Bryann T of Kingdom Music Interview | Spirituality, Touring, Music & More
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that I have I've been trying to get him
on for a while he's a very busy man
Bryan Trejo my brother what's going on
welcome to the show what's up brother
how you doing tonight I'm doing great
man finally good to connect with you
we've connected in passing we got a lot
of mutual friends we could just go down
this big list of powerful people who are
into the gospel rap community sharing
the gospel getting in out of there
definitely huge shout out to Jamie
ruckman j-roc holdin it down
shout out to Robert Moore the OG hope
beat dotnet you know what I'm saying
I've had a handful of gospel rappers on
the show that I interviewed aluminate
pyrex 7 supposed to do is headed down
his name is slipping me uh it's not
young ASAP ASAP on the show had them all
on here man saw it's like I have to get
Brian on here I wanna I want to do a
sit-down essentially because real real
recognizes real man so in in a in the
industry that is oversaturated there's
so many people everybody's a rapper when
it comes to having talent is one thing
and then have an anointing to back it up
is another thing so dude when when I
mention gospel rap your name is in the
conversation so thank you for being who
you are and bringing your giftings and
talents to the table to glorify the lord
and edify the body man thank you for
that this they're all guys glory Oh
first I first heard about you seen the
the viral video I guess it was on
worldstar and it just went SuperDuper
viral the video of you in the kitchen
standing around a table with a bunch of
ladies and you guys were singing a song
about your brother who was murdered and
it was a very emotional song all
everyone had tears in their eyes in the
room and it was just very emotional that
video went went viral man that's the
first time I heard your name talk a
little bit about that first video man
yeah you know it's crazy that you bring
it up is that today I happened to see
the video again maybe I haven't seen it
in a month or two but any it it just
like it was from the first night many it
explains the death of my brother what
went down that night are they hurt to
spit that yeah but at the same time it
brings healing to me and others oh that
was actually the beginning of me
choosing a walk with Christ man I never
forget that day man I actually said with
some of these homeboys that night man is
here chances may they show me their
music for my brother and their music for
my brother was we're murder for you we
put the medal ever fought so we killed
the wolf and I sat there and I remember
him telling me about
who killed him and how they were gonna
ride you know instead of saying
yesterday and I remember saying
something I thought I would never would
have said it bro when I was like it
ain't gonna bring my brother back and I
remember one of them made a face of me
like whatever like you could do with you
I know what I'm gonna do remember the
enemy's telling me don't do that image
enemy uh they think you're weak you
won't kill free you won't kill for your
twin what type of brother are you on and
I've been a prisoner already for
attempted murders over my brother so
it's nothing for me to retaliate so when
they when they when I felt like they
were testing my mom my pride like that's
how I feel and I stuck with Christ man
even though I walked away the enemy
laughing at me a minute three years
later look going into four years I'm
still standing I'm out of prison I'm
still married I'm healed God is still
blessing me so choosing a walk with
Christ is the best thing ever you know
what I mean you know choosing
forgiveness over retaliation is the best
choice I've ever chosen my whole life
man yeah what was you a Christian at
that point I was a carnal mind Christian
Rojas trouble ooh marijuana Australia
green murder and it wasn't connected
when submitted you know I thought I
could still do what I do man still
listen some of my parking my murder
music he still say I love Jesus and I
put pollution in my ear and then just
very double minded and unstable and on
my way it showed me though like you
can't be before man you gotta choose
aside is the soul of Christ easy you
have the other and ya have a form and
but lack the power and oh now power
they're off hey there's a little bit of
feedback coming through I don't know if
it's a music or TV on and about God it's
kind of coming through kind of loud is
it it's still for sorry I'm I don't know
if it's close to the mic or what but
it's kind of picking up a little bit
louder than you see here still ah that's
good that's better awesome yeah man um
I'm reading reading somebody chat here
and our people are saying the the
anointing breaks the yoke man that's one
thing when like a lot of gospel rappers
would compare themselves to secular
rappers or I'm not as good as these guys
but it's different where they have some
type of techniques or they have a fan
base or a huge following but it's a
different when you're walking in the
anointing and then you can go to
uncharted territories and see change
happen in people's lives or just even by
playing the music and not even have to
bring a message sometimes just the music
and the power that's in the music itself
talk a little bit about how the
anointing flows first of all through a
life laid down for the gospel but also
through the music as well
hey man before I did Kingdom music I did
Brian music it was Double Trouble music
it was my message it was a and I always
thought I'd be a rich rapper one day I
always thought the world to hear my pain
I chased this I get out of prison I just
I had a game plan look somebody's gonna
sign me when I did get with a label they
gave me drugs and they fed me evil so I
go back to jail back to prison so I
never went nowhere with it man and I
never forgave me when I lost my twin I
didn't want to do no means nothing he's
to do that the music with anyone they'd
never be the same again and I never
forget man they don't the Holy Spirit
started writing songs on my heart it
says in the Bible I will write my laws
on your minds in your heart but it also
says I will write a new song on your
heart and these new songs on own that he
was writing
I don't even write them down this was
crazy and I used to have no past full of
reps right you know I never even wrote
him down I just all I know we just
proclaimed the faithfulness of Christ
and so I know it wasn't me and then for
the videos to go viral you know the
first time I was like okay it's a story
but second time three to four times its
and 69 cents at a time on world hip-hop
world star hip island and we know it's
the dog website I'm like this ain't need
I know it wasn't me I said he's got
nothing to do with me and it was blowing
my mind man and even God is truly taking
me farther than I could ever took my
story took me farther than I've taken
myself in 32 years or 37 now meaning
going with Christ on after I lost my
brother 32 just imagine what I've seen
then I seen
little in Miracles seem like changes
just worth it man and even even now I
don't look at me you have to look at
music man because it's not a CD to me
it's not an industry move it's not a
distribution deal move
it's just fetus sheep eat old Peter if
you love me you'll feed my sheep so when
God pours into me I just keep pouring
out like they keep saying well man you
keep dropping all these albums right
brother the way you look at music and I
love me the way you look at videos and I
look at video it's totally different you
speak you got people it's got a budget
man they got a budget of five thousand
so whatever two thousand on the video
budget in an album or [Â __Â ] out
whatever you spin on it and then in a
week it's old you know the album's old
the videos oh there's so much content
out there there they okay just get sold
so senior like what's the next you know
and so but when you do it for God for
the bottom and you keep breaking it yeah
when you do do it for the body of Christ
you just pour out your feet in the sheet
and when I say that we think the
billboards like and I don't care what
the billboards but it just shows the
other ones that are trying to hit the
Billboard hey Brooke I haven't sold out
nothing I haven't signed I have it and
God as God has elevated us and kicked
open doors they they say we couldn't do
it if we didn't do like this it was
really easy I stuck to the scriptures
man I don't know if it was stuck to the
Scriptures read and apply and they asked
me all the time how do you do this many
when you look at the schedule you're
going everywhere and people want to do
that but your identity's not ministry
it's not a music it's not in how many
events you do a year your identity isn't
Jesus Christ only just a finish work and
when you have when you truly focus on
him and what he wants for you in his
will everything follows you everything
cuz he doesn't want to take the good
thing that he never wanted to take the
gift from Derek or a gift from Brian
he says I've given you that gift don't
take it back but I want to align it with
my will here in my in my perfect wheel
because when I align it oh yeah
everything comes with it the anointing
the the favor you know the it just comes
with it so it's about aligning the
timing with his will in saying what he
wants you to say and being who he wants
you to be and it's a process for some I
think some so start off wrong and they
probably don't have the anointing
because they they're just wrapping but I
believe some truly get serious about God
and the annoyance he kicks in and I've
seen it and it goes it goes from energy
was that you that you have for that I
mean we want to know man help me because
we I mean we I mean we've been watching
a lot of these people's walk comes
straight out of the world and get
straight into gospel rap right out of
the world there's no discipleship they
don't know well I got a brother man I
got a brother named vessel man shouts a
brother vessel oh he uh before Kenda
takes is maybe the first year Cantina
music he watched the YouTube video he
said oh man how can I be down watching
music first off we're not a record label
I don't know people they think we're
just signing people I don't I don't even
listen to rap like that you know but I
asked them to do a six month
discipleship man this dude had videos
and features with with all type of
different textures artists ease men all
these secular artisans that are big
names he was doing this thing going he
was you're probably gonna elevate
somewhere in the world but he stopped
all that erased all his features and and
did the discipleship well he still did
he's still faithful but I've watched his
anointing like going and watching him
minister like he just beat cancer he
just beat these other things just
watching him minister a fighting for his
marriage it's been beautiful man to
watch someone who cared about what the
world thinks so now only cares about
what God thinks and just watching is he
watching the fruit in his life but he
called me today he calls for guidance
and counsel he stays connected I mean
these are all of us looks from the
street man it's hard for us to submit to
anybody when you got the love of Christ
you start submitting to brothers and in
people God is placed over you man on
it's just beautiful I think that's the
greatest miracle on earth is the
transformation of the human heart bro oh
yeah
yeah so it's just beautiful don't know
to watch the watch God truly let all of
us grow because we're I'm still growing
all of us are growing none of me yeah
yeah so for like I mean there's there's
people who do gospel hip-hop and he's
been at it for years man 10 15 20 years
and they haven't even hit strods close
to where you guys have hit only within a
first couple years man what's what's the
difference is it having a strong team
behind you and in in it it's it's
ministry mind it and focus rather a
hobby I mean what's the difference there
because a lot of people look and see
even even new guys coming out see
what you guys are doing touring
traveling the world and um saying they
want to do that their hearts in that I'm
not saying that they're called to do
that that's a that's a big thing they
gotta they gotta figure if they're even
called to do it but what's the
difference man where you guys are seeing
open doors where people have tried to
tour doing gospel rap and the finances
aren't there there's not a team I mean
what's I mean how is it working free for
you guys at Kingdom music it could be
discouraging like it could be
discouraging if um you know we're all
humans man so it's okay to feel like man
I want to use my gift right now they're
a little man nothing's kicking I get it
I get it could be discouraging but let's
just be honest if God if God told you
you're the minister God told you sit
down this season
just sit down I know you got plans for a
CD I know you want to get it but you sit
down to season let let me pour into you
whether it's a personal thing whatever
he's trying to teach you everyone's at a
different growth process with God so he
said this is not the season for you to
to go out but I want you to be used
where you're at and if you're content
where I keep you with your at because he
doesn't want to take the song from your
heart he wants you to still praise you
know but but if you're if you're
thinking about I need to go out here and
I need to go out there and God saying
you're not even doing right here where
I've asked you to do it you know because
it's not big enough for you maybe you're
looking for a bigger crowd or whatever
it is you just got to be honest with
yourself man if God said stop will I
stop yeah and if and what or why to get
would I get mad and said no I'm gonna do
it I want to do because if you're not
gonna it maybe it's just test for some
you know maybe success for someone a
team role a simple man we get emails
it's nothing nothing new we put a flower
on get emails it's it's nothing I mean
it just it's just favor bro it's just
favor and but one thing that we do it
you know music now we do discipleship
groups
you got group leaders I've learned in
ministry because I had to live a couple
people go from the ministry God and now
I've learned as a leader so so not care
so much about the platform with them but
care about the purpose with them you
know that make sense like you want you
want to embrace the men and God not the
talents and you give a god man you could
rap that's what so comes to the raff
come to the ministry or let's forget
them forget the challenge I love them
but I love you I wanna be I wanna be I
wanna be a brother to you
yes because if Tina music stopped who
would actually be around brother Brian
like you would really would you you're
just there because you see a movement
going not work but do you care about
Brian or Monica for real you know what I
mean yeah
that's the big thing man and like a lot
of churches I have a lot of people who
are anointed worship leaders I got close
friends man when they play when they
grab the guitar and they play something
happens in this realm you just off you
just feel the anointing the psalmist
when they when they play and then when
they when they sang they sing
prophetically and change break over
people but they were in the situations
where and this happens a lot of times to
people who have something to bring to
the table is that they'll go to a church
in the church were like use them for
their abilities because they have
something or now they're like almost
like a celebrity like hey you could be
the worship leader you could be the
youth group leader or whatever the case
is what the for the music or you're a
good rapper like you said and they use
you up for your gift and then somebody
else who doesn't have that gift can show
up and have a call on their life and
they'll kind of be overlooked but I've
had those friends who now like they
still have that call in their life but
they won't even touch worship anymore
because they've been used like their
their life could could have been falling
to pieces struggling with a secret sin
and things like that and the pastors
didn't care as long as they got up there
and they did did a great job playing the
songs and leading worship and I've heard
that that scenario so many times man so
it's it's true what you're saying it
goes beyond the platform you know man
I'm so blessed bro I've been under
pasture-raised sound of all men for this
gonna be like our first second third
gear man you know well hey I don't never
rap in my church bro I mean it we might
do a scene of music here and there and
outreach we just did one of our outreach
travel someone is be so beautiful
brother he all he wants me to do is get
faithful all he wants us to do is get
fit he doesn't use this for our give
users from that he's actually he's there
when I need him when I face time I'm so
I mean I think God's I don't have to go
to that because because that that data
that would discourage me to man I
thank God that he embraces me and Monica
for the woman and man of God and not not
for the ministry you know he Blake he
blesses the ministry coming in and
coming out he knows everything we're
doing he's very happy with what we're
doing out there but I just thank God
that when I come home I could just be
home and I could just focus on getting
fed because I pour out so much man that
sometimes I just want to sit back in
your seats from a good bird man you know
to me you know but it's a blessing no
but if anybody's ever going through that
right now if you feel like like that
like you're being taken just just pray
and sit down with your leaders and share
your horror video no don't hold it in
don't hold it in that's what people are
doing wrong they won't talk about it
they won't go yup they get wounded yeah
then they don't want it they don't want
to get wounded and sometimes you can
bring resentment bitterness um you feel
like everyone's fake every Church is
fake and it's not man it's just humans
are humans man sometimes we could be
selfish not mindful but you know you
just you just got to handle it the right
way so you you mentioned something good
a while ago about God telling you to put
something down and maybe you don't know
this most of the time when he tells you
to put it down that is only for a short
period of time or maybe he wants to
refine it and give it back to you or he
wants to make sure that you're not
worshiping that over him and I remember
years ago I was wanting us I was just
getting in a Christian rock and this was
man this was probably 2002 and I going
to Christian rock concerts and I was
like that's what I want to do I want to
be in a Christian rock band and I just
seen these visions of myself on stages
and with the band and everything and it
just consumed me I wanted to do it for
God and then there comes this time and
in the midst of worship where gods like
okay all that Christian rock stuff I
want you to put it down I want you to
stop listening to Christian rock and I'm
like panic mode like hold on like I've
got this dream in its vision now that I
feel like it's from you I feel like it's
glorifying you and now you're telling me
to put it down something that's like
really near and dear to my heart and not
to listen to any gospel rap no no gospel
rock or anything like that Christian
rock and in that wood and that what he
told you yeah it was you and it was only
for obviously it was only for a period
I went to the same yeah I don't listen
to rap I don't I ma I don't only time I
listen to rap is when my brother-in-law
Antoine he puts it him he puts me on two
different people other than that people
get they be like me don't listen my
album or like I don't I don't man I
don't even listen to mine like that how
am I listen to the new ones and hear it
and I love it it suits me and we push it
out with man I love praise and worship
bro hey that's crazy you went through
that cuz I that's exactly I think that's
the season I'm going through right now
like that just has me I've done it man
and and you have to deal with it like
whatever God says guys listen do it ASAP
don't you'll hold it back don't wrestle
my god with it just whatever he says do
it man because it'll make that season
come by a lot quicker if you won't you
won't be in a desert place for long
wrestling with God trying to come up
with flavor Oh on this right totally man
but the songs were coming faster yeah
but when I was going through it it was
hard though because it lasted a while
though honestly it allowed it
man it probably lasted over a year and
it was crazy because I would go to
church and I would I would be listening
it would be in worship and I have my
hands lifted and I feel that bliss
presence of the Holy Spirit come in and
then that Joker would hit a brick wall
and turn and I would like feel it coming
and get tingling sensation and then it
would it would leave and it's like you
ain't you like you you're asking for
more but I'm already dealing with you or
with something and you have to deal with
that and my old Tom I know and it's
talks about in the scriptures that
anything an idol is anything that we
exalt above the knowledge of Christ
anything that that consumes our time or
our mind more than than him and that
music was that for me and that music is
that for a lot of people listen it's
dangerous bro he's dead it's dangerous
bro
if any of us get up there with the wrong
motive of the heart and try to steal the
glory they don't doesn't belong to us
we get up there look man they're singing
your song the enemy would love for you
to get the big gift that's when he said
we must decrease and he must increase no
hey can I be honest I hate when people
ask me for my autograph I hate it
not a celebrity I'm a servant of the
Most High I hate when people treat me
like that I love when they honor the man
of God because we honored but ma'am just
like you man I don't idolize me nothing
like that
I'm just like I was like a bride my life
I'd be like the whole my best so you
relate to that it's the Holy Spirit
stuff our own spirit the name of Jesus
all the glory shoots straight to him he
is everything I don't want 1% of it
nothing so I've trained myself to think
like this and people that I know what
you're gonna say out I would like well
if you know what I'm gonna say then I'm
still gonna say it's not my glory and
then I've already trained my mind is so
you'll know that it's not and I believe
that's one reason God uses us right now
because this should be honest I can't
enjoy my even if us being successful in
someone else's eyes I don't enjoy it
like our water because marks went in
here so it keeps me humble bro it gives
me to the ground because after I'm
minister I go back to a hotel woman and
I bawled my eyes out not crying my eyes
out because I gotta go share this
testimony of me losing the closest
person on earth every other night every
other day I got to remind myself that I
lost this person and remind myself that
I got to forgive these murderers and
remind myself and so even though it
brings healing to them it's a process
for me all over there sometimes I don't
want to do yeah like god I'm tired of
thinking about let me just forget about
it like but I do it because I want to be
obedient I do it because it heals others
and they need to be touched and we just
had a situation in in Pleasanton Texas
this week man where a young man came
from a gang man he was on he was there
to kill somebody let's set up for murder
and it just so happened he stayed and he
heard the check he lost his brother just
like I lost my awesome young dude man
but he had a lot of hurt and anger you
know he got saved that night bro he got
saved at night young ace man you know
I'm gonna see him this week and Ronnie's
not assault I saw those pictures man
yeah he hit close bro I mean they'll it
was people catching the holy spirit on
all night but that miracle right there
hit home for me this week really really
did it's such it's it's such me man and
that's one reason that I'll continue to
travel a while because I want to reach
them young aces and young Bryan's and
young dairies out there
I want to reach these brothers bro and I
want to let him know this hope because
you know they need to know man
life is too short Shane's a liar he's
deceived us for too long there's truth
in Jesus there's redemption in Jesus he
frees us from the hand of the
me you can't be free you're worth more
than smoking cigarettes and drinking
you're worth more than then tugging now
you're with more than popping pistols
using your body for four pleasures of
the way you're worth more than that in
the father's eyes
and that's not to condemn knowing of sin
it just encourage growth nothing to
encourage them to grow go come to the
Holy of Holies that's where he wants to
take you man and I'm still learning so
but if we can just encourage them man
God saying I will I'm pleased with you
known to me yeah man it's all a product
and a process of the sanctification
process that what that that which he is
working within us is gonna be worth more
than fine gold in the end and so that
process each battle each lesson it lasts
as long as you as you want it to and
until you're able to find out what God's
telling you and do it in that situation
to go where the pieces go where you know
what he's saying to go concerning like
not listening the gospel rap there was
there was one thing and we got to know
this too we got to know that our inward
sanctification in our inward process of
holiness that God's calling us to versus
what God's calling the world to or
calling others to I had a brother years
ago and I've been through the thing
about gospel rap and knowing my calling
and where I'm supposed to be and a
brother hit me up in and he text me he
said Derek if God told you to quit doing
gospel rap would you do it and I choked
and Lee wrote him back and said no it
was a joke because I had already been
down that road with God right yeah so I
was just joking with my friend I said no
I wouldn't I wouldn't listen to God
obviously you would at this point right
with some kind of wisdom but I told him
no and then he says he says well he's
telling you that God wanted me to tell
you to stop doing gossip where I don't
know if you've ever ran into those
people like you know gospel raps not of
God and and we're not supposed to be
using it and things like that you have
you had you haven't had that
conversation with anybody and well I've
had people come up to you old ladies
I've had old make watch me and apologize
all minister because they skate they
said I judged you know I didn't know
because they just be on
man it's okay to test the spirit and see
if it's of God there's every gospel
rapper up there really oh Christ no I've
seen it
yeah it's not can you imitate worship
yeah you can imitate worship you can't
imitate a godly character so if the
anointing is not there and there are
probably some people that made it look
bad for the real ones that are really
passionate about following and truly
representing Christ it's just some bad
ones out there some good ones out there
it is what it is it is what it is um I
believe that we're cutting the Giants
head off with his own sword I believe
that even though Satan use the rap music
for evil I believe that God said I would
take the foolish things of this world to
shame the wise I believe that that we
come they don't expect young Brian or
Derrick or or ASAP for seven children I
could what can you do teach me about God
because we don't look like something
that the world would accept as godly but
you know what gotta take the trash and
make your treasure God would take this
young man he Cana this young heathen
with a heart of compassion it used to be
a murder it used to be a liar a
manipulator greed and perversion he
comes and he cleans me up and he sends
me right back to the trenches to go help
those other people so I've seen it I've
seen we retouch we're touching people
that they can't touch you know he said I
have different tools for different
purposes something made for this
somebody for that so I'm just happy that
God is using us as a tool man that he
would not throw us away like the world
did and he said I'm gonna use you Brian
I'm gonna use you barek I'm gonna use
you with I'm gonna give you a platform
and it's not for you it's not your
kingdom it's for the place my kingdom
and I've entrusted you to tell them
exactly what I thought entrusted you to
encourage hold in silent trusted you to
tell them to draw closer to me I've
entrusted you to remind them how much
they mean to me and that's all my
mission is everyday man is let him know
that he loves them they don't let him
know that he loves because it ain't my
job to convince you to be a Christian my
job just converse and love Holy Spirit
does the convicted us good man and that
you know what that's wisdom that you say
that because we've been taught that it
was our goal to win them like we have to
and and if that's your goal then it's
okay to trick them like okay I got you
to say the prayer I'm good okay we got
three of them saved let's go in a real
Derrick I hate that prayer I never do
this sinner pray
don't get me wrong I don't like hey I
never yeah
co-host damn to say things
out of me you know what I tell them look
you open your mouth yeah you confess
what he means to you because my prayer
don't save you it's your fate that makes
you whole I'm not gonna lie to you and
say if you repeat my flop not my words
that you're saved no because if your
heart has not turned for weakness
it's called repentance if your heart has
not turned from what is wicked to follow
what is righteous then you have no
salvation it's Carter turn around
repentance bring salvation it has to be
a time of your life when you're broke
and you say just like the thief on the
cross remember me when you come into
your kingdom
remember me that was just confession I
know who you are remember me amenity
said Shirley today you'll build me a
paradise so it's it's not the sinner
prayer is their prayer their heart their
confession their belief in their heart
God knows if it's real if it's not say
what you mean mean what you say so I'm
never gonna lie to a thousand people and
have them repeat this after me and say
man we wanna only maybe only twenty of
them really minutes out of maybe ten
minute out of a hundred you never know
and my life and then it just did there's
just there's this notion that I'm
studying right now and I don't really
hear it preached a lot I definitely see
it in the scriptures but before I get
into a little bit more later about note
that the phone lines are open we do have
some callers on the line the number is
streaming across the top of the screen
as well as in the descriptions as well
if you have a prayer request of you just
want to call in and say hello to Bryan
or myself be sure to do that we'll get
to these calls here
in a second but when it when it comes to
this widespread evangelism or the
forceful evangelism there's something I
think that many of us are overlooking
that Jesus talks about like when you
cast demons out of somebody when someone
comes out of darkness and into the
marvelous light like if they don't have
if they don't mean it for one like we
lead somebody through deliverance and
cast demons out of somebody and they
don't mean it they don't want to do the
work they don't want to follow like they
got one foot in one foot out kind of the
lukewarm anybody puts their hands to the
plow but looks back like Jesus warns of
that a lot and it talks about when
demons leave people's by
they're auric field that these spirits
go out to dry places get seven other
demons stronger than themselves to come
back let's see if they can go back to
that house and if the house is not swept
clean they'll come back with seven
demons stronger and it says that that
state the state obviously worse it's
gonna be worse than it was before so we
see here's a warning so we have a lot
evangelist who are going out and they're
leading people to freedom itself but
there's no discipleship and uh in and
not do and we think we're doing good we
leave and go to the next town without
the discipleship without getting and
plugged into a church or around a group
of believers and we're actually doing
that person harm if we just move them by
the wayside isn't that deep man yeah I
believe in order man that's exactly
right
like this um my third year I'm a board
member under the Abilene Dream Center
that pastor ray pastor Zeke has called
me and um I help ray also has me just
active with what he does he has another
house he opened up his Carter the rise
Leadership Academy you know so the
everywhere I go I got a place for these
dudes when they're serious the leave its
free man you want you really want
discipleship and wanna get away from the
neighborhood kind of haven't come to the
house I believe in consolidation will we
we sat down with ace the other day I got
him connected to our group leader eighty
from Jesus listen my city here goes the
number we call and check on them I
believe and calling and checking them
cuz in the streets well every single day
we smoke weed every single Monday
Tuesday Wednesday so you go to church on
Sunday and then you're like okay what's
well I got high on Monday too so what I
do Monday do I just wait till next
Sunday in-between time in the meantime
the idle time that's vital time man
you're not picking up the Bible you're
not studying it you're not around good
fellowship guess what your mom's gonna
go back to the old things you're gonna
start the enemy is gonna comment let the
torch oak the word are you're gonna be
like and I'm not strong enough you're
gonna start down especially if your baby
is gonna be a wishy-washy foundation you
have to get connected it's a must that
you get connected it's a must that you
submit some must it somebody in your
life is telling you that look we both
live for Christ because if not if you're
trying to be a Christian you still got
the homeboy that wants to be gangsta
fire or thugs out
any gonna be too long before you you
you're right back in them shoes man so
it's how bad do you want if you cuz man
I wanted so bad that I was willing to
leave the old my old friends I was
willing to leave that old lifestyle
because I just wanted Jesus and if you
wanted Jesus and then I was gonna I was
gonna fellowship with you there you know
even if you was a hypocrite even if you
weren't fully mature I was still around
you I was just trying to be around
people that had a desire to grow with
God in order to be mm-hmm
we're gonna go to the phone lines we got
a call from South Texas caller who was
talking with oh yeah good afternoon
hey what's going on guys just enjoying
the show right now I'm listening live
all the way from San Antonio Texas and
it's amazing to hear this man what's so
broke probably speaking where this is
this is evangelist 80 over here in San
Antonio with Jesus lives in LA City man
just a to10 you buddy what's up brother
what's going on my brothers and you know
I'm just right here enjoying this show
and and seeing everything that's going
on you know it's just beautiful to see
this because I really feel that more and
more people need to see this I just
wanted to make a quick comment you know
one thing that that I've seen with
brother Brian a guest on a show right
now is is that he doesn't receive any
credit and and the reason for that is
because God receives all the credit but
now does that you know us as ministers
here in different cities such as myself
our pastors our churches you know we
collaborate together because when
there's men of God like Brian that comes
out to our city it's not like he's going
through a city and bringing you know the
population of the crowd to himself or
his church but in reality at the same
time he's allowing them to be planted at
a church in your bike and we don't see
much of that often so I just wanna I
just want to commend our brother for
that right there because I personally
have seen various time you were speaking
about demonic spirits and uh you know
one of the things is is we've seen
we've seen it in action when they're
being casted out so all I want to say is
all glory to God but salut to to the men
of God like like this brother right here
that's out there so so much so much
honor and respect a man named I want to
I want to give I want to give honor to
you bro up I was just telling him about
you I was just telling that that even
though AIDS couldn't come up here
because I wanted to bring young ace with
me this weekend
and he couldn't cuz cuz you know
different different reasons but I had I
had somebody to plug him in with in his
area and that was you and you came and
sat down and had lunch and you took his
number and you prayed the latter night
you cried when we went when he had to go
talk to the gang and get away and you
called me with the genuine a genuine
communication they say man I was worried
about him and I think God for you man
that there's other pillars out there
they care about people they want to
check up on them and want to connect
them and so I love you and I love
everything God is doing in your life bro
straight up blessings upon you man I
love you guys I love you guys thank you
so much for allowing you to you know
just be part of this and just say
something a few words are you bringing
are you bringing an ace to Dallas with
you you come to Dallas yeah we were just
talking and now we know we're gonna get
more brothers we're trying to get like
five brothers I go down tomorrow we'll
be leaving at 11:30 a.m. so the rotating
widows so Darrell's gonna be traveling
widows as well yeah I'm excited man this
was so man hey you shout out to my
brother Bernard man on the mayor's made
several I say congratulations god bless
you guys love you guys may God bless
awesome
all right there a guy I know you've seen
his ministry many it's exploding
everywhere
yeah is Jesus lives in my city major
yeah so he's the head over that Wow yeah
he's either out there out there the real
deal broke that it really awesome we got
a caller here it just says three four
six in the on the car line who we
speaking with
this is 3/4 the party came out what's
going on bro you got a question for
Brian or a comment oh they say I got a
comment all right what's going on I'm
just follow like what they see
lace I love to see this there's
something to show off straight is more
than anything out there people won't see
someone like me a giant that this really
turned your computer down or just pause
all right what's up brother
okay what I'm trying to say to show our
faith doubt people won't see how much we
show our faith we see this than what you
see ministers out there preaching the
word every day inside of turkeys but you
don't see anybody out there freaking the
word in the streets yeah that's where
it's at man going to the streets in May
the church is the hope is fun it's like
it's like a it's like a safe zone in the
churches but when you go to the streets
it's kind of what meets the road man I
met him when he had a tour called reach
the streets amen what were you where you
located it Rosenberg Texas a man broke
god bless you men up
that's what's up man I believe I believe
hearted huh
there's a steak garden oh the Jonny
what's up brother god bless you yeah I'm
out there brother Martin I'm a man I
Love You Man thank you for everything
you do it for the kingdom of Christ bro
I love you bro
I got you got to do the pain you already
know what I'm doing
amen my brother thanks for calling ma'am
we got another caller from South
Carolina who we speaker with hello hello
and this is Keith from our South
Carolina what's going on Keith we got a
question or comment for Brian yeah I've
been falling Browns ministry and the
kingdom God's ministry began the music
ministry for for about two years now and
he's done a you know the Lord has done a
lot through him to teach me you don't
say thank you Jesus sir ma'am think of
Jesus and I just you know the Bible says
give honor where honor is due and I just
you know I just want to commend King of
music the whole family for the sacrifice
and the things they do to reach people
that's like me that's that was come from
broken homes and working families and
man you mean I want to I want to commend
you man I'm we're just vessels bro but
for you to be receiving with the Holy
Spirit is speaking to your heart I thank
God for that man because I know it I
know it took a lot for me to put my
guard down and get my my heart and heart
on good soil soft soil so the word could
be planted in so I just speak that over
your life right now that God continues
to finish the good work in your life man
it's awesome to hear your encouraging
words but I want to encourage you man
you're an encouragement to us and on
we're doing ministry we don't have no
time to celebrate victory you just give
each other high fives and we keep going
to the next one man because we'll
celebrate when we get to heaven man but
I think God for you man a guy
well I appreciate you man and I just
wanted to call like I said I really
meant to stick to that much I've seen
the interview he did with 7th a man and
I it was a good interview so you know
I'd like to get to know all these
brothers that are actually doing it for
the right reasons like that that's what
I in my heart that's what I really want
to do I want to do it to honor God and
glorify God and man you know I don't
want I don't want the fame I can I don't
want to be 40 years old and rapping I
just want to learn it because I do have
a gift to rap but I want to learn to do
it the right way for God me man but you
made us beautiful I brother thanks for
calling and man with the encanta
birthday that checking-in brother God
blesses Shalom peace yeah bro you
touched a lot of people out there man
you making moves it's a lot of people
want to do it and it just goes with I
guess I guess to tell people to search
their heart man make sure you know I'm
saying check their motives everybody
wants to do it you see that that I'm
saying you guys are going on tour and
then now everybody wants to go on tour I
don't know if they they you know maybe
we have a model now with you and what
you guys are building so more people can
do it the right way versus the lone
Wolf's coming out trying to book the
show themselves trying to call the
churches themselves show up run the
sound themselves create the graphic art
themselves I do a lot of that myself
right we do that too hey we do them we
got a team though that's the deal you
don't say you got hate doing something
that's working but God put it together
like bro God put it together me put a
bunch of people they've been rejected by
no you know he put a bunch of rejects
together to love each other just like in
the scriptures right yeah a bunch of
imperfect people he loved perfectly man
all of us brought it we we've all been
lawyers at the wrong people now we have
a brotherhood and I told the brothers
I'm not looking for no no fancy rap I'm
looking for people that got the father's
heart I just want to love I want people
that have the same heartbeat as the
father right you know what and and that
and that should say something to I'm
gonna I'm gonna talk about this and I
hope it doesn't offend you but
this is this is good when I look at
people like you and I think I think I
can use you and seven as the examples
keeping it real with the style of music
that you grew up listening to
stylistically versus like you know
people telling you how to do it okay we
have to be speed rappers so we have to
do trap music or we have to sound like
young jeezy
now we gotta sound like future now we
got a sound like Drake and these people
keep if you notice even in the gospel
community they keep changing their style
every other week because that's what's
going on in the world
there's no longevity to that music and
so stylistically you've kept it real and
people are listening seven is the same
way you're not gonna see seven doing
snap music you know what I'm saying
or you know child you know even when I
pick a beat it's crazy but I get it
though look um I get it man you're
fishing we're fishers of men if this
will let the generation listening to and
you can rock it like that and you have a
style that you're creative you can you
can dip in their style and you can pull
you can fish because when you're fishing
you use different bait this is your way
of fishing well so be it man you know
there's different tools I mean I I can't
do it I don't even feel like like I'm a
best rapper I just know there's an
anointing with it so I'm just like the
uncle on the force they did you know
maybe cuz I don't you know let my team
know that I just barely started getting
back on these trap meats for the
brothers man yeah because he said I love
when you do that like I I grab piano
beats they only have snares yeah yeah
but but it's different tools man it's
different tools in them
you guys can reach people who wouldn't
normally listen to old school music
whether it's people who listen to trap
music or whatever today it's the
annoying that they're feeling it's the
message that's still coming across the
music right man we're blessed raw we got
we got a new generation rising up in
Kino music role a young trip trip trip
with three young Z on Jo
um all these little brothers there's
this so challenge if row like they blow
my mind bro like when the you were are
you talk about bars and and kids are
just like brother Dayton in how seven
it's like
level Italian bow and it amazes me how
they're using it to glorify God man you
know I'm just grateful man that young
people are rising up just to say you
know what man even though they're using
this type of style to pervert the world
the enemy use man you got kingdom men
who who would take that style back in
the name of Jesus the violent thing back
by force we take it back and start
glorifying God in His faithfulness and
it's the same thing we just we do things
ain't cussing and they declare no
evilness with declaring God's
faithfulness you know yeah one more
thing I wanted to ask you why I got you
on man when it comes to growth with
there's some things early on that that
maybe you didn't play about it at first
I know there was people who were upset
with some of the conversations they've
had with you maybe about tattoos or or
being Arkell on the secular music thing
was is there anything that that you were
kind of hard on early on that you've
learned to serve some grace on and kind
of grow in some areas or is there
anything as far as like how the ministry
operates or how you conduct yourself on
stage and like that that you've learned
over the years yeah definitely mental I
never want to misrepresent my father man
in heaven on everyone reppin this
represent his love um it's been times
many where I felt like I wanted to cut
it ear off there's been times where I
went to flip a table over them you know
and running head over but um and words
words can hurt man a guy showed me the
that the the sort that we that we use
against other people should should
should not destroy should build up um do
i encourage holiness I do I believe that
the guy wants you to grow to a level of
holiness of holy some people don't want
their role some people did their
Coolidge's and it's not for me to tell
them when they go that's only just lead
by example man when I let go of my
marijuana man when I let go with the
weed and I let go of the beers and I let
go that the blackout the tattoos and I
just I God was showing me like this
I'm gonna use you with you you don't
have to don't have to mix the old you
with the new you Epic's damn you know so
it was it was maturity in my control and
then me trying to tell the little that
the little brothers that were growing up
they catch up with and they couldn't
understand the revelation it confused in
man so I you know what God told me just
walk back them please
example you can encourage them and
that's why I say I'm not too compared to
condemn nobody I tell them all the time
you're worth more than that I believe
that God has something more for you than
that I believe God has something more
for you than sitting in the in the chair
and you put a needle in your skin and
going through that I just I just believe
there's more than that when it comes to
growth and if you want to be filled of
righteousness you said I shall fill you
so all you got to do desire but it's up
to them to hear the voice of God it's up
to them to be led by the Spirit of God
because if they do because Brian says do
it and that's religion vote but if they
do it because they want with the father
once and they hear the voice of God
saying you know this is what I have for
you and they let go things of the world
and things that that can be a stumbling
block to other people then I believe
that's a real relationship because
they're doing it because they love God
and they offer their body a living and
Holy Sacrifice day saying god I say yes
to you I choose to live for you this is
this is not my body no more this is the
tabernacle of the Holy Spirit and I
believe when you get to that place man
it's just beautiful growth is just just
beautiful growth for all of us but I
don't want to be a stumbling block you
know yeah that's um I think I think one
of the big things with that what we can
say is this there's a lot of people who
are called
to the streets and people who are
wanting to get in the gospel rapper they
just enjoy rap music right so they feel
like they have to get tattoos to reach
people right they feel like they have to
look apart when it's not and there's
some people who teach that like you like
that because you look like the culture
you can win the culture but that's not
the case right isn't it the annoyance in
nah that does it right yes brothers is
not men but I don't have to
i'ma be honest man these dudes the young
aces they feed the poor my brother
Paul's all these young radicals that
come to the altar drop the flags and
drop the pistol to drop the drug they're
not looking for a what a flagrant or now
and I'm gonna say fake I'm gonna say
they're not looking for it I have
hardened Christianity to follow they're
not they could do all that in the street
they could mean more than the street
they could still God they're looking for
something that's real and if they see
it's genuine and we all know is real was
not and they see it's genuine and real
and the growth is real and the love is
real man
they're Mandi tools are ready to let go
men are tired of that streetlight man
attire are living like they're believed
him and they they want something new
they just gotta know it's real and and a
lot of them will let go when they see
it's real but like you say you you got
new you just gotta let the Holy Spirit
and the anointing hit him it's like that
young man man you tell me he came to
murder somebody he left to livered you
know so only God does that man who Lee
God could such a such such a criminal's
heart man but such a the heart of a
harlot or a drug dealer only he can make
make somebody know look I love you and
there's more for you man so I just want
to be I just want to let the father use
me so we can leave his fingerprints all
over this world though man we got
another call here from Central Texas
caller we speaking with yo yo yo hello
hey what's up who we speak away did you
have a question or comment for Bryan I
wanted to thank y'all for doing this
live and hear everything that you're
talking about it going through some
things in my marriage
ESCO ESCO
yeah we definitely pray and believe
brother
can I speak can I steal a phone and dirt
go ahead hey Thomas man how you doing
bro okay this is what I want to tell you
let's pray for forgiveness in your heart
because when if you feel wounded or you
feel betrayed we don't want no no
resentment to creep in let's pray for
forgot to restore these broken walls
where you're at repair this this
relationship with with with you and your
wife and um let's just lift her up in a
that God reveals her identity in Christ
because if her identity in Christ is
revealed to her and how much she means
to the Father the way she falls in love
with Jesus will be the same we shall
fall in love with you so we want to pray
there her relationship with God is right
so let's just live the rough I'm
understanding agreement with you okay
can I speak life on it mighty name of
Jesus for the guide you already know our
supplications and our requests we lift
up this marriage we lift up this brother
Thomas and his wife for the guy right
now Lord I've seen you in my marriage
I've seen you in different relationships
you were the repair of broken walls this
is what you do for the guide you fix
things that are broken and you fill
teams that are that are empty and I'm
asking right now in these areas where
there's trust issues where there's
jealousy where there's a adultery or
flirtation certain going on whatever it
is God whatever is not
view is that you intervene and that you
did bring conviction in the heart Lord
that they turn to you for the God that
you reveal how much this woman of God
means to you did you reveal her plan and
her marriage that you brought this this
this couple together father God not for
divorce of her separation or for
fighting but you brought them together
to win souls and to be unified and we
believe in your union and your covenant
so I speak of protection over their
covenant over their household over their
kids their ministry their future Lord
when I pray right now that you remove
anybody in anything that is none of you
bringing the wrong counsel and doing
anything to oppose the will of God in
her life and in his life I pray right
now wherever she's at Holy Spirit that
you just touch her right now touch her
with a love hug her father God remind
her that she is loved by you Lord and I
just thank you Lord for bringing her
back to you and thank you for her being
being the kingdom woman in this marriage
I thank you for the marriage being
restored we thank you for healing and
restoration over Thomas's heart that
where he feels wounded or betrayed for
the guy this is that it first
Corinthians chapter 13 you it's a love
that is not rude or it doesn't count
wrongs and let us have this love for
each other God and I know it's hard at
times not even for myself it's hard at
times North but it could be done with
the power of the Holy Spirit so we
activate our faith we activate your word
into Thomas's life and into his merits
god bless him where he's at touching
where is that feeling where he's at
right now in the mighty name of Jesus
Christ amen and then thank you thank you
I feel peace right there you feel that
peace you go back you go back in there
and go back in there and love on a man
you let us see the father the father's
reflection and you broke and just let
God do the rest bro hear me
thank you brother thank you you may have
bless you in abundance brother amen god
bless you man love you bro
Oh Shalom yeah that's that's a hard word
man it's always just about loving them
like Christ loved the church you and I'm
saying I know it could be hard but stand
upon the word man with whatever God
tells you when he speaks to your heart
not to let go not to move on to stay
there to fight for it don't worry about
what anyone else says
that's right God says to fight for that
he'll restore it fight for it to Tinnell
that's your story man you know what I'm
saying don't let anybody talk down upon
you and say you should leave or whatever
the case is there are cases where that
does happen man but you find out what
God's saying in that situation brother
so true yeah we got we got family and
friends in the chat saying that that
they're praying and agreeing as well
Brandon Higgins what's up brother he
says I praying for restoration as God
restores amen we have a we have a mutual
friend Jeremy Bowman he's a he's a
friend and support of the ministries he
wants us to pray for his weed addiction
and he's legit he's being honest about
it and he's it's something he struggled
with and so if we want to mention his
name Jeremy Bo Bowman with his weed
addiction if you want to pray for that
Jeremy man I want I wanna I want to
share this with you bro and biggest
pothead there was that was me bro I woke
up to a blonde I was asleep so blonde
that I II don't wanna blunt if I was
smiling I want the blunt if I was
driving one to blow yeah I know I know
what it is to use the weed as a as a
temporary thing of calming my nerves of
peace but you gotta remember if you're a
born-again believer and I believe you
are German the Holy Spirit dwells within
you man every time you pick up it's like
you're telling the Holy Spirit you can't
calm my nerves right now I don't want
you to comment but this can't and it
should not be so well I pray right now
that that did the desire that a new
desire comes in your heart that even if
you're smoking that you say it out loud
to say this is not who I am no more
I don't need this no more and one it's
illegal where you're at so you want to
follow the laws of the land just don't
do it you know I know it's legal in some
places but so is legal same-sex marriage
you need everything anyway
everything they say writing really right
so here I just want you to know that God
you're worth more than that Jesus loves
you I'm thank you for your honesty as it
you should have someone hold you
accountable
you should the things that they bring
you back to eat if it's a crowd and you
need to get away from that crowd it's a
if it's the Weed Man number it's a best
friend you need to change the number man
you losers yeah yeah you need to just
you need to drive you need to drown the
sin out yeah you need to you need to
drown these things out so you can
overcome it because if you say you're
trying to get rid of cigarettes but you
still got a carton in the car or in the
house man as soon as you have a bad day
guess what you're gonna run - you're
gonna run but if you throw them away you
get rid of the numbers the ziplocs that
the when and they're not around you got
the fight begin
so if you're really ready to fight you
got to get rid of all things that remind
her of this so you can fight you know I
love you gem now speak peace upon you
the one fruit of the Holy Spirit is
self-control I speak that and see you
like Jesus Christ I remember the first
time that I heard the voice of the
Spirit speak to me and it was after I
got born again saved filled with the
Holy Spirit loved it and so that Holy
Spirit the euphoria it you can feel it
it's so it feels intoxicating it's a
beautiful feeling and it took the it
took the euphoric place of weed for me
because I I used to smoke weed - you
know I'm saying to actually feel like it
took me out of my situation out of my
life I can go to a realm where
everything was okay right then yeah and
then I got born again I flushed all the
we got rid of it and then a couple weeks
later into it I'm hanging out with my
cousins for the first time after
becoming a Christian and they're all
passing around a joint and I don't even
know if I've ever smoked with them
before at that time I was I was 13
they're passing around a joint in the
whole time I'm like in my spirit I like
I can't don't do it don't do it and they
know I'm a Christian I'm talking about
God
and he got they come to pass it to me
and uh and I heard the heard the voice
of God man I heard that that that voice
of the Holy Spirit say what's better my
spirit or their we
we just said yeah I knew it man and you
know what I saw
I hit it hey Amy Amy so gentle that he
gives you a choice oh you likey you
always get your way out he's like yeah
and he's like he doesn't for she's like
look he like you said what's what's most
better he just tells you look what means
more do you hear this and he gives you a
choice because he doesn't want to force
you to do it he wants you to do it out
of free witness so he could say look
they love me
they're doing it because they love me
that's why they're they're faithful some
cuz they love me I love it man it's like
he's all bro I actually quit my weed
have it rolled when my brother got
murdered I have every reason of the upon
it here and I thought my my brother was
innocently murder book like this case is
still open it's like a cold case broke
but you know I got every reason to be
mad now I could say God you still ain't
avenge them God what about justice but
you know the Bible says that vengeance
belongs to the Lord and I'm not wishing
vengeance on them it says that uh God's
justice isn't on his time and I only
want them to go to prison you know what
my prayer is for them now is that they
find Christ that the salvation one of
them died bro and I cried I was in Cali
man when I'm dying I cried I called my
mom I cried I told her I don't feel like
we got justice I feel like this dude
they know Jesus and he'd that and I knew
right then and there something something
was different in my heart even more like
I can't believe I'm crimes when we do to
kill my twin and I don't hate him like I
hate what they did but I don't blame
them I blame Satan bro yeah I've been in
the influence of the devil and so how do
I fight the devil back through obedience
through forgiveness you know so I found
another way to fight back and then and
then when you go and teach other people
how to fight back
oh he really is Mary because you're just
not practicing yourself now I'm teaching
you they look if you want to fight back
you forgive you obey this is how you you
stay sober minded clear you gotta walk
and be faithful what you do it you know
and God God loves it that's that's going
out there and and show another he said I
would teach transgressors your ways it
says in the book of Psalm you know what
I mean huh that's good man
man when it comes back to the smoking
weed thing dude I've tried to I've been
I've been walking with the Lord for a
long time now I got I got born again in
1998
and I've saw I've tried in recent years
to go back you know I got friends who
are smoking has become illegal I've
tried to go back and smoke smoke weed
and it's alright no bro because of the
legend even like like I got friends who
can do it I don't know if they justify
it or they they're really okay in their
spirit with it I don't know but for me
it took me right back to the place of I
want to leave my situation but now I
it's hard for me to stay present in the
moment I don't want to leave my sister I
got a beautiful situation awesome wife
I'm saying beautiful daughter awesome
job that I get to do for a living
just just be with the holy spirit and be
in the moment like that's the problem is
to be present and not have our minds
wandering in the weed like this is what
I did for an escape I don't need to
escape anymore like the Holy Spirit is
my escape that I need and was like
taking a place like it was nasty it just
reminded me of how how like I'm gonna be
honest I was man back there you know it
I believe it opens doors for unclean
spirits to attack you
I've seen the side effects so I believe
that there's something in the way that
helps people but I believe that the
recreational smoking is not of God in
around your place and blessing but I
believe it is if you can change that
take that stuff that is helping people
and it feels and medication for the
people I believe that's cool but I don't
think Jesus wants to sit around mats and
blunts all day now that you know what
you get into some weird situations
matching blunts with random people that
you only know because they smoke blunts
to write over the years man we were
younger dude we were in some weird
situations around really shady people
who dealt drugs and sold them and always
had them we didn't even know him the
only Connection we had was drugs and
we're all over at their house and we're
like we're high out of our minds
teenagers who love these people man we
got to leave we got to get out of here
man you know what I'm saying yeah
they're just there to get high yeah did
you city get high I'm like alright see
you guys later and you I see you it's
like who are these people man and it was
getting weird situations man with then
when you don't have it you you get a
musli yeah exactly yeah so yeah anybody
need needs new prayer with that any
anything in any addiction man whether
whether it's cigarettes alcohol with
anything that that best-run and you man
we're supposed to be a income in think
impulsive man the compulsive lie like
lies yeah anything you just compulsive
and what you're doing you need gambler
yeah maybe all that stuff yeah dude
that's the thing you know what and when
it comes down to sin sin in our lives
our found out man that it could be
anything
like I said anything that exalts itself
against the knowledge of God anything
that you put first anything that you
can't stop doing is a good good way to
put it right if you can't stop dollar
cheating yeah yeah all that stuff yeah
could be the telephone it could be it
could be the music it could be a career
could be a mouse it could be it could be
your children you put your children
before God so to know the scripture says
it gives us a definition of sin in the
New Testament it says what's whatsoever
is not of faith is sin right whatsoever
is not done of faith is sin right so
yeah man dude thanks for coming back on
with me hanging out thoroughly enjoyed
it was there anything that you have on
your heart that we didn't cover man that
you'd like to talk about Before we jump
off here no man I'm just glad we got the
partner up man finally man in the
fellowship and I prayed that though this
interview men in this fellowship
retirement that it such as though the
answers questions and maybe somebody's
out there that the struggles with maybe
ministry or maybe the wrong mode over it
just afraid just draws them closer to
Christ and their and their motives in
their agendas man and I just thank you
bro for what you're doing and opening
that platform that we can discuss the
things of God and give glory right back
to God maybe here's a topic maybe we can
give some some people some tips on how
to secure their Facebook account you
just ran into a problem right you want
to talk about that hey I don't know it
came out of nowhere I don't know what I
took a nap I was on the roll
woke up I couldn't get in and I was like
okay I try to get in
yeah okay try to get in again on my
email my email was changed it like a
professional hacker well um yeah they
found out he had like different from eat
it was in Egypt or Saudi Arabia the
language was different
Jamie Rutt got on their translation he
said Muhammad serving is here you know
and even though you want to get mad at
that I told God it doesn't matter
thank you my singled out because you
know it was your poly was specifically a
planned attack against what guys do it
what guys doing the spiritual real man
we make saint Rimbaud bro we sweetheart
estar loving people and forgiving people
and saying this mad bro he gets really
mad so I mean Raiders he who lives
within meeting he's of the world he
didn't stop nothing bro because the
other day is I started a new account the
other day uh and just started taking
pictures of what was going on with ace
and everybody things started going viral
and there's no page man they waited jump
right back out so I didn't lose nothing
like I was showing me like he's not
stopping nothing like so it is a madman
bless dude wary whoever hacked account
afraid to his salvation is secure in
Christ that he knows Jesus I pray
wherever he's at his family that they're
saved and we love him and we just lifts
him up as well no hatred on under them
their soul they need to be safe
whenever j-rock told me about that I um
I did the 2-step verification process
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yeah I went ahead and I went ahead and
did it man just in case bro it's too
much too much work man but yeah like you
said though I mean you got you know
you'd only took a couple days and you
I'm saying you right back at it you know
yeah so I mean we got like three or
three three or four accounts bro we
still got the artist we still got a
community page community got got like
coastal two hundred thousand followers
on there right now so it's a this all
guys anyways man God knows how to
protect what he loves it's not Brian
Kingdom I know there's one dude told me
met Jesus don't have a Facebook are like
[Laughter]
we got a UH we got a call here from
North Missouri caller we speaking with
hi Brian hey how you doing sister I'm
good thank you for asking
I'm so how's it going I'm well how you
doing sis
I'm doing all right I'm actually I
listen to both of y'all
frequently I had a question for you
buying because I'm I've been through the
wringer all my life you know the street
life and I'm trying to there's a lot of
ministries out there you know with you
and seven and bizzle and all of them so
you know the guys side that have been
through the street life and everything
and I'm trying to get like women's
ministry started for females that I have
been through stuff and you know my good
but like I don't know how to start and I
didn't know it you know like how did you
start your ministry or you know how did
you sleep
God as far as the ministry goes like
wait wait Claire's or whatever I don't
know I'm just lost you know and I keep
on playing for direction and for
guidance or you know some just them in
or whatever but I just feel like I'm not
hearing nothing you know so you want to
start a woman's ministry and kind of see
how how did we start the men's ministry
like like a Barney know like I don't
know
we'll get get get get get sisters that
are like-minded around your area yeah
you know start Bible study groups that
start up start groups on on social media
groups on the messenger that y'all are
doing online studies together and you
just watch how God does mainly God does
some beautiful things many you don't
even have to go looking for the people
gotta bring the people to you you know
like when you started giving you know
changing your life over to God did you
stop everything immediately or did you
allow God as you got closer to God
falling off of you you know like I don't
know everything immediately you gotta
remember how he asked this question
earlier yes he said him I was a carnal
Christian man for 10 years man I
I had my weed habit I wouldn't let go
that I love Jesus but I still gonna do
the things I wanted to do and I showed
him that and he allowed me to walk in
the wilderness for 10 years but when I
lost my brother and I wanted to start
fighting back he told me let go of this
and that I just let go I just started
letting cold
everything that God say let go on just
let go I'd read the Bible and fly
reading in the fly and in all of a
sudden man this this this new source of
strength like never before through
obedience I noticed I noticed it it was
it was like it was like a fresh breath
of first glass of water man like the
Holy Spirit said now I could use you now
because you're actually listening to me
when I tell you to do something and that
you're not you're not arguing with me
over this over that and so that's really
where it said it's like how far do you
want to go with God do you want to walk
into the Holy of Holies do you are you
gonna let him lead you what he want her
to do to the unknown so if he says let
go of a relationship there might be
toxic or a habit that might be unhealthy
and you might not see it but he says let
go anyways you just gotta trust man and
I believe through that did you go be
trusted with little you could be trusted
with much you know when he brings some
up and you get past erases all the time
you know you know how people say just
sweep it under the rug he says if you
take the rug out the room you got
another sweep on there you know I
already got they got God blesses you
with the like-minded sisters I pray that
your ministry is fruitful on ground it
is that it's in sound doctrine sound
mind peace and love man and we speak
protection over you and the vision and
the ministry birth within your heart man
in the mighty name of Jesus alone Shalom
peace
alright I brother we go ahead and end it
there man wait a minute
you say we had all night long you said
it was like a youtube lock-in as long as
they
call will take them but that was the
last caller line up there call up in the
next minute we'll take it we did we
actually went late man I understand oh
thank you bro we bout to start the tour
tomorrow man so why she's been packing
the whole time we've been doing this bro
man thanks for coming on I'd love to
have you on again bro maybe have a
roundtable discussion with you and a
couple of brothers too it'd be awesome
man thank you for everything you're
doing I believe in you man
and I'll say this cuz I've been in this
thing for a long time right and I've
seen so I've seen it I've seen it get
over saturated with artists and just
people everywhere and and then see all
the bad parts about it and the good
parts and stuff and waiting at all and
then just kind of pull up myself away
from and say you know what I'm I don't
really want to deal with gospel rap
anymore cuz every song has to be about
the gospel and there's just so much
stuff that would just hurt me for being
in it so long it's even seeing the
things about myself that I didn't like
as a gospel rapper you know what I'm
saying so so to hear you and to hear and
I would always post your stuff right
when I've been a couple years now I
would always post your stuff and say
just a breath of fresh air to the gospel
rap community man to see somebody doing
it and it's not like and that's the
thing stylistically it's not like you
you're bringing something innovative
with the style it's that when you open
your mouth things happen and you're
speaking from your spirit you're
speaking true so you believe it it's
you're declaring it things are shifting
when you when you rap when you speak
when you go live man so dude kudos and
hats off to you man for just being who
you are being authentic and not not
trying to fit in you just being yourself
man and being that person that God
created you to be and I thank you for
what you bring to the table brother it
means a lot
thank you bro all glory to God I think I
think after you made straight-up I will
do anything with anything we could do
man in the ministry anything you need
from us man you're not alone you got
army to stand beside you just know that
man hey man that's that's a good word
man I know I know you've been I know
you've been out here and I know
sometimes man you could feel like man
I'm just alone out here but you're there
you're not bro back I give you my word
you're not alone
you got a body of believers that loved
you and even offside the music man it is
it it just a brother to build with you
to hold you accountable to continue to
sharpen each other we can learn from
each other both sigh I think after you
go just load it on thank you so much
brother love you man
god bless you look like god bless Shalom
Salaam Bryan Trejo ladies and gentlemen
we're trying to get this brother on here
for a while and look we finally did it
on the podcast a lot we had a lot of
requests to to get him on to we've been
building with all the gospel rappers who
who I a few late with it's not a lot of
them trust me I've got to narrow down to
a couple now and I've had those couple
on for the most part there may be one or
two more that I want to get on here to
talk to and just pick their brain about
ministry and about how God's using them
in those areas and it was so powerful
what Brian talked about like going back
to where he came from so most of those
people 7 Brian illuminate them guys came
out of gang culture where did they go
they get saved sanctified filled with
the Holy Spirit God renews them refines
him and he sends them back out into the
gang culture
I know people who will come out of
homosexual gay lifestyles they get born
again and guess where they go back to
the lifestyle to not to participate into
it but they go back there to reach
people because they have detectives
they've been there they have a burden
for those people now it's same with me
I'm saying where I came from my past
dealing with witchcraft and seances and
all kind of dark evil spirits I go back
to the people who are dealing with that
stuff I got something to say I go to a
community of people who claim to seek
the truth and guess what we as believers
people who are walking in Christ we have
what they're looking for so don't be
scared don't let don't have your light
and put it up under a basket we're
supposed to be a city on a hill of
beacon of hope like a lighthouse shining
for all to see the way
if God has done that that work in your
heart man shine bright don't be scared
don't ask for permission just be you
what God has done in your heart
freely you have received freely give and
that's your story
it's your story nobody can take that
from you you don't need somebody's
permission to share your story you don't
need to start a ministry your life is
your ministry each and every one of you
guys your life is your ministry it's not
about having a platform it's not about a
microphone it's not about standing in
front of people if you can't be faithful
with the things God has given you in
your life and master those things and
take those tests that he's given you if
you're not gonna be faithful with that
it ain't about having no microphone it
ain't about getting a stage because if
you're not faithful with that stuff as
soon as you get a microphone you'll mess
it up as soon as you get a platform
you'll mess it up
you'll be bitter people are talking
about you dude this is hard guys it
really is to have any type of platform
do you retaliate do you ignore them do
you block them what do you do because
they they'll say every manner of evil
against you it trust me guys it's rough
but it's well worth it it's well worth
it it's well worth it man so whatever
God's called you to do man the scripture
says the promises of God are yes and
amen
he's not gonna renege he's not gonna
take it back he promised you that he'll
see it through it says that that good
and faithful working which he started
within you he'll see it through to the
end you just gotta trust the process
be along for the ride let him do it let
him do what he's gonna do don't fight
him you don't want to take nothing from
you you don't want to hold nothing back
you just have to go through the process
and uh it's painful it's a hammering
process it's a it's the baptism of fire
it really is but in the end you're gonna
be even as fine you're gonna be as go
gold refined in a fire seven times over
all the stuff that's on you that you're
holding
that that you don't need anymore he'll
burn it off of you the fire will he puts
it there for a reason all things work
together guys I don't know where you're
at right now but all things work
together the good the bad the ugly it
all works together for the good of those
who love God and so just know whatever
you're going through just know that he's
working it out for your favor you may
not be able to see the end of the end of
the road you may feel like you're at the
end of the rope but I'm telling you it's
just one prayer way one moment away can
change everything one minute in his
presence - whatever you're holding on
your own - give it to him he says come
unto me all you who labor and are
heavy-laden just take my yoke upon you
learn from me for I am gentle and lowly
at heart and you'll find rest for your
souls he says my yoke is easy and my
burden is light
give him your burdens give him your yoke
whatever you're carrying whatever's
clinging to you give it to him whatever
burden he has let him give it to you
because it's easy in this light I'm
telling you it's well worth it trade
them out I dare you whatever it is I'll
lead you in that prayer right now
whatever it is that you're holding this
is what we're gonna do just focus on
what it is I don't know what it is for
you man or but I feel like as I'm
speaking this guy's revealed it to you
if it's the marijuana
Jeremy Bowman you're still listening
right now if it's the marijuana if it's
the music if you're if you're struggling
with idolatry if it's your marriage is
on the rocks whatever it is that you're
carrying right now we're gonna give it
to him whatever we're carrying just want
you to focus on that right now in your
mind's eye whatever it is your greatest
fear
I don't count of three we're just gonna
say I give it to you Lord take it
one two three I give it to you Lord take
it
God I asked you to receive it as a
sacrifice of praise as we lay it down
upon the altar anything that is not a
view in our lives
anything that we're holding on that
exalts itself higher than you in our
lives we lay it down before you right
now any fear any doubt or any worry in
the trauma right now we lay it down at
your feet we ask you to consume it with
your fire right now consume it with your
fire God whatever it is now more more
MORE right there yes thank you God
simply because you love us hmm
he said he's the God who answers with
fire Shh come on now hmm he answers with
fire more fire more glory just lay it
down at his feet let him have it your
crowns everything that you've built
everything that you've accomplished
lay it down give her back to him but
that's the ultimate act of worship
whatever he's given you just give it
back you don't want to take it just
wants to know that you love him more
than you love your stuff your
accomplishments your dreams he'll give
you his dreams he says that if you
delight yourself in him he'll give you
the desires of your heart the key there
is for your desires to line up with his
as you refined in him he takes away your
heart of stone he gives you a heart of
flesh and now his desires become your
desires you begin to love the things
that he loves you begin to hate the
things that God hates within your own
life and within those around you things
that are plaguing the lives of family
members and friends
you begin to hate that stuff you begin
to have a burden for them God give us
your burden
give us your burden let us love the
things that you love and hate the things
that you hate God it was a passion for
people again restore within us a right
spirit God right now God I ask you to
encounter whoever's listening to this
guy who needs a touch from you it's been
it's been too long everything they know
of you was in the past it's not about
what you're doing right now God give
them a fresh touch guy nothing in the
past or we won't just live off of old
memories of you and glory state instead
of things that you've done in the past
God but we'll look forward to what
you're doing now in our lives God that
you answer now with a Rhema word for us
and for those around us God use us again
he says if you've repent you turn to me
and you utter worthy and not worthless
words he said I will use you let him use
you again amen amen and amen
thank you guys for hanging out with me
amen
Thomas says I give him my marriage amen
I'll give it back to you bro to give it
back praise the Lord speak truth
amen thanks everybody for hanging out
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night
amen