TruthSeekah Breaks Down The Lyrics To His Song Meditation
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true seekers back with another truth
seeker podcast gonna be hanging out
doing another breakdown I haven't done a
breakdown on some of my song lyrics in a
while and some people enjoy that so for
those of you who are new to the podcast
thank you for coming on hanging out and
for those of you who have never heard
this song that I'm gonna be covering it
would be your chance to check out that
song as well as check out the meanings
of the lyrics because there's so much
teaching and so much stuff going on
within the song that we can do a good
hour episode just talking about this
song itself and the lyrics and the
meanings and where we get some of these
phrases and terms from in the music so
there's so much to be said I guess I can
cover a little bit of news as well just
to kind of talk about what's going on
personally what I'm working on on the
back end right now I'm working on some
courses I'm trying to get some teachings
down to put my stuff in writing format
and then in audio format as well most of
the stuff I've been learning over the
years I just try to share out through
conversation through the podcast and I'm
gonna continue to do that but have
something down float so that some of the
things we're talking about you can
actually prove whether it's in the Bible
or just when it comes to understanding
how you can actually reference back some
of the stuff that you believe in because
a lot of people take your word for it or
hear someone sharing in a lecture format
what they say and they take it as truth
or whatever but there's no way to back
it up so coming from the realm of
understanding which I come from was to
be able to prove
the belief systems with line upon line
precept upon precept that's what we used
to study in the scriptures to get a
realm of thinking and to get your
doctrine not because it's passed down
from the church elders or the
forefathers or something like that but I
think any Berean any person who is
studying the scriptures if you're
reading something over and over and it's
being addressed this certain type of way
in the scriptures you can be safe to say
that it's a law that it's something that
exists there and you can kind of find
the other scriptures to reference it and
back it up and and my study and over the
years I've found so much stuff within
the scriptures that the church doesn't
even talk about and and some things that
really would reshape the way Christian
Christianity as we know it operates and
there's some really interesting things
in there and they're not bad it's just a
different way to understand the spirit
realm and how we operate in how we
interact with those realms as well so
I'm getting some of that stuff together
in a format where you can actually study
it not just here cool stories and
conversations but reference it back to
some of the other ancient writings and
things like that make it more
interactive with stuff so I'm working on
that I do have to say a huge thank you
to everyone who is supporting me right
now on patreon we have a bunch of new
people this month who were starting to
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I really am guys and I say it's not like
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tribe the community is growing like
daily like it literally is people are
resonating with the information with the
music that's being put out there and
just sharing it with the spirit of
authenticity not being afraid to share
the information not being afraid of
ridicule because that definitely comes
right people want to ridicule you about
what you believe and make fun of it and
point fingers so many of us remain
silent because of that but then there's
so many people who are reaching out
saying thank you for being yourself
thank you for being who you are
because I identify with something within
you something that you're doing gives me
a piece where it's okay to be myself
regardless of what that is and there's
so many things that we're into so many
things that we like and everybody's
different and we should celebrate our
differences and not want to create more
truth seekers or more people who believe
like I do or whatever it doesn't it
doesn't matter we're not gonna kick
anybody out of the club for thinking
differently for bringing a different
concept to the table I want to know
about it like I'm I've given my life
I've given my heart to study in this and
you have to throw all the preconceived
notions out the window and so that's
what I did when I've finally learned
actually not how to read the Bible but
to study it for the allegory and for
some of the hidden meanings within there
you reshape your understanding of what
that text means and what it means to you
and that is a very big part of
understanding the Scriptures as what
does it mean to you of any piece of work
um even watching movies and television
allegory what does the store what do
those stories mean to you and and that's
what we want to know like what does that
represent in your life and the
Scriptures talk about the word the Bible
being the Word of God and the word has
nothing Word of God has nothing to do
with this text on paper the Word of God
is the the Living Word which is
breathing it's alive and it's sharper
than any two-edged sword God knows
everything about us the Spirit of God
that we we pray to that we talked to
that we commune with in every realm of
life and it speaks to us through
everything
if you can't see God in all then you
can't see God at all and that's what
it's about it's about being able to tap
in to that divine source and see God's
speaking throughout all creation all of
it the trials the tribulations that
there's there's no situation there's
nowhere that you can go that the Spirit
of God is not there and that a life
force the energy the prana whatever you
want to call it it's there it's a loving
energy of loving for
that's communicating with you that's
guiding you and we're just simply
sharing what works for us and how we've
learnt to commune with the Holy Spirit
with God through these means of
meditation prayer psychedelics Jesus
angels aliens all of this stuff it's all
on the table it's all up for grabs and
from my realm of understanding it's all
in the Bible all of this stuff the
terminology is different obviously with
that being said it was so funny
yesterday I was doing a an interview
hangout with some ladies on the
spirituality gone wild page they had me
on their site and on Facebook page and
there was a bunch of new people
introduced to the work and shout out the
rust he's watching now he checked out
that interview and now he's over here
he's simply supporting the work and he's
part of the part of the community
community so but at the end of that
episode
Steven brass qez Steven brass qez got on
and it's kind of funny because I was
mentioning at the very end that the Holy
Spirit is the Kundalini that's where I
get a lot of people the charge fee is
blasphemy and in their opinion right
you're saying you're equating something
beautiful holy and sacred with something
that's demonic because how they see the
Kundalini just because it's from Eastern
thought Hinduism or whatever they see it
as demonic anything that's not Christian
is demonic is what they believe so it's
just a different word of different
phrasing but I brought that up in that
interview and Steven Braska has joined
and you know that struck a nerve with
him that I said that and it's so funny
like if you guys don't know who he is he
was the guy who had the spirituality
esoterics and metaphysics pages I think
had like 400,000 people in their group
on on Facebook and he was a blogger
blogging about the third eye
spirituality these type of things as
well and he he converted he gave his
life to Christ and got in the church and
all that and
he renounced anything to have to do with
the new age he gave up blogging he was
making a lot of money like he's driving
fancy expensive cars and living in a
really nice apartment flats and stuff
like that he would post pictures of the
money he was making blogging off of
spiritual topics and and stuff like that
getting crazy views a day or on his
stuff so he here announced that stuff
gave his life to Jesus and now he's
doing more of like refuting theology and
trying to prove the existence of Jesus
as a person and a historical figure and
things like that and he's very much so
against the New Age stuff where he was
watching the live stream yesterday and
he said he took issue I guess with the
Kundalini is the Holy Spirit and I've
actually reached out to Stephen in the
past when he was still in the New Age
stuff that I wanted to get him on the
podcast pick his brain amazing story
right wanted to pick his brain I guess
he was so busy he was really big at the
time I don't know but he would never hit
me back
you know I messaged him a handful of
times showing him my music things like
that he'd never hit me back and then
when he converted I still wanted to
interview him let's hear about the story
let's hear about your conversion what's
working for you
where's your mind at right even though
you're a baby Christian I don't know how
much you know theology you're ready to
kind of dish out or kind of prove what
you believe or whatever but I still want
to hear his story and he would write
back with just a few times here and
there but he never would do it I see it
about coming on and then my guess my
buddy Leo message on my shared the video
with him I don't know what happened but
Leo was messaging me saying that Stephen
would come on to the podcast now and I
guess he would want to come on here to
to debate maybe that the Kundalini is
the Holy Spirit or whatever but and it
would be an opportunity for me to get
more eyes on what I'm doing to actually
have him on the show but where I'm at
now the podcast was growing so much
without trying to piggyback off of
something like that and I don't debate
like I don't like I used to debate when
I was in religion when I was in
Christianity as a religion I had to be
right so I would definitely debate you
my dogma my religious leaders like you
you had to be right you couldn't act
like you didn't know the answer to a
question even if you get knowed you kind
of had to make it up or find one and and
so Stephen wanted to come on and I guess
he wanted to debate or something but I
didn't want it I don't want to entertain
that kind of stuff if all the debating
is out the window you know I'm saying it
could have they wanted to debate this
should have came check me out several
years back we would have debated all day
and nothing would be accomplished
Stephens debating my buddy Anthony
Cummings is debating in its I rather
just get out here and do the work span
just get out here and and just love one
people and share what's working nothing
about getting getting all crazy so
Brandon Lancaster says debates can be
civil and to help both parties iron
sharpens iron definitely but when it
when it comes to when it comes to some
of those subjects there's like that
there's no way I don't think there's any
way that I'm gonna win him over to that
where he is right now
and it wouldn't it doesn't you know I'm
saying like to get to win him over to
think that the Kundalini is the Holy
Spirit I am working on a teaching on
that and there's a lot of different
realms and aspects that I'm gonna be
covering one of which where they say the
Kundalini can drive you crazy can drive
you mad and put you in states of
hysteria and mess with your mind and
they say that the Holy Spirit doesn't do
that the work that I'm going to be
presenting is going to show you that the
Holy Spirit definitely will do that if
you put your hands to the plow and look
back there's many people in the
Christian Church who are delusional who
say God told me this and God said that
and then someone else say no God told me
that and God told me this guy told me
that and they don't coexist they don't
it doesn't mesh together somebody's
lying somebody's lying or the Holy
Spirit is double minded and split in his
thinking or something like that so we're
gonna get to the bottom of that I know
men I've been in this thing long
and I've dealt with enough people to be
able to make some valid points so I'm
getting all that stuff in writing now
that's what I've been busy doing working
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so Russ I will go ahead and address this
question here at Russ Russ says do you
believe that God and the New Age
thinking can work together what's up
Chanel yes I think it can't work
together the New Age thinking it's just
that I'm not really good with the
phrases and terms because I don't know
what people mean by that even with God
like some people get mad that we use the
term God like that it's a universal God
they think when we say God we mean the
Christian God or the Catholic Church is
God or something right so some people
get triggered by just using those type
of term terms and some people when we
say New Age that means something
different to somebody else but as far as
I think I'm okay with using the term for
myself as being a Christian mystic I
think that's a good word I mean I'm
mysticism as far as our union with God
our relationship with Christ is a
mystical union and it's very mystical
it's very euphoric there's things that
we can't explain that that happens
there's it's really mystical so as far
as that that realm is concerned
understanding that signs and wonders and
miracles and going in and out of trances
and meditation and seeing visions and
seeing angels and angelic visitation
angelic encounters healings all of these
stuff this very mystical very new-age
God is not a respecter of person that he
would only deal with the Christians or
only deal with the people who were in
this church or only people who labeled
himself this type of way the book of
Acts man it goes into detail where it
says that God would deal with anyone as
long as they will repent as long as they
will turn from that their sins and
that's essentially just saying teshuvah
the Hebrew word turned from the things
that are killing you like whatever's
causing you harm whatever is bad for you
turn from that stuff and seek out a
better path think upon these things
which it says in and in the New
Testament it gives us these lists of
things to think on and it's all about
maintaining healthy living a beautiful
healthy mind not entertaining negative
thoughts all of this have turned from
that stuff man that's not a people thing
that's a bad word repent turn from your
wickedness heck yeah man
heck yeah repent from that stuff you're
gonna be entertaining stuff that's not
healthy for you we just did a podcast
last night on Kristy Lee show and
there's people calling in about like
dinner with depression and thoughts of
suicide dose thoughts
hinder you those thoughts aren't good to
imagine different ways to die and
thinking that nobody loves you turn from
that thinking that's what that's what
the word repent means to do a 180 and
have a change of mind it all starts in
your mind so totally man
this could coexist because the
Christianity originally comes from the
east eastern practice when we talk about
meditation and prayer and intimacy with
God we can look to the east and see what
they're doing and it looks closer to
biblical Christianity we look at
Hinduism or some of the practices from
the east
it looks closer to biblical Christianity
then westernized Christianity what we
have now and I believe it 100% we go
what we have now there's a lot of good
there's a lot of good in it don't get me
wrong I don't want to just bash churches
and bash what's going on there's so much
good in it I love the spirituality and
the spiritual practices that the
churches still preserve speaking in
tongues praying in the Holy Spirit
healing divine miracles trances like
churches still do that they don't use
those type of names the prophetic
giftings these special psychic abilities
I got no churches who are practicing
that stuff and there's a lot of them but
they don't use that terminology
therefore we go into the Bible and prove
what it says with biblical language and
we can do that too like if I if I had to
keep it everything that I believe not
everything I usually say everything but
uh psychedelics kind of gets into a new
realm now what where I'm at right so I
but everything maybe besides
psychedelics I can prove biblically with
different terminology and different
names obviously the Bible doesn't talk
about aliens the Bible doesn't use the
term psychic abilities the libel does
talk about divination in a good light in
some instances and it talks about being
able to see the future and even bigger
than seeing the future I believe is
being able to see the past being able to
bring healing to people's past and it's
called a word of knowledge and a word of
wisdom those are psychic abilities that
were born with we're able to use as a
muscle through the third eye this is how
we're but to see into the spirit realm
and peer into the other dimensions and
see what's going on and be able to
operate and move around in those realms
so they definitely can coexist and they
they have to I want to go
my song meditation breakdown some of
these lyrics I'm about 20 something
minutes in and haven't even touched on
them yet so let me pull these lyrics up
I haven't even told the lyrics so I
usually should have had that done before
I went laughs but I'm gonna try to pull
my lyrics up from my websites
so Brandon Lancaster says testify
Ezekiel 18 yep it's practical man it
doesn't have to be as scary as we make
it sound chanel says one of my favorite
songs okay here we go this is the lyrics
to my song meditation I'm gonna try to
break break the song down and just kind
of give you guys some insight and some
back-end about where these certain
lyrics come from and what they mean to
me um I think this was like the when I
first started doing like esoteric music
I was touching on other subjects outside
of Christianity meditation was within
the top three songs that I started doing
I know it was I think the first song
that I did was come at no the first one
I did was enigma featuring I can't pick
it was name I can't take it was name
right off in six cents okay enigma
featuring six cents we did that song was
like the first one that I did and then
the second one I think was meditation
and then the third one was calm Attica
and so those were like the early stuff
that I started doing is really
researching and put a lot of stuff in
those songs especially calm Attica but
you can listen to that breakdown as well
so meditation was like one sigh so this
is what I did when I started getting
into that stuff I was listening to the
lost children of Babylon lco be
listening to a lot of their stuff having
these esoteric encounters and
supernatural encounters with seeing UFOs
and aliens and stuff and spirits and
just
my realm of understanding about the
Bible it just was getting so much deeper
and listening to LC OB was like my
soundtrack going through that stuff so I
reached out to those guys cuz that music
was so powerful for me and I wanted to
see about maybe joining their label or
joining their crew so that if I wanted
to I wanted to start doing this type of
music but I'm this southern gospel
rapper who's a white boy from Alabama
but I want to start doing like what
they're doing and so stylistically is
really different first of all and those
guys were really good so I sent cosmic
Crusader and I sent rasul-allah my song
enigma and cosmic I said hey would you
guys if I did an album of this content
would you like to put it out through
your label and I really love what you're
doing cosmic said yeah talk to Rasul
Rasul said you know if cosmic believes
in you we'll do it so cosmic Crusader
and Russell I linked up with those guys
and we did a couple songs together
throughout the preceding months after
that and but it was kind of funny
because before I sent that email I was
going back and forth about whether I
should do this or not whether I should
try to link up with these guys because
they weren't Christian I believe in
Christ but I believe in trying to reach
that that audience as well and I can't
do it just going to churches and having
fun doing Christian rap singing for a
bunch of church kids I mean that's what
I did that for years you know but God
was calling me to something deeper so I
ended up going on a fast a three-day
fast and at the end of the third day I
got the email back from cosmic Crusader
saying that that they would push my my
music through through lco be the lost
children of Babylon which had a big
following so here's this white corny
Christian rapper from Alabama linked up
with these guys who were doing this deep
esoteric stuff so within a few months we
worked on a bunch of stuff together I
started working on my album awaken the
fire and their fanbase accepted me with
open arms they loved the stuff that I
was doing and
opened up a whole new realm of of
audiences and creativity and stuff when
I got into this stuff and so that's what
I did that back in 2012 and you know the
whole Mayan calendar thing was was big
and hey what's today December 21st right
was that five years ago five years ago I
think it was whenever the whole end of
the world was supposed to happen today
is the day five years ago so that's
awesome right so that whole thing you
know had a lot to because everybody was
looking up 2012 and it was into that
stuff and speaking of 2012 2012 enigma
by David I I mean David Wilcock was big
on that process to of listening to the
Lost Children of Babylon having UFO
encounters and listening to lco be that
that was a huge combination so now
people are doing that stuff and
listening to my music and having
encounters and stuff so it's really cool
how everything comes full circle right
but um this was one of the early songs
that I did so I'm gonna cover this one
let's see so we have meditation true
seeker awakened the fire so the intro is
uh or the first verse relax
meditation relax hesitation to enter
into a holy place by God and light fall
on my face if I die tonight he heaven
knows my fate because I'm taking flight
and I break the lots of the gates so
simply enter into a holy place by God
and light fall on my face going into
that sacred place of prayer and of
meditation simply being led by a God in
light and you guys have heard me talk
about my meditation practices that I'm
led by light within eventually once I
close my eyes and I get into the trance
state a light appears when there's just
darkness in front of you all the images
that come I get those images out the way
eventually a light will appear and the
lights moving around it's changing
colors it's pulsating it's almost
playing with you and
I think that the light helps to kind of
help you get deeper into the trance
state to go there to get to get
information to commune with God and into
higher beings and whatever you want to
do in those realms you can it's just how
you enter in that's once a enter into a
holy place by God and light fall on my
face if I die tonight heaven knows my
fate because I'm taking flight and I
break the locks of the gates and I was
talking about entering in to the the
gates of God the courts of God and it
talks about through meditation through
whatever however you approach these
these realms of maybe praise and worship
music for those who are into into that
into descriptions as they enter into his
gates with praise and thanksgiving into
into his courts with praise and
thanksgiving so we always want to enter
in with an attitude of gratitude so to
just begin to be thankful for everything
in your life before you go into
meditation before you take time to go
into the deep levels of prayer just
begin to be thankful for your breath be
thankful for your family thankful for
your friends of what your struggles what
God has started in you that he's gonna
complete that work in which he started
be thankful for all of it and that's how
we enter in
so it says break the locks of the gate
so int so into n cleanse me from sin and
look within heal me again I mean most of
this stuff this isn't he this I don't
think the song is really that deep it's
it's a lot of exoteric of stuff on the
outside and to n cleanse me from sin
like when we come into the presence of
God when we take those two minutes we
feel refreshed we feel renewed in so
many times like I talk about this all
the time there's music that we kind of
like prescribe to people who are having
a hard time who who feel like giving up
which they look listen to good praise
and solid praise and worship music and
their to make you feel 100% better we
prescribe that and I feel like that when
when I'm crazy headed and when I'm going
through a struggle I put on that music
and man it only takes a few minutes just
to get in
to the courts of heaven and spend time
with God and you feel like everything is
okay just after those few minutes it's
it's amazing rising above the system
breaking the chains and counting the
cost everything to gain but I counted
all his loss I've been through hell and
back and you can tell because there's
because of the scars I've been through
hell and back and you can tell because
of the scars spiritual emotional and
physical as well I mean I've got
physical scars all over my body my arms
from getting into cutting and vampirism
drinking blood as a teenager I was into
some pretty demonic stuff before I met
Jesus I was into some really dark stuff
actually making pacts with demons and
things like that so and I still and that
was that was over 20 years ago and I
still have scars to this day
huge scars on my arm where I would cut
myself and that people drink my blood
you know it's so spiritual emotional and
literal scars and they serve as a
reminder and in in that there's
something that kind of blew up the whole
cutting thing me and a friend of mine
Leo was talking about the cutting thing
the other day and the first time I
started doing that it was this man it
gets into some weird demonic
psychological stuff man I felt like this
inner urge like I needed to cut myself I
was dealing with demons and they want it
I felt like they wanted me to bleed like
and when I cut myself there was this
weird spiritual release that came when I
when I cut myself and and blood was
offered and in the last podcast if you
guys watched it it's not on the podcast
end yet but Nicolai Jones is talking
about ceremonial magic and we're talking
about the different things that these
demons want and a lot of times they want
a piece of your your mind they want to
live in your imagination or they want an
altar or a candle burnt they want
something that's yours
so that they would
have a physical representation on the
earth right so he was talking about of
dealing with summoning demons which were
that's where he started they wanted
blood and his blood covenant and blood
sacrifices and stuff and so it was weird
that when I would cut myself I would
feel a release and it was like this
entity one wanted it and I had it sounds
crazy but I had entities communicating
with me through the through a statue
gargoyle for a short period of time but
it was telling me to do stuff as a
teenager I don't know if it was all in
my head I don't know if it was legit or
anything like that but I don't I don't
know but I felt a release when I cut
myself the pain I don't know but now
this was back in like nineteen 1998 and
now we see that that's like an epidemic
that that teenagers are cutting
themselves because they're depressed in
like it's a you know you're cut or two
and they like showing scars and stuff
imagine it and stuff and I really
believe that uh that it is a spiritual
thing that came here for negative
reasons Davey Jones says is there any
positive demon rituals Brandon says huh
maybe this is a blood sacrifice it
probably is man because when we we look
at the covenants of God of Yahweh of not
just Yahweh but all the gods of the
ancient world they all required blood
and they still do they require a blood
sacrifice when you get into the high
levels of of the elite and and the
Masonic orders and stuff it's shown that
Wars and all of these planned attacks on
America and things like that are all
blood sacrifices to foreign gods to stay
in power and to keep power just like in
the Old Testament they would sacrifice
their children
that stuff's still happening I was
involved in in a church man we talked
about they're like a church that was
getting in sacrificing animals like I
didn't know they were doing that stuff I
would have left
but this is when I first came to the
church I didn't know they were doing
that it was just it was some months
later that that after I had left that
that stuff came out in the wash and was
on the news where they got busted and
they were molesting kids and stuff and
that was what inspired the show true
detective I think I said true crime last
night when I was all about it but the
show true detective which was Hosanna
Assembly in Hammond Louisiana insane
stuff so it's a lot of stuff about
sacrifices and blood that creates
portals and or you know what they
believe is that when you kill an animal
or a person that when that spirit
crosses over to the other side that it
creates a rift or a portal as they go
through and you're able to pull other
beings back through it as well through
the blood covenant blood sacrifice and
we eat a lot of people get mad but I'll
talk about Yahweh being a angry god of
the Old Testament
I mean of being one who was moved by
blood as well by blood that you know I'm
saying the blood blood covenants I mean
the the death of Christ is a blood
covenant it's a blood oath marriage when
it went out a man and a woman come
together and they say you get with her
the first time and you know pop the
cherry whatever you want to call it Dada
that's a blood covenant that's your wife
I don't care if you went through the
ritual or not when you when you come to
the scripture says he who joins himself
to a harlot it's one flesh so everything
is done in decency in order it's all
having to deal with blood the scripture
says that the life is in the blood
that's why I tells you not to drink
blood you're drinking the life force of
that person you're sharing like just
your your particular that their life in
their blood I won't when I eat food man
if I eat meat I have to make sure that
John's done all the way you know Russ
says didn't God tested Abraham to
sacrifice his own son in the Old
Testament yes yeah that was a testing of
to see if he would listen but all of
that stuff is all symbolic as well so
obviously he didn't want him to really
kill kill him Abraham is the father of
faith and it represents being led by God
being led led of faith it's not that
that those uh that that God will ask you
to to kill your kids I mean it's insane
man my daughter I guess after reading
that that story or they share shared it
with her at school like she had she came
home and she like was questioned
questioning her like questioning us if
God told if God told us to kill her
would we kill her like it was a concern
you know because if you're trying to
follow God to be obedient it just shows
you man that stuff is symbolic man this
stuff it's allegory it's powerful it's
not it's not that it's not true or it's
just a story
it is a story but the power is within
the allegory finding out what it means
and what it means to you in that way so
I've been through hell and back and you
can tell because of the Scott scars I
said now this is my power my strength in
my fight you offered me the world but it
costs me my life
I mean Satan appears before anybody I
think I can address their Satan appears
for before anybody and offers them the
world offers them riches and wealth in
service for him there's a the path of
the Jedi which the Jedi were a Egyptian
priests class called the jetty DJ EDI
that's where the whole Star Wars Jedi a
master class comes from and there's the
force which is the Holy Spirit which is
the Kundalini you picked the good side
or the bad side and the things that you
do and you feed into that that side same
thing
we're shown Satan
presents to you the dark side and it's
though it's what's called in the
scriptures the wide road and so that the
road was supposed to be on of
righteousness is is a it's a narrow road
and so the broad road versus the narrow
road the light in the dark in the
choosing between the two Satan took
Jesus on on a on the top of the temple
and showed him all the kingdoms of the
world and said if you bow down and
worship me this will all be yours you
can have this you can rule and reign
here on the earth and so he ends so
Satan does that to each and every person
there is a path that you can take where
you follow that rule and many people get
into the Masonic orders and they have to
bow down and they have to make covenants
that would turn your stomach inside out
right but in in in order to do that
you're your promised a good life your
promise to always have a job your
promise to be part of an order that will
always take care of you you know of
riches and wealth and things like that
so anybody if you're a teacher
there's always there always comes a time
where you can deviate where you're
presented with the wealth of the world
or with women and you know I'm saying
many women there's people who I've
interviewed on here who in recent recent
times have a equated this big Facebook
following when they go live they have
all these people watching all these
people supporting and then I this
person's out there sleeping with all the
women you know you get some type of
notoriety and you have to you have to be
ready for that stuff got to be ready if
we can't just you can't do that man and
uh he had a wife in it in a child and
you know in a platform but now I don't
think he has any of it so it's part of
it man Satan presents all this stuff -
you've trust me my inbox is full of
weird messages from women y'all I mean
it's I don't entertain it
and I know better like I'm blessed I
would never try to ruin my relationship
with my wife and my daughter over
one-night stand or having some type of
notoriety or something right but that it
presents itself to each and every man in
different ways but uh those are the ways
that uh he gets most people do women
look I I mean he got got Solomon that
way right with a woman Solomon went
whoring after other gods because he was
enticed by a woman and he made
sacrifices to Moloch foreign gods this
is my power my strength in my fight
offered me the world but it cost me my
life and in the core the pre-course is
inside I find a light that shines take
time to unwind and open your mind and
it's just repeated inside I find the
light that shines and talks about this
light within and I think the light
within is so beautiful because when
we're talking about the Illuminati this
was the name of the early Christians
they called them the Illuminati the
illuminated ones those who are
illuminated with the light of Christ
this is what the true meaning of the
Illuminati was and so even in in the in
the hendrik Hindu tradition they believe
that they're that there's a literal
flame within the hearts of men whether
it's our soul or or what but that
there's a fire inside of us and when we
breathe in and carbon and oxygen is what
takes to create a fire that's where we
get the sacred heart from but Jesus with
the heart with the little fire in it
that's where that comes from which is
the heart chakra and then it says you
know I feel a sweet sensation this is
the second second okay so the course I
don't I didn't put the chorus lyrics on
him but the course is uh yes it is I'm
sorry it's in your presence there was no
hesitation in the secret place with you
or Lord sweet consecration how can I
begin to show my adoration in the sweet
hour of prayer and meditation
so I've told some people because her the
the singer who the lady who sung this
course her name is not on the on the
track listing or the title and she did
the course for me but she didn't want
her name on there because her family was
very religious and and and they have a
gospel singing group and stuff so that's
actually Jessica McRae which is Samuel
McRae aka si 115 who have done a lot of
work with over the years that's his
sister beautiful singing voice so yeah
check her stuff out man she's got some
some beautiful stuff it's uh I mean they
are real strict like they you know the
hairs in a bunch they were like people
call them Mennonites I don't think
they're the I guess they call them
United Pentecostal or there's just a
bunch there's so many different little
spin-offs of the UPC and all that
Mennonite stuff like that but yeah they
didn't samuel is an interesting fellow
man he is a young man and uh he's a good
friend of mine and but that Joker look
he wasn't even he wasn't even born in a
hospital like his mom they talked about
like getting all these shots and your
baby has to get all these vaccines and
stuff Samuel and his sisters were all
born at their house without any doctor
without any midwife and they never
they've never been to the hospital he
just turned like 22 23 he's never been
to the hospital he's gotten sick he's
gotten 100 304 fever what do you do I
don't know
you know what his family did they prayed
and fast kids get sick we don't eat
praying fast and do spiritual warfare
and guess what for them it worked
I got people who live and die by that
stuff like they thought that the they
thought that the birth certificate and
US Social Security card was your
the mark of the beast the social
security number was the mark of the
beast as a bunch of people who believed
that back then just like many of you now
believe that the RFID chip is the mark
of the beast the generation before
believed that the the social security
number was was the mark of the beef
beasts and guess what before them there
was something else that they thought was
the mark of the beast every generation
and stuff just keeps replaying over and
over I went through that whole thing
with the RFID chip and exposing it and
stuff like that thinking that that was
the case and man it was back in like
2008 I think it was and all consecrates
stuff conspiracy theories and stuff
right that's not going to help you it's
not gonna add any it's not going to add
a second to your life as Jesus says
worrying and freaking out about this
stuff about the RFID chip and all this
crazy stuff so very interesting person
Samuel and his family never been to the
hospital I've been to the doctor never
had a shot and he's he's okay he's a
good guy his whole family but that's his
sister who was on a song so then the
second verse it says you know I feel a
sweet sensation when I feel a
manifestation this is talking about the
presence of the Holy Spirit a lot of my
stuff is just explaining the euphoria
and the feelings via prayer and
meditation talking to God you know I
feel a sweet sensation when I feel a
manifestation by grace through faith got
a sealed my fate hesitate don't wait
let's enter the gates now pray you know
what and I can and now that I'm saying
this to these lyrics started out being
for a song that me and Anthony Cummings
was working on for a course that I did
we had an acoustic worship project where
he sang worship played the guitar and I
wrapped over it and and I wrote this to
a song we were working on I just like
think the course was like closed my eyes
I breathed you in inside I find peace
within that I was doing only lyrics and
I wrote this to that our little shindig
kind of broke up we had a disagreement
we had a schism
you know I got into all the esoteric
stuff mainly P Hall he wasn't having
that
and so we parted ways but I kept these
lyrics and finished it for this song it
says by grace through faith God has
sealed my fate see that's good too
because it talks about I think it's
either in Galatians or Ephesians I could
look it up but it talks about that that
we are in the kingdom of God by grace
through faith not of work works lest any
man should boast so it's not like
nothing that we did to be worthy of the
grace of God or nothing that we did to
be that we earned it oh you're good so
we can actually have our deeds it was
something that we earned or something
that caused it because if you earned it
then you can lose it but it says that
that by grace through faith is to free
the gift of God of eternal life is the
free gift you can't lose it it's a gift
he's not gonna take it away from you
it's very beautiful once you in this by
faith because you come to the knowledge
of that many of us are in darkness just
not for nothing that we did we didn't do
anything even your belief system it
you're not changing anything it's it's
there it's also known by some as the
grace flood it's just there we're in it
we get swept away in it and it applies
to everyone I'm more along that line now
of believing that the gospel is
something that's already been done it's
not something that God's going to do my
God's going to forgive you
know you've already been forgiven but
you need to be told dad need to
understand that you need to apply that
to your life and what would you do with
that knowledge what would you do with
the information once you receive it by
grace through faith and called Carleton
Pearson is a he's a person who teaches
this and he was a part of Oral Roberts
Church or the arm or Robert University
and when he came out to be more of a
Universalist but still one who had a
relationship with God through Christ
they kicked him out because he believed
that so it's more it takes a lot of the
stress off of you of going out there
trying to win
soles or change someone's realm of
thinking too and you have to be right
you just go out there simply declare it
now you just simply declare it and let
people know look this is what's working
for me if what you do when they work in
howl at me I usually share it with you
this is what I do it's working for all
my friends we're doing this together
we're sharing the info that's all it is
it's by grace through faith man we
didn't do nothing to earn it we can't do
nothing to lose it I know that's man
that gets even that little thing and the
Christian Church is so controversial and
my old pastor I'm gonna have him on soon
on the podcast but he uh he used to say
something that would earn me and I used
to feel like I like if you turn your
back on God you know you lose your
salvation you go to hell that's what
they believe but um he would preach
sermons to be like where it would kind
of you know like you have this this
thought of your Christian you follow God
and then you get in a car accident but
right before you die right before you
hit that tree you say oh and then
you wreck and you cursed before you died
so you don't have time to ask for
forgiveness so therefore you go to hell
like you have to like beat you got to
constantly ask for forgiveness or beg
for forgiveness and things like that and
there's like I don't know when I was a
kid I used to entertain that thought of
like I'm gonna be I'm gonna make sure
that before I die I ask God to forgive
me so I can live any type of way but
knowing that when I die I'm probably
going to hell just because I was a
misguided juice and I was a bad bad
youth put it that way
dealing with demons yeah so that was
like a way out and many people still
believe that like they just you can live
any way they want but before I die I'm
gonna get it right before I cross over
I'm gonna get it right you know and so a
lot of people believe that but the
pastor he said and he shared that and he
said that he gave a scenario of going
out and sleeping with a hooker a
prostitute and then dying
and not asking for forgiveness and then
that therefore you go spend eternity in
hell because you didn't get to you
didn't know that that was gonna happen
or what not so he talks about that and I
think that's crazy I think that's crazy
to think that you you earned it to begin
with if you earned it you can lose it
but then if you guys want some more
detail on that the first like seven
eight nine chapters of Romans talks
about justification through faith and
it's not it I mean what is your faith
obviously our works are going to prove
our faith that's how you prove like what
you believe because it shows through and
what you do in life Manley P Halle talks
about if you're if you're saved or but
you claim to be saved you claim claim to
be religious but what's the state of
your dog I do you still kick the dog on
the way out the door right what you're
saved right so there are certain things
that come along with with fellowship
with God and fellowship with the Holy
Spirit certain fruits it's called the
fruits of the spirit I've been doing
that as part of part of my uh my details
of my course that I'm working on are
kind of going into detail about the
deeds of the flesh and the fruit of the
Holy Spirit and what the Bible says
about those and how that that's like how
do we judge people by their fruit like
Jesus said I don't judge you because you
don't go to church I don't judge you
because you don't believe in Jesus I
don't care what you believe in like I
can just with that being said I can tell
what you believe by the way you treat
others I can tell what you believe by
the way you treat your dog a bad tree
does not produce good fruit that's what
that means that's how Jesus had to judge
why not he's the master he told us how
to judge that's how we do it don't judge
you want anything else people will judge
me if I if I cursed people judge me if I
have long hair people to judge me if I
have tattoos you judge by the fruit the
character and and a good tree cannot
produce good bad fruit
bad trees not gonna all of a sudden
produce good fruit you're not gonna see
an apple tree start growing on just like
look at that look at God this this apple
tree is growing oranges no an apple tree
is gonna give you apples what they say
for walks like a duck talks like a duck
quacks like a duck but you know it's
probably a duck right my keep going by
grace through faith got a sealed my fate
hesitate don't wait let's enter the
gates now pray and they enter the gates
is talking about the gates of the
kingdom of heaven and God talks about
rev a picture of the temple in the Old
Testament and it talks about the outer
Court the inner court and in the Holy of
Holies and these are different levels
that you enter in through the state of
worship and in the different realms of
God when you go into trance state and
you have to enter through the gate in
the in in the temple the gate is called
beautiful and that's where we enter into
that gate and they say Jesus is the gate
he's the gate called beautiful which is
love right that's what that is
seek the things of above I've seen you
hate can I see can I see you love spirit
descending with wings like a dove
speaking of things that you know not of
I mean obviously that I've seen you hate
can I see you love it's pretty
self-explanatory the spirit descending
with wings like a dove it talks about in
the book of Matthew how when John the
Baptist baptized Jesus the Holy Spirit
came down upon Jesus and landed upon him
and it said it came down in the form of
a dove landed upon him and said this is
my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased
so spirit descending with wings like a
dove speaking of things that you know
not of the speaking of things that you
know not of is always pointing back to
Jeremiah 33:3 that says come unto me
pray into me I will show you great and
mighty things that you do not know and
cannot find out I mean that's why I
named my album 333 and that's a that's a
that's pretty deep to me to understand
that the God who
made heaven and earth the god of the
universe says that you know if you hang
out with me we stick around long enough
I'll show you things that I've never
showed anybody else that's pretty deep
to me beside you would think that at
this point like everything because
mostly all the knowledge we see out
there the movie scripts the plots all of
the stuff is just recycled like
everything's recycled history is
repeating itself but to think that the
God who created all of this stuff still
has some things reserved that he wants
to show you that he's never shown anyone
else blasphemy is a blasphemy I think
not
Jeremiah 33:3 and then it goes in - even
in the New Testament so many times about
getting away going to pray spending time
with God the Holy Spirit
angels whatever happens in your prayer
time was between you and God what the
scriptures say the marriage bed is
undefiled anyway
that's the marriage that the marriage
chamber it's called the wedding chamber
would you go in in an intimate
relationship with your wife you go in
the bedroom you close the door that's
between y'all it's the same way with God
it's called the wedding chamber you
disappear into the deep places with God
in the things that he shows you it's
between you and him but he says I will
show you things that you do not know it
cannot find out then there's instances
in the New Testament what he says when I
tell you and secret go and shout it from
the rooftop well that's what I've been
doing that's what I've been doing I've
been seeing some things and I've
questioned myself - or maybe I should
have kept so many stuff to myself
judging from the reaction that I got
from the church realm I don't lost all
my friends these people think I'm a
crazy person but now it's finally come
coming into fruition now people are
starting to resonate with it now people
are starting there like being tears when
they I've called people on the phone man
I could last three years ago when I put
out 333 when you sign up it asks for
your phone number and then I'll say you
know let me call some of these people
and just tell them thank you random
phone call from true seeker Who am I I'm
just a
the person right but my music to them is
something totally different they answer
the phone hey this is true see I want to
say thank you for buying my album they
just start crying oh my god I can't
believe in they just telling me their
story and how how much my music and what
I do has impacted their life you know
what I'm saying so it's starting to pay
off man like um things are happening in
people's lives are being changed and it
all everything works together like I'll
go through all my stuff my struggles
everything that I've learned over the
years to share it with you guys who are
going through the same type of things so
that when it's your turn to face those
giants don't run
look do like King David did pick up the
little the little slingshot hit the
giant data in the forehead he'll fall
the jaw will fall every time don't run
from him all that stuff is symbolic for
things going on in our lives our own
giants that we face our own golden caps
that we've all bout a need to at certain
periods in our life and maybe even in
the future for some people these things
come you have if you're on that journey
which is the hero's journey which is
told throughout the scriptures and and
all throughout the media we're talking
about Star Wars awhile ago Brandon says
the new Star Wars was packed with
esoteric knowledge I recommend it's what
Brandon says thank you for that Brandon
I appreciate you saying that because
with my spiritual awakening I started
watching Star Wars for the first time in
2012 Ben spiritual has spiritual
encounters my whole life but it really
got deep around 2012 so I watched Star
Wars from episode 1 all the way up to
the last one and it was deep being able
to see the force and how being able to
choose light or darkness and every
decision that you make and my head was
blown like my mom was blown how the foot
you had faith and your faith can move
mountains and you can actually use
telepathy there's all types of dope
stuff that was in there in those movies
but the two newest ones I didn't like
since Disney bought it bought
lucasfilm's or whatever I didn't I
didn't like the two newest Star Wars but
I think it was because there wasn't no
spirituality in it so I appreciate you
telling me that it has a lot of esoteric
knowledge and I appreciate that because
there was no really no mention of the
force in the last two films and I was
kind of let down so I'm gonna check out
the new one too
let's see I spirit descending with wings
like a dove speaking of things that you
know not of it's a very short verse and
did it because then it goes back into
the pre-chorus again rising above the
system breaking the chains and counting
the cost everything to gain but I
counted all its loss I've been through
hell and back and you can tell because
of the scars I've been through hell and
back and you can tell because of the
scars now this is my power walk my
strength in my fight off of me the world
but it cost me my life I said that this
is my power walk my strength in my fight
you offered me the world but it cost me
my life inside I find a light that
shines take time to unwind and open your
mind I set aside a fine alliance they
sighs take time to unwind and open your
mind
that's the pre-course of course comes
back in and then there is a bridge on
here so our bridge is that they ended a
song where it changes up to something
different like the music changes usually
and a lot of times we'll put on either
put something totally different there
the rhyming scheme may change and
usually I'll put a sample there from a
movie or from a lecture or something
like that
so this bridge says it says interest
state of Nirvana leaving this place
that's what i'ma do open your mind and
press on through this is the spirit they
do what it do
and into the interest state of Nirvana
nirvana is like that Buddhist place of
bliss to enter this state of
enlightenment and reach the euphoric
realms of nerve
are equated with the kingdom of heaven
the kingdom of heaven is a is something
that we can experience now so in
interest state of Nirvana leaving this
place that's what imma do so leaving
this place is leaving your body or going
to these other realms open your mind and
press on through so you have to open
your mind you're limited to your belief
system so that's what listening to
materials having experiences all of that
stuff builds your faith that you know
that it's possible and listening to
other people's stories reading the
scriptures and seeing those guys perform
miracles and cast out demons and and
travel back and forth from heaven to
earth in these heavenly ecstatic trance
states that stuff you know it tells you
to desire the spiritual gifts to desire
the stuff the word desire means to to
burn with passion or a lust to lust
after this stuff man to want it so bad
and then nobody can tell you anything
different and then in the scriptures
back that up so you have to open your
mind and press on through let's say this
is the spirit it do what it do so you
know what description says that uh it's
impossible to understand the mind of God
and it's impossible to try to act like
we know it all or act like
or get offended that's something acts a
certain type of way or doesn't work like
we thought it did or it's a little bit
deeper right it's just like an ancient
fire flame for a few born-again so all
things are new the ancient fire is
talking about the fire of the holy
spirit that's lit within our hearts
and also that heart from the the fire
from the heart center an ancient fly
fire flame for a few born-again so all
things are new and it just repeats that
twice and yet just repeats that and then
goes back into the course so that's it
the song meditation it's not it's not
really that deep
one of the first ones I did so check
that song if out if you haven't go to go
to youtube and type in true seeker
meditation you could check that song out
you can go to iTunes and check it out
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whatever you guys want to talk about
answer a couple questions here April kid
says what denomination of Christian are
you I don't I don't really claim a
denomination I grew up as a little kid
going the Southern Baptist
fire-and-brimstone churches when I was a
little kid it really scared me yelling
and the preachers faces burning red and
he's spitting and his wife in his mouth
and you having a read it's weird to have
a regular conversation with them hey
pastor how you are we gonna eat we're
gonna eat good after service young man
and all they need get up there Robbie
just heard screaming and damnation in
the world's going it's scary as a kid
these little bitty backwoods Baptist
churches I went to churches like that as
a kid but then got into the Pentecostal
movements and stuff so I ended up going
to Pentecostal churches that believed in
the baptism of the holy spirit I
believed in a static worship and getting
in worshipping God with your hands
raised your house clothes crying and
believing that God shows up and with the
baptism of the Holy Spirit so ended up
going to those type of churches and
that's where I kind of had my faith
built but it was but those churches
really don't teach about studying the
scriptures and getting into deep
theology whereas your Baptist churches
would like the Baptist's or into the
reformed theology and they're really big
into proving what the Bible says and and
having the right wording and stuff so
the charismatic stuff was with more
along the lines of what we
maybe call it like the spiritual sect of
Christianity and their renounce to buy a
lot of the other sects because all the
denominations all talk crap about each
other they're all everybody wants to be
right you know if you believe something
with and you you base your eternal
salvation upon this doctrine or this
belief system you probably want to be
right you don't want to be told that
you're wrong and you've given your life
to follow a doctrine or a belief system
so but now I mean I've I'm okay with the
term Christian mystic I guess I don't
know Christian just because I believe in
Jesus and then mystic because of my
encounter my relationship with Jesus is
a very mystical experience but other
than that I don't really identify with
too much of the westernized Christian
churches and stuff so we could break
that down in other episodes and I try to
do it a little bit in my music so again
I broke that song down talked about a
few things I'm trying to see if I'm
missing any anything to talk about like
I said after every show we're gonna do a
hangout for the patrons the link will be
available there I'll go there and change
it out you guys will be able to join
video chat and we could talk about
whatever you want to talk about whether
it's needing prayer whatever you want to
talk about doctrines which you believe
where I'm headed in the future if you
have ideas for the show and what I'm
doing I don't care which I'm just gonna
be there make myself available for the
needs of the people and what you guys
have going on so with that that's pretty
much it um I discuss what I had going on
there I'm working on some courses
working on some new music as well always
getting close to having an album ready
and you guys know who are supporting on
patreon every time I get done with a
song I upload it to patreon so there's a
bunch of new music over there I'm
excited to share it out with the masses
people are like man when you're gonna
release it like people download stuff
for free like some people are mad that
month my music is on patreon and I just
look I'll let samples go out there on
YouTube and Facebook I'll give you a
sample and to get it you have to you
have to buy it you have to support it
and actually help fund what I'm doing
because other than that people just want
to download it for free they feel like
it's there
right to just download an album for free
it's very disheartening because it takes
so much money and time and effort to put
into it so again with that being said
thank you guys who are supporting on
patreon I'm about to get off of here
I'll come right over there
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you'll see the link to join the video
chat with that peace and blessings I
love each and every one of you guys
Shalom Shalom
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