In this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast TruthSeekah is joined by Corin Grillo as they discuss manifesting wealth both spiritually and physically as well as owning your worth.
Corin Grillo is a licensed psychotherapist, author, speaker, healer, teacher, and founder of the Angel Alchemy Academy.A mind-blowing miracle from the angels saved her life, cured her of life-long depression, and awakened her spiritual gifts. She now teaches others all over the world how to awaken their spiritual gifts, heal their lives, and discover their true purpose by working with angels and the Divine. She teaches by bridging others with direct mystical experiences, excessive amounts of laughter, down to earth spiritual wisdom, ritual, and powerful energy medicine that awakens the heart, mind, and soul.
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Corin Grillo | Manifesting Your Wealth Spiritually and Physically! 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can get it at amazon or just simply go to troops seeker com get a copy of it if you have not read it yet and if you're there on Amazon you're checking out and you want to get another cool book go ahead and add this one to the card as well the angel experiment by my friend Corinne Grillo make sure you check that out today's guest again Corinne Grillo welcome to the podcast my friend how are you oh my gosh so good to be here again I'm excited you had me on your podcast recently you just started a podcast I was one of the first guests that you had on and you're doing that now that's awesome yeah and you know what your episode I think I wrote you like it was like listened to a hundred times more than any of my other episodes it's such a good you know I just love talking to you and I think a lot love people you know people love hearing what you have to say man yeah you know you connect with those people that pull other stuff out of you like good stuff you know there's some people that you talk to and this is gonna be like just kind of icing on the cake just very you know some of the outer court stuff I guess we call it but other people you talk to that you get you kind of know what's up and you're able to go deep into spirituality and all of these different things that you're able to pull a lot of people so a lot of people in my community love to hear me on other people's show so it's like this is one of the best interviews that I did so I definitely shared it out a bunch on my groups and stood out to the email list and all that cool stuff too so I love connecting with you so I'm always like I like how else can I talk to true seer what else could we do guy you know with any old excuse to like to talk again right oh yeah we always have fun and for those of you who have not heard that episode definitely covered everything kind of covered my story then we got deeper into Christian mysticism and mysticism within the Bible and all that really cool stuff so make sure you go to her website check it out and it was a really good episode so we're talking about you know what we're going to talk about today don't really have nothing on the agenda but I guess unless what's going on I mean I kind of I kind of like this because it's an alternative to what's going on in the narrative and stuff you know that we don't have to read about all the violence and all the uprising and in people's opinions but we were talking about before we went live that social media and and and everything's kind of turned everyone into a social justice warrior telling you what you can and cannot speak on and the view that you have to have for it and it's like you're damned if you do damned if you don't if you give an opinion on any topic you're gonna you're gonna split you're not just your fan base in your audience your family right down the middle to give a an opinion on anything religion politics you know anything like that which is interesting right now yeah I mean it's really a slippery slope and and you know but I think it gives us all an opportunity to really dig into you know our truth and you know you know you your brand is truth seeker right so so for all of us you know I think it's a great opportunity for us to to really feel into our piece in our part and it's also a great opportunity to step out of taking sides and to really anchor into like the truth what's the truth behind all of this you know so I know in my communities you know I for me it's like walking a tightrope right because I like to keep my communities as in a sense of sanctuary you know we don't we talk about you know this is what my community is about we talk about inspiration we talk about activation of our spiritual gifts and and connecting with the divine and and you know sometimes I've you know walking the tightrope between knowing the limit of like how political do I get how much truth do I speak here and I think all of us as leaders or even if you don't officially have influence I think even on them on the micro scale with what you share with your family and and your communities you know and and making sure that we're being honest and taking accountability for how we have how we have you know accidentally harmed or or you know whatever privilege we do have to really look at that in a deeper way and I you know for me as a brown woman who grew up poor and and and from from the hood you know I had to really kind of have been deconstructing my own assimilation into the culture if you will like what have I had to do what have I had to what have I had to do to move out of the ghetto and into into my life and I've had you in a sense scrub down a bit of who I was so so I'm looking at my own history of being not privileged and now standing in a place where I'm more privileged than so many people because I do have a voice I have some level of of cash some level of wealth I have a following and some influence and now how do I like come from not having really any privilege as a brown poor woman into a place where I I do have a voice so I'm navigating that water it's been it's been tricky and I've been working deeply with spirit to to help me you know to help me speak from my truth in a way that might actually piss people off and I have to be okay with that yep yeah it's going to like I said like you gave whatever it is that you put out there I mean for me it was always been there with the Christian perspective like but I have a bunch of you don't have an eclectic following a collective audience community and just random people that I'm friends with on Facebook so I can post something like you know Jesus is awesome he changed my life and you'll have people and he's not real it's a figment of your imagination and other people agreeing with you and other people saying you're stupid because you believe that old that old story that's used to control you and you know even with that so you're dealing with religion and now you know this is definitely a political by parties that have kind of hijacked these movements so now we're speaking on politics you know and so now we're speaking on religion and politics and those are the two things you're not supposed to talk about at the bar or at the dinner table right anywhere for us it's like again you how am I having a sanctuary site look this is the place you can come to to kind of escape that kind of stuff cuz you go to Facebook it's it's all in your feet it's just like people just kind of vomiting all in all of your feet and you have to read it so yeah yeah it's it's made it to where like you like I said you can't really have a stance so if you do you're gonna piss people off and I've kind of played played the narrow path which is in the middle you know on all of this stuff on religion on politics it's not far rights not far left it's somewhere in the middle it's here a little there a little and and that's really where the truth is for politics religion all of this stuff spirituality so I think that's a comfortable place then it's hard to stay there versus taking a hard left on so many topics that people want you to name but there's an audience there too though for the contrarians like I'm far left and so that what you see is what you get there is no middle there is no mixing there is none of that I'm far right what you see is what you get and people flock to that stuff you know they know it's what you see is what you get there are no surprises you know yeah it's so true and you know for me because you know I do a lot of channeling talking to spirit and doing rituals you know I just did a ritual a public ritual in my seven-day miracle challenge but bored and they're all like Angel Love or spiritual folk like really trying to activate their mission and come into their deep mystical nature and they're from all over the world and there's you know red state blue state and and you know it's sad you know you have to really be careful with what you say but I just showed up there and I and I told the truth and before before the meditation I often don't know what I'm going to talk about her what the message is till about an hour or two before and so I was in meditation and I knew we were it was right when it was really out it was outrage and there's all the looters coming out and and so I heard that you know we were going to talk about rage and that that and and and so I thought okay we're gonna calm people's fear and calm people's anger but as I was coming out of the meditation I heard the word of righteous rage and so I was like now what's righteous rage and you know I'm not a biblical scholar right you know we've talked about this before most of my information comes through like a mystical you know just I just get information so so what I use instead of just the Bible I Google right so I googled I googled righteous rage like the Google Google is my Oracle yeah so I googled righteous rage and then righteous anger comes up and there's a story of Jesus and you know where he overturned the ton of the tables at the temple and I was like whoa what you know because I thought I saw the kind of in a sense the correlation of you know this anger and using it for Reformation and so I was like my gosh spirit want me to talk about not not necessarily bypassing your anger but working that anger in a positive direction working it for reform so I did this whole thing I did my best right to to it be inclusive but but that also we do have to take care of each other we have to take care of the poor we have to take care of the oppressed that's like a fundamental thing that we can all agree on so I'm saying this stuff and at the end you know I look at my email and I get this like hate mail like well if the Angels support violence then I just can't have anything to do with the inner sanctum and I was like that is like exactly not what I said I do you know so it's like you know stuff like that and I I look I have to say I was raised in an abusive household and you know I I try and work on this thing this thing that I am but I am a freakin people pleaser and I want everyone to be happy and I feel like I'm in the middle of this war and to be honest this war that's going on right now within the culture is taking you like giving me a little PTSD between the in my home about you know two people that I love and how they they fought and they can't find the common road they can't just love each other and I was realizing like I feel part of me feels like I'm a five-year-old again watching this explosion of people that I love all of them that's deep and I guess like you know I don't you know say moving forward it's something it's gonna play out you know we talked about the conspiracy theories and all of the crazy stuff that just keeps coming up and one thing that I know to do or at least what I'm doing is just to keep my peace to at all I'm fighting for it and I found out that it is a fight obviously right it's a good fight you know mate you know in you know going back to being that child again like what what was my safe thing keeping my peace making people laugh yes you know bacon you know I'm breaking that ice breaking that the elephant in the room hey what about this you know and making people laugh and being funny and and stuff like that so interesting that I'm still kind of doing that now but I don't think it's really from a lot of childhood it's like I've been through the conspiracy stuff before you know 2008 I studied all this stuff and I was panicking and I'm having you on next next time we're getting together and you're cutting on my podcast we are going into that [ __ ] I love it yes like I've been through all the FEMA camps and FEMA coffins in the market a beast and this was in 2008 and we were big into it I was preaching this I was putting it in my music you know all this kind of stuff and people were laughing at me you know you're a conspiracy theorist and stuff and now the people who you wouldn't think now they're sending me in boxes of jesus is coming back except in September and this is the end of the world and Bill Gates is the anti-crime people like come on like I've been there and done that not just me but generations before have kind of used the Bible and those kind of things to kind of in hundreds of years every generation part of me thinks it's like a deeper crazy mystical things like what if that stuff happens to every generation like what if every generation there is this Antichrist type figure that rises up to oppress the people and it's your job to resist them like every generation has to kind of go through these cycles especially if we're looking at like the hero's journey and that's within the Bible right there's these cycles that we go through and allegory and things like that it's definitely happening within every lifetime for every person they're going through that they have their Antichrist they have their golden caps that they must reject and stop worshipping and those kind of things you know so just to see it all take place on the macro and the micro within the hearts of the individuals because like that like what's going on in the world is an expression of what's going on within the hearts and souls of individuals on a level by themselves and this is just everyone going through it together as a people so all of the Ascension and all that kind of stuff that we're going through as the more people do it we're going to do that collectively and as we fight our own inner demons we got to come together as a people to fight the outer demons as well absolutely yeah I think a huge part of the work is is realizing like this is this is a freaking simulation and it's like we're we're playing this game you know because it happens every generation so think of it is that it's this game we're gonna crack the code and I feel you know the information that I get is similar to the information that you get which is like anytime you choose a harsh side I'm talking politically you're you're kind of you're kind of on the wrong side of the deal here and that I feel that part of our job we come into incarnation to almost a master duality to master the extremes and to like unplug from them to find that middle way and you know I think in Buddhism it's the middle way it's or is that Taoism or there's the middle path and on Christianity it's you know it's you know the path of the heart or whatever it would have never called you the narrow path so I think if you're a mystic you're dialed in to or or part of your growth is to dial into becoming witness to this she's the outer psyche it's like we're seeing the collective psyche exposed itself all the ugly nature and all the freakin spiritual bypassing to all of the love and white that needs that needs to be integrated and so when you can integrate your deepest demon inside of yourself that you are the foul beast and you're also the lightest delight and if those two can work together within you then you have an easier Road kind of going not that you know there's that you can be neutral I'm not neutral with what's going on in the world I definitely have a stake in this game and I want certain outcomes like I want peace I want equality for all for all people that are subjugated being hunted killed oppressed demonized I mean I have a stake in the game I wouldn't call myself neutral but I'm also not playing the game that they want you to play yeah again going back to the peace thing you know the simplicity of the Scriptures is in the book of Matthew I believe Matthew chapter 5 is two Beatitudes it's like reading the words that Jesus said and one of the blessings that he said he said blessed are the peacemakers blessed are you who are going out there to make peace for me that's peace between all people in all things peace between religious differences and peace between political parties and peace between colors and you know I'm saying and households and things like that so blessed all the peacemakers there's a blessing in it for you that are trying to fight for peace and maintain peace between both sides even going through the hard times and obviously it's something that we're going through as a people but you can keep your peace and go through it you don't have to lose your peace and fall into insanity and and you don't I'm saying lose hope and all of that kind of stuff which people are doing and I think that there's a spirit behind it there's an idea there's a it kind of it kind of makes you vulnerable it leads you to find another Savior right because what you had didn't work and now here here's the way racial equality is the way or whatever this is the way or you know what I'm saying fighting for these different movements but it's about maintaining that peace that uh that they're trying to take from you but it is okay like you said to have this righteous anger the scripture even says in those same stories about Jesus overthrowing the table and stuff he says and your anger sin not like it's okay to be angry and going back to the scriptures there is a story and in Genesis talking about Genesis Exodus we're talking about Moses and Moses was working for Pharaoh he was in in the pharaoh's courts and he was you know one of the rich people but he came from nothing he was one of them he goes out to see them abusing the slaves he goes out to see them abusing the workers and he gets mad and in his anger he punches one of the the guards or one of the the guys who is overseeing everybody work and he punches him and kills him and so he could've easily went to Pharaoh and said hey I don't like the way that they're treating the workers you need that we need to change this but instead he took matters within his own hand into his own hands and resorted to violence and then he had to run from his life and he was kind of exiled from from that position in that place that he was in because he responded according to the flesh or according to the ego and he messed it up in and even though it's kind of a similar we we see like our brothers and sisters who were being mistreated you know what I'm saying that me and demonize er there's so much stuff that's going on right now but if we respond to the flesh the the scripture said you'll surely die you know I'm saying if you if you walk in the flesh and in the carnal nature but we have to walk in the spirit because there's life there's love and there's liberty of according to this seeing this thing through the spirit and and so we go into our prayer chambers we go into our meditations and say okay God source how what's going on here you know how do you see things that are going on we really get God's position in God's view on what he sees and were able to be those peacemakers so long guys it's gonna be okay we're gonna get through this and you know there's everything's happening for a reason it's not like we're turning a blind eye to what's going on but I really are really am big on fighting for the peace in the midst of these transitions yes and I like that you say fighting for the peace because some people think you're just gonna pray your way through it and it's it's not it's not that easy you know it's it all of us are being called to rise up in our leadership in one way or another in a peaceful way but not peaceful does not necessarily always mean passive and I think people get their wrong idea about what peace means but it does not necessarily mean passive but yeah I love that you know just just about you know the peace thing and a few days before the riots broke out I did this ritual this channeling it was Archangel Joe feel that came forward and that Archangels usually you know known for you know bringing you a beautiful outcomes beautiful you know shifting your vitae can shift your frequency in your heart in your mind it and people get the wrong idea about like beauty it doesn't really sound so powerful right like roses aren't they beautiful right but it was this like a really awesome power coming through and she was talking about it's not just about beauty it's about optimism but authentic optimism like not the spiritual bypassing which is like oh it's all got in God's plan this is God's plan and then you walk away and you do nothing right or well we're just gonna we're just gonna work at it we'll get there guys you know we're just gonna we're just gonna get there like it comes from this really disembodied 1950s attitude you know like June and Ward Cleaver and everything's just hunky-dory isn't it and authentic optimism is a frequency it's like you embody and you project a field around you and so that I mean this is I'm just saying what I just learned with Archangel Joel feel so we practice putting out a field of beauty so that the world that is getting that is to come can exist within that field and it was literally like a day before although all the protests and riots started breaking out and they said do not watch the channel become the channel become the channel and watch what kind of channel you're putting out what kind of frequency are you putting out that's good yeah we are channels man for it for energy and that's why we gotta we got to make sure our channels are clean you know that the information coming through isn't biased you know there's a lot of that that goes on in these centering circles and even in churches and stuff that I used to go to when they would kind of like receive a message in tongues and if somebody would interpret it they would like like interpreted through their own lens and their own biased and what got what they feel like God is saying right and versus what they were what God is really saying or what the Spirit is saying so I think that's always duh yeah that's always the I think the the trick when you're mystic and channeling is making sure you know it's like almost deconstructing and it's almost impossible to deconstruct your filter so all channels work you have to really have discernment right you have to discern like what what were the times were this was written who's writing and why what were the politics going on at the time and so it because all channel works we have filters which is why I you know we need our sovereignty but for for [ __ ] sake I mean people are getting their news from leg whatever it is CNN Fox now YouTube is all the rage because that's where the real news exists and it's like stop it like people are doing so much consuming an echo chamber of other people's ideas I suppose you're really doing deep listening in their own heart and I think once we get really good at that you know maybe we can solve some things yeah people people have spoken about that a couple times as far as like the love and light people like why are we so into love and light and and it's almost they try to look at it like we're trying to put our heads in the sand and magic fairies unicorn I think it's because especially you probably adhere to this too because you're your background and your upgrade bringing you've seen the darkness you know what I'm saying and you know that light is the only thing that will counteract it you know even Martin Luther King said that like there's no way they're like violence to solve violence with violence like you got to be the bigger person so I think that it's not that we're trying to act like darkness doesn't exist I think is that we're trying to to walk in the light and be the light business because we know how great darkness is and and how great it can be and so to really make people's walks a little bit more easier their burdens a little bit more lighter showing them that there's a better option and it is the light you know it's not obviously it is embracing the darkness as well but you but to embrace the darkness you kind of got to bring that love to it through the light and if you don't have the light you're just gonna drown in the void of complete darkness a lot of people end up in despair and they you know I mean suicide rates are up like crazy right now you know what I'm saying which is insane I lost a good friend of mine just recently long and use a light work or a minister and you know that struggling that balance man so you know you got to walk in the light you got to be that channel because there's people hurting and dying and not everybody makes it out you know what I'm saying not everybody makes it out no I mean the most sensitive probably some of the most gifted people didn't have the resilience to hang in there or the tools or their support you know yeah and you know for me I suffered with with wanting to die for most of my life you know 35 years and and I feel like it's not as simple as light versus dark but the what the light does when you open up to it and you really call it in is it alkalizes our darkness you know it doesn't get just get rid of it it converts it into in a way part of our resilience or power like we become integrated as opposed to so divided the like we're seen like the division is weakness like that's what's making our culture soken system Bob you later because we're so like polarized but yeah the it's you know when when I say create a field of beauty it's the opposite of spiritual bypassing or love and lighting it it's it's magic it's creating a magical field for these things to coexist because part of beauty includes like dissonance and it include you know it's includes a little disruption you have to like become a master at seeing a beautiful Orchestra at play and holding the vision that once we get through this [ __ ] it's gonna be a better world yep and all those things coexist at the same time you know so and that's what people need to recognize you you find that maybe that's the problem with with what they're trying to project as what a light worker is or somebody who's always positive somebody who's always tapping into the light is they is that we understand that at least you should have to eventually that the whole duality the song and dance between light and darkness and like you said that they're both inside of you and you know you you have to come to terms with that that whatever side that you feed whatever side that you focus on it's gonna win it's gonna be stronger for the day you know if you start if you just you know eaten that's despair that's rejection that's hurt that's guilt that's gossip like all of those a- lower chakra things whatever you feed them or whatever you're operating in it's gonna win and and it's not gonna it's not going to balance out so there really should be a balance of living from the heart and interpreting everything from the heart to act like that stuff doesn't exist in you you know it's a lie you know what I'm saying and so you have to choose this day who you will serve you have to choose to do good and it's not just you have a beautiful out-of-this-world spiritual encounter and then it's all gone yeah you're washed in you're made clean your slate it's clean but if you choose to do evil if you choose to do those things that are still within you you still hear that voice you just got to choose not to follow and so it's about making the right choices it's about walking that straight and narrow path which is in the middle it's not too far left it's not too far right for sure it's like down the middle in the Old Testament it kind of referred to something similar as the highway of holiness I'm just staying on that perfect pass path and so you know you're going through there's a thousand falling at you right ten thousand at your left but no harm shall come nigh thy dwelling you're goin through the storm man so it's not about staying and parking in it it's about walking through it trudging through it you know trudging through it let me let me ask you this so um cuz you mentioned like this people in your community and your inner sanctum and stuff and some people again interpreting what you're saying through their own confirmation bias and lens and stuff like that even though you didn't mean that you deal with a lot of different people when new people come into your community you know and join you for the first time on video or just there they're like do you is it weird do you have to kind of feel them out to see where they are for a moment and talk to them a bit and see how they respond and stuff like that do you ever get like I don't know about standoffish but you're just like who is this person let me let me read your energy kind of thing do you feel that when new people come in are you saying like if I'm doing like a live stream and there's a bunch of people there and then I or or or using your personal in like your private groups like somebody who signs up for your inner sanctum and stuff like that and they they hang out with you for the first time and you know they want to be there because they paid right they want to be part of the inner sanctum but but you're still like for me I'm trying to read like I read them like it's natural like whether it's empath or whatever like are you a religious person are you you know this and like do you know what I know like how advanced are you like that kind of stuff at all wait I have to kind of go through those motions and kind of fill them out you know when a new person comes in interesting so I wonder and so for me it's okay so the inner sanctum is my my my kind of inner community myPay community our monthly you know we get together monthly and then I have the seven-day miracle challenge which is my free community and that's where there's a lot of people you know like the thousands of people in there and I say by the time someone comes into the inner sanctum they're most of them are already vetted as far as they know that I cuss they you know right and and they know you know they know that my the fields that I'm putting out is like highly mystical right even though I talk about angels it's not from a real fully religious perspective although I'm inclusive but yeah so I kind of do feel them out and you find out who they are soon enough but you know in the beginning I would really want to look I already told you I have a bit of a people people pleaser so I would want to like kinda toe the balance a little bit make sure everybody's everybody's happy let's make sure the Christians feel loved because it's interesting because within my communities there's the there is the polarity some of them are coming from a religious background they love they love them some of Jesus and then some other people are have rejected all forms of major religion and using those words immediately sends them to the dark place yeah yeah they're like did you say Jesus you said God because the in and it's all for good reason okay people have great reasons to love them some Jesus and love the word god they erased like that they loved it the other people have mostly been disenfranchised and rejected by these things and Jesus has not had the greatest PR campaign in the last 2,000 years right there needs to be a lot of reeducation about you know that the essence of Jesus so I don't believe them you know and to be honest I stand in both polarities right I I get it which is why I attract all of them you know like but luckily they're really heart centered open people and a lot of them even the people who are like I did you just say Jesus you know and did you see God you know and I say like okay whatever your term is for the for the Big Cheese you could call you know Jesus God source universities yeah Bob you know I don't care you could call whatever you want as long as you have something bigger that you're dialing into that's of love right yeah it's been an interesting journey watching everyone coexistent to be honest there hasn't been a lot of a lot of infighting about that people are very accepting and and you know for me my experience of Jesus like the the energetic experience of Jesus has been always very inclusive you know because I'm intuitive and Jesus used to come in when I was doing healing on people you know when I like moved from being a therapist to do like actually owning my spiritual he insight and it was mostly angels but every once in while someone Jesus would like pop in and I was like hey yo Jesus like Jesus is here and and and then I would say do you have a relationship with Jesus and they're like oh yeah you know I'm Christian and you know and so it's like you know usually Jesus comes into to see Pete but sometimes she comes into people who are not Christian he really doesn't care like he's just coming in if they need his help he's coming in and so I realized for me my perspective of Jesus is that he is not a religious he does he does not belong to just one religion he belongs to all humans and that when we dial into like his heart right because he to me he's a heart healer he's just like beautiful expression so I've had students because I trained people intuitive spiritual healing right I've had students come in who are like you know full-on minutes they're not monotheists they believe in multiple gods and you know Jesus is like come on stop it with Jesus and I was like look you just keep an open mind because when you start working on people you may experience the power of Jesus and you can't you know you have to share with your client like Jesus is here and give a message and help help Jesus facilitate whatever healing is going on whole space for that okay regardless of your bias and so I remember the first time that happened this woman she was like she's like all into like only Norse gods okay she's like so specific like I only follow the Norse pantheon but she wanted to learn like her mystical thing and she loved angels too you know so finally she does you know I give her a stranger to work on she does the session she's like holy [ __ ] I met Jesus today it's so like she had a relationship with Jesus that was authentic that was not dogmatic and she continued to work with Jesus after that so I mean so we try and keep an open mind I try and encourage like open mindedness and some people just aren't going to get it and they're gonna leave and I'm grateful when they leave because I'm not here to convince anyone of anything just like if spirit brings you to me we're gonna party you know we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna learn some good [ __ ] together so what about you like how yeah I mean I like again like I said when new people come out try to read them okay are you new to this cuz a lot of times like I don't I don't know them this is our first interaction and a lot of them have been listening to my podcast and music for years and then they come in to meet me and it's like hey what's up but I don't know maybe they saw me on a Christian podcast and they join from a Christian person I get that too I get a little bit of all of it so it's eclectic and so I try to read them and see where they are and it's it's just it's a little process that I go through mentally and spiritually with the individual just reading them through conversation hey man what's up you know but but as far as like knowing the people like some of them I'll know that they come from a Christian they'd they heard my meditations my Christian meditation or whatever and then they they join the school of the Mystics because they want more Christian meditations and then they'll join in it's you know 15 16 of us and somebody will start bringing up their mushroom experience like they did mushrooms this past weekend true Sica I did mushrooms shoutout to Kristi Johnson and she's sharing her experience and I know that there's these like I don't even call them baby Christians but they're definitely you know they're this is new to them and I'm a tail and run but inwardly I'm like I'm happy that you're sharing and sharing your experience but then again I'm trying to like I'm trying to see who else in here oh wow this person's been finna leave believe me if I comment you're like okay awesome so it's like don't they know like so so what I'm saying like my people are vetted it's like maybe they've already heard me so a lot of times they come in through a program that I've done since I've already like talked about you know I do I love plant medicine shamanic stuff like they know that I'm kind of like bringing a lot of stuff some of them don't but so for you so sometimes they don't know that you're into that stuff oh yeah cuz they yeah because they may like I mean there's a bunch of podcast where I don't a lot of them find a podcast so I mean if I'm interviewing a Christian author or a pastor majority of time we're not talking about mushrooms or channeling UFOs or something like that you know so that we're just talking about Jesus the hotel so they and I'm cool I love Jesus I'm I'll talk about them in countless podcasts and I do and so but that's the only stuff that there they've heard so they come in to what we're doing and then they hear an episode where we're talking about something that blows their mind whether it's channelling or whether it's whatever aliens UFOs and stuff like that so you got to fill the people out but again all of it is me and we have to get through that that that pedestal and what side of them that you allow them to see or whatever and and and really walking in truth and walking in the light is letting them see every side and first of all you being okay with that being yeah being open and vulnerable that hey there's probably gonna be some sides to me that you don't like hell there are some sides to myself that I don't like you know what I'm saying so just to understand that first of all we're human we're gonna this is what we've learned along the way how to deal with our character flaws how to deal with our darkness and and what has helped us into these next levels to be so spiritually minded but it but at the same time be earthly and grounded and be enjoy this human experience as well versus using spirituality to escape the human experience like I want to make sure that that is the message to be present to be in the now moment whether that now moment is you in a midst of seventeen angels who were scanning your aura in astral realms or of that that is you having some margaritas at the Mexican restaurant doing karaoke with me you know what I'm saying like all of that and it's okay all right all of it's okay and just embracing who you are and the things that God has put within you to to be human and to embrace you know I'm saying your majesty but to embrace your humanity as well instead of escaping it because that's a lot of what's going on they want we want to escape the darkness and and I think we're mixing the humanity side up with with the the devil or lower nature stuff and all that kind of kind of stuff and we see a lot of escapism going on so I've been I speak a lot about escapism and in our spirituality that really has no earthly significance we have no power or no renowned in the earth but we're so spiritual warriors in the astral realms but you know our families are falling apart our jobs our finances are terrible like there's no you know what I'm saying it doesn't translate over into the you know I'm saying our day to day life absolutely absolutely I love that you're bringing that up because the you know the whole escape isn't thing you know which I I did use my spirituality for years trying to escape the planet you know and a lot of this ascension talk you know the the real like heavy New Age movement that they're like ascending we're sending were you know and I feel like it should be the other direction and we should be descending becoming coming into this life coming into this body and bringing all spirit and all of its awesomeness into like outward which includes deep profound sense of love and new structures for love Reformation in the love institution like the the old ways of marriage and the lack of inclusivity to me is like you know there's freedom in that and and wealth I mean come on if you you're not if you're not rocking in your wealth situation you have to take a really close look because to me well this is just an expression of spirit moving through moving through your life just support you that's an interesting one again you know what we I think we talked about that the first talk that we had of me even cuz I think I was we were talking about that and how that I was scared to kind of take what I was doing to the next level with doing some retreats and even having other programs that were gonna be a lot more expensive than what I already had you know a little $5 $10 programs and stuff like that you know versus some of the other things that I was getting that was gonna be a bigger deeper part of me to have really helped people take it to the next level and some of the financial things that I was looking at I was scared to step out and say hey this is what it is and it started with my my men's retreat again the first one that I did and moving that up to the next level but I've had to kind of you know take that journey and I'm still on that journey of owning my Worth and I think that everyone is on that journey really but I was on on my own that I'm only worth five dollars I'm only worth the five dollar meditation you know what I'm saying like that kind of thing or a 99-cent song like my song and then other people want that song for free they don't even want to pay 99 cent like all of these different things from my art and which is a piece of me in the world like what is that worth obviously patreon it's definitely a platform where people like look you're worth way more than that we want to co-create with you and help fund what you're doing so that's beautiful but even beyond that it's been a big thing for me and then when I hear people even shoot down some of the stuff or say like I know that they're struggling financially as far as like they can't pay $0.99 to be on the School of the Mystics there's there's empathy there because I've been there I know what it's like not to be able to to buy a soda at the store and your my daughters in the backseat thirsty and I don't even have a dollar to my name to stop and get that drink you know like I've been there and what that feels like but we need to talk about that like if that's where you are and you don't have a dollar like there's a bun dn't infinite wealth that that is here for us our father owns the cattle on a Thousand Hills all wealth the scripture says that that God has given you the ability and the power to attain wealth and anything less than that of not being able to buy your daughter a drink or be a part of a program that is only a dollar or even something way bigger but for those people who are like yeah I can't I can't do it because I can't have it all we need to talk and I don't want to say that facetiously I don't want to say that like hey man why you can't pay for my program but it's like hold on like listen if you're if you're struggling for it to maintain $1 $5 $10 2100 whatever it is a month listen we need to talk because there's ways around that there's different that there's with the internet with with the things that God has already given people naturally to to get wealth and uh the scripture says that that God would will give you your giftings and your abilities will put you in front of great people and he winter said your giftings will make a way for you like the things you already have stop looking outside of yourself but what do you already have within your reach first of all we got cell phones YouTube channels programs courses there's something that you have to offer to people that is of great value in people what I have found in this whole journey with me of even raising prices and what I'm worth and stuff is I found that people want to support I just have to give them ways to support like if I only have a file of meditation they're gonna buy it gladly if I have $500 meditation die it's not obviously not everybody can do that but there's people who want if they're gonna pay for it you know I don't have any yet but there's some things I'm working on people are looking and they want to support so it's like do you have $100 offer do you have $1,000 offer what is it because there's people who have that who want more than anything for you to succeed and whatever it is whatever you're putting out there they're gonna buy it they're gonna sign up there with you man they they resonate with the message they want to help you take it to the next level that's for me that's for you you know that already but that's other people too stepping into what is my purpose what is my calling this 9 to 5 is really a lot longer than that it's 60 hours a week at Walmart or wherever it is and how do I you know create these courses and write these books and stuff when I'm you know what I'm saying so it's understanding that we already have these giftings and Billy's abilities and things yeah this has to flesh them out and sometimes you need to hire a coach sometimes not sometimes all the time you need to get with somebody who's already doing it and you don't recreate the wheel just okay they've this is how they're doing it let me set mine up similarly and see what happens you know exactly so true I mean you know I'm super passionate about you know it's so weird that I can say this out loud but I am super passionate about wealth and and helping people kind of break their own personal financial ceilings and this is you know I'm you know we come from similar things I didn't grow up with money both my parents lived in the ghettos like my dad was in the ghetto Puerto Rico living on welfare my mom used to like be so hungry that she created songs around her hunger and she would sit in the pantry and and and sing and that is like mom I'm hungry I want bread and they could only like eat so that is the [ __ ] you know that's the poverty that I came from so I had a lot lot to crack crack through and I'll tell you the first time and it was like a super conscious act it took me about three or four the moment I decided and I think that that's something that people have to really realize you you have to just decide that you are not going to like be in this situation anymore whatever it is so the first time I decided I wasn't going to be in debt anymore I I decided that I wanted to make six figures you know and that was so like a crazy over-the-top never gonna happen notion but I wanted to do you know I wanted to do it because I wanted to not just pay my bills because that doesn't make anybody inspired to go bigger right like I just need to it's a starting place though I know but like your soul your essence is not gonna like click into that the same way if you discover how you want to be of service and why it's important right so for me I a I thought about you know the women in my family and like what would that mean for them if they saw one of us like breaking out you know my generations behind me you know and I you know half of me is Mexican family we have tons of relatives and you know so I had to like walk it walk it through but it took three years for that to happen and I'll tell you it happened all of a sudden it happened in three days where and here's for me been the key is listening to sitting with spirit and listening to your intuition and and following the intuition even if it sucks so in your case to seek that it's like when you know you're supposed to raise your prices but it's uncomfortable for you you know that's like guidance telling you and it's just like ooh but the people and you know you go through that inner conflict so the first time that I heard something it was you're gonna take the entire month of December off from working all together and December is like that's Christmas you know christmas is coming I was you know earning a certain a lot of income as a one-on-one practitioner psychotherapist and energy healer and I was like I cannot be taking off December my clients need me my family needs me and it kept tonic I kept on getting that intuition and so within so I take a week off and then I get this inspiration I was business coaching I think at the time someone I had a business coach and she said why don't you do something bigger and deeper for your people so I was like I really want to teach intuition I want to teach what people what I do cuz I have too many clients I need people to refer my clients to so me why don't I just create people I'll train people how to do what I do and so I sent off a freaking email about 230 people that I thought no one was gonna say yes to and within three days I had doubled my annual salary that's the crazy thing that's the crazy thing so I thought I was being impractical going no one's good first of all no one takes did who takes December off and and so that's what you know for all of us to know our value I didn't have faith in me as much as I had faith in spirit and and that I would survive taking a month off from work so I could create something beautiful I didn't know that that's why I was taking a month off that just inspiration hit me like a week into it yep sent one email you hearing that a lot too I know it sounds crazy and it's like otherworldly for you but like that's kind of like the norm right now with people who are saying yes to their calling and yesterday their destiny and owning their worth they're doubling their income or tripling and people within a month or making up you know as much as they would make in a year just by simply saying yes a lot of them feel it on the inside or whatever it needs to be and they're saying yes and those stories are like man there's a there's this weird thing of like we feel like just because we don't have money we feel like other people don't have money to you know in there's people who are just like money is not even an object for most people they just they're looking for for things and people to support and you're out there on the front lines doing the work and they're like hey I want to sign up I want to I want to share in what you're doing I know if I so into this financially that I'm even reap reap a harvest or reap reap the benefits of what you're doing because what you're doing is I'm given two good ground you know what I'm saying so there's definitely a lot of truth to that for me I remember when I did my mr. tree I don't know if I told you this but we have a mutual friend Keith Leon s yeah so had him on but when I did my men's retreat and I put it out there and it was like $100 a bed and I had like eight beds oh I just was crazy he thought it was crazy too but he because he inbox me is like what are you doing what are you doing you're you're you're amazing podcaster you've you've got a best-selling book on Amazon you're you've got this and you're a healer and a teacher like people would pay $1000 a night to hang out with you and and go star gazing into mushrooms and go into a retreat with you like what are you doing added a zero to that price and you know and even I didn't you know because I'm had the because I because even though he said that I still didn't believe that people would would pay a hundred bucks to hang out with me you know what I'm saying for a night to go on this retreat and and within 24 hours those eight beds were sold out and I had other people hey what you got anymore hey I'm gonna come I want to come let's do it you gotta catch me on the next one so the next one I did I raised the price and I made it a little bit more was like three hundred and thirty three dollars and same thing you know it wasn't 24 hours it was sold out but it definitely got sold out and so we just did that when and so but I thought it was interesting good to see somebody like Keith like reach out to me and and see worth in me that's the thing were like being a seeing through the eyes of Christ is what I would say it's like we're able to look past and see the potential in a person like the scripture says that man judges by the outside but God judges the heart you're able to look through these veils and the personas and things like that and really see the worth in an individual and call it out like that's what we do right we're able to look past your doubts in all of these why you should and we understand why you should and we're gonna bring that to the table and and so to be able to do that for somebody is a supernatural ability as a supernatural gift not everybody can do that but I think that for those who can it's so powerful and even just than a message like that from somebody as successful as keys like reaching down to me and saying hey man add a zero because you're worth it man you're worth it you know and so just him saying that still resonates over with me of even 2020 is uh is a year that we add a zero and into 2020 and him telling me to add a zero those kind of things and really my mentor treat for me was going in for myself of like okay I need to find out my self-worth and I need to go get with spirit and we need to partake of the sacrament and go in together and really pick up my self-worth and find out who I am and so that's what that's what it's been for me for 2020 so yeah I mean for me as well you know and I also take people on medicine retreats and here's the thing I and even with that first to launch that I did that doubled my income and you know it was like it was such a huge crazy it just cracks my brain open as far as what's possible not income wise but when you go deeper with when you bring people your best work like the biggest party that you can think of and you you invite them into it like your men's retreats right like that that's for you as much as it is is for them right just like my you know my retreats I get so much out of them especially you know just connecting heart-to-heart with with people and helping watching them transform make radical changes and and you know the work you know part of my vision for all of us is to not just find our sovereignty with God but find our sovereignty you it with our income and and to not depend on a someone else to give you a three percent raise and hoping that they're gonna see your value yeah because you have to see your value and I think the trick is understanding what gift that you have to offer that like gives people a gift you know like what is the biggest party you can create for someone and walk in that direction and take the terrorising step you know and I'm sure true secret like you probably felt like you like you had expressed everyone's gonna reject you no one's gonna want to do it I feel like that still and with everything that I do I feel like no one's gonna want it yeah listen to my podcast no one's going you know and then people show up you know so if you feel like you're doubting yourself I mean just deal with the doubt it's there but do it anyways yeah I think it's one of the things to show that you really want it because we all got to face that doubt we all got to face the insecurity and it's like we want it to go away I look at it as like even a stepping out in faith and stepping out and like worship to God cuz like you want people who are struggling with anything of like self-doubt or addictions or whatever the case is they're like God please take it away I'm tired of struggling and then they're kind of upset or they don't get why it just doesn't magically disappear it's because like it is like the ultimate act of worship that you have the free will to say yes or no of like what do you want more do you want a life fulfilled or do you want addiction do you want to build something that is gonna have longevity and you're gonna be able to reap a harvest off the off of a seed that you plan it seven years ago and it's gonna keep giving you money it's gonna keep generating wealth and income keep bringing forth healing for people like of something that that or do you want just an instant gratification do you want your money today or your paycheck every other Friday you know what I'm saying like those kind of things and so we really have to say yes to ourselves and I think it's the highest form of worship when we have those things that they're great reasons because we like humanity we long after these instant gratification but they're never the way to go like we said we got to work to feel happy we have to work to maintain our piece there's entities there's people that want to take it away but you got to fight for it you got to show up you got to stand and so in that you're saying yes I think it's the highest form of worship because you get to choose like I want to do drugs I want to smoke crack I want whatever your addiction is you know but I want this more I want like even with my book anything I create it's still these monsters in the back of the head you know it's like you know it's gonna be hard don't do it just play video games you know what I'm saying hang out do you know do it whatever it is it's like man like the things that I'm putting off that I know I need to do go ahead knock them out so I'm doing my audiobook now it's something that for me has been this almost like a huge monster but I know that people are begging for it literally hey when's it when's it coming out bro when they're hitting me up every month what's the audiobook you know it's like but I'm dreading recording it I feel like I'm not the best reader I gotta edit it I don't like the way even going back and listening to the way I'm pronouncing words I'm like many people have a field day but but everyone is saying we love the way you talk like we want to hear it in your voice and and I'm insecure you know but it's fighting past the insecurities look ya'll said you want it here it is you know what I'm saying I'm doing it I'm showing up and and getting past of something that's so big and so fearful especially if you want to move to the next things there's more things that God has there's more courses there's more men's retreats but I got a knock out that audio book it's always gonna be there lingering and so unless I deal with that nothing new is gonna come it's like coming what's in the pipeline okay it's this book and if I put it off for six months which I have like it's not going anywhere it's the audiobook is part of the legacy as part of the you know what I need to create and so just saying yes to it which I've been doing the last nine days and trying to get doing the chapter a day and editing it and all that kind of stuff it's a lot of hard work but hard work always pays off yeah I mean oh so great and yeah you're right the process the resistance can be so big and some of it is just timing it's time to buckle down like my podcast is was the same thing that has been on the frickin back shelf for so long you know and I'm like I'll get to it you know it's not like I was doing nothing I was doing I was really busy and doing a lot but I love having these kinds of conversations with people right so finally just yeah I did it so yeah this is your quarantine baby your your audiobook and my quarantine baby is is my podcast you know but I've been I've been loving your videos that you're doing your recordings of the listening of your audiobook that's such a great great idea and it's fun to just like you know hear the excerpts yeah and I get to familiarize myself with it and the funny thing is I'm putting a link you know cuz people are buying it off of total one minute snippets of me just playing what it is like my numbers are going up because people are seeing oh that's you're talking about that I didn't know you were talking about that I want to know more about it inside still buying the books as I'm doing these little one minute instagrams story snippets or whatever of me recording it I'll just find something juicy and with that chapter for the day and boom it's a piece of contents what I'm working on I'm still here that kind of thing you people are people are you know resonating with it so that's so awesome he I have to tell you a really cool thing that happened recently it's like magic because why because somehow it relates to what we were talking about oh it's like about doing really making weird decisions and like moving past the resistance or the fear or the terror so you know we all know we've gone through this copán thing and you know so I've been having to pivot my business in different ways and be of service in different ways but I where a lot of people got to take a break in a way for kovat I did not I I kind of like was really like showing up for my community and doing a lot and and I'm promoting it and then giving birds do a podcast around all you know throughout that whole thing so I got the intuition that it was really time for me to slow down and to look to not launch stuff for a while and usually this is when I am launching my six-month program and all this stuff and so I felt into it and it's scary because it's like okay that that represents a large part of my income for the year and to take the summer it's like the December thing that I told you about so I told my husband I'd like to you know take take two months off and create an Oracle deck or do I feel like some creativity maybe write another book do something and so you know it's never like a good conversation when it's like hey I'm just gonna we're just gonna like lose a bunch of income you cool with that is that cool with you you know and so I mean but he knows me by now knows like he trusts me you know that will pick up so you know spirits gonna take care of things so anyways a couple days later my literally the same week my publisher new world library they email me and they say hey your name just come up came up in our in our meeting and and there you know and everybody's like really excited wondering what you're doing you're gonna do another book they want me to talk to you and see if you have another book in yet you know so I was like oh my god I'm planning to like do creativity stuff so anyway so that's kind of like on the table and I'm using that example of like why it's so important to listen to your intuition so you can like take space do the scary thing that's impractical just in case like spirits are trying to get something to you but they can't get it to you when your wheels are moving too fast you know the rock that they throw out though the gift that they throw out you bounces off the spokes you know yeah yeah that's that's true you know like a lot of a lot of my greatest songs and it's different creating now creating music for sure because like inspiration in an in this drive to make it the drive to to come out with a new song or even with my soul's just singing and getting downloads it uh I'm here a lot this is where I create this is where I record this is where I game like I do a lot of stuff here but in the past it was like going through life of driving through a rule you know place in Georgia somewhere where I'm like you know twelve hours away from home and you know just having these that like I want to get out of here then you got this song and downloads and lyrics that are coming to you and all of this inspiration so writing songs is different now you know that it's it's few and far between now I don't put out as much as I used to because like I was seeing a lot of different things and I want to be like mindful of the creativity but it comes to a place for me because I was driving a lot or doing a lot of stuff where my body was there but my mind wasn't a lot of physical labor manual labor and so my body's there but I do not want to be here at all like my mind I want to be rapping somewhere I want to be recording somewhere I want to be whatever and so uh in that it provided this place to where my subconscious was able to receive because essentially in my mind even though my body wasn't my mind was taking a break cuz I'm not invested in it obviously I know I got to show up I got rules I got to make sure I do this good and but most of us just get into through the day to clock out and was where a lot of people are majority of people I just need to clock out and get back home so they can rest and get back to their they're gonna leave their nine-to-five to get to their 5:00 to 9:00 and so what uh in there like I found that my subconscious is able to receive more of taking a break I would say I'm not taking a break because I'm not trying to produce something whether that was cutting the grass whether that's taking the shower all of these things you're in you're jogging you know you're in this place to where like okay I'm just gonna be jogging I'm just I got this long commute your mind runs there's things to think about there's things to receive because you're just kind of stepping back and so what I found is that like when you're doing that when you're taking that break and the subconscious is free to roam and free to receive then you get these downloads of inspiration and what's next and stuff like that versus sitting at a computer desk trying to figure out what's next it's it's a big it's a different process for me now but with that being said of leaving that that nine-to-five of what I was able to do be with the energy and with the information coming through was turned my 9 my five to nine which is what you do when you get off of work into your 9 to 5 and it was funny they featured me in a magazine and featured my story called 5 to 9 zine and featured on how I was able to do that and kind of spotlight my story in this magazine and stuff that's what it is like what do you you know do do what you'll do if money wasn't an issue I what do you love to do that's it there's nothing you don't have to recreate the wheel it's already there you know but looking for ways to do that can be hard but listen to the subconscious like take a shower totally what are those thoughts when you're taking a shower when you're using the bathroom like when you're cutting the gas when you're jogging like that you're free to receive you're always free to receive but it's something about when you have to be a what present and aware and everything that's going on but when you kind of get to slip away into your mind and daydream and note I'm a king of it you know yeah me too I mean okay so so since I knew there was another book coming I didn't so Huson when they said hey you got a book I'm like yeah I got a book but I didn't I'm taking the time off there's gotta be something so like instead of you know meeting him the next day I was like okay I'll talk to you next Wednesday I'm really busy but really I'm just like holy [ __ ] I gotta like come up with something that sounds like reasonable so so yeah but I do you know and so I've been kind of doing a lot of downloads and they like the book idea that the book is actually I don't know what the final title is gonna be but right now it's called the spirit of wealth right like that so we're gonna talk about the spiritual nature of wealth and stuff one night I mean the Christians talk about a spirit of poverty if there's a spirit of poverty there must be a spirit of wealth I see I'm gonna consult with you I'm gonna grow that good [ __ ] in there that's good poverty so the spirit of wealth is arising for people like us for the people not the 1% and so we want to equalize the playing field but yeah I wish I could be one of those people who could just sit down and like sit down with my laptop and I'm going to write my book yeah I sit down and I'm just like I can't cope so yeah it's when I'm like doing whatever I'm like rolling pasta with my daughter or just did some weird you know they always know I have my phone handy so I could like dictate or you know they know if I'm tap typing you know typing really fast like don't don't call me Mommy don't call me anything when I'm doing this I'm writing my book it's like but it comes out in like two sentence well that's how that's how the songs would come out it's like driving and I'll have these I have some weird rhyming scheme syllables that they're like downloaded they just come out of doors like transcend the physical spiritual individual oh wow I gotta I gotta keep going with that and I've seen your downloads are so cool yes I'll be in there come through jogging and driving and all them up like best music I've written on the job somewhere like working for some you know boss that I did in place I didn't want to be at when I'm present and I want to be there there's a lot of less downloads that's coming on it's kind of like kind of put the downloads into work you know what I'm saying when I'm present when I show up but when I'm trying to disassociate myself from I don't want to be here that's when like new ideas come it's just how it works yeah yeah oh that's so great yeah I mean you know the inspiration and the muses they're real the your your spiritual muse is your business muse is your creative muses they are real and they really I feel like enjoy talking to you it really - at times where it's inconvenient for you to stop write write things down you know okay I'm like in the shower and iPhones not here and I got a run in before I forget what I move what's happening so you know it's gonna be a trippy little couple months there's gonna be a lot of pulling over it's gonna be a lot of awkward awkward stopping and the checkout line yeah you know that's where it comes like I remember even before like I had a good cell phone when we had like razor phones and that kind of stuff is a little bit harder to take notes I'm sure you could but I had a and I may have it somewhere put up I don't know but I had our shoebox full of little pieces of ripped off corners of paper and some of them would be on the back of like you know stuff for work like copies that they gave me to read for work and just different things like that and I write tear off a piece and write these little downloads of lyrics that come on the back something that's like a piece to start and I'll say that so I'll start with the download there but then I'll bring it to the lab and then I say okay let's build and I may even have 17 of those in just like a puzzle you're trying to put them together and seeing what rhyming scheme what what music does it fit to you know okay let's just take these three sentences and I'm building a song around these three sentences a lot of times there be a title like our interesting title the inner reaches of outer space or whatever I oh that's a cool title let's do a song around this you know and these weird little downloads of inspiration and stuff and sometimes I would you know wake up out of a dream and have songs and lyrics in my head that I have run and write down and because if I don't they would disappear you know different ways like that yeah yeah I mean wow I mean I wish my download sounded like yours I mean they're just so like cool you know what I mean they're just so I don't know that's a normal thing I don't it doesn't seem too cool I mean so so rhythmic and like they ride you know and mine are like you know the Mystics are rising you know it's like can we throw a beat to it or something maybe I'll work with you on that geez yeah what was one there was there was one that I was just infatuated with while I was and maybe you know you look at it how you want like maybe it's my own mind and my own creativity whatever at least I pulled it out of here and made it into something that exists and now for people to share in and listen to and that kind of thing but remember like I said just jogging and having these cool lyrics and it was a just building with it even when I'm jogging I'm like I'm even trying to jog faster so I can hurry up and get back home to write this stuff down and keep going like deeper and deeper and deeper into literally two sentences that are like oh this is dope this is super dope I got to keep going and then the rest of it is just as dope as I'm sitting down don't you know piecing this stuff together and I'm it's dope to me and I know that if I like it and it's something that is speaking to my heart into my spirit that the collector will receive it as well because it's not anything is never just for me or just like other people are going through similar stuff and they you know enjoy similar stuff as well so for sure yeah yeah I mean for sure and I know with a lot of the things that I write you know because it's coming from inspiration it's not coming from me you know and a lot of people like with my first book the the angel experiment said that they can actually like you know they feel like I'm speaking to them and they they can feel the words and I feel like you know when we when we get it right and we get out of the way and just let spirit say whatever there's they're gonna say I mean I still get to use my filter thank God so it doesn't sound like you know you know just I human it up right but but yeah it's such a the creative process is just really really interesting and I never thought of myself as a like a Cree well I did when I was younger but the way that I'm creating now is usually when I'm being absurdist to other people so I have special inspiration helping me be creative with my words for whoever it is that needs this work and something I wanted to say about something we were talking about earlier which is you know stepping out there and and and doing the thing you know whatever the thing is even if it's scary is that spirit showed me how they kind of convinced me to come out of my shell a little bit more be more vocal be more visible is that is that we don't really have the right to just hang back and hide in the shadows you know in a way if we're getting these inspirations because these inspirations are not for us and they're not our dream like your music it's not your dream or your podcast is not your dream or my book is not my dream it's spirits dream and it's the dream you're dreaming for other people so it's not you're just the funnel like that comes through so we don't listen we're not really being obedient yeah and then what the cool part about that is that I get to especially if I'm like not feeling it or something or you feel like out of sync and then I go back and listen to some of the early stuff that I worked on I'm like who is this person like you know a bit but again it takes me back there like stamps in time of I was just telling my wife yesterday like I listen to and and and I was just going through YouTube and some of my own stuff was coming up on YouTube and if you just hover over it it'll start playing so I'm listening to one of my older videos I say older probably 2016 2017 2018 I don't know I suck with time but if started playing and then like those songs mean something different to me than they do to other people because it takes me back to where I was when I got those lyrics and how I wrote it so again talking about cutting grass just I think it was just yesterday or the day before I'm scrolling videos I'm like you know it's cool how these songs take me back and I know where I was like I was cutting grass when those those lyrics came to me and then I wrote them down on my phone and then came inside and I wanted to hurry up and get done cutting grass so I can come and sit down and and piece them apart you know and to take them apart and put something to him but uh but I get to listen and I'm blown away because I think you know and the thing about creating something is creating something that you enjoy but again it feels like a lot of times it feels like somebody else you know and it's where you talk about channeling or just received them or it was what the Spirit was saying at that season I'm able to go back and listen to him and be a fan or like man this is deep this is this has longevity I'm a fan and again when I'm not feeling feeling it I go back and listen like Lee people want to depart for now I got a bunch of people like you need to make music that's not as spiritual you need to just do this and do that and other people are like you know you just do gangsta rap it'll blow up like man listen I'm rapping about what I'm going through my experiences and all that stuff so it's a stamping time of even some beautiful far-out spiritual stuff that I'm going through inwardly and out the alchemical process within and but I but I'm also a spectator of it you know it's part of going back and listening this the really cool thing so great I still have a hard time going back and listening to my olds like channelings or videos you know I'm still pretty self-conscious about it but like what I do do it I'm like good I mean this is this is like not nearly like I feel you know because I I part of my gift is like you know maintaining a fairly low self-esteem and so there's a part of me that's still like you know has a low self-esteem but it's been such a this process of really stepping out and speaking your true and doing her best for people has really been cathartic and healing for me as well it's it's it's you know so it started for like the other people and now it's like really impacting like my own my own growth and self love in a way and I wasn't expecting that especially when I started doing video I thought I was just gonna like like like short-circuit because I hate seeing myself or I used to really hate seeing myself on video so it's been I don't know it's I think working our business it's got to be a new form of a spiritual path if we do if we do it right you know it's it's like it's so challenging and and provocative you know we have to we're forced to grow and and express ourselves and put our neck on the lines and you know I'm just and I'm just really proud of the work that you do to you know your music is so you know amazing and and you know I it just inspires me love what you're doing and blessed to call you friend I wanna I wanna touch on this really quick - one of the problems of having these downloads and these things come to you these inspirations with music it's it's different because it's a three-minute song you know what I'm saying a five-minute song with some of the downloads in the form of a book it's a long process or a course in it's multiple courses or devotional like all of these things so I'm getting downloads for this stuff too and I don't I sometimes I'll sit down and work on it but the majority I'm just kind of like waiting for the download to come and then I'll come to the computer it say okay this goes in this portion that goes in this portion it's a part of that course so these are a lot longer than just a three-minute song of like yeah I've got it I've got downloads on 17 different projects kind of thing you know yeah building course and so I'll get a download about healing a deep truth about my inner healing in my journey and what it was okay write that down you need to share that with people in your healing course here's your something else for the the daily devotional and how to send through the etheric astral heavenly realms and how to disassociate yourself from your body but still be maintained and you know and that goes through it different course Oh psych wow there's 17 things that I'm working on in there only just barely kind of coming so that's one of the frustrating things of getting the downloads and getting the information out of you versus a song it's only three minutes like I can knock it out versus a book oh I know yeah book is just a beast and I have information flying at me from all over the place when it when it comes to like wealth I mean first of all what does it even mean to be wealthy I mean shoe on that one and then you know so yeah I'm I think with any of these works they're like fractals right it's like here's here's a work and you can fractal eyes it into like a larger bodies of work or I mean it's anyways the creative process is that is just that it's so freakin creative yep and uh just being a conduit you know how to do that and then work with spirit work with God on how to articulate it you know I don't think for me the majority like there's only a couple messages that I have but I'm just finding creative in new ways on how to articulate that and get you to to accept it and apply it to your life in a newer creative ways it's a song like the podcasts I'm just reiterating stuff I've been talking about in the music for years you know and then they're kind of married you know what I'm saying like the people who find the podcast they're like oh let me let me hear this podcast in a poetic form in a three-minute song wow that's everything so there was a couple that I've done of just like full podcasts explaining the song lyrics and it was turned into like a - to our podcasts of me just kind of explaining these things but that's all I do on here anyway you know talk about what it means to bring Christ to your heart to walk in love I mean all that stuff's into music you know ascend to the higher planes you know going to psilocybin mushroom journey encounter we talk about it on a two-hour podcast but then I articulated in a three-minute song as well you know yeah I mean yeah sometimes I feel like okay I mean I'm just gonna say this again you know it's been I've been doing this this this angel teaching and this mystical teaching for a while and it's like am I just saying the same [ __ ] over and over again our people board yet I mean Here I am but you know I think it just keeps on coming in a new way you're right it just keeps on getting articulated or you're showing up and in a new way like with this new book that you know it's wanting to come through really they are wanting to talk about wealth in all of its ways but including cash like and that's not generally I haven't talked I mean I do talk with my clients that are business that all my business clients and I'm mentoring or I do I've had spoke spoken a little bit on on how like heart-centered healers heart center people you need to stop being poor you need to like step up because we need to be funded but the information that's coming through is like is all the things that I've kind of touched on over the years but now it's kind of like coming together and it's like okay and there's so much new information kind of dropping in or new insights so I love co-creating you know the spirit cuz it it's so so much deeper than then anything I could do on my own you know yeah there's some like Christian groups that are wrong with and they're they're part of the next age and some of the things that are coming as we're stepping into the Age of Aquarius and they're really interpreting some of these things but for me it's like and for them a lot of its new they're like it there's these new things that we're getting a bit to tap into it's like this this is ancient stuff this is ancient technology that's new to you but it's ancient and that the you know I don't and I don't for me I don't want nothing new I'm trying to I really want it to integrate the ancient past into where we are now because we're losing it I don't want to leave it behind I want to reiterate it I want to echo the song of my ancestors right I want to I want to be able to tap into a lot of that stuff and so we find ourselves you know regurgitating a lot of information not that we come up with new stuff it seems new to us because we haven't seen a grid for it because it's been forgotten so whether it is with healing whether it is with spirituality plant medicine whatever it is just kind of us being faithful with the ancient path in the ancient ways one thing about that of just echoing ourselves over and over or feeling like we're saying the same thing it's it's good that we're doing it right for me again I don't think that there's like new things hey true Sikh is now talking about how to do but if it comes it comes but I'm I want to make sure you guys get what you know what I've experienced 15 years ago 20 years ago you know last year I want to be faithful with that information and find new ways to articulate it I want to relate that to YouTube because there's some YouTube videos that I've been watching and they're kind of telling you how to make these YouTube videos I'll make them short and and touch on these things and in how to be successful on YouTube and I and I've applied some of them of just doing shorter videos of these stories and stuff and they've definitely increased in numbers and so some of the things they're telling me to do I've been doing and it's getting me in front of a lot of new people and people will share these you know 10 minutes snippet verses sharing a two-hour three-hour podcast or watch the whole thing and they get the gist of that in the 10 minute but but I'm watching their channels in their reiterating the same stuff over and over there they're repeating themselves of 10 ways to be successful on YouTube 10 ways to amount my realm get Spotify plays get get noticed on Spotify get your music notice and they keep doing these same video the same topics over and over and over but they're successful like it they're speaking to the need of the people you know what I'm saying and so people are resonating with it's like and for me I'm catching hold on you keep just saying this is the same video that you did last week you know but they keep coming up with new videos in each of them 20 30,000 40,000 views the next one catches on a hundred thousand views hold on this the same thing you talked about last week but they're finding better ways and new angles to to approach the same information they got about five or six topics that they're tackling it and they just keep regurgitating it in a new way Wow it's working for them how about how about I try you know with these shorter videos and stuff no I'm gonna have to check that out that's interesting yeah I mean man there's so much opportunity out there for us all and I just I love how people are just sharing their wisdom with each other on how to become sovereign how to get their message out you know and make sure the right people here that's really cool yeah it's fun I'm enjoying it enjoying the ride Coran thanks for coming on hanging out with me and it's showing up in helping people you know burst their dream birth their purpose or what they're supposed to be doing and helping them navigate through these crazy times which is kind of difficult but I think we're doing a good job what are we gonna do if we're about to die anyway I'd rather die fighting I think that's what movie is that the neverending story yeah yeah which is which is what we're watching on seeing and in Facebook it's the name change the names change whether it's coronavirus whether it's you know black and justice uprising whatever you're gonna we're gonna deal with stuff did the names change you don't get it don't get attached to any of these movements you know I'm saying that that's why I said in my discord group I was like don't don't be afraid don't get attached don't be swayed by any of these movements unless it's the movement of the Holy Spirit and there's one the wind of God however that wind moves you move in that direction 100% and if it is to dive in to those other run into the streets with your fists in your and that's your call and do it man you gotta do the only thing you know to do so preciate it Corinne let people know where they can go to check out your book and your podcast and your groups and all that cool stuff that you got going on yeah well you can go to my website Corinne Grillo's vo Rin GRI ll Oh calm and on there you can find access to my book and subscribe to my podcast and you can hear the episode that I did with true seeker and a lot of other cool people on there and you can find me on Facebook I have a free group called the 7 day miracle challenge and you know we do kind of some live streams in there sometimes I have my students come on and give like readings and you know we're just doing our best to like a be the be a positive channel in the world you know what I'm saying so yeah I would love to hang out with anybody who's not interested in things along these natures heck yeah that's what's up my friend well always a pleasure to speak with you anytime get me back on your show come back on my show yeah you know we're coming back you know we're gonna talk about on your show because I love this okay first of all we have to kind of deconstruct the whole conspiracy theory thing so maybe we can do that but then we're gonna talk about aliens and angels because I don't know if I ever told you but I had an alien experience like where it felt like kind of like an abduction I don't think I told you about that but I've never really fully kind of come out public and talked about it so that would be really yeah have you seen the ce-5 documentary that just came out by Steven Greer contact are v con no but I think did you just post about that yeah okay what's the fifth kind what is not where fourth con is where they take you on a ship you know Close Encounters that the Fourth Kind of v con is where they don't contact you but you contact them oh okay well I am down I've been working on it yeah no we've man that's what you know our men's retreat that's one of the beautiful encounters that we had this you know three weeks ago now four weeks ago have a long time as I'm out of touch with time but we went out and they came and said hello and sin did aerial phenomenon was blinking and crazy did you get video oh damn it no video no but in that documentary there's a lot of amazing video of people who had they go out into an open field and and they call up yeah and they get into trance they get into meditation they play drums to having fun as a beautiful spirit in the air and as long as everyone's in this one spirit of hey we just want to say hello and they astral project or remote view or just connect with them they'll come and say hello and there's some interesting yeah videos out there of them even outside of the Earth's atmosphere some of them come down in and some of these like plasma ships and these entities will form in the midst of a group of people around a fire and they'll start taking pictures and they'll be able to see them like in the pictures and stuff so really interesting and that dr. big my alien stuff that changed my life so I love to talk about that but that documentary was really good and the Steven Greer's work really influenced me heavily early on of having these encounters so okay great yeah no I actually I forget what the group was called but I don't like sought out a group that does that because I was like I need to go hang out with you people cuz I love aliens because I had a really like intense and beautiful experience there's like a whole day process but I'll talk about it on our on our next yeah just let me know I'm down whenever oh yeah I'll send you I'll send you some times and stuff I'm a friend enjoyed it so much yeah talk to you later Corrine Grillo ladies and gentlemen my good friend she's awesome look awesome answers can't wait to see that Corinne awesome sound like they everybody hanging out in a chat I'm reading your comments pretty cool comments you guys have good stuff good stuff yeah man manifest that stuff whatever they what you waiting on you waiting for like a lot of people are waiting for a retweet or like somebody to put them on like if long as I'm consistent somebody's gonna link arms with me and they're gonna notice the good in me and they're gonna see what I'm doing and true sig is gonna have me on his podcast or he's gonna retweet me and everything's gonna be fine or Joe Rogan's gonna have what like we have these weird ideas that someone else is gonna put us on get that out of your head that's good if it happens but you can't rely on that at all like you have to you have to kick down the doors you have to open up the doors for yourself whatever it is that you want them you know people going through all kind of weird stuff and then they allow people to even see you as a threat you know I've talked about this on the last livestream that I did kind of going in on some of the ones that I've dealt with in the Christian mystical movements and that was kind of cornering the markets and I can't even like your stuff or retweet you or talk about you because my followers will now go and check out what you're doing and then they may subscribe and then they may join your course then they may opt in then they may not hang out with me or my Thursday night thing so there's a lot of that going on I think the key thing is to identify that that it is going on and it's been going on especially in the religious movements that's why I've been key on it and one of the only things that I did I do call people out and speak on is that when those people don't play fair with others anyway I went into a loan rant on the last episode if you haven't seen that it's the true seeker Q&A livestream the last one I did I went on into some information about some Christian mystics that I that don't play fair with others check it out but something that else that I wanted to touch on an answer right quick there was a comment that somebody got about um somebody was like why do you call yourself a Christian mystic why do people feel the need to call themselves Christian mystics I don't think it was um directed to me but it's definitely I mean I've called myself a Christian mystic you know it's like what else do you call yourself like under like trying to identify with what you are and what can you like introduce yourself as or whatever to people a lot like early on people we're calling us Gnostics you like your Gnostic or whatever he's a nastic was like is that that's a good way to say hello but that that means like you identify with the Gnostic texts and the Gnostic script would and I don't a lot of that stuff I think is you know made to debunk the scriptures or made to throw people off and so for me to call myself a Gnostic people automatically think that you believe or read the gospel of Mary Magdalene or the Gospel of Thomas or whatever so it's like what am I in in the way he was I think the reason he said that because he identified the fact that Christians are mystics like the normal Christian is a mystic and in the guy who commented he that's what he was was identifying and I'm with them 100% I'm with you but then again when it's when you just identify yourself as a Christian we're talking about these preconceived notions that people automatically place upon you okay you don't like gay people okay you don't like astrology okay you know not into this and so that's not the case so just to call yourself a Christian that means so much saying especially even what Kareem was talking about like Jesus hasn't had the best PR campaign over the last 2,000 years right as people have done all kinds of things and said things in his name and and killed people in his name and they still do it you know all kind of crazy stuff that goes on in that name so to a lot of people are abandoning the name Christian they don't even want to be associated with it so a Christian mystic I think it ty it goes in a little bit stronger for me because I don't want to disassociate with the fact that you know I'm a devotee of the Lord Jesus Christ and so that makes me a Christian I believe in what he what he did on the cross for the propitiation of my sins and not only mine but for the sins of the entire world it's so that's my foundation and it will always be my foundation I'll always be my way in but I think the mystic side is just even for me embracing some of the mystical paths or even the ancient paths of even the things that I talked about which is may seem out of the box for a Christian right for a Christian if we talk about mushroom so if we talk about plant medicine if we talk about astral travel or communicating with ETS or communicating with nature spirits or any of those kind of things like that's kind of like out of the realm of the norm to the Western Christian however I think that those were definitely in the realm of belief in the early Christians of Christianity being a spiritual practice in the in the east before it became a religion in the West and so I think the mystic thing for me is just to open up the doors like hey there's a little bit more to it than just some religious dogmatic belief in Jesus or Christianity per se so but I'll go back to what the guy said he was asking what's the difference or whatever because when I'm interviewed by mystics or spiritual people people who aren't Christians they want to know hey what's a Christian mystic so I'm able to kind of tie in the more deeper things of just being a Christian really you know what I'm saying like hey you know these people talked to spirits they were visited by angels they left their body and went to heaven there were stargazers they were hearing the voices of the Holy Spirit speaking to them through through the wind through dreams and visions it was a song-and-dance with God that they would start in the spirit realm and in the ethers and in it he would answer and guide them in their waking moments and so that's the mystical experience ladies and gentlemen it doesn't get any deeper any more beautiful than that so just embracing that side of Christianity so that's the Christian mystic for me so I get to explain that in that title to a lot of people who have no idea with what that would be and so even for the Christian just to say hey let me explain the other side of some of the things that may have been outside of your realm of thinking that you've just kind of passed over whether it is planet medicine whether it is astrology astronomy Astro theology syncretism you know what I'm saying some of these things have just helping you better interpret the scripture let's look at some of the books that were taken out of the Bible that you were told to stay away from you know what I'm saying looking up some of that stuff so just be the on wonder of life the on in wonder of spirituality and seeing the beauty and God in all things 100% so that's what it's about for me of being a Christian mystic so somebody was asking that question on YouTube so I wanted to answer man but I enjoyed this talk with Corinne really love what she's bringing to the table we gel really good together and I'm really into the the angelic and stuff and I wanted to ask her more we did an episode already too where we kind of went into our book and talked a lot about the her book the angel experiment spearmint if you haven't got a chance to get it get it on Amazon along if you bundle it with the true seeker book I think you get free shipping so I think it's over 25 dollars or whatever the case is buy these books together they'll give you free shipping she's oh gee she's a friend she's one of us guys make sure y'all support her work for sure and and even I think if you go look at my book because we've promoted our books together and a lot of people have bought them together it will it might be suggested for you so check that out shout out to the stream everybody watching some weirdos out there too for sure so in the stream but sure thank you guys for hanging out if y'all want to be a part of what we're doing make sure you join the patreon and get access to the discord and Thursday night school of the Mystics also too I'm available for one-on-one sessions that's for whatever you guys want to do like if you guys want to establish your podcast I can help you if you guys want to learn what it is to set up and and do video chat and and video live streams and make it look really cool I can help you if you need a website I can help you anything that I have brought to the table that you would like to see duplicated or you want it you want to try your hand at you get with me I do all my own stuff I've rarely outsource I'm starting to do a little bit more now but from is from the ground up whatever it is if you want to go into trance state with me if you want to go on a journey to the to the ethers and get an intuitive reading that's what I love to do I love that so if you want to do that I have those packages available go to true seeker com click on session and we can definitely make that happen to it the one-on-one session with me I'm available for that everything else is is on the website as well the book the meditations the downloads the blogs and those things as well make sure you check it out with that I must say peace and Shalom and really enjoyed this episode shout out to all the stream snipers too you guys are shut out peace peace outro plays now well that does it for this episode folks to hear more episodes of the truth seeker podcast head over to Jessica calm and if you're wanting to support the show and get rewards go to our patreon page at patreon.com forward slash truth seeker
