IF ONLY

If only I hadn't met you, if only I hadn't let you
Take me down to the deepest and darkest places
So dreadful, only God knows what we used to do
The trials and the pains that you put me through
Haunted by the past mistakes, a few
All the rumors that you've heard, they're probably true
Press on I do, Ride with a few
Who feel my struggles and burdens too
All the lies and the strife I was born to lose
Need a change in my life so I sought the truth
But I'm never gonna quit, never gonna stop
Putting in work til I rise to the top
We rock 'em and sock 'em just like robots
Putting out hits and work that's hot
Neglected I bet you believe what they said
And now pictures of me are just stuck in your head
Would you look at yourself because you're misled?
But you treat me like the walking dead
So take what I have to offer, clear my name and restore my honor
I'm still walking within my calling, while I'm reaching out to the fallen
Giving it all that I have to give, and what I received in return was tears
The laughing stock amongst my peers
Knives in my back throughout the years
So read the beginning I'm feeling I'm winning
You want it come get it, I'm here to present it
TruthSeekah selected to end it, but don't get offended that I'm up in it