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In this episode of The TruthSeekah Podcast TruthSeekah is joined by Hip Hop Artist TheViking N3 as they discuss his spirituality, meditation practices, plant medicine and shamanic rituals.

VIKING N3 is not only riding the wave of new generation Australian artists, he pioneered his own lane within the Global Hip Hop scene as the founder of SMACKTOWN and the independent label FIGHT MUSIC.
TheViking N3 is a controversial/genre-defying artist, who has mastered the craft in balancing hardcore lyricism with smooth velvety poetry. Driven by controversial issues in global politics, spiritual growth and self-reflection, N3 delivers his art with immaculate rhyme schemes, percussive flow, monstrous self-production and melodic vocal tones that embrace the listeners with a warm sense of belonging.

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TheViking N3 Interview | Spirituality, Meditation, Shamanic Rituals & Vikings!
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with the Viking in three I want to give
you a quick disclaimer though a lot of
f-bombs a lot of profanity in this one
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my friend the Viper so much positive
[Â __Â ] yeah I just thought it's time to
share the different aspect of myself you
know like I've been just going through a
lot in life as of recently and now I'm
just kind of wanted to refocus me and
spread Who I am and what I've got to
give to this world and all the avenues
that are available for me that's what's
that bro yeah kudos to that I checked
out a couple of episodes well you got
two episodes and already something like
that no no just one come on be coming
out this fry fry yeah you just want it I
just just just got it going but the
second ones coming I'm going deep I'm
going deep for the sake of others cool
that's cool yeah man jeez have a see you
learn how to do it yeah man I've been
I've been checking you out for a couple
months now people send them in your
links and just I think the artwork
catches you know what I'm saying I see
some of you I'm saying some of your
imagery images from the still shots to
the videos and stuff on YouTube and
stuff like that sharing it on Facebook
and I checked you out but checking you
out for several months now when you seen
that it's real aggressive there's some
aggressive underground hip-hop that you
do but yet there's still like some spill
undertones man some stuff about the
astral realms and addresses being at the
forefront you know in my in my journey
but I think when I drop the album's
gonna flip some people really bloody
light [Â __Â ] as well and you know I just
love to touch all spectrums of music
because you know we were extensions of
music and you know box myself into what
it was because you know we're always
evolving and we always want to go down
different avenues and express
differently and reach different people
because you know that on the ground
definitely I think calls me the most
because I think the underground is where
the shadow the doctors that's where the
rough [Â __Â ] is man and that's where we
got to go into [Â __Â ] deaths of the
shadows to go your mother [Â __Â ] this
lighting he to to bring everything up
you know
yeah that's one thing that I heard you
say on your podcast you were mentioning
that in the underground and then the you
know what you do and I think what I do
is well it's like a niche of the
underground so it's underground but then
it's niche as well so it's this own you
know group of people that you select out
and you mentioned having to go like one
fan at a time reaching out to one person
at a time and eventually you have your
own your own army behind you who believe
in the movement they believe in that the
music they're helping you promote it
they're helping you push it helping you
fund it you know all these kind of
things and so that's what's different
about being some type of like niche
versus something that's just in the
mainstream and talking about what
everybody is talking about you're
missing out on a lot of people but you
don't do it for the masses you do it for
the ones who really resonate right you
really resonate is being you know true
to your passion and true to your
expression and that's why a lot of
people win those other avenues fade away
after time because you know the
connectivity is always on the surface
it's not in the depths and if you get
like you're saying a kid a hundred
people that tree connect with you you
know that they can [Â __Â ] with you forever
man you know I've been offline for a
while and I just popping back up and all
the people that I've connected just
we've made it one track they still there
they're like yo we're ready we're
waiting you know because you really
resonated like you said you really
resonate with them and they connect with
you and then they're with you you know
they're just waiting for you to keep
pushing you know yeah for those who are
listening who don't know who you are who
aren't familiar with your music just
kind of give an overview about who you
are what you bring to the table question
Who am I I'm an artist from Australia
that likes to express his what he does
what he loves then it's just a broad you
know when you give someone a question
that starts so many answers um man I'm
here to create music that elevates the
spirit the soul that brings power to
humans that listen to me and that
you know I think music can change the
[Â __Â ] planet dude so like I'm just here
to do might be I'm here to do might be
in the collective for those who want to
chain into me for us to raise and step
into our power and just [Â __Â ] change
this [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] man that's
that's my intention that's my mission
and I'm gonna do that with an avenue of
music and other forms yeah man and so
again you cover just a lot you cover
everything and I think I think good
music not only good music good movies
like take you on a rollercoaster ride
it's not just all loving like you know
sand there's some darkness in there
there's some dark you've been through
some stuff
what was it man that you faced in your
in your childhood in your adolescence
that really projected you to becoming
the person you are today like did you
struggle with addiction like trying to
fit in trying to find out your identity
and things like that that that you
really have come to understand who you
are as a human now or [Â __Â ] man like
living in South West Sydney it's kind of
like it's not saying it's together but
we kind of sort of is in Australia like
you know grew up in public housing and
and it's rough out there it's rough out
there and like you get into [Â __Â ] that
you're not supposed to be getting into
[Â __Â ] might be selling a little something
buying a little something and sometimes
that [Â __Â ] flips on you you know like I'm
one of the darkest [Â __Â ] things that
threw me into a spiral of like say drugs
and partying and just avoiding life was
that I'm at one moment like you can say
a drug deal went wrong with my brother
involved and the dudes grabbed him
hanging out of the [Â __Â ] car
okay
and I have to chase those [Â __Â ]
in my car and eventually I ran these
[Â __Â ] on but including my home
family member and I'm telling you right
[Â __Â ] now man that [Â __Â ] is heavy when
you picking up your family member and
he's [Â __Â ] distorted and [Â __Â ] up
because of some [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] like
that she changes you man that she throws
you into will [Â __Â ] you go man that like
you know I have to bear the
responsibility of my actions causing
this thing even though you know it's a
ripple effect of what went down that
night but you know [Â __Â ] went through
a lot of [Â __Â ] you know get back to the
[Â __Â ] I am and no you know what happened
isn't like completely my own [Â __Â ] my
which we all play a part man we're gonna
be responsible for cuz but like he just
shows you the [Â __Â ] that's something so
simple because it wasn't a big thing it
was just a small [Â __Â ] thing that
eventuated into [Â __Â ] people ended up
in hospital meanest ending up in [Â __Â ]
prison and like yo your life just pause
like after that my music career went
like no way because I'm I couldn't
travel I couldn't do anything I have to
sign in to the police every [Â __Â ] week
and yeah man it's just like after that I
just cuz I [Â __Â ] music started taking
trucking drugs and started going to
electronic places and the truth is then
the drugs showed me connected me back to
Lover's [Â __Â ] crazy as that sounds man
that [Â __Â ] sent me back on the pop up but
it was also destroying my [Â __Â ] you know
like my life around me was not being
taken care of all I wanted to do is be
in that realm and eventually you know
you just that realm the wins that you
gain you start to come back out and you
start to realize that she just helped me
for a bit but that's destroying my life
now I'm gonna get the [Â __Â ] out of here
and continue going up you know party
drugs alcohol dude I was [Â __Â ] you
don't understand three days of nothing
but alcohol and [Â __Â ] pills man like
no sleep this is
moving on we can appreciate this is this
[Â __Â ] this [Â __Â ] your body up dude and
like I could say I had some good times
and um yeah as soon as I moved out of
the hood and I moved to a place that is
the energy of being is like it's
positive dude this place started healing
means that I started connecting me to
where I need to be and from there like
you know I see my spiritual journey has
always been you know and even when I was
in the drugs that's where it started to
I started to getting in more awareness
as of understanding energy understanding
dimensions understanding rooms it's done
it's just like something starts driving
you into that direction so when I came
here I could start you know adapting
everything started to doing [Â __Â ] yoga
properly started meditating correctly
started doing everything that is needed
for the body to start the lining and
understanding what you need in life and
that's pretty [Â __Â ] sinker you need to
put in the right food and you need to
take care of your mind through these
practices and your body you know the
movement food and meditation is like the
key to the path of with it you know and
yeah this place this place that I moved
up here that's when it started to get
more spiritual in my my expression you
know before this had a group called
Smackdown and we were like [Â __Â ] the
system we were like ready to take burden
Reserve Banks man we were like what if
this life's [Â __Â ] corporate
politicians faces like this is the
aggressive place that I was at I still
have the mission you know fighting the
shadows but it was the wrong way because
you can't fight the shadows and darkness
you got a lot of people think you can
though like I gotta go down there and
look like them and just like them in
order to fight them but yeah it doesn't
really work because they thrive on that
darkness they thrive on hate they thrive
on anger so if you're angry at them
they're winning and it's just I still
love you
I feel like doing shadow work man and
when you come you come out of that a lot
of that stuff right the darkness and
stuff and it's embodied through a lot of
different things right did anything ever
like manifest especially when you're
coming out of it like when you try to
leave that stuff sometimes it's like
they try to scare you you know I'm
saying these type of entities or some of
the lower-level
kind of things did you ever have any
like any of those weird moments of China
I was like scared you or you've seen
something on the other side or something
is through feeling you know like some
people connect recite some people
through hearing like I can hear but I
can feel like my my level of feeling is
it's not a realm like I can see images
through feeling like I've definitely
gone through this but up it's like up a
few years ago that I I said to myself
anything that fees anything that I feel
I'm gonna go hit the head you know what
I mean I'm gonna go ahead to [Â __Â ]
head with whatever scares me so like I
did some practices that started really
challenging that you know like adidas
just like a shamanic burial where you
bury yourself alive
you know you completely but you [Â __Â ]
bury you that that [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] with your
reptilian brain because it's kind of
like [Â __Â ] folks try to you know and you
just like these [Â __Â ] starts the
syntax you combat that part of your mind
because that's what it is this the mind
you mind your mind
and the more you combat it in finding
the safety in its panic then the less
power it has you know what I mean just
like identify with that feeling like see
how this is what it feels to almost die
and then like so now you can identify it
in other realms of your life that comes
up because I I've centered my heart like
you want once you look in your heart and
you're safe Center here
I know that this is your home and this
is the know me but you have to connect
this knowing Lord who you are it's like
it's it's big but it's sort of like what
people say but you have to actually
legit connect to this [Â __Â ]
space when this face is this knowing of
your eternal being like nothing can
shift you know you go through dark
[Â __Â ] valleys but this is he and you
always say you know what I mean I like
going through like psychedelic
experiences and it's just like [Â __Â ] mmm
like I'm safe man there's nothing that
can [Â __Â ] happen because I'm [Â __Â ]
safe he this is my ground like your
foundation you connected that [Â __Â ]
foundation and no shadow work no
entities nothing can [Â __Â ] with you dude
like you he they come and you're just
like I mean I ask you gotta eat and they
have no power you you are in control of
your reality your [Â __Â ] existence and
they become you know like challenge
yourself to be safe in the most serious
[Â __Â ] moments you know practice bacnet
the meditation dude that [Â __Â ] was like
through meditations on once on a new
moon that's when I'm [Â __Â ] I went deep
and all of a sudden like my feet because
growing up I was scared of exorcisms
demons possessing you know and I mean
deep and I'm going deep to the point
where you're starting to lose your but
when do you lose your body that's when
it gets freaky cuz it's just like where
am I what's gonna happen and then one
line starts like demon demons are coming
to get you
demons are gonna this you know [Â __Â ] you
I'm just like since battling that idea
that what that is you know what I mean
and and then once you get to that point
you like they can't do because your mind
creates every [Â __Â ] thing you know
circuits or the blanket you create when
you wear and you allow you know if you
allow these entities you will have these
[Â __Â ] things they will [Â __Â ] with you
if you're scared of them they will [Â __Â ]
with you but if you're asking of them in
seeking to your power they can't do [Â __Â ]
I mean it's just like this is like
humans like if you show your weaknesses
people are gonna take advantage of you
especially coming from like the lower
loved
like primordial thug drugs own that kind
of stuff like you show weakness around
somebody you never you're always that
weak individual until you show you it
prove yourself strong and just like
entities same kind of way if you show
that you're scared and vulnerable
they're gonna take advantage of you
because you don't know who you are and I
think what you're talking about is what
we see like the mystics and sages we've
been talking about the Sacred Heart of
Jesus and Ravana Melchizedek and Gregg
Braden they talk about living from the
heart space living from that everything
is comes out of the heart and that's
your safe space so it sounds a very
similar to that yes shamanic also the
shamanic practices is that that's the
key it's about operating in the reality
with your heart your heart is like it's
the core if you got to do everything
with that you're gonna do everything
with love and that's that's the core
that's the high high celebration because
I'll reach you when you up did you know
that's good stuff man
so we're talking about these some money
practices and stuff so you go by the
name the Viking and you're very much
into you know the law in your roots and
ancestry and stuff like that there's
some of these somatic practices come
from the Viking background and mythology
and stuff like that or is it just enough
like is a little bit of all of it which
is pretty much without everybody does my
direct ancestors like my father is from
South America you know remain like he's
his descendent of indigenous Iran which
is Chara sir and my great-grandmother
was Sean Sean and she's to help people
with [Â __Â ] hugs and like it's just
like shamanism is in every [Â __Â ] race
man around the world it was that's
people used to connect with the land
connect with the plants so it's not one
religion that would do this this is like
this is how ancient [Â __Â ] ways dude it
is coming back through all different
angles and like I've been like I study
all spirituality and like
I'm a man of all arts and crosses and
worlds you know I'm not sticking to it
like the Vikings it's just how it
started adapting because of the way I'm
up for the look and my persona on stage
was wrong people like this is [Â __Â ]
barking and then it started to stick and
then I gotta [Â __Â ] I'll go with that
as the archetype you know but cuz that's
the warrior but like you know like my
ancestral Viking she's probably [Â __Â ]
with a thousand years back because it's
connected to my last name but it's not
like direct where I'm not a lot of
people try to put that you know because
a lot people adapting now to the Viking
archetype is like their new religion and
you think in us I think that's just like
you know you should absorb the
information just absorb the mythology
and and you know but not stick to that
religion now because it's all it's all
earth man it's all love it's not it's
not don't box yourself into one [Â __Â ]
thing no you got are you gonna open up
to every everything everything has has
it has its valued source that we all
need to learn from yeah so you know you
mentioned psychedelics and stuff like
that I mentioned connecting with the
earth have you used plant medicines or
anything like that like on this side
versus like abusing them a lot of people
abuse them and they can't go back to
them right they're eating mushrooms at
parties and getting drunk and high you
know all these kind of stuff but but now
there's like a resurgence of plant
medicines coming back and psychedelics
and ayahuasca and things like that have
you used any of the sacred medicines in
personal ceremony or anything like that
tea in the ceremony I haven't done one
yet because it hasn't aligned for me
just yet like definitely mushrooms of
different you didn't hit the state like
every single time I need recently
started doing psychedelics because I
never I feel like my mind wasn't ready
if you know what I mean I always I saw
people sleeping and to me I was like
this
this is no it's not a tweet you know Lou
you reach out right teasing him I
dropped like seven eight years before so
I'm getting ready for this [Â __Â ] you know
like I'm playing this [Â __Â ] you know it's
not a game and like yeah like every
single drug to me it needs to be used as
a tool that's the only way that we can
use these things even Weidman focus is
smoking weed and getting something to
their couch ain't moving like I already
have a P toast
sometimes when I'm being creative like I
grab my [Â __Â ] then have a few toke so I
can revise it with a different mentality
and let's see like I'm getting it you
gotta use every single thing as [Â __Â ]
tool because if not you become a slave
to this [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] man and like
on yeah man
you always need an intention whilst
doing anything really
if you drinking tea you have an
intention intention you want to take
something that it's gonna shift your
mind a bit have any tension and don't
just put a [Â __Â ] movie on and bake
yourself because you watch Netflix at
all if you are a view teched-out the
midnight gospel by Duncan Trussell yet
the new show like I just when I catch
something watching people talk but like
no haven't seen yeah Suze yes it's
pretty interesting they pretty much that
the show or second cartoon but the
premises they take in snippets out of
his podcast was really interesting
guests talking about deep philosophical
metaphysical psychedelic topics and
they'll create a story to it with a
cartoon and then they'll also have the
people come back and do some weird
dialogue that ties into the cartoon that
they made but literally the voice-over
is snippets of the podcast it's really
interesting
they cover some really cool topics I
don't know if you have checked it out
yeah but it's called the midnight gospel
or
and Duncan Trussell he's a comedian
who's really big into medicine and
philosophy and Buddhism and things like
that so it's worth checking out for sure
I didn't check it out yet sir but um
yeah so you know I'm saying you
mentioned like spending time and
meditation and current and encouraging
people to meditate what are some of the
the practices that you do when you go
into meditation do you put music on do
you like incense do you give really
quiet and just get all the thoughts out
what are some of the practices you do
yeah there's a few practices that I do a
guest I'm gonna take twice two three
times today definitely when I start my
day I started off doing chicken chicken
is like a movement meditation in a way
you know energy movement soft and just
like but it's also meditate because you
have to be connected to do that and then
I do some yoga and then I get into
meditation first I do
chanting so I check on some I mean
homing whatever just to open up the
vocal open up my that that that part of
the meditation it's just like each has a
different vibe and intention so then
after that like lately I've been doing
this thing called a Kshatriya by side
which is like you just meditate on I am
NOT the body I'm not even the mind and
you're just kind of repeating that in
your mind which it starts to like
disconnect from this physical physical
realm that's one practice and then I
think what's important in meditation the
one that really tipped me over in
understanding is this book that I
meditate book that I read by Edgar Cayce
and it's about connecting to the feeling
all right
people try to connect it to the words
and try to shut your brain up and
truckin how about like they say in the
meditation book is kind of like peace
and then what does peace feel like and
now focus on the feeling of peace and
then you just sitting in that's
a piece rather than thinking or trying
to create something universes like that
is to me was a really game-changer on
disconnecting from the mind is actually
a [Â __Â ] piece love you know the intention
and then you start to navigate through
emotions rather than thought processes
you know another great meditation that I
did last night is the shamanic journey
you know the drums the drums that put
you in trance state and to the lower
world's to the upper words to the middle
worlds and you know completely new
spirit and almost convey with your
teachers and these are another form of
it's like a visionary kind of journey
yeah and then there's other ones where
I'm just like going into trance state to
say reprogram a part of me that is no
it's not um beneficial for me you know
like if I'm [Â __Â ] eating [Â __Â ] that I
don't want to eat so I'm getting
translate and I'm like I'm fulfilled
with the amount food like I just
reprogram part of my mind to the things
that are more beneficial for myself
through trans meditation as well so that
there's a few there's a few there that
you can dive into and then guided
meditations are always good as well you
know I love sometimes just chucking it
on and then going on a journey like
somebody taking me through the Galactic
and just enjoying this [Â __Â ] you know
like and then yeah I guess the love of
one that is good is healing past healing
like go into a deep meditative state I
usually always ease music going to the
past
of yourself to reformat and reframe
things that have occurred that it left
wounds in your her you and come to terms
with what has occurred
and change it but you can change the
reality you know if someone is to pick
on you and your [Â __Â ] small and now
you're traumatized by that you can go
back into that relative state come back
to that person have a good relationship
with that kid and feel that like Phil
how it shifts within you and it's like
you can change you can change all those
wounds you can change everything in the
past with your mind because it's only a
memory so if you can shift your memory
and replace it with something good
something beautiful that is what will
start playing out throughout you you
know you can unravel yourself you can
undo the damage through meditation so
yeah it's kind of it's powerful man to
to kind of put yourselves in their shoes
to see whoa Kay what was this young
fella going through that that felt the
need to do this was he getting beat at
home by his mom and dad why was these
kids so aggressive in school why would
they always try to fight me because well
their dad was beating a mess out of him
every night you know they got out of
line they got punched in the mouth I
didn't you know what I'm saying like and
then so the kids come to school with
that same aggressive aggression that
they're trying to take out so like being
a empathic man and like going back into
your childhood and speaking healing and
blessings to you know the young
vulnerable version of yourself that's
still there you still that little kid
inside man for sure but then like seeing
what those people were going through and
I think it helps to like you know see
everybody as an extension of ourselves
to say hell what was I going through
when I was him you know what I'm saying
and so I have the ability to speak
healing to him not just to myself when I
was younger but minister healing to that
young that other young kid maad cuz it
he's probably still dealing with it
today 20 years later you know what I'm
saying understanding then understanding
everybody because everybody's being
taught certain way everybody's being
programmed in a certain way by their
experiences and it's like there's always
always leads from wanting to the next
and it's never like it's where it's like
everybody in a way is a victim to it and
he's a victim
you know he's I hope a trainer exact
in every experience in our lives and
this person needs this you bring in the
healing man [Â __Â ] transmuting
transmuting this [Â __Â ] you know how come
you versus and being able to do it
successfully within your own life
without you don't I'm saying it's taking
a you know the easy way out man and
making it through it you know what I'm
saying cuz there's a lot of people who
you know we've lost over the years
because they couldn't do it and uh you
know we always feel like we had it bad
we had it rough and then you meet
somebody who helps us like wow I used to
get beat right we got in trouble my mom
were beating the mess out of it I mean
she beat us with belts and all this kind
of stuff but then I had other friends
that I did and I thought I had it bad
dumb joke good they would get choked out
by their dad or dad to hold him up
against the wall in the air about his
throat getting choked out I'm like I
thought I got it bad I never been choked
out held against the wall in the air by
my father like you know what I'm saying
like everybody's got some type of trauma
and stuff that they're dealing with that
they got to work through man you know
you know that's the weird thing you
would learn to adapt to your situation
it's okay as long as it doesn't escalate
this you know long as you don't get you
know worse than getting choked out you
know yeah he'll into trauma man you talk
about like thinking about peace what
this peace feel like okay now I can kind
of conjure that peace up you know I can
live in that peace that peace is my
reality I feel like that that peace is
our inheritance from the Creator that we
can sit in it think about it welcoming
in and it's there the weird thing is
that all the other stuff kind of comes
by default
people are so less weird that you're
doing that or you do the panic in
anxiety that's my default why is that
like nobody has to teach you how to be
anxious nobody has to teach you how to
panic but we kind of have to learn how
to pull in peace and sitting and
meditating and sit in peace I wish that
was the default I think that that's
where we come from you know I'm saying
the credit
we've lost them yeah the environment
that we're in right now creates the
stress man like it's it's it's it's
called the way this system is working it
cultivates this sort of mental mental
mental thoughts you know you parents are
stressed with their kids when they got
kids instead of being and pace with them
and then the kids get stressed in the
environments it's just like they it's
just passed on pass on E and then the
system is made in a way that's like it's
just stressful stressful hey deal with
it with the tongue drugs doing with it
with some peace but they're not getting
to the core issues of why people are
stressing why are you created something
that this is the default you know and
then oh we got it like I say we're gonna
learn how to a defaulter to find your
least that's the default you know it's
it's it's work but we're all capable of
a man we are all capable of finding that
piece and connecting to that that state
and yeah the world around you changes
man people don't understand that when
you find your peace you're grateful for
this existence are grateful for this
life and you appreciate it on a daily
basis you know there's another
meditation I didn't tell you dude over
no way after all my meditations I've put
a track on and I start saying thank you
or something thank you to these thank
you for everything that's given to me I
start thanking my body I stop thinking
every part of my body
loving every part of my body through
expression and then I'm telling you body
is so thankful and happy it starts
healing and starts working with you you
know you're gonna be thankful because
man we got this [Â __Â ] we got this we got
this beautiful [Â __Â ] man you're gonna be
thankful you're thankful trust me you're
in a state of receptivity and the
[Â __Â ] continues giving to you dude
it's just like I started I started all I
try I start every everyday everything
really moves out of gratitude like
thankful that I'm here cuz I could have
been gone a long time ago every day is a
blessing this one is like a lot of
people freaking out right
now about kovat 19 and the 5g and we're
gonna die in all this colors bro I was
supposed to be dead 10 to 15 years ago
20 years ago I wouldn't every day is a
blessing to me I live every day in a
motive just all wonder that I'm still
here you know what I'm saying so like
I'm just in gratitude and I don't let
that stuff get me down like whatever you
entertain man like you you kind of
submit to so I've been I've been mindful
to like understand that there's a fear
agenda that there's this helpless agenda
and so being one to like you know push
peace and cultivate peace for myself for
my family and for my friends and for my
community as well being vigilant about
it to fighting for your peace man it's
not free you know what I'm saying like
default is free default is you know what
let the chips fall where they may for
the day well today I don't feel good
now you know I don't just listen you got
a you know you have to tell your body
how to feel sometimes but I know I don't
feel like it but I need to I got a man
up and I got a I have to adapt to the
situation you know and speak to the
situation - man speak peace to it and
and love and blessings and I start with
the breath you know just to thankfully
just talking I got breath I'm still here
and then my heart heart my heart still
beating you know and just understanding
that you have another day here man to
make it right to experience something
new to help somebody you know yeah it's
big so if anybody wants to call in phone
lines are open the number is in the
description there wherever you guys are
watching this at you guys can check it
out I want to play just a little snippet
here of one of your newer videos from
the Viking [Â __Â ] video which is really
really good the visuals are amazing
that's amazing I'm gonna play a little
snippet of this stuff so you guys can
kind of hear a little bit of it
chopper to man is this chopper good
stuff bro the videos amazing again you
guys got to definitely check that out
bunch of really good work and you know
you do chop it man and you're talking
about some deep stuff too and it's
aggressive so I really dig it really dig
what you got going on have you uh have
you heard of a group called um healing
but it's H e IL u ng something like that
mongolian thanks
yeah
they're like kind of a bone it's like
industrial music but they got bones and
stuff too
but they have the Viking looking stuff
going on it
[Applause]
interesting stuff man I wanted to share
that with that and if you had heard it
yet I was like man it's um black and
stuff man is pretty dope epic stage raps
like these like I start singing rapping
they're like I like that man
there's another group called what what
Doudna if you want to check those dudes
out in the epic is will of like nordic
straight from like the ancient times
they even use ancient instruments in and
it's just mixed a little bit yeah I have
to check them out man
good stuff for again like I said
everybody die if anybody has any
questions in chat let me know - I'll try
to translate those over but yep
everybody saying hey that if the hot
damn that music was good tunes good
stuff so are you working on new album
new album get ready for that I'm just
trying to figure out how to release it
man like just just cuz I come do any
clips right now and I'm just kind of I
wanted to release it with a clip and
this whole world
[Â __Â ] shifting I'm coming this I
thought I'm gonna start with podcast
again cuz I've been in my for a while
dude everything back up and then figure
out I want to do something special but
his car just drop it
unless it's feels right you know I've
been working on a three years and it's
like it's it's a big piece of work for
any man it's I just don't want to shoot
it - yeah you know I wanna I want to
make sure that it's ready to be received
you know there's a lot there's a lot on
them in I can't even express because it
just goes it's on a journey and it's my
life it's got pieces of my life and and
it's like definitely not like for the
typical listener you know like I go
through different genres I like biking
[Â __Â ] it's not [Â __Â ] shitty this is
different and some people sometimes
don't I haven't received that right away
so like with all different types of
genres we thought different parts of my
cultures with different parts of hip-hop
cultures with some spiritual and deep
messages I was gonna I'm gonna get it
out there right there they're gonna make
sure it's lands correct yeah far as like
being independent doing everything
yourself man is so hard you know we're
not having like a machine behind you
right or you release the album and
nobody hears it I hate that man I got
some friends who are really good at rap
and dude that they're killing it right
now they're putting out so much material
but nobody's hearing it and but they
don't they don't even care though
they're just like hey whoever hears our
good was like man you like there's no
plan to launch it you know there's no
launch there's no hey let's do this
that's you know get an email list
there's none of that they just put
putting music out and share it and it'll
sell seven albums or something and
they're fine with it and it's like man I
hate that from and therefore good
friends of mine you know and I hate that
but being an independent man he's like
you have to you got to do all the work
you have to study it and figure out a
plan on how to do it unless you really
have a team that's gonna help you know
what I'm saying who just takes it on
which I also have to do that but there's
a lot of money and you got to pay for
all kind of stuff you know [Â __Â ] you
know it's beautiful inside man it's it's
it's good for us you know it's like it
feels good to do it the way that we want
to do it in a sense when we create what
we want rather than fall into some of
the traps you know but yeah it's the
joint man and if you love music and you
love the journey then it's all good yeah
yeah that's part of a man just fit the
whole independent living man what is it
what are some of your influences bro I
know you're talking about somebody like
but but listening to your music again
you have to have you have to like more
than just hip-hop it comes out you know
I know yeah yeah up here but it's got I
mean there's a good fusion of a lot of
different things especially with my
music and listening to you it's not just
hip-hop what is what is some of your
musical influences over the years yeah
well you know when I was doing party and
drugs man I got into the dirty
electronic scene music and people like
water tone and proxy and just like
justice and it's got good sebastian
these are like all european variety
[Â __Â ] dungeon
electronic music kind of produces you
know definitely that rooms very
prominent for me and you know and then
obviously you know certain like i didn't
jump completely into the rock scene but
like there were bands that i walking got
into like Metallica system of the down
like these people like spoke to me from
outside you know and when classical
music like seriously boat [Â __Â ] gets me
dude and raised by like what that he was
Hispanic like he plays Latin music he's
a musician and Latin music was very
prominent through this part of my life
as well you know so like yeah obviously
hip hop got me but um I've always just
absorbed music from different places you
know I've never never stuck to one one
one Avenue this like if music speaks to
me it speaks to me there's no bad music
out there no bad John Roos it's just
badly playing music you know sometimes
gots a bad [Â __Â ] because [Â __Â ] a big
[Â __Â ] to you know you just gotta it's
going to be ready to receive that I
think the older I get the more I
appreciate other other forms of music
too especially like even a music I hate
it when I was a kid or it just didn't
like like a lot of it was country music
but uh but now I go I go back in it
brings me back like listen in the old
country old cannot new country you can
keep that but the old country it like
brings me back to like a simpler time
when I was a kid riding in the back
see that a car you don't and carefree
and going swimming it's up the old
southern country music I like a lot of
that anything 90s nostalgic though 90s
rock you know yeah yeah anything from
the 80s I don't care if I'd if I just
thought it was corny as a teenager or
didn't like it if it's from the 80s I'd
turn it up I don't care what it is
so as far as I hip hop and stuff I heard
you mentioned mmm and who was it eazy-e
was some of your favorite hip-hop guys
you would listen it's funny cuz this my
friend introduced me to hip hop I think
it was like 14 before that but I wasn't
into it that's when I got you he was the
easy phonetic and usual even that some
that he passes that on to you you know
and then I was just like cracking up
because easy he was [Â __Â ] funny man
no he didn't write him but they're like
he's voiced he portrayed him correctly
and that was funny man he's talked about
women a banging and [Â __Â ] of chicken
we're just like lyric is like hilarious
and then you know NWA and then you start
going down to having you then Botox
because their own in that sort of realm
and then wu-tang's started popping
through and yeah and then imminent pop
in and then at first you know your
resistance because you're like who's
this guy this was like when the Slim
Shady was an EP it wasn't even an LP
like it was just like it started
springing and you're just like oh and
then you started to go wait a minute and
then all of a sudden I was into it and
then you started blowing up and then I
was just like through high school like
the last year's oh that's that's who
that's who connected with me the most in
those years and um yeah and then from
there you just started bawling
you know like [Â __Â ] Tech and and Kendrick
with the latest tree that popped up and
showed me two different [Â __Â ] very
valuable [Â __Â ] very valuable
techniques you know like Tech is just
like an intricate calcium and
like relentless man energy pure [Â __Â ]
energy that human needs met and then
Kendrick is like [Â __Â ] classy catered
and knows how to create like the how to
fit into the mainstream without teasing
yourself up man like it's still poetry
powerful you know like that a DNA song
is Saudi bro it's like taking in the
rich as well I know you mentioned Ritz
at the end of the work that worldwide
top or video you like Ritz him over him
and uh we came came to Moby I didn't
show open it up for him how to get him
on a podcast you mentioned Bone Thugs I
had busy bone on the podcast at him and
uh one of my favorite like idols you
know growing up as a little kid you know
I was man I'd fight man I remember going
I remember getting in trouble at school
a lot and then they into the counselor's
office and they're like trying to get me
to open up and I'm just like yes or no
questions you know and they're like can
you uh sing some of us you know sing one
of your favorite songs to us and I mean
I was in elementary right I started
rapping Bone Thugs like and uh and
creeping on to come up and it was like
cursing deny my robbing and killing
people and I just wish he asked me if I
could you sing one of my favorite songs
I totally came out of my shell that was
exciting
the lyrics to this Bone Thugs song and
uh ended up like having him on the
podcast and talking to him and stuff and
uh yeah but I'm definitely myself Big
Bone Thugs fan especially the
influencing people when they listed on
music you sound like Bone Thugs I don't
sound like Bone Thugs they're like but
if you can hear a little bit of it in my
music it is definitely a a compliment
cuz I don't hold toward to any of those
guys but I definitely am inspired by
them so it's also when people
can tell you know ya person you can see
what your influences are through the way
you express doesn't mean that you're
trying to be like them or you sound
exactly like them but you can eat good I
would if I could sound just like
Isabella or crazy I probably would this
is my attempt at trying to it doesn't
even hold the bar but it's it's my own
thing you know
yellow man you like yellow wolf I like
man I love stories like like sometimes
some of his rap sheet is a bit like no
bad it's cool but that album yeah
[Â __Â ] ten out of ten
flawless about jelly you mess with jelly
at all jelly roll who's that gently roll
he mess oh he does a lot of stuff we're
missing another whorfin I've only seen a
few tracks are done with tech and yeah
helico but yeah definitely [Â __Â ] what I
heard I just haven't been to his room
yeah he's good man he's got an album or
EP called addiction kills I believe it's
uh everything he's put out since that
being more melodic a lot of those guys
stepped it up when they became more
melodic Yelawolf as well
Jelly Roll obviously
Tech has Chris calico to do a lot of his
stuff and he's amazing unstable that's a
dead song in and of itself is so so dope
I like to show people that one a lot of
people know a lot about tech but they
don't know much about Chris calico like
as far as like you know you got to be a
real fan to really appreciate calico you
know I'm saying but uh that's a great
song I think it's coming out more and
more especially when the hell oh [Â __Â ]
everybody
whenif of Chris calico went like bro
it's [Â __Â ] important man he's [Â __Â ]
an amazing artist duties
but yeah the both [Â __Â ] that's why the
team that's why when they're on stage
it's just like like dude like [Â __Â ]
touring with those [Â __Â ] was
like a dream and when it was happening
dude I was just every night just Co
downloads of this this is performance
this is this is this is this [Â __Â ]
power man this is energy amazing amazing
amazing yeah and you're talking about
like doing the spiritual work and I know
like meditation and spirituality that
plays a big part but like the music in
art right coming out of you that that
has to be a huge release right to get
this stuff out the creativity and my
message and stuff like that and using
music as an as a vehicle and even your
you know I'm saying your imagery man
your tattoos and you got the scars on
your eye which is a super dope like this
a little bit of everything the whole
aesthetic the way that I express myself
like that's a release as well right like
we created he we created on this planet
you know and this is our form creation
and this creation is an expression of us
and our experience and like I saying it
releases it because it makes it into a
piece of ah dude like you're experienced
it comes with piece of art and then that
piece of art people absorb that [Â __Â ] and
then it may heal them they might bring
awareness to make but they feel you they
connect with you and that's this is what
it's all about
you know like connecting here talking
beginning to know each other this is
like gonna connect it love love [Â __Â ]
it's a it's a different connection and
then when you listen to the soul speak
through art it's [Â __Â ] this whole
nother realm man and and it's it's
healing like vibration and you [Â __Â ]
vibration [Â __Â ] signs man this is an
extension of this whole thing and it's
just like yeah dude music is powerful
and you know like it's also very
necessary for people even if you find
your creative outlet whether it's
drawing whatever it is
have to be professional but get it out
get that [Â __Â ] out of you created into
art and it fulfills you you know and
then you never know if you show to a few
people like man you might heal them you
might resonate with it you know like but
this is doing for yourself do it is
therapy if you'd like to see it you know
create city teaching also be a type of
therapy we all create this no matter
what it is that you can create whether
it's a [Â __Â ] jump or whether you can
the jumpers like create you it's innate
in every single person yeah I think
that's like the greatest form of worship
back to the Creator man is that where
were little creators bro and we're proud
of the things that we create and were
like you know and I feel like when we
connect with God like he feels that way
towards us like hey look what I created
I want to show you these things and I
mean every and I and there's nothing
that's left off the table I mean in my
book I go into like the darkness man the
demons and the angels and the fairies
and all of this kind of like hey I
created all of these things man what you
think about him like just blowing our
minds with levels upon levels upon
levels and you would see something like
even with our art when we share it with
people and people are like there's
something else to your music right am i
hearing whispers in the background of
your music yep I whisper in there
there's some message and some hidden
messages in it you know it is gray like
if you look at Alex Gray's art you're
like oh man and you find in little other
hidden images and it's like the longer
you look at it the more you're
appreciated the more you get out of it I
feel like God is like the same way with
us with life creation mystery in all of
it dude so that's the beauty of creating
and imitating our Father I believe man
like you said that I love but it's like
is more to it it's just this more to
love man you're so good deep you got
some of the people who like who there's
nothing to it it is at face value what
you see is what you get no there's gotta
be something Illuminati
see what you created like you know
sometimes your soul is doing that
without you
oh this whole reality is that man you
know no bigger picture wanna there's a
couple different dairies for but I know
I heard Joe Rogan call it like something
like the the mold dairy kind of thing
like we're like you have to look at look
at us as one people you know and even
like continents and looking at countries
and even some of the places that are
less developed or whatever when you step
back it it look we move as a unit you
know I'm saying is like the blood the
blood cells on the planet and it's so
deep but I do we are the heroes journey
you know what I'm saying that we're all
going through this individually but
collectively at the same time and once
we are aware of that then I think we can
help people navigate through their stuff
because you've been through it you know
saying you know what it looks like you
know certainly it's just holding other
people through it once you've gone
through it and also not not forcing it
just be in your expression it'll do the
job you know you just be you express
what you need to express what it's
calling go for it and other people when
they need to trim you in a room you know
you were just aligned correctly to the
things you just need to do a lot of the
things that you know the Savior
archetype that people gonna do this for
the people and you and and you're just
gonna Express
you just got Express what comes out you
know and obviously we have the core
intention of benefiting ourselves
benefiting the world you know that's
definitely always the core intention but
just it's gonna it's gonna be natural
and it's gonna flow you know
everything's flowing and right time I
think going through the darkness helps
with that though you know what I'm
saying of being at rock bottom because
you know what it feels like and you can
kind of like have not you have empathy
for people who are at rock bottom and
you can identify it in people who are
good at hiding it I'm good man and I
know you're not good dude you're on the
verge man you know what I'm saying that
you have empathy because you've been
there you know what it's like and so now
you're thankful for breath like I'm
thinking form up for breath because I've
been to a place where I was I had a
short shortage of breath you know even
with your shamanic ceremonies
like getting dirt thrown on you you know
you you got shallow breathing your
breath is fitting to be taken away
that's your life force and so you now
you appreciate every breath from that
moment on and when you go when you hit
rock bottom man there's a new
appreciation that you emerge with it's a
process you know and and and a lot of
people have to go through it for
themselves now we can help them and and
I help them navigate through it and if I
have to spend as much time maybe down
there but there's a new appreciation for
the light and the darkness you know just
understanding the polarities existence
and understanding that they're both
useful to create who we are and to build
strength and to build you know what we
need be in this life these challenges
these are all teaching us there are
lessons and that's all this is this is
all lessons and Grossmont who knows
where till we go next man but the human
experience right now is like school we
are teaching all these things for those
you like Hopson yeah I think he's
[Â __Â ] super creative the way the brain
works you know it's it's definitely an
amazing creative man yeah the reason I
just asked if I remember he had a lyric
in like nocturnal rainbows that talked
about how like you pretty much talked
about how default is is uh you know
sadness and heartache but you have to
work to be happy you have to to put in
the effort you know that that really
changed for me when I understood that
because I had this weird understanding
from a Christian background of like get
that God wants everybody happy God wants
everybody get walking in their call and
doing what they were put here to do and
it's like God just kind of like is like
you could say he wants you to but if you
do it
then you deserve it like you have to
work for it it's not free you don't get
just get to come here and just you know
work and have a passion and all that
stuff you have to whoever puts in the
work they deserve it
like you deserve a hit single in an
awesome video cuz you you got started up
y'all planned it y'all work together you
went out there and shot it you guys edit
it you paid the money you wrote the song
and then now you gotta um yeah go ahead
and now you you have a really cool video
now cuz you put in a lot of hard work
it's like so other people with envy man
why he got a good video I want a good
video you can get a good video but you
have to work for it and get the contacts
and go shoot it and write a good script
and all this kind of you got to work for
anything bro you know what I'm saying
it's not just given to everyone because
if you have an answer you see how
quickly they destroy it or have a loser
it's like that's then teaching
appreciation you know like it's there's
a same layers and levels that were all
got different lessons and Carson and
100% and nothing nothing is given that
slow like it's like easier you say God
and he's like heat one's good and it's
kind of like he's created this whole
[Â __Â ] thing and it's just like the
challenges I'm putting the challenges in
there for you because that makes it
exciting
you don't like it was just straight easy
then what's what's the point
[Â __Â ] very very well architectured
this existence you know the whole
challenges do you know it goes deeper
than [Â __Â ] just just that yeah I think
the beauty of it you end up finding that
you don't need anything outside of
yourself to complete you I think that
that's a universal law that we are we
eventually get to because we all like
whether it's drugs or whether it's a
woman or whether it's a good time or
whether it's a money you know those
things kind of determine how we feel and
if we were always at their at their
mercy of the the shifting of tides and
and we're always being shown how that's
not the case like our inner peace that
doesn't have anything to do with it but
when things don't go your way it throws
you off but eventually there's I think
God wants to get us to a place where we
we understand that we given us that
heart space go to that don't go don't
put your trust in chariots as the Bible
says put your trust in in in me which is
how you get to me is through here
through the Sacred Heart space going
within connect with yourself because you
actually if you share all the [Â __Â ] you
share all the illusions of who you think
you should be who people expect you to
be but you know then you like I'm here
because I know who the [Â __Â ] I am and now
I can express from myself you know and
then nothing for you because you're
doing that heart space is hearing who
you are and then when things come at you
you know that's [Â __Â ] II know you can
see through all the [Â __Â ] because you're
not full of [Â __Â ]
you can't see properly
Jesus we get caught in the [Â __Â ] but
that's the part that's the growth of the
awareness it's the growth of connecting
to self and that's like I said this
that's the journey the journey this man
yeah yeah got a question here this is
from Chris ID Krisha D I don't know if
you know who that is but uh question it
says when you're consciously keeping
good intention everywhere you go does it
ever seem like the everyday world is
trying to personally get at you and try
so hard to bring you down
they just feel like like a like whether
it's those dark forces or a negative
force in the world the devil or demons
or just you know your ego or whatever is
like but even like as a creative force
that's working through other people you
know what I'm saying in situations and
events I think it is what about you I
feel it like it's a warfare kind of
thing spiritually yes things that come
at you but they also the things that
used to haven't worked through yourself
yeah you're still getting tricked by
some
you're still getting bothered by suckers
you gotta get why why is that bother me
what is that person doing that pose me
what I have to reflect on as well you
know so like this - its two angles you
know because then there's definitely a
no [Â __Â ] and you like if something small
happens a pisses you off from still into
it again why did I have to lead to that
why do I have to look at you know
because of this [Â __Â ] alright welcome
that you know in the next time you know
these are the challenges these are the
growth you know these we're always gonna
get thrown the [Â __Â ] that we need to
overcome so like um yeah if you
conscious of that you're already on the
right path like if you already have in
that inner dialogue but okay why do I
like why this just piss me off when I
see this woman walking by me with
wearing these clothes or with this baby
why does these people make me mad why
why when I see somebody happy do I get
mad okay because I'm not happy in the
right direction and then you know I
shouldn't be doing this shoot you're
gonna catch yourself before you before
it goes down them and and that's
sometimes tricky there's a gay-straight
comes down to our day-to-day I know uh
what's the name Charlemagne from The
Breakfast Club he has a quote he says
alive he says don't make permanent
decisions based off of temporary
feelings like in when we started this
podcast what you have with the car
accident all of that like this this
escalated hey that escalated quickly
you know how did this happen well ten
minutes ago we were chilling
now this you know what I'm saying it's
like being aware of who you are and
being able to take
take a step back and have an objective
view of your situations your feelings
your emotions you know you got to be
having a dialogue man if not you'll just
be responding to everything that comes
at you and not even you is getting it to
the carnal mind the ape monkey mind
primal mind and not really being
rational and a lot of people like that
bro you know that's the problem with the
world you know get mad and I got think
we're going to war and doing weird stuff
in there and with trade deals and stuff
just over like people being offended
somebody making Trump mad and he's like
okay you gonna do this like like weird
stuff that kids do you know they're
responding like children you know but
when you when you grow up it's time to
become a man and quit thinking like a
child and you have to be responsible for
your actions so you need to think about
them and there's a lot of old people who
still think like children they get mad
they get easily offended they did lash
out you know yeah I think it's just the
old way like the old mentality the old
program is like the masculine the
message dudes like but it's a toxic
masculine mentality of you know that our
parents had or their grandparents had
because that you know information and
the information we have now have opened
our awareness to these patterns that we
can combat or learn from a grower way
back in the day it wasn't one ability
wasn't a thing like to be man wasn't
speed wonderful you know like you have
to be a man and this is how it should be
and that's the program they passed down
you know and so they like a lot of older
people
you couldn't [Â __Â ] change 60 years of
programming brain your logical pathways
it's difficult to Dublin minute day I'll
tell my parents I meditate every day
it's hard to teach an old dog new tricks
as you always heard but uh I think it
what's cool is when you see older people
doing it when you see older people
having those awakenings you know what
I'm saying that's really cool too
things that attract like you know but my
dad's gotten into the eating healthy
[Â __Â ] you know he's taking care of his
body you know so much she's just kind of
like these these snacks I'm trying to
get other good snacks at least like yeah
it's like it's a stick you know every
step counts and like you know food is
the first [Â __Â ] step I could you know
if I wanted the hardest ones for me I
can't lie to you but I know how powerful
it is I think it is the artist for
everybody you know because the thing
that if we can we can be conclude with
the rest should be way more easy and you
know because it's like season like our
buddy yeah buddy ourselves are you know
addicted to what we give it you know
those foods and our bodies are still go
it's difficult wings it's difficult
talking about you know I'm saying
feeling and doing the inner work
meditating and stuff like that being
emotional being vulnerable you know what
I'm saying what about crying bro is that
something that you do I'll do anything
that that I a motional II feel you know
always being very an emotion
straightforward person no no I'm just
yeah what about whatever comes men is is
like like I've always been sweet with it
you know I've been like as a dude they
come down like a [Â __Â ] you kill a
[Â __Â ] like I'm pretty in touch with my
femininity in the sense like my softness
madness I can balance that pretty woman
I could be he crying with a person but
if some dude comes out here get my sword
out and [Â __Â ] them up to like violence
but you know what I mean like you need
to be able to balance both it's okay
like [Â __Â ] cry it's okay to be
emotional mister to express yourself you
know as men we can express ourselves as
okay we're not we there's no weakness in
expressing yourself it's actually
strength because you can't do it so you
it's it's harder for us to do or harder
for people to do say you got to do that
[Â __Â ] because it's
let's at all happy you don't know how
good it is to let out the [Â __Â ] that is
in here you know it doesn't matter what
people think of you doesn't matter if
you know Palmer's not gonna accept that
you have to let it out because it will
eat you up if you hold secrets a few
whole things that you've done the
[Â __Â ] ashamed of and you only need
they will [Â __Â ] con turn into monsters
and [Â __Â ] your life up dude let it
overlap dude let every mushroom out and
teach each other to be able to accept
this sort of dynamic man we ask people
as friends you know it's hard because I
know the circles of friends that if you
go [Â __Â ] you're [Â __Â ] this like they
they not be down you know unfortunately
if you can reset a level those kind of
friends are not gonna be beneficial for
you if you can't navigate that with them
you know what I mean like I have had
friends that they do that [Â __Â ] but I'm
just like [Â __Â ] you guys because I don't
give a [Â __Â ] it doesn't affect me but it
can affect people that are trying to be
vulnerable and it boxes them back in so
you're gonna find the right people that
will hold you that are open to letting
you express man it's very important for
us as humans to have this space for each
other holy this space for each other so
someone comes up to you
wants to be open then hold that [Â __Â ]
dude hold it man it's so important for
us to connect on that heart level on the
vulnerability it's [Â __Â ] super
important yeah 100% man 100% being
vulnerable being open and uh yeah I
found myself do I like it I like to cry
you know you just figure to cleanse bro
you know I'm saying that you when you
clears and get that out and it's
something especially when you're
hardcore like it's gotta be something
really sentimental something really
emotional whether it's for me as god
it's being that thankful especially when
I don't feel thankful then I feel like a
wave of grace or mercy when I'm in
meditation and prayer and those kind of
things and I feel it and it'll just move
me this overwhelmed me we're just
thankful man I'm just thankful you know
and uh different things brings it out of
you but I love because we I don't know
we you know we wear like armor bro you
know what I'm saying we have this this
thick skin and
just when we're vulnerable and being
open and honest man it really is a
powerful thing and us as as males
especially in hip-hop you know I'm
saying it's like that's not being
vulnerable it's not you know looked upon
as something honorable but it is and
we're making that cool but we're letting
people know to listen you got to be in
touch with your feelings and it is
becoming more now in the 1/2 art you
know in touch with with who they are as
an individual you know they're that
they're asking the deeper questions now
and uh you know you see a lotta more
even in hip-hop people become a more
conscious you know I'm saying even a
deep it's so weird even people who are
in the Machine you know doing some of
the like mumble rap and those kind of
things being unconscious or whatever and
they're like even portraying characters
and stuff with their music like future
got all this music about doing drugs and
popping mollies and xanax I but he don't
do any of that he'll tell you I you know
I don't do drugs it's just fun music
that's what the people want to hear and
I give them what they want to hear you
know but you know being conscious about
it all but if you're if you're really in
tune you know that everything you put
out into the universe comes back so when
you put that kind of music out and you
glorify that lifestyle and you know
there's little kids and even adults
listening to your music and thinking
that that's reality and it becomes their
reality because they're repeating it
they're saying it when they go to bed
they put the head on a pillow they're
reciting the lyrics because of the
mantras because of the beats and the
cadence you know what I'm saying like
you that stuff comes back to you bro you
know that's why I think we we are
vulnerable we are open we are honest
because we want good stuff to come back
I want to put good stuff out there
because I want good stuff to come back
for sure yeah you want to create
positive like you know people who
[Â __Â ] like the ego drug [Â __Â ]
superficial programming that these
people are doing man it's it's horrible
man you better connect to those kids man
I was that kid long time you know
I don't want kids doing that [Â __Â ] and I
can reconnect with the feeling of the
[Â __Â ] people that are victim to this
[Â __Â ] I feel I feel for that [Â __Â ] yeah I
think there's a lot of [Â __Â ] in that
in that in that category especially a
dude like he's just doing it because
it's cool you're making it cool
it's not cool you know what I mean it's
because you have a platform to make
these people think and do as you say
and so it becomes cool but it's not that
it is cool dude like that's the illusion
this is the illusion that these people
create the daily living and like like
it's just [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] member it's
because yeah you know like saying
there's more people like us now in the
hip-hop that are spreading is whole
different mentality this whole different
energy eagerness you know how he trying
to portray things we're trying to be
real which is I think at the core of
hip-hop you know what I mean this is
what originally should be spreading
messages spreading positivity person
spreading change that's where it all
started and rhythm [Â __Â ] poetry poetry
man no [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] dude like like
it's everything comes back up man it's
like you put the machine on nature and
nature's to [Â __Â ] grow through no
matter what dude like the more you
suppress this [Â __Â ] is when people like
us are gonna break through and gonna
[Â __Â ] and the thing is when we're
vulnerable but we're also untouchable
because we know who the [Â __Â ] we are so
you can shatter their delusion and then
they'll crumble but you can't do [Â __Â ]
throw stones you can throw snow but I
know okay so there's nothing you did but
you do to shake that so it doesn't you
know we're stronger and they are because
they can crack their illusion they can't
[Â __Â ] with us man so like the message is
strong men message is strong in it and
and the consciousness is growing and the
reason the human consciousness is
raising you can see it you can feel it
and like we're all part of a playing our
part and it's [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] [Â __Â ] tip
man it's gonna tip where these guys are
they're gonna lose their fame and their
power because many people don't want to
hear that you know this soul is not
nourished you know soul food music is
soul food not [Â __Â ] sheep food for the
demons that for sure so you are you know
talking about like you know the earth
growing up through the machine you know
and at the end of the day the Earth's
gonna eat all this stuff when we're done
the earth will be here it's gonna be
forever and so we have a comment here
somebody says the Age of Aquarius is
upon us the waters are flowing it into
the deepest reaches of darkness all
truths shall be revealed revealed in
these times of clarity you mentioned
something called Ragnarok is that
something like the dawning of a new age
or something like that
yeah like the story of the apocalypse in
the Viking mythology where the old gods
kind of got killed in this war the war
between a sphere and Giants and Loki and
they just went out war and this wolf ate
the Sun the moon and [Â __Â ] just black
and then they feet like two or three
gods remained to start the rebirth of
the new world it's kind of like um yeah
it's just like a cycle that we must do
to you know on this planet like the old
ages or this it's always gonna end you
know and things always gonna shift and
like to me this is kind of like seasonal
you know like this whole Dark Ages like
the winter and the coming into spring
and we go back up to a higher vibration
they're like this is definitely shifting
this definitely changing man I come for
them to feel it dude and I can feel
every [Â __Â ]
but that's on this part and it's just
like it's definitely dawning of a new
age I don't know if it's Aquarius I know
what
like a I definitely read about that but
it's but it's definitely Enzo yeah just
depends on what uh I guess what uh
mythology that you go with but it's very
very much similar as a dawning of a new
age and uh you know where we had it even
even in like the the Hindu traditions is
talked about the UGA's and Kali Yuga and
the the nature and machine thing is
interesting because it talks about like
nature no man using machines to fight
against God or fight against nature with
machines and technology you know what
I'm saying and evolving so that we can
get and we we definitely see the elites
and those guys trying to play God as
well interesting yeah oh yes that
technology man the way we are using it
is definitely against nature it can be
used for nature I think that's the key
is to find the symbiotic connection
between technology and nature so they
feed each other and that's that's how
our evolution will go you know like
connect to the earth jacque fresco
are you familiar with Jacque fresco at
all with the Venus Project yes yes a
cool idea like so much it already shows
you that we can already do so much we
can [Â __Â ] do so much that will be
beneficial but it doesn't make the money
and that's the [Â __Â ] problem if we
live you know making that [Â __Â ] money
that's key to all the destruction man
the sickness planet everything because
everyone's just trying to make money
yeah that's that's the [Â __Â ] problem
man is yesterday it muddies the water
for sure meant money and uh capitalism
dude I hate it I really do dad it's
something else too is something else and
if you very familiar with it but it's
called affiliate marketing in the
marketing industry where like you can
promote a product and you get paid if
you if somebody buys it from you
like there could be good stuff like my
book right
like there's Amazon affiliate links now
Amazon affiliate links where if you sell
my book you get a cut-off of everything
so right you can sell anything on Amazon
all that kind of stuff but it's like
people are selling products that don't
work and they're like lying it they're
like lying and like mudding up the water
just because they get a bigger cut so
we're getting like half-truths of like
what can really what what products and
what things can really help us in really
service because you're promoting a
product that is not the best product you
know that there's better products but
since you're not gonna get a bigger cut
if a cut at all you're not gonna promote
it and you know that there's a better
one out there you know what I'm saying
like that's the crazy thing were like
affiliate marketing it capitalism and
and when I you know I'm saying when
Walmart moves into the neighborhood all
the mom-and-pop spots shut down and
we're seeing that right now man you know
what I'm saying with all the mom and
pops places like all the restaurants
that are locally owned but they
struggling to stay open you know what
I'm saying and all the big chains
they're good you know it's almost like
this whole thing is the elite trying to
drowned out all of the the struggling
you know mama pop shops you know the
little hair salons or whatever it is you
know that's there's independently and
locally owned it's crazy it definitely
looks like just washed out the the
middle people of people that are living
off some sort of business so they can
just like like you know Amazon's
blasting through the roof now because
everybody's buying [Â __Â ] online like it's
thanks things at times are changing man
like you know it's if you can you can
get in on a to dough you know what I'm
saying like as far as like starting a
company like uber or if you don't if you
if you can't get a job you can make a
job now like I'm not really for it
myself but you got all these girls now
and guys making like fans only pages and
they're selling like nude pictures of
themselves and provocative pictures as
with fans only and yet it's also getting
all these
messages and stuff on Facebook and I'm
like nah Manas that's crazy but people
are hard up for money so they're like
well let me make easy money you know and
selling private snapchats and all that
kind of stuff you know it's like weird
thing about is that people are getting
creative on how to make money you know
what I'm saying which is good but you
know I'm not for that you know that's
just me integrity don't make money
selling your [Â __Â ] booty it's just
like it's about making money or create
it's about creating value all right
create value for people you know and not
feed off the lower vibratory instincts
you know like that's what's this [Â __Â ]
so selling right now because people are
like it's a primal instinct and it's
just kind of like it's just superficial
dude like sex is [Â __Â ] sacred men
nudity is [Â __Â ] powerful but it's
sacred you shouldn't be just putting it
out there for anybody just like that
like you're gonna be doing creative art
yeah cool you can still do some cool
things representing something but like
it's gonna have a [Â __Â ] cool powerful
message you know everybody needs to be
out here showing that booty and selling
that way then it's not the right way
it's when everything is it becomes a
commodity when it's just like easy
access and there's nothing sacred
anymore well I had a lyric I had a lyric
in my song but I was really talking
about religion but if it goes to
everything and I said the devil is
infiltrated everything we held is sacred
so take it it's over raid it's not just
about the matrix I'll travel around to
Shambhala and honor the God who made us
like you don't sound like the devil is
infiltrated everything we had a sacred
religion the devil took that that over
the devil took religion this is now you
know churches and all that kind of stuff
you know God you can still find God in
those places but God is within you
I'm saying and so anything that we had a
sacred like we need to hold on we got to
fight for it right if it means something
to you you should and all of these you
know things that are you know the devil
the enemy the the imps and the negative
forces in life you know that try to take
your innocence you know I'm saying take
something from you that they tell you
that you can't have back you know piece
of your mind
you know totally and reminding everybody
what the sacredness of existence is and
this retreat is connecting them from
what they've done to and all the
beautiful things that we hold you know
it's you know it's been remembering
everything is sacred and to treat it
that way and how I treated that way yeah
yeah for sure for sure well grow up
appreciate this talk man I appreciate
you coming on hanging out with me I
really enjoyed it man and go ahead and
plug you work dude I know people can
find you anywhere pretty much if they
type in the the Viking one word with the
n3 but what's the best place to check
out your work out your music podcasts
all that stuff yeah man Viking in 3com
that's where my hobbies right now but
like you know my plant my strong
platforms is definitely Instagram
Instagram and Facebook you know and if
you do always click on the seat first
I'm gonna [Â __Â ] pay Facebook for you
to see my [Â __Â ] I'm sick these guys
squeezing every penny about [Â __Â ]
artists trying to just put our work out
there you know I mean the first men like
see okay first because you I can stay
connected with you regular little bit
and yeah man I'm just just check it
check out I'm just gonna be flowing our
[Â __Â ] gonna pull us out album will be
coming soon and Viking she's definitely
the track to listen to right now higher
power the remix of high power that I've
done to me stanza testify I [Â __Â ] love
that track still to this day so if you
want to check that [Â __Â ] out and the
golden features freestyle is good too
but um
yeah then just find me on those
platforms let's connect and let's just
continue journeying together man this is
this is what it's about man for sure man
and everybody stay tuned for the Viking
and truth seeker collab coming to the
coming to your wrist
hey bro thanks again bro really enjoyed
it man I'll send you a link with all
that when all this stuff is up and out
on all the platforms and stuff man
thank you for connecting with me man I
really enjoyed it it's been amazing dude
like this this is just you can just feel
the [Â __Â ] the flow of this
conversation you know I didn't even know
what [Â __Â ] time it was we're just in
it and it's been amazing it's been
uplifting and [Â __Â ] man you know I feel
it too you appreciate you and appreciate
what you're doing I see you brother
bless the Viking in three ladies and
gentlemen good hip-hop artist creative
expressive poet poetry bunch of really
cool stuff that he's bringing to the
table man creating navigating through
the madness and even showing like all
sides of an individual taking you on
that journey again I talked about his
music and like the best music was gonna
take you to all of it it's one thing
when you just get to see one side of
okay this is what you bring to the table
this is all the only side of you that we
get to see but like if we look at music
like to pot I Tupac took you on a
rollercoaster ride my friends like
sometimes you can see the poetic you're
gonna see him fight for women you're
gonna see the next drag he's dog in
women you know it's just always just
something keep you guessing somebody
mentioned in the UH in the description
or I mean in the chat talking about
multiple personalities just like it's
different size like you you think that
you only get to see one side of that
person and that's all you get to see you
really only get to see what side of that
person that they show you you know and
you don't you don't even I don't know if
you don't fathom that those other sides
exist
probably because we put people on a
pedestal you know hip-hop artists or
whoever I do it for like I did it for
preachers and I still do it with with
people at times but I like Peter people
are people man nobody is above reproach
nobody is better than someone else and I
remember doing it for like Benny Hinn
you know thinking that these people are
holy men and then when you see them be a
regular person and have regular dialogue
and like to laugh and joke and all those
things that really just messes up your
paradigm because you put these people on
a pedestal you got to make sure
especially the religious people
understand that like you put you're
supposed to put Jesus on that pedestal
not me not you know your favorite
preacher
whoever man it's people who and I tell
you like identify with the people who
are authentic even if you don't agree
with everything that they long as they a
spade is a spade man like you what you
see is what you get you got to be wary
of the ones who won't let you see the
other side you know what I'm saying
those are the ones because they trying
to hide something from you they know if
you find out about the other side of
them they're in trouble so when you walk
in the light man and and it's not just
about you know not wanting to change or
not wanting to better yourself but being
comfortable in your skin living from the
heart space man knowing your truth you
know it's in it's it's okay it's
comfortable - not comfortable it's
uncomfortable but it's it's healthy to
even have your your views and your
opinions and your belief systems
challenged you know I got a couple of
messages the other day after the the
interview I did with dr. o and there
will I hate thanks for talking about
that stuff and mentioning that stuff and
say yes like you got to have your your
belief systems checked you know at least
that's how you prove what you really
believe is when it's it's challenged you
just I mean most people that's when they
have a rude awakening or it's an
awakening nonetheless even though it's a
rude awakening you know I'm saying
there's still an awakening when you have
your beliefs challenged or you follow
you listen to or the first time you find
out that you know there's other opinions
or other philosophies that go against
what you believe and hold to be true you
know you got to check that stuff and
then what do you believe on the other
side of that how do you get through it
do you just hunker down and believe it
and put your fingers in your ears or put
your head in the sand like an ostrich
like or do you kind of go through the
material do you say well it could be Who
I am or my experiences in the past and
we all have to do that and it's healthy
but it's cognitive dissidence when that
other information comes in and and we
just zone it out or we don't want to
listen to it and it's not you know we
just disregard it because it doesn't fit
into our paradigm and we're all guilty
of that for sure but we have to be
careful and make sure we're not you know
in to confirmation bias where we just
look for information that echoes what we
already believe and most of us are even
like guilty of that like you know I'm
saying we only share articles that we
agree with we only look for this stuff
because if you looking for you're gonna
find it on both sides but what's your
views and opinions or a challenge man
and you just pick the best one that
makes the most sense for you and and
that hell holds truth and you know
you're gonna have your beliefs Rock to
the core
it's uh it is what it is but what
happens on the other side of that but
god that's what holds up that's truth at
the end of the day for me the Beloved
Disciple here in chat says I still love
been eaten
I still love been a hint though people
hate on him because he's a really nice
teacher on spiritual things he's helped
me a lot to be honest I love Benny him
for sure but uh again we just I was just
saying that we put him up on pedestals
people laugh at me because I love Benny
in but I you know Benny Hinn's og man
Benny Hinn knows more than he lets you
know Benny Hinn knows a lot of esoteric
stuff he knows a lot of stuff about
those books that were taken out and
those things and he'll sprinkle it in
and stuff a little bit here in there but
he uses wisdom with it you know I'm
saying buddy yeah I love Benny him shout
out there about hanging out with us in
life a live chat I've been reading your
comments the whole time and really loved
talking to this brother man and uh just
a creative individual you're gonna get
the raw stuff you're gonna get the
bipolar stuff you're gonna get the
peaceful stuff you're gonna get the
warrior stuff it's a little bit of all
of it and so that's what he brings to
the table and um good stuff so check it
out with that I'm gonna say peace is
shallow man thank y'all for hanging out
with me really enjoyed it and we'll do
it again I got another podcast in the
morning so those of you who are
listening live you'll get to see this
one in the morning this is names the
channel Jesus I almost didn't take this
interview I just didn't want to do it
they just kept emailing me and emailing
me and finally I was like looking at her
stuff huh why not I say this a lot I
channeled Jesus so it's cool but I'm
wondering when you got a whole website
in a whole book and all this stuff on
channeling Jesus like what are you
saying is it going against what Jesus
already said is he double minded is he
talking against what he had already said
in the word like I'm just nervous about
somebody coming on but we don't have
that discussion tomorrow 10:00 a.m.
central if you want to listen to it live
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