Have you been seeing repetitive numbers? 11:11 3:33 444? What does it mean? And if you have…. have they been increasing? Join us in this round table discussion on the TruthSeekah Podcast as we share stories and theories about what the heck is going on! It feels like something or someone is trying to get our attention.
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SYNCHRONICITY (It's Getting Weird) Something Is Trying To Get Our Attention + Open Discussion YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUsbiP9USfY Transcript source: YouTube captions word would fit and then it just all fits together perfectly that's it yeah and sometimes it comes so fast that you can't even write it down right and then it just all fits together perfectly yes there are times when you uh you know you just have to go with the flow of it if you if you you can frustrate the process and i've done this talking about the fun of freestyle rhyming i've gotten on stage where i'm freestyle rhyming and all of a sudden i'm like oh crap i'm freestyle rhyming and then the flow stops yeah the moment you think about it and and and i i heard somebody say this so i love to use it the moment your inner your inner woody allen kicks in and starts to take the wheel that's when you're gonna swerve but but if you just stay in the moment and enjoy the moment and go with the with the flow of it then all of a sudden you're you're you're doing beautiful things it's just stuff it's just it's creativity it's flowing it's just happening uh you you are at the moment where you're supposed to be and so you're just going in the flow of it so it's like you you some of it is you gotta learn how to turn off that perennial cortex side of your brain which is that inner critic that critic that's constantly checking and rechecking everything it's like no just let it flow let improvisation take over and just just go with it and enjoy it will you enjoy the ride you're tapping into something greater you're tapping into something bigger than yourself and uh yeah just like you mentioned using the metaphor with freestyling they're so freestyling or i freestyle right right you so i'm writing a song and i know that i know the next six bars and i gotta hurry up and write them down because i'm i'm afraid to lose them and there's more coming in so you're writing these down writing the lyrics lyrics okay i gotta remember what was that okay that was it and you're writing it down but more is coming and so you can as a channel for that information you can only handle a process so much at once right for the this flow state that you're tapped into i mean think about that's just us writing it down we're pulling from the ethers we're pulling from the imagination realm and we're bringing it into this reality uh just think of when you're meditating and all of the inspiration and all of the ideas and you're getting downloads like sometimes it's so weird because it's moving fast yellows and stuff and there's no way that you can bring all of this in now you can grab one thing hold on to it and wake up okay i got it right i'm taking this if you're lucky you may get you may get more i think you get better at it you know i remember just tapping in deep a couple weeks ago and i got like so so many downloads of like you know breathing techniques and lyrics yeah i'm gonna start and i was like i was able to pull like seven things out and then expand on it once it's here like a game plan or vision but wow you was able to pull seven yeah i got a whole i got a bunch of really cool stuff that i needed man and it was it was so good yeah yeah well i was reading this book this is an interesting today is the 20th okay and i gotta try to see if i can remember where the scripture was because i was always going to do and i may still do it i do these things called proverbs daily blitz where i'll just take one verse uh so one of my rituals my morning rituals is i listen to scripture like first when i get up in the morning and uh you know and not to tma but but i listen to it audibly so i put the phone on my bluetooth speaker uh you know i get up in the morning i jump in the shower a cold shower and i do a cold shower because i want to awaken and alive in my you know my senses my body uh and so i jump in that cold shower and i'm letting the scripture play and this scripture came up on the 20th of Proverbs 20 and it talks about uh he that opens his eyes will have plenty of bread that's what it said in the esv standard uh uh english standard he that opens his eyes will have plenty of bread and i'll say hmm and i listened to it from another standard uh another version and the whole point was that like there is bread all around us there is abundance all around us and god operates in abundance i mean i'm surrounded by trees right now think about how many okay i'm at this tree right here i think this is a mulberry tree okay but let's just use our imagination think it was an oak tree okay uh i'm at this oak tree how many oh how many acorns fall from this tree just because for the tree to be alive acorns fall from it and how much potential for every one of those acorns to grow and it's just constant abundance and i think when you're in that meditative state you dip into that area that the trees live in you dip into that area that nature lives in it's just it's abundance all around us much of our bread yeah they're bare fruit and and much of our lack of bread is lack of vision ah i don't know if that blessed somebody but that that's what i said it your lack of bread is tied to your lack of vision he that opens his eyes will have plenty of bread there's all and so i finished this book i read this book called abundance uh and and it's talking about how like most of us we operate in a scarcity attitude scarcity mode we operate in a babylonian system that says it's only so much and so you gotta fight and scrap and steal for just this much but then when we go into an ancient practice like meditation there are seven just seven ideas that will completely bless and like either one of those ideas that you caught from the ether will like be enough to sustain you seven ideas that you just walked by and it's like either one of them will sustain you and god's like i got way more than that it's just you you step into that place of abundance and see it all i love that man that's what's up yeah it's so good you know what i'm thinking too we're using this analogy of the of the fruit and uh and the seeds that are coming and and i know i feel like the scripture touches on this about fruit and trees and things like that but i feel like it does about people and animals and things too it says that uh produce aft it will produce after its own kind wow like like this this tree is gonna give you apples right um this millionaire is going to give you more millionaires you know what i'm saying this spiritual individual is going to produce and and disciple disciples more spiritual individuals kind of thing and so like like you're saying looking for a coach or a leader or a friend to have somebody to have in your circle um who's doing the things that that that you want to do right yeah i can show you better than i can tell you kind of thing you know we hear it we hate the lip service all the time but seeing it you know when we when we write a book okay and i read your book man and big shout out big just you know let me plug it bro for those that have not been holding that speaker's book i plugged it the other day on my new video well yes i did yes i did that was dope when you talk about the top uh your top of top five was it top five in the top 10 top 10. the top 10 spiritual books and you said shameless plug and i was like go ahead man there's nothing wrong with that i think i think i should have did it like i didn't know what it was like this one book that i just read by this guy is you know what now man i thought it was great and it was the first one you did but you did it at number 10 and went all the way to number one but that's worth it that's how you i mean ain't none my old pastor used to tell me this he said there's nothing wrong with a dog wagging his own tail you know and so being able just to say hey i'm glad about what i did like what you did man within that book first of all you took something that the world did not have uh and you and you manifested it in the world and now it's for posterity years from now that you're gone the words and the way that you saw it and the way you put it together is here for somebody else to go further with the tape so so that's powerful and beautiful within itself then the second going like deeper into the book it's a funny thing that when we write a book you know you write a book you have to hone all of these amazing thoughts and ideas down to certain words but like the old african idea of of a word that in africa they would say every word is a seed and a universe every word is both a seed and a universe if you plant that word it has the ability to bring fruit but it also within itself is a whole world within the word there's so much within just one word and so what i love when i just enjoyed reading your books it opened up so much questions to me and it was like um i thought man if if the dude that wrote this book said all this and i got so much from the book what could i get if i got the opportunity of kicking it with the dude you know i was writing uh about uh the road of emmaus okay the story in the bible book of luke the 24th chapter of when jesus the post-resurrected jesus you know and the post-resurrected disciples they're walking down the road uh and they're talking and they're trying to figure all this stuff out what just happened this over weekend and all of that and jesus just kind of comes next to them and he starts walking with him but he changed his appearance they didn't know who he was right and we know those that don't know the story it's one of the coolest funniest stories in the bible he's raised from the dead and he was like what's up with y'all what's up and then look at him like you don't know what happened this week you know are you new here you knew kid you know what's up and he's like well what do you mean that happened and so they're telling him the whole thing uh this jesus we thought he was our prophet he thought he was gonna be a messiah but he died and so jesus goes on a seven mile trip with him and he talks for the whole time about himself pulling scriptures out of the new testament i mean out of the old testament out of the prophet out of the history out of the scribes and all this so here's a seven hour seminar with jesus but they their eyes were still closed it wasn't until he sat down and broke bread with them that all of a sudden the eyes got and i i thought about that for me i'm like i probably have been the kid that went for the seven hour seminar thinking who got a seven hour seminar but what surpassed all his words was a moment at a meal with him just sitting breaking bread and i personally think it was like the way that he blessed the bread was they was like wait a minute nobody bless the bread like and soon as you know and that's you know that's a big thing for me like um you know there's there's a a lot of people especially in the church realm or or in the spiritual realm too it's like you have to protect the anointing you can't let them see you like they see an average person you know what i'm saying and that's been something that i've had to like break down and like you know be okay with because for some people you kill the magic you know they tell you don't meet the people you look up to like right i tell you something that's really if you haven't seen this chameleon meets michael jordan i don't know if you've seen that video no i haven't seen it no that video chamillionaire was all struck trying to get a he's at a a party just bought a six thousand dollar jersey from michael jordan's charity yeah and he's trying to get an autograph uh from him and he says he walks by me says i don't take no pictures with no ends talking about dudes he's like i tell you what if you buy this jersey and you put you do a you know 20 thousand dollar jersey then i'll take a picture with you i just bought this one and somebody that was just dude's childhood idol you know it would have been better for him to have not met him you know what i'm saying so they tell you you know because a lot of times you you're let down especially like with the materials that i put out my book my music my ass like all you get to see for the most part is the spiritual side of you know salutations let's meditate uh let's channel the et's you know what i'm saying so for you to sit down with me and let me tell jokes and make you laugh you know what i'm saying and most people yeah that side so right for a lot of people because they only want the the book true seeker i didn't write a book on jokes i didn't write a book on right you know right right right we don't we don't recognize the layers that really make up the person you know so seeing michael jordan in this form of the what we would call kind of from the old testament think of the book of daniel the feet of clay you know this statue that had different levels of the statue and it had the feet of clay that's now a saying when we say the feet of clay you see him in the speed of clay in other words his human side that's connected to the earth that's humanity it's not it's not star or strong like iron it's not like copper is just clay but you know it's the clay it's the it's the clay the copper the iron up to the diamond man that makes the poor person you're like you're right a lot of people get thrown off because they want to keep uh folks in one dimension and and that's i think that's because we we all we all kind of benefit from that dimension man i mean when i first heard your rhymes man i didn't hear your rhymes first i heard first heard you talking then i was like okay this guy and and and i don't know if you remember me telling you this but i i love your voice dude you got deep voice you sound hood so you this white dude that got this this you know you talk and you sound good you sound you sound like you from yeah you you you sound like you you say you're from you know from louisiana you've got kind of that louisiana that alabama that slang that's country that's hood you say i'm black okay and and i just like i i get down with that i get because i grew up uh where i grew up i grew up with all types of different people and i think this generation like identifies that with that more you're not like one dimensional but and then when i heard you rhyme me being a lover of hip-hop and the lover of the craft i was like okay i'm feeling this dude i really am feeling him even more and i appreciate that side of you and that side like benefits me in so many areas that i can just camp there i just rather you know let me just camp there but it's like to see another side of you now it all integrates let there's there's a side of you that you know yeah you you like like you like horror movies you love horror movies i can't stand horror movies i have to play i gotta fight now if we set up to watch a horror movie with my wife she is binding and loosening and casting oil on the television the whole time i was like i can't even watch those movie with you right but part of whatever triggers you in horror movies helps you think about the supernatural which helps you think about your foundation which helps you come together with some type of way of communicating and expressing it and it all fits together so it's like it's all part part of a greater package i i think that those that are only interested in one dimension are going to be terribly disappointed on the other side when they meet jesus thank you jesus got jokes [Laughter] hey i mean i dude i love i love you and uh i love you just i you know you got to be careful man you know when people i love when people get it you know because for so long people didn't get it you know especially the realm that i was in you know religious realm and owning my truth and talking about things that were getting me laughed at or uninvited or my name taken off the flyer you know yeah i see my names on flyers and they threatened to shut down the event uh because true secret was going to be there and attend even in attendance you know what i'm saying like so to hear a fan or a friend like man i love what you do this is it and trust me i get it every day um but uh it does so much for you but you know i don't want to be you know what i'm saying i don't want to be on a pedestal even that pedestal you know what i'm saying of like having to you know we got other people going to come in and some of them are fans and and stuff and and uh and i don't want even this stream to be you know let's tell true seeker how good he is and i need it and you you tell me that all the time man and i know that i'm needed and uh um i know god has strategically placed me uh in a realm where i am and i really appreciate uh all the kind words and and knowing that you know my word is not returning void you feel me yeah no doubt no doubt well you know like i was saying the whole concept of you being an old soul and when i first heard you and heard you speak and heard you talk about these whole ideas of you know the these different realms and different ideas of concepts of truth and then your rhymes and all of that i thought uh once again you know coming back to this idea of synchronicity i was like yeah this is this is this is my fam yeah this is my this is my family this is this is my dude i'm feeling him and and me being a little bit older uh in a sense i went through some of that that's not the same uh i heard uh i think it's a dan carlin who is one guy that i love to listen to he has a podcast called hardcore history dan carlin and he said you know history does not repeat itself but it does rhyme history often rhymes and uh i i so can relate i can identify i can resonate with that sense of being ostracized being marginalized from the church which birthed you you know you was born in the church you was kind of nurtured and raised in the church but most of the real reformers of institution they have to be born within that and raised within that and see beyond it yeah and then that's the only way the institution changes a perfect example is like a bruce lee okay bruce lee like was born in this style of kung fu and fighting and all of that and he drunk the kool-aid he became like an a deep serious disciple of this style and then as he practiced that style he saw the deficiencies of that style and said okay i can bring this and that and now he widened the scope he he opened the paradigm up a little bit more but to open the paradigm is almost like a generation from him would truly appreciate what he did but those that like he challenged hated him yeah they saw him as you blasphemer how are you taking this sacred idea we can't share this with the westerners we can't do that but he saw something bigger and i think that's kind of what reformers often have to do and i i think that's kind of the part that you hold man and so as a result you know you get you get dissed you get this from inside that outside and unknown it's just a it's a weird part some folks get you most don't a lot of people appreciate you and in the words of jay-z maybe y'all appreciate me when i'm gone you know you got to think 70 80 years old now for sure people are gonna be looking at your stuff and was like oh true seeker said this and it's like yeah y'all didn't give me no love your parents didn't give me no love you know get give you know say give your roses while they're here let it be known you know what i'm saying like for sure um yeah i just had we just had a friend that passed away and uh he was at one of the roughest parts in his life and um he just passed and he od and um wow you know everybody comes out the woodwork man they post their pictures with them and all this kind of stuff just like listen man this dude was at a spot where he needed y'all the most man and nobody was there he had a couple people with him but like everybody who comes out the woodwork man we love you praying for your family like this dude needed you i'm doing good i'm sorry i'm just saying hi to a guy i often come here at the lake and i got a couple people that just see me all the time say what's up i'm sorry man go ahead but yeah but yeah just celebrating people while they're here you know what i'm saying yeah everybody got the word while they're gone and we've seen that on on social media and and that stuff but again challenging the the status quo right and uh yeah you know with whatever ideas you're bringing to the table no matter where you got them from kind of thing like a rising tide raises all the ships so it raises all the chips as your level is coming up this is something we've been talking to regarding basketball so i've been shooting shooting basketball and uh i love basketball and i we talked about the other day the average kid like 13 year old or something like yeah is i don't know i don't i did not shoot basketball with anybody growing up and i played a lot of ball uh with anybody who can handle this new breed of 13 year olds 16 year olds 17 right they're jumping higher they're more accurate with their shot the step yeah i mean and so that comes from watching the nba yeah let's look at and one i don't know if how big you are basketball but whenever the the m1 franchise came out when and one came in and yeah because now they're you know they're bringing a little bit more of a street that folks folks in the hood knew for years and and i'm sure you knew this because you were a fan of basketball there were there were probably a thousand guys just as great as michael jordan you know but uh it was a matter of once again synchronicity it was a matter of you know one thing that i noticed uh michael jordan followed several rules and was able to you know it was just it was his time and it happened for him you kind of probably had 10 other people that could have been just as good as him but they weren't in place they weren't able to follow the certain amount of rules and all of that so he got put on so that when and one came on the scene you seen all these people that were just bending the rules or taking it another way and when it got absorbed you right now all of these kids seeing this and they're like i'm going to try that and i'm going to do this and that just yeah took it to a whole different level so it's just different now so now like the the entry level is is way higher than it was when when we were children you know what i'm saying and so yeah which is interesting again like a rising tide raises all the ships low we got some more people here man that that want to come in and talk and we're gonna we're gonna talk about synchronicity man because things are getting weird like yeah bro uh i posted uh i and i just shared it on on my facebook i was hey just to throw it out there you know has anybody been having increased synchronicities because it's getting weird and um a lot of people like a lot of that's one of my most popular posts everybody's commenting on it and they're you know saying what they're going through they're seeing numbers and and phrases and all of these things that you know we we try to articulate what it means to us what do synchronicities mean uh the pastor where i go to church at like he's he's not he's starting to see synchronicities and this is brand new to him he calls it uh having like uh twilight zone moments these like these surreal moments where there's a glitch in the matrix you know something's something's like we're noticing patterns that that shouldn't be there and and it's not just the initiator it's not just the spiritual people it's starting to be everybody like everybody is starting to see the stuff so with the the heat being turned up with it's the state of the world um yeah i've heard i haven't looked much into it but they talk about like 5d and like timelines crossing and and and another dimension popping through our so you hear just weird weird stuff i don't know all that for synchronicity for me it's it's very basic stuff like it's uh from for one it's uh it's a a nudge from god a nudge from the universe saying hey you're on the right path because i've been on because that's when you start seeing all of these synchronicities you're seeing things stick out to you and i've been where i knew that i was off the path i knew that i was you know i had i needed to to take some steps to get back on and then all of the synchronicities stopped all of the magics yeah man until i got back on that highway of holiness if you will and then they all started back up again and so now they're just a normal part of of most of our lives and it's very strange stuff most of the time it doesn't make sense me and my like the radio has has played a big role in this over the years of like we say something and then the tv or the radio says the same thing or we do something and whatever we're doing the radio lyric picks it up and we're like it's a song that we don't listen to yesterday we've been having a a problem with with house flies in the kitchen and so uh we've been trying to stop them and trying to kill the flies and get them out the house and all this kind of stuff and so it's really bad in the south right now so um we're listening to a song we're trying to make dinner and we're trying to kill a fly and a dave matthews song is on and he's talking about killing flies in the kitchen when we're swatting a fly and we're like what the and it caught me and my wife in our tracks like what did it just say flies in the kitchen it was august it's very strange just a little nudge don't mean nothing to anybody else but it meant something to us because we're that's what we're dealing with at the time yesterday i go to work out and with a buddy of mine and i'm working on my farm my form is bad right and i'm we're doing heavyweight i'm trying to get my form and i keep bending my back i keep bending my back when i try to deadlift and i'm trying to i got to keep my back straight instead of arching it so i'm he's checking me on that i'm trying my best to work on my form and he's like you need to straighten it up and this song by some random rapper that was playing at the gym you need to straighten it up straighten it up and i'm bending over to grab the bar he's like straighten it up yeah yeah straighten it up i'm like okay you know what i'm saying these little things that don't mean anything to anybody else but that's the synchronous it means something to you they're increasing they're getting weird and you know i hate to speak out of line or get too woo-woo i know i'm pretty pretty out there pretty far out but it's almost like something's trying to get our attention from the other side from our perspective god is getting our attention the angels are saying hey we're here with you we're going to move things around just to let you know that our presence is here but it's almost like something forgotten or or i don't want to say this is what it is but almost like a ghost or something right of like like we're trying to um so if if a ghost is trying to it is in the movies and stuff a ghost is trying to get your attention there's only certain things they can do they make the temperature of the room cold like they can do little things they can maybe um you know make the the breeze blow little things they can do that and they're using all of their energy to say hey i'm still here i need help crossing over i still love you i'm gonna send a butterfly or whatever the case is right so there's these nudges and so synchronicity rap like ramping up for so many people it's like and i know they're just cool little nudges from god i'm on the right path but what if it's something more severe like what if something or someone is trying to get humanity's attention from the other side it's pretty pretty deep to think about and we're just like oh yeah i like the little i'm on the right path man i'm gonna start a career and you know guys let me know i'm doing the right thing but what if it's like hey there's an urgency it's definitely weird definitely in an urgent time things are shifting and changing but it's almost like something is trying to get our attention what would you say man just explore it doesn't mean it's truth you know oh you can't you can't mute yourself so i'm gonna i'm gonna unmute i'm gonna meet all of you guys so we got three three people with us here watching on uh and in the zoom and uh anybody who's watching online if you want to be a part of what we got going on this is i open this up for patrons it's one of the the perks that you get if you're a patron or if you're a member on youtube you'll be able to join the chat here but i open it up for for all of you guys man i want to i want to hear your stories and we started off with fred just saying i was synchronistic coming into his life you know and what what you needed for the moment and god kind of you know lining things up for you something's going on man yeah it is enough i think cheryl is it a shell observer uh yeah that has a hand up shiel my brother in india wait oh man we can hear you here everyone says you're muted but we can hear you all right super great great to be here with you guys hey hey fred uh yeah man i've been listening to you guys since you've been speaking and uh hello derek what's up bro what up how are you doing uh you've been feeling the squeeze yeah oh yeah you know this like celestial freaking squeeze where i feel like i don't know this is not what you're talking about something's like trying to get your attention something above and beyond you know this i don't know regular realm but you seem to be pretty much how often are you there you know this i mean i lift that up no that's what i'm saying but the thing is like we live there and that's where it's great all right so i just want to ask you something before like you know anything else right some super fundamental stuff you think there's one god yeah i do okay that's good one god but but i would say many many emanations of the one yeah including us many angels many deities many forms formless you know different scales all going back to the supreme okay thank god is that why you get into so much trouble yeah for sure holy [Â __Â ] oh man okay that's i'm super first of all i'm proud of you bro um you're worried about people complimenting you so if you like i can tell you that yourself if it helps your process just tell me to hurry up and finish the album shut up and finish the record dude nah man it's cool so listen like um i don't know what to say i just wanted to share maybe a small story about when i met jesus in 2012 in hospital you want to hear that sure okay so this is before i had any concept of god this is before i had a guru who was friends with jesus and i just see you i don't see fred or anybody else i'm just gonna like you know speak to all you guys who wants um as you know um i was a psychedelic atheist forever and now i've been discovering that all this stuff that you guys keep talking i mean this third realm that really helped me understand a lot of stuff actually i'm really grateful i read that because my people have been going on about stuff for a really long time and i was like rejecting um my people because it just sounded ridiculous you know but now i see that it's the same stuff there's mercury's there's like plasma like ships that's basically extra dimensional entities there's channeling there's spirals it's all here basically you know with the hindus and um yeah it's not exactly a religion but what i'm trying to say is like before i understood this before i understood um before i even had any concept of a guide or atheism this happened in 2012 right so i think that's going to tell you before it's really beautiful story so i didn't like i used to go to church and stuff when i was at school but i was like into metallica and cyclones and we didn't have time for like god and beauties and stuff you know just like from one concert to another or from one whatever so wait i should put this hand down it's like so basically what happened was um i was we were on our way uh to go to a party right uh was probably around 10 years ago and this is the first time i basically had direct communication with the being that is jesus minus the whatever symbolism and minus the you know the whole stuff that happens so it's super interesting so what happened was uh there was a few of us and then one of our friends he got like you know a bottle of sunshine and then we all took a little bit i took a little more than a little and then what happened was uh it was the middle of the night and everybody was supposed to go to a party and then i was supposed to be with the girl i think and then um something happened one thing led to another me and my friend well a scooter and we fell down basically and i hurt myself my friend like hurt myself again and goa is like the place where i live usually it's basically um it's uh it's it's still a poor it was a portuguese calling very recently so most of the architecture is still very christian it's very so we have churches there and temples working in proper i mean they're cool with each other so basically what i'm saying is that there is a lot of christian households in gohan where i live you know from most of the time so what happened was here i was right i wasn't that high but i was in a shitload of pain and this was really long time with 2012 it was you know and then what happened with why can i only see myself i got you spotlighted i got your spotlight for the for the camera yeah for the right cool all right yeah i don't associate well with my form but it's all right i'm just gonna you know call myself the notorious dmp anyway um so basically what happened was like um we got hurt right and i was in physical pain from my knee downwards and there was another old englishman i think he broke his leg you know on probably 400 500 mtg of medicine basically what happened was um everybody uh deserted everybody and the guys who were supposed to go to the party they just they douched out they just like you know they left me and they left this guy alone in different places so when i broke his leg and i got hurt and i couldn't move and i was like super heartbroken all the negative emotions were coming you know like i was just like these guys asserted me and all of this stuff basically it was just like ah you know and this is far before i had any connectivity or any form of you know religious duties i thought 600 micrograms was bad basically that time anyway so and then a kind uh portuguese couple right i mean they're portuguese going they were kind enough to put me on this sort of sun bed in the middle of the night and then i was there feeling the pain from my knee like downwards it was pretty [Â __Â ] intense but always like i don't exactly recall the details of the what happened before but i tell you what happened after so what happened was like i don't i was just in this universe of pain and my mind was like thinking you know and then when you're psychedelic and you're thinking you give yourself a cosmic [Â __Â ] headache you know so ah basically i just was i went inspired into like a negativity of um negativity and that when i was lying down there i just i couldn't do anything you know and i and i just looked at this um this this little idol of christ outside you know on the cross um in this portuguese house and um something happened it was really small it was like six eight inches by this much you know like and it was badly made in the sense it wasn't like a perfect piece of like architecture or whatever but anyway i would i just saw that and if something happened like the little red or the little black dot that they've painted for like you know yeshua's eyes in that we just connected and i got a transmission bro like i got a transmission in the sense that i connected straight into the heart of the matter and it was almost like in one split second i could have refused that invitation or i could have like just uh and then gone back into my world of resilient pain or i could have just and i just for a moment i was teleported to that cross basically you know and i think the place where i went through in time is the is the space between him between the argument and the surrender you know i just went into that space for a couple of nanoseconds like between father why do you forsake me and then you know i will be done and i was like my whole body was filled with energy of and i tell you like the light it was it was a color that i haven't seen before and the pain was still there but i started like you know what i'm talking about right you know i feel it in the music you know and then it was just like uh anyway it was it was really far out man it was really powerful and that's the first time i understood the reality and the um the reality of this being you know what i mean like i don't know if you yeah it was just because yeah anyway i just wanted to say that i think the the two things that that you mentioned that stick out um is uh talking about jesus being at the at the place where he even says you know father why have you forsaken me right like so so fred like did the father forsake jesus you know it's when it's when we feel forsaken that we are able to step into that type of experience like like shield encountered like i'm at a place where i'm separate from god the scripture says god will never leave you nor forsake you but then here we have jesus thinking or feeling or being at a place like wow maybe he did kind of thing right and you know many people say jesus doubted at that moment you know and he doubted his role and stuff like that but that's it's an interesting notion but i know how it ties to us is like when we feel forsaken you know it's only it's only a separation in our mind it's not like god literally forsook you or forsook christ or whatever the case is it's an interesting notion for me like in adding to what you're saying it's like uh the thing that makes the whole uh christ in the crossing very beautiful for me is not the divinity aspect you know like the divinity aspect is okay that's great but it's just their humanness transitioning into the divinity that makes that makes it like uh like you know the stuff of legends basically so it's almost like the castles i don't know like uh i at that point in time i felt that and then there was like this glow for the rest of the day and then after a couple of days i mean like i still when i when i think about it i still get goosebumps you know so is that how you write all the music yeah for sure oh uh experiences and encounters and and and reliving them when i when i hear them you know in in the music and uh for sure that's what you know art art is as far as music is or or even that statue you know that statue that that you encountered and had a deep revelation over that powerful it was uh that could have been somebody else sounds good it could have been somebody else's experience and when they see see that statue it reminds them of an encounter that they had or faith or when the moment they put their faith in that in the into christ richie on synchronicity man so so what's going on with you am i making sense bro like what's going on yes tons for sure i want to take a second and dial back real quick to there was to mention darshan is that what cheo you mentioned it is darshan that's how it's mentioned oh he cocked his moo he got mute back on for sure so um without his idea i think darshan brings resonance like if you do something or you're focused on time with a butcher table or sitting in prayer or dropping flows i personally beatbox i don't necessarily build as much of the lyrical pattern but it's a matter of breathing in resonance and once you kind of move your biological state like the thing that you mentioned to me it felt a whole lot like the pituitary gland which is the master gland that controls the body and says this is where this gland goes you get more adrenaline less norepinephrine is connected to the pineal gland and other glandular functions that have to do with like play and like a relaxing visionary hypnosis and i think maybe because things have been so tightly bound and so wound in the past maybe year or so that when the times get tough the weird turned pro so all of a sudden the people who are doing their own thing have been magnified and their own thing is in way more resonance so i think that the the synchronicity is again like the the seed and the whole universe it's like that little moment of like something's cool and then cuckoo everything is cool but if you can't really see the forest for the trees there's there's miracles that happen every day that we don't really notice so is it that our synchronicity sensors are just more accurate now or do you think that there's truly more synchronicities happening that's so good can we say hope for both i i think i would like to say uh i think that it is uh excuse me guys uh yeah i think that i like that both and because i think that synchronicity is a language i think because what is language language is an expression that is given in certain patterns okay and you can have the expression i mean like all around us there are radio signals right now right yeah but we have no way to pull it in and dial it in but what if all of a sudden somebody got it in and what if the only expression at that time was morse code so what all of a sudden now you're hearing the more you start listening to it and paying attention to it now you're starting to see the patterns and then when you start responding in the same pattern now there's conversation i think we are at the brink of new levels of conversation in spiritual realms community and we're experiencing it through synchronicity i've been onslaughted by four four four i just wanted to throw that in system four four four four four continuously for like a week now yeah it's like going on i wanted like again like what if anybody's tapped into it you know obviously we know about people who channel we know people who supposedly you know meet with ascended masters right jesus is an ascended master he's a master teacher they refer to him as master and he ascended right and so we work with him from christians work with him from beyond the grave right he's there he's communing with us the holy spirit's living within us and giving glory like there's this relationship that happens from the beyond um and the whole notion again she'll bringing up darshan like being in the presence of of of the holy man or or the divine like definitely right now um because everything that's going on people are becoming more spiritual they're becoming more religious right even though we see like i would say for the longest time that like the church numbers were were decreasing but there's there's there's a revival now so it's kind of flipped it like this adversity actually brought about revival to the church and so the one thing that whatever is attacking that it it's had the uh uh adverse effect that people are actually hungry and striving for truth and for change you know and so now because of that you have a collective that are in darshan that we're asking for god we're asking for guidance and we're trying to to navigate the best we can so right so if divine has always been communicating but now we're positioning ourselves to hear uh just through mere circumstance you know what i'm saying as a collective that's totally what's going on um but again like to pinpoint it even deeper though like because i think that our beliefs limit us our fears limit us so so what if it's like you know we what if we have to transcend the names but how do you transcend the names because we always come up with titles anyway like for me it's it's all it's jesus like that's the modality and and i'm cool with other names for sure but what if it's like let's get far out get crazy what if it is you know even that is giving them a name you know what i'm saying but yeah i don't know how like how would we approach it for me it's going through you know god that channel of light which it the name of jesus is light is love i can say in the name of love i come to you all of you who are who come in the name of love i i i beseech you you know what i'm saying so that as far as a title is concerned but i kind of feel like it's something bigger and not directed at me or richie or fred yes individually but also collectively like trying to wake up humanity and some people are posting here in the chat online saying that you know the synchronicities is about humanity going through spiritual awakening that's for sure that that's totally what's happening but what is trying to get our attention you know if anything we'll say godzilla wake you up for you be more conscious and you know be be more introspective take care of your body take care of the earth you know that kind of stuff you know but i feel like it could be something different it could be like hey there's bad people running the planet and we want to help but you got to listen to us you know what i'm saying now who will you say that's jesus jesus told me that or buddha told me that you know that's going to be up for your religious tradition to uh to break down you know you know i have a theory um i'm just quickly presented but am i still amused penis youtube we can hear you i can hear you all right so first of all i love your name uh richie breathe and i love your beard fred and derek i'm not gonna compliment him until he finishes white magic anyway so this is my theory right so what's going on since 2020 is that there is an onslaught of just low vibrational crap on the planet you know it is we are being flooded and even the people who i thought were you know spiritual or but they're all falling to these traps because of the sheer intensity of the onslaught it's like it's coming from every channel it's common except the tootsie podcast you know yeah it's coming from like facebook it's coming from the news it's it's on frickin itunes with all the new music releases and they're so i feel like there's a few of us so just speaking star wars you know there's always been i mean star wars i think it's a universal religion it kind of applies to basically all the legions so there is always a force which is dark which is necessary it's absolutely needed you know the polarity and then there's the light and then there's those of us that i think like you know uh derek's gurus jesus and you guys i don't i don't know you you're probably like the devotees of jesus so that's a word that you use to reach out to frequently within yourself and we have different words for that even though the being is like amazing this for example my guru is hanuman it's a monkey god in dermatology you know but the frequency of love and the universal uh sort of the care and concern for the planet is the same that you feel you know when you reach out to these spirit beings so i kind of feel like our gurus guru literally means the advance of the the person that which converts the darkness into life right so in a way jesus is like a massive guru you know like a sakura the ultimate guru the truth you know so i feel like our our these these beings of life are kind of calling out to us through synchronicities because there's a few of us who are capable of understanding that they're calling out to us you know and i don't know how many these few are it could be millions of people like you know ourselves uh just all over the place and the rest are just kind of calcified by this constant stream of i don't know what to say and it's like i walk around i tell you what man like the walking dead is less bizarre than what's happening right now i swear to god you know so that's my theories i don't know what you guys think you know yeah i think mostly i i think that there definitely is uh a think about infrared infrared is all around us we just with our natural eyes cannot see it yeah so could there be other entities could there be other timelines could there be other uh expressions of universe uh i think we honestly have to be at a place of saying he there could be yeah there could be but what we is what we have to do is operate in that place of um uh of of operating in the new level of language i mean when a baby i have a little new niece who's born she's about a year old kyla is her name and we love making little fun noises with kyla because that's her thing she loves the poop and she's laughing she's playing with that and then we start we'll take those little noises to the next level put those noises together in a like a chain of vocal noises and now she's understanding the code behind just the vocal noises that that chain of vocal noises actually means a certain thing and she's putting together the language and she's learning the language so we can go further in our communication kyla doesn't have a clue but she has a whole lifetime ahead of her what are we as adults doing we're starting out little stories and playing and making these sounds and making it fun so she can stay in it and engaged in it but she just doesn't know these little and all of that is going to be for her growing so that when she's an adult i'm using that analogy in the same sense what if there are entities what if there are angels that are allowing us to experience synchronicity because at the level we are as humanity as humans it's all just a little game for us we're just playing with synchronicity but now it's really engaging us to pull us in further now go deeper spend time in the presence that presence that you feel true seek i love that point that you bring out about what was it like for jesus to to actually feel the absence of the presence of his father what was it like what he thought was anyway you know what i'm saying there you go what he thought was the absence of the presence it freaked him the hell out he said god why have you forsaken me because you know we all go through those things what we think is the absence what if instead of an absence it's more of a wave and we know that wave have their high points and their low points the wave hasn't stopped it's just a different part of the wave yeah and so yeah i love that for years i'll say this and i'll shut up uh for years uh i had a certain narrative with my mom and it wasn't until uh until my 40s that i had to change that narrative my mother was an entrepreneur a hard worker she was a workaholic quote unquote and so i'm a workaholic i love to work hard and so she worked all the time she was a single mother raising her kids and so i had a narrative up into my 40s that my mother wasn't around me all the time she didn't want to be around because she liked to work better than being around me and it wasn't until i was in my 40s and my kids were teenagers that i had to work so hard and i looked at them and i knew that they were like when i'd leave them they immediately because of their limited knowledge thought it was something wrong with them that i didn't want to be around them i'd rather be at work yeah and then all of a sudden they start clicking oh there was nothing ever wrong with me my mama just had to work hard because she was the only one that was the only way i could eat so i changed my narrative to where my mother was not always with me to a deeper understanding maybe she was not with me in presence but she was with me in purpose so when she had to go out there and work that was being with and for me although i didn't feel her presence her purpose her being there working that was for my good and so i i realized that i remember calling my mom and my 40s and saying mama i never knew that when you was working those 14 18 hours i thought that you just was rather being away from me you was doing your own thing i didn't realize that was for me thank you for being for me when you wasn't necessarily quote unquote with me and in the same sense yeah what if on that cross it's like yeah you don't what you're feeling right now is what you interpret as the absence of my presence but i am more for you right here and if you can just endure it maybe this is for somebody out there just to say endure what you're sensing as the absence of god's presence and these type of synchronicities of low energy and all of that because god is more for you than you even know that's good yep never leave you never forsake you never leave you never my mama never left me more forsake me but i had a story tweet you love me you all could look no i wasn't i wasn't i wasn't apart from you i was working on your behalf all of us all of us have that story though right we're looking at our lives and our family and trust me i've got those stories too where you know my dad wasn't present in the home and uh in our head he was a superhero he was a great dad that existed somewhere in the universe that we if we can go live with him if we can meet him if dad would come home everything would be okay but like and if for as a kid you know where's our dad we wanna mama mom tell us to write write them letters and stuff but then eventually like as i became a man i'm like hold on like he's a i know thinks some things about him he's a drunk you know and obviously he's trying to hide he abandon his kids he's trying to suppress stuff but like i had to let go of that fantasy that that he was a you know god may have saved me and my daughter i mean me and my my sister from like abuse and getting beat and all kinds of stuff you know what i'm saying so this idea of like it would have been better or easier if he was here or whatever like i may have been saved from a monster you know what i'm saying that's right and so uh yeah these different narratives that we that that are truth to us and same thing with religion you know our our narrative on how we interpret things and and uh and we have to say it just right or if we don't then then it it challenges someone else's narrative um you know the political system you know that narrative uh all of us yeah even though i'm sure there's a lot of places we agree of what we think is going on maybe a sinister illuminati plan maybe trump comes here to fix and save everybody like that's a huge narrative that trump is on your side and he's working for god like i don't believe that but that's a huge narrative that's out there i think it's a false narrative yeah i think it's a lot of focus so taking that and rolling with the ball with that kind of projection and that kind of narrative regardless of the actual evidence of the situation people's beliefs are deciding what reality they enter so maybe we've had a specific threshold that says that there are people who believe synchronicities are possible so now we're getting closer to like we don't just have a hall past hang on with the elohim we're beginning to become like it there are certain forms of consciousness that we're like leveling up and now our mini map is larger and we can see through time differently and we get sort of premonitions and clairaudient experiences and clairvoyance because we're not subscribing strictly to saying that everything must be this way and then kind of clinging and clutching to that commandment rather than surrendering to sort of a natural elemental flow well it's almost like you saying that is the power happens when you let go of the narrative i would say that we try to examine our our minds and our hearts to really release all attachment of the narrative and of the outcome and maybe that those who are doing that are like stepping into a place where wow i can see clearly now the rain is gone i thought it was this way and now that i've released any desire to a determined outcome i'm able to pick up on different you know the i would say you know i'm saying the true narrative which is more of a deeper spiritual embrace that's not a release that's an embrace you have to bring that true narrative close and like sit near it and merge with it but even that's a narrative too though right and then you release that and then you embrace the release and the awareness is something that you you love the canvas so you never judge the painting because every canvas is something that you can harmonize with simply for the fact that it exists that's a that's every moment we enter meditation at least goes on in my head yes in my spirit you know zero point the matrix where things are created dang definitely definitely i'm sorry i i muted it was a background noise i didn't want to get in here man this is so good reminds me uh okay i love this is kind of an off thing but there was a seinfeld episode okay hey where kramer he did this strange movement with his hands and from some guys and he didn't know that it was a gang sign that he was doing and all of a sudden he got bought into this circle of folks where he got things going for him he got front lines and all of this simply because and he didn't know he was just being kramer what if in in those that are gamers what if we're tapping into a cheat code up up down down side side up that we didn't even realize that it's like oh and so the more that we do it and if anything i think that you know most leaders would say and i think we all resonate with is that as you practice it practice it in love practice it in peace like recognize your own distortions and realize when you're trying to practice it for manipulation's sake and pull away from that and come to a better place of doing it in love now you're up up down down side side boom meditation worship uh elevation boom sent you ascending you moving and now you're you're shifting the perspective because it's a cheat code you know i i never get past that whole i remember when gaming first like where they had the different shifts of the views so you can view from the from the person's eyes and now you're going through you know first but then you can shift up into you know you see it into a different one third or you shift into you see the whole thing and you see somebody way over here over there what if synchronicities are like the morse code level of telling us you're tapping into cheat codes you're you're doing this straight you don't even know what you're doing but you're opening yourself to higher levels and if that's the case then we must follow jesus's teaching we must follow what john said it's just do it in love love will lead you especially even when you're distorted and you're going in the wrong way love will lead you back to the right path 100 yes yes 100 and the cheat code it's almost like the cheat codes there's there so one of the first cheap things uh what's that a thing called game genie game shark game genie yeah game shark came later but game genie and so you would plug your you would put it in it's a it's a cartridge that lets you put another cartridge inside of it but it will let you hack into like the uh the hardware and uh and there was codes that you can do that i don't think we're actually programmed because like up down left right a b start like those are codes that have to be programmed like if you learn these codes versus like you can go in there and and a lot of times do anything with ones and zeroes you can change the main character out to be an enemy you can have infinite lives you can jump higher you can fly all anything that's that's able to be tapped into the game you can do so more than a cheat code more than actually uh these are developers tools the uh the developers tools the dos language yeah the dolls and the bios that's architectural of the system because again in a video game like if forward forward makes you sprint forward that's encoded in the game but if you go into the game system and said if you press and hold forward that makes you jump you actually made like a a surface level layer change of the development so game shark and game genie allowed you to act as a developer and you would re-engineer the game so it would send separate commands that aren't there sort of like if you go you go to pray versus if you stop and you chat with people who you're particularly resonant with and you all agree that you're going to go pray and then you will go off and pray separately together you've kind of modified your own architecture and changed the developer's code so that you're ready to have it be something that's more personalized like infinite health potions kind of thing yeah the truth really does do you think that's like to a degree what's happening right now with us on on a greater scale so it's not an individual thing but it's a it's a wave it's not a particle it's like it's happening we're running into people that it's happening with do you think that's going on yes in a way it's more like there's a tier like there's a raising level kinda like if everybody plays wall ball in school and then some people really get good at it the good people are only going to want to play with the people who are that good to get better they're not going to when that was the basketball analogy facts facts step up you got to challenge yourself and that raising tide i think that we no longer as individuals strictly identify with our societal ego it's not that you are your name and you are only the people you are only the reflection of the people you interact with because 1500 years ago you would only see specific amount of people who would only give you certain input about who you are so your sort of canvas of identifying the painting of who you see yourself as is informed by your work friends your home friends your bar friends your spiritual friends whatever all of those synthesized together but now we've reached a different echelon where there's near infinite amounts of information and we've kind of crossed over into this threshold of reflection because now it's not like we're independently looking up youtube tutorials we're actually able to interact through the same platform to have resonant discussions and if people don't want to talk about it or troll through they get cleansed out and since enough of that pairing and trimming is happening to me this is the fruits this is the budding fruit that's sort of leading the way into us accepting what could be seen using the colloquial term a digital darshan or using like a more sacred term simple in english that would be a a spiritual technology integration love it richard you deep with it baby i love it gratitude appreciate you so we got a comment here from chris garner good friend he says it is what you make it so like you just saying that allowed you to to tap into the bios and change the code and that's what you made it you made it that because you believed it and you spoke it and you acted upon it like there's one thing about just knowing something and there's another thing and stepping out and actually doing it and bringing something into fruition um so again with prayer it is what you make it prayer is boring i had to pray wait for my parents to pray y'all prayed too long at church write prayers this prayers that like so when you go into prayer you're going to get a boring a duty i have to do a duty it's what we're supposed to do you know i gotta pray for my enemies pray for those who despitefully use me i have to you know offer love to but for someone else who their prayer is a communion and things happen when we pray we look at jesus like you know when jesus was praying what was he doing you know and so i don't know what he's doing until i actually read it in the scripture and i got some proof of it oh wow okay so he was praying he would go into a mountain or cave or he would go on a top of a a mountain okay that's interesting um people were meeting with him spirits were coming to him his his ancestors and his teachers were teaching him from from behind beyond the grave like that was happening when he prayed so now prayer isn't this thing of begging god for what we want and all these repetitions no prayer is like this engagement of like i can't wait to pray i can't wait to experience whatever god or they have for me my ancestors have for me if you're not open to that if that is not in your because it's not what you what you say it is it's not what you make it but once you once you see it and and that's what testimonies are for right you go out jesus heals a man and the man runs out everybody knows the dude had a hand like this since he was born jesus touches him his hand comes alive and now he's able to go out there and shoot basketball with everybody you know so hey who touched your hand dude what happened that guy that guy so now the word is spreading the expectations rising that we need to go see the guy we need to go talk to him and so it's showing us when you step into your purpose and you're calling and embrace it you're showing everybody what can be done fred just we go back to the beginning i'm showing you of some things that can be done you know what i'm saying and so and and as we all rise yeah a rising tide and we're open not if we get into hiding and secretive and i can't tell you how i did it and all that kind of you know stuff that goes on crap in the bucket mentality you'll never progress but once we're open and honest and we bring our pieces to the table then we're able to see some stuff it don't mean that you're right you just goes back to chris garner saying it is what you made it and i found that that is truth what you make it is truth everybody is is right in their own mind all narratives exist even if it's in your own mind but if enough people can believe that narrative it becomes the global brain it becomes the mass narrative of what's going on who who's controlling it trump's role in all of this like it becomes an agreed-upon narrative and so uh like we have the ability to to show people a new narrative as we able to the source like to use that like to utilize that tapping into a narrative and connecting to the source i'm a big fan of robert anton wilson he was one of the contemporaries of timothy leary he wrote a bunch of articles and a couple books including one called prometheus rising which talks about the chakra systems as a hard drives and so one of the aspects that i think is really cool about robert anton wilson besides the bs everybody has their own bs their belief systems and your bs is what you intake like you build yourself out of what you consume so it's a constant awareness of what your diet is energetically vibrationally physically and all these things but the illuminati to me the illuminati are my best friends we are the most powerful ones because where we spend our money those businesses stay in business who we talk about whose music we spread those are the music that gets more listeners when we dj those tracks we play those are the things that become bangers because we are culture creators and architects so it localizes the power and it brings sort of the energy back into the tabernacle we can do it from the sanctuary here the earth is where the church is rather than thinking that there's like a far away force that we're fighting to oppress against and as much as i understand like releasing attachment i'm finding that it for me personally it's growing closer to compassion and it's not like pushing things away but it's finding what to crowd in positively and build more positive addictions that crowd out the negative ones amazing so good um there's a comment here i just want to read this is from from jv on youtube and he says i literally visualized true sika and fred fred lynch who did an interview not so long ago together doing another show yesterday and here you are synchronicity is increasingly evident now so for them they're like you know that was a really good talk i'd love to see them do another one then you wake up the next morning and here we are live you know that's awesome man can you visualize i might be okay yeah no you can for sure so so i mean there are some some truths right of like in in the scripture that like like we're powerful creative beings by ourselves right um but when we come together where two or more are gathered there i am in the midst you got more than one you got you got more than two if one can set a thousand a flight two can set ten thousand and then god is in the business of multiplication and there's your narrative right good we gotta enough people coming together hopefully for the good of mankind and uh and we can shift things we can birth things we can you know the angels go forth and do it i don't do it uh but i i release it i believe it i expect it and as much thought that i put out on there like something's moving if god i don't think it's god saying yes son like maybe that's a thing in my head he says it but the angels are dispatched to start moving stuff around for synchronicity whispering in the dj's ear to play this song at 3 45 so true gets cleaning the kitchen and with his wife killing flies and boom they hear it and just so he knows us a nudge that hey we got you everything's okay that's on the that's on the base surface like i know that that's my understanding but even that is a narrative what if the narrative again with the synchronicity is deeper like listen it's not just so you have a good day and you feel good what if it's like we need somebody to answer the call we need somebody to learn the language like you said yeah nobody's learned the language you get pieces of it you get inspired by the wind but nobody's really learnt the language um who's able to to tap in you know you know when uh talking about playing my my little daughter uh niece her name is kyla right uh there's a game that she loves right now it's patty cake okay so we do the whole patty cake patty cake bakers man roll them roll and roll the roll and put them in the pan okay now of course i remixed it so the roll them is i do hammer hold roll them roll them roll them put them in the pan roll them roll them roll it okay she she cracks up at the whole thing she loves it especially when we get to the hammer part roll them roll them roll them roll them roll them when we get to the roll roll them roll them roll them roll them put them in the pan okay she loves all of that now why am i teaching her that is it for a game when they first learned that little nursery rhyme it was for girls to learn how to make food pat the cake pat the cake you know i am baking i am rolling it and rolling it and now i'm putting it in a pan i didn't learn that just to sing that over and over again it's actually it's it's the song of a narrative and the narrative is for purpose it's like you put it all together and it's like oh this whole time i've been singing this fun song or let's bring it into this this whole time i've been chanting this whole time i've been reading this scripture is it re this whole time i've been praying this written prayer it's to go deeper is four more just don't look at the surface of it but what is the depth of it what is it ultimately for is for sustenance why am i learning how to bake so i can live so see the fun part of it put a whole thing into a song and i wonder if much of what we kind of practice and see in religion and in spiritual practice is all in narrative all in story all in a repeatable fun method that if you take it in for what it's worth you don't even know that you're doing like you said and you guys blew my mind with the whole i thought it was just up up down down cross you're like no that that's just a that's a higher level there's a deeper level that you can go into the very dos and the creation man i gotta think about that that's why i love hanging with y'all talking with y'all man y'all gotta took me to a whole another place that's what it is man a rising tide raises all the ships and uh and what's possible you know yeah i mean so i got my bottom part so now so so now you don't have to you don't have to um so in in in the in the realm of of having that code i would say you have to have a manual right it has to be programmed in it for for the game and you have to learn it and and there's you know there were magazines that came out that you had to get that had all the codes in the back of them and we'd go to the yeah we you buy them so you can bring it home and have all the codes but um but again hacking into the the actual hardware and and creating your own code even then so so here's the thing so that even with that there was a manual so game genie came out with a thick book for every game mario we're gonna let you get infinite lives we're gonna let you jump higher we're gonna let you play as luigi like we got all of these things that you can do but the way you did it was ones and zeros and you can by the look of the draw just make it up now your person may come up with a with a messed up face his head may be on his foot of you just changing the ones and zeros so you get to get in there and experiment a little bit right so now there was a tutorial there there was a book on it right and so we we've got those books we've got those you know spirit realm is a book this podcast is a it's a as a book as a menu as a tutorial but also getting in there and experimenting with the ones and zeroes if you change this one four seven that was the combination that you've been playing with for ten years to figure it out same way that you can you can hack in and we're still learning fred my mind when it comes to uh the scriptures um i'm thinking everything's been taught and studied and and all that kind of stuff right um but i'm still learning stuff in the bible that i've never heard broken down or preached and it's because there was a narrative even with with the bible of of its limits and what it really represented and like i'm saying what what it meant so that's there too versus like i experienced that so now when i read this i may be the only one that understands it not to get a messiah complex but like hold on i'm really partial to this scripture because of my experiences or i'm triggered by this because of my experiences uh so in that regard just with the scriptures and and the interpretation and breaking it down it's uh limitless there was a i forgot the theologian that coined the phrase and the idea that like the scripture is as deep that an elephant can swim in it but is as simple and shallow that a baby can wade within it and it's both realms uh i think the old it was the old jewish uh ways of looking at the text with that they said it's like a diamond and every way that it turns depending on where you stand or sit and the light shining through it a different sphere a different color a different faucet of light would shine and their whole idea was don't say this light is better than that light or this faucet is better than that but all of them are to be appreciated to get the to get the whole of the whole full spectrum yeah and so yeah yeah just you don't stop continue the amazement enjoy it love it for what it is take it within so that you can figure out how to express it out there in the real world and that is absorbing and reflecting light i mean that's the the beauty of the the diamond i i say that in one of my songs uh arrive in the rise we stan it's my new one we stand on the back of diamonds uh we stand on the back of giants beauty within the diamond and so the in and there's more to it i don't explain it in the song but the beauty within the diamond is when the light hits it we're all seeing the light from a different perspective the spectrum of that light from a different perspective and that's the beauty within it i know um my friend uh daniel cook jedidiah uh cook he you know he keeps his diamond with him and and when he does his shows he always uses it as an analogy for the different facets of light that comes from the one uh that we all are a part of and that's the beauty within it you know yeah yeah and it's ridiculous for us to sit up and argue over which is the best light and all my life's better in your life look it's lights and let that light god our way because light is for you to guide your way so you can navigate in a better way how many of us love walking into balls and walking in the trees maybe you love that for now because this is all that you've had and i remember i was at a place where that's all i had i was into arguing over who had the best light and arguing over who's not light and all of that and uh then it got beyond that and it came to just let's marvel at the beauty of this light and i'll take it in and allow it to enhance my light i'm not gonna say oh yes not light and yours is terrible okay okay i don't have time there's there are greater things to do with my time that's good that's good light the the light is huge and uh we all have a piece of it part of it sacred special different different heat different temperature um different radiance being cultivated and i'm looking for i'm looking forward to this life this heat that's going to come out on your new album partner man dude i was i was i guess it was yesterday may have been today i don't know but i'm singing frequency like the course of frequency and i'm like yeah you need to come out i'm waiting to put anything out publicly until like everything gets registered the right way and all that kind of stuff oh yeah so yeah i'm sitting on 20 songs man and uh i'm like i want the world as an artist let me ask you what is that like to be sitting on those songs you got that good and you just want the whole world to get it what how do you parcel it out don't you just want to just blah just give it all out there but how do you do that as an artist that's hard for me yeah how did you do it so each album has been special um because i felt every time i released it spiritually i there was a connection i felt the world needed it and i i can't lie to you like uh the process for this album has been just another spiritual song it's just another way to rhyme kundalini and chakras and mantra you know what i'm saying like i've learned how to do it i'm good at it i'm getting repetitive my flows are getting so there hasn't been that anticipation for me and you know writer's block i've been open uh honest about all of that right so um but now i've been sitting on some of this stuff for a year man and but and some of the best stuff was even created first you know i'm just trying to squeeze out a couple collabs now um but now i'm feeling it yesterday i felt it you know that i that melody of that song frequency frequency yeah like people we need the world singing it you know what i'm saying like it's it's it's time for it so i'm i'm feeling a release a inching and an inkling to be done with it um just not not to be done and move on but but it done to like it's ready you know i've done i've done the patty cake i've yeah i've put my you know beat it in my hands rolled it together threw it in the pan and now it's been cooking and it's ready to come out so that's something that i look forward to versus like yeah i got another album because y'all won an album you know what i'm saying and there could have been some of that at the beginning but i have to like know that i got some magic you know what i'm saying know that i got something that um even if some of it is repetitive there's some beautiful gems in it you know what i'm saying getting over my my uh my writer's block or my um my own critiques you know that that hinders me from releasing and creating that i'll say yeah this sounds like my other song so i'm not gonna do it uh kind of stuff but there's a lot of good stuff on it and it's ready so i i'm ready for it man i know it's gonna be beautiful and once again it's going to be new to all of us yeah exactly so i said frequency for everybody because fred's featured on that song and literally was this in my head i'm saying in the course secret synchronicity synchronicity man i i've been i've come to the place of looking at songs like this is that what if you are able to look beyond the song like name some of your favorite okay one of my favorite artists is stevie wonder okay i was just listening to stevie wonder's loves in need of love today today this morning it was one of my songs that once i came out prayer meditation that was my first sacred song i wanted to listen to it's a beautiful song now i listen to it now in 2021 i remember my mother was in her young 20s when i think when the album came out and i remember when i got into the album when i was in my young 20s and my mom telling me yeah we were just about teenagers when that album came out and it was so dope we used to smoke weed and listen to it the whole thing now when stevie pulled that song out of the ether that song had within the the makeup of the song the moment in 2021 that i would hear it and need to hear it in a sacred moment it had the moment in the 60s or 70s when my mom first heard it it had the moment in the 90s when i got into it it had the most like and it'll have all of in that song all of the moments that everybody will listen to it and get something from it in the same way the lyrics that you were writing bro like it's a piece of a puzzle for somebody years from now that is just gonna fit right when they hear it and they're gonna be singing in the back of their mind and singing frequency and not knowing that they hidden cheat codes they hit chicos just by singing the chorus they're going to school i love it dude love it yeah they're going to school i mean that's what you're going to school anyway no matter what you're you know filling yourself with so hopefully something positive something beautiful that's going to uplift versus tear down and those kind of things that's what's up i'm i'm trying to finish i think one more song and i i honestly thought it would be fun i was thinking about going live to do it and getting people to help me write it like getting ideas from people like the last song on the album is uh i've kind of got the beginning of it um which which is it's with illuminati congo so he's on he's on the uh on the hook and uh it's called yeah i've got just the beginning of it but i thought wouldn't it be fun if like people can like throw words out there or throw references while i'm in real time like wilding online with them like i thought about especially because it's the last song too i've always wanted to do that love it man derek i love it do what hip hop hasn't done before i love that man that's crazy take hip hop like take hip-hop beyond where it's at i always like to say that you know in hip-hop we've gone as far and i i hope this is true as far to the bottom as we can go you know every decade we find a further level of debauchery that we could just go a little bit lower yeah but what if we change the direction of this like are you talking about giving the devil a lap dance just a little let me see what can i do yeah it's gonna go a little bit lower and it's like i got a lot but we can go higher man we can go broader like when when when kendrick lamar got the pulitzer prize i was like yes we're going broader we're we're getting deeper but now from cats like illuminati yourself all of these cats that's just like really saying uh all of the pioneers that did christian hip-hop they were like we were stretching the paradigm of what hip-hop is and saying no it's actually more than what you think it is yeah okay i remember those days and that you can you believe that a lot of that still goes on the persecution of christian hip-hop like in church it's not of god that's of the devil y'all trying to be like the world to win the world you hear all these little cliches that's like totally unbelievable how can i stand here is one of the greatest songs ever written so i was going to hold myself like am i muted no no no we got you man can you guys hear me okay so yeah i need to hold myself from like going on that food seeker like appreciation rant because i'm like a you know i'm a junkie you know there's that you're a junkies devotees yeah now i've been hooked on this car for like a really long time so there's two truth seekers in my reality there's the podcast with seeker you know and there's like a spiral hip-hop like a solar system basically with the words being like planets and you know with their moons and [Â __Â ] just kind of like implanted like meaning and stuff so i didn't know this was going to be a hit i just want to say like you know you gotta do this i'm okay just i'm just gonna praise jesus you know he said he didn't want to be praised or something like that at the beginning so anyway uh for me i completely lost hope and hip-hop man because like um i just thought whatever is capitalistic i call it capitalistic competitive psychopathic neurosis in mainstream american hip-hop you know and that's what's being marketed and that's what they want the children to grow up on you know and uh so when i stumbled upon derek and then you know there was mcob in the beginning and then i moved on to loca and then i know the whole family of guys who are doing this like hip-hop and things they they come like most of these even even the true cheetah and lots of like my favorite thing and these guys coming from like proper gospel records you know so i remember fight music and i remember you know basically that they may know him and um there's one thing that i have to say i think that like you could really do a 20.1 like just a representation of how can i stand here acoustic uh because it's it's for me it's like a devotion song that i don't even have to know jesus to feel god in that song and now i should hold myself back from you know talking more about music but anyway i just wanted to say one more thing about synchronicity so today right so i have i've been experiencing mad like parallel timelines kind of synchronicities uh with my um which is also known as the you know your beauty of focus or you know which is hanuman and um so when i went to this pilgrimage spot like i i i reviewed his colors and synchronicity track basically it was about the third chapter right and that's how it goes up and then i i was like plastering the internet with this track today and then as soon as i plastered it before like the fifth or the sixth time in all these different communities this post just comes up saying synchronicity things are getting weird i usually don't get on the to the podcast because you know i'm a blabbermouth and i either just you know talk about tool or i talk too much you know so but then this was something that i had to get into so literally like i posted the synchronicity track from the colors album more than five times and this thing just came up and that this that's weird right that's like it's not like seeing three two three on a number plate it's weird you know anyway that's i can shut up now i'm talking i'm trying to think about that because i i had some lyrics from from the voice my buddy the voice who's on that song oh i love that fact yeah they were playing in my head i don't remember the lyrics right off but i wonder if it was from that track wouldn't that be weird if everything uh revolving around just the theme of synchronicity i remember thinking of of his his lyrics that were playing in my head but i don't know what song it was because we've done so many together but that'd be interesting so that's that's probably the only song that starts with the jungian sample in the whole of the internet and talks about synchronicity and i'm just like okay so this is this is like new age from the future you know gotta explain it man make it make it uh make it practical make people you know know that that it's a thing you know in church you know and this has been around even even in the church realm for us but we called it um confirmation yeah god is confirming some things because i saw this and it was just a confirmation from god and it's still that right so synchronicities are confirmations if you will um but now we're able to explore them and they're getting deeper and getting more bizarre you know as time moves on or as we become more conscious of it being something that happens i think of the book of uh i think it's the book of esther that uh the scholars will tell you what's interesting about the book of esther is that you never the name god is never actually in the entire book but it's like it's weaved in in fact they said it's written kind of in a tongue and cheek that all of these synchronized moments happen and they never say yahweh and they never say god because the whole point is god is orchestrating the whole thing can't you see it and that's what's happening in this world it's a beautiful tapestry man it's a beautiful dance can't you see it it's like lyrics i wonder sometimes lyrics that come to me and it's like it came to me because it had to come through me because it had to be in this world for somebody down the line to get it can't you see it can't you see yeah man i i'd love it so wait a second go get it get it get it are you a rapper bro fred's a rapper yeah he's just put out of you by your like you know other names yeah he actually uses his his his name fred lynch oh you used to use my name yeah i i used to try to yeah i used to try to find a cool name i went through all that yeah i ain't come up no that's cool i still stick by my notion that boutique is the greatest napa ever even though he can't remember the lyrics of synchronicity now but i suppose he's got a lot of despite you know but um it's just yeah man yeah just it's just a paradigm of like the kind of worms that open up when you put out music like that it's just i mean i'm just like all of us here it's like when you put out like fred and richie and just when you put out music which richie's featured on a song of course are you you're a rapper am i the only person richie i would love to hear uh some of your ideas i love what you just said it resonated so much with me when you talked about beat boxing and how those hit certain energy levels in your body and sets you into a place of resonance which is trans state it sets you in a state of transit and into a transition state trans state so you can transition simply by beat boxing i think that's kind of reminds me of the little the whirling dervish and some of the you know in the black church we we got this one right here if you ever see somebody doing this mug right here where they they going back and forth they're in the zone you better leave them alone and it's all of that so yeah i love you you know talking about that beatboxing and what that triggers and sets off in you so all you guys are going to be on white magic oh that's great yeah so fred fred just put out a a project called the sacred home and it's a mixture of meditations and spiritual hip-hop so make sure you check that out too yeah let's check it out yeah help us get the word out on that yeah paid promoter he's a paid promoter oh my god man don't get me started somebody asked me if i was trying to expose shootsika i'm like who was that that was so weird i mean we were having a conversation about some stuff and i'm like expose what that he writes lyrics in fibonacci i don't understand like what what do you want from me they're like go and expose him i'm like listen i do album reviews for my homies i don't know what you guys are looking for you know i don't know it's funny you know what real talk real talk i think a lot of people are afraid of steps that you stepped out derek true seekers because because they are on the precipice of the same critical massive place of change that you are or that you've already been so in other words they're fighting against they're kicking against the prick remember the story of saul that we need to convert it to paul why was he persecuting them christians so much because he was just like on the precipice of changing himself and so he's fighting all against it all that he can until he ran into jesus and jesus was like why are you fighting against me why are you fighting against change why are you fighting against the inevitability yeah there are things in my life why are you persecuting me paul paul why are you persecuting me why there are things in my life that i know that i just don't believe anymore when i first became a believer i believed in it but now as i lived in 45 years of walking with christ uh i don't believe that no more and it's okay it's okay yeah people still think you do though yeah that's the weird thing right like the the yeah you met 20 years ago 10 years ago yeah fred is real combative he's real big on this uh replacement theology man he's it's something you gave up 10 years ago you know what i'm saying i'm just throwing like correct stuff out there but that's how it is and you meet them and these people like still ready to combat the old you yeah they're like hey man so you're like i'm already off of it i've been studying on that theology man and i'm ready to come i'm ready to talk to you about it's like dude that was a moment in time you know what i'm saying like i'm i'm done yeah i'm all for that music music yeah that was that was great i played my drag fights games to that stuff i i played my dragon ball z to that stuff you know my computer and stuff like that but uh yeah i think i'm thinking assassin's creed while holla at the white magic you know so here's the one i'm gonna need some help writing medicine man medicine woman medicine supported by all nature that's congo yeah hey that's cool i don't have the song written yet the vibe is i shaman that's the name that came to me i shaman is gonna be the name of it illuminati congo luminize coming down uh in november so we're gonna come get here a little bit earlier to shoot some footage and i've already got the idea of the video in mind um very very shamanistic mud water um i got a another local rapper here that i'm thinking about getting on the song as well so we can actually shoot the the footage and i know it would be hard for me to wrap it because there's a latency issue but uh yeah i can try and it's gonna sound bad because it's not gonna be on time but you guys can kind of get the picture and i can tell you the so i'm gonna throw out just the ryman scheme and the uh and the um so the rhyming scheme and the rhyming words right at least the syllables but anybody who throws me any ideas like i have to put it out there that you can't come back and try to claim that you wrote it and i inspired trustee to write it like you did as far as like you know throwing words out there i have to say that as a disclaimer because i've i have had people come out and say that they wrote my music for me and that's never happened um hey hey i just want to say this the only ghostwriter crutika ever has he's the holy ghost to be honest with you to be honest with you uh when me and king james was doing our album together um i i took i took a long time because i'm real it takes me a long time to write usually and uh writes that joker writes so many he writes a song a day and uh he i was taking so long he gave me like seven tracks that i had to finish i was like bro i just got finished with one you knocked out seven so i got all these tracks sitting on me that i gotta do uh before i can even work on any of my stuff so he's like hey man here's a notebook full of my lyrics and you just you know i'm saying you can feel free to use any of them i'm not using these and joker handed me a notebook this thick of lyrics and songs that he he wasn't gonna use wow and he gave him to me and i'm like i'm i'm honored thank you but i'm not gonna like wrap your stuff because i'm not gonna feel it it's not gonna feel like it's i'm connected to it kind of thing right um right which is a big reason why people don't like ghost writing you know what i'm saying so true but yeah good people don't like ghost writing good people don't like ghost writing but um i i don't know i i just and i i said that to say true sticker didn't give me credit on the album on that song it should have said written by sheil and true seeker and richie you know what i'm saying like that kind of and you have to say that so don't give me the lyrics thinking that i'm finna you know not even integrity bro integrity so i'm gonna i'll give you what i got so let me see where this beat comes in so yeah so it's like uh uh burning the sage and lotus into a state of focus sippin get kawaii coping fourth chakra open yeah so it's gonna be that slow run so open focus lotus coping the motions devoted so devoted emotions so there's a couple that come and i'm watching chat to throw words out or syllables because you know the the scheme going through the motions but and it is about shamanism shamanism being uh your connection with nature burning sage lotus um i'm sure you got potion in there right nope nope and again though so with that when i talk about repeating myself i've used all of these words that we're getting yeah i use songs right you know i've used all of these words and that's what makes it hard to be like yep can't use potion anymore and trust me yes the hardest part because i've used all the it really is my vocabulary it is hard it is hard because well because well i think about charlie parker everybody wants that same riff that was so famous by charlie and but if charlie does that same roof in every song then he hasn't he hadn't spread and grown as an artist i want to say two things it's like i don't know if i can put in any words and stuff but i want to talk about like this ancient stand staying right because once then saying and then there's like tools music so the zen saying is die to the past each moment of the day so it's like a lot of it might seem like it's done but the thing is like as soon as you remove that notion of thinking that it's already been done it's probably something completely new and i see okay so with someone like derek ever since awakened the fire this dude's just been on an upward spiral you know and so i i thought you keep that uh sear you know so the thing is like there's no peaks if there's no competition with yourself or anyone else you know it's just equilibrium what is the different competition for yourself though i mean it's like how do you compete with yourself uh when you know that it's like choosing choosing between children you know if each record is like a child that some children are just different from the others you know what i mean yeah so i know i know people who are wordsmiths like tech9 and all those guys and eminem like they're using all the same words you know what i'm saying like they i don't think it even pops in their head not to well i said that on my first album you know what i'm saying they look at it like i guess in homage yeah i think that's just gotta keep blowing bro the diversity of dialogue like how many different darts you have that you're working with and the accuracy of which you use each of those darts i think it's the presence of the holy spirit that matters honestly you know like the words are secondary yeah if it means something to you for sure yeah yeah yeah but again like it's different as writing a song like a a poem or a rock song or something like that where it doesn't have to rhyme so in this in this realm where my mind is is rhyming on that kick yeah gotta get another focus yeah hitting it when it opened yeah and i'm devoted yeah puffing on magic potion yeah don't give away our secrets bro i like uh i i often when i rhyme i'm a very word picturey type person so i will rhyme from the word picture so like one interesting word picture that i thought just to pass on the motion of smoke yeah no for sure for sure because that goes back to the first the first thing that i said and it like uh and obviously you know that what i do is i just i the most beautiful stuff is not describing all kind of different stuff and because that's kind of where i'm going with it until it's like wait we gotta park here i need to drive i need to describe like you said how the smoke rises the when i smell the sage and and start expect you know expanding on what happens when you smell to say it's like lower level entities are gone they're removed out of the room we clear the energy it's only positive the smoke's rising up into the the heavens and received as an offering right you know and so is parking on that and uh one of the things that i i went to a writing class once and they talked about just like taking any like thing and explaining the hell out of just going in like so smelling the sage like chemically what's happening to you as you smell like and and so like i get into like that what hits me with a rhyme so how can i explain chemically what's happening to me as i'm smelling this sage it's going into my body yeah yeah i got the one i say uh i say uh the nog chompa it burns and stimulates my senses the sage i handle dismantles lower demonic systems can you see that can you see that he's put me on it yeah yeah there it is there it is alright what is that your sage no it's not champa i have inside you know oh man it's really cool fantasy becomes my reality my reality becomes my insanity maintenance transit yeah it's pretty good stuff all right cool i just thought i got fred as well on youtube it's perfect what happened to truth chief that he disappeared i think his dogs in the back was trying to spread lyrics too i wouldn't be there yeah you know what something that i really like from three to three is telepathically it doesn't tell me that everything is going to be all right well oh man that's cool i'm just like looking up like youtube and subscribing to y'all does richie have like a youtube channel yeah i'm kind of around richie breath should be a youtube channel but i'm mostly guest spotting on other people's and staying in the chaos mystic circle.nets where to find us you're connected to the mysteries spot now i know where to find you yeah that's good stuff awesome awesome package came in my dog all right so listen you guys i think i'm gonna sign out just giving you a massive love derek you're you're freaking i don't want to go on a rampage of appreciation of like truth you know i love you guys i'm really looking forward to the next we're gonna have a flight tomorrow i'm going on a pilgrimage again we're gonna just get wild and [Â __Â ] so i will definitely connect with you guys you know my brother you keep telling me that everything's gonna be all right all right hallelujah i'll see you guys later you know the funny thing is like and i just said those lyrics and i'm and the other stuff i got is this i'm using the same words and i guess i just got to jump over it put it out so hey it is what it is you know what i'm saying like nothing new under the sun you know my message hasn't changed i want you to get it in a different way you know so right right right right right well picasso he'll use the same colors man can't nobody put that swirl on it how you do it though so do you do what you do indeed indeed congo typical kawalom koken fourth chakra open right so the cacao dealing with the fourth chakra of the heart chakra opening the heart with the cacao the nog champa the pranayama the secret doctrine the seven chakras mantra yeah i just got to knock it out because if i don't do it and just write what comes it's never gonna come out y'all that's why this project's taking so long that's true it's true it's never gonna come out right i'm gonna beat myself up and i'm like well you said that last year and man i bet all you got to do is come back from the gym and just decide doing this commit to it earn the stage make it happen and clear it up you'll be done in like an hour i know that it gets you no yeah for sure yeah yeah i started writing the other day and uh i could have finished it then but i was trying to do other stuff at the same time there's something about like when it's in this pre like before it's written you know it already exists you you know the song already exists it's got to just be burst through you and it is pre-written state that's got to buy about four seven different interpretations and ways that you can go it's almost like having a word document that is not printed yet and you can print it once you print it you got to commit to that's what it is yep but i think i know you'll do it it'll be by all nature medicine man yeah medicine medicine man hey that might be fun stream in the booth with true seeker twitch stream showing daw letting people noodle around on the inside maybe for patreon only members or something like that yeah i thought i mean i used to do it mixing i've been editing videos all morning for a friend of mine i shot you know i've been shooting videos and so i was like yeah should go live editing this you know people do it all the time hanging out people do it all the time they really do probably the thing about it is that you as an artist you know you cutting it off and saying no i'm on this route especially with people offering stuff i know for me like i got a woodshed i got to get away at times because i'll have people giving me ideas and sometimes it sparks it and then sometimes i gotta say okay leave me alone i got it i got it don't don't throw me off don't mess me up i gotta play this with this awesome i gotta play a little bit of this just because i said it was stuck in my head and i kind of have a rule that the way i get it unstuck is just to listen to it it's a bit like tuning into different radio waves depending on what frequency you emit or decide on what station you pick up we can create a situation that reflects that this is the predicate is ever evident taking up resident moving everything as a reference as every atom is spinning and different there's it been a dance that's transcendental to instrumentals produced by elementary sequential and syncopated flow that's interdimensional yeah comprehended through frequency ratio non-local switch the flow to radio signal digital with a fluttering ripple that is metaphysical spiritual biblical and aboriginal i frequently frequent these frequencies just to freeze up my weakness and the frequency that lives within me if only i would truly believe i could change the world but it starts within me geometric secrecy i frequently change frequencies believe real eyes i see 3 6 9 residing in me ripping out these spiral sequence exercise your inner thinness activate your spirit healing living the heart and natural feelings shifting change me if only i would truly believe i could change the world but it starts within me shifting spinning moving yeah there you go frequency fire what oh my god i like that course that's my first time hearing the full course man real stuff bro yeah man thank you for the donation of renee got a donation i i heard it but i hadn't heard the mix down that you've done that so that's good man now did you sound like you were on timing yeah yeah that was good okay awesome awesome awesome yeah some good stuff coming man good white magic right yep white magic white magic for the magi so one song to go but i'm still waiting on even if i uh finish the uh the song i'm still waiting on a couple features so that's kind of as far as what i have to contribute lyrically i'll be done let me ask you this derek uh as an artist this is kind of what i experienced that that high and that low that up and that down uh you know all of the energy the hope the sense of like getting over yourself and creating this thing out of the ether okay and all that it took just to do that now that you're at this place of about to release it and you're hoping that the world can receive it that's one spot so one spot at the high of it takes all of this gumption to do it then you actually do it and print it what do you do when you're at the bottom like empty and you're like ah i did it i hope the world enjoys i hope that it helps them how do you get through that low place as an artist um i don't know because it's like it's never over you know what i'm saying so yeah now like as soon as so i'm the next step is doing videos for these songs you know what i'm saying so obviously i'm editing some stuff remember i shot some stuff in arizona so i have that edited for the most part and uh think about shooting some green screen footage with it as well but um my processors usually give a two-month pre-order and then uh release videos um you know of getting the awareness out there with new videos uh really as fast as you can in that two-month period while you have a pre-order up so that people uh support and people buy your your product and you can hopefully make some money back and things like that and uh so that i mean that's the next phase so obviously they you know they won't get it i think uh you know if they see a video that they're they're actually more likely to get it and uh so the lows on that is is the lows is the algorithm changes uh or maybe even the lcob name so there's a couple different things that come into play like i remember you know putting out uh videos for my songs and and uh they they they got you know three at least 300 views a day sometimes they would get like a thousand views a day or a thousand views a week or something and it wouldn't stop now a lot of the older stuff it's kind of gone up but newer stuff because of the algorithms like i may uh you might not have a lot of views on it so either paying money or putting a lot of work into a dope video and nobody gets to see it because of the algorithms kind of sucks you know a couple things come into play for that i do have another channel i have my main channel and i have another channel that is strictly music videos and and people are subscribed to that and it's and youtube promotes it a certain type of way but it's different when people you know your your um click-through rate of different content and that's one of my biggest problems with the algorithms now is that you know some people don't give a damn about what i'm talking about they want to hear another jordan maxwell interview you know what i'm saying and right care about your album good on you but we need jordan maxwell back we need so and so back so you got all these different people subscribed or or or they have clicked on your video once but they're not going to click on the other stuff because we only want that side of you like we're talking about we only want the well i want the christian stuff man this new age stuff get rid of i don't want it so they'll click on all the christian and then in an opposite there's people who don't want christian stuff shut up about religion religion destroys religion is is elementary you should be far past it why do you still believe in these stupid elementary controlling doctrines why are you playing medicaid so anything that has to do with christ or consciousness or prayer or whatever they're not clicking that so over you know almost 18 000 subscribers they're all subscribed for different reasons versus like hey this is what i do in that there is this is what i do which is an umbrella right you're getting all of it yeah you're getting christian stuff yeah you got those people that's going to watch it all you know what i'm saying they're going to listen to my music they're going to listen to my audio book they're going to listen to the christian talk they're going to listen to the muslim talk they're going to listen to the new age the alien stuff obviously they have stuff that they like more so that's what you have with the umbrella um of fighting an algorithm because algorithm knows that that person saw your video but they didn't click it and if 10 more people see it and don't click it we're not showing it anymore versus like we need everything true secret you know what i'm saying so with another channel coming up you know i have the other channel that's strictly music videos um if you like my music you may be the best place to subscribe to to get it on this one you may get me praying over you one day you may get my musings about god you may get my 10 top spiritual books you may get a song it's a little bit of everything and that's kind of the main thing but as far as fighting and diversifying through the algorithms has made it hard now ten years ago when i first started killed it killed it killed the kill but being able to maintain it and still have relative uh relevancy and in getting people to see your stuff that is that's hard that's hard so that's the low that's the low i can make a song about chakras and third eye all day yeah obviously i'm using the same word like i can there's no but it's about you know getting that stuff out there like why create a song and nobody hears it you know and with that being said i'm still trying to get people to listen to uh to awaken the fire which came out in 2012. you know what i'm saying so that's the good thing about creating something with longevity is that i can i i feel confident promoting my 2012 work um today and you need to hear kymatica you need to see the video you need to listen to disciples of the mysterium watch the video you don't know that oh wow you know um so every other album and that that's a low too you know again you want them to hear your whole catalog because it's good you know yeah i feel like kanye is the full body of work that you've done and it has your growth in the process yeah so that's good yeah for sure um i feel like you remember when kanye stole the stage and was like uh we're happy for you taylor taylor swift yeah beyonce had one of the best videos of so-and-so like i feel like 333 literally that's a work of art whether it's channeled whether i had anything to do with it i don't just the features the beats the dudes i was working with the magic the the captivity the experiences that dude that is sonically like i know for a fact that that was one of the best albums of 2015 that many people are never going to experience you know what i'm saying like i know that i have a piece of art and that's not it's bigger than just being confident just like go listen to it if you don't think it is and you'll see yeah but marketing algorithms all of that makes it to where you can have the best product ever but nobody knows it the the you know the squeaky real gets the oil whatever one's making the most noise so it's just a part of it and those are lows for an artist and a creator i i think i have a theory that that's the reason why you had cats like michael jackson kind of get forced to stay in this one way of being to the point that he's going through what just everyday normal people would see is you know borderlining all the ridiculous it's like why are you working so hard to look the same way and sound the same way is because people get stuck on that algorithm they get stuck on that one formula and that's all they want from you and then when you play to it it's the whole story of the emperor has no clothes on somebody has to say hey that that looks crazy you're not that anymore yeah like like an eminem rapping about you know sobriety you know his earlier sobriety it's like you're not that anymore can can you still like be true to the craft and the art in this new realm of life that you're in yeah or to jump out i mean do you know who chris gaines is no chris gaines is an artist um so so um garth brooks at the height of his career um wanted to do pop and and rock edgy stuff that he was listening to like he's listening to this new new stuff coming out he loves it he wants to do it he's an artist he wants to experiment garth brooks couldn't couldn't have put that out garth brooks put out an he created an alter ego called chris gaines that looked different wore eyeliner you couldn't even tell it's brooks so he put it out under the pseudo name so that he could you know do it and uh you know to fulfill this creative side within him that he couldn't have put out so you know having being able to experiment and put out different types of stuff versus like you know you can only we only want country obviously they're gonna say you fell off your country fans aren't gonna like it you know all that kind of stuff so uh who else did that uh the writer what's his name um stephen king was putting out so much work that he created another alias another pen name and started dropping all of these books that he didn't even want associated with his name and they were they were they were taken off you know and i guess in this in the chart thing like most people you're only as relevant as your last work so maybe if you got a couple short stories or a couple things that you don't feel are gonna hit like the stand and like it but but you want these stories out you want to to bless the masses of something you pulled out of the ether to exist but i can't attribute it to this because this is already elaine and maybe it's not even horror right so uh so you created a different name so it's another avenue for him to get get stuff out you know which i've i've as a reason they did that you know there's a and i've you know i talk about whether it's the podcast or whether it's the different uh topics or sabotaging my channel years ago doing pokemon videos and gaming videos you know people weren't going to get they're watching tutorials on how to open your third eye and uh how to you know get free of demons and whatever else i talk about and then we got one on how to catch the rare pokemon you know what i'm saying which yeah which is like i love you know what i'm saying but but i learned i lost so many subscribers so many people lost faith in me my christian friends thought i was going to hell and why would you forsake jesus for pokemon is like bro like this what i do bro it's like you can't show them it goes back to what we talked about at the beginning they can't let them see you out there playing pokemon with your family right right so you've got to create your other actions i mean for me the way my mind thinks i think from a theological standpoint i question but isn't that interesting because what if in a sense we're created in the image of the creator the infinite creator we're following that same fractal design there is so much to the infinite creator that he's like i'm going to express myself through a rock through a blade of grass through a person not just one person multiple persons and persons in multiple times because it's all me and these are all different aspects of me and if you get stuck on one side you can enjoy that but there's so much more to me that you don't even understand well i mean jesus told the disciples that you know we use that as an analogy you know the side of his that fish like you get somebody sitting out with not fish but uh you know him him doing uh carpentry work right sitting with the guys man listen you're uh you didn't put a foundation man that foundation was wrong or you know i'm sure he can break it down on on how to you know build houses and how to do this and do that but people they didn't want to hear that you know at least those people now his carpenter friends wanted to hear it my friends who loved the game and wanted just to talk to me when i was going live they were just talking and uh they just appreciated the fact that i was live and i was just being authentic you know what i'm saying um right right patricia asks in the in the chat would you employ a marketing expert the finances to to put behind something like that i've uh you know can get expensive and um i've reached out i work with a lot of publicists for this podcast who who send me guests and they get paid to do it i don't pay them but the person who wants to get their name out pays them and so i've i've asked how much they charge to even hire a publicist uh somebody to get you interviews somebody to get your work out there somebody to help you market and make clips and stuff like that and there's no way i've got numbers from people and um and it's really really expensive from where i'm at you know what i'm saying they want you know a guarantee of three thousand dollars a month for for a four month minimum and you need to pay up front three thousand dollars a month for four months i don't got that kind of money um right so i do appreciate when you got people like fred or people like richie you know helping and asking how he can help and and richie just offering to take a load off of me so i don't have to do certain things that maybe take up time and i can create and i can work on the creative aspect of it versus having to do things that you know you should hire you really should hire somebody else for so i have a lot of friends who step up and and so there's not a lot of money in this right there's a there's a little bit enough to keep us afloat but as far as like you know i know you got to spend money to make money i mean that's the name of the game yeah you know and youtube knows that and facebook knows that um if you want somebody to come to your your webinar listen you got to pay us and you got to pass a pretty penny like even if you look at the like how much it costs to reach somebody like you may have to get a you might have to pay a dollar for somebody to click on your new video like you know what i'm saying like it gets pretty like how many so 100 views is a hundred dollars like back in the day when i started it was it was organic so you know i hope that there is still organic um algorithm stuff out there that people are doing really good but a lot of it is commentary on social uh stuff going on on that's relevant this week and it's not relevant next week right so we can talk about trump's presidency and when i do speak on those things they get more clicks it's more controversial because everybody is the masses are into what trump is doing the masses are into okay we caught the prophets in a lie okay now here's true secret talking about it now that that's not relevant right so when i when i speak on those things they you know people are searching it and looking it up i just haven't branded this channel in a way that i have to i want to be a creator i don't want to like give commentary on what somebody else is doing and usually it's critiquing or talking down and i refuse to do it i'll uh i won't do it and so i know people have made huge huge channels and the news is relevant for that you know but i i want to create something that did not exist something that's beautiful that's going to help people and uh and it doesn't always you know like i think in the forums like you're you're practicing what you preach in some ways because the art of hip-hop is independent from an individual and if you understand the frequency of why people would want to be a carrier or a channel for that energy to come through then you can find other people i'm not really a front man that's never been my thing but i'm a bishop of legend if there's people who need support that's definitely where i choose to settle in because i found how to become the stage manager crew there's a lot of people i think who want to be creating but they only see front man they don't really know that there needs to be like people in the studio putting the album together there's got to be people coordinating all the business parts to make that function because like my new recent thing yoga is the art of work and so i'm trying to figure out how to make all of the art of what i'm doing like a yoga or a sacrament or a prayer to a larger form of self because then i'm doing it with like a sense of detachment and i think that's where the artistic parts you support what you believe in and if you believe in yourself you're supporting yourself and if you believe other people you're going to start supporting them too and so you sort of join to a larger sort of community really excited about it and grateful for the opportunity to be co-creating this experience yeah well again you know that's something that i talk about all the time anyway it's like bit you know i'm saying building a team like and i've had pr i don't say problems because i enjoy everybody and what they bring to the table but you have this way of of uh finding people that do the same thing that you do right we got 17 rappers hanging out um and and i tell you what so i've i've trained myself to do all of it to to do to do the marketing to book the shows to to record to do the artwork to shoot my own video i've trained my do it all and so even back in the day when i was doing christian rap really strong with a bunch of guys i was the only guy booking shows you know and every time i'd book a show even just for me they would all get a call to show up you know what i'm saying an invitation that was never extended back to me from those guys you know what i'm saying uh which right that that hurt early on right um but they didn't know how you know they didn't know how the truth is you're breaking up really bad uh uh applause okay i'm breaking the bad yeah in the woods i'm in the woods i'm driving home i applaud the work that i see the back end work that you do from your video work to your graphics and all of that you really put in the work to get it done and most of the front cast just like richie said they don't have a clue on how it takes to do all of that so that's that's really one of the beautiful things that i see that you really do really good appreciate it bro oh yeah i mean that's with anybody we talk about you know they don't see what it took to get there you know they just see the product you get to hear you know and i say that because of what goes into a song and what and you guys are hearing i'm open i'm not i'm showing you my flaws in the chinks in my armor and what what goes on in my head kind of stuff um other people you don't get to see that and uh so i'll put out a project and people will listen to it in a day they'll binge it hey man when's the next one coming out it's like the day after the release and it's like bro i just like i just put that out like this needs to live and get a life and and and be be promoted you know and people will say when's the next one when's the next one coming out and you don't know what it took on the back end to create it all you got to do is push play oh and then critique it oh it sucked it wasn't as good as the last one and you know so um what goes on in the back end creatively or spiritually as well you know the spirit you people don't know what you've been through they don't know you know the time you spent alone or in prayer or or preparing for something they just see once you're launched out in the forefront and they don't know the people that you're helping they don't know the the stuff that that goes on in the secret and it took you years to to learn how to rap or to learn how to you know do something you know in confidence to even push record on the video on facebook or something you know like it's been years in preparation but they don't they can't see that that's big medicine man medicine woman yeah that's gonna be it so what's up um folks in the chat see uh teal empress lemaria reborn preach yeah man hard work pays off though that's for sure and i can tell you the release and and the uh and the gratification that i get after creating and and there's no words to describe it and everything pays off all the hard work pays off all the waiting it all pays off once you create and birth it into this reality that's the beauty of it i just i so resonate with that man that's so true there's nothing like it one of the rhymes a new spoken word piece that i put i just put i said i cherish the hard the work makes you as much as you're making there's a scripture in uh uh habakkuk when it talks about the vision and it says speak on the vision because eventually the vision will speak about you so you start out pushing the vision and saying this is what it is but it says speak about the vision write the vision big make it very plain so and this is what's interesting it says make it plain so that others see it they may run with it so you are the first one to voice the vision then others resonate and they voice but the vision eventually takes a lifetime of its own and it becomes the thing that speaks of you yeah but you start speaking of it you start out by speaking it into existence and then it speaks of you but that's hard work that's rigor that's constant doing it and uh you know that's why it's not built for everybody everybody's not built for this type of art everybody's not built for pushing this out but man that's why one other reason why i think so many people appreciate that's why i personally appreciate you jerry i see the hardware i know what it takes i've gotten up on stage to try to move crowds and when i got up there with a whack ride i got up there with something that didn't necessarily work i can tell you my fails so when i see someone of your caliber get up and do what you do and the consistency i was like okay this boy is doing his own work this dude is doing he put me in the time because you can't do something of that quality unless it has created it made you and molded you so that's where we i mean i think we salute the gift because the gift has created and develops you as much as you've worked to birth it into this world so you know that's what's up yes sir thank you man thank you thank you well i enjoyed it guys it was really man synchronously synchronistic prophetic visions that speaking riddles intuition receiving visions of cataclysms thoughts and cryptic reminders scripted i don't remember all of it so much this is dope though what's up y'all take care all right brother shalom peace that's funny where are you at baby i'm on true seekers podcast hanging out with truth seeker yeah you should be on muted okay oh these technologies man gratitude for sure thank you much that was awesome being able to build the shield and being able to chat with fred and just talk about how like i don't know if you did much terence mckenna talk terence mckenna terrance and dennis mckenna brothers from um western colorado really explored a lot of the psychedelic scene before anybody knew about it went down to south america had some of the first ayahuasca and psilocybin ceremonies actual full ceremony like actually did the process and had the spiritual awakening dennis mckenna who still lives to this day like imploded inward and was like oh my gosh this is way too much and terence mckenna like exploded outward and became really common and popular talking about psilocybin as well as the daodejing as well as different spiritual metaphysical concepts he presented the concept of time wave zero where there's like a novelty and innovation and so we sort of have this thing and it's gonna get closer and closer and closer and then the synchronicity where everything's the same and like all metaverses bind into one and that was supposed to be the 2012 or 2020 portal and then now everything's kind of rattling and it's supposed to go back into a giant wave but what that precludes is that individuals who are focusing on ascending frequencies are going to kind of migrate to the ascending worlds and individuals in consciousness that are focused on that kind of clutching and not having an anger and rage are going to be in the company of that frequency yeah so it's kind of like a big sifting or gold panning going on mm-hmm yep i think it's really relevant when the world is now at a place where we can discuss about religions across borders it used to be you could only speak of the religion of the king or of the ruler of the tribe and if you if you observed did or had their rituals or burn their incense that was bad that was taboo or that was cultural appropriation but in a lot of ways there's actually a respectful and responsible way to identify we're in a global culture and we can share things interconnectedly again to anchor back to that like digital darshan i've been thinking out of the truthseeker podcast for a long time and school of domestics it's like hey i'm gonna dial in with this kind of sacredness frequency where people are gonna not necessarily measure their words obtusely but they're gonna stand behind what they said because they're really trying to communicate fully rather than just kind of rage face with a funny mask on yeah now that's been something that a part of what i bring to the table right syncretism and uh and people of different paths coming together right so if we do a show on um how to open your third eye or how to contact et's or something like that and then we do one on uh the love of god in in the bible or something you're gonna get two different audiences the ones that stick around are the umbrella audience which are the tribe you know and so a lot of those um uh people who hang out are maybe jump on discord together so i've i've created my platform of one who who has a a said tradition or or religion um that that fluctuates you know it's not i'm not bound by it i'm i'm uh it is a i think you proclaim it and you live in kindly yeah that you have a strong foundation and the things that are building you're not strictly only using one kind of architecture which i think is cool because a lot of times people don't know how to do that yet and i think it's more the banality they just don't know rather than them being necessarily evil about it yeah so um i've i've trained myself to uh to have dialogue with others to to talk to people of different faiths and belief systems contrary to what i people who think you know contrary and to not to give them a platform but to just have a conversation and it's not easy at all to have somebody belittle you or your patients right so uh that's what i've learned to do and i and it caught on right the truthseeker podcast caught on as we got a people listening to this day because of that whenever we tried to turn and turn that into a community which we already have um with discord you know there was because i've learned to do it i've learned to sit with a round table with a muslim and a new ager and a christian and atheist or whatever and define commonality because it's there somewhere you got to dig you have to look for it but there's a commonality um but when we would do like discord just because i can do it and my my work is based on that doesn't mean everybody can so i remember people telling people off and people not knowing how to hold their tongue and you know you're going to hell because you said jesus wasn't you know and all of this stuff even taking place in the discord community that has the the uh the new i say new ager the the spiritualist the shaman and and the preacher or the evangelist coming together and they're fighting in the discord community because they you know they don't get to see like i see but it's a round that that can open them up but there was so much of that going on that i had to like and they would run each other off like people who are like yeah i rob with true seeker man i love what he's doing and they would fight and run each other off i i'm gonna have a quarter people be like no fighting here this is where the light and the dark can be friends we chill and hang out and sharpen our ability to communicate rather than like no this is only light side because i've seen it absolutely and it's hard to want to maintain a circle with people who are going to constantly dicker back and forth each other because what are you building how how can you make sure everybody eats if that person's going to say that that person shouldn't eat like no everybody eats we're all here together like that's the point exactly definitely much appreciation for what you've been doing and how it works i think the observation of the synchronicity is probably what drew me most when you posted this synchronicity is getting weird yeah i saw your post on socials yeah things are getting more synchronistic but then i slowed down and i thought about it i was like i wonder if we're just becoming more perceptive to the synchronicities or if they're actually more happening in volume or mass but regardless of which of those it is they're more the riptide's stronger it's easier to be in them it's easier to identify with that synchronistic state as home and again just like more people you know of i can't say that they're ramping up as as in particularly like i'm seeing so many uh i see them daily but that's like what what many people are saying yeah been happening to me for years like it's not ramping up but what's ramping up is that more people are doing it uh or or you know i'm saying noticing it and saying something about it so that's one one thing um absolutely the more you bring light to it the more you bring attention to it the more that frequency is able to express itself uh unfiltered and unabashed rather than like all right here's a paywall and a bunch of gates where you have to even learn about the fact that we're all synchronizing synchronized with what so there's there's a debate right though so there's um kairos and chronos so chronos could be seen as jupiter which is like the clock time which is like we're babies and we're born and then we grow older than we die but then there's um kairos which is the experience of life and so kairos could be that the time in the studio feels like three days even though it was only two hours or the time that you have to make food for people feels like five minutes even though it was you know four or five hours but you just got so involved in making sure all the sauces revived and all the dishes were correct and then people show up so that time dilation i think is a shared experience you're gonna find communities and tribes and people who you can renunciate your belief that kronos time is rule because with the right person in two or three minutes you can go super deep and with somebody you don't know in two or three minutes it goes by really fast because you kind of have to like adjust to each other's orbits and find pressure zones and who's sensitive to these words and not sensitive to those words rather than like the two big things i'm looking at right now trying to intentionally misunderstand people correctly so somebody says something to me and i could like be offended by it i try to lean the other way and like what might have they been trying to say if i would like had their language already yeah and the other one is ominous positivity everything will work out just have that as a theme like no matter how hard you try things are going to be great no [Â __Â ] really but that kind of positive feedback loop i realized is missing from communities and tribes just because i don't got very many clicks of people i spend too much time with so when i am revisiting them they're all looking for like the gandalf what's the stories of the other side and so we're all responsible for bringing things back forward i see it great word brother gratitude gratitude and super stoked on the uh what is it numerology on thursday yeah we have a numerology um webinar going on on the mystic circle um so that's gonna be thursday uh you guys can get access to that um anna or anna's gonna be with us and so we're talking about synchronicity synchronicities numbers you know what i'm saying so we just got to add the numbers up and and see see what it's saying and you add those different numbers up so um see what spirit is saying and that's going to be fun because i really enjoyed the first one that we did with her or the first episode that i did with there that was like a freaking you know example of the numbers and uh so it's gonna be good for sure i'm really excited about people who are more serious about things coming forward because it was kind of looking at people who want to interact and for me the past few years has been finding different podcasters and musicians and like you can reach anybody now you can send them a message on instagram or on the internet then i started dial into some of your school of the mystic stuff kind of traveling around hanging out from my friend's kitchen like yeah i kind of know some of these people and then over time recognizing some of the faces seeing some of the people in the names and now people want to bring gifts forward and so anna was super excited about being able to share so i think that's an awesome opportunity where people can keep carrying things in that direction so looking forward to it and super grateful for also this broadcast today thank you thank you yes sir yeah being able to facilitate that and showing people again that testimony of it can be done the narrative is that it can't be done you can't get a you know you can't get these two people who are on opposite ends of the spectrum to get down and have dinner or or do an event together do a retreat together do a podcast together do a song together you know whatever it is like hold on yeah you can you totally can and uh and you know you showing people opens up those neural pathways to what can be done so therefore they they can find that no i don't have to argue or i don't have to win every conversation huge for me i thought i did i thought it was my honorable duty unto jesus to win every conversation for real like most christians believe and teach that their scriptures like that would kind of give that notion but there's also scriptures that say hey man like go with the flow love everybody find peace find common ground so it's like you get to choose like what realm are you living in what is your reality even within that text you know definitely the muslim the same way like you know kill there's kill the infidel or there's like other things about hey that's a it's a holy war within within your heart you know what i'm saying all of that symbolical and and it's it's all allegory just like all the beautiful religious texts are and so you know what truth do you believe what what strain of your religion are you smoking you know and even further in that how do you live because if you believe one thing but you live differently those are cool like that's a cool theory but the actual way that you move and what you do what you click on who you spend time with what you listen to when you speak up and say hey that's enough versus when you let people kind of figure it out on their own yeah that's that's deep too because with that we got this realm of virtue signaling and i'm going to go on a podcast tomorrow and there were some people i'm good friends with the guy but they're going to make me talk about lgbt stuff i don't want to talk about it you know and they're going to they want to know that somebody gets them and and that kind of stuff and i told them that i will you know we're talking about other stuff too but i don't want to be like a walking billboard for for your ver for for your virtues you know what i'm saying i don't want to fight your your battles for you that's up to you your movement and so um i have to you know i'm going on but i have people who are in those crowds man you know what i'm saying and they look up to me and they listen to me and they want to i guess they want to know what i believe and that that my stance on on one one thing will throw my entire catalog out the window so for the people who right people who are focused on the minutia but i think part of that is you can sift the fans because the people who want to know what you know so they can judge it are different than the people who want to know what you think or what your thoughts are today because tomorrow they could change so that they can begin to see you with a different level of depth i don't really think that people are trying to take pot shots at the preachers but when i see a pastor at the grocery store it kind of gives me a moment of humanness now if they lose their cooler or somebody i have as an example kind of paints a bad picture it's up to me to humanize that and to maybe not throw them under the bus because they have a differing opinion but without the jewels right oh totally people playing it too safe and too violently yeah no and that's the thing the violent stuff turns me off violent well when you say i say violent we'll just use a different word um combative aggressive combative aggressive zealots yeah for sure religiously good in starcraft starcraft is the only place zealots are worth it like vegans zealots lgbtq zealots but then you know racist zealots but then they throw their themselves out there and they kind of like say that they have to be zealous because there was so much pushback and so much opposition that we have to be violent hell christianity expanded because of its violent nature you know and those people who took it and and and used it that way so uh you know but i'm turned off by that i don't want to i don't want to i don't want a piece of any any violent you got to calm your ass down you know i'm being honest with you like the messages that i get from some people wanting me to to be their mouthpiece from my platform and stuff because because i'm open to right okay conversations that can weave right and i think that's really important one of them is like you don't make everybody you talk to your brother that's good you talk to them and you're respectful but not everybody's your brother truth which is great because then when when you rub somebody wrong or when you really get like sadhu dost that was so awesome you got along with them super solid and it was like this isn't play play you're not acting i was like wait a minute you come over one day right you're having real conversations so that kind of you can't treat everybody like your brother because then what's the point of being being your brother but the other side of that that i think is more relevant to this piece is um it's a hard sentence to muster until you understand it violence is golden just like gold you want as little as possible to get the point across you only want things to be as absolutely combative as they must before it can be peaceful again because there can't be a world of all peace there needs to be some kind of friction some kind of tension yeah so ideally to me it's wrathful compassion in words i'm gonna talk to somebody we're gonna disagree in tinting our words rather than actually going fisticuffs like when i was younger and people wanted to like hey well you yeah oh i know this in the energetic form it's way easier to dig up somebody and give them that health potion and give them that mana blast rather than like oh i'm going to take a dig at you across the internet because it doesn't really work so as much as people may be kicking you down i think that you're lifting up a huge ocean of believers yeah for sure well it can work though there's a lot there's mob mentality and there's there's a cancel culture you know i mean arguably that's hard not to think that the first two human beings got cancelled because they ate apple think there's something of people denying and saying that no i i deny this versus i don't think this is proper yeah because you could not think something's proper and then learn about it or you could just straight deny it and i think that's also part of the showing a spiritual instagram or a spiritual internet face because then well who are you you know at the grocery store yeah who are you with your family who are you with your kids who you uh when the person rear-ends the back of your car and dents the bumper are you still spiritual then yeah are you still gonna remember to breathe and all that stuff or is it something where you're living your message so that in the event that something happens you know that it was a spiritual car incident that happens you buy some spiritual groceries so that's it lead with lead by example no drama no hassle that's another congo line for sure so that's what i'll be doing tomorrow i'm going i think at the same time we go live here 10 a.m central um going live with uh conscious tv and it's been a while since i have but he's definitely he's uh he is he has an eclectic audience as well um i would say yeah most people are in in the gay and trans community that's a part of him he's a friend he's been the longest podcast that i've done on here like over four and a half hours we did that podcast like beautiful guy um but i think the the interview that i did with my friend uh uh ariana the other day the lady who was like in the trans movement and then like turned her back on it or whatever and some of the things that i i quote unquote let her say or may have been nodding my head or said yeah or or let some things out that wasn't on other shows people are like hey how do you really feel about this community and and for it first you know and so i guess i'm going to address that tomorrow or try to and like you said there's going to be both of those people there's the piranhas and there's those people of like okay like i get it you know you're an able-bodied white male like you know what i'm saying like so but i don't even want to be a part of that discussion i do want to be a part of the discussion of of like you know unconditional love and acceptance for for anybody i may not agree with it and if that's what we're going to talk about that's what we're going to talk about but that podcast is already scheduled so if you go to youtube and type it in you guys can hang out with us tomorrow in the chat conscious tv with a z conscious tv and uh they'll type in trueseek and it should come up but that's scheduled for tomorrow i'm sure we'll have a fun talk um it's with uh devayon and i see people who are in our chat today from there i guess because they've seen it they came to check me out so we have a lot of uh uh eclectic people gay people straight people trans people like i'm not an expert on any of that stuff you know and and i really don't want to speak too much on something that i haven't experienced thank you i hear you right so throw a little bit just in the bucket i i came up around backstage theater a lot a lot of um like seventh eighth grade i got into shows wanted to do more tech stuff but did a little bit on stage i've been in full makeup and worn different neon clothes and sang and danced and done the thing and that's where i learned a lot of different kinds of sexuality and different kinds of preferences there were more effeminate more masculine people of either genders and i definitely learned very early on that it was all about how they treated me if they treated me like i was a piece of meat and they wanted to treat me poorly then i don't care what gender you are that's not okay and if they treated other people in that kind of callous primal way that's not okay but if they're unconditional and loving okay that doesn't mean that they're instantly forgiven of all their behaviors it's a matter of people's individual merit proves them and i found through this dilation of time especially now in the nine non-binary cultures and i tend to see a lot of my friends as swarms of bees they're just like a hive consciousness and they don't really claim a gender but i know their physical body has a gender assigned to it i just respect them in kind of not identifying the thing that they don't want to talk about it's to me mandating language is the problem you must call me this you must call me that because then it becomes you're controlling my magic from controlling my love yeah right because the love is something that doesn't need the word on top of it like we were talking about there's the title and then the name and then the comprehension but once you have the comprehension the name and the title those aren't really as important so the controversy that you're speaking of i want to hear it it needs to be said yeah i'm looking forward to you bringing that up and it's like fencing with the tip on you're not trying to hurt anybody you're still going to like execute and do the things but there are not enough people who are speaking out their feelings honestly but i think yeah i think some of those people even want to help me too not to get caught up with some of the aggressive stuff out there too you know i don't like the aggressive stuff on any anyone and i know again if you're marginalized people you know you you demand i demand you to call me by my name right if you have you know they i don't know i feel like they try to use other plights as like as their own we're going gonna talk about it i know i can't even you know talking with you but this is this is a whole channel that is just on this that we're gonna talk about we're gonna talk about ufos we're gonna talk about spirituality but i know those those questions are gonna come up because he put it in the title and uh i talked to him on the phone the other day and um before we got off he was like hey i got one more question but i think that was his main question was like hey how was your your stance changed i was like what do you mean so yeah there's a movement of people that uh that are marginalized and that uh you know they want to belong and want acceptance and and obviously the ones who are in and listening to this show want to know my take or my stance not that it has any bearing rice in china so for sure they want to know another one from a person that they hold in a certain office of respect rather than saying that they're going to copy paste yours and make it their own and i often find that confusion is what causes i don't like that though because i feel like it's a it's a lose-lose situation you know anytime that it's like you got to choose like use a former against me and uh you know and i don't i don't i don't really like that you know right i guess in my mind i'm excited to see you be a warrior in the garden because i'm sure there's going to be a lot of loaded heat and pressure but like i've seen gardeners in war and they don't last very long so it's a matter of being aware of what you want to be bringing to the conversation because whatever grows there is what you're going to water yeah which i can be honest and i have been honest i want to avoid the conversation really it's not my thing like i'm not when it comes up nip it in the bud and say hey this is what i feel about this i want to make sure there's no confusion or controversy about it this is this this is this if we disagree we can stop this now and we don't even got to worry about it rather than trying to build it all and stall it into something else yeah so yeah i mean you want to know like it's one of those again with what i said it's not a win-win situation like you want to know that the i guess the people you look up to or the music you listen to it changes things when you find out something about them a true seek is a homophobe or true secret doesn't like gay people or well he likes gay people not trans people his i i i i started talking to him about trans and that's where he draws the line you know and so damn what i think what do you think like that's that should be the the damn thing i think i think the lot of the way to get people to share what they think is to share what you think with an open end yeah because if you share what you think with closed circuitry and that you're not trying to have the conversation that's definitely for me a while it was like i haven't met anybody in my life who has gone through a transition that i was able to keep up with it always felt like they were burning their own life and then i saw other people in my life where they were able to they made a transition either for backwards with or without hormones and they did that and they were able to maintain some conscious congruency of their spirit so it felt to me like something that was really good other times people met some new friends and felt like they got in like infected with a brain virus and then they came out another person and they don't feel anything like they used to well right both of those are scenarios but you get you get a realm of people who said there's only one know that person was trapped in the wrong body and they need to have surgery and everything that's a zealot that's a zealot talking yeah versus that let's hear their story because they may have a change of heart there is such thing as redemption occurs yeah regret there is there is you know trans regrets a huge thing and uh and once you cross that line it's hard to go back you know i mean in some ways yeah it's a trans intellectual conversation because we're having discussions but again at the same time still i don't even feel i give my opinion but what is my opinion because i'm not that person you need to ask the person who's going through it exactly you are and your opinion of asking that person is that cautious you're saying don't judge that person based on me judge them based on the development of their own merit and that's part of what needs to be said it's like you can't just blanket statement members of any community and feel like you're going to make progress if you need a figurehead ideally that figurehead's going to say judge yourself as a part of the community if you want to be on planet earth and you want to decide that people hate each other or people love each other that's on you to me the synchronicity i think is choosing to make the conversation something you want to have even if you don't want to have it yeah and i guess for those who aren't going to listen tomorrow um i've had a lot of a lot of gay people on the show people i didn't know were gay until they told me or until i looked at their their husband and their profile picture on you know what i'm saying different authors and speakers and all that i didn't even know and uh and beautiful people nobody um who's ever rubbed me the wrong way uh one guy we almost can't didn't do the show because he he got zealous like in my messenger about like uh you have to be you have to be our voice piece kind of thing like you have to echo what we say and if you don't choose a side then we're coming for you i said oh don't threat where i'm from we don't threat you don't throw threats because then we're enemies we're not just in a disagreement you don't threaten me or my family or or my platform or nothing right so that's where we become an enemy so um i've had that happen but uh but no i i do have questions about you know transgender stuff we should man like you should never and this is what charlemagne says but you should never make a temp uh uh um um what is it never make a lasting decision based upon a temporary feeling yeah now if you know that you know that you know give it some time man and that's what matt that's what marriage people get married on a whim they divorce next week uh next month next year know that you know give it time if you if you're in the wrong body and you need to change well i knew my whole life okay well that's between you and your creator ain't i ain't got a damn thing to do with that what my opinion is but don't make a uh a lasting decision based on a temporary feeling somebody you know like you need to calm yourself down think about it get out of your feelings and give it time because if it's true if it's divine it's going to keep coming it's going to be this not going anywhere so if that comes with the transgender conversation then then so be it i'm not a transgender but i but i will caution you caution you to uh to be careful because once you go back once you cross the line ain't no coming back you know i haven't seen people you know if they and if they're happy in their skin then i'm happy for them you should never you shouldn't life is too short and too precious for you to go through this thing depressed and miserable but you'll find out a lot of people's testimonies once they've changed over they were still it only lasted a week and then they were depressed and miserable again and they the one thing that they thought was going to change a lot of people i'm using marriage is the same way they were attracted to another woman they thought that if they went there to to to go outside their marriage that it would fulfill something but they left their marriage and they're still depressed and miserable and they still think the grass is greener on the other side slow your roll give it time uh don't make no uh lasting decision based upon a temporary feeling man because feelings change like the wind maybe that's what they're asking to hear about maybe that's the cause yeah for sure get it dialed in and be like don't don't rush to judge don't rush to snap don't rush to say you don't know you ain't been there yeah so amen to that's with anything bro that's what that's with anything that's with uh that's with me saying stuff on here that i'm gonna regret later you know what i'm saying like because you and your feelings just because you mad and i've i've i've practiced restraint i've had to we all do with your job or with what you do for a living go to work and tell your boss how you really feel and watch what happens give them a piece of your mind and just because it it'll bring you peace well you're gonna deal with it in a letter in the office a pink slip and you're gonna be gone standing in the unemployment line well you may be happy you got it off your chest but some of this stuff you may have to just wait to the planets of line to step out and do what you've been thinking about doing so true true that's wisdom man wisdom is knowledge applied and you're speaking of this knowledge as though it's something that you've embodied it's not just something you gleaned or got from a book or pulled up from the meme and part of that is the way that you say it anybody can read the script but the measured tone in which you share the words and the fact that you're hearing your own voice and you believe the words that are coming out of your own mouth may be the recipe people are asking for yes what does authenticity sound like i don't need to agree with your authenticity but i'd like to hear your side of it your perspective of the rainbow crystal as it goes it's just another perspective or another box that people even place themselves in and i i try not to see that box i try to see the person and i'm you know i'm big on that i don't i'll try not to see your ailment i try not to even see your belief system damn your beliefs i try to see you and that's that's what my uh my master taught and uh that's what i try to do so my you know trying to get my take on whatever topics that that that don't concern me you know is not what i'm here for so appreciate he's amazing so i'm excited for the conversation yeah it'll be super charged and powered coming from another person in the child super grateful for everything that you're doing please continue to do the awesome and yeah you got another one tomorrow and then there's another one on the thursday too you can be like yeah shoot man we got a lot of stuff going on i think i got uh okay so thursday i'll be doing another podcast with um clint and charnel on on their show they're starting i'm sorry craig craig martin walker and uh charnell and uh she's been doing a lot of stuff with uh carrie cassidy and uh laura eisenhower they've been doing streams that were like you know thousands of people watching and stuff so i don't know what it's gonna be but they're gonna we're gonna uh they're gonna interview me tomorrow so that's something that's gonna happen too so i'll be sure to share that out um when it happens no actually that's thursday so let me see so when's tomorrow's wednesday wednesday we got uh conscious tv with david yan right and then um then i have a podcast thursday at 10 and then i'm immediately following i'm doing charnel and craig's podcast so yeah talking heads we're going to be talking dirty playing the hits dang i'm glad you're going to be working out and taking the time away from the computer box getting out to stretch drink the water breathe freeze the air yeah man oh yeah i've been working out i was supposed to go this morning didn't go i'm kind of glad i'm sore so all right see that's see so if you were doing tai chi or boxing chinese boxing you'd use this is a soft day so you do soft exercises today i've been wondering i've been wanting to get back to the tai chi and chi gong because i love doing that before a workout so i'll probably be me in the gym doing qigong before we start working out but i love it all the time i love it it's been a while since i've done it because i got out of my routine of doing like doing it before a workout but yeah i love chi gong for sure close to your heart too yeah sharing that kind of stuff actually teaching yoga classes once a week um private by appointment and then body work through the mystic circle as well and that's things of yoga and breathing and qigong and tai chi all the different energy forms but you are nurturing yourself you are the tree you are the light doing well gratitude and many things for other listeners for sure sure so let us know one technique we can do while sitting down before we leave this position qigong okay for sure qigong technique sitting down gonna take a second and like pick up your feet and put your foot down you got to kind of reset your roots because you imagine at the bottom your feet little tree roots grow so every time you move those a little bit you can kind of break those and spread those out wiggle your toes a little bit you wiggle in your toes you can notice how that causes your body to feel you're going to be displacing about a gallon of blood right now just by moving your toes by wiggling those 10 little digits you're pulling all the capillaries and veins and busting around all this liquid so after you feel that flow moving you got all that energy going i want you to see if you can imagine lifting arms above your head without doing it well i mean go ahead and try it for the first time so you breathe in and lift up your arms for the real do it for real breathing out so you use your arms manually like the bellows so now don't move yours but breathe in and breathe out and you can unify the feeling so now you don't even have to think about breathing in but you can still get that wave of peace and then that wave of peace you can make that process independent so if at all possible the emoto things thank your water send love to it but right now just for a moment all the blood in your body which is water go and send that love taking a breath in grateful for the water that makes you inside the marrow your bones inside of the squishiness of your skin turning the filter inwards establishing the foundation from here we'll start laying bricks and building gratitude oh man good stuff yep and so richie teaches those classes man if you don't do a class with him uh he's on the mystic circle and he has his own practice as well uh rainbowcrystal.org yep that's it rainbowcrystal.org appreciate it richie enjoyed it bro we'll speak soon thank you so much for hanging out brother yes yes peace shalom peace well i hope you guys enjoyed this crazy conversation we went all over the place we talked about a lot of stuff um the synchronicities are beautiful they are breadcrumbs from the creator they are kisses from god god winks some people call them i call them god winks is what people say a lot but a lot of people commenting on it on my on my facebook uh it's happening more people people who you would never uh expect to talk about this are now forced to because it's happening to them weird things are happening twilight zone moments where it's like hey you're on the right path something's going on something's watching you something or someone is definitely trying to get your attention with that we're gonna say peace and shalom guys thanks for hanging out we'll do it again you heard my itinerary tomorrow got another one coming up with conscious tv then thursday we got uh two more coming up so that's what we do we're gonna create i'm gonna finish a song and uh the album will be done i'll be waiting for these collabs to come back and uh white magic will be ready to go to all of you magi out there who are looking forward to it peace shalom well that does it for this episode folks to hear more episodes of the truthseeker podcast head over to truthfika.com and if you're wanting to support the show and get rewards go to our patreon page at patreon.com forward slash truthseeker


