Corin Grillo | The Angel Experiment
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on today's guest today I'm speaking with
my friend Corrine Grillo Corrine welcome
to the podcast how are you thank you so
much it's so great to be here heck yeah
good to have you yeah so you're in the
hotel right now right yes I am I didn't
know it was that bad you guys are
dealing with some fires and stuff over
there and here in California things are
a little crazy you know it's fires are
popping up there's there's winds here
and our electric companies just just
decided to shut us down a big wind is
coming and you almost have no no warning
and so are our electricity shut down
like three days so here I am there there
were right in between the the
electricity is about to get turned
turned off again but my Wi-Fi is down
now so it's like it's just it's been
interesting
then they interesting so you trying to
launch a book but you have no power I am
trying to launch a book communicate with
my communities and give them great fakes
of crops and I just it's been really
challenging but so I'm in a hotel now
and I just you know I started lighting
up my boards with love and gratitude
last night there's like finally I guys
got some Wi-Fi but the Wi-Fi here is
really bad you paid extra for the
premium but it's like dial-up you don't
know it feels really yeah so I want to
get into your book it's an amazing book
I love the subject matter and what
you're bringing to the table I have some
questions about it but first for people
who don't know who you are let's just
kind of give like a background of who
you are what you bring to the table
okay well you know I am my I'm Corinne
and I just professionally I do
traditionally I'm a licensed
psychotherapist a trained
psychotherapist that essentially had
this really big miracle this angel
experience happened that really woke me
up it woke up my spiritual gifts and and
and I'm telling you just it changed my
life radically and slowly but surely
over the years Spirit and Angels have
guided me to start teaching these
principles teaching and talking about
angels out loud to to everyone everyone
that will listen essentially but it was
a real process like it wasn't that
sounded kind of graceful it was not
freaking graceful at all I struggled and
I had angel shame the whole time you
know especially as a psychotherapist
here really gonna talk about angels
right now it's weird but yeah I had to
because they were coming into the room
with us and like lighting it up and
doing some healing work on my clients
you know when people are suffering so
much and they're crying for years
because of what you know whatever trauma
that they had and and when the angels
would come in and I would start working
with them energetically and their their
disease or their depression would
dissolve it's like okay I got to keep
talking about this stuff I'm not gonna
hide it anymore yeah that's amazing Wow
just yeah and it's funny we talk about
that just really openly nonchalantly
like you said just talking about it in
passing but it was hard to get there
right like what were some of the
obstacles that you had to overcome like
of just knowing how crazy it sounds like
outside of the norm and then like
embracing it and bodying in and just
bringing it to the table
yeah no I you know it was I tell you I
was like the least likely person to be
talking about this stuff but you know I
was up against maybe feeling like I was
gonna be judged ridiculed by my family
by also my colleagues right you know
psychotherapists we have a really
specific training on what magical
thinking is and what what that's
indicative up so I knew if I was going
to talk about the miracle that happened
there there you know it's like maybe
there she needs to get a check get
hospitalized perhaps a little seroquel a
little you know
combat [Â __Â ] down kind of thing and so I
really it it slowly went from my my
sweet little secret and you know I don't
know if I mention I don't think I
mentioned this but for the very first
few decades of my life I suffered with
deep depression
I wanted to mostly to die that was like
my exclusive prayer her ears and and so
because I had this radical change you
know after the miracle I started being
in contact with angels they started
healing my heart my mind my life and
also started healing other people you
know and and so yeah you know you have a
choice to make you're either gonna own
the truth and and just stand in it or
you're gonna run and luckily I did not
run and people did actually ridicule and
have some judgment
okay wait you're you're you know you're
a trained professional and you're doing
what you're talking about what now and
angels like yeah I'm talking about
angels because the [Â __Â ] works it's
wonderful and and and you know what's so
funny now is like those people who were
super judgy several years ago are now
coming to me going okay I'm with it a
hundred percent now I've been on that
journey you've been on that journey and
I think a lot of the listeners or on
that journey right now and they're
trying to navigate through that stuff
like what do they keep to themselves
what did they share openly you know my
family's gonna judge me will I get fired
if I talk about this kind of stuff
openly you know so uh yeah so I think I
think I think us being open and honest
about it really helps people oh it
really does and I didn't I didn't really
know the gravity of what I was doing
were kind of the threshold that I I
didn't realize how important that
threshold was when I started claiming it
inside of my one-on-one practice too and
saying okay there's angels here do you
want to hear it you want to hear this
angel message you know it's really
awkward in the beginning but people do
mean need to just work in AI by
believing I don't know what's your
belief is but that there is an awakening
happening and people are coming to life
and cracking open and not knowing what
to do about it
your senses or awakening and they're
spilling energy and all of a sudden they
can't stand being around certain people
that they used to really like you don't
know what the what that is
so yeah it's so important even with
angel shame I still have a little angel
shame to be honest it's like okay I'm
still talking about angels but it's like
you know coming out of the spiritual
closet is so important for for us all so
that we can find each other we can find
each other and find like-minded
communities and I love that you you know
you have an ongoing community where you
can talk about this stuff without hiding
yeah well yeah so that's one of the
things that we kind of hide behind and
it's kind of like a little like a badge
of honor or whatever it's like you know
I'm saying nobody understands me I'm the
only one going through this and we kind
of okay it's just me I'm going crazy but
it's a no we're taking that excuse away
because there's so many people who are
experiencing very similar things you
know and they're just being open and
honest about it and and in doing that
we're helping so many people I mean you
know the reason I started talking about
my experiences is because I was having
the same experiences with a bunch of
friends but they were too afraid to talk
about it because they know that they
would you know be looked at as weird or
their wife you know I have a friend
whose wife as a teacher and he can't let
anything get out because it's gonna mess
up her career and stuff like that and
like Soph felt like you know I'm saying
the need to talk about it just because
other people weren't talking about it
but I've seen almost as a forerunner in
my community because I kind of bridge
the gap between spirituality and
religion of coming out of you don't send
a dogmatic rules and regulations touch
not taste not sex of Christianity and
people are having and awakening across
the globe and it is no respecter of
persons or religion you know people are
in Christianity and angels are
contacting them spirits are appearing to
them but they don't look like what we've
been told that they look like these
beautiful men sometimes sometimes they
show up as a ghastly figure or a ghost
or a mist or something like that and
really to explore that stuff and break
it down I'm seeing breakthrough in my
life and the lives of people in our
community as well oh absolutely yeah you
know and I'm just saying here to just
say like
and I just just want to validate what
you're saying from what I've been seeing
in my camp right that there are people
thousands of people all over the world
in every corner of the world that are
having these experiences sometimes
spontaneously like I did and not knowing
not having anybody in their local
community to do this way right and so
like I built I also build spiritual
communities online and and it's just
been so wonderful to see these people
make these powerful bonds and become
friends for life and start traveling to
other countries with each other it's
like this global freaking amazing
movement of truth seekers right as
opposed to the people that are still
just looking at the books right it's
crazy
it's it's so crazy just to be able to
meet these people even online that are
in person that we've been building with
online when we do our events and stuff
like that and it's amazing you know it
is it's crazy people are traveling from
all over that's when I knew that I was
onto something I did an album release
which I've always done an album release
concert but I did one for like one of my
latest big albums and people people
drove like from all over like it was
like an eighth like the average was like
an eight-hour drive to get to where I
was for this concert and then you know
we had people locally support but it was
like all these people from all over I
had no idea and like they came from all
over the country and I'm like oh wow
this podcast and this information is is
helping it's it's you helping people you
know yeah right connecting and people
want to meet that's exactly what
happened to me when I had my father you
know I started doing this international
work but it was mostly online and when I
finally had my first event I couldn't
believe what happened actually last year
here's what happened I found this place
in Peru and in Bali and it was like this
really kismet way that I found this
property right and I was like oh it's
Peru I don't know if anybody's gonna
want to come to Peru and I'm telling you
like people flew from Australia Europe
from everywhere and we had like 25
people come and join us in Peru rocking
some plant medicine with the shaman
in the Sacred Valley and these are angel
people right but it's like it's they
don't it doesn't matter what you're
talking about it's just the spiritual
pull to gather is like a group and
family and and celebrate each other
because often these people are so alone
in their communities and in their family
and we're walking around and I you know
I felt alone in the beginning so it's so
such a blessing to see so many people
like coming together now yeah that's
awesome
so I want to talk about that experience
as well but let's talk about the first
miracle that happened that really kind
of pushed you over the edge and showed
like kind of kind of showed you how the
ant angels were communicating with you
that first encounter that you had that
you talked about yes okay so yeah that
was a that really happened during a very
intensely low-low time in my life on the
outside I looked like I had my [Â __Â ]
together you know I was a
psychotherapist helping kids helping
kids on the streets gangbangers and
helping people you know come back try
and get them off the streets essentially
as a therapist and and and even though
that was happening and I had a kid and a
husband and a house and the whole
formula of what's supposed to make you
happy I was deep suffering
I was drinking about a fifth of tequila
every two days I was on antidepressants
I was taking adderall to kind of pick me
up so I could get through the frickin
day because I was rocking like 12 hour
days back then and and I it was I was
just burning the candle at both ends and
a friend of mine bought my spot me an
angel an angel reading and I didn't know
you know it's like okay it speaks for
itself an angel reading but it you know
at best I'm thinking oh cool a psychic
and you know whatever oh and so so I I
traveled to go see the woman she you
know and she started doing it she starts
drop it she started talking about [Â __Â ]
and I was like look I don't want to talk
like I made a commitment I'm not talking
about this the first thing out of her
mouth was the angels are saying that dad
had it out I'm like damn it
so that validated okay there's something
real legit about this person
and then she'd start doing this energy
work and I could feel the I could feel
something happening in my body and so by
the end I felt like a whole different
person almost like I felt this lift of
this heaviness that was on me you don't
even know how toxic you are until you
have it lifted off of you and you're
like okay I can like function a little
bit so yeah I was like when I left that
session she said talk to me angels as if
they're real like they're right there
with you and I was like all right I'll
do that and so I did that and all these
synchronicity started happening like you
turn on the radio and like a song about
an angel Wow I know you know right so it
started going on and it was popping off
like all day long good morning tonight I
was just like hey angels what about this
what about that and so one day I was
working it was like the day three of all
of this like wow this stuff is probably
real and as I was driving down the hood
and this bird drops down from the sky
and landed right in front of my car and
so I was really taken aback because I
was like in this bliss cloud for three
days and then all of sudden here's his
bird Carnot's dropping on the ground so
I Drive around it and the birds still
alive but the wing was broken and the
other wing was trying to push itself up
but it couldn't so I did what I probably
for the first time ever I prayed for
another being and I asked the angels to
take this bird out of its suffering
because I didn't want to get out of the
car because I was like you know single
woman in the hood not a good idea and I
was also going to be late to a client's
house so anyways I drove around and I
looked in the rearview mirror and I saw
the body of this bird start kind of
shimmering or shimmying on the ground
and as I watched a tiny bird hopped up
from the body of that bird and flew away
and then another bird hopped up from
that bird and flew away and then a third
bird that was a little smaller a little
wobbly ER hopped up from that big bird
and flew away and there was nothing left
on the ground so I of course got out of
the damn car right because like who
cares I'm gonna be late
happened and there was nothing left I
checked there was no bird left so right
before my eyes I saw this bird transform
into three birds and fly away and that
was the moments where all this madness
started where I just couldn't deny the
truth of that and it really sent me on
this journey trying to understand what
happened to me and and I didn't tell
people about that miracle girl who we've
already talked about why I might not
because I didn't feel like being
hospitalized but it was really the the
healing that happened for and for me in
my life after that moment that really
proved to me that I wasn't just
hallucinating
now we're one go ahead pepper once I
wasn't just a little yeah yeah right
yeah once you start seeing because I
think that's a I think people need proof
right they're like hold on let me test
this stuff you know am I just hearing
voices but then when you start acting on
them it kind of builds your faith once
you step out of the box and say let me
just deliver this message and see what
happens and they do it and then the
person breaks down then the tears or the
person has an ailment in their body and
you just ask if there's any pain in that
area can you pray for them or pull it
off of them while however your your your
verbage goes and you see people respond
to that in a beautiful way then I hold
on there's something to this and now I
can continue to facilitate it and tap
into it right yes I mean you can't you
just can't it would be an extreme
disservice like if you imagine my
position as a psychotherapist we're
doing talk therapy okay let's just talk
about your problem and we're gonna give
you some or give you some great insight
and you might feel a little better but
you're not going to necessarily be
healed and when I started bringing the
Angels in and spirited and really using
this divine connection to help eradicate
that which is not true which is the lie
which is that is a use which is whatever
and and bring bring out like this
business gooey delicious essence that we
have I mean I started seeing radical
things happening in my practice my
practice all of a sudden was like crazy
full right
I was in a in a a Wellness Center where
most people were struggling for a
business and all of a sudden people were
flying you know literally flying in
people from other states like their moms
you got to come see this therapist she's
not a therapist but yeah I mean it's
just like it's been wonderful and now
working internationally and seeing how
angels you know I was a little concerned
like are you gonna work as well if I'm
not in the room with people can is this
energy work is this work I've been
talking to someone in Atlanta where I
were on a group call and I'm talking to
a hundred people or a thousand but they
kept on guiding me to keep going you
know just you don't worry we got it we
got it and it's been amazing because
just the healing and the miracles that
continue to happen since that first day
it's just like it was a crazy wave of
Awesome yeah that that was a big thing
for me too it's like I love being in a
room with people and I can put my hands
on someone to be able to pull and move
energy and pray and share blessings and
stuff like that
but stepping into that next phase was
like okay this person is on the other
side of the world or in another state
and we're just having a zoom call or
Skype session and I remember a friend of
mine it was actually Kelly Coffey from
Kelly in the raw and she was like
encouraging me to step out and my
consultations and my sessions and stuff
she's like I got some pain in my neck
let's just see if you can if you can you
know say move the energy and I was like
okay so we did it you know over over
video chat she's like oh my god oh my
god and she was like really I moved to
tears like it worked it really worked it
just kind of encouraged me to step out
and try it and then I just started
expecting it like in phone calls with
people like they'll be on the other side
of the world and they're like man I got
this stuff going on with my legs and the
nerve endings and I can't really move my
legs and we'll pray and send a blessing
to them and over the phone I begin to
tremble and and start crying and feel
that energy wherever they are so there's
no such thing as space and time now is
the this is the only moment that we have
and we're all connected to be able to
step into those situations like that and
knowing it man there's so much power
just simply in that but it's about
testing and having like following those
so that now it's not a theory it's like
a deep-rooted knowing that you have when
you step into that right right that's
the science of it right it's like you
just prove it out you just try some
weird [Â __Â ] and you just prove it out and
and it freakin works and it keeps
working oh god I love hearing that about
that's what happened to you that's
exactly what happened for me it's like
okay you feel this urge you're just
gonna try and I would actually say to my
clients hey you want to try some weird
[Â __Â ] and they'd be like sure let's try
it you know so I kind of try that that
approach as well and you know I don't
know if I mentioned this but you know I
now teach I mostly I don't do a lot of
one-on-one anymore
I now teach other people how to do this
how to work with angels and how to heal
oh and that's like created all this
other extra global movement of Awesome
right because now my students and my
students students and my students
students students are having are
creating miracles with spirit and you're
I think the beautiful thing is about
that is like knowing like the law of
compensation and in the ripple effect
like you're sharing in that benefit of
bringing light to the earth Bicas like
each one reach one and then together
will change the world
so you you know speaking into that
person working with that person and then
they raise up seventeen people under
them or one person that reaches
seventeen Peter it's almost like an MLM
like a spiritual MLM that works right
and you share the benefits of that like
the Karma
you know you reap what you've sown and
like it's so beautiful just to sit back
and think about all the lives that are
affected because you answered the call
right and you could sit in that in your
meditations and even when you're feeling
depressed and it tries to come back to
hold on I know what I'm doing and it's
working I've got the messages to prove
it you know it just really sit in that
it's so beautiful man yeah oh thank you
yeah it's really freaking amazing I had
no idea like I said earlier I didn't
know the threshold that I was crossing I
didn't know the the magnitude of where I
was headed just by saying yes to the
simple thing like I'm gonna say
something about angels in my session one
day
I'm just kidding I'm gonna own it you
know and it's just one thing after
another and I just you know I love that
you are promoting and and talking to
your communities about the importance of
them stepping into their power to and
and claiming and owning what they know
because if you don't do it who will like
if not you or me or whoever's listening
who else is going to do it and this
planet needs us it needs really fun
party tricks of awesome and miracles in
magic and truth and however it comes and
we're all so unique we're all so unique
our reaction is so unique and so so yeah
wow I just I don't know what you're
doing if that's what it's about so how
did it start happening for you like when
you started working with the Angels did
you see them walk into the room do you
get just downloads of inspiration and
words of wisdom then it's just
translated how does it work for you like
you know I'm saying inside like what do
you see or what do you feel when you
when you're in session yeah okay so in
the beginning it was a lot of physical
manifestations not actually angel
appearances but I told you like
synchronicities and like they'd start
all this weird stuff would happen right
manifesting in the real world but in
sessions what would happen I'm not like
one of those people I'm like walking
through the grocery store and I see
angels hovering all over everybody like
you know it's like I'm on the clock and
then I'm off the clock kind of thing but
when I'm on the clock and someone's
sitting with me what would start
happening is I just would feel like this
oh I guess it's like electrical like
angel angel bumps like you feel this
like inspiration and then for me it was
like the room would swell with light and
so I would kind of see it but mostly
just feel like this incredible presence
of peace and then I would go okay
there's angels here and here's and so I
didn't know at the time I didn't know if
I could actually invoke them right I
wasn't officially invoking back then I
was just waiting for them to come and
then it's okay we got some angel stuff
to do so then from there and then when
I'm doing my session sometimes I will
see lights in my intuitive eyes but I'm
mostly an impact clear sentient or a
clear
so I just know things and and I can feel
them so I could start feeling other
people's pain and and things like that
and then then I would know okay that's
not my pain that's their pain and then
we validate it but yeah so mostly that
how about you how does it come through
for you a little bit of all of it you
know it's it's uh yeah it's uh real
similar you know and there's uh and I'm
still just diving deeper into it you
know I I'm in this weird place I don't
like like I have names and stuff of
angels that have come to me and I tell
you the weird thing and I've talked
about this a little bit for me and I've
done this on my private sessions where
people is like we'll go in together
we'll tap into the spirit and uh and
I'll start like once I get really deep
there's a there's a tongue that rises up
almost like you know saying glossolalia
with the Bible called speaking in
tongues it'll come forth but there'll be
phrases and things that I'll repeat and
I'll just like okay this is this is
something that's sticking I'll write it
down and then go try to translate it
online and it's usually a message I
think I need to get to the point where
I'm able to like translate the message
without going to Google but it's so
strange that it plays out a message like
I want to meet with you but first burn
candles you know it says these weird
messages like you know I'm saying I I I
desire a day that we meet together that
is sanctified aside oh this is crazy
there'll be a name and I've had it in my
own life and I mean that's one way were
the Angels speak and show up in but
definitely through synchronicity by
being on the right path like yesterday
for me I don't know if it's the angels
or just spirit God letting that letting
me know that I'm on the right path like
yesterday I put out a video about Kanye
West and it's all about the spirit of
narcissism and how it's all like about
me and taking him selfies and just how
just how he represents our our culture
being narcissistic really and and and
how it's shaping our brain is stuff like
that so I did a I did a video about
narcissism being defeated and we're
watching a movie a television show
yesterday
and well first my wife asked me what
what I'm saying what is narcissism she
didn't know what it was I had to kind of
break it down a little bit and then
we're watching the movie and the song in
the background is playing we're just
chillin watches moving and it's a song
by Marilyn Manson that came on why these
people are in the car and he's singing
about narcissism and it's like hold on
like I just put this video you asked me
about narcissism and this character on
this show is listening to a song about
narcissism it's crazy just to see how
like everything's connected
for me it's like okay that video is
gonna move forth it's gonna touch people
it's gonna help people you did the right
thing and just like because it gets
weird it gets really weird and you start
seeing it everything in conversations
and people now I expect it now I just I
look forward everywhere and I'm
connecting these dots and it's very
strange at first but I mean that's just
one way like you said you know I'm
saying Clara audience Clara sentience
feeling knowing knowing some things
about people being able to feel it in
your body that's a big one whether it's
a spiritually discerned or it's
physically in your body like you your
heart will start hurting around somebody
or you'll feel a crink in your neck out
of the blue like all of these weird
things and it's just like being able to
step out and faith and say hey you got
it something going on with your neck
yeah I was in an accident and I was at
the doctor yesterday about my neck I'd
say can we pray can we can we you do you
want to be healed I believe we can heal
that and and see a miracle happen you
know what I'm saying and it's like wow
let me could let me keep this up let me
continue to move forward because it's
building my faith and connecting those
dots and so that's what it's been for me
this is a journey in and around all of
it you know yes absolutely I mean it's
like the most magical journey of all and
for me it's like I can't even believe
what my life is right now because it was
so stark opposite so dark so dark before
the encounter with the angels and and
what's so wonderful it's like wow it's
like a magical playground now literally
and to be able to open other people up
to the fact that life can be a magical
playground too and actually seeing it
happen for them is freaking amazing yeah
it is amazing
um yeah just stepping into that I want
to get into the book but first I'm just
trying to build this framework about
these angels first and how they interact
and I know they're interacting in all
these ways we just talked about both of
us right many people listening they they
may have one or two different ways but
we're connecting dots for people now
what about the sacred plants ceremony
were you able to encounter those same
angels in a different capacity that they
show up differently was it other angels
or entities that came to say hello and
and send forth healing how was that
experience yeah you know well for me
I've been I've been bonded with plant
medicines for over ten years so I have
been doing plant medicines like
ayahuasca San Pedro watch Yuma which is
the same thing and mushrooms and you
know I I am definitely someone who is
interested in the other worlds if you
will so but why I do these medicines is
not necessarily to just encounter beings
but to heal my heart yeah all of them
are just incredible heart medicines and
so I ever though I've been supposed to
be going to Peru for the last two years
I've had a trip and had to cancel that
it uh I finally got there and what got
me there was just bringing twenty five
people with me it's like okay I'm on the
hook I gotta go but wow this journey I
have to tell you about this journey
because I feel like it's pertinent to
all of us right now it wasn't I mean I
definitely saw beings saw beings there's
there's this a sacred mountain and when
you are have the right kind of formulas
and and the right kind of vision you can
see beings all over just that mountain
it's such a trip so and and so I just
want to say that yes there were beings
but the contact I made mostly was with
Pachamama mother earth and and the power
the great power and support that she has
for us and you know when you're right in
the heart of the sacred Valley where the
medicine is actually from
okay watching my his from Andrew with
Incan Incan shaman who were speaking the
original language it was like amplified
like crazy okay and so I went on this
crazy journey of of essentially let's
call it a six-hour purge I was puking
and crying for six hours straight and it
sounds like torture and hell but it was
so important so after I got through my
own personal purging Pachamama showed me
that now it's time for me to start
puking and crying on behalf of the
planet and B behalf of the people and
what she showed me it's like you know I
don't know if you you know did this suck
this summer super suck free it was a
really hard did you have some really
intense stuff I just know a lot of
people that went through a lot of tense
stuff this year period it was like a lot
of changing and a lot of fear and a lot
of her what do I do and what do I really
connect with what do I really you know
all of that stuff so she was she then
started having me purged on behalf of
the collective and she showed me that
right now what we're seeing you know
with the with politics and the
presidency how does a collective purge
even Kanye would be a really yeah coming
to God like look I'll lay it down I'm
coming back to my roots
you know right so it's like the earth is
giving us our buckets full of puke so we
can see it so we can heal it so we can
be healed on the on the deeper level so
of course after that day I felt like a
whole I was reborn did you take that
with you though like that no I'm saying
empathy and that's groaning that the
earth is groaning for its its children
the earth is hurting for the way it's
children are have gone astray and are
abusing it themselves in and there's an
ancient call part of this awakening
we're talking my global awakened is an
ancient call to return to the earth to
put your feet on the earth to return
back to the plant medicines like the
plant medicines like the the earth is
has provided things for us to heal
ourselves but we're looking for other
ways were coming
looking up when when the solution and
the medicine is right here right now and
we were given this beautiful freakin
gift to hear I just uh I just read a
comment it was a local pastor here who
said he was like getting on two other
pastors and other Christians who started
out teaching about Jesus but he said now
you're teaching about CBD and all of
these other ways he's like Jesus is the
only healing and is the only thing you
need and like like as far as like
looking for a divine miracle when we've
been given like the things in front of
us is like here's the medicine take it
no I want to be I'm not I'm not gonna do
it I know people who have went to the
grave who some would say too early
because they would not use any medicine
because they were just all gel were just
stuck on faith and that God would heal
me guess what he took he called you home
you know whether it's using wisdom or
anything like that but there's this
weird religious attitude with CBD or any
of the plant medicines I did a chapter
in my book about my experience with with
uh psilocybin mushrooms and how it just
changed my life on two occasions and you
know and I have a decent Christian
audience and they're like some of them
are like no no but it is there's an
awakening happening it's like I would be
doing you a disservice not to mention it
or try to hide it or whatever but the
met it just plant medicines it's a
medicine it's put here for a reason to
help us and to heal us obviously if you
abuse any medicine if you go get
robitussin or Tylenol and you take too
much and you abuse it it's gonna harm
your body you're gonna start
hallucinating and seeing stuff but even
with like micro dosing psilocybin and
things like that just the medical
studies and research that are being done
right now it's phenomenal and if you
don't know about if you don't know about
it oh gosh I know I'm a huge advocate
for also micro dosing as well again
psychotherapist right and so I you know
and I have microdose to try it as well
and I've turned people on to it and it's
so life-changing and it's insane for for
anyone
- at least in entertain these medicines
because spirit gave them to us for a
reason but I have to tell you okay
so during Peru two Mormon couple came
okay they live in Salt Lake City like
they're illegitimate and it was their
first experience shamanic experience
right and they're you know they still
participate in our angel community and
stuff like that but they never had a
shamanic experience and let me just say
they they left Peru feeling a little
differently and as a matter of fact I
was just talking to the man he's now
taking ten Mormons to sacred Valley to
go he's like look there's it's just too
good not fun people need to know people
that's what you know that's what he's
saying people need to know and that was
the most powerful experience of his life
yeah so now what about this so you know
you did not like it something you do
daily you don't wake up and take it
daily I mean some people would with with
micro dosing and but some people would
say and I've kind of like I think before
I really don't even through podcast and
through other people it was calling out
to me but before I dove in there was a
fear of their because I used to do drugs
and used to like entertain demonic
lower-level
entities right coming from a bad
background like yourself right so I was
scared to really give my mind or my
emotions over to another entity that
might trick me and say haha got you for
eight hours your mind right so there was
a fear there and I just that in the book
but I prided myself on being able to
reach those aesthetic levels of
intoxication on spirit on God without
the use of any anything externally like
whether it's through Kundalini Yoga
through breath work through just deep
levels of prayer meditation fasting like
these things in our body like we're
fearfully and wonderfully made and we
can tap into those states right and I
say yeah I could do that just by a
certain
breathing exercises but there's some
truth to that but it's it's something
totally different right it's a whole
nother experience to even pretend that
we can like facilitate something like
that without the use of those plant
teachers right yeah I love that yes yeah
I mean like the miracle that happened to
me in spirit and angels all of that
super cool but there's nothing there's
no comparison it's like a whole
difference in some thing its own thing
of who we are so where's its work
because we're part of it it was part of
that too just like we're part of the you
know the the angel angelic realm and all
of that but yeah and I love that you
called it a teacher and I think that
that's really important for people to
understand is that these are not it's
not like drugs and like Nancy Reagan it
you'd have to really understand and
experience it but the the deep
compassion coming from these plants and
the deep profound teaching I envy the
way that ayahuasca teaches I just like
whoa how does she do she I mean these
plant medicines are so I just can't I
just there's I love them as much as I
love angels that's all I'm gonna say and
everybody knows how much I love angels
but they don't [Â __Â ] around they will
show you yeah you have to deal with this
this stuff that you've been suppressing
you know this and so I think we're in a
community of people and because of the
growing interest in it it just lets you
know where the worlds at it's like
people are wanting to deal with their
stuff like they're wanting to find
healing they're wanting to get to the
root of it so the plant medicines will
help you to do that so for anybody who
has like a bad experience with that it's
because they're not willing to face the
stuff that that they've been suppressing
and it's going to make you do you know
make you do that but we're in a
community of people who are like yeah
show me the bad things about myself I
want to be a better person I want to
bring forth healing to the nation's I
want to whatever is blocking me I want
it out the way let me deal with it
head-on
through the grace and power of God to
really do that and it's changing
people's lives
yeah it's it really is and again I just
also want to stress the difference
between because I you know I used to do
a lot of drugs in my early 20s and they
were I was doing drugs okay and the one
of the distinctions is that when we do
the plant medicine we enter into sacred
space and often you know because I also
take some people on journeys as well you
have someone there who's holding the
sacred space for you as well who's there
guiding you it's not like you're just
you know going to Jane's Addiction
concert or whatever yeah yeah I mean set
in setting is it's totally important I
mean we had an encounter like with a
bunch of brothers who went in and had
this beautiful experience that changed
my life and I'm doing what I'm doing
today because of that and that was in
2015 2014 2015 and but we hadn't but one
of the friends went the following
weekend I said that was awesome I want
to do it again it takes some other
friends at a party where they were
listening to all kind of crazy metal
rock music they were in a suburban like
I'm saying neighborhood and they had the
front door wide open so it's like you
know and it was just and he was just
panicking he locked himself in the
bathroom and freaked out for four hours
because of the music he was able to feel
the intention set and setting his key he
was wanting me to do it with him come
with us we're gonna do it I was like
dude it may take me four months to
unpack all of this information that was
given to me there's no way I'm just
gonna let you know just jump right back
into it cuz because I'm setting myself
up for failure I think if I do that so I
really gave myself over to the process
and the things that were shown to me to
really unpack and how God and was gonna
help me bring this stuff about in the
things I needed to get rid of in the
connections that I needed to make and it
is a so life-changing man that's so
beautiful I I hear ya I hear I don't
think I'd be doing it could be be I I
really have to do I do plant medicine
about three times a year and I go into
ceremony and I take time out of time no
devices no no no and that's where it's
like I have my vision quest for what is
to come and
what I'm doing connect with spirit you
know we gettin ready for another one
myself I can feel it I know it in this
car oh hey yes oh yeah but it's good
though I'm not forcing it hey did you
call him me you got something to show me
I'm willing to listen and you know I can
identify obstacles in my life you know I
know
and really I'll just tell you this I
mean cuz you mentioned this in another
episode that you did you talk about the
poverty mindset and the poverty
mentality and that's something that I
know that I even though I've kind of
gained ground there but I'm I need I
need to be taught I need to I need to
have it revealed and show to me because
they even though I've taken so many
steps and so many strides there's still
this fear of moving into the next levels
of where my my colleagues are and people
are trying to bring me with them and I
want to go but it's like I don't know if
I'm worthy or whatever I can identify it
so I know and I'm getting ready to host
one so if any you guys are listening who
would like to come with me I'm gonna do
it it's gonna be a men's only thing and
uh women hit up Corrine so I love that
to have you on one as well but I'm
getting ready myself and I can identify
it and say you know I need some help in
this area and I can do all the research
and that kind of comes with it to the
research and knowing that I'm worthy and
knowing what money is and stuff like
that but uh I can identify it but yeah
but if you will just talk about that for
a moment the poverty mentality yeah I
mean what would you would you like for
me to talk about specifically just like
how we're worthy for you know you know
that worker is a worthy of their wages
and what they bring to the table and you
know all that kind of stuff but people
have this this disassociation when it
comes to money and that they don't
deserve it in things like that you know
right well I feel like even beyond not
deserving it you know I was something
I'd like to talk to suspense pyrrha
chill people heart-centered people
people with admission is that you need
to stop stop not feeling worthy because
there are people out there that need you
and people like us need economic power
so we could turn the tide and so we have
these
old beliefs because for a lot of reasons
our religion snack is that's a big one
our culture smacks us down and you're
not holy and you're not close to God
unless unless you're you know you've
relinquished all of your materials
material wealth and believe it or not
what I've found over the years is that
we do have these unconscious beliefs
that we inherited from the religions
from our families and even though our
mind says yes I want to make money the
more you do spiritual work the more a
part of you resists it because we have
not cleared the deeper part of us that
feels like in order to truly love God we
have to let that [Â __Â ] go we have to let
money go so that's one repair work
that's really major for a lot of a lot
of us I had to do a lot of that work
myself I've never been money focused but
when I start stepped up and I owns the
fact that look in order for me to have
the impact I'd like to have in the world
it's gonna come with some cash because I
need to fund my dreams and no one else
it's gonna fund my dream for me exactly
we've always heard it said that if God
has given you the vision he will also
give you the provision to see it through
as well yeah but some people are sitting
there like hanging back waiting for
provisions to come but they don't
realize it's your secret action that
creates the wealth and your willingness
to move through the walls of terror that
comes with the responsibility of earning
cash so there's I just had to do the
next layer of this work for myself
because of what this book and and you
know I've kind of let myself gotten
bigger than I ever thought was possible
but I know there's more and so I to
night ceremony with ayahuasca and she
just like smacked me around she's like
what are you doing quit running from
fame quit running from this stuff and
she showed me the reason why I at this
level was still resisting full-blown
awesome awesome awesome crazy awesome
was because I was afraid that I would
lose my children my time would be taken
so far up that I would lose my
connection with my children she said you
don't have to lose connection with your
children what you can do is just say no
to the things you don't want to do
instead so what do you feel like it is
for you
I think it's uh I don't know I just I
just know I know my community and I kind
of know their financial situations you
know and I don't want to leave them
behind or set a bar that's like
unattainable for them you know what I'm
saying that that's a big part of it
because like we've just what we've
created but I know that like stepping
into that next area like again we're
raising up healers we're raising up
shamans we're raising up preachers like
we're sending them forth we're
encouraging them and money is part of it
like you had you there's no way around
it again just just living from miracle
to miracle and God I can't pay this bill
how you gonna pay it up it's paid right
and that happens right but I don't think
that we're supposed to live from miracle
to miracle it becomes a way of life and
win there's there's like
responsibilities and things like that
and bills and really things that that
have to be paid paid for and so for me I
think part of it is like that and like
even when I started doing private
sessions I had to get over there was a
lot of people's like all you're charging
for prayer or you're charging to have
let people talk to you and it was only a
little bit of money but some of the
packages and stuff that I've been
working on with some friends they're
just like encouraging me and they're
like man this is your best stuff you you
can't just give it to the birds this is
like something that you know it's it's
everything so I really want to help
people and take them to the next level I
know that all of the work that I've done
is about that that the spiritual
practice and getting to the next level
for people but to really I guess take
those people under your wing and like
okay we're doing it we're not good
that's not dairy this is not just what
helps I'm gonna help you do it right and
just to reach that next level and
there's a fear of like you know if who
won't come or people fear rejection as
well like it's still come even though
we've dealt with it it still tries to
come back and as testing and stuff like
that I have to tell you the truth every
time I launch a program I am sure it's
going to fail still still and it could
be the same program that I've done you
know like my angel alchemy Academy
that's a six month intuitive healing
training and every year I go through
this deep depression of how they're all
gonna hate me and no one's ever going to
do it
and you know the thing is every year it
gets bigger and bigger it's been
successful there's all this social proof
but it's still your dragons don't go
away it's just up to you whether or not
you're gonna move move pasta the
gargoyles or not and and say I hear you
but I'm not listening to you and you
keep going so for you
I see the struggle there with the with
the finances I mentor a lot of business
owners spiritual business owners kind of
because it's so important for you to to
know that you're already offering so
many levels of beautiful beauty likes
which is great and so this little creme
de la creme thing totally needs to
happen and give birth to that because I
find you know and if people are going to
talk [Â __Â ] whether you're charging $3 or
$3,000 okay I used to get that a lot
nice to feel guilty like God like and
now it's like you're right God's work is
free angels are free to everyone fine my
time is not free yeah yeah yep
100% yeah there's no way just to respond
to all the messages and really give the
people I try and I try it like even like
when people ask me a question even with
the Contin the Kanye thing was like hey
what do you think about the Kanye
weathers write a comments like you know
what let me do a video and just let
everybody know right because there was a
lot of different people asking this oh
if I was just to kind of you message
those peoples let me do a video and know
that I thought of you when I did the
video right this this conversation so
yeah those next levels man but I could
see it and I know it's there and it's
about how to how to get there and walk
in it and then once I get there there'll
be another level and there'll be another
level this is part of it you know but
being out being able to identify it
versus just being lost in confusion and
not really knowing where you are where
to go I know where to go but it's just
about getting there right that's where I
am enough about me let's talk about this
book because I believe that the book is
something that maybe even be able to
help me to get there or other people to
get there because it's a would you call
it a devotional is that is that a good
word for the book or no I like that name
for a book I like that name for the book
yeah that's not the word that I would
use but it's because I don't really have
a strong religious back
so I it's it's it's a rich wall it's an
invocation it's a daily a daily routine
a daily ritual I guess right no it
really yeah it's it's a it's a very
straightforward simple step-by-step
method to open up the field of the
angels and to to kind of align yourself
with their power and open up
communication with them so it teaches
two simple ways to really open a month
we do indications and and each day was
channeled you know each day was kind of
set for you know the next one the next
one next one and it was originally a
program that I did I released it
internationally and lots of people took
it and lots of people had incredible
experiences so the angels inspired me to
really turn it into book form even
though I resisted like I resist
everything else but sure saw me I mean
I'm saying why is that important as far
as like you know dealing with angels to
help us discover our divine purpose like
why is that why is that important well
because so many of us are walking around
like we're just these lone little little
beasts walking around feeling all hungry
and starving and tired and depressed and
and we're not alone and I didn't know I
didn't know I mean I knew in theory
right because you hear about angels and
like oh Jesus over there that but I
didn't realize that you could bring this
stuff into deep harmony with your life
and use it in such a practical way so
because my life went through incredible
healing in the beginning radically like
quantum quantum speed of healing even my
physical conditions disappeared I had
asthma and all this stuff those started
like disappearing right away because of
that I knew that it you know I just
couldn't keep it to myself for too much
longer so yeah people need to know that
they're not alone and and need to learn
practical ways to work with spirit
because I feel like you know even though
we love
we love relate I love all religions
especially the mystical arms the
mystical brand but they can also
sometimes just empower people by by
putting the all the the power into the
preacher and not the power into
themselves and their direct link with
spirit in the divine and it's not until
I made my direct link where I was
officially online in communication that
my life began to change so that's really
important for me that people realize you
know no matter who you are what you're
doing you could be having a bunch of sex
doing a bunch of drugs nobody hears okay
spirit doesn't care only people care
about that [Â __Â ] but spirit doesn't care
and no matter where we're at we can
engage help and start making miracles
yeah I think for I always talk about
this life for any concept or for one
thing to be true I feel like the
opposite has to be true as well like for
us to be able to entertain angels
unaware and make pacts with with
beautiful light beings that have our
best interest in mind
I think on the flip side even
unknowingly people have made pacts with
beings on the other side that have ill
intent right so that's why I think it's
important for us to even have this
conversation about the beings that are
here to assist us and the plants are
here to assist us right thinking about
maybe there's plants or foods or things
the synthetic stuff that's here too
you heard us cause us harm so we need to
talk about the things that are here to
help us and pull us out the rugs right
yes and let me just say this because you
just alluded to it I didn't know this
okay just like I didn't know about
angels what I also didn't realize is
that we are under siege by dark by the
dark and and most of us don't know that
most people think that their depression
is their own they don't see the little
ugly hanging on them feeding off of
their misery and torture and suffering I
I noticed that when I started doing
one-on-one work and it's like holy [Â __Â ]
there's something hey you mind if I get
that off of you and then all of a sudden
they feel better so I think these
spiritual practices whatever you got
going on that actually works works for
you is so important and I feel like
that's a huge part of why I feel so much
better is because I had a bunch of bunch
of crap bleaching on me
what about the power of the ritual and
sacred space so when it comes to prayer
and connecting with my angels and stuff
like that you hear a lot of people say
they just do it all day throughout the
day like we're not on my commute and
that's cool I believe that right I do it
too but there's something about creating
a sacred space and say okay this is the
place in which we meet and I'm here I'm
not it's not just my subconscious I'm
not just driving the car and thinking
about you like I'm ready to really dive
in in this this place of experience by
setting up a sacred space even in their
own home what would something like that
look like a sacred space yeah I mean it
looks like however someone wants it to
look but I see a sacred space inside the
home as a portal between you and the
divine and so some people you know I
recommend candles or flowers or sacred
objects but think of it as a window
between you and God and I know a lot of
I think there's a lot of different types
traditions that resist have it they call
it having an altar and kind of resists
bringing that into the house but it's
been a life changing for me and for the
people that we work with it's like
coming home and you know the church and
the revival doesn't have to happen on
Sundays in another building it can
happen every day in your own home yeah
yeah
I've definitely seen that in my own life
that it doesn't happen in the revivals
it's an inward thing that kind of it's a
it's it's a fire we all have the fire
within us but when we Oh
Spirit of God or another person can can
can fend that flame within you and then
it overflows in it and you start little
brush fires wherever you go and that's
like genuine revival we've totally seen
that in our spiritual life as well so
what about like what are some of the
other ways that we can know that the
angels are communicating with this I
know you mentioned like through these
different synchronicities and stuff but
how do we move forward with that again I
have it all day through every day and
for me it's almost like just the
universe or God just putting bread
crumbs down so hey you on the right path
keep it up I'm just letting you know hey
it's connected I know what's going on in
your mind like I've got it all figured
out for me it's that a lot of people
would talk about like once you have a
synchronicity to that maybe it's a sign
that I need to tap in or I need to kind
of draw away because they have something
to show you
is there any of any of that that kind of
goes on or is it just kind of a
go-with-the-flow thing yeah I mean it
just depends I think people need to
learn learn how to what I call the stop
drop and roll method gee do you know
Smokey the Bear or aspires okay so they
used to tell us Millie when I was
growing up like stop drop and roll if
there's a fire in your house right so
the stop drop and roll is like when you
have a synchronicity you have something
happened you stop right there
you drop into your heart and then
whatever that guidance is whatever your
first feelings or thoughts you know in
the beginning it feels like maybe you
might be making it up it's just like it
could be really subtle but whatever the
message is claim it own it and roll with
it
so that's stop stop drop and roll yeah
what about the ringing of the ears have
you looked into that at all there's a
lot of because we know the power of
tones and meditation like we put on
these beautiful 528 523 432 there's a
lot of different tones and and in keys
that heal the body and allow you to tap
in the trance state a lot quicker what
about the tones in the ears have you
ever heard of that where people will
hear those tones when they're by
themselves and that they can meditate
and it's almost like we have that
frequency within us that's allowing us
to automatically tune our body to that
frequency or it's maybe it's a healing
healing tone that's being communicated
with this as well there's a lot of
Renaissance art with like little doves
or UFOs or something sending these these
little laser beams to people and to
communicate with them telepathically and
send signals and stuff like that have
you looked into that at all no I mean
I've had some of those experiences I
mean I wouldn't say I circle around that
very much but yeah I mean you know
frequency in tone and and I think you
know that probably specifically happens
lots of clairaudience people you know
people who are gonna hear the truth but
yeah that's fascinating yeah I've done
some reform II it was it was really a
synchronicity that led me to that
information as well watching it in a
cartoon where that happened and then
hearing about it in a lecture like the
next day I was like wow I blew my mind
something the Egyptians believed it was
like actually seeing it in a David
Wilcock 2012 enigma which was huge for
me back in 2012 and then watching
Pokemon the next day with my daughter
laying on the pallet on the floor and
this little creature back here I don't
know if you can see him his name is
Celebi so up in the corner and uh in the
cartoon they caught him and he would
sing this lotta stone he would vibrate
and resonate at this tone and it would
go through the forest and they're
running from their enemies and he said
if we focus on the tone we can time
travel and they in the enemies were
coming and they were able to time travel
and by locate and in the day before
David Wilcock in the dock in the
documentary just like broke all of that
down I was like wow this is crazy never
heard of this in my life and then back
to back at something so I was like you
know what I should I know yeah oh I love
I just love the way spirit teaches us
right and it's so funny because I'm
gonna watch my daughter shows to like
whoever's channeling those shows are
dialed in got some crazy stuff if we pay
attention yeah it's just out there for
everybody well so so you said the book
officially launches today right yep
it's out there awesome where's the best
place for people to pick it up people
can go to my website Karen Grillo calm
and they can it's right right on the
front homepage that's probably the best
place to get it because if you buy it
through if you buy it and put a receipt
and you get a bunch of bonuses like
manifesting with the Angels workshop and
all kinds of other angels stuff so if
you want to get started with an angel
chiju Oh something else with the book is
that I also have twenty it's twenty one
day there's a
agreed but I also you can also download
free audios that will guide you through
the transmissions and the meditations as
well so so there you have it
yeah congratulations on the book and I
know it's gonna help a lot of people and
it's already making its rounds and so
yeah everybody listening make sure you
go check it out again you get a bunch of
free stuff I seen what you got set up on
the website and there's so much free
stuff that you get once you just provide
the the receipt pretty much that you get
all this really cool stuff so think man
I really enjoyed this conversation
Corinne thank you for everything that
you're doing and need to connect with
you more I love to you know I really uh
I'm saying looking into what you're
doing and I work with you a little bit
more so appreciate you hanging out with
me yeah we need to really connect
I mentioned admit like when I mentioned
the the ceremony like all of the women
in the community said men only oh and so
there's a bunch of people who are
interested in something like that so
maybe we do a dual thing or something
yeah and if anybody said you could
contact me through my website implant
medicine circles and then you know you
and I could talk about it sounds good um
you have any experience with Amanita no
okay so that's the legal the medicine
that you can you can actually order in
the US but it's a little bit different
than psilocybin though so I don't either
but it's it's legal to order and I've
been doing a lot of research on it but
that's something that it you can
actually order it on the internet the
Amanita muscaria which is the you know
the red mushroom with the little white
dots the one that's in like Mario and
stuff like that what about before you go
what about repay have you have any
encounters with repay being yeah yes so
yeah Rocco a prety Becca I am a huge
advocate of tobacco safer tobacco
actually next May I'm going to attend a
dieta
with the plant medic
plant with tobacco and yeah I loved I
mean I'm all over that stuff yeah well
my friend I really enjoyed this we have
to do it again thanks so much for
hanging out with me thank you all right
talk to you later
Corrine Grillo ladies and gentlemen
thank you Chris garner for putting her
link in the chat yeah make sure y'all
check out her stuff man
really really cool cool person doing the
anybody who is doing it in the inner
work it I was saying like is this so
much that we have in common and uh and
there are people you know even the
people who aren't doing it it's I think
it's our job to to help them to help
them facilitate that to bring forth
healing and this is so funny a friend of
mine I've had him on the show let's see
I just shared his status update on my
facebook and he said uh let's see I'm
gonna get to it talking quote it right
Joshua Davis I did an episode with him
but he said we are the tree of life our
fruit production is for the healing of
the nation's
in and you know in the scriptures it
talks about that the tree of life and
that we will be able to eat from it and
and be able to sustain ourselves because
we partake of the Tree of Life well we
are that tree for other people because
where people are able to partake of the
fruit that we produce godliness
righteousness faith love understanding
and so years ago like on my spiritual
encounter with psilocybin it was it was
communicated with me God said heal the
healers heal the healers and I was like
what does that mean how do I do that do
I have to I have to lay my hands on
everybody and pray for them one at a
time for them to receive the anointing
of God like what is that and so I just
begin to look into that a little bit
deeper and look into my work and look
into my music and my private sessions
and my podcast and everything that I'm
doing and gods like you already are
doing it so I was like I'm not gonna
become a healer one day one day God's
gonna use me as a healer how do I do
that it's like wait you're not going to
become anything you already are that
which you are seeking is already within
you to really understand
that you you already have those things
within you and so therefore you quit
looking outside of yourself for these
things it's a journey within that we
have the ability to commune with God
that even Christ man comes and says let
the kingdom of heaven is within you
hila strips the power away from all
those structures that have been built
that are Antichrist right all of these
churches where you know there's so many
people who are leaving the church
there's Christians who are leaving the
church and this other church will wave
their fingers and say you're leaving
Christ I don't think that's happening at
all I think there's an awakening
happening happening and people are
leaving these church buildings not
because they're leaving Christ no they
are following Jesus Jesus has left the
building and they're following Christ
outside of the four walls of the church
and so they're getting upset because
that power structure is changing people
are finding that look I don't need you I
don't need you
I can go within and commune with the
Father I don't need your rules and
regulations I don't need your dogma I
don't need your opinions man but that I
can pursue God for myself and there's a
beauty in that and so for those of you
in the church you would you'd better be
teaching people how to do that and
facilitating that because you're losing
your power really quick and it's not
that people are leaving Christ people
there's there's a foundation that people
have found in Jesus and in the church
man
but they're coming out of dogma they're
coming out of all of this weird stuff
that you guys have forced on us over the
years and we've all knew that it was
wrong but we didn't want to say anything
because we didn't want to you know get
demonized we don't have the fingers
pointed at us but when other people
start speaking up and talking about
their truth and what they're
experiencing it's setting the captives
free it's setting the captives free so
for all of you whatever it is be
authentic even if you even if it's a
question have an authentic question even
if it's a doubt have an authentic doubt
it's okay it's okay
right you're still loved you know God's
grace is still extended to you whether
you know it or not you know so to really
embody that that's where the power is is
to know that God has called us the deep
cries out on too deep and
man so you guys got to get with the
program now there are churches that are
definitely do it doing this churches
that are a part of a like a four walled
structure and things like that so it's
not about organized religion is that is
the enemy I don't think so
because the opposite of that is
unorganized religion right so it's about
just having a relationship with the
Creator through many different ways that
the Creator has given us and I think we
have to go back to antiquity I think we
have to go back to the beginning I think
we have to push that reset button I
think we have to pray I think we have to
meditate I think we have to embrace the
trance state much like what was
happening in the lives of the people in
the early church the people who were
involved with divination seeing signs
and wonders angels and all of these
things in their lives man they were
super spiritual and so now we look at
the Western churches like a carnal head
knowledge it's just a philosophy like
it's so funny somebody's like church
structures were like demonize philosophy
of the East but they've become a
philosophy in the West and it's like
understanding Christ and regeneration
through a head knowledge and through
renewing the mind just through reading
the Bible no it's about experience man
it's a song-and-dance it's the divine
romance that we have with the Creator as
he or she speaks through everything
through the earth you better believe it
through the wind you better believe it
and you can go in the scripture and find
all if you did you if you need
scriptural proof it's in there you might
have it have to dig a little bit because
they're not talking about this on Sunday
morning but it's about that
song-and-dance man and we're part of
that with the animals with the angels
with the spirits with the demons as well
every single one of them it's all part
of the big ecosystem of what we call
spirituality and I definitely address
that in my new book so make sure you
guys check that out I will be sending
out copies today so if you guys go and
order one I'm gonna be autographing I'm
sending them out today so thank you guys
like for all the support with that thing
it's it's blowing my mind
I didn't know if I was gonna do a video
on this next portion here that I wanted
to talk about or I guess I'll just
address it here and then um maybe it can
it can be a its own snippet I don't know
but I'm gonna I want to talk about this
because this is something that we've
talked about on the podcast and if you
guys have been following I talked just a
couple different guests about this it's
about the about signs and wonders right
the Bible says these signs shall follow
them that believe so I know I've talked
to Gil with it about this I've talked to
a lot of people about different
ministers different Christians
charlatans if you will staging miracles
and I know that Benny Hinn gets accused
of that all the time well those people
in the wheelchair they were there you
know they didn't really get healed they
staged those people and you know and all
those healings are fake I don't know
about that I do know a woman who went to
a Benny Hinn crusade and she was friends
with my wife and when they were younger
and she had like some stuff going on
with her legs and she was healed as at a
Benny Hinn crusade when she was younger
but we talked about lying signs and
wonders and these people who are like
staging miracles or putting a plant in
the audience and i know peter Popoff was
a big one he's a minister he's still out
there now but back in the day he was
caught you know when you will come to
his crusade you would fill out a prayer
card if you need prayer let us know your
name and address and you know we want to
put you on our mailing list and let us
know what's ailing you what do you need
prayer for and people would say I need
prayer for my hear my vision my hearing
whatever it is and so he would pray for
people and so this guy he got exposed
because he had an earpiece in his ear a
year monitor and his wife was backstage
reading the cards and he would act like
they were prophetic words and he would
say I feel like there's a Sarah here a
Sarah who has a bad back in the Lord
ascending healing Sarah lives at this
address and he would give the addresses
and it would make you think that
that God was translating it so we'd
build the faith of this woman we were
like oh my god God's touching my body he
really knows my name and they would
create this these false lying signs and
wonders to get people to donate to get
people to give and and to and it would
move the rest of the crowd in a in a in
a level of expectation
well if God's can do it for that person
then they can do it for me and then the
supernatural is flowing but and I
believe in that but this guy was getting
there translating their reading prayer
cards and stuff to people and he was
acting like there's signs from heaven
there's also like angel there's gold
dust there's some people have
experienced angel feathers like as if
angels were really birds and they have
feathers on their wings and stuff I
don't know but they're these feathers
that people have in and deep levels of
prayer and church services and rubies
and diamonds and emeralds that would
just fall and stuff and all these weird
signs and wonders and for them it would
like validate that God was here or
validate that the angels were here right
and so they would use these signs and
wonders right
some people would make it up I know
people like David Hogan who would have
like I don't know that he's making it up
but he has all of these grandiose
stories of raising the dead of Lent
praying for limbs and hands that were
crippled and mangled in them stretching
out and becoming whole he tells us one
story that they were picking up a bunch
of Indian people and this lady fell off
the back of her truck of his truck and
broke her arm snapped it in half the
bone was sticking out they prayed for it
to be healed in Jesus name and the bone
snapped back into place and it was a
divine creative miracle and sharing that
in a service gets to people the level of
expectation Rises right so but there's
those people who lie and make it up like
I want to believe I think we all want to
believe but they're people who have been
busted making it up and I want to
address this video because there's a
bunch of these these videos on online
and I recently seen this one I want to
pray I'm gonna play this for those of
you who were listening on the podcast
app so I'll try to explain what's
happening
and now I'll put the try to put the link
to the video in the show notes so you
can come back and watch it on the video
version of the podcast but let's see
here so okay so there's the video so
that here's this video of this this uh
lady oh I couldn't find it okay
so here's a video of this lady and she's
at a prayer gathering I don't know if
they're in Africa where but her arm is
deformed again there's a scripture in
the Bible where there was a man who had
a deformed hand a withered hand and God
prayed for him and not one of this
disciples of Jesus prayed for him and
it's his hand became whole so here's
this lady here she's in Africa whatever
and there's like this creative miracle
that happens check it out she's crying
they're worshipping God her arm is the
wizard it looks like it's broken or just
a form from birth this man's pouring
water on it
and preyas speaking to the armed threat
to be made out shaking or the basis for
doing the tremble under the power of God
speaking to
we may pole
I'm trembling and trembling and it looks
like he's stretching out me and made
straight is withered on
[Applause]
look at the people look at the crowd
look at the bro
the proud of you did he even give them
for those of you getting excited they're
watching American tada
the ladies arm is almost all the way
straight from being mango
[Applause]
Daria's ladies and gentlemen people are
glorifying God she's trembling she's
crying
she's been healed
[Applause]
Laura's got so like if you go
they're all just worshipping them or
praising Jesus thank you for pavement so
if you go to this video on on Facebook
there are is five million views getting
closer to six million there's so many
comments where people are just like
excited praise God and like when you
watch this it does something because we
believe in the supernatural we believe
that God heals right and then you see it
and it confirms see told you here's that
here it is on video
we don't just read about it in the Bible
like we see it in in on video and the
comments were people are just testifying
praise God this is a miracle he still
heals and there's posting you know
scriptures and stuff but then some
people are skeptical so when I was
seeing the video I was like wow this is
amazing
showed my wife she's like what's wrong
with her arm we just like it's crazy so
you know what let me go to the comment
section the comments section will always
figure this stuff out they'll figure it
out they get to the bottom of it the
creative miracle we're all testifying
glorifying God and so if we come to find
out this lady was that another healing
crusade with another pastor and it's the
same lady look at her with the little
arm
he's like trying to stretch it out in
the spirit he's grabbing it I think he
says like give me that arm
he's our commanding it listen
she's crying again
[Applause]
doing a show put on the show praying it
so this is a little this is not even
this is at a nice church maybe it's in
Africa as well but this is a really big
nice church our arm is withered they're
praying he's like he looked like he's
commanding it like grabbing it in the
spirit and like stretching
I know
okay I'm gonna fast-forward this to see
this will pass yourself again it's the
same thing our arm begins to stretch be
made whole and now the whole church is
going crazy worshipping the Lord because
of this creative mercy I want to tell
you that giving is gonna be an added
all-time high because people are just
moved by faith to give and to sew into a
miracle service like this so that they
you know they may be believing for a
miracle within their own life so they
want to sew into that so the pastor the
pastor eventually hits his knees and
just begins to bask in the glory of the
Lord because they all just witnessed
this creative miracle I wanted to
address that man because this stuff
happens every day it happens every day
lying signs and wonders sucks I'm just
reading the comments here people saying
that's sick yeah that from that angle it
looks fake you know and they have these
people who were able to go and and it's
it's deception Christie folk says using
God for selfish gain it's deception and
these people are ok with it so if it
would be like the devil's advocate say
well maybe maybe they keep healing the
woman's arm and it just keeps going back
into place and it won't never stay put
that was advocate maybe you have to keep
praying for her to be hold and every
time they pray it stretches out I don't
know
Astrid says I don't need a video to know
that God heals I was saved from a car
crash that should have killed killed me
by all laws of physics and Christ cast
out my demons it's personal but my life
is a testimony amen you know I think
that's the only sign that we need I
think that's the only proof that we need
is of that of a life transformed one
person who was stuck
in in sin or someone whose life was was
going downhill and they put their faith
and trust in Christ and he pulls you out
of that muck that's all that that's all
the proof that I need and see a life
transformed it's all it's all I need
Christie says I feel like I've been
deceived man there's so many people
again like in other churches and I said
it cuz I I knew a guy I seen this years
ago when I was you know and into big
into the charismatic church and stuff
like I had a friend who had cerebral
palsy and his legs were kind of withered
a little bit they they faced inward and
they were really small so he had these
crutches that hooked to his arm and he
was able to kind of hold himself up with
the crutches and barely be able to stand
on the the legs a little bit so he was
able to kind of move around but he
couldn't really move around without the
crutches or holding on to objects in the
house and we will go to prayer meetings
we would go to church events and and and
stuff like that and people would single
him out because of his his ailment and
they begin to know him because of his
ailment and they would pray for him to
see a miracle and he would throw the
crutches down and he would begin to walk
now they were like baby steps and he
would begin to walk and all the people
would glorify God and run around the
church like they just seen a creative
miracle just like this instance right
here that we just watched and I've seen
this guy I seen him do it maybe on two
occasions and then we went to a prayer
meeting and he did at a prayer meeting
and he was going on tricking all these
people and I don't think that he was
doing it to get money to money or
anything I think he was doing it for
sympathy I think he was doing it to to
be able to get the attention he loved
the attention but he would always do it
and it wasn't that God cannot heal him
or maybe God was strengthening his or
his legs to walk or whatever the case
but he would always do that and he would
deceive the people because people would
think that he was healed and this was
the first time it's happened so
eventually I was just like man this is
weird you know this is this is weird
that we're entertaining this stuff and
uh that the expectation in the people's
estatic encounter with God
they feel like they were just privy to a
to a creative miracle it's crazy
Chris Chris garner says that's the end
justifies the means big money and the
Machiavellian Church system yeah they
think that the ends a it's okay to lie
to you because now you have more faith
in God it's it's okay to make up these
grandiose stories because like the kind
of the you know I'm saying the
repercussions are good like yes I been
bent the truth a little bit but now
you're more you love God more or is it
now that now necessarily you love God
more you believe God more but it's a
you're willing to give more you're
willing to trust more you're willing to
say that hey God is working with these
pastors because when they lay hands on
people things happen things change
people get healed when they pray for you
you know it's really getting to the
bottom of this stuff in this this
intention you know using using God for
their own personal gain or for it for
ill intent man that's what I wanted to
cover that and it's it's going around
the interwebs right now and wanted to do
a video so it happens all the time but
but I do believe in in miracles and
signs and wonders and and this is my
thing like you know I cover a lot in the
book about that about signs and wonders
about lying signs and wonders about
people even using their children to its
a scapegoat thing and it's an automatic
vouch it's automatic credibility that
doesn't come from anywhere mmm because
it's a god thing it's an angel thing I
didn't say it God said it don't don't be
mad at me be mad at God and people
people use it all the time people do it
it's a form
of escapism but again this that that
that credibility to believe someone I
mean there's people who claim to a
channel all of these entities and rah
and people claim the channel Michael
Jackson and all of these kind of things
you know what I'm saying it's like it
ain't me I'm nobody I'm nothing but
Michael Jackson is someone let's hear
what he has to say I talked about that
again with the kid thing I go into there
was books written about a kid who died
and went to heaven and came back with a
vision they sold books there were movies
about it there was another kid who died
in this other people start following
suit you know they get a good publicist
behind him they get some money and
they're able to market it and then some
of these kids come forth later and say
look I it didn't happen my parents made
me lie about it
the story of Marjoe Gortner I'll send
you down that rabbit trail there's a
documentary called Marge oh I know I've
talked about it on here showed some
people the child preacher his parents
trained him and all of this stuff so
that they could make a great living
traveling the world preaching and and
taught him how to move a crowd and
taught them how to do this stuff and
some of these people man they put their
kids in it they live vicarious parents
pretty much anyway live vicariously
through their kids at some point wanting
to raise them up and play football
because you didn't play football or you
got hurt and you couldn't make it to the
big leagues and so you want to you know
live vicariously through your kid or put
them through dances or put your little
babies through like beauty pageants and
this is you know weird stuff so parents
live vicariously through their children
and so they they prey off of the
innocence of the week that nobody's
gonna question that this child would
have all of this information and while
with this child make all of this stuff
up and follow it through only to find
out that the parents coached them
through the whole thing and these people
who are having dreams and visions and
you know seeing as one dude he had he
wrote a book called 23 minutes in hell
where he had this revelation where God
pulled him to hell and while
come through the different chambers and
gave them enough material to write a
book I'm convinced that if you really
went to a place like that that you would
be a vegetable that when you came back
you would you like if that place really
existed that you wouldn't even be able
to talk about it you know because when
the Apostle Paul went to heaven he come
back he was dumbfounded he said man not
seeing things that it's not pervy for a
man to speak about I can try I know I
sound foolish and I think that's what we
do when we enter some of those heavy
heavenly states there's we've seen
things and communicated with beings that
don't even have a shape or they look
like geometric patterns or they you know
all of this kind of stuff when we try
that we sound silly trying to talk about
this the Apostle Paul couldn't but you
could in your twenty year the twenty
three minutes in hell but how how
convenient that once that book went to
the bestseller God sucked him into
another vision and gave him twenty three
minutes in heaven and told the guy went
heaven looked liked and showed them all
this kind of stuff and then he did
another best it had to be a follow up we
got the people where we want them
capitalized capitalized I questioned it
I questioned myself you know what I'm
saying like I questioned my experiences
in my encounters there's something about
having the spiritual supernatural inward
encounters I love them though like I've
had beautiful they've I've had these
one-on-one encounters with God that just
changed my life but again when we look
at the consciousness and we look at the
mind and we we facilitate these
encounters because we expect these
encounters and part of our consciousness
and the law of attraction if you will is
that we we've created them we've we've
believed them we've wanted them we've
desired them and then they these
encounters came to us at the beginning I
see one of my friends here talk about
they would love to have an angelic
encounter and people ask me how do I do
it
first of all expect it get into a place
where you're expecting it and then it
will come to you make sure that you're
you're seeking it make sure you're
giving it enough time enough energy make
sure you align yourself up with what you
think that an angelic encounter or quest
deserves or requires whether it's
fasting in prayer or psychedelic
adventure whatever it is like and then
you begin you you facilitate it and you
begin the universe the world is set up
in such a way where you will find you
will see you will encounter whatever it
is that you're looking for and it
becomes your truth and you do decipher
and discern the world through that lens
of what you've been studying of what
you've been led to believe no matter how
true it is it's your truth it's your
true there's people who go around and
they believe in a literal hell and they
think that everybody who is is dying
without the gospel or everyone who dies
without giving their life to Christ
through the right denomination mind you
not just a general Christ because they
say there's different Jesus's but
through their denomination
they walk around and literally look at
people with compassion like they're
dying and going to hell and that they're
gonna burn for eternity everyone you
have a conversation with them about the
football game and they're just they're
just in compassion for you because
you're gonna die and burn in eternal
torments and everyone that they look at
is dying
even Christians they'll look at them
aside with it they're involved in the
wrong denomination and if you don't get
out of that and you're gonna die and
burn forever like these this is the
consciousness and the lens that they
view life through they expected it's
their worldview so your expectation
brings about your manifestation whatever
you believe whatever you're looking for
you're gonna find it if you're looking
for the beauty in all things if you're
looking for love and all things if
you're looking for truth in all things
you're gonna find it if you looking for
deception if you're looking for demons
if you looking for heresies if you're
looking for people who disagree with you
they're out there they're gonna you're
gonna find it you know and it's so
powerful again
I questioned myself because as I look
I'm looking and if this journey I'm
looking like did I did I imagine this
stuff these these encounters
did I create them did I facilitate them
were they real were they in my mind Joe
Rogan and those guys talk about the
release of Dean DMT in the brain which
is what is naturally released to the
through the third eye pineal gland when
you go to sleep that produces put your
body in a state of rest and be able to
have these dream to dream state to be so
vivid and it's talking about like
there's a people can just do things that
releases natural DMT throughout the
brain to have spiritual encounters I
mean when we go into the trance State
we're releasing DMT through the third
eye and we're facilitating the trance
state that way but the science is
showing that that that becomes our
reality
what would say that it's all just in my
mind is the fact that other people are
experiencing this with you and those are
some of the weird encounters where it
wasn't just me where it was me and
someone else experienced the same thing
was the right amount of DMT released in
our brains and we both seen no not at
all
something's happening whether we
summoned it and created it as a Tulpa
as we brought it into this reality
through the power of our thoughts in the
creative mind or expecting it there's
that could be all of this again whether
the people believe that this is
assimilation I definitely believe it's
the matrix I definitely believe in
synchronicities I definitely believe in
a greater intelligence that's watching
everything again synchronicity is
happening in lines you're saying the
stuff that's on the TV right when you
say it or release a video and the song
comes on the TV that's about your video
and just I mean it just pasta this
endless endless and it shows how we are
all connected but the power of the
thought and creative mind I believe it I
love it
I'm with you I think that everything
comes from the now moment of creating it
all but
I'm really concerned when it they cross
over when those encounters cross over
like we close our eyes and encounter
angels and the spirit and travel to
heaven I'm cool I love it but there's
something about when an angel steps in
and physically manifest or a demon
physically manifest all your dreams
physically manifest you're able to pull
it out of the ethers and I really at the
end of the day I think that that is what
a true shaman is is one who was able to
go into the dream state go into the the
you know the mind and be able to pull
things out and manifest it into this
reality all of us have dreams all of us
have visions hopes and desires but who
can do the work to manifest it and bring
it into the into the reality especially
when you're when you're situation says
the opposite when the situation says
something totally totally different than
what you're believing for or you're
expecting to work with what we call
universal laws the trance State the
power of creative thought the power of
the imagination to be able to bring it
into our reality whether you want to
call it the law of attraction like if
you believe for that parking spot it
shows up eventually if you believe for
these things they show up you believe
that God is gonna speak to you guess
what God speaks to you you believe for
angelic encounter guess what you have
won in this the way of the pot was that
this creative force that we are one with
the father of all of creation were made
in the image and likeness of that
creator
and it all came through his mind through
the expression of God do we share in
that whether people want to say we're
little gods were definitely created in
the likeness and expression of that
creator and we have the ability to
create as well now there's time and
seasons and planning things and stuff
work it has them there's manifestation
that happens some people get better at
that some people are able to look at the
seasons and be able to position
themselves
in a way to receive even though it
doesn't look like it's there look I'm
getting ready I can read the signs I
know about expectation manifestation and
I'm gonna align myself to receive I'm
gonna prepare for it
almost like Noah like had this vision or
this word from God he's gonna send the
flood people like it's gonna rain woody
Tom but it's gonna rain you're a crazy
old man no no no it's gonna rain guys
and it's not gonna stop and if you don't
prepare for it now you're gonna be
you're gonna be messed up so to have
that word from God which is that vision
that one-on-one encounter that God has
given you an impartation of belief
whatever it is like you can have the
things which God has shown you but you
have to prepare for it
you have to stay faithful you have to
build as people walking about scoffing
oh you're building a boat okay never
seen one why is that boat look like a
square that's a weird boat you know and
people are gonna laugh at you people are
gonna scoff and mock but you know that
God has given your word and given you a
sign and you stay faithful until the
completion of it and in the end he
brings it into people marvel and didn't
they wish they would have helped you
they tried they wish they would have
took part in that Jennifer talks about
even believing in the glory again for
sure it's it's definitely like the law
of attraction law of manifestation works
for everything the good and the bad most
of see we're just programmed to be by
default like the game of Plinko like a
game of chance you just dropped the
Plinko chipping it just falls wherever
it may and you're just there I'm in a
job I don't know how I got to this job I
don't know how I became a truck driver
driving for ten years stuck in this job
is this how it ends is this where it
ends at this and we're gonna get me a
car crash one day and it just ends
driving this truck it's my destiny lost
am i content with it if it does do I
still love God
we just by default man with just in
these marriages and situations that
people just like me Honda hell did I get
here it's by default you just you don't
build your dream you get hired to help
somebody else build their dream that
company that you work for that was
somebody's vision that they that they
worked hard at to bring it to bring it
about
so it works for everything again go back
to the scriptures manifestation we call
it a placebo effect I mean there's
people who had encountered Jesus the Son
of God loved embodied in flesh they
encountered him and they heard stories
they heard about the miracles and they
said look if I could just get close
enough if I can touch to him of his
garment I'll be healed
that was their truth if you and other
people came and said look my son just
passed away if you say the word I know
they'll come back to life okay woman you
said your faith has made them them well
he didn't say okay because of the power
invested in me be healed he didn't do
that he said look your faith has done it
and it was the woman with the issue of
blood said if I touch it her faith he
said I've never seen so greater faith
he's healed go back home he need
something to eat
your son is back and he's just showing
them and it's their faith it was their
placebo because they believed that they
received it why oh that's not it he was
the son of God and went around healing
look he went into the villages of people
where they they knew him they said no
they nothing special about this guy we
know a lot about him we can tell you
stories about this guy we grew up with
him
right and so he would come into villages
of people and he couldn't heal anyone
because of their doubt and unbelief now
it wasn't because of his ability not to
it was because of their doubt and
unbelief but it was the power of faith
and placebo a guy who they said oh we
to get him close to Jesus let's just
they brought this paraplegic upon it
that the top of a house where Jesus was
speaking and they tore the roof open and
they lowered the guy in we got to get
him close enough and he'll be healed God
was healed cuz they believed it wasn't
just a guy who who was suffering in his
body but the other friends who who who
joined with him in their face and said
Lloyd
you know if to a thing if two of two or
three touching agree on anything is uh
but it shall be given unto them where
two or three touch and gather on my name
there I am in the midst of them the
prophet has no honor in his home country
that's for sure we I've tried to do
stuff here mobile we can't do nothing
but people have us out man this have us
out in different states and people never
heard of us and they've you know the
level of expectation and we can see
miracles
or people judge you because of your past
the placebo effect whatever you believe
you shall receive you know the world
says that if I if I see it then I
believe it showed me and I'll believe it
but faith says I believe it so I will
receive it because I believe it that's
what faith is it's believing in
something that you cannot see I mean
there's power in that there's power in
the placebo there's power in belief or
the lack of again you want to have
spiritual encounter create it again I go
back and look at I'll go back and look
at all of the spiritual experiences in
my life and it kind of scares me it's
like dang I created this I mean I
remember going through like home
meetings and stuff when I was really
tapping into the prophetic and some of
it was just getting used to it and how
this stuff we it operates but we would
pray and we would like before we would
go in and we would ask God for a
prophetic word god I ask you to speak to
our hearts and give us a word for
somebody here so just then when we
that we're training our mind to expect a
word from God for somebody so that so
therefore we go in here expecting ok
God's gonna speak to us and we're
looking around we're ready to receive
even though we're learning and there's
other stuff going on it's still we've
already programmed our mind to receive
it
and then at the end of the session we
have a word for somebody I believe that
the Lord wants to you know share
communicate this with you and we always
have a word we'd always found what we
were looking for we would go visit
churches and ask for a word for that
church God give us a word for this
church what would you say to the pastor
and we would be downloaded something
from the father's heart for the church
and we'd share it with the pastor you
know our healings believing for healing
is believing for deliverance whatever
you believe for you shall receive it we
would go on faith and not have any gas
money to make it to this meeting and
we'd pray God we really want to be here
we know we're supposed to be here we
don't have money please open up a door
for us to be able to have gas money to
make it to this meeting all the gas
money was twenty dollars is all we
needed just to get there get our gas and
drive back across cross town and we get
there and we're nervous we've prayed
we're seeking God we're walking out the
door we're about to get in our car that
has zero gas in there's no way we can
make it home we go to walk out the door
and someone says hey the Lord told me to
give you this
twenty dollars what I'm talking about
having your faith built say man hold on
God really does have this if we trust
and believe but first we have to believe
first we have to trust a bit go
hand-in-hand but they be able to see
these divine encounters in these
miracles in our lives because we believe
them and then so whom much is given much
is required and it begins to trust us
with more the same faith that it took to
get to a $20 home meeting to pay for the
gas is the same faith that it takes to
believe for twenty thousand dollar car a
two hundred thousand dollar home it's
the same faith the faith doesn't change
it's a gift it's the gift of faith that
comes through faith is faith this is
believing it I know it seems farther
away maybe it takes a little bit more
time but it's already there you just
have to believe it and there's different
obstacles as you believe it again what
I've talked about this earlier even with
my own faith and rationalizing things
and what is this gonna look like and how
do I get to it and there's just own
levels of obstacles to get there but
being able to see that and knowing that
it's a thing and knowing and it's death
it's an obstacle an obstacle is there
for you to overcome it and then be a
testimony to others about what God can
do for you what God can do for them
because he did it through you and God is
not a respecter of persons it's not that
I'm just using that person I only use
them at that level knowing you have to
know your calling and know what God has
called you to do and then believe for
that get that vision whatever it is and
that comes through the trance Tate that
comes to dreams some of you have to
return to the dream that you was given
when you was a child that you lost the
company took it from you an uncle took
it from you
your parents a job schooling they stole
your dream you got to recapture that
dream it's part of the journey no matter
where you are there's people man in
their 70s and 80 is just now recapturing
the dream and stepping into it walking
in it and God is not a respecter of
persons and so these universal laws
these principles they go they go hand in
hand and we're seeing them we're
believing for them it takes finances I
see it in my community Christi folks
here says faith is that five hundred
dollars your boss gives you when your
bank account is in a negative mind-blown
your faith isn't in the boss your faith
isn't in the money your faith is in the
Creator who is the Bible says it's the
author and finisher of this whole thing
that means this thing is scripted
someone is writing your story hey can
you uh can you add this
is it done yet is it sealed and scrolled
in time or are you still creating it can
you add this is this possible I like for
this and get with the author and
finisher of your faith man take you
beyond your wildest dreams
at this point I've always it's about
being in a place of an attitude of
gratitude where you're always thankful
because as you're thankful and as those
feelings and as those blessings come you
begin to reciprocate it you begin to you
know not think of yourself as special
you begin to honor the father and the
one who gives the dreams and and you do
it some people if they had their dreams
right now it would destroy him they want
to win the lottery so they can win no
like it would destroy you and so you
have to go through these testings you
have to go through these trials in order
to be in a position where you can be a
good steward of what God gives you you
can't you can't steward $500 you're not
going to be able to steward a fifty
thousand I'm sorry you can't Stewart it
and you have to get to a place where you
can be a good steward of that and then
God is orchestrating that for you passed
the test
respond with love respond with with
peace respond with grace with to
everything respond like Jesus would
respond turn the other cheek bless those
who curse you pray for those who use you
you know what I'm saying
like that's how you pass the test I go I
go over that a bunch in my book my book
is about all of this stuff I tried to
not leave any stone unturned in the book
I tried to really going on at all in
that sanctification process of being
refined in the refiners fire being made
as that of pure gold and all the
impurities come out you got to deal with
it
the plant medicines help you to deal
with it being triggered people
characters coming into your life to
bring certain things out of you that you
thought you were was dealt with long ago
anger issues trust issues all of that
stuff man is
beautiful it's intricate like we have a
part in that we share we're not just
victims anymore we're victors we share a
part in that and it's us at do the
spirit of love man and it's so beautiful
it's so wonderful you know again I told
you know many of you guys know I hung
out with a Brian Head Welch from corn
like I've looked up to this guy since I
was man 11 12 years old listening to
their music you know and like I told we
did a little cute little Instagram video
like I used to draw pictures of him I
used to draw pictures of all the members
and I think like I remember how to draw
them like I would draw them with the
dreadlocks and all that kind of stuff
and with the braids and I would draw the
band when I was 12 years old now I'm
hanging out with him now I'm texting him
and people are like are you freaking out
no not at all but I can look back at my
life and say you know what if this was
five years ago I totally probably would
have been freaking out I probably would
have ran those people away and I sigh
just had us a bunch of people
celebrities it's like look man God is
like the places he's able able to bring
you the Bible says that Jost sit with
the highly and he sits with the lowly
man like God is not a respecter of
persons like again I have friends who
were millionaires their own mansions and
private jets and then I have friends who
are homeless who were living in
abandoned vacant houses if the cops find
them they're in trouble and they've been
there for years they're squatters and I
and they're both invited to my birthday
parties that's how it is and you should
see it when it comes together the high
class and the low class those are very
interesting but just to see this this
whole thing man of where God is able to
take you and I and he'll take you beyond
your wildest dreams is what I'm telling
you but you got to be able to handle it
if I had heads number from corn like you
know five years ago 10 years ago I've
been texting him non-stop I've been
asking him to begging him to do songs
with me begging him to come on the
podcast like I would
would have been I would have messed it
up you know but it's it's so crazy man
just of different places that God is
able to take you that's just an example
man he's just a man at the end of the
day just like you know all of us puts
his pants on one leg at a time super
down-to-earth person but you have to you
got to come out of that you move by by
men and you're moved by renowned and you
move by applause you got to get rid of
that because there comes a time when
that comes and goes and this doesn't
always stick around you got to be moved
by faith not by opinions not by chairs
not by the mighty but again just looking
over the scriptures and seeing yourself
in those stories and then as you'll be
holding a reflection of yourself these
articulated and beautifully crafted
stories that the author and finisher of
your faith has woven your story within
that and you're able to see yourself in
these these archetypes in the Bible and
didn't I look at you know what I'm
saying look at all Joseph who's in the
dungeon serving you know I'm saying he
was trapped but he had greatness inside
of him how many of you have ever felt
stuck you got greatness inside of you
but you're back in groceries
you got greatness inside of you but you
can't find a job you can't keep a job
you got greatness inside of you but
you're stuck in a truck working at a
dead-end job that's where Joseph was in
the scriptures and he's like man he's a
it's been given all of these the
revelation on how to interpret all of
these mysteries and he's you tell him
your dream and he knows exactly what it
means and he can this breakthrough that
comes but he's in a freaking dungeon
there's rats down here there's feces
there's there's murderers and people who
deserve to be down here like rubbing
shoulders with these people but in the
scripts that he stayed faithful and he
was brought from the prison to the
palace he was given a moment an
opportunity to before become before
Pharaoh they were looking for somebody
to interpret this dream that was
plaguing him nobody can interpret
Pharaoh's dreams Joseph says look I know
that I can I bet you I can I've been
training for this my whole life God has
been getting me ready my whole life
give me a shot he interpreted Pharaoh's
dreams and he made him one of his chief
magicians he made him one of his chief
the chief counselors because he had the
power they said look this is one this
guy here he's better than all of y'all
and he was doing it under under the hand
of Yahweh but he put him over the
necromancers he put him over all of
their magicians and people who used
sorcery and stuff like that but cuz he
was able to tap into the father's heart
but he was created for that he went from
the prison to the palace and it was all
by God's construction orchestrating and
timing looking at the story of David and
Goliath right you know David's just a
shepherd boy just a normal guy who's
tending sheep is out there by itself how
many of you guys have been out there by
yourself feel like you're the only one
going through this feeling like you're
out you're out there on this island by
yourself nobody knows what you're going
through nobody fieldmouse God blessing
everyone around me but not me like I
think I'm qualified right you got to get
humbled humble yourself before the
mighty hand of God and in due time the
Lord will exalt you people ain't gonna
do it
quit tryin to get a retweet quit tryin
to get a feature quit trying to get a
cosign God is the one who does it the
people have no say there's God who does
it humble yourself daily make sure
you're in that place of just
Thanksgiving no matter where you are
knowing that probably where you are is
even an answer to prayer and you're
beginning to complain about the things
that you beg God for gratitude
thank you I'm here I'm thankful that I'm
alive I'm thankful that I have breath I
think well that my heart works my hands
I can create David was out there and by
a self tending his sheep and then
sometimes these these predators would
come after the Sheep and try to kill him
there were wolves and lions and bears
and David had been practicing with his
little slingshot
he's hitting targets and all this
practice and developing his skill his
talent when nobody could see him and so
when these wolves come and the Bears
come Dave was able to kill him you
killed him because he was gotten so good
with
to protect his sheep and then when they
put out a decree look we got a giant a
straightening the city who has faith to
help us take out this giant know
everybody aired the death of that giant
and now you have Giants in your life to
it maybe bills they maybe finances they
maybe dreams that are it maybe an enemy
that is standing in the promised land
that's taunting you you never get here
mmm
because you got to get through the giant
first you can have the land but you got
to get through me first you'll a nobody
wants to fight you're arguing I guess I
can't fight you either but notice that
look I've been training me God's been
training you to be able to take the
Giants to be able to take the land so
Dave is confident killed a bear them
kill the wolf then killed lions look I'm
taking giant there's nothing I can
overcome this I got this
so he takes out the Giant and God and he
becomes king and he becomes you know the
one the ones who were persecuting him
and the ones who were coming against
them the scripture says God will make
your enemies your footstool people who
talking about you gossip and making fun
of you like they're gonna be apologizing
to you God will make them apologize to
you
I had it I've had those people blow up
and just straight all types of speak
every manner of evil against me and then
the next day or two weeks from now or
two months from now or a year from now
the Holy Spirit convicts them and makes
them repent and come unto you because
they did something they spoke evil
against you scripture says touch not
mine anointed do my prophets no harm to
know that you are called you enough you
are anointed by God and you have to
carry that anointing and that everything
is gonna line up for your good even
though it doesn't look like it even
though it looks like you're stuck in a
pasture all by yourself just waiting
years years years even if it looks like
you're in the bottom of a prison it's
people who listen to this in prison and
God is setting the captives free man
he put you in a position you got to be
grateful this there's natural empathy
that is imparted to you in these places
that don't come from the mountaintop
now they allow you to sustain yourself
into to know truth into no universal law
and to
who God is and gods character that you
learn through going through the trials
and through the testing that you and
never give you'll never get it but you
go through that stuff and you get it
it's imparted onto you make your enemies
your footstool man when he courage
somebody I know I'm talking to somebody
I know it I know it I don't question it
I don't don't doubt it
I have faith and I know and guess what
because I have faith and I know I know
that the Word of God does not come back
void and I know it goes out and it heals
people and it pulls them out of
situations and it pulls them out of
disaster and it gives them hope I know
it I've seen it I'm seeing it I'm seeing
people come out of those dead-end jobs
and pursue something greater I'm seeing
people step into their their life's
calling by listening to words of
encouragement speak in life so there's
no there's no question not do it even if
it's just for the one so I want you to
do it I want you to pay it forward I
want you to raise up people under you I
want you to start a podcast I want you
to share what God has given you what
helps you do it man
you're speaking to your spirit these
words are life it's truth at the end of
the day I'm just sharing what works for
me if it didn't work I wouldn't share
I'm gonna share what didn't work but
look it's so that you can learn what
works and what doesn't work it's for you
I can't do the work for you though I
can't do it for you it's there God is
not a respecter of person so we all have
the same 24 hours in a day now what you
do with that that time is up to you you
have again I always talk about we have
smartphones and we have the ability to
man you could do a you can make a
channel about again crazy stuff ways to
cook eggs whatever your passion is they
like put you're passing like if you're
if your passion is cooking like
ways to cook ramen noodles you can make
a YouTube channel that just specializes
in that and eventually if you stay
consistent with it you can put ads on
there may be those that revenue gets
eventually gets enough to to pay your
light bill there's your light bill
maybe there's t-shirts that you maybe
there's ramen noodle t-shirts that you
create because your channel is about how
to cook ramen noodles
maybe you got t-shirts maybe you got you
know maybe you're doing one-on-one
sessions with people like really showing
that maybe you're doing seminars maybe
people having you to come speak like the
possibilities are in this is what I'm
telling you and if God has given you the
vision he will provide the provision now
you have to seek it out you have to stay
consistent
you can't show it once a week what
happens if you go to work and you just
show up once a week on the job this guy
only comes on Mondays rest of the week
he just does what he wants to do look
you got to show up you got to run the
race you have to like the parable of the
talents God has given us all these
talents what are you doing with it
you haven't did you bury it and hit it I
hit it deep in my hearts and no one
would steal it we didn't cultivate it I
gave it to you to cultivate cultivate
plan it share it I'm telling you the
more you give the more you receive it's
the law of compensation look it up don't
take my word for it there's many people
before me this is I didn't make none of
this up I didn't make none of it up I'm
stepping into the flow man and you need
to as well step into the flow let God
fight your enemies for you he'll do it I
got a whole book on it flex what he does
you know man and I feel like man instead
the world would be a better place just
for you for you to step into you're at
least your world right your world would
be better to step into tibia to wake up
and do what you love for a living I used
to feel like we all deserve that you
don't deserve it you deserve what you
work for you deserve I'm not gonna get
into that but you don't
you think that God wants us all to be
happy and God wants us all to live our
best life now it's available you can
live your best life now but you got to
work you got to show up you got all the
principles I think you've been things
you've been learning you got to put them
into place
other Nets theories it's for those who
work for is for the early bird gets the
worm you got to show up you got to ask
the father you got to put it out there
their principles that are that apply to
everyone not just preachers not just
prophets not just Christians everyone is
that Frederic I think says so this is
Frederic I'm gonna make sure that every
moment is sacred
yeah Frederic sending your book out
today every moment is sacred and if you
know that that I mean Eckhart Tolle is a
millionaire by teaching people that
every moment is sacred teaching them how
to how to manifest and how to tap into
the now moment it's the only moment that
you ever have are you talking about when
you're tapping in whether it's by the
use of plant medicine or deep levels of
meditation you're gonna you're going to
receive the download of information that
now is the only moment that you have
don't waste it
time is precious you don't get much the
only thing that the that you can't get
back is time and it's precious and it's
powerful seed time and harvest put put a
seed in the ground
I felt like seeds or different things
for different people for those of you
who want to start a podcast well
eventually you're gonna have to have a
logo maybe that logo was the seed hire
somebody to do your logo put that seed
in the ground maybe in 24 hours maybe in
three days the seed comes back that's a
quick one
you got a new logo Wow cool logo it
looks good maybe you want to start a
podcast maybe you put something in the
ground maybe maybe buying a microphone
well I don't
money for it maybe you know I don't know
maybe a credit card maybe invest in
yourself you know what I'm saying put
that seed in the ground so much in it
comes to fruition be not deceive
whatsoever a man soweth that he will
also reap if you don't put nothing in
the ground quit coming over here with
your hand out you didn't put nothing in
the ground nothing's gonna come up
you're expected but description says the
harvest is plentiful but the laborers
are few
you got a laborer you get a toil um I
love glorying with other friends I love
I mean the Bible talks about that just
about like when we have friends around
or we have accolades and things in our
life we could I want to have people with
me I want to have my people with me but
you got to put in on this you got to
help I'm not doing all the work you so
you can ride my coattail now freely I
have been given freely out will receive
I didn't have to pay for any of this
stuff but to to manifest it and to
invest in yourself that's a whole nother
story there's people out there who know
how to do this stuff you need to get
with them
I'm freely sharing this this information
and you can figure it out you can check
out my book you can I mean there's just
so many people watching endless YouTube
videos or podcast I'll tell you what
when I wanted to start a podcast I quit
listen in the spiritual podcast guess
what I started listening to podcast
about podcasting I started listening to
podcast about podcasting that teach you
how to podcast what pitfalls who to use
for your hosting who do what microphones
work what quality should I save my files
and I begin to be infatuated and really
get to the bottom of it and I fell in
love with the art and how it works and
they're good and the bad and the pros
and the cons you know I'm doing this you
know even you learn little things and
you get better and you add it to your
arsenal there's people who I don't have
to reinvent the podcasting wheel there's
people who are doing a great job with it
and you
can hire those people you could do
sessions with those people you can buy
courses from those people in packages
I'm getting ready to put together just
an entire package to show you guys
everything I do on the podcasting in I
get messages from all these people even
people I interview big-name people
etcetera so you gotta look your
aesthetic looks beautiful how do you do
it I've helped countless people with
their aesthetic and it's like I'm
getting ready to put it in the package
look if you want to do it yourself it
can be done here's what I did this is
how I do it you can get the package or
you can hire me to do it for you you
need a logo hire me to do it you need a
website hire me to do it whatever you
need but you got to invest in yourself
neither again you don't have to reinvent
the wheel find somebody who is doing
what you want to do and learn with them
you show me your friends I'll show you
your future find those people who are
already doing it it's crazy it's that
simple
it's hard work yeah see you Tom harvests
some of it you know something some
plants to grow and in different
temperatures and different altitudes
some plants grow at night you know
vegetables it's different but make sure
you got you make sure you got your
garden man go back to the garden Martin
go back to the garden cultivate the land
that's what Jesus says he's in your
garden go back there man cultivate it
there's some weeds you got to pull up
look if you and Jesus told you that like
you don't pull those weeds out that Rose
isn't gonna last that rose is gonna get
choked out if you don't water this one
this one starts do you have to water it
make sure you got your stuff lined out
in rows see you Tom and harvest it will
always be here it'll always be here
moving in excellence going above and
beyond seeing people who are doing it
and you're not I mean it's not just
about emulating everything that
everyone's doing but find out what
they're doing man and say hey I'm gonna
do
that I want that microphone I want that
lighting
what's that lighting Trucy can use this
where's that at is that available the
light behind him I like the light what
is it like there's people doing it man
watch other people see what they're
doing it like uh uh and it's straight up
like I used to download Joe Rogan's
episodes on the mp3 from his podcast and
I seen that they were all tagged libsyn
dot-com what is Lipson Lipson is a
podcasting host and it's it's kind of
pricey you have to pay for your storage
but see in order for Joe Rogan's using
it if it's good enough for Joe Rogan and
he's wanted like that he's the best and
biggest podcasts are out there maybe I
shouldn't well people are telling me to
use all these other programs no I'm
gonna use what he's using this
microphone just a mic Joe Rogan uses
yeah it's kind of expensive like you
gotta invest in yourself and so just
researching this stuff how are they
doing it and how can I make it my own
how could I put my spin on it how can I
put my my touch on it my creativity you
know just learning this stuff like how
does your brain work what are you
looking at it's there for you ain't
nobody gonna do it for you nobody's
gonna do the work for you now you can
hire people to do things to teach you
again but as far as your dream nobody's
gonna be passionate about your dream
like you are there be foolish of you to
think that ah I always think that and
its fullest I wish I had three other
people that would just like me and it's
motivated me but you know you're
motivated for a reason you need to get
people who are in your life who can do
other things that you can't do even
though I'll do a course on how to do
podcasting it's still Chinese for
somebody they don't know what I'm
talking about so but they have money
that they would invest they look I don't
know how to do a logo I don't I don't
have no idea what Lipstein is I don't
know what these things that let me pay
you to set it up for me and then show me
how to maintain it or I will pay you to
maintain it I'll pay you to upload my
episodes I will pay you to do my artwork
I will pay you to do this I'm telling
you man your passion I'll uh I still
even though it's work I still love doing
it like I love helping people I love
creating images even though it's a lot
of work if you go back to my website let
me just show you guys right here I'm
gonna go to my website right quick Trucy
go calm if you go to my labs website
consistency is key it's about being
consistent it's about showing up and
eventually you got a library but it
starts with one start it with one
podcast episode archiving it putting it
out promoting it two three four five six
seven I've just surpassed I think two
hundred and fifty episodes it's a lot of
work it's not easy if it was easy
everyone would do it it's not easy at
all if it was easy everyone would do it
but I'm gonna show you this right here
so this is my website I'm gonna show
this on the screen and just explain what
it is for people it's a lot of work
editing the episodes I download the
episodes and compress the audio and edit
it a little bit and really it's you know
try to give good content and even and
this is something that I do that not
everybody has to do or maybe even should
do but if you look here I do all of the
artwork for every episode and it uh it's
a lot of work it takes sometimes it may
take me an hour just to design one of
these images right here but I love it I
love it I just love creating something
and using their image and cutting them
out like I know how to do that everybody
doesn't know how to do it but I do it
and they add up check this I'm just
gonna scroll I'm just scrolling here
I've made all of these images
consistency consistency and assists I'm
just gonna keep scrolling consistency I
don't feel like it consistency these are
these are podcast episodes many of these
or 300 word articles that I've even put
with the episodes I've kind of gotten
slack on that lately but many of these
earlier ones I
definitely put a whole blog post look at
these they just keep coming they won't
stop I've made each one of these images
a lot of work but guess what now I got a
library now I got a library with all
these podcast episodes meditations let
me start out with one let me try look
guided meditations a whole new level of
creativity a whole new way to make
income to fund the vision and to have
fun while doing it these are fun to make
they're helping people it's like what
it's consistency keep showing up
don't stop showing up that's the
difference between The Tortoise and the
hare
right the rabbit versus the turtle
rabbit right off the line just beat some
gets almost to the end I said I'm gonna
go to sleep it will take a break the
turtle is way behind me he's very slow
but guess what
turtles just keep walking keep moving
keep moving don't give up I don't feel
like it I'm gonna keep going I'm in it
for the long haul I ain't going nowhere
where y'all going I'm in it for the long
haul yeah you're gonna have things and
stuff that come against you and all kind
of stuff like that but look I'm just in
it and you see everybody else way ahead
of you man they're really good at it but
you know what I'm still in it it ain't
my time but it's my turn and I'm gonna
keep moving forward and at the end the
turdus the tortoise turtle beats the
hair gets to the end of the race because
the the rabbit fell asleep and it's able
to just a move pass and beat him because
he was sleeping on his dream he was
sleeping on the race consistency is key
once I found that out that was one of my
biggest downfalls its consistency just
showing up when I wanted to show up
being so creative that I wanted to have
my hand in like 17 different pots like I
wanted to be in a band I wanted to rap I
wanted to have a podcast I wanted to do
a Christian rap website I wanted to do
it inspirational I want to I have my
hands there's so many different things
but so none of them were fruitful until
you can find that one or two things and
just become consistent with it and at
the end of the day it pays off and
people people don't see that though they
just see this they see the episode they
see the interview they don't know about
the hard work that goes in on the back
end the scripture says that if you seek
Him in private he will reward you openly
they don't know about what goes on in
the private they don't know about the
fasting and the seeking and the praying
and the travail and the questions in the
doubt they don't know about that all
they can see is the finished product but
they don't know what went into it not
just for me but for you guys as well
dealing with the opinions of men and all
of that kind of stuff but I'm telling
you hard work pays off I don't feel like
it all the time there's many times like
I'm trying to wipe the sleep out of my
eyes trying to have conversations with
people and it's like I can't get woke up
or what I need to go exercise or I need
some more coffee or whatever like I'd do
it anyway I tap in and then once you
know would be some of the best
interviews I've done or like my guest
doesn't show on me that's a great excuse
not to do an interview up guest:it or
podcasts guests didn't show up guess no
podcast today and people in the
community black man go ahead go live man
just do it just go live push the button
what are you I'm scared what do you want
me to talk about I have nothing nothing
prepared I don't know what to talk about
then I go I end up going for two hours
two and a half hours by myself talk
being creating some of my best content
that just kind of organically flows and
then coming out asking and answering
questions from the chat and having this
dialoguing with you guys and it's like
the best content ever if you know just
because I showed up I didn't want to
some of y'all convinced me to do it
anyway we encourage one another show up
I tell you a little bit of encouragement
goes a long way
pay it forward I hope that this
encouraged you to pursue your dreams to
believe God for the things unseen to
believe for the unbelievable
because it's if you believe it you will
receive it whatever it is we're new your
mind that's the whole thing about Christ
consciousness is renewing your mind so
that you have the mind of Christ that
you're looking at things that you're
viewing life through the lens of the
renewed mind we knew by the Spirit of
Christ where all things are pure while
all things are beautiful tell me you man
it's a battle it's a struggle it's a
spiritual war it's good there's bad
there's demons there's angels they're
spirits this ghost there's all kind of
stuff going on trying to make sense of
it all but you can do it if I can you
can there's levels man we understand
together not going anywhere
shout-out to you guys for hanging out
with me for this long we've done a two
and a half hour episode and I enjoyed it
and enjoy it enjoy the talk enjoy the
different perspectives and everything
that people bring to the table and I
want to know man like what is helping
these people like what does it look like
how can it help us right how can it hurt
us is there any warnings so it's there
man man shout out to you Renee Renee
says I've seen my brother in tears of
gratitude for you showing up I've cried
with them I've been on here in tears of
gratitude I've you know when I think
about it I can I'm like an actor I can
make myself cry on cue they say go to
like actors have to go to a point of
pain or something to cry like if I start
thinking about the goodness of God and
the blessings in his hand in my life I
just begin I have to stop talking my
voice will crack you guys have seen me
when there's video clips I'm a grown man
who cries and I when it's been a long
time since I cried I need to be broken
and stay in that so thank you guys for
hanging out with me thank you guys for
believing in me flying penguins Martin
says he's encouraged amen
you receive it brother you called me
yesterday and encouraged me so I'm
returning the favorite brother paying it
forward and then there's a lot of other
people listening so it's just that
ripple effect
so appreciate you guys yeah thank you I
salute inform others purchased a book
I'm gonna get these out here in a little
while I got a sign a handful of copies
get them in the mail if you want to
support my work you can purchase the
book that helps but I'll show up on
patreon the patrons the the best way to
support and different stuff that's there
to everybody who signs up at certain
levels you get different things all my
meditations were even available at the
$25 level dollar level on there if you
want to get those school of the Mystics
all that cool stuff check it out
patreon.com slash truth seeker link is
in the description man I mean I'm
encouraged by you guys the fruit of my
labor
I don't even have to like take claim on
it you don't even have to tell me I know
you know I can see I can see God's hand
moving I got see people moving
I see people walking in the Destiny I
see them expecting miracles I see them
receiving miracles of financial
breakthrough as a miracle for many
people right jobs you know just super
super naturally walking into jobs
Christy folks like so many people my
John Thomas Jesse Thomas like
supernaturally Andrew him Josh
supernaturally walking into jobs because
God just lines it up ahead of you he
he's the author and finisher he wrote it
he scripted it into the story you just
walk in it you're in the flow you're in
the flow so thank you guys love y'all we
would do it again peace peace hello
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