Craig Walker talks UFOs, Aliens, Spirituality and Awakening with TruthSeekah on The TruthSeekah Podcast. Craig’s awakening started in traditional Christianity but after receiving a prophetic word from evangelist Todd Bentley Craig’s life totally shifted as he started experiencing supernatural visions and encounter with the spirit world. In this episode, we talk about the mystical side of Christianity and balancing awakening and the pendulum process while navigating through the dark night of the soul.
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UFOs, ETs, Christianity, Jesus, God, New Age and more | Craig Walker YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3xLVOhsigg Transcript source: YouTube captions is podcast psychics everything's ungodly streaming live at truthseeker.com she's not a christian give it up your portal to the paranormal esoteric and all things spiritual and now your host truth seeker yo what's up ladies and gentlemen i'm your host true seeker this is the truth seeker podcast i'm excited delighted to be with you guys for another amazing show listen we cover all things spiritual we're gonna get into it all we're gonna be talking about a lot of stuff i know you guys seen the title and uh we're gonna leave no stone unturned we're gonna talk all all about it i got my friend here craig walker is going to be joining me we're going to dive into his story and see where it goes man it's going to be really good story of spiritual awakening and truth seeking is going to be good i want to say a huge thank you to everybody 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month we do webinars and we feature other uh seekers and and experts in their field and i think this this week this month will be our our eighth webinar listen the archives are available we've had webinars doing deep holotropic breathing breath work with illuminati congo which was amazing we had the mom from e.t d wallace on here uh doing channelings and and given intuitive knowledge we have had uh a study in numerology and how to read your own personal numbers um and i know i'm missing some we've had um working with angels with uh miss karine grillo we've had joe matson on working with the angels and angel sigils and man every month we've had a beautiful expert on here just diving into their work like a hands-on workshop so you get access to all of that stuff uh at the mystic circle in a certain level of patreon so make sure you look into that we're doing it tonight tonight we're featuring christopher carter and uh we're gonna be talking about working with angels and the elementals so he is uh really big in working with the elements and the beings that kind of live on those different planes of existence earth air fire water and ether and so he's had his personal experiences and he goes back and recreates that through meditation to have everybody else uh meeting the entities that he's working with and that are here to assist us and so there's a lot of people talking about the elements and elementals right now and i do think it's it's high time that we wake up and we remember that relationship that we once had so that's what we'll be doing tonight if you aren't able to make it the replay will be available but um message me send me a inbox if you need more info on that but that is is that the mysticcircle.net you can actually get access for seven day uh trial for free and then uh do the webinar and if you don't want if you don't like the service you can cancel right after so without further ado we're gonna go ahead and bring on today's guest my guest with me today craig walker brother welcome to the truth seeker podcast man how are you i'm very good thank you i'm very honored to be here i'm a massive fan myself i've listened to your podcast for many years and the fact that i'm on it now is quite literally brilliant for me it's your time brother it's your time launching your dancing period um so so what came first for you the uh like chicken or the egg or the podcast or the music it was the podcast uh for me um honestly what happened was um years well i was having my kind of awakening and researching and into stuff and and i thought to myself i thought um we really need someone who has a podcast who just like bridges the gap between christianity and and new age and and just really goes out there and just just talks about this stuff and i thought i think i should do this and somebody messaged me said obviously this guy truth seeker and obviously i checked you out i'm like this is exactly what i was looking for so i just went from the beginning right the way through uh followed your journey and and i just every time you release one i'm there and wow yeah i'm on this one now for sure dude like that's it right you're it's so cool how spirit works everything out and uh so how many you think you've you haven't listened to all the episodes right there's over four hundred and something you've listed yeah and some of them are quite long as well particularly in the early days weren't yeah yeah i mean i i just i just went from i was hungry i was absolutely ravenously hungry for this stuff you know so i just went through and i was having you know um to read like say researching sort of i did go down the conspiracy route but but i think that led me to a place of quite a lot of enlightenment with regards to sort of extraterrestrials and government projects and things like that you know um and obviously you touched on all those subjects you know so i was like i was just locking it all up yeah and obviously for the most part i try to touch on those subjects from a good light like you know i'm saying not versus like what's out there from a christian perspective is be careful it's it's they're gonna get you they're gonna abduct you uh their demons and witchcraft is bad and divination is bad and so hold on this guy's bringing it to the table from a biblical perspective like telling us wait the bible is full of these stu this these experiences and it it in a good light we've never heard that before man so i know that's where like that's what sets me apart man and uh and it's cool that i've been able to kind of sprinkle you know that those seeds on on many people in in their research and encourage you not let you know you're not marginalized you're not by yourself you said something on the talk that we recently did with with dr charnell you said um you felt like you were getting out out there at times and getting in some pretty weird you know deep deep water but you're like as long as i'm not out further than true sick i'm okay kind of thing exactly you am i do you know what i mean when i say you were my canary you know what they used to do with canaries yeah back in the night in the day with the mines you know um and i i just explained that explain that for people who don't know what people don't know basically back in the day uh in in the mines uh i don't know if it was where in the states but certainly here in the uk they used to take a canary down because obviously there was toxic gases so if the canary died um they were like oh there's gases we need to get out sort of thing so it was like there how they measured the toxicity of the cat so i thought if truth seekers here um i'm doing all right yeah he's still alive he's still still wow he seems to be functioning yeah yeah but like i just wanted to say like you know i mean you've got such a warm fatherly vibe about you that and you make this stuff safe like you say i mean i've come from a christian background and it's very it was very fear based and this stuff was so out of bounds um and like i say i just want to sort of honor you and just say thank you for for doing this because it's uh it's really helping a lot of people certainly help me get over that fear and just just listen to people listen to people that we don't understand or normally talk to you know you've really bridged that gap so yeah huge man huge and it is huge right it's big it shouldn't be because it's so simple you know but but at least for us from a christian background it was and i wouldn't because that's our background but there's obviously other people who aren't christians who are resonating with this information too even even the hard conversations like hey i'm not a christian but i'm this or i was scared of that and so let it come come to the table let us reason and let us just share our stories and something so simple was yet so profound you know exactly and you just listen to people you know i i i'm like that as well i will talk to anybody about this stuff i don't care who you are if you're into this stuff you know org you know um and since i've started talking out you know i've had messages of people and just wanting to tell me their story i mean i've had people tell me i'm a super soldier you know i've done this that and the other and i'm just like okay let's talk about it you know yeah are you gonna like provide a safe place for them you know yeah in uh you know it doesn't mean you're an expert doesn't mean you understand or you have the answers but it's like listen i'll i'll talk to you you know what i'm saying and that's one thing that you know just people knowing that they're not alone you know what i'm saying is huge huge we've always heard that but we you know we know the power behind it um so i guess that's kind of like let's frame your story a little bit your spiritual awakening again guys buckle up we're gonna talk about it all uh jesus ufos new age ets magic like music all of it so make sure you guys buckle up but we're going to set the framework just to kind of know where your head is right where because you got to know where you came from in order to know where you're going so you mentioned coming from a christian background christian perspective and with that i'm i'm assuming you kind of even with that got into christian mysticism or at least some of the the fringe guys ian clayton kirby some of those guys who were kind of like pioneers in a christian new thought if you will can you just kind of frame your story of like where you came from with that aspect of even becoming a christian yeah totally i mean i mean i was born into a christian home um my parents were weekly church-goers and i would obviously always go along sunday school did the whole christian thing to the point where my my education my school education from being three years old to 16 was a christian education it was a private christian school i went to and i mean i was like so christian it you know really how was it i was like god's number one man you know what i mean i won i won christian character awards years on a truck on the truck at my school i was a really good boy you know uh churchgoers and uh yeah so i mean you can't get more christian than how i lived and how i was raised and so i guess the question would be what happened um i was always hungry for god i was always hungry for more i always knew that that you know i i was fully fledged into the christian thing in church and i was thought oh the only thing god's ever going to do is do the church so i'm here you know this is where my heart it would never settle as much as i tried um and i i was always fascinated with the supernatural you know i love the supernatural aspect of christianity and i would see this gap between church life and like what i read in the bible for example um and you know all the healings and you know peter's shadow healing people and all this kind of stuff and i'm like where is this why don't we experience this now so um you know i i started a lot of times in the faith movement and you know i'll used to listen to the copelands and all that kind of stuff and that really helped me sort of like learn about manifestation and things like that and and then i jumped into mainly because i'm i'm a musician and i do play drums in a band called end ascension and that's just an aside just like so i was i was kind of a child prodigy and and i take no i can't take credit for this i i was born with an ability to play the drums um i i just could i could just do it who's your favorite drummer [Laughter] actually no my favorite of all time i'd say has to be mike portnoy um he was in great dream theater for 25 years there you go yeah yeah yeah um he's left them now but yeah he's like really inspiring but i mean obviously neil peter and simon phillips just to name a few uh roger taylor from queen was always a big influence as a kid um because i was a big queen fan but yeah i mean music's a massive part of my life and that's something we can definitely talk about um but uh yes i mean i used to play drums in church you know i was like as a kid as a little boy i mean i was up there with the worship group you know um so he was always like oh look at this little boy playing drums and stuff like that and again i can't don't feel like i can take credit for that because it was just a natural ability i could just do it um but yeah so because of that this leads me to what i was saying i really got into some morning star because they're oh yeah there you go nick and that worship was like totally out there for his time you know it was really pioneering something did you hear my interview with leonard jones um years ago yes i did a brilliant i love that guy i mean what a cool guy you know i love that sort of jesus movement um and and there's sort of hippies and all that sort of stuff i think they get this stuff that we talk about actually a lot of time which is really cool so yeah i mean i jumped well into that and but think that led me into sort of like they were having supernatural experiences and i'll never forget the first time i heard you know on the glory cd of morning star the very last track where they sang i want to hold your hand and the cloud came in and everybody stopped and it was just like like goosebumps when i listened to you know even to this day i could i still get that you know just when you said it i'm getting them so yeah yeah yeah i did too um and and you know christine potter like just starts like praying some sort of singing some song and what have you so i was just like what is this why does this happen and obviously my mind's opening like the possibilities so you know i really honor um the creep my christian past i don't i don't regret it in any way shape or form country to look you know a lot of people who certainly deconstructed they go oh what a lot of rubbish no no i really honor that and i honor where i've come from and and these these great people um so yeah i was into morningstar and that helped me with the music and don potter and all that kind of stuff would you read the material of the the books and stuff too yeah i mean i i jumped in like with both feet with that and i got all right join this box and obviously the final quest and the call massive massive uh books i mean they're just really sort of you know amazing at the time and things like that um yeah so i i read it all i mean i was always interested in christian doctrine um you know i read all right join his books on doctrine and that really helped me and um i guess leading up to um 2005 i was 20 years old um and i was into sort of like um todd bentley and and that sort of movement um and i would sort of you know tell them to come over to the uk and i'd go along and it was just wild you know it was great i loved it yeah exactly you know loads of stuff going on there and and um you know um paul keith davis um i love paul keith davis um and obviously bob jones and all those people um funnily enough shawnelle who i'm friends with was in with all those people and i didn't i didn't connect with her then you know i didn't have any sort of connection with that that i'm aware of anyway certainly not in the 3d world um but obviously since connected with her quite strongly since then but yeah in 2005 and god said well actually i went to a top bentley conference and obviously i believe inspired by god he came to me and you know the lines used to pray for people yeah um and he and he came to me when you need to come to canada and i was it and walked off i was like oh right okay you know um anyway i went home fine you know um and then um i completely forgot about that a couple of weeks later uh my dad uh saw that top belly was putting on a conference in canada um that was the february it was the following april and my dad went craig i don't know why but i feel we need to go to this i was like and then it reminded me what to believe said um i was like oh yeah and i told him tom bentley said to me to come to canada and so long story short my dad and i flew over to canada and we went to this conference um oh what was it called something about the supernatural i can't remember um and it was rick joyner it was john paul jackson uh obviously todd bentley uh don potter was doing the worship so it was like made for me you know yeah um and and there was i was the first time i ever saw something like that i'd barely believe my own eyes i saw feathers and you know in front of like thousands of people there during the worship and there was about 30 feathers just appeared in like above the stage and they were just falling they just they morphed they morphed in front of our eyes it appeared right they didn't just because at first i thought oh no how embarrassing there's like a pigeon caught in the aircon or something like that and then when i looked and i looked up it was about there was about 40 foot high ceilings a really high ceiling and about 10 foot down um you would we were all just watching these feathers just one after the other i knew all different colors shapes and sizes and i've still got one to this day uh well it's at my dad's house my mum and dad's um and i i was taller than most people so i reached up and and i got it you know and then i've kept it and to these days like i can remember seeing it it's like did i really see that you know so just morphing from nothing yeah yeah this was really satisfying this desire for kind of the supernatural and i was like this is brilliant this is what i really really want and anyway at that conference um the conference ended and we went to top english church just the night before we left uh to come home and i got a call um i was called out um and i was prophesied over that basically i received a a scroll basically um and on the scroll was written joel's army and it was this whole joel's army thing about you know youth etc etc and i believe it applies to what's going on today that's again we can talk about that in a bit um and i mean i was absolutely like blown to pieces like just i could barely function you know i was just like whoa and you know you've seen angels around me and all this kind of stuff and he just prophesied destiny over me so i came home from um from canada like absolutely elated like wow what an experience now i'm so glad i went so glad we paid the money to fly over et cetera and i kid you not uh 2005 april 2005 my feet hit the the ground back in the uk in manchester airport my whole life fell apart everything i thought i knew everything i thought um you know i'd had a good christian girlfriend at the time that completely like went naff um my work everything my whole life fell apart it's like everything went wrong yeah i was like what's going on and then obviously i'd hear like rick joyner talk about when you receive a word um you know there will always be a will or usually be a wilderness and i mean i just went right into the caves i disappeared and you know i was like just seeking god you know god what's going on again uh coming forward and you know i i got i got married i met my wife um who's now my wife and we have two kids now um they've just arrived if you can hear them yeah yeah yeah um you know so i did the family thing i was working but i was always sort of seeking god you know what i mean and i was hungry for more but it just seemed like the more i saw the more trouble i came across you know um trouble as in how as in like situations that were um outside your box or or like bad situations for you um situations that were sort of like and for training basically were preparing me for something and i was being prepared for something yeah um so i uh sorry just one second okay you're good i'm not yeah come on sweetheart yeah i don't know what she just got back from the arcade with that with my wife anyway um yeah so what was i saying i've lost my train of thought just the the trials and how you felt like you're being prepared yeah yeah and oh that was another thing in in the word i got you know when trump was prophesying over me he said to me you're going to enter into a season of training and preparation so that really helped me kind of understand what was going on you know like um so i just disappeared in on a sort of on an external level you know i i got family um and i did did just in life you know and i it was in uh 2016 coming all the way forward in all that time i was i was just you know how old was you when this when this you know i was starting i i was 20 years old in 2005 when i was went to canada and i've had i've been i was in the wilderness ever since you know i was in this this dark place um of training um so i it was 2016 something happened and i can't put my finger on what it was but uh my my mind was opened um i was seeking god and something just went slam and and i i started to see the the power of the universal christ you know and and the true gospel and that that led me into seeing how christianity has been manipulated throughout the centuries and the bible and things like that and all the problems and the reasons why there's problems uh with many of our beliefs etc so so you say you say something happened do you can you pinpoint it was it uh like a bunch of stuff was it did you start listening to uh other people outside of christianity or was it something in the scriptures that unfolded for you like what like what what exactly happened i i would say was um well what you were saying before a few years before that i suppose in around 2013 um i yeah all right i'll tell you this i i i had an interview with karina once and she's the only person i've ever told this to publicly but okay i'll say it now um in about 2013 you know regardless of where people are at on the issue um you know i've changed a lot since then but when gay marriage was legalized over here in the uk in 2013. i had a i had an issue with it don't judge whatever um and uh i was just in prayer and i just said god you know um what's going on you know we're really uninfluential we're really losing this what's happening and and i heard that booming in audible voice say christianity is dead and it's me that's killed it wow and obviously i was like jesus how could you say such a thing you're wrong you know you can't say that you know it's your it's your thing you know and that that stuck with me and it took a couple of years for me to sort of that really sink in and in that time i discovered like the likes of company burning hearts you know just in abraham like ian clayton um and i i started to hear the gospel in a different way but but it was the mystical gospel and i really connected with like um the celtic saints i i have a deep love of celtic culture you know obviously i live in england and i live near scotland and ireland etc and there's a big celtic culture it's probably in my dna as well um but yeah i really connected with that so when justin for example would talk about the old celtic saints and stuff i was really fascinated with that and their stories and the stories of patrick and columba and all those um so so that was that which led me again leads me up to 2016 when i was having you know hearing these things i was loving of just in and then talking about going to heaven and i never really did it i didn't really understand it but i guess now that i look back i've never really thought about this before those few years leading up to this i was being made ready for something you know um so 2016 and again i was in a really sort of in a just a longing place for more like i just sort of was the whole time and i felt like finally my prayer was being answered because um i discovered the mirror bible okay have you ever read the mirror um i have not but but i seen something on it this morning did you post something on your page i can't post anything i'm banned that's so you didn't that's so weird because i haven't really heard of it until this morning so there's a synchronicity i'm going to look at that um long and short um i discovered the mirror bible which basically is a guy called francois de tour i think that they pronounce he's the south african guy who who's who's not reint he's not he's not twisting the bible he's accused a lot of um twisting the bible and and and you know getting it wrong but actually he's he go he delves right into the original language and presents it in an inclusive way you know with the inclusive gospel it's amazing it's a work in progress it's not finished yeah and and and my mind just went kaboom you know this is when i began to start i started to deconstruct um from religious um false religious beliefs um and and actually there was a time when um francois was coming over to the uk and i just messaged him and said i'd love to meet you you know like i'd love to hear your talk and what have you he's got loads of messages on youtube by the way he's brilliant i love him to pieces and he said he messaged me back saying i'm coming to you i was like what okay okay so i put on a little event and to be brutally honest with me going through this deconstruction i was quite public about it like in my mind i was like this is amazing guys you know listen to this this is like the true gospel and i couldn't i was i was kind of hurt by the by the backlash i got like oh no no that's heresy you know francoise a a a a crazy guy and all this kind of stuff and i was just like what you know i've never felt love like this before the inclusive love of god you know in christ um and i was i was getting like just like wrecked on love and and it was really healing me in many ways and anyway francois came over and we had me and because i'd had so much backlash it wasn't actually a great turnout but i kind of felt that francois came because of what was going on with me and a small group of us we were all kind of going through this together some of us in the band and the sentinel i don't know if you know my dad plays guitar in intercession yeah yeah and my brother plays bass so it's kind of like a family affair okay i didn't even know that yeah yeah yeah and our singer uh alan uh francoise and his wife lydia stayed with our singer alan and and it was like having jesus hang out your house for a couple of days it was it was beautiful you know that guy carries something definitely uh for this generation and it's um i highly recommend him uh and i just feel like he came over and he just imparted to us like for two days just constant living word living word he just flows out of him you know and so yeah i highly recommend francoise work um so yeah that that brought a lot of healing and and i can't remember what year that was but learning about the universal christ and that christ is the all in all and fills all things that god is everywhere etc um that made me um liberated me to go outside of christian christendom you know um i i just became so hungry for truth and i was like right i found this out i want to know the truth no matter what it is i want to know what's going on in the world um and that led me to um actually to gaia you know the the um streaming platform yeah yeah yeah yeah and i just thought you know i i felt the pull basically yeah and and i learned loads on gaia you know and now i came across uh cosmic disclosure with david wilcock yeah wilcock was was huge for me too yeah yeah yeah and i discovered his work so i mean my jaw dropped when i was listening to this stuff because i was like there was like in my head it was like no no talking about demons talking about demons but my heart was going like out my chest like this is this he's talk this is real you know talking about the experiences and government projects like i said before with extraterrestrials and i made that connection that you know because i've always been fascinated with angels and and demons and and just unseen things yeah and i realized that they were talking about the same thing just with a different language and then i realized like so many different like movements fall out because of language issues you know they can be talking about the same thing but they're using a different terminology like no you're talking about demons because you're not saying the same words as i am yeah it's like i presume you've had that as well oh yeah we continue to have it for sure yeah i mean you know i know i i you notice your new album is it called white magic yeah i'll be getting that for sure um you know just that alone would trigger i know right i was scared because i i know that people are gonna miss out on it because of the name but it's with the creativity it's the definitions you know what i'm saying like i wanna do it but i know that it's gonna it's gonna challenge a lot of people so i i would hope that they don't miss out because there's a lot of spirit-filled music in there you know yeah absolutely and it looks more like a magical you know magic like you know occultic kind of thing but it's a cult just means hidden you know it's all it is absolutely these are the things i've learned as well is that you know energy work and things like that like jesus was the ultimate energy worker exactly um everything he did was was using our our energy systems which is the christ within you know and and he would he would manifest from this place of of ascension and elevation and i relate this to what's happening today you know there are many many people who are going through this ascension experience where they are having like deconstruction and and losing the religion but then i find a lot of people are going like into no man's land like well what now nothing's trivial yeah nothing's really real and i'm like no dude you know there there is a truth out there it's just you know we need to lose our illusions before we learn the truth you know and so i i see people like ourselves as bridge makers for these people look you know come and listen to this come and see this come and check this out you know there's a lot out there to be discovered um so i guess that leads me to where i am today and i discovering the universal christ um and the christ that fills all in all i began to recognize the christ in others like i would listen to new age teachers and things like that and and even hindu gurus and buddhist teachers and meditators and things like that and i realized that we're all talking about the same thing we're all tapping into that inner reality which we call christ they might call it chi or whatever whatever they call it this inner world kundalini exactly i remember you know kundalini you know people would share that saying oh it's demons demons are making them fling around but if it was a church meeting they'd be like oh yeah that's all right that's the holy spirit now they're getting more scrutiny now that that term is more disgusting there's videos on it now now like hardcore like baptist kind of people will point at bethel and say bethel is operating under the kundalini like they would say that that's not even the holy spirit it's the kundalini that's like oh my god you guys are so silly i know i know and again that proves the language issue that we're talking the same thing if i say the anointing of the holy spirit or kundalini we're talking about the same thing come on guys grow up you know well it's so i mean you know the terms and the phrases they they do have you know slightly different meanings because like people work with that energy and then they make what you say doctrines behind it or ways that we can interact with it there's ways that you can interact with kundalini that i've never heard that you interact with the holy spirit and so therefore when you say those terms when you start when you start researching kundalini you're going to find different traditions you're going to find different modalities different manifestations and so for the christian who's just you know the simplicity of the holy spirit if you will um it seems a little bit different and so there's the fear that hey you you may get caught up in some weird doctrines that we don't vouch for and we may think are demonic or harmful that lead you away from christ but so that that's the christian that is afraid of of that word right because it's a different it's a different spirit but um but the same could be said for holy spirit just using that word like how many churches are going to give you different ways to interact with the holy spirit different um uh limitations on just the holy spirit the holy spirit doesn't speak like that anymore brother the holy spirit is only here to convict you you know and so there's all these weird doctrines that still lead you astray in your understanding and interaction with the precious holy spirit so it's the same it doesn't matter that the terminology you know just by saying as long as we keep it biblical because that word is in the bible um and people are familiar with it it still it can still lead people to john macarthur who says that listen the gifts of the spirit are done away with jesus doesn't operate like that anymore and all of that kind of stuff you know which is just as dangerous from a christian perspective i would say you know we're trying to point fingers yep no i i just just came to my mind then again you know the celtic saints and the celtic christians used to call the holy spirit the wild goose um that's not in the bible but that's how you catch exactly you know because that's how they related to to to it you know and that that's totally cool that's totally fine and i'm sure the whole expert absolutely loves being called the wild goose that's why you get a wild goose chase you know but let's just stay on it for a second i mean because the holy spirit is not a name like we think that that's his name like like people even some of the charismatic movements have like said that that's his name they call him you can't you have to even take the out of it because v is like an object holy spirit as a name is first name holy second name spirit as a friend or as a person and uh you say yeah man holy spirit's here and you know holy spirit told me this the holy spirit that holy and they kind of try to personalize it that way but if the word just means a set apart essence something holy something different doesn't mean that that's its name that you have to address it by it is it just means it's a sacred energy a sacred essence a sacred breath if you will and so that's what connects all of these things together it's not the terminology or the name because other translations say holy ghost and people are scared of that there's this movement to say he's not a ghost the ghost is a disembodied spirit of a deceased love relative or something is like we don't need to call him holy ghost so there's these weird doctrines on something that's probably shouldn't even be a doctor behind anyway you know what i'm saying exactly yeah so i was just just thinking about it then as well um i'd say that the language barrier has been a real problem so when i've i've gone into sort of what would be classed as new age circles i don't like calling it new age i don't like because the christians use that as a bad word exactly yeah yeah yeah and i know i appreciate you know some people you associate with uh coined the next day that's cool um but um i just i just think i have learned so much because i i don't claim to be an expert at all and i've gone into new age circles and i've just listened to them like you do and i have learned so much through just engaging them and what they have to offer and and it doesn't contradict the bible it doesn't contradict it might contradict our understanding of the bible yeah um but it doesn't contradict the christian message in fact in many ways they're doing the stuff a lot more than christians are and that's what that was a big part of my awakening yeah just seeing you know it is the universal christ because hold on how were these people bearing fruit and that's what i started judging people by i started judging myself by you know uh things that i'm watching what is the fruit that comes from this and so that could come from you know a new age teaching or new age music or whatever spiritual music it's like what is the how does this music make me feel it makes me feel more connected to to people it makes me feel more connected to nature there's no christian music that does that it makes me christian music makes me feel more connected to christ for sure but what about connected to everyone else as an extension of me as being part of the body of christ even you know and so just judging the fruit and i just started to judge everything by the fruit and i started you know paying attention to you know spirit people in the spiritual movements and stuff like that or people even different denominations of christianity which was huge you know and starting to see fruit in these people's lives and uh and i had to judge it so yeah this is good fruit this is peace joy patience love kindness all indicators that this person is spending time with the holy spirit because those are the fruits of the spirit that this stuff will naturally come out of your life and and i started seeing that in others and i wasn't seeing it in christians i was seeing it in hindus and i was seeing it in people into ufology you know what i'm saying but i wasn't seeing it in certain christians and so those certain christians got that pass because they called themselves christians and they used the bible but they had no fruit in their lives they may be racist judgmental bigoted hateful but they get a pass because they're one of us no i'm judging by the fruit and that person is one of me the person that you've said that that christ isn't in them and he's not dealing with them because they haven't you know said this prayer and so that revolutionized things for me and um and started seeing the universe of christ christ in everything and everyone who has redeemed the entire cosmos unto himself exactly exactly and i mean i was in uh oh meditation a good few years ago now and you know when you just get like a sentence dropped in and it's like i'm still unpacking i just heard once um the cosmos is contained within human dna just that and he was just you know i was just like whoa and i'm still like whoa about it you know it's like because i've been learning to go within and when you go with it you can go out yeah yeah that's how you do it yeah yeah exactly so um and i realized that this is why it was so important that you know the fullness of what we call god had to incarnate as a human you know um but again with that that doctrinally you know we i mean i've got my tread on some toes here we just have so many questions and it's okay to question yeah exactly yeah yeah um that's exactly right i have i have more questions than i have answers and that's okay you know i don't so i mean i think justin abraham said once that's an invitation into mystery you know just just go with it and i just i love that you know we the christian culture that we have that we worship jesus as some superior god yeah he's one of us you know i don't go to the shop and worship this person behind the counter you know i'm they're just we're all one and that was jesus message and i was just like at this whole worship culture and i'm not on about like let me put this way the way i see worship going and music and things it's coming from a place of union from a place of being seated together with christ and manifesting moving into the the world from this place of higher consciousness i think that's that's how music is going to move in you know in in the well now i i think you're what's happening to that you know what i mean and and rather than being from the earth going into heaven and meeting god we're actually already in that place and we're moving into the earth from that place and we're expressing ourselves with music with sounds with words poetry etc and we're we're bringing um heaven to the earth through our art and our music etc and just how god brought heaven to earth is through art and through creativity co-creators this is it you know we are co-included co-co-creators with god that's our purpose as a species and i think many people are doing that without even knowing it i mean i think about elon musk and i don't know what i think about the guy to be honest with you but he's doing some stuff that he's could really benefit humanity in a massive way i mean i really believe we're going interstellar i believe that as a species we should be occupying at least two other planets that's my opinion and and that we have the technologies you know wormhole technologies portal technologies that we can just go to mars like that you know i don't have you ever heard of this the i've mentioned this before in other interviews but um the whistleblower he's he had a fake name henry deacon but he was really called arthur newman have you ever heard of him uh not particularly but um was he like a time traveler kind of thing or no um he was um well he was a he worked he was american but he worked here in the uk uh a military base i don't know which one it was i think it was somewhere down down south towards london way um and he basically said look i would go to work in the morning i'd walk down this corridor from this this military base in the uk and i've come out the other side and i was on mars and i'd go and work for the day doing my work and then i'd come home and i'd go home for tea you know and i was just like sorry what you know it's kind of like corey good kind of stuff yeah i i yeah um it was it was some kerry cassidy that actually got this guy to come forward um and he did a few um he's disappeared again now um he did a few jumbo oh bob dean did you ever hear bob dean yeah he did some some uh conferences with bob dean and carrie cassidy and this they're on youtube if people want to watch him you know um amazing amazing information you know and these things just they just open my my mind yeah you know just the possibilities you know um so again this this is the journey i've been on and and i look at myself now and i think if 10 years ago i could look at me now i'd be like i have lost the plot you know what i mean that's a good thing it shows we're growing you know because if we stay from ten years i know people that you know we've been going to church and doing the same things for like 50 60 years and have never changed i'm like what's up with that you know you know and it works for them you got to find what's working well that's all that's right yeah it's that simplicity it's that you know this is the way things are and i'm okay with it you know and like whatever's helping people and if that's helping people i'm for it you know i would i would never you know shake them and christ is in all and through all you need to you need to see it like me there's a reason you can't see it like me you haven't been through what i've been through you haven't seen what i've seen but but god god can awaken you and that and that is you know a deep mystery that i think we all should see right i mean obviously i i think it it is available for everybody but we get to it three different ways sometimes they're very similar i think awakening the planet is going through a global awakening christians are going through an awakening um but yeah being able to see that that christ i don't know did you listen to um you know i'm a big manly p hall fan and um he had he has that book uh the way of the lonely ones and he he there's some original stories in there but he wrote original story on um um the face of christ and it was just about this mystic who had an encounter with christ in in the woods and he met a hermit that um he he uh drunk in a magic elixir and then he can see christ in everything and he was almost like plagued by his savior because he would look into the water and the reflections he would see christ he would look at the trees and the trees he would see the face of his savior he'd look into the clouds and into the bugs and everywhere he looked he would see his savior and it was like this universal mystery that that plagued them and then he's uh you know was trying to recapture it and stuff and um just this beauty to be able to see god or christ in in everything and it's almost like it is a mis a mystical experience to to train yourself to look at something long enough until you see it you know like everything exists um good and the bad in everything in you and in me in christianity in the new age in the gospel listen there's good and bad and and you get to hold on and and and see what you want and if if you're an alchemist you know and just you can extract it out of it you can pull something out of that and jesus was able to do that man that's why he's so beautiful he was able to go to broken people and see him whole he was seen being able to see a version of them that existed without that ailment a version of them that existed without the shame and the guilt and the condemnation and he was able to pull it out of them so much so that he embodied that and he became that part of them that they hated he became that part of them that other people hated and despised listen i become your sin just so you can be free and i'm going to show you i'm going to embody it it's no more you are sin free and so like that's the reason like the message of the gospel is so powerful man because he was able to alchemize sin bro the parts of us that we hate about ourselves the part of us that deserves to be judged like he became that that message is so liberating and it's not just for church people it is to explore the depths and to be able to see him in all of it man and there's nothing more mystical to me than that listen i love it all you know i do i love mushrooms i love aliens and et's and angels and frequencies and all because he is in it all i've trained myself to see him in it all right because he is every every good and perfect gift comes from the father above if it's good it's god you know so when we that is a that is a mystery that is you know the essence of of being a seeker of christ or a seeker of god man is the seeker of that which is good brilliantly sad and it just got me thinking when you were talking there you know uh because i i i put a facebook post out a while ago when i wasn't banned um just saying look i i found more friend true friendship camaraderie and and heartfelt connection with people in the new so-called new age movement than i ever did in my history in church there was always like a a an unspoken condition that you had to agree on stop everything yeah yeah in church um and if you questioned or don't associate with them going down a bad path you know what i mean it's all fear-based um i found with you know talking just talking to people in in the new age i don't like that but you know what i'm talking about we gotta think of another word yeah spiritual communities i was nervous at first about saying where i'd come from and and yeah so i believed and said and i absolutely do not go in and evangel try to evangelize them and make them think like me i'm there to learn um but i mean i kind of said you know i've come i'm a christian you know i believe in jesus and and you know what i find like we totally love jesus jesus is awesome you know he's a great guy and some of them may say yeah he's an ascended master or whatever or um yeah he's one of them he is he is he's my ascended master you know um and uh and i felt so accepted and and so sort of like just like what i always wanted what i always felt church should be you know and it really wasn't um and i know that there is rising up now there are movements i mean i say i look at kingdom talks and things like that and people like yourself who are really tapping into this you you just feel safe around these you know just to be yourself and to eat your truth and that's really encouraging to me that there are christians getting it you know yeah and that's one of the things too because you know we gotta you know you know we have to say those names and let people know that there are people who are christ-o-centric christ-centered teachers who are you know really good at what they do of challenging the status quo and embracing the mystery and they're still christ is the foundation you know the gospel is the foundation and and they have a beautiful revelation of the gospel so just so people know that you don't have to leave your faith you know that's my big thing it's like listen take christ with you like you know the reason i've been able to be out there on in deep water and have my head above water and not drown is because he is my flotation device like christ is is my life prison life he's a life preserver and so you know he is the foundation anything that's built upon that foundation which is the foundation of love everything is going to be shaken it's just the scripture says it but anything is built upon that foundation will stand and so um you know there's a lot of seekers a lot of people who uh you know they may feel similar to you in in in me uh but they have to question your faith and question christ and do i can i be vocal can i use the name jesus maybe i have to say sananda maybe i have to say yeshua you know what i'm saying or yahweh you know listen embrace all of those names um but take it with you and because there is a growing movement of christian mystics christian mysticism christians who won't judge you and they're open uh they may not believe or agree with it or or or practice it but listen you know live and let live kind of thing as long as it isn't hurting anybody they're cool with it and to see one thing is a lot of older people stepping into this listen i just went to and seen you know we went and seen kirby delano roll at the five-day program went and seen um dr o when dr o came i got to meet him listen the majority of the people were probably over 60 bro like there's a lot of older people who have been looking for this their whole life you know what i'm saying and now they're stepping into it and it's so it's not just young people that are you know leaving the faith like people there's a lot of older people in these movements and and there's church services that embrace a lot of this stuff that we've been told was new age or demonic that um you know uh you can you don't have to leave that you just gotta find those people you have to go to where you're celebrated and quit going where you're tolerated exactly oh you still believe in that conspiracy stuff hey man what's the aliens doing this week or laughing at you and say hey you know it is what it is but there's a growing movement of people where churches are embracing all of this stuff you know and it's beautiful it is beautiful and it's ancient you know what i'm saying it's not new age it's not something new it's something ancient the early church understood this and and and they swam in those waters for sure amazingly said um you know one of one things that has fascinated me i mean i mentioned this on i did a talk again with with karina um and and one of the things that part of my journey was um going into the darker cult oh i think i mentioned it when sean allen i interviewed you as well um and thank you for doing that too i know you you did you put a bug in her ear to have me on and stuff because we've crossed past but not like obviously it was like later as an epiphany oh yeah true secret you know oh no well basically i i'm i'm very much a guy who just lives in the moment and i just you know i'm a feeler and and when something comes into my field i pick up on it and you just came into my field um you know sean allen and i we we we interview people and like say we've had elena dennard and we've done stuff with laura and people and you just came into my field and and and so i just said to shawn how do you know do you know derek truth seeker sort of thing and she didn't remember you at first but then when when she looked she's like oh yeah i totally know him you know yeah um and i said we've got to interview this guy i've got to go on and have a conversation you know because because you mean your work and you have been such a an influence and an inspiration in my life i was like i'd love to have a chat about it you know and so yeah that's how that came about and as it happens i think that's a great connection you and shauna are definitely on the same wavelength and um you know she's she's singing your praises etc and i think there might be another one coming up soon yeah we're doing some stuff she's hitting me up with all kind of uh ideas and i love it so yeah yeah yeah yeah she's great and she's wonderful so uh um yeah i had another thought yeah so part of my journey is i was i was kind of um when i discovered the universal christ i i was kind of pulled into not to participate but to discover the dark occult and and um secret societies and and that side of things um now that that side is in my dna you know my i had a grandad who was who was a mason and i don't know how high up he'd never spoke about it that never spoke to me about it so there's something there that fascinates me about it and i realized that they've just got the ancient wisdom the ancient ways and the ancient knowledge the hidden knowledge you know and i've read a book recently that says it's obviously it's et based you know that goes back into the annunaki and all this kind of stuff in egypt um and there's a definite link there with today's secret societies and why they keep the knowledge to themselves but that's what's so good about jesus to me is he didn't go and be a a world leader he wasn't a politician he was just a normal bloke he came he was just a carpenter's son you know and you know we know the story and he went to the people and he gave them this knowledge he gave him this wisdom and and said you're it you've got this inside of you and i think that's so important to today that we're taking this knowledge and we're waking the normal people up i mean my wife and i wouldn't run up a crystal shop an online crystal shop called crystal falls because we want this technology in the hands of the common people you know and this knowledge and how to use it and how to cooperate with the crystals and things like that it's something that's really big on my heart you know can you hear me yeah yeah the crystals yeah oh sorry sorry i thought it went dead there yeah just just yeah um yes so so is that is that something that's thriving you know have running a crystal shop yeah yeah yeah i mean again it's one of the we used to go to a crystal shop uh in the place called gar stand near us uh in the north of england um and it shut down and we were really disappointed you're like oh no what shame so it was like just one of those sparks why don't we do it you know and granted we haven't done a physical shop yet because of all the stuff that's going on and you know there's no high street presence anymore or anything like that yeah so we set it up set it up online and it was like things just fell into place again like synchronicities and and you know um everything just it just worked really well and easily and smooth as well so i thought oh that you know this has got great on it for sure and and you know it's paying for itself and we went off we've been going for six months and that's right you guys are doing this together full-time like a full-time income no it's it's my wall's my wife's full-time thing um help out i set it up and then i sort of said you know first for her to run that's always like a self-ruling machine and she's brilliant she's so like she puts ten love and care into every package that she puts together and she's sensing stuff all across the country you know um you know we have a marketing company uh do our internet marketing and and it more than pays for all that and it's just it's just gone from strength to strength and it's wonderful he loves it she absolutely loves it um because she's an empath you know she's a spiritual person and she just sends them out with with love and intention you know and people can feel that when they get it you know yeah they'll ask about this because the you know crystals that's what they do yeah awesome yeah charged with energy man for sure that's awesome what do you do for a living me well i i have a job in a local council actually um uh my my career um i've never had a career anything like that i've never had anything that's like um ambitions or anything like that because i've always i mean as i said before my heart is in music um and you know i play drums i've always played drums and i'm in the band and ascension i just wanted a bit of plugins and and and when we have albums out there if people want to check us out and stuff and like i say that that's we're moving forward in that and and you know we've been on labels and things like that and incidentally just as a side note we actually had a guy called eric gillette makes our last album who's in a band with mike pornoy from dream theater um so you know we're just making connections again utilizing social media um and um you know just just meeting new people and yeah i mean we were supposed to do the biggest gig of our of our lives just before lockdowns uh with um rick whiteman from yes i don't if you know him okay no i mean i know the band but i don't i don't know yeah yeah and that was pretty huge for us and obviously it didn't happen because everything locked down yeah um so things are rolling and i just really get a a strong sense that that what's happening now is going to um cause such massive shifts on a positive in a positive way and i really do believe that there's going to be a world where we can do it and that many of the things that stop us from doing what we're here to do um like financial situation things like that i think they're all going to be resolved and i think there's going to be a world birth out of all this crap that's going on yeah it's hard to even talk about that because so many people you know it's scary you know we're going through some troubling times and uh um it's hard to to look at that and and and i don't know how much we we can or should talk about it but i will say that i have been a huge proponent of the venus project and uh with jacque fresco and everything that he brought to the table and designs and it very is much a futuristic uh look of using machines and using nature together and then i find out i didn't want to look into this because i've really been staying away from much of the conspiracies for for many different reasons but i finally looked into what the great reset could be or whatever right and so i looked into some of that and i said oh wow maybe there is a potential of something good coming out of something tragic you know and so that's my prayer that's my hope we don't know i don't know what the hell's going on none of us do we need to embrace each other right now we need to embrace every moment we need to embrace every breath this is stuff we've been preaching for years this is the heart of spirituality this is the heart of what we bring to the table is to live in the moment because you're not promised tomorrow it's just it is what it is and so if we can get the world to be present to walk in love these are the things that christ did so with that being said um you know hopefully man we can we can see a better humanity and a better tomorrow coming and we can fight for it and and and and project it out there you know with not with fear but with faith and it's hard right now it's very hard but i think it can be done i i'm absolutely of of the opinion uh that this is a time when when um people are going to start standing up who have a heart for humanity and there's going to be a shift in sort of leadership roles and things like that and and i i think you know certainly you look at like the music industry and stuff like that i think people are rising up now who want to create a fair and equal world and not in a liberal sense not that i'm against that or anything um but people um there's a lot of bad stuff going on right now i mean again i don't want to go too far into i don't want to get your ban um but um you know there is some negative stuff going on but i don't it won't stand i don't think it can stand because a it's not legal for starters and and so much coercion and manipulation of facts and figures is going on it's almost as if it's having the opposite effect that people are waking up and they're going what can we do about this and that's exactly the point we need to get to we need to need a solution well let's let's look at this so what happened for you what happened for me you got a word you got a something that spoke to your spirit that was about awakening and a future for you a hope and a future that you had now your current situation it you know like you said if you was to tell yourself that hey this is where you'll be in five years ten years what are you talking about um but you got a word you got a vision for the future and then you went through a dark night then you went through testing and trial and then the fire hit you because there was gold inside of you in order to bring that god the universe has to turn the fire up to bring that which is beautiful out of you and it's a personal experience it's a personal relationship a personal journey to think you're alone is silly to think i was alone because the same thing happened i'm silly everyone like humanity is going through christianity is going through this awakening by themselves but it's the micro jitsu and the macro so if enough people are having the same spiritual awakening many people are seeing ufos many people are seeing synchronicities many people are seeing the universal christ in the good within all and it's wrecking their lives it that the fire is turning up old paradigms are burning away they're burning away by that fire they're getting burned up in it the wood hay and the stubble in the chaff are being burnt as an offering to god i don't want it anymore take it i only want that which is beautiful that which is pure so that which is happening within our hearts on a micro level is happening on a collective global level obviously if enough people if this is happening to enough people when you zoom out it is happening to nations who are having this spiritual awakening who are choosing love and so man what's happening per the personal joy and the personal freedom and the personal connect connectedness with everything and everyone that's happening for us is happening on a global level and if there's anything we can rejoice in it is that because it is something beautiful it is something to be experienced together we're not going through it by ourselves which we thought at the beginning you know because it was like little pockets here there here and there and then enough people begin to stand up and begin to own their story begin to own their questions begin to own their fears and just to vocalize it and you see what it's doing it's creating a beacon of hope for other people just simply you're not alone i mean jason upton had that powerful song you're not alone just singing that over you're not alone like it's so encouraging and so simple you know emmanuel means what god is with us you're not alone you're in the fire shadrach meshach and abednego you're not alone i'm with you i'll never leave you i'll never forsake you personally and collectively listen that is good news man and that's where we are yeah i totally agree and and i think because um you know normal life has been so shaken over the past sort of 18 months people are asking the bigger questions and the deeper questions and the question like you know what what am i doing in my life and things like that and what is even real anymore etc etc and there is so much hope to be had at this time as uncomfortable as it is as much as i dislike a lot of the stuff going on for sure yeah i mean absolutely i it's so important to stay focused on hope and grace um and yet i again i need to watch what i say um but you know i have a a vision birth now that i want to put on concerts and things without the need for any kind of world just your ticket if you get what i'm getting at um you know we need to be the solution and and provide for humanity at this time and lose our egos and and put ourselves out there you know and that was a big one for me and i was always so terrified of what people thought you know you aren't you're not gonna make everyone happy it's not gonna happen get get over it and when i started speaking out sort of early 2020 about certain things that i was being shown for many years yeah i had people who i thought was some of my best friends just dropped me like that yeah as they weren't friends you know what i mean listen dude it's part of it see that's you know and i'm vocal about it that's why i'm vocal is because nobody was talking about it at the time um and i knew other people who were going through similar experiences i wasn't alone you know there were there's other seekers and and they wouldn't talk about it and because of that i felt the need to do that you know to talk about this even more and uh and it wasn't fear-based it was fun it was good it was encouraging it's beautiful and i'll just be you know people feel that way about the fear based stuff that's why there's i have friends who they're just straight fear you know straight scary stuff and and they feel because you know the same way that i felt like i had to talk about this beautiful mystery of christ and all this they feel the same way to talk about the stuff that they're learning the stuff that they're experiencing because people in their immediate circle aren't talking about it so they feel they have to do more i have to i have to do more because i'm picking up your slack essentially and so it's just part of that that process and that narrative so that's one reason that i embraced it and started talking about the things that i started talking about you know at that time and uh that's part of it let's um i wanna i wanna say this too with that being said there's a lot of people in chat man shout out to the conversation here everybody's having beautiful things that bring it to the table and beautiful conversation shout out to all of you guys i see your names popping up youtube facebook periscope twitch and uh d live also so uh if you guys want the phone lines are open if anybody wants to call in with any questions or comments for craig or myself or something that they'd like to to add or or anything like that make sure you guys call in take advantage of the phone lines the number is 515-605-9776 and so gothic mystic is manning down the phone lines and he'll take your calls there um we've kind of just been flirting with the idea i haven't really tapped into it much but where does the you know the fascination for you uh with the ufo stuff come up and and have you encountered um ship's entities merca bus chariots shams whatever you want to call them they have many names just like everything does so where does that fascination and experience come from for you and well i think i said near the beginning one of the things that always motivated me was this kind of um idea of multi-dimensional beings in the bible and in christianity angels angel stories would always float my boat when i was a kid and you know anybody that had an angel story i was like researching it and things like this and so when i made that connection that you know an angel literally just means messenger that could be anything you know it doesn't really describe what it is uh in christianity we always think it's just a winged man with blonde hair you know yeah and and then part my awakening again listening to sort of a lot of whistleblowers talk about different races and et races and and how there are government projects working with um extraterrestrials on this planet um i was just i again just made that connection so i really jumped into that and and i didn't um go into it quite as much as you did like you know like going into fields all night yeah so as long as you know as long as you don't go that that that far you know you're good but i mean that one of them the things that sticks out to me is my wife's um a lot more skeptical than i am we laugh and joke that like i'm uh that's good though that's it's a compliment yeah for sure i'm mulder she's scully is what we say you know i'm like people out there well let's just think about this for a second you know and she really balances me out and likewise you know but we went camping a couple of years ago and it was just a really gorgeous night and it was dark and we had a little fire going etc and we noticed these three like lights in the sky and we were sort of drawn to them um and they were in sort of like a triangle shape and and as soon as we looked at them that the lower two ones started spinning around the one that was at the top they just started growing around it like this and i was like are you seeing that are you seeing that you know i can see that can you see that and like me and my wife my eldest daughter were there just like watching this sort of formation going on the next thing they just went flew off like just disappeared like just like this and i was like you know what that was don't you emma and she's like i saw it i can't deny it you know and i just felt like that was for us you know we needed to see that at the time yeah we were talking about stuff you know um so they are out there and they i wholeheartedly believe they want to be seen they want to have communication but i also believe we really have to do our inner work for that to happen um i remember a guy called emery smith you know emery smith yeah a little bit uh yeah i'm familiar with him i don't know much of his work yeah and i know what he represents yeah yeah yeah i mean he he was part of government projects he was a doctor he was taken into us secret underground projects and he started being given pieces of skin grafts that weren't human then it would be a limb and then it would be a full body of extraterrestrials and he would operate on them research them you know do studies on them and all this sort of stuff and um as he progressed he says that you know there would be other extraterrestrials who would work with him on these projects um and he says they were his best friends he says i've never experienced the love of vibration as when i work with these he called them people they're just people and he actually started to cry when he was describing them and just like just the vibration that they carry yeah um and this that just got me thinking what yeah what he said was um well if he'd had an argument with his partner or if he's in a bad mood you had to do like an energy clearing before you went to work with them because they couldn't handle it they can't be in the same room when you're carrying this vibration you know and and that just really spoke to me like we really it's so important that we learn to live in this descended place you know this this high vibrational high frequency place of love and joy and peace and kindness and all that and if we're going to make contact with these and i really believe that they're going to really start showing up in a very very public way do i think the government are going to do it not really i know we've had some form of disclosure that they've actually admitted that there are ufos um and i've also heard that they don't actually mind people um researching this stuff because they feel that they can control that narrative but what they can't control is when you have a personal experience yeah and i think with people like us um who are fearlessly engaged in this stuff um and like i think you've mentioned before james gilliland a seti and things like that yes yes you know i mean that mothership that he shared and i must have saw that that was that was huge undeniable you know um i just think that they they really really want to make contact with us we and quite frankly i think we need their help right now with everything that's going on we really need their help now elena dennard speaks of what's called a galactic federation and interestingly the uh s the i don't know if you do go you know a guy called um ah the israeli um space project founder uh forgot his name now heim ashed i think he's called um i don't know if you've heard of him um he came out and he basically said that uh there is a galactic federation that they meet um and they have come to earth to help us in this current situation we're in and apparently that's one of the reasons why ufo sightings have just gone absolutely through the roof that loads of people have seen him because there's a lot of activity going on and i'm just going to say this uh president number 45 you know i'm talking about i don't want to get you back claimed that he was working with the galactic federation of worlds that he was working with this benevolent agenda for the planet um and that's why he did what he did and i'm sorry if that offends some people if they don't like him i get why people don't didn't like him and i know he was a certain type of personality and he was imperfect but so am i so so we all you know i think he was the right man for the job just my opinion don't shout at me um and i just but i just find this stuff really really fascinating that we are being helped and now there are benevolent beings who are doing stuff in the shadow behind the scenes that we're not aware of and and i've heard that many of them are laying their lives down for us i mean again we think oh they can't die they're eternal but they have biological functions they have a biological body that can die and there's so much learn so much to to delve into out there yeah just like us right i don't know all right just like us like we're not these bodies but uh we're we're you know i'm saying limited to them while we're here or which seems to be anyway exactly exactly so i mean i could just talk for hours about this kind of stuff i'm i'm just i'm just a massive nerd i just totally fascinated with it yeah and and i think if you pulled in this direction i think it's a genuine pull um to make contact you know you can you know i'm sure you've done it as well you can use your mind you can tap into their frequency and and and you know when you learn about your energy system and serve sort of going into your heart center and things like that that's where they will connect with you and and they will talk to you have you have you had that or you just going off the stories uh no i i think you know what i told you before that that sentence dropped in my mind that was in a meditation when i was reaching out to them i didn't see that you know i like to talk about like those voices you know here's somebody saying that they're telepathically communicating with anything right if it's an alien or if it's or e.t or what we call that an angel a demon um an ancestor you're channeling something you're hearing something telepathically um we come from christianity where we use that terminology with jesus and the holy spirit the funny thing is is that in in that realm those three are interchangeable different people will say um god told me this the lord told me to tell you this jesus told me to tell you this or hey the holy spirit wants me to tell you so they got they kind of use those interchangeable some of the deeper people will say yes they all speak differently i hear all three and i'm in conversation with all three and they all have a distinctive vibration and for me it is the same like it is you can't tell you tell them for the essence or whatever or the message same way with the same way that the holy spirit speaks to your heart speaks to your spirit impressions um telepathically if you will images like all that kind of stuff it's the same the same kind of communication for what you would call et's and angels though right is there a difference there do you know a distinct difference or is it very similar to when you're in prayer and you're getting downloads or inspirations back when you first fell in love with christ in in the in in the church and stuff um well for me um i think that the um the depth of um what comes through will will often be a key and you know i i mean was my personal experience when it's things like um i love you so like just telling them how much they adore me i know that that's my father i know that's that's my creator you know yeah and i think when it's when it's when i'm looking for answers or arms i'm looking into something and i need a certain go a certain direction i know that i have so-called guides you know angels whatever and who will help me and will steer me in that direction and it's just as i said before i'm a feeler you know um i feel stuff and so that that has those pros and cons um because i can't you can't always be led by your feelings because your feelings can be wrong yeah um but i think having discernment and being able to when you engage in this stuff and you're pra basically practicing you discern between good and evil so to speak and then you begin to feel the pull in a certain direction and and you i often find that like it happened with with you recently actually um i've been looking into some stuff and i've not gone public with it yet um but i guess i will do now and looking into the et origins of humanity and that story you know the anunnaki the sumerian texts and things like that um i've been felt the pull in that direction and your interview with um paul anthony wallace was was just i mean confirmed the stuff that i've been researching in a way that was just like it was like it was done for me you know um do i agree with everything i don't know i mean i i don't i don't agree or disagree anymore i just i i talk to people i have a mental shelf that um you know if there's something there that's like whoa it goes on the shelf i never ever say that's wrong anymore because i first heard this but from michael tellinger years ago um and i threw it out because i was just like nope nope god created us in the garden he was a man with a beard walking through a garden went i'm going to create you now you know that was the image i had yeah and it's really quite frankly not that cut and dry i mean on a scientific level we have 22 strands of dna that don't originate from this planet um and um you know i we have been i mean i remember being in work at a um a meditation like an anti-stress sort of course yeah and they started talking about the reptilian brain and i was like no no no no no you know we didn't can't be talking about that stuff and they were talking about our instincts our survival instincts and it's their part our brain is reptilian so what they're basically saying is there are reptilian parts of our dna now they're looking at it from an evolutionary um darwinist point of view but when you look at the biblical story um and how um a reptile merged with humanity you start to see it that's where it is you know somewhere along the line has been a genetic manipulation there yeah you know and let's don't get too deep into it but let's sprinkle some stuff out there because you know one of the big things with the the sumerian tablets and um you know the anunnaki and and things one of the big things is is that our dna was was uh tampered with and evolved from up uh you know a primate to mixing it with alien dna if you will uh extraterrestrial elohim dna which would represent inhumans the ability to have higher and lower nature god and man mixed together you're essentially a hybrid um so that that's a huge belief of of and i'm not saying that that i don't know that that's true just like you but it is a big part of that narrative um seems like it's happening again with everything i don't want to say no words or nothing but it seems like it's happening again there is a genetic modification to humanity we've been we've been scared we've been told it's a bad thing i don't know i'm not giving an opinion but it sounds very similar to that narrative i'll say that it does very much so and and i think um the the backlash that's coming from the subject that you're talking about i think there's something encoded into us and that's made us even subconsciously you know people who have no spiritual um you know they're not openly spiritual or anything like that something's being triggered in them yeah at the moment with what's going on yeah um and i just find it very very interesting and that you know kind of when you look at it cosmically you know the the energies and the frequencies that's coming into earth from our position in the solar system and the galaxy of the the position of our solar system in the in the wider cosmos um you know 2012 everyone talked about that that was a real demarcation point when when a cycle ended and a new cycle began of a 25 000 year cycle of our solar system moving around a bigger system and and obviously energetically it's really really affecting us um and and i i obviously i find this stuff really fascinating and how um it's affecting our consciousness and our spirituality and this is i think this is a direct result of of the spiritual awakening that's happening right now and i think we're going to see culture i think we're going to progress as a society and as a global and cosmic culture in a way relatively quickly and yeah it's going to be seem like magic it really is you talked about going within to get without like like you know i i've been having to be clear on that a lot with people because i do have meditations on leaving the body through the crown chakra um my music i have songs called leave in my body and it is about leaving through the top of the head and exiting your body to go fly around a remote view or astral travel right and i use those terms and uh but but i want to be clear that you know my my experience in doing that has all been going within to close your eyes and go within so you go within journey there to access those realms those portals go within to get without so i want to preface it by saying that uh people are saying that we're we're tapping in uh closer to 5d like whatever that means i'm not an expert on that either but uh but it sounds like the the veil between worlds is getting very thin that communication between uh humans and and and um in entities humans and etheric eternal beings ancestors all of that's happening a lot more much easier to access within your meditations uh my meditations have been pretty profound for me and we you know lead group meditations and i try to teach that you know to go within and to commune with god to commune with the holy spirit and just whatever they want to show you or wherever they want to take you and allow you to go as that vehicle um i seen a video yesterday um last night i was in tears watching this a good friend of mine dan oscarpinsky um had his kid so he's got this uh pretty much like a a minefold map it's a um just a uh blindfold that you put on and it blacks out everything so they you know they use that for for meditation and they have something that they kind of have been experimenting with called going into the cloud stepping into the cloud listen there's a lot of deep stuff about the cloud about the glory cloud you know like you talked about in in that meeting in morningstar and then um jesus said and a mount of trans from the race transfiguration they they came out of the cloud right these etheric beings and and their ancestors and the voice the cloud follows people there's even text about the apostle peter having the cloud with him and things right so anyway they had this program they developed called going into the cloud and it's just kind of a meditation with a mindful blacking out your eyes um and it takes a little while for for us adults because of training and the mind and we've been with the universal mind for so long and and we have to clear our minds because we got junk we got bills we got we got a lot of things that we got to juggle so stepping into uh meditation becomes a journey and but we get better at it we get better we get faster and it becomes more profound well dan oscar penske last night i seen a uh a video he did and i reshared it and it's worth watching i was i was in tears watching this um his kids wanted to use the mind fold um and put it on and he's like no it's not a toy you know this is for my meditation and so his little little kids wanted they were like begging him so he's like all right sure put it on his little youngest little boy i don't know how old he is let's say seven six i don't know six years old he puts on the the blindfold and he is immediately translated into vr virtual reality i've got i've got virtual reality i have the oculus i love it i love technology and it's so fun it is immersive you're really there the little boy puts it on he's like he's like interacting with things with just a blindfold and he's like hey what are you seeing he's asking him and he's like seeing like um stuff from uh the avengers and he's fighting bad guys and he's saying god is telling me to fight the bad guys the bad guys who were against god i'm gonna fight i'm fighting them and he's punching and he's literally jumping on and if you look at the expressions you can't see his eyes but you can see his face and he's like really into it all he did he didn't pray he put the blindfold on and there was a connection that something happens when you put it on and this little kid is immersed in a movie of fighting bad guys and he's punching he's jumping and he is like his senses like you know it is over active imagination but it is the imagination is your belief in how you access this stuff and it's like oh wow this little he's like what do you see what do you see son what are you seeing he's explaining he's fighting him and stuff and he's fully immersed and he takes it off and he's like what'd you see he's like yeah god is telling me to to fight the bad guys and i'm taking up for god and and there are bad guys like you know how did you know that they were bad well there was two of them and you know they had abilities and he's just like this whole world and it's a little kid so i'm just like watching it in chills like this is insane and then um his his daughter puts it on and she's a little bit older so you think maybe it's a little bit harder for her and hers was just just as profound she sits on the bed the little boy was jumping and punching you know in in this interactive world she puts it on there is no clear your mind there is no what do you you know let's forget about the cares of the day there is no guided meditation there's put this on what do you see and um so she just starts explaining like um she's like i see god and you and the expression and the innocence in her voice he's like oh you see god too and you can hear it in her voice and she's like sticking out her hand she's like reaching up for god he's like uh man i see i see god and uh what's he what's he saying and uh and my friend dan he's a he's a musician just put out a phenomenal album about your identity in christ it's a really good album yeah and so she says i'm seeing stars and and i see the moon and she's you the expression the the expression is what it is the expression on their face and they're literally caught up like looking around and uh and she said god's telling me i hear your song dad and god tells me he likes your song [Laughter] well it's crazy i'm like i'm watching this and i'm crying man like wow this is so like the innocence that's there and the beauty and you know it's just uh something's happening man and if we will engage if we will step in man this stuff will become real to us you know we'll begin to see what god says about a situation man if we'll if we will you know turn off um the television social media whatever it is that you're getting your information from listen i urge you to go directly to your creator you know that's how easy it is close your eyes man put some you know that's how easy it is a child like you have to become like a little child in order to step in and interact and embrace the kingdom that's it we're already there there's no effort in fact the effort is to get into no effort you know it says you need labor to get into rest yeah i always thought that was quite an oxymoron but it's really a powerful statement that you know i mean even on a scientific level you know using your breath just to get your brain and your mind into certain um brain waves and things like that um that's just like say the innocence of children um just totally inspiring and i mean i'd say i mean i've got i've got kids and the four inspired me always inspired you know and you know i i think you know that they've incarnated here they've come here so i can teach them no no they've probably taught me them you know what i mean yeah man yeah and they all have something different and something beautiful just like you know part of the body to think that every kid you know even with his kids let's say maybe maybe all kids aren't like that but you know it's something special that they have to honor and to cultivate you know and to learn from maybe other kids my daughter i'll say this my daughter her giving her um and she's 16 but like she'll she'll go to work and she's got a job and she works at starbucks and she'll she'll take her whole paycheck and spend it on her friends you know just to see them smile just to see just to uh you know to to she's always been like that ever since she was a toddler yeah of just this selflessness and it's like listen everybody has a you know both nature is in them you know what i'm saying you have higher you have the lower um and you have to choose you have to choose love you have to choose the higher expression and the more that we choose and the more people that choose listen this is spiritual awakening this is global awakening the more that we choose the more that we begin to live in a world where people honor others over honoring themselves and they have that beauty and that spark that they bring to the table you know and i tie that in you know that dan and his children and just seeing that video is like listen maybe the maybe the veil is thinner you know people are saying like we're merging and it is easier so so try it man try stepping in try asking for the things that you've seen in your visions the s the things that you've seen in in your dreams that they are real that there is a world within a world that is more real than this one you know what is seen as temporal but what is unseen is eternal and i really believe that me too and i think something i tell my kids is hey follow your passions follow your dreams you know never ever ever settle for something that isn't igniting you within and and if you can imagine it you can do it you know um and we say this all teaching the kids we need to tell this ourselves as well you know dream big visualize and manifest and create this is our creative ability you know charnel's done a great book um you talked about it the science of miracles i've read jody spencer and you know i've really looked into that that the the art of manifestation and it really isn't art it's it's science but it's an art and and you know when i say i'm a feeler you know that's helped me musically you know but also in life and i'm learning to use my my feeling my emotions and my energy to to shift circumstances outside of me you know and and and um and to to the very fact that i'm on this show with you now is testament to that hey i said the same thing you know i was on you know i was on with carrie cassidy you know she interviewed me it's been a probably 2018 2017 but for me it's like you know when you consume hours of content from somebody and all of these experts have gone on people that you've gleaned from and study and you've consumed hours and now you're talking to them as a peer you know it's like it is a piece of that magic uh vanna barbs and uh um here in the chat says uh imagination i magi nation you know the eye of the magi man you know what i'm saying to be able to see into the unseen and manifest it you know um it really is magic it's white magic it is exactly why magic on sale now [Laughter] white magic for the magi that's what i say view life in thy third eye elevate new levels in the mind when you let your ego die the seeker he shall find new dimensions in the mind your life is synchronized you're divine by design man when you understand that you bring the power you know you become co-creators and co-manifesters with with god you start working with god versus working against you know yeah absolutely it is massive and and that's been one of the biggest lessons for me because um you know we're not a victim of our circumstances we're the creator of it and so if you're not happy with with your with what your experience it's because there's something internal you know deal with your crap go within and get healed and change it shift your energy shift your vibration and just watch the magic happen yeah beautiful process i mean you got to get sick and tired of being sick and tired yeah you know and then have the ability or the spark to want to change it you know there's two that's a like that's a that's a huge step i mean it's one of the biggest steps but it's huge and it can happen early and if you get past that part to get tired check now do you want to change it check do you have the faith and the belief in the imagination that you can you know many things um help that um testimonies are huge what other people have done to change their situation exactly i talked about i know we don't don't like this word but being jealous and envious of people who are in there in their truth and in their dream you know and um and i was jealous and envious using those words in a in a good way it's what you do with jealousy and envy like most people are moved to anger or or plotting and mad and become a hater no like if you become jealous and and envious then you want to do what you can to create a similar situation for yourself not to backbite but but that that jealousy and envy shows you listen it's possible the bible says all things are possible to them that believe first of all i need to believe it if you want to see it you got to believe it and so um seeing other people's lives seeing people who start an online business and sell crystals yeah what no there's not enough money there's there's too many too many crystal businesses there's already one that's you know the main one i can't compete no man try it like if that's what you want to do muster up the strength to do it and now what now i get to wake up and and and research and teach about and sell crystals for a living i was waking up and and i was a waitress for a living i didn't i did it i didn't like it i thought it was my plight um but i changed my situation and that song vacation by dirty heads hey i'm on vacation every single day because i love my occupation if you don't like your life then you should go and change it like listen don't complain don't blame you know what i'm saying you become you you were a victim but you you are now the victor to your situation and in a in a realization use the alchemy to change it and seeing a beacon seeing what you did obviously you've seen what i did and and we pay it forward you know what i'm saying and you pay it forward and somebody else who watches you and somebody else who sees your freedom somebody else who sees your fruit and we just cycle disciples you know what i'm saying and uh that's what it's about man each one reach one with it with the testimony it's that simple that's it spam i can't disagree with any of that uh man i can go all day bro i've been enjoying this talk what time is it where you are it's ten to six in the evening now yeah ten to six 11 51 a.m here so yeah a bit of a difference but uh i've enjoyed it so far man right and and you know for me it's it's personal connection is so important and and that's what i've really valued in the awakening is meeting the people on that same vibe and just just conversations like this just just mates talking you know i'm so i'm bored of going to i know it has its place and i'm not critical go into a meeting and listen to preach at you i want a conversation i want to ask questions and you know and i think of illegally exactly and i think back in the day you know when paul would travel the world and what have you i think that's what he was doing he wasn't going to a church meeting he was going in someone's house and saying i've got this amazing revelation listen to this and then they'd have a chat about it you know he's teaching like spiritual gifts like he talks about like feeling out or discerning that group let me discern let me discern my audience and see where they are there's many things there's many places we can go and so certain ones he says listen i brought and imparted spiritual gifts to you like i've taught you how to use and trained you in spiritual gifts in other places he went to i think it's interesting he's like listen i have made it my point to only preach christ crucified just because you guys have gotten way off on your love you guys have gotten way off on your pursuits and so you guys aren't ready because you know so i am it's christ crucified listen we need to make sure that we have the basics you know we have we have graduated from the basics but but they are foundational and so i'm not talking about anything else with you and so he was able to fill out groups man and seeing what they were what they were ready for the world by doing that jesus did the same thing man he said listen like i got many things to show you but you're not ready and and it can mess people up in awakening and we have messed people up in awakening when they we try to force them to wake up or uh show them information that they're not ready for and they question everything and not in a good way it's just it should be something natural obviously there is jolting and there is everything i knew was that was real as a lie um so there is how do you cope how do you course correct how do you maintain how do you breathe through that you know what one thing which i um we're dealing with um sort of spiritual circles a lot of talk about karma and and i get what they're talking about um you know that there is what you put out is what you get you know and that's science it's it's energy um what i've found is that you know they're talking about burning off karma this that and the other going through hard times and i'm just like didn't jesus do that for us you know what i mean yeah i i'm not going into these circles to preach at them um but there's gonna come a point where you know um i i absolutely believe in karma i think karma is the um is religion i think that's what it is it's you know and but jesus ended the karmic cycle you know he died our death he paid the karmic price um and i'm yet to tell to say that to someone and i'm going to be interested in the um in the reaction you know dude you've been liberated from your karma enjoy your ascended life you know what i mean that's the good news we're already there be awake and be enlightened to it yeah you don't have to you don't have to uh you know you don't have to put up with them cycles or you don't have to be a victim of the cycles like cycles happen for a reason right and i do believe like you reap what you sow jesus there are seasons yeah there are seasons you know i'm saying be not deceived whatsoever you saw a man also reap like i've seen it in my life like but it was like it was always a pun because i've seen it you know what i'm saying of like i was conscious to see it and uh i remember you know doing exposed videos on people and calling people false prophets and exposing and saying stay away from so and so they're devil worshippers or what and then it's like happening to me you know what i'm saying i'm like i can only laugh through it you know hey i put it out there and you know how so so now like to to note if you know that but that's manifestation like whatever you put out is coming back it is a slingshot um boomerang if you will so start putting good stuff out like be conscious aware that i'm sowing seeds that other people are going to water and somebody else is going to sit under the shade of that of that tree yeah so doing that consciously uh to manifest a better life for yourself for your kids for for other people who you may not even see and that's how it works i mean these this talk this podcast is doing that for sure um and so i i've i've done it you know jesus says you know what you've done unto the least of these you've done unto me no we haven't listened when i was in prison you guys visited me when i was thirsty you gave me water why did we do that they're like when did we do that we did it to the yeah when you did it to the dude that you didn't get any reward from when nobody saw you you got it from me so like i am so elated when people labor you know alongside me and support what i'm doing um anybody in my community that i'm aware of when they put out a work or when they need a friend like first of all god's got you because you've been putting that out when when someone needed a friend you showed up as a friend so when you go through troubled times when you need a friend a friend will be provided for you when you need somebody a shoulder to cry on because you've been you've been a shoulder for other others to cry on one would be provided for you right i understand that that's how god works but that's how i work too like if i know that uh you know people in my circle are supporting people in my circle or sharing retweeting like whatever it is i'm gonna i want to return the favor you know what i'm saying you put out a book listen i'm gonna buy it you know why you bought mine is it that just okay so you only support people that support you no but i am going to go above and beyond you know what i'm saying to do what i can to support and to pay it forward because you guys have done it to me and and if you don't have that in your life and you want it and you need it become it become it for somebody else what you need that's part of this learning process listen i know what it's like to go to spiritual awakening and not have anybody to talk to i'm gonna i'm just gonna be that person that you can talk to you might not agree with me might not believe in it but listen i'm going to be that because i need it in my life so i'm going to be i'm going to be a friend i'm going to i'm going to financially sow into your life i'm going to pay for strangers meals out in public i'm going to do whatever i can to make somebody's life better more comfortable release magic into their life awe and wonder because i know that those people are gonna you know do it for me as well and i wanna see and i wanna go deeper into it and uh like that is you know and you don't do it to you know obviously don't let your right hand know what your left is doing but it's law whatever you put out is coming back so put out beauty into the world and and you're going to receive it back as well so when you when you put out from this conscious awareness that we're already there we're already blessed we've already got our needs met there you go yeah yeah it's it's it's effortless you know sewing and reaping etc it's been made such a work like oh you're not got any money give money to get back but that's kind of convoluted because you've got to think no i am fully blessed in christ because i'm fully blessed i am prosperous and i am wealthy i will give and it might not be a big amount doesn't matter about the amount but it's your heart it's the energy you're giving out and it will come back it's it's it's law it has to happen you know and i think the thing is is is you know to keep the mindset is that we're not doing it out of lack like you're saying i'm not doing it to get i'm doing it because you know what i'm saying and you and you need to keep that mindset and i'm doing it because the provision is already out there i'm not becoming i already am you know even when we talked about jobs or we talked about i want to do something or create something listen it's already within you now the birthing process or releasing that or becoming that like that's a you know that's alchemy that is manifestation that takes time and energy and and and some kind of effort but know that it's not outside of you it is within you um everything you need is already within you you already are a healer you already are whole you already are loved i mean whatever it is you're looking for is within you and it's looking for you and uh you're not lacking anything and that is the gospel like you said that is this place that we create from you know spiritual warfare i really believe in it i do believe in negative entities i do believe in um mind manipulation and and and being overwhelmed and anxiety but we've we wore from a place where the battle is already won from a place of victory and that is ascension that is um what ascension is all about it's not we're not trying to get somewhere it's realizing where we already are and who and what we already are and you know a lot of people talking about ascension and again i i'm not grossed this subject with them spiritual communities and things like that because i'm just building a relationship etc you know we don't have to try and be what we already are we just got to be it and we've got to do from a place of being you know um and that's that's the good news it's it's it's so straightforward but we make it so complicated it's so hard yeah there's another scripture that says the servants of the lord must not strive you know and that's part of that work that's part of that um doing it on your own strength or your own accord i mean even the old testament is a beautiful scripture that says if if if if man builds the house they labor in vain but if the lord builds it right this this structure this thing will be blessed and it will last and so um will perfect will of god you know permissible will of god what god allows you know for teaching and training purposes only um you know but we learn but i think a lot of times before we go into things at least i know you know if something's going to be fruitful or i'm just going to try something um you know when it's god breathed or when it's something that's like uh listen i'm gonna try on my own my own free will because i can um i don't know that i'm supposed to be doing this i know that it could be taken the long way around you know but i feel like god allows that and sometimes we lose money we lose what seems to be time because we've been there but someone posted in chat takes the words from me says we live what we learn jerry haley says in chat we live what we learn and we learn through that so what seems to be like money and time wasted obviously in the physical but it proves something spiritually like okay i need to make sure that i follow the voice of my intuition and only move upon things that i know that um that that that are gonna uh you know be fruitful and multiply if you will and i that's just my personal i've had to do it and i still have to do it you know what i'm saying i want to start so many ventures and i have so many ideas but to be faithful and to stay you know faithful with the things god has given me is hard you know you think it's easy no no no it's the the creative and the ideas and the collective and all of this who can i help and who can i take under my wing and what can i start and juggling it you only have so many hours and day so the things that you feel intuitively led to you know you think that god is calling you there's a there's a connection there pursue those things follow the intuition and you learn how to do that just like you said you learn how to discern you learn how to discern what the perfect will of god for your life is to yeah and there's there's no fear involved with that i remember back in the day it was like i've got to hear the voice of god i've got to try and fathom out what god wants and those sort of stuff and it's so easy just go within be at peace be at rest and it will just happen naturally it will just it's an effortless flow life is a flow um i love i i looked into chinese wu way um just as a part of my looking at stuff i don't if you know what that is uh wu way is the it's linked with lao tzu you know um the um is it called now he did he wrote a book i can't know what it's called now very famous um the art of war or no no no um i can't remember where that was but no lao tzu it's um it's basically just sayings of wisdom basically and it's all about allowing life just to flow and be a part of the flow of life so we're not there's no resistance like a river doesn't resist anything it just flows and you know when when hard times come just just flow with the life just go with the life and allow it just to be and just just be you in that present moment and it really helped me that and because when you when you stop striving suffering ends um when you stop striving the the life becomes easy you just allow life to happen and and then when you when you change energetically in that effortless flow again i'm here on a podcast that i a few years ago i never dreamed i would be on you know and as soon as i'd made that decision i'm going to be true to myself true to what's within um things just popped open and chanel said to me she felt that vibration because she was the one that really pulled me out of um the hidden place you know i had no connection to anyone or anything she recognized that she went you come on the show you know she put me on a platform yeah i said well talk and from then it's just bang bang bang bang bang bang it's just opened up and and it's effortless it just happens and it's it's a there's a real lesson i don't have to make anything happen you know you put the you put the hope and you put the thought and the idea out there and then you just give it time when and when it's supposed to happen it happens right it will happen just just rest in it yeah as you listen to neville goddard yeah you know what neville god is wow what a guy he was um very mysterious person actually hey hey is the book you were talking about the i ching is that what you is that the word no no i don't want to hear it lao tzu um really you know what see if i can google it but yeah um yeah neville goddard you know just thought that feeling is the key is what you used to say you know feel it before it's happened be it before it's manifested yeah yeah that's that's huge um feeling that and and you know and that's where christianity has kind of gone wrong for us because they told us to abandon even those feelings of even your present situation or to ignore them or to pray it away versus like hold on like i'm going to be present got it what is it talks about the doubt okay the dao okay that's what i was thinking yeah the taotishing was what the books called by lao tzu and it's just uh it's wise sayings of his basically and it's really fascinating really good talking about all this kind of stuff yeah yeah yeah those were um the dow i read some of it not much i'm not an expert by any means but what were some of the books early for you like there's all these for me there were ancient books just to you know what i'm saying like i wanted the old and i still i have a heart for where this stuff came from i'll say that you know i want to go i want to find the first time this this uh thing was introduced or people who encountered it first right this is magic there most of the books are are inspired um by something older you know or there's nothing new under the sun as well you know we can find where it came from the bible is full of beautiful experiences and so that's a big part of my heart and then ancient books and uh even now i you know i collect a lot of um older occult books and stuff like in the 1800s and obviously it goes back further than that but a lot of stuff was um discovered and um revealed back then but what what were some of the books uh for you that uh early on helped you out um well i'm a really really slow reader so me too i got so many open and i only got a chunk out of them yeah it takes me ages and i'll read a page and i'll think about it and next thing off and i was gonna know um honestly i i always read the books of someone who i'm listening to at that point yeah and so i read all of david wilcock's books they are excellent for expanding your mind your knowledge and you know or all of this in fact i've not read his latest latest one uh awakening in the dream apparently lots of people say he's best once i don't know i've not had it um i mean i i've read books like you um on the the art of freemasonry because i wanted to understand it and and their beliefs why they do what they do and etc um i can't remember who by to be honest with you i see it i literally judge books by the cover to be honest well you should judge but i think i've got a really good cover yeah um and and i mean it's it's wherever again i i feel it's wherever i feel led to go into i mean like i say joe dispensers but becoming supernatural was so good in in going delving into the science of the energy centers the the the manifestation process the the power of brain waves certain brain frequencies because i'm a lot more scientific than i like to admit to be honest i think you know as i'm a feeler but i'm very analytical as well and obviously being a drummer i can see why because it's all about numbers and feelings yeah you know both sides um so yeah um i think i said to you when we interviewed you that i was one of those like i would not read something unless it was by a christian author for so many years yeah and i'm going to start to delve into stuff and again i watch a lot of stuff you know because i'm quite a visual learner as well because i'm such a slow reader it takes me such a long time um yeah that was just a few and obviously you know the mirror bible as i mentioned before that was so good for um re-understanding scriptures and the original intention um of the author and not just what king james wanted me to learn yeah yeah that's that's huge man um just getting a different take especially on the bible people are so close-minded to that right because there's only one meaning you know this there is no where the book of timothy says there is no private interpretation of scripture listen that's your private interpretation like yeah yeah like there's the the early mystics and early believers believed and read the bible with four different layers of understanding at least some would say seven some say 11 some say 99 like there's all kind of different layers but what i found and agreed upon it is four there's a there's a literal right you read it as literal and i feel like that makes it more real for you it makes it more tangible in your reality but there's the spiritual and the esoteric and then there's the the you know allegorical the symbolic of what this is what this what is this symbolizing for me today not what it meant for them 6 000 years ago 2 000 years ago but today what does this mean for me and uh and and find that meaning and resonate with it and it's hidden stories that is hidden parables the way that you know jesus taught you know jesus taught with questions he taught with reflections and and asking you a question and and using parables and signs and symbols you know and so to understand that like it becomes much more than first of all a dead book and now i'll say this i'm partial to the bible i do believe it's it's inspired i believe it's the most magical book on the planet honestly there's these uh and i need to try this but there's this uh these tick tock videos that are blowing up where people are taking uh um electric um uh meter readers like for like you stick in the wall socket to make sure that it's got a charge and it bings or whatever so um electricians use them but there's this trend on tick tock that everyone's doing is going viral they're literally taking those charges and they're holding them to their bible and it's it's dinging and they're putting they're putting them on their computer they're putting them on other books and nothing but when they touch it to the bible it's like lighting up like hey this thing is emitting energy man this thing is alive and sharper than any two-edged sword you know what i'm saying so a book that you read but you're being deceived the book is reading you if you read it with an open heart and an open mind and an open spirit you'll find out things about your life about your psyche about your heart that you never knew and god knows exactly where you are he is in all and through all and above all and uh and he he knows us in and out synchronicities like all of that it started increasing man but it's it takes something to awaken you because you got to get out of the mundane right and most christians i would say at least most spiritual christians like the bible in and of itself is already spiritual like it connects them to god it connects them to jesus and where they're going when they pass from here you know um light and truth so it already has this majesty behind it but when you have to approach it with that and as long as you approach it with this with this majestic song and dance with the creator you're you're stepping into the divine and then that just kind of grows deeper and deeper and deeper because you don't know anything about the allegory until god reveals it to you to the holy spirit reveals it to you for me it was it was reading the bible early on like i'm talking about like what we would call a baby christian fresh out of just fresh into this like just a few months and i'm reading these stories and the holy spirit says hey that's you right now what you're dealing with what what you're about to read i want you to pay attention because how they come out of it and how they overcame you're going to do the same thing and i'm like what is this it's that inward reflection as i'm reading i'm like okay and then i'm like i just see myself in those pages it's like oh wow i thought we were reading about people 6 000 years ago it's like no this is you man this is you in this book and i'm like very relevant yeah and i began to follow the israelites and where they were going and my my spiritual journey was lined up with their process and it was like this spiritual journey that is in the bible you know what i'm saying and asking the spirit where do i read and he meets you where you are and brings things and signs and symbols and synchronicities into your life and it just begins to open up more more more more until you start seeing them inclusive and everything so like at first we could only see him in christianity we can only see him in the bible you know now we're seeing them in everything you know everything is a mirror everything is a reflection every person we can only see him in christians now we can see him in the smile and and the smile of a dog you know what i'm saying philosophy religion you know what i'm saying like you see god in all and through all and there's no greater no greater fulfillment in my mind and in my spirit to know that i can't know where i can go can i run from that love and that awareness and you know david said if i if i ascend into heaven i'm there with you but if i make my bed in hell there you are there's nowhere nowhere that i can go that i can get away from this awareness of god and this consciousness of god it makes you wonder doesn't it where the idea that with the scripture you just said where hell is the place where god isn't you know and that's what's hell about it that that's not biblical it feels like it it's an awareness that he's not there but david's like listen look for him he's there he's right he's everywhere and again that used to get me i mean you know just apply a bit of logic to this you know that god is only or christ is only inside people that have prayed the magic prayer i thought god was omnipresent oh yeah god's omnipresent so he's in everyone then oh no no no he's not in everything sometimes it takes that magic prayer to see him and that's it's for you it's not for god it's for you it's more of an activation and an acknowledgement you are everywhere and then you see it exactly yeah and just these little tweaks that just just have just revolutionized our understanding of the scriptures of the gospel and of christianity as a whole yeah i am going to have to shoot in a couple of minutes all right man well craig listen i know you're facebook i know man i want to keep you forever man we've been this is good and it's a good talk um your facebook's banned right you have no you have no reach you you can't even post anything where is it where can people find you you got you got five pages like already we need a hub craig needs a hub like where i think well i mean i i can still accept friend requests um which page though which one what's the name of it um okay well i've got craig martin walker that's my original one we'd like a few a couple of thousand people on there whatever and then i did one called just called craig walker and then i did one recently called craggy walker i've seen that one who's this crazy um and basically they've all just had restrictions put on them because facebook doesn't like the truth um uh so my original one in six days i'm out of prison um i'll try not to reoffend but we'll see um yeah so if people just want to send a request well craig martin walker is the one that opens up again uh in six days if people want to connect there that's absolutely fine i mean people send me messages when i've done these interviews and i look i just love talking to people i love hearing people's opinions their stories it's great and it's available for talks yeah yeah i'll try i'll just until he starts his own [Laughter] did you know what a few people have said that to me like are you going to start your own channel and i'm like i don't feel like i should just yet but i don't know what's going to happen in the future um i mean yeah i mean i'm getting requests of people i've never met you know i'm doing one on saturday with uh some people um just because they want a mail on there because apparently they say we really struggle to get males to talk about this kind of spiritual stuff i'm like i'll do it you know i don't mind so i'll talk about anything with anyone yeah yeah i know i'm up for anything like nothing is off the table and i think you you know from a christian christians who kind of like get scared of that so hold on like you need uh you need christians to talk about this like from their perspective because if not you're gonna have satan is talking about it you're gonna have new agers talking about it let's listen to somebody who is from a christian perspective giving their honest unbiased opinion like here's the information this is what i encountered there are both sides of the table they're both sides of the coin and i acknowledge both here's my experience and so we got to champion that as a as a christian not kick these people out or stay away they're listening absolutely because people are asking questions whether you want them to or not you know yeah say namaste it's just such a good word yeah i love that you know the christ in me not just the christ in you you know i i'll leave you with this craig i know you got to go um just with uh being tactful about what we can say and i know that's changing every day um the lord kind of gave me a revelation in the book of revelations right where the book of revelation is is full of signs symbols numbers analogies like uh john on the island of patmos like exiled he couldn't write to you plainly about what was going on because they would read it they would tear up his papers it would never get out so he uses signs symbols and analogies to explain what's going on because his work would have been censored he couldn't have talked to you about the great beasts and babylonians and you know this this coming attack on uh on on the jewish people and and the followers of christ like he couldn't have talked about that you know um so he used signs and symbols in order to get this really deep information out so i thought it was really cool like linking the way that john in the book of revelation use signs and symbols and analogy to get these really deep concepts out especially where we are today with censorship you know what i'm saying to say okay let me you know what i'm talking about when i say that you know i don't have to say that word kind of thing and and there's there's an art to it you know what i'm saying there is for those who i'm learning whole new codes at the moment definitely yeah like a whole new different language yeah for sure brother thanks for coming on man and thanks for having me i'm sure we'll do it again and we'll we'll be on more talks together brother many blessings to you and uh thank you very much derek love to you and your family thank you sir shalom shalom and peace bro i'll do it again ladies and gentlemen give it up for craig martin walker look him up on uh facebook and and all that good stuff where he's at and and connect with them connect with like-minded individuals who were doing the doggone thing and so you know it is what it is um this is growing and and more people are are being open and honest about their truth and we got to respect it we got to respect it you know even if it if we believe in it or it um doesn't line up or it's another perspective we need another perspective again what you know that rant i did before the analogy and allegory and all that kind of stuff it was like the fact that other people are um breaking down the scriptures for you that helps for you for your awakening because you're getting a different stance you're getting a different take one that you've not heard of before and what that does when you hear it first of all a lot of people it shocks you unless you're ready and then you automatically resonate so therefore you have um different teachers or different versions or translations of the bible that are unlocking things in you because you're simply getting another perspective to this beautiful ancient truth so to listen to people um who might not even be christian right about the bible at least listen to them especially if they have anything good to say now i do say be wary of those people who are only bashing and they're here to disprove and those kind of things and with many of those people you're gonna you may have to put up with a little bit of that but what is built upon that foundation of christ cannot be shaken it is eternal and so um you're going to put up with that and listen every belief system should be shaken every uh structure should be shaken to prove to see if you prove what you really believe because if it if it lasts if it remains listen there is an eternal truth in this and i cannot be shaken i can even question and it's good and it's healthy to question and i can continue to do that but it doesn't mean questioning is bad so that's the scary part because we've been told that questioning you know proves that you're uh you don't really believe in jesus do you because you're questioning if he really existed or you're questioning if he was the messiah listen jesus's response to any of that is hey who do you say that i am i know who bill donohue says i am i know who jordan maxwell says i am i knew carrie cassidy says i am i knew joel osteen says that i am who do you say that i am and that's when it becomes more personal and uh and nobody can take that away from you that is the pearl of great price that is within you your encounter but you have to be able to explore you have to be able to roll ideas and listen to conflicting beliefs listen it's how you grow it's how we evolve and we should be doing that you should ever be ever learning and ever increasing in your knowledge of god and the bliss and how deep and how wide that that goes so brenda says every matrix matrix needs to be shaken for sure i've learned things and and um been out on deep ledges and he talks you know talking about you know going out there deep and lit literally christ was my life preserver my life raft and i i've have to to question it and some stuff scary you know what i'm saying like it is scary it is like i'm starting to doubt is this real is this did jesus exist am i believing a fairy tale do i want this bad enough and so it appears to me you know and um you got to be able to question that and it's scary because you kind of end up in this place where you unlearn and but that which is eternal will will remain that which is true it needs not your defense you know we feel like we got to defend what we believe and defend the gospel and honor god and if we anybody talks down on our beliefs we have to vigilantly uh oppose them and that's not the case but um but we roll these ideas we listen to these things and there's usually something better that comes from it when something's tried and when something's tested by fire and it remains again it is that of pure gold it is that which is eternal that which is beautiful it's healthy it's scary but it's healthy so um i've been there every day you know what i'm saying we and there's levels to it you know but but hanging on to this eternal present truth and knowing your relationship to it why does it serve you is it a conflicting belief does it need to go listen no it's serving me it's helping me and i honor that i honor that fact so that's huge um you can't prove it nope can't i wasn't there nobody can prove it we were never there you know what i'm saying you know and so but but i can't approve what jesus said the fruit what is the fruit of said belief what is the fruit of your prayer life what is the fruit of meditation what is the fruit of stargazing you know what is the fruit of reading material people say is dangerous and stay away from what is the fruit in your life what does it produce so you have to be able to judge that um and with that being said though there are many concepts that those many of those names uh which i would before said um that could be dangerous stuff for a christian because it's going to cause you to question but it's healthy it doesn't mean that these people are speaking truth uh about those things but you have to um when you're a truth seeker when you are uh studying john mcauthor don't know everything on the scriptures like each subject takes a lifetime of study each subject in the bible each chapter each verse listen each word takes a lifetime of study and that's why we all come together because there's different words that reach out to us there's different things that we bring to the table different beautiful profound personal revelations that we can share that can help people so understand that for the christian for the believer for the non-believer too so i look at somebody like jordan maxwell and who's a dear friend of mine and i look up to him and appreciate his work conflicting things do i i don't believe everything he believes is you know whatever it is what it is but um but when it comes to certain things when it comes to the bible the mazeroth astro theology which is astrology in the bible it's scary for a lot of christians because many people in astro theology will tell you that the bible is simply astrology none of it exists it is all just the story of astrology that's very scary right oh it didn't exist it's not real but i took i made something literal that was always just above me as an allegory but it is embracing the allegory it is embracing each of the archetypes and to be able to see it um jordan maxwell shows you that that many of these these things are ancient and we're in the bible you know the the maserath what is the maserath it's the zodiac it is the it is the wheel of ezekiel the wheel within the wheel it is the sun that is passing through the different houses of the zodiac you know it is a wheel within this other wheel that tested you know the pulling of the tide the changing of the seasons all of that stuff and we've been told that was demonic and it's not in the bible and we should stay far away but hold on like wow the bible's full of this and it's talking about orion it is talking about um the the uh pleiades it's talking about the bear and the seven sisters and all of these it's full of the allegory and until you know that until you you won't notice until you research it especially from a christian perspective because you've been told it's demonic stay away the bible isn't it's against astrology no the early saints and seers were prophets were stargazers that's what the word means um so it's something little that you hear from somebody who's studied under a different school of thought a different belief system that unlocks something in you for your research for your um for your study and you're able to see that you're able to see the the astrology in the bible and that the bible is full of it listen there's a reason why the uh the stargazers were the ones who showed up to welcome the messiah to the world they followed his star the three wise men you look up the word wise men the original word is magi magicians white magicians magi the stargazers it wasn't the pr prophets it wasn't it wasn't the pastors the preachers the teachers it was the the magi the magicians those who were trained in magic were the ones who showed up to welcome the birth of the messiah and brought gifts um and that should tell you something and then we look into the book of revelation and a lot of the the symbology and things like that and we we take it literal you know again we look at ezekiel's wheel and we've been told that that's a ufo and it's this futuristic device that's spinning or or that it's this mad angel like it's it's a weird angel with all these eyeballs on it because that's how it's described but to really break it down and see what's going on it is it is the zodiac it's the mazda roth that's the word that's used in the bible for those of you who don't know if that concept's new mazerath is used when you look up the meaning of the maserath it is the zodiac it is the the the uh 12 houses it is the the animals um in the sky that's telling the story of the messiah be of good cheer because it doesn't disprove it it actually proves the gospel it proves the bible it is his story his story in the stars and so that not the question not the fear but to embrace listen there's much more to this story because it it was it was behold the lamb of god which was slain before the foundations of the world where was he slain in the cosmos in the stars it was his story before the foundations of the world it was there and everything testifies of god everything testifies of his goodness so why wouldn't the stars the bible says surely the heavens declare the glory of god the skies proclaim the work of his hand come on man this is a this is a song and dance into something new for a lot of people um and then again going to revelation we hear about the four living creatures and they're these big great beasts with wings and they're because they're flying they're hovering and they they are around the throne of god singing holy holy holy is the lord god almighty continuously singing their praises right and we hear about these creatures these beasts these kind of angelic beings and they're very scary and we should honor them and things when we take it literal but if we look look at what these these four living creatures are they're living and they're moving and they're around the throne of god listen the four living creatures are the four fixed signs of the zodiac when you go to the book of revelation you read about these creatures and you read about what they look like in in their jobs and what they do and then you pull up a picture of the zodiac in the four cardinal signs of the cross the the solar cross of the four seasons each one looks exactly like one of the creatures the head of a man the head of an ox the head of a an eagle and uh and i believe it's the head of a lion so you read in revelations of these creatures that are around the throne of god the sun right and and the sun is passing through this and i i don't know why i went on this deep rant about that about the zodiac and but it's beautiful to me it unlocks something in you when you've never heard this stuff and you're not hearing it from from christians you're not here in church um but it takes somebody like jordan maxwell to unlock that for you to show you that because he's been studying it his whole life from a different perspective from an outside outsider's perspective from a um a teaching perspective diana spy says chris carter teaches on the the maserath on kingdom talks and kingdom talks as well exactly but you have to understand where they got it from you have to understand and and we and we need to go we need to pay homage we need to say thank you to these people we need to say thank you to jordan maxwell we don't just need to take their work and just keep sharing it and expounding which we're gonna do there's no way we can trace it back but there's jordan maxwell has been talking about this for 20 you know over 20 30 years maybe more so we we have to give our roses we have to let these people know that we're thankful for what they brought and have brought to the table versus stealing their work and and going with it and i honor chris carter i've never heard chris carter mention jordan maxwell but absolutely uh that work what he may not know it but it's inspired by jordan maxwell so everybody in the in the chat here saying thank you george maxwell amen uh he wrote the forward in my book i love jordan maxwell i honor him for what he brought to the table and what he continues to bring to the table in that regard uh chris carter is doing our webinar tonight we got a webinar with chris carter um again i'm really big into that but i know that the problem with that for many christians is that when you name drop when you name these people you scare people you scare them listen tonight we're doing a webinar on the elementals and the angels with chris carter now many people are studying the elementals many people are studying the angels i thought i was an expert you know i wrote about my experiences with elemental beings uh and fairies and uh and and shades and things like that and um you kind of feel like an expert just because you've had an experience listen we all do everybody's an expert at least they think they are um but it's not until you learn more and you're like wow there's so much i didn't know and then we get into the work of madame blavatsky helena patrona blavatsky and then i'm doing my research writing my book and just i started reading about blavatsky and see what she said about the elementals and listen where is this stuff this stuff blavatsky wrote it blavatsky made this stuff famous she got it from all the world religions and and brought it together and taught it and and when you mention her name you automatically scare people automatically scare people she was a charlatan she was a fraud i have friends that i care deeply about who say jordan maxwell is a fraud and they want to expose him and hold on we got to honor the stuff these people brought to the table we got to honor it we have to we need to pay homage for the work the dedication because it took a lifetime of these people studying this stuff that they bring to us when it comes to elemental beings and fairies and and nymphs and and there's so many the ones that aren't even popular we don't even know about there's a list of them that i put in my book that i got from blavatsky somebody who put a neck out there to bring this stuff to the west to remind us of the secret life of these beings and how they interact so i do understand that most of us don't know where it came from you know we hear chris carter say it oh we hear true seekers say it and unless we tell you nobody knows but when it comes to a lot of stuff from chris the christian perspective it is scary because the immediate the moment i say jordan maxwell you know i a lot of christians are turning off even bigger the moment we say helena blavatsky you're turning it off not even to acknowledge and honor the good things that they brought and so that needs to change that needs to change for sure and i've made sure to do that and i try to you know it makes for a longer conversation it makes for a longer point but i try to reference hey with this came from this guy's work amazing make sure you look it in but he says this and i believe this so i'm going to add to it so there's many um and it would be impossible to continuously do that and and all this but but for sure we want to make sure we get we give credit and stuff so um and on top of that the caveat is not you know sometimes people don't know maybe maybe um you know how many times removed it is from jordan maxwell to uh chris carter to myself two kingdom talks you know again like kingdom talks pretty sure got it from uh chris carter you know what i'm saying the study and the in the beauty of the maserath and in the stars and and and the beings and all of that kind of stuff and and kingdom talks may not know anything about jordan maxwell and listen that's just how the information works it is part of it but if you do know if you do know man give credit give credit and maybe i'll ask chris carter tonight chris carter knows a lot more than he says i'll say that i know that hopefully tonight in in this smaller smaller um webinars that we're doing with him um he'll uh he'll uh share some of that but um yeah man that's how we progress you know what i'm saying like um progress you know deeper um yeah so the information on on the uh the chris carter webinar tonight it is hosted by the mystic circle on that platform right now so go to the mysticcircle.net it is at 7pm central tonight it's going to be good chris carter is amazing he has his own take you know i'm not knocking chris carter's experience because it is coupled with the work of jordan maxwell it is coupled with the knowledge of hp people levski and manley p hall whose names will forever be on my lips so i want to make sure i say that in my work is giving homage my early albums were dedicated to these people's work it is to try to find a way to uh use their audio samples in my music you know so that people would say hey who is that and you would ask deeper and you would get into their original work in all of this so i will say that but give your roses to people while they're here give your roses to people while they're here and so as people are saying a link in the chat please um i'm gonna type it so it's just www.themysticcircle.net um it is it is tonight and uh and if you're not able to catch it most of you who are listening to this on the podcasting apps this will be after the fact but um you guys can listen to the replay so all the replays are there there are about there are seven um webinars that are posted right now and listen all of them were something good all of them were something like really really deep that i learned a lot and i got to engage and i got to learn about angels and i got to learn about numbers and i got to learn about channeling and and receiving information and that kind of thing and so i i definitely honor those people and and their work um that's how we progress that's how we move forward um and uh that's pretty much it you know just those those points that i want to get out and take it and share it take it and learn from it take it and run with it you know um thank you guys for watching thank you guys for listening thank you guys for supporting every share every retweet every message every tag every donation every patreon every webinar that somebody joins like it really means the world to me that people are engaging and resonating with a lot of this work which is weird which is far out which is fine the others but there's a reason why why people resonate and engage with it and i just want to say that every all of it is uh amazing i'm grateful for everything that you can do we understand that not everybody can support financially not everybody can can attend and be a patron and all that kind of stuff there's different levels of that for sure we try to make it make it where like any any level of of giving can can tie into it but um even those who aren't able to do that i just want to say thank you and um you know we are i want to be just um you know the message behind this stuff you know it is it is presence it is mindfulness um it is awe it is wonder it is um it's not escapism but it's about contemplation on god and things of god and and how beautiful this world is how beautiful this experience is how beautiful you are how fearfully and wonderfully made you are how connected you are to the sun and you're connected to the stars and connected to each other and connected to the seasons and and and and everything it's so good you know and you bring all of that in into your meditation into your prayer into your mindfulness it um it makes it a lot more fun it's more interactive so i will um we'll say that but it is about being present bring it into the now moment listen that's where the magic is it's in the now it's not in tomorrow it's not what we're doing tonight it's not in yesterday but it is in this moment enjoy every moment embrace every moment live every moment and uh treat it special every moment is sacred every moment is holy thank you for the donation uh afd says i love you bro thank you um every every moment is special every moment is sacred uh uh with yourself with god with the elements with your families with your friends with your enemies your arguments and your disagreements and listen everything is sacred i know that all life is sacred this is the truth that i perceive learn to share what we have and then there's no need for greed you have to bring it into the moment cherish everything there's a beautiful song by tim mcgraw and it's essentially about a person who's diagnosed with cancer and in that moment which seems like doom doom and gloom seemed like a moment that they were born again they were living each moment from from that that point like it was their last live like you're dying i mean it talks about doing the things that i've always wanted to do seeing the things that i've always wanted to see tell my lover the things that i've always wanted to tell them tell my children that i embrace them and i honor them and teach them and what if i wasn't here what do i want to ex that person to remember me by an experience not to get caught up in your feelings or emotion but to be present because it's about presence it is about the now moment and so that song is just a reminder to live in the moment live every day like it's your last listen you're not promised tomorrow we live in uncertain times you're not promised tomorrow but you are promised this moment right here this moment now which means more than anything be present in your conversations uh with your family pay attention honor those among you um because you don't know when it's when you're not gonna have it again and that's the biggest the biggest thing is you know you know sometimes you don't know what you had until it's gone you didn't know how bad you were gonna miss something or someone until they're gone um and i don't you know obviously this isn't about bad news or the state of the world in this case to to you know glorify any of that but we are living in uncertain times we've always been 10 years ago we weren't promised tomorrow today we're not promised tomorrow so nothing's changed on that front the awareness and the love and the spirituality that is in a moment that was then and is being called to now you may you know these concepts are new for many people eckhart tolle being present mindful in a moment um take it with you you're not promised tomorrow you don't miss the simplicity of a breath until you don't have it whether you're not here anymore or you get a sickness that takes away your breath um you know things become real when it when when it when it strikes at home when it becomes closer to home then it becomes real um live in that moment it's the beauty of a breath it is the power and the spirituality of the breath to focus on the breath where did it come from go into a meditation and follow it breathe in and then follow it as a trail as a portal as a doorway back to the giver of the breath the beauty of the breath in the heartbeat you know my two vehicles into the spirit world into the beauty beauty and wonder of god is the breath and it is the heartbeat there's something physical something tangible that i have that i can i can i can focus on and say thank you for and um and they become portals and vehicles into the spirit um it's other things too it's my family it's it's my wife it's my health it's my job it's my music it's my creativity it's my friends it's my enemy it you know it becomes more things as we become more more mindful but there's power in that there's power in that so i just want to just remind you you know um tell people that you love them people in your circle you appreciate them um we have people you know falling all around us people are passing away all around us right now every day i'm losing someone uh because of this situation that we're dealing with in the world i'm losing somebody from it every day somebody beautiful somebody who i have memories of and memories with and um and it's it's happening fast and i'm not the only one we're in the same boat together um you never know when you're going to breathe your last breath we explore the that concept so much on this show death eternity what happens when we go well we can try to be experts on what happens when we go and what's happening in the world or we can just try to be a good steward of our time and our energy and that's the only thing we can do so i just want to remind you guys listen i lost my cousin this morning um just a few years older than me two three years older than me greg gibson um lost his battle with covet um you know people we've gone to church with they're dying you know they're having complications breathing there's an attack on the breath there's an attack on the lungs and so um embrace people each moment each second because in the moment in the now there is eternity you are eternal in the moment you're always gonna have it the eternal moment speak healing let's try to manifest some uh some some healing for people you know we've been manifesting some cool stuff jobs and and spouses and and and finances and things and and we've manifested healings too but let's let's tap in together guys when you hear about somebody who's having complications and let's let's do some alchemy man let's tap in let's alchemize the situation let's use what the enemy um meant for evil it's god will in turn and use it for good you know i believe we have the power to tap in and co-create with god listen that's what all this this entire talk has been about co-creating the life that you want for yourself for your children and for your enemies man it's when their compassions move for your enemy will you really know that i'm woke you're woke not when you figured out the plans of the illuminati and the plans of the global elite no you ain't woke you're just watching documentaries when your heart extends for your enemies and you want to see them blessed you want to see the people that you disagree with blessed come on y'all it's time for you guys to stand up i love each and every one of you man take care of yourselves out there get some good vitamins in you man do breath work put your feet on the ground let that energy into you man let it let it raise your frequency let it take you to new levels and new heights that you've never before dreamed at all and that wonder that compassion to flow out in everything that you touch and everything that you do bring it into the now moment listen that's the power i love you guys in jesus name man and we're gonna do this um hopefully for a lot a lot longer and um with that i'm gonna say peace and shalom man many blessings guys those of you who want to we'll be on tonight with the school of the mystics and we'll be doing breath work sunday morning meditation going deep in the lord love you guys we'll do it again shalom shalom well that does it for this episode folks to hear more episodes of the truth zika podcast head over to truthseeker.com and if you're wanting to support the show and get rewards go to our patreon page at patreon.com forward slash truth seeker


