In this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast TruthSeekah speaks with Pharoh Tahar about spirituality, coaching and healing.
Darryl “Happy Elephant” Tahar, originally named Darryl Garth aka Pharoh Tahar, is a Quantum Life Coach, Minister, Alchemy Teacher, Founder, Medicine Man, and Chief Stone Carrier of the Ascension Native American Church.
Darryl’s awakening, as some would call traumatic, almost took his life. Yet from this experience, he’s dedicated himself to teaching students about transcendence. Darryl guides his students and clients through quantum leaps in their ascension journey bringing about healing, new purpose, and enlightenment. Darryl’s alchemy healing modality has now spread across the globe as people experience what he calls a quantum leap in self-healing evolution.
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Part 2 | Spirituality, Coaching and Healing | Pharoh Tahar & TruthSeekah YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlaiNi8rjy0 Transcript source: YouTube captions so we gotta finish it up with a part two if you're just seeing this video this is part two so go back and watch part one so that you get some context for the conversation because all of that stuff i feel like has to be said to to move forward to get that proper context of who you are and where you're going right so i always always like doing that that background contact stuff so um talked about a lot and uh one thing that you kind of you talked a little bit about your your peyote uh uh ceremony that you did yeah so uh uh i have questions man i've never done it um like i said i have a uh i have a friend of mine who is a member of a native american church here in alabama uh it's the akula nueva church of inner light and so and so um he's pretty i think he's like four hours away but a good friend of mine had him on the show years ago talking about chris should christians use magic mushrooms was the name of the episode we did so um i'm pretty i'm pretty experienced with psilocybin and uh very near and dear to my heart and and know about you know the journey with that and even amanita muscaria mushrooms as well very near and dear to my heart but um when it comes to peyote again he invited me to do to sit on a peyote ceremony what was that like for you was that because i was trying to ask him just like is it it seems like it would be a lot more intense than a a deep uh psilocybin encounter which was very deep for me what was that experience like yeah um so yeah i for me personally um my first peyote ceremony was my first plant medicine i actually did peyote before i did mushrooms um and so now that i've done both i can say that peyote is the most gentle plant medicine out that's weird because in my head i had it i had it it seemed way more hardcore than psilocybin my mushroom experiences were so much more high vibration and intense um peyote is not intense by any means wow you know peyote uh you know it's often times ayahuasca is oftentimes referred to as the grandmother of plant medicines as peyote is referred to as the grandfather of plant medicines and i think that's very key um i know for me you know everyone has a different grandfather grandmother dynamic in their minds but for me when i think of the grandfather i think of the guy who's going to pull you up onto his lap and then tell you a story of whatever you want to hear and it's going to make that story good it's going to have lessons in it even if he's not even trying but you're going to get a good experience out of it um the grandmother on the other hand the grandmother is the one who kind of put the house together so when you come to her you kind of have to come correct you kind of have to come in take your shoes off you have to give her that respect that she's needed in her house but once she has that respect then she will feed you so that's kind of how i break down both of the plant medicines so for me personally when i first took peyote um it was the most clear i had ever felt consciously um the way that i kind of explain it even as i'm guiding people is that one thing about plant medicine is that you know just as a disclaimer plant medicines will never make you do anything that you don't want to do you know and that's one of the biggest things when people who haven't tried plant medicine before they have the fear of you know when this thing is in me you know what if it makes me do something crazy and the reality of it is even the people who have tripped out on different experiences not even peyote i've never met anyone who's tripped out on peyote um but anyone who's tripped out on those experiences in general most of the times the trips are occurring because they're designed to shatter the ego so typically when we go into these experiences and we have a very heavy ego and i use ayahuasca as example because i know a lot of people have had very crazy experiences with ayahuasca and again it kind of helps with the analogy of ayahuasca is is a god you know these plant medicines that that we that we there that god the most high left here for us to be able to be guides for our consciousness these are these are manageable these are managerial positions in our experience in our world and so a lot of people when they go into these experiences they tend to like to go into them thinking what what they're going to do and what they want to get out of it and how it's going to work when they take it this was me too i had all these i had all these intentions on what i and how the experience i wanted to have and right before my first experience right before my first ceremony i spoke to someone very wise and i asked them what mentality should i have going into this and what he told me i probably saved my experience but he said release every expectation you have on what you're going to get out of this experience and when i did that is what allowed me to be completely open to what that plant medicine had for me um you know and so when you when i've met people who've had experiences about you know traumatic experiences you know some guy i spoke to recently said he when he took a ayahuasca you know he saw a giant snake that like come completely surrounded him and it was just terrorizing and what i communicate with people is that oftentimes we don't realize that the only thing blocking us from the things that we want in life sometimes is our own ego right and so when we take a plant medicine a plant medicine is a way to fast track your conscious healing so it's designed to allow you to enter into a space where you can heal your spirit we have we have pharmaceuticals that are designed to heal the body we have tide and all you're taking you have a headache you know plant medicine is what you take when your spirit is out of balance and so when we go into these spaces and we go into these plant medicine spaces it's important that we recognize that we we must go into these spaces with an intention but that we learn the balance of not being attached to expectations and so once we come into this space in perfect balance that's when we see the magic and that's when we're able to experience these uh or we're able to consume the medicine that is able to open us up to these experiences and show us truly what's within ourself if anyone has an experience of a plant medicine being scary or you know being something that is terrorizing just know that it's only showing them what's inside of themselves and a lot of times people don't want to look at that stuff that's inside of themselves that's why they buried it down another note on burying it down and why people say that plant medicines are hallucin me personally i've never hallucinated before on any plant medicine what i truly have personally have experienced where there were concepts and there were ideas that were circulating around me while i was under the plant medicine that i could not run away from the plant brought things up in my life that forced me to heal them that forced me to look at them and so for me i kind of felt like these these things that i didn't want to look at were like these spiritual beings and i kept trying to move these spiritual beings out of the way and wave my hand over them and they weren't going away and so that's why i look at them as a hallucinogen that's the only way i look at them as a hallucinogen in the sense of there is nothing you can physically do to wave them away you have to deal with them internally man that's uh that's so good um there wasn't any uh uncomfortableness or anything like that things getting kind of weird i was terrified when i when i went into it was it was it just because of the unknowing though or 100 what not only the one feels different trying to was it trying to pull you because like the psilocybin for me it was pulling me and i was like no no no and i was like trying to hold on he's like quit fighting it man i'm like no he's like close your eyes quit fighting it and once i did you go on a roller coaster yeah um great question um it it it wasn't no say that the plant medicine called me it was more so the season i was in in my life was showing me that something is is radically shifting and so within that knowing that i knew that i had that something was radically shifting i got offered peyote so i was more so like okay crap this has got to be a this must be a big thing for me because i know all this is happening and then i'm offered this plant medicine when i've never done a plant medicine before and so it was almost like i knew that i was stepping into a new world i just had no idea what that world was going to look like um and so for me my biggest fear when it comes to any plant medicines i mean any experience that's going to take me out of my body my biggest fear is being powerless yeah i i've even went through therapy sessions when i was a kid you know and like they would ask me to envision my my worst nightmare and i would envision myself being in the middle of an ocean like at nighttime i have like nightmares under me yeah and it's a nightmare in the middle of the ocean yeah the most power and so what that's what she told me he said oh you have a fear of put up being an absolute powerlessness and that was something that i was grateful to be aware of because any of that come from from church background or is that just like just mind stuff it's actually a superpower so it's actually what happens when you are when you're born in the mind when you're born in the ego you're you're used to being in your power through the mind through the ability of being able to logistically break down what's going on in front of you and so when we step into plant medicine space we're stepping into the feminine space for the first time the feminine is vast and infinite we can't touch any of it and so for someone who was born into the mind that is the most traumatic experience that they're gonna have to learn how to transcend yeah but the the beauty of it though is that most people and this is even as i teach in christ conscious coaching every trauma is a superpower every trauma is a superpower every trauma is a superpower so what i teach people is is that the hardest part is identifying what the trauma is once you identify the trauma the opposite of that trauma is your superpower so if you've got a trauma of being powerless and and getting fearful in these powerless states what it's really saying is you have a natural ability of being naturally powerful and so we have to learn how and that's what we step into that and that's what the plant medicine shows us how to integrate our power and it's like you know i a good example that i use like imagine like x-men right and most x-men when they become x-men it's after a traumatic experience because they're transmuting the trauma that they've had into identifying why that's the thing that made them so unique in this experience with the enemy meant for your harm god will in turn use for your good the thing that you thought was going to kill you is going to be the very thing that bro to help you step into your death every example of that was paul because paul was an individual who in the beginning killed christians for a living his job was to actually find people who were worshiping christ and to slaughter them and then within three days of being blinded it's crazy how he had to be blinded to see the light but three days he was blinded and his his third eye opened and now all of a sudden we have this man who was killing christians writing majority of the new testament of the bible and opening up churches all over the world so i think it's so beautiful when we see and again like you said earlier in our in our first message brother that the bible is a guide for us so even paul paul is a mental aspect of the self it's the part of us that when we find our light right the first thing we want to do is reject christianity we want to reject our roots right yeah and then it's like any root though you know it's abandoning the faith of your father's is what it is it really is and so now we get even deeper because now we start getting into this pattern that we see of leaving your home and then returning back to it and then recognizing that you the journey of you leaving and coming back to it is the reason why you were there to serve in the first place and that's what we're seeing and that's that's what that's what christ taught because that's the way of the alchemist the way of the alchemist is the purification process of starting off in the shadow and then going into the light and then calibrating yourself back into perfect balance and every single time we go in that process we come back at a higher dimension of reality which is also the reason why nikolai tesla did everything in threes he was aware of the calibration process of the alchemist that requires you to go step one be in the shadow step two step into the light step three come back into perfect recalibration so if i did something one time and i was my first time doing it then i obviously went into it in pure ignorance once i go into it with that ignorance i now have data of what happened in that experience so now that i have data i'm into my light now that i have that data though i take that light and i decide how to best move forward next this is also the fibonacci sequence so the fibonacci is about adding what's previously before to make the new digits so this is all tying everything together and that's why the bible does it so perfectly because it gives multiple examples and reasoning of people leaving their space of comfortability coming back into it and then falling into perfect purpose which is god's will it's like probably every character every story in the bible has that every story and and that's why because it's every person in the bible is is a cell in our own body and each cell has different functions different names different body organs different pieces but they're all going through the same transformation because we as collective beings are all going through the same transformation that's good um when it comes to plant medicine uh such a you know a powerful tool powerful medicine to work with um what about those people who will say i don't need medicine i don't need plant medicine because i can get i can achieve those states through using my imagination i can achieve those states through breath work kundalini yoga fasting uh you know whatever it is so so there's be some people would say like they would kind of say that it's a just a cheap route to get to something like like you're not doing the work and i've even said it in the past i can do i can achieve those heightened states and leave my body through breath work and i don't need mushrooms i don't need peyote and those kind of things you're right you don't need them because us as human beings we don't need anything we don't need cars we could walk everywhere we wanted to go what does a car do a car helps us get there faster so the breathing work the meditations those are all great things to help you access your kundalini awakening the difference is prior to christ your kundalini awakening took multiple lifetimes to accomplish you had to kill your flesh and destroy your flesh over multiple lifetimes christ came as a template to show people how to get it done in one lifetime and so people will always have the freedom you have the ability to heal yourself of a headache anytime you want to it'll take a lot quicker if you pop the tylenol but you always have the ability and that's where we get into nature versus nurture nature is going to heal everything nature can evolve everything but it takes time when fire first came down to earth fire represented innovation fire is the only element that had that had to have two other elements make it all the other elements simply existed and so fire represents the the friction that has to come together to make new change and that's that's why i believe fire was the first technology and so when fire came into place all the things that were already here just began to evolve faster that's it you know the food that they had now began to get cooked faster and get processed faster you know then if they began to harness energy with the fire and then energy became electricity but we already had the sunlight we already had lighting half the day but we evolved through that and now we have now we're able to cut time in half by being able to have light all the time whether the sun is out or not and so we will always have the ability of doing things naturally in our body and that serves us when we don't think the body can do anything when we think that only the pharmaceuticals that only the car that only the money is what brings us our success and our abundance and who we are in christ in those times are the times where you need to relinquish from all of those things so that you can recognize that you are more than just that and on the flip side of that because again the goal is not to be on either side of the spectrum no no no the goal is to be perfectly centered into balance so if you are an individual that believe that all natural is the way then you are still hindering your own personal journey because there are certain things that you're designed to do this lifetime there are certain things you're designed to do this year that money helps you get done this year but if you're someone that thinks oh i don't need money because god's gonna take care of me you're right he is gonna take care of you but it's gonna be a lot longer for you to get what it is that god has for you because you're setting your intention being so general you're saying god just take care of me and that is a great thing because god will definitely get to you when he when he wants to yeah but for the people that says god i need this right now in my life right now i need my res you're funneling your co-creation energy into a specific uh outline it's a specific desired outcome and when you do that like a sprinkler when you funnel that into one you know projected target it reaches the destination a lot faster yeah a lot of those people who are doing that god just take care of me those things they're doing the same thing but the target's a lot smaller like again i know i know uh homeless people who who uh are believing for that one meal a day like they're believing that they're believing and praying that god's gonna give them and literally to them it was a miracle they began to praise the lord when they found it they found a coupon for free taco at taco bell thank the lord met our needs today everyone you know and so that same faith that's tied to looking for this free thing or looking for god in it it's the same faith that takes to again you know book a session or pay a light bill or whatever it is that you you're believing for to get to the next level um that god has given you the vision for maybe they don't have the vision maybe their vision is just in the woods and living you know as that and god me he meets you where you are he gives you the faith and he'll meet you where you where you're at but it's the same faith i don't even think it's a greater faith maybe their vision is greater but faith faith is small as a mustard seed is all it takes it doesn't take some big great grandiose faith to build this big church or a big community of people or to heal all this stuff it's only just a little bit of faith that you use as your vehicle and i'm glad you're touching on that because i think that even in scripture you know people look at the when the bible said the faith the size of a mustard seed can you know move mountains you know we oftentimes look at the mustard seed and its size of relativity but we don't necessarily look at it as a sampling size like it's not it's not about having the faith to move the mountain it's about having a little bit of faith that it's possible for a mountain to move and that's com and that's a that's a very key thing because there are a lot of people that just need to have faith in a little thing but they need to have whole faith in that little thing yeah you know i'm an individual i'm building an entire world so this is i have faith that i'm building an entire world right but you don't need to have the faith for the entire world you just need to have a little bit of faith that it's possible for a new world to be birthed from an old and that's all you need for god to set you on the timeline of your highest good and that's why that's what i'm excited about in teaching christ conscious coaching because increased preaching on christ consciousness because you know scripture and and christianity prior to this point has been about serving christ and it's about kind of being under christ and again that was that served a purpose um you know for a time because people were even further behind in even serving christ you know so to be able to evolve into a point where it's like okay you know now i know that i have the power to um you know to be saved from the most from the things in my life that may have taken me off course from where i've been trying to go now christ constantly showing okay now i can adopt the mindset so that i never have to fall off track again and if i do i'm able to transmute it and recognize how i never fell off track to begin with i was just simply needing to understand a lesson that was designed to take me to the next place that i am destined to go and so that's what christ is doing crisis says i will make all things new well once all things are made new nothing is old anymore so to me that's like once all things are made new there's no more wrong there are only lessons so it's a matter of we enter into going back to our video game example so we we log into this video game and the only rule is to gain experience points so we can do whatever we want there's no rules in this experience outside of the rule of karma karma is the xbox that governs the the games that we play so once we log in we abide by the energy you send out comes back to you because that's the only way you can learn your lessons so when something and takes place in our life the people who end up getting ahead in life are just the people that experienced more of life because they ended up learning more lessons so they end up learning and expanding consciousness quicker so they end up evolving quicker so they become the jesuses and so now you have when you become the jesus now you want to get as close to divinity as humanly possible and then spread those rays of light to everyone you possibly can and that was actually quoted from midnight gospel oh nice good stuff um i was like here's an idea let me let me uh get your take on this so talking to a lot of people in the new age movement spiritual movement whatever you want to call it um and being a christian um there's this phrase that they talk about a lot when i'm talking about god or people people talk about what jesus did for them and without jesus i am nothing and he has given me new life and he has given you know your testimonies and stuff but when some of these new age people they hear that um there's a term that they say they say that you're giving your power away to a no to another god or to a jesus that you already have within and they almost they they kind of smirk at it and say you guys aren't owning your power you're giving your power away to god or you're giving your power away to jesus or even the holy spirit is that you're not standing in your power but you're giving your power away to an outside source and they they kind of downplay it and kind of make fun of it just a little bit and and i think they do it unknowingly because they don't really understand like that connection that christ is that source of life for us who helps us find our own divinity within once we're connected like there's a lot of stuff to it what would you say to have you ever heard that term that you're giving your power away to yahweh or to jesus or to anything that kind of stuff that person yeah sure i definitely i'm excited to break this down so when we say when someone says you know giving your power to christ or when someone says you know through christ i am healed um i often times look at that as parenting and as a parent or in the relationship of a parent with your child when i have i have a daughter right my daughter's two and a half when i had my daughter half of me went inside of my daughter half of my ex-wife went inside my daughter as well so now my daughter has half my wife and half of me inside her which is creating a complete new being right so when this being comes to me and says daddy i need help or i'm hungry can you provide this for me for me to do that service to her okay does not does not defy the power that she has within her she is me and she's also her own sovereign being and i want to state this clearly because this is actually what i call i point this term but i call this transdimensional reality and what happens is as we as we're ascending from third dimensional consciousness into fifth dimensional consciousness because we're experiencing that journey to and fro um we're leaving duality and stepping into neutrality we almost end up talking through two different lenses right so for my daughter if my daughter was grown up and she said dad i'm you she would be right in a lens because it's half of me inside of her but then she also said dad i'm me i'm not you she's also right in that so we see how two things are true are are true within their own respective dimensions it's almost equivalent to again imagine the relationship of being in a movie and then imagine you being a character in that movie making that entire movie and then imagining you going to the movie theater and watching that movie so now you have a version of you that's in the third dimensional realm which is in the movie playing the role you have a duality you have good you have evil and you have a story plot that's designed to progress to the end of the movie but then you have the version of you that's watching the movie and and that version of you as watching the movie it's having a complete different experience in the version that's actually in the movie so in the movie you may call someone evil in this 3d earthly experience you may look at someone a pedophile or whatever the case is as being evil someone needs to be stopped and so it's recognizing that that's true in the movie they need to be stopped what they are doing is evil and it's toxic and doesn't hurt it doesn't help anyone but in the fifth dimensional self the spirit realm you recognize that person in the movie who is playing as a pedophile is is playing the role of that character so that a message could be delivered and this is why we have to learn how to transcend judgment because only when we remove our judgment can we appreciate every single person who is in the experience yeah you know my favorite movie is django my dog's name is jenga right great moment right liberation right and you know leonardo dicaprio is the antagonist in that movie leonardo dicaprio is also my favorite actor so thank god i don't allow the character that he's playing in my favorite movie become who he actually is as a person two different dimensions that's strange you say that dude because yesterday i was uh watching a seth green interview on vanity fair where he was going through all of his roles and there was one skit that he played on the on the show entourage where he played himself but they gave him this uh a scenario where he was like sleeping with somebody like one of the main characters girls and then they kind of they had it out but even just because he used his real name and it was him even though it was like fictitious and he played into it everybody thought that it was kind of real and that he was a jerk because in that skit he'd like you know played this role and but that played into how people really saw seth seth green um which was interesting just going back off to what what you just said because we know watching that they have different names and different titles what if he was like what if it was an autobiography type deal we were like hey we feel different about you um versus like projecting those ideas on to people that are just playing those roles what's about interesting yeah the life of the alchemist is about learning how to be aware of how people will receive your messages how people are going to receive your consciousness so again name there's a reason why in the bible god changed people's names when saul when when paul was a before paul was paul he was saul when he changed when he was killing christians he was a certain archetype the name change is what protected him from the people that he turned his back against to go and serve the lord so it's what kept his reputation from preceding him and god knows that the story the ultimate storyteller he knows how names follow people that's why when you when god said who am i he said i'm the great i am you we're we're all i am god is the great i am when we say i am we are saying the name of god everything that comes after that is our ego everything that comes after that is how we take that infinite cosmic energy and funnel it into something that is very unique very specific to this very present experience lifetime and so i hope i hope i answered your question in that space but it's like we have to really just be mindful of the magic that is working on our behalf you know you calling yourself truth seeker that's a magic you are people i i know i don't even know your real name to be 100 honest with you it don't matter you think i want to think about this though your true speaker name has now become more important than your 3d name and what that with that truth seeker is that's your astro name that's that's your archetype in your fifth dimensional self because we're transitioning into a time into an error where our virtual selves are going to be more valuable than our 3d sales i already are you could be whatever you want to be on the internet you can be whatever you want you whatever you want think of you can create a website create the persona create an avatar and it's you and uh and as more as much energy as you put into it it becomes real um for me like you know one thing about the the bible and hebrew perspective is that when they gave their their children names or even um changing paul saul to paul um it's a persona and they it was something that was going on like if it was a woman that was in travail or even the name michael means close to god you know i'm saying these names mean something so when i gave myself that name true seeker when it resonated with me and said you know what i that's the name i want to go i didn't know what it would all came was going to be in store that i was like going to grow into that name on so many levels i just thought it was a really cool rap name and i thought jesus was the truth so i seek after the truth and it's but how much the truth in all types of matters the truth of aliens the truth of ayahuasca the truth of this the truth of that give me the truth and so you grow into that people introducing themselves uh as a name or a trait and uh and you find yourself growing into it which was interesting but that's the hebraic perspective when it comes to a name the name is a character it's just not something random you know that somebody has absolutely and i i think what's something key to piggyback on that is that their original names of everything and anything came from nature okay so where where they get these names from or or how these names have power well when the first name of something whenever something is first classified as original i am it capsulizes that energy signature and so based on that first name we take on the energy presence of the things that are found in nature again kind of going back to our first video we talked about you know currency being a current you know so what what what happened was if we backtracked the entomology of that somebody was looking at how a river current flows and they said i want my resources to flow into my life just like that so i said well if you did that what would you call that well based on what i'm seeing in this current i'd call that a currency and so what we are realizing and this this is oh i want to dive into this but it's going to be another session but if you look at even the top 10 most successful companies in the world right now all of their logos all of their emblems and their wording are designed to resemble parts of nature because nature is the true goddess so these companies again these companies are ran by people who are very powerful alchemists whether consciously or subconscious yeah so they and honestly it would be foolish to think that they got to where they are unconscious so about we can keep it neutral yeah but but these understand these individuals understand the nature of names because they know that if i cost my business this name and this name is attached to this energy frequency that is found naturally in nature then every single time i call this this name it's going to electromagnetically attract yeah the same resonance as what is found in nature so if i want my current to flow on a bank i'm going to create a a system that holds money called a bank that a current can flow through now all of a sudden we wonder why banks flow just like riverbanks you know we we look at um we look at a ballot in the voting system the word ballot b-a-l came from the the god baal and so when what if you look at the story of of jericho and the bible um uh when the uh was the is it the israelites i believe it was the israelites correct me if i'm wrong but um they were marching or they were marching around the the wall of jericho yeah there was a time where the people inside of jericho sacrificed a child and offered it to baal and then in scripture it literally says that that day basically baal defended the israelites for one day until the next day it fell so this tells me one of two things one this also says there's a god that actually can hold off another god's plans so that tells you that's multiple gods right there like how could this guy that allegedly no other god is real even though a scripture says thou shalt not put any other god before me which proves that there are also other gods but not only that but we also have this scripture where baal is is is offered something to and in return they're protected so the reason why i say i reason why i bring up bail is because bail is the root word in the word ballot what is a ballot a ballot is you giving your energy away to a higher power and then you have an election oh what's the first root of the word election elect as in electricity so you have a process of giving energy away and that is forming an election right and so again we see how these words in our history that we use every single day are pure magic and that's the power of magic we don't even recognize the magic we don't even see the magic we don't even comprehend the magic it just happens all around us and we don't even tap into it and so christ consciousness is about being able to tap into it understand it overstand it understand it embody it make it practical into your life so that you can begin to walk within your own purpose that's good have you um if you heard of a lady her name's laurel erica and um she has a thing called her ministry or whatever called word magic and she had a video that went viral a couple years ago it like some of the other like conscious uh facebook page just uh ripped her video and re-uploaded it but basically she was giving like the etymology of words and break it down like you know you uh work and then you get tired and you look forward to the week's end but it makes it's the week w-e-a-k week's end and uh she talked about like you get a job well job job is the same way job and job in the bible was one who was you know uh in anguish and stuff like that she breaks down the etymology of words anyway she she's uh she's um an amazing individual i had her on the show uh about a year ago and i'm gonna have her back on wednesday but if you haven't had a chance to check her out look her up um because she she can she's got her own poetry she uses the etymology with but uh laura erica and also had her on uh her first rap song she was like 70 something years old and um and jumped on a rap song with me and killed it yeah what yeah yeah you got to hear it it's a song called words it's a song called words yeah and i'll say i'll use my word for magic i would use my words to heal my word you know just talking about the power of words and the power of the spoken words and stuff so check that out for sure but yeah that was my first time hearing about her but i'm glad she's probably seen her like once you see that video like the viral one it'll probably it'll probably snap and you know because it was a pretty pretty popular video a lot of people a lot of people took her took all of her analogies there and started teaching them and didn't give credit or anything yeah a bunch of people in the the spiritual movement had youtube stuff going on so yeah but uh yeah definitely uh definitely check her out i love i mean if you're someone who is any type of manifestor you know you should fall in love with words you should be in love with words um you know me personally you know i i do quantum healing and so my sessions are four hundred dollars for one session the session lasts no more than 30 to 45 minutes um the reason being is because the second we begin the session and i ask you the first question every single word you say is a spell and so i'm listening to the spells that you're placing on yourself and the second you speak a spell that you don't realize you placed on yourself i stop you and we dismantle that spell and then we create a new spell and then you continue describing yourself talking about yourself and so by the end of the conversation we've just simply removed all the subconscious programming that you weren't even aware was running in your background but because i understood your words i was understanding what curses and spells you were putting out and we were able to transmute those and clear them all out and now you have a healthy running program of consciousness that's awesome yeah find the uh lie and nullify is what i call it find the line nullified switch it up here's the video it's a short two minute video you won't be able to see it but i'll you better hear it it should be able to let's see we awake each morning and go off during the weekdays to earn the living at various jobs and undertakings until we come to the weekend and this seems perfectly acceptable to most people however more people die between six and nine on a monday morning than any other time of the week so i do what i call a translation of the english language and i spell that t-r-a-n-c-e with the idea that words cast spells so when you translate that life sentence you remember that awake is a funeral party for the dead mourning is the state you're in when you attend awake and you would have to be in a weak days to earn the living since urns are for the ashes of the dead we call our jobs undertakings job itself is a hebrew word for persecuted and what we get at the end of this perverse bargain with life is the weak end of the deal as we become progressively weakened ourselves wow and so our most prevalent greeting to each other is hello the reverse of which is oh hell and at first i suspected the hands of collusion entangling the language to foster illusion and i think it's quite true that a culture's theology has a great deal to do with the words etymology and how it evolves over time to combine incompatible meanings that may undermine the original thoughts it was meant to define but now i don't think it's planned for the thing that i've found is that like concepts can gravitate toward the same sound and vibrate at the rate that our thoughts designate because words are electromagnetic vibrations whose fine alphabetic continuations can take on the tint of our true expectations which they then imprint on our metal of mind causing sounds to adhere when they're of the same kind yeah she's a beast man laurel erica i got her on a rap song i'm telling you she killed two that is yeah next time lee with that that like blew my mind you can't just say yeah i got a 70 year old lady to rap on my side track like you gotta hear it yeah no she dude her stuff uh and uh she talks about like she does a lot of stuff about the the um um elementals and fairies and magic yeah she goes into everything she's super deep really cool lady i can chat with her about stuff like that for sure another thing my most recent bible studies have been um debunking the extraterrestrials that are within the bible because there are as in as in what's the difference between an e.t and an angel oh okay yeah yeah yeah yeah right and so a lot of people you know it's interesting because a lot of christians oddly don't believe in extraterrestrials well if they do their demons if they do the demons exactly um you know it's and so it's like you know what i began to realize are they what i call principalities of god you know so like god to me is you know i it's funny i broke this down i began to see genesis like like the the bringing together of a company um you wasn't the first person i heard that it was somebody teaching the law of manifestation to me somebody deep and they really they oh okay i know what it was it was dealing with the uh the kabbalah breaking it down like it's it's it's a it's a um kabbalistic understanding of manifestation going through genesis is what it was and you can apply it to a company or whatever so yeah that was interesting that you kind of echoed that absolutely um and it really is because we start seeing the chain of command i think we start seeing christ as the ceo and we start seeing god as the founder so the person that we kind of never ever see but the one that always gets credit for everything um and then we have the christ which is the person who was stewarding over earth but also just the one kind of taking care of things for the all-true creator um and also taking that that that same that same ideology you know we have the fallen angels so this became a bible known as the nephilim and so now we start having different hierarchies because now we have fallen angels and then from the fallen angels we also have now giants so right off the bat we have giants on one level we have the fallen angels on another level then we have christ then we have jesus and that's not even including the archangels so we started seeing it we started single chain of command the hierarchy a host of heaven yes yes and so it's like it's foolish to believe in as above so below this is that's one of the things that i feel that people are constantly overlooking and understanding about just that one phrase is that if we are truly trying to understand what is going on in the heavens then all we have to do is understand what's going on right here in front of us yeah because just like a child if a child wants to understand their parents all they have to do is understand themselves more so the more that we begin to understand ourselves the more we begin to understand god who are our parents who's our parent you know and so you know that's something that was just really key to me because there are so many times like imagine imagine being a part of a company and imagine in this company there are people that are designed to help you and support you in certain things but because you don't know these people and you think these people are evil you only try to reach out to the founder for your issues so it's like you're calling this phone like hey my register's broken hey we ran out of we ran out of items in this in this store and it's like you're trying to talk to the founder who's already gone when when you don't realize that he already set things in place and people in place to be able to help you tap into the things that you need chain of commands the chain of commands and so i believe that what we're what what christ when christ returns is that i believe that he is going to really really show us that chain of command and show us how it serves our collective because again it's not going to be very it's not going to be any different from you being an employee or wherever you are on your level of consciousness and then you have a manager that also has that also has a a area manager that also has a district manager that also has you know a you know whatever ceo municipalities for sure yeah 100 and it's like to think that god would wouldn't have anything else yeah would be foolish like like why like if we as god you know in the bible it says you are god's children of the most high but you will die like men so if us as being little gods children are the most high well we when we build worlds because all of business is is a world when you go into work the person who owns that place is your god he tells you what to do he gives you money which is your provision that helps you take care of your clothing your food everything on your back when you have an issue you pray to him you tell you type an email up and tell them what your issue is so that is your that is our god when we enter into these spaces the government is a god the government is running the world of america and even and within that there are principalities there's someone one person at the top and literally they call it that different principality and it's it's it's right in front of us yeah this is what and this is the thing i think is really cool because once we recognize that it's always been in front of us get this we recognize that we never actually left heaven when we recognize that everything has always been around us we were just not conscious of what was already around us we never had to leave heaven we just had to think we were never there and so that is the christ return message i believe yeah no there's a lot of people echoing that even christians to this point of uh the whole thing was that you forgot you've got amnesia you've like even if even if you was to trace it back like you know the whole you know if you trace it back to adam and eve the deal that they were in eden walking with the lord nothing changed that they forgot you know they they they saw you know what was going on outside of them literally outside of them and uh and started and started resonating and identifying with that over what they already were you're not going to become like god when you eat this fruit that was the lie because they already were right and and that and that's what's that's why for me it really helps me see the beauty of god in the storytelling of god like why anyone ever asking about you ever had anyone come on the show and ask the question like like why was satan in the garden to begin with or like why was the tree of knowledge yeah in the garden to begin with god wanted to tempt you and he knew you was going to eat it and all that all right all this stuff right but but what if that's the case let's say that was true let's say um you know you have a child and you let's say you know the child is going to you know wants to put a fork in a socket you tell your child hey if you do that you're going to get electrocuted right but what if you were so wise that and and say even though you were saying that you knew that they were going to do it anyway hoping that they would do it anyway so that after they did it you could save them explain so let them know how right you were that way the next time when they're contemplating whether to listen to you or not they will so what if the entire bible was that a story just to have an experience of your child coming back to you so you create satan when you do that when you have to do that you have to create somewhere something that can pull in the opposite direction so you can experience the process of them coming back to you that's why we're in this journey of remembrance because it's such a beautiful thing to remember that we're already here yeah that's the best what better happy ending could you imagine as god imagine this was on tv and we're like everyone is like yo we got to prepare we're all going to heaven and then at the end god says you've been here all along you know for me that's like the most that's the biggest irony of all of this you know even in revelations uh the return of christ said it would happen within a blink of an eye so we've been blinking this whole chat so it could have already happened and if we're not consciously aware of it then we won't think it happened at all yeah yes deep man um it's happening within it's happening you know christ coming back to sit upon the seats and and the throne of our hearts you know sitting and uh um and all of that stuff in revelations happening within that's the alchemical process that you're reading about that is hidden in the book of revelation like everything that you read because a lot of that stuff already happened you know what i'm saying whether they was talking about stuff that happened in daniel and all types of other stuff and even after the time of christ supposedly but um all of it taking place within you and it talks about christ coming back part of me wonders if is it like uh does it happen right before you die or whatever because i'm thinking too like we go back and it's something i never talk to nobody about but looking at stephen when stephen like lived his life for the lord and he was about to get stoned for for christ's sake he looked up into the sky and he saw the clouds depart and he saw christ like descending like welcoming him like well well done good and faithful servant it's like dang is that something that all of them experienced on that like as they were you know transitioning out of this world to the next that christ comes and welcomes them in and that's the return of christ too it's just something deep to think about you know what's interesting i i i think it is something deep to think about um i i can only speak on my own experiences in my life um so there was a ceremony that i had um it was my fifth ceremony it's my fifth and last peyote ceremony that i actually consumed the medicine myself and at that point i began um shepherding other people and i remember taking the medicine and it i didn't feel anything the entire day i was sending eight hours everyone was talking about their experiences and i had nothing and then at the very end of the ceremony they have a closing ceremony where people say they're closing remarks and the things they learn and at the closing ceremony was when the peyote first kicked in for me and so what it communicated to me was it said three words it said naked is healing and i was like okay that's pretty good message he's like no no no no you don't hear me naked is healing and i kept saying that over and over again until what i recognized was it was the holy spirit telling me like because i had been my intention for this ceremony was am am i done taking this plant medicine or not like am i have i got everything i need to get out of it and at the end of the ceremony it said naked is healing and so basically what it was telling me was until you are able to stand naked in front of everyone until you see how perfect you are within yourself when everyone is looking at you and judging you and casting you out until you can sit in that space and feel bliss you will not be healed so the lead shaman said does anyone else have any closing remarks i said yes i do and i stood up i looked around at everyone for a good whole minute my heart was beating so fast i could hear it racing out of my chest i took my clothes off in front of 85 people and i stopped there completely naked and they hated me so much for it they thought i was the most disrespectful they thought i was just trying to show my dick they thought that i was trying to take that moment for myself they thought that i was just completely driven in my ego the head shaman told me to put my clothes back on and in that space i had a voice in my head that said you feel that that's what christ dealt with i want you to find peace in recognizing that christ is in you right now so i sat there and i opened my arms up while they were chastising me i closed my eyes and at the end i said i want you all to look at this reflection of your own nakedness and i want you to look at all the judgment you are having at innocence was ironic was that there was a there were two little kids that were playing on this on this land that we had that were naked and it's like it's so interesting how you can look at these kids as innocent but when i try to open myself up all of a sudden there's judgment there's hatred but it's the same level of innocence and so what christ was showing me that day was that that's the work the work is being able to sit in the vibration of feeling naked knowing that you are the most powerful person in that space right then because being able to hold that container is what love is being able people to throw those stones at you and you to be able to smile that is the power of love that breaks any stronghold any stronghold any struggle any trauma any any guilt any shame any illusion that love because here's what i realized when i was in that space and those people were judging me and they were calling me these names because i gave them no response when they left ceremony the only voice they had to think about what they what happened was their own i didn't you don't i didn't give them anything to say and he had the nerve to say this or he had nerve to think this all they could hear is what did i say when he got naked i caught him ego driven so that's the seed that is planted that has no choice but to take root because there is nothing distracting it because you didn't get triggered because you didn't go out christ it cannot work in them without your energy distracting christ in them and that's why we learn how to have temperance and we learn how to love everyone unconditionally unconditionally meaning there is no condition that a person can place you under that will keep you from loving that person anymore or any less than how much you do right now for me i learned how to look at everyone like my child that was what i did for me when i was able to look at every single person on this planet no matter how old they were no matter how young they were black white hispanic when i looked at everyone like my child it enabled me to have the unconditional love to forgive people over and over and over and over again my mom my dad my baby mama who i still am learning how to how to heal a real talk but i love her unconditionally because there is no wrong she can do that ever keep me from loving her because i view her through my unconditional lens am i telling you to look at everyone as your child no i'm telling you to look at everyone the way that you need to see unconditional love yeah looking at everyone like your best friend is that looking at everyone like your mother is that looking at everyone like your daughter or son whatever that need whatever template in your mind that says there is nothing you could do that is going to keep me from loving you who whatever that is is what the christ template is designed to bring out within each and every one of us i mean jesus told told his disciples like what what you have done to the least of these to the you know the prisoner the person that's homeless the person that's naked the person that needs needs clothes like what you've done to these you've you you've which are the least of these you've done unto me they're like no we never seen you in prison we never seen you asking for food is like no you see me asking for food when you see one of your brothers asking for food or doing without the good samaritan even like you know i'm saying when i was hungry you brought me food when i was naked you clothed me all of those things and so it's really to see you know maybe for the christian you can see them as an as an emanation of christ that's deep but an emanation of yourself or an extension of god right each person and even tying that into um entertaining angels unaware that you don't know who these people are these messengers uh right you know that uh are extensions of ourselves and that's really the big one of seeing and treating people how you want to be treated and loving them like you would love yourself but here we come into trauma and inner healing and all that stuff not everybody loves themselves so if they see that they they would they would probably this is probably why they benefit more with seeing them as god or christ because they honor christ more than they would honor themselves and they don't know that honoring themselves is honoring christ so that's probably why they wouldn't see them as an extension because you don't really view yourself that high that's actually so good i actually uh you know say something similar in the sense of like most people compartmentalize god because they don't want the power within themselves they don't want it because the idea that they're the one that's ultimately in control it's too much for them it's it's it's so that that's what i personally have realized even on my experience was that i'm here to understand my power because you know even for me at one point i had a whole team of spirit guides all around me but then i had a moment of realization where i recognized that these spirit guys that were all around me were just projected illusions that my mind created so that i could delegate my own power away from myself but i can actually create a character in my head i need i got to send you my d my little documentary i put out you got to watch it it's on that i want to i need to send it to you for sure let's keep going keep going it's real it's so real talk because it's like i have recognized that i literally created these energy containers in my head and i'm like okay i can't deal with all this energy so i'm going to create this this archetype and i'm going to give you a little bit of interest now whenever i have a question about how to communicate something i'm going to pray to to you you know i'm gonna grab and then i'm gonna whenever i have a question about how to make money i'm gonna pray to you and it's like the money god or the money angel yeah right yeah yeah and i i i eventually and again that served me so i'm not even saying it's a wrong thing exactly that's the time when i was learning how to step into my own power but then when i wanted more power when i wanted more co-creative energy i had to start consolidating so i had to start saying wow you know really all of this is just my higher self you know again i all this just really my the infinite source that i've always been connected to so i began to bring these different archetypes in and i said okay you're not real you're not real you're not real you're not this is the crazy thing too because i consolidated all these beings right and then i started feeling so empowered right and i started progressing in this power i was like wow it's so much easier to manifest money right now because it's like i i'm believing that it's already in me and that's the knowing that's the vibration i'm believing that my the relationships and the friendships that i want are already here what happened next was so ironically funny because now i found myself lonely in my head i was like okay i got all the power now and i know i know it's all me but it's like my brain is so quiet now so you know what i did i recreated those characters and i gave them the same power back again because now that i know that i have the power i can play so now that i know that now that i know the power is all in me i can create whatever experience i want to so if i want to have an experience where i do have these people now that i know that they're not the source of the power i can just enjoy the archetypal present they have in my consciousness and again that's that's the transmutation process removing it all together coming back to it in perfect balance people talk about they talk to jesus right i talk to jesus i talk to the holy spirit i talk to god do you talk to all three of them what about at once are they are they do they do they sound different or that does god's voice have more base is it i'm telling you like the same voice of the holy spirit is the same it's the inner knowing it's the telepathic communication they're really speaking to your inner ear it's the same feeling you're gonna get when you're you know doing deep kundalini yoga when you're doing when i'm stargazing and we're seeing ships and we're seeing beings out there that are communicating with us it's the same inner knowing it's communicating with your intuition it's a peaceful that if there's anything that i can discern it's only the the intention whether it's a peaceful voice or a peaceful intuition that's being communicated to you versus something malicious or something that's trying to trick you or cause you harm like that's the but as far as like yeah his voice is more higher pitch or i know it when he comes around so again god jesus the holy spirit talking to them add whoever archangel michael who you know your ancestors or whatever the case is like people it's their template you know what i'm saying they and some of them you know i'm saying their box set includes more pieces in it than yours just because of the realm of understanding or what they've been taught you know but uh it has more pieces than some others yeah like do they sound different can could somebody tell you because most christians tell you they hear the voice of the holy spirit speaking for me i i look at not necessarily how they sound but which dimension i'm receiving them through typically when i'm receiving um thoughts and i'm receiving messages in thought form and that's christ that's the christ consciousness when i'm receiving something intuitively just strictly from feeling that's god the father for me and i look at anything that i'm able to be present right now because spirit is infinite so it only shows up in an internal space and the only eternal space we live in is the present moment for me whenever i act on something based on just what i'm seeing in front of me that's me we're acting out of the holy spirit for me so it's like they all they all have the same voice to me they just also use different intercoms that's right so it's like yeah so again but that's my template that you know enables me to and again i i think you know i want to talk about templates for a bit because templates are my entire life and i think the goal for us is to be able to find the template that that best connects all the pieces for us yeah is christianity a good one christianity is a great template 100 it's one that but it's it's one that only the strong can adopt because it and now that i'm coming back to it i can say it with it it's a lot of baggage and there's a lot of there's a lot of gaps in between the the the the questions and the answers that you have to have an amount of faith to be able to bring you through the literal stuff like if they take it literal they may try to come cut your head off or like even say for example homosexuality right if i was someone who looked at the bible and said homosexuality is wrong it's a sense abomination and then i hear all these people judging it and saying these people are burning in hell that's going to naturally trigger me and make me want to leave religion for sure however in my new form of consciousness because i left it when i left it i started understanding more about what was going on with the romans and the greeks at the time of the council of nicaea when they were bringing all the stuff together that was going to go in the bible and so when i was able to understand the feminine imbalance on our planet see throughout our history we've had imbalances of masculine energy where we had slavery and then feminine energy we've had chaos and no one really talks much about chaos because chaos is just so prevalent in our history but that's these are all the times where the feminine energy ruled and so what we see is that in times where feminine energy ruled there had to be a masculine energy structure boundary put in place that said you can't do this anymore and so again when you can tell someone don't do it but how is that how that message gonna last you know 2 000 years oh no no so i have to tell a story about how angels came down into a city and that how all the men wanted to have sex with these men in the city and so because they wanted to have sex with them i came down and i actually destroyed the sea see that's something it that small thing that had to be put together just for the message of for right now as humans are evolving men need to be more in their masculine energy than being in their feminine energy for a period of time now we were revolving back now where we're constantly falling back into it because again it worked it it balanced the masculine energy up until this lifetime so now we're like yo this is [Â __Â ] and you're like you're right because we don't need it anymore so it's all been perfect it's everything has perfectly served us there's nothing that has not you can give you can ask any question about the bible and why it had to happen and i could tell you why it's perfect because i know because christ is inside of me he's talking to me i know everything is perfect now it's just a matter of how we can communicate to people that it is already perfect yeah because as far as like it's changed so much as far as christianity is concerned and what the bible is and even the people who try to take it literal and they think that they're doing it to a t and all that kind of stuff they're so far off from the mark it's not even funny you know what i'm saying you hear some people who are just right on so many things and then they say one thing like oh yeah you missed it dude you're awful the bigger you are the harder you fall yeah i i feel that way when it comes to our ego when it comes to that the more we think we know yeah the harder the shatter is when you're like oh my gosh i had no idea and and that's that's what i see now is like i remember all the times where i swear i where my ego was shattered i remember that feeling and so now even though i walk in truth even though most of the words that i say people cannot they say or henceforth and i have i'm constantly facing people that want to come to me and then they're either upset or they're they disagree with something that i'm saying and they chastise me or they judge me for it and then up there's always a point in conversation where i say something that shatters their ego it's like holy [Â __Â ] i didn't think about that and in this moment is the part where we have to be the most loving yeah because we know how hard it how much it hurts in that moment for our ego to shatter yeah and not only that but if when the ego shatters if you just pound them and say oh this is why i'm wrong this is why i'm right dog you should listen to me you do all of that it's going to be so hard for them to rejoice they're not going to come back i know you're right i think i did that yesterday i'm sorry some dude hit me up and um and he's been he checked out a couple of my podcasts i think he jumped in our school of mystics one night and uh he he's still messaging me now i had to block him but i unblocked him but anyway he's like uh he's like man i watched one of your uh um videos and it led me astray and it was my video on the kundalini and the holy spirit and how they're like the same thing i got this whole breaking down from the christianity when it first came out like now there's christians you know if you go to church on sunday morning your pastor might do a uh uh sermon on the kundalini watch out but but it's watch out because it's a demonic spirit that's kind of masquerading as the holy spirit is what they say but i kind of go and show you how it's the same thing and where even those teachings came from which was a a revival minister back in uh mid 2000's came out with this stuff talking about the kundalini serpent in the churches anyway he watched the video and he said your video led me astray and like i was just i wasn't having a great day i just wasn't feeling it yesterday just some stuff lining up and uh and i told i kind of went off on him and i was like dude hold on you were you uh he said your your video led me astray i was like no you were you were led astray before you got to my video right you were broken you were addicted to drugs and you were and i just kind of i kind of i let him have it i don't know if i should have he said hey why are you mad i was like you coming at me like accusing me and projecting on me like this like come on dude like what and making videos and blog posts about me and stuff like come on dude so when you when you respond like that a lot of times you burn that bridge i might i might have burned a bridge i don't know and uh i'm sorry if you're listening but um you know it happens somehow we're you know only human i don't i can't get it right all the time you know i i i think that the story work where christ you know walked into the church and saw the people gambling and so he turned the tables in the church i think what you just described is why that story is in the bible because it's like i think it has to be known and that it's human to have a day yeah like like like christ could have been like oh man these people who i just put the table over and to get the hell out of my house or my church you know they're probably never gonna become christian or they're probably never gonna like me but it's like we have to learn that one we have self-care and there are sometimes we're energetically not in that mood and that has to be okay because again we're 50 50 we're half soul have flesh and we have to feed both to stay alive yeah so it was like when you don't have when you've given your energy away to everyone and you don't have enough to to hold extra space for other people in my opinion which is what i do it's okay like that has to be okay there i tell you that all the time i have days with my employees where i tell them listen normally i call and i'm like hey how's your day going oh my god how's the family honestly i don't give a [Â __Â ] today i'm gonna give you that guidelines of what i need to get done today tomorrow i'll be fully charged again i'll be able to hold space for you and take go slow and do all that but that's that's work that's energy the it's like it's like being around children you know you have children the goal is to not ever you know get mad or you know scream at your child but it happens you have days where you're like yo you're annoying me get away from me go sit down go play these moments are becoming more imperative for us because we're transitioning in consciousness see when everyone thought that they were a child serving god it was it was a lot easier to you know want to hold space for these people but now that people are transitioning into a higher level of consciousness there are parents that are being formed and so these parents have to learn how to how to separate their energy from the children otherwise they're going to just constantly being drained every time someone says they're offended you're going to give them a whole paragraph on what you really meant and by the end of it they're going to be like oh okay and you're just going to be sitting there tired and you're going to be mad the anger is still going to be inside of you like this [Â __Â ] i can't be so stupid i have to sit there and explain all this confidence i want to go watch netflix right that's why i try to just make a video on it just so i can there's going to be there's going to be 17 other personifications of that person or whatever he's going through 17 other people so instead of going through it hey man watch this video hopefully it explains a little bit better the first one you watch didn't really do a good job watch the second one you know but you know what you know what's funny is that that's what the bible is to us right now like someone has all these questions about something you're like hey man just go pick up that bible and uh it's got everything and it's crazy but that's the easy answer right it's the easy way you know that's the easy answer it's just crazy for me man because again i never thought i'd be saying that ever again i never thought i never in a million years i was telling my dad my my family my whole family is christian and they're like we're just going to keep praying for you because prayer works i'm like yeah yeah keep going i'm praying [Â __Â ] all right boy i'm here and now it's like okay like i came back in and now it's like they're giving they leave the shamanism at the dough yeah well you know what's interesting now is that when i first was combatant with my spiritual with my church community and my family i was really combating myself because what what happened was once i found truth once i began to see things for what they really were i was trying to communicate it before i integrated and so anytime you try to communicate before you integrate people are going to think you're crazy people are going to think you're nuts because you haven't spent enough time trying to figure out how to build a relationship and relate to the other person because you just got all this new knowledge yeah so for me like i pushed everyone away thinking that they were pushing me away but really it was because i hadn't learned how to hey deliver this message calmly yeah without raising my voice without talking too fast without stuttering all these things when you put all those together and you're really excited and your hair is worked out and you can you didn't shave you look like a [Â __Â ] madman so when i recognize hey i take that you're in your higher self now you can be whoever you want but it's like for me this is what my family saw and i think a lot of people need to hear this because there are a lot of people who are just now beginning their spiritual awakening and they're going to start seeing all the conspiracy theories they're going to start seeing you know all the underground stuff the stuff that we've already seen process and integrate yeah and they're going to be like yo you have no idea this whole thing that's what they're doing yeah people you never thought would do it or now the way freeze away fair babies what the hell are you talking about exactly and so it's like we're cycles so we're they're about to be people they're gonna be coming to us like the aliens no now you know trump's tweeting about and all this kind of stuff like now it's okay okay it's always been like that for me though because we've always been as as prophets and as seers we've been like a step ahead of what like god was saying in the spirit and a lot of it's returning to the ancient path and those kind of things to astrology the plants the angels the the elements like all of that's in the bible and uh and so as we try to integrate some of that stuff in there see you talking about it they're like hey that's demonic stay away from it and they kind of mark you but then let their favorite pastor wearing the suit and tie and presentation talk about it and say oh brother so-and-so's got a good revelation on how to read the stars and what they mean in their names i'm like i've been telling you for six years talking about how to get back good morning stars yes crazy that has been my lesson because i used to judge that yep i used to say how the [Â __Â ] are y'all listening to this person and he's just going up there hooting and hollering screaming got a nice suit on but it's like no no no they're showing you who you need to become for them to listen to you that's true you have enough ego or can you remove your ego enough to become the version of you that can be heard by millions that's what that's what that's why i'm going back into the church because again and i learned this when i first started my business number one reason why bit new business owners fail is because their own creativity i say is when i teach all my classes when you when i first went into my business everything i was trying to do i wanted to be unique i said i'm gonna do this no one's ever done this i'm gonna do this and then you go out there and i wasted thousands of dollars on marketing thousand dollars on my website and got nothing in return for it so i said okay i end up hiring a mentor the mentor is like why the [Â __Â ] are you trying to try something new when you don't even know if it works you're guessing they said no you need to look at what's already working look at the people that you want to attract and look at who they're watching who are they clicking on who are the people who are who are your shop your competition yeah right shop your competition so when us when we stop our competition as light workers they're pastors they're the joy oldsteins in the world so like okay this person has millions of followers online and offline has all the money that he needs to create whatever world he wants to and he didn't pay for it so instead of judging that me as a light worker i want that because i know that once i get those things i'm going to do with what i want with it and what i want with it is a template for new earth and so we began to and this is the crazy part because what happens is the people that the light community looks at as demons now become the teachers so now you have to watch joel osteen like people think that when the when the pastor says repeat after me or look to your neighbor and say this they don't understand that magic they don't understand the alchemy they don't understand that i'm telling you to speak a spell right now and the more times you say it the more it resonates you think they're saying oh just tell your neighbor one time ah you think that's just by accident man they gotta do this there's a reason it works multi-million dollar industry you think that's by accident you think they're just saying i'm gonna go up there and say whatever i want people to give me money you think seminary school is just by accident but that's what happens when you reject this when you reject people like that you you you think that they're just doing [Â __Â ] you don't recognize the skill that they have yeah even if it's not like a suit every day because they know that when they go up there the longer you stay looking at me the longer i have your attention so if i put the bling on you're captivated so now when i start christ you gotta listen but that's what the prosperity dudes did first thing somebody said years ago they said the pimp the pimps left the corner there's no pimp standing on the corner anymore they all bought churches i was like oh damn that's true that's so true in the bling and come on give me 50 15 you know ten dollars yeah give me my money yep and yeah you got to bring them their money and a lot of that's in there a lot of it's in some of those denominations for sure but the thing is there's nothing even wrong with it there's nothing wrong that's the reason why because the people are still feeling fulfilled like if if i did the same exact thing and people were like yo you've changed my life here goes a thousand dollars yeah well i mean some of it is some of it is some of it's dark as hell though you gotta you know but then it's remember it's on based on their level of consciousness so the system's not dark the level of consciousness they're currently on in comparison to the level of consciousness that you're on right now that's the only reason why you're saying it's dark because you're in the light so you're you're the one you're pterodactyl flying over us you see everything for what it really is but don't forget that you were once the little bird that couldn't see [Â __Â ] so it's like we don't we can't judge them we have to just say their job is to be who they are again the darkest one is the best teacher joel olsteen is your best if he's the darkest one he's your best man i would i would i'm not even talking about him i'm talking about like if you don't give me your money god's gonna take it from you like those guys like some some of the dark like witchcraft type stuff look at what happens now imagine this now i've actually i've experienced even my own family members in this case yeah not saying that it's good or bad but just providing a little perspective on it um i've had both of my grandparents have been pastors and my dad's a pastor right now and i used to be a pastor so i've been around pastors my entire life you'll be surprised how much the sermon as the financial circumstances of the pastor changes now if my daughter got sick and i'm a pastor and now she needs a surgery that i can't afford as hard as i try to deliver a neutral sermon there's gonna be a little part of me that's gonna be like okay i gotta find a way to get these people really excited somehow because i wanna take care of my daughter so i'm not saying just because someone decides to do that if they're right or wrong what i'm saying is that's what's stirring in pastors minds at times oh [Â __Â ] our we haven't been able to actually pay our bills in the church because people think we have money but the reality of it is no one's been tithing yeah and we don't get to see that we don't know that so it's like if i don't it's like i don't want to have to come out and say y'all not tithing and that's the reason why church ain't growing because everyone's going to get mad i'm like well screw you so i have to find a way now to say in a creative way to either get you excited or to find a way to communicate this so that people don't think that it's all about money with me because the second because you're in a donation industry the second you bring up money it's going to trigger people who have money attachment issues because it's it's a it's a real it's a real it's a it's a it's a very rare i mean i see what you're saying and i think there's some of those out there maybe you know uh the ones i'm thinking about are just the ones who are like um you know that they're putting all these crazy stipulations and they're like they're putting curses on you like if you don't like they're literally like cursing you if you don't give and so but but at the same time like i find it more like if you're open and honest about like your needs and saying hey like if you guys like the ac if you guys like this building then it takes money you know it takes money but it then i see what you're saying because they're only going to give so much right and then they're going to stay within themselves well you know the light bill ain't number 400 a month like why we got you know and they're just kind of reason within themselves so you got to get these grandiose yeah things and uh i just i mean there's nothing wrong with money there's nothing wrong with asking for money if you again it goes back to if you believe in it guess what you ain't gonna hesitate supporting it like if i if i'm going to a church and i believe in what they're doing yeah i'ma give i want to see it expand i want to make sure that this pastor's wanting for nothing i want to make sure that you know that we're taking care of this place versus him like you know like demanding me give him money and like and like lying about stuff like god is gonna punish me if i don't give him money like i'm just i'm i'm feeling a certain type of way i came out a lot of that i had a crazy i thought god was a a in the mob dog like they told me like if i didn't pay my tithes then god was going to take it from me next paycheck and we ended up like owing god like hundreds of dollars because we couldn't pay that tithe and then they would hit us with sermons like if you don't pay it god will find a way to take it from you and the way god takes it from you is is making your car break down or your washing machine stop working and so that's god taking what you owe him and like literally in the a lot of the prosperity movements they taught a lot of similar things telling you that you're robbing god if you don't give them money like that's i think i think when it comes to i mean there is a such thing as manipulation there is a such thing as as good of white and black magic and what a lot of people think that black magic is it would be some of the people we run with in the shamanism and occult and psychics and they think that that's dark witchcraft there's i've seen more dark witchcraft going on in a lot of these churches than i've seen in any witches circle on the internet like for sure interesting wow you say a lot that i that i want to piggyback on um so me personally i personally don't see any dart uh but that's only because again i look at everyone as my kids so if i if i'm seeing dark it's so dark i'm only judging my own kids which means i'm only judging my own self because my kids are what if your kids like bullying the other kids and stuff though wouldn't you like correct them say hey bro you can't do that man you're being like abusing your power we teach them so again by recognizing that i can see an issue the fact that i can see an issue means that i'm the higher conscious being and that's something that i want your followers to always remember especially you king because you're a very old soul what that means is 95 of people that you observe you're gonna have a higher consciousness then so you're you're a parent on this planet so it does no good to serve to judge even the pastors because they're your children because you are someone that has a higher consciousness perspective on what they are doing so that the only reason why you saw what you saw was because you are the parent so and that's empowering because that's the reason why that's why i said once you come once you realize you have the power to complain you also have to realize that you are the solution so once you move into being a solution you recognize there's no point of judging the thing that you're having to be a solution for so it's like these pastors are young souls these pastors are people that are so living in a scarcity mentality that they feel like their only choice is to be dishonest like a little kid when they're scared they lie and they try to do things and then we have to teach them hey listen if you would have just communicated with me i would have given you everything that you wanted yeah that's our lesson as higher evolved beings see we let we let the material world confuse us because we see people who are actually older than us and we think that they're actually older than us we've we've been recycled through this experience so many times bro that's the reason why you're able to say oh that's not right that's not the way it used to be and so our job we we come in in these lifetimes to recalibrate our children but then we have a time where we need space again and we leave we go until we go into the heaven space and then we go into a space and we come back and we see how the kids did and we're like oh [Â __Â ] stuff is messing up again okay what's messing up okay well the pastor he's you know he's really you know he's really trying to get his stuff together but he's asking for so much money right now because he's afraid of living in an abundance mentality okay how did he get that way how did that mentality get in him what what what what part of him is still not healed and so these are the questions as the parents that we have to ask if we're truly able to be in this even while by the bible says the meek shall inherit the earth we're the ones that are designed to inherit the earth which is the why we're the ones that are naturally going to end up coming out on top because there are people again that inevitably have not been doing the work because they've been waiting on the teachers to come back and give them the work the people who are in the church right now that you're saying are doing things wrong who's telling them and who's able to tell them in a way they can actually hear it if not the actual teachers yeah that was the biggest i'll tell you that that was the biggest revelation for me because there was you know for years i got into like exposing it and calling it out and we would do videos and i've got a lot of my music where i i called like my music was like attacking them and it was only four people who were like listening in yeah you had to know who these preachers were you had to know doctrine you had no theology to even understand what the hell we were talking about but um i began i was known as that that guy right i was calling out all td jakes joel up benny hen all of them and i had that was what i was known by but it was just this little simple revelation revelation and kind of what you're saying was like i just felt the lord told me this is simply listen if you want to stop false doctrine if you want to stop false prophets it's not singling them out and calling their name and pointing fingers that's not how you do it he said the right way to correct false teaching and false doctrine is to simply teach it the right way teach the right teach right giving teach the right tithing teach you know write write knowledge and understanding teach it the right way and in doing that you'll be able to reach more people and you it won't be anything personal because i found out i used to be mad at those pastors i used to be mad at them but but then i also had to understand the scripture says that that the people having itching ears look they go find those people like it just say we dealt with with uh creflo dollar or you know joel osteen and they're gone huh i grew up in krakow dollars really if we dealt with them then there would be another one to take his place next week and so those same people would find one even amongst themselves he's the next creflo tell us what we want to hear so the people you go you you're not forced to go to any of these churches or religions you go there because something resonates with you like you're saying so again that it was deep for me you know to understand that it wasn't them particularly but and in the way to combat it was not like being confrontational or calling that one individual out but just simply teach it the right way you know and it worked you know wow i i think i think one of the things that i you know the the light community needs to really understand is what you just said you know anytime you call something out whether it be a system whether it be a government whether it be a boss ceo anytime you call something out you are putting their security at risk anytime you put any organisms security at risk they will fight back that's what i did with that message dude inbox me it's like i put my neck out for this this is my bread and butter and you attacking yeah right so we look at the government system we're like oh my god this person spoke out about this and now he's dead it's like if you were the government and someone's if someone had information that could bring you down you would do the same thing what didn't you let's let someone take down everything your family built even if they don't they don't someone's trying understand squander your name you know if you're if i'm a multi-billionaire and someone's like big saying like like you know one of my biggest fears is that i become a celebrity and then someone doesn't like me or something and all of a sudden they say oh he's a pedophile it's like when you throw a name something out like that even if it comes out completely false your name is turning somehow some way some form you know all these guys say oh that's real spiritual warfare to me again destroying someone's image is destroying their heavenly self so by you as you thought oh he sexually assaulted me even if it's false now that that that image is now associated to the conscience of everyone in america now so that's like my one of my my biggest fears about is about being in that space but it's like any time you call something out anytime you say this is evil this is bad this needs to be stopped the other side is going to hear oh so you're trying to stop me okay so i guess we're fighting now okay let's fight and then you lose because what this system what this earth simulation is here teach us is that you won't win through fighting you will only win through transcendence so it made the forces here that you think you can fight unbeatable so you're not going to beat the government you're not going to beat the police these aren't you're not supposed to beat them you're just supposed to transcend them they are they are designed for you to become stewards over but you have to we have to learn how to win and fight the good fight and it's with teaching is with embodying and through that we skip and we transcend all war or chaos we simply vibrate above it and i really i really want the light community to get this because there's so much stuff that we see that need to be changed because that's what we're here to do we're here to provide that change but we are so quick to judge these systems and these systems like a lot of times the systems that we're judging our ancient selves built that system which is why we're judging so harshly against it i had to start i started having memories when i had my awakening that i was a part of the first illuminati complete i i have complete memories of who was there who i am in that table what the intention was of being in the enlightened ones and our intention for being able to be guardians over this planet well and behold that was the number one system i was like they are the darkest most evil systems i've ever heard in i didn't realize that they got it from me but i also realized that i can't heal what i don't take accountability for until you claim something as saying this is my fault you don't have the template that's needed to correct the change so if you want to fix any system step one claim it if you don't want to fix it stand on the outside and just keep talking [Â __Â ] about it but if you want to heal a system claim it as your own just like if you want to heal a child you can say when your child grows up and he's like making bad decisions you can say oh my child is just [Â __Â ] up like he just went on his own i did our best as i could do whatever it's just bad children this whole generation screwed up or we can look at the parenting skills that we had as an upbringing and say where did i miss the mark and how can i take ownership of that so that i can see clearly how to provide the healing in my child's life that's what it's about man responding with love the only way to transcend it the only way to fight it and attack it is with love it's not tearing down it's about responding with love moving i mean that's that that's what fuels your faith is love and you got to be able to walk in both and so once you understand that the game your weapon is love that's how you get to the next levels responding with love man we did uh two hours and 40 minutes and wait today just now well we did an hour and then we didn't do that for 40 minutes and then like an hour earlier hour and 10 minutes so good talk man so one thing that spirit does for me in my life is that whenever um i told spirit to do this i said anytime i connect with someone who is spirit tribe who is so tribe for me put a synchronicity in my presence so every time i meet someone i either have the same earring as them i either have you know a scar that resembles the same thing that they have and i just wanted to say that i don't know if you knew but i have a tattoo a red tattoo of the flower of life brothers yes brother i was like thank you for letting me know that that makes you just solidified it for me so i i know now and that's what made me really say like remember that you are a king because you're you're designed to be able to look at entire systems and saying what needs to be changed in them but it's god gave you like god's trusting you to be steward over a large amount of people of area so just remember that for sure yeah 100 man again i i enjoyed it i'm down to work with you do it again man i i enjoyed our connection kindred spirits for sure and so much more that we could have talked about uh again i know we did it on the at the end of the first part but go ahead and give your links again and stuff like that for people who want to check you out absolutely you can primarily find me on my facebook page um i have two facebook pages uh daryl garth d-a-r-r-y-l-g-a-r-t-h and also pharaoh tahar p-h-a-r-o-h tahar t-a-h-a-r also if you're looking for any type of guidance coursework or just wanting to chat with me you can book a session at christconsciouscoaching on facebook and you can also find me on instagram at daryl garf coaching thank you again true seeker for opening this space and truly facilitating europa you are a master facilitator so truly i appreciate that you are a master at cultivating the energy into a space that births co-creation so thank you i enjoyed it man and um that's definitely it i've seen those connections like like bringing something together especially events and uh back in the day was prayer meetings with people who didn't know each other they only knew me and there was 12 guys there none of them knew each other but they all knew me and we're like we're in prayer like in a good like a deep prayer you know and i'm looking around i'm like we're here because of me you know what i'm saying and so those in in the scriptures it talks about that being a gift to like the gift of administration to be able to set things up and administer it and stuff like that so be conscious man be be in the moment understand how much power that we have to to set things up like that and to allow people to office uh experience those things too especially when it comes to christ i'm sure you're getting these too but i'm getting overwhelmed right now of messages from people saying that they've like abandoned their faith or you know what i'm saying and or are they even the ones who have never been a part of christ and even know what that means and so because of our work and you you know using the bible and using christ in those terms and it's helping people to kind of uh step into that relationship which is an easy one he's he's done the work for us like understanding he's big he bids us and beckons us to come there is no resistance he said come come come learn of me my yoke is easy my burden is like come i have many things that i want to show you and only when you're ready and you got to go through some more things and then once you learn i'm going to show you more and so getting those those messages and feedback from people man it's just it's amazing i know you're getting it too so good stuff definitely am and i'm glad that we're both getting these messages because it's only just revealing to us our greater work that's here you know we are we are messengers you know we we come from two worlds you know we've seen both worlds we've seen the light in the shadow and now we have perspective now we have wisdom and now we know how to relate to the people who need our message the most yep 100 we have a contrast we can see it we know what it looks like many blessings bro we'll do it again soon thanks so much for hanging out with me no problem shut up shalom love you man peace pharaoh tahar ladies and gentlemen daryl garth hope you all enjoyed that i really enjoyed the talk really good stuff um it's so funny like the more you talk and the more you discuss you find out that you have more and more and more in common with people and we had so much in common and um you know keep digging and digging and so much that i didn't even go into because it wasn't on topic but i've been writing a bunch of it down so i'm sure we'll do another talk pick his mind he mentioned ufos and aliens and extraterrestrials and his and the bible and his uh his eyes lit up when he did and you know mine does too that's near and dear to my heart so love to have him back on again for another talk we did two and a half hours and uh it's really good stuff um yeah thank you guys for all the support thanks to everybody for hanging out in the chat i'm reading a bunch of the messages here um so yeah it's cool to um to again be able to kind of communicate the love and and and compassion of christ through a conversation and you guys are able to pick up on that and that's so awesome um shout out to you nikolai i see your your uh comment here about that um but yeah with that i'ma say peace and shalom uh thanks for hanging out with me i got a bunch more stuff lined up for the rest of this week i think we got a live stream tomorrow night with again laura erica my friend word magic and then i think i have two more thursdays so still got three more episodes to do this week y'all have fun we'll do it again very soon peace peace well that does it for this episode folks to hear more episodes of the truthseeker podcast head over to truthseeker.com and if you're wanting to support the show and get rewards go to our patreon page at patreon.com truth seeker


