Dan Osczepinski joins TruthSeekah in this episode of The TruthSeekah podcast as they talk about how God restored their friendship after a four year nasty split and what it means to be a follower of Christ as pioneers in the new wave of Christocentric spirituality. They also speak about their supernatural experiences at the Kirby De Lanerolle 5 Day Program in Destin, Florida.
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Won't you come You are now locked into the Truth SEEKER PODCAST. WITCHES, PSYCHICS, EVERYTHING'S UNGODLY. DARK SIDED. STREAMING LIVE at truthseeker.com. She's not a Christian. Give it up, y'all. Your portal to the paranormal, esoteric, and all things spiritual. She's dabbling in dark sided stuff. And now, your host, Truth Seeker. Hey, what's up, guys? I'm your host Truth Seeker. This is the Truth Seeker Podcast. Excited and delighted to be with you guys. As always, we got an awesome show planned for you. It's going to be a good one. Make sure you guys buckle up. It's going to be good. Uh want to give a shout out to everybody supporting my work via Patreon. This is a listener-supported, listener-funded show. Doesn't exist without your help, man. I just want to say a huge thank you for believing in my work and for partnering with me uh from the get-go, man. There's people who've been here for years now. Um uh partnering with me and helping me bring this thing into fruition. You guys are amazing. And um so, yeah, shout out to you guys. Also, want to talk about something that we got going on. We have the uh Mystic Circle. That's something that we've been promoting. It's is a another platform where I can feature uh my work and and other people's work as well. So, we got a lot of people who have been creating content over there, uh working on some courses, guided meditations, webinars, bunch of really cool stuff. So, make sure you guys check out themysticcircle.net. We've been doing monthly webinars. There's three that's available right now. We have our first one with Miss D. Wallace, which was a beautiful session. Uh we have channeling heaven. That was the last month with Geo Mattson. That was amazing. And uh this month on the 27th, I believe, Thursday the 27th, um we're going to have my friend Corrine Grillo. And most of you guys know her from podcast. She's been on here twice, and I've been on her show. She's also been on Coast to Coast AM, and she's been on Gaia, featured on there covering her story about working with angels. So, if that stuff interests you, my meditations and all that stuff, you can sign up for that, get a 7-day free trial at the mysticsircle.net. Shout out to everybody who is in the chat right now. I see everybody commenting. Let us know where you're listening from, and uh and give a shout out. So, I'm going to go ahead and jump into today's discussion, which is with my friend Dan, Daniel Askewpinsky. Dan, what's going on, bro? What up? What up, brother? How are you, man? Volume good? You think so? Yeah. Yeah, cool. How are you, G? We we are here in the capital of Honduras right now, Tegucigalpa in the background. And uh trying to get back to our farm in Nicaragua, hoping today we catch the break through and permission to go. We've been out of the country for about 3 months. And uh just traveling around and and getting some legal stuff handled and now we're trying to make our way back to Nicaragua, so making the best of it. For sure, man. That's what's up. So, sending prayers, light and love to you guys working through that, man. That's just crazy. But, your life that's your life though, dog. Like, this is what it's been, so it's like I don't think there's nothing abnormal cuz it's like always something with that like that. Yeah. Yeah. Um so, let's talk a little bit about it, man. We don't have to go into detail. Um we we I don't know if you want to one of us give the the beef or whatever that happened. We had some disagreements and uh a couple of years ago, probably 4 years ago now, and uh just in different places in our lives with with the pendulum and and stuff like that and ended up calling each other out and on some stuff and and ended up beefing, and we were really close. Like, really really close, and then something happened, and then it was like, "Okay, you're dead to me." You know what I'm saying? And uh both of us, and uh and it's been 4 years. And so, recently we got invited to to the Kirby conference and do you want to just kind of unpack just the conference part? Just know people know that we were like not on speaking terms for 4 years after being really close and then the Kirby thing. Yeah, well probably probably about a year ago I'm thinking I was home in the states and I was working one day and you hit me up. I was surprised cuz I don't even think I had I mean I didn't have your number in that phone that I had or whatever and I got a phone call and it was you and I was like, "What? Oh, yo." And we just kind of talked for a minute. Um we it was kind of like let's let's move on, but we didn't really really actually get to talk about anything that had happened. So, it was kind of cool, but at the same time it was like we didn't really address anything. Um and then I was kind of in a similar place to when we had the falling out originally anyway, which was just being at different I was like, "It's been 4 years. Maybe we've both grown, you know." But so we we just got off another interview right now where we were talking about oneness and the transition out of duality and into oneness and how sometimes that's a sloppy process. And it it a lot of times it comes with back-and-forth-ness, double-mindedness. You start getting a new revelation on something. It's exciting. You start moving into it, but it's all uncharted territory. And then something to make you question or doubt and you run back to familiar territory and so just it's always been without because truth about me and you and why we hit it off so good and why we were so close because we're very similar in the fact that we've kind of been pioneering a lot of this stuff for a long time. Meaning for people who are in the organized church culture and religion to step out of the boundaries and to dive deep into a lot of the stuff that we have, for us it was uncharted territory. We didn't have somebody leading us into it and discipling us in it. It was us by faith, jumping into the unknown because we knew even if we didn't know what we were doing, we knew that we were being pushed or propelled to do it. But, seemed like So, we we resonated big time. We had a like the first day I ever talked to you, by the end of the day it was like, "Do you want to co-host my show with me?" And then the next week you you're in the family, we're in Orlando, and we was hanging out at the hotel, you know? So, it was a very quick um relationship and bond, but I think we that we were still both on our own individual journey with that pendulum swinging here and there, and we it was very rarely that I felt like that we were both in that middle point at the same time. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Cuz even even you would come down, and we did some baptisms together, and I was under I was still under such like guilt, shame, and condemnation that I didn't want to be on camera. I didn't want I still suffer from a lot of that, you know what I'm saying? When it comes to the church realm and stuff. I know who I am, but it still messes with me, but yeah, just like we've we're both kind of like this. either either I would be kind of stepping back from what people would call new age stuff and all that. I would be kind of like withdrawing back from it for a while to just just focus on Jesus, while you would like, "I'm diving in." And then I'd come back around like looking into astrotheology or this or that, and you're like, "I'm go- I'm And then I'm like, "Listen, bro, it's only Jesus, man. We don't need none of that, dude." Yeah, so so at times we would both be on the same place, and it would be awesome, cuz when we would be in that place, we would people would the shows would blow up. People loved the chemistry and stuff. But then, and because also I lived out of the country, a lot of times I would have difficulties with even the internet and stuff. So, it was just a weird thing that it was always kind of like these two swings going the opposite direction. And I'm I'm an extremist, you know? Whatever I'm doing, I'm pushing full force in that direction. And uh so, we just started having certain things where we were just on opposite wavelength sometimes. And you know, when when you're trying to make sure you're in the right or you're trying to make sure that you're in the truth, a lot of stuff freaks you out. You know what I'm saying? Because you have a sincere love for the Lord or you have a desire to be walking in righteousness and all that. And so, when you don't know, like when you have uncertainty, a lot of times you just throw all kinds of stuff out or you run away from different stuff cuz you'd rather be safe than sorry, you know what I mean? And uh so, just certain things like that happened a couple times. And uh it would be a on it would be a sincere, honest feeling, just something that I was going with. But and I understand, but like it would offend, you know what I'm saying? Like take offense. Um and cuz it cuz it's judgment. You know what I'm saying? You're making a judgment call at the end of the day. You're you're you're making a call and you're judging. And so, if a person's on the other end of that judgment, especially by somebody that you care about, you know what I'm saying? Like somebody that I consider a brother or a close friend, that hurts. You know what I'm saying? It's like And so, it's just something that we went through a handful of times. But then about a year ago, when you reached out, I was like, "Okay, cool. Um cool, we're going to be we're back on talking terms and stuff. And once again, I was still I had just recently got back into this phase to where it was like people I talked to somebody or two and they was getting in my ear and saying something and you know, just making me on that. I was like, "I want to be safe than sorry, dude. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm I'm not in that place right now. I'm seeing some of the stuff you do in interviews and on and and uh and I know you, it doesn't mean that just cuz you interview all kinds of people and are down to talk about all kinds of things, that doesn't necessarily bear witness to where you're at on your journey. And uh so something similar happened again. He was like forget you, bro. I didn't say forget you. I said and blocked you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm trying to be nice. I know. I know. But yeah, man, and so and uh I didn't like the feeling of it, but at the same time where I was at that time, I was like, whatever it needs to be, you know what I'm saying? It is what it is. Tried to We tried to patch it up, it didn't work, you know, it's kind of what it seemed like. And uh and then just recently when I was coming home to the States, I found out about the five-day, I was all excited. I didn't even know how I was going to get there, where I was going to stay. I just paid for it. And then I talked to Tamara, and she was like, talk to Nico. He's going, he's he's organizing some stuff right now. And I was like, okay, cool. And so I hit Nico up, and he's like, okay, awesome. Yeah, it's going to be me, my friend Daniel, you and Truth Seeker. And I'm like oh. Okay. And I and I know that nobody Yeah, last time I talked to Truth Seeker, he said, "F you." and blocked me. knows me just in the last few years knows about our history and our friendship and stuff. So I was just like, wow, okay. So I better tell Truth, cuz I don't want it just to be awkward, just show up in the room, you know what I'm saying? And uh so and I and I and I knew as soon as I heard that, I was like, okay, God. All right. Because in all honesty, like when you really walk in the walk in the path, everybody knows, like if you if you have a qualm with a brother, leave your offering at the at the altar and go make it right. You know what I'm saying? Anybody who really knows the truth in the path Yeah. if you have an outstanding alt with somebody, you know it. You know what I mean? You might have it in the back back of your head or something, but you know that there's a relationship that's not in right standing. And so, as soon as as soon as I heard, "Oh, we're going to be in the same space." I was like, "Okay, so you're you're you're forcing the hand to bring resolve. So, I embrace that. I I I'm accept that and let's see how it goes. And uh So, I knew right off the bat. I didn't know how it would play off, but I knew that God was trying to put us in a space to be able to talk. You know, cuz like I said, the last time we touched base, we didn't really ever got to talk about anything. And that's what was needed. And it's different about talking about it even over the phone or Zoom or um whatever. We talked about it in person in the same small room, you know, with our shirts off. Yeah. Get ready for bed. I think like uh thing about internet and and phone and digital communications, you could talk to somebody and you could have a conversation with somebody, you but you can always control how close you let them get or you you can kind of control the flow. Mhm. You know, there's a little bit of security in that. If you If it gets uncomfortable, you don't like it, you can just hang up the phone. Yeah. But you can't do that in a room. block you. Yeah. Yeah. So. Yeah, man, it was good, man. And uh the first couple minutes I saw y'all, I was like, I got this little pit in my stomach. tell, too. I could tell, too. He was like, "Hey, man." And just I was like, "Okay, man. I don't know where we going, but we're here." You know? Yeah. Yeah, man, cuz it Time flies, bro. 4 years, you know what I'm saying? Like Yeah, but then you notice how quick Oh, yeah. like nothing happened, you know what I'm saying? Once we kind of you know, work through it and stuff and we just It was like nothing happened. It was awesome and and the timing of everything was perfect, too, you know? We got to sit together at dinner the first night and talk a little bit, just kind of tiptoeing to stuff, but by the end of that first night, we were able to like talk through everything, hash it out, and then be able to enjoy the rest of the week together. So, Yeah, and I'm I'm sure that had something to do with even what we was experiencing at the Kirby Retreat, Kirby De Lanerolle five-day program. Um that had to have something I mean that was a great way to start the week, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, I mean cuz when you think about it, it's like you know, when you have a relationship somebody estranged from you in your life or some somebody who's a a critical role or relationship in your life, and then that person is not there. Even if you don't want to consciously think about it, you feel a void. You know what I'm saying? And as far as on my journey, me and you linking up and becoming friends and and just collaborating and doing a lot of things, but also just being able to have a friend that you know you could completely talk about anything that you're going through or that you're thinking about or wrestling through, and you know that they'll understand everything you're talking about you whether they agree with it or not. You're not going to shock them, you're not going to surprise them. You're going to be able to understand like that's a that's a a super asset and valuable uh relationship. So, when you have that for years and then that person's not there, you you subconsciously you have that void, you know what I'm saying? Mhm. And so, we definitely we definitely had a special relationship that that played a critical part of my journey of being able to become comfortable in my own skin and being able to become Yeah. confident being me. Yeah. You know, cuz you know, a lot of a lot of the years only a few friendships you can actually be confident being fully who you are. Now we could see we were both talking about now we could see this whole wave happening to where we was the misfits and the outcast and it was hard to even understand where we fit in. And now what we talk about and believe and what we've been walking out is just becoming normal. Yeah. You know, so Yep, it's awesome. And uh it's good, man. It's so It's so awesome to see see this stuff kind of catching on. Again, we're you're ahead of the times and um you know, it talks about being able to to kind of be like a a John the Baptist even to break up that that hard ground so that somebody can actually plant on it. You know, and definitely we planted it and we watered it and we harvested. There was a lot of that going on, but that doing the hard work was like, "Listen, when nobody's talking about this." See, I get weird. I get to be like I kind of take pride in in being the outcast. It's just who I am. I like different things. Like when you find a band that nobody's heard of and like, "That's my band." And then that band goes mainstream and you're like, "Uh take the band." Um the kind of the same thing, too. So, I I have to like check myself that I don't like abandon all of this that we worked hard really for to you know, to make this stuff I don't know what to say mainstream, but to be just so we can even have these conversations. You know, we were people finding out we're having these conversations. They're blogging about us and stay away from these guys and all that. And now they're asking us to come speak at their churches and want us to be on their podcast on these Christian shows. That's literally where we are now. Um and it it So, I have to make sure that I don't abandon it because now it's popular and everybody's doing it. Everybody's doing meditations. Everybody's doing leaving your body breath work in a Christo-centric fashion. You know what I'm saying? Um so, but I champion that work and the hard work that we did and I don't take it for granted. I know for sure that we're responsible for a lot of this stuff, for sure. And uh and if it's wrong, then we'll be held accountable. And I think that that's the fear, you know, of that pendulum going back and forth. Like, I don't want to be held accountable for getting people into mysticism. I don't want to be held accountable for making people question their faith in religion or Christ or whatever. So that right there would silence a lot of people and it silenced us and it's part of the pendulum, but it's part of the journey, you know. But you know, I mean, the thing about the journey and growth and all that is it's never static. Yeah. It's never static and it's always going to keep evolving along your journey and you're always going to go from season to season. So like one thing that I'm I'm in right now and I see it happening with many other people too who have been like heavy mystics and who have been you know, into tapping into all these um you know, otherworldly or or multi-dimensional experiences and you have all this transcendent kind of stuff and then it gets to a point where you realize you know, you kind of polarize things or you separate things Yeah. and and then from up in that high position you're looking down and you realize dang like I have overlooked how spiritual being a dad is. Like I've overlooked how spiritual being a husband is and then you you learn to come back down with all of that knowledge and wisdom and experience that you gained and then to come down and root yourself and to embody being here in the physical and make that just as spiritual and just as Yeah. incredible and awesome as having these high lofty encounters or trances or whatever. It's like because when we first started out coming from just this physical um perspective without really you know, you're on the ground level looking out trying to figure things out. And so we begin to try to pursue this otherness, this other experience than what we've known. And it's not till then you're having these other high uh perspectives on things then you can look back down at what you thought was just earthly, but you're looking at the earthly from a new high perspective to where now you can look at the earthly and we were taught in religion or just the natural realm it's just it's like no good, you know, we want to escape the natural we want to and so the the the earth is cursed and fallen and yeah. Yeah. So, you pursue this escape and you pursue encountering the divine as like something in specific is the divine. So, you're chasing after this divine and and then you're having these experiences but eventually the divine leads you into oneness where you're seeing it like it says about Jesus that it says it was the mysterious um plan and will of God that in the right dispensation of time he would reconcile all things unto God in Christ heaven and earth visible and invisible all things would become one in Christ and and that's our journey and that has to happen in each one of us to where all things get reconciled unto God. All things get reconciled unto divinity. All things get reconciled unto glory so that you've had now you've had this higher experience or perspective on things and you're seeing that all things are connected to God and all things are expressions of God. So, now you can look back at the things that you brushed off and deemed as like unimportant, you know, not of some high value just your regular earthly life being a husband and a father and Yeah. you know, going after whatever you want to do with your career or your goals and then all of a sudden all that becomes glorified. You know, all of a sudden all of that becomes divine and then you don't have to constantly chase some kind of encounter or pursuit. You can revel at the little things like my son's in my lap and we're just playing and talking and that that's equally as divine because now you look into your kids eyes and you see God in them. You see them as an expression of God and so it's all a part. It's and so just like you said about whether it's getting bored with certain things or everybody's on this tip now so you want to go in another direction. That's just that's just part of it. You know what I'm saying? Even if it Even if it was nobody else on any of it, but it was just you. Yeah. I mean, if we just have the same experiences every day forever, that would be boring. So, that's what it is. It's seasons, and there's a time and a season and a place for everything. And And that's what keeps things fresh, you know? Yeah. Um for sure, dude. Um I want to talk a little bit about the five-day and just you your experience there cuz just to share with my audience who who you know, haven't hasn't heard about it. I've been turning people on to to Kirby, and um obviously there's already an overlap of of an audience there anyway, but I've been trying to turn people on to him and really you know, I'm head over heels with with him as far as his work and what he brings to the table. Um I need to plug in more with him, honestly. But, I want to I want to hear from your perspective cuz I I shared my story about the gold dust that I was freaking out. Amazing, beautiful glory was all over me. I had given up. I thought it was fake that people were making up cuz people do fake it, you know? Let's just be honest. Um but then when it happened to me at at the five-day was just so awesome. And I give a shout-out to Kirby, but I got to shout-out Nico cuz Nico's the one who came over and actually said, "Gold dust now. There it is. You see it? Gold dust now. Boom, there it is. Watch it. There's a little piece. It's going to be more. It's going to be more. Boom, there it is all over your hand." So, it wasn't even Kirby. It was actually Nico. But, being in that that facility with all those the energy Somebody commented on one of my posts that, "Man, I can imagine the you know, I see all of you guys together in one room. I can imagine the intensity of the energy." And that's exactly what it was. In unity, in squashing whatever beefs we had, and come together for the the cause of Christ and and love. Place was freaking charged for a week. I only did three days, but the place was charged a week. Um that was my experience, but you you had the gold dust, too, right? Like during worship or something? Or like was it the same time I had it or earlier? Same night, but in the in the warm up worship. Yours was at the end of that night. Um but let me backtrack a little bit too, because I just want to uh agree and expand a little bit on stuff you're saying because I don't even think that necessarily Kirby um likes or uses the term pastor, but obviously he is he is a pastor of a church Yeah. in Sri Lanka. Um wildlife. And in all reality, he's my favorite pastor in the world. Uh for somebody he's he's the first person pastoring a church in 13 years since I left the organized box of religion that excited me to rethink that potentially there's that there is the potential to reform the body of Christ and and the and the church structure system and make it awesome and make it cool and make it to where I would want to be a part. I would want to go to church. I would want to, you know, because of the way that they're doing their culture and their community in Sri Lanka. And now uh they've got these worldwide um cell groups basically and mentor groups and stuff. And um I could see for the first time cuz when I first came across Kirby 10 years ago before they were on YouTube, um I had a friend Anthony Moise that was kind of mentoring me a a bit. He was living in Abu Dhabi and they had a private website. You had to have a You could even their church was not open to the public. It was invite only. Obviously, they live in a country with less than 1% Christian. It was a a warehouse that they had and you had to get invited to the church. And then they had a a website that was password protected and they would put the sermons up. And so if you had a password, you could go in and listen to the sermon. So once in a while he he send me a link and he'd say, "Hey, go listen to this sermon." And so I always thought that was kind of cool. Anyway, you know, the way we're doing the way they were moving like that kind of secretive. And and there was always the Wild Life World of Wonders they their whole thing was always tons of supernatural stuff from from healings and gold dust and all that kind of stuff. Um but last year um last year when I was in the states I was touring around doing a a little tour through the states doing house meetings and and doing events and stuff. I wound up trying to go home. I had some emergencies going on. I tried to go home and I got a a COVID a positive COVID test. Never had a single symptom or anything. I actually got two positive COVID tests within a two-week period and so I had a um I had to quarantine for two weeks in a hotel. And before I quarantined in a hotel I did a meet in four-day event in North Carolina. And Andrew who just stayed with us as well at the five-day he he coordinated and set it all up. I didn't know how how big into Kirby Andrew was and same with Tamara. So we just stayed with Tamara too. So all three of us hung out for a week and we kept talking about Kirby. It was like, "Wow, okay, yeah, yo, I love him." And we just like vibing like every night we would talk about all this stuff. So when I was on the quarantine I was talking to Andrew a lot and I was like, "Dude like I love listening to everybody's revelation. I listen to people from all over the world but they got the same stuff. Like I feel Holy Spirit is telling me for this next season of my life to tune out all the voices and to focus on what Kirby is doing. Just to pay attention to him and to to zone in on him." And Andrew said, "Yeah, I'm I'm hearing the same thing." And so that's what I started doing and and for three days in my quarantine I just was binge watching Wild Life Kirby uh uh sermons and stuff. And then that's where I got uh my song Glorious to Me. I wrote the song Glorious to Me. And uh so, when we made the video, I wind up telling the girl, "Hey, I want you to write at the end of the video, dedicated to Kirby and Fiona." And I I was just When I got the download, I saw their church bouncing around and singing and dancing to the song. I was like, "Oh, that would be so awesome, you know? Imagine that." And I was just hoping it would get to them. I was just hoping that they would hear the song and like the song, and that they would maybe they would worship to that their church or something. And um so, you know, long story but string of events, the video wind up getting to them. They shared the video, then a flood of their people found me. And then, the whole thing has just kind of been spiraling to where when I found out there was a five-day, I was just like, "What are the odds? I'm only going to be in this place for two or three weeks. What are the odds they're going to be here from Sri Lanka? I've got to go. I'm going to go meet them." And then, it just started happening so fast that by the time I was getting there, lots of their people were sharing my music videos in their uh groups online. So, by the time I got to the five-day, everywhere I was going, everybody was familiar with my songs. Like, "Yo, I love your songs. Yo, I've been listening to your music." I'm like, I was like, "Whoa. Yo, whoa, whoa." And then, uh and then, I met a girl on my journey over there, and she she turned out she was in charge of leading worship and everything. I was making my way towards So, for me personally, I only stayed uh one meeting longer than you. So, three and a half days or whatever. But, for me personally, it was one of the highlights of my life. Uh just the whole just the whole thing because it's somebody that would preach from a pulpit all the things that you and me have talked about and journeyed out on our own with nobody, you know, there's just a certain thing about having somebody with maturity and and respectability, notoriety, um yeah, confirming and affirming to you the things that you had to get from the spirit. And trust. The things that you had to go on faith and trust that it was God leading you to those things. But then for somebody else that you look up to or honor to be preached those things from a pulpit, it gives you this this reconciliation or this redemption like, "Yeah, man. I am hearing from God." Like I knew it, but I know it. Yeah. And so there was just a lot of that. Obviously, we talked about the thing with me and you reconciling. Um but he talked also about he walked us through different meditations and he talked to us about looking back looking back in time through your memories, looking for like one of your happiest moments, looking for some some great event in your life that that is associated with a lot of emotion. And going and finding that event or that moment in time so that you can harness that energy and that emotional energy and then at whenever you need to, you can call it up cuz you call that memory, you're bringing all that energy. So there when I performed at the five day and I got, you know, Andrew and a couple of different people filmed it. And you like you said, there's a charge. There's a energy, there's an atmosphere and you know, you I don't I don't really perform that much. I've made music, but I I'm not really like put out albums and perform, but you know, when you have that energy, when people are feeding back and they're singing your words with you and it's this collective Yeah. And uh and and the songs were about oneness and like Yeah. we pioneered to where we coming to this revelation and having by faith to speak out things that was crazy people and now you seeing them in a church singing it back and they're agreeing and it's like it was like reconciliation of all these different things for me. And so now I have this moment in time, you know, cuz it was it was a dream materialized. And so now I have this moment in time that not only I can I can recall that energy, but it's the evidence that my my dreams and my desires materialized. So whenever I want to focus on the next thing coming or the next bigger thing, all I got to do is remember that moment and you can pull up that energy and that experience like, "Wow." And uh and I'll never forget when I did the last song and I'm doing the song and I'm looking over at Kirby and he's nodding his head and stuff. And then when I went over to him afterwards uh he was like waiting to give me a hug and he was like, "Dude, that's good. That That's going somewhere. That's That's It's just all the affirmation. You know You know when everything is just flowing and everything is in sync. And uh I think it was maybe it was I think it was that same Maybe it was that same night like a little bit before I performed or something at the Gold Dust or maybe it was the next No, it was the night before. No, yeah, night before cuz I had to go. I wasn't able to make it. I had the same experience too. I've never had Gold Dust. I've been hearing about it forever. I've just seen other people talking about it. I questioned a lot of that stuff because people chase like you're saying, you know, somebody see a little white feather on the ground and they're running around and angels are here and all that stuff. I'm like, "Maybe." You know, like I don't know. It could also just be somebody walked by with a pillow or something. But yeah, dude, um I had an undeniable experience too. I was worshipping. I seen a couple people looking at their hands and stuff so I was like, "Hmm." And I seen them pointing and then somebody came to me and was like, "Look at your hands." And I looked and sure enough there was all over my left hand. I was like, "Whoa." You know, so yeah, man, it's like Christmas, man. It puts you back in that childlike awe and wonder state to like, "Well, what else? Yeah. What What next? You know what I'm saying? Like, "Bring it on, dude." Yeah. It was awesome. That's so good, man. We got to hang out with them, you know what I'm saying? Go up, kick it with them in their room and just uh just throw a lot of love, man, and yeah. We got We got to mention somebody's name who's in chat hitting us with a bunch of emojis cuz we can't mention all these powerhouses and everybody under one roof without mentioning Jeffrey and Jamie Moody. We got to mention their name. Yeah, big blessing. Big That was our first time meeting them as well and just straight love, man. Just unconditional love right off the bat. And uh Anyway, I don't need to go into specifics, but they definitely hooked it up and blessed. And you know it's awesome when when you have a specific a very specific need you know, and you set intent, you already know, okay, this is going to happen. And then somebody just walks right in and just bam, just meets the need. Yeah. It's like And so a lot of that, man. Just a lot of that. It was It was just lit, man. It really was. And so There's a There's a comment here from from JV on YouTube, and they say, "I feel the energy as you recall the moment. You can feel it." That's what they're saying as we talk about it, you can feel it. Um So, I don't know if I I'm I don't know if I told you or not, but so I did the Kirby retreat and the fasting and all that, and then it it tailed off into my retreat because I I hosted a retreat in Mobile, and we had six guys who went out to the woods together to have an encounter, to seek God, and to fellowship, and just to go you know, go at it. So, we're all hanging out, and we do lunch, we go hiking, all that kind of stuff. We get back to the cabin, and we're just sitting there we're talking, and one of the guys used to go to Brownsville Assembly, which is where the Brownsville Revival happened. And so we're trading stories because my first introduction to a lot of this was taking trips to Brownsville and just the energy. So I'd hit him with a story, he'd hit me, and we got all the guys, and we're just trading stories back and forth. Oh yeah, well I was going to the bathroom, and I walked past this door, and all these kids were in there worshipping the Lord and screaming out for Jesus and and it was so beautiful you can feel the energy. Oh yeah? Well, I was chasing the pastor and he said fire on you and I shot up against the wall. We're just like kind of like building it, you know what I'm saying? And uh and and I was thinking about it and so we're talking about these encounters and then for a moment we just got quiet. And we quit talking. And all of a sudden the presence of the Lord came into the room as we were recalling this ancient fire that we encountered 20 years ago, right? And he comes into the room and I just start we're just talking regular, sharing stories, we're rapping and stuff, we're having fun. And I just start weeping. The weighty presence of the Lord comes into the cabin and I just start weeping and everybody else just starts crying, dude. His presence is in the room. As we're talking about him and I was like, man, he says where two or three are gathered, there I am in the midst, you know? And just the idea of talking about this and giving him glory and it was almost like he was just waiting for us to shut up. And we're talking about it, remembering it and building the faith and then once we were quiet, like the spirit came in and we just went for like 10 10 minutes of just his presence being really strong and just weeping in the room and and after it was done I was like, you guys can leave. And it was early, too. I said, you guys got what you came for. That's it. Like he's like, no, we're going to go in deep tonight. I said, yeah, we always kind of joking, but it was so good, man, just to When you was saying that what I was what I was getting in the spirit is there's a difference between talking about God and knowing God. You know, most people in religion they stick about talking about. When you're talking about, it's always something other than it's always something outside of or or something that you're relating to. That's not oneness with. Used to be. And so uh whether it's the Bible, the word of God, a testimony, whatever, all of that talking about is only to bring your awareness back to the fact that here he is right now in the present moment so that you can encounter the omnipresent reality of God. And so that's why it says they overcome by the word by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimonies because you continually testify and it brings you back into the remembrance that he's here right now. There's no way that he's not. It's always right here and it's always right now. Yeah. And um So yeah, it's so powerful that I mean whether it's worship music or the word or your testimony or whatever, all of that talking about is a tool to get you into the here right now Yeah. reality that here he is right now. He's in us, through us, and around us. And uh unfortunately a lot of people in in religion get we get stuck in the brain and we just talk about. We talk about. We talk about. And we think we're intellectualizing and we learn about and we get details and information and diplomas and degrees about and don't enter into the here right now experience and encounter with this omnipresent living God, you know. Right. Yep. That the testimonies again is not just what God did bec- did for you and you got to see the gold dust or you got to feel his glory that entered your room. What he did for me, he can also and wants to do for you because God is not a respecter of persons. There's no reason why I I experienced the facet of God in that way that you can't. There's many other ways, right? And so that's the beautiful thing. As we testify, it's not only what he did for me, but what he can do for you also. But bringing it to memory is is huge, you know. We talk about tattoos and when we look at tattoos, they they remind us of something and and what it represents, a portal even into a deeper truth. And so um I feel like we can go back to those places as well. Like encounters that we've had with the Lord, I feel like that we know how to get back there. We know what it takes that we can then bring other people with us, which is something interesting that to explore. But when I left the Kirby uh conference, me and Nico went to uh the little crystal shop on the way out. He followed me out and uh there was this this stone here. I don't know if you heard me talk about it or read the post or whatever, but I but this is the first thing that caught our eye in there. And I went over there and picked up and looked at it and said, "Oh, that's dope because it's got these gold It's got gold flakes all over it." And I picked it up. I was like, "You know what? I need to buy that so every time I bought it in Destin and it's going to remind me of this 5-day and this experience that I had and the whole week the whole week um it's going to remind me of it. So I bought the the crystal and or it's a stone and it's called a lilac jasper. I ended up looking up lilac jasper and and you know what it what it means. And it actually said biblically, it said it represents the glory of God. And so and healing and a couple other things. But I thought it was interesting that it had the uh the gold glitter on it, the gold dust. And another name for the gold dust, they call it the glory dust. They call it glory dust. So when the glory of God comes, there's this gold dust that shows up and this specific stone symbolizes the glory of God. So I thought it was a cool little token that every time I see this, it will remind me. So another cool thing about that stone, I heard you guys talk about it when you guys went out and you came back with it and he had one as well. And then he wound up giving me a ride home the next day. We drove like 7 hours or whatever. He took me home. So in the night, when we got to my house, I had a bunch of stuff in the back of his car and he was helping me to grab all my stuff and brought it into my house and stuff. And uh when he left about 15 minutes later he left, I walked in the bedroom and on the bed with my stuff was the little bag with his stone in it. Mhm. And I was like, "Yo, did I accidentally grab that? Like it was on his seat with my stuff or did he leave that there for me?" And I hit him up and I sent him a picture. I'm like, "Yo, bro, I don't know if I accidentally grabbed this, but that that stone or whatever is on my bed." And he's like, "Oh yeah, you know what? Well, probably you're supposed to have it because you and Derek you guys got back together and you both had that experience with the gold dust stuff. So, you must be supposed to have that stone, too. So, I got one, too, bro." Heck yeah, man. That's awesome. And the thing about it like my it gets you it just gets your mind wondering, right? Like, you know, in the scriptures when they had a triumph, when God showed up and did something in their midst, they they built a monument. Monument. And a lot of times those monuments were stones on top of each other. What if it what was these stones, man? I don't know. Um but I find it very interesting, you know? I want I want to uh share one quick thing, something else you were saying when we were just talking about testimonies and and about um about being able to recall and bring back forth those remembrances of what you where you've been and stuff, bring it to the now. Um two different two different things in particular, you know, we have something that that Holy Spirit is maturing me in and as I'm maturing as a son of God, the way that you function it changes. Right? When you're when you're a baby Christian, um a new believer, you're you're kind of hungry and you're going after experiences. You're going after new experiences, want to keep touching and tapping into things you don't know, you want to learn. And so, it's more about receiving. Whatever you receive, you have the capacity to give. Remember it says, "We love because we were first loved." So, like you you can't tell nobody or do something that you don't know. But once you know, then you have the capacity to tell. And so, for instance, one of the things about God through through the scriptures, it has all these different names: Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Nissi, Jehovah Rapha. So, all these aspects of God, they're words. My healer, my provision, uh my protector. So, as you're learning these words that that reveal something about the God that's inside of you, at a moment's notice you can call that name and you're calling up that aspect. Same thing with I am peace, I am love, I am joy. Uh you don't know what the fruits of the Holy Spirit is. You don't even know that there is fruits of the Holy Spirit until you learn these words. And then now you're given name, love, joy, peace, patience. You're finding the things that are inside of you. You have a word, you can call it up at a moment's notice. You have the power to you can call that word forth. It's in you, you can radiate that thing out. And so, the same thing also with our experiences, we're we're bringing in information and recalling pictures and images and things that it's it's in us. Everything we've experienced, every memory, it's in us. So, once it's in us, at a moment's notice if we want to, we can call it forth. And so, what he's teaching me about being a son of God, S O N and S U N, is as you're maturing, it's not so much about receiving. It's not so much about getting and drawing into you, it's about radiating out. It's about all that you've brought into you and all that you've experienced and all that you've obtained and you built up inside of you, you now you're walking on a daily basis, you're radiating out. You're not you're you're open and you're and you're loving when you experience new things with God, but you're not chasing that because you're radiating out all the experience that you're accumulating inside of you, you're you're shining, you're glorifying the world, you're you're constant And so, when you have these experiences and you have these moments, you learn the skill and the art of holding it. Pick You know as Paul says, "Fix your mind above on heavenly things, good, just, holy, of good report." You're learning how to lay hold of all the best. You're learning how to lay hold of all the glory and all the divine and all the excitement and all the stuff and not let it just come and go as an experience and then you're waiting for the next one. You're learning how to hold those things and to walk in those things. Like I A lot of people hit me up now, uh where I'm at in my journey now, that I encourage them or I excitement of the way that I live, the way that I shine and that I'm motivating or inspiring is because I'm learning how to My my ability to do that doesn't depend on me having some crazy encounter today. I've had enough to where I can live from that place and keep on radiating radiating that stuff out and help other people come into that. And I just see it as a new uh you know, it's a certain stage in the maturing of who we are as sons and that's what we all want to do. We want to mature. It says, "Until we're until we come to the full stature of Christ." You know, and so Christ is walking continually in that intimacy of glory and into that intimacy of It's always awesome and it's always right now and it's always powerful and that's a choice. When we realize that we That's the choice that we get to make. We get to decide that it's always awesome. It's always glorious. It's always on point right now. Yeah. And uh Yeah, man. This That's just where I'm at right now and and you were saying some things that is triggering me up that whatever it is, it's your experiences, your testimonies, the word, all that stuff that you build up inside of us the ability to live constantly in that. Something Something happened with your audio. It sounds like you're in a a tin can or something. Now, it just just happened. It's the phone. It's It's the phone. It's a setting on the phone. Maybe try turn the audio off and back on. It's the same. I know sometimes it does that with when your connection gets weak or something. On Zoom. Maybe maybe try to leave leave and come back so to reset. You better do that. I don't think so. Uh shout out to everybody in the chat. I see JV. Lawrence talks about practicing the presence of God. And Deuteronomy 6:4 Shema Yisrael. Love the Lord your God. These words I shall keep shall keep you in your heart and talk to your kids. Yep. Kevin says, "Love you guys. Keep up the great work." True seeker. Hey man, shout out to everybody holding us down in in chat. I see Christie and Jeffrey and Fam Fam Laurie. All right. Daniel's back. How about now? Great. Fixed it. Yeah. So uh well, let's talk about this, man. This is something that you know, it has been something big for me going back and forth of when we're talking about being so heavily minded, you know, earthly good or everything is spiritual, everything is free. We're talking about money. Let's talk about um charging for time, charging for a session, for a consultations, for one-on-one, for coaching, you know, all of for programs, charging for meditations. Um cuz you you you're kind of coming around to this and you know, it takes finances for you to travel back and forth and for you to pay for a hotel. Like it takes money. And uh and and people people sow into your bosom, right? People give, but um charging for stuff or or giving people opportunity to give, right? If even if it is for a meditation or for a one-on-one. And and you're hiring coaches and and and those kind of things and they're really helping you, you know what I'm saying, progress to on your journey and learn things that you didn't know. Um same thing with me, you know, I I I for me it started I'll say that it started with verses doing music. Started with charging for verses on the fact that I was reaching out to people who had big names and big platforms and I wanted them on my my song. They didn't know who I was. I was a corny Christian rapper. A lot of these spiritual esoteric dudes so they say, "Hey, 100 bucks, 200 bucks, 300 bucks, I'll I'll get on the verse." And these guys are struggling artists, so that helps them, you know, they got families and stuff. So I give them 300 bucks, they get on the verse. And then I get a name for myself, you know, from being with these people and and getting fans. And now fans hit me up and say, "Hey, TruSeeker, man, let me get a verse." And back in the day it was like, "Sure, everybody gets a verse. You get a verse. You get a verse. You get a verse. Who wants a verse?" Now it's like there's no way cuz I'll do a verse and people quit rapping the next next week. "Oh, I'm not going to release it." I've been doing interviews and people not even airing the interviews that I'm doing. Like, you know what I'm saying? They just people change the pendulum, whatever. Um so now because I paid for verses, when people want to get me on a song, you know, you got to pay you got to pay. It's not a lot, 200 bucks, 100 bucks, whatever. Just show me that, you know, you care about this and you're going to promote it cuz I'll give you some really good stuff and you don't even release it. "Oh, yeah, I chose not to put it on the album." Well, at least I made 200 bucks off of it. And so me paying for verses gave me the confidence to start charging. I I I coach people. I do one-on-one sessions. Having a great amazing time. All of this stuff is stuff that I would do for free. Started out doing for free. But now there's a price tag on it. There's an exchange of energy, of time. Um I I hired a coach that's pretty expensive who poured into me and helped me like design my course and and somebody who's already doing it that I needed to learn from and it cost. And it's It guy wasn't cheap, but I knew that he had some things to impart to me that I would get from him. And now people are you know doing sessions with me, hiring me as a coach, going through my programs and it works vice versa. I was definitely ahead of you in that, but it seems that you're coming around now to like, yeah, I got to pay out of pocket because I feel like I need to pick this guy's brain for more than just an hour a week or whatever the case is. And so you're starting to hire coaches. Where are you at with that because it was taboo? Um somebody who's tried to I'm not going to say any names, but somebody who's tried tried to trying to add me right now on Facebook. I deleted them. I thought I blocked them years ago because they inboxed me about my sessions and they were asking me questions about the sessions and I said, yeah, man, I just started doing one-on-ones with people and it's going good. I love it. I feel like I'm I was born to do this, blah blah blah. They screenshotted it and shared it in all of these groups where all of these Christians were making fun of me for charging for prayer and those kind of things. And when I seen it, it was like a punch in the gut and I took down all my services. And uh and that person is now in my inbox like I don't remember who the person was, but I do remember that happened to you. Yeah. But uh but where are you at with that cuz it's not easy, right? You Everything supposed to be for free. Freely receive, freely give, you know. Yeah. Yeah. Like I should be able to talk to you anytime. You need to call me. Like every And if you did do that, everybody wants to wants your time and including your wife and kids. Yeah. Well, I can't remember. I mean it was a big It was a big uh inspiration. I remember very specifically the week I think I was at your house the week before you made the leap. I remember what we were talking about and you was praying about that that that year you was going to be able to leave your job and go full-time into doing the podcast and your music and that you'd be able to sustain yourself. And the next week and I left, I think we prayed about it. Uh maybe a little group of us we were talking about it. And the next week I don't know if you got fired or laid off or or whatever happened and it was like you got thrust into it. It was like here we go. Now or never. And you really got the um the Patreon going. And you know, I'm sure it wasn't easy right off the rip to get to the place where you was comfortable saying, "Hey, this is what I do full-time. This is my This is my livelihood." Mhm. But um so it was a big inspiration watching you do it by faith because it is whatever you say it is. At the end of the day, that's what it comes down to. It's whatever you say it is. Yeah. And it's our own doubt and unbelief is our biggest thing. The biggest enemy that you have to stop you from prospering, to stop you from having whatever you want, whatever A little child can have the faith to believe huge. And as we get older and older, we start listening to the world and everybody else's expectations and letting that doubt and unbelief come in and start robbing us of all that God is willing to let us have. And um the first thing I would say is like to me um because you've been doing music a lot longer than me, music is a lot easier for me to see you making the shift because yo, that's the difference between you being a professional music artist or not. It's are you getting paid or not? Yeah. And that's the difference is is this a hobby or is this what you are? Yeah. The moment that you have the faith to say, "No, I'm charging for something." and the first time somebody's willing to pay you a dollar for it, you're a professional. You might not be great at it or you might be awesome at it, but if you're making any kind of money doing it, you qualify as a professional in doing that. And so, music I could see it a lot easier to eventually make that shift. It's just as far as having the confidence in your own talent and material, that seeing your value. Yeah. To me, it was harder because I wasn't really doing music. I was on the spiritual journey. I've always been doing free lives and and doing events and and just going places and I was just had this thing. It was like it was almost like I was an ascetic for a while. Like I left the whole matrix and I left everything behind to just be on this spiritual pilgrimage and journey that never ended. So, it was like, "When when do you get off of that trip?" You know, then I got wife and I got kids and it's like, but I was stuck on that trip that's like, "Everything is just free. I'm just serving." You know what I mean? I'm just I'm here to be a servant to humanity, you know? And that's cool and and to me, what God has shown me is like, "Whatever you want it to be, wherever you're at, whatever you have the faith for it to be, I'll let it be that for you." When I was just that, I'm just going to be a servant God and whatever you're going to provide for me, that's what I'll live on and I'll be that for you. Uh when it's then I was like, "You know what? I want to do a I want to work, man. I want to provide for my family. I want to do a business." Then I'll do that for you. And then and then now I'm on this thing it's like, "Okay, I don't want to work a regular job. That's not my heart. But I'm tired of just hoping next week the money that I need for next week is to come. I want to be able to take care of my wife and kids. I want I want to be able to do things." So, getting to the point where I actually have faith in in the value that I hold inside of my being. Just like I talked to you about a little while ago, the experiences you have in life. You know, this guy Will Rogers, he helped me a lot in this last year in the journey of just learning how to monetize who you are. The what the experiences you hold in your life. We talked about it 12, 13 years. I just made my first course. It took me 12 or 13 years of living life experience and pursuing understanding in the spirit to be able to put all of that stuff in a course that somebody else can take in 2 weeks. Yeah. And and start having encounters and experience and a life change that took me 12 or 13 years of nobody leading me on that journey. So I know God will show me God will tell me this about my course. Cuz I was questioning. I was like cuz I got the number $200. Charge $200 for it. Part of me says that sounds a lot. It's just an online course. People are paying $300 to go to this 5-day event with Kerwin. Can I really charge $200? It's not about that. It's about whatever the value is. If you go to a art gallery and somebody's looking at a certain painting on the wall, to you it might look like junk. You wouldn't pay $50 for it, but somebody else sees it like I got to have that. It reminds me of my childhood. I'll pay $5,000 cuz it's in the eye of the beholder. And so at the end of the 5 day all of these miracles was happening. People was blessing me financially. People was inviting me places. I was hanging out with Kerwin. All these things I performed my music. All these things was happening and at the end of the day I was walking away and God was telling me it's because you just you just made your course over the last month. And while you was making it, you was taking it. You took your course by making your course cuz it was you were producing that. And people need to realize the reason that you're seeing all this fruit in your life is because of the mentality that you're living out. And that's what you put in your course. So how could that course not have the value? You know, so don't doubt. So it's about knowing your worth and knowing your value. And ultimately, the more we grow in maturity as a son of God, we're going to understand you. We are um priceless. We are valuable. The the light and the life and the energy and the experience and the knowledge that we hold inside of us, it there's no price you can put on it. So, if you can impart that to people, and and you know that you can bless people and open and expand their mind and and and make them think, empower them to go beyond what they thought they could do for themselves, who wouldn't be who wouldn't pay $100 for that, $200? People go see a comedy show, see Dave Chappelle for 2 hours for $100. So, if you can impart something to somebody that shifts them and changes the trajectory of their life, where they're moving from here forward, how could that not have the value, you know? But, it's about us valuing ourselves, knowing our own self-worth, knowing what we're worth. And uh so, yeah, I'm on that big ship. I'll even just a couple to a couple months ago, I was giving all my music away for free. Cuz I'm like, yo, I just want people to get the revelation, you know what I mean? I just want people to wake up. And so, I'm making um the music, and I was just giving it away for free, and God's like, you show me like I self-sabotage. He's giving me so many different ways of providing for myself and for my family, but I get this guilt trip like I shouldn't charge for this. And so, I just give it all away. It's like, here we go again. So, back to square one. And he's just telling me like, Dan, I'm giving you the music. You know, it's not even like you're so smart you're creating the music. I'm I'm giving you the music. I'm inspiring you. I'm giving you downloads. I'm handing it to you. And and trust me, people are going to be blessed to buy it. Mhm. They're they're going to be blessed to to pay you for the music. The music is going to bless them, and the more that I see that that's the truth, and I know that you kind of the same, I know that you get flooded with emails and testimonies and stuff just like I do. Every day people send me videos of them watching it in their house or or just telling me like, dude, this certain song is changing my life. Listen, the more that I get those affirmation confirmations, it's not even it's not a question for me. I know the value of of the product I'm putting out. I know the value of the music or the course. And so, you just learn to expect it. It's humbling, but it's not surprising cuz you know that this is God. God gave me something to give the world and it's valuable and it's going to be a blessing to them and my family's going to get blessed off it, too. And so, I think that from here on out, bro, you know, it's just going to grow exponentially for each one of us. And and we as we know our worth, we're just going to keep growing in experience, so our worth is going to keep growing. Our value's going to keep growing. What we're able to give people is going to keep growing. Yep. And uh we're going to be blessed, man. Yeah, it take it takes money to do it. It takes money to keep the lights on. It takes money for this beautiful camera that I upgraded to. Like everything, you know, takes money and uh it's part of it. People want to give, though. See, that's the that's the lie that I've I've I've had to come across, like when cuz we I've been broke, come from poverty, you know what I'm saying? So, I had to shake that poverty mentality. I thought that because I didn't have money that that nobody had money. And there's a You start hanging out cuz you start hanging around people that don't got money. And you don't have money, so you think nobody has money, but that's Dude, I know God has blessed and anointed people to be givers. Their role in the kingdom is to is to is to back and finance what you're doing as a forerunner and to buy you that I got a I got a friend of mine who I've been talk talking his name, but I'm I'm not going to say his name for this cuz I don't want to give it away, but somebody's buying him a bus. He was trying to raise money for like a RV to travel and preach the gospel and he just got one donated. Like a really nice one. Like a dude who's like a a millionaire, owns several companies. He's like, "Listen, 30,000 is nothing. We got you. Boom, because your ministry, I'm sowing into the kingdom. I'm sowing into good ground." God Somebody God has people all over the place with with different reasons, man. Somebody just found out 2 days ago that I was coming to the States and I was going to be doing some shows and stuff. They paid for three flights of mine to help me get around the States cuz they believe in my music, they wanted to spread. So, they they had a bunch of uh miles or whatever, so there was like first they offered one and then they found out what I was going from here to there and they were like hold on let me see if I can get you that one too. And then they told me hey I'll get you a third one if I can. I was just like wow and I was literally just telling my wife last night or this morning last night I think it was we were sitting on this couch out here and I'm telling her I'm just keep testifying her all these blessings and I'm saying listen babe get ready get ready because like you said you get accustomed to your circle and your class financial class of where you're at and you kind of just that's all you know. But the thing about it is especially when you're dealing with music or or ministry or whatever when you're dealing with a message that message is universal and when that message transcends your circle or your class and it starts getting to other people who are up in different echelons that you're not familiar with it's nothing for a millionaire to get impacted by a song and be blessed to be able to bless you to feel honored to be able to bless you and and God has been giving me this word the last couple of days because I'm just really coming into like I only had a couple songs really in the last couple of years and I'm just now focusing okay I'm not going to album out so I I made the shift a couple weeks ago God said ask me for anything you want if you could just do whatever you want what would you do and I was like I would just fully embrace music. I would just be traveling the world and doing music and blessing people by doing music and he's like then believe it and as soon as I believed it within days it was popping. So now just embracing this identity that I have created for myself that's who I am I'm a I'm a music artist and I'm doing it professionally. As soon as I made the shift and chose to be that people are pre-ordering my album people are booking me to come do shows and so I was telling my wife people I just got this hit yesterday I was like wow cuz it's one thing people have been telling me I wasn't thinking about myself being a music artist here I just had a couple songs. And people would tell me, "Yo, Victor is my favorite song." Or "Glory to me, I love that song." But I'm I'm growing to the point where people are starting to tell me like you're my favorite artist. And I know you get that a lot, too. It's a totally different shift when you start thinking about, "Wow, you're somebody's favorite artist." Cuz when you think about Yeah. You think about like who your favorite artist is. I know, right? Way better. You were around them or hang out with them or like taking them to dinner or or do something to just bless them, you would jump at you would jump at the opportunity because they mean they blessed you, they mean something to you. So So when you start putting yourself in those other shoes and you realize you're going to be that to other people. Weird. You got to expect you got to get ready. You're going to be that to people and they're going to feel blessed to get to bless you. It's going to be an honor or a memory for them the time that they got to do this for you or they got to help you do this. And uh so yeah, it's just a big shift. I'm going through it and and I'm excited about where it's going because I had a revelation a while ago. I was like, "I have no I believe that the sons of God are taking over the earth. I believe that the that the meek inherit the earth. I believe that the earth is the Lord's and everything in it. He was joined to the Lord's one spirit with the earth. I believe that we're taking it over." And a lot of times people think, "Well, we got to get into the arenas of politics and and finance and all that." And in some areas that that's true. It's just not my path. So I have no desire to get into politics. But that don't mean I can't be sitting on a couch right next to a governor or a mayor or a vice president who loves my music. And so they let me in close to them and let me talk in their ear. And I can influence politics without ever having to step into that arena. Yeah, I mean that's That's That even sounds more scriptural than trying to run for office. When we when we're looking at, you know, Joseph and Daniel and those guys, like they had influence and they wasn't even in in the You see the power, but they had influence over They were like advisors, if you will. Exactly. Exactly. So, I see that I see that with a lot of us who are artistic, and God's given us a specific way to release revelation that's not in a super preaching way. It's not in a you know, religious jargon and Christianese terminology that kind of divides or or puts you in a box. Yeah. And he's given us a way to kind of transcend that, and that's going to bring a lot of people in a lot of different people in a lot of different circles our way, and it's going to give us the ability to access and influence a lot of realms. Yeah. You know? For sure. I see Renee's with us. Hey, Renee. Thanks for watching, my friend. She says, "Great picture. Y'all are illuminated." Saint Anthony's with us, too. He says, "Let's do a song, y'all." Dude, we got to do another one. Saint Anthony's the one I was telling you about Anthony um Kinyotis. Remember the guy who's on my IM song? Yeah. So, he said, "Let's do a song, y'all." We should do a We should do a collab, for sure. I want to check out I want to check out more about his course that you were showing me and telling me. Exactly. Sounded interesting. Yeah, the course that he's doing. And I got to get you all hooked up with with everybody in doing interviews. Are you familiar with Kingdom Talks? Have you reached out to those guys yet? I just I just cuz me and you talked about that. I just hit Gil up uh this week. And uh we're going to we're going to talk soon. Yeah. Gil's Gil's my main man, bro. Definitely hook up with Gil. But both of you guys You too, Anthony, you need to hook up with Gil and and get in those I say circuits. Just like get it Just get in front of eyes, man. You know what I'm saying? The people who are looking for what you're bringing to the table. They're out there, and they're on Kingdom Talks. They're on this podcast, you know? So, we want to promote what you guys got going on. If I had any anybody or anything that I resonate with, this is it, you know? And so, I definitely want to share the platform for that. Let me ask you um also too we're talking about money and finances. Uh we're talking about music, but you you have a vision of something you've already started and I haven't talked to you on and you you've tagged me in and some stuff about doing something for your birthday, some kind of birthday bash and and actually renting a mansion I think it is and and it takes finances to do that. It's not free to They could give it to you, who knows, but you're you're going to rent it. Can you talk just Can you tell me cuz I haven't talked to you about it uh about what you got going on and maybe if it's open to the public and just go over some details and stuff with that and where it's at, too. So. Yeah. So I I changed the word mansion to luxury home because everybody's got a different uh This ain't a mansion. I live in a mansion. Yeah. What What at what point does What point does the word mansion accurately It's a nine It's a nine-bedroom luxury home in Florida. I I I came across it a couple years ago cuz my family works with a lot of uh vacation homes in Central Florida. And when I came across in particular I met the owner and he was furnishing a house and I was just blown away at how plush everything was like so top-notch. I was like, "Dude, I do events sometimes. If I ever do an event, I'm booking this house." And uh so I I always had the address in the back of my mind. And um I was just getting ready to uh I'm starting to plan cuz I want to go to the next five day. It's in the beginning of September in Missouri. And uh so I repaid for it. And then so I started trying to plan around that because I got invited to Houston, a couple different people. So I said, "Let I better start planning now." Um and then as I was planning cuz we we also just did an interview right now for this documentary that I'm shoot that I'm putting together. It's called one. And um so I was I'm not going to start editing until after I release my album and then I'm going to start working on the documentary. So I was like, "Man, I want to I want to be able to premiere that while I'm in the States." And then I realized I'm turning 40. And all of a sudden that hit me, I'm was "Damn, turning 40? I feel like I'm 18. I feel like I'm the same exact person doing the same kind of stuff I was 60. No, I'm joking. I'm joking. But I feel like what I'm about and my personality and everything, I don't feel like I'm the same spirit, you know what I mean? Um but it's interesting. Like 40 years obviously a cool number, a spiritual number, and it's just a like, "Wow, 40 years old." So I wanted to do something big, and I just got done, you know, a couple weeks being in the States. I hung out with so many of you guys. Um Jeffrey, you, Nico, Andrew, Brian, Christian, Alec, Martin, Daniel Thornes, Kirby, all these different guys, and I was just like, "You know me for years. Like look, when I come to the States, that's what I do. I go traveling, I do house meetings, and that's what of You kind of serve like an apostle to comment you were establishing churches and home meetings that function as a as a body. I tried to gather the the scattered loners who are in a certain area, bring them together so that when I go on, if they want to, they could still keep hanging out with me. And um so I was just like, but this time I was a little bit greedy. I was like, "I'm not even thinking about other people. I'm thinking about me. It's my birthday. Who would I want there?" You know? And I just like write everybody out, and I would just saw, and I was just thinking like, "Yo, this is this is very doable. I'm blessed right now with a a team that's forming, people that shot my Glorious to Me video. They're It's so humbling when people start really believing in you so much that they just want to serve you. They want to be a part of doing whatever they can to help you progress. And I that's very new for me. And uh so these girls that are on my team, they are super anointed and they they do they've done live streaming events, they do everything with media. And so everything was just I was like, "Wow, we could we could all go to this luxury home. We could to blast for several days. Everybody take a turn and sharing and and and just revelate in and doing a course doing a course or a meditation or activation or whatever. We could live stream it for a paid event and it's in a neighborhood with many other mansions or luxury homes. So if people want to come in person if there's lodging available. And and so it all just start happening real fast. So I threw all of you guys in a private group to just throw it out there and see you know, I I was when I when I see something I already fully convinced myself and believe it's done. I just going to need to tell everybody else and see the response but within the first night probably like about a quarter of the people was already like I'm in. I'm in. I want to do it. So probably just within the next week I'll start publicly making it known but my birthday is October 6th. So it's it's the week of it'll be the 6th through the 9th. 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th. It's in Central Florida, Kissimmee, Florida, Disney area. The the newest, biggest, best vacation community. Badass clubhouse with lazy river and huge water park and the houses are are pimp. Awesome awesome houses. And we're going to do live music each night. Have a different person featuring doing live entertainment and music. We're going to have awesome back-to-back all-star lineup of just heavy revelators, really powerful mature sons of God and just everybody contributing different things. Several couples that I really want to share from a married perspective. You know, like I said, we want to bring these things down to earth in a practical way too. It's just not all super spiritual stuff. It's how do we live this out as human beings fully embodied in God and like you're talking about with finances, with business, with just being able to be fully independent in all these realms. And uh it's going to be powerful. I'm going to try to make it very affordable and I'm just super excited. I'm super excited just to know that many people of like mind that I consider brothers and that I that I have this bond with just for me to even be able to get in a house with them. But then for us to be able to also open that up on live stream of other people to come visit and hang out. To have an encounter like that. A lot of people like you just had your first or you've had a couple retreats. I've had a couple little things, but for people to get to come like we had the we had the awesome crew in the little apartment we were staying at at the five day. Yeah, I had fun like I said with Andrew and Grace, too. Grace was just like, "Tell me more." They were just eating it up and we just man, it was funny. I told Nico, I was like like whatever role you are an office, prophet, preacher, teacher, you're going to naturally do that. And like it was so fun that we were like teaching and sharing. We're in our element, man. And there's nothing like it. And I was able to do I was invited to the Kingdom Talks retreat. They had a retreat over it was close by me. I was like, "I have to go. It's right down the road." And so even there being meeting people for the first time that you've been friends with on the internet and staying in the same place with these people and they're all mystics and they all love Christ and they got something different to offer and and we're meeting people and then the Kirby five day and then I just found out Dr. O's going to be here tomorrow like right down the road from me. I was like, "I got to I can't not go. I can't like when we were able to and then I'm doing my retreats where people are coming all over because something I set up like and I love it. We we take advantage of the internet. Everybody's all over the world. You're you know, where you are and you're in Honduras and like internet's amazing. We take advantage of it, but there's nothing like, you know, getting to meet the people for the first time and hug their neck and lay hands and pray and feel the spirit of the Lord rush the room and stuff. Dude, there's just nothing like it. But we got to do more of that is what I'm saying. So You're last exactly. And I feel I feel that this is the beginning of a brand new era and season in the body um because so many of us had to leave the structure to find our true path and calling and revelation. And then through that we began to to attract to ourselves like attracts like. We began to find others like us. And uh now it's got to move into a new direction to where we bring it back to community. We bring it back to having real relationships. And I feel uh I've been saying non-stop for the last 2 or 3 weeks. And that's what the my birthday party is really it's firing about because I could try to make a lot of money doing it. And I even said in the group I'm not I'm I would love to just divide whatever money we make to cover everybody's cost so that we all get to have this experience because I feel like it's going to be um setting a precedent and and just showing what could be because everybody's got their own ministry. Everybody's got their own gig. And for a long time that's what it was all about it having your own ministry and starting your own thing. That's why like you got all these denominations. Everybody wants to branch off and get I just want to be I just want to be there. I don't even care. It wasn't like they were not sharing with the microphone. Obviously you did, but like we weren't the main people. It was just just to be there and to serve, man. And just to be in the atmosphere. And so I think that we're moving into an era to where everybody's got their own thing that they do, but we're going to get excited about collaborating. Yeah. We're going to get excited about bringing many ministries together and many different things together to work together towards something bigger than any of us could accomplish on our own. Yeah. You know, and so it's about collaboration, cross-pollinat cross-pollinating, and and seeing what kind of big things we can accomplish if we all come together and unify. Yeah. This is it's our time, man. And I say our time is the time for the Christian mystics. It's time for you to to go deeper into Christ. He's in everything, but you have to train your eye to be able to see him and follow and hear his voice and not follow the stranger's voice, which is there and it's okay if you did, but it's time to get back on track and follow the voice of Christ. He's speaking to each and every one of you right now when you're listening. People are feeling the Holy Spirit. People are getting ideas and all kinds of things as we talk as we talk about this. They're getting it when they listen to your music. They listen get it when we talk about on the podcast, all of it, but it's about following that voice cuz it's it's it's our time. Why? Because we're created for such a time as this and the world needs you. The world needs your hope. There's no hope out there. There's death, doom, gloom, darkness, chaos, and confusion and the world needs hope and they're not going to find it in any other source. now in this generation. You could have been one of the other ones that came in at any other generation. You think about just one generation before us, the internet didn't exist. Yeah. One generation before us, none of this would have been possible. We would have never been able We wouldn't have even found each other probably. Yeah. We would have never been able to even have access to all of these revelations and knowledge and all all of this super fast unfolding awakening of consciousness that we get to be a part of. We were elected for this before the foundations of the world were laid. We were chosen to be the generation bringing this in. Mhm. And so, that's awesome, dude. It's exciting. Yeah. Yeah. And again, it ain't it ain't just us. We might be the ones on on the screen, but there's so many more people who have been in training and have been in hiding. That's part of the process. You have to leave. You and Kirby even talked about it. You kind of have to abandon your religion. You have to cuz even the scriptures like the scriptures are are like an overview. The scriptures aren't going to tell you the script scriptures talks about crystals and using crystals, but it's not a a list of all the crystals and what they do. You have to find somebody who is an expert and has given their life to study crystals and and how to use them and and whatever. Meditation. The Bible talks about meditation in the trans state and all of that and talking to angels and even communing with the dead. Like there's you know, but but it doesn't doesn't give you a step-by-step process and um your journey's you know, every setback has been a setup. And so for us to feel like we've left God or whatever the case. That's not it. The thing about it is that you lived to talk about it and you make it made it back. But now we're able to have these conversations in Christ where people don't have to feel like even though God's calling them to study crystals or to get into frequency healing music and and create frequency healing music and be told that they're new age. No, we're going to give you the scriptures on it. We're going to show you where it is in the Bible and then somebody who is Christocentric, whose heart is after God, uh and let them let them teach you. Because those people are coming out of the woodwork owning their story, owning their uniqueness and uh and that's what it's about for you to share your stories and to be open and honest and not try to be pretend to be somebody you're not and just come as you are. And that's that's maturity in the body of Christ is what we're stepping into. Uh Kingdom Talks and and those guys are really big on the term uh maturing sons, becoming mature sons. and at the same time being willing to hear other people's story without making a judgment on it and concluding on it. Yeah. No, it's hard, you know, and we all do it and we still do it to each other and you know, it's part of it. But you got to respect it. That was one of the biggest things for me though of coming out of this you know, the idea of religion where you know, you have to prove things and convince people was like once I started having encounters like dude, like there's no way that I can just explain this to you. You had to be there. I can't you know, I can give you some scriptures and stuff and I want to, but you had to be there. You haven't seen it. I'm not it's not even my goal or job to convince you. It's for me and as we share it, you know, those people who kind of laugh at you or whatever mark you or whatever, there's those other people that dude, everything that you're saying, if Kirby didn't know any better, everything Kirby was sharing was like that for us. Everything he's sharing, wow, we just needed to hear it echoed back through a mirror, you know? So, Right on. own your stories, man. Well, Dan, people are asking like where to where to listen to your music and and watch your videos and you have a website and everything where all of that's at at one place? Yeah, danieldavidiam.com. danieldavidiam.com and you have to check out the videos. They're super dope. The music is anointed. I've got a a new single that I'm putting out on the 20th. This Friday we're launching my family vlog. It's like a year overdue. People have been begging me to start doing a YouTube channel and and so we're going to do YouTube and Instagram starting on Friday. It's called I Am As A Family. Just following us around on our adventures and just all the stuff we talked about on this episode. Everything from parenting to finances to living out free from the matrix, spirituality, all that kind of stuff. Just our regular daily life. Going to do every Friday a new episode for for now. Next Friday on the 20th, I'm releasing a single, a video and a single. It's called I Love My Life. And then on the 20th of June, I'm releasing my album. It's called Rain. So, I'll have to update my website here in the next couple days, but you can go see my videos, you can listen to music, you can purchase music, singles, whatever. Contact me on there. You got my Just just my social media. Just everything. I'm danieldavidiam.com. Good stuff. Well, guys, make sure you go follow him on social media, subscribe to his YouTube, check out his website, all that good stuff. Dan's a good friend of mine. Glad we was able to do this talk, man. People Most people don't know like this is a long time coming, you know, and and we have history and and uh man, it's so good to be able to connect with you. said, the four years, it was probably very necessary in order for us to get the revelation of all this stuff so that we could share with people and help prevent them from going through some of the same stuff or or have understanding or even inspire them to reconcile relationships that even maybe right now are strange. I wrote down somebody's name and I don't know how how much you know this person. I just met this person at the retreat. Trust me, my my handwriting's bad, but I'm going to try to show it. That See that word? Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Mimi? Yeah. She's in the She's in the chat. I I met her at the Kirby five-day. She says, "What up?" She was such a blessing. Do Do you know her? Uh uh Yeah. Did you Did you know her before the retreat? Cuz I just met her and like she's she's awesome. Okay, so the day before I flew to the States, I flew to Houston to go check out one of my new mentors and she hit me up and she was like, "Hey, I came across a video of yours on YouTube. My husband's from Honduras. We really feel connection like we want to connect with you." And so I was like, "Okay, well, where are you from?" She said, "I'm from Houston." I was like, "I'm flying to Houston tomorrow." And so I was like, "Well, I maybe we're supposed to connect." She lived a mile down the road from dude's house. So her and Carly came over to the house that night in fellowship and we had a blast and then they were going to five-day. So I was like, "Cool." And then a couple And then her best friend is Carly who is who She hit me a couple days later, organized all the worship uh and music. So she was like, "Hey, do you want to do some of your songs?" And that's how I winded up getting into And and so Mimi is actually uh planning an event in Houston. That's where I'm flying in on at the end of August. That'll be my first stop in Houston and she's planning a uh an event that we're going to do in Houston. Nice. Nice. Yeah, I was seeing her and uh and I met her and and and spoke to her at the at the at the retreat. Met her and they added each other on Facebook after and I kind of followed her and I guess it's the other girl which is was the worship leader. Is that her friend? Carly. Okay. And I seen that they kind of like was on an adventure, too, and they were going all over the place and I I seen them talking about New Orleans seafood or culture. I was like, I hope they go to Bourbon Street cuz like I've been telling people you need to go to Bourbon Street at least during the day just to see the culture. And then they go live or whatever and they're like doing karaoke on Bourbon Street. This chick is a a worship leader, loving life, living life, spreading joy on Bourbon Street singing secular songs. You know what I'm saying? And it was just so so awesome to see them Yeah, and her Mimi's Mimi's kids was there. There's her sons was there too at the event, right? Yeah. up getting to play basketball with them and he wound up getting the bottle and all that right off the bat. Yeah. Good stuff. Shout out to you, Mimi. And I see she's in in chat and I was going I wrote her name down cuz I was going to ask you about her just off the whim, but I was like, I don't know. And then she jumped in chat. So, I thought that was cool. Well, let's go ahead and end this episode. Um guys, add add Daniel's stuff. Check out his videos. The those two um are really good and he's got more that I've seen that he's already showed me the new one that's about to drop and it's it's really good as well. So, um stay on here, Dan, just for a a minute when we get off, but I'mma say peace and shalom to everybody. Thanks for hanging out. Uh check out what I got going on, too. Check out my website truthseeker.com. We got the mystic circle going on themysticcircle.net. If you haven't had a chance to pick up a copy of my book, go get it and uh you can get that on Amazon. With that, I'mma say peace and shalom. examine examine any kind of lingering doubt or unbelief that you might have stopping manifest the dream down deep down inside. You can have whatever you want if you just believe it. Yeah. You can have whatever you like. That's what the Lord's singing to you. Oh, we'll do it again.


