In this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast TruthSeekah is joined by D.W. Prudence as they discuss Biblical Divination: Casting Lots, Urim and Thummim and Intuition. Many Christians are now starting to look into the kabbalah, tarot and many other divination arts. Are these practices forbidden in the Bible or do some of these ancient spiritual technologies hold the key that could unlock doors to spiritual birthrights? Are there proper ways to tap into these arts? Are they only for the upper echelon of practicing occultist? These questions and more are answered in this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast. Enjoy.
D. W. Prudence has worked as a hypnotherapist and Tarot card reader, and is a Nondenominational Christian. He believes symbolism, Tarot cards, and the Kabbalistic Tree of Life are an effective means of spiritual contemplation that can be used to augment one’s spiritual development.
Check out D. W. Prudence’s website out @ http://www.dwellwithprudence.com/
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Biblical Divination: Casting Lots, Urim and Thummim and Intuition | D.W. Prudence | TruthSeekah YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCNDR2XMi2U Transcript source: YouTube captions Podcast truth seekers podcast buckle up everyone we're talking UFOs ghosts sphere Joran paranormal with Sica and/or its affiliates are not responsible for any strange phenomena that may occur during or after listening to this podcast which may include the following heightened senses of awareness psychic abilities UFO sightings alien contact time loss out-of-body experiences ringing in the ears ESP lucid dreaming increasing chronicity astral projection telepathy stronger intuition levitation miraculous healings and all remote viewing please be advised to a synchrotron decision what you you come you are now locked into the to think of podcasting live at Utica come to the paranormal esoteric and all things spiritual yo what's up ladies and gentlemen I'm your host true seeker this is the truth seeker podcast excited and delighted to be with you guys again for another episode man 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chapter about signs sigils and in symbols that kind of tie into that as well so if you hadn't haven't had a chance to get it make sure you check it out it's on Amazon without further ado I'm gonna bring on today's guests my guest today is Daniel prudence Daniel welcome to the true seeker podcast my friend how are you I'm great how are you oh man I'm doing doing pretty good yep considering you know all the confusion and chaos that's in the world right now so uh John yeah to bring some peace and trying to be a light in the midst of the darkness and chaos man so hopefully we could talk about some of that stuff how to be a light how to channel that light as well yeah well I had done some studies on a biblical divination running across that word in the Bible seeing what it really means and then running across it in the Old Testament just doing a word study divination I know we read about it in a New Testament in the book of Acts it's like says this lady had a spirit of divination in a New Testament so in Christendom that's what we're told that divination is a spirit that comes upon you and it's a demonic entity yeah that's what we're told but I started doing this word study on it and finding out that like Joseph bragged about being able to perform divination Moses lot and you can find out the secrets of God by tapping into what the Bible calls divination and all these men of God and godly people we're using it and we look into casting of lots since I hold on you know so so doing this study is like man it's not what we've been told this whole word divination it's got this negative connotation on it and that's not the case at all so I started doing my study putting some videos together and teachings and stuff like that then I had a friend of mine who does a lot of psychic readings and psychic cards and stuff and dealing with the Tarot and there's a bunch of people who deal with that but I found these like on the internet it's looking like Christian tarot cards or something like that so I found these uh deck of cards here called the Tarot of the Most High and yes you you did you create these yes that that's actually an older version we got the new ones like this now so it's easier to read the scripture and stuff that's on it then that original version and updated the colors and stuff a little bit and I also wrote the book that Alchemist Nick would Pat Tarot and that's published by ship or publishing we got to get your book because that looks interesting too I love that stuff yeah we'll try it out about these cards and I was uh I was doing uh because I'm trying to find out for myself is this something that a Christian someone you know judeo-christian you know could get into is it taboo should we stay away from it cuz that's what they say so I was I was running the phone lines for their psychic radio show a friend of mine was doing and uh and I would take I take the calls and then she would ask me to pray hey could you come over here and pray and say a blessing over these people because they just they like it when I pray and so I said sure but then I had these cars let me try these out so I started like just pulling cards for people one at a time and I didn't tell them what card I pulled as like a you know I just got the you know nine of swords or whatever I didn't do none of that I just pulled it and and I'm really big into the prophetic and working off of intuition and stuff like that and especially with in Christian perspective and in every card that I pulled for that person was was key on how I should pray about what they were going through or some type of wisdom that I could give them to get through their situation and it was like every time I pulled it so I was just trying to figure out for myself is this something that works you know and so I was like communing with God using the Tarot of the Most High proving to myself and it was a powerful experience man yeah yeah from my perspective I think that it definition has always been part of like the judeo-christian practice and stuff and a lot of stuff is just different you know translations and stuff because I think that verse you're talking about says that the girl had a familiar spirit yeah you know and then sometimes they translate that as divination but being possessed by a demon isn't the same thing as defamation like I got another like self-published old book called the Urim and Thummim yeah and that is about like when Aaron would go into the holiest of Holies to you know used emanation and stuff to get your word man just let's start there because people are gonna tune out they say yeah does that word mean can we keep throwing it around like it's nothing well it's just like divine influence is how I would do it and God has always spoken to people you know through like symbolism and the spirit of the Shekinah and the Old Testament and respond to the people in dreams such as Daniel or Joseph and I mean if it wasn't for Joseph interpreting the dreams and stuff of Pharaoh's people then there would be no Jews because he would have died in prison and all the other Jews would have died so I mean everything is rested on it at some point so how I look at it definition or like reading tarot cards and stuff is a mixture of the spirit within you so everyone's a dwelt with the Holy Spirit or the Shekinah the Kabbalah or Holy Spirit of the New Testament the counselor that your guidance and that exists within everybody but I think that our purpose in life is to develop wisdom and to learn understanding and stuff and that God puts us in situations even like you know what the buyers going around right now it's opportunities for us to prove ourselves and make decisions and stuff like Jesus said that I'll judge you you know I'll shut up separate the sheep from the goats by what you do when did I see you thirsty when did I see makin right now everybody's thirsty and naked people are buying up all the toilet paper and leaving everybody else out you know so I mean I think that most of life is all about developing wisdom and that we have the spirit of wisdom within us and we're given like the information that we need you know like prompt us on our own development so there's our there was people in the Old Testament or like Jesus and stuff that's got the fullness of God that can hear them speaking to him or something like Abraham and gets specific directions you know to go and do this you know for multiple people but for most of us is just us navigating our life so we're not gonna hear the voice as clearly so using tarot cards and stuff like you're saying when you would pull them they'd make sense because you're interpreting symbolism and stuff and it's from you're drawing it from your own subconscious mind and getting your your actual intuition you know is getting pulled out and translated to your conscious mind and you'd be hard to know if it is like the spirit of wisdom living within you that's prompting you with these things like hey telling this or you know what just from your subconscious you know like the do would be hard to figure out you know from my experience but yeah I mean it could just be the spirit prompt you just enough to let let us thoughts get into your mind so that you could make up your own decisions and be like hey this is what people need and remind you of some other scripture that we read and stuff yes so like so the thing is Cicely what you're saying is they you know they kind of work together it's not like one or the other it comes like you know here's a symbol and then you interpret it here's a sign you interpret it it's a synchronicity you interpret it it means different things to different people you know all these signs and symbols and things cuz it works off of your consciousness and your intuition and stuff right but but I will say this I want you speak to this a little bit because you because we were talking about like those people who can hear God Father what are you say yes I'll tell them so I'd say the majority of Christendom would say that was them so they they say we don't need tarot cards anymore or or I don't know if we ever needed Tarot but we didn't need divination well if we want to speak on it from a biblical perspective we can say casting of lots that's a one I would use we don't need to cast lots anymore because now we have the Holy Spirit and we can go directly to God and that kind of thing so that's where they kind of like you know push all of that stuff as old testament or they couldn't hear God for themselves but again I think it's I think it's both man I think they're tools that we are able to use that can help us yeah I think that in the Old Testament they did hear God and everything the same way it was just limited to like one prophet at a time like just like Samuel did it and the difference with the New Testament is that everybody is a priest and a prophet that everybody has it in them and yeah I agree that everybody has the spirit living within them and prompting them in stuff which is your intuition and stuff like in the Kabbalah it would be the third Sephiroth of understanding which is interpreted as a intuitive understanding but you just feel the truth and know the truth in you without being able to explain it and then the next you process that true to understand understand that and then you get wisdom is being able to apply it so I mean God speaks everybody differently so they can some people might hear a voice you know I don't have God personally talk to me I just get prompted you know and it's everyone's their own spiritual walk so you don't know what you're you know our paths are the same we're not going to have the same experiences so one person might hear God and the other person might interpret it through symbols and stuff because we're given what we need you know different different portions of the Spirit based on what we need and you know what we're doing and being a lumberjack is different than being a teacher so you know we're gonna get different gifts or understandings and stuff as for is best for the yeah as for the Tarot I trace it back through like the Rosicrucians and stuff in like 16th century mysticism so it was the cult is more like just the secret teachings of like Christianity that differed from like the main Catholic Church and stuff there and you know back then if you disagreed with them you'd be termed a heretic and get burned at the stake and killed and stuff so they hid Alchemist and caballes and stuff had a lot of their beliefs within symbolism and stuff so that you know they could pass it along without getting killed by the mainstream Church and stuff and facing prejudice and bias where it is most of the cult is just freedom and free thinking and you know it's not devil worship they're not trying to tell you stuff that's just like mainstream churches are saying yeah hey you're disagreeing with this particular congregation or something you know and that's why they had it that's why they coded everything in symbolism is so they don't face prejudice and let everybody be able to choose you know but like freedom religion that choose how you worship by God by your own consciousness you know so the Tarot was like incorporation of the Kabbalah and different of the 22 different Hebrew letters of the Cabal and stuff put into cards which leaf asleep I thought were symbolic of the items within the Ark of the Covenant with the ones representing like the staff of Moses and the swords being the BLET the two had sort of blessings of curses of the Ten Commandments and the cups being the cup that was actually in the ark that held the manna and then the manna within the cup would be pinnacles which is like the bread from heaven and stuff which represents Jesus according to like the pentagram at on the brother fee no idea yeah yes so even even says that yeah you you you know before I cut you off you were talking about the room and the Dumon just talk a little bit about that because that's another biblical example of divination and or whether it's divination or a form of magic how do you think that that what was used back then there's some different beliefs to that as well well the priests would it would it would just be Aaron of the high priest then he had on his chest was the breastplate of judgment that has them twelve different stones that each have their own attributes representing the twelve different tribes of the Israel Bowl and each of the different tribes had their own job you know like one is like the negotiator and speaker and the other one's a sailor in summer soldiers and Judas the leader and Levi is like the priest and stuff so everybody has their own attributes which is not that different then like astrology that people put the twelve different zodiac signs in there but definition is just interpreting symbolism based on things you know on other symbols that had that you apply attributes to and stuff so if you're pulling out so how I think I did is the high priests would go into the holiest of Holies where the Ark of the Covenant is and the Shekinah has you know the burning incense and stuff so like a smoke and stuff and it doesn't say how you know God appeared to them back then but you know I'm picturing that it's gonna be light because that's what the Urim and Thummim stand for is lights and perfection so I'm thinking that's probably like two like Spears that are like polished the black one and a white one and if the if the priest pulls one out and looks at it looking at a ball with light on that you know in the Shekinah on the other side blown in there and bouncing off it's Jess you'll see like a reflection in the ball of one of the tribes and since it's a circle it would instead of like the host square of everybody on the breast plate it would just focus on one of the particular tribes or something so I think that that's a way that at least in my book that I describe on how they could interpret you know specific information and they go in there with the question and anything any question is always you know just it's just a starting point to start brainstorming so don't go in there and be like hey should we go to war with this neighboring tribe or whatever and then he'll get something in looking at it however he happened to hold the ball you know for ideomotor response you know just like Ouija boards or pendulums or anything that you're not really continued are controlling it but subconsciously that you aren't consciously aware of it and then you he sees this one thing and say oh that trait is you know if it's like GAD or whatever it's troops their good fortune so it would either want to be like it's a good fortune to go to war and employ your troops you know and it'd just be how you interpret the question so a little bit deeper probably than just saying yes or no right you think yes it's a look it's deeper than saying yes or no I mean you can't be because you have you have two different things that it could be either yes or no but most of it is interpreting stuff just like tarot cards people have meanings for them but you aren't just reciting and meaning because then you can use a magic 8-ball and stuff you know just repeating something that's random what I think I think if you believe it it kind of works off of your intuition as well though right if you think that the divine is speaking you know to you through that then it kind of is right yes but I think that you're the intuition part of divination and reading is from the spirit living within you so you can get you can get any attribute or symbol that gets pulled up from whichever card is selected and how you interpret that means like the death card or whatever there's so many different ways that people can interpret that you know that it's what you feel intuitively when you look at it based on the question and stuff so it's like should I get this job and you get the death card then it's like what do you think you know do you think no this is you're it's dead it's over or other people be like yeah no it's talking about cycles of life and that I feel this is going to be you know really beneficial for you you're gonna start a new start a new chapter progressed on so I mean it doesn't matter what card you get there's it kind of tie into like muscle testing and you know dowsing rods and that kind of thing cuz like it's like you like like inwardly the the part of you that is is God are connected to God like it already knows all truths you know yeah so you ask that question and that's what you're gonna get usually is you think it's kind of they're all kind of connected in that same type of metaphysical manner yeah I think that it's all connected but I don't think that even though if all truth is available to us that God's gonna let us know all the truth you know that we're only gonna get what we're supposed to get at that certain point of time you know like some stuffs not our business and some things we might not be meant to understand yet we might have to take 10 more years before we understand it you know all of us are like on our spiritual path I'll look at like we're all heading towards the same mountain but we're coming from different sides of it so it looks different to us and our paths that we take is going to be different and everyone's going to start their spiritual journey at a different phase of their life at a different age in a different geographical location so all of our journeys are different and we might not experience the same things as everybody else and even if we have something close it's gonna be unique to our situation and that's what we're really doing is adapting information to our situation so I think if we lay out any kind of tarot cards or whatever you know Oracle it is you're gonna get that and you're gonna compare that to the question and it does it's gonna be a randomly generated thing and you know you could say yeah God is like these cards and there's right order something yes I think it's actually gonna fit somehow to your situation somehow it's gonna make sense if yeah yeah I think that that's the intuitive part is that your intuition will tell you to interpret it differently you know so if if the Yurman theme was a white ball and a black ball or heads or tails that you you get him like oh I got tails we'll have to make you still have to make the decision on how this tails apply to this or something you know and I'll look at that as in that book in the book down that you're mental I'll look at it that's exam it look so I'll use in it I'll use like dice and stuff to select one of the different tribes since we don't polish balls in the whole breast please breast piece or anything but uh if you get the white one then I'd look at the light and like that more positive attributes of them you know because when right before Jacob died he did his blessings on each of his kids so he assigned attributes do them like Benjamin you're gonna be a ravenous wolf and stuff so he assigned like personality traits to them so you could randomly select personality traits but if you're looking at the white aspect you're only looking at the light and the positive things but in if you get the black the black is like made up of all colors and it's like perfection so it would be like looking at the entire you know things so like you know Reuben he was the firstborn and he was given all kinds of opportunities and stuff but he also lost his birthright and stuff for uncovering jacob skirt or whatever which in Jubilees and the what is that joshua d yeah and the testament of the patriarchs that that book they they talk about so that he raped his stepmom when she was passed out drunk and that that's what caused him to lose his birthright that he was referred to as it was compared to water that he'd just driven by whichever path you know of least resistant and not really putting in thought so i mean you did you take that information as the complete thing so you could look at is just basic its name Ruben which I don't recall what it means it's off the top of my head if it was that's a good deal if it was God hears or God sees but ads from Layla now do you think that these are all you know the twelve are linked into the zodiac do you think that they are like emanations of the zodiac do you think that all of this is no I think they're different things they're still interpreting symbolism and applying different traits to twelve different things you know but whether you're applying it to the twelve tribes of Israel or the Stars you know that would be the difference of what's good divination or bad defamation you know because even then like like like as far as the stories are played out I'm kind of kind of similar to the astrology linked to it at all and even with the you know the 12 disciples and the 13th and all that kind of stuff I mean there are connections through everything you know but the Bible says like you so I mean there's there's some there's some experts or people I look up to Santos Bonacci and some of those guys would say like the Bible is astrology so the Bible is kind of telling like from Genesis to Revelation it's you know talking about you know the Sun going through the 12 houses and all that kind of stuff so you don't really tie that in at all it's you know it's a part of the world and you know joint experience for all human beings but the Bible is specific to the Israelites so astrology and the influence of stars and stuff that you know it affects everybody in the world but maybe not specifically how it affects Israel was different because they were a different nation than the Egyptians and the Babylonians and all the other cultures around them it's like a good guy bad guy thing going on right yeah yet kind of but you know there's is astrology in the Bible that Genesis says that the stars are created for you to tell time and to read science and stuff but then other cultures used it differently you know to come up with their own definition off of Roman gods and things like that so the concept of stars and the plants and everything moving and the influence of the moon and stuff you know it affects all people but the different cultures are just interpreting it differently so I think that you know tarot cards can work subconsciously that you're extracting information from your subconscious mind and making it known to your conscious mind if you're a Christian then you're indwelt with the Holy Spirit you'll also have the prompting of the Holy Spirit you know helping you - helping you to intuitively influence you know your intuition on how you interpret the information the witches and stuff that don't believe in God and stuff they could still do it with intuition or maybe they're talking to spirit guides or whatever else they want it's not necessarily the same thing because I mean I think there can be lots of other spirits and other things out there that aren't you know specific to the judeo-christian belief system it's interesting like it kind of it kind of leads to kind of another question is the fact of like talking to demons or disembodied spirits or you know aunt Jackie or whatever oh the girl who ever lives in this house or using tarot cards or Ouija boards if you will or using a pendulum to contact whatever spirits in that house do you think that you're getting through to the other side or are you still working off of your own energy in your own intuition and it's coming out of you which I've explored which is it gets really deep you know yeah so what do you think when it comes to that like you're trying to conjure demons and is it your own inner demons or that part of your psyche that's can kind of create that experience what do you think that is I think that there is everyone's unique so everyone has their own paths so not everyone's gonna agree with you know everything in some stuff they might be creating mental hallucinations or in stuff you know do like self-hypnosis or whatever hypnosis was like the first things I studied to get into mysticism so I know other mind works and how you know you can make your own projections of what you want to see but then also I think that yeah the Bible's that it's clear that there's Nephilim and disembodied spirits and all kinds of stuff that depending on what someone's practices yeah they can be summoning demons they're talking to ghosts or whatever you know and that that's not what I practice so I've never been taught tarot cards and tried to talk to it goes what do you think makes it different though because some people will say that just the practice is by default conjuring demons is it is it your intention that changes it we could with the use of this tool just like you can take a gun and use it to protect your family and hunt and provide food and things like that or you can take that same gun and commit murder and sell it on the black market and you know all this kind of stuff is it just the intention in the way that you use it that that makes it good or bad in someone's mind yeah I mean it could be something like that because I mean it is just a practice and it's a spiritual practice and you know for me the Tarot is like deeply related to the Cabal and stuff and it's an entire system of mysticism within it that I'll look at it more as like at a religious experience and just using it to contemplate God and understand how the universe was created and stuff but other people just you know that are just trying to tell fortunes and stuff or just like hey will this guy like than me or not does Johnny it's a little thing kind of cute you know so yeah I mean it really depends on what you're using it and obviously what you know what I'm putting in there is this is my religious belief compared to like hey let's see what you know I want to make that that you'll use it for what they would use it for they're saying it's evil hey cuz if I could do this I would contact demons so you have to be using it this way you know yeah it's lots of different you know everyone's got their own thing so I mean I think it can be used lots of different ways and the Book of Enoch and everything makes it sound like yeah there are lots of other kind of creatures out there besides angels and demons which are supposed to be the disembodied spirits of the Nephilim but he also talks about the planets as the luminaries and stuff so there are these other like I guess it'd all be Elohim which would be like kind of like gods yeah you know on what we would call God over sluggers yeah or but it's just some kind of spiritual beam you know and whether some cultures interpret them as fairies or not you know it's just based on how you interpret them so I think there are other things that talk to but I mean it's just like speaking to somebody in the mall you know like you could go into the mall and blindfold yourself and be like I have this question to answer me and then just some random person in the mall answers your question and you are you gonna be like oh yeah that's Bates I'm gonna take that advice you know so I want to trust just some random ghost or anything like that so I think that we're communicating with the Holy Spirit of the spirit of wisdom or the Shekinah and if you're doing that then I have no interest in talking to a ghost or you know an ancestor or so you don't even know anything anything other than the highest I think there's a step in the face man of God in Christ and it's like like you can go freely to them but you would rather settle for some disembodied person in your house that died four years ago you know what I'm saying well we have that ability now as believers or sonship or whatever being adopted into so for me I think that's where the sin comes there man where there was like hey yeah don't consult mediums like you have now you have access to talk to me I got bridge the gap I did all of this because of these people are lying to you you know all of this now we have the ability to go to God for ourselves man with the use of of prayer or with the use of different tools the game we talk about incense in you know mentioning crystals you're talking about the ephod which is something interesting and these crystals that change your vibration if you were to change the way that you feel they have a frequency about them and when you put them all together they get you in a state to talk to God I really believe that's what the ephod was if something that changed the vibrational state of the priests to get them ready to go in and commune with God when they had all of them together then they had the incense going I mean once you have all that going that's a mystical experience in and of itself a vibration and you know I'm saying all of this kind of stuff so it yeah I think that's what a lot of this stuff is is it's just basic Jewish practices and stuff you know if you go to like Masonic Jewish churches they're all like all dancing and doing all this stuff you know and you're like yeah if they were naked under the moonlight it would be considered pagan you know oh yeah that there isn't much difference you know what the priests were doing and stuff or casting Lots that's not that different than what other cultures are doing and their practices debbye nations you know and it's just mainly what your intent is and what your belief is and stuff because no I mean all the stuff that do they have as magic nowadays like most of the stuff comes from like Jewish practices anyways yeah because they came out when they had like the testament of Solomon and stuff which was in like 300 AD and that's the first book that he starts summoning demons and stuff like that which it's parallel to the Bible except the Bible talks about that he was given wisdom and that's its you know special power that he had that he was directly and dwelt with the Shekinah and was able to you know had what wisdom but in the testament of Solomon shows how he got the wisdom though from David's you know it well will I mean that's what the wisdom is is that he got the Shekinah but did well and just like Jesus did but in the testament of Solomon he's given a magic ring by the Archangel Michael and then he uses that to summon demons and stuff so then later on they have the like the grimoires and stuff that they made the kings of King Solomon and all of the grimoires that started summoning demons and brought all that stuff in but I mean it was taken from just regular Jewish practices of you know yeah we're burning these incense and we're lighting these candles we're doing these symbolic things and then people take the same symbolic gestures that they're doing and just use it different use it in a different way you know or use it to summon demons or something you know but as far as so many demons I think that's just rude anyways and that's it's gonna be bad karma if you wanted to speak to someone else draw a magic circle and be like I demand you to come here and do whatever I say or I'm gonna cast you the hell and stuff you know but you know if there are other entities that you want to talk to just make friends with them like you do with normal humans you know don't you would you start drinking bottle or some yeah yeah but you would call him up though if you want to talk to me you call Matt you found my number get it from a friend call me up and I'll answer I'll tell you I'll tell you if it is similar the friend who has the number it's God gods guy you know talk to God that's my thing like I go directly to the Father through Christ and if anything any you know spirit or entity or anything he allowed me to encounter for me and my conscious it comes directly from the father I don't go I don't go directly to a spirit I don't try to summon these things out say father if you allow me to encounter these things if there's an angel or any type of messenger that has my greatest good in mind that you will allow me to see then I'm open and for me I've I've encountered so much like mind-blowing far-out stuff that has all been beautiful now I have I have dealt with the demonic and things like that in the past but that would be kind of be see you know what I'm saying but yeah like going you know having this clear channel with God with the divine in Christ you can't go wrong you know yeah there's like you have the phone number for the CEO of a company but instead you're summing up a janitor or something and being like hey I demand you to come here and mow my lawn or what you know and even if you know they do it eventually the CEO is gonna be like are you calling my employees and telling us that you gotta do this no complaint it just you're like complaining about the boss to another worker you know we go directly and handle your grievance with the boss yeah parallels I mean yeah someone to ask you this too cuz talking about that the taro and how it represents different things in your life and when you're going through for me a lot of this kind of kick-started being a young Christian reading the Bible by myself and just seeking God yeah Old Testament and I would read things and it would be like download it to me and saying okay this is you what you're reading that's you see what they're doing yeah remember when you did that see what's gonna happen to them that's what happened to you this is how you get out of it and it was like this weird song and dance with the divine with God as I'm reading the Bible and I'm not reading the story about these Israelites I'm reading about myself so these people in these places even the names of the places and you know etymology of the words change and they represent something in my life and idolatry that I've dealt with and you know fighting and grieving and all of that stuff and I'm starting to read this story that's telling my story do you have you had that experience at all I was I reading the Bible and then that like the allegory just kind of opened up to you and that kind of experience yeah that's what like the New Testament says is that to understand it is spiritually discerned so I mean you can't if you just only go to who's from a denomination or sect or something and they say this is how you interpret those bursts you're not really ever gonna know but that's what Jesus his mission was was to come that they had the rabbi's that were like mainstream churches today that would be like this is how to do it this is how to apply stuff and then Jesus taught no it's a personal relationship with God is what you're trying to do you're trying to build a personal relationship but first you're the servant and then your friends and then your family you know and then you're one and that's what he was trying to do it's it's a personal spiritual journey that everybody has to go and if you're trying to get it relayed through I'm gonna have this priest go and represent me and he's going to tell me to say Hail Marys or something and I'm gonna be forgiven you know you're missing the whole point you know it's all about making that connection and reading the scripture and seen the mind of God working within everything so I believe in like Providence and that there is they could plan like there's a mixture of freewill and predestination there's certain set things that we need to go through but how we reach those points and reach those milestones is based on our freewill so I think everything is planned out and like what you're saying that you're able to see different allegories of your life in the lives of others that's because we're all following the same plan you know a blueprint or mind of God you know that the same things are repeated over and over and then once you start seeing the connections you could see how everything makes sense and stuff you know like when Jews and Christians are fighting the Jews or like all Christians you know you don't God would have never had him the Messiah do this or you know whatever but when you look at it's like it's exact same story that Jesus was born and Herod wants to kill all the babies you know because he thinks that it's a threat to him and that's no different than at the time of Pharaoh that Pharaoh killed all the babies and then Moses was the savior that was sent to Egypt and he escaped being killed as a baby but I'm doing Egypt and then the same thing happened with Jesus that they start killing all the babies and then the angel says hey you guys go to Egypt and wait this thing out and then come back and then free everybody you know and connect Passover and everything so there's lots of stuff like that that you had you have to see the parallels between multiple people's lives in order to understand the Bible like the whole thing with Abraham going to sacrifice Isaac you know if you don't have any context and you don't know anything about Jesus and the future being a child of the promised that Sakura you know that is actually sacrificed by his father you know to alleviate the sins then that hope the whole episode with Abraham going up to get tempted into sacrificing Isaac is just like a bizarre thing that yeah sure why did he do that well that's the thing there's so much of that in the Bible that people just kind of throw it out but they're spiritually discerned like you said and I remember my daughter having this weird conversation with us when she was little and she sometimes she still brings it up just kind of you know if God told you guys to kill me would you do it it was like he wouldn't God would never tell us that well he did Abraham to kill Isaac it's like no no no no okay we got to get to the bottom of this and just understanding the allegory and then there was there was a was a ram in the thicket he pick God provided a sacrifice and you know what with that story represents of of that thing that you hold dear are you willing to give it up you know what I'm saying your dreams and visions all of this of what does that mean to you and you find out like wow this is these are just pictures and things to represent something else going on in our lives and the entirety of the scriptures at least the Old Testament for sure being this you know you know as we read the Bible it's it's we're you know looking into a mirror you know what I'm saying and we're reading our stories so I remember having that conversation with my daughter it's just kind of eerie you know and a lot of people they take they take they take it all literal you know and they don't understand that there's there's multiple levels of waste that you know the Jewish mystics and scholars you know I'm saying made sense of it I think that was for here a lot of different things that some say in 72 different 72 is a lot but I think it for the most part it was the four different ways of actually breaking down the scriptures as the literal as the allegory the the occultic are hidden in Indy like the deeper esoteric ways as well so uh understanding and and and not what I'm studying in that is like to not exalt one above the other because some of my my my friends who take the Bible literally they hate when I speak on allegory cuz it's so beautiful and it comes alive to me you know but they want to find Noah's Ark they want to find King Herod and where he his bones and Goliath skull you know and all this kind of stuff yeah yeah and I think that's it the Bible is both literal and figurative at the same time you know like for Abraham it was an experience you know but it wasn't something that he understood because God doesn't need to tell all of us the entire plot you know that's what I'm saying about defamation is that even if the thing is available that there is a hidden truth that doesn't mean that God's gonna let us know about it all you know that uh events happen you know that David goes to fight Goliath and stuff and he doesn't really understand how that is impacting you know billions of people that are gonna be alive after him you know all you know is what you're going through and you don't know what its gonna represent to other people you know that we just played our role within God's plan and it's gonna fit into together with a bunch of other pieces of everybody else in the world to bring about something a greater good for everybody you know but we might not see it we just see the experience we have and have to learn from that little piece that we've got in it like I think Paul says that we see through the glass you know clouded or whatever but later you're gonna see it clearly and stuff you know that no beater even then you know I look at it as levels of spirit then I go off of like Hebrew a lot you know I've got rolling to the Kabbalah interpreting like the secret meanings and how Hebrew is is you will have the literal meaning and you could deter participate this way and they're all right because like all the concepts fit into it you know and I forget what I say but uh everything just you know just comes together and a distinct that we're told what we're you know word just playing our role on what we're supposed to do you know and we might see everything you know we're just okay I got it I think what I talk about is that so we got the spirit right that we're given the breath of life that we're body spirit and soul so your soul is your psyche or your mind or whatever that's what makes you unique the spirit is like the letter hey which is breath and it represents the breath of God and the breath of life so that is like the spark of God that's allowing us to be alive you know for a certain period of time and everybody has the spirit in you you know even if you're a Satanist you have that tiny portion of the spirit and then like in the wisdom of Solomon which is a in the Catholic Bible they say you know the same stuff that the woman wisdom is gonna dwell in those people and reveal herself like she did to Solomon to the people that she likes and that's people are if you sin against the Holy Spirit then you know don't grieve the Holy Spirit such dwelling within you and stuff so I think that people get different portions of the spirit so Moses and prophets that did miracles and stuff have a higher level of the spirit living in them than just the basic spark that we're all born with and then Jesus had the fullness of the Godhead within him so he's able to bring people you know back to life and he could you know was told or read people's minds or whatever but you know like the woman at the well just do everything but for his specific role that he played in God's plan that amount of information was needed for him but we don't need that amount of information probably you know we're because we're like should we go to Walmart after work you know that our stuff isn't as challenging that stuff you know but I think that the spirit prompts us and it gives us what we need for our spiritual journey and for our development so I think that you can do like mind over matter and things like that and do some things with hypnosis but I don't think that if you you can will yourself to walk on water and stuff I think that stuff was only because it was given a higher portion of the spirit and some people decided got it yeah it's like I'm trying they're like airbending and pyrokinesis and we that was one of the last interviews we did was we we talked about you know Jesus saying greater things shall you do you know and yeah and there's a lot of like Christians and like the charismatic movement who try to say that that is the miracles as far as like the crazy signs and wonders like Jesus walked on water I'm gonna walk on water yeah you know I'm gonna do greater things than he did versus like being everyone having the outpouring of the Holy Spirit now was what he was talking about you know the in uh the outpouring ending and feeling and the baptism that it was better that he go so it would be poured out upon all flesh but that's the interesting one cuz people do get caught up in the there's some interesting stuff I mean I there was a season when I really got more into the spirituality and third eye and all that kind of stuff that I tried a lot of it I really wasn't successful like at all I spent a lot of time but there's other people who were spending more time in claiming that they're controlling the wind and I mean I don't know what it does just like whether it's ego or just York I think it opened up the doors of creativity of what is possible like I don't think that's enough to like really do anything you know just like like a parlor trick or something you know but uh there's people who are doing it and and Christians and believers who are kind of stepping in that area to show that authority or how the real the Bible is what the supernatural is because they can push and pull wind and things like that yeah I think that it's a thing she could do with mind over matter you know like Reiki and energy work and some things that not everybody just normally does but their human abilities and I think that's different than miraculous abilities that Jesus was able to do I'm walking on water and stuff and when he taught when he the Bible says greater things and these you're gonna do he was he wasn't saying any person in the world's gonna have these abilities and he wasn't saying any following Christians are gonna have these ability is talking to you specifically his disciples it's like you guys are gonna be able to do this and Peter did bring people back from the dead and Paul did get bit by snakes and not dive it all those signs that he was talking about in those passages were what identifies people as the apostles and so they were able to do stuff and John drank poison and didn't die and stuff so they were given greater powers of portions of the spirits that was directly related to their missions that they had to do of John had to go to the island and write the Book of Revelations and stuff like that but not every single person in the world is gonna have those same like magic powers you know there was given to them and as Paul said we don't even see everything you know they only know what they're given and that even Jesus said that he says that no I don't know the day or the hour I just know I'm just telling you what the Spirit is telling me to tell you you know that's really it said pile he's like I came to testify the truth and these aren't my own words I'm only telling you what I'm told to tell you so I mean a lot of people yeah even though I think these people go you know overboard in it it's for them that to explore explore the psyche you know but I do believe that that the scripture talks about like if you believe nothing shall by any means be impossible to you like if you had the you know just just a little faith you'll see these you say to this mountain to be removed and cast into the sea and it's gonna be given unto you according to your faith and uh and so I would never want to like limit their faith even though I may think it's foolish or I got better things to do or whatever I think that's how we see the miraculous right we as how we we can you know rediscover the ancient practice of divination or casting of lots because our faith is believing that God is going to speak to us if we do it so there's a level of faith that kind of as long as we can have the realm to believe it then God the creative force fills in those gaps and uh and for me it's allowed me again to just see some far-out out-of-this-world stuff that I don't know you know exploring the psyche if it if it was if I seen it because I believed it and I wanted it so bad that it showed itself unto me but other people it's been having like some you know you could duplicate it you know I'm saying other people can experience it as well and that's the interesting thing with all of this with with your beliefs of going as far out and as deep as you want you got to make sure that you're grounded in that you're just not just because there's definitely those people right God is speaking through everything you told me to you know do this and then just do crazy stuff so you got to have balance with it but uh but again I think it's those far-out reaches that cause us to believe where we want something to be true that even allows us to even explore so that we can receive some far-out experiences or denote the depths of the universe or God and how it operates you know yeah well I'm looking at likely the alchemists perspective that you go through the chemical wedding which is like their version of baptism that new mixes spirit of wisdom with the soul of the alchemists and you start the great work within yourself so that would be like seek first the kingdom to God and all these things will be added to you that it's a lifelong journey that you're always building up on stuff and we have that faith in everything and as we grow in our faith we're gonna get filled with more and more wisdom and then the Spirit is gonna be a greater portion with them that's like when Jesus sent out I forget him and he sent out but you know when he first sent out the disciples and they came back and they were like wow even the demons respond to us it wasn't that they as a human being had any power over demons it was like delegated to him that Jesus sent them out with a power so it's not that uh you could say say to this mountain cast yourself into the sea just as a novice or beginner and you're gonna make the mountain do anything but if you get filled up with that amount of spirit from you know growing in your spirituality and stuff and it in response to your faith and in response that like in Jewishness that you're obeying mitzvot and stuff to get rewarded by God and stuff you're gonna get increases to the spirit where you can get it delegated that you could say to this mountain go there you know or Peter bring people back to life and stuff but I think that it's like given by God by an increase of spirit that it's I don't think it's a natural human ability even off of faith but I think that it's a spiritual journey that you could get increased levels of spirit where you can accomplish such things yeah you know you're faithful as Mabel you'd even try it you know if God it's like okay God spoke to me and told me to do this and so there's this level of response that you have to have the room to believe that it was God or that it could that you know that it can happen that you whether it's yeah prayin even like praying for the sick you know like like do you have a level of faith that can can see something like that to happen or is like okay I'm not even gonna pray for you because I don't believe in it you know what I'm saying like somebody calls and asks for prayer I'll pray for you one day and versatile let's believe now I believe that God can touch you now let's say a prayer sending energy whatever you want to do and and could you have that room for faith to move right so you have to be listed in some sense I mean all of this stuff is going on in our mind and in our psyche yeah but I think it's like Jesus thought that it's about your relationship with the divine in your relationship with God yeah that yeah it has to be something different but it makes you a better person or something right yeah if the person James says that the prayers of a righteous man will avail much or whatever better the response that God gives you the person's prayer just like the Jews even that you're doing these mitzvahs and gods going to think you're a better treasure to him and reward your actions or whatever that it's based on that person's relationship with God if God's gonna listen to their prayer and heal the person compared to somebody like Peter who Jesus says I'm delegating you the Holy Spirit is going to come upon you you will be able to just say be healed and clear you know cure leprosy or bring somebody back on the dead it's way different than just one of us praying for stuff you know I think anything's possible but I think you know I think that a lot of times we don't need it you know even though we don't if all of this trust with it is going on in the psyche you know what I'm saying because like their scripture that talks about like certain prayers that are hindered certain prayers that God doesn't hear you got blood on your hands but now you're praying for a miracle like what's going on clean your hands first and then I'll hear you like there's like protocol and stuff like that so but then again it's going on in your in your head you know that you have blood on your hands and you're trying to lift up bloody hands like it's the inward cycle it's just this like you said the alchemist journey that the alchemical journey that we're all going through and I mean how those people and how those scriptures tie-in for somebody who doesn't know that scripture like I know it it means something different there's no frame of reference to hinder that prayer or anything or just the fact that you're making a connection that God hears you you know what I'm saying these different things that come up while I got too much sin in my life God's not gonna hear me if I pray or you know there's just different things that we all have to work through the psyche is interesting you know and it definitely comes into play what we believe shows itself to us you know what I'm saying again I think it I definitely think it's you know I'm saying a proble with you know the divination and casting of lots and Claro Mancini and knowing that God will speak to you you know through this stuff versus maybe he will or he used to do it 2,000 years ago or something like that it's tough the belief that if you believe it he does but if you don't believe it he won't and that's really how it works right because if you don't believe it's going to happen you're just gonna approach it we're not nonchalantly it would disbelief and even if it doesn't work you're gonna explain the way anyway right yeah I think that everybody's got their own spiritual journey you know that we all are given you know our own gifts and our own portions of the spirit and have our own talents you know that these things in practices you know the occult practices or whatever some of this it'll resonate with us and really be part of our life and stuff and you know some people can read tons of stuff and academically study and understand Scripture and know this stuff but like you're saying if you don't have that frame of reference and you don't know that first gods still going to work with in your life based on what what you have you know and even if you haven't read anything or you read the Koran or written other books you're still going to have some kind of interaction with God and he's gonna be working in your life well you're trying to figure out stuff you know but some people will be blessed with yeah you're gonna be a healer and some people be blessed and you'll be able to interpret dreams and some people will be workers and stuff would be like you're gonna make enough money that you can be able to provide for these people well so that last Jesus said when didn't we see you naked or when did you see thirsty you'll be able to give people clothes and stuff and help out your fellow man you know that there's lots of different ways to serve and lots of different ways to aggress that we don't all have to astral projector levitate or something you know to achieve the same things as somebody that you know just goes and works at a job you know as a waiter or something and takes care of his family you know yeah I mean people want to see that cause it's the miraculous but then again I'm saying to myself like what does it you know what what does it matter that you can defy gravity and levitate or whatever and it was a well then people will believe my gospel you know they will be they will believe what I say you know and I was like well you know I think Jesus did that they're like Jesus performed a miracle hey now listen to what I got to say let me feed you I multiplied this bread now listen to what I got to say you know I met your knee I met you where you are even I think a lot of that stuff is even symbolic though you know what I'm saying as far as that we have to multiply bread or you know do the same things that he did or greater there's some kind of things that are mixed up now I don't really believe that anymore but that was a realm where I did but a lot of people do and a lot of people do they think if they're not healing people or performing weird miracles then nobody's gonna listen to their gospel ya know which I'd say that you know you can't really make anybody listen to anything no one to care you know if you did some magic trick or whatever you know there's not it's not gonna it's not gonna make anybody believe anything one way or the other those same people love Jesus after he did the methamphetamine yeah we're not having this and it yeah you're right about that you know that it's exactly thing Jesus already did that stuff and some people believed it and some people didn't but I think the main point is you don't have to convince somebody of anything you know like we don't have to be able to be like if I do this in front of an atheist then they're going to be like oh now I'm going to listen to you you know it's all about learning discernment and stuff and making up your own mind which everybody's doing that with their own life experiences and you can't you know whether you can do some trick or something you know or heal the blind that doesn't you know it does it's not gonna influence the other person's life as much as what God's gonna do it within that person's own mind and work through their experience and well I seen this guy levitate and he said send all your money to Jesus so I you know yeah it kind of happens like that but I think it's with the gospel man just just explaining what Jesus did and who he did and what and how God sees them and and that's what they're supposed to respond to it's not supposed to respond I love how cuz you man we got so many ain't kiss I'm I'm gullible as far as like I want to believe I've seen crazy out-of-this-world stuff by myself like I believe in the unseen but a lot more people are if you can trick them there's money in it you know there's a little a lot of fake miracles and big-time ministers and speaking engagements and per diems and all of the same guarantees for us to come out and speak because we were good at faking miracles we've been there talking about this a lot on here and there's a lot of people getting caught making gemstones appear out of nowhere or gold teeth appearing or gold dust appearing a lot of crazy stuff and so people are drawn to it it fills out churches versus like hits let's we're gonna be going through the book of first John and really see what this really means to us now today versus like hey we can make angels appear on cue and gold will fall from heaven that place is gonna be packed out it's just how people are but I want to believe but I'm like Thomas at the same time like you got to show me like I want to make sure like I doubted I need to know for myself but I think there's a healthy skepticism that we all need to have especially knowing that there's so many of these people who are good at yeah tricking you you know yeah well I think it comes back into discernment that you've got to discern the truth from you know falsehoods and stuff but some of them are really good though and if it were possible they can deceive the elect cuz some of these people are really convincing they know the Bible you know people know the Bible better than you and they know how the psyche works they know when to do the sleight of hand you know they know all of this stuff and so I know I know me when we say discernment we have a probably a well-rounded we've used the sermon of lot we've been wrong so we've kind of been able to sharpen it a little bit but just for the layperson when we say just use the sermon brother it means something even to them that means something totally different because they don't have a frame of reference ask somebody might be lying to me in the church like yeah and for me as a baby Christian I thought that you know that was a high position that you couldn't be a liar and be a pastor you had to be a man of the cloth you had to be respectable and thing but that's not the case you know yeah we have to have that frame of reference so we can interpret that there are wolves in sheep's clothing yeah that that's the sermon it's life lessons you know and you know what you've learned it throughout your life and stuff which is the same thing with David that he didn't just go and fight Goliath but God prepared him and before he did that he fought a bear and he fought him he fought a lion and stuff and then he's like oh yeah I've done this other stuff I could do that you know okay so I mean we're not looking for somebody that already has the answers and then being like oh now I'm going to listen to you because the thing that Jesus taught is that it's a personal relationship between you and God and you could go there and you'll figure out this guy was aligned to I've wasted all my time but dude that's what it is though like its movements man there's these celebrity pastors and they can perform miracles so-called and yeah it's really you know people stay there after years and then they find out all this dude was sleeping with all the women it was embezzling money this dude was doing this and and they find it takes years sometimes but that's definitely what's going on though people are following man in like I've been talking a lot about it lately like I feel like God has it set up in such a way where nobody has all the truth like we all have a portion and a piece that were really good at and we're supposed to share it we're part of the Bible we're really good at this I need you for that this guy is really good at breaking down the cross and redemption this guy's good at baptism or whatever and I think that God set it up like that for a reason so that we wouldn't get into man worship and I am of Galle and I am of apollos and I am of Barnabas and you know is like s Christ divided so we're really big on that right now because there's a lot of people you know of camps are trying to pull people away to what we're doing or this you know we don't really believe the same thing so don't listen to him and as a lot of that goes on in in Christendom yeah I know I've gone to tons of different churches and different denominations and stuff like that and it's part of our life experience that you know is that you go there and you find out you have these people are lying to me you know and that's he'll that's how you develop the discernment you know recognizing this stuff and it's struggles that we always do like casting your pearls before swine and stuff that you know it's a thin line on how much I'm going to help her or how much I'm gonna withdrawal or something and you know you'll still you know make mistakes and stuff but all of it's a learning thing and like what you said of we're all part of the body you know we all have our different gifts and stuff like like I said we're all trying to go to the mountain from different angles you know but we're not we're not gonna have the exact same experience as somebody and there isn't really a right way or some a specific thing that tract that you could follow that's gonna get you the same place because it's all personal journey but jesus said seek God and you'll find he'll work within you and you'll figure the things out you know and meanwhile were there were supposed to be there to help each other out like you said that hat if someone's good at doing this then refer people to that person you know like a I can't do that but I know somebody that can and as humans we're here to help each other out you know and just help out people out whether they believe the same thing as you or not because they've all they're doing their same journey too you know and right now they might think hey I'm a Satanist or whatever because they're rebelling against their parents religion or whatever that you know because the they could see ball sit in the church you know that they get brought up and like yeah these guys are hypocrites that guys sleeping one of the women in the church you know I'm gonna be a Satanist that stuff you know you know and you'll go through these phases and stuff but then later on people figure it out so we shouldn't condemn anybody just teach with gentleness and stuff and then when somebody's ready or if the spirit prompts them intuitively to seek an answer that you can provide then help them out you know and if not send to somebody that might be able to help you know but mainly I think yeah we're different members of the body and we might not even know the other people in the invisible church that we're part of you know we might even not even connect with them while we're on the earth but we could help all the people around us and you know some of them will join the body and some of them well you know we're going to be judged on how we interacted with people and when we saw them thirsty if we gave them water or if we tried hoarding all the toilet paper and stuff you know yeah it all comes back down to love man at the end of the day it sounds it sounds easy and there was a point in my life where it was I was like no Joel Osteen loves the gate people love each other it's got to be said deeper you know but it really does come down to a universal love that you know God so loved the world that He gave in and I'm saying laying down your life for your brother and everything comes back to like this test of love like you going to love are you gonna share what you have because someone doesn't have it are you gonna hoard it even though you got more than enough I mean hints what we're seeing now for sure yeah in what it ties into the mystical for me is like and I don't know if these go together but it does for me but it says like if I if I speak with the tongues of angels but have not love I'm only a you know resounding gong or a clanging cymbal I always think about in akheon language if I know the language of Enoch and the depth that you know the tongues of angels if I can if I learn the dialect to commune with angels and beings from beyond but I'm not a loving person I know people who claim to do this stuff and have so much deeper call far out knowledge but they're bitter they're jealous they're always causing division they're always gossiping and aside come on dude like you can you can partake of that fruit and it's like you've totally missed the point you know yeah it's not making you a better person you're not a better friend you're not a better co-worker you know what I'm saying and so I think you got things out of balance or I think everything really does come back down to love at the end of the day and that's what scriptures are trying to show us but I'm for the mythical I'm for the far-out but if you ain't walking in love then it's all for naught I don't care if you can levitate or make me you know and a fall from heaven or whatever I don't care if you're just a better person and nasty and you're deceiving people and still confused it don't mean nothing yeah I mean you could be a farmer or you can be a soldier you know it's just how you're making your money the main thing is love you know Jesus said that it's love God you know with all your heart and with all your soul the second commandment is love your neighbor as yourself you know do those two things it doesn't matter if you're a farmer or a soldier what you're doing you know where if you're exploring mysticism I mean that's just the stuff that consumes our time you know on what our interests are you know what does a lot of people listening who or who were into that so it definitely and I beat them over the head with that stuff you know and I don't think we can hear it enough because it's so easy to get you don't make it about other things and I really think that like Simon the sorcerer or even in school sure is a symbol of like going about it the right way versus the wrong way doing it like the deciders and knowing that this dis costs my life it doesn't cost money you just can't buy it it does cost but it costs a life lay down to the you know the call of God and and you receive the anointing by this process you said by learning and going through hardship and that really changed my whole outlook on the whole baptism of fire you know that being baptized with the fire of God is going through these trials and being purified to be made as fine gold and any things that come through and uh and they really you you you learn so much man and it's it's not you can't get it any other way you can't buy it you can't read a book you can get knowledge and stuff like that but it doesn't become real to you until you actually have to go through it and apply the wisdom and knowledge that you get the wisdom on how to apply the knowledge that you've gained yeah then same thing that Simon the sorcerer or Pontius Pilate they're just like us that we all have our own ethical decisions and trials and stuff of trying to understand this you know that you see if the Apostles do this and you want to do this but what your motivation is you're gonna have to learn you know a lesson to help you move past that you know oh it's all good though you know be positive and you got a few more minutes yeah just want to ask you man because I usually start with this but what got you into this stuff man where was your where did your journey lead you through was it through Christianity was it through occultism as a teenager what got you to the place you are now well my parents didn't really go to church and stuff because they had bad experiences in church and so we didn't really go to it yet we still kind of like believed in God you know but is just [ __ ] that I made up on my own you know because I didn't really understand God never read the Bible and stuff but I just thought yeah even like a cultural understanding of the you pray and then you're gonna go to heaven and stuff you know just complete nonsense so I was pretty lost as a teenager and then once I got at high school and stuff I was looking for jobs and stuff I was interested in hypnosis because I watched hypnosis stage shows and stuff at the fair and then I went into that and started looking more at like mind over matter stuff and using your mind to influence things and you know really make changes on your conscious and your subconscious and doing things like that and that brought me into kind of like dowsing rods and pendulums and then the Tarot and then Kabbalah and I would always I would study like cabal like the hermetic version of it you know like the gold addon or something like that like the magic portions of Kabbalah and didn't really connect it as religion really you know and then for awhile we explored all kinds of different churches and went to Mormon churches and Catholic churches and everything little denomination and stuff and just went to those different things and saw all the dogmas and everything like that and you know learned all the lessons that you were talking about of these people are trying to lie to you this this guy's got their own agendas and stuff like that trying to figure it out and then it finally came to the point that I'm like yes it's our own just our spiritual journey and you know there's good things and all those different denominations and churches and stuff that we just need to learn from each other and what that person is going through isn't the same thing that I'm going through but I started doing that stuff and got more into Kabbalah and Tarot and stuff and then I started going back into the Bible more and once I read the Bible and stuff then I was able to get a lot more out of the Cabal and stuff because I was able to see all the principles you know like you're talking about the allegories and stuff and how it applies to your life I was able to see how all those principles are displayed in the Kabbalah is like a graph to try and help us understand it and then went into the bike occultism and alchemy and stuff which are all just steel metaphors of explaining those accents things do symbolism and stuff and they started really getting more back into like Hebrew and the more Jewish parts of Kabbalah on stuff what year was that thing that was that was all of this stuff going on for you it's probably been over the past like 30 years or whatever that and you've kind of thing like once you got into it you just stuck with it you never got into like the dark arts or anything like that with it no I'm like a loving place like a beautiful place yeah I've never thought of yeah I needed summon demons or stuff because I always thought that there's a connection with God that would be better than you know dealing with some random ghost or something see I got so I actually got in through the dark the dark stuff at first you know but I was in my adolescence and I've been able to return to it with the light of Christ you know yeah well I would do like magical type things of like energy work and stuff but more of like within me that I'm doing like Reiki or something like that or therapeutic touch was popular back and like assassinating people's ores and doing like the power from within me you know doing more like mind over matter psychological stuff instead of like trusting and religious and trusting and the spirit and stuff where now I see more like everything in the world I'd see it's like all connections of God and God influencing people and God influencing me and giving me opportunities to make decisions said I'm either gonna learn a lesson or I'm gonna be given opportunities to either help somebody or not help them that I'm gonna be judged by and stuff or you know coming in contact with other people like you or when they'll do like classes or whatever on the tarot at stores and stuff you know you meet people and they have all got their own unique spiritual experiences and stuff and just try and talk to them and put the pieces together with without trying to be dogmatic like the churches and stuff I used to go to you know we we think eternity like you don't send the more you get into it you find like New Age New Agers and and mystics who are a dogmatic as well yeah like they can be no you have to interpret this tarot card way or something it's the only right way or not I ask you this if if there was like that from misconception or not because I really don't know as far as like you know you cuz the way you explained it was like hey whatever it means to you for this situation that do most people hold that belief or is that just what you've come to understand I'm sure you get books that tell you what this person means and what it means in it you know yeah there's some people that memorize certain card meanings and then they'll just recite what the card means then you know that they're kind of like following like the dog much churches or whatever that they're just restating the party line or whatever on what they think it's supposed to mean but aren't really using their imaginations of creativity or intuition and stuff then there's other people that will only do stuff through intuition and they'll lay out all these cards and they'll just say other stuff coming through their hand you know like a medium or something without any relation of comparing the cards at all and you're like how are you getting that off of the cards you know that I want to at least have the symbols on the cards or something on there get brought into that you know but they just lay out these cards and like completely ignore them and just only give like their psychic and pressure there's a lot of that going on on Facebook I think so many I mean I mean some of these like spiritual groups and stuff and and there's 17 people going live doing readings at once and I'm just rolling like oh my god and some people are like you should be happy there's a young people getting into the the art and they're taking control of their spiritual I was like man feel like there's be an exploited man to make a few dollars man yeah I'm coming in contact with a lot of those people that do like cold readings and stuff the South Park episode the like greatest douche in the universe or whatever that one's worth watch if you haven't seen it it's all yeah it's all about how they do called readings like the like the mediums that go out there and be like I'm thinking of an inn you know is there Mary and someone's like yeah Mary you know yeah that I've seen people do that and there will be they'll start off and be completely like off yes I'm kind of sensing that you have like these these energies around you that are that are like positive like have you have have you had anybody that's died in the past and yeah I'm like grandma died I guess she's all on you you know and as people like confirm it then they start getting like all literal and in it that they're just be like yes she's saying that you know like they're talking to him I'm like really cause like three minutes ago you had no idea you were just like I got these energies but yeah but now you're now you're like yeah this person saying this and they want you to do this and you know and you're like yeah that's fake an electic stuff you know I think that it's like psychology you know I've got a degree in psychology yeah and mix that with mysticism and meditation and all that stuff and mix it with all religion I think they all like interact with each other but I don't I don't like the too dogmatic like Christians that are you have to do exactly what this church says or you're going to hell someone's like almost every Church man there's a few that there's people are coming around it's evolving for sure 100% I mean I'm in a lot of online communities and stuff like that a more opening but yeah that's the it's nasty it's nasty when you when you get into that but yeah being able to like it Duke those cold readings and stuff and it muddies the water because I believe in some of that to some extent you know um but uh but you know what and I have a lot of psychics on here it doesn't mean I believe you know I'll yeah I'm like I'm doing this the psychic I'm kind of doing a psychiatric evaluation I mean it's just how the mind works even with you I'm like okay why do you believe that okay why don't it kind of fits in to my belief system here you know just how this is how I've talked to so many people and the pieces together you got to watch those psychic fail videos there's those compilations of psychic fails where they'll you know be doing the code read or somebody will set them up and they'll show you off camera how they set them up and changed their name and and and the people fall for it and it's like it shows you because I you got to have a healthy balance of seeing the the BS and then seeing some of the more dancing stuff and then you know with all of it cuz then at the end of it you'll be able to make a good assumption of like what do you believe do you believe this is legit do you still believe it after you've seen all of these charlatans oh yeah you know you're still gonna try to tap into it I mean we've you know had people on here who were talking about you know having the crystals and the rubies and things like that manifest out of thin air and yeah they believed it cuz they were watching some pastor and the pastor came out to be a fraud in the charlatans but he like they said that they were having those encounters because it opened up the the realm of possibility in their mind that it was real let alone that it was charlatans doing it you know what I'm saying they claim to have had those encounters because the charlatans you know open that up so it's just interesting how the mind works in the realms of possibility as well you know I stopped you know it ceases to amaze me and that never ceases to amaze me like how far it can go and what's the limit okay it stops there it stops with making objects manifest out of thin air or Icke stops with Conte you know talking to the ghost of there's no such thing as ghosts so you're just talking to a form of your psyche or you're talking to yourself or whatever it is really going on you know yeah and all it oh that's everyone's just got figured out you know how you're interpreting it there what's going on they say it could be lots of different things you know they could be talking to a ghost you know everyone's got their own yeah I need to send you this video they're called persona and it's just talking about the psyche it's talking about everything with trauma now but uh channelers you know and I feel like these people are going to a place deep down that already that exists and there's like a scapegoat you get the blame the entity or you get to blame and and I tell you what that study this may open it up for you you probably know some of this too but the study of those familiar spirits in the Bible of doing the study on divination which talks about it was the spirit of Python it's really what it says and it goes back to the familiar spirit which goes back to where we get our word ventriloquist yeah someone who channels or becomes like a puppet for a spirit and it goes back to the spirit of Python which was you know what it's so-called entity that was being channeled by the Oracle of Delphi and and though in the priests you know and it's really interesting that all that stuff ties in together that they would open it like open up their body for the spirit to speak through them in the familiar spirit ties back into the what we call a ventriloquist which is so interesting so I put all these clips together and the mask and the scapegoat because you get to blame the dummy you know I didn't say that that was this little that was this character here I would never say that you know in this weird confidence that comes up in you and allows you to throw off the restraint because there's no repercussions especially with channeling change your voice hey I didn't say it was your uncle John who said this yeah no does this mean anything you know it's real the psyche man and then again mysticism and combining it all together and religion and control and manipulation Wow yes we're good I started out with I started out with getting the therapy so that is like you regress people back a time and you go to these different experiences in their life and then you try and figure out how that experience relates to what they came to get hypnotized for on how they developed claustrophobia or why they're smoking or something like that you look for connections so it's it is psychology like stuff but like metaphysical or like mysticism you know that it's all it's all pretty much the same thing on how you look at it you know that it's part of psychology and you're just trying to interpret why are they going to this thing you know this particular point and what's this experience have to do with their current situation the pretty much how tarot cards work too you know but well I did that we would do like past life regressions and stuff and you know you'll see lots of interesting and crazy things you know like he said that are out there that's not explainable and stuff and people go to past lives and whether they're making up a metaphor of what's going on in their current life that they don't want to you know they don't want experience that they were molested or something in this life so it's fine if they say it happened in a past life you know they still get the therapy and they still get the help to process through that stuff you know and whether they believe that or not you know everyone's gonna have to come up with their own beliefs you know that's like our main purpose on life as they answer pilots question of what is truth you know everyone's got come up with that answer but there's things in that psychological room like that that people will be able to you know like you can do invisibility and stuff with hypnosis and say like the objects I'm holding is invisible and on the counter you'll be able open your eyes and they'll be able to tell you how many fingers you're holding up behind a book and they'd say well I don't know it looked like you're just holding about fingers because you said that the things invisible you know but you know I will like wonder wow how did they get that information are they picking up some slight subconscious thing I'm seeing a reflection in my eyes that neither of us are aware of or are they actually sitting through the book because like you said that they had faith you know no conscious doubt but they couldn't do it you know so there's things like that you know that it's all interrelated you know so I think all the whatever the experience is it's a personalized you know and if they go to a Pentecostal church and get slain by the spirit they're going to learn some discernment through that you know in their life of yeah I got suckered by these people or I had this powerful experience you know that's going to influence the things that you do you know and I mean who's to say if it's right or wrong you know we just go we go through the things that we go through so that we could learn and build the best we can is all you can do you know can of you know faking miracles and you know telling these fake stories about demons I mean if there's a lot of pastors and evangelists who tell you these grandi I was in I was in the jungles of Mexico and I'm a 10 foot demon ran up on me in it and they're making it up maybe I don't know but date but it moves a crowd I mean I've got stories that I'm not making up that I think are similar but let's just go for the ones who are making it up and they kind of say like I'm building the people's faith it's gonna make them more it's gonna make them read their Bible more they're gonna believe that God is real they're gonna do this they're gonna do that and so whether they're faking miracles or telling you these fake stories I had some Christians on I like to explore that then I had a magician on yeah so I wanted to give his take what do you think you know Jesus did these miracles and stuff and he's like well you know with like the magicians and and magic and stuff like you know they would you know they would have to go put fliers up and say there's a great magician and you need to build the face you know of the people the expectation the placebo kicks in as well but um I was like so is that right or is it wrong and he wasn't a religious person so I'm just kind of like trying to marry these two worlds he's a stage magician and he said well I would say that it was wrong if you're charging for it if you're doing the fake miracle if you're doing the fake stuff and then you pass around the offering plate he says I think that that's when when it becomes for filthy lucre's sake and you're deceiving people and making money off of it he says I think that that's where you abla should draw the line of whether something's good or bad yeah that's a charlatan stuff of the tarot readers that have no interest in the Tarot they're just trying to rip people off you know they got those people you know and then there's people that are all dogmatic that it has to be this way or and you know nothing you know that you do it my way or you're wrong you know that they're no different than the self righteous Christians that are being like you have to do what my church says or you're going to hell you know that they all have those people you know it's people just got to find the right balance of being like yeah we're all just doing the best we can and they aren't you know you might not agree with me you don't have to eat walk your own path and have to figure out stuff on your own let me see here if anybody has any questions in the chat that you want me to ask let me know Christy Johnson here wants to know about what are your thoughts on meditation and Christ consciousness I know trying to date things but yeah I think Christ consciousness is like more of like a new age you know concept like related to Buddhism or something or reaching or bond and stuff that's in meditation it's not really you know connected with the Bible I think that the meaning of Christ is anointed so it was the physical thing you know like you said that there's the literal thing that happens is that he was baptized you know or David was anointed by Samuel by dumping oil on his head or priests get anointed and stuff so that's the that's the physical anointing but the spiritual anointing is being filled with the Holy Spirit and stuff so I don't think that it's something that you bounce you know and do like rhythmic breathing or pranayama and balance your chakras and all this on your third eye opens and you get Christ consciousness I think that the Christ or the anointing is being and dwelt by the Spirit of God and that it's like a life time a life long like journey that you're going to reach that stuff you know that you're gaining wisdom like Solomon did so I don't I don't see it as like meditation for you know like you're going to bounce your chakras and get it but I do think yeah you you you develop your wisdom and stuff through meditating so what I've done in the over the years you know I originally get that you light incense and certainly lotus position and do all that stuff and to meditate but I figured out now that and from my experience as being a hypnotherapist and stuff of just inner trance States and stuff that you don't have to go through these rituals you know I'll just try to wake up you know go to bed early so that I wake up early and in that you know semi-conscious state and interpret my dreams from the night before be like wonder what that was about and try and apply that to my life which is basically defamation like Daniel or Joseph or anybody did or your I'll just lay there and think about scripture you know and compare like you said that the stories that are happening in the Bible as how it relates to you and how it affected you and that would be developing the Christ consciousness because you're developing wisdom by contemplating these things so I think that meditation is like the process of contemplation of you're actually thinking stuff instead of like emotional experience of now that I've imagined breathing in these colors now I'm going to all of a sudden be enlightened you know I think enlightenment is prompted by the spirit within you or your intuition and it's developed and you understand it consciously through contemplation yeah hope that answers the question yeah way off I don't think that it is negated by doing that I think that you know I think that some of those things you were talking about as far as sitting in lotus posture breathing and those techniques I think that they they kind of help you stay in tune a little bit more be more aware the interesting they're just there's like hypnosis you know just like hypnosis or anything it's just a different approach to get into the trance you know and today's learner culture you're saying the hypnosis makes you aware of certain things or on a way of it whatever right yeah I did a uh in my book I talked about opening the third eye and I started out as an article but then I put it in the book and it's like I don't think it's something that you do I think it's something that you're born with it open like being able to see in the spirit or children being able to sense things going around so as far as like you saying like doing some type of this is the steps to open your third eye it's like there is no technique yeah and in to attain enlightenment to keep doing this or whatever in the same thing with Christ consciousness like that word for me as a Christian like it's one of my most popular personal videos I did put it out but I let's explain Christ for Christ consciousness as having the mind of Christ renewing your mind doing what Jesus did I mean that's you know and kind of you know we're asking these people who don't know the Christ about how to attain Christ consciousness come on so I think it's it's it's simple like I said going through the trials and the wisdom and learning hey that doesn't work don't do it again and you begin to have the mind of Christ and responding how he responds so my view is definitely right up there with yours let's see yeah that's like go back to crib Jesus's whole approach of that it's a personal relationship that you go from servant to friend to family member to you know marriage to oneness you know the it is would be the oneness you know it's just how you define Christ consciousness you know I I agree with you that you know the oneness is what we're all trying to obtain you know as understands mine to God good yeah we which we already have we're just moving in different layers of understanding that and and knowing of that's something that already is you know with you becoming yeah that's where the faith and your mind is a hold on I'm more he loves me more oh I'm loved more I'm accepted more I'm you know sort of knowing the depth of that I think is uh because you respond with gratitude you respond with Thanksgiving you know what I'm saying and I think it's all tied in together right Chris Crick's wants to know do you have a favorite Sephiroth or sefirot path that you have and just like a new path and just studying everything probably wisdom is my favorite you know that's what it's like why Maya soon and in for riding is that by right under there DW prudence for dwell with prudence which is from Proverbs a 12 the eye wisdom dwell with prudence you know that I was kind of like always had like the desire to figure out that's not me but you know what I was like first introduced to it and was like is this woman wisdom in the Bible you know and was just drawn to that you know when I first started getting into Kabbalah or anything like that but now from mixing was studying alchemy and cabal and stuff all this stuff on pokémon everything is wisdom so yeah that's probably my favorite one it you know that I resonate with most is focusing on wisdom like Solomon did and all I could the kabbalah different than a lot of people do is you know the Cypriots rot it's a cube up-down left-right and stuff of good and evil and if the beginning and end that God created time and space and everything so the tree of the sefirot didn't start up until like the 11th century or something 80 and everybody's got their own different interpretations of it you know and they assign the path difference in the hermetic system or the law trionic system and some of them say that the pillar of mercy is the Great Father or whatever and that the pillar of severity is the great mother whatever but I don't I don't follow that you know scheme her system that people made up so I trace it compared to the Bible of like proverbs also in Chapter eight about wisdom and stuff that she's like I was the first creation of God and together we made the world so I'll look at it that Keter that the top is represents God or the yo you know by himself before creation where he gets the idea or the conception of what he wants to create and then the first creation is wisdom which in Proverbs 8 is talking about that yeah wisdom is the first creation so it's the female trait of the Shekinah or the spirit that God sends into the world to interact with us and that's what dwelt within the holiest of Holies and dwells within us and is the anointing spirit that filled Jesus with all of his knowledge and wisdom and Solomon with all of his knowledge with so I'll look at the second set Roth is wisdom as the spirit of God you're the Ruach Elohim that God created first so I'll send that a female attribute and the entire pillar of Mercy I think is female the pillar severe I think it's more masculine because it's like going out and trying stuff so like your baptism of fire that men have to go and work by the sweat of their brow and stuff and go to war face all these hardships or you know that we're kind of more like cavemen and dumbass monkeys are something that we learned the hard way of going out and doing it where women are more intellectual and able to use their subconscious and intuition like they're more in touch with their intuition so they can learn to constellation but we have to have the balance of both contemplation and action you know to be successful in the world so I'll look at that Ben I for understanding or intuitive intuition would represent like the Garden of Eden when everything was created by both God or Jehovah and the woman wisdom so both of them would be there so that would represent like the h of the Tetragrammaton and then from there the lower pillars that's where we start separating male from female of justice and mercy you know so I think that there aren't really different sexes at the top but a example of creation and the different worlds of the Cabal are just like expressing the different manifestations that first God started out with his thought his plan and then he started to create his plan you know through creation and then things started taking shape was formation and then in the world of action that we're in the you know the world that that's how magic and everything works - is that you're getting the magicians intent and trying to manifest your platforms through symbolism and stuff to make a magical influence on the physical reality and stuff but it's also how goal is attained whether you're trying to plan out a wedding or go to college or anything that you like hey I want to be a doctor or I'm gonna get married and then you send out the invitations do the wet you know you start planning out the wedding it'll be like we'll get married on this date and then do this that's the creation start part where you're creating the plan and then the formation is once the caterers are hired and the facilities rented out and stuff and the invitations are sent then it starts forming together and then you find the final event that you make your thought you know be brought into reality and stuff so the Cabal is just like expressing the whole process of creation and stuff interesting and it may just apply to that life as far as like you know you're like made in that that images' or the same process that God did you're gonna do it like repeat that process to create anything in your life as far as like the you know the manifestation process is concerned they're coming yeah and it's the same as if you're doing magic or if you're doing any mundane thing you're trying to go to college or whatever that this is my this is my I want to be this profession I'm gonna go to these schools and then I'm gonna start getting experience so I mean all this stuff is the same and it's just like where do you want to read academic stuff that you're studying the Bible or if you're doing mysticism or if you're running track or something you know that whatever your life experiences you know you're still doing the same mental processes and stuff and then within it you know that's I talked about how like I the steps of creation were there that the second one is wisdom and then together they've made the world and then tiffith would be represent Jesus or they own and if on my website I've got like videos that explain alchemy and stuff and cabal and all the Hebrew letters and the Tetragrammaton on how these things fit but it explains like God so planned for salvation of making up for you know Adam and Eve and stuff and the last Adam being the quickening spirit and stuff and you know all that stuff it's so detailed and like you said there's like the literal translation of yeah this happened and then there's the deeper understanding in the secret understanding and once you're able to see how all the connections make it stuff the world makes more sense and like oh you guys see how we're doing that you know and that is like you know like you're saying the oneness of the Christ consciousness or enlightenment that once you're able to put all those pieces together and understand the mind of God you know that's like your oneness with them that you're able to empathize with them and see how he's his thought processes are and understand how the world works that's more like your oneness and stuff and that's not something that you're going to get because you watch somebody manifest a diamond or something you know that's only something that you're gonna get through your own experience of the true baptism of fire or through contemplation or your life experience or learning things the hard way that figured out people are lying to you or questioning hey maybe maybe it could be this other way you know maybe it could be this you know that's awesome you say that man because I'm not an expert I don't know much at all really maybe an overview of just a little bit from videos I've watched and listened to and stuff like that but the way you're explaining that it reminds me into my worldview if I'm interpreting this ride just again going back to the manifestation process because I've been talking about a lot lately how creative people who have all of these ideas but they can never capitalized or execute any of them because they have so many I want to do that I want to do this and they'll start they'll start them all but kind of what you're explaining almost sounds like how do I see something through and - and berthed it into my reality send out the Flyers you know call the venue propose I kind of propose there's no wedding if I don't propose right so I'm talking about the the problem that creatives fine because we're made in the image and likeness of God right and so he's a creator we are we're creators in in His image and after his likeness as well so is that does that sound similar like somebody wants to learn how to manifest their dreams in reality or to kind of play it out like that because yeah I know a lot of people who are super creative but they can now they can't it's always a new thing every week they never have that consistency I've been real big on that lately but that's just what it reminds me of yeah I would think that is like an imbalance on the different pillars of the Cabal of severity as I think is action and doing that if you're just trying to do stuff without then you know the thought and stuff then you just run off in the wrong direction you know and then you get you know run three miles but like I just went the wrong direction you know that you got to stop first and plan out your map to make sure that you're running the right way that yeah then if you only think of stuff and you have all these plans but you never do anything then you don't get anywhere you know that you do a little bit of both of those yeah I'm in a good place because I could just kind of pick which one because that somehow I had a whole bunch of them that have started I just got to be able to finish them what they think a lot of us but no hypnosis is the same way that you're taking somebody's ideas or whatever that they want to quit smoking or whatever and they got these beliefs from watching TV or hearing people that says yeah you're not going to be able to quit easier whatever so no you put them into a trance State and then you plant the seed you're like I'm making the blueprint your mind and this is how you're gonna be the next time you give a speech you're gonna be confident you're gonna be it you know at ease and relaxed and stuff you know like for like public speaking it'll be something like sometime in their past they were humiliated or embarrassed and then they know their subconscious is trying to protect them from making the same mistake by getting them all full of butterflies and scared and sweating or whatever and then you just in the hypnotic state you go back to their subconscious mind when they're a meditative state you're like hey think about it this way you know that just because this happened in the past that doesn't mean that it's gonna happen to you every time you know now you're not you know it's you're not a third grader anymore you could be way more prepared for giving your speech so just drop those fears and instead let's think about what you do want and then do uh you know look which is a lot of what magic is it's two is just create a visualization and planning out you know your sub your symbol like gestures that you're making these symbols and it's gonna do this you know it's a it's the same process of you know like I said with the Gabala of thinking and scheduling the wedding and stuff you know they all yeah you'll go into their mind and be like okay next time when you're gonna give the speech this is how you want to feel so visualize yourself speaking with confidence and expressing yourself and getting everything that you want to say done how you want to do it and then remove that fear and then through hypnosis you know they'll do that because they'll just like driving a car you drive subconsciously that when you first learn how to drive it's super hard but now you just get in there and your body's doing all these movements that you do not even paying attention see so that's how the gnosis of work is then the next time they give a speech they just forget all of the stuff that they're supposed to be scared as they're supposed to be nervous but they'll live out the blueprint that they got so there's a lot about Christian hypnosis now and I just I just used it uh I got a friend of mine who they have their own kind of formula with it but it's the same thing you know it's just many different names to get over my fear of flying and I've never flown before but I was just like super terrified and uh went through a little session with them and it was just like that like you know letting it go and come into grips and getting it out I mean there's this little it's everyone does it different but it's very much the same and if you believe it it works and if you want it to work you just kind of need that permission or that person to kind of be there with you and it worked you know it you don't say it helped a lot there was still other things that I needed to do because it was a fear that was within yet from a child again you talking about that consciousness like trying to protect you of being in this situation where you think you're gonna be in trouble so another question here just kind of going with with dealing with a couple the kabbalah because again i don't know a lot about it and what i've seen and read and watched has been oh let me make sure this is connected i want to make sure this comes across because my internet looks like it's messed it up give me just one second because I think this is gonna be a good good clip can you hear me okay we're good yeah okay beat just because I think this is gonna be a good clip to to edit because I don't know a lot about Kabbalah what I have read and seen reminds me of what I call the sanctification process it's like zooming in on this the spiritual process of becoming purified as gold and it's like all of these different maps if you will and that's just me from an outsider that's what it that's what the first impression I get with that being said there's a lot of Christian ministries now starting to take pieces of the Kabbalah and pieces of the Zohar and kind of make their own teachings behind it and use some of it and incorporate it and they're getting into some really interesting stuff on the other hand there's other Christian ministries who are catching wind of this you know people going back and forth saying hey yeah we studied a little bit of the Kabbalah and they're like rebuking it they're saying it's a mnemonic it stay away from Kabbalah it's not of God it doesn't fit my question to you and this is going to be a good snippet does Kabbalah and Christianity go together or can it work together at all yes I'd say that originally Kabbalah was like in the cypriot Zara is an expansion or the mystical interpretation of Genesis so they're just looking at the events of Genesis through a you know more metaphysical and Mystikal approach by examining letters and numbers and the creation of the alphabet and the creation of science and sound and everything in that humans considered to be intelligence and stuff you know and our ability to write and everything but that's what was being studied by a cabal originally and then it just became like a mystical approach and like the occult it was kind of like more secret because to hide it from the judgmental people that are gonna be like no you can't do that and stuff you know and you got to take everything with a grain of salt and not be like you like whoever wrote the Zohar or Isaac Luria or something it is the great person that you have to listen to you know just like listening to Luther or Calvin or anybody like that everybody's just people none of them are running better than you or me you know it's just their ideas like what's it Moses to Leon who wrote the Zohar it's just his opinions there's spiritual opinions based on commentaries of the Bible and stuff you know and there's stuff that you could learn from him you know just like we talk and we learn from each other that it's nothing you know inherently good or bad and like you said you don't get I don't worship I'm start worshipping them to people you know I'm not any smarter than you are you know or anybody just because they wrote a book you know we all just are exploring stuff together so I want to see this dimension oh man yeah I know yeah trying to not cast my pearls before swine and they'll turn it the tack off for sure hundred percent that's part of the shoot that's a lot of wisdom you learned that quick yeah or you need to learn it quick and I've gone to lots of churches where they do the the trained rebuke that they put you into the meditative state and you start praying in there oh god please let Daniel see how wrong he is and what a sinner he has been you know it's Lord whatever it was that got him off the path lame come on yeah I mean one time while I was there they were like come on let us pray for you I was like sure yeah and I the weird thing about that though it was kind of like it was it came back to me because I did it to somebody else yeah and and I was real big on persecuting like false prophets and all that kind of stuff and they I visited a church anyway come on let's pray for you let's pray for you okay went up to the front and they're like Lord heal them Lord you know I miss always like bro yeah if you only knew me you know like why don't we you're like why don't you tell me when my eyes are open and be like hey you're really bit you know you're really being bad or misled or something but wait they leave pregnant please let him know what an idiot he has been all this time and let he should have listened to me you don't see the dad or wonder we will talk about like when the Bible studies become or the Bible studies are the prayer meetings become gossip parties you know let's pray for solo because he got into Kabbalah really he's in Kabbalah all girl he's in it but deep he's posting that kind of stuff on Facebook he made his own yeah you know yeah I think that the Kabbalah is more like the Jewish mysticism and the alchemy was Christian mysticism Wow and they kind of mixed together with like the Rosicrucians which did both alchemy and Kabbalah and that from that they got you know like the Golden Dawn and all the other little mystical orders and stuff started and started taking their philosophies and turned it into magic and then house their crawley you know kind of ripped off all the Golden Dawn stuff of atheism things and turned it into Wicca and stuff so you know all of it is pretty much everyone's doing the same things just different interpretations of the same information and they all say is any other say from a Christian perspective or say Christian that means so many different things are different people but I say that you're doing it in the light of Christ and you and God and the Holy Spirit and just the way you do things so I could appreciate your judgment or any of those paths safe for a young person or someone who's interested in doing it the right way or is it just to do it by yourself and here a little there a little kind of like we've been talking about I think here a little there little that there's good points and you know anybody's opinions that's all you're doing is looking at different people's thoughts and therefore people's opinions and yes some people have some things that are value and some people you know some of the stuff is garbage you know yeah anything you know that you like a writer and be like yeah this stuff is really good really good but then some of this stuff is like get us up I'm so stupid right so they want you to drain kool-aid it's like damn it yeah it was going good for a while you know yeah I'll do it a lot with the concept about chemical concept that solved that coagula which is alchemy four separate and then recombined that you take it you'll get into whatever book or practice or anything that you want and you take what's good about it you know like an alchemy that you extract the essential oil out of the plant and then the leftover crap that was there the dross that was no good you discard that you know and that's all we're doing is going and interacting with other people and taking what's good at their approaches what works for you and then incorporating that into your spiritual life will getting rid of the garbage and stuff when they say stuff like oh yeah that's silly you know and just turn to the best you can I think that a lot of people you know you're just examining people's spirituality in their thoughts so if you go to like different organizations and stuff her orders or Mason's or Rosicrucians and stuff there's lots of different Rosicrucian things you know and they're not the same beliefs of the original three manifestos and stuff which are like way more Christian you know now you'll get some orders that are have all these Egyptian stuff and you're like this is nothing to do with the resolution is immuno so I mean all this stuff is all about the sermon that you have to solve that coagula that you got to go there and take with good out of it and get rid of the bad and gather up all that's good in you know to have the purified stuff we're getting rid of you know so you have the gold and get rid of the dross I'd say you can do stuff it it's not bad to interact with other people you know that on my facebook on friends with lots of Satanists and stuff including like the ones that really believe it like theistic Satanists that believe in Satan compared to the atheist and stuff of the temple of Satan or something and they're just in different spots than me you know and maybe we can learn some stuff from each other or you know if people just get too bad or too self-righteous I'll delete them you know if they're Christians or whatever they are you do just don't need negativity but if people are you know trying to be cool and learn from each other then yeah you know it's not bad it's not like on movies that you opened the Ouija board and now all these demons are in your house they're you've opened the portal to Hell or something you know it's just you're hearing other people's ideas and if they're Jehovah's Witnesses or Mormons or Catholics just listen to them you know love each other and try and help each other figure out you know where you're going and you don't have to fix them they don't have to fix you you know you just have to work on your own personal relationship because that's what it all comes down to and our bill growth with their interactions with you you know or not you know and you can you can grow from having bad experiences with people you know and meeting [ __ ] in the world as much as meeting you know super wise people that impart your knowledge on you or something it's good stuff well ladies and gentlemen his website is dwell with prudence calm I have a deck of the retro Tarot of the Most High which are discontinued and I tell you what I've turned some people onto these men you definitely had some sales because of me and showing it off and things like that and I've got a lot of friends who have purchased some of these and people were asking you know they were going to buy him and they couldn't find anymore so that's what led me to look you up and look up okay let's all need to find him you know and I seen these other ones the newer updated versions that you did but I didn't know if it was the same thing or not because I really like these and so yeah it was good do you want here man have this discussion and you've got a couple books and stuff like that let people know a little bit more about the different products that you have man and what what can uh you know they could how they can benefit from those books well on my website most of my products are on there and on its got like a Kabbalah Bible study that it just studies the different paths of the Kabbalah and the different Sephiroth of the Kabbalah and Bible say since it's free and that's like a old code book on the Kabbalah I wrote called the the Kabbalah ad which is like I'm not really selling it anymore because it's free on the internet you know you can just go my website and read it so that's on there and then I have the alchemists ik woodcut Tarot which is published by a red feather which is the branch of schiffer publishing and definitely one that's like officially published right now we're working on another book with them right now but that's the only one that you'll be able to find in stores and stuff most of my other stuff is just self-published things that it's printed on demand but you know you could go the website and if you like and you have the tarot cards and stuff there's links on the page that goes to make playing cards or the game crafter so you could purchase them and they'll ship them to you or I got books on Amazon and stuff from their DW prudence and stuff what's the difference between Kabbalah with a K C and Q what's the difference with that or is there it well Kabbalah is spelled with the cuff which we would put as like a Q but it's the same Hebrew word you know however they do it you know and they're just talking about the sound of bucks which any of those letters make so they'll usually do it that Kabbalah would be like Jewish Kabbalah and Jewish mysticism is with a K which is what it usually is and then Christian Kabbalah was short-lived time in like the Renaissance and stuff that they spelled it with the C and then they have like hermetic stuff which is spelled with Q which would that be like the golden dawn and all those after that and that's basically there with the Q they took took the framework of the tree of the Sephiroth and added Egyptian gods and Odin and Norse gods and you know all these other things to them you know as part of a magical system and the Krystian Bala was like an attempt to continue on like the New Testament is of the Old Testament to incorporate Christ into it and then you know the other Kabbalah is commentaries on the Torah which is focus is more on the Old Testament which is what the Zohar is is just commentaries on the Torah and then the Cypriots right is the first book which is like a mystical ex examination of the book of Genesis so I think that they are all pretty much the same thing you know or like an evolution of it but Kabbalah with a que can be used probably by New Agers or her medicine or witches or anything like that that they're just using the framework of the Cabal and the attributes which out without really caring about you know the yo hey Bob hey of the God of Abraham Isaac and Jacob where the other team pretty much are but I'd say that in reality they're it's all the same thing that you're still studying the same topics and stuff so I've gone back to just writing with a que no matter what you know because it is the philosophy that you're studying you're just looking at it through your own like lens of mysticism and like I saying that nobody's correct it's just your interpretation it's just your mystical interpretation whether you were a Jew or a Rosicrucian or her medicines you know it were a New Ager or which you know that you're just looking at it from through your lens but it's it's all the same stuff you know which is pretty much any weather out there yeah just put your yeah flare on it you're seasoning you know what I'll take I'll take the Kabbalah what to see though the Christian version so that's what I'll yeah well K is the Christian version okay what I mean Mystikal a little bit more mystical yeah cuz in Hebrew it's just you know into the sack same word no matter what you know the only difference juices of the letter is how you're spelling the actual like phonetic sound so and it varies you know that's kind of like a general rule on that they'll put it in those three different areas but it doesn't have to be you know there's no there's nothing set in stone it's really just a pinion so it's only lights on what you do somebody's using it it's almost like it's almost like a sacred name or thing as far as like yeah some people will see you using it and get mad like oh you're using that wrong and like again that frame of reference that you don't even have a framework for that it's a thing yeah I wasn't supposed to use in the queue yeah I know I was talking my something different is that kind of like - yes its sectarian stuff yeah dog well no you have to define it this way it doesn't have to be defined anyway you know and I think that cabal is the same thing just like the Old Testament the New Testament that it is exact same framework it but incorporating Jesus into it and the bride and stuff helps you to understand the concepts of the Kay Kabbalah you know better and I think that the C cabal was really short-lived that they don't really have that as much that you know now it's just what the K and you know everyone figures it out what you interpret on your own anyways they do have a lot of they do have a lot of the same stuff like they have the marriage of tiffith and moku takes place and yes it and that the jewish mysticism is all about that yeah there's gonna be the the marriage of the second like the daughter of God gets married to the Son of God you know and you're like you you know your are talking about Jesus and the Bride of Christ you know when his disciples getting all brought back into a family even though that it's exact same thing it's just that the Christian's have a little bit more of a framework to explain it because they have the teachings of yeah the church is the bride and all of that stuff which the Shekinah or the mother would end well the followers of Christ to do start the alchemical work within them to make them into you know to have the right wedding clothes to become the bride response prism yeah and it's all about still and like I understand the history of the Jews and stuff on how all of it makes sense and stuff because Jews are recognized through the your if you're a Jew if your mother was a Jew so people be like well Jesus couldn't have been the you know Jesus couldn't have been the first board because he's a bastard and he doesn't have it you know he doesn't have Joseph as as father like will the Jews actually trace you know through matrilineal that the only reason Jesus would be a Jew is because he's from Mary you know and how we're like adopted into Christ or whatever is like the same way that if Jews of a Jew dies then his brother can marry the his wife to bring her back into the family or whatever or you know or Ruth or whatever who's a Canaanite I think she was able to become a Jew by marrying and see the family so that's how the Christians of the Gentiles get brought into the family of God is that they have a brother forever yeah yeah which is Jesus will their father yeah yeah well they're followers of Jesus you know like a disciple or like a in the Tarot they would represent the page and Jesus would be the knight so they got the king and the queen is God in the Shekinah and then Jesus would be the knight and then the page or the squire is like trying to become like the knight and stuff but then they also have you know because it's multiple ley of symbolism and metaphors on top of each other you know to explain the same concepts that the Bride of Christ gets married into the family you know because Jesus was actually conceived by the Spirit of God and dwelling over Mary and stuff so he's actually blood with God you know where we are you know created a Dirk or whatever and we're only being united with that holy union through marriage of the Bride of Christ you know being United through marriage just like the Jews would make somebody the female if she's a Cain and I could become a Jew by marrying into the Jews so that's all everything intertwined you know understand their old cultures and stuff of the Old Testament New Testament Kabbalah where it helps to have Chris understand Christianity to understand what the Karbala was talking about just like Abraham wanted ever understood like why did I have to go there and we're just you know where'd this Ram come from and why did I have to almost kill Isaac you know but later on all that stuff gets explained if you're looking at the parallels of stuff that occurred and how there foreshadowings of stuff like Moses erecting that bronze serpent the wilderness and stuff that makes no sense if you don't know that Jesus is gonna get crucified yeah it's it's interesting they say the old is the new sealed in the new is the old revealed and so it gives you I mean it's so it's like I know a lot of times like if you're reading the scriptures you some of it are being italics as they're quoting the Old Testament like quoting the arms or one of the prophets but there's so much more especially if you have a Bible that has it in the clef notes there's like almost a majority of the New Testament is the Old Testament just kind of in a way that we can understand that it becomes a little bit more real like stuff they we even think that Jesus or Paul made up themselves was like them ordering the law or something in the scriptures and so it makes it makes it it makes study and a lot more fun too because you can go back yeah that was this is the context of what he's quoting this is literally what he meant because he's you know quoting this out of Isaiah or whatever but you don't know it unless you have a Bible that has the cleft notes to tell you to look at it you know yeah if you don't see the connections if you don't see the connections and you don't know why the event occurred in the first place you know like all the stuff a Passover you know that would be a weird story if you if you don't know that yeah Jesus is going to become the blood of the land that's going to march you know mark his followers and the chosen so that they aren't destroyed by their sins or whatever you know otherwise you just look at it like so they use demanded the Abraham kill his kid and they put the blood of lambs over their door you know and if you just look at all these things of historical literal interpretations about looking at how they connect to everything else and see how the pieces of the puzzles fit together then the you know you'll be like the people are like oh yeah the Bible's all nonsense it's made up and stuff I think yeah cos if you're just looking at superficially and don't see how it all makes sense and yeah some of the stuff looks like nonsense you know but if you start seeing how things connect between multiple people's lives over thousands of years and it's all the same story and it is it you're able to understand it within your own life and your own interactions and stuff that you've had that we're similar you know then that's how you start learning discernment and getting enlightenment you know but it's something that people have to do on their own and you can't just be like hey this this person manifested these jewels so our gonna listen to him you know okay good stuff well man do we got it something else together man I really enjoyed this talk with you bro so we definitely working with similar similar paths man so yeah get you back on the podcast as well okay enjoyed it man everybody go check out his website dwell with prudence calm Daniel prudence thanks so much bro I've really enjoyed it thanks so much okay Gaeta blesses bro good night peace that Daniel prudence ladies and gentleman again dwell with prudence calm I've got these uh say tarot cards I don't really don't want I don't because I can't read tarot don't know the Tarot whatever but they have scriptures on them and he said the new versions that he created you can read the scriptures a little bit better and but they'll have a like here's the nativity and what we just talking about the birth of Christ in his lineage so the nativity kind of makes sense I think they're cool in my book I definitely covered a lot of the stuff with scriptures write scripture references not just ideas and what it means but giving you like line upon line precept upon precept of how the ancient Hebrews the disciples used what we call divination which means to divine to be able to speak with the divine divination that's what the word means and they used the casting of lots I mean there's so many other examples as well and I'll give you some scriptural references on that stuff as well he's done his his research in his work he's got the cards he's got a bunch of books and all that stuff make sure you guys go check it out support his work really believe in him I like his spirit it's coming from a good place a lot of these people you get on here they know-it-alls they you know but he's coming from a place of Christ of Jesus and of lighting of love and of God and the Father can't go wrong can't go wrong says a lot but uh yeah there was just all of these instances man and then when when Jonah was on the on the boat and running from God and then the boat started to capsize because a storm attempters froze up and was God was trying to get Jonah off the boat and the people are freaking out I don't know why this storm has come upon them and they said let us cast lots to find out who it was so the people cast lots and the lot fell upon Jonah and they knew that it says God told them that it was Jonah that he was looking for because they cast lots and it told him that in Genesis 30 Laban says that uh I found favor if I have found favor in your eyes please stay I have learned by divination that the Lord has blessed me because of you so through divination Laban found out that the Lord had blessed him because of Joseph it says he added named you ages and I will pay them Genesis 44 15 Joseph said to them what is this that you have done don't you know that a man like me can find things out by divination so he's bragging so hey don't cross me man because I I can go in this room and find out what you're doing let me just spend a few minutes with God through my practice of divination whether it was the casting of lots or a pendulum you know I don't know but the casting of lots is definitely what happened again in the New Testament I think it's Acts chapter 1 talks about that they had to pick the 13th disciple when Judas left the fold and had to had to have that sacred number twelve had to find one more to fill his slots it says Acts 1:26 and they drew lots for them and the lot fell on matthäus and he was numbered with the eleven apostles so something they would trust God with these big decisions that they would make by just luck of the draw or the game of chance they understood that God was speaking to this and that they were going to make that decision something else to Proverbs 1818 casting Lots causes contentions to cease and to keep the mighty apart causes contentions to see so it can determine a matter right or wrong which way we're gonna go left or right so there's a bunch of other scriptures within the Bible that's really interesting to speak about this and uh the key one for me I think it's Proverbs 16 33 it says the lot is cast into the lap casting of the Lots the rolling of the dice the pulling of the straw whatever is cast into the lap but it's it's every decision is from the Lord either the Bible is true or it's not the light is cast into the lap but it's every decision is from the Lord it doesn't say that sometimes this decision is from the Lord it doesn't say that in the Old Testament its decision was from the Lord it says the light is cast into the lab but it's every decision it's from the Lord that God speaks this way if you believe it there's a return to this this is biblical man look up the biblical term for divination and it wasn't something bad when it was used in the New Testament in the book of Acts the term divination again he even Daniel even said that some of the different versions say different things not all of them say divination some of them say familiar spirit and and those things so yeah it was the the word is Python and divination in the spirit of Python it's totally different things it's a mistranslation so check it out a lot of people say that you need a crutch it's like you're dependent upon the cards like if you don't have the cards and God won't speak give me my cards man what's God saying bro what's he saying you got to be able to know in the spirit it works with our intuition it works off of you being able to understand what the Lord is saying it works off of your spiritual giftings and abilities if you can operate in the word of knowledge if not you can't read the cards they're just pictures and phrases they mean nothing you don't know how to link them to the situation you don't know how to hear or see how it fits in there so that's what all things with dreams and with visions and words of knowledge if you don't know how to interpret it then it's just imagination because you know overactive imagination then you can't read the signs so if it interests you check it out and I definitely believe it's it's something that is biblical and so if it's in if it was good enough for them it's good enough for us that's what I believe thanks for hanging out enjoyed it you know I love the subject don't get to talk to a lot of people about it my new book spirit realm is here get a copy out talk about all this in the book you haven't even read it come on man what's wrong with you you're tripping check it out it's on Amazon true 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