscious co-creator in that
process and so through that process or
you know it's all about facing yourself
and understanding where you are
obviously can they understand where you
are in the context of what you know
about reality in general but I was
trying to connect with what my next
stage was essentially what the next
phase of growth is so I did that through
both meditation and psychedelics and
just in general sometimes it just be
like I really need to focus on this and
I've been ongoing no sets of initiating
me into at a particular frequency or set
of frequencies of conscious or
information because I knew I needed to
embody that so that took a lot of study
and research and you know and actually
experienced a bit to make that a part of
me so yeah the the the tribal inertia
tree sort of process that we all used to
go through in pretty much every culture
come has been lost I mean come in a very
to essentially like everyone did we
don't do that anymore
no absolutely not and it's and instead
we just put kids into a very seek a
curriculum or education system that
there's great stuff about it I can't say
that it's all you know bad this was
English math so some of the science even
though science is taught
materialistically I dogmatically and
even though history is a lie on many
different levels you know you got Java
fears there's lots of good subjects out
there and there's a lot about history
for example that is true as well you
know but we don't see the whole picture
with that but what isn't included in
school is self mastery what isn't
included in school is it personal
development looking out for the self all
they sort of we should have a class
dedicated to cross-examining all the
cultural spiritualities that existed and
sort of were you know when after the
later you can believe whatever you want
you can have
from whatever particular stream of
information if you want but that's at
least cross-examiner look at the
similarities and the differences so
there's none of this initiation and
education system parents aren't doing it
now it's a data confuses themselves so
essentially it's up to each individual
to really emancipate themselves from
their poor programming from their
sickness whatever regardless of its
philosophical sickness or physical
signals and and be the take full
responsibility be that person that is
going to look after themselves because
nobody else is going to do it for you
your partner's not your families not
your schools not your government's not
you know you've got all these beautiful
spirit guidances and internal destinies
and all these patents and symbolisms
that can help to guide you along the way
but here they decide which narrative
like this decision to take carry sort of
the initiation you have to sign up you
have to show up let me ask you this
because you're talking about the life
path you're talking about that there is
this will for your life your your
destiny essentially and then we're
talking about the initiation through
psychedelics which many people and then
coupled with meditation as well at times
is something's guiding this like I said
we can call it God whatever you also
sent me on this list of things you want
to talk about talking about aliens and
multi-dimensional beings are when you
were under when you were in that realm
on psilocybin on ayahuasca was there a
consciousness that was communicating
with you whether that we call them
aliens angels whatever I mean they have
so many names I believe
multi-dimensional interdimensional did
you fellowship with did they appear to
you did they talk to you I'm saying that
from experience as well I've had very
similar encounters to where there was an
angelic benevolent presence talking to
me about my life about my situation what
to do next
you're on the right path those type of
things and it really feels like an
initiation in
to what some call the invisible college
the mist the spiritual mystery schools
whatever you want to call it is that
similar to what you've experienced yes
it's been crazy
okay very crazy the experienced a guy
through what external intelligences if
external intelligences on that energetic
spirit level actually exists and if they
do exist
what sort of participatory role do I
have in that experience with them yeah
all right so let me start premise it by
saying we all have a frequency or a set
of frequencies of conscious the way that
we're tuning in to this infinite you
know whatever this fabric of reality and
sometimes people were very influenced by
culture obviously influenced by my own
personal experience and sometimes people
experience different life forms or
intelligence packages in different ways
so a lot of people we can have I like to
talk to angels or God or spirits or
plant spirits or aliens or
multi-dimensional beings or wherever it
is and a lot of the time that could be a
similar energy but just manifested or
experience in a way according to our own
your neurology our own conceptual sort
of package now in saying that that's not
to say that aliens don't you know you
know nuts and bolts fashion don't exist
not saying that whatsoever I think that
this is our life abundant universe
I think this universe is alive so
therefore I can imagine all these
different levels that we're not really
tuned into not just in this dimensional
construct as well within all these extra
dimensional sort of realities that life
is abundant no no dear
so my personal experience was that I
when I had DMT I the first time was just
phenomenal I had UFO experiences and
stuff and I was a beggar but the first
of real contact with you know some sort
of multi-dimensional being was I spoke
someday MTE I looked up but I could see
through the
in some sort of cartoonish fashion look
down could see through my legs and
literally through my legs him into the
earth and I was just like what the hell
is going on I like said lay down man
close your eyes I got soy so I did that
and instantly gone through a wormhole
I'm traveled for about 20 seconds and
then got to a certain stage where I
started to be split so I had I was split
into about ten or twelve layers of
perception and I could see through every
layer so I had like ten or twelve
perspectives essentially but the most
prominent ones were the one in this
particular of the start that might have
been the third dimension these might
have been dimensional perspectives so
that my interpretation could be
completely wrong could be really right
it could be a mixture as well might be
somewhat accurate with it in terms of
after all of this happened I thought
myself that could be faked it could be
real or it could be emission the tube
and that's where I'll get back to in a
sec so in the pot the most furthest away
respect you um I'm looking at this these
two beings and in like a cave-like
structure red was the the general color
from memory and one of these beings was
full a lien and the other one was
half-alien half-human and the the full
one said to me telepathically said to me
nice to finally meet you and hold out
his hand and shook my hand right and I
had I remember thinking this is where I
understand control of thoughts and what
you express to me out because there's a
part of me that when noticed to make you
to like this is like you know what the
hell and that was sort of private of the
pilot comedy okay my ego I've been
splintered all these shards and I still
had my ego yeah senses as this comedic
experience you know way yeah but then
another part of me and said yeah nice to
meet you too and shook the hand all
right and then it said telepathic way
again don't wait so long to come and
visit next time and I was like no cool
no worries in the back where head making
comedy of it again just going you know
this is just unbelievably crazy and then
my you know split perspectives
compressed into one shot out the
wormholes set up in
physical reality 'no sweat what the hell
just happened sympathy and you know i
processed that at the time and for a
while afterwards is i don't answer that
could have been completely fake it just
took my own creation that could be
completely real and it was really
exactly the way it was or it could be
you know I'm sort of influencing that
process in some way it's sort of a
mixture of truth so to speak and I've
done that with that over like when you
look at the consciousness studies so
it's I research into you know all the
parasite parapsychology with us our
psychology information that's a thing I
don't even say that again properly no
psychological information hoedown all
these days it's amazing what it's saying
but what it's definitely saying is that
we play a co-creative role in the
experiences that we have for example in
near-death experiences with any of the
SCI research there's always an
interpretation process that we go
through as like the if the instinct and
the inhibition comes to us and then we
process it with our rational and without
whatever you know and for structure
reads and tell infrastructure is and if
we're wise enough we can let it flow
through without really tainting it that
much tiny information that much and we
can get like a skill we can get better
and better I guess and say if you can
fly through - it's as authentic as
possibly can well that's sort of the
goal right but yeah I think I think
we're all babies here
I think at the star this I mean to watch
if there was an intelligent life out
there watching us what was going on and
then the clash of narratives between you
know the mainstream and also only in
general I mean what happened in Syria
this recently that just BC that I think
it's a comedy show like a parody on our
souls man they're fine doing so we're
very young I'm very young we're all very
young at this process and that means
it's you know there's a lot of amazing
potential that we both don't realize
definite I realize that but yeah so just
back to the alien thing I do believe
there are intelligence out there some
might be self but on some sort of
energetic level
a different level of material structure
and they might be software there might
not just like we've got biological
parasites I feel 100 percent it's a
great way to put it yeah yeah we've got
a energetic parasites and they might not
be conscious might be just like an
energy bar sometime and so we might be
dealing with an actual spirit of some
type but it's not actually self-aware
the way we we understand self-awareness
yeah and our interaction with that
intelligence might be we might be
attributing or injecting your own bias
and [Â __Â ] into it so we've we've
painted the expose its but it's not
necessarily that was just experience of
that so yeah there's that I think we
play a co-creative role in every sort of
experience that you have I do believe in
that spirit roam in that extra
intelligent control I certainly believe
that there are plant spirits their
ancestral guidance energies we've got
you know some local manuals and demons
or spirit guides or whatever for
different variations of the forces that
are helping us and it's just this
magical life abundant universe or
reality that we should really respect
and be and all that really going on at
the absolute answer with what's going on
let me ask you this
okay so Terence Mckenna said that what
we have in the psychedelic community
that you guys in ufology in the alien
community don't have he said we have
repeatability as you guys are trying to
look at UFOs and have these encounters
in the psychedelic experience we can go
back into this realm and interact with
these interdimensional beings and things
like that did you ever experience that
so you said you've had these encounter
with these two beings was you able to go
back whether it was through ayahuasca
psilocybin and and and and and contact
these entities again or feel like they
were watching you or watching over you
or even through meditation now
you've they've said hello don't be a
stranger going into deep meditation
hello again
have you have you had repeatability with
psychedelics or meditation with these
type of entities that are watching over
you know the repeatability of Hattie's
in terms of not sure if people aware of
Gordon white in his podcast brain soup
amazing research a chaos magician loving
was a sort of like a friend I guess I've
got to know him a little bit he calls it
you've got your x-men team x-men team of
spirits your spirit guides where we call
that your spiritual guidance tapestry
essentially and I've seen that repeated
to a certain degree but it's always this
code participatory type process where
I'm influencing it to a certain areas
like when people experience UFOs nuts
and bolts UFOs in the skies as
consistent that that's part of their
cost just somehow they able to sometimes
move the UFOs and is that even an
eclectic group they're collectively you
know several people compare sharing a
conscious experience with this
particular UFO manifestation so from my
point of view it's come a long way since
Terence Mckenna made that statement as
well so we've definitely come a long way
in you follow to you as well so yeah
yeah yeah I think there's always a
co-creation process of it but now I'm
experiencing all this amazing different
type of intelligence which is a part of
me on one level or not on another level
they might be self-aware about may
attributing
sort of personality traits or whatnot to
it and experience in a particular way to
be able to draw information out of it to
help me but you I would say all of it
has to do with your destiny though right
yes you go anytime you do the inward
work like it's all playing a part for
your destiny would you yes now again
we're living in a freewill environment
there is a rich tapestry of
consciousness snapshots that are freely
choosing a you know
in alarm with their own destiny their
own sort of paths and stuff so we
interact on that level as well so
sometimes we can be impacted by a food
choice of another which wasn't
necessarily part of our destiny but then
we just energetic framework adapts and
then so our destiny adapts accordingly I
unlock your destiny is it has to be this
particular experience in this particular
moment on with these particular people I
look at as more of a framework of like
the growth potential and that if we
choose to steer away from it or somebody
impacts us or even a in some sort of
not-so-good
spirit has an impact on us which wasn't
part of destiny and we'll all go through
a realignment through the
electromagnetism of this universe or the
subtle energy the frequency the
harmonization process that we need to go
through to realign to go back onto that
to be manifesting our growth potential Y
and destiny so yes and no is sort of
like yeah they're of our experiences
where I will come on that was definitely
what I needed it was a bit challenging
you know as Billy go hit whatever it is
a bit of harm to this whatever the harm
that we had to go through whatever the
torch are the mental torture really go
through and we look back at in
retrospect I look that was so necessary
for me to learn these lessons get at
that point now 100% agree on that but I
also agree in the many truths
perspective which is that sometimes that
isn't part of our so-called destiny we
and what we'll do is rely nestles and
from that point forward okay well like
for example just going back to the
spirit stuff I almost I think was the
first session of ayahuasca I noticed
really like it was a vertical beam right
the distance the entire time the entire
time is there I'll never go it too much
flavor or or attention until the end
whilst I was dancing all these cat
spirits and all this other stuff and
straight through my pineal gland and
just but that experience was definitely
attribute to my conscious in that moment
it wasn't a healing moment it wasn't
about spiritual revolution or
philosophical revolution so down
at work it was really just gone hey
enjoy this experience feels great I had
all these these exchanges energy
exchanges and all these spirits and
stuff was a really beautiful experience
I didn't even actually have to spew up
to anything after thinking about in that
session so it was like genuinely quite
pleasurable which is great but right at
the end this thing came sort of like
closer and closer and closer as I was
winding it down and then next minute was
there and I realized that it was a
symbol for mother ayahuasca herself so
about to experience the spirit of mother
ayahuasca and we had a conversation
actually more heart emanated from my
chest and heart what I don't know how a
plant spirit can have a heart because we
look at it as a yeah you know a physical
part of the body but we sort of
exchanged hearts conceptually had a
little conversation and then it sort of
sort of you know buzzed down after that
now all is a participant in that process
it wasn't mother ayahuasca saying it was
me and mother ayahuasca having an
experience together and so that's how I
see all these different layers of how we
participate in these this sort of
cautiousiy engagements where are always
a part of it hopefully we can remove a
lot of the bias and the crap that we
have to make it a more authentic
productive experience have you had
similar encounters just through
meditation deep states of trance yeah
I've made meditating for about 15 years
on and off
I haven't been religious about it yeah
you know I mean obviously once I've
learned I was meditating in action every
day so there in that way it never
stopped but proper ritualistic you know
do tons of students sitting down has
been sort of on and off now I sort of
started it was with those programs such
as stuff so what you do is you put Eve
back in the day and believe
and the difference in frequency 100
billion would put your brainwave state
in that particular state so he'd go
through beta alpha theater daughter when
I managed to hit feed are many many many
times but there wasn't much very
interaction during that it was very much
about me going through so feeling yeah
and so another thing a fetus state
basically a sense sensory apparatus
shuts down and you can't feel your body
and the analogy I use is just like
sinking into quicksand and I had to go
through a process of basically push
myself into this quicksand because the
hardest part like God was your lungs
cause you're breathing and your head
because you're thinking and eventually
he'd get into that theta state and then
it was bliss really where there was a
lot of you know stuff happening it
wasn't spirit interaction for me we're
not going to do daughter state which
I've only maintained if you know or
could probably count on two hands maybe
even one because generally I'm just like
fall asleep passed out gone it's just
hard to maintain a cosmic conscious for
two too bloody long but when you have
are where a lot phenomenal stuff so
that's how I trained myself to become a
pretty good meditator early early on
because I had the programs and I was
really committed to it and so now it's
easy very easy for me to slip in the
meditative state such as right now
because I've got such a singular focus
and you and I are having their
conversation
where we share we're sharing not just
information but energy where that's no
doubt putting me and probably yourself
into at least an alpha brainwaves day
where where our heart and in our
activities probably actually less brain
activity that but when they've done
Studies on people check and soul solvent
or mushrooms magic mushrooms their brain
activity actually decreases not
increases so a lot of the cerebral
activity and whatever is happening in
the rest of the body you know that
filter mechanism the egoic mechanism and
the less activity you have and the more
you sort of shut down the the separate
sort of experience and I've been more up
to their collective haul the the any
connected experience over time our
jargon our coding
in grass or whatever and it's funny to
that even this other state a lot of
people talk about some of the best songs
ever written were written while they're
sitting on the toilet while they're just
in this state that they don't have
nothing to do so it activates these
realms that you're talking about when
you don't have to entertain all these
other thoughts as I've coming through
it's kind of monotonous and you get into
that monotony and in it it activates
these subconscious states in the brain
yeah I was like okay I'm gone we had
electric power outage as I thought great
I'm gonna take his opportunity meditate
so sat down I was like I really would
like to my intention was said I'd like
to experience exactly that a bit more
spirit interaction and let the
experience having naturally and see what
visions that you go through this time
like visions in general during the day
as well I'm always processing
information and this energetic exchange
just in my daily routine in general so
there's a quite a magical experience not
needing to sit down and meditate so to
speak but this particular intention was
set that didn't work out that way it was
a very material goal focused download
essentially it's like you need to do
this
this is your next step when it comes to
what you're doing in your activism sort
of process yeah so yeah these sort of
light bulb moments can come at any time
exactly it's just as much as your work
it's great to have dolls and seven
tensions because that's what magic is
magic is setting an intention to impact
the outside world or even the inside
wall in a particular fashion and if you
align your conscious intention to your
subconscious apparatus which is way more
powerful than the conscious mind way way
way way more powerful that's what we're
going to go and redo and arrange our
subconscious because if we want to be
more powerful manifested in life we need
to align our conscious mind to a
subconscious mind and that means the
conscious mind the ego - is shifting it
and shaping in a way that's going to be
conducive to be more of a powerful
manifesto under being more healed and
all those things but then on top of that
and it's
line of the blueprint as well so if our
sort of destiny is not really in
alignment with whatever winning a
million dollars in one hour or something
like that then it's not going to really
happen sometimes we can manifest our
desires that isn't that isn't really in
alignment with our sort of core for us
but we still get it but we don't get it
doesn't it's not the experience that we
expect the other you might not enjoy in
a certain way we might actually might be
harmful to us in a certain way so that's
why it's always important to really try
and align sub conscious subconscious and
unconscious although all the blueprint
but yeah the meditation it's just like
so no it's been very inconsistent I've
had all these different types of
interactions it's not just about you
know tapping into other spirits and and
intelligences that's one level of at one
level self healing one level is just
about practical organization
psychological organization yeah okay I
really recommend people to utilize the
programs that are available there's now
ones that you don't actually have to
wear earphones Settings Pro new speakers
and sit down meditate and it all helped
quickly in deeper states yeah enjoy the
best body cares a mystery you know
well we're unraveling the mystery man
and uh it's it's beautiful man very
similar experiences as well with this
self initiation and having these
encounters in and a lot of it is
introspective about your life even when
the spirits are involved or the Angels
whatever you want to call them are
involved it's about your life journey
what you're supposed to do anyway from
me and then I'm blown away after these
in type of encounters I'm my mind is
blown I have to write everything down
and I bring it to the drawing board in
this in in it's an encouragement feeling
that I get there by this benevolent
presence that's encouraging me on my
journey and giving me the keys on how to
do that to what I'm doing right now came
out of those
encounters those psychedelic encounters
this podcast what everything that my
music all of it has come out of that and
it's been checked to like I was my
encounters it was like I was checked by
these spirits like hey you're just
throwing this information out there
you're talking openly about it are you
sure you want to do that here's the
consequences bah bah bah bah bah
okay I'm ready you know they wanted it
very interesting and so that being said
I wasn't looking to do it again anytime
soon because I had a whole list of
things that I knew was gonna take me
months to figure out to to implement
into my life I had a vision
yeah when I came out of it had all the
the ways on how to achieve it and to do
it and then my other friends come out
they're like well I'm ready to do this
next week you know I'm like no no no I
it's gonna take me a lot longer so
there's that there for me I guess maybe
when in in the deep doses but there's
also a relationship at times to kind of
micro dose and and that whole movement
that's going on as well with psilocybin
and have that connection there with that
relationship which has been beautiful as
well very introspective and being open
helps you to open up and kind of speak
from the heart and in it and nothing
psychedelics involved with with that
with with a micro dose and it's been
very beautiful that's been my
relationship with it and it's been
awesome and it's been life-changing man
we've gone over to ours is there
anything that we didn't talk about that
you want to touch on before we go psycho
stylist congratulations Derek for what
you've done
oh gosh the podcast thing just by
searching a particular concept or term
that I want to talk about yeah yeah and
that's all the synthesis that you're
doing between religious thought and you
know conscious study and spiritual
introspection all that sort of stuff I
was like way out nail and it might say a
big congratulations for you for that I
also sort of went through something
similar one of the most powerful lucid
dreams I ever had was I was in like a
doctor's reception wasn't
just a particular normal-looking office
and there's a real old wise looking more
home and sitting more on the counter and
she goes look you don't have to do this
you know and I said ah yeah that's okay
I'm Kate I'm gonna do it guys no no you
can relax if you want I'm like no no I'm
I'm he I made his buddy well and
essentially the concept was what are you
doing this life you're gonna chili out
are you gonna like get involved on the
level of her in terms of activism and
expressing information disseminating
information and so she's a guy sweet and
then we took me through I don't know how
many doors and how many different
experiences of reality after that it was
a very long lucid dream but it was one
of the most powerful because I had made
I have had the treats do is this what
you wanted to do and I just so I didn't
have to and it would have been
absolutely fine if I start it wasn't
like at you you're I'm compelled to do
this but that was when I was already in
the process of understanding how the
self is society or the self is reality
on in different ways on different levels
so I was like well look you know I guess
to help myself to grow expand must
experience a conscious you know the best
I can is probably the right path and so
yeah it was an easy decision so I guess
on that note I would like to encourage
people to really sort of connect with
what sort of patterns and themes or
symbolisms the synchronicities are
happening their life or the messages are
sort of saying to you and helping you to
and go with that flow in a sense but we
have the true star aware of the fact
that they can be influenced but all and
that you need to have some level or
control but how you want to give back
that the upper case concept of service
as the spiritual service is so so so
powerful and so important for not just
us the collective but yourself as well a
perfect example of this I don't know if
you know Lynne McTaggart and her studies
around group prayer actually write the
book the field and serve all the things
are amazing researcher that she's done
laboratory or sort of you know highly
advanced particles on sort of collecting
the data around whether or not group
prey actually you know has any effect
and the results are yes it does
it's highly statistically significant as
is most of the other parapsychological
research and you know related that's one
of the other parts of this upper
echelons you know denying us the the
truth around the fact that we are
connecting them the mental world
actually has an impact on a physical
world but you know this is sticking hard
to their dogmatic dogma called
materialism their philosophical dogma
and then that in turn sort of forces
people to think we're only separate then
I understand in that connection and
stuff we're separate then you know we're
not really harming our souls if we harm
others if a harmony bar were not having
a salt they were having whoever were not
having a salt quite understand the the a
he understands both I and we why would
you want to harm someone else who's
you're harming yourself in effect and
that's how the law of attraction works
there's real the law the real law of
attraction isn't this secret you know
superficial crap what the real law of
attraction is the natural magnetic
response or informational response to
particular behaviors yeah but it needs
to be done not just we need to consider
if we want to be powerful manifest in
terms of how the law of attraction works
as I said before we need to look at
what's happening on the subconscious
level as well as the recall of all the
unconscious so all the blueprint level
because we won't be able to attract what
we want unless we're in an alignment
with those things so it's not as simple
as going I wish for this I need to work
out what my subconscious and energetic
desires are and then and then I can say
I wished for this and so you cannot
facilitate and make that a that
manifestation process more efficient and
more powerful more effective to where we
need to go so yeah to really connect
with yourself in your own needs I saw
separators needs versus once needs are
so important whereas all were did is
and have our ones but if we don't
understand our true needs the Murano
will wear in coherent with ourselves we
need to have coherence and connect with
what our needs are and if we're smart
enough we'll align our wants to our
needs and maybe shift our needs in a way
that gets a little bit better for what
we want so we can manipulate the process
in a way that's more you know we can
have experienced more joyful and more
look you know enjoyable experiences but
we still need to consider the fact that
what our actual needs are what part of
those needs is to give back in whatever
way whatever fashion it may be you don't
have to be a writer or an author or you
know start a podcast or be a part of the
independent media or it could be just
the way that you give back in your
career it might be you know I did social
work for five years of six years and it
was great to be able to give people who
haven't really had much given to him
truly like true information true love
not just by society and family more by
themselves as well they've been trained
to be self abusive in general so
together give love and respect to these
people even though you know I
you can't condone particular behaviors
etc etc there's still a divine being and
they deserve that love and respect
there's many ways we can give back I
encourage people find what their
blueprint was what's it sort of saying
or the pattern whereas it's so lean to
but also just dream big as well and go
look I don't know really what the
pattern is so I'm just going to think
about that particular goal and maybe
that will align and just go for it if it
doesn't or just adapt as time goes on
point is really get back to to give back
is to give to yourself that's sort of a
selfish thing as well I'm also I guess
I'll just give a quick shout out to our
website and then stuff as well yeah
definitely
my website is pushing the tipping point
calm that has is most of my articles
around those three categories I talk
about my youtube is philip j what he had
tried to blow i pj w a TT facebook's the
same a book is the simulation if you
just go to our website it's great read
its
ricey in spirits quote that's quite
lusty in different areas so that it's a
it's a great at what you've mentioned
cells sort of prophecy before my partner
describes it as a cell style prophecy
cross sliding doors matrix style
something to that effect
and it is it's it's it's like a 2.0 of
the soul silent prophecy which is such a
big part of my life the cells on
prophecy was huge in my development but
you know obviously they the some of the
concepts sort of misled a lot of people
and you've got a lot of old b2b the
hippies waiting to ascend to fifth
dimension or something trying to kill
our egos yeah yeah but it was magical
and amazing on yellow levels my books a
lot more real and raw it is about
talking about those three areas I was
talking about it is about sort of you
know discussing the simulation in
simulation theory but also what illusion
and in general very the variance of
expressions of reality engine also as I
talked before all those different
frequencies from co-exist so it's a it's
not about trying to tell people this is
what you need to believe I do encourage
a lot of so the self healing stuff I do
encourage tapping into the truth being
coherent with the external truth of the
world as well as the internal truth I do
encourage the sovereignty thing really
respecting the sovereignty of yourself
and others so there are some key call
messages and principles that I've
encoded into it but it certainly isn't a
this is the way you have to look the
reality because I think the color that
we create where the life isn't just
black and white on one level it is jewel
but it's also rainbow beautiful bloody
colors and we and we can experience it
through all these frequencies so really
I really don't want to take that away
from anybody I want to encourage the the
diversity of thought and information
whilst also looking at some key key sort
of of unification and agreement
essentially so that's the book it's a
fun engaging read but there's a bit racy
and it's
and stuff like that I suppose but yes I
I think that's it right yes I'll
definitely put a link to it in the
description of this video and in on my
website as well you guys can check out
his work there of all of his websites
that'll be available I want to say thank
you again for coming on brother thank
you for reaching out to me this was a
really good interview I enjoyed it
thoroughly let's work together in the
future man I'm open my platform is open
if you want me to come on and do some
stuff on your side let's work together
man I appreciate you coming on no
respect for what you've been doing so I
would love to collaborate in the future
and we should definitely have an ongoing
sort of discussion around
it's a magical madness we go a lot thank
you brother let's do it
awesome talk to you soon a slight peace
peace Philip J what great interview guys
great interview man so many questions so
many experiences so many truths so many
similarities synchronicities beautiful
so we're talking about like how everyone
is an expression of you and do unto
others as you want them to do unto you
and if you do it to someone if you cheat
on someone if you steal from someone
that person is an expression of you
you're doing it unto yourself in the
scriptures it takes it a little bit
deeper Jesus says what you've done to
the least of these you've done unto me
if you lie to these little ones if you
deceive these little ones if you cheat
these little ones you're doing it to me
so that takes it even to a whole nother
level man it's uh everything is
interconnected people feelings and
emotions all of its real men someone had
a question there so they say where this
is a Mars most I believe it is a rise I
says where do you get these these laws
from whether these laws come from I will
say that when we talk about universal
law now
so many holy books like a lot of these
principles are in and interwoven
throughout a lot of holy books whether
it's the Bible the bhagavad-gita the
Koran all types of work and then people
are kind of coming the weird thing is is
that this stuff is in the universal laws
in these holy books and people are
coming to the same conclusions through
spiritual practice without even diving
into holy books without having no idea
that this stuff is written by the
ancients who came before us and they're
writing books that mirror almost like
they're copying the same type of laws
and things like that that are mention of
in the holy books about treating people
equally spirituality things like that
there is universal law a lot of it like
I said it's in those books the seven
hermetic principles is a very good read
as far as understanding the the
universal laws as well the Bible talks
boss it says as long as we exist there
will always be seed time and harvest
that's a great law I mean that that's
and it's universal because it's for
everything for everyone it's not just
fall it's not just for one person that's
my brother Danny puts here in the
comment section the rain falls upon the
just and the unjust that's so good and
it's for everyone
this stuff is applicable to everyone
it's not for Jew or Gentile or for
Christian or non-christian or whatever
you are this is for everybody
God will deal with everyone all of these
laws are applicable to everyone seed
time and harvest man is a really good
one for you in and you can study just
seed time and harvest about planting
about sewing about reaping these were
used even this terminology is used all
throughout the scriptures in a budget it
ain't just the Bible I'm very
knowledgeable about the Bible so that's
obviously that we always talk about that
that's where my mind goes is these
scriptures that talk about the same
thing a lot of the guests are sayings
ice filter everything through the
scripture all of it's in there the Bible
talks about that the promise
of God are yes and amen essentially
whatever you put out there into the
universe wherever whatever you speak out
God the universe is saying back to you
yes and amen
whatever it is what he's spoken spoke to
you whatever you speak out the universe
will give it to you whatever you're
looking for if you're looking for evil
you're gonna find it if you're looking
for peace love and harmony you're gonna
find it I will say that something that
would definitely can reiterate that we
talked about in the podcast was an
attitude of gratitude I thought what a
good brother today this morning Chris
bars and we talked about gratitude
that's everything man in this whole
journey of faith fueled by love is
unstoppable being gracious for for
everything and everyone in your life and
showing grace towards everything and
everyone in your life with that I think
you're unstoppable I don't think that
nothing stands in your way on your faith
journey of achieving your goals your
destiny growing with God you have to be
grateful he's gonna God will teach you
how to be grateful and had a walk in
grace so that's it's beautiful I'm gonna
read some of these comments right quick
and say thanks but it concerns us when
someone says Universal maybe ethereal I
mean the word the word Catholic means
universal it's it it's for everyone it's
you know it's there if you believe in it
or not it exists it was a good word you
know if you want to use that word
spiritual laws you know I don't think
that there's anything that we do in the
physical realm that doesn't have
spiritual implications it all of this
have ties in hand-in-hand it all goes
together right it's all it it all comes
into play there's nothing that that that
we can do in the spirit realm that's not
going to have physical reactions as well
it's all about it someone says esoterics
not the okay he says not ethereal but
ethyl ethyl whatever you whatever you
want to call it I think all of the I
think they all apply
but see maybe it is universal maybe it's
it's for it's for all sentient beings
right all consciousness at all I think
it all applies right so he will have his
little t will have his experience when
it's time okay so yeah thank you guys
for hanging out with me in the chat this
whole time this was a good a good
episode I really enjoy people come on
man and just blow my mind and I love to
hear people who are going through
similar things but they word it
differently that's like I think that's
maybe the crux of my platform it's just
showing you how we are all the same and
nobody's different nobody's isolated or
singled out whether you're religious or
or lack of or whatever the case is but
people you know we're all going through
this together we have different ways of
breaking down the wording and the
terminology I've made enemies because of
that right because I'm unafraid and I'm
unapologetic to call a duck a duck if we
talk about the same thing
we'll go judge the fruit of it let's
judge the fruit of all things of all my
guests of everything we say judge the
fruit look at these people's lives and
look at the fruit that is producing
that's and that's for you you know what
I'm saying that's for you to do I can't
do the work for you I can share with you
what's working for me and that's also
what this is built built upon that I've
been open with everyone about what's
working for me I'm not hiding anything
back and it's it's beautiful you know
why because other people have been open
with me and showing me what works
learning from everything learning from
everyone the true spiritual alchemy the
true mental alchemy going through your
tribulations going through your personal
process learning what works for you
learning the lessons sharing those
lessons not as thus saith the Lord
lessons that means a matter of fact or
this is the only way but hey this is
what works for me and let me show you
how it works this is how it helped me
this is how it continues to help me all
of these things
or this is what hurts me I found no
peace when I did this and I'm open with
you guys about that when I was judging
people in religion and condescending and
trying to be right all the time
I had no peace in that now if you're
doing that that's on you but I had no
peace there you may be able to do it and
think that you're spreading truth and
you're a true seeker and you're a
watchman on the wall or you got to blow
the trumpet or the people would die at
your hand if that's your reality man and
that's what you believe you know what
that's on you I've been there I've done
it we are talking about cults now
everybody wants to talk about being a
part of a cult cult leaders cult members
I've had some on my show people want
followers I was in a call to we've all
most of us have been a part of some type
of code whether it was mainstream
religion whether it was in the Hebrew
Israelites red-letter ministries RL and
whatever call you were affiliated with
this call is everywhere you know you're
not special because you were gonna call
we've all been a part of calls mainline
religion evangelical Christianity for
the most part it's a cult as well so
I'll say this I've said it you know
don't follow me I don't want you guys to
follow me I'm on the same playing field
field as y'all don't put me on a
pedestal I'm here to encourage you I'm
here to equip you and I'm here to send
you out I don't want you to follow me
like I'm some into all BR guru I don't
want I don't want that I'm saying I'm
pushing you away don't follow me on a
pedestal I'm with you what I'm not
special D everything that works for me
I'm freely sharing with you guys man I'm
freely giving it and I want you to do
the same for me my guest a lot of people
in the audience a lot of you guys
listening to this like you guys are the
pool from my guests to come on this show
like I interview my friends I interview
people in my personal circle I interview
people I've looked up to and studied
under that have some good things that
have
for me that have helped me on my
spiritual journey it's about being open
and authentic all of us there is no you
know you got to read you got to do the
research yourself you got to do the
knowledge yourself you have to go
through these tests yourself you're not
exempt because you because I gave you
the game or told you the answers you'll
get through it a lot quicker if you
apply it you get through it a lot
quicker you're gonna have to take the
test yourself and like the brother said
you're gonna have to take a pop quiz
maybe some months later maybe some years
later you're gonna be quiz just to make
sure you didn't forget these universal
laws this inner sanctification process
that you go through everyone has to go
through it we're all initiated like you
have to go through your own experience
and that's why I believe that many of
you guys are listening to me speak on me
interview these people because you
resonate with something you see your
journey in a lot of these guests in my
experience what I've been through and to
be open about I don't hide anything I
freely I talk about it all you have
nothing to say that I've I've had a
nothing offends me nothing nothing
scares me so I've been through it all
you know what I'm saying we deal with
rejection we deal with ridicule we deal
with criticism not just me all of you
guys that comes with the territory once
you build a platform of any look all of
these schisms are in every facet of life
it's in religion it's in the podcasting
community it's in the spiritual
community you know it's in everyone you
start being authentic there's people who
are not comfortable in their own skin
you make them nervous you make them
jealous by you showing up and being okay
with the person the individual that God
created you the individual and they're
jealous of that they want to be that
keep shining
keep shining your light keep doing your
thing don't give up don't stoop to their
level because if you don't in doing so
just walking in peace and walking in
grace the scripture says that you're
gonna heap hot coals upon their head
that they can't get you to stoop down to
that level look keep your head up man
Tupac's netted the best you got to keep
your head up man these rules are
universal for everyone it's hard I know
it is I've come out of religion I've
gone back I've come out I've gone back
it's the pendulum effect you believe
this you don't believe that you believe
this you don't believe that you're
scared that's fear we're talking about
overcoming the fear overcoming the ego
in these things it's very natural you're
not to blame you know I'm saying like
you your this is your journey whatever
you have to do whatever you have to go
through even for a period of time it's
all part of the process man this is the
hammering process this is the
sanctification process that talks about
in the Bible of refining yourself into
fine gold and there you're gonna be as
fine gold refined in a57 times over at
the end trust me man I see I see y'all
journeys man I see it I know you guys I
felt it with y'all us up with y'all I
know what you're going through I've been
there I've been in coach trust me
we got friends coming out of coast left
and right it's insane man people that's
why you don't follow a person I don't
want you to follow me don't follow me I
want to encourage you I want to equip
you I want to send you whatever your
goal is whatever your dream is I urge
you to follow it I urge you to seek
after it this is coming through for me
was a relationship with God relationship
with the Holy Spirit with Jesus this is
my experience right and I'm gonna be
open with that and and nothing offends
me nothing scares me
I love people I love spirituality I love
awakening in any facet that that's
coming through I agree with what I've
said on the show many times I agree with
the Billy Graham the late Billy Graham
who said that God deals with all people
I don't care if you're in Hinduism don't
care if you in Buddhism Islam without
only the care even heard the name of
Jesus that God has a remnant of people
out there that he's dealing with and
they're spread out on the four corners
of the earth and they're true believers
inwardly because they had this inner
connection that they believed in
something greater than themselves
those are my words that's the late and
great Reverend Billy Graham the greatest
Christian evangelist of our time saying
the same things that we're saying here
and just reiterating repeating we're in
good company guys you're under
persecution you're under threat fear all
that kind of self condemnation damnation
you're in good company these are the
promises of the Bible in this world you
shall have tribulation but therefore be
of good cheer for I have overcome the
world that's what Jesus said
be of good cheer you're gonna be
persecuted for righteousness sake you're
gonna be persecuted for being happy
that's weird
why are you gonna hate me for being
happy why are you gonna hate me as
someone says in the chat for being
fearless right
those who fear they're not cool with
this they want you to stoop down to
their level but i'ma tell you man I've
been a part of cults
I'll give a quick example just because I
had a sister who kind of reached out to
me or we connected she left a cult cult
called rlm red-letter ministries and it
was essentially a call and you could
tell this a cult because this is what
happens when you disagree with them or
their doctrines of their belief they
kick you out they excommunicate you they
demonize you that comes with the
territory right this happened to her she
questioned the leader and he you know
they lash out at you they tell the the
followers to lash out so it's like a
gang mentality it's not like if it was
just one person it's okay but you have
relationships with people in those
groups
you have relationships with those people
that are in that following or that cult
whatever you want to call it that church
just call it call it a church I don't
care what you call it and then you have
that fall out or you question the
authority and they put the boot to you
or you can't question that's the man of
God and so they put the boot to you to
excommunicate you they and then they
mock you they ridicule you and it was
different if it was the pastor or just
this one man ridiculing you but they get
everyone to do like the gang mentality
and now you feel like everyone's doing
it right it makes you feel a certain
type of way makes you feel like you're
the one in the wrong if there's like a
majority who looks down at you for
questioning Authority like it makes you
try they try to make you feel a certain
type away but you need to question
authority you need to keep questioning
your spirituality your growth any leader
you got to question everybody
questioning motives question doctrine
question at all man and what is true is
gonna is gonna play out in the end I was
a part of a cult called the Hebrew
Israelites I was a part of the Hebrew
Israelites for some number of years
funded them paid for their leaders I was
really close to their leaders I paid for
them to fly in not just me but I had a
group of people here we had our own
church and I was over the division down
here of Hebrew Israelites and we would
travel out to Atlanta different places
and like I said we'd fly them in here
would go downtown with priests we were
all white you probably seen some of
these people online but we'd go out and
we'd preach on the corner and years ago
and it was there was an experience where
I went out to Atlanta and they flew into
Atlanta and we got to meet them all and
was hanging with it with the top guys in
that cult and I looked up to those dudes
man that doodoos told me taught me how
to study the scriptures they taught me
how to break down the Bible not just to
read the Bible but to actually break it
down with scriptures and context and
line upon line precept upon precept they
taught me that I didn't learn that in
church I learned how to read the Bible
in church they taught me how to study
the Bible and break it down and quote it
so I went through that with those guys
and in Atlanta there was some new people
there who was a part of it they were
like out of New Jersey I'm in Alabama
they're out of New Jersey California and
we'd all come together and have these
meetings and go out and preach in the
streets and stuff so I met this guy and
while we were out there speaking I did
some they let me speak a little bit you
know and uh and and there was one guy
who read for me and me and him got
really close when we were down there man
I really identified with him he liked
music a lot so me and this guy got
really close after the Atlanta trip was
over we got back home we exchanged
numbers and me and this guy would talk
every day for months we talked every day
we'd have 3-way phone calls for Wade
phone calls everybody would call in a
threeway and we'd all just man just to
hold the whole day just chopping it up
in the spirit chopping it up in the
scriptures and this guy's name was mehar
that was his Hebrew name and me and him
got really close well he wanted to start
his own ministry he wanted to go out in
New Jersey into the ghettos into the
hood and he wanted to do what the
leaders were doing he wanted to preach
out in the streets and teach openly
things like that so he started doing
that he started making signs and going
out there he started doing videos and
then the leader of the black Hebrew
Israelites well I don't know if you
didn't call him black Hebrew Israelites
because these guys were more open the
leader didn't like that he only wanted
his teachings to be out there right he
wanted his he wanted to be the one doing
the teaching and you guys probably a lot
of these coats operate the same this the
cult leader only wanted his teachings
out there and he would ask
mehar or anybody else to take him down I
mean I put teachings out there years ago
they asked me to take him down and I did
because I respected that the leaders
took those teachings down they kind of
blacklisted my heart because my heart
felt like he was really supposed to go
out there and reach his community he was
in a whole nother state right they
blacklisted him and they told me Derek I
want you to cut off all communication
with maja with blacklisted my heart do
not talk to him and I was hurt because I
me and my heart were talking daily like
we were really good friends man really
good friends but because I followed this
cult because I followed
this dude I cut off all communication
what my heart I blocked his number and
and quit talking to him because I was a
part of that call and they asked me not
to
and then everybody not just me but
everyone else blocked my heart everybody
else stayed away from heart and anybody
else who questioned the leader or wanted
to kind of do your own thing within what
they were doing not like out of it but
within it and that's how these coats are
man they did jealous for membership they
are jealous for supporters they want to
be the master teacher you see a lot of
these coats now they even call
themselves that they call themselves the
master teacher and it's some dude who's
dropping knowledge off for YouTube
videos he's been watching for years
calls him the master there's a bunch of
those people out there I've been
involved with many calls I haven't been
in the inner workings of a lot of them
but I have seen even when I left the
black Hebrew Israelites right when I
left that call I watched the Jim Jones
documentary Jonestown somebody says it's
all about the money
yep a lot of times it is I watched the
Jonestown documentary so many
revelations and so many similarities to
how these dudes was rolling with this
black Hebrew Israelite then into a call
like it was a real deal they got to a
place where they women left their
husbands and sold their possessions to
come and live with these guys who bought
land in Egypt right on the outskirts of
Egypt and they were trying to get people
to do that they would say bring your
wives bring your children sell all your
possessions and follow us like they did
in the Bible and people did it husbands
were against it
the wives left them this is the this is
the type of pool that these dudes had
spiritually that wives left their
husbands to go be with this Cole I got
weirded out it was to where it was too
much for me
when I left her so you know y'all I'm
not doing I'm not leaving my family
selling my house and to come live with
you guys in a commune you know then I
watched Jonestown and seen all the
similarities from from the garments they
were wearing all white in head garments
and the way that cult leaders welcomed
you in to a lot of even a lot of the
tactical things they would do to scare
people they always use fear and they
scare you
and a lot of the same things that Jim
Jones said this cult was talking about
as well the black Hebrew Israelites like
word for word and then it goes even
deeper I get out of all that stuff I
move on I get into spirituality I found
a spiritual cult
the new I being so the new I be ins have
fallen falling apart but time I got into
this but lco be the lost children of
Babylon they were part of the new
audience and the new ah big nation they
had their own pyramid outside of Atlanta
they all wore white and it was very much
the same as these other cults there the
leaders are saying the other things
they're trying to get the followers and
all of these cults mirror one another
man with all that being said look don't
follow man don't follow another human
Jesus came to show you that you can
connect with God he came to bridge the
gap that Jesus took the power from the
Pope Jesus took the power from the
priest he has made a high priest after
the order of Melchisedec well now you
can go straight to God your father God
Holy Spirit your mother go to these
yourself you don't need me you don't
need your pastor you don't need the Pope
clergymen the Imam the gurus any of
these people you don't need them Jesus
came to bridge the gap to show us that
we can go straight to the Father now he
was the one mediator between God and man
and through that through understanding
that through breaking that down and
understanding and knowing it for
yourself with it says we can
approach the throne of grace boldly we
can go straight to God ourselves and
fellowship with the creator of the
universe how powerful is that how
powerful is that
and that the Creator wants you to the
Creator wants a relationship with you
wants to speak to you is speaking to you
and has been speaking to you from the
day you were born
marked you from the day that you were
born numbered all the hairs upon your
head and knows you inside and now
there's no secrets that you can hide
from God even though how we try to even
like Adam it's a picture of us we've
tried to hide our nakedness and hide of
our sins and the things that we've done
bad we try to hide it from God act like
he didn't see it nobody else saw it saw
it maybe God didn't see it we try to
hide it right but we are to be open man
before God we're to be open we can go
boldly to the throne of grace man and
this is what it's about when you
meditate when you get still in that
moment and you close your eyes and you
look within the scripture says peace be
still and know that I am God there was
magic when that happens when you turn
everything off and you get by yourself
you can put on some music you can put on
some data waves like the brother was
saying you could put something on
but you connect you just let go the
cares of the world the cares of the day
you meditate you get in that spirit you
ask for God to reveal himself to you
Holy Spirit lead me into all truth and
it happens you breathe in
the very essence of who you are the Holy
Spirit when you breathe the pranayama
that moves through your body you connect
with that oneness look that's where the
power is you need nothing that they're
selling you you need nothing outside of
yourself they want you to believe that
you need all kind of stuff and you have
to agree with dogma and ba ba ba ba ba
and all this stuff and they want to
confuse you and they want to corner the
market so to speak you don't need
anything you don't need anything you can
go within Jesus come to says Jesus comes
and says that the kingdom of heaven is
within you if it's without you then you
got to search for something you can go
within the religious the religious right
hate that they hate that we have access
to that throne room they don't like that
they'll even try to explain those
scriptures away well that just means is
the kingdoms around you trust me I've
heard it a million times the kingdom is
around you that's what that word means
no it's within the scripture says that
the Spirit of God dwelleth not in
temples made by hand but you are the
temple of the Holy Spirit and the Spirit
of God dwelleth within you well where do
we go to sup with the spirit where do we
go to communicate do we go outside of
ourselves it's the best a beautiful
conundrum like he was saying it's within
and without being outcast cast yourself
out cast your lights above and below the
Supreme personality of Godhead own
that's what it is it's within its
without its as above so below it's on
earth as it is in heaven it's very deep
it's very beautiful it's a mystical
majestic magical dance that's magic in
itself white magic to really get in and
know who you are when nobody can tell
you who you are
sup with your father gaze into the
beauty of your father's eyes man telling
you man nobody can take that from you
nobody there's no way that you can go
where you you're hidden from God nobody
can take that from you man you are
sealed
and it's an everlasting love it's an
everlasting covenant don't let nobody
steal that from you that's your peace
that's your joy nobody gave it to you so
they can't take it if they gave it to
you they could take it back
nobody gave it to you that's your
inheritance as sons and daughters of the
Most High God I'm gonna say a quick
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anybody going through it I just offer a
prayer like we said we just got through
talking about the power of prayer the
power of agreement the power of the
spoken word you believe this has it and
just let this prayer wash over you
god I thank you for my beautiful friends
and family here listening right now
anybody who's struggling anybody who's
going through hardship and a hard time
anybody was going through persecution
and accusation it's just like the devil
right the accuser of the Brethren is the
name of the enemy the negative force in
the universe the accuser of the Brethren
anybody who's accused my friends right
now god I thank you Lord that you said
in your word you said that no weapons
formed against this shall not shall
prosper that the weapon was shall be
formed but it shall not prosper he said
in any tongue that rises up against us
your children in judgment that you would
condemn it father I ask you to condemn
those words right now with those words
have kind of done damage to the body the
etheric body to the mind right now any
any cords right now we sever those ties
right now in the mighty name of Jesus
got to thank you for peace and your
presence God that moves that's our
inheritance right now right now loose
loose loose there's a new piece a new
fire a new fervor and a new hunger right
now God Jesus mighty name blessing keep
them God keep them safe God keep keep
their hearts away from wickedness keep
their minds pure hands clean heart pure
God I thank you for that in Jesus name
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these teachings that I have in a
multimedia format were so all of this
stuff we've been questioning we've been
talking about I'm gonna be doing some
some videos on that so it's gonna be
good so trust me I'm gonna show you why
I believe what I believe what we talk
about this stuff in conversation format
like I said but I really do love to get
into kind of breaking down the
scriptures and their belief systems and
some of the other holy books and things
like that and just experience man that
why I believe what I believe and how all
things work together for the good of
those who love Him man so we're gonna be
getting into that really soon I'm
blessed not stressed I love you guys
what's up Thomas Olsen blessings thank
you for the support too with that Shalom
Shalom peace I love you guys
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